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                <title>Decree</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 16 Sep 2003 06:23:13 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Unless I manage to take something  really fantastic, I don't think I'll  ever be submitting here again.   Don't  count on it.  Not enough people seem to  care and after being crushed by the  lack of feedback from some pictures I  thought were great, I don't think I  could go through that all again.  It's  been an odd run with DeviantART, and I  think I'll check back on my page every  once in a while, but for the most part,  I must bid DA a farewell. ]]></description>
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                <title>Where Have I Fallen?</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 09 Aug 2003 18:09:27 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ With every passing day, I find my  motivation to take pictures dwindling  more and more. Times were once that I  couldn't get enough of it. Did I burn  myself perhaps? I always looked to  posting my pictures on DeviantART for  peer review and inspiration. Just a few  weeks ago, I posted pictures that I  thought were some of my best work. But  no one cared, really. That shot me down  really hard. Without some positive  feedback, any feedback, I can hardly  know if I can go on. I want to say that  I'm taking pictures for myself, that  I'm creating art, but what good is  this art if no one is there to  appreciate it? I see my best work  ignored and god, does it depress me. I  wanted to take pictures for a living  one day but now I don't know what I'm  going to do....I feel so very lost.... ]]></description>
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                <title>Update Vietnam</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 30 Jun 2003 20:57:23 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well it's a little less than two days before I go on that cross country  trip.  Hopefully I'll be able to get some good pictures.  I don't know  why though, but I've been way off my game lately.  Maybe it's my lack  of motivation.... ]]></description>
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                <title>Only in Dreams</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 26 Jun 2003 22:03:45 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The girl in my recent favorite additions in the picture "summer of  thick blonde" has such a warm, beautiful face.  I wonder if that's the  same face I've been seeing in my dreams, the one I keep falling in love  with.  I had another one last night.  This time we were sitting in an  opera house watching something.  She leaned over and kissed me and my  god, how great it felt, how my heart quickened because of it.  Her lips  were the softest thing I ever felt.  I wonder if I keep dreaming this  because I so desperately long for it in reality? ]]></description>
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                <title>Only in Dreams</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 26 Jun 2003 21:59:34 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The girl in my recent favorite additions in the picture "summer of  thick blonde" has such a warm, beautiful face.  I wonder if that's the  same face I've been seeing in my dreams, the one I keep falling in love  with.  I had another one last night.  This time we were sitting in an  opera house watching something.  She leaned over and kissed me and my  god, how great it felt, how my heart quickened because of it.  Her lips  were the softest thing I ever felt.  I wonder if I keep dreaming this  because I so desperately long for it in reality? ]]></description>
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                <title>Wonderful Days</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 08 Jun 2003 22:21:28 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, for these past few days, I've had more fun here at college than  my last two years.  I've met more people and forged new friendships as  well as strengthened old ones.  I don't know what the summer will bring  but at least I'll know that for the past week, I've been happy.  Thank  you all for being there for me and I hope I get to see you when I get  back! ]]></description>
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                <title>Decision</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 13 May 2003 23:26:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ If my family goes to Holland, I'm going with them.  When else am I  going to get a chance like this? ]]></description>
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                <title>Sick</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 07 May 2003 11:12:58 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Still pretty sick....I don't feel well at all.......going to go die  now....bye..... ]]></description>
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                <title>Letting Go</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 01 May 2003 23:15:15 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ It's been beautiful these last few days.  It's not as bad anymore.  I  feel the loss less and less.  Life will go on.... ]]></description>
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                <title>Gray skies are gonna clear up</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 14 Apr 2003 14:05:59 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Beautiful day today.<br>
<br>
Days go by and still I think of you.... ]]></description>
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                <title>Peace</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 04 Apr 2003 15:34:02 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I marched with the peace protestors today.  It felt good to be part of  something that I believe in.  This war needs to end.  Too many people  are dying, for reasons that are too vague.  Iraq needs to be free, but  not through war.  War is hell, they say.  Why then would we want to  unleash hell on earth? ]]></description>
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                <title>The War</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 28 Mar 2003 13:59:36 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ A WARMONGER EXPLAINS WAR TO A PEACENIK<br>
<br>
By Victor Forsythe, dedicated to the "Love it or Leave it"<br>
crowd<br>
<br>
PeaceNik: Why did you say we are we invading Iraq?<br>
<br>
<br>
WarMonger: We are invading Iraq because it is in violation<br>
of security<br>
council resolution 1441. A country cannot be allowed to<br>
violate security<br>
council resolutions.<br>
<br>
PN: But I thought many of our allies, including Israel, were<br>
inviolation<br>
of more security council resolutions than Iraq.<br>
<br>
WM: It's not just about UN resolutions. The main point is<br>
that Iraq<br>
could have weapons of mass destruction, and the first sign<br>
of a smoking<br>
gun could well be a mushroom cloud over NY.<br>
<br>
PN: Mushroom cloud? But I thought the weapons inspectors<br>
said Iraq had<br>
no nuclear weapons.<br>
<br>
WM: Yes, but biological and chemical weapons are the issue.<br>
<br>
PN: But I thought Iraq did not have any long range missiles<br>
for<br>
attacking us or our allies with such weapons.<br>
<br>
WM: The risk is not Iraq directly attacking us, but rather<br>
terrorists<br>
networks that Iraq could sell the weapons to.<br>
<br>
PN: But coundn't virtually any country sell chemical or<br>
biological<br>
materials? We sold quite a bit to Iraq in the eighties<br>
ourselves, didn't<br>
we?<br>
<br>
WM: That's ancient history. Look, Saddam Hussein is an evil<br>
man that has<br>
an undeniable track record of repressing his own people<br>
since the early<br>
eighties. He gasses his enemies. Everyone agrees that he is<br>
a<br>
power-hungry lunatic murderer.<br>
<br>
PN: We sold chemical and biological materials to a<br>
power-hungry lunatic<br>
murderer?<br>
<br>
WM: The issue is not what we sold, but rather what Saddam<br>
did. He is the<br>
one that launched a pre-emptive first strike on Kuwait.<br>
<br>
PN: A pre-emptive first strike does sound bad. But didn't<br>
our ambassador<br>
to Iraq, April Gillespie, know about and green-light the<br>
invasion of<br>
Kuwait?<br>
<br>
WM: Let's deal with the present, shall we? As of today, Iraq<br>
could sell<br>
its biological and chemical weapons to Al Quaida. Osama<br>
BinLaden himself<br>
released an audio tape calling on Iraqis to suicide-attack<br>
us, proving a<br>
partnership between the two.<br>
<br>
PN: Osama Bin Laden? Wasn't the point of invading<br>
Afghanistan to kill<br>
him?<br>
<br>
WM: Actually, it's not 100% certain that it's really Osama<br>
Bin Laden on<br>
the tapes. But the lesson from the tape is the same: there<br>
could easily<br>
be a partnership between al-Qaida and Saddam Hussein unless<br>
we act.<br>
<br>
PN: Is this the same audio tape where Osama Bin Laden labels<br>
Saddam a<br>
secular infidel?<br>
<br>
WM: You're missing the point by just focusing on the tape.<br>
Powell<br>
presented a strong case against Iraq.<br>
<br>
PN: He did?<br>
<br>
WM: Yes, he showed satellite pictures of an Al Quaeda poison<br>
factory in<br>
Iraq.<br>
<br>
PN: But didn't that turn out to be a harmless shack in the<br>
part of Iraq<br>
controlled by the Kurdish opposition?<br>
<br>
WM: And a British intelligence report...<br>
<br>
PN: Didn't that turn out to be copied from an out-of-date<br>
graduate<br>
student paper?<br>
<br>
WM: And reports of mobile weapons labs...<br>
<br>
PN: Weren't those just artistic renderings?<br>
<br>
WM: And reports of Iraquis scuttling and hiding evidence<br>
from<br>
inspectors...<br>
<br>
PN: Wasn't that evidence contradicted by the chief weapons<br>
inspector,<br>
Hans Blix?<br>
<br>
WM: Yes, but there is plently of other hard evidence that<br>
cannot be<br>
revealed because it would compromise our security.<br>
<br>
PN: So there is no publicly available evidence of weapons of<br>
mass<br>
dectruction in Iraq?<br>
<br>
WM: The inspectors are not detectives, it's not their JOB to<br>
find<br>
evidence. You're missing the point.<br>
<br>
PN: So what is the point?<br>
<br>
WM: The main point is that we are invading Iraq because<br>
resolution 1441<br>
threatened "severe consequences." If we do not act, the<br>
security council<br>
will become an irrelevant debating society.<br>
<br>
PN: So the main point is to uphold the rulings of the<br>
security council?<br>
<br>
WM: Absolutely...unless it rules against us.<br>
<br>
PN: And what if it does rule against us?<br>
<br>
WM: In that case, we must lead a coalition of the willing to<br>
invade Iraq.<br>
<br>
PN: Coalition of the willing? Who's that?<br>
<br>
WM: Britain, Turkey, Bulgaria, Spain, and Italy, for<br>
starters.<br>
<br>
PN: I thought Turkey refused to help us unless we gave them<br>
tens of<br>
billions of dollars.<br>
<br>
WM: Nevertheless, they may now be willing.<br>
<br>
PN: I thought public opinion in all those countries was<br>
against war.<br>
<br>
WM: Current public opinion is irrelevant. The majority<br>
expresses its<br>
will by electing leaders to make decisions.<br>
<br>
PN: So it's the decisions of leaders elected by the majority<br>
t... ]]></description>
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                <title>The War</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 17 Mar 2003 18:45:02 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ This war is not something I agree with and I will oppose it in all its  forms.  For those of you who agree with the war, why don't you just get  on a plane and fly to Iraq to fight? ]]></description>
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                <title>Update-Finals</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 10 Mar 2003 13:15:42 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Finals are almost here, then I get spring break.  But I actually have  nothing to do over spring break at all really.  I'm so sad.... ]]></description>
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                <title>Promise</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 28 Feb 2003 12:43:29 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I will always love you, Season. ]]></description>
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                <title>Patriotism</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 15 Feb 2003 23:15:05 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Since when was it patriotic to simply stand back and take up the ass  for something you don't believe in?  I thought this country gave you  the right of free speech and the right to oppose something you don't  believe in.<br>
<br>
I refuse to follow a man who is willing to end the lives of both me and  my loved ones to settle a personal vendetta.  A man who believes that  simply remembering your loved ones fondly and letting go is the pussy's  way out.  <br>
<br>
And to those who believe that one should either "love America or leave  it," you should all be deported on sight. ]]></description>
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                <title>Motivation</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 10 Feb 2003 00:42:21 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So why do I do it?  Why do I take pictures?  Because it allows to me to  catch a instant in time that no matter what happens, that image will  live on forever on either film or in cyberspace.  I take pictures of  landscapes so that I may hold still the memory of a dying world, a  place where its beauty fades fast with every day gone by.  There are a  million sunsets and the memory of each will live a long time in my  mind, but with my pictures, they will never die.  I capture those  because one day, there will be no more sunsets.  How could I live with  myself if I did otherwise? ]]></description>
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                <title>Indecision</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 15 Jan 2003 22:21:31 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So what to do.....? ]]></description>
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                <title>Long Over Due</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 14 Jan 2003 01:26:36 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ There are some things I've done that I'm not proud of.  Malicious acts  that were meant to hurt people.  If I could I would find them to tell  them that I'm sorry, that I was a jerk, and that I wish I could take  the hurt back.  But I can't.  I just wish that those things I did,  those people I hurt will forget in time.  I'm so sorry.... ]]></description>
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                <title>Mediocrity</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 10 Jan 2003 19:04:39 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm mediocre.  I hate myself. ]]></description>
                <author>~obsidianwraith</author>
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                <title>Canon</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 04 Jan 2003 22:46:00 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ My new camera has arrived.  Be afraid.  Be very afraid..... ]]></description>
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                <title>Update</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 22 Dec 2002 01:26:22 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well I'm better now....got an A-, B+, and B+ in my classes for the fall  quarter.  Not bad, but not my best either.  Brought my GPA down a  little bit but that's ok.  I still think I'm on the Honor Roll and  Dean's List, not that that means anything at all.  Oh well..... ]]></description>
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                <title>The Fever</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 12 Dec 2002 14:15:29 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Sick and dying.  Still have finals.  No good. ]]></description>
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                <title>The Future</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 28 Nov 2002 01:02:04 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The future is horrifying.  Whenever I think about it, I just want to  break down and cry.  It terrifies me, not knowing what I'll be, and  more importantly, what I can't be.  I try not to think about it too  much, but sometimes I feel the burden on my shoulders, and the weight  is too great to bear, threatening to crush me underneath.  <br>
<br>
How is it that any of us deal with it?  I feel like blowing every cent  I have, leaving college and just traveling.  The feeling of being  someplace new, somewhere I've never been before, exhilirates me, and  makes me feel alive, it makes the future go away.  <br>
<br>
I have to do something.  The hope that's sustaining me fades fast, and  the hopelessness will be too great to bear. ]]></description>
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                <title>Hope Springs Eternal</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 10 Nov 2002 01:36:20 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ There are some things I'd like to do before I die.   <br>
<br>
I want to travel north where to the land is not yet polluted by  civilization and camp out where it's cold and refreshing, touched by  winter's heart.  I want to stare up into the night sky and see the  Northern Lights illuminate the vast darkness.  <br>
<br>
I want to go to an island on the Pacific where the beaches are still  white and feel the sand sift between toes.  I want to swim in the pure  blue divide and watch as fish of all colors swarm all around me.  I  want to feel the sun's warm glow stream down upon my body and feel at  peace with the world.<br>
<br>
I want to go back to Vietnam.  I want to rediscover my heritage, to  know the land of my birth when I'm now old enough to appreciate it,  before time steals it away from me.<br>
<br>
I don't want these things.  I need these things. I will do these things. ]]></description>
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                <title>Regret</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 29 Oct 2002 00:42:19 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ About 6 years ago, I went with my family on a vacation to Vietnam.  On  one of our little side trips in the country we went to a Buddhist  monastery on top of a mountain that we had to reach riding a bungalow.   I could remember looking down below and seeing the clouds beneath us.   The landscape was serene and for the most part untouched by the outside  world.  As my family went in to dine with the monks there for an light  afternoon meal, I sat outside, bored out of my skull.  I didn't see the  land for what it was back then, still too immature in my mind to truly  appreciate the beauty of the land and culture for what it is and was.   Even as I try to remember now, I can only think of it in broad terms,  only vaguely recounting the experience.  <br>
<br>
My family went back to visit again last summer and I opted instead to  stay behind in America.  When they came back, they told me that Vietnam  had changed, that it was no longer the place we once knew.  The land is  now more industrialized and polluted.  The beauty that I felt but never  truly realized was fading away.  It fills me with a sadness and deep  regret now that it is too late for me to go back and see it as it was,  unspoiled by the passage of time. The moments that I passed by are  forever lost to me. ]]></description>
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                <title>Believe</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 22 Oct 2002 01:12:49 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I sometimes wonder how we arrive at these moments in our lives.  We  drift throughout our existence at times at a pace of a gentle brook and  at others a raging river, not knowing where either will take us and  unable to change our course.  We become dissatisfied with where we are,  unhappy with the place life has thrust us.  Who, when they are young,  could imagine being stuck in a meaningless rut when they become adults?   We lose ourselves somewhere out there, growing up too fast.   It's  always a risk when you try to believe, isn't it? ]]></description>
                <author>~obsidianwraith</author>
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                <title>Emptiness</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 01 Oct 2002 19:38:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Study, study, study, that's all I do! ]]></description>
                <author>~obsidianwraith</author>
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                <title>Emptiness</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 17 Sep 2002 16:50:00 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ God, I feel so empty.  Most of the time it's just a gentle numbness.   At others I feel like breaking down and sobbing.  It hurts just so  much, I don't know if I can take it.  There is such a coldness now  that's unbearable now that she's gone.  I'm lost and just don't know  what to do.  I want to lay down, close my eyes and not wake up... ]]></description>
                <author>~obsidianwraith</author>
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                <title>Recovery</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 07 Sep 2002 22:33:31 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, I was wrong.  The police found my car.  Thankfully the car wasn't  stripped, but they did drive it until the tank was almost completely  out of gas before ditching it (it was full when it was stolen.)  They  also trashed the interior of my car as well as steal my cell phone and  Griever Ring.  Bastards.  Bastards!  Fucking bastards!  Oh the things I  would do to them for revenge just beggars the imagination.  I hate them  so much and I don't even know who they are.  Funny how these things  work.<br>
<br>
I still hate the world. ]]></description>
                <author>~obsidianwraith</author>
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                <title>My Car</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 06 Sep 2002 17:58:34 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ My car was stolen yesterday.  It will probably not be found.  I am not  amused.  My cell phone was in my car.  That is gone, too.  I hate the  world. ]]></description>
                <author>~obsidianwraith</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 26 Aug 2002 01:06:09 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So, I was doing some logistics tonight and worked out that if I take a  set number of credits a quarter without failing to attain a single one  of these credits, I will graduate college in 2 years and a quarter  (7  quarters total).  I leave myself a very narrow margin of error by doing  this because if I fail a class, I have only one chance to make it up  later on without having to take an extra quarter.  Here's what i worked  out:<br>
<br>
Current Credit Count:  65  <br>
Credits Left:  115<br>
Current Quarters Left:  7<br>
<br>
Estimated Credit Count for this fall:  18<br>
End of Fall Quarter 2002 Credit Count:  83  <br>
Credits Left:  97<br>
Current Quarters left:  6<br>
<br>
Estimated Credit Count for winter quarter:  16  <br>
End of Winter Quarter 2003 Credit Count: 99  <br>
Credits Left:  81<br>
Current Quarters Left:  5<br>
<br>
Junior Status Achieved<br>
<br>
Must Choose Major NOW.<br>
<br>
Estimated Credit Count for Spring Quarter:  17<br>
End of Spring Quarter 2003 Credit Count:  116  <br>
Credits Left:  64<br>
Current Quarters Left:  4<br>
<br>
End of Second Year<br>
<br>
Estimated Credit Count for Fall Quarter:  17<br>
End of Fall Quarter 2003 Credit Count:  133  <br>
Credits Left:  47<br>
Current Quarters Left:  3<br>
<br>
Estimated Credit Count for Winter Quarter:  17<br>
End of Winter Quarter 2004 Credit Count:  150  <br>
Credits Left:  30<br>
Current Quarters Left:  2<br>
<br>
Senior Status Achieved<br>
<br>
Estimated Credit Count for Spring Quarter:  15  <br>
End of Spring Quarter 2004 Credit Count:  165  <br>
Credits Left: 15<br>
Current Quarters Left:  1<br>
<br>
End of Third Year<br>
<br>
Estimated Credit Count for Fall Quarter:  15<br>
End of Fall Quarter 2004 Credit Count:  180  <br>
Credits Left 0<br>
Current Quarters Left:  0<br>
<br>
Graduation.<br> ]]></description>
                <author>~obsidianwraith</author>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 17 Aug 2002 00:58:24 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Excerpt from Memento Mori:<br>
<br>
<i>Who wants to be one of those saps living in the safety of the future,  in the safety of the moment after the moment in which they felt  something powerful? Living in the next moment, in which they feel  nothing. Crawling down the hands of the clock, away from the people who  did unspeakable things to them. Believing the lie that time will heal  all wounds-which is just a nice way of saying that time deadens us. </i><br>
<br>
Great story by the way, it inspired the movie Memento which is one my  favorites of all time. ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 15 Aug 2002 03:22:25 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well I got into an accident at work today.  I was walking, turned to  say hi to someone, turned around and ran right into a blue stock cart.   I hit my head pretty hard, but I was more shocked than hurt.  I was  angry that someone had left it right in the middle of the aisle and was  going to look for someone to chastise for it but before I could, I got  dizzy and fell backwards onto my ass and then onto my back.  I held my  head in my hands as I sat up and the world seemed to spin round and  round with dots in the darkness.  I felt something wet on my hands and  saw that it was deep red blood.  I was wondering where it came from.   The Customer Service Manager came over and helped me to my feet.  She  gasped when she saw the blood gushing out of gash in my right eye brow.   In fact, everybody who came over, let out a gasp.  She help me over to  the CSM podium and radioed that there was an accident in the store.   The Assistant Manager came and helped get me back to personnel and  attending to my injury....though working there sucks, I'd have to admit  that the people are really nice who seem to genuinely care about each  other.  It's nice to know. ]]></description>
                <author>~obsidianwraith</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 04 Aug 2002 12:55:24 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I've been away from this for too long.   With work and everything else happening  in my life, I haven't had a chance to  take any photos.  I tell myself that  I'll do it the next day, but time just  takes away my resolve.  I hope to get  back into it once I quit my job at  Walmart. ]]></description>
                <author>~obsidianwraith</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 14 Jul 2002 23:55:24 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://images.deviantart.com/emoticons/odd/icon_pc.gif" align="middle" alt="PC" title="PC" border="0" />  <img src="http://images.deviantart.com/emoticons/odd/icon_chainsaw.gif" align="middle" alt="Chainsaw" title="Chainsaw" border="0" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~obsidianwraith</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 13 Jul 2002 17:47:35 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ When people promise something, they  should really follow through on  it...........those who don't really  piss me off..... ]]></description>
                <author>~obsidianwraith</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 10 Jul 2002 17:43:26 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So I've become an employee of WalMart  today.....yay?  I need a job, but I  don't want to work at WalMart.  I'm not  sure how I feel about that.  I don't  feel happy, I know that.  I need a <img src="http://images.deviantart.com/emoticons/odd/icon_hug.gif" align="middle" alt="Hug" title="Hug" border="0" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~obsidianwraith</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 02 Jul 2002 19:32:03 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hope is comfort.  Hope is the thing   that allows one to accept fate, no   matter how tragic.  <br>
<br>
Am I being childish?  I don't think so.    I refuse to act under the pretext of   being an adult if it means calmly and   unquestioningly accepting whatever shit   comes my way.<br>
<br>
-----<br>
<br>
I was not the answer so forget you ever  thought it was me.<br>
<br>
I thought I lost you somewhere, but you  were never really there.<br>
<br> ]]></description>
                <author>~obsidianwraith</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 26 Jun 2002 01:17:08 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok, I know now what I must do.  I must  cheat and lie my way into the corporate  world, because fuck, being honest did  me no good.  I know now that being  honest will get me no where in this  corporate world where there is no room  for morals.  The people who adhere to  ethics are just shit on by those who  don't have any.  Ruthlessness is  favored above kindness by those in  power.  There's no place for kindness  any longer.  So I too must become  ruthless.  I will backstab and step on  the heads of my competitors on the  corporate ladder because hell, I refuse  to be under the heel of anyone! ]]></description>
                <author>~obsidianwraith</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 23 Jun 2002 01:52:40 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Damn, I don't check the site for a day  and a 1000 new pictures get submitted!<br>
<br>
Took me 2 hours to cycle through all  the new photos with occasional stops to  make comments.<br>
<br>
It really boggles my mind how many  comments some Deviants have made over  the course of their Deviant Careers.   Olya has made some 12,000+ comments.   I've made 350 of today.  It's insane!   I wish I had ethernet back, it would  make things a lot easier.... ]]></description>
                <author>~obsidianwraith</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 21 Jun 2002 14:10:26 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Mowed the lawn today on the longest,  and seemingly hottest day of year.   Excuse me while I lay down and die.... <img src="http://images.deviantart.com/emoticons/icon_slamhead.gif" align="middle" alt="Slam Head On Table" title="Slam Head On Table" border="0" />    <br>
<br>
<img src="http://images.deviantart.com/emoticons/odd/icon_rofl.gif" align="middle" alt="rofl" title="rofl" border="0" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~obsidianwraith</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 19 Jun 2002 17:07:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I love this icon:  <img src="http://images.deviantart.com/emoticons/odd/icon_stupid.gif" align="middle" alt="Stupid" title="Stupid" border="0" />   This one too <img src="http://images.deviantart.com/emoticons/odd/icon_robo.gif" align="middle" alt="Robo" title="Robo" border="0" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~obsidianwraith</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 17 Jun 2002 01:06:41 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm obsessed with this damn site!  It's  like an addiction.... ]]></description>
                <author>~obsidianwraith</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 15 Jun 2002 22:01:23 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ And the job hunt continues.... ]]></description>
                <author>~obsidianwraith</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 11 Jun 2002 14:45:16 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Not to get high and mighty...but  rippers should die!  Or least getted  banned from DeviantART.  Hell, I looked  up to E-Volution....thought his  pictures were perfect!  And then I  found out he ripped them from Art  Wolfe.  Damn, he should go down for  this... ]]></description>
                <author>~obsidianwraith</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 04 Jun 2002 15:03:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Woohoo!  Finally 1000 pageviews! ]]></description>
                <author>~obsidianwraith</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 02 Jun 2002 03:15:47 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I did not get that 2000 dollar  scholarship....that's going to suck so  bad come next year.... ]]></description>
                <author>~obsidianwraith</author>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 29 May 2002 20:35:51 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok, I feel better now... ]]></description>
                <author>~obsidianwraith</author>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 28 May 2002 16:04:46 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ What a depressing day... ]]></description>
                <author>~obsidianwraith</author>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 20 May 2002 15:46:03 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Im in the new DA WP!!!  Jasinski did a  fantastic job! ]]></description>
                <author>~obsidianwraith</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 04 May 2002 01:47:09 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am happy with tears.  Welcome to  Hobart, Tarsh's picture has just  touched me so much.  It's truly one of  the most amazing pictures I have ever  seen.  He has great talent.<br>
<br>
It is because of pictures such as his  that allow us to see the beauty in this  world.  I would love to travel and see  it all for myself, but being  financially incapable, I thank Tarsh  and every other photographer on this  site for allowing me to see what I  would not otherwise see. ]]></description>
                <author>~obsidianwraith</author>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 01 May 2002 22:52:53 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I heard a song called Days Go By on the  Mitsubishi Eclipse 2003 commercial,  downloaded it, and now I can't stop  listening to it!!!  It's so fucking  good. ]]></description>
                <author>~obsidianwraith</author>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 25 Apr 2002 18:57:25 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Went cliff jumping today.  damn, the  water was cold, but it was so fun.  Im  definitely going again.  On another  note, I just got Window's XP Pro for my  computer.  It's pretty cool. ]]></description>
                <author>~obsidianwraith</author>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 25 Apr 2002 01:42:33 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ One of my pictures got shown on TV!!!! ]]></description>
                <author>~obsidianwraith</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 24 Apr 2002 02:25:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ It seems as though DeviantART is  quickly splitting into two camps.  One  camp is the pro-copyright side while  the other side is  anti-copyright-do-whatever-the-hell-we-w ant side.  Such a dichotomy can be  devastating but as an aspiring  photographer, I respect copyright laws  when it comes to Art so I'm saying now  where my loyalties lie. ]]></description>
                <author>~obsidianwraith</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 11 Apr 2002 19:59:32 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ "...But when it comes to human beings,  the only type of cause that matters is  final cause, the purpose. What a person  had in mind. Once you understand what  people really want, you can't hate them  anymore. You can fear them, but you  can't hate them, because you can always  find the same desires in your own  heart." <br>
<br>
Speaker for the Dead ]]></description>
                <author>~obsidianwraith</author>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 11 Apr 2002 01:24:45 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ "Welcome to  the  human race.  Nobody  controls his<br>
own life, Ender.  The best you can do  is choose to<br>
be controlled by good  people,  by  people who love<br>
you." <br>
<br>
Valentine Wiggin, Ender's Game ]]></description>
                <author>~obsidianwraith</author>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 07 Apr 2002 14:20:18 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Woohoo!  500 pageviews! ]]></description>
                <author>~obsidianwraith</author>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 05 Apr 2002 15:43:52 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ It's raining.  I am not pleased. ]]></description>
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