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I'll be getting an apartment in Brazoria/Lake Jackson soon.



I'm feeling very unstable.
Somehow, I'm not.

]]> ~oncewhenwegrewup http://oncewhenwegrewup.deviantart.com/journal/17189846/ http://oncewhenwegrewup.deviantart.com/journal/17189846/ Wed, 05 Mar 2008 04:36:27 PST affordable Dahon bike
better car

I willl have all of these by the end of this year, starting with the camera (which will hopefully by before summer) and ending with the car.

]]> ~oncewhenwegrewup http://oncewhenwegrewup.deviantart.com/journal/16889888/ http://oncewhenwegrewup.deviantart.com/journal/16889888/ Thu, 14 Feb 2008 20:19:57 PST The guilt says that bluntly enough.

What really disturbs me is how I don't know why I can't just not FEEL wrong.
I hate feeling wrong.

I hate that I can never feel right for a long time.
I give in to myself way too easily, so easily that..

well I guess I have nothing.
I have no motivation.

So I settle for trying to justify my wrongs.
And what's really sad is that I think I'm getting the hang of this.
If only I could just keep myself busy.

He used to tell me that all the time.
"Just keep yourself busy, Karinia, and you'll be fine."
So I don't get to thinking and stuff..

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I'm getting sick.

]]> ~oncewhenwegrewup http://oncewhenwegrewup.deviantart.com/journal/15543519/ http://oncewhenwegrewup.deviantart.com/journal/15543519/ Sat, 17 Nov 2007 05:56:21 PST Karinia is excited.

And I finally caught up on my sleep, I think. I slept 13 hours last night.

La Dispute is amazing, btw.

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The only thing that helps is knowing that God knows exactly what I'm going through. He hasn't given up on me although I've given up on Him so many times. I'm trying so hard to let Him help me. It's odd how letting God help can be so hard to do, but it is. Crazyness.

Parts & Labor is neat.

]]> ~oncewhenwegrewup http://oncewhenwegrewup.deviantart.com/journal/15313251/ http://oncewhenwegrewup.deviantart.com/journal/15313251/ Thu, 01 Nov 2007 08:26:44 PDT hoping for a final victory.
it didn't realize that it was
actually strangling
itself."

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I've felt so much better this past weekend, especially after the DEP meeting. I'm more motivated, optimistic, etc.

Nikki and I hung out today. She's such a great girl.

I've bought so many great books, including an amazing book full of poems by John Ashbery for only a dollar. Feeling accomplish?: YES.

I just got a sudden urge to make walnut brownies. I will tomorrow with Nikki if finding a thrift store doesn't work out.

]]> ~oncewhenwegrewup http://oncewhenwegrewup.deviantart.com/journal/15013096/ http://oncewhenwegrewup.deviantart.com/journal/15013096/ Thu, 11 Oct 2007 10:12:26 PDT I saw God work through James last night.
It frightened me.
He used James to get to me
and it worked.
I asked God back into my heart this morning.
I'm no longer afraid of this world.
I have so much to look up to now.
I have such a huge progression to make.
Just yesterday I was an empty human body.

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