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phobias

stole from ~Willow-sama out of boredom 8D hahahahah

x - sorta
xx - greater
xxx - evil crippling fear

[ ] Achluophobia - Fear of darkness.
[xxx] Acrophobia - Fear of heights.
[xx] Agliophobia - Fear of pain.
[xx] Agoraphobia - Fear of open spaces or crowds.
[xxx] Aichmophobia - Fear of needles or pointed objects.
[ ] Amaxophobia - Fear of riding in a car.
[ ] Androphobia - Fear of men.
[x] Anginophobia - Fear of angina or choking.
[ ] Anthrophobia - Fear of flowers.
[x] Anthropophobia - Fear of people or society.
[ ] Aphenphosmphobia - Fear of being touched.
[xx] Arachnophobia - Fear of spiders.
[ ] Arithmophobia - Fear of numbers.
[ ] Astraphobia - Fear of thunder and lightening.
[ ] Ataxophobia - Fear of disorder or untidiness.
[x] Atelophobia - Fear of imperfection.
[xxx] Atychiphobia - Fear of failure.
[xxx] Autophobia - Fear of being alone.

B
[x] Bacteriophobia - Fear of bacteria.
[ ] Barophobia - Fear of gravity.
[xz] Bathmophobia - Fear of stairs or steep slopes.
[ ] Batrachophobia - Fear of amphibians.
[ ] Bibliophobia - Fear of books.
[ ] Botanophobia - Fear of plants.

C
[xxx] Cacophobia - Fear of ugliness.
[xxx] Catagelophobia - Fear of being ridiculed publicly.
[ ] Catoptrophobia - Fear of mirrors.
[ ] Chionophobia - Fear of snow.
[ ] Chromophobia - Fear of colors.
[ ] Chronomentrophobia - Fear of clocks.
[x] Claustrophobia - Fear of confined spaces.
[ ] Coulrophobia - Fear of clowns.
[ ] Cyberphobia - Fear of computers.
[ ] Cynophobia - Fear of dogs.

D
[ ] Dendrophobia - Fear of trees.
[xx] Dentophobia - Fear of dentists.
[ ] Domatophobia - Fear of houses.
[xxx] Dystychiphobia - Fear of accidents.

E
[ ] Ecophobia - Fear of the home.
[ ] Elurophobia - Fear of cats.
[ ] Ephebiphobia - Fear of teenagers.
[ ] Equinophobia - Fear of horses.

G
[ ] Gamophobia - Fear of marriage.
[ ] Genuphobia - Fear of knees.
[xxx] Glossophobia - Fear of speaking in public.
[ ] Gynophobia - Fear of women.

H
[ ] Heliophobia - Fear of the sun.
[x] Hemophobia - Fear of blood.
[ ] Herpetophobia - Fear of reptiles.
[ ] Hydrophobia - Fear of water.

I
[xx] Iatrophobia - Fear of doctors.
[xxx] Insectophobia - Fear of insects.

K
[ ] Koinoniphobia - Fear of rooms.

L
[ ] Leukophobia - Fear of the color white.
[ ] Lilapsophobia - Fear of tornadoes and hurricanes.
[xx] Lockiophobia - Fear of childbirth.

M
[ ] Mageirocophobia - Fear of cooking.
[ ] Melanophobia - Fear of the color black.
[ ] Microphobia - Fear of small things.
[x] Mysophobia - Fear of dirt and germs.

N
[x ] Necrophobia - Fear of death or dead things.
[ ] Ombrophobia - Fear of rain.
[x] Ophidiophobia - Fear of snakes.
[x] Ornithophobia - Fear of birds.

P
[ ] Papyrophobia - Fear of paper.
[xx] Pathophobia - Fear of disease.
[ ] Pedophobia - Fear of children.
[ ] Philophobia - Fear of love.
[x] Phobophobia - Fear of being afraid.
[ ] Podophobia - Fear of feet.
[ ] Porphyrophobia - Fear of the color purple.
[ ] Pteridophobia - Fear of ferns.
[ ] Pteromerhanophobia - Fear of flying.
[x] Pyrophobia - Fear of fire.

S
[x] Scolionophobia - Fear of school.
[ ] Selenophobia - Fear of the moon.
[xxx] Sociophobia - Fear of social evaluation.
[ ] Somniphobia - Fear of sleep.

T
[ ] Tachophobia - Fear of speed.
[ ] Technophobia - Fear of technology.
[ ] Tonitrophobia - Fear of thunder.
[xx] Trypanophobia - Fear of injections.
... ]]> ~noofy kiriban 33333+ other~ http://noofy.deviantart.com/journal/13482890/ http://noofy.deviantart.com/journal/13482890/ Mon, 25 Jun 2007 11:05:49 PDT

news

&: kiriban is 33333, and i'll draw any requested fanart for the winner.
up to two chars~ no original characters, etc, blah blah.

i know it's kind of early to be mentioning this, but whatever :c
you must have a screenshot to prove that you caught the pv

&: oh yeah~ lookit this:
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the girl asked me for a redline and i drew one for her, and she frekkin traced over it and introduced that as something she drew in her "new style" XD... i commented on the deviation and pointed out exactly how it was a trace, but she hid my comment ; )
she also has it in her Gaia signature, saying "I drew this (picture below)"... so yeah, if you see her, just watch out XP

you may also know her as the one who's ripped art by kamikun and chaipon, as well as willow/chendi and more~ so be careful *not worth mentioning by name*

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]]> ~noofy does anyone have... http://noofy.deviantart.com/journal/13358366/ http://noofy.deviantart.com/journal/13358366/ Fri, 15 Jun 2007 15:54:55 PDT
uh... yeah D8 i don't really have anything else to say.
...well.. except this 8D

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visit our auction 8 o8!! ^^^^^^^^^^

*does one of those old rain dances*

]]> ~noofy once upon a moose http://noofy.deviantart.com/journal/13098908/ http://noofy.deviantart.com/journal/13098908/ Sat, 26 May 2007 09:16:29 PDT
...yea... didn't really have anything to say, just bored 8D;
and uh... I didn't announce this till now, but I'm too lazy to finish the free sketches I promised in October :'< sorry~ *only did one* 8'D

Okay, that is all XD
(the title is from a story I wrote with two of my friends yesterday, on the last day of freshman year, last period. )

]]> ~noofy GONE (edited~ readifyouwant) http://noofy.deviantart.com/journal/12298822/ http://noofy.deviantart.com/journal/12298822/ Fri, 23 Mar 2007 20:41:19 PDT Commissions (CLOSED): [link]

er hello :'D noof again.
now that it's been awhile and i've simmered down a bit, i'm going to attempt to explain myself and regain a small part of my dignity.....
basically, yes, a lot of the journals i post here are retarded.... because i am not exactly a well-traveled person XD lessee... a) never had a boyfriend, b) never gone to an anime con, c) never been in dire need of cash, d) NEVER FINISH COMMISSIONS ON TIME WTFOMGAUG|HGH------ er..... i mean. yes. so basically, i'm still inexperienced when it comes to...... everything :'D. i'm also not exactly a wise old man, but i know age isn't really an excuse....
so basically, noof is inexperienced :'D.
uh ok let's see. i know i had more. i just..... forgot it all 8D...
right! well, usually, in this case, i would drop "noofy" and start over anew, which is what i've been doing for the past couple of years (dropping accounts when things get bad and starting over), but i'm not going to do it this time. i think it's finally time for me to grow up and stick it out, so i will be staying noofy.
previous usernames? want them? let's do it.
~starchild69 ~shining-star ~Tuzumi ~yukochan ~inase

yes, i have had a lot of accounts previously, and there has been a certain level of drama in each to cause me to leave (except for the first... i just got bored there XD). i'm not going to change accounts anymore, i'm going to try to deal with the problem this time.

(so yes, i was the infamous nase that knew nothing. D: and still knows very little.)

er actually i don't even know why i revealed that. but it had to happen someday, so why not today, right.

so YES, i was the retarded 11-year old that could not understand that airbrush is NOT ALWAYS YOUR FRIEND. i was the extremely retarded 12-year old that did not understand that tracing is not art. i was also the retarded people that got tired of older names and made too many accounts. and finally, i was a retarded 13 year old that caused way too much drama and left.

now i'm 14.
i'm still kind of stupid.
but i'm trying my best, so please don't give up on me yet :'D

so basically, i'm just trying to apologize for pissing everyone off and making other people worried/distressed X'D. i'm still leaving for awhile, though. i've been intending on taking some time off, anyway :'D.

i'll be back sometime in the summer, so see you then. :3 hope some of you forgive me by then 8D..... or if no... i won't be changing accounts again just because of one stupid thing i did :'D

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(i'm leaving the original journal here so you can see exactly what i posted. i won't deny that i posted it 8'D...)
because apparently no one cares enough to post "sorry, i can't help you, but i wish i could!" in a help journal.

byebye, see you around

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brushes by missm. ]]> ~noofy mega toilet paper rolls http://noofy.deviantart.com/journal/12160411/ http://noofy.deviantart.com/journal/12160411/ Mon, 12 Mar 2007 18:20:58 PDT Commissions (CLOSED): [link]

I've been thinking about it for a really long time now... how life's changing. Like, if you go to a store to buy toilet paper, they don't sell single rolls anymore. It's either "double" or "triple"... they shouldn't even bother putting "double" on the packaging anymore, since there are no single rolls.
I remember when I first saw double rolls, I was like "wow, they're so big". But now we have rolls so large that some don't even fit when you try to cram them in the dispenser...

We keep going bigger or smaller, and it seems to me like the middleground will be gone soon.

Take, for example, iPods... The first generation iPods were like "HOLY HELL, PEOPLE ACTUALLY CARRY THESE MAMMOTHS AROUND?!" and then you get to nanos, shuffles... which are like... MINISCULE (they also break extremely easily, but that's a story for another day). It's just weird... I bet one day we'll have an iPod the size of a coat button. I wouldn't buy it, because I'd lose it too easily.

And then... washing detergents... They're all either 2x concentrated or 3x...
Just get rid of the "2x" already... No one sells "1x" washing detergent anymore (around here, anyway).

I mean, I guess there are REASONS some things are big and some are small, but maybe some moderation should be practiced?

I don't know. What am I saying?
How strange.

I'm sorry, this was a horribly short excuse for a rant. But I've been thinking about it for a long time...
And I just noticed... I've stopped numbering my journal entries. *a bit slow on the uptake*

Sometimes I think maybe I used to be cooler. Like, maybe the cool's going away. fuck the what

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brushes by missm. ]]> ~noofy WTF??? http://noofy.deviantart.com/journal/12045715/ http://noofy.deviantart.com/journal/12045715/ Sun, 04 Mar 2007 05:06:35 PST Commissions (CLOSED): [link]

yeah... i dled a version of oc (4.03+ and 1.1) and neither of them will respond to my tablet.... tehy did on my old computer, so i don't really know what to do D:
only photoshop works now... and by that, i mean it "works"... I HAVE TO WAIT 3 FREAKING SECONDS FOR EVERY SINGLE BRUSH STROKE TO APPEAR, and it loses pen pressure like every minute so i have to keep opening and reopening it...

why am i trying so hard...

you know what, i don't care at all, it doesn't matter to me.
i don't need to draw, i don't like it that much anyway.

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brushes by missm. ]]> ~noofy useless rambling (ignore) http://noofy.deviantart.com/journal/12016711/ http://noofy.deviantart.com/journal/12016711/ Thu, 01 Mar 2007 16:52:06 PST Commissions (CLOSED): [link]

oh god, it's like my life keeps spiraling down, and as a result, i just keep making more and more journals. i haven't even responded to any of the comments in the last journal yet (but yes, i did read them all) and the notes...i've barely touched them.

it's like i just keep feeling worse everyday, and there's nothing more i can do. i'll keep trying, trying and trying, but i'm so weak, i can't keep doing this.

the day that i'm content with myself will be the day that people stop pushing me into lockers at school, the day that people stop unzipping my backpack when i'm not looking, the day when i find someone actually understands me.

i feel like maybe i'm stuck in something...

it's sort of like i'm trying to follow the path to enlightenment, and two of my friends are coming with me... then... we've taken 10 steps; they're like "yay" and i'm like "yay... but where will we go from here" and then i'm sent back to the beginning while my friends travel on (and for some reason they don't notice my absence).

what am i really trying to do anymore... maybe just survive?
what still binds me to this world? is it really worth going through...

i cried at school today. but the lights were off because we were watching this ghey fitness video, so no one noticed. lucky.

i feel like there is nowhere i can go from here.
i feel guilty because i keep posting these journals.
i feel insecure because i get bullied at school almost daily.
i feel upset because i have no computer or tablet anymore (using my dad's now while he watches tv).
i feel unaccomplished because i haven't improved at drawing for a good six months or so.
i feel lonely, because i am alone...
i feel sleepy.

maybe i will die in my sleep soon.
i don't have the strength to kill myself, so don't worry about that.

it's kind of funny... i have this friend who's like, insanely smart, but he had three failing grades on his last progress report because he was absent for 2 weeks and didn't make up the work. so his parents sent him to therapy because they thought he was emotionally detached from the world and that was what caused the bad grades.

whereas... my parents know i have these problems, but yet here i am...
they think it's only my insecurity that's causing all the problems.

but if they really knew about everything that goes through my head 24/7, i'd probably be in the crackhouse right now.

interesting fact: cocaine isn't really that dangerous. it's one of the less lethal illegal drugs, and in fact, if you take it in leaf form, it's not even addictive.

interesting fact: every time you smoke a cigarette, you lose about 7 minutes of your life.

on another note... i read some of my journals from june, july, august. they're so happy and peppy; it sickens me. i pity my pre-high school self.

interesting fact: we watch way too many "educational" videos in health.

aaah typing that out actually made me feel a lot better this time (wonder why it didn't work last time... oh well.) if you actually read everything up to this point, i'd like to say thank you.

if you just skipped to the end because you thought i might say something art-related for you at the end... here it is.

i have no computer or scanner or means of accessing digital art programs, so there will be no new art for quite awhile.

i should get off of this computer before my dad comes and kicks me off.

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right now... i really feel like shooting myself would be great.

no one really listens to what I think, to what I want. does anyone really care? i really doubt it. but what can i do at this point? nothing. i've completely lost control of my life, and this is what happens.
i'm on someone else's computer typing my heart out to a bunch of people i've never even met in my life. i mean, just great, right?

i TRY to help people with their problems. i try my best, and in return, i get a bunch of people laughing at my real feelings. am i really that funny? i know everyone loves the funny people, but it gets to a point where the laughter is old enough.

i'm sick of helping people and not getting what i want back.

i don't want money or recognition.
i don't even need anyone to be there when i'm suffering.

what i need is understanding, and no one really understands. AT ALL. they don't even TRY.

i cry a lot. i cry every day.
people tell me i'm a crybaby, but i just really have a lot to cry about.

i don't listen to people anymore, because if i do, will they really listen to me, too? i doubt it. it's okay, though, right? they have each other and i have myself.

what am i trying to say? i have no idea. what am i trying to get across? nothing.

I was born to be the fool, and it's in that way that I'll die.

if i seem really negative right now, it's because i am. and i feel a lot worse than words can ever get across. oh yeah, and i have pretty much no internet access or scanner/art progs, so no more art. i don't have access to msn or aim, either (obviously)... so if you MUST communicate with me, you can note me, and i might respond.

bye for awhile and a long time~

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