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a model release for more than 50 pics???

how the fuck is one person suposta do all that?!!!!

fuckin fucked....

i don't have time...

SO WHAT IF MY PICTURES ARE SO GOOD I ADD THEM TO MANY DIFFERENT SITES!! INCLUDING *PORN SITES!

I GET MONEY FOR ALL THOSE PICS YOU ALL SEEM TO THINK I STOLE!

WHY THE FUCK WOULD I TAKE PICS OF UNDERAGE GIRLS OR PUT UP SOMETHING THATS NOT MINE!!!?????

FUCK!

AGAIN IF YOU DON'T LIKE WHAT YOU SEE- YOU DON'T HAVE TO TELL ME!

]]> !oni-neesan http://oni-neesan.deviantart.com/journal/25057960/ http://oni-neesan.deviantart.com/journal/25057960/ Sun, 31 May 2009 19:11:33 PDT YOU
ARE
LOOKING
AT
MY
DA
PAGE

DON'T
HATE
CUSS
I
TAKE
PICS
OF
FUCKING
SUPER
HOT
WOMAN
AND
YOU
DON'T!!!!!!!!

IF YOU LOOK AT MY PAGE AND YOU DON'T LIKE WHAT YOU SEE-
YOU DON'T HAVE TO FUCKING TELL ME!
AM NOT STEALING!
I TOOK ALL THOSE PICS!
SO WHAT IF MY COMP IS A PIECE OF FUCKING SHIT!
YOU DON'T HAVE TO FUCKING TELL ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


SO IF YOU ARE THINKING OF LEAVING HATE- OR TELLING ME I'M A THIEF...
I WILL HUNT YOU DOWN AND KILL YOUR FUCKING ASS!
FUCKING TRY ME!

YOU CAN LIVE 6 STATES OVER AND I'LL STILL FIND YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


NO HATE ZONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


FUCK OFF ALL YOU GODDAMNED HATERS I'M SICK OF THIS SHIT!!!!!!!!

]]> !oni-neesan http://oni-neesan.deviantart.com/journal/25001602/ http://oni-neesan.deviantart.com/journal/25001602/ Thu, 28 May 2009 16:55:44 PDT Ya they Kicked me for 2weeks!!!!
But I got some great Pics in my free time lol...

I've got a bigggggggg problem....
Yet again.... I'm pregnant... again...
I got to see the ultrasound today...
It freakin waved at me!!!
Soon enough I'll get the pic on...

yuck... I had to do blood work yesterday...
5viles full...

I went and saw 2movies in the past week.
Terminator and Star Trek
Awesome!! Well both could be better but- everyone feels differently...
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But ya- Not sure if I'm happy or sad about all this....
not sure that I really want another baby this early...
I'm only 13weeks and 3days...
Will this "ruin" my life?
Should I trust these words- "not now but we will"
what if....

]]> !oni-neesan http://oni-neesan.deviantart.com/journal/24574428/ http://oni-neesan.deviantart.com/journal/24574428/ Sun, 03 May 2009 20:58:33 PDT
cuz he no longer wants to be with me... no longer loves me... he even wants to take my baby away from me....
Brian is giving me so much shit about all this... (laughs/crys) I hate my life... this is bull... isn't suposta be like this... my heart/soul/body hurts so much.... lol I just lost my other half...


I need money now... I cannot fucking live here... I can't...

if you have my number.... you should call me or something tonight... I'm upset and I could use some cheer...

]]> !oni-neesan http://oni-neesan.deviantart.com/journal/24553274/ http://oni-neesan.deviantart.com/journal/24553274/ Sat, 02 May 2009 18:31:08 PDT Why must I hide how I feel?
Its not fair...

I want to tell him... but I'm afraid of
what would happen...

]]> !oni-neesan http://oni-neesan.deviantart.com/journal/24497353/ http://oni-neesan.deviantart.com/journal/24497353/ Wed, 29 Apr 2009 13:28:50 PDT I get no thanks...
I get stuck at home...
I hate it up here...
It's time for a Change....
pretty much 4years down the drain...
and what did I get out of this?
A CHILD!
Wow... how luck am I?
I don't want this life..
I don't like the worrie...
I'm sick of doing this by my self...

My heart it in all the wrong places...
I want this, no I want that; But I really want-
I wish _ _ _ _ _ was mine... he's so sweet...
but I can't... I just can't...
every time i talk to him... my feelings get stronger...
*sigh*
Bullshit...

I just want to be happy... thats all...
the question is what do I have to do?

]]> !oni-neesan http://oni-neesan.deviantart.com/journal/24402706/ http://oni-neesan.deviantart.com/journal/24402706/ Thu, 23 Apr 2009 22:05:01 PDT oh how I love that Cold Metal...
the slite stinging...
along with the blood...


I'm tired of trying- I need a relief...




Mood swings are a BITCH!

]]> !oni-neesan http://oni-neesan.deviantart.com/journal/24359053/ http://oni-neesan.deviantart.com/journal/24359053/ Tue, 21 Apr 2009 11:42:38 PDT and I can't see any of the 901 Deviations!!!!!!!!


Its like something really hates me...
*Sigh* I hate life... lol I am sooooo sick of this
but I'll probably be saying that for years...

My heart seams to be in the wrong place, I guess...
I fall to easly... get caught up in W/E...

Damn SoapOperas... everyone is so happy yet everyone
is cheating on each other- one life ends and another
begins...

I know why I'm mad all the time- Its the way I grew
up... Its just the way I am- Don't look at the goood-
The glass is half empty- not half full...

I'm losing the battle and the war...

hmmm I notice I'll actually talk on this site lol
Tell people wat i'm thinkking... which everyone says
I need to Shut The Fuck Up... Bite My Tounge...
Its hard to change... Not sure if I can...


after 18 years... could You change Your ways??


I keep getting the most randomest calls...
from Washington, Michigan, Rhode Island...
anyway..... now I'm just rambling...
I wonder if anyone will read this


WOW I CAN'T EVEN CHANGE MY MOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HOW FUCKED IS THAT?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!????
JUST LIKE WHEN I WANTED THE EMO-THINGS TO POP UP IT TOOK UP THE WHOLE WINDOW!!!!!! WTF?!

]]> !oni-neesan http://oni-neesan.deviantart.com/journal/24265611/ http://oni-neesan.deviantart.com/journal/24265611/ Wed, 15 Apr 2009 22:11:40 PDT Pick up the blade...
Slice the skin...
Ya, I'll do it again...
My heart is full of pain, and I'm sick of it...
Why Can't I Be Happy?!
WHY?!

]]> !oni-neesan http://oni-neesan.deviantart.com/journal/24228146/ http://oni-neesan.deviantart.com/journal/24228146/ Mon, 13 Apr 2009 20:04:08 PDT lol.... it sucked 10hrs in a car is tooooooo much....
but at least I gots to play Xbox online
Some call of duty, killin some zombies... I forgot how much fun Halo is lol...

THEY HAVE THE BEST HERBS DOWN THERE!!!!!


But there is way to many people, and that means way to many cars...

I like it up in the mountions... uck sand lol...

OMG I'm happy tho- I got rollerbladez!!!!
and I only ate it 3 times lol.. pretty good for a frist time huh

we went to the mall... I had to mostly chace the little one around... so I didn't get anything for myself...
LuckLy we went back the next day and I got some pretty cool stuff lol... Hopefully I'll gets some pics up..
anyhoo...

]]> !oni-neesan http://oni-neesan.deviantart.com/journal/23953385/ http://oni-neesan.deviantart.com/journal/23953385/ Sun, 29 Mar 2009 15:06:17 PDT He sees no reason to get up till 1pm...
He yells at me
Threatens to hit me- and he says he'd hit me in the face
because that would inbarrus me....
*i can't spell*
I ask him to do something- he doesn't....
I really don't know why I try... I'm tired of feeling like this.... I just want it to end.... I don't want to be....
Oh but he can stay out till 6am with no phone call..
but he wont watch lil baby so I can stay the night at Brittanys...
ya why should Hannah M Zwicky have any fun...
ok ok... here is the line
__________________________________________________________
I'm right here...


I sooooooooo just wanna jump over.... i'm so close....
my body hurts... my soul is colored red from all the love i've bled...
why can't I be happy for a change.... i still can't believe i picked this..... its fucked....



OH! somethin else.... i've been using his Ipod shuffle and he wanted it back... HE TOOK OFF EVERY SONG I PUT ON THERE!!! SOME OF THOSE SONGS I CAN'T GET BACK..... i hate my life....

]]> !oni-neesan http://oni-neesan.deviantart.com/journal/23915490/ http://oni-neesan.deviantart.com/journal/23915490/ Fri, 27 Mar 2009 11:34:17 PDT So i noticed that No One read my other Journal.....
So i might not be commenting or Journal Commenting....
Cuz you didn't care about mine- lol I
Don't care how wrong that sounds either....
Depression sucks.... lol

I don't need to write anything else- yer not gonna read this....

OH AND I WOULD GET A DA SUBSCRIPTION BUT I DON'T HAVE ANY FUCKING MONEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO MEEEHHHHHH!

]]> !oni-neesan http://oni-neesan.deviantart.com/journal/23832345/ http://oni-neesan.deviantart.com/journal/23832345/ Sun, 22 Mar 2009 13:26:11 PDT Made me feel.. I guess alive... maybe I just enjoyed the pain...
Everythings my fault... Everything I do is Wrong... I just can't win... You can't win when yer zodiac sign is Scorpio/Sagittarius and born in the year of the Horse... Everythings all fucked up...
I still have NO idea WHy I picked this.... must have been rich in a past life...

I hate Drama.... I'm tired of trying.... but I say that alot...

it would be best if I could go back in time and stopped myself from going and meeting him... I wouldn't have developed a COKE addiction... I probably wouldn't even Smoke!! Maybe I would have finished school... lol sometimes I wondering what it would have been like to go to a real highschool... but no I had to get caught with that Alc. ... I should have thrown it over the bushes... Then I wouldn't have had to Clean the whole fuckin school for 5months!!! and then still not be aloud on the last trip of 8th grade... then I wouldn't have gone to the Damn Traid School.... Wich was pointless- They wanted to train me to Get a Job And Keep The Job... but the principal was layed off cuz the countie didn't like what he was teaching at the school or something... he left... I left and when to Indapendence Home Schooling... where my teacher said that "all his other students with kids- They turn in more work than I did!" thats fucked up huh??? He told me to give him back the school books next time i come in- he told me to find another school... I fucking hate him so I pretty much dropped out... he gave up on me- lol i guess i'll give up on the world...

I can't wait till 2012 when we have a huge earthquake and it splits everyting apart.... my heart it so tired... my eyes are bloodshot and brused... I'm just tired... why do I try... I'm sick of trying and getting NOTHING IN RETURN!!!!!

IT'S A THANKLESS JOB BUT SOMEBUDDYS HAS GOT TO DO IT!! LIKE A MOP, AND A BROOM; NO ONE WANTS A THANKLESS JOB........

]]> !oni-neesan http://oni-neesan.deviantart.com/journal/23788189/ http://oni-neesan.deviantart.com/journal/23788189/ Thu, 19 Mar 2009 21:07:06 PDT It's Hot- Yet It is Cold...
I'm on fire from the inside out....
I hate that feeling...

*sigh* I'm just tired of trying to do anything....
I'm tired of burring friends...
I'm just Used up...
LOL when Oh When Will I SNAP?!
That is the question....

I hate my thoughts too... there are too many
Yet never enough...

WHY?!

Why don't they CARE?
Just cuz you say you do- doesn't mean you do...

I sat in a AOL Chatroom for an hour lastnight- lol
I talked to myself... lol random i know...

I miss the WHITE GURL...
I miss it like a Demon misses the Light...

]]> !oni-neesan http://oni-neesan.deviantart.com/journal/23617808/ http://oni-neesan.deviantart.com/journal/23617808/ Mon, 09 Mar 2009 20:51:48 PDT We pass the light- he keeps looking at us in his rear view mirror then he smiled *i think* and stomped on his breaks!!!!!



anyhoo.... We swirved around him.... He looked like my ex....

]]> !oni-neesan http://oni-neesan.deviantart.com/journal/23590596/ http://oni-neesan.deviantart.com/journal/23590596/ Sun, 08 Mar 2009 11:42:31 PDT I try to drag and dropp but it glitches... I save it
In the wrong area.. lol

OMG! My 'Friend' Amy called me this morning and was all
"So Hannah, If you got a propble with me, cuz i know you have been hanging out with Shaun, If you got a Fucking Problem with me, Tell me!"

No i don't know what she means! I love her more then Shaun!! Der! Shaun must have told her something... not sure what cuz the bitch wont answer her phone!
Bull shit i tell ya!

]]> !oni-neesan http://oni-neesan.deviantart.com/journal/23524889/ http://oni-neesan.deviantart.com/journal/23524889/ Wed, 04 Mar 2009 13:53:56 PST
My Comp Is So Slow That I Can't Load My Messages!!!!!

So Uhhh... Thank You For Faving Or Commenting...

More Pics Soon!!! *i hope*

]]> !oni-neesan http://oni-neesan.deviantart.com/journal/23476755/ http://oni-neesan.deviantart.com/journal/23476755/ Sun, 01 Mar 2009 18:34:48 PST
Okie this guy wasn't my best friend but he was my dads...
we got a call not too long ago that he shot himself lastnight...
Len and I started to cry as soon as we heard...

So we went into the trailer to talk about it and smoke..
I told him how last night Bryan was suposta come over...
He called my dad telling him that he needed to woop some ass cuz his daughter *who is in 8th grade* had relations- and he didn't want her to get prego...

The other thought is that his wife is cheating.... but if you'd seen her... you'd know that that didn't happen....

Then Len said that he heard footsteps and he couldn't figure out who is was- he said he thought that is was my dad going out to the shop to get the gun- so he locked the door.

I started to cry cuz i realized that it must have been him stopping by so he could say good bye to my dad...

And All I can Think about is his three kids...

]]> !oni-neesan http://oni-neesan.deviantart.com/journal/23440567/ http://oni-neesan.deviantart.com/journal/23440567/ Fri, 27 Feb 2009 20:26:14 PST
Really when it's family...*sigh* I hate people...

I'm so negative- It's just the way I am...

I've tried to change- It ain't gonna happen-

I'm going to lose everything... I just have a feeling...

*Wow and my dad right now is in the kitchen telling my daughter how much of a "Bitch" Grandma is... I hate him...*

If I didn't have this crying baby with me... I might just shoot myself out of being Bored!!!

I don't even care if anyone really reads this... FUCK YOU FBI IRS S.S. PlaCE PEOPLE FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ripped up inside- torn to peices... screaming and crying-
it doesn't matter- Nothing I want- Nothing That I need-
I used to say- Lifes a bitch but I fell in love-
Now- Why Do I Try? Why Do I Bother? I'm So Sick Of Feeling Like this.... I don't want to be lonley anymore....

I WANT TO BE HAPPY WHY CAN'T I EVEN HAVE THAT?!?!?!?!?!?!!
EVERYTHINGS MY FAULT- ALL MY FAULT...

*I have noticed that banging yer head into the wall really does help*

]]> !oni-neesan http://oni-neesan.deviantart.com/journal/23147930/ http://oni-neesan.deviantart.com/journal/23147930/ Wed, 11 Feb 2009 22:04:33 PST I hate this time of year!
Everyone is sooo happy...
Why can't I have a Happy one???
I want to be able to freakin go out on a and have someone treat me like a real person... like they care about me...

Or maybe just some flowers? Or a nice Teddie Bear??

I will say this though...

]]> !oni-neesan http://oni-neesan.deviantart.com/journal/22953692/ http://oni-neesan.deviantart.com/journal/22953692/ Sun, 01 Feb 2009 21:39:23 PST
I'm very sad.... maybe depressed...

]]> !oni-neesan http://oni-neesan.deviantart.com/journal/22803741/ http://oni-neesan.deviantart.com/journal/22803741/ Sun, 25 Jan 2009 13:06:54 PST that must be why you all like me so much lol jk
i'm very depressed- sick and tired of it all...
i want it to end... but then again i want to see my lil
girl grow up... i need a break... yes i do... i've been threw just as much shit as the rest of you...

I have no one to talk to... my man just walks away- he doesn't seem to care- but he says i'm wrong.... oh well.... i'm just tired.. i want a WORKING fuckin camera with a cord to connect

I have no one he just fuckin left me behind again!!!!!!! i don't get to do anything- i dont think anyone loves me....

i am an offil person and i want it to end..... no one cares............ i'm all alonee..

]]> !oni-neesan http://oni-neesan.deviantart.com/journal/22734575/ http://oni-neesan.deviantart.com/journal/22734575/ Thu, 22 Jan 2009 13:31:57 PST
After they got their tent all set up, both men fell sound asleep.

Some hours later, Tonto wakes the Lone Ranger and says,

"Kemosabe, look towards sky; what you see?"

The Lone Ranger replies, "I see millions of stars."

"What that tell you?" asked Tonto.

The Lone Ranger ponders for a minute then says,

"Astronomically speaking, it tells me there are millions of

galaxies. Time wise, it appears to be approximately a quarter past

three in the morning. Theologically, the Lord is all powerful, and

we are small and insignificant. Meteorologically, it seems we will

have a beautiful day tomorrow. What does it tell you, Tonto?"

"You dumber than buffalo shit. Someone stole tent."



]]> !oni-neesan http://oni-neesan.deviantart.com/journal/22641510/ http://oni-neesan.deviantart.com/journal/22641510/ Sat, 17 Jan 2009 20:45:46 PST
Last night- well this morning... i went to bed before he did- he came in and wanted some lovin- so he got some(i guess) all i remember is him suddenly saying i'm too tired- then he rolled over and went to sleep!

O.o*

I asked him this morning what the hell happened but all he did was laugh! oihhh....

Do you sleep threw sex like i do? lol and is that a bad thing lol...

]]> !oni-neesan http://oni-neesan.deviantart.com/journal/21965457/ http://oni-neesan.deviantart.com/journal/21965457/ Sat, 13 Dec 2008 14:40:56 PST
Girls, if this story touched you, repost it as "this guy is an asshole"

Guys, if this story pisses you off, repost it as "I'll beat up any guy who does this to my girl" (Beating up isn't enough for me....so...Torture and Murder it is)

If you're against rape, please take the time to repost this
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Guy:"Can we have sex now."

Girl: "Can we do what? I thought we were going to the movies"

Guy: "Nah, i wanna be your first, finally."

Girl: "Um...no.Uh, just keep driving, were gonna miss the movie"

Guy: "Who cares? im more important then the movie"

Girl: "but you have a girlfriend, who happens to be my friend......."

Guy: "So, if you don't tell, I won't tell."

Girl: "Besides that, I'm waiting for someone special. Someone that I want to be with for the rest of my life to be my first."

Guy: "I'm not special to you?"

Girl: "You're my friend. That's all."

Guy: looks forward and keeps driving.


5 minutes pass.......

Guy: starts to run his hand up the girl's thigh, getting close to where he shouldnt be.

Girl: moves his hand, "Don't touch me.".

Guy: tries to kiss her.

Girl: screams, "Would you stop."

Guy: continues trying.

Girl: moves to the back seat

Guy: parks on an abandoned street and gets in the backseat with the girl. Starts to kiss her and shoves his hand up her shirt, feeling her.

Girl: pushes him off and scoots over, "Please, don't do this. Thats horrible, you pig."

Guy: "Shut up, I know you want it, I can see it in your eyes." Moves over to her and starts to unbutton her pants aggressively.

Girl: pushes him harder and says, "No, don't!"

Guy: getting aggravated, punches her.

Guy: "Come on, i wanna get in your pants, and i know you wanna see whats in mine."

Girl: crying, continues to fight.

Guy: punches her harder, pulls her pants off, and holds her down.

Girl: trys to get away as he takes off his boxers, but he was to strong.
screams as he shoves himself inside of her, "NO STOP, DONT DO THIS!!"

Guy: as he groans, she screams, so he puts his hand over her mouth. groaning continues from the guy as three hours pass...

Girl: terrified, and still struggling, watches and feels the guy go in and out of her. he pushes inside hard, almost hurting her.

Guy: pulls out of her, wipes himself, and puts pants back on.

Girl: sits on the corner of the seat, crying.

Guy: "wait, i was being a jerk... i didnt ask if you wanted more."

Guy: he laughs in a sick, twisted way.


Girl: "i swear i will get your ass in jail if-"

Guy: looks at her, then comes closer. "Tell the cops, or anyone, i will kill you.
and thats a promise"

Girl: pulls back, "Just take me home, now."

Guy: he says "alright, right after this. just for threatning to tell the cops on me, ima teach you a lesson that youll love."

The guy does the same thing he just did for an hour.

Guy: "fun wasnt it?"

Guy: drives her home. she steps out of the car, angry, scared, and helpless.

Guy: acting like everything went okay and they had fun, he yells out the window "good night baby, see you later."

Girls parents: How was the movie sweetie ?

the girl just looks at them, and goes up to her room.

2 months later.........

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Girl: "Doctor, what's wrong with me. I haven't had my time of the month in 2 months"

Doctor: looks at her, "You haven't been having your period for a reason."

Girl: looks at him and says, "Why?" dreading the answer that she was sure to receive.

Doctor: "You are pregnant."

Girl: breaks down crying, looking at her belly.

When the girl gets back to school, the story gets out that shes pregnant....

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Guy: "If you lie to anyone and say that i raped, i swear i will beat you so hard, i would kill you and that baby"

Girl: "but you DID rape me. you groaned, while i screamed. you didnt care about my feelings. you made me have sex with you."

Guy: "so? why does it matter? you liked it anyways so shut up, stupid slut."

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Girls, if this story touched you, repost it as "this guy is an asshole"

Guys, if this story pisses you off, repost it as "I'll beat up any guy who does this to my girl"
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