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                <title>Halloweennnnn</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 25 Oct 2009 23:14:06 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ it's almost here! XD in case you're wondering, I'm just wearing my Akira outfit. ^_^<br /><br />ALso, I bought a waist clencher at DragonCon, and I'm making a rave outfit with it...the only thing I need is a long black wig...and either some kind of stockings with a design or those fuzzy leg warmers. <br /><br />I'm super excited. I've got some more cash coming in. I started working football games at my college. Not a lot of cash (between $50-$60 per game) but still a bit of extra to spend on cosplay and such. yay. ^_^.<br /><br />I'm also trying to drag my friends in to some photo shoots I wanna do. But it's gotta be a little colder for them I think.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Whats been happening</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 19 Jun 2009 00:01:54 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So my sister's wedding was in Jamaica last month. ...I never want to go back there...if you loved it, thats great...not my thing. Don't want to go back. Period.<br /><br />Last sat. my bf and I saved a kitten, he's a orange stripped short hair, and he's so cute! Yes, he's living at my house.<br /><br />I was supposed to head out to Tampa for MetroCon today...some family issues happened...didn't go...not so happy about that...but I got tickets to DRAGON CON instead! XD So Ray and I will be at DRAGON CON!! XD I WILL be cosplaying my Akira there, and I'm going to bring back the kimono I made, with a bit of differences (due to the fact that I have to wear something UNDER the kimono since it blows open when I walk, LOL, so I'm thinking of making a pleated skirt to go under it...because I feel like it...>> shut up. I'm also thinking about maybe making another kimono or yukata or some other random thing. Just for the Hell of it. I've never been to a con that wasn't strictly anime before. Should be interesting. XD<br /><br />I started watching Tokyo Mew Mew...a cross btw Sailor Moon and ...animals...but I like it so far. and I could totally cosplay the main character since I already have a pink wig. I've never noticed how many pink short haired anime charaters there were. lol.<br /><br />also, my computer has been crapping out on me again.<br /><br />And I might look into getting some Lolita EGL dresses and shoes and stuff.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>OMG 20.</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 14 May 2009 22:32:53 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so, yesterday I was at Kennican's with my mom and she was buying me some dresses and I was off playing with hats and she had this conversation with the check out girl:<br />"She's finally getting a little bit girly."<br />girl: "Oh haha, well, just wait until she's in college. ^_^"<br />Mom: "...*smiles* She's 20 and about to be in her 3rd year of college. *pays*"<br />girl: "Oh! She's younger than me!"<br /><br />...sigh, but yes! Today I turned 20! XD and I still dont look like it. lol.<br />so far my presents are: a dress form<br />a pair of Maui Jim sunglasses<br />money<br />a small statue of a Chinese woman<br /><br />So today I ate at Wendy's..I'm not a fan. 1) the burger was square ~_~, 2) not much flavor.<br />I prefer Burger King Burgers and McDonald fries.<br /><br />So if I really do get to go to MetroCon, I'm gonna be Suichi from Gravitation, and I'll be in this HUGE Gravitation cosplay group. XD<br /><br />I'm so bored, my brain is broken. lol. I donno, I cant focus on anything lately. >.<<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>KamiCon</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 24 Apr 2009 22:17:16 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Totally starts in a few hours!!! OMG im exctied. I'll have sooooooooooo many pics for you guys! XDDD<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Let's go to the club, Let's move, Let's dance</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 18 Apr 2009 18:13:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ omg, the gay club was so fun. XD we all dressed up, drove about an hours dancing to the car's BLASTING music, and then danced for hours at the club. In total: 4 guys, 5 girls, 2 cars. 3 girls and 2 guys that we're friends with met us down there. ...there was a Tranny show, it was GREAT! After a while of all the girls dancing together, the guys started dancing together and it was SOOOOOOOOOoooooooooooooo funny, and kinda hot, lol. My friend has all the pics on her camera, but I'm not sure how my friends would feel about me posting them on here so I dont know if I will...we'll see. This is the first time I've ever done anything like this (school dances dont count) and I'm TOTALLY looking forward to next time! XD<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Lose your Youth, cuz Beauty is Truth</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 14 Apr 2009 08:10:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm on a health kick lately. I'm going to start drinking only water for the rest of the week (lets kick that dependency on caffeine!), and I'm gonna start exercising and snacking less. And no I didn't gain a huge amount of weight, I'm still underweight and all...just weak >> and you should always flush your kidneys and suck every once in a while to keep them healthy, so WATER!!! XD<br /><br />omg I was doing crunches last night and then Ray got home and I was like, "Heyyyyy, do some crunches with me XD" so he sighs and grabs my comp and turns on iTunes and tells me "we're going non-stop for 3 songs"...I thought I was going to die...lol.  damn dancers, <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";p" title="Wink/Razz" /><br /><br />My Akira cosplay is herererererere...I just gotta go pick it up at the post office. <br /><br />I've been having a bunch of girly days with my friends, yay. We've been going out and having fun shopping lately. A bunch of my girlfriends are going to an out of town gay club fri, and if I can go I'm TOTALLY GOING!!!! I'm all excited about it too. We're trying to get our gay friend to come...(and some straight guys haha). WE're picking out clothes today.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I got a rice cooker</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 07 Apr 2009 23:37:43 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ f yea. also, dell sucks. ^_^<br /><br />I dont go to school friday,but i still gotta go on campus early for a thing we're doing for KamiCon ( kamicon.tk ) ^_^but thats ok. also, im going to see Wicked this weekend. yayyyy. <br /><br />omg, i decided im going to buy a dress form and my next cosplay is gonna involve a dress. like a DRESS! any suggestions? let  me know! XD I'm all excited, I wanna make a DRESS! XDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXD<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>i still live</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 31 Mar 2009 17:24:46 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ my comp died, but I'm back.<br /><br />any one have any suggestions for anime I should watch? cuz I wanna watch some anime. ^_^<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>damn dell</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 27 Mar 2009 14:59:24 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ my comp DIED (well, ok, froze completely) so I am computer-less (I also have the BIGGEST dell rant but i'm not getting into it at the moment...im on my bf's (Daoutsida's) comp for a while...>><br />i miggghhhhttttttttt do some stuff on here, but it's doubtful. very doubtful.<br /><br />oh, I had a convo with one of my guy friends at school today, are corsets sexy? What color would you like to see me in?<br /><br />also I found this guy that makes all these huge cloaks and capes on eBay..(i kinda want one, lol)<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>tagged, learn something, read. ;3</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 24 Mar 2009 08:23:51 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i've been tagged by ~Vigilante-anarchist ( I dont know how to do the links or pics either, lol)<br /><br />1. Post these rules<br />2. Each tagged person must tell 8 things about themselves<br />3. At the end, you have to tag 8 people, and post their icons in the journal<br />4. Go to their page with a comment saying you tagged them<br />5. NO TAGBACKS<br /><br /><br /><br />1. Haaa, I'm in my longest relationship (2 years, we got together on Valentine's day so its easy to   remember our anni, haha). I lovvvveeeee him. xp<br /><br />2. I'm one of the guys...haha no really. I LOVE video games, roller coasters, cars, etc. <br /><br />3. I'm a sony fan. I have a PS2, PS3 and PSP. I also have a DS Lite, and I play WoW.<br /><br />4. I'm kinda a yaoi..nope, I'm am not a fangirl (fangirls freak me out, you're scary shit), so I'm not hard core and I dont want to be...but I like boyboy (they have such sweet, yet funny stories). Totally a dark, dirty secret, LOL. <br /> <br />5. I LOVE anime conventions, but I dont get to go very often. Sadface. My bf likes to try to get me to cosplay with him when we do go (I'm not very good at it, lol, its so different then what I'm used too). <br /><br />6. I totally grew up in a super reserved family, but my bf is super NOT reserved, so there are a lot of awkward moments...therefore, awkward moments define my life. lol.<br /><br />7. I hate Dell, omg dont buy from DELL! DX <br /><br />8. My fav games are Final Fantasy 8 (PS1/2) and The New Prince of Persia (PS3 [you cant die! omg, ideal game!! lol])<br /><br />8 is such a small number >> lol,<br />I refuse to tag, if you DO decide to do this, leave me a comment, so I can go read it (I wanna know more about you guys!) ;3<br /><br />I found out what I'm good at! I'm good at bringing people together, I kid you not. I have a small group of friends, nd when I find a new friend after a while I bring them into my group. ^_^ (I figured this out only after one of my friends told me, hehe)...my friend then told me I should be a pimp in order to use this talent to its fullest (and make a profit).<br /><br />This is the same friend who plans on dressing me in clothes that make me look younger (make up counter ladies and random freaking hostesses in my town think I'm about 12...If I go eat with my parents they ask if I want a child's menu...I kid you not) and take my pic, and put it on the internet to make a profit off pedos. (my friends are great, lol).<br /><br />I had to factory restore my Dell (AGAIN) but this time I was able to back everything up so it's ok, I didn't lose everything this time. I AM still having problems with my computer tho. wtf? It's still not working properly, better than before I restored it, but not like its fixed. Dell = Hell. >><br /><br />Anyone have a MYSPACE? Cuz I like myspace, (mine is all jacked up and colorful) but noone uses it anymore. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> if you have one, send me the link *pout* lets be friends. lol. no one is ever online anymore. How sad.<br /><br />My life has been really hectic lately, we repainted 7 rooms in our house (`twas a complete MESS), my computer is crapping out (at least its before the warranty is out), problems with certain pp >>. I had a hair appointment the other day, but they didnt call me the day before like they were supposed too so I forgot about it. >> now I'm just waiting to get my hair cut again until RIGHT before I go to Jamaica for my sister's wedding...sadly when I come back, my hair is probably going to be fried since my hair + beach = a bad place...>> oh well. ^_^<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>ho hum</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 22 Mar 2009 23:54:51 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ school tomorrow, ewwww. I don wanna go. >.< On a side note, I got 2 new dresses the other day. yayyyy. I've had a stressful day today, booo. and the new facebook sucksssssssss.<br /><br />Anyone going to MTAC? I will not be going, but I'm curious. :3 a bunch of my friends are going, I just want a new cell phone strap or charm, my last one broke. sadness.<br /><br />I finally got around to making a wishlist, yay. lol, randomly pointless. <br /><br />The Dragon Ball trailors are showing, wtf guys??<br /><br />OMG my room is so clean! I cleaned it yesterday. ^_^. <br /><br />This is really random...but I'm not sorry, XD<br /><br />ok so, I have this weird obsession with: Kimonos, corsets, bento boxes, dress, shoes, it goes on, lol...i know how to make sausages and hot dogs look like octopi! XD<br /><br />so I have over 6,000 page views O_o. THANKS GUYS!!!!! XDDDDDD<br /><br />My brain is fried, I've been on spring break and since I'm an AWESOME loser of AWESOMNESS, I stayed home and slept like the dead all week. XD but now my brain is giving me a big F-U were school is concerned. boo.<br /><br />omg I want some nachoes. >><br /><br />bye guys! XDDDDD<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>possibly insane</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 09 Mar 2009 02:45:58 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so I'm not sleeping, I say that now, I'm going to regret it later lol, I dont care, this is horrible grammar.<br /><br />so insanity is bubbling in my chest, its actually laughter but its all the same when there;s no rhyme or reason. <br /><br />I dont get to go to MomoCon, sadface <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> well actually, I COULD, but Daoutsida cant go and I dont wanna go without him, it wouldnt be as awesome...or awesome at all I guess.<br /><br />I'm spending Spring Break at home, again this yr, but really I'm gonna sleep and play video games. XD I havnt REALLY played WoW in a while, I've been too busy with school. >.< <br /><br />Also, my poor poor barely used PS3 ( I love you baby)<br /><br />Not sleeping does weird things<br /><br />OMG, Watchmen, super graphic, lots of sex, nudity, and gore. <br /><br />I'm watching Sailor Moon - ALL of it. XD<br /><br /><br />my attention span is pretty much gone at this point, lol.<br /><br />Great quote: Its like you fell off the rock wall at the gym, and then turned around and conquered Everest.<br /><br />I want a new cell phone, but i dont have the $$ for it (well I do, but I'm saving for a new compter in 2 yrs) and I'd feel bad asking my mom to buy me one for m bday since we're going to Jamacia for my sister's wedding soon after that >.< And Daoutsida just dropped $500 on a citizen eco-drive watch for our anni, so I cant ask him for one on my bday either (not that I would, he likes to surprise me with gifts lol. Also this watch has diamonds around the face and has a recharheable battery that runs off light so I dont have to replace ht ebattery and I've never worn a watch around him in 2 yrs so he got me one since I'm obsessed with time. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" />). (I do need to persuade him from considering buying me one of those mini=laptops b/c my laptop make my backpack super heavy and he;s concerned >.<...)<br /><br />Ive been playing Bubble Bobble *NES baby!) lately, yayyyy.<br /><br />ok i'm winding down off my sugar rush. XD<br /><br />bed time. XD *its 4:45 am)<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I am TWITCHING!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 20 Feb 2009 22:52:57 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So you guys know I got a PS3 and the new Prince of Persia right? I JUST NOW finished it. It might be my 2nd favorite game (nothing can really beat ff8 for me). T'was made of pure AWESOME! I can see why some people disliked the ending, but I LOVED IT!! i thought it was a GREAT ending. Left some unanswered questions, but had a "to be continued." The wait for the next one is already killing me. >.< Ubisoft is apparently making another Assassin's Creed before starting on the second new Prince of Persia game. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> I cant wait tho!!!!! If you HAVE or are thinking about getting a PS3, WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR?!?!?!?! BUY THIS GAME!!!! The dialogue is EXTREMELY funny, the graphics are Gorgeous, and the story is BEAUTIFUL!!! I'm sad that I'm done with it....>><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Freaking Out</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 03 Feb 2009 00:14:28 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I had a test today-ish (mon) and one on tues and 2 on wed. wtf?! >.< anyway. omgomgomgogmgomggogmogmogjmmgorjgkmolelkjgdhdsehG I might get to go to MomoCon again..but I also might not. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> I wanna goooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. Also, stuff is comming together for KamiCon (kamicon.tk). I finally finished Code Geass R2...I TOTALLY cried at the end. >.< sadness. I've completely lost my corset patterns, so I think I'll make a random pleated skirt for no real reason out of my left over obi material...or just wait till i remember where the hell I put my patterns (cuz Ibet I put them somewhere so I'd remember where they are sigh).<br /><br />I re-read The Dark Angel trilogy by Meridith Ann Peirce <br />now I'm re-reading The Claidi Journals by Tanith Lee.<br /> both great series, if you like fantasy, you should look into them. ^_^. I liked them enough to buy them and re-read them. yay<br />Libba Bray has some great books too, geared toward teen girls tho. (I must say WAY better than S. Mayer...ew.) she wrote a 3-parter starting with: A Great And Terrible Beauty. <br />Also, HOLLY BLACK!!! LOVEEEEEE! Her Modern Pharie tales starting with Tithe are the BESSSSTTTTTTTT.<br /><br />I should stop gushing. >><br /><br />Valentine's Day is coming up! XD yay! My 2 yr anniversary! I laugh b/c one of my guy friends said I'm doing it wrong, that since our anni. is on V-Day, I miss out on an extra present. lol, I think its funny, but I like it this way. ^_^. I'm not really sure what I'll be doing, I really hope that ray can get off work. I'm really excited about his presents. XDDD I hope he likes them.<br /><br />So I'm obsessed about books and movies and anime and stuff. lol. I got an antique bookshelf to store my knick-knacks that are expensive so they wont get messed up or broken. ^_^. <br /><br />I'm watching Tales of the Abyss right now. It's really good I think, but I havnt gotten very far. anyway, Im gonna go read then bed. ^_^<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Lothar server</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 27 Jan 2009 22:10:40 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I was threatened by a friend and so im on lothar server in WoW XD. momo-con is soon-ish! XDDyayyyyy. so i have a question, does anyone have any suggestions on a couples cosplay? or is there an anime chara you'd like to see me dress up as that also has a love interest? cuz im looking for cosplays to do with Daoutsida. Please let me know ok? XDDD<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Welcoming in the new year</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 30 Dec 2008 22:14:20 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hope everyone had a good Christmas or whatever you celebrate during the last month of the year. I also hope everyone has a wonderful and merry new year.<br /><br />a bit of an update for ppl who care about ME (lol - bad stuff first). <br />1- had an allergic reaction to...something...not really sure what. The pills my Doc gave me didnt work...so yay. that was fun. This started the week BEFORE the 25th. Still hasnt gone away, got better while I was away from home..but now that im back who knows... <br /><br />2- Christmas Eve my computer had another virus...lost everything. Never buy a Dell. If you really think you want to...talk to me, I'll let you know EVERYTHING my Dell has put me thru. Have decided in 2 years when my Dell warranty is over, I will buy a Macbook Pro with Student loans that I'm saving for that purpose.<br /><br />3- Went to my bf's parent's house. His sister (who is 16, but got her learner's permit late has yet to get her driver's license. She has issues reversing and parking and she panics a lot) attempted to sneak out of her house (and succeeded) between 1-3 am (3am was when the cops called her parents) and while backing out of the garage, HIT my dark silver Scion tC with her C 230 Mercedes Benz (rich brat that she is) and was not going to inform anyone about it until her dad saw the SMALL scratch on her car. I have a rather SIZABLE SCRAPE on my rear bumper (they are going to pay for it to be re-painted tho).<br /><br />4- earlier that day while my bf and I were out of the house, she snuck into the room I sleep in and used MY COMPUTER to check her myspace and EMAIL! (Her and her brother have Macs..no worries about viruses right? Her brother's Mac was closer to the door she entered but did she touch it? noooo. So Im waiting for my Dell to melt. *ANGRY*!!!!!!!!!!!) Also, her dad SOMEHOW caught her online while he was at work (makes me wonder if he has a myspace or something) and she said she was on her bro's Mac. Believed it till I went to sign into MY myspace and her email dropped down in the log in box and I then checked my history. yea...I'm really kinda Fucking PISSED THE HELL OFF!<br /><br />5- My sis's fiance has been sick, got my mother sick when she went to his graduation with my sister (older sister, the fiance now has a chem deg and a teaching deg). Well he came to our house for Christmas...and since I'm the small one I have to sit in the middle seat of the car when we go places...I'm sick now too.<br />I'm having a bad month.<br /><br />*long suffering sigh*<br /><br />NOW FOR THE HAPPY STUFF!<br /><br />Christmas was great, got Egyptian cotton sheets (i have like a collection of them, I'm LOVE them so I get them every Christmas..im kinda weird, lol),<br />160 GB Drakes Fortune PS3<br />          Folklore - im loving this game XDD<br />          The new Price of Persia<br />          LittleBigPlanet<br />          a nifty silver ring<br />          and some random other stuffs. lol<br /><br />         mostly tho...my bf...gave me World of Warcraft and is going to pay to let me play. XDDDDDDDDDD I havnt started yet, but im super excited. lol, I've played before (it is an evil, addicting game - which is why they let you play free for a month.) lol.<br /><br />i gotta take my car to get an estimate for damage repair tomorrow. morning, ugh. XP<br /><br />oh, my bf's parents gave my Juicy perfume. Smells pretty good. now I have<br />the Juicy<br />Channel Chance (they now have some Chance that looks green? I have the pink <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";p" title="Wink/Razz" />)<br />and Ninna Ricci (its shaped like an apple and its the one I use the most. I was in Hot Topic and they had Twilight perfume who's bottle looked EXACTLY like my Ninna...I dont really like Twilight and I am in now way a Fan girl, so dont mistake me for one, I had my Ninna Ricci perfume way before Twilight became big..also those books feel poorly written and the main character is a dumbass...that said, my sister left me all 4 and in an effort to get along and talk without fighting about SOMETHING im reading them...on the 2nd one...sigh).<br /><br />Speaking od Hot Topic I bought a The Boondock Saints t-shirt from them. great movie, very  much a guy movie tho ("name one thing you're going to need this stupid fucking rope for?!" lol, great line).<br /><br />long one, I'll stop now, lol.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Finals this week</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 07 Dec 2008 23:57:02 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ for anyone reading, we had to put down my cat. the cancer spread into her lungs and her leg was rotting (no one actually told me that, but everytime you walked into a room she was in you almost threw up from the smell <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> ) Im glad she's no longer in pain now. She was purring and loving until the end.<br /><br />Finals start mon, I have 2 on tues, 1 on thurs and 1 fri. >> then Im finally done with this semester. i need a break so bad...<br /><br />ive been reading off onemanga.com for weeks omg >.< I've read thru so much! <br /><br />I'm gonna do some christmas pics this year...but itll take a while. haha. sorry. I know i havnt been around much. >.<<br /><br />anyone aware of any anime cons or whatever in dec? I wont be going this year (Im kinda thinking next year, it'd be a nice trip if there's one near me.) One the subject of anime, anyone have any couple's cosplay suggestions? My bf and I did a Stein (he was good) and Medusa (me not so much) couple cosplay earlier this year. It was really fun. Apparently we're ONLY going to cosplay together now as a couple...or something. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> so, if you have any suggestions pls let me know who, the anime, and a pic link or two would be awesome. ^_^ <br />~for anyone who doesnt know, my bf is half Korean, so he looks asian. That doesnt really matter in the long run, but really, shoot off any suggestions at me...really. lol.<br /><br />omg, i totally saw online where some girl made a bubblegum crisis tokyo 2040 hard suit (priss's for anuone familiar with the show) out of crayola magic clay and wore it to a con *dies* I wish I could have seen it. >.< <br /><br />also, FF8 is my fav game...but if ANYONE suggests I dress up as Rinoa I will kick you in the face. >.< lol, also, my bf hasnt played it, so really only anime suggestions pls. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br />Happy Christmas..or Holiday to everyone ok? XD<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>stuff, lots of it</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 05 Nov 2008 22:48:29 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ omg I'm tired of hearing about the election. I dont care (I do howevercare about Nationalized Healthcare, its a bad thing DONT DO ITTTT), the best part of the entire thing is going to my friend Andrew's apartment with everyone and laughing my ass off at my friends(who are some of the most entertaining and crazy ppl out there...and some are the most 'normal' ppl I have ever met, lol). The highlights:<br />1- J walked in  and informed us he drove 3 hrs home to vote and 3 hrs back..he voted for Nader. I kid you not. That might have been the best thing ever. (the lady at the Checker's drive thru laughed at him when he told them, lol)<br /><br />2- everyone's reaction when I informed them that Andrew (23 yrs old, has lived in the South his ENTIRE LIFE) ate fried chicken for the first time last week.<br /><br />3- John Sununu<br /><br />I finally got my little 'surgery' thingy done. A mole that was potentially cancerous that has been bothering me for a while was removed today...it really f-in hurts now. I'll have a scar too, but I'm ok with that. ^_^. It was on my abs in case you're wonderin. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";p" title="Wink/Razz" /><br /><br />This week is super slow.<br /><br />I find it somewhat annoying that every corset I buy (yay internet/ebay) I have to sew sections of it together to make it fit me. >.< oh well. <br /><br />play The World Ends With You or the nin. DS. fun stuff.<br /><br />college is sucking out my soul. <br /><br />My cat is still alive, for anyone who knows what I'm talking about. She has a cast on the leg that was messed up, I hear her walking down the hall (on hardwood), it'll wake me up at night. I'm super paranoid so I always think its monsters out to get me, lol.<br /><br />I dream in color. Most of my dreams have to do with some form of water, usually the ocean or a random river, and sometimes there are bridges. Its really weird. Sometimes the water is black. I remember once that I was on a bridge over black, icey water and my shoe fell in, and I went to get it, I could TOTALLY feel how cold the water was. I am such a strange person. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br />I've been really depressed lately, stress is really getting to me. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br /><br />if anyone plays Rappelz, I do too so let me know. ^_^<br /><br />i saw a falling star on my drive home! I totally made a wish too. XD<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>rubix cude beside me</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 30 Oct 2008 14:05:45 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm in psychology and the guy sitting beside me is solving a rubix cude. I just keep hearing him twist it. lol<br /><br />sorry I've been gone so long. I've been having a lot of tests, stress, and problem with my relationship. I got my hair cut last weekend. yay. its a lot shorter. Halloween is tomorrow and I'll be dressing up as Soul Eater's medusa. yaya.<br /><br />I'm sorry everyone, I feel like I've let a bunch of people down...I know I've let a few down. I'm really sorry. I think im going to start experimenting with outside pics, and freeze my ass of while doing it. lol. <br /><br />also, i hate fed ex ppl. I was supposed to get a new corset today and a woman rang my door bell once, I was alone in my house and there have been break ins in the neighbors, i couldnt see a car in my drive way. I figuered out it was Fed Ex as soon as she started turning away from my door, I opened the door as she started walking away (she looked at me but kept walking?!) so I ran after her calling out, but she walked to my neighbor's where she parked (?!) and then she drove away. wtf?! so I called fed ex and they were supposed to come back before 3 but they didnt...*annoyed*<br /><br />I hope everyone ha a happy halloween! XD<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>KamiCon</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 21 Oct 2008 15:23:02 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok, at my college we are making a free Con in April and we need artists! This is in Alabama, if you know in artists that might be interested in renting a table at an anime club in the Southern part if the US, please direct them to me!!! Kamicon.tk is the website. Please let me know.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>happy and sad</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 15 Sep 2008 23:56:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so I'm super excited about AWA this weekend. even if im not fully ready for it yet. thats my happy thing. Daoutsida and I will be sharing a hotel room again (in a nice hotel, the one we stayed in last year XD). It has a BIG bathtub, so im totally taking baths everynight before bed. (also, queen size bed) XDDD<br /><br />sadly, my oldest cat Crista-Bell (she's at least 15 yrs old, i dont remember a time before we had her and yet she still acts like a kitten) has cancer. It showed up on one of her back leg joints. We took her to the vet and they didnt know what it was. We took her again before the weekend cuz it started bleeding and puss started leaking out of it, so she was put on medicine. I got home today and my mom told me that the area on her leg had burst and it started spewing blood and puss (she was hurting so bad she was unable to make it to her litter box that we have set up for her, and she wet herself). She is now at the vets, and will have emergency surgery tues. morning. They know its cancer, they dont know if its JUST a tumor, or if it has spread. I'm really kinda upset by it. If she ends up really badly, I'm going to be crying for days. She has been hiding in the dinning room since being taken to the vet the 2nd time. we had 2 different kind of food, water, 2 different kitty beds, a comforter, some small toys, some kitty treats, and a litter box set up for her in that room. My mom and I were giving her more attention, brushing her, giving her treats, petting her, making sure she was ok...I'm really kinda shaken up. I really hope she's ok...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>AWA 14</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 03 Sep 2008 00:32:05 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So im totally going! XD, if you're going, omg drop me a line. I hope to be cosplaying Medusa from Soul Eater, look me up! XD omg, i love my mom, no matter how strict and sometimes scary and bitchy as hell she can get. XD<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>NEVER BUY A DELL COMPUTER!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 18 Aug 2008 17:53:20 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ my dell died...AGAIN...for the FIFTH TIME! (in under 2 years! DX) dont buy one. I've lost all my pictures (again), all my music (again), all my programs that make my computer an "ok piece of shit" (again) my games, my ANIME (cries, my anime is gone). I hate it, im pissed and freaking out and cussing and will be calling dell tomorrow to rip them new ones.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>depression?</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 31 Jul 2008 00:07:33 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ not really, like, i have bouts of it lately, but Ive only been getting an hours worth of sleep everynight. Like, Ive been waking up with nightmares and stuff, and its driving me crazy..not really, actually. Its wearing me down tho. But after my 8 am class i go to Ray's and sleep all day. Ive gotten into the habit of sleeping ON Ray, lol. He's warm and cozy. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> and when Im there I dont have bad dreams. Someone wanna remind me to take my drill to ray's btw? cuz I keep forgetting.<br /><br />I saw a sexy Nissan 360 Z this morning, it was black with tinted windows and a killer body kit. >.<<br /><br />Im happy that Ive made some new friends tho. ^_^. Hiya guys *waves*<br /><br />ohhhh Ray took my pointe shoes in to get dyed today....but i wont get them till Tues...but STILL! XDDDDDD yayyyyyyyyyyy.<br /><br />Ive decided I wanna eventually cosplay Duo from Gundam Wing. I dont care how old it is, Gundam Wing is one of my all time favorite animes. XD<br /><br />..i dont know what else to write...justmeyousee has used some of my pics as stock, and that made me super happy XD (ill get to the one you requested this wee, promised, itll be up by the latest Sun night.) I do take requests, but I wont do somethings, so dont feel bad if I turn you down. sorry.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>ME! XD</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 21 Jul 2008 04:58:19 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ some of you are wondering when Im putting up new stuff (YAY! YOU LIEK ME! XDDD) I have a dr appt today to have some small surgery done (nothing big, just getting some places coughmoledcough that look bad and could end up being cancerous taken off my back (mainly) my side (a little bit) and my stomach (1 place). So i'll probably have bandages on for a little while. I"m also looking at buying more corsets XDDD lol. but I get bored a lot so just keeo an eye out. <br /><br /><br />Anyone in AL interested in a free Anime Con? If so, check out my previous entry!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>UA Anime Convention! XD</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 08 Jul 2008 15:42:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ OK! I'm trying to spread the word of the con we're trying to make. We havnt gotten the name down yet, but it's going to be at the University of Alabama. We're hopefully making a FREE con. We are also gearing for it to occur around the beginning of May (right noe we're gearing for May 1st). PLEASE COME AND PLEASE HELP SPREAD THE WORD! XDDD<br /><br /><br />Please join the facebook or myspace of the con if you're intrested in comming! XDD<br /><br /><a href="http://www.facebook.com/group.php?gid=21695184608&ref=ts">[link]</a><br /><br /><a href="http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=393755094">[link]</a><br /><br /><br />we also are thinking about making an actual website, but dont know how. If you can help, we'd really be very thankful.<br /><br />Any suggestions about our con are welcome!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>pics</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 07 Jul 2008 18:22:31 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Look up Daoutsida : <a href="http://daoutsida.deviantart.com/">[link]</a><br /><br />he has some pics of me up (sideways, but up, lol, XD)<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>dadadadadaddadaddadaaaaaa</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 01 Jul 2008 23:16:31 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ im bored....and EIFFY! lol. i donno. crazy time. Im still trying to play PW and im hitting up the forum like nobody's busniess.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>lj</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 29 May 2008 01:49:40 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ im pdating my lj with a non rhyming ....poem...thing. its open if anyone wants to read it.<br /><br /><a href="http://onyx-ink.livejournal.com/">[link]</a><br /><br />fairly depressing this time. I suggest against most of you reading it, but its there...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Friends...?</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 05 May 2008 17:46:13 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so i've figured out...I dont like some of my friends. Like, I'd rather not have anything to do with some of them, I just dont like them.  I barely even hang out with my best friend anymore and I wish I did. I miss the insanity and I miss when my friends understood and were <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/e/eek.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":o" title=":o (Eek)" />n par" with me. Granted, the only "old Friend" I miss is my best friend, but still. Ray doesnt like some of my friends either..or he didnt...who knows if he still does. I donno I just dont wanna do things anymore. I feel like I want to be left alone again..only by certain ppl I guess...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>WTF Publix?!?!?</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 30 Mar 2008 13:40:56 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so today, I drove around in Ray;s car while he was at work, and then i ent and bought him ice cream at pulix since its almost right beside Bento's. He called me while I was at the check out and just told me to stay there and he would meet. so I put the ice cream in the car and waited outside the store. Across publix, there is a small apartment complex. ok well, this guy came out of the aprt. and he was like, late 20s to mid 30s or so (i couldnt see him that well...but still...) he could have also been just an older college student or something I dont know. but he comes out..then he goes back in...and comes back out with a freakin CAMERA!!!! i saw him point the camera at me...and it kinda fraked me out..so I moved over so a car was blocking me...so HE moved over so he continued to take my picture. Freaked out I waved at him like, "hello, please stop." but he just continued to point his camera at me. so I moved again behind the car while watching him thru the car windows so I could continue to hide. Then Ray finally came out and needed to go into Publix. as we were walking in I looked back and THE GUY WAS STILL THERE WITH HIS CAMERA POINTED AT ME!!!! D: WTF? I'm freaked out. not cool. >.><br /><br />turned out to be a horrible day/night anyway.<br /><br />YAY for horrible spelling.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>new livejournal entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 24 Mar 2008 22:28:31 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ hey everyone. wow my pics are starting to suck. lol. i'll do more later and try to make them better. ^_^<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>depressive, possibly manic</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 27 Feb 2008 00:03:04 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ today is a horrible day. I dont want to wake up in the morning. I'm so tired. I just want to sleep.<br /><br />ONCE AGAIN! I put the link up to my livejournal. I'm going to stop crying about my issues here. I'll do it there. You dont need to check, this is mostly for my friends to know whats going on. thank you.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>journal</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 25 Feb 2008 23:30:23 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I put up a link under website on here...itll just take you to my livejournal account.. where I will be depressed all over the damn place... but whatever.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Sadness!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 19 Feb 2008 22:05:11 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So I just got like, 4 packages from ebay today, and I was like, YAY!  cuz that means that I got new outfits for pics right? Well....I lost weight again. >.< I got my tiara, yay...dont really know how to out it on where it will stay but still, and I got red mesh dress...thats skin fuckin tight cuz it fits 90+. the things i really WANTED to fit however (a black mesh...dress-thing and a new corset) were too big! DX the mesh fits 110+...it doesnt look right at all...maybe I can pin it or something...I donno. but I'm saddened. The corset, I love the print of...its baggy...>.> maybe I can pin that too...*cries* oh well. I'm just gonna keep em cuz eventually I'll be able to wear them. <br />I'll do some pics later.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>V-day</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 13 Feb 2008 19:10:22 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I hope every one has a wonderful V-day!!!! I know I will <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/date.gif" width="36" height="22" alt=":date:" title="Date" /> <br />I MIGHT be adding new pics (granted they're kinda older, lol). Please have a wonderful rest of the week!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~onyx-ink</author>
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                <title>how weak i really am</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 08 Feb 2008 22:44:17 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so I have anime club on fridays (just where we gwt together and watch anime for 3 hrs. lol) but my friend and I decided we didnt want to watch a certain anime and that we wanted snacks, so we went to a grocery store thats just off campus. i was paying when the cashier flinched and we heard someone fall, so we turned, and it seemed like some girl just fell so i didnt really think anything of it, until the cashier started flagging down another cashier that had just walked up and then I noticed the girl was STILL on the ground, the guy near her was apparently NOT with her and seemed unsure of action, and she was convulsing. The guy ended up snapping into action asking one of the cashiers to call an ambulance since the girl was apparently having a seizure, my friend turned to me and said: "she's bleeding, either from her nose or mouth," and when the guy turned her on her side, there was a trail of blood left on the floor. Either she hit her nose really hard when she went down, or she bit  her tongue.  It freaked me out, BADLY. I tasted blood all the way back to club. I felt sick throughout and after club. I still kinda do. I've been crying on and off at my boyfriend's because everytime I close my eyes I see that girl turned on her side with blood leading to her face that is covered in hair. I'm freaked out. I dont even really know why. I dont think its the fact there was blood on the floor, I think it was because I was there before it happened, during, and after.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~onyx-ink</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 02 Feb 2008 12:31:01 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Its somewhat ironic I think. Something random, seemingly happy in a time of woe.<br />Its like, you're laying there, weak and pretty much unable to move, your wrists open and staining you sheets<br />when the ice cream man blares past your house with his nursery rhymes playing, and all you can think of is when your mom used to give you money and would help you flag him down.  Those stupid happier times that disappeared so slowly, you didnt even notice till they were gone completely.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~onyx-ink</author>
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                <title>Not Dead Yet</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 28 Jan 2008 17:56:38 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So I'm not dead yet. I got a corset in the mail today (its a BBBIIIITTTTTTTT to big at my hips, but fits everyewherelse <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" />) I cant really take pics right now. I've been horribly sick. My boyfriend spent form 3-6:30 trying to nurse me back to health. Its horrible. I feel so bad, and people are telling me I look like I'm about to pass out and that I should go home and skip class. I am so tired. and I have 2 quiz/tests tomorrow. One in Jap and pne in Cal 1. everyone, wish me luck and health please! >.< <br /><br />Turns out I have the Flu! My God, I feel horrid. I had to skip classes today and get my boyfriend to take me to my grandmother's so she could take me to a doctor's office. I have the flu. apparently, I can go back to class friday, maybe, if I'm strong enough to go. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/sick.gif" width="32" height="18" alt=":sick:" title="Sick" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~onyx-ink</author>
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                <title>I want</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 21 Jan 2008 13:32:28 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I want<br />
<br />
I want two pairs of pointe shoes<br />
<br />
one black as ink<br />
<br />
one red as blood.<br />
<br />
One to dance with darkness<br />
<br />
and one to dance with death<br />
<br />
After all, Dancing in red shoes will kill you.<br />
<br />
I want restraints<br />
maybe handcuffs,<br />
maybe bondage straps<br />
just so I can show that inside,<br />
I feel trapped.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~onyx-ink</author>
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                <title>wai!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 19 Jan 2008 09:01:06 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ omg its snowing! XD. Its like, the saddest little snow storm EVER, not even enough to make a snow ball with, but still! theres white stuff outside! XD yay.<br />
<br />
oh god, being sick sucks. >.<<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~onyx-ink</author>
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                <title>TURTLES!! XD</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 13 Jan 2008 23:04:54 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey everyone! Thanks so much for the comfort and concern and whatnot for my previous entry. Things are better now, Yay!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" /> <br />
So I've no idea when I'll come out with some new stuff >.< sorry, I just put a pic of some turtles up, but that cuz I was really proud of that random little picture. lol. I'm putting up a pic titled "Bait" right now...these are just random pics tho, not of me (sorry, if you care. lol.). <br />
<br />
So some guy messaged me here and asked if I had any pics of me cry, and then would I make some? that's random to me. I look horrid when I cry ( I look pretty crappy normally so its HORRID when I cry >.&lt<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" />. But to each his own, yes? If anyone's interested..look somewhere else. If I'm going to cry, it wont be so I can take a pic and put it up here. Sorry, but thats a little too personal for me (kinda weird, but whatever.).<br />
<br />
So my classes have started again, less pics cuz of less time. >.<<br />
<br />
also, I wont be able to go to the 50 anime conventions I wanna go too (really only like, 2, but still, I'm sad I cant go to them since classes have started and one is 2 weeks from finals. >.< gay). <br />
<br />
I LOVE taking pictures (if you havent noticed), its just so much fun! XD I bought a new camera. My old camera (still in general use!) is an Olympus Stylus 800 with 8 mp. while the newer one is a canon powershot xs1000 with 7.1 mp. Yay.<br />
<br />
I've got a thing for corsets. Dont really know why...but I do. Also, eBay. which is where I got my newer camera. I've got a corset coming to me late this month, yay! I'm excited! I hope it fits! if not I'm giving it to my friend (rhei35757 look her up ^_^).<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~onyx-ink</author>
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                <title>I...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 05 Jan 2008 18:46:40 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I need to be out of here,<br />
I want to break out,<br />
I want to run, I want to race,<br />
I want freedom,<br />
I want to break them,<br />
and I want to show you how much it hurts,<br />
I want my sanity to stay in tact,<br />
I want to hurt them, and make them cry,<br />
and I want you to FUCKING understand and see!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~onyx-ink</author>
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                <title>Something About Me</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 03 Jan 2008 18:12:04 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ dont come to me drunk,<br />
come to me in pain,<br />
come to me hurting,<br />
come to me sick,<br />
but not drunk, not drugged.<br />
<br />
I do not, I will not drink.<br />
nor will drugs be experimented on<br />
I'm staying away from things like that.<br />
<br />
I dont EVER want to be like him,<br />
I dont EVER want to hurt the ones I love like him,<br />
I'm fighting, I'll never be like that,<br />
I know you cant understand, I know you dont understand.<br />
Thats fine, just know, I will not drink,<br />
so dont to pull me in that scene.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~onyx-ink</author>
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                <title>newnessness</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 22 Dec 2007 00:08:28 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so I've never done pictures like this before. I'm glad I've gotten such positive comments. The newness of this makes me a bit nervous. Thank you everyone who commented. feel free to critique me, Lord knows I need it. lol.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~onyx-ink</author>
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                <title>hello?</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 30 Jun 2007 23:05:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so im new here, trying this out.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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