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This will be totaly and utterly my place and so I'm thinking about stuff I can do with it.

I like the poparty vinyl stickers and want to do something like that, but I'd like to design it myself.

Another project and one of the first I will actually be doing is a chalkboard in the kitchen , I already made a design for it (see recent dev's). It's a bit rough and still wondering how to get it from design to reality.

Any help would be welcome!

]]> ~onegaishimasta http://onegaishimasta.deviantart.com/journal/11467153/ http://onegaishimasta.deviantart.com/journal/11467153/ Wed, 17 Jan 2007 02:00:28 PST
what have I been up to?
Life and such trivial things... getting kicks out of my studies and of course being in a relation is kind of a full time job... well if you do it right.

I know know, shouldn't say it's a job, but it actually should be work, when did work start being a negative thing

Haven't stopped photoshopping either, been working on a few projects for myself and for my friends. Parts of those works were stolen sooo I won't be putting them online as I do have some ethics..

Ah well, still planning on being more active but life is treating me well and sadly it shows on my page as long time absence. I'm planning a comeback tho, every time I pass my local bookshop I see the section with the courses photoshop and think: "maybe it's time to really get into it" .. I'm looking out for a course graphical design but I have to be able to combine it with my other studies... so maybe I'll stick to self-study.

greetz to all, And of course holiday greetings to all, tho it's almost february my heart still goes out to all of these people full of good ideas and most of them also a mind full of great art.

]]> ~onegaishimasta http://onegaishimasta.deviantart.com/journal/10487779/ http://onegaishimasta.deviantart.com/journal/10487779/ Mon, 23 Oct 2006 14:03:32 PDT
Just you wai till december or so

]]> ~onegaishimasta http://onegaishimasta.deviantart.com/journal/9906370/ http://onegaishimasta.deviantart.com/journal/9906370/ Wed, 30 Aug 2006 10:29:21 PDT
loves

hey not much to say actually put tought I'd drop some message, yep I'm still alive

If you wanna read me go back to some previou news. ]]> ~onegaishimasta http://onegaishimasta.deviantart.com/journal/9737054/ http://onegaishimasta.deviantart.com/journal/9737054/ Tue, 15 Aug 2006 12:52:13 PDT It's raining outside
and have to learn

but nope I'm not depressed, sharing this flat with my beautiful girl, and she made herself a deviantart profile (as I'm guiding her thru the basics of photoshop ((as if I know more then the basics XD)) )

~FlehmbeestSarah

Furthermore it's studying time again, as the first round of my exams wasn't the great success I'd hoped it to be, now is the chance to rescue some courses before the ship named "school year 2005-2006" sinks.

Already I'm mainly thinking about next year, to be specific the partying, but still I'm keeping in mind I should get real about my studies this year as my sponsors are getting a bit distressed .. and well, Sarah will have a job in a month and I'm still set for a few years of college. To make up for the lazy-student-life I'm living I'm in search for a part-time job. Yeah yeah, life's moving on, time for some money-earning.

As for art.. Don't expect too much for at least a few weeks, tho I have some great pics in the drawer. Coming up: pics of Barcelona.
Already one at my girlfriend's page, not my favorite pic of myself, I must say.. but oh well .. I can always do the revenge-thing.

I'm still visiting this site about 10 times a day, just to check whether I'm loved, which I'm not XD but comments are still welcome, weird people too, talk about pics, or texts, or just the weather, any diversion is a welcome present in these studying days. x ]]> ~onegaishimasta http://onegaishimasta.deviantart.com/journal/9341094/ http://onegaishimasta.deviantart.com/journal/9341094/ Tue, 11 Jul 2006 08:47:25 PDT playing: new super Mario bros

Sorry for the lack of presence here these days, a month of work to raise money for our trip to Barcelona.
And hopefully Italy too in September! Still haven't seen Rome (haven't been more south the umbria/Tuscany)


I'm missing the life here! and I'd come online in the evening but I'm staying at my parent's place and the PC is dull there, on top my nephew is staying there too and the PC is in the guestroom.. all to say: you'll have to do with less of me this month.

This weekend we're going to a festival, dour!
lots of alternative music, it is a broad term I know, but it's a broad festival too music wise.
Really looking forward to it.

p.s. Most of my devs are pics, little prose, this is because I usually write the prose in my journal so if you want to read me, just browse my journals.. sometimes it gets all mellow or even political , ... don't tell me I didn't warn ya but it's a compliment to be read, even if you don't agree (maybe especially if you don't agree, the latter is more fascinating then a "why, yes, I'm of the same point of view"comment ) ]]> ~onegaishimasta http://onegaishimasta.deviantart.com/journal/9160887/ http://onegaishimasta.deviantart.com/journal/9160887/ Fri, 23 Jun 2006 15:34:43 PDT first of all I want to ask people to read this just because it's something I've been thinking about and I'd like to get some other views on this although I know most people just skip the text-parts especially if it seems it could take longer then a minute. Hey enjoy my devs but if you have the time check this and maybe other texts. After that, whatever you say, thnx for reading and giving another point of view

Re-education!

This was the subject of a reportage I saw a few days ago.
In America, Russia and various other places around the world the answer to a wrong lifestyle was found in discipline. That is, breaking down some-one's personality and building it up again to a socially "healthy" person.
It's a common fact that these techniques were borrowed from the army drill camps. So what happens: people get a unified look and become a group, under heavy pressure they have to obey orders and become a team that where each member takes on it's identity as part of this team.
I'm not going to bother with psychology here, it would sound as if I'm using some lefty pacifist ideas to look down on the ways of the war machine.
I'm not going to do that but I want everybody, like me after that programme to think.. think about how this affects somebody, how you would feel if someone shouted at you to do things completely irrelevant to anything, thus useless.
At the end you get soldiers. After following the commands, after being broken time after time after time. You become part of this team and you now know you are stronger. You support each other and the team is holy. In war these people kill other people. Think about this, they kill the enemy. I'm not there when they do such things, nor am I in the mind of the soldier, do they think it's a crime to take a life or do they think they're a hero for defeating the enemy of their country. Did they ever converse with such an enemy or is the hate in the enemy's face, when they hold a gun against his head, enough?

Children are easily influenced, parents aren't all the responsible creatures prepared to give their whole lives to the education of a child. In most cases they weren't even asking for the end of their social life, they had plans and dreams, and tho everyone says children are a blessing, some silently see them as a curse and tho they will never admit it, some treat them as a curse.
Even the best of parents can't control the environment a child grows up in, and the more they might try the more they might push the kid into dark influences. The question there is whether controlling environment is possible at all.

Bottom line, all children can end up the wrong path, and a lot of them have an alibi to be there. They become rebellious against their parents against society, and to be against society is to place yourself out of that society. This is where the demand for re-education finds its origin and as most criminality finds its origin in disrespect you could say they are in need of re-education.

The solution. So we put them in a camp, and whether it is drugs or criminal attitude, whether it is disrespect or just being fat we change their ideas by making them obey commands.
Read this again: we change their ideas by making them obey commands. They have no other choice because not obeying means pain in the form of physical punishments. We threaten them, we force them into respect.
At the end of camp like the soldiers the kids are now respectful, they follow orders and the orders are behaving in a socially acceptable manner.

Here I'm not going to make conclusions and if you wonder about exact methods you should check articles. But my questions at this point are whether these kids are better people? In another setting will they still remain the soldiers ? In another setting with other orders will they respond to these orders ? What will keep them on the right pathway?
What did these kids learn? Did these kids learn?
values ? What is the value of values? Are there values one should stick to at all costs ? When is a value excess baggage ? Will you steal food when not stealing food means to die? Will you steal medication to save someone from dying from an illness.

Someday I will have kids, maybe I won't be the perfect parent but when they make choices I will try to make them see these are choices and I will try to reach them as many possible answers to any question they might have. I will not tell them I know the right answer and will dare them to challenge my believes. I will raise them to question authority but to respect the ones with more experience. I will tell them I love them whatever they would do.
Do you see.. everyday I make choices and these choices aren't even choices for most of us, they seem like the right thing to do. Still we could make other choices, i... ]]> ~onegaishimasta http://onegaishimasta.deviantart.com/journal/9035503/ http://onegaishimasta.deviantart.com/journal/9035503/ Sun, 11 Jun 2006 09:39:54 PDT
standing still as time passes by you notice the things you never saw flying behind you.
Lying lazy, a Sunday-afternoon, you want to do things but everything just says no... They'd scream but it'd cost too much of an effort.
Your mind goes crazy on account of the ideas running through you mind with no way out. Slowly pressing themselves against the surface you close you eyes and see them projected in this reddish haze.

sweating, and a mud bad of ideas in your mind, boiling, drying up to massive headache. You wonder whether it might be possible to shed your skin and just fly away as a butterfly. This wonderful blue sky calls me though it might as well be just a screen, as is the rest of reality. Softness of my bed, the texture of my skin, the real things in life are immediate sensations.

Quietly the butterfly in me goes to sleep, the day to escape this body hasn't yet come. Bit of a pity as I turn around to another thought, that of the comforting silence.

Love is this thing that's there but I don't recall the floating stuff, this feeling of comfort has changed into a search for memories. Running through the good days I've had and remembering now the love she means to me. Running further and further back. Painful memories .. suddenly I realise this is the time after those days of pain. So against all odds the world didn't stop those nights. Maybe I'm in heaven, maybe I died already and just didn't notice. That pain faded away, and now I notice a lot of things faded away.

Memories I treasured now seem pictures sticking to some far walls, most of them woven together covering each other. Weird I thought I remembered some scratches on those, but as this is now, I can't reach that wall anymore. Maybe if I gave up the present this wall would stay there forever, exactly as it is, 't would be a beautiful view now and one I wouldn't be to sad to leave this world with. No time to give up a future though.. still at this moment there is no present as I'm sliding through these timeless days. Reminds me of those other timeless they when that wall was much closer.
Little did I know back then there was a way out behind me, wonder whether it had been possible with such little strength in my legs back then.

I was hungry back then something that went in against all the feelings I had, something that saved me. Something quite opposite to today.
Hungry for love, attention, I was hungry for the life deprived from me.
Today I'm not hungry, I'm satisfied, the things I wanted, now I'm learning to share. Where I once wanted a girl, sex, I now have learned to share a bed, to share love, limbs, lust. Where I once wanted love I have learned to give love and share a life. Where I once wanted answers I now share questions.

This love we share is friendship, my companion my partner in crime, that's her.
This love we share is passion, her body, the way she looks at me, the way she arouses me.
This love she shares is mine, my heart, my warmth
This love I share is hers, she has all I am, and deeper then this world she has my faith

faith, I believe I'll get up after this heatwave, I believe time will start running again and I'll be the small twig on the mighty stream. I will know there are a lot of things behind me I never noticed and swim as we might, some things I'll never discover.
But today I'm not that demanding, today I'm not out to get everything out of my world there is to it.
Today is bout lying lazy, thinking about things.
Today is about getting struck by love again when you remember whispers of faded memories.
Maybe I didn't keep all my promises to myself. Maybe being lazy is a sin. In this timeless hour the movie on my eyelids ends in a dream I won't remember the next day. And maybe that dream shows me the future and maybe the reason I don't remember it, just is that I don't have to.

What happens next is up to the road we walk. We might choose the road but never where it ends.

At last some air found it's way through my windows. The cold water touches my lips and cascades my thoughts away. An avalanche brings me back to the time of this world.. seems I lost some time but does it really matter. When walking isn't enough I'll run, and when running isn't enough I will have ran the fastest I can. ]]> ~onegaishimasta http://onegaishimasta.deviantart.com/journal/8937425/ http://onegaishimasta.deviantart.com/journal/8937425/ Thu, 01 Jun 2006 06:11:33 PDT
1) What is your goal in life ?
Writing a book, just want to have written a book before I die

2) What is the percentage in which you succeeded achieving your goal?
I'd say 0.5% have some Id's and everyday a new ID.

3) How did you achieve/do you plan on achieving you goal in life?
Gonna sit and write when I find a chair and maybe most essential -time-

4) How does it feel to have succeeded in such a percentage of your goal?
Haven't done a lot but I'm happy and I know one day I'll start

5) What's next ?
I know I should have goals like getting a good degree, keeping my girlfriend, having kids, making a trip around the world. And I do have those dreams but when asked just one goal in life writing a book is my answer. I have a lot of goals in life but I don't live by the code they imply.. Come what may they say


-The rules:
-> start a new journal wit "goal in life tag"
->keep the Q's, replace my answer with yours
->tag 5 people

-My taggies







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Ohw yeah I wanna thank everyone for visiting
Remember tuesday 6the of june is coming up!

grtz to all
ohw yeah new dev! check my new dev! comment on my new dev! then check out my other devs! comment on my other devs! if you have time left check my scraps .. ohw yeah and coment on my scraps XD
no pressure ]]> ~onegaishimasta http://onegaishimasta.deviantart.com/journal/8881730/ http://onegaishimasta.deviantart.com/journal/8881730/ Fri, 26 May 2006 08:42:27 PDT that's like sooo close to 1000

so people of deviant, maybe a good time for a birthday-present request!
you might guess! 1000 hits!!!
My birthday ? 6th of June , sooo still some time left!

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Soooo, was tagged by thankyou very much


Fill in after the ... what you want
~DI-OEN - You make me ... wonder ..
~Ronjana - Someday I will ... add another work by you to my favs
~Rickyvantof - You + me = ... 2
~RAIC - I would build a ... anti-church
~LIFEisMUSIC - I would get your name tattooed on my ... forehead, ofcourse
~margrietje - If I could sing you any song it would be ... bloempjuh uit amsterdam ?

That's it for the ones I know

~~~~~~~~~~~

Lots of comments about me not having a nose in my new ID
Soooo suggest me a nose, send me a nose and maybe I'll fill in the most original or best nose! ]]> ~onegaishimasta http://onegaishimasta.deviantart.com/journal/8852745/ http://onegaishimasta.deviantart.com/journal/8852745/ Tue, 23 May 2006 08:47:56 PDT

well almost visitor 666 , my birthday and my favorite number so let me know something if you're visitor 666 and I'll be your fan forever!

finally realised you can put animated gifs on as deviations, so the result:
:thumb33653409:

grtz to all and expect a journal with some more contents reaaally soon ]]> ~onegaishimasta http://onegaishimasta.deviantart.com/journal/8822650/ http://onegaishimasta.deviantart.com/journal/8822650/ Sat, 20 May 2006 04:57:35 PDT
You don't believe me? Ofcourse you don't: you're dumb, but get smarter by buying this, brand "x".

Here are some befores and afters, see how unhappy these people are before and how they gloat after.
You ask dates on the pics, can't you see? The happy ones are always after this is brand "x".

Now you've spent your money, you own the solution to the problem, you feel safe.
But wait! this product might be insuficient.. Yeah ofcourse it works but will it help you forever? Will the effect last and maybe you as our special guest might require the full, mega, special, fantastic, deluxe edition.. or do you just want to stick to a "patch", naaah you want the treatment, the works, you want to be better after this, not just to have a problem solved.

thus the realitysoap, now the commercial!

A man walking in the wild. Oh no a bear, oh no, no ground beneath his feeth, he's falling, falling falling, crying, praying but there it is "brand x".
The man screams: "Brand x" am I worthy of you saving me?
And brand "x" goes: this will be our little secret, I will save you.
The man gets a better job after this, all the girls he wants, whatever he wants , all the luck in life it's there with brand "x" in his pocket.

____________

Just to say, people your insecurity is being exploited, every day. Know no one is perfect and you won't ever be. Know this is a fact of life and though you aren't perfect you have your qualities. Maybe it's intelligence maybe it's to entertain people maybe it's your spirit and maybe you haven't found a special quality to yourself. Know there is more to you then you have discovered but discovering happens inside you, by thinking, by exploring but not by buying or following a magazine.


They want to sell you a means to quit smoking, this is an addiction and if you don't wanna do the replacement-drugs thing, it starts with changing your view on smoking. Psychology is the key and as for the shop-channel they're selling nothing but the idea you can live without.

As with all other products, they are selling a product that is a cheap version (for them) and fill the gaps in the construction with tricks on the mind.

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just my 2 cents to society


wanna thank some people for checking my page once in a while and just being great people








go check them out, now, you know you want it, you know you need it, if not you might die! ]]> ~onegaishimasta http://onegaishimasta.deviantart.com/journal/8727698/ http://onegaishimasta.deviantart.com/journal/8727698/ Wed, 10 May 2006 07:00:57 PDT
Happpy happy joy joy happy happy joy joy !!

]]> ~onegaishimasta http://onegaishimasta.deviantart.com/journal/8642535/ http://onegaishimasta.deviantart.com/journal/8642535/ Mon, 01 May 2006 14:50:44 PDT This tag is created by ~onegaishimasta and isn't the usual trivial tag. It's just a wild Id and maybe it doesn't work but we'll see.

The big ID:
I only ask 1 question and the question stays the same, but this question can be viewed from different angles and so the answer is different for everyone I guess.

The question:
Is the existence of a God necessary to make people believe in that god ?

no pun:
This question isn't meant to be offensive. All I ask is an open mind, your thought on the matter. Surely you can answer that there is a god and so this question is bullsh*t. That might very well be but tho I would respect such a reaction, this question is not about whether there is a god or not but what is possible in your eyes.
does religion equal culture? Is religion a product of culture or vice versa? think about these things and I hope to see some interesting other points of view.

tips:
hey mind the details, maybe there is a god but is what people believe in, THAT god, described in the holy book ?
Yes you are made to believe, no matter what. You heared about this religion somehow someplace somewhere in your life, there is no such thing as knowing the bible or koran without having read it, don't attack me on the "make" and if you areoffended tell me why.
And if you say it is not about believing, it or he or she just is there.. even then you believe in the existence, maybe it is a feeling in your gut but why is your gut telling you this ? Is there a cause, a purpose, ... ?

P.S.: change this post as much as you like, don't change the question but change the rest, make people go back to see what the previous view on things was. Make people see diversity. copy what you like , correct what you think is wrong. Most of these extra things were my view on things and so I don't feel the need to answer myself as this is my (~onegaishimasta) question

3 Taggies:

*4everso

~Minyathonien

~lumipallo ]]> ~onegaishimasta http://onegaishimasta.deviantart.com/journal/8599241/ http://onegaishimasta.deviantart.com/journal/8599241/ Thu, 27 Apr 2006 07:14:20 PDT

welcome to my page by the way and find me at :euro: or :dutchfever: ]]> ~onegaishimasta http://onegaishimasta.deviantart.com/journal/8527348/ http://onegaishimasta.deviantart.com/journal/8527348/ Thu, 20 Apr 2006 02:38:20 PDT ~cunimimi

Regels : de eerste speler in dit "spel" start met het topic "6 vreemde gewoontes/eigenschappen" en de mensen die getagged worden moeten een nieuwsje schrijven over hun 6 vreemde gewoontes/eigenschappen en zowel deze regel er duidelijk bij zetten. Op het einde zet je 6 nieuwe slachtoffers en zet je hun namen. Vergeet geen comment op hun devpage te zetten "you are tagged" en hen te vragen de jouwe te lezen.

Rules : The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 weird habits/things about yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a journal about their 6 weird habits/things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their devpage comments and tell them to read yours....

Règles : Le premier joueur de ce "jeu" commence avec le sujet "6 étranges habitudes/choses sur vous-même" et les gens qui sont taggés doivent écrire un journal sur leurs 6 étranges habitudes/choses comme énoncé clairement dans la règle. Á la fin, vous devez tagger les 6 personnes suivante en listant leur nom. N'oubliez pas de laisser un commentaire qui dit "tu es taggé" dans les commentaires de leur page deviantART et dites leur de lire le votre....


1) I like belgian sprouts.. most people hate them, I love them.. hey you're a belgian or not

2) Hey ~cunimimi I'd like to know what you're number two was in english Soo I'm quite nosy, counts as a bad quality I guess

3) I love to pass judgement on people I don't know at all.. just for fun place the people, I pass by in the metro or on the street, in a story I make up. Trying to guess a whole history behind the way they are clothed and stuff.. Yep have to take public transport alot.

4) I like putting the volume of my musicplayer very loud when I walk the streets of brussels, this can be for many reasons, to really feel the music, to get swept away by a beat or riff .. but most of the time it's for shocking old people. poor nuns couldn't appreciate marilyn manson I guess .. but then again I study psychology and it's my job to find out what reactions people have to different situations. So sometimes I play classic music when I'm close to punks.

5) Ik zie m' schat zo graag dat ik alles voor haar zou opgeven, eigelijk is dat erg, maar wanneer de wereld leeg mag zijn op die ene persoon na, dat ene meisje die je doet lachen, en je een thuis geeft, wel dan weetje dat je verliefd bent.. 't is gevaarlijk en zeker een slechte eigenschap, maar hey living on the edge

6) Massage, little scratches thru the hairs in the back of my neck, someone scratching over my back.. those are the things that turn me completely numb.. I must have been a dog or a cat in some life before this cozz I just become so eased by petting XD About two minutes of it and i'm just purring on into my dreams


My 6 Victims :

~LIFEisMUSIC

~Annemie

*Koskenkorva

~diddan2000

~onceuponatime08 ~onegaishimasta http://onegaishimasta.deviantart.com/journal/8323883/ http://onegaishimasta.deviantart.com/journal/8323883/ Fri, 31 Mar 2006 13:41:22 PST
Sooo what happened
Not a lot of time for playing on pics, 'lot going on, finally doing something for my studies, also giving my girlfriend attention.

Well we went to the seaside, as you can see
it was a beuatiful day though very cold.

Than, last week I went to New York city, it was great, well the sight was, the reality over there was kind of confusing. The architecture is great, they have some great food, the metropolitan was awesome and central park beautiful, but the countless flags, and you start to wonder whether it is love for the state or hate for what they do not even know, what might attack them. People feeded by fear tend to be hungry for quick solutions. God has never been so powerful, people give away their rights and hapiness for what is called safety.
Well just one point of view ofcourse

And still... arriving back in Brussels gives an id of in what people succeeded over thereand seems to fail sometimes over here. Sometimes it feels like many people here seem to find every hole in the system to take use of a society in which we still have alot of rights. It causes people to turn to a side giving the quick solutions and at the same time closing the doors to progression.

Enough of the political sh*t

I finally "designed" a signature so maybe Time to fit it in to some deviations ]]> ~onegaishimasta http://onegaishimasta.deviantart.com/journal/7616895/ http://onegaishimasta.deviantart.com/journal/7616895/ Mon, 16 Jan 2006 04:14:24 PST Black (how depressing)

2. What book are you reading now?
Social constructionism

3. What is on your mouse pad?
Ichigo (Bleach)

4. Favorite board game?
checkers

5. Least favorite smells?
corpses .. ?

6. What is the first thing you think of in the morning?
Dun'wannagetup

7. Favorite color?
Dark blue, red , black (i know it's not a color)

8. Least favorite color?
turquoise

9. How many rings until you answer the phone?
about half the mario1-stage-1-tune

10. FUTURE CHILD'S NAME:
Used to be lionel , now i don't know, gonna put some effort in now i read the davincicode

11. Chocolate or Vanilla?
Chocolate


12. Do you like to drive fast?
User of public transport.. yes I liked shinkansen

13. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?
Balloo

14. Do you like thunderstorms?
haven't had one since i moved here.. but i'm on the highest floor so .. yikes!

15. What was your first car?
matchbox

16. What is your sign?
gemini

17. Do you eat the stems of broccoli?
yep

18. If you could have any job what would it be?
Orthopsychologist

19. If you could have any color hair what would it be?
Darkdarkblueish with red accents

20. Is the glass half full or half empty?
It is neither one neither both

21. What is your favorite movie?
so many to choose, la vita e bella, il postino, spotless mind ...

22. Do you type with your fingers on the right keys?
not always

23. What’s under your bed?
probably a few monsters but balloo scarez the shit out of them

24. What is your favorite number?
6 (nasi goreng probably)

25. Favorite sports to watch?
trial

26. Your single biggest intense pain?
riding bike in freezing cold without gloves

27. Person most likely to respond?
journalentry, who will read this

28. Person you sent this to who is least likely to respond?
The rest of DA

29. Ketchup or mustard?
Ketchup

31. Hamburger or hot dog?
macbacon

32. Favorite season?
summer

33. The best place you have ever been?
Nara

34. What is your screen saver?
none

35. What is your favorite fast food place?
none

36. What is your favorite breed of Dog?
stratond

37. Your nicknames?
Tommeke

38. Have you ever been kissed by the opposite gender?
several times even!

39. What annoys you the most?
having to get up in the morning

40. What’s your crushes name?
begins with an S

41. What’s your best friend’s name?
Have 2 of them couldn't choose

42. Which celebrity annoys you the most?
ricky gervais

43. What type of music do you dislike the most?
50 cent

45. What is currently on your wrist?
narutothingy

46. Okay, If you and one other person could be alone on the entire planet, who would you choose?
adriana lima

47. What would you do if you had 24 hours to live?
i would die

48. If you were a character in the View Askewniverse, who would you be?
uhu .. allrighty ..next

49. If you could be any kind of nut, what would you be?
left one

50. Who would you vote for TOTAL DICTATORSHIP?
Me

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51. What is the word no braindamage can ever wipe away from your memory? ]]> ~onegaishimasta http://onegaishimasta.deviantart.com/journal/7535828/ http://onegaishimasta.deviantart.com/journal/7535828/ Sat, 07 Jan 2006 13:17:16 PST to walk into a trap backfiring life into your face

some irony set out on the path of life I shall never comprehend

as will i never understand the ease people find in manipulation.
It's as if we are all connected and those who see this tend to get all romantic. Like we are all connected for a reason, to keep eachother on our feeth, to support the weak, to enjoy eachother even when we are apart.
Well I'll let you in on a secret.. the wires are only to keep eachother down. It's an easy game to strangle eachother after carefully laying the wires on the right path. One pull and the weakest are on their knees, once on their knees they pull the wires with all might not willing to let go , afraid of the ground , no everyone will fall with them.
But don't fear, for it's not all bad you know, it's not all 'every man for himself" ofcourse no, there will always be some who are still standing,tho waves of attacks come over them, somehow they found the power to flourish and be up, invulnerable to thos who want to pull them down. And thus the group is born, society, altruism, call it whatever unifying name you could invent, cozz there they are together, on the floor , all stuggling in team just to get the last ones down.

Beauty shall never win, it's camouflage you need for survival ]]> ~onegaishimasta