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Turned out great - but that was it. That was...a couple weeks back now. Before that it'd been months since I'd REALLY drawn anything. So save me from my boredom. Give me something to draw!

Seriously. Message me, post here, anything. Give me a character, a random idea something that will get the ball rolling so I can start being artistic again. Please? Unfortuantly of course, I am laptopless as it got broken a while back and I have no money to fix it. So the pictures may not be up here for some time - but they will be eventually. And it would make me very, very happy.

So come on people, give me a challenge! Tell me what you want me to draw!

]]> ~ordynj http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/24367084/ http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/24367084/ Tue, 21 Apr 2009 19:31:57 PDT
I added some new stuff a while ago (by now you have probably seen it.) Hopefully, I'll be able to add some more stuff soon. A couple friends of mine are doing a show of a tabletop Heroes game that we did. I'm crazy excited about it. So, I'm going to be putting up at least one picture that I'm working on of my character from it (Which they're going to use as reference, of course adding their own style to it.)
And I'm going to try and get some more stuff up. Also another friend of mine said he might know how to fix my tablet! I miss it terribly, so I'm hoping it can be fixed. I don't really have enough money for a new one. ._.;

So, that's what's going on recently. Cross your fingers for some new stuff soon! (Hopefully better stuff than the crappy sketches I tossed up last time!)

-Kalathra

]]> ~ordynj http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/21111619/ http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/21111619/ Wed, 22 Oct 2008 14:24:03 PDT
I don't really know how to tell you this, but our affair is over. I think I realized it when your dwarf bit me as you ate enchilada and I saw you ignore my best friend. I'm sure you're frostbitten enough to understand that santa doesn't exist. I'm returning your ring to you, but I'll keep the results of your blood sample as a memory. You should also know that I told in confession today about our friendship.

Go burn,
Jordyn.


I love you, You know that I'm kidding. Yeah, found this somewhere. Made me laugh and I'm bored so I though, hey, why the hell not?

-----------How to do your own----------------------------------

Dear (the last person who left a comment on your journal):

I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it ___2___ ___3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___ .

___12___,
-Your name-


1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister


2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes


3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kabob - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife


4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out


5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk


6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed


7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks


8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service


9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your le... ]]> ~ordynj http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/17550197/ http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/17550197/ Thu, 27 Mar 2008 23:15:48 PDT And, I'm fairly sure anyone who reads this doesn't really give two bits whether or not I'm posting. But, I have my own laptop now, and I'm living on my own. And recently recieved a free scanner - freakin' whoo. So, I'm back in Devinatart action.

For the moment, unfortunately, I'm in the middle of moving so I won't have overly much to post. But as soon as I'm settled I'll be adding some cool new stuffs. I promise. My style hasn't changed much, and I haven't gotten better in the slightest. But hey, I'm still enthusiastic, and that has to count for something - right?

I'm happy to be back, and I'll be purusing all your posts soon and looking at all your lovely art and making some comments. And posting some of my not-so-lovely art for the world to behold. Haha.

The wonders of the interwebs!

]]> ~ordynj http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/11975837/ http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/11975837/ Mon, 26 Feb 2007 15:01:04 PST I'm moving out of my house soon, and may or may not be getting the internet so, we'll see what happens. I'm sorry everyone!!

]]> ~ordynj http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/10914340/ http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/10914340/ Fri, 01 Dec 2006 14:31:43 PST It would be appreciated if you do though, and comments are very appreciated. <3
I'm very proud of it. And I think I may actually finish it compeltely. yay!

]]> ~ordynj http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/10010109/ http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/10010109/ Fri, 08 Sep 2006 14:49:02 PDT
The answer is, soon - lovers, soon. I've got a couple drawing on the go, hopefully I'll do the sketches and get to colour them, but you all know how lazy I am. It's a hard thing. Secondly I'm working on a video for YouTube. Also, I'm working on keeping up my MySpace. (Unfortunately, yes, I've joined the phenomena.)


I have two MS sites, one is a regular one and one is a music. Because none of you, for the most part, have ever heard me sing, only read my songs go to [link] to listen to my debut song "Lies Break You". Currently working on getting some new songs uploaded as well.

Back to the artwork and home stuff. For some reason, I draw a hell of a lot better when I'm in school? I don't know why that makes any sense, because when I'm in school I'm busy, but during the summer when I have NOTHING to do, none of my drawings turn out any good.
Nyeh, I dunno.

I've also dyed my hair, yet again, so I'll upload a new ID, again hopefully SOONISH, and I'll keep an updated list of the pictures I'm working on.


DRAWING (IDEA'S OR HALF DONE PICTURES):
- "SuperHero" : For Goth-Kittie-13
- "ColourBlind" : To the song, by the counting crows. It moves me so much, I need to draw a picture
- "Shut me Up" : by MSI. I've got a couple of idea's for this.
-
You'll all be HAPPY TO KNOW, I am going to continue to write my story! Hurrah! I have maybe a good 24 or so pages, which seems like a useless amount, but I'm proud. Hopefully I will be finished it by this year.
- CD Cover - might actually have a contest if people want to join it. but if it's just one person, t'would be pointless.
- Possibly some just-a-creep fan art if I have time.
HALF DONE - "Joker and Lady Luck" : Some characters I'm fiddling with.
DONE:"NoWhereWithYou" - done to that song - for my mum.
-
My friend Josh just joined, his photography is AMAZING. So stalk him like a motherfucker.


]]> ~ordynj http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/9736905/ http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/9736905/ Tue, 15 Aug 2006 12:39:35 PDT [ ] You go to a tanning salon.
[ ] You watch The OC and/or Laguna Beach/ The Hills.
[ ] You own something designer.
[ ] You love going to the mall
[x] You take your cellphone everywhere or would if you had one.
[ ] You own an iPod and/or an MP3 player.
[ ] You love Starbucks.
[ ] You love flip flops.
Total x's= 1

[GOTH]
[x] Red or black is one of your favorite colors.
[X] You have thoughts about death. HELL YES!!!!!!
[X] You wear chains.
[X] You like/love heavy metal.
[x] You love/ like Hot Topic.
[X] You have worn black lipstick
[ ] Your hair is dark.
[X] You dislike preps.
[x] You're an atheist.
[X] You have/Want piercings in unusual places
Total x's= 9

[SKATERBOARDER]
[ ] You can skateboard.
[ ] You wear plaid.
[ ] You love/like Converse.
[ ] You think you're different.
[ ] You hate BET.
[ ] You have moshed.
[x] You have/had/want blue, pink, red, purple, or green hair or highlights.
[] You love/like skater girls/boys.
[X] You hate pink.
[ ] You hate rich kids
Total x's= 2

[NERD]
[x] You love computers.
[X] You like Star Trek.
[ ] You wear glasses/supposed to
[ ] You get straight A's.
[X] You love reading.
[x] You are in band. -- I was...
[x] You don't care what you look like.
[x] You have a curfew...
[ ] You always do your homework.
[ ]You never cut school.
Total x's= 6

[EMO]

[x] You're depressed sometimes.
[ ] You have black-rimmed glasses.
[ ] You like Thursday.
[ ] You comb your hair in front of your face.
[ ] You cry easily.
[x] you're gay ---I'm good for everyone. <3
[ ] you hate being called emo
[ ]You keep a journal/diary.
[x] You have written a sad poem.
[ ] You have had a sad MySpace layout.
Total x's= 3

[GHETTO/GANGSTA]

[ ] You like rap.
[ ] You are in a gang
[ ] You wear Tag.
[ ] You say "nigga" frequently.
[ ] You wear rubber bands in your pants.
[x] you swear a lot
[ ] you have had a freestyling contest.
[ ] You have said "fo shizzle".
[ ] You have been called a "playa".
[ ] You have worn Converse with the tongue flipped out.
Total x's= 1

[SCENE/HARDCORE]
[ ] You wear a bandana.
[x] You love Pokemon, the Ninja Turtles, etc.
[ ] You never walk anywhere.
[ ] You wear slip-on Vans.
[ ] You love/like Norma Jean
[x] You wear band tees.
[x] People have called you a freak and mean it
[ ] You love to "hardcore" dance
[X] Your hair has been dyed in more than one color.
[x] You will kill if called a satanist
Total x's= 5

[Hippie]
[x] you have dreads/want dreads
[X] you listen to Marley/ The Beatles,/Grateful Dead
[x] you smoke! -- only cigarettes
[ ]you hate shoes
[ ]designer brands? what are those?
[ ] uncle sam pisses you off
[ ] you protest/have protested the war
[ ] you know all the words to John Lennons "Power To The People"
[ ] you wear Hemp
[ ] you like to hang out in trees
Total x's= 3
________________________________________ _________
RESULTS

Goth = 9
Skateboarder = 2
Emo = 3
Scene/ Hardcore = 5
Hippie = 3
Nerd = 6
Gangsta = 1
Rich kid = 1 ]]> ~ordynj http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/9531169/ http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/9531169/ Sat, 29 Jul 2006 08:20:19 PDT
Got some great snapshots to post. <3 ]]> ~ordynj http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/9313655/ http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/9313655/ Sat, 08 Jul 2006 16:25:30 PDT
-More news. On the 13th I will be heading over to the Dominican Republic with Absolute for the HERO HOLIDAY. (www.heroholiday.com)

I'll be volenteering over there, building houses for the homeless, etc. I'm really excited. I also just got my camera back, so I'll be able to take pictures there and I'll be sure to send them in! I think it'll be a great expirence, and I'm really looking forward to it.

Maybe I should have a kirbian? Neh. No one would pay any attention to it anyways. Oh well. ^^ If anyone would like a picture just let me know. I'm always open to requests. Ainsley, your picture is done, I just have to colour it and then add it on here. :3

That's about all for now, loves. ]]> ~ordynj http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/8766053/ http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/8766053/ Sun, 14 May 2006 07:33:58 PDT < I've come to realise I suck- but you all know that already. Haha.

I just decided to post a journal to tell you all that I'm sorry I haven't been posting lately. I have been drawing, and I have loads of things to post. Unfortunatly, I have no time to do the actual posting of these pictures.

I have recently learned, last weekend, that I'm not coming home for another month. And even then I may have to stay at the residence longer. Which sucks. Being stuck in a house with six other immature, whiney bitchy girls does nothing for my imagination. Except for pictures of my strangling them- but I don't think that would be the best thing for me at this point.

I'll be trying to load up at least two pictures each weekend, if I have two pictures to load. Again, to anyone who likes my art (that would be the four people I mentioned earlier, haha!) it might take a while to see anything good.


[On That Note!]
I have nothing to draw! Like I said, imagination = dead. So, I'm accepting commisions, of any kind. I don't charge, I'm poor and would like too but my talents do not warrent the need for money. So, if your as poor as I am and would like a picture, send me a note of what it is you want and in what style.
I do:
-People
-Surrealism (not very well, be warned)
-Some still life, (again, not well)

In:
-Pencil
-Ink
-Photoshop
-Pencil Crayons, etc. If you want it coloured.

But if you do want something done, please remember I'm only home on weekends. So the photoshop ones will take longer, and the wait is at least one week for any traditional art.

Not that anyone will want any pictures from me. ]]> ~ordynj http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/8552254/ http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/8552254/ Sat, 22 Apr 2006 15:15:03 PDT
:: "... one speghetti with meatless balls"
"eww."
" it taste the same..."
"if you close your eyes.." ::

Random Tag I got from Just-A-Creeps Journal. I felt like doing one...
1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
’from that point forward, you face the loss of your investment in the paid-for parts as well as legal liability arising from the process of building your aircraft’ (my dad’s airplane book…)

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.
computer screen. Now it’s got finger prints on it….damn.
3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
What’s New Scooby-Doo (I was babysitting)

4. Without looking, guess what time it is:
6:00?

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
6:12 close enough...

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
Zelda music, my little brother is playing it. I also hear him humming the songs...hehe it's cute. oh, and the Rent soundtrack.

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
I was waiting outside of the movies after seeing scary movie 4 for my parental units to come retrieve me from the townie-infested streets…

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
Just-A-Creeps Journal, who won the contest… (I sucked ><

9. What are you wearing?
Black Slipknot Shirt, Black Jeans, black and red undergarnments


10. Did you dream last night?
Yes.

11. When did you last laugh?
Last night at scary movie 4! God, It’s so stupid it’s freakin’ hilarious. Go see it, if your asthmatic- bring you puffer. For a while I was so out of breath I couldn’t breath…wow.

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
Anne Geddes pictures (my mothers stuff)

13. Seen anything weird lately?
Yeah. My face.


14. What do you think of this quiz?
I like it. It's pointless.


15. What is the last film you saw?
Scary Movie 4. Freakin' Funny.

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
....System Of A Down Merch. Every Tim Burton movie and peice of paraphanalia in creation. A trip to the Zelda Island that never actually got made...>< Man, I would have gone too. Can you imagine? ACTUAL HYRULE!

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know:
I like black. Oh wait, you already knew that. I want to dye my hair green.

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
I'd force all townies into jail. Or force them to convert to coolism. -evil laughter- Oh. and I would make the nintendo people go through with the whole "Hyrule" Island Idea....I really wanted to go..

19. Do you like to dance?
.....no...-twitch-

20. George Bush:
Idiot. Asshole.

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Kayla or Zelda (Seriously...I love that name!)

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
GEORGEO! no...um...probably Damien.

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
Uh duh! I hate where I live. Probably would go to England.

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
I shall never reach those pearly gates. But Lucifer shall welcome me with open arms. Im evil....-manical laughter- -snort-

25. 4 people who must also do this in THEIR journal:
...anyone who wants to..



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Hey! Can someone tell me how to get images in here? Like how some people have "so-and-so's journal" all fancy like..I want to make something all fancy like for myself...ooh. Fancy-like...yeah. It would be appreciated. ]]> ~ordynj http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/8123339/ http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/8123339/ Fri, 10 Mar 2006 16:30:24 PST
Not Christmas, no. That has long since past....

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!!

Okay, so I'm not that horrible unhappy that i'll get to gorge in cake and ice cream, open presents, get lots of money and milk the "but it's my birthday...." line for weeks afterwards..

But my last birthday wasn't so fun, I'm hoping that it'll be better this year. Hopefully.

Anyways, then I'll be 15! hurrah! 15!


one more year until I can get peircings!


[yes!] ]]> ~ordynj http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/7774965/ http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/7774965/ Wed, 01 Feb 2006 19:38:53 PST
As you all know, or at least all who have read my past journals. (spam, ainsley...) I haven't had the smoothest year so far, and my friends haven't either. I don't get along with my parents, I don't get along with myself, and I've been on the brink of doing something drastic for a while.

I ran away, I came home. I ran away, I came home. I've been going to councilling and it seems that a good thing for me would be to go into residence with chimo, a youth group and family service in my area. So I will.

This means that I will be away from home during the week and only back on weekends to visit friends and to...spend time with the family i'm trying to get away from. This means limited acess to a computer and limited computer time, but hopefully i'll be getting a lot done.

Being away from the house, less school than normal (it's really a one room school house- literally. There are only five girls attending.) I'll have more time to write and draw, or at least i hope, and play guitar and read my shakespear etc.

Hopefully this will help me "get better" and it'll help me and my parents get along better and maybe even some new, better pictures will come out in the process? Wouldn't that be nice?

--<3 I luv you all dearly, and I hope that I can start being a better dev artist. Feel free to email me @

joyozelda_freak@hotmail.com
or at
dead_since_dawn@hotmail.com

Give me drawing idea's, concerns, helpful tips, anything. I'd be happy to hear from anyone and everyone!

<3 Kalathra <3 ]]> ~ordynj http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/7476775/ http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/7476775/ Sun, 01 Jan 2006 09:22:35 PST
And so here begins another year of horrible art and bordom galore! I thought it was probably a good idea to re-post my "friends" list that I used to add all the time. And If I miss anyone PLEASE TELL ME! I'm a forgetful person, and I don't want to miss anyone this year!
Friends:
related.noheartsforyou!:

People I stalk:
The List is SO LONG, so i'll add it another time. I'm lazy- sue me.


Well, lately I've been drawing a lot but they've turned out badly so I won't be posting very much. But I will post some stuff. I would also like to mention that you should note me, or email me if you know my email and TELL ME SOMETHING TO DRAW! I'm open to trying anything, I just can't promise It'll turn out well. ^-^ Happy New Year everyone! ]]> ~ordynj http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/7420428/ http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/7420428/ Mon, 26 Dec 2005 07:05:33 PST
Hope you all are having (or had) a happy holiday, whether its christmas or hannakah or a 'let's just open the damn presents and pretend like we care that its jesus' birthday. Damn him' day. I figure since I'm a retard I might as well give you a list of what I got and what it means to you!

I got....
Tim Burton Films!
Charlie and The Choclate Factory
Edward Scissorhands
Nightmare Before Christmas

this means for you:
Lots of Attempts at Tim Burton Fanart! Hurrah!

I got.....
Books!
Story of Alison Debois (The real person)
Still Life Art Book** <---Important!
Chicken Soup for the Teenaged Soul on Tough Stuff
Unexplained Myersteries of the World
A million little peices (Oparah's book club!)

this means for you:
better pictures** lol! Yay art books! but less time to draw because i'll be reading lots....hmmm

I got......
A purse!
and Pj's!

To be honest these has nothing to with with you...

I got.....
Video Games, actually...one. It was spongebob.

This means for you...
Less time for me to draw, but possibly spongebob fan art


Anyways, I got those and a shit load of chocolate and that means i'll be hyper and probably inclined to draw. Anyways, thats all from me- hope you have a good holiday and I'll be adding some more drawings soon!!

--<3 ]]> ~ordynj http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/6650813/ http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/6650813/ Sat, 01 Oct 2005 11:59:22 PDT
--

Like i said, this summer two people in my life passed away. My best friends mother, and an older lady who i visited weekly who i had "adopted" as my fourth grandmother. This was hard enough on me, so i started to write a journal about EVERYTHING that i was doing in my life- to try and 'fix' myself. (if you know me, you already know i suffer from mild depression.)

I wrote a lot in the journal, some things i didn't want my mother to see (obviously) and she decided- because i wasn't talking to her *rolls eyes*- that she would read my journal. My PRIVATE JOURNAL.

So she read it, was angry with some of the things she found (which i don't really feel like mentioning right now) and she decided that she was going to strip my life of everything i enjoyed. She told me that i was no longer allowed to see friends, i was no longer allowed to wear the black clothing and lipstick i normally wear, no more computer and worst.

no more S.O.A.D., or any other music for that matter.

So I came up with my own plan. I was going to run away. And i did just that- I ran away. One night at about 1 in the morning i just walked out the door with a bag full of clothes and the only cd i could salvage.

I stayed in town, but out of my house with friends for about a week until i got sick and my dad came with cops to take me home.

When i got home, all my cd's posters, clothes, and anything else that meant anything to me- was gone. I felt like i had died and i was living in hell. I had spent a week feeling so happy to be with friends and not having any people to tell me what to do and then it was gone. Just like that.

Then School started, HighSchool. Which sucked enough on its own, and to top it off I couldn't wear the clothes i felt most comfortable in. I think that was the most depressed i had ever been in my life.

After much arguing and "I'll be nicer when you give me my clothes back" and "I'll give you your clothes back when your nicer" I got my clothes. I was allowed 3 cd's (my Nirvana Box Set ) and the rules were lifted, by a millimeter.

So i've been doing alright for a while, but recently i broke up with my boyfriend. We'd been dating for about a year (which is a record, i think in our age group, haha) and the whole time we've been in an "Open Relationship" meaning- he could do WHATEVER he wanted with WHOEVER he wanted. Mostly because i wouldn't do anything with him. That hurt me enough, without him then telling me what he had done and with who. OVER AND OVER. He makes fun of me alot, which i don't think he realizes it isn't the greatest feeling, and he's also bi-sexual.

I don't want to sound like a bitch or anything, because you should all know i completely support him, i even go to gay things with him, but i couldn't handle the emotional burden of knowing that he liked guys more than he liked me. He even said- by accident "I don't have any boyfriends right now, thats why im talking to you" which hit me hard. So i dumped him, and we're still good friends. At least i think so...eh, what can you do.

And to top it all off- My computer got hacked into once i got home and was allowed on the computer!

Anayways that was my crappy summer.

What i really wanted to say was sorry for not being online and not commenting and not posting and not being supportive and just...not being here. I'll try and catch up.


Jordyn ]]> ~ordynj http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/6160965/ http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/6160965/ Sun, 07 Aug 2005 17:13:54 PDT

Mood: depressed.
Listening to: Vermillion-Slipknot
Watching: Charlie And The Chocolate Factory

I'm sorry that i've been such a lamer lately. I haven't posted anything and I haven't written anything or commented or nothing. But i've been having a tough summer.

This summer I was hoping to work on my book, hang out with friends, etc. etc. But it ends up, two people in my life died, i have no inspiration and I just don't have the time between sulking to do anything but that- sulk.

I'm going to try and do some more pictures, maybe some poems and songs. Try and post some of my story. But it might not be for a while.

Hope your all having more fun than me.

]]> ~ordynj http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/5426987/ http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/5426987/ Sun, 22 May 2005 06:40:27 PDT
I'll tell you now, though. My pictures aren't very good quality and most of them don't look like what their supposed to. just warning you. ]]> ~ordynj http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/5418523/ http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/5418523/ Sat, 21 May 2005 06:50:56 PDT
WHY MUST YOU TAUNT ME CRUEL WORLD!

I wish i could show you how much better my hand drawn stuff is *cries* maybe i wasn't ment to have a scanner? ]]> ~ordynj http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/5161164/ http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/5161164/ Fri, 22 Apr 2005 18:57:55 PDT
Why am i posting this? For anyone that DOES watch me, (i know there are very few) and that may want to know why a majority of my pictures are being removed.

Also, if the picture does not have at least 2 comments on it, and if i think it's HORRIBLE, unless its new i'm removing it. So if you've seen a picture you think is any good, and you just didn't bother to comment at least post a comment, even if it doesn't say anything so its not removed.

(Of course for half the pictures, they can be re-submitted, though a lot of the older photo's cannot be resubmitted, seeing as i no longer have them on my computer)

Other than that- ....yeah i just suck.

-have a great day ]]> ~ordynj http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/4799789/ http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/4799789/ Sun, 13 Mar 2005 06:43:59 PST
This journal was just to say:
I'm almost 14!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHOO!!!!!!


*cough*

Yes. I'm done.

------ ]]> ~ordynj http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/4741147/ http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/4741147/ Sun, 06 Mar 2005 08:19:45 PST and yeah, im drawing, which is what i always do when im on the comp and im bored, and it's actually turning out well *knock on wood* its to a song called "Pet" By A Perfect Circle, and if you haven't heard them, your insane go download stuff now! The guy who sings it, his voice is incredibly sexy. Yes. Sexy. Except he's really ugly.....oh well, you can't really have both can you? No..

Yeah, so im going to go back to drawing it, and uh, hope it turns out. I will post it when im finished. It's gonna be called "Pet"

Toodelz. ]]> ~ordynj http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/4387880/ http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/4387880/ Sat, 22 Jan 2005 18:35:41 PST i suck, i know. im sorry.

FORGIVE ME!



...*lick*... oh and spam, i checked- you owe me 3 now, not just 2. ]]> ~ordynj http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/4323565/ http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/4323565/ Sat, 15 Jan 2005 01:02:39 PST
it won't load. It's missing a part, i swear im gonna tear the thing into peices! i want it to work damnit!! ahh!!


~* ~ordynj http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/3882398/ http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/3882398/ Sat, 25 Dec 2004 22:03:12 PST --RAWR--
-people i stalk-
~**~ http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/3482753/ Thu, 21 Oct 2004 17:54:17 PDT
your all to slow, so i'll just tell you!

I got photoshop 7, and my tablets all loaded up and working so im back on track and comp drawing again- whoo! **dances** fun eh? im drawing a picture right now i will probably add, and im hoping to do a halloween picture later on!

Fun ne?

well, this is a short little journal entry, but meh...

Oh yeah, one more thing. I've decided to attempt doing art trades and requests and stuff if anybody wants anything? Not like you would..but ya know..the offers out there.....>_> yeah..i know- i suck anyways. yeah, s'all good. Im hoping to find someone with a scanner so i can scan all my paper stuff in- i've got some good stuff, wish you could see it. anyways. yeah.

Later dayz!
((yes...the weekenders...yes...im lame, and yes...i watch to much tv..))
--RAWR--
-people i stalk-
~ordynj http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/3221107/ http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/3221107/ Thu, 26 Aug 2004 21:42:15 PDT
Unfortunatly- the tree was dead. the moment she grabbed it, it snapped and she fell- from really high. Looking back it was kind of funny- the first words out of her mouth were "i broke my wrist" she didn't yell she didn't cry she told us that and asked me if it was a dream. Nope, no dream.

Tam and Anna ran to get help from Spam's sister and her friends and stuff and they had to drive down the feild to get her back to the house and she was in alot of pain. And then it took them like 20 minutes to argue over who was driving. we finally got to the hospital at about 10 or something and didn't get back till about 1, then poor spam had to go to sleep, but the damn doctor.


Ooooh the damn doctor! the loser put her temporary cast on to tight! (she had to get surgury in the morning, so the cast wasn't permenant) I had that doctor once, and I couldn’t breath (I was having an asthma attack) and he said I had an ear infection. But yeah, he’s an @$$.

Well, as far as I know, Spam’s okay now, I talked to her- (duh she lives down the street…) but yeah, tomorrow im going up and being the first to sign/draw on her cast shes an amazing writer, btw, and I forced her to put her stuff on dev, because its amazing. Go see!!!

-Spam, I love you *pets*

--RAWR--
-people i stalk-
http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/3128385/ Sat, 14 Aug 2004 23:55:15 PDT lol i hope everyones enjoying their summer!

("-Hickabickaboo? Tooshah-" yay for the Tweebs!! KP RULES!)
--RAWR--
-people i stalk-
~*http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/3120871/ Sat, 14 Aug 2004 00:38:08 PDT right? yeah...so anyways, if you have nothing better to do, go take a look
--RAWR--
-people i stalk-
~**~ http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/3038233/ Tue, 03 Aug 2004 22:57:26 PDT D their in the scraps part at the moment, because their the skectches that i will ink later, and i don't have a scanner so i had to take pictures of them, and the light bounces off the page and so their not great, but go see your my loyal commenters and i thought you deserved something. They were fun to draw, i had fun
--RAWR--
-people i stalk-
http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/2974349/ Mon, 26 Jul 2004 17:51:14 PDT ~ordynj http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/2920523/ http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/2920523/ Mon, 19 Jul 2004 17:01:05 PDT
I might add lucifer (my made-up kangaroo rat, with bat wings and horns) everyone commented on him, he's my baby.

yeah much fun in great numbers. yay for bleachers which your lunch can fall down. yay for hills which you can play amature jackass on. greatness. don't ask. cya!! D
--RAWR--
-people i stalk-
http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/2835408/ Thu, 08 Jul 2004 17:15:53 PDT
Yay for me!!

and with camp comes REAL ART SUPPLIES! i now have a watercolour set, a good sketch book, drawing pencils, nifty eraser, actual inking pens *squeal* and newsprint. YAY!!!!!!

So, i won't post anything for like...a week. but thats nothing new. but my aunt has a scanner so many if i make anything, i'll scan it and e mail it to myself to post for you people. Funness ne?

--RAWR--
-people i stalk-
~ordynj http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/2637672/ http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/2637672/ Tue, 22 Jun 2004 17:13:58 PDT

--RAWR--
-people i stalk-
http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/2456478/ Tue, 18 May 2004 15:14:43 PDT shes awsome and her stuff is so PPPUUUURRRDDDYYYY. go look! now.

--RAWR--
-people i stalk-
~ordynj http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/2349235/ http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/2349235/ Mon, 03 May 2004 07:02:06 PDT
I forgot someone on my stalk list!! is the person i forgot. I think i remember her being one of the first people that commented on my stuff when i came to dev, and she's watched me since. Shes ALWAYS commenting on my stuff and is giving me support and shes an amazingly talented writer herself, so ~WaterBug im sorry! and everyone else. Go see her stuff!!

--RAWR--

If you haven't already checked out 's gallery- GO NOW! He's an AMAZING artist, INCREDIBLE! he makes me feel worthless- like most of the rest of you do too. But he's just...wow.. and he's new to Dev. too so go look! and dev watch! because i say so! and your supposed to listen to small immature people! right? RIGHT! Go see!!!!!


--RAWR--

Last Saturday, i woke up with a headache. Which was okay since i wasn't doing anything, but when i got home from my friends house, it had gotten to the point where i was near tears in pain. Sunday my throat was sore and i couldn't talk much, as well as the fact my fever rose and i was coughing alot. Monday, i was coughing non-stop, which is horrid on its own. So i didn't go to school- well guess what? I missed Kawanis with the choir which i had been overly looking forward too. Then i tried going back to school on Tuesday, only to want to phone home by second period.

Then i missed Wednesday- and another Kawanis day to boot. Went to the hospital at 5:39am. They gave me two treatments (masks/nebulizers or whatever..) medicine and sent me home. Thursday Friday Saturday and Sunday went the same. I stayed home coughing.

Monday i was going to go to school but because i had gone to the hospital on sunday, they had booked me an appointment with a child doctor at a place almost an hour and a half away from us- so i could only go to school for half the day.

Then when i finally GOT to school, im told i have to do two tests, im starting some presentation, and i have to do a dance for gym. AND my science teacher doesn't want to take me to the robotics challenge in Toronto i was looking forward to going to- because hes afraid i'll have an asthma attack when im completely FINE. So now i dont get to go- and my friend (whose house i got sick at in the first place) gets to go instead of me, and she hasn't ever come to robotics at lunchtimes.

AND ITS JUST NOT FAIR!!!!!!!!!

okay- i was mad. im done now, get back to your lives
--RAWR--
-people i stalk-
~ordynj http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/2325658/ http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/2325658/ Thu, 29 Apr 2004 17:23:26 PDT 's gallery- GO NOW! He's an AMAZING artist, INCREDIBLE! he makes me feel worthless- like most of the rest of you do too. But he's just...wow.. and he's new to Dev. too so go look! and dev watch! because i say so! and your supposed to listen to small immature people! right? RIGHT! Go see!!!!!


--RAWR--

Last Saturday, i woke up with a headache. Which was okay since i wasn't doing anything, but when i got home from my friends house, it had gotten to the point where i was near tears in pain. Sunday my throat was sore and i couldn't talk much, as well as the fact my fever rose and i was coughing alot. Monday, i was coughing non-stop, which is horrid on its own. So i didn't go to school- well guess what? I missed Kawanis with the choir which i had been overly looking forward too. Then i tried going back to school on Tuesday, only to want to phone home by second period.

Then i missed Wednesday- and another Kawanis day to boot. Went to the hospital at 5:39am. They gave me two treatments (masks/nebulizers or whatever..) medicine and sent me home. Thursday Friday Saturday and Sunday went the same. I stayed home coughing.

Monday i was going to go to school but because i had gone to the hospital on sunday, they had booked me an appointment with a child doctor at a place almost an hour and a half away from us- so i could only go to school for half the day.

Then when i finally GOT to school, im told i have to do two tests, im starting some presentation, and i have to do a dance for gym. AND my science teacher doesn't want to take me to the robotics challenge in Toronto i was looking forward to going to- because hes afraid i'll have an asthma attack when im completely FINE. So now i dont get to go- and my friend (whose house i got sick at in the first place) gets to go instead of me, and she hasn't ever come to robotics at lunchtimes.

AND ITS JUST NOT FAIR!!!!!!!!!

okay- i was mad. im done now, get back to your lives
--RAWR--
-people i stalk-
http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/2317097/ Wed, 28 Apr 2004 13:32:24 PDT
Then i missed Wednesday- and another Kawanis day to boot. Went to the hospital at 5:39am. They gave me two treatments (masks/nebulizers or whatever..) medicine and sent me home. Thursday Friday Saturday and Sunday went the same. I stayed home coughing.

Monday i was going to go to school but because i had gone to the hospital on sunday, they had booked me an appointment with a child doctor at a place almost an hour and a half away from us- so i could only go to school for half the day.

Then when i finally GOT to school, im told i have to do two tests, im starting some presentation, and i have to do a dance for gym. AND my science teacher doesn't want to take me to the robotics challenge in Toronto i was looking forward to going to- because hes afraid i'll have an asthma attack when im completely FINE. So now i dont get to go- and my friend (whose house i got sick at in the first place) gets to go instead of me, and she hasn't ever come to robotics at lunchtimes.

AND ITS JUST NOT FAIR!!!!!!!!!

okay- i was mad. im done now, get back to your lives
--RAWR--

http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/2165748/ Fri, 16 Apr 2004 11:49:11 PDT

-new person i will be stalking- http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/2151045/ Sun, 04 Apr 2004 14:05:23 PDT im special.







.....that is all. ]]> ~ordynj http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/2140465/ http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/2140465/ Fri, 02 Apr 2004 22:24:44 PST
My creativity drawing wise hasn't been to good, to tell you the truth, i think im losing talent instead of gaining it. Not good. I'll try and draw some more stuff, and i might get off my lazy butt and add some poems i've written during my depression.

Yes. Im depressed. Speaking of which, even though none of you give a damn, im down to one counciller now! Yay me! I used to have three, which was more stressful then it was meant to be. I started with one, then the school board got involved so i got another one, then i started going to this place that specializes in..my sorts of problems with other kids my age. So it was kinda nice, but i was getting three diffrent people councilling in three diffrent ways and that was just leading to more caos then i needed. So. There were poems, depressed poems, and bad bad bad things. Very bad things. BUT i wont get into that.

on a lighter note, im just babbaling because its early and i have nothing else to do. But thats okay! because im having fun doing it

Oh yeah, im looking for something to do, so if you want a picture or photo or something that you think i might be able to do- depending on what it is- i'll be happy to attempt it for you then again, its me- i doubt you can expect much. but yeah, im up for a challange gimme all you got!

Yes, im hyper, thats okay though, i was just at a dance, it was fun. and i got to dance with Josh *snickers* which was fun to -whisper- dont tell, but i like him.

Yeah, i guess i'll go find something else to do, maybe add some poems, fix up some pictures...attempt someting else..i dunno, i'll do something, y'all must have some other life somewhere else that doesn't involve reading my journal right? RIGHT??!??!? *sigh* Nevermind...


OOOHHH! One more thing: if you think my art is good (which its not) go check out these people, their gods of art, i swear!

The people i look up to, admire, and drool over their art:

http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/2129154/ Thu, 01 Apr 2004 10:20:44 PST ]]> ~ordynj http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/2001096/ http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/2001096/ Fri, 12 Mar 2004 19:30:49 PST

As for my leaving..nothing is final yet, i probably wont leave but my times been cut down (yes. less than an hour) and i get "monitored" on most days. Meh, at least im on right?

Anyways, hope everyone has a great march break! ]]> ~ordynj http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/1855636/ http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/1855636/ Mon, 16 Feb 2004 13:08:44 PST
Which is why im now in search for a parttime job and maybe getting more serious with my art, by learning how to actually colour and draw backgrounds and maybe trying to sell my stuff. Someone out there has to be weird enough to buy my art, right?

Also i thought i'd leave on a good note, with one of my best pictures yet- Lost Wings- Fallen Angel. Im really proud of it, and its for everyone of my friends and people i know. There- so now ive made everyone at least ONE picture (thats a total of 3 pictures for yammy () lol

Anyways, i may add one or two more pictures that i neglected to add earilier on that you guys might want to see before i leave for a while...yeah i probably will. Meh.

I love you all dearly and will miss you,
Muah!

I shall return to you as soon as possible! I swear!!! ]]> ~ordynj http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/1771370/ http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/1771370/ Sat, 31 Jan 2004 09:03:18 PST

I shot a couple of photos of random stupid things, and posted them because i was having a 'creative' day when i took them, also added another picture (WARNING) and uh..yeah, i might put up my vympir-boi later, but right now i gotta run, gotta babysit soon lol, which sucks but hey, i made 40$ im well on my way towards buying my webcam, i only need like....150 more dollars, thats all!!! And maybe i can get a cheap used one, who knows?

**listening to song**: Last Resort- Papa Roach
**mood**: .....don't ask..... ]]> ~ordynj http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/1689372/ http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/1689372/ Fri, 16 Jan 2004 09:40:26 PST
-glares at tyler-

anyways...yeah. bye all! ^_^ ]]> ~ordynj http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/1644508/ http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/1644508/ Wed, 07 Jan 2004 17:30:53 PST If anyone want to know, its on 'Common Misconceptions of Wiccans' i might post it on here when i have my good copy all done and finished and edited! ^_^ *bites nails* i hope i get to go to the legion this year! anyways yeah...good'day all ]]> ~ordynj http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/1577245/ http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/1577245/ Wed, 24 Dec 2003 11:07:04 PST






heh, now that THATS out of my system.... ]]> ~ordynj http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/1404496/ http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/1404496/ Sat, 15 Nov 2003 11:52:13 PST ~ordynj http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/1330224/ http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/1330224/ Mon, 27 Oct 2003 17:09:14 PST ~ordynj http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/1239527/ http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/1239527/ Sun, 05 Oct 2003 14:16:16 PDT _<

anyway, Hope you all enjoy teh new stuff.

Oh yes, and to the person who commented on my Avril Lavinge Fan Art who sad it was bad, thank you- but i already knew that. ]]> ~ordynj http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/1051792/ http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/1051792/ Sat, 09 Aug 2003 04:33:39 PDT ~ordynj http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/1026279/ http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/1026279/ Sun, 03 Aug 2003 07:03:56 PDT ~ordynj http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/992724/ http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/992724/ Sat, 26 Jul 2003 17:38:37 PDT
Hope your all having a great summer!! ]]> ~ordynj http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/992723/ http://ordynj.deviantart.com/journal/992723/ Sat, 26 Jul 2003 17:37:29 PDT
Hope your all having a great summer!! ]]> ~ordynj