1. The bible was stolen from 18+ Pagan gods (yes there are religions that predate Christianity)

2.The bible contradicts its self to many times to count,ask every Christan you meet they'll each have a different answer of what the bible means.Non of them are even close to correct.

3.Its a very selfish religion just look at the Vatican,seriously who needs gold encrusted alters? If they were really about giving up there wealth and giving to the poor the churches wouldn't be so lavish like they are now.

4.They believe in a bright white light not god they don't even have a painting of what he supposedly looks like for all they know they believe in an alien.

5.Lack of evidence for the fictitious characters , because the bible said so just doesn't cut it there have been may past gods & goddesses that have gone by different names for different people and cultures so there well known dating back century's well the fictitious god/jesus are very recent characters.

6.The very belief in god is ignorant its a religion that teaches you to self reliant threw prayer and a false entity's you look back on the old (and I not going to call them religions) ways of life before the christian religion you'll see that every one was reliant on them self to make something happen and when they tried there best then they prayed to the gods and goddesses not the other way around.

7.It leads to and very dangerous us verses them mentality,any Christan will tell you that this not true but have you met a Christan yet that didn't start talking about there religion when you mention that you don't agree with there's? It's call teach don't preach to define that teaching is when some one asks and then you tell them,preaching is when some one didn't even ask you about your religion starts hearing what you have to say.They didn't ask so they might not what to hear any thing about it.

8.The Holier Then Thou syndrome you find that a lot of christens have it it where you are unpure but there very pure cause of there love for god and you kind feel like a piece shit being around them and your self aware of every thing you do around these people so they do not judge you.If they were really forgiving you should have to worry about what you doing when your around them.

9.It prevents human advances in many things but the big thing is science,Only a fool would say that science and religion aren’t incompatible once upon a time science was called.....Alchemy,hey wait were you burned at the stake for that? I believe so,that would explain why the Christan religion has a strong hold an science and some very controversial procedures are not being perfected to save life's until very recently.

10.War,how many life's do we have to lose to protect this religion I think every one knows by now that the Iraqi war was not for any weapons of mass destruction Mr.born again dumb ass went to spiritual war with the Iraqi people.

11.Free will christens don't have it they do every thing by word of god and what he wants not what they want, now how selfish is that?

12.Lack of evidence, there's no evidence other then a book created and enhanced by man over time to prove that there was a god/jesus ever in in the history of humanity.Were many Gods & Goddesses have survived the changing times and predate the Christan's fictitious characters and are known world wide by many cultures but under many different names.

Astaroth-Satanic Name
Ishtar-Babylonians
Astarte-Canaanites
Inanna-Sumerians
Ashtart-Assyrians/Akkadians
Tanit-Aahtart-Phoenecians
Anat-Ugaritic
Ashtaroth-Phoenecians
All Names For Isis Egyptian Goddess of Fertility & Motherhood.Different names from different cultures.

13.Any more reasons go here [link] its an excellent site

So lots going on in the coldest state (Colorado) right now,for me at lest.Twelve AM yesterday mother nature decide to let us know she still here and found of us Coloradans by dumping at least ten inches of snow on the ground before eight thirty in the morning.Nothing like knowing first thing in the morning your not getting out of house unless it's an emergency,we were up to fourteen inches by noon so needless to say walking around out side was impossible if you were under five foot five.About one thirtyish the wind kicked up full force about 50 mile per hour turning the snow into a icy death trap for any one who dared to step out side.This hellish madness kept up until some this morning now everything is all calm and melting into a slushy mess of dirty snow.Even though it's nice out side right now I don't think we've seen the beginning of this,I'll give it until this evening to see what the weather going to do before I make a judgment.


I'm going back threw and restudying my satanic ways it's going to take awhile to get threw it all but it's going to be worth it.So I may not be on anything else but my satanic study's to complete them.


On other note I'm still going threw and putting together the Female Deviant Feature this is taking longer then I expected.


Since I don't update this thing every day I'll give you and update on the book that I have gone threw since last journal

Living Dead In Dallas by Charlise Harrison

Kalt Brillanz & Heliotrope Blossom is now on sell in my prints,there are affordable options for every one.I will be doing another poll to put up yet another one of my prints.

The Female Deviant Feature is taking longer then I expected my internet has been have a major brain fart and keep's going on and off,I will maybe have it up some time this week if my internet corporates me.


Start checking my Shoutbox for the question of the week,there will all way be something new and interesting every week at the beginning of Monday.

So the feature request for the March Female Deviants Feature was done and over with on the seventeenth right now I'm putting in order all of the sixty plus Deviant feature so this may take a while but no later then Monday of next week,as for the April Features I'm opening the Noob Feature and the Artisan Feature in April but not the Female Feature due to the fact that I have and over whelming collecting right now for April.Starting May for the Female Feature I'm going to be setting a limit number of deviants and no spot saving for the next month if you don't get in that month.


On other news my Husband is on my koodo's list...he bought me some thing
yep that's mine it will be here in seven to eight days I can't wait I'm so excited! I'm a very lucky Wife...yep,yep .

I came across a Deviant club called Wesurvived is was not like the rest,it caught my attention because the subject hit close to home for me.This club deals with the survivors of sexualy and physically abused men and women so go check them out give them and the survivors your support.

My story begins at fourteen with my first boy friend he was eighteen and I guess you could say things were picture perfect at first but I guess that how all of these story's start.Picture perfect turned into a living hell were my boy friend became my Fiance and my life became my living hell,my actions and choices were controlled I became a former shell of what I once was.I was physical abused and psychologically brain washed,I don't think I would ever made it out of that relationship if he hadn't decided that he was threw with me and wanted nothing else to do with me.I was left six months before my sixteenth birthday damaged in a way no teenager should of ever have to face,his abused and my lack of self esteem would be my down fall later on.

It didn't take me long to fall into one pit fall of a relationship after another and I don't think I was getting any help by being in a polyamorous relationship with my now current Husband.I dated four more guy's before my last boyfriend who didn't treat me any better but I kept going back to them for what reason I can't figure out.The last one that ultimately led to my down fall and break down was what I would consider a drunk at eighteen,he would be drinking most nights well past intoxicated to even pay so much as a minute of attention to me instead of the TV screen I kept at the relationship together as one last effort of hope to prove in some way I wasn't damaged and I could be loved my efforts weren't enough.

If my husband didn't come along when he did I don't think I would ever broken out of the hell I had placed my self into so long ago nor would I ever broken out of my addictions.

Heads up I posted a new feature dedicate to all the new deviants under a year here go check it out maybe fave or watch some of them[link]


Now I'm starting a new feature for Artisan Artists,direct any Artisan Artist here [link] and there's one in the Sub forms [link] hopefuly this will show case a lot of the awesome hard work of the AA Deviants here


To top it off I'll be starting a second one as well for female deviants old or new you can find the link for that one here [link]

I'm going to try and do all three features every month,it will all depend on whether or not anybody wants the features.



I'm not taking any more features for the March Female Deviants Feature,there will be another on in April

Found in's journal
ARE YOU:

1.) Perfect? - Nope I'm so imperfect its beautiful



2.) Tall? - Very short I don't even meet the requirement for minimum short height



3.) In your pajamas? - Ya!....How did you know?



4.) Left handed? - Ambidextrous



LAST:

1.) Friend you saw: - My Husband



2.) Talked to on the phone - My Husband



3.) Person to text you: - Ye'Quan



4.) Was today better than yesterday or the same as any other day? - Same old same old



FAVORITES:

1.) Number: - 13


2.) Color(s) - Blue,Black,Green


3.) Fruit - Strawberries,Cantaloupe


4.) Place - Washington....it's off the top of my head right now.



QUESTIONS & ANSWERS:

What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up? - Made my self breakfast


Do you have anything bothering you? - Kinda...maybe


What's the last movie you saw? - Zack And Miri Make A Porno....that was and interesting movie


Where is the last place you went? - My bed room


Do you smile a lot? - Actually no....


Do you wish upon stars? - Nope


Are you a friendly person? - it depends..Most would not conciser me friendly but you have to get to know me

Where did you sleep last night? - on my bed


When was the last time you cried? - Long time ago


What was your last thought before going to sleep last night? - I haven't got a clue


Rate life as of right now one being bad ten being great? - 5


What do you hear right now? -Music


Does anything hurt right now? - my back 7 all of my joints


What's your favorite month? - October


What did you do last night?/b> - Slept,talked to my husband


EIGHT EMOTIONS:

Are you missing someone right now? - yes


Are you happy? - In the middle


Are you sad? - same answer as before


Are you bored? - amazingly.. same answer as before


Are you nervous? - no


Are you tired? - Kinda



ABOUT YOU:

Real name? - Cassandra

Nicknames? - Ziggy,Goddess,Miss.Cassi


Eye color? - Brown,gray,golden undertones


Zodiac sign? - Sagittarius or Ophiuchus


Male or female? - female


Smart? - Yes


Hair color? - brown with natural blond/black/red highlights


Tall or short? - again?..... Short


Sweats or Jeans? - Both...depend on where I wearing them to


Phone or Camera? - both.. it's a necessity


Drink or Smoke? - Quit on both


Tattoos? - nope


Righty or lefty? - Ambidextrous



FIRSTS:

First best friend? - My Husband


first crush? - My husband


First pet? - A dog Irish setter/Golden Retriever


First big vacation? - Camping trip to Wyoming


Eating? -Nothing


Drinking? - Nothing


I'm about to: - Sit her and keep reading my emails


Listening to? - What ever the radio plays


Plans for today? - Talk to mu husband,sleep


Drank bubbles? - No can say that I have


Lost glasses/contacts? - Nope my glasses are in my room

Ran away from home? - I guess you could say I did when I was 17


Broken someone's heart? - I would not know


Been arrested? - Kinda....



DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

Miracles? - yes in some ways


Yourself? - sometimes


Heaven? - Nope


Santa Claus? - No


Love? - yes



ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:


Do you believe in God? - No I do not believe in the big bight light Christianity has to many false truths for me to believe in it.