http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:ooRyoko-himeoo&section=today deviantART RSS for by:ooRyoko-himeoo en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sat, 05 Dec 2009 13:38:50 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://ooRyoko-himeoo.deviantart.com/journal/27694514/ http://ooRyoko-himeoo.deviantart.com/journal/27694514/ Sat, 10 Oct 2009 19:49:03 PDT OHMYGOODNESS I am so pissed. xD
Today like, burst a blood vessel in my finger and it blew up like a balloon. Dx
I hit the wall with my brush because I was angry, and I don't even know how it happened.
My hand didn't even hit the wall, maybe it hit the brush or something and the impact broke the vessel, I don't know.
Ugh, I'm so disappointed in myself for letting my anger get the best of me. :[

So why was I angry?
I'll tell you!
I just got my hair done and it turned out to be such a disaster. :[

But, I'll write more later cause it hurts to type.
I'm trying not to move my bruised finger but i keep accidentally bending it.
Uwaaaahh. :[[

]]> ~ooRyoko-himeoo http://ooRyoko-himeoo.deviantart.com/journal/27496161/ http://ooRyoko-himeoo.deviantart.com/journal/27496161/ Tue, 29 Sep 2009 22:44:28 PDT Sorry. I'm just excited. xD
The journal entry is pretty much useless, I just felt like informing everyone about my next cosplay. xD

My fiend Blair is dressing up as Mimi (Lullubell's little akuma assistant. :3).
And I will be the infamous Allen Walker!
I'll be wearing his red and black uniform.
I already have mine made and i just need to finish the black part of Mimi's dress for Blair.
Then we will be all set!
Most likely we will be attending NekoCon.
Will anyone else be attending this convention? C:
Wheeee! So excited. x3


]]> ~ooRyoko-himeoo http://ooRyoko-himeoo.deviantart.com/journal/27340092/ http://ooRyoko-himeoo.deviantart.com/journal/27340092/ Mon, 21 Sep 2009 14:27:46 PDT It's so surprising how easily people use the word "love."
And it's even more surprising how easily people believe it.
That word doesn't mean, "like."
It doesn't mean, "you're cute."
It doesn't mean, "I want to hold your hand."
Love is not the same as infatuation.
Although those things are nice, they don't mean love.
Love is something so much more and it kills me how easily it is used.
I know there are different levels of love, after all, love grows.
But, this subject is so peculiar and just bothers me.

When I met my boyfriend, I talked to him everyday for four months before I really considered dating him. And then three more months before I even said "I love you." Now I know part of that is due to my personality, but still. Anyway, my close friends were complete jerks and just made it so difficult for me in several ways. It was just..soo much really awful and painful drama. One of them worried if he was "really right for me," and if he "really loved me." But I believe that was never really her real concern. :/ Now, this same girl is dating a boy that she has talked to for four or five days and has not met in person in years. She said he loves her and she loves him. And its just hard for me to accept. Especially when she made it so difficult for me to freely fall in love.

Now, part of me is shocked at her decision while the other part of me is disappointed in myself for not being able to completely let go. The fact that it's so easy for her to choose who to fall in love with get's under my skin. And it is just so pathetic of me to feel this way. I want to be able to support her. But maybe I shouldn't..after all, she definitely didn't support me.

]]> ~ooRyoko-himeoo http://ooRyoko-himeoo.deviantart.com/journal/27148607/ http://ooRyoko-himeoo.deviantart.com/journal/27148607/ Fri, 11 Sep 2009 11:25:21 PDT So so, uhmahh!~
I saw *VeniceGirl's journal and she's doing a featurey thing so I decided I wanted to, too! C:

So here are the rules!
If you are one of the first twenty people to comment (I bet the most comments I get wil be like..five. xD) on my journal I will feature you and thre of your deviations. Then you will have to do the same on your page with me as one of your featured Deviants. [:



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]]> ~ooRyoko-himeoo http://ooRyoko-himeoo.deviantart.com/journal/27115115/ http://ooRyoko-himeoo.deviantart.com/journal/27115115/ Wed, 09 Sep 2009 14:11:13 PDT I am angry.
So fucking angry, and I don't know why.

I'm loosing people who used to be precious to me.
I'm being left out again.

I shouldn't let it bother me though, I'm so fucking stupid for actually being bothered by something so small.

I'm not only angry though. I am sad. And worthless.
But I don't know why, I can't put the pieces together in my mind.
I can't understand why I feel the way I do, but I still feel it.

I feel like I just consume every ones energy and time.
And If I died today life would be better for pretty much everyone.
Because I don't insert one positive thing into any ones life.
But, that has to be incorrect, right?
Everyone can make at least one person smile, right?
So, I don't know why I feel this way.

I feel so selfish.
Bahhh.

Easy peasy, pumpkin peasy. Pumpkin pie. Motherfucker.

]]> ~ooRyoko-himeoo http://ooRyoko-himeoo.deviantart.com/journal/26800383/ http://ooRyoko-himeoo.deviantart.com/journal/26800383/ Mon, 24 Aug 2009 16:18:48 PDT Kay, so. I'm a terrible little deviantart-er person. xD
YOU KNOW WHYY?
Cause I totally missed the fact that I had over 2,000 pageveiws. xD
I always thought it was so cool how people made special little pictures thanking people for the 2K Hits, and I totally missed it.

So uhm..THANK YOU FOR THE 2K HITS! x33
Even though it's just a little lateeee. [:
I'll still draw you a fabulous little picture thanking you for the several pageveiws. C:

]]> ~ooRyoko-himeoo http://ooRyoko-himeoo.deviantart.com/journal/26544985/ http://ooRyoko-himeoo.deviantart.com/journal/26544985/ Wed, 12 Aug 2009 09:50:08 PDT So..I'm not really sure why I write journals.
I never have anything interesting to say..and no one ever reads them. I guess I'm just bored.

So today is a sad day. I will be attending a funeral.
The woman who passed is my best friends grandma, I never knew her but I know that she was greatly loved.
She had been having strokes lately and this time she didn't survive. :/
It's really sad.
The family was getting ready to go to a family reunion and the night before..this happens.
I know it has to be absolutely killing Blair's Dad, after all, it was his mother.
I wish I could help..just a little bit, but I'm so pathetic, I can't even find a solid black outfit to wear to the funeral.
I guess all I can do is pray. Pray that God will mend their hearts as they mourn.
Please pray, even though you don't know them, have the Sullivan family in your prayers.
Thank you. [:



And, I guess there's a little more for me to whine about.
Lately I have been feeling like I am loosing one of my close friends.
I don't really know what to do, but I do know, by doing nothing I am just letting her drift away.
It's one of those things where you say, "Oh! I looove this person! There is no way that we could EVER loose this friendship." But then life happens and it slowly disappears without realizing it.
It started with her always talking crap about my boyfriend.
She would say things like, "He's so creepy! I don't hate him, but I reaaally don't like him."
She would go on and on about how he's too touchy..but all he did was put his arm around me.
Who knows, maybe he was too touchy, but most couples I see are extremely touchy and compared to them we barely touched at all.
She knew I loved him but she would talk crap about him to my face and what kills me is, she doesn't even know him.
She has never even made an effort to talk to him.
She would say other things too..it would just really upset me.
She would say all these bad things about him around my other friend.
She would pull her into the conversation and I felt like I was being ganged up on.
I felt like I was re-living my past. ( loooong storry. D: )
I thought it was ridiculous that my "friend" was doing that to me.
Well, anyway..I'm getting off subject.
Because of this, a gap formed between us.
And it has just gotten bigger and bigger.
She started hanging out with another girl a lot and it made me worry that I was being replaced.
Well, I was.
I tried to talk to her about it about how, I was nervous I was being replaced, and she implied I was jealous. Totally insulting. I didn't think I was jealous..I just thought I was loosing my close friend.
We had been planning to go see the new Harry Potter movie once it came out, we were so excited!
But she went to see it with the other girl.
I felt completely left out; I was left out.
And even though it's just a silly movie, it still upsets me.
I don't know why. It's stupid, but it does.
Now all I have to decided is if she is worth fighting for.
Do I really need her..
I guess we will see.


Sorry for my rant.
I sound so pathetic, haha. :/


]]> ~ooRyoko-himeoo http://ooRyoko-himeoo.deviantart.com/journal/26055896/ http://ooRyoko-himeoo.deviantart.com/journal/26055896/ Sun, 19 Jul 2009 23:58:06 PDT
So!
I need to write a new journal because well..I just have to! xDD

Anyway! I just got home from my trip to Florida. I really hate Florida but this trip wasn't so bad. [:
There were a few interesting things that occured. [:

First off! Since I was bored to death in our tiny condo it motivated me to sew, so I am 95% finished with my Allen Walker costume! x33 [I made his third uniform; the red oneeee.]
AAAAnd to make cosplaying matters even better, my best friend, Blair, is going to cosplay Mimi! Ohh, she is going to be so adorable, I already have a wig for her, now I just need to make her the outfit. We plan on taking some fighting pictures and couples photos.
I really can't imagine Allen and Mimi together because I prefer Allen and Road, but! it's going to be adorable cause they have matching hair and stuff. :3

Back to Floridaaaa~
We went to Cocoa Beach for two weeks.
It was fucking torture at first but it got better. [:
All of my friends were so funny, almost every one asked something like,
"Are you okay?"
"Are you surviving?"
"Is it at least..bearable?"
Yes! I survived and I came back in one peice!

Second! I saw some interesting creatures!
The first time i went into the ocean a sting ray swam up beside me and touched me! It scared the crap out of me, but it was kinda cool. xD
It felt really smooth and slimey. Haha.
Anddd, a manatee appeared behind us! Unfortunately I didn't get a chance to see it. :/ But, the guys near us saw it and kept pointing at us and yelling, "It's right there!"
We thought they had seen a shark or something so we got out of the water, and like 10 minutes later he told us what he was actually pointing at. xD

Thiiiiiiiired, we saw the shuttle launch from Nasa!
It got canceled three days in a row cause of bad weather but we were persisten and went out there every evening until we saw it!
And, there was a ton of other cool stuff we did but my fingers are getting tired so i won't type it alll, hahah.

So!~
I'm super proud of myself, I just finished cutting my hair. [:
I really like the outcome! x33 I feel like Kat von D from LA ink. xD
Anddd! I FINALLY put the green in my hair!
My little brother is so silly, he picked up the ton of hair that I chopped off and used it to make a beard. xD



]]> ~ooRyoko-himeoo http://ooRyoko-himeoo.deviantart.com/journal/25704560/ http://ooRyoko-himeoo.deviantart.com/journal/25704560/ Thu, 02 Jul 2009 21:20:39 PDT
yeah. i'm just so mad, as the title could possibly imply.
i'm just so mad mad mad!
i hate that son of a bitch.
we used to be like best friends and now he's a jerk.
i hate that fucking two-faced bastard.
yeah, i'm just a little angry.



]]> ~ooRyoko-himeoo http://ooRyoko-himeoo.deviantart.com/journal/24498513/ http://ooRyoko-himeoo.deviantart.com/journal/24498513/ Wed, 29 Apr 2009 14:35:10 PDT
hello babies. C:
thank you those who read my last journal entry.
you both get your "freaking cookies."
they've been baked with love and care and color!
so you better enjoy them! >:]

anyway,
today's subject is soap. jew soap.
so uhmm, yeah, this entry will be completely devoted to my crazy grandmother hildeguard.
i don't know what her problem is but, ever since she moved in with us she has been obsesssed with jews! D:
she thinks we are jews, our house is a jew, our grass is a jew and my shoe strings are jew. such a painnnn.
so today she was all mad about her soap that someone stole because it was jewish soap.
the day before that she was convinced someone stole her daipers.

but yeah, she thought someone stole her soap so he used dish washer detergent to wash her face.
she can't even operate a microwave, i don't know how she found detergent. xD

so that started her rant.
she started crying hysterically and everything.
she said she was leaving and that she didn't want our jew house.
she is just so crazy!
she thinks i go into her purse at night and steal her deoderant.
so insane!

but, there's a ton more of stuff she did today, but i won't say anymore cause i'm going to try to make this short.

ohh! one more thing.
i drove 60 miles per hour yesterday for the first time.
a truck beeped at me cause i slowed down though. xD
it's not that amazing to an average person but it means a lot to me cause the idea of driving terrifies me. xD

toodles!




]]> ~ooRyoko-himeoo http://ooRyoko-himeoo.deviantart.com/journal/24127717/ http://ooRyoko-himeoo.deviantart.com/journal/24127717/ Wed, 08 Apr 2009 10:56:42 PDT
Uhmah. So, if you haven't noticed, I never write journals. I just never have anything interesting to say.
As you can see, I've been a deviant for like what..a year or so?
And I've only submitted four journal entries. xD

Well! Since I'm bored today Imma try to write something interesting in my journal! xD

So, for starters, I am now seventeen.
Yay meeee. >3<
Yeah, my birthday is on April fool's Day. Hahah.
Happy Birthday Ryoko! xD
Damn, I am such a loser, I'm like a week late to wish myself happy birthday. xD Oh welllll.
Happy Belated Birthday Ryoko!
Okay, there we goooo.
That's more accurate. [:

But uhmm, my birthday was pretty great. 8D
Me and my brother and my adorable friend Blair went to the mall to shop a little and see a movie.
We saw Madea goes to jail or whatever and it was so funny! xD
Only sad part was that we were the only white people in the theater.
But that wasn't so bad. xD
What was really bad was, I was sick all day. D:
It was hard to be positive at first but I still enjoyed it. [:
Hmm..what else did we do?
Oh, when we shopped around a little I bought my boyfriend some girl's skinny jeans.
They look good on him too. xD
He looks sexy in his little vanilla star jeans. xDD
Ohh! And I got the best presents ever. [:
Blair gave me rainbow suspenders! They match my belt!
And then I got the best gift from my boyfriend, he got me a little ring and proposed to me and everything, it was so adorable.
Only sad part is it's too fucking big. D:
So either we get another ring or get it sized from a seven to a four, but if we get it sized it will distort the ring like crayzay. :[
Something better work out! xD

Now that I've bored you to death by talking about my birthday I've got the interesting crazy lady news!
So, for those of you that don't know, my grandmother is fucking crazy. xD
She imagines things and everything, she lives with us cause she can't live on her own.
So it all started with me walking into her room to get my dog who sometimes sleeps with her.
So likee..my grandmother always gets really pissed when i take my dog away from her. xD So after I unlock all of her doors and get my doggy (she always tries to locks us out of our own rooms in our house. D: )she starts fussing at me about how I need to go to bed and stop. Usually I just talk to her like a baby until she calms down but i was running low on patients.
So! This is what my grandmother tells me, if you stay up all night you'll have dark circles under your eyes, that means you've been making love all night.
I swear, that woman is such a pervert, everything she says relates to something sexual. D;
I bet she was such a whore when she was my age.
Anyway, I totally lost my patience. I told her to shut up and I wasn't taking her crap, then I slammed the door.
Hehe, that really pissed her off. xD
So, uhmmahh, when shes angry she goes into a phsyco fit.
You know what she tried to do the next day?
Fucking run away. xD
Yeah, she got her as much shit as she could in her walker, including a pillow.. xD
She tried to get down the stairs on our porch with her walker by herself.
My brother and I had to get my dad to help her down since she was furious with me..and my brother. (she thinks my brother is my "accomplis")
He helped her down and let her walk around on our black top driveway hoping that would help her cool off.
Well, she didn't cool off at all. xD
She walked all the way up our driveway and onto the little street connected to it. (our driveway is a really looooong hill, especially for an old lady to be walking.)
My brother and I had to go up and ride our bikes and pretend to play so we could watch her and make sure she didn't go onto the main road.
Hmm..well she got pretty close.
We should let her keep walking into the road. xD
But we didn'tttt..since we're such good children, haha.
So we had to ride in front of her and talk to her and distract her.
We asked her where she was going and she replied with,
"I'm going to see my boyfriend in France."
Mind you, her husband has been dead for quite some time, she definately has no boyfriend in France. xDD
Finally we called my dad and hetook care of it.
But later that day she was furious all over again because she was convinced my mom had sto... ]]> ~ooRyoko-himeoo http://ooRyoko-himeoo.deviantart.com/journal/19239809/ http://ooRyoko-himeoo.deviantart.com/journal/19239809/ Sun, 06 Jul 2008 17:14:36 PDT i fear i have nothing terribly interesting to say.
but!
i just got back from new york.
i went to word of life camp.
twas vurreh fun, indeed!
:]
and!
i've noticed..
i never get on here anymore.
:/
sorreh.
it's summer time though.
which means i'll be bored.
maybe i'll draw more.
:'D

]]> ~ooRyoko-himeoo http://ooRyoko-himeoo.deviantart.com/journal/16347620/ http://ooRyoko-himeoo.deviantart.com/journal/16347620/ Fri, 11 Jan 2008 20:24:47 PST
Well Hello Thar Everyone. :'D
HAPPY NEW YEARS 2008!
As usual, I am terriblly late. xD
But this time, I have a worthy excuse!!
Ive been...busy! Yes, thats it!
Kay so, thats a bad excuse, haha.
But, you still love me. Right? RIGHT?!!
OF COURSE YOU DO! >3

Well, Ive finally come up with my New Years Resolutions. Took me a while to think of some good ones.

1. Beleive in myself.
This ones probably my most important New Years Resolution, cause I look down upon myself a lot and become very intimidated/envious/frustrated when I see people that are better than me. Someday I hope I can go just one day without complaing about how Im not good enough at something and take into consideration that other people who are good at certain things have had someone teach them or they have done it for a very long time, while I am teaching myself everything on my own.

2. Looking Forward.
Looking forward and seeing how much Ive improved instead of concentrating on the skills that I lack (digital coloring!! for example! >:I). Then I can be proud of my works instead of complaining about them in my description! Haha, sorry guys about my constant complaing.

3. Let My Mom Actually Be My Teacher.
For those of you who dont know, Im homeschooled. And my mother...isnt exactly a perfect teacher. We fight cause I want to go ahead and do more than her mind can handle (which i swear, isnt much). If I can just accept her limited schedule and work hard on what Im given I can get through school without always feeling behind.

3. Focus On Traditional Things.
Im so impatient! But if i can learn the basics of shading and coloring traditionally, maybe eventually I can be good at coloring digitally.

I know, my resolutions may not be very interesting, but theyre still important to me. Tell me yours! :'D



{New Obsession}

Kay, so. Ive recently discovered that after I finish watching an anime I become anxious and have to clean/organize everything. xD
After I finished re-watching Ouran Highschool Host Club I spent the rest of the day organizing my music in my computer, lol.
So so so, now that Ive finished my last anime, I need a new obsession! :'D
It doesnt even have to be an anime, just anything interesting. xD
Any ideas? :3


in other news.
i have been "complimented" quite a few times after wearing a few of my new outfits.

"oh dont you look so cute! you look like hannah montana!"
wtf? no thank you. xD

"hey rachel! i like your new outfit! when i saw you walk in i wasnt sure if it was you, but i figured no one but rachel would be wearing that crazy outfit."
kay, so. i liked that part, until she added this.
"you look like that hannah montana girl."
-disturbed face.-

"you look like ashley tisdale!"
uhh...repeat that one more time for me? xD

and some extra information.
imma cosplay lolita L, just to be silly.
cause L is for Loli. <3

i also wanna do alice in wonderland sasuke.
hahaha.

oh! and for an extra bonus!
yagami backwards is "Im a gay."
subliminal messages.
tsk tsk! shame shame!
now little light is going to get picked on in school!

thats the true reason for his killing rampage.




OH!!
And I might start selling hats. 8D
Im in great need of money for cosplaying supplies and my mom doesnt feel like paying for it (and I dont get allowance either D: ).
So, since hats are fun and easy I might try making them to sell.
Do you think anyone would buy them?
And and, got any ideas for designs?
Thankies~

Wish I had more interesting things to write, haha. Oh well.

]]> ~ooRyoko-himeoo http://ooRyoko-himeoo.deviantart.com/journal/16085342/ http://ooRyoko-himeoo.deviantart.com/journal/16085342/ Mon, 24 Dec 2007 22:20:24 PST
Its Christmas Eve!! :'D
Well...if you want to get all technical....technicallllllllly its Christmas Day! Yupp! it is 1:06! >:]

Now...1:07! Whoooo! :3

Lolzorz,,im hyper!! 8D

So so so, today was fun, i got to open some of my gifts. They were lovely! Especially my purty yellow pikachu slippers! :>

Anyway.......I wish i could see my Santa!! But I gotta be a good girl and go to sleep so he will bring me my presents!

Haha...yeah. This is my Santa!!! xD
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Mhmm!! That better be what comes down my chimney!!! xDDD
I tell you!! That would be an amazing present. <333 83

Anyway, Anyway, anyway.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

Yes yes, have a Merry Merry Christmas! I hope all of you are enjoying your holiday! :]

メリークリスマス

]]> ~ooRyoko-himeoo http://ooRyoko-himeoo.deviantart.com/journal/15768129/ http://ooRyoko-himeoo.deviantart.com/journal/15768129/ Sun, 02 Dec 2007 16:46:13 PST wheee! thats fun to say. 8)

i never do journals, cause i never have anything worth saying.
but!!
im currently very bored, so imma post something! : D
wow arent you lucky! you get to hear mah mouth! :]

hmm..well today was nice.
i went to a christmas parade! normaly i hate parades, they really bore me, but my friends were there this time which made it fun. i was really cold! and hyper, which isnt unusual so i jumped around a lot. :] lets see...oh! i knew a few people in the parade so when they passed by i screamed at them like crazy. and i yelled out "give me your autograph" and blew kisses at random people. : D

oh, and before that we went to eat at rosa's, an italian resuraunt. my brother and i got baked spaghetti, jeez it took foreeever for us to get our food, lol i think we were like the last people i the whole resturaunt to get our food. xD but it was ok cause i wasnt that hungry. anyway, my friend made a really big straw! it was sooo funny! he put like 6 straws together. it almost reached the ceiling! and it was still usable. you would have to have been there, it was so funny!

hm, and yesterday the fam went christmas shopping. but it wasnt really christmas shopping, it was more like "lets go and run errands together!" lol, they dragged me to american family fitness and told me to work out. i was like, "pshhh." :]

OH AND FANTASTIC NEWS!!!
i found my zelda game!! i almost cried when i realized i lost it. xD but yeah, it was under a huge pile of crap. but it was missing for such a long time!! im so happy ive got it back!! now i can play some majoras mask! :3

and i spose zats it.
im starting to get excited for christmas...well not really. :/
but i am glad i get some presents. i really want an organization XII cloak and a riku wig...but havent found the right wig yet. D:

merry christmas urvruuurrybody!! : D

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