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Did you know that there are people who sleep with absolutely nothing on at all?

I don't know how to say goodbye. I can't think of any words.
Don't try.

This is ridiculous.
This, Madame, is Versailles.

I'm going off the grid. No more Franchises, no more botox, no more "Hey, oh, lets clone another goat," and certainly no more sexual harassment lawsuits, what's wrong with saying "Hey, nice tits." When did that go out the window?

What is learning, it's paying attention. It's opening you up to the big ball of shit that we call life. And what's the worst thing that could happen is you get bit in the ass. Well let me tell you my ass looks like hamburger meat, but i can still sit down

And I suppose you just expect me to go weak at the knees, and fall into your arms and cry hysterically. And say we'll just figure this whole thing out. A bi-continental relationship with our daughters being raised here and there. And. And, you and I just picking up where we left off and growing old together. And. And. C'mon Nick what do you expect? To live happily ever after?
Yes. To all of the above. Except you don't have to cry hysterically.
Oh, yes I do.

There are as many ways to live in this world as there are people in this world, and each one deserves a closer look.

]]> ~odile-locket http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/21802096/ http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/21802096/ Wed, 03 Dec 2008 15:44:26 PST Enid: I wish. Actually you wish... after about five minutes of this movie, you're gonna wish you had ten beers.

Rebecca: This is so bad it's almost good.
Enid: This is so bad it's gone past good and back to bad again.

Rebecca: You actually like that guy?
Enid: I don't know, I kind of like him. He's the exact opposite of everything I really hate. In a way, he's such a clueless dork, he's almost kind of cool.
Rebecca: That guy is many things, but he's definitely not cool.

Enid: So what was all that about enlarged holes and tight cracks?

Seymour: I can't relate to 99% of humanity.
Rebecca: Oh, face it, you just hate every single guy on the face of the earth.
Enid: That's not true. I just hate all these extroverted, obnoxious, pseudo-bohemian losers.

Enid: God, what a bunch of retards...
Rebecca: I thought Chipmunk-face was never going to shut up.
Enid: I know, I liked her better when she was an alcoholic crack addict! She gets in one car wreck and all of a sudden she's Little Miss Perfect and everybody loves her.
Rebecca: It's totally sickening.

Enid: I think only stupid people have good relationships.
Seymour: That's the spirit.

Rebecca: Oh look, there he is.
Enid: As always.
Rebecca: Waiting for the bus that never comes.
Enid: I wonder if he's just totally insane, or he really thinks the bus is coming?
Rebecca: Why don't you just ask him?
Enid: Hi. What's your name?
Norman: Norman.
Enid: Are you waiting for a bus?
Norman: Yes.
Enid: I hate to tell you this, but they canceled this bus line two years ago. There are no more buses on this street.
Norman: You don't know what you're talking about.

Rebecca: So, what do you do if you're a Satanist?
Enid: Sacrifice virgins and stuff.
Rebecca: I guess that lets us off the hook.

Enid: I think I'm going crazy from sexual frustration.
Rebecca: And you haven't heard the miracle of masturbation?

Maxine: It's really quite something to see you all grown-up like this, Enid. I'd love to know what you're doing now. I can't help but feel I had some small part in how you turned out. What're you studying? You were always such a smart little girl.
Enid: I'm taking a remedial high school art class for fuck-ups and retards.

Enid: We need to find a place where you can go to meet women who share your interests.
Seymour: Maybe I don't want to meet someone who shares my interests. I hate my interests.

Seymour: What are we, in slow motion here? C'mon, what are you, hypnotized? Have some more kids, why don't you.

Seymour: You think it's healthy to obsessively collect things? You can't relate to other people, so you fill your life with stuff... I'm just like all these other collector losers.

Enid: [Enid is reading a note clipped to her diploma] What?
Rebecca: What?
Enid: These assholes are saying I have to go to summer school and take some stupid art class.
Rebecca: Why?
Enid: God, I didn't think that just because you get an "F" you have to take the whole class over again.
Rebecca: [snickering] Loser.

[Enid is looking at the racist logo of Cook's Chicken, formerly Coon Chicken]
Enid: So, I don't get it. Are you saying things were better then, even though there was stuff like this?
Seymour: I suppose things are better now, but... I don't know. People still hate each other, they just know how to hide it better.

[Doug comes into the Sidewinder without a shirt on]
Doug: What's up, Josh? Give me two packs of cigarettes today. Working overtime: Sixteen hours.
[Puts malt liquir bottle on the counter]
Doug: And nature's nectar, wake-up juice. And give me six of these beef jerkys. I'm hungry enough to chew the crotch out of a rag doll.
[Sidewinder Boss spots him]
Sidewinder Boss: Hey. Hey. How many times do I have to tell you? No shirt, no service. Get the hell out of my store. What do you think this is, Club Med?
Doug: It's called America, dude. Learn the rules.
Sidewinder Boss: "Learn the rules?" No, YOU learn the rules. We Greeks invented democracy.
Doug: You also invented homos.
Sidewinder Boss: Fuck you.
Doug: You wish. You gotta buy me dinner first.

Doug: Rock n' roll, baby: Freedom of speech.

[on a comedian billed as the weirdest man in show biz]
Enid: If he's so weird, why is he wearing Nikes?

Enid: It's not like I'm some modern punk, dickhead. It's an obvious, 1977 original punk rock look. I guess Johnny fuckface over there's too stupid to realize it.
Rebecca: I didn't really get it either.
Enid: Everyone's too stupid.

[observing Seym... ]]> ~odile-locket http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/21780008/ http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/21780008/ Tue, 02 Dec 2008 08:31:04 PST
1. What does your deviantart name mean and why did you join this site?
odile-locket sadly and because sarah and evryone was on it an di dnt put anything for ages till i realisede you could put writing up and photos..sooo i diiiiid

2. What fandom where you obsessed with when you joined and what are you into now?
errmm harr ypotter and lord of the rings and still is...except there maybe a little bit of...anything i can find

3. How many watchers do you have now?
Uhm….
that arent acctual friends? areound 15. lol and i love you guys for it dont get me wrong. im just glad i ahve more than that little rectangle but to be honest IM SO PRIVELEGED YOU GUYS CARE

4. Name 3 of your favorite artists on DA.
ineedchemicaX, Poop-art annnnnnnnd a lil bit o'er m that chick that has a weird name......... oh fuckety fuck fuck

5. Do you comment, fav, or both?
a bit of both

6. Do you participate in clubs' contests here on DA?
occasionally

7. What is your most popular deviation?
my totally spies one... see now thats a bit sad... and also the ones i did of celebrities, the avril lavigne one is quite faved but also my marie antoinette ones are very viewed

8. What are your favorite non-anime TV shows?
see now a bietter question is what anime do you watch because the answer is NONE apart from cartoons like the powerpuff girls, jackie chan and of course totally spies. but anime? thar aint much on Tv cept i used to love dragon ball Z in the mornings

9. What are the things you wish you could draw better?
apart from the whole shebang? but i like not being able to draw and making my pics of loads of lines and arent very realistic i like more abstracty thingsss...

10. Summer or winter?
autumn

11. Rain or Sun?
Stormy nights are my glory

12. What's your favorite type of music?
the old satchuwa bands from the 50s and sixties like the temptations and nina simone plus a dash of ella fitzgerald and louis armstrong and we got a DATE

13. PC or Mac?
M A C
although dont get me wrong i love my PC... but... mac? its like orgasm on a large white screen with music and webcam (eww that makes it sound like a porn movie. WELL MAYBE I WOULD FOR AN APPLE MAC OK? CHU GOTTA A PROBLEM WITH SHOWING THAT COLD BIG THING SOME LURVE? woah im just digging myself into a bigger and bigger hole... my cup doth overflow
OH SHUT UP

14. Anime or Manga?
Animagus

15. Coke or Pepsi?
Dr pepper brother please

16. Read or TV?
like if i HAD to choose?
well books but it depends what books and what tv though

17. How many hours a day do you spend on DA?
erm from 3 minutes to an hour depending on if im searching or just checking messages

18. Name a hidden talent.
i can spell out blood with my hands

19. Flash or traditional cartoons?
traditional please -aalthough disney when they were with pixar and they did the whole glitter thing? in anastacia...shit. my. face. off

20. What is your favourite fast food restaurant?
SARAH MCDONALS? HAVE SOME DECECNY. kfc. end of...

21. What are your top 3 favourite books?
generation x
the little prince
annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnd... dont laugh ok?.... the santa claus comics... there are like 5 of them and ... i love them
but ill claim your lying if you say it out loud

22. Wii or Playstation?
PC please

23. Name 3 of your favorite bands.
errrmmm LAdysmith black mambazo, kate bush annnd les seour gaudieg- plus you know panic at the disco old fall out boy, so on and so ect

24. Are you a fast, slow, or medium typer?
depends what im writing

25. Do you like Denny's? you must ahve misplet it sorry (jk) its FRANKIE AND BENNY's (lol) and YES I DO THANK YOU. SLAMS DOOR.


26. What is your favorite emoticon?
...this stupid one of this big weird looking blob chasing little blob. big blob has big mouth and if it had sound...it woud scream in weird way

48. What do you want to be now?
a writer and singer on the westend... (but dont talk to me about the last bit, its a dream not anything i will do or be)

49. If you could eat one person, who would it be?
orlando bloom. i have discussed this, he will truly be delicous.

50. What character would you hate to be stuck in a room with?
id love it but hate it at the same time, Winky shes drunk and crying...

51. When is your birthday?
november 9th

52. Favorite type of ice cream?
Pistachio ice-a cream... ]]> ~odile-locket http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/21626710/ http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/21626710/ Sun, 23 Nov 2008 07:51:16 PST
All that you know, is you can't stay here

What's left to do, wish you the best

In your pursuit of happiness

You say it's not me, it's just you

I'm the only one, in the room

Asking myself why you have left

In your pursuit of happiness

Happy Happy Happiness

Asking myself why you have left

In your pursuit of happiness

Pursuit of happiness

All the papers read

Happiness is fled

Known accomplice to the sad

I hope you find what you're looking for

Your piece of mind, I want nothing more

Lost somewhere over the rainbows end

In your pursuit of happiness

Happy Happy Happiness

Lost somewhere over the rainbows end

A man in a suit of happiness

Pursuit of happiness

All the papers read

Happiness has fled

Attempted fraud astrology

Is everybody happy

Is everybody happy

Smile everybody happiness

Is everybody happy

Is everybody happy

Smile everybody happiness

Time can move fast now that you're gone

Can't dwell on the past, what's done is done

Starting over again, more or less

In my pursuit of happiness

Starting over again, more or less

In my pursuit of happiness

]]> ~odile-locket http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/21551129/ http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/21551129/ Tue, 18 Nov 2008 13:39:35 PST Clutching my coffee,
Calling me sugar





last week

just was


the worst week of my life


and my birthday just went to prove how shit a birthday can go


that your grandma doesnt love you enough to be there and your mother hates your grandma and grandma hates how youve turned out and hates how we are and hates how we live and hates how shes old and has lost all her beauty beauty that aparently was never passed onto
that i will never be beautiful to her
and maybe because of that

wont ever be beautiful to me






and



everything was just

and i felt so alone.
every day

and i never

and i went to the doctors and i couldnt

but any way


the weekend was fantastic

and met some

truly awesome people

and learnt some horrif things and saw horrif things and wanted to stop them so much my heart stopped

it was just.

its just.

the world wasnt meant to be like this

and

everything

theres so much beauty and

saddness

and the saddness is beautiful
and the beauty is so beautiful it makes you sad

and its just.

i had to cry

i had to, think and i wanted


i dont even know but


it was just fantastic in helping think about the future

however.

no weekend ebats

my leadership weekend
i never felt so moved, so blessed,
so full of hope and love

and never felt so loved in all my left
and i climbed a mountain on the same day i cried more thna i ahve done in my whole life, had mroe confidence, sang my heart out and laughed so hard and been so tired and ungry and full of everything



i just.


am.

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and you said i was full of shit...

]]> ~odile-locket http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/20921363/ http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/20921363/ Fri, 10 Oct 2008 13:26:26 PDT
break my heart
then the pain would be gone

about breaking your heart... "I would do anything for love, but I won't do that"
I don't know how I could... not without breaking mine too



thank you

means more than you'll ever know

]]> ~odile-locket http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/20743622/ http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/20743622/ Mon, 29 Sep 2008 15:00:19 PDT Songeln

I don't really know how to tell you this, but You're a pervert. I think I realized it when your dog ran amok at the mental hospital and I saw you Castrate my best friend. I'm sure you're man enough to understand how boring you are. I'm returning the couch cushions to you, but I'll keep your left ear as a memory. You should also know that I always have felt dirrty before our friendship .

Greetings to your freaky family

Lozz xxx


(now doing the funniest thing on the list cuz you cant do the same thing twice!)

Dear ~RoseMage

I don't really know how to tell you this, but I'm joining a monastery. I think I realized it When your dwarf bit me As you ate your enchilada and I saw you Pour syrup on My father. I'm sure you're Masochistic enough to understand That I get turned on by garbage men. I'm returning Your false teeth to you, but I'll keep Your Mom as a memory. You should also know that I Told in my confession today about my passionate interest for mice.

Go Burn,

Lozz xxx

YOUR TURN [link]

ok
and i will do my own one of these very soon

bot quite liek this but yes.. twill be crazy cool

]]> ~odile-locket http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/20585871/ http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/20585871/ Sat, 20 Sep 2008 13:31:48 PDT
And it was raining cats and dogs out side of her window
And she knew they were destined to become
Sacred road kill on the way
And she was listening to the sound of heavens shaking
Thinking about puddles, puddles and mistakes

A star shines in all of us, we'll search for all our lives. One day we'll find a way and a reason to survive. Cry for the day to return, life no one can understand. We all face our fears in the world, we all hold our place in the universe. For eternity.

You look so good in the shoes of an outcast
I kissed your throat every time they said it wouldn't last
But then I knew you, I knew you, I knew you
I really knew you

Stay with me, don't fall asleep to soon. The angels can wait for a moment

The girl in the chair
With the long golden hair
Well that used to be me
A flirtatious smile unpredictably wild
Always trying to please
I was always walking one step ahead
Or so I thought until the monster crawled into my bed
Rewind and erase that shock look on your face
'cause your mona lisa is dead

One by one, only the good die young

Don't want you to wake up.
Stay under the stars.
Where noone can make us,
Change what we are.

Those three words are said to much,
though not enough

This scar is a fleck on my porcelain skin
Tried to reach deep but you couldn't get in
Now you're outside me
You see all the beauty

When I see your face, tears run down my face I cant replace

Want more real attention.
At my expense guess you forgot to mention.
You talk good,
I’ll eat glass

When you try your best, but you dont succeed, when you get what you want, but not what you need, when you feel so tired but you cant sleep, stuck in reverse

Heyyy! Dazapbanownay. Hapdeebeebadnladadapdanowwwwn. HENNNNdabebedepdootsabadoodaDAYsdoobopadooba
DAYz a BONES a BAP BAP BAbaay.
Habadoodee! With a Reep-a-nazza.
Hebadohbadoyy! With a la-pah-ziti.
Waddlabot Hooddlabot, seepladat doe-day.
HOOT HOOT HOOT HOOTwith a HAH HAH HAH HAH
RRRAWRAAAW get maaaad babeh
Haddalahadalat with a hadalatalhadoodoot.
Hoedeloedelheedoodoot! goozooggeladatatada

I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who I really am inside.
Finally found myself
Fighting for a chance.
I know now, this is who I really am

3, 6, 9
The goose drank wine
The monkey chewed tobacco on the streetcar line
The line broke, the monkey got choked
And they all went to heaven in a little rowboat

I knew this was a dream it was too good to be true
Coincidences were a bit much too
Who wants to wake up?
Who wants to lose it?
Who wants to live in this place?
I don't, so I'll be sleeping in

Oh Tennessee, what did you write?
I come together in the middle of the night.
Oh that's an ending that I can't write, 'cause
I've got you to let me down

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight

I, I know why
Because when I look in her eyes
I just see the sky
When I look in her eyes
Well I, I just see the sky


msn lyrics exchange

]]> ~odile-locket http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/20553338/ http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/20553338/ Thu, 18 Sep 2008 13:33:13 PDT Though others wondered why.
Refused to look before her,
Kept eyes cast upwards,
Towards the sky.

She didn't have companions.
No need for earthly things.
Only wanted freedom,
From what she felt were puppet strings.

She longed to be a bird.
That she might fly away.
She pitied every blade of grass
For planted they would stay.

She longed to be a flame.
That brightly danced alone.
Felt jealous of the steam
That made the air its only home.

Some say she wished too hard.
Some say she wished too long.
But we awoke one autumn day
To find that she was gone.

Some say she wished too hard.
Some say she wished too long.
But we awoke one autumn day
To find that she was gone.

The trees, they say, stood witness.
The sky refused to tell.
But someone who had seen it
Said the story played out well.

She spread her arms out wide.
Breathed in the break of dawn.
She just let go of all she held...

And then she was gone.

]]> ~odile-locket http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/20487814/ http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/20487814/ Sun, 14 Sep 2008 11:21:21 PDT It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; What is essential is invisible to the eye


History is a commentary on the various and continuing incapabilities of men. What is history? History is women following behind with the bucket.


If there's one thing I know about all my years watching Earth, is that people aren't what they may seem. There are shop boys, and there are boys that just happened to work in a shop for the time being. And trust me, you are no shop boy. You saved my life. Thank you.


You know when I said I knew little about love? That wasn't true. I know a lot about love. I've seen it, centuries and centuries of it, and it was the only thing that made watching your world bearable. All those wars. Pain, lies, hate... It made me want to turn away and never look down again. But when I see the way that mankind loves... You could search to the furthest reaches of the universe and never find anything more beautiful. So yes, I know that love is unconditional. But I also know that it can be unpredictable, unexpected, uncontrollable, unbearable and strangely easy to mistake for loathing, and... What I'm trying to say is... I think I love you. Is this love? I never imagined I'd know it for myself. My heart... It feels like my chest can barely contain it. Like it's trying to escape because it doesn't belong to me anymore. It belongs to you. And if you wanted it, I'd wish for nothing in exchange - no gifts. No goods. No demonstrations of devotion. Nothing but knowing you loved me too. Just your heart, in exchange for mine.


I've found almost everything ever written about love to be true. Shakespeare said "Journeys end in lovers meeting." What an extraordinary thought. Personally, I have not experienced anything remotely close to that, but I am more than willing to believe Shakespeare had. I suppose I think about love more than anyone really should. I am constantly amazed by its sheer power to alter and define our lives. It was Shakespeare who also said "love is blind". Now that is something I know to be true. For some quite inexplicably, love fades; for others love is simply lost. But then of course love can also be found, even if just for the night. And then, there's another kind of love: the cruelest kind. The one that almost kills its victims. Its called unrequited love. Of that I am an expert. Most love stories are about people who fall in love with each other. But what about the rest of us? What about our stories, those of us who fall in love alone? We are the victims of the one sided affair. We are the cursed of the loved ones. We are the unloved ones, the walking wounded. The handicapped without the advantage of a great parking space! Yes, you are looking at one such individual. And I have willingly loved that man for over three miserable years! The absolute worst years of my life! The worst Christmas', the worst Birthday's, New Years Eve's brought in by tears and valium. These years that I have been in love have been the darkest days of my life. All because I've been cursed by being in love with a man who does not and will not love me back. Oh god, just the sight of him! Heart pounding! Throat thickening! Absolutely can't swallow! All the usual symptoms.


Why do you people call yourselves black? You look more brown than black.
Why do you call yourselves white? You look more pink than white.


Do you know anyone we can trust, who has a car
Trust me! And I have a car!


The very powerful and the very stupid have one thing in common. Instead of altering their views to fit the facts, they alter the facts to fit their views...which can be very uncomfortable if you happen to be one of the facts that needs altering


Logic merely enables one to be wrong with authority


There are worlds out there where the skies are burning, where the seas asleep, and the rivers dream. People made of smoke, and cities made of song. Somewhere there's danger, somewhere there's injustice...and somewhere else the tea is getting cold.


I am a princess. All girls are. Even if they live in tiny, old attics; even if they dress in rags; even if they aren't pretty, or smart, or young. They're still princesses. All of us. Didn't you father ever tell you that? Didn't he?


No matter how loud you shout, you will not drown out the voice of the people!


In my heart I want spider's webs!


When people speak of great men, they think of men like Napoleon - men of violence. Rarely do they think of peaceful men. But contrast the reception they will receive when they return home from their battles. Napoleon will arrive in pomp and in power, a man who's achieved the very summit of earthly ambition. And yet his dreams will be haunted by the oppressions of war. William Wilberforce, however, will return to his family,... ]]> ~odile-locket http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/20389201/ http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/20389201/ Mon, 08 Sep 2008 10:42:08 PDT So I'd appreciate your kind consideration in this matter
Sir or Mam would you please turn it the fuck up
Do it

I present to you
Unleashed in the east
Best dressed in the west
Sorted in the north
Without a doubt in the south

The queen of queenbees
Lioness of Juda
Phoenix from the ashes risen

Undefeated undisputed featherweight champion
on all five continents

World record holder with a high score of two gazillion in Tetris
Two-time recipient of the Nobel prize for super foxiest female ever
and war time consigliere to the Cosa Nostra

She split the atom, invented the x-ray, the cure for AIDS, and the surprise blindfold greeting

She performed and choreographed the fights for Bruce Lee in Enter the Dragon
and Game of death and still does stunt doubles for Jackie Chan on the weekends

She suckerpunched Einstein
outsmarted Ali
and even outsuperfreaked Rick James

She's the founder and CEO of Konichiwa Records

The most decorated professional field operative in the industry

and in the streets
With a perfect track record since kindergarden where she used to
whoop schoolboy ass

She's listed in section 202 of the United Nations Security Act of 1979

as being too hot to wear tight sweaters on international airspace

In this world of tension pressure and pain
she is known by men and women of all origin and
faith

for her wisdom, compassion, and relentless
determination
in the quest

to get paid

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today for you

tomorow for me

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loving le tigre

loving adam ant

loving good size

loving siouxsie & the banshees

loving the strokes

loving jesca hoop

loving the la's

loving aaron carter

loving the red jumpsuit apparatus


loving the new fob patd mix tape with new songs

loving nanny nanny boo boo


Nanny nanny, nanny nanny boo boo.
If you ask us how we want it, we'll say man-to-man.
When you go to kiss our cheeks we're gonna
put out our hands because
(all night!)
we've been talking to liars.
And it's
(all right!)
just
not in the style of tigers.

And if you ask us what we're doing we'll say, "
It doesn't matter to you".
All you need to know
is we love to see the crowd move.

So turn it up!
It really isn't loud enough.
When we say when,
we know you'll think it's too
much.

So what?
Nanny nanny, nanny nanny boo boo.
So what?
It's just a joke, man, it's just an interview.
So what?
Nanny nanny, nanny nanny boo boo.
So what?
You'll never get it, I guess this shit is too new.

Now let's synchronize our movements ‘til they're super sick.
We got high hats and loud claps in
every mix..
We're like boys, just ask her,
dicks done by C.P. Caster.
Hey, look out, you're still in slip mode!
Thanks, but now I'm in batch capture.

And if you ask us why we're laughing we'll say,
"It doesn't matter to you".
All you need to know
is we love to see the crowd move.

So turn it up!
It really isn't loud enough.
When we say when,
we know you'll think it's too much.

So what?
Nanny nanny, nanny nanny boo boo.
So what?
It's just a joke, man, it's just an interview.
So what?
Nanny nanny, nanny nanny boo boo.
So what?
You'll never get it, I guess this shit is too new.
So what?
Nanny nanny, nanny nanny boo boo.
So what?
It's just a joke, man, it's just an interview.
So what?
Nanny nanny, nanny nanny boo boo.
So what?
You'll never get it, I guess this shit is too new.

Headphones and velcro and pictures of Mars.
(So what?)
New mics and dirt bikes and candy bars.
(So what?)
Bowties and sneakers while making beats
(So what?)
Hard-drives and handbooks and hotel sheets
So What?
It doesn't matter to you.
So What?
It doesn't matter to you.
So What?
It doesn't matter to you.
Nanny nanny, nanny nanny boo boo.
So what?
I do it every night.
She does it in her man suit.
So what?
Nanny nanny, nanny nanny boo boo.
So what?
We never said it; you know we always wanted to
So what..
So what?
So what?
So What?
Nanny nanny, nanny nanny boo boo.
So what?
It's just a joke, man, it's just an interview.
So what?
Nanny nanny, nanny nanny boo boo.
So what?
You'll never get it, I guess this shit is too new.

]]> ~odile-locket http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/20188228/ http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/20188228/ Wed, 27 Aug 2008 16:42:52 PDT
am

so

tired



bedtime


now

]]> ~odile-locket http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/20178400/ http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/20178400/ Wed, 27 Aug 2008 04:16:03 PDT
so i did some research on it

and ok i thought utd be like the blair witch you know saying it was based on a true story but not being well

turns out i was wrong

charles manson plus others did all this to people and the film was inspired by what he and three siusters did so horrible

look up and read about charles manson
on wikipedia
skim down to the killings ect and find what he did

absoloutly just oh sickening and just so horrible and EVIL really horid guy
and it said that there was an intgerview with him so i looked it up

here it is:
:[link]

and god it was just dunno he seemed mad. really md but alot of what he said made sense and that scared me that acctually hes just like evryoine else a failed musican had an awful childhood comes from a family of people who robbed people ect and i dunno i really feel sorry for the guy. i dont know evil as they come for sure but he shouldnt be in prison he should be in a mental hospital he so manipulative he probs sucked me in to by what he was saying i think hes a very clever man that hates the world and what he did was sick sick sick but oh i dunno watch the video and youll see what i mean its just i dunno i cant describe i just know what he means when he talks about society as it is but he is such an evil guy for sure but he loved the beatles an dhte beach boys and god i dunno just watch it

toal mixed feelings

scary though realy horrid

]]> ~odile-locket http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/20133977/ http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/20133977/ Sun, 24 Aug 2008 16:21:45 PDT
watch plzplzplzplzplz i beg of you

its just a bit more serious



im a still using zis one

and shit o like that o but yeah tht ones just photography i think


x x x x x x x

]]> ~odile-locket http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/20081208/ http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/20081208/ Thu, 21 Aug 2008 15:57:59 PDT
Well hello there! Lads, ladetes, ladies, monsieur’s, and all the other people out there not sitting on a cushion!

I am not infact back from France
I am not infact in a internet café.
I am, infact sitting in ones living room eating a rather delicious apple, with one ear listening to Jesca Hoop (OH my god shit ma self all over her music its amazing particularly this one song called summertime, preview it on itunes or something its just so good) and the other to lord of the rings fully extended edition the third… I may well quote to you if the feeling does so induce me.
BTW, I will keep adding to this am writing on word lol love it but no call me sad or whatever I have so much to write about and have decided to tell all just so I don’t have to repeat it to every one and also its nice to have a written record (thank god there’s no limit to the blogs on here or I would die.)

Well where to begin
So we arrived in Paris after leaving lovely little car in station car park hidden and under tree so as to not attract attention from Paris’s abundant robbers
Arrived at tiny flat and when I say tiny I mean
One room.
Literally
Small cupboard turned into bathroom closet turned into kitten whre there was room for cooker and one of those half sinks.
Mum and dad on le grand lit on the floor whilst me in mezzanine above

On what cannot possibly be described as mattress’s
Small futon things very thin there were three I had to use all plus lining of pillows next to open window with bars. Felt like prison. Didn’t sleep a wink. Not even funny.

BUT THE FLAT WAS FANTASTIC

Would have been fine if I’d slept on the actual bed below
BUT OH MON DIEU

It was literally 2 minutes away from the Pomadu centre so amazing huge huge huge contemporary art gallery where outside every night (and every day) the youth and artisans on Paris gather together and do all sorts. Lots of music lots of dancing drawing paint sculpting. The works. Seriously I could live there the atmosphere was just so uuuhhhh amazing. The flat though was on crazy 3rd storey of old building and lugging cases was no fun… though I secretly loved it, though don’t tell my mother that. The entrance to the building was in-between a retro 70s store and a bakery which early in the morning the smell of freshly baked bread wafts slowly through the courtyard and up towards my open window rousing me from to get to sleep. Heaven.

Only like again 2 minutes from the flat was the worlds most amazing gelato shop. O M G like 20 flavours, actually tastes like what its meant to, infact tastes so much like what flavour it is its like better than the real thing. For serious. And they serve it shaped like a rose. Yeah. A rose.
SHAT MA SELF UP lol not pleasant

So good.
I had chocolate, mango and pistachio
Woah.
Seriously
Woah.
So the first day we went did allsorts odd bits of shopping went to this tiny little museum with Marie Antoinette style stuff. Loved it so much took looooooooooooaaaaaddds of photos. Probably too much lol 
Ahem
And went to Notre dame briefly
Seriously you don’t appreciate how gooda job Disney did in animating it. Even the statues and stuff were exactly the same “The eyes of notre dame!!!!!” now here is a riddle to geuss if you can sing the bells of notre dame now who is the monster and who is the man? Sing the bells the bells the bells the bells the bells the bells the bells the bells… ok you get the picture. I geuss that cuz when I was a kid and I last saw it I wasn’t like all that bothered cuz I didn’t appreciate the architecture or whatever I was just like WOAH esmerelda was here I like it. Then we went to le muse d’orsay and saw the orginal van gough the one he cut his ear off for, my fav stature EVER the one of the ballerina in capper with a real tutu, so beautiful. Saw all the impressionists and ate in a lovely café there. The whole of the muse d’orsay is in a giant train station. Don’t you just love the French.
Second day was the lovre.
Saw the Mona Lisa. Tiny actually. And no she doesn’t follow you with her eyes. But it was pretty incredible. Also saw the venus de milo I was sooooooooo excited till I got there dad was all yeah she looks really serene facily wise and I was all no she doesn’t she looks pissed off cuz some one just chopped her arms off. Seriously. But no she was lovely I guess just angry looking not serene god psshhh
Lol
Hmm
Then went to the pomadu centre… fantastic
Loved it more than well I was gonna say life but that would be an exaggeration but I did love it so much
Next day left Paris so sad to say bye to the flat though
Although that night good god ok some crazy American guy was I dunno locked out buy his partner and he was yelling and banging on the door so... ]]> ~odile-locket http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/19722636/ http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/19722636/ Fri, 01 Aug 2008 17:02:39 PDT

stupid loud drunks


so tired

miss you all

especially you

kiss kiss

c'est tres boring et tiring et i am tres fatigued and need to sleepish

i cant though


to alone and lonessome

tis 1:03 in moring

and sims i shall go

wish me luck

no house fires this time

]]> ~odile-locket http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/19701273/ http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/19701273/ Thu, 31 Jul 2008 14:04:04 PDT
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]]> ~odile-locket http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/19656366/ http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/19656366/ Tue, 29 Jul 2008 07:56:21 PDT Les oiseaux du lac pic-pac-pic-pic
Glou-glou-glou font tous les dindons
Et la jolie cloche ding-dang-dong
Mais... boum!
Quand notre coeur fait boum
Tout avec lui dit boum
Et c'est l'amour qui s'eveille
Boum!
Il chante "Love in Bloom"
Au rythme de ce boum
Qui redit boum a l'oreille
Tout a change depuis hier et la rue
A des yeux qui regardent aux fenetres
Y'a du lilas et y'a des mains tendues
Sur la mer le soleil va paraitre
Boum!
L'astre du jour fait boum
Tout avec lui dit boum
Quand notre coeur fait boum-boum
Le vent dans les bois fait hou-hou
La biche aux abois fait maaaa
La vaisselle cassee fait fric-fric-frac
Et les pieds mouilles font flic-flic-flac
Mais... boum!
Quand notre coeur fait boum
Tout avec lui dit boum
L'oiseau dit boum, c'est l'orage
Boum!
L'eclairci, lui fait boum
Et le bon Dieu dit boum
Dans son fauteuil de nuages
Car mon amour est plus vif que l'eclair
Plus leger qu'un oiseau, qu'une abeille
Et s'il fait boum, s'il se met en colere
Il entraine avec lui des merveilles
Boum!
Le monde entier fait boum
Tout avec lui dit boum
Quand notre coeur fait boum-boum




The pendulum is tic-tac-tic-tic
The birds of the lake pic-Pac-peak-peak
Glou-glou-glou are all turkeys
And the beautiful bell ding-dang-dong
But ... boom!
When our heart is boum
Everything with him said boom
And it is the love that awakens
Boom!
He sings "Love in Bloom"
At this pace boom
Who has reiterated boom ear
Everything has changed since yesterday and the streets
A eyes watching the windows
Y'a of lilac and there are any hands
On Wednesday the sun will appear
Boom!
The star of the day is boum
Everything with him said boom
When our heart is boom-boom
The wind in the woods is whoo-whoo
The deer at bay is maaaa
The broken crockery is money-money-frac
And their feet are wet cop-cop-flac
But ... boom!
When our heart is boum
Everything with him said boom
The bird said boom, the storm
Boom!
The clarified, makes it boom
And the good Lord said boom
In his wheelchair cloud
Because my love is stronger than lightning
Lighter a bird, a bee
And if it is boom, it gets angry
It leads with him wonders
Boom!
The whole world is boum
Everything with him said boom
When our heart is boom-boom

]]> ~odile-locket http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/19550849/ http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/19550849/ Wed, 23 Jul 2008 07:47:58 PDT



ok sooooooooo




ım ın turkey ın ıstanbul

the heat ıs blısterıng

ı am dyıng you have no ıdea




but turkey has beeeeen A M A Z I N G



mıssıng home so much








have gotten one or two pressıes for those who are closseen to mıene hearten however ı have lıke no money so only three people have the prıvelıdge lol lol lol




you know who you are



ı am bored now


ı shall take my leave

]]> ~odile-locket http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/19267043/ http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/19267043/ Tue, 08 Jul 2008 04:14:42 PDT the weirder the better



1. I love hair on the top of your head
2. I love boys when they’re heart broken
3. I love girls when they stand up for what they believe in
4. I love cats
5. I love llamas because its sounds funny... furry giraffes
6. I love swimming and smelling salt
7. I love wind
8. I love storms and lightening
9. I love feeling in danger
10. I love hating horror films
11. I love blood because of the contrast between the red and skin tone
12. I love red faces and freckles
13. I love eyes
14. I love skinny legs in stockings
15. I love colours
16. I love swirls and curls and intricacy
17. I love smell
18. I love summer
19. I love fields
20. I love cloud watching
21. I love yellow flowers
22. I love my friends for being crazy
23. I love trees
24. I love culture
25. I love pink
26. I love cake
27. I love eyeliner on boys that can play the guitar
28. I love people that play the violin
29. I love people that play piano
30. I love the smell of perfume where cuddled up close
31. I love to be held
32. I love soft things
33. I love small spaces
34. I love the cold
35. I love snow flakes
36. I love material
37. I love patterns
38. I love Christmas trees without tinsel
39. I love garden centres
40. I love Elvis
41. I love Marilyn Monroe
42. I love Audrey Hepburn
43. I love black and white films
44. I love legends
45. I love guitars when the go really high
46. I love my bed
47. I love feeling warm
48. I love feet
49. I love home made things
50. I love photographs
51. I love memories
52. I love getting to know peoples past
53. I love cigarettes
54. I love music
55. I love musicals
56. I love people
57. I love the moon
58. I love sun spots
59. I love it when people’s voices go all wobbly
60. I love the 20s
61. I love the 30s
62. I love the 40s
63. I love the 50s
64. I love the 60s
65. I love the 70s
66. I love the 80s
67. I love the 90s
68. I love it when the do the same thing
69. I love my favourite place
70. I love that people aren’t perfect
71. I love old music like Glenn miller
72. I love windmills
73. I love clogs
74. I love Africa
75. I love India
76. I love waterfalls
77. I love forests
78. I love feeling out of breathe when you’re climbing the mountain
79. I love eating snow
80. I love drinking fresh water from springs
81. I love cave
82. I love it when people sing at the same time and hold hands
83. I love it when people find strength in people
84. I love it when people kiss
85. I love seeing children laughing
86. I love smiles
87. I love hands
88. I love lips
89. I love rings
90. I love beautiful things to keep on your dressing table
91. I love revolution
92. I love to splatter paint
93. I love painting
94. I love making power points and movies on my computer
95. I love lizards
96. I love creepy crawlies
97. I love the idea of Halloween
98. I love dressing up
99. I love all the old Barbie dolls
100. I love driving with the window open and with my ehad hanging out listeing to music
101. I love listening to music really really loud
102. I love jumping on my bed
103. I love climbing trees
104. I love the feeling of losing your stomach
105. I love seeing people throw up
106. I love singing
107. I love curtains
108. I love loosing myself in writing
109. I love it when you realise that you haven’t said anything or moved because you’ve been thinking
110. I love the dirt and grime on the streets
111. I love tramps and long to be one
112. I love acoustic guitar
113. I love electric violin
114. I love big clunky boots
115. I love it when people are pregnant and people want to feel the belly all the time
116. I love small things
117. I love big things
118. I love all those little things in between the big and small
119. I love it when people get excited for nothing
120. I love really old books that are all dusty and hard backed
121. I love libraries with sliding ladders
122. I love typewriters
123. I love blowing out candles
124. I love playing with matches
125. I love peoples one cuddly toy that they still have to have with them
126. I love it when child hood is never lost
127. I love board games
128. I love chess
129. I love pollariod pictures
130. I love instant photo machines
131. I love it when the sun comes out
132. I love being wet
133. I love swimming
134. I love diving o... ]]> ~odile-locket http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/19251121/ http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/19251121/ Mon, 07 Jul 2008 09:42:14 PDT a s k
m e


w h y
i t
i s


t h a t
I


l o o k
t o
t h e
s k y




t h e
r e p l y


i s


a n d


a l w a y s
w i l l
b e


because


the sky is changing...

b u t



does not c h a n g e



when the world around us is in turmoil and terror



and the cars fill the streets with filth and noise


the one thing


that takes you/me away


i s


t h e



s k y




its pure

its water

people dream of flying

above the changing worlds


into the unpredictability of the sky





to spend the night on top of a sky scraper

or on top of a hill




but to breathe deep


p u r e



a i r




and not to be surrounded

boxed in


packed to the brim


with


s h i t



i want

a i r



I want


f r e e d o m


i
N E E D


to

f l y

a w a y



The world is not enough for me
The world is not enough for me
The world is not enough for me
The world is not enough for me
The world is not enough for me
You could take the world just give me You
You could take the world just give me You
You could take the world just give me You
You could take the world just give me You
All I want is you
All I need is you
All I want is you
All I need is you

you could take the world just give me You...

all i have is you...

thats all i need

thats all i want

you...

]]> ~odile-locket http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/19070294/ http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/19070294/ Fri, 27 Jun 2008 06:47:10 PDT
ok so yeah went to go see sandi thom SHE WAS AMAZING OMFG and me n kady were like omgomgomg it was just woah.. like seriously and the supporting act was this fit due called paddy milner OMG he's so good look him up and get some of his muic he totally rocks the house hes like a jazz pianst guy and he really gets into it so much and he was like smacking the piano with his hand we were like woooooooaaaaaaaaaah dude we love you

then we met him and sandi and they were lovely

i was a right twat though i said her all stuttery n shit "omg that was ur really great um i loved um i really liked it" wtf lol she was so ill though bless her

THEN the next day i slept till one in the afternoon so tired lol annnnd i cannot remember what i did on monday and tuesday but thats probs cuz wednesday was all like amazing lol me n kady went to drayton manor and just messed around and went on rides n stuff annnnd then she came back to mine and slept over we were so high on candy floss FINALLY (lol) annd watched sister act 2 and the lord of the rings

but back to talking about saturday cuz seriously one of the best days of my life no joke.
we went into john lewis and tried 44 testers of perfume! tried on many mnay hats and took many many pictures AND then we just chille dout in cafes and laughed at like i dunno everything we had an ostrick burger and then in the evening after trapsing round many shops with hyrting feet trying to find magasines for my scrap book we found a luverly restaurant and had dinner and the waitress lady was like so nice like unbelievably nice i attempted to speak french to her but like failed lol i forgot was "bill" was and i had to0 call up my mum and be like yeah what ius it and she was like "L'addision" and i was like shit shit shit of course laddisionladsion humm and then we went to the bodega coolest name ever btw and as if were soooooooooooooooooooo worried about the whole not getting in cuz u have to be over 18 and not only did they surve us drinks but they didnt ask us our age like at allllll

yesterday was prettay coooooool me and my bitchy mum went to this stupid lil church coffee mornings and they were like unbeliveably kinda borning but not...well the first one at walton was goooooooooood cuz they had A M A Z I N G cakes like omg.... the chocalte icing on em was like * d r o o l * and then i met this new lady with a 4 year old kid and a baby a lovely baby with great big blue eyes and they mum was all soooo youre the vicars daughter and i was like yes... yes i am she was all oh awesome soooo dya wanna babysit? and i was like FUCK YEAH er i mean yeahh and she was like coooooool and are u gonna do any summer jobs and i was like well hoping to me and miene frunden katie r a looking and she was like well you can mow out lawn and wash our car and i was like what me and katie and she was all yeah and wed pay you obv and i was like woah man cool merci merci merci

theeeeeeeeeennnnnnnnnnnn the seond coffeee morning was like *kills self over and over and over again* seriosuly cuz rosliston are such bitches to her and my mum reckons theyd treat her differently if she was a man so yeah and they were not vey nice to her barely said a word to her inact this one woman was chatting to my mum bout her problems shes not a very nice one either btw and she was saying that her husband died and now isnt eating and then my mumwas starting to give her advice and help her out like she does and the woman looks at her and then gets up and walkes out the room with her two other friends and my mum was like shouting after them well look if you need anything just gimme a call and turned to me and shook her head give in her empty cup took me out to the car and burst into tears

seriosuly this what my mum has to out up with and we wonder why she wants to move

then in the evening one of the couples who are french and LOVELY i love them they're like my grandparents they came over for dinner and they used to live in rosliston till they couldnt stand it and moved to france everyone was so horrible to them and didnt welcome them so they started going to walton church and loved it and were alot better any way we got talking about rosliston and they made a point that going to a cold church thats falling to bits not being welcomed and the place is practically empty and speaking a serive made like 300 years ago i words that dont mean anything is not the way to worship god and my mum was all i kow, i dont like teaching it that way but the congrgation all three of them wont have anything else and that the church there has to dfie before anything new can grow there

its terrible really

really terrible

i finished the story "Ruth" and named it Lost, in love because she was lost to the world when she was inlove and he was lost in his love of her see clever eh?

annnnd its quite goodish i... ]]> ~odile-locket http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/18951345/ http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/18951345/ Fri, 20 Jun 2008 14:18:14 PDT

well life soooo complicated lol loving it

i am so (cuz kady said i had to lol) enter like a gagillion writing competions 1. cuz i didnt get the vogue thing and that made me cry... no joke and then 2. is just like cuz i have to lol

tommorow will be like incredible man cuuuuz me and kady be a going to nottingham and liiike going to see sandi thom!!!! I LOVE HER

SO

MUCH

i mean one amaizng voice two amazing music and three amazing lyrics like omg...

and cuz its in the weird place thats oh so tiny called the bodega academy (which im releaved to discover that HAHA its not in the most shady part of nottingham where like 3 people have been shot recently and me my mum and kady were like dont even look at the people) so basicallyt itys so small taht its like a 9.5 outta 10 chance or meeting sandi thom!! love it

annnnd then to woe of me comes maths revision and final maths test... yay...

BUT then i have like major things to oragnise for one about my life my self my mums work n w/e but i have had zis amazing idea yes of making a scrap book

BUT not just any scrap book

oh no

a scrap book full of the little tiny beatiful things and random things i love and itll be presented beautifully and when it is finished shall be kept forever itll have photos, bits from magasines stuff from computer LOADS OF STUFF and so many labels and beautiful thngs itll be like each page is a work of art... ill have post cards little things i write oh and dont worry for each page i do i shall take a photo and put up on here yesss lol itll be fab gorgous no heart renching...

I cant wait for 6th form... its gonna be like oh i dunno im dreading it at the same time dont ghet me wrong... but its just like independence and finally doing things that i deem worth doing

I need to write so much stufff like seriously i have so many ideas and like i just need to write stuff down.... so no good at remembering things man

HUMMMMM i cant stop playing the sims 2 lol I FUCKING LOVE IT

like soooooooooooooooooooo much

im trying to make this guy like the worlds greatest coook AND im half way there


I finished mister god this is anna and omg.... so sad i cannot believe but yeah its such a goooood book so worth reading every one!!!!


i feel kinda sad though

like all the time

i think its cuz
the excitment of simple thngs is just kinda fading i was chatting about it with kady itwas like yeah we dont look forward to boirthdays or christmas any more... i mean i do but its not the same and like... i think itsjuts that like 70% of me still wants to be running around pretending to be a wizard or witch or princess or adventurer or something... its like i dunno i think ill have to write a stary about little kids like bridge to terabithia or something

i wanna go to a castle... a really good one....


OMG its only a month till i go to TURKEY omg i so cannot wait i will have to put up like a gagillion photos of it i cant wait i really cant

very much looking forward to going to france and the 6th form induction days tooooooooooo




Life is so weird it seems like only yesterday that i was 7 and flying my kite up on the moors of derbyshire on boxing day with snow on the ground and my mum and dad holding hands and my grandma with one hand on my sholder doing a cliche "Oooh" and "Aaah" when ever i made the kite swirl or dip and bring it straight up again

those were th best years you know

really


I am going to be so different for 6th form... smart orginal induvidual boho chick with chic clothes and a note pad in her bag and ginger hair.. hopefully and a body to match the whole overall look thats right people i am going to loose some weight ok so i may not NEED to but i just want to be comfortable wearing almost anything and not covering up ALL the time and be afraid of people thinking horrible things... i just want some confidence...

SO i bought like this amazing ab work out thing that does kill your abs and its been a week and already able to tell a difference a lil bit

I got SO bad pms today unbelieveable like seriously i normally wouldnt put that but i sriosuly like almost blacked out in litchfeild and went white as anything and couldnt even speak cuz of the pain
and i go to my mum
seriosuly when i get to heaven im going to thottle god foir doing this stuff to women
and my mum went
ha ha you know its funny when i was trying to get ordained as a priest and i was having major difficulty and the world was in termoil over women priests iu prayed to god why couldnt jesus have been a woman and then my mum said that god had replied becuase I thought women had gone through enough
<... ]]> ~odile-locket http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/18831871/ http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/18831871/ Sat, 14 Jun 2008 03:33:40 PDT
]]> ~odile-locket http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/18724581/ http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/18724581/ Sun, 08 Jun 2008 04:19:27 PDT [x]=yes ~ [ ]=no
-------------------------------------------------
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes. all zee time, c'est tres 'orrible why you i friends with me i shall never knoooww
[x] I have many scars. lol all from when i was a babay.. cept like my parents are really good parents.. they just couldnt control me lol
[ ] I tan easily. ok i BURN easily
[X] I wish my hair was a different color. OMG
[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair colour. well they've never seen me as crazily blonde as i used to be and then my hair juust went like bronw and im like... but but why
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance. thats a given
[ ] I have/I've had braces. I WANT THEM
[ ] I wear glasses. DITTO
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. NO NO NO NO
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger. dont even go there
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings. im like (until recently) a pierced virgin man
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears. LOL no joking
[x] I have freckles.
[ ] I hate my dad.
[ ] I hate my mum.
[ ] I have a brother. want an older brother... then i could date his friends
[ ] I have a sister.
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[x] I've run away from home. it was only for a day when i was like 5
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday. im gonna be a soccer mom!!
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.
[x] I'm in school.
[x] I have a job. babysiytting... i have buisnes cards
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school. 4 weeks!!!
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[x] I failed more than 1 class last year. yeah like maths and science got a D and a U oh yeah
[x] I've stolen something from my job. i stole few hym book from choir... and communion waferss
[ ] I've been fired.
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation. like all the time
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I've peed from laughing. and from no im not carrying on
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something. my other hand!!! in art in year 8
[x] I've had my pants rip in public.
[x] I was born with a disease/impairment. astma and herticaria and most likly a dorment form of diabeteese
[ ] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[x] I've had my wisdom teeth removed. erm yeah one it ws like growing outta control
[x] I had a serious surgery. when i was 8 moths my lungs collasped and like yeah i nearly died of pneonia
[x] I've had chicken pox. and secondary chciken pox
[ ] I was born in a different country.
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day. like every summer holiday my rents are all lets got to crazy places
[x] I've been on a plane.
[x] I've been to Canada.
[x] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[x] I've been to Europe.
[x] I've been to Africa.
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star.
[x] I've seen a meteor shower.
[ ] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[x] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping. I WILL
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[x] I've crashed a car. been in one does that count?
[x] I've been Skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[x] I've seen the Northern lights. !!!!!!!!!
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I've played chicken. again when i was 5 what the hell
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.
[x] I'm single.
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have th... ]]> ~odile-locket http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/18457262/ http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/18457262/ Fri, 23 May 2008 03:06:42 PDT

hummmm

well i really don't know what I think
Just broke up for exam leave... and we had a big assembly and its prom today


its just i dunno

its the end of something that was so regular...

its like i could just leave now... like i could go get a crap job and get married (with my parents permission) have sex and a have a kid forget education and just live... if i wanted too

its like i coud just walk out on everything now

because school is officially over

and i don't NEED my gcse's

and i dunno i dunno i dunno

ive fallen out with alot of people too... a guy and my bessie mate in the entire world rachel....

but everyone else is cool lol

errm i just i dunno what to think

its like my whole life has been school school school

and now its not and doesn't have to be


and 6th will be sooooo different

just because i won't have the regularity and safty of being in a form as I have been for years

and we can't possibly hate 6th form because we dont have to do it

its out choice yeah we may not like it at times

but nothings stopping us from walking out or getting thrown out

and dont get me wrong

i can't wait to grow up but yet

revisiting my chilhood.. i dunno

see im closer to bringing another person into to the world now than i am my childhood and being a little kid

and i don't wanna be treated like a little kid

i just URGh i dunno i just dont want to leave evrything behind




and also high school the best years of your life

wel its not been THAT great and if thats as good as it gets i defo dont wanna grow up... i dunno i mean urgh!! i wanna grow up and live on my own and buy my own furniture and write all the time and work and visit book shops in london and go to big librarys underground and have my own vegetable patch and get MARRIED and have a kid but not a kid just to be pregnant.. and have a man love me... lie urgh i dunno i dunno i dunno




AND im soooooooooooooooooo worried about prom


















and taht ill turn up and peoiple will laugh at me or somthing and that ill just be on my own half the time and i dunno




and i amde this big video thing which is awesome but like









what if people say ahh why arent i on there or why is she on there SO MANY TIMES





wtf



i dunno i dunno

although the sleep over shuld be gut


and mister god this is anna is getting better and better



but im just worried that i wont have enough time for me



or will there be too much time now i dont need to be at school


i dunno i dunno i dunno




hmmmmmm

]]> ~odile-locket http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/17583354/ http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/17583354/ Sun, 30 Mar 2008 03:15:08 PDT
just got back from france like 5 hours ago... i got up lat and should be in church right now but like i walked over and wtf they were already singing the first hymn so im like fuck this ima going back to bed although ma mumas gonna kill ma guts and shoot me with a knife

france was cool... lonely and kinda annoying in the way that my panic cd was at home and i wasnt and it still hasnt arrived... i need to check that out acctally lol...

we're re-decorating the french house and we bought a new sink at porcelain and looks so old fashioned its gorgous... also out archetech dude omfg he is the coolest guy ever hes like 60 right and has very floppy hair and a HUGE moustache and he wears a shirt unbuttoned so far down you can see his chest hair, always dressing black, wears a hat like terry pratchet and NEVER TAKES OFF HIS LEATHER TROUSERS!!! lol hes so random and hes got a very good dry sense of hummour too his name is *Monsieur Christian Jallais* wiz eez leazer pantalons

we went to the beach on the one good day of the week (for the rest is was like buckets of cats and dogs and a few horses aswell) and i went climbing over the boulders as per usual but cuz the se was out the bpulders stretched out for like 2 miles and they're very difficult to climb but for the sae of photography and your pleasure i climbed them and grazed both elbos and my cheek lol dont even ask and got the stoy sea smashing into the rocks

i went to oceanopolis like THE best aquarium in the world apart from the one on stanley island in vancouver and they just gota new sea turtle and i got some fab shots of him... and a few shots of seals and weird looking fish... ill probs make a collage lend thingy to show them all at the same time

the journey back was eventful
we got the ferry but due to the high winds andrough sea we couldnt dock for 3 hours so we got back at 11 last night instead of eight, the drive back was razy too listened to thud as an audio book whoch was good "WHERES MY COW IS THAT MY COW NO ITS A HIPPOPOTAMUS IS THAT MY COW MY COW GOES MOO WHERES MY COW" read by that dude whos very cool... great voice sounds a bit like the doctor was in blackadder with rowan atkinson he was baldrik i canne think of eez name sacre blue... oh well yes hes cool and any way the rain was just pouring down and now the weather is so sarcastic lol as if the moement i get home it stops raining!!!

any way yeh so s'all cool

i wrote alot on the holiday too
and i realised how much i love kate bush
which message to kady you will too i will play you so many times till you scream lol

oh yeh speakin of kady she be cumin over like monday as in tommorow ad that be cool for sleep over me hope we sit talking for 2 hours with feet in sink yes?

oh monday will be shit in the day though uz i be haffin hmwrk and my stupid vogue thing its driving me mad now its been a bit hectic. least iv done my fench wrk...

the sun is streaming through the window and im quite warm... i didnt sleep well last night.. ive been dreaming all week... mostly of canada i miss it so much... i mean like the whole place around BC (british columbia) has amazing names... native american names that reminiss of the whole scenery one of my favorotes being "Clayoquot Sound" when i said itwas just rachel and her family that i missed... i was wrong... theres a feeling of canada like clean freash frozen mountain springs that are almost crunchy with ice and air that hurts when you breathe in a foprests so tall and red that look like cathedrals in all their splendour and the waterfalls and the mountains, like you feel as if when you lie down on the earth you can the earth beating like a heart thats alive and has seen more and grown old and wise over time like the pacha mama of mother earth and the native americans vices echoing through the valleys and the heat in the summer and the dryness of the dust in complete contrast with the snow capped mountains and the sea.... there was this place... my fav place in the world... on the beach at vancouver thats scattered with drift wood from the logging going on there... and theres a long feild besides the beach and everynight when we were in canada we walked down there from vst and atched the sunset... myparents of kissing on bench or holding hands or sumothing but me... i climed the huge anchour statue and sat on the very top for an hour until the pink and orange of the sky faded into inky blue and the lights of vancouver over the sea reflected in the water and behind it grousse mountain and its lights in restuarant at the summit visble and the forests filled with sounds of hungry animals and the air is still dry even at night... during oput stay there there was huge fireworks competion and every night for a month we had different fireworks from different countires of course china won... and on the last night... ]]> ~odile-locket http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/17270918/ http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/17270918/ Mon, 10 Mar 2008 12:50:31 PDT
saw panic at the disco last night


i think every one thought i was a freak for hw hyper iv been about it but omg

i mean comon ther like literally my 3rd fav band E V E R


and brendon urie is like my 2nd fav guy in the world lol (first being david tennant)(thrid Orlando Bloom)(4th Billie Joe armstrong)(5th johnny depp)(6th Heath ledger....rip)(Pete wentz)(gerade way...)(cedric from hp4....omg...) LOL

ok just to prove my point on brendom being like amazingly sexy here is pic
[link]


ohit was just amazing and he smiled at me lol

and its was just oh lol i think i over spent on merchandise though two posters and two tshirts

next weekend might be sleepin at gemmas

im just on such a high from the concert

iv also completely lost my apopetite since it as well


and water seems to taste so of way more than it used to but yeh

oh lol.........................



rigth what else


yeh i mean life is weird and i dunno

one of my fav people at church had a stroke

im doing this vogue competition and tahts just fantastic... doing one bit about my grandma when she was in africa got so much to do


should be revising atm lol



i want to play on the sims


lol im such a child lol


ok i g2g properly lol

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

]]> ~odile-locket http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/17101737/ http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/17101737/ Thu, 28 Feb 2008 11:55:08 PST I can still remember
How that music used to make me smile.
And I knew if I had my chance
That I could make those people dance
And, maybe, they’d be happy for a while.

But february made me shiver
With every paper I’d deliver.
Bad news on the doorstep;
I couldn’t take one more step.

I can’t remember if I cried
When I read about his widowed bride,
But something touched me deep inside
The day the music died.

So bye-bye, miss american pie.
Drove my chevy to the levee,
But the levee was dry.
And them good old boys were drinkin’ whiskey and rye
Singin’, "this’ll be the day that I die.
"this’ll be the day that I die."

Did you write the book of love,
And do you have faith in God above,
If the Bible tells you so?
Do you believe in rock ’n roll,
Can music save your mortal soul,
And can you teach me how to dance real slow?

Well, I know that you’re in love with him
`cause I saw you dancin’ in the gym.
You both kicked off your shoes.
Man, I dig those rhythm and blues.

I was a lonely teenage broncin’ buck
With a pink carnation and a pickup truck,
But I knew I was out of luck
The day the music died.

I started singin’,
"bye-bye, miss american pie."
Drove my chevy to the levee,
But the levee was dry.
Them good old boys were drinkin’ whiskey and rye
And singin’, "this’ll be the day that I die.
"this’ll be the day that I die."

Now for ten years we’ve been on our own
And moss grows fat on a rollin’ stone,
But that’s not how it used to be.
When the jester sang for the king and queen,
In a coat he borrowed from james dean
And a voice that came from you and me,

Oh, and while the king was looking down,
The jester stole his thorny crown.
The courtroom was adjourned;
No verdict was returned.
And while lennon read a book of marx,
The quartet practiced in the park,
And we sang dirges in the dark
The day the music died.

We were singing,
"bye-bye, miss american pie."
Drove my chevy to the levee,
But the levee was dry.
Them good old boys were drinkin’ whiskey and rye
And singin’, "this’ll be the day that I die.
"this’ll be the day that I die."

Helter skelter in a summer swelter.
The birds flew off with a fallout shelter,
Eight miles high and falling fast.
It landed foul on the grass.
The players tried for a forward pass,
With the jester on the sidelines in a cast.

Now the half-time air was sweet perfume
While the sergeants played a marching tune.
We all got up to dance,
Oh, but we never got the chance!
`cause the players tried to take the field;
The marching band refused to yield.
Do you recall what was revealed
The day the music died?

We started singing,
"bye-bye, miss american pie."
Drove my chevy to the levee,
But the levee was dry.
Them good old boys were drinkin’ whiskey and rye
And singin’, "this’ll be the day that I die.
"this’ll be the day that I die."

Oh, and there we were all in one place,
A generation lost in space
With no time left to start again.
So come on: jack be nimble, jack be quick!
Jack flash sat on a candlestick
Cause fire is the devil’s only friend.

Oh, and as I watched him on the stage
My hands were clenched in fists of rage.
No angel born in hell
Could break that satan’s spell.
And as the flames climbed high into the night
To light the sacrificial rite,
I saw satan laughing with delight
The day the music died

He was singing,
"bye-bye, miss american pie."
Drove my chevy to the levee,
But the levee was dry.
Them good old boys were drinkin’ whiskey and rye
And singin’, "this’ll be the day that I die.
"this’ll be the day that I die."

I met a girl who sang the blues
And I asked her for some happy news,
But she just smiled and turned away.
I went down to the sacred store
Where I’d heard the music years before,
But the man there said the music wouldn’t play.

And in the streets: the children screamed,
The lovers cried, and the poets dreamed.
But not a word was spoken;
The church bells all were broken.
And the three men I admire most:
The father, son, and the holy ghost,
They caught the last train for the coast
The day the music died.

And they were singing,
"bye-bye, miss american pie."
Drove my chevy to the levee,
But the levee was dry.
And them good old boys were drinkin’ whiskey and rye
Singin’, "this’ll be the day that I die.
"this... ]]> ~odile-locket http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/17057743/ http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/17057743/ Mon, 25 Feb 2008 13:16:30 PST A melody I start but can't complete

Listen to the sound from deep within
Its only beginning to find release

Ohh the time has come for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own, all 'cause you won't listen


Listen
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried
To say whats on my mind
You should have known
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what
You've made of me
I followed the voice, you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own
You should have listened

There was someone here inside
Someone I thought had died
So long ago
Oh I'm screaming out
And my dreams will be heard
They will not be pushed Aside or turned
Into your own

All 'cause you won't listen


Listen
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried
To say whats on my mind
You should have known
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what
You've made of me
I followed the voice, you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own
You should have listened

I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't, if you won't

Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start, but I will complete

Now I am done believing you
You don't know not what I am feeling
I'm more than what you've made of me
I followed the voice you think you gave to me

But now I got to find my own - my own

]]> ~odile-locket http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/16927496/ http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/16927496/ Sun, 17 Feb 2008 10:24:52 PST
I'm breathing deeper than I've ever done

And it sure feels good to finally feel the way I do

I wanna love somebody, love somebody like you.

And I'm letting go of all my lonely yesterdays

I've forgiven myself for the mistakes I've made

Now theres just one thing, the only thing I wanna do

I wanna love somebody, love somebody like you

Yeah I wanna feel the sunshine shining down on me and you

When you put your arms around me

You let me know theres nothing in this world I can't do

I used to run in circles going no where fast

I'd take one step forward and look two steps back

I couldn't walk a straight line even if I wanted to

I wanna love somebody, love somebody like you

Yeah I wanna feel the sunshine shining down on me and you

When you put your arms around me

Well baby there ain't nothing in this world I can't do

Sometimes it's hard for me to understand

But you're teaching me to be a better girl

I don't want to take this life for granted like I used to do

I wanna love somebody, love somebody like you


Hey I wanna love you baby

]]> ~odile-locket http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/16738674/ http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/16738674/ Tue, 05 Feb 2008 12:56:57 PST



well im cool now well not


my fav french relatives died....


Aunt jaquline of altzhymers (OK W/E on the spelling) and uncle rene sared himself and died a few wweeks later because he couldnt live without her




im ok thioughh isshshshhhh







iu think i hate most things about my life... no just a lot of people in my life i just ont know


OMG my fav song just came on

"in love with you
switch ma hips now
pack it up now
work it up now
grab m ashoulder
take it lower
to the floor now!!!"

oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oih oh oh!!!



pic it up now yall




any way uyeah




loadsa coolo stuff happening alot o' stuf wit kady n tog so excitment much baby yeah im gettin in the mood now baby ntake me there wanna see ya move now everybody DANCE



i think iv fallen out with everyone though
one time two time we go



oh yeah

sexual or waht


im gonna go now aCCTUAL;LY I DUINNO





woahcaps locks


















BTW the song was the Hook up by Britney spears down load it if ur my friend!!!!

]]> ~odile-locket http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/16568346/ http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/16568346/ Fri, 25 Jan 2008 15:20:26 PST

life is this random abnormal thing full of hate n love and terrible things but that heal in the end

and maybe tis turning over and over in our darkness will lead into some marvelous light, so bright we have o shade out eyes and look away, but cant because we're consumed by it and are safe

i feel this deep tiredness and sadness when i breathe in like over my diaphram, and though I be happy and excited about:
to go see sweeneytodd
youth council weekend
seeing wendy fletcher (racgels mum)
this revison french day thing
the mystery play cast meeting
robin hoodworld record attempt
Panic at the disco <3


but like... i really I just cant believe how effected I was when I found out... stuff and I just cant get my head around any of it...

and like heath ledger: hes such an awesome guy and him in a knights tale seriously added alot to my love of the middle ages and stuffto put i my book and...now hes dead wtf...

the elephant man... maybe its hormonal or sumat but i cried soooo much after reading about him and i know nothing iv ever experienced can ever measure anywhere near how people treated him, but in primary school... i dunno i just feel like i can relate a tinsy bit to it, like i did to quasimodo... not that i look deformed i have a normal boring face but I just was treated liean outkast for being out spoken about my beliefs knowledge and personality and well memories and my own house!!! andlike i hardly ever took people back to my house because they told all of them and then well the rest is history and i probs shudt even be putting my feelings outlike this at all cuz like i dunno it makes me sound sooo full of myself or summat i dunno

yeh i dunoo thats it

school seems to be ok... not as stressed as i was


am abit about the exams but thats normal i geuss and i probs shud start revising or summat but they seem so far away..............

and i feel likei dunno like evry one hates me for crying the other and im sorry if i just keep going from extreme to extremes and i am happy totally happy fine infact and excited but just... sadened by how people have made the world... and it shouldnt be like this!!! people should never be discrimated agianst for being who they are and beingoutspoken about, and not even that it just ebing known that they are and they get beat up or made fun of or anything like that... now i sound like im writing a protest or a sob story or summat

im not im just...yeah

it feels like its the quiet before the storm... I know something huge is coming I jut dont know what t is yet...

thats it...

so yeah!!!
~ x ~

]]> ~odile-locket http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/16417050/ http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/16417050/ Tue, 15 Jan 2008 12:38:27 PST

i feel contented...
and troubled yet
nothing goes according to plan

I feel inspired... atm by everything thats just since friday and oh i do iv thought of so much to write sing draw edit about lol...


and i should grasp life by the hair and shake it and shout singing I LOVE YOU LIFE

but only because you only get one chance really

School:Going well
Freinds:All better and getting amazing
Love Life:AMAZING LOL (NO JOKE)

hmmm i like it





]]> ~odile-locket http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/16274335/ http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/16274335/ Sat, 05 Jan 2008 17:38:56 PST
one is that i dotn belive home is where the heart is because i believe that everyone has like physical mental spiritual spontanous birth places

and two i believe that where your treasure it there is your heart (also a song by iona) however its true not treasure as in money and gold but what you care about and are most passionate about thats is your treasure

so taking all that away from the title would equal i am back in my house

which is true

been away on holiday and am back

still stressed

still dont feel christmasssy


howvere had a WONDERFUL TIME in tennerife
top 5:
One:trhe dolphins: omg we went for my new year present kinda thing on a dolphin trip where you could swim and eat on this yatch thing (swim in the sea) and they'd take you to sea whales n dolphins. I got some amazing footage of dolphins on my video camera and i mean seriopusly amazing cuz the boat was like a raise platform like a doher and had netting across between as well as the main boyd oif the boat, i was sat on the netting with my feet ahnging over the edge with my video camera litterally feat away from the dolphins. the whales were cool too except like one of them spouted on my hand and omg it was white and fishy also this canadian lady was there too and we talked for ages about education, tennerife and travel as well as religion and basic history

two: The jungle park: ok that was err alright did it on a wim cuz we were bored but omg they had red pandas and hippos and that was cool but the besyt bit was this thing called jungle raid which goes on for a mile!!!! its basically an obstical coursze through the trees n if it were in england would sooooooooo not get past health n safty

three: swimming: i spent literally a whole morning that 4 hours swimming on my own not even overlooked except by a wayy and trees and plants in a private and deep pool to do as i whished and of course being the child that i am at heart pretended i had a tail and swan like a mermaid and twirled and did hand stands underwater flips n allsorts whoch i learned when i did syncornised swimmign

four: new year which althopugh was spent at home with parents and a glass of champagne we sat out on the balchomny with candels and watched litterall about 5-6 firework displays across the valley then to the harbour then to the neighbopuring island

five: on new years eve i saw a shooting star
but i didnt make a whish because although i do believe that it would have come true i also believe that anything i whish for would mean effecting free will and im sorry but u know lesson of bruce almighty n all that but on a serious note i could not think of anything that i didnt already have a loving family, a roof over my head food on the table amaizng friends good TV n music n film n books and my writing and my dreams and photography n film making n design n my whole life ahead of me what more do i need or want to ask fo a shootng star that shouldnt be burdened with the bad things that peple want

5 bad things about the holiday:
one: i saw a HUGE coach roach
two: my bed had a blanket n sheet on whoich i dont like n i kept on waking up with just a blanket on-me no likey

three:the whole whale spout thing i mean kinda cool in areally fishy kinda way

four: this stupid book im reading i mean this dude is so pretenous

five: ok u see this dude thor summat was the first person see that the inca temples, pyramids and shapes of the canarian pyramids are all linked together and i all i can say is yes wake up world i mean is it just me or is it so obvious that they would be linked and wouldnt spontanously be the same thing the egytians strted it all off and traded with other parts of masadonia and of course south america and the pyramid was passed on however it is such an obvious link any way because every tradition hales the triangle and the circle . the triangle is the trinity it is an eternal thing and is shaped like the mountains, is also one of easiest shapes to build whilst using less bricks trhat will reach higher to the sky to worship the gods and oit of cousre was thought that the gods were up because all good things and bad things come from the sky such as rain and this dude was meant to be a revoloutionary i mean ok it IS cool that he traveled around the world in a reed boat call Ra but thats where it ends i figured that they were all loinked when i was aboput seven when we studied the egyptians and the aztecs the shapes were obviously linked but then thar stops there he thinks that thats all the connetions that can be made throughout the wghole triangle matter well if hed cared to look further into history then he would realise that the pyramids were also used i... ]]> ~odile-locket http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/16061798/ http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/16061798/ Sun, 23 Dec 2007 16:25:20 PST
yeh so im up late as usual and tomorow is xmas eve... still dont feel xmassy... well i spose i do i oh i dunno its so close though its scary...

went to go see st trinians and mg... so many refernces to mr darcy with ruppert everett and oh it was amzing

me n tog had fun with our ginger bread house... we stuck the walls together with peanut butter n blue icing and it contains a very naughty snowman

i think im slightly tipsy after having 4 glasses of sherry and toms just been on web cam and oh i dont wanna talk about it

today was kinda cool in trhe way that i made an awesome xmas cake

tommorow will be good because i can do the turkey n oh yes turket turkey turkey n call me a freak but i love it sooooo much not turkey i mean its good but preparing it i have no idea i just love it like i dunno it rox ok?

xmas should be good cept my dad just told me that he hates dvd games all of them and that sucks cuz part of his present is a LOTR dvd game... read one of the labels on one of my pressies and it was all whats black n sticky so im thinking gluey armstrong? which of course is louis armstrong n its shaped like a CD YAY so thats cool *i see trees of green red roses too i see them bloom for me n you n i say to ma self what a wonderful worl yes i say to ma self ooohhh what a wonderful world ooooooohhhhhhhhhhhh yyyyyyeeeeeeaaaaaaahhhhhhh* and also i asked from my grandma that i could have a book about the worlds greatest tree houses and omg that should be amazing cuz i just love trees... and a house in a tree for me>? why thank yee but yeh so thats cool

i hope everyone liked ther pressies i hand piucked them from my gift tree.. i know talking about the trees again

i am currently waering my blue n white striped long johns and my william shakespeare t shit with a picture of william himself and the words
"our remidies oft in ourselves to lie" which of course means the way of solving the problem you already have with in you so yes the fact that i dont feel christmassy will make be made up and "remidied" by myself

and omg wathced MARIE ANTOUNETE with that lady in it kirsten dunst love her shes v cool and its amazing with rock music in the background and oh versialle.. i want to live there... with the farm house and oh the french renaisance i would so have done well back then the whoe corset cleavage big lacey dress volumised hair and exsessive jewelry oh so me n besides i so rock the whole vencian look MRS casonova all the way hear that david see you xmkas day with kylie... who is awesome n oh david said shes beautiful in every way oh yes get it... i meant for me... not her i quite like kylies music n neighbours so david dig? ok well maybe not besides hes a silly mon any way i mean he piucs up skulls in churches n is overly sexual in every thing hes in and im serious about that btw oh bit i should stop talking about him... besides i may be disapionted if i met him and i know so many womnderul people so forget him lozz hes nott he man for you..

Im kinda pissed because i wanst part of my choir today at church and watched from the side lines and i dunno if i like it like that well i supose i enjoyed the rest and i chose not to be in it but i felt so left out and alone and i dunno like i was disobeying god or somthing by refusing to do my duty and i didnt get the solo and i would so have got that high not that the woman who did it didnt but nerves get the better of me i care way to much about what others say i geuss

was just listening to dude looks like a lady and am disgusted by the fact that he says "do me do me do me DO ME"

jsut downloaded the st trinians sound track oh i love it too much

"DEFENDERS OF ANARCHY"

btw in case yal wondering where my whole friends music stuff has gone im sick of how long it makes my page

oh my gosh my days are gettin longer
another excert from the soundtrack btw

oh collin firth







and the wet shirt....


oh yes

MERRY CHRISTMAS

btw im not a frak or anything

collin firth a true gentlemen
has high regards for wobbely bits
and thinks we're quite perfect just the way we are
and its far to high and mighty
but loves us...
UNTIL THE END ST TRINIANS
sorry
but yes hes wonderful in every way

wow i swear i just talk about men in these things

well i mean they are wonderful *slapps self round face*
sorry

uhoh we're in trouble
(st strinians...)

but yeh so thanks fro readin all this lol

christmas whishes
love
Lauren Odile de Pomerai
xxx[x]xxx

]]> ~odile-locket http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/14555433/ http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/14555433/ Wed, 12 Dec 2007 13:49:10 PST Hey I'm odile-locket most people call me Lozz note 2 Zs!!!i am so random lol i live in walton, lived in canada for a bit i'm really world oriented (make poverty History)& luv pissin around n shit im a christian! im really intrested in writing (stories songs poems w/e) photography films and singing (in the shower lol) lol but i mean i dont even know what to talk about now... isnt it funny how life can turn into something so fantastic and wibbly wobbely and like how times passes on a timy wimy basis so my life is wibbly wobbly timmy wimmy...and if u want me i'll probably be talking to some hobo in burton or birmingham or derby where ever or ill be the hobo with the dog and the top hat and the beard that drages on the floor so u'll be like hey lozz and ill be like hey look i do have a house ok i just dont use it cuz i like the street cuz people throw money at you so i spit on them and sleep in peoples newspapers plus i like smelling of off cider

X-x [♡Music♡] x-X
Fall Out Boy♡The Who♡Green day♡Blink 182♡the Offspring♡My chemical Romance♡System of a down♡delta goodrem♡beyoncé (cause she can sing lol)♡ Pink floyd♡the beach boys♡Lustra♡sum 41♡ the beatles♡genisis♡yfriday♡tittu s♡ Panic! at the disco♡Andrew wk♡simple plan♡Feeder♡fightstar♡son of dork♡Queen♡Stephanie Mcintosh♡bowling for soup ♡free faller♡lost prophets♡NORAH JONES♡ Presidents of the united states of america♡Tenacious D♡Good charlote♡Frank sinatra♡Hanson♡lady smith balck mambazo♡ paul simon♡Sandi thom♡myra♡natasha bedingfeilds♡helen shapiro♡the archies♡the animals♡the monkees♡hermans hermits♡roger miller♡mary hopkin♡disney soundtrack♡weird al yonkavic♡tom lehrer♡flander and swann♡that song from hitchhikerguide2thegalaxy so long n thanks 4 all the fish pmsl♡musicals♡Monty Python♡Nina Simone♡Danny Kaye♡Moody Blues♡Motorhead♡ T H E C L A S H ♡Bonzo Dog band♡Don Mclean♡ AVRIL LAVIGNE ♡Jennifer Hudson♡Weird al yonkavic♡Natilie Cole♡

★♡fav past times♡★
writing: books, poems, songs...anything really from summat really poetic to summat about hobos or sheep and mushrooms theres a sad one below its ok not ma best by any means but its good if ur feelin sad and need something to give you hope Singing: along or makin up on the spot thats kinda fun Makin movies: omg i love makin movies!!! like in general

♥
Maybe this life isnt just as simple as we think Fradgile of coarse but never simple
heart ache is the worst thing
love is only love if you give some back
love is for you (from me)
heart ache is just that so leave it be
i love the rain...
and when the leaves drift orange off the trees and theres the smell of fireworks in the air and all you can think about is apples and long walks through forests filled with mounds of leaves
I love the rain because being in it is the closest thing, apart from being under water or being in a waterfall, to feeling free in a world so ful of hate and money that finding joy in the simplest of things and knowing that that same joy has not only been felt by this generatiomn but generations for thousands of year previous to this day
and age know you are free peace peace in the depths of the earth
if you forgot today and I died tonight could you forgive yourself tommorow

Things you never knew about me
Well i am acctually a secret movie/TV star you see i'm in alot of adverts and movies but you never see my face i have played many roles including: the man on E4 skipping down the road coverd in posit notes- daleks- im driving the car that surfs on the sea- Nessie in the loch ness monster- u gotta switch closet dude(obv alot of makeup involved)- i play great uncle bulgaria in the wombles- the killer rabbit in the holy grail- the Kraken in POTC- Fluffy the 3 headed dog- Aslan in Narnia- the moose in the electric six music video- Flower's voice when he was young in bambi- the ghost of christmas yet to come in the muppets christams carol- littlest clanger- the beaver in lady and the tramp- and last but by no means least one of mice in bagpuss (along with sarah) "we will find it we will find it we will make it like new new new we will fix it every little bit of it we will make it like new new new"

News:
Hey my darlings!!!
Yeh im kinda err well theres mocks n shit but theres xmas and well this weekend shall be like awesome because me n are havin a sleep over so im v excited lol and erm then on saturday we're gonna go see enchanted with alex wd n tog im so excited lol and then more mocks... grrr i mean most r ok but french this writt... ]]> ~odile-locket http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/14395395/ http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/14395395/ Wed, 29 Aug 2007 12:54:04 PDT
Yep ive been away to france so yeh that was kinda cool... it seems the last week of the summer hols has gone wayyyyyy to quickly whoch is scary im still heart broke of coarse but what can i say? i mean i dont reckon this void will be healed ever but you know i do try lol my comp is seriously making a snail look fast aww bless i didnt mean it comp u rock but yeh i think im getting a new comp for my b'day whci is november 9th the party already coming together (in my head) and it'll rock i have found an illustrator for my book and those who read it on here first will be getting sigmed copies and i mean that! they can send the book to me ill sign it and send back itll be awesome guys speaking of books ice mark fans! look it up yes thats right peeps i cant believe i found people that have read it that i didnt force to read it! lol its an awesome club with info about the film omg omg omg omg omg lol ok ok calm down *ahem* i have already personalised my school bag so that saves me a job (for those who dont know me personally i have to decorate everything i mean take a look at my room! its covered in adverts posters and postit notes NOT JOKING) year 11 means prom year so thats amzing already lukin for my dress i know its sad but its the only time peeps at school will see me in a dress and it has to say the right things about me you know? if anybody gets word of a panic at the disco concert in england ditto with fall out boy tell me instantly cuz like i need to go!!!!! OMG i cant believe it Ladysmith black mambazo is playing in derby assembly rooms in november OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE THEM! But yeh i mean read all ma new stuff i have so much to put on here lol its crazy theres a pile of all the decent stuff ive written besides my comp and waitin to be released like ships onto the sea

i think its really cool the fact that i will write here and people will read it its like i dunno but thats for showing you care about my rantings lol i mean i rant on a bit about shit like hobos and stuff speaking of which watch out for ode to a hobo i wrote it and took the pic as well its so funny! LMAO

all my love

Lozz xxx~x~xxx


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P E A C E O U T

]]> ~odile-locket http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/13953667/ http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/13953667/ Tue, 31 Jul 2007 09:08:52 PDT
theres something so free and special about water itself, the giver of life

which is why waterfalls are so incredible and rivers and rapids and lakes and streams and the sea

but one of the most incredible things is that with rain you can't see where it comes from

its like a suspended waterfall on high in the sky that you cannot see no matter how far you look
and you cant help but wonder is that the end of the rainbow, the skies above with the earth beneath that fills and floods and destroys and brings forth new life in all its wonder and power and majesty

it seems to be this intense feeling that you have in the rain your either histerical in laughter and dancing around and singing singing in the rain *what a glorious feeling I'm happy again* or you're crying and heartbroken and your world seems to have ended and the rain is pouring down and you make up is running like in MIB 2 that dude says to that chick "its raining because you're crying*

But yet in this modern and superfical world, a generation propelling forward with technology and that most people are more worried about getting inside because their hair will go frizzy...

It seems that the world has some how lost its way

The fact that this generation IS propelling forward is of coarse a break through and the technology is fantastic yet you cant help but wonder if theres this much technology just for playing music (one of the most incredible and life changing things on this planet) then there must be advances in other technological appliances, computers and weapons... The latter scares me slightly due to the fact that this fantastic technology is being used as common knoledge in weapons and theres still alot of political friction between countries that you begin to wonder how much time have we got left and then you wonder is it the machines that will destroy us? a great man once said "I do not know what world war III will be like but world war IIII will be faught with sticks and stones...

Then of coarse why are we concentrating on giving the west technology when the third world are bearly breathing never mind getting an 80GB Video Ipod (Even if I do want one)

Listen to me now before its too late
We are the future and unless we take a stand and gives those who cannto speak voices those who have little strength alliances and those with dictaroship countires freedom then we can save this earth that we love and were born and will die on the place of our fathers and our forfathers and the home to out children

When I was in Africa, It was dry the whole time except for one day when it rianed and people were rushing out of the shanti towns and into the plains with buckets and they were dancing and laughing and praising God

Take joy in the rain it is one of the many things in this world that is free...



]]> ~odile-locket http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/13910163/ http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/13910163/ Sat, 28 Jul 2007 05:24:32 PDT
and then we went out for lunch and i luk out the car window on the way back and saw KL and his bitch and i was like yeh so me n KL so arent meeting up today then!

but omg tomorw will be so slow cuz the bishop is cummin and ill probs swear infront of him agen! shit! oh no must stop

but then MONDAY omg me n saz alton towers dude! FYI thats SONGELN
but yeh and that'll be good but then after that there will be like nothing 2 do

i wanna have a sleep over with other peeps but like i havent got any numbers for any one so thats bad

i swear nobody even reads this anyway so im just gonna stop...

but yeh kk bye x

If you too (like me) are feeling low
read this:
(its my fave things to read when im low its really good but you have to belive its true otherwise liek you wont care)

One night I dreamt I was walking along the beach with the Lord. The scenes from my life flashed across the sky.

In each scene I noticed footprints in the sand. Sometimes there were two sets of footprints, other times there was one only.

This bothered me because I noticed that during the low periods of my life, when I was suffering from anguish, sorrow or defeat, I could see only one set of footprints, so I said to the Lord,

“You promised me Lord,
that if I followed you, you would walk with me always. But I have noticed that during the most trying periods of my life there has only been one set of footprints in the sand. Why, when I needed you most, have you not been there for me?”

The Lord replied, “The years when you have seen only one set of footprints the years of anguish and hurt those times, were when I carried you.”



yeh i know ur probs not a christian but I think this could apply to any one imgaine the "lord" as you friends and how in a spiritual and emotional sense they carried you

But i do i believe in it and oh its just amzing when you think of it like that

thank you xxx

]]> ~odile-locket http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/13780822/ http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/13780822/ Wed, 18 Jul 2007 10:48:30 PDT
i mean i swear i can move easier and i dont even want to listen to sad songs any more and theres iceland tommorow and my SISTER sarah seriuous thank you so much i mean thinking about all the shit uv done for me seriously tears well up in my eyes...

any way and like its so weird because now all thats gone I have totally run out of creativity i mean getting rid of that stuff seriously takes it out of you and this year has been so bad and also because its been so bad and busy ive havent had time for me or my friends or anytime at all and it just takes it outta me and so i feel so uncreative so soz if theres like nothoing on here even though i dont have to time to upload old stuff which takes a lot littler time than writing new stuff

but i dunno i still feel hopeless but just nutral hopless not omg i wanna die but just seeing how quickly life goes by and i havent been caught up in the moment for ages

and everythings becoming so academic that lifes just been sucked out so now i just feel like the this boring every day person instead of the bubbly creative person that i am

and i swear every one has a boyfriend so i dunno i hope icelnad goes ok though

im petrified of people seeing me in a swim suit

i just hope people wont be nasty

i feel so bad about pushing amy gauld down
ok on one hand im so happy that i stood up for what i believe in and because of all that ive let go of stuff but also the fact that she wasnt really worth it and im not mad at her but shes been needin a good slap for ages but still i dunno i think its a good thing and ive never ever done anything like that before so that freaked me out a bit

and recently ive been so selfish but i geuss being heart broken makes you selfish because you can bearly breathe and you hate everything about yourself

but like now i feel really chilled

obv excited n worried about iceland

but yeah i think its all good

and when im not away on holiday i know that im gonna get some well deserved rest and see all my friends many times...

yeah its not perfect but its me and at the moment im more than happy to live for now and just be me now that ive let go and rediscover who i am and what made me like i am

thank you

and i think that im so lucky to be able to do or be anything like i am right now in this moment and i wont write about heart ache at least until after christmas

omg CHRISTMAS

cant wait

but yeh livin in the now

soz

lol

but its amazing

thank you

]]> ~odile-locket http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/13718763/ http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/13718763/ Fri, 13 Jul 2007 09:34:17 PDT
alas dear friends this isn't the time and place to be alive and I only hope I live through these moments of pain... him and her... the infamous him and her that taunt every person thats ever felt heart broken... then you find out they've had sex and your heart is broken into to pieces so small that need an atomic microscope to view them...
and before that moment you thought you were dying until now when you realise that anything can be better better than this moment and you're horrifed to look at yourself in the mirror

its funny isnt it

how life can be so painful when there are such wonderful people in yourlife and all you seem to do is hurt them because your mind is so all over the place you find yourself screaming just so's he'll look at you once...

life is this intricatly beautiful balance, that can come crashing down at any moment

and all you can do is wait for that gaping hole inside of you, the one thats only visible by the hurt in your eyes even when your smiling... that that gaping hole will one day be filled

but rest in that memory my child that you have hope and you dont need a miracle because you yourself are the miracle

even when your eye liners run
your hair is greasy
you're wearing baggy clothes
and are walking around the house wrapped in your duvet

well thats what I keep telling myself at any rate

]]> ~odile-locket http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/13658322/ http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/13658322/ Sun, 08 Jul 2007 12:18:43 PDT unbelieveably crap lol
NOW EVERY ONE MUST READ LOCKET RECENT BECAUSE IF U DONT I WILL HUNT YOU DOWN AND KICK YOUR ASS
kapiche?

lol
hum but yeh im so not very well at the moe
and notice how funny its is that i have the goat and the boat lol but yes i am so depressed at the moe so if you read the thing about living in the rain ull be like omg lozz im so sorry gimme a hug
and ill be like kk
but its so depressing

oh well i will indeed get over it but none the less i am ill so thats just adding to the whole thing
but even though i am depressed
i am still a llama


listen up JT PEOPLE
on the 12th we need to boook the HP5 tickets????????????????????????
so thats like people then we need to all go and be like ha ha i saw ur wand and ur kissing a scotish chick when shes meant to be chinese

i am dumbldore

obv

lol
oooooooh and we must get like huge bags of popcorn and be like omg VALUMART IS HERE

but yes this is my very cool journal thing that you have been reading

i am brendon urie :sociable:

]]> ~odile-locket http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/13654365/ http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/13654365/ Sun, 08 Jul 2007 03:50:49 PDT unbelieveably crap lol
NOW EVERY ONE MUST READ LOCKET RECENT BECAUSE IF U DONT I WILL HUNT YOU DOWN AND KICK YOUR ASS
kapiche?

lol
hum but yeh im so not very well at the moe
and notice how funny its is that i have the goat and the boat lol but yes i am so depressed at the moe so if you read the thing about living in the rain ull be like omg lozz im so sorry gimme a hug
and ill be like kk
but its so depressing

oh well i will indeed get over it but none the less i am ill so thats just adding to the whole thing
but even though i am depressed
i am still a llama


listen up JT PEOPLE
on the 12th we need to boook the HP5 tickets????????????????????????
so thats like people then we need to all go and be like ha ha i saw ur wand and ur kissing a scotish chick when shes meant to be chinese

i am dumbldore

obv

lol
oooooooh and we must get like huge bags of popcorn and be like omg VALUMART IS HERE

but yes this is my very cool journal thing that you have been reading

]]> ~odile-locket http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/13551698/ http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/13551698/ Sat, 30 Jun 2007 12:36:01 PDT

ok listen up k rite so jack is like the friegen face of Bo i mean who saw that comming and the doctor has a mobile so hes gonna need to get credit and OMFG
THE TITANIC

ok so lets see then Leornado dicaprio and kate winslet and David tennant
"ill never let go jack"
*tardis noise*
"oops sorry was i interupting? sorry about that oh crap i dropped my sonic screw driver"
*jack drifts down through the deep*
"oh isnt he nice hes gone to go get it"
*Rose shakes head in shame jumps off door and into hovering tardis*
"what is this a retard ship"
"no its a TARDIS not a retardis god so where too BARCELONA?"

]]> ~odile-locket http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/13485227/ http://odile-locket.deviantart.com/journal/13485227/ Mon, 25 Jun 2007 12:28:52 PDT
A N D I D I E D T O N I G H T

could you ever forgive yourself tommorow?

]]> ~odile-locket