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YOSHI!!!!!

Yes, I really just wrote a journal for this.

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The Love of My Life:


Mah Ttl BFF Who pwns all yer @$$es!!!


Clubs I Doth Be In:
Superior Paxvel
Scientist Zigfred Hamilton
Enforcer Enxell and Associate Ex
Noob Amixx

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]]> ~nolongertab http://nolongertab.deviantart.com/journal/28086617/ http://nolongertab.deviantart.com/journal/28086617/ Sun, 01 Nov 2009 12:20:30 PST
Friday Night.

Hall-O-Scream.

Almost peed myself a couple times....

For those of you who do not live in the Sunshine State...

*puts on glasses, clears throat, assumes the 'teaching time' position* Ever year since 2000, Bush Gardens (located in Tampa, Fl.) hosts Hall-O-Scream. This event begins at 7:30 and lasts far into the night and early morning (2-4 AM ish). This event is designed to scare the living shit out of you. There are over five different Haunted Houses, all with different theme (D.E.D Delta Epsilon Delta- a sorority house that literally tortures guys, Taste of Blood- vampires in the subway, 13- a motorcycle gang, Reconstruction- everything that can go wrong in a hospital, Nightly Toy Shop- creepy little dolls that want to eat your brains, just to name a few). Along with these Houses, there are also 'Scare Zones' peppered throughout the park, filled with werewolves and mummies and knife-wielding psychos, banshees on skates, moving statues, attack shrubs and the like.

*throws the glasses off and jumps up* IT WAS TERRIFYING I TELL YOU!!!

.....*sits back down*

6:45
We get there. (We being myself, J, K, and B. Four girls in a haunted theme park, what, oh what, could go wrong? )

7:00
We find the bathroom. (J and I had to pee the whole hour and a half trip up to Tampa, every bump was a frontal attack on my bladder! D: )

7:15
We go on Gwazi Lion. Whoo rides!!

7:22
We pass our first scare zone, it's not 7:30, so no one is hiding yet, we scream and run anyways.

7:30
We go on Shekra, twice. In the front row. Hot damn. I'm an adrenaline junkie! (Oh no, crap, it's 7:30, people now officially want to kill us!)

8:00
Entered D.E.D. B first, clung onto by K, clung onto by J, clung onto by me, followed by some big Southern guy who promised to punch people out for me. (When I said promise? He said 'ayuh'. It felt like I had Slugger right there the whole time. <3) I don't remember much except for mindless screaming and two scenes: We walked into a tiny room, a girl is petting a boys head, normal, until you realize it's just his upper half, spine hangin' out, and his legs are across the room, hung up by the ankles.. WIGGLING. And, a guy in a tiny cage, grabbing at my pants, begging for me to help, until he gets pulled back through a trap in the wall and the girls start to giggle.

After that we went through our first scare zone, getting attacked by the guys with shovels, aiming for out feet and making sparks, mummies and an old fat guy telling us it's 'all madness now'.

9:15
Went to see FIENDS; a hilarious show with Dr. Frankenstein and his naughty nurses, (Oh were they hoooooooooooot.~) Igor was SO perverted and the whole show was frekkin' hilarious. XD Thriller, the Monster Mash, Time Warp, all the goodies~

9:45
DANCE PARTY!! After this, I lost track of time.

We went into Taste of Blood. Before you even walk in, a guy is like HEY! and you're like AHH! Again, I don't remember much except mindless screaming, people clawing at my feet. Oh, and silly J made eye contact with one of the creepy vampire dudes (who looked oddly like Graverobber) (stupid stupid J), so he followed through the 30 feet of strobe lights going 'what's a matter girlies~'. Then, when we were running out, a dude jumped out and was like 'AHAHAHA YOU THINK YOU'RE LEAVING!?!?!' but he did leave, eventually.

At one point, we sat down to calm down a bit, and one of the actors from Taste of Blood snuck up behind J and growled in her ear and she FREAKED. XD

After that, K and I went on the Phenix, then we went on Kumba. Whoo more rides!

One of the scariest part of the night (I don't know WHY), was when we were walking through a small scare zone, just with three statues. They were REALLY tall and had GLOWING red eyes. and we made it past without them jumping at us, but when I looked back, one was staring RIGHT AT ME. So I screamed and went 'IT'S STARING AT US!!', but they thought I said it was chasing us, so we screamed and ran.....

Wow, lots of screaming.

Then we made our way to Montu and got attacked by those sexy skater guys. Damn they were hooooot~ <3 I wanted to let them know J had a bag of condoms in her car, just to see if they would react, but she hit me. D:

Oh, and I also got attacked by a pig-masked janitor and a baby doll. O___o

Montu was frikkin' AWESOME in the dark.

The lines to all the ri... ]]> ~nolongertab http://nolongertab.deviantart.com/journal/26654821/ http://nolongertab.deviantart.com/journal/26654821/ Mon, 17 Aug 2009 16:51:28 PDT Put your music player on random. Post the first line (or so, some are hard) from the first 30 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing the song. Post and let everyone you know guess what SONG AND ARTIST the lines come from. Strike out the songs when someone guesses correctly (No lyric hunting! That is cheating!). After doing the 1st - 30th, listen to one more random song and post it as your title.

1. In a little cafe, just the other side of the border, she was sitting there giving me looks that made my mouth water
2. It starts with one, one thing, I don't know why, it doesn't even matter how hard you try Shay
3. I can't feel nothing at all Shay
4. We L-I-K-E C-A-R-S, the cars that go boom, boom
5. Everybody, rock your body, everybody, rock your body right
6. What's amatter with the clothes I'm wearing? Can't you tell that yer tie's too white?
7. Your bottle's almost empty, you know this can't go on, because of you my mind is always racing
8. I had visions, I was in them, I was looking into the mirror, to see a little bit clearer, the rotten-ness and evil in me Shay
9. If you see a faded sign on the side of the road that says 15 miles to the- Shay
10. It's funny how a man only thinks about the -beep- Shay
11. How much do we get? Boy, it's not very much at all, is it? Never say never, Princeton! Krish
12. Love is a many splendid thing! Love- lifts us up where we belong! All you need is love! Please don't start that again! Shay
13. I am the candy man, coming from boucey land. Shay
14. Hard days made me, hard nights shaped me, I don't know they somehow saved me Krish
15. Strumming my pain with his fingers, singing my life with his words
16. Kimi wa seijitsu na moralist, kirei na yubi de boku wo nazoru
17. I want a normal life, just like a new born child, I am a lover hater, I am an instigator
18. Hey little cookie take a walk my way, I'd like to hear what you have to say
19. On the ground I lay, motionless in pain, I can see my life flashing before my eyes
20. They say they don't trust you, me, we, us, so we'll fall, if we must
21. Hey dad, I'm writing to you, not to tell you, that I still hate you, just to ask you how you feel
22. I hate feeling like this, I'm so tired of trying to fight this, I'm asleep and all I dream of is waking to you Krish
23. Take a photograph, it'll be the last, not a dollar or a crowd could ever keep me here, I don't have a past, I just have a chance
24. I sit and think about the day that you're gonna die, 'cause your wrinkled eyes betrayed the joy with which you smiled Shay
25. Lying in my bed I hear the clock tick and think of you, caught up in circles confusion is nothing new
26. Well, I walk into the room, passing out 100 dollar bills, and it kills and it thrills like the horns on my Sliverado grill
27. Let's have some fun, this beat is sick, I wanna take a ride on your disco stick Shay
28. And this is how it feels when I ignore the words you spoke to me, and this is where I lose myself when I keep running away from you
29. Rejected...since day one, my name is...bastard son, I've been damned...so many times I've lost count!
30. I don’t wanna meet your dad, don’t wanna hump your sister, don’t wanna do it to your best friend either

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The Love of My Life:


Mah Ttl BFF Who pwns all yer @$$es!!!


Clubs I Doth Be In:
Superior Paxvel
Scientist Zigfred Hamilton
Enforcer Enxell and Associate Ex
http://nolongertab.deviantart.com/journal/26040468/ Sun, 19 Jul 2009 08:26:00 PDT
dA looks amazing in HD, guys! I now have squiggly lines under things I spell wrong. I'm so happy. Are you proud of me Krish? * sparkly eyes* Well anyways, it's just wonderful. *nods* I'ma try to work on some club things now!

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STOLE FROM

Using only song names from ONE ARTIST, cleverly answer these questions. Pass it on to others! Encourage them to do it too. You can't use the band I used. Try not to repeat a song title. It's a lot harder than you think!

Pick your Artist:
Billy Joel

Describe Yourself:
The Entertainer

How do you feel:
Light As A Breeze

Describe where you currently live:
Sleeping With the Television On

If you could go anywhere, where would you go:
New York State of Mind

Your favorite form of transportation:
Storm Front

Your best friend is:
Modern Woman

You and your best friends are:
A Minor Variation

What's the weather like:
Falling of the Rain

Favorite time of day:
The Longest Time

If your life was a TV show, what would it be called:
Keeping The Faith

What is life to you:
Ain't No Crime

Your most recent relationship:
A Room Of Our Own

Your fear:
I Don't Want To Be Alone

What is the best advice you have to give:
You're Only Human

Thought for the Day:
You May Be Right

How I would like to die:
Running On Ice

My soul's present condition:
State of Grace

My motto:
The Night Is Still Young

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The Love of My Life:


Mah Ttl BFF Who pwns all yer @$$es!!!


Clubs I Doth Be In:
Superior Paxvel
Scientist Zigfred Hamilton
Enforcer Enxell and Associate Ex
Noob Amixx

]]> ~nolongertab http://nolongertab.deviantart.com/journal/26021397/ http://nolongertab.deviantart.com/journal/26021397/ Sat, 18 Jul 2009 07:44:51 PDT
I'm on my mum's right now.

Oh it was horrible!! It started saying I was infected, but it wasn't my actual virus protection, so I ignored it, then all these pop ups, then it was uninstalling my virus protection and then all these porn icons were popping up on my desktop! Ah! It was horrifying!!! D:

So my computer is dead now.

On the brightside, we went and got a new one. It is a BEAST. It has 1TB of Memory. I don't even know what a TB is, that's how powerful this damn thing is!! Oh, I worship it. It's got a 23" screen. That thing isn't a computer, it's a damn LCD TV!! I love it, the keyborad so hightech. This computer makes me wish I was a CD. *flail*

The only downside is that it won't accept my wireless thingy, so.... no internet. Yet. We're working on it.

I'm gonna try to work on some missions here, but I'm not sure if that'll work, so please, clubs, give me some time... D:

Alrighty then, I think that ends my rant.

IN OTHER NEW!

-Krish-un is coming down on the 28th and we're going to AFO that weekend.
-I will be America, she will be England, and my lovie (WhiteWolfIris) will be Canada.
-After AFO, my lovie will be coming home with me for a whole frikken week!
-The fun stops after she leaves. I have school on the 10th.

TTFN!

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The Love of My Life:


Mah Ttl BFF Who pwns all yer @$$es!!!


Clubs I Doth Be In:


]]> ~nolongertab http://nolongertab.deviantart.com/journal/25161029/ http://nolongertab.deviantart.com/journal/25161029/ Sat, 06 Jun 2009 12:08:59 PDT

In other news! I saw Star Trek last night night! I love Kirk and Bones!! They make me happy!! Oh, and Pavel!!

Now I'm obsessed with this new show on USA called RoyalPains. Hank is beautiful and his brother is hilarious.

Oh, and... IT'S SUMMER! BOO-YEAH!! :'D

That is all.

TTFN!

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The Love of My Life:


Mah Ttl BFF Who pwns all yer @$$es!!!


Clubs I Doth Be In:


]]> ~nolongertab http://nolongertab.deviantart.com/journal/25031911/ http://nolongertab.deviantart.com/journal/25031911/ Sat, 30 May 2009 11:26:08 PDT [link] Dis like mah theme song!

I mean no offense to anyone, kthnx? I'm pretty sure I have A.D.H.D., but hey, what ever~

SO ANYWAYS!! It's been awhile, hasn't it? I went to Anime Boston, surprising my ttl BFF by randomly appearing up there. It was great. We had a joyous time, writing on windows, trying to find big swords, tweaking out over every Matt and Mello cosplayer (or at least, I did...), buying stuff, watchin' Repo. You know, the basics.

My next adventure is going up to see my love in June for almost a week! How fun is that?!

Oh, and by the by, my friends, whoever gets my 2,500th pageview gets a thingy-mic-bob! I know, it's exciting!

Well, that's all folks! TTFN!!

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The Love of My Life:


Mah Ttl BFF Who pwns all yer @$$es!!!


Clubs I Doth Be In:


]]> ~nolongertab http://nolongertab.deviantart.com/journal/24465963/ http://nolongertab.deviantart.com/journal/24465963/ Mon, 27 Apr 2009 15:45:28 PDT

DO NOT READ THE WHOLE BULLETIN! JUST QUICKLY COPY AND PASTE! PLEASE DON'T SPOIL IT. Name 5 people you can think of right off the top of your head. Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 5 people. This is a lot funnier if you actually randomly list the names first. Don't forget, NO CHEATING.

1. Stephy
2. Michelle
3. Jackie
4. Morgan
5. Waga-sputnik

1.How did you meet # 3
At mah lunch table in 8th grade, cuz of the ‘gluck-gluck’

2. What would you do if 2 and 5 were going out?
I would ask if I could join… XD Kidding. I’d be sad! D:

3. How long have you known number 2?
Technically… 3 years…

4. How do you know 5?
Engrish class!

5. What would you do if 4 told you they loved you?
I would tell her I loved her back, but we’d have to keep it at that. XD

6. A fact about number 1:
We've been best friends since (I was in) 1st grade!

7. Who is 2 going out with?
Me~ <3

8.What does 5 do for a living?
Work at the kidde-school!

9. Would you live with 5
Not in Ohio! Too cold! D:

11. What do you like about number 1?
EVERYTHING! (Yes Stephy, same answer!! )

12. What would you do if number 2 died?
Cry. Long and hard and sorrowfully.

13. Do you miss number 1?
All da time!!! RI and Fl need to move closer!! D:

14. What do you think of 3 ?
Sometimes… she scares me… XD

15. Would you ever go out with number 1?
OH BABY. No.

16. Do you trust 5 ?
Vith mah life. But not my homework… O___o

17. Ever get really pissed off at number 4 ?
Nope.

18. Have you ever slept over at 2's house?
Hehehehehehehehehehehe…

19. Would you ever kiss number 4?
Nada.

20. What do you like about number 5?
She has the most colorful language of all mah friends!

21. What do you like about #4?
Her plotting skill + mine = SUCCESS!!

22. Have you ever seen number 1 naked?
Yep.

24. Have you ever danced with number 3?
Crazy spasm (to Love Me Dead) dancing.

25. Where did you meet number 5?
Engrish class!

28. Have you ever seen 5 in a swimsuit?
Uh… *ponder* …nope!

29. Do you like number 1?
I love her!!!! *hugglenuzzleloves back*

30. Have you ever met 3's Family?
Da!

31. Do you know 2s middle name?
Uh… uh… wait… I-I know this….

32. Have you ever eaten anything in front of 3?
GLUCK GLUCK!!!

33. Do you trust number 2?
With my heart and soul~ <3

34. Have you ever fought with number 5?
Play fighting!

35. When’s the last time you talked to 3 in person?
Today.

36. Are any of your top 5 family?
Nope, but they all are like family (spouses included).

37. Have you ever taken a shower with any of the 5 people ?
Yes and… yes~

38. Have you ever slept in the same bed with number 5 ?
I have slept with every single one! Except Morgan… sorry hun! *wink*

39. Do you think 2 and 5 would make a good couple?
NEVER!! D:

40. Would 3 do anything for you ?
Depends what mood she’s in XD

41. Has 2 ever helped you out?
She’s helped me out of one of the worst parts of my life… along with Stephy.

42. Have you ever slept in the same bed as number 4 ?
Nope!

43. Which have you known the longest?
Stephy, most def!

44. Who have you known the shortest?
Technically…. Uh…

45. Have you had a crush on anyone in your list ?
YEP!

46. Have you ever done anything illegal with number 4?
Surprising, yes, illegal, not yet~

47. Will 1 - 5 repost this?
Possibly…?

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The Love of My Life:


Mah... ]]> ~nolongertab http://nolongertab.deviantart.com/journal/23782570/ http://nolongertab.deviantart.com/journal/23782570/ Sat, 21 Mar 2009 08:59:20 PDT
~OrganizationDLV

That is all!

EDIT! If you join/joined because of me, please inform the Superiors of that. I'll get points and you'll get my undying love! /EDIT!

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The Love of My Life:


Mah Ttl BFF Who pwns all yer @$$es!!!


Clubs I Doth Be In:


]]> ~nolongertab http://nolongertab.deviantart.com/journal/23693080/ http://nolongertab.deviantart.com/journal/23693080/ Sat, 14 Mar 2009 11:41:27 PDT

Last Friday I got all four Wisdom Teeth removed at once. Something (we're not sure if it was the drugs or the stitches or what not) didn't agree with me, so I was out of it for the past week.

I'm feeling a LOT better now and all my big projects for school are done (yay!!) so I'm going to be writing a few random things along with that sexy art trade with Lolly. ^.~ XD

Other then that... nothing new really.

Much love guys! ^^

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The Love of My Life:


Mah Ttl BFF Who pwns all yer @$$es!!!


Clubs I Doth Be In:


]]> ~nolongertab http://nolongertab.deviantart.com/journal/23291705/ http://nolongertab.deviantart.com/journal/23291705/ Thu, 19 Feb 2009 15:47:46 PST
Pax: *shoves me out of the way* SHE LIE, I AM NAO UF SUPERIOR, NUT HER!! Zat est right, kiss my feet. *grin*

FOr those of you who don't know what that was about... join ~Org-Outcasts!! ='D

IN OTHER NEWS:
-I had a wonderful time with the love of my life ~WhiteWolfIris this last weekend. It was positively fabulous. And I have to say, she's additive...

-I have to get my wisdom teeth removed! D:

-I miss mah ttl biffle. D8

-I just nomed some yummy Twizzlers! :'D

-It's Survivor night!

-I blew off beginning to write my term paper to do this journal.

That is all.

TTFN!! Gtg rite abt sum ttl homosexualitys~ <3

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The Love of My Life:


Mah Ttl BFF Who pwns all yer @$$es!!!


Clubs I Doth Be In:


]]> ~nolongertab http://nolongertab.deviantart.com/journal/22937491/ http://nolongertab.deviantart.com/journal/22937491/ Sun, 01 Feb 2009 18:10:54 PST
IN OTHER NEWS: Got mah ears pierced! Joined a new club! Didn't eat breakfast!

[EDIT] PAXVEL ICON BY I LOVE HER FOR IT!!!! [/EDIT]

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The Love of My Life:


Mah Ttl BFF Who pwns all yer @$$es!!!


Clubs I Doth Be In:


]]> ~nolongertab http://nolongertab.deviantart.com/journal/22745493/ http://nolongertab.deviantart.com/journal/22745493/ Thu, 22 Jan 2009 19:26:30 PST
CAUSE I'M SWEETER THAN SIXTEEN!!!

<3

That's right, I'm finally seventeen. I made it another year. Lawlz.

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The Love of My Life:


Mah Ttl BFF Who pwns all yer @$$es!!!


Clubs I Doth Be In:


]]> ~nolongertab http://nolongertab.deviantart.com/journal/22548920/ http://nolongertab.deviantart.com/journal/22548920/ Mon, 12 Jan 2009 17:43:09 PST
Anything at all, pron, random, angst, you name it, but be snappy.

1. write about a fma encounter at the zoo with elephants and... roy and ed get stuck with armstrong and hughes and both are particularly themselves? so ed and roy end up going nuts 8D
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2. Have Pax and Ex end up in an awkward situation, then have Lie walk in on them.
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3. Write about Paxvel and Yamexa on a Formal Date together I'm one for teh Romance. c:
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4. Paxvel having to take care of yamexa when he has a really high fever and sick and stuff
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5. Something Awkward between Cax and Pax! The oppurtunities (cause I know how to spell!) are endless!
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The Love of My Life:


Mah Ttl BFF Who pwns all yer @$$es!!!


Clubs I Doth Be In:


]]> ~nolongertab http://nolongertab.deviantart.com/journal/22360197/ http://nolongertab.deviantart.com/journal/22360197/ Fri, 02 Jan 2009 18:28:44 PST
Cruise = AMAZINGCOOLESTTHINGINTHEWORLDILOVEYOUAYAME!!

Merry Christmas!

Happy New Year!

Almost mah Birthday! Jan. 22. Gonna be 17? (In the grey~) HOLY SHIT-MONKEYS!

Another year, I MADE IT! ='D

Can't wait to be kidnapped and give someone a big surprise~

I love you all! Goodnight! ^.~

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The Love of My Life:


Mah Ttl BFF Who pwns all yer @$$es!!!


Clubs I Doth Be In:


]]> ~nolongertab http://nolongertab.deviantart.com/journal/21867048/ http://nolongertab.deviantart.com/journal/21867048/ Sun, 07 Dec 2008 14:37:45 PST 2. I'll tell you which song or movie you remind me of.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wondered about you.
8. I'll tell you my favorite thing about you.
9. I'll tell you my least favorite thing about you.

If you comment, you MUST post this on your Journal.

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The Love of My Life:


Mah Ttl BFF :B


Clubs I Doth Be In:


]]> ~nolongertab http://nolongertab.deviantart.com/journal/21702552/ http://nolongertab.deviantart.com/journal/21702552/ Thu, 27 Nov 2008 16:13:21 PST 1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person must post 8 things about themselves on their journal.
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 8 people and post their icons on the same journal.
4. Go to their pages and send them a message saying they have been tagged.
5. No tag-backs


- I'm amazingly CDO (like OCD, but with the letters in alphabetical order, LIKE THEY SHOULD BE!! *twitch*)
- I.... talk on the phone.... a lot...
- I have an addictive personally (I get addicted, not people getting addicted to me XD)
- I am named after a great-great-aunt and my grandmother
- I grew up on an island (Block Island, Rhode Island)
- My uncle is a millionaire
- I want to get a tattoo
- I, um... one last thing... come on... uh, oh, man, I feel like an ass now, cause this one's important I'M IN LOVE!!! ='D

I TAG:


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The Love of My Life:


Clubs I Doth Be In:


]]> ~nolongertab http://nolongertab.deviantart.com/journal/21567475/ http://nolongertab.deviantart.com/journal/21567475/ Wed, 19 Nov 2008 14:31:45 PST is doing. Okay! So, here are the three things to choose from! ='D

1. A picture of Paxvel and his friends (Yamexa, Aliax, Cax, Mixen and Arrox)

2. A story where your Nobody meets Paxvel and how that all turns out. XD (>D)

3. Um... um... a surprise? (LOL I MADE A FUNNY!! XD Get it, Pax's element is surprise! Aha, no, not funny? Okay, I'll stop....)



THAR WE GO!!! ='D

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The Love of My Life:


Clubs I Doth Be In:


]]> ~nolongertab http://nolongertab.deviantart.com/journal/21266854/ http://nolongertab.deviantart.com/journal/21266854/ Sat, 01 Nov 2008 14:31:30 PDT
I don't really know how to tell you this, but our romance is over. I think I realized it that night under the bus and I saw you pour syrup on my avocado plant. I'm sure you're ashamed enough to understand that Santa doesn't exist. I'm returning the pictures from LA to you, but I'll keep your neighbour, Martin, as a memory. You should also know that I was interviewed by the Times about Eggplant-fetishism.

Fuck off now,
Nolongertab



RULES:
Do the "Letter MEME". Tag no less than 5 other people, and leave them a comment, informing them that they have been tagged. Then copy the "How-to" Letter Meme, and finish your Journal entry.

-> How you do the Letter Meme:

Dear (the last person who left a comment on your journal):

I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it ___2___ ___3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___ .

___12___,
-Your name-

1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister


2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes


3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kabob - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife


4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out


5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk


6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed


7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks


8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service


9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your... ]]> ~nolongertab http://nolongertab.deviantart.com/journal/21186847/ http://nolongertab.deviantart.com/journal/21186847/ Mon, 27 Oct 2008 13:25:51 PDT
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So, I went up to Universal in Orlando Thursday night. Which I was spastically excited for, but I was even half as excited for that as I was to see the love off my life. We got to the hotel first and went to catch some nomage. It was only when I sat down at the dinner table that the butterflies in my stomach decided to wake up and cha-cha. I couldn't even eat. My mother and myself left the resturant to go greet my love and her mother when she called and said they were moments away. I could barely walk up the small incline to the hotel and then- there she was, peeking shyly around a bush, of all things. Adrenilane (or however the hell you spell it) rushed through me and a ran up to her, finally able to take her in my arms. Holy hell it was amazing.

Much talking ensued.

We went to our room and she showed me pictures and I showed her pictures, and we laughed at my stupid boy cut and yatta. Not being able to take it anymore, I suggested we go for a 'walk.' And walk we did, right into a stair well, where we sat, and talked, and she blushed so much, and our first kiss was better then I could ever imagine.

Did I ever mention I love her?

After an hour of sitting there, talking, kissing, whispering sweet nothings, we went back to the room and got ready for bed. She has the most beautiful eyes, with and without contacts. We went to sleep, sorta. I can't sleep in any bed but my own, so I would doze and wake, on and off. At one point, she had gotten up, which had woken me, and came back, I turned and hugged her close, and we talked. 1:46 AM And talked. And talked. And then we weren't talking.... >///>

She's just so... perfect. Made for eachother, I swear...

So we managed to get back to sleep and in the morning, breakfast consisted of DONUTS! We made our way to Islands of Adventure and went on, like, EVERY ride, without ANY lines. We got through it in 2 and a half hours, I mean really, it was great! The rides were a blast, and the fact that we were holding hands on almost everyone was even better! While in Dr. Suess Land, mom thought it would be fun to take our picture with the Grinch, and the damn green thing was hitting on her!

I've never wanted to beat up a guy in a suit so badly before...

Afterwards, we made our way to have lunch, holding hands under the table, and then out to Universal. We went on almost every ride there, with lines this time XP, including the Jaws one (*shivers in horror*). When it was 4:30 we had to head out. I remember telling my dad the time and then looking to her. I've never seen her so sad, and it really did hurt... But we made our way to the McDonalds her mother was going to pick her up at. I walked her up to the door and we said our good-byes.

I really should have kissed her. Screw what people think....

And we drove away.

She called me later that night, but it just wasn't the same as being there besides her, looking into her eyes. But it's wonderful to hear her voice, so I can hold over another 53(?) days until I can hold her again. Until then, I'll just have to remember.

How could I ever forget?

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END OF GOOEY LOVE

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]]> ~nolongertab http://nolongertab.deviantart.com/journal/20846228/ http://nolongertab.deviantart.com/journal/20846228/ Sun, 05 Oct 2008 16:59:02 PDT 002. Nickname → Ellen?
003. Status → I'm in love with a girl~ *sing*
004. Zodiac sign → MONKEY!
005. Male or female → Female. Boo yea
006. Elementary → Matunuck Elementary School and Wakefield Elementary School
007. Middle School → Curtis Corner Middle School and L.A. Ainger Middle School
008. High School → Lemon Bay High School
009. Smart → What do YOU thing? :B
010. Hair color → Brown. Dark brown?
011. Long or short → Short, quite.
012. Loud or Quiet → Loud, loud, loud.
013. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans of course, is all I wear.
014. Phone or Camera → Phones.
015. Health freak → I'ma die fat and happy. *nod*
016. Drink or Smoke? → Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeew. Noooooooooooooo. DO NOT WANT! D:
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → Oh yes~
018. Eat or Drink → I like food. ='D
019. Piercings → Ears, yes, other, no, want, yes.
020. Tattoos → Not now...

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → Can't remember...
024. First best friend → Gillian.
025. First award → Girl Scouts? *scratches head*
026. First crush → Uh... Jake?
027. First pet → SPOT!
028. First big vacation → Poke-a-nose!
030. First big birthday → Chucky Cheese. :B

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating → Chicken Parm.
050. Drinking → Waters.
052. I'm about to → IM Stephy.
053. Listening to → Closer - Nine Inch Nails
054. Plans for today → Talk on the computer, call my lovie~

YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? → Yush.
059. Want to get married? → Depends on if I CAN...
060. Careers in mind → Nurse! *don slutty nurse uniform*

WHICH IS BETTER WITH GIRL/BOY?
068. Lips or eyes → Eyes are beautiful.
070. Shorter or taller? → Everyone's shorter then me.
072. Romantic or spontaneous → Little bitta both, yeah?
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → Tummy~ *drools*
074. Sensitive or loud → During what? *waggles eye brows*
075. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship, plz.
077. Trouble maker or hesitant → Oh-so-both.

HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → No, thank God, i need them! D:
081. Ran away from home → With mah parents permisson! ^///^
084. Broken someones heart → I surely hope I have not. D:
085. Been arrested → Oh yeah~ No, kidding. And I hope not to...
087. Cried when someone died → *NOD NOD NOD NOD NOD*

DO YOU BELIEVE:
089. Yourself → Sometimes.
090. Miracles → Mmmhmm.
091. Love at first sight → Yep! ^//////^
092. Heaven → Nope, reencarnation.
093. Santa Claus → YES! *sparkly eyes*
094. Sex on the first date → Uh.... depends, maybe, not really, sorta?
095. Kiss on the first date → Yes.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → Oh yeah.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → At the moment I am content!
099. Do you believe in God → Higher entity of sorts.
100. Post as 100 truths and tag → No, I refuse to post it as such, seeing as they are missing numbers 21, 22, 31-48, 55, 56, 57, 61-67, 78 and 79. OH! And I tag you.

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UPDATES! NOWAI!!

So, everything's going good. Real good. I can't wait 'til December. The cruise is going to be AMAZING. Not only 'cause it's a fucking CRUISE, but because my one true love is going to be on it with me! *gushes mushy goo*
School's fine. I'm doing well.
I revamped my dA. ALICE IN WONDERLAND FTW! Along with an ID and such! And I've joined a new club, if you did not notice. I'm also very proud of myself, I have made it to High Council in ~Org-Outcasts, and that's just plain awesome.
Anyways, that's all for now, lot's o' love!

P.S. I'm not alarmed, the emote just looks funny. XD

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http://nolongertab.deviantart.com/journal/20184898/ Wed, 27 Aug 2008 13:32:14 PDT
Here we go! ='D

I fell in love. And I still haven't hit the bottom. You know all those 'Mello' pictures in my gallery? Yeah. Her. Yes, I said HER. Girl loving a girl. Please, if you're offended in any way, shape or form, just don't watch me. It's that simple.

Okay, now that that is out of the way...

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! I'VE HAVEN'T BEEN THIS HAPPY IN FOREVER!!! *FLAIL SPAZ SPAZ* OH MY GOD!!

*calm* We met at AFO. I was Matt, she was Mello, we hit it off right away. After AFO we talked over the computer, we started role plays and such and it was really fun. Then, one day, a little pop up said that I had an e-mail. I openned it and my heart started beating so fast, my hands were shaking, everything was freaking out. She said she had a crush on me. She said she almost had a heart attack when I told her I felt the same. (The moment we met, I liked her, over the weekend it grew.)

Ah. Just, wow. I love her. I love her, I love her, I love her, I love her!!! So much. I really can't stop thinking about her. She's drawn me so many pictures and wrote me a beautiful poem. *spaz* I've been smiling so much my face hurts. XD And I get weird looks. But it's okay. It's woonderful really. I wanted to scream at the top of my lungs that I love her, but at this exact moment, I can't.....

SO! The interwebz will do.

I LOVE HER!!!!

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]]> ~nolongertab http://nolongertab.deviantart.com/journal/20020998/ http://nolongertab.deviantart.com/journal/20020998/ Mon, 18 Aug 2008 15:36:24 PDT
I bought some great things; a Sasori plushie, a Gaara commision, posters (a sexy Sasori and awesome yaoi filled BanxGenji from GetBackers), and other little trinkets. It was all great fun.

I cosplayed as Matt from Death Note, was Edward Elric/Deidara and was Steven Stone/Light Yagami/Sasuke Uchiha. We met an awesome group of DN cosplayers and Mello and myself became best-of-friends, if ya know what I mean~ (kidding XD). We went to a lot of panels (OMG Arron Dismuke <3) and to the rave and such.

All-in-all, goooooood times! ='D

[EDIT] I posted up a few pictures from AFO, I have more, if anyone wants them. [/EDIT]

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]]> ~nolongertab http://nolongertab.deviantart.com/journal/19296735/ http://nolongertab.deviantart.com/journal/19296735/ Wed, 09 Jul 2008 17:20:11 PDT ! Yay! A fun club! I don't know too much about KHII but I know enough to get into the club. Plus, the fact that I know booth the Superiors personally helps! ='D

I suggest for people to join, they do a lot of fun things!! If you do join, tell them I sent you, I'll get some points and I'll love you forever. XD

That's about it for now, it's all good, so, ta-ta for now! Byes.

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]]> ~nolongertab http://nolongertab.deviantart.com/journal/18693414/ http://nolongertab.deviantart.com/journal/18693414/ Fri, 06 Jun 2008 08:27:57 PDT

Maybe a little about my-self for starters. Well, I like anime a lot. It's gives me a place to get away. -ninja's off- You know, sometimes the world is a little harsh, so it's nice to have an escape.

I recently had my heart crushed, but I'm not going to be all emo 'ah, life sucks, I want to die', even though, now, I know why people restort to that. So, if you could be gentle with me is all...

Other then that! I'm glad to be back here.

Thanks! ^^

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