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I severely need motivation to even lift a finger for studying.

*Head falls flat again*

UGH!








]]> ~on-my-mind http://on-my-mind.deviantart.com/journal/20432096/ http://on-my-mind.deviantart.com/journal/20432096/ Thu, 11 Sep 2008 00:11:26 PDT
Sure I don't want this to be the reality but for some reason unlike other times, I instead accept this is of such a nature yet I do believe it should all calm down somehow. Usually, I would foster huge anxiety and ask why but no.

Maybe it is all about going into action.

This just a random thought.

]]> ~on-my-mind http://on-my-mind.deviantart.com/journal/20266578/ http://on-my-mind.deviantart.com/journal/20266578/ Mon, 01 Sep 2008 07:32:09 PDT
Boredom seeps in the timid spaces between.
A new love disperses with more uncertainty.
The past fades prominently to a memory.
I can't hold what I thought I had.
Hope disintegrates to something else.
Lessons learns turn out to be mistakes.
He is something I never thought.
Money is so commercial but so necessary.
Tears are never cried when they should be.
Sleep is so far from home.
The world watches our lives combust.
We remain happy.

Another random association of what can be probably some pointless mix of words to me is simply the complexity of my mind in this instance. It's 12:30 and I should be sleeping yet still the obsessed and emotionally riddled dreamer that I've always been.

I pray sooner or later, something is clearer. Whatever God is up there if there even is one, they are sure tuned in having a laugh at our regrettable expense.

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Friends/Peers known in real life


]]> ~on-my-mind http://on-my-mind.deviantart.com/journal/19713681/ http://on-my-mind.deviantart.com/journal/19713681/ Fri, 01 Aug 2008 07:18:33 PDT

1. First thing you wash in the shower?
Hair. Need to keep it smooth!

2. What color is your favorite hoodie?
From Dangerfield, black with red crosses on it. Punk/Emo.. I'm happy

3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
He smoked. No go!

4. Do you plan outfits?
Never. I randomly grab them out of my wardrobe.

5. How are you feeling RIGHT now?
Suffering from a pins and needles pulsing around in my foot.

7. Who was the last person you kissed?
*stares at Iain*

8. Person before that?
*does not want to think about it*

10. What are you craving right now?
RISOTTO!

11. What comes to mind when I say cabbage?
Salad?

12. Do you make prank calls?
I only observe others attempting prank calls.

13. Ever hooked up with some one out of state?
Nah.

14. Do you sleep with any stuff animals?
I sleep with only underwear, it would be weird to include stuffed animals.

15. Would you dance to the taco song?
Depends how the dance goes.

16. Have you ever counted to 1,000?
Pfft... Like I have the energy.

17. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?
Depends how much ice cream remains.

18. Do you like anyone right now?
Like or love?

19. What do you think of crickets?
*Walks all over them*

20. Have you ever met a celebrity?
*Remembers Aus Idol*

21. Do you like cottage cheese?
Brilliant!

22. What are you listening to right now?
Was listening to Dire Straits 'Money For Nothing

25. Would you go sky diving?
FUCK YES!

26. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush?
Of course, only with the highest quality titanium knife set. Only to promote of course!

27. Would you throw potatoes at him?
Potatos should be treated better than touch George W. Bush.

28. Is there anything sparkly on you?
My eyes...when i'm lost.

30. Do you rent movies often?
Movies. Pfft!

31. Who sits behind you in your math class?
International Students! Hah!


34. Can you count backwards from 74?
I am afraid my logic is limited.

35. Who are you going to be with tonight??
Alone wiht my thoughts. Pfft.. My trustworthy i-pod of course.

36. Brown or white egg?
White thanks

38. Ever been on a train?
Been on enough train line sin this city of Melbourne.

39. Ever told someone you loved them?
I've said it so much that it has lost all it's meaning. Course there has been enough instances of absolute awkwardness in saying 'I love you' in some instances.

40. Do you have a cell phone?
I only got one this year. Amazing!

41. Are you a virgin?
*shifty eyes*

42. Any kids?
Lov ekids but not for me.

43. What is your best friend doing tomorrow?
Sleeping in and then Knoxxing it. *shakes fist at Steven*

44. Ever had cream puffs?
Delicious!

45. Ever had Breaded Shrimp?
Asian. Nuff said.

46. Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect?
I'll stick to the band thanks.

47. What was the last question you asked?
Which friends do you imagine you'd still be with following the end of school?

48. What was the last CD you bought?
Supposed ot be a Rise Against album but probably was UNKLE - War Stories.

49. What is/was your bus number for school?
I live too close to the school, hence my lateness.

51. Is your hair curly?
I wish it was wavy.

52. Last time you cried?
A week ago.

53. Ever walked into a wall?
I'm not that clumsy

54. Ever walked UP a wall?
Yes I have. Did not hurt myself.

55. Have you ever bought anything from PacSun?
Nani wa?

56. Favorite time of the year?
Love all seasons but probably the summer holidays.

57. Whats your favorite number?
11. I don't know why!

58. Favorite colours?
Black is unfortunately a shade so I will argue between deep purple, blood red or sea blue.

59. Do you have any piercings?
Anticipating an eyebrow piercing and consulting with others about a lip ring and some ear piercings.

60. Do you have any tattoos?
Desiring fallen angel/tribal tattoos across my back and over my arm all in black. This will murder me

61.Who was the last person you held hands with?
Olivia Platek. Feel special Liv!

62. Do you sleep with the TV on?
No, I... ]]> ~on-my-mind http://on-my-mind.deviantart.com/journal/19068592/ http://on-my-mind.deviantart.com/journal/19068592/ Fri, 27 Jun 2008 03:19:55 PDT
tagged me
1. Choose a few of your own characters. Five at the most.
2. Make them answer the following questions.
3. Then tag three people.
.:Characters:.
Rose (female), Layla (female), Tyler (male), Senkar (male)

1) How old are you?
Rose: Guess it..
Layla: I'm 21.
Tyler: *rolls eyes* 18 years old. Party-time
Senkar: 20 years old and 9 months. I'm special

2) Height?
Rose: *Stares up at everyone else viciously*
Tyler: Need we say more?

3) Got any bad habits?
Tyler: Typical male habits. I have better things to do than list them.
Rose: Frankly, our minds need to be able to sleep tonight so good on for you shutting up.
Tyler: You know I could always...
Layla: *Hits Tyler on the face leaving him unconscious*
Senkar: *Stares in amazement*


4) You a virgin?
*Group stare with a smirk at the now unconscious Tyler*
Rose: Clearly, it's easy to figure out.

7) Favorite food?
Senkar: Hand me the Italian food
Tyler: *Getting back up gradually*
Rose Anything! *sits on Tyler*
Layla: *Grab recipe book*

10) Hate anyone?
All: *Everyone stares at each other and smiles, then agree to look immediately at Tyler*

12) Love anyone?
All: *Group continues staring at Tyler*

13) Tacos?
Layla: I do make certain exceptions
Rose: But they delightful
Senkar: Beep
Layla *Assumes to back-up why Tacos are terrible*


15) Eye colors?
All: *Everyone screams random colours*
*A physical fight ensues*



16) Hair?
Senkar: Blondes. *Nods head while dreaming*
Layla: Punky. I mean it's not for me but anyways...It's dangerous, enjoyable, I can't think of anything else to say.
Rose: Obviously none of yours you morons.
Tyler: *Springs up from the ground* Green!
Senkar/Layla/Rose: *Shake head in dismay*

17) Fat/Average/Slim?
Tyler: Anything *drools*
Everyone else: Tragic bastard

18) Rain, sunshine?
Senkar/Rose/Layla: Sunshine
Tyler: Rain

19) Pool, beach?
Senkar/Rose/Layla: Beach
Tyler: Pool!

20) Camping, or staying home?
Senkar/Rose/Layla: Camping
Tyler: Staying home

21) Dog or cat?
Senkar/Rose/Layla: Dot
Tyler: *shrugs shoulders*
Rose: Prick

22) Believe in aliens?
Tyler: Only for weirdos!
Senkar: Coming from the guy who started crying last time we went camping.
Tyler: *Shoots an evil glare to Senkar*
Rose: *giggles*


23) What do you do to relax?
Layla: Let us not get into it for our sanity's sake
Tyler: C'mon!!! You knwo it..
Senkar: *Hits Tyler unconscious*

24) Car or ship?
All conscious: Car!


25) What is your job?
Layla: Bricklayer! *Flexes muscles*
Senkar: *Looking elsewhere* Marketer...
Rose: Beauty Therapist *Flicks her hair*


26) Any unusual things about you?
Layla: Remember the previous question?
Rose: Could be worse. But I am not saying mine. It's a secret
Senkar: You can say. We're all friends.
Rose: Never.
Senkar: *Continues pleading*

27) Boy or girl?
All: *everyone looks down

28) Favorite place?
Rose: Gardens. So much colours!
Senkar: Boxing arena
Layla: *Twiddles thumb*
Tyler: *Waking up again*

29) Do you like pancakes?
All: Indeed so!


30) Last words?
All: Umm...
Tyler: *Wakes up*
Rose: Actually, I know.
Layla: What could it be missy?
Rose:*Knocks Tyler out again*
Senkar: Lovable bunch indeed.
All conscious: *Walk off into the sunset*



God that is crappy. That was so long. I stopped caring pretty early.

I tag..



~on-my-mind http://on-my-mind.deviantart.com/journal/18691582/ http://on-my-mind.deviantart.com/journal/18691582/ Fri, 06 Jun 2008 05:32:06 PDT
I'll cross my fingers and enroll in the Youth Work course at RMIT and watch how life unfolds. A reminiscent mood I however am settled within.

Either way, while the week ahead should be of a studious week, to which I will probably eventually adhere to I am anticipating the end of the year. That endless desire for change is pacing in my mind. So much that I will do, so much that will happen. I cannot wait and hold in this excitement!

But as my favourite band Morcheeba once pointed out, 'slow down'. I'll just be patient.



Friends/Peers in Real Life


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AAAAAARRRRRGGGGHHHH!!!



]]> ~on-my-mind http://on-my-mind.deviantart.com/journal/17219900/ http://on-my-mind.deviantart.com/journal/17219900/ Fri, 07 Mar 2008 05:22:58 PST
Currently, my mind is in a state of reminiscent moments about what used to be. And I think tonight, it'll help me dream as it always has.

So what can I say, keep dreaming I suppose.

]]> ~on-my-mind http://on-my-mind.deviantart.com/journal/12847132/ http://on-my-mind.deviantart.com/journal/12847132/ Sat, 05 May 2007 01:16:30 PDT
There's also another part of me which greives. But not in the negative sense. No, sadness at such times, is a waste of energy. But something grieves within me to be a better person. To think how I have been accumulated into the person that I have become. I wonder just for that split second. Had one thing have been different. What would be ofme. Would I be asking myself this question, would the people I love most be the same people I love in such an instance. I know, that thinking of such a circumstance to some people. Is nothing more than usless thoughts that will amount to nothing. But for me, it gives me great pleasure and releif to be able to enact such a pastime. It gives me a greater perspectie of the choices I am to undertaken from it.

Sometimes, as humans. I beleive we get carried away in a foolish moment. Whether it happens or not. We delude ourselves into believing ourselves to be right. But the truth is, accepting we are wrong is often a more healtheir step then sleeping in the pits of denial. I myself, see souls wandering aimlessly around me arguing their own rightousness. From me, it may sound somewhat egotistical and judgemental. But it's so hard to not take heed to such a shame. Especially when such people are lives that you want to rescue.

I am currently listening to Ministry of Sound - Chillout Classics. Which could explain my contemplative mood. It has so many great songs on it that ease a worked up mind and stressed body. Such artist on it include my favourite band Morcheeba, plus Massive Attack, Everything But The Girl, Moloko, Dirty Vegas, Zero 7, Air, Sia, Groove Armade and Royksopp. It's all a matter of synth sounds, a trippy atmosphere and a mesmerizing voice. i really do beleive it's a must buy. It'll introduce many people to new artist who clearly deserve soem recognition compared to most of the artist who infiltrate the Top 40 stations across the world.

]]> ~on-my-mind http://on-my-mind.deviantart.com/journal/12590608/ http://on-my-mind.deviantart.com/journal/12590608/ Sat, 14 Apr 2007 08:38:14 PDT
It's nearly the end of the school holidays, and surprisingly I have been busy which is quite unusual for me. Minus the last few days I have met new people who have turned out to be great people. At times, I wonder whether I'm in the wrong school considering how I just fit in with my outside of school friends personality so much better. But it's probably too late to change schools now. Seeing as I'm already in VCE.

And what is good with this world that I see. At least for me. Well, it's bount to be music. It's one of the only things I have complete faith in. Songs don't change their meaning. And that is something which keeps me at ease. Plus I have several of my favourite artist releasing new records this year. And all quite different. Siobhan Donaghy, Morcheeba, Massive Attack, Sugaabes, Girls Aloud, Annie, Common (I think), Jimmy Eat World, Garbage to name a few. I'll have to get plenty of money to accomodate for such stuff. But what else apart from music, I guess the usual stuff. Friends and family. And an interesting new person I've met who's proving to be something interesting.

But then with the good comes the bad. The bad is simply the horrific deaths of the souls I call friends. These people don't necessarily need to be physically dead. All they need to be is someone you don't recognise anymore. that is enough to mourn. And it's harder to see such float away into the blinding distance more each days. So many people either sick, hating or just something that is detrimental to happiness existing today. It makes us humans question the unprevailing justice evermore.

It's late at night. My favourite part of the day. When there is silence and an utter certainty that someone is sleeping with dreams that make a heart smile. Maybe that could explain my reminscing mood currently. Either way, let's hope dreams do come true and be another tale to tell our grandchildren when we are old and weary.

And so ends another several months journal. Until next time.

P.S. A bit of promotion for one of my favourite singers. See the song I'm listening to. Listen to this singer. She's brilliant!

]]> ~on-my-mind http://on-my-mind.deviantart.com/journal/12138980/ http://on-my-mind.deviantart.com/journal/12138980/ Sun, 11 Mar 2007 04:04:41 PDT
1. I hate it that I won't leave chicken bones on the table when I'm eating. I must go to the bin everytime there's a bone which at times makes me not even eat the chicken at all or whatever food that has bones.

2. When it comes to me and drawing. I love it. Except the fact I draw even when I don't feel like it making a very shitty picture. Very shitty....

3. When I go to bed. I have this ritual I shouldn't do. It's calle dlistening to the i-Pod. I always tell myself I will stop after the next song but I will suddenly think of another song which seems so good to be followed with that I listen to it anyways. I always end up losing one hour of sleep because of this.

4. Again with the music. I think we're all guilty of it. But listening to music. Who hasn't pretended to act liek a rockstar. I have and yes. I do find it weird still.

5. Ever since I was young I'd always have the tendency to always ut in plate way more than I can eat. Still do it I'm afraid. And when I'm full. I like start concealing what I'm about to do. That is chucking the food in the bin. And I get so guilty after it. You'd think I'd learn but I guess not.

6. Hair. It's quite a canvas for artwork isn't it. For me, if I use good shampoo for the whole day. I will be stroking my hair just to feel how nice it is. I have no idea why but OMG. It's strange....

Anyways, thats the tagging done. I don' know how to add links to this page. I know i'm stupid with all of this. But nonetheless, I have a music technical SAC in a few weeks. That is, singing the scales, arpeggios, etc. I WILL FAIL....

Oh well...

]]> ~on-my-mind http://on-my-mind.deviantart.com/journal/11845317/ http://on-my-mind.deviantart.com/journal/11845317/ Fri, 16 Feb 2007 17:05:46 PST

WHAT THE FUCK IS UP WITH THIS WORLD!!!

People dying, loved ones getting hurt, gossipping and for what??? Somebody expain!

]]> ~on-my-mind http://on-my-mind.deviantart.com/journal/11559423/ http://on-my-mind.deviantart.com/journal/11559423/ Wed, 24 Jan 2007 23:07:11 PST
I'm listening to the song Moog Island by Morcheeba currently which explains the somewhat high mood. I've been rubbing it in to the faces of people the music that is trip-hop just to partially piss them off and partially show how "underground" I am. Plus Morcheeba have a new album coming this year called "Dive Deep". I can't wait. Same with the magnificent MASSIVE ATTACK!!

And now just to randomly continue my ranting on. I have just seen on the news a man in Thailand who is able to put his head into a crocodile because he says, "the crocodiles trusts him". IDIOT!

Not saying these holidays have been so horrible that I need to jump off a cliff but more that it is a so-so holidays. It's my first summer holidays without going anywhere which is most unfortunate. Would love to be sitting in the sun in Cambodia. (Clears the acne like Accutane without the psychosis!) I have been introduced to some new people who have turned out to be awesome people. *Points to pocket-witch ala Steph* So it hasn't been all that bad. Along with the new Cds too.

All i can hope for now is a much better year where the VCE doesn't catch up to anyone and beat them down into the ground. Two more years of school and it starts unfortunately next week. This week is goign to be pain wiht the homework but oh well. Life's a bitch!

]]> ~on-my-mind http://on-my-mind.deviantart.com/journal/10609279/ http://on-my-mind.deviantart.com/journal/10609279/ Fri, 03 Nov 2006 22:54:27 PST
So much has happened though since the last entry. I've learnt a lot about myself and so many stuff has happened I could probably write a novel on it. Thankfully, the art hasn't gone down the drain. Although lately there's been a bit of a wriiter's block lately. Which is never good.

At this very moment of writing this song, I'm listening to Massive Attack's 'Be Thankful For What You've Got'. I must say, I never knew this brilliant song could have caused so much drama with it's video clip. Watch it, and you'll understand why. Course, absolutely nothing wrong with it the reason why it has been banned.

]]> ~on-my-mind http://on-my-mind.deviantart.com/journal/8617656/ http://on-my-mind.deviantart.com/journal/8617656/ Sat, 29 Apr 2006 03:24:24 PDT
A computer's uses. Well when your stuck at home most of the time because your parents might chuck a tantrum if I go out too much, naturally I'm on the computer. So what happens when the computer stuffs up. Absolute boredom I say. This went on for several weeks too. And when you have no money coming to you, obviously you feel guilty when your parents have to pay. And pay alot they did. About $80 AUS! And the technician didn't get the internet to work. Just a new modem!

Mind you, it doesn't help if one doesn't have a job yet. I'm getting a job after work-experience so no one say "just go and get a job". So that obviously means that upgrading is so "easy". Course that explains why I suddenly chucked pieces onto this lovely site. If it's here, then at least some pieces will never be lost. Unless some major bug goes unto this site from some delightful idiot.

Anyways, enough of me rambling with so much annoyance. I apologise if that journal hurted your eyes.

Happy artwork making to all! ]]> ~on-my-mind http://on-my-mind.deviantart.com/journal/8212224/ http://on-my-mind.deviantart.com/journal/8212224/ Sun, 19 Mar 2006 23:16:50 PST
Well, I think as this is a first I may as well talk about myself as to inroduce myself to others.

I'm James from the suburbs of Victoria, Australia. Couse seeing as I'm hear I think you can tell I love the arts. I like making sigs (still am a beginner), music and drawing. Too bad though I don't have a scanner to chuck my drawings on this site but hopefully that'll be soon. I plan to become a singer or with a better name , a musician when I grow up. I hope someone else her shares the same interest and hopefully w can learn from each others.

Anyways, hope to see some masterpieces here and a BIG hello to everyone here. ]]> ~on-my-mind