deviantART: by:noku18

Im Sorry Da

!noku18 — Sun, 20 Sep 2009 20:49:54 PDT

hey im sorry for my bad behavior.......i apologize for all the people i offended.....it wont ever happen again.....good bye to u all.

I Might Get Banned....

!noku18 — Sun, 20 Sep 2009 17:08:16 PDT

Link Note me Website Wishlist

yup so to all my watchers keep watchin for me......im probably gonna get banned....

Because I Want U

!noku18 — Sat, 12 Sep 2009 20:03:42 PDT

The first ten people who comment on this journal will get a free sketch, but in return, you must offer ten free sketches in your own journal. If you've already done ten free sketches, simply link the journal entry in your comment, and you still qualify.

Da Rules:

1. I will NOT draw your request until I see this in your journal.

2. In your comment, include a link to a reference picture of the character you want me to draw or write me a description of said character.

3. Only ONE character per person. Keep in mind, this is FREE. Have fun with this - it's a great way to pass on your talents to your fans.

Sketches to be made by me:

1.=Prepare-Your-Bladder
2.~mysterypoodle
3.=SirenOfTheStars
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Because I Want U!

!noku18 — Fri, 11 Sep 2009 20:20:50 PDT

Contacting Me

Note Me

Skype:
cay_beach

Links:

Gallery

F*CKING HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

!noku18 — Wed, 09 Sep 2009 17:02:15 PDT

why do i mess everything up!? why cant i get wat i really want!!? wats the point of drawing when i suck!!!? why do i live in a life not worth living!!!? TELL ME WHY???!!!!!

WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!

!noku18 — Tue, 08 Sep 2009 19:54:46 PDT

never mind......it working again.......weird?

WTH!!!!

!noku18 — Tue, 08 Sep 2009 19:44:24 PDT

WATS WROUNG WITH DA!!!!!!! I CANT READ MY MESSAGES!!!!!!!!!!!! HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Do i crave abuse?

!noku18 — Mon, 07 Sep 2009 12:22:47 PDT

why do i crave ur abuse?
do u feel whole?
why do u abuse me?
do u feel better?
why do i abuse?
do u love how ur flesh tears?
why do i crave this abuse?
my words cut deeper than flesh...
why do i crave ur undieing abuse?

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i will post pictures to go with my resent poems ^^

I HAVE FOUND MY REASON TO LIVE!

!noku18 — Sun, 06 Sep 2009 17:15:16 PDT

he will always be in my heart.....and maybe he will let me into his.

LEAVING.....

!noku18 — Sun, 06 Sep 2009 16:25:07 PDT

im leavind da soon.....i.......im....sorry TT-TT

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!noku18 — Sun, 06 Sep 2009 15:35:59 PDT

O///////////O wat this feeling...? it makes me feel whole..... wat r my feeling toward him? ^///////////////^.... my broken heart thumps louder!

Every night in my dreams
I see you. I feel you.
That is how I know you go on.

Far across the distance
And spaces between us
You have come to show you go on.

Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

Love can touch us one time
And last for a lifetime
And never go till we're one

Love was when I loved you
One true time I hold to
In my life we'll always go on

Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

There is some love that will not
go away

You're here, there's nothing I fear,
And I know that my heart will go on
We'll stay forever this way
You are safe in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

this song reminds me of him!!

I WANT TO DIE!!!!!!!

!noku18 — Thu, 03 Sep 2009 18:56:45 PDT

ÂWhatÂs the point in ever trying to be happy when the very pursuit of happiness is what makes you miserable.Â

ÂJesus didnÂt have to go through half of the pain IÂm experiencing now. At least he knew he was special. I have no such assurances. IÂm just another outbreak of the human virus which has contaminated Planet Earth.Â

ÂIÂve never felt IÂve been valued by anyone. IÂm just a waste of space that everyone ignores, like a ghost without a home.Â

ItÂs quite ironic that in life, the person that brings out the best in you and the one that makes you strong is actually your weakness..

ÂIf you love me so much, why are you walking away?Â
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I WANT TO DIE!!!!!!
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" ur not worth it!"............quote from my ex boyfriend....to me.......

Character Quiz!!!!!

!noku18 — Thu, 03 Sep 2009 17:07:15 PDT

Ask your characters these questions and see what they have to say.

I choose Tater-tot!!!!
Your favorite color?
Tater-tot: neon purple

Your favorite person?
Tater-tot: my son karson and my lover tex!!

Favorite Quote?
Tater-tot: ÂWhatÂs the point in ever trying to be happy when the very pursuit of happiness is what makes you miserable.Â

Weakness?
Tater-tot: losing the people i love...

Your sensitive to?
Tater-tot: only in bed

Have you ever lost anyone dear to you?
Tater-tot: yes...........

If you were in France what would you do?
Tater-tot: jump off the iffal tower and see if it kills me.....

Are you murderous?
Tater-tot: only when the people i love r threatened!!! X(

Your sexy and you know it don't lie!
Tater-tot: of course and all natural as well!!!

Whats Your favorite drink?
Tater-tot: whiskey.

Your best bud just broke up with his girlfriend, what comforting words do you have?
Tater-tot: she was a bitch come on lets go find u a new girl!

What planet are you on?
Tater-tot: Irk

Does this-> scare you?
Tater-tot: no but ur face does!! XDD

Whats your job?
Tater-tot: i dont need one!!

Now, tell us a few things about yourself if your not too lazy.
Tater-tot: FACK U..... im too lazy!!! >XD

One of your favorite songs (link us to youtube)
Tater-tot: Song: Twilight
Artist: Vanessa Carlton [link]

If you had one wish what would it be?
Tater-tot: to get my dead children back.....

Your a genius, please tell us why.
Tater-tot: cause i say so!!! XP

Are you happy?
Tater-tot:........depends.........

I dont know how to end this, so yeah. this is the end. Have fun tormenting your characters!! mwhahaha!
Tater-tot:she'll probably make me pregnant again and kill that smeet too!!!......
Tag some people you lurve!

RUTH!!!!!!!!!~Ruthiie-Cat

The first day of school!!!

!noku18 — Wed, 02 Sep 2009 16:01:53 PDT

ok the first day of school was ok cool teachers and stuff really boring!! im gonna be off of da from 8:35 to 3:00 so sorry guys!! oh and im a bitch cause i broke up with my boyfriend and broke his heart!! im such a whore!!

that is all

Out of Order

!noku18 — Sun, 30 Aug 2009 20:20:01 PDT

i am officaly out of order!!! i come down witha stomach bug that everytime i move i want to puke my guts out!!! it hurts so bad i couldnt even walk!!! so im gonna die!!!! XP i swear i just keep puking and all thats left was water!!!! so yah im out of order!!! so im leaving to wallow in my pain and agony

Im Back!!!!!!!!!!

!noku18 — Sat, 29 Aug 2009 20:20:00 PDT

hey im back!!!!! and it was horrible with out u guys!!!!!! i literly died of bordome!!!! i was the only teenager and there was no internet!!!!!!! and worse we went to all the places i didnt want to go!!!!!! and like the day after we went to sea world we came back to the hotel and i was like trying to draw and i looked at the picture and was like *gasp* i...............i............i........... GOT AN ART BLOCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so i cant draw irkens for a while!!!!!! if u were to look at my foehead right now their would be a huge bruise in the middle from me hitting it on my desk!!! *shot* oh man i missed u guys!!! im glad im back!!!!!

VACATION!!!!!!!!!!

!noku18 — Wed, 26 Aug 2009 07:30:05 PDT

yes i am leaving to vacation for like 4 days....and idk if im gonna have internet so todays the last day maybe that i'll be on!!!! so i'll see u all maybe...on sunday or saturday dont know!!! bye-bye i have to get off now bye!!!!!!

Oc Voices XD

!noku18 — Mon, 24 Aug 2009 10:02:53 PDT

so far i got i few ideas on how my ocs sound like here they r!!

Yuko: Jessica Straus

Spade: Arlean Sorquen
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more voices to come!!!

Art-Trades: open

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Blah, blah, blah......updates!

!noku18 — Sat, 22 Aug 2009 14:03:41 PDT

ok im pissed at my art work sucking mega hairy monkey balls!!! so im gonna just quit drawin doodles!!!!!!!!!!! TRY AND STOP ME!!!!!!!!!!!
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and in brighter terms here r all the art trades i owe u people...if im missing any plz comment me!!!!!

Art-Trades: open

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Friend Meme XDD

!noku18 — Wed, 19 Aug 2009 16:47:39 PDT

1. Name something you have in common with PROtype-M-3-X?
We both draw IZ fanart!! XD

2. Zerna got turned into an animal! What animal is it?
A Dragon!!! Totally!! X)

3. Can Ruthiie-Cat be bad influence?
Fook no!!! She's my mom she cant be bad!!! X(

4. Do you love Sandoni?
NO!!!!!!! but shes a good friend!

5. Hot bbgrl on PROtype-M-3-X action - Yes/No?
PFFF!!!! idk!!!! what kind of question is that!!

6. What is Invadertaj's favorite TV show or movie?
Ice Age 3 !!!

7. If Invadergij were to be mistaken for a celebrity, who would it be?
IDK!!!! lol!!!!

8. If Zim766 were to be mistaken for a celebrity, who would it be?
Hmmmmmmm........idk gwen stafani? XDD

9. Do you do anything special with thecau?
Ughhhhhh....i did an art trade with her!!!

10. What advice would you give madved?
DO NOT CHANGE WHO U R CAUSE UR SUPER AWESOME!!!!!!X))

If u want to do this meme heres the link!!
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sigh!!!

!noku18 — Sun, 16 Aug 2009 10:21:18 PDT

Ashamed and Screwed

!noku18 — Sat, 15 Aug 2009 21:38:00 PDT

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...dont want to talk about it i think im going back to normal with a big ass headache im sorry i let everyone down i will leave DA unless u want me to say......................................................................
.........................sorry i let u all down .........................................................friend got to me........................

Singing!!! XD

!noku18 — Sat, 15 Aug 2009 20:38:47 PDT

Because i got high because i got high!!!!!!!! lol

I GOT A CHOCOLATE SHAKE AND U DONT!!!!!

Art Trade's: Open

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Better now!!!!!!! XD

!noku18 — Thu, 13 Aug 2009 13:59:02 PDT

im all better now!!!! lol

Art Trade's: Open

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FUCK LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!

!noku18 — Wed, 12 Aug 2009 15:18:12 PDT

MAN I FUCKING HATE MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DO FRIENDS OFFER U DRUGS LIKE MINE DID?

THIS IS A QUOTE FROM MY REALLY OLD PE TEACHER:"LIFES A BITCH!!!! THEN U DIE!" and its true!

RP's Galore

!noku18 — Fri, 07 Aug 2009 20:43:30 PDT

thats all im doing now a days rping with all mah peeps sometimes the story is so depressing and other times its super smexy if u wanna rp with me just ask i'll be happy to

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Happy B-Day DA XD

!noku18 — Fri, 07 Aug 2009 09:14:12 PDT

HAPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY BIRTHDAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yayayay that is all

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Back to Business XD

!noku18 — Wed, 05 Aug 2009 10:35:14 PDT

yay!!! my partner is all better and its back to drawin irkens and more comic pages and all the things that make me happy and i;ve made new friends ~Ruthiie-Cat and her oc and my tater-tot r good friends now

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Taking a Break :D

!noku18 — Sun, 02 Aug 2009 17:31:15 PDT

well right now my partner in crime ~Madved is sick and well i don't want to over work her with the comic so... im taking a break from drawin irken stuff for now. But don't worry when she's better i'll start again in the mean time i'll be drawin my other sona's and more of me

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Comic book Bananza XD

!noku18 — Sat, 25 Jul 2009 14:41:52 PDT

All right me and my partner in crime r making a comic!!!!!! ..., but u cant see it yet ..... hehe both me and madved r gonna submit it so we each get praise so look out for a super cool comic with both r ocs coming soon to DA!!!!!

Waiting for:
Kawa-no-kami's half of AT & request
ElixirXsczjX13 half of AT
Bbgrl's half of AT

Art-trades: open

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I got tagged :D

!noku18 — Tue, 21 Jul 2009 09:17:48 PDT

By

1) Post these rules
2) Post 8 true things about yourself
3) At the end you must tag 8 people and post their icons
4) Go to their page and send them a message saying you tagged them
5) NO TAG BACKS

8 Things about me

1. I love all thing made from Jhonen Vasquez .
2. My hobbies are drawing & video gaming XD.
3. I enjoy reading prevy romance novels .
4. I have one big white fluffy dog(girl).
5. I love the color black, purple, comedy, X].
6. I have a crazy Mexican family 2 siblings and a mom and dad XD.
7. I wear braces and glasses and most of my friends do to .
8. I hate people who stereotype others, and people who dont act like themselves .

People I Tag

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My first hand made Poll

!noku18 — Thu, 16 Jul 2009 21:26:06 PDT

okay im at a dead end at wat to draw and this will be a poll to determine(look im using big words ) wat i will draw..................comment plz thanks

1.Draw more zena
2.Draw other ocs(comt. plz)
3.Rp with zena, tater-tot, domanic, and seris ect.
4.More AT's
5.More request
6.Comic with ocs(u choose plz)

Waiting for:
Kawa-no-kami's half of AT & request
Invadertajs half of AT

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Kinda boring..........Kinda emo...................

!noku18 — Sat, 11 Jul 2009 19:14:16 PDT

Just bored out of my mind.......... feeling bit lonely and sad and all that bull s****...... might go back to drawing emo fairies and what not dont really care................... what ever i need something to do and u can help.........

Requests: Open until mood lifts up
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IRKEN CONTEST: TRIBUTE TO MICHEAL JACKSON

!noku18 — Thu, 02 Jul 2009 08:31:43 PDT

Okay this is my first contest, but last night i was listening to this song and thought 'wouldnt it be funny to see all my deviant friends ocs dancing to this song.....*all while LMAO*
So this is the contest: to try and draw their oc dancing to thriller.......OMG

If ur in contact me. The only rules are the picture has to be hilarious and that the time limit is ..... 2 weeks maybe more if u need that time, also i will be judge............ ....OMG......

thanks for participating

me

NO MORE SKOOL :D

!noku18 — Thu, 18 Jun 2009 13:38:34 PDT

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS SKOOL IS OUT FOREVER MUTHA FOOKER XD

ALMOST AT END :P

!noku18 — Mon, 15 Jun 2009 21:09:30 PDT

YES SKOOLS ALMOST OVER BUT I COULD BE IN REALLY DEEP POOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOPIE xP

Devious Journal Entry

!noku18 — Wed, 22 Apr 2009 16:32:21 PDT

MAYBE LIFE JUST SUCKS BUT IM HAPPY I GOTS FRIEND LIKE U

Devious Journal Entry

!noku18 — Tue, 21 Apr 2009 15:55:56 PDT

IM AM SO PATHETIC AND A HELPLESS ROMANTIC

my life

!noku18 — Mon, 30 Mar 2009 17:38:18 PDT

my life right now is focusing on both my career and school cus of course im goona be an artist thats all.