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                <title>what can i say..</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 28 Oct 2006 20:25:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i'm in college again after a year of idling.. lets hope this means i can start taking pictures again. expect it<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~of-a-glass-heart</author>
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                <title>Cleaning</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 30 Jul 2005 14:27:28 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey everybody.. so i recently posted some pictures and a new ID.. nothing special but i needed to get back into the swing of things. Anyway, down to business.. I'm looking to clear out a lot of my gallery, get rid of the crap that just clogs up the whole thing. SOO what i wanted to know was if you guys had any favorites you'd like to see stay, new or old. Most of the old stuff thats far at the end is probably going to get deleted unless i have a special place in my heart for it ha, which isnt likely the case. or if you have any that you absolutely hate, tell me to trash that shit. alright well reply-away if you feel like helping me out, thanks a lot!<br />
<br />
-nicki ]]></description>
                <author>~of-a-glass-heart</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 26 Jul 2005 19:14:25 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i'm retarded. ]]></description>
                <author>~of-a-glass-heart</author>
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                <title>ny battery.</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 22 Apr 2005 15:21:51 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ iiiiiiiiiiiiii have a date with <b> welcoming troy</b> tomorrow. for guess... a  photo shoot!! uh my camera's battery  charger has been missing for weeks  now.. until i stupidly found it under  my bed behind dorm food and a strange  pile of tissue paper that i thought was  cool for decorating a while back. it  has been found and now my life can  begin again with my camera. we love  eachother, but these things happen.  philadelphia is rainy right now, and  tomorrow's supposed to be the same,  hopefully it wont interfere with my  picture plans but if i does i'll knife  someone.<br />
<br />
anyway, hooray. ]]></description>
                <author>~of-a-glass-heart</author>
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                <title>i dont understand myself..</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 04 Apr 2005 14:48:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hi what the hell is wrong with me? i  havent picked up my camera for any use  in artistic merit in months.. i'm  pathetic. dont worry, the city is  getting sunny and warm and its looking  like i'll be trying new things soon,  regardless of me always saying that. hm  maybe i've lost my touch. ?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Check this out!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 13 Jan 2005 00:54:20 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ well well.. its been quite a while. not  much but school has been going down,  and my camera has seen the most dust it  will ever experience in its life. (i  just havent had time for seriousness)..  anyway, i've met a lot of people here  who are interested in going out to on  shoots with me in the city at some  point, hopefully when the weather's  nicer, so look for that. AND my good  friend maribeth has asked me to take  some photos of her for a portfolio she  will be needing when she's ready. sooo  overall thats exciting. more recently  one of my photos has been used as an  album cover for my friends WELCOMING  TROY. they're awesome. please please  please go check them out:<br />
<br />
<img src="http://home.comcast.net/~welcomingtroy/images/troycover.jpg"><br />
<br />
<a href="http://www.welcomingtroy.com">[link]</a><br />
<a href="http://www.myspace.com/welcomingtroy">[link]</a><br />
OR <a href="http://www.purevolume.com/welcomingtroy">[link]</a><br />
<br />
.. a nice little plug for them.. <br />
<br />
alright its almost 4am and i classes  tomorrow,  have a good night  everybody.. i still love you. <3</img><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~of-a-glass-heart</author>
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                <title>leaving on a jet plane</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 18 Sep 2004 07:51:40 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ..dont know when i'll be back again. <br />
<br />
literally.<br />
<br />
yeah, tomorrow i leave for college in  philly so i'm not really sure when i'll  have time to post or to even just look  around here. i've been neglecting da a  lot lately and i guess its been good to  break that weird attachment that i had  to it. haha anyway.. all my camera crap  is packed up. i plan on taking a few  photo courses at some point this year  maybe so hopefully i'll get back into  the swing of it, and maybe even learn a  few things to make my photos better.  welp, just wanted to put this out there  in case anyone was wondering where i've  been. good luck to all of you <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br />
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.nicki<br />
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<br />
ha that sounded so serious.. ]]></description>
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                <title>fffff</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 08 Sep 2004 23:18:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ argh its been such a long time since  i've even paid attention to this site  which is quite out of the ordinary.. i  have almost 400 deviations to look at  and 60 messages to take care of.  christ. anyway.. i've been working  every day till 7 so it doesnt leave  much daylight to take any worthwhile  photos in. hmf we'll see how it goes  when i leave for college in the next  week.<br />
<br />
ah yes.. call this a poll if you  will...<br />
<br />
i'm conflicted. i want to take out my  nose ring of 2 months because:<br />
a. i think it looks trashy sometimes<br />
b. there's a little bump forming under  it that scares me<br />
<br />
but.. i feel that:<br />
a. i'd be wasting 50 bucks after only 2  months<br />
b. once i take it out its closed for  good<br />
<br />
do you think i should or no?<br />
<br />
pfff ok on with life, i'll be around in  days to come hopefull with something  new. bye bye <3<br />
<br />
.nicki ]]></description>
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                <title>nothing unusual, nothing strange</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 21 Aug 2004 20:45:15 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ argh.. who am i fooling.. this sucks.<br />
<br />
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anti </3 <br />
<br />
<br />
.nicki ]]></description>
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                <title>connection</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 09 Aug 2004 10:24:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i'm all sweaty.. i just went for a run.  but for some reason i felt like writing  a journal entry while i drink my water.  um well, my usb cable is shitty and  falling apart, therefore, i must buy a  new one before any picture taking can  be done again. its disappointing  really.. BUT, i might go to staples or  something today and pick one up if i  can remember and if i feel like  spending extra time after work. we'll  see how it goes. hmf its hot. ok,  everyone have wonderful day <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br />
<br />
-nicki<br />
<br />
baby is this love for real? let me in  your arms to feel your beating heart  baby.<br />
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                <title>a survey based upon the life and times of nicki</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 03 Aug 2004 22:07:26 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ something i picked up from my friend <a href="http://g-land.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/g/_/g-land.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="g-land" title="g-land" /></a><br />
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1. Using band names, spell out your  name.<br />
<br />
Naughty by Nature (hehe)<br />
Ima Robot<br />
Coheed and Cambria<br />
Killers, The  <br />
Incubus<br />
<br />
2. Have you ever had a song written  about you?<br />
mmhm. <br />
<br />
3. What song makes you cry?<br />
probably something like, ben harper's  'walk away' haha<br />
<br />
4. What song makes'you happy / laugh?<br />
'all the photographs' by the sea and  cake makes me happy   <br />
<br />
5. What do you like to listen to before  bed?<br />
a wide spectrum of brain massaging  goodness; music.<br />
<br />
Appearance<br />
Height: 5'2" <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/n/no.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":no:" title="No, I disagree!" /> <br />
Hair Colour: brown<br />
Skin Colour: beige ha<br />
Eye Colour: different browns, sometimes  i see green.. it could be my  imagination<br />
Piercings: 6 holes in my ear lobes, 1  in my tragus, and me nose<br />
Tattoos: nope<br />
<br />
Right Now:<br />
What colour pants are you wearing?: i'm  wearing orange underwear, its hot  outside  <br />
What song are you listening to?: the  velvet teen 'counting backwards'<br />
What taste is in your mouth?: onion, i  just ate a salad heh <br />
What's the weather like?: sunny and 80  something<br />
How are you?: shittay.<br />
<br />
Do You:<br />
Get motion sickness?: nope<br />
Have a bad habit?: i like to pick at  scabs, thus turning them to scars ha  gross.<br />
Get along with your parents?: for the  most part, sure<br />
<br />
Favourites:<br />
TV Show: national geographic, the  discovery channel, discovery health  channel, tlc.. i'm a nerd. <br />
Magazine: star magazine, always the  best news ha<br />
Soda: water <br />
Thing to do on the weekend: work in  hell.. at a restaurant. <br />
<br />
Have You:<br />
Broken the law: many times<br />
Ran away from home: nah but i  considered it<br />
Snuck out of the house: yes ma'am<br />
Made a prank phone call: countless  amounts <br />
Used your parents' credit card: with  their permission<br />
Skipped school before: i did indeed <br />
Fell asleep in the shower/bath: nah <br />
Been in a school play: in middle school  i was in one every year ha<br />
Let a friend cry on your shoulder: i  would, definitely<br />
Ever had a major regret: you bet.<br />
<br />
Love:<br />
Boyfriend: not at the moment, it makes  me sad <br />
Children: when i'm older <br />
Been in love?: once<br />
Had a hard time getting over someone:  yes, i dwell on things<br />
Been hurt?: every time<br />
Your greatest regret? ...in love? umm i  guess ever going out with the people i  did. most of them brought me down to a  place i'd never like to be again.<br />
<br />
Random:<br />
Do you have a job: i work at a hospital  in radiology - file girl heh, um and at  a restaurant bussing tables <br />
Your CD players has in it right now:  Modest mouse<br />
If you were a crayon, what colour would  you be?: any shade of green in the box,  but i dont like hunter green. <br />
What makes you happy?: the times i get  to spend with myself, photography,  music.. art.<br />
Who makes you the happiest?: my friend  brooke<br />
What's the next CD you're gonna get?:  i'm a big cd burner, but i'd love to  purchase the velvet teen <br />
Who do you consider good friends?: the  ones that like to stick around <br />
<br />
When / What was the last:<br />
Time you cried?: yesterday on the car  ride home from work.. tragic<br />
You got a real letter?: a few months  ago maybe<br />
You got email: today, damn spammers<br />
TV program you watched: 'second chance'  on tlc haha<br />
Movie you saw at the theatre: anchorman<br />
<br />
Your thoughts on:<br />
Abortion: its ok if the woman gets  raped or something drastic like that,  if its completely necessary, or if they  do it incredibly early when a face isnt  recognizable. i cried once looking at  aborted fetuses.. <br />
Teenage smoking: it happens, dont waste  your lungs kids.<br />
George Bush:  pffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff ]]></description>
                <author>~of-a-glass-heart</author>
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                <title>brain disaster</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 01 Aug 2004 15:47:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ah christ my seizures have returned  this evening, and they're hitting  harder than ever. i wonder what it is  thats stressing me out this time..  damn.<br />
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                <title>har har har</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 31 Jul 2004 22:57:54 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ok so i've decided... the next week  starts the reintroduction of portait  photography back into my gallery. its  been a long time boys and well, i'm  just ready for it heh. i guess this  means there might be some stock to post  if i have leftovers decent enough for  that. SO keep an eye open if you're  interested in this endeavor of mine.  hopefully it wont all go to hell.  thanks. weeee<br />
<br />
ah crap this means i have to think of  concepts.<br />
<br />
>>moi.<br />
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 31 Jul 2004 17:40:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i'm such a bad friend. ]]></description>
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                <title>a time of answered questions</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 30 Jul 2004 19:04:21 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ well, i dont have much to write about..  i just want to get my life started.  it's been dragging, nothing has  happened to make me happier, everything  is just a routine, its just blah.  there's just isnt much that i've got  going for me these days.  umm well, i'm  trying to get back into my photography  as hardcore as i was a month ago.. i  have a few ideas going through my head  but have yet to test them out. i miss  portrait photography.. i'd love to get  that started again. the only problem is  that it's still just me. haha anyway..  on another note, i've had a lot of  people asking me where my stock account  has gone to because it definitely hasnt  been updated in like 4 months haha.  well my answer to that is, just be  patient. i'll come up with something to  post there sooner or later, and if not  then i may just have to put it out of  its misery in time. <br />
<br />
welp, thats the life of nicki right  now, just thought i'd clarify. soo have  a wonderful evening <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br />
<br />
-nicki-<br />
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                <title>babble</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 26 Jul 2004 22:19:53 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ never come to this state. <br />
--<br />
so yeah, its been a while since i've  actually talked in one of these so i  figure now's the time. life is dragging  in year 18, at least until september  gets going.. i hope college makes me  happier. its just a matter of time..  everything's just "a matter of time"  for me. how annoying.  i dont  understand why i'm always waiting for  things to go my way, i guess that's  just how it is. but i'll wait.<br />
<br />
anyway.. how's everyone doing? i like  knowing what you guys are up to these  days aside from all the work you post,  even though i like looking at it all.  whats the best thing that happened to  you this summer? ha i dunno, just  trying to be fun. <br />
<br />
ah well, take it easy everybody.. i'll  be lingering around here as always..<br />
<br />
bye bye<br />
<br />
-nicki-<br />
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                <title>WARNING</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 25 Jul 2004 14:59:40 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ok, just so you know i'm re-vamping all  of my pictures so that they have some  sort of uniformity going on and such..  if thats even a word. haha<br />
<br />
so yeah, if you see a million  submission, there's PROBABLY nothing  new, aside from something i just posted  called 'mariposa' which is new. so just  delete the rest in your message thing  and dont bother to look ha, unless you  want to. <br />
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thanks for listening.<br />
<br />
-nicki<br />
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                <title>close your eyes</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 19 Jul 2004 21:31:01 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ she is in pennsylvania.<br />
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<br />
Maybe tomorrow marks the end<br />
Of this painful phase we're in <br />
Maybe the sunrise shows the way for us <br />
Maybe the stars that fill your eyes<br />
Are the stars that have been <br />
Leading me my whole life <br />
Just to end up with you. <br />
<br />
--<br />
<br />
-nicki<br />
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                <title>beach II</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 12 Jul 2004 22:38:31 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ sorry the beach pictures are kind of  different from my usual style.. ok i'll  just come out and say that they're  pretty boring.. so sorry. anyway, i'm  starting my second week here in NC.  there's not much to do but my friend  brooke and i are hanging in there haha  ummm we're dancing right now, its 1:30  in the morning. WELL.. i'll be back  home soon enough and i'll be back to my  usual self.. <br />
<br />
muah<br />
<br />
-nicki-<br />
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                <author>~of-a-glass-heart</author>
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                <title>&gt;&gt;&gt;?&lt;</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 26 Jun 2004 04:51:29 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ dont raise your children on fantasy,  they'll only fall in love with dreams.<br />
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to be continued..<br />
   - nicki <br />
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<br />
> > i am covered in skin.. no one gets to  come in. <br />
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                <author>~of-a-glass-heart</author>
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                <title>innuendo and out the other</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 25 Jun 2004 00:06:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ blah i need a new icon to match my ID..  haha always running into problems such  as these, i'll tell ya. anyway.. there  are cars revving their engines on my  road at what is now 3 in the morning..  who does that?          <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/shrug.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":shrug:" title="Shrug" /><br />
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signing off..<br />
      >>>nicki<<br />
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                <title>i might be giant</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 22 Jun 2004 23:05:21 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ today was.. uneventful. to say the  least.. i woke up to a phone call at 5  AM and talked for over an hour then i  slept some more.. woke up again, only  to run to the bathroom because the  night before i had downed like 8  bottles of water in 3 hours. then i  worked and came home. it was my mom's  birthday. we ate some pizza and my dad  made pumpkin pie haha.. uh then i made  a fork bracelet and cut my thumb. the  blood is still crusted over it, that's  how lazy i am. anyway.. the bracelet is  now my favorite. so yeah, here i am  after submitting those new pictures,  not very special or significant, just  pictures.. i think i better go to bed.<br />
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goodnight<br />
<br />
-nicki-<br />
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                <author>~of-a-glass-heart</author>
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                <title>dating made easy</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 22 Jun 2004 04:39:03 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ahh i want a new ID but i'm lazy and i  cant make anything cool anyway.. <br />
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ha i'm eating corn chex and i'm on my  8th bottle of water, i'm so bored  also.. wow things arent that great  around here on DA namely on this page  right here.. so i'm sorry :\<br />
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-nicki-<br />
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                <title>criminal</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 17 Jun 2004 13:19:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i'm on a nature kick. its refreshing..  yet cliche. <br />
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...fiona apple makes me feel evil, and  i love it.<br />
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that was worth reading right?<br />
<br />
-nicki-<br />
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my stock:<br />
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                <title>one two three</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 04 Jun 2004 20:28:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i'm so bored. my friends are home from  belize. i got a bracelet out of it. i  have a headache. i've been obsessing  over digital painting for some reason  today. i posted my shitty attempt at  it. what was i thinking.. <br />
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ahh well i'll be around in time.<br />
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-nicki-<br />
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                <title>well that is that and this is this</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 02 Jun 2004 21:36:47 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i thought i almost lost a soldier  today. well.. my camera had a hissy fit  and errorerd (?) on me. i got scared  because it kept saying lens error and  then when i'd turn it off it would STAY  ON... so my friend <a href="http://silentraven.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/i/silentraven.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="silentraven" title="silentraven" /></a> (whom i love so  very much and who deserves a few  visits) helped me fix it. i pushed some  button because apparently nikon's like  to change some settings around when the  camera's off without my approval.  garr.. but. it is now alive and healthy  again. i may have been dead by morning  otherwise. hmf well i was bored and  went to cafepress.com and made some  stuff to sell haha.. i know that no one  will buy it because its expensive and  i'd only be making like a dollar off of  one thing every time it was sold.. i  just liked to imagine that i was  important enough to have some  merchandise. yes. alright well the link  is under 'website' at the top if you  feel like being amused. otherwise,  goodnight <br />
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-nicki-<br />
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                <title>snarl. i like that word.</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 31 May 2004 12:37:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ haha i saw hanson this weekend. that's  right.. i'm not ashamed.<br />
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**edit** it was for free and at a fair  that i was going to. yeah.<br />
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i like mail.<br />
<br />
-nicki-<br />
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                <title>bangarang</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 25 May 2004 21:33:11 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ damn i'm tired. its 12:30 in the  morning.. i still havent quite  recovered from the weekend and i feel  blah. ha anyway... school's coming to  an end. i have yet to present my  graduation project to my class (so  easy) and then finish one final which  i'm praying goes well.. *sigh* what a  year. well.. enjoy the night.. i hope i  take some pictures soon.<br />
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-nicki-<br />
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ps. go check out <a href="http://spx.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/p/spx.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="spx" title="spx" /></a> - wow.<br />
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                <title>already abandoning it all..</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 19 May 2004 20:09:01 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ "I can speak till the world ends, to  make up for all that I left out<br />
I'll register with the wanderer's  guild, and be a nomad with a billion  words"<br />
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listen i'm fine now.<br />
<br />
-afs<br />
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blah what a shitty week.. i think this  last year of school has really turned  me off to this place. not that i liked  it anyway but.. its just one thing when  you find your friends to be the most  annoying people on the face of the  earth and cant wait to get the hell out  and another to just want a change of  scenery.. i honestly have the worst  case of senioritis, yes enlargement of  the senior.. but i'm just tired of it  all. gahh does anyone have anything  happy to tell me? i'd like to hear it.  thanks.<br />
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by the way... i wanted to say a HUGE  thank you to everyone who has favorited  my photos or who has added me to their  watch in the past month.. i have a pile  of messages to go through and just cant  do it so i thought it woulbe easier  this way.. sorry this isnt very  personal to anyone and i know not  everyone will see it.. but i'm grateful  none-the-less. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/k/kiss.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":kiss:" title="Kiss" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/k/kiss.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":kiss:" title="Kiss" /><br />
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 11 May 2004 14:35:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ sorry i just flooded DA with posts.. i  couldnt help it though, i went a little  crazy with the camera because it was  such a nice day <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br />
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enjoy?<br />
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                <title>anonymous</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 10 May 2004 21:36:33 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i've been waiting for so long for  someone to.. mend all the blame.<br />
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thank you mars volta.<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> now i'm sleeping because a pillow  feels so good.<br />
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-nicki<br />
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                <title>what have i done</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 05 May 2004 06:45:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ holy fuck i have almost 400 deviations  to look through.. this may take years..  umm yeah, i got a new computer but i  dont have photoshop on it so it may be  a little bit until i am able to post  stuff.. the friend of mine that has the  installation cd likes to lose things..  so i'm not even sure that i'll be  getting it back from him any time soon.  cross your fingers.<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/k/kiss.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":kiss:" title="Kiss" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/k/kiss.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":kiss:" title="Kiss" /><br />
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                <title>maybe this has ended.</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 21 Apr 2004 12:58:52 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ wow it's been forever since i wrote a  journal entry.. i guess that's ok. i've  been busy.. busy by my standards that  is.. i dunno, a lot is going on for may  that i have to be prepared for, mostly  a lot of school work like my senior  project and portfolio that are due..  other than that i'm doing good. i just  need to stop procrastinating and get my  shit done. so yeah, i've posted a few  pictures lately inspired by how things  are looking outside.. lovely. anyway,  this was pointless to begin with so i'm  just going to get going.. bye<br />
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                <title>its been a while</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 12 Apr 2004 16:17:26 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ well.. i've posted. i've posted 5  things. 5 things. 5. phwew. it's been  years i think.. yet, i havent even  posted anything that great. while i was  gone i felt like straying away from my  usual style of well, pictures of  myself. THUS you see what has become of  it in my new photos. i like portraits,  i like portraits a lot. but.. they dont  always have to be of myself. i'm just  getting warmed up. just wait. alright  well.. my head is killing me because i  had a soccer game a few hours ago and  got a ball kicked right into my face  from 5 ft away.. i was down in a  second.. then i was out the rest of the  game because they think i could have a  concussion. fuck. ahh i'm going over to  my brooke's house now, because its  raining, its monday, and there's no  school tomorrow. zap.<br />
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-nicki<br />
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                <title>i'm sorry</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 29 Mar 2004 19:28:27 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ hey everybody.. lately da hasnt been  much fun for me, i'm sorry. i just  havent had the motivation to post  anything just because i feel like i've  overdone it and i just need a break.. i  promise that in time i'll be around  once i get my life in order.. things  have just been piling up. but yeah,  i'll be here just looking at everyone's  stuff in the meantime. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> to you all.<br />
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-nicki<br />
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                <title>pull the pins</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 23 Mar 2004 20:06:26 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so.. cold.  ah today sucked. i dont  know why.. i fell asleep in my seminar  class during our break - the teacher  doesnt care though - .. then in math i  was yelled at yet again, the man hates  me and i've never even done anything  other than sit in my chair listening to  him ramble for an hour and a half,  bastard. ah to top it all off i had 3  of my seizures, gah, they happen so  randomly, it must be the stress.. i  went to pizza hut with my soccer team  after practice, it was chaos. and i  still feel like throwing up the mass  amount of pizza that i ate within a  half hour.. hmf well now i'm here  sitting and staring at the screen  listening to the mars volta. prrr.. ah  yes, i'm not sure what's happening but  apparently there's something wrong with  my computer and dad is going to get it  fixed.. i might be out of commission  for a while in that case, just for a  heads-up in the event that you cared.  alright goodnight everyone.. the nikon  is my one true love. i now know this.<br />
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                <title>a capillary hint of red</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 20 Mar 2004 14:09:52 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ oh shit. i'm in love, i think i may be  having a heart attack.. no really.. my  chest hurts a lot. but yeah.. my camera  is here safe in my arms and its  beautiful. i have a tripod too, steady  pictures thank god.. BUT, dont expect  any new photos just yet.. i have to  read the manual and master it before i  post, because, its necessary..  anyway... this weekend started out ok,  went bad, got even worse, but is better  now.. first i went to this show at my  friends church - 3 bands, one from  california (number one gun) it was  alright.. then i went back to my  friends and we dyed and cut my hair..  the color was horrible. instead of the  brownish color with lighter highlights  it was a weird reddish color.. gross.  sooo then i went home, drove to giant,  bought another dye that was brown, and  had to re-do it. SO now its brown with  like reddish tones i guess.. i just  have to get used to it, at least its  not weird anymore.. ahh well my heart  attack is over now.. i'm going to see  'the triplets of belleville' tonight -  this crazy french animated movie. i  cant wait. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/drool.gif" width="15" height="18" alt=":drool:" title="Drool" /> tchao<br />
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-nicki<br />
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                <author>~of-a-glass-heart</author>
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                <title>hair is.</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 17 Mar 2004 18:38:40 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ yeah ben, i stole that.<br />
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i want to get a haircut. this long shit  is getting to me.. i think i may do  some dying also, just for amusement <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/g/giggle.gif" width="17" height="15" alt=":giggle:" title="Giggle" />  but yeah.. i dont know what i want to  do yet, how short and what shade..  we'll see. i'll get roshelle to help me  or something.. she's creative. any  suggestions? blah. ok.. i just want my  camera too, i feel like i'm lying about  it coming, but dont worry, it is.<br />
i'm gonna go. yeah. and i cant wait for  tomorrow, going to see some baaaands.  woooooo<br />
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-nicki<br />
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                <title>.</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 15 Mar 2004 16:08:45 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ my new camera comes in 3 days.. the  count down begins.<br />
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                <title>delirium</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 10 Mar 2004 17:54:49 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ well i've been in bed all day unable to  move due to muscle failure.. my head is  killing me and right now i'm sweating..  i took some medication that makes me  feel dizzy and i cant understand why i  got out of bed.. maybe it was to make  toast, i cant remember. i might fall  over, i guess that calls for a trip  back to my room with my pile of  tissues.. anyway, just checking in on  da because i'm addicted, its so  unhealthy. i'm watching a documentary  on van gogh and his medical history..  it turns out that we both have the same  thing, partial complex seizures.. its  kind of weird now that i think about it  because he's my favorite artist.. ah  well.. goodnight everybody, hope your  days went well <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br />
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-nicki ]]></description>
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                <title>-insert scream-</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 09 Mar 2004 12:05:36 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ah i think i have a disease.. no.. i'm  just sick, and my throat is killing me.  i suck at photography. hmf. yes. i've  come the that realization.. anyway, i'm  gonna go lay down and get my head  together. and then die at soccer later  on.. bye. <br />
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-nicki<br />
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                <title>call me betty.</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 05 Mar 2004 11:56:31 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ha yesterday i skipped school with 2  friends of mine.. i mean, as bad ass as  that sounds *cough*.. we acted like  house wives together all day. um, we  made brownies and sewed skirts..  yeahhh.. i should have stopped with the  first sentence up there. but its ok..  cause i made mine out of my favorite  pair of brown corduroy pants that were  killed instantly upon ripping up the  leg last week, i was so sad. SO now  they are a skirt. yes. i'm starving  right now. i ate cheerios for breakfast  and bought 2 strawberry banana  smoothies at school.. i think i'm going  to go raid the fridge. <br />
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ah yes, the new camera is STILL not  here. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/shakefist.gif" width="24" height="18" alt=":shakefist:" title="CURSE YOU!" />..<br />
the day will come, i promise.. i hope.  SO until then just stick around and  read journals until i get my act  together and post photos worthy of  being looked at. <br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/fusionrock.gif" width="25" height="20" alt=":fusionrock:" title="Fusionrock" /> - damn. thats the coolest emoticon  yet.<br />
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-nicki<br />
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                <title>26/6 standard staples.</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 03 Mar 2004 21:04:47 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ things have been really uneventful in  my life this week.. in fact, i'm bored.   its midnight right now and i should be  sleeping but, i drank orange juice and  for some reason i feel energized. damn  that tropicana... well, my camera is  still missing in action. *sigh* well..  the one that is somewhere in the  country on its way to my house that  is.. i found the other camera that i  had lost a few days ago so.. i can take  pictures again weeee.. i think my body  is too overworked lately. it's just so  tired. but last night i went nuts and  was doing highly unachievable (by my  standards) gymnastic moves in my living  room.. i guess i feel stronger... plus  i hadnt attempted any of that stuff in  like 5 years. i felt like a kid again.  phff wow. i'm 18. that shocks me for  some reason, almost like i shouldnt  have lived long enough to reach that  age.. hm i'm babbling. well.. i guess  i'll go lay in bed and read my book for  a while (the da vinci code - which is  fascinating by the way)... everyone  have a good night. <br />
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-nicki<br />
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                <title>blarrr to mail</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 01 Mar 2004 14:49:34 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ the postal services in this country  need to be sped up... my camera is  taking forever.  umm plus i cant find  my other camera at the moment, hence  the lack of posting here hah.. shows  how much i cared about that one right?  ahh well.. i worked a ton on my new id  and avator as your can see.. so, i  guess that will have to do for now from  me. anyway, dont go anywhere because i  promise to have things up by the end of  the week (if i find the camera)  otherwise i'll end up reworking some  stock i have ideas for. hmpf. alright i  have to go the damn gym again. i better  be getting unfat from all of this...<br />
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i'll be around.<br />
<br />
-nicki<br />
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                <title>yar.</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 26 Feb 2004 06:55:43 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ blah blah blah blah blah.. i just woke  up. it 9:50.. sleeping in is fun when  you find out your class has been  canceled. but now i have to go and take  a shower. ANYWAY, i'm sorry i've been a  slacker here on da lately, i guess i've  been caught up in thinking about my new  camera so much that the one i have  right now just seems stupid to me and i  never feel like using it. well.. plus i  havent had much time to get any real  ideas going and stuff. i think i'm  going to be busy for a long long time  now, but we'll see how it goes.  <br />
my body is dying ha i go to the gym for  like 2 and a half hours every day to  get closer to my 40 hour mandatory  thing... i think i have like 18 right  now ha. oh well... i think i am going  to get undirty and then sit around  until its time for more class.. i'll be  back later in the day of course<br />
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salut<br />
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-nicki<br />
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                <title>mmbop</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 23 Feb 2004 18:32:47 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i am so bored. ha i just worked out at  the gym for 2 and half hours to get in  my time.. then i came home and ate  cheesecake.  phff. anyway.. i'm getting  sick of my icon. BUT i'm too lazy and  untalented to create a new one. if  anyone feels like taking a stab at it  then i'd be excited to see what you  come up with.. maybe this could be a  contest of some sorts to create an icon  for nicki.. though, if you dont feel  like wasting your time then dont worry  about it ha.. i'm rambling.<br />
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alright i'm going to go.. look at  stuff. <br />
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-nicki<br />
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                <title>lactic acid</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 18 Feb 2004 20:17:26 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ha.. i just had tea. it made me tired  and my right-side-of-my-head teeth  hurt.. gar. i had to go the gym for 2  hours and 10 minutes tonight too to get  in my ''contract gym'' hours.. i need  40 of those bastards to get the credit.  just dumb. anyway, how's everbody  doing? hmm lets play a game, tell me  something crazy about yourself..  anything at all. i'm bored and wish to  be happy, and i think that it would  work.. <br />
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''I believe that lovers should be  chained together<br />
Thrown into a fire with their songs and  letters,<br />
Left there to burn, left there to burn  in their arrogance." ... yeah that's  right. <br />
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well anyway. i want my camera. i want  to take pictures of things that arent  me. and i want them to be amazing.  *cough* yeah right.. i need exciting  things in my life, and i just am not  having any luck. alright well i'm goign  to bed or something. this was a whole  lot of nothing ha i'm sorry.. goodnight <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> <br />
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-nicki<br />
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                <title>i call her stank masta</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 16 Feb 2004 21:34:12 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ hi hi. ew that was dumb. i'm sorry..  anyway, this weekend was wonderful.  after some birthday party fun, there  was a lot of brookeness which included  talking with lisps, grocery store  visits, brooke chef-ing it up in the  kitchen, and spying on some drunk  people having dance partys. *cough*  owen. um yeah. brooke and i took owen  out on valentines day and bought him a  few orange roses, and he cried. ok so  not really but i have a picture of him  with them that looks like it. and i  laugh. a lot. err i took some more  pictures as you can see from the 2  posts but.. nothing cool. i'm still  waiting for my nikon to show up so i  can be inspired by its amazing-ness.  yay. alright i'm tired, even though i  slept all day...<br />
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goodnight<br />
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-nicki<br />
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                <title>***</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 13 Feb 2004 18:51:14 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ my head hurts. and i ate enough food  for 3 days today.. <br />
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sorry. there was no point in you  reading this.<br />
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i just want my nikon <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/sniff.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":sniff:" title="Sniff" /><br />
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-nicki<br />
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                <title>prints</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 13 Feb 2004 15:59:46 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ yeah ok, i was gonna ask which photos  of mine should be recommended for  prints and then i realized that they  arent big enough anyway.. except for a  few which are saved under .psd format  SO that means i'll have to start making  my pictures bigger or save a copy for  photoshop editing later on.. i tried  enlarging them to the right resolution  but i just got a lot of ugly fuzz <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/n/no.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":no:" title="No, I disagree!" /><br />
well it was a good thought while it  last.. maybe look for a print account  in the future. <br />
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-nicki<br />
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                <title>my stomach hurts.</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 13 Feb 2004 06:54:13 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ well yesterday was probably the best  birthday i've had.. thanks to everyone  who made it that way. after the family  thang at my house my friend had a huge  party for me at his place and a ton of  people showed up, it was crazy, i didnt  expect it.. except it was so damn cold  outside. i woke up this morning on the  carpet in his living room, it wasnt too  comfortable. OH YEAH. i just ordered my  nikon this morning!! i'm soooooo  excited to finally get away from the  crap cam that i've been using <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/n/nod.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":nod:" title="Nod" />.. plus  in april i'm taking a photography class  AND starting my job as a photographer's  assistant. i cant wait.. no really, i'm  ecstatic. ehh sorry for being lazy  lately, i really haven't posted  anything, stock and all.. and i feel  real unproductive. i promise you that i  will have things to look at soon,  especially when my camera comes.. in  1-2 weeks *cough*.. well.. a few  friends are getting together to go out  for breakfast soon so i'll be back  later some time to check in. thanks  everybody, i heart you <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /><br />
<br />
-nicki<br />
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                <title>13 dead end drive</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 11 Feb 2004 20:21:27 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ tomorrow's a big day.<br />
i'm being reaquainted with my best  friends who i havent seen at all  lately.. we're going to the mall. then  everyone's coming here for cake. and  its out for the night where i plan to  fully enjoy my 18th year of living. but  most of all i just want my friends with  me. i miss them and i dont know what  happened to us, but that will change.  i'm eating dry cereal cause we dont  have milk.. i'm tired. <br />
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-nicki<br />
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                <title>cake</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 10 Feb 2004 20:51:59 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ today was fun. after school my friend  owen lost his keys so i let him borrow  my car to go to his house and get some  more.. i thought he crashed or  something cause he took forever.. only  then did i find out he stayed to play a  game of foosball. bastard. ha but then  roshelle, ben, owen and i went to the  olive garden because we had to. it was  wonderful. we planned this thing out to  have them sing happy birthday to ro and  i so we pretended to go to the  bathroom.. i had a pin on that said  'its my birthday'.. so they did but we  were too full to eat the little cake  thing. i did anyway because i'm fat. <br />
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                <title>fire</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 07 Feb 2004 17:48:51 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ god damnit. i hate working. today  lasted 75 years when it was only  supposed to be 6 hours. gar. anyway.. i  did something to my back and its all  fucked up. but yeah, i have a new  deviation!! yayyy its been forever, it  feels good to finally post something  other than a journal. but yeah, its not  very good either way, cause i have no  idea how to do manipulations and make  them look convincing.. alright i'm  going. goodnight.<br />
<br />
-nicki<br />
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                <title>garr</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 05 Feb 2004 19:26:56 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so.. i'm such a slacker. i havent  posted anything in like 13 years. ha  hopefully it doesnt drive anyone away  because i'm boring. once i get ideas  i'll be back to posting and everyone  will smile, or at least i will... hm so  yeah, turning 18 approaches. crazy. it  will be a great day though. i cant  wait.. hah tomorrow i'm going to some  jimi hendrix tribute.. with VIOLINS  hahaha.. my friend has to go with his  parents and he asked if i wanted to  come so, i am. alright i keep talking,  sorry. <br />
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meow<br />
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-nicki<br />
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                <author>~of-a-glass-heart</author>
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                <title>what</title>
                <link>http://of-a-glass-heart.deviantart.com/journal/1794056/</link>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 04 Feb 2004 15:51:33 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ today was weird, it felt like the first  day of school because we changed  classes. my first teacher rambled on  about smoking pot and fatherless kids..  and then the other just looks like a  boy in a man body. ha.. i was amused...  hm so it looks like i might have a job  with a photographer.. if not now then  over the summer. so hopefully that will  all work out. i'll be the assistant ha  and get paid a lot. mmmm. money is  evil. alright i'm bored.. and i have  statistics homework *blah*<br />
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-nicki<br />
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                <author>~of-a-glass-heart</author>
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