http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:ornami&section=today deviantART RSS for by:ornami en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 14 Dec 2009 19:53:55 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/25245025/ http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/25245025/ Wed, 10 Jun 2009 22:10:30 PDT
We should talk sometime? I have a lot of watchers? You can just add me? It will be fun, meet someone new? I don't like dealing with Email *blech* but hey! If you email me, I might just respond...

Yahoo - ornami_49@yahoo.com
Myspace - [link]
Myyearbook - (now this thing is new... I have no idea how you would add me, a friend introduced it to me a day or 2 ago, but it's cool because with the fake money from the site you can make donations to various causes like sending care packages to soldiers, or making teddy bears to poor children(I think) or donating time to research for various diseases...) If you want to try and add me, I'm John Perkins on that site?


Feed Me!

Adopted from Valenth


]]> ~ornami http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/24336848/ http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/24336848/ Mon, 20 Apr 2009 02:57:55 PDT

Expect something soon... TTFN

]]> ~ornami http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/23388807/ http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/23388807/ Tue, 24 Feb 2009 19:34:37 PST
I <3 this quote, I think its so true.

I think I might just stop, I don't know how well I can write poetry anymore or even if anyone cares anymore. It's just the vibe I get lately, noone really cares about anything in general anymore...

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]]> ~ornami http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/22280082/ http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/22280082/ Tue, 30 Dec 2008 13:03:46 PST
HOW ARE YOU GUYS! Whatcha get for christmas? I got an MP3 player, 2 pairs of pajama pants, 30$ at Blockbuster, 20$ cash, a new wallet (with a chain on it!), and 20$ at a movie theator around here.

I should add a new poem shouldn't i? Oh well... I will later ^-^

]]> ~ornami http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/20298543/ http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/20298543/ Tue, 02 Sep 2008 20:43:52 PDT
As for other things, let me be... open, for a minute, there is this person I know, who always makes me feel warm and fuzzy (worst way of describing it ever) and Im perfectly content with our relationship ^-^ I don't know what to think anymore, i just know whenever I talk to her I can't help but smile, and she knows who she is when she reads this.

In other news. I've been, having a pretty rough time, I didn't really know how to deal with my friends death, and I have to say, slowly, surely, things are getting better, every once in a while I'll have a relapse but otherwise Im pretty good at functioning as a whole.

Sorry bout boring you with this long... boring... updatey... update. But I should add some new stuff soon, I hope, I keep writing love poems, but they are too bland to put up... oh well.


Oh and the animes I am watching currently, Solty Rei, Area 88, Green Green, and Hitman Reborn I can't stress the fact that these animes are absolutly amazing, except for maybe Green Green, otherwise, I would completely recommend them

]]> ~ornami http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/19799035/ http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/19799035/ Tue, 05 Aug 2008 21:52:35 PDT
My grandpa moved in yesterday and he brought this big fishtank and it looks really cool now that we have fish in it...

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What else is there to say? Um, THANKS FOR BEING WITH MY IDIOTICNESS for so very long. I <3 you all for it ^-^

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Now playing: Zebrahead - Hello Tomorrow
via FoxyTunes


Oh Yeah, I got GameFly WHICH IS AWSOME SO FAR! GET IT I REALLY SUGGEST IT!!! OMG

]]> ~ornami http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/18092664/ http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/18092664/ Tue, 29 Apr 2008 19:49:33 PDT



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Now playing: Secondhand Serenade - Maybe
via FoxyTunes

]]> ~ornami http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/18013762/ http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/18013762/ Thu, 24 Apr 2008 20:08:13 PDT
I"M NOT COPYING THE RULES! I DON'T NEED EM'!

1. Dieing ([link])
2. Living
3. Clouds
4. Angel
5. Bullet
6. Train
7. Heart
8. Mountain
9. Love
10. Pain
11. Loser
12. Tomorrow
13. Jump
14. Can't
15. Can
16. Why
17. Believe
18. Giving
19. Charity
20. You
21. Me
22. Friends
23. Enemy
24. Time
25. Flower
26. Car
27. Star
28. Sky
29. Sun
30. Hate

I like to notice how so many of these are opposites.. And how a lot of it is so pessemistic... Doesn't matter...


Anyways As for an update, I'm still in pain from what happened yesterday, but I'm better, Just bruised up a bit, I was afriad I broke a rib or somehing, that would have been hairy scary

]]> ~ornami http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/17998972/ http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/17998972/ Wed, 23 Apr 2008 21:00:21 PDT .> yeah...

I also need to start focusing on school work too! which isn't gonna happen... I also need to get some sleep >.> What Else is there to say?

I've written a couple new poems, I'm not sure when I'll post them, whenever I feel like posting them I guess? maybe...

I noticed I've been getting more views recently, Ornami is going places in this world, with over 2,000 pageviews? and climbing higher everyday! I'll make it into a novel, about a loser with a dream! but at the end he'll still be a loser, but a happy loser ^-^

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Now playing: Sugarcult - Do It Alone
via FoxyTunes>

]]> ~ornami http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/17674457/ http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/17674457/ Thu, 03 Apr 2008 20:36:33 PDT
Anyway, enough with a rant...

About that contest I've officially decided upon it and it's going to be a contest where you find/make a poem, and you make a picture to it, Which I do believe shall be fun... This contest will not be judged on talent, but creativity, and after you make the picture tell us what you think of the poem/why you interpretted it as such! I'm gathering funds to get a prize, which, at this point will prolly be a 3 month subscription, but I might move it up to a full year if I can get the funds... I think I might not go through with the contest if I don't get at least 5, but I'm gonna enter one for kicks ^-^ Since she said she wouldn't be able to enter do to business ^-^

Judges -

I'll remove this if wants me to but, the first entry shall be cuz I know it was based off a poem

1st entry - [link]

]]> ~ornami http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/17500354/ http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/17500354/ Mon, 24 Mar 2008 20:57:15 PDT .> and watchin me some DBZ all over agian mainly cuz I ain't got nothing better to do... ohhhhh wellllll

Anyway, I has an idea for a kinda... contest, but it's still in the works, I was wondering if anyone would be interested in judging and/or participating in a contest? (you wouldn't be judging your own works) If so, messege me ^-^

Talk to ya later

P.S. HAPPY EASTER, I had written an easter based poem, but it sucked so much that I'll either rewrite it or just... save the idea for later

]]> ~ornami http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/17223061/ http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/17223061/ Fri, 07 Mar 2008 11:03:34 PST
I told the girl I like, I... well like her... I'm hopin it won't make things too akward, ^-^

I've got new poems around here somewhere, I'll get em' up as soon as I can

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]]> ~ornami http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/16498449/ http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/16498449/ Sun, 20 Jan 2008 23:23:09 PST
Obviously, I was going to ask about your opinion on love, not just love, but the word... Love... but that ended up being a rant....But comment how you will... I need sleep

I'll update more tommorrow...

]]> ~ornami http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/16151708/ http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/16151708/ Sat, 29 Dec 2007 11:46:23 PST RULES:
1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5.Put this on your journal.
------------------------------------------------

If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
Running Away - Three Days Grace

How would you describe yourself?
Twister - Saliva


What do you like in a guy/girl?
Why Don't You Get A Job? - The Offspring

How do you feel today?
Psycho - System of a Down

What is your life's purpose?
Listening - The Used

What is your motto?
For Reasons Unknown - The Killers

What do your friends think of you?
Honey, This Mirror Isn't Big Enough For the Two of Us - My Chemical Romance
Is it calling me gay, or a very vain person...

What do you think of your parents?
Love Like Winter - AFI

What do you think about very often?
After Me - Saliva
True, I constantly think about what's constantly chasing me...

What is 2 + 2?
All That I've Got - The Used
Sad isn't it ):

What do you think of your best friend?
Lackluster - Saliva
Not true...

What do you think of the person you like?
Pain - Three Days Grace
Maybe...

What is your life story?
Shattered By Broken Dreams - Avenged Sevenfold
Damn... depressing

What do you want to be when you grow up?
Conspiracy Of One - The Offspring
Hehe, I'm already a conspiracy

What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Hit That - The Offspring
lmafao

What will you dance to at your wedding?
I Wish You Were Here - Matchbook Romance
....

What will they play at your funeral?
Never Too Late - Three Days Grace
....

What is your hobby/interest?
Your Guardian Angel - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Protecting loved ones? yes...

What is your biggest fear?
Rest In Pieces - Saliva
Death? almost true..

What is your biggest secret?
It's Been Awhile - Staind

What do you think of your friends?
My List - The Killers
....

What will you post this as?
Waking Up - Funeral For a Friend
________________________________________ _______________________

Okay enough with that... I do like those quizs, It shows how sucky my life will be cuz I only listen to depressing music basically...

anyway... I hope you guys are having a fun time? are you? I've been bored... seriously... everyone is busy or something...

]]> ~ornami http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/16116751/ http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/16116751/ Wed, 26 Dec 2007 22:59:02 PST
How is everyone. How was your christmas? Whaddid you get

Slowly but surely I'm trying to find that point in my life where things turned around agian. Like for an entire portion of my life I was heading to point B from point A. and For some reason did a complete turn around. Now I'm back on course and I'm feeling better.

So much has changed. A couple days before Christmas an old friend contacted me. And it kinda made me realize something. That I shouldn't have given up on my prerogatives so easily. And that I should have fought harder. I found that little thing in my life that makes me happy again. And this time it's not fake love. I don't think it has a name but I'll continue talking about it even though you might not understand



























(I lied)

Sweet Wrapped Boxs - I got some Wireless Headphones Finally. I also got candy. I got a 20 dollar gift card to a box store I like. A groomers set cuz noone likes meh chin hairs. and I actually got a lump of coal under that tree. I was lookin' at it and was like.

"Shit Santa... you meanie-head" *sticks tongue out facing north*

I may not have gotten much. But at least I got the one thing that's most important

The love I share with my fam

Much love ya'll

]]> ~ornami http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/15906326/ http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/15906326/ Wed, 12 Dec 2007 16:29:58 PST
Other then that, thing are chugging along on a big train of poor poetry, I might throw away my idea on that little Tick-tock series, since attention to it is pretty much close to nil... heh heh, I'll prolly do something with it, idk right now...

I just now noticed how sparingly I've been updating... I update maybe once every week compared to when I would comment every other day... hmm, Maybe I just lost stuff to talk about...

Now for my little rant... I got kinda yelled at today because of the fact that I prefer to watch animes in English and don't want to deal with subtitles. "It's not an authentic experience nor is it true to how the Japanese do it blah blah" and to test it out, I watched the scenes in animes and compared them to the english version. I understand the common critism that English voices don't always fit the character, but to me, I prefer the english, cuz even in japanese sad part don't hold that emotion in subtitles compared to if I were to hear it... I don't exactly know what I'm say but yeah...

Peace and much love to ya'll

]]> ~ornami http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/15789135/ http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/15789135/ Tue, 04 Dec 2007 06:07:24 PST Was tagged by

Rules:
1. post these rules
2.each tagged person should post 8 aleatory facts of eachself (i mean you're tagge so post 8 facts of yourself)
3.the victims... oops taggeds should write a journal\blog about these facts
4.in the end tag and name 8 people
5.go to their dA pages and comment saying that they are tagged and hugged


1. I missed the bus this morning, and Mom can't drive so I pretty much doubt I'll be going to school today...
2. People keep telling me to get a hair cut, but I just tell em' nuh-uh
3. I've been busy being a nerd lately, with the whole going back and playing awsomely amazing PS1 games
4. I'm further along with this dA thing then I ever thought I'd get...
5. My compy chair is broke so It's currently tilting so I'm looking at the screen from an angle like \ cept not so vertical
6. It's less then 20F* outside and I have my fan on in my room...
7. And I'm currently wearing a sweater...
8. Since I missed the bus, I made breakfast for myself this morning, which is the first time I've cooked without a microwave in about 2 months

Okay, Now for the tagging *smiles devilishly*










Oh yeah, I tagged all ya'll

Anyway's with an update

One o' my newer friends moves today... Which sucks, I can't go see him off... But at least I can still talk to him online. I am currently editing his poems here on dA, visit him at

In three days, it's going to prolly be a bad day for my family, my immediate family that is... It's been 1 year on the 7th since my nephews death... It'll prolly get me a little down..

Go out and play, hopefully you live near snow and are able to play in it, we didn't even get an inch last night...*cries*

]]> ~ornami http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/15582532/ http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/15582532/ Mon, 19 Nov 2007 20:47:03 PST , I've been doin quiet a bit o' holiday things I've been having fun, and you?

I should be getting some new poetry up soon, that story has been fun to write, but people keep assuming it's about me and my relationships, but I havn't really had relationships... More like friends who go to see a movie and stuff and act like we're going out... so, I don't have much real life experience to go upon, but a few of my friends congratulated me on how well I made the GF such a B**** which in reality, I wasn't trying to do... I was trying to make both their "Diffrences" seem like glaringly obvious... I did model the guy off me, I am incredibly lazy lol

Make sure to check it out and please leave a comment I'm gonna do an alternate one were I'm not trying to be funny, and is in fact, sorta depressing, I take several nods from my life and write it down, usually filling it with no-existent bull

Anyways, If I don't update by Thursday, Happy Thanksgiving (If you celebrate it)

]]> ~ornami http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/15521529/ http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/15521529/ Thu, 15 Nov 2007 14:23:42 PST

Other news, Where o' where have my dA friends gone, haha, i'm used to tons of comments, but I must be sucking recently... oh well...

More news, I finally learned the name of the cute girl in my music class *giggle*

Finally, DBZ, watched the part where Frieza is defeated by Goku and it was all look angry yells and I cried like a crazied fanboy when krillin died T-T

]]> ~ornami http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/15382595/ http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/15382595/ Mon, 05 Nov 2007 19:11:37 PST
I have a new friend... Met him today... He's pretty cool, and he's an aspiring poet His dA name is Cazuya.... after the S-cry-ed fame haha

I feel good today... I feel... free... I broke up with my girl yesterday, kinda the reason I've been updating less (sorry, she was a bitch) So i'm look WHOAH TOO MUCH FREEDOM!!! and pretty soon it's going to be WHOAH!!! TOO MUCH BOREDOM!!!!

other reason's for being happy, I've finally gotten over my past... I think... Cuz I recommended an old friend's dA page to Cazuya and was just like... OMG did I just do that... Cazuya seems to enjoy their pages... I don't feel angry anymore... I guess I don't need anger management agian anytime soon... no angery thoughts, just thoughts of happiness... Oh... and writing out the pain and sorrow in my poetry... Which reminds me I got post a new one.... hm

WHO WANTS TO DO A COLLAB!!!! Anyone wanna help... I was kinda look towards the kinda thing where maybe I write a poem and someone makes a prettyful picture to it

]]> ~ornami http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/15147922/ http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/15147922/ Sat, 20 Oct 2007 18:28:05 PDT

I've been feeling better recently... I guess things are starting to let up (plus I've been taking some naps after school)

What's everyone doing for Halloween? I might be going as a Vampire King, won't that be fun? I may be 16, but your never too old for free candy

]]> ~ornami http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/14845137/ http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/14845137/ Sat, 29 Sep 2007 18:02:24 PDT [link]
I was playing 3 but I got bored and started playing that... It actually made me cry the first time I saw it.... It;s just so... you know...

Yep, 360 time.. I'm good, how are you guys having fun? I hope so

Ttyl

]]> ~ornami http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/14718803/ http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/14718803/ Thu, 20 Sep 2007 17:46:31 PDT it was fun, cept I was totally like, saying the wrong things and making bad (not like dirty jokes) jokes and failed.... horribly.... I don't know why I feel like I failed thou.... It's not like I was trying to achieve something.... *sigh*

What's worse, when I got home we chatted on yahoo about my past... and boy was I ever so happy to discuss that haha, I guess the worst thing that I could do is remeber...

My Neighbor has Halo 3 cuz he's on a pro team and he invited me to play it today's wait... I mean tommorrow haha

]]> ~ornami http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/14581557/ http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/14581557/ Mon, 10 Sep 2007 20:15:06 PDT
I hate that I even hint to people who I like, If I wanted people to know who I liked, I'd tell em' *sigh* but no, I can't get off that easy....

Ahhh, Poetry... Aside from poetry, I'm writing a book agian (actually two) one is an actual story, and the other is the Video Game Bible, that me and a friend are working on...

If your all religious and gonna yell at me about Video Game Bible (SATAN blah Blah blah) Please... Oh F-ing please go die... It's just a joke... believe what you want... I don't care

]]> ~ornami http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/14471548/ http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/14471548/ Mon, 03 Sep 2007 12:24:31 PDT
2. You are walking in the woods. You see an animal. What kind of animal?
- A Rabbit

3. What interaction takes place between you and the animal?
-It takes off

4. You walk deeper in the woods. You enter a clearing, and before you is your DREAM house. how big is it?
- A small two story house with a lot of electronics in it

5. Is your dream house surrounded by a fence?
- nah, I don't need one

6. You enter the house. You walk into the dining room and see the dining room table. What do you see on AND around it?
-It doesn't have anything on it, it's set for a dinner, but no food

7. You exit the house and a cup is on the ground, what kind is it?
-Some little coffee mug with some witty saying on it

8. What do you do with the cup?
-Laugh at the witty saying and pocket it

9. You walk to the edge of the property where you find yourself standing at the edge of a body of water. What kind of body of water is it?
-A lake, foggy

10. How will you cross the water?
- I PART IT"S SEAS!!! Nah, I get a motorboat and ride across

DON'T READ THIS STUFF IF YOU PLAN ON DOING THIS YOURSELF
1. The person who you are walking in the woods with is the most important person in your life.
Cindie or Nevin? Doubt it...

2. The size of the animal is representative of your perception of the size of your problems.
-Really, my problems are small, then I exagerate my probs

3. The severity of the interaction you have with the animal is representative of how you deal with your problems.
-Yeah, I usually do run away from my problems

4. The size of your dream home is representative of the size of your ambition to solve your problems.
- I have the ambition of a two story house? great!

5. A lack of a fence is indicative of an open personality. People are welcome at all times. The presence of a fence indicates a closed personality. You'd prefer people not drop by unannounced.
-I am pretty open, but if I really did live in the forest instead of this little fictional one, I'd be scaryed of the RAP-ISTS

6. If your answer did NOT include food, flowers, or people, then you are generally unhappy.
-Okay....

7. The durability of the material with the cup is made of is representative of the perceived durability of your relationship.
-Oh, now we are gettin somewhere, what are coffee cups made of anyway?

8. What you did with the cup is representative of your attitude.
-I do laugh alot, nor do I care about droped things, their mine now

9. The size of the body of water is representative of the size of your sexual desire.
-YEAH BITCHS COME GET SOME!!!! *humpy thrusts* .... I severly doubt that

10. The way you cross the water is representative to how easy or hard you expect your life to be.
-Motorboat across my life, just as I've always dreamed

]]> ~ornami http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/14441744/ http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/14441744/ Sat, 01 Sep 2007 13:21:00 PDT
Like the fact that less then half a year ago, I hated more then half the people in my life, And I didn't care what anyone thought... but before that, I was so happy... And now i'm back to that happy state in my life where I see a glimpse of whats gonna happen, even if I know it's so far out of my reach....

How at the beginning of last school year, I had few friends, by early October I had more friends then I ever had before, then in late - early Feb. I lost basically all that and I got angry.... But then near the end of the school year I started to hang out with poeple agian and Now I've got new friends... and I'm happy agian... But It was just yesterday that I realized, Half the people I was pissed at 3 months ago, I'm not mad at... I thought about it, and I know why those people did why they did it... And I would have done the same thing if I was in their shoes... So I guess I really have changed...

I don't know if this is gonna change my poetry much (It prolly will cuz of the potential Gf I have (Which means more shitty love poems guhhhh)) But... I guess I just felt I had to enlighten the people who read my peoples and are able to feel and read about my emotions.... Thanks for the cooperation

]]> ~ornami http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/14326910/ http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/14326910/ Fri, 24 Aug 2007 22:58:36 PDT night

]]> ~ornami http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/14241514/ http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/14241514/ Sun, 19 Aug 2007 14:01:38 PDT
And they are all great games lol, I feel like sooooo lucky now haha...

I wanna know how you guys are doing? Having any spurts of good luck lately? Would be really happy to know how you guys are doing

Check out my Act series, Personally, I think only the beginning and endings are good but w/e later

*Edit* (Cries) [link]

]]> ~ornami http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/14126026/ http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/14126026/ Sat, 11 Aug 2007 22:24:07 PDT
Anyone else getting ready for school? Hyped up to me friends? I just can't wait, I'm applying to work at a Library which if I get the Job, will make me the happiest boy eva D I wonder what Kinda perks you get for working at the lib << >>

I bought a PS2 for 20 $ the other day made me very happy lol

]]> ~ornami http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/14067924/ http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/14067924/ Tue, 07 Aug 2007 23:24:35 PDT
My newest poem sucks ass since I lost my insperation which was joy... Now I have no joyous thoughts in my head *sigh* I suck lol, But I will have a new one by tommorrow night

Night everyone

]]> ~ornami http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/14049677/ http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/14049677/ Mon, 06 Aug 2007 20:58:35 PDT D I couldn't go on the waterslides would have thrown up, but I did go in the wave pool which is cool cuz I has like big ass 8 foot waves coming at you it was funneth then we got dress and went on like two more rides and my mom called telling us she was coming to pick us up so we took off.... I GOT AN AWSOME BElT BUCKLE BELT IT's cool D

Other then that, just living getting by, Got a new kitten today, a 6 week old named Moe He's adorable D D


Other then that, new poem on da way talk to you later

P.S. I'm starting up a new story, if anyone could give any suggestions for character develpment i'd be greatly indepted (Even though I most likey won't pay back the debt. haha)

*Edit* Yeah I know "Already?" (Don't read if your easily pissed off by people who complain, I hate it too, I just feel that this is a point I gotta get out)

Ya know, I think most of us will agree that we have all met someone that we disagree with on some level right? Some of us just ignore that one person and others actually get into fights and there are the few of us that try to defend our point of view....
Now, before I get into some long rant or what ever, I'll make one thing clear... I don't care if you disagree with me, I don't care if you get pissed because I don't give up, and I espically don't care if you storm off, But When the one thing that we don't agree with is religion and your reason for why I'm wrong is that I don't believe in the right religion thats when it all comes to a halt and you just crossed a line... Cuz as much As I love to debate (That wasn't sarcastic) Religions are not things that people can prove (Well ones with gods and stuff like reincarnation can't be proved) so before you say I'm wrong and your right because you've got a religion and I'm Agnostic (I believe in gods, just more then God, I believe in like Zues and all those cool gods) Doesn't mean your right OK, and don't think I'm like a religion hater or anything, I believe that religion helps people find a point in their lives wether nearly insignificant or hugely, but I don't care, so Don't prove to me in your almighty knowledge that your right unless your almighty knowledge can bring up some almighty proof other then a book or a preacher... (Sorry, but this is aimed at some christian bigits i know)(Also sorry about the rant, you didn't need to read it)

]]> ~ornami http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/13957374/ http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/13957374/ Tue, 31 Jul 2007 13:50:52 PDT D D

Every poem I come up with recently feels kinda like I've done it before, So I just get rid of it... and the added fact that I've been waiting for comments on my two newest posted ones So I' havn't been working hard *Sigh* I will get to work soon D

]]> ~ornami http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/13808898/ http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/13808898/ Fri, 20 Jul 2007 13:08:32 PDT O ZOMG I'm soo happy, I didn't think that I'd make it this far as a loser poet lmao... Thank ya'll So far it's been a really bumpy sad yet fun ride for me... Thanks

Maybe at 1,500 I'll give out a prize

]]> ~ornami http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/13802239/ http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/13802239/ Fri, 20 Jul 2007 00:04:11 PDT Anyone who can make good story/peice of art work of it I'll give a dollar... If I can find a dollar... mayby Idk.... doubt it.... WELL THEN I DOUBLE DARE YA!!!!

Well, how is everyone I got Counter-Strike for my compy so I could play it at my friends LAN party D How's everyone DOing

I didn't get able to do the present dump... It makes me sad... then A friend got my hopes up by asking me to go to the zoo with her but she couldn't go T-T So.... I got 10 $ to spend now D D D

Miss you all later

]]> ~ornami http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/13785462/ http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/13785462/ Wed, 18 Jul 2007 18:05:57 PDT D:

I'm getting the last of B-day presents tommorrow, I'm gettin a bike D D I also get to dump a few b-day presents on some friends lol

As for stuff that's new.... Almost all the people I know are asking who I "like" And it's annoying how their asking.... Mostly saying I like someone and then I have to tell them I don't... It's annoying.... noone would ever guess meh crush at the moment D D

Night

]]> ~ornami http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/13725386/ http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/13725386/ Fri, 13 Jul 2007 20:29:24 PDT
(If I can find a couple o' judges I'll enter too!!!)

Havin fun everyone??? I'm being bored out of my mind and tired... I might try to finish up a poem tonight... But I might go to sleep *yawn*

Night everyone

]]> ~ornami http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/13701595/ http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/13701595/ Wed, 11 Jul 2007 22:27:51 PDT anyway...

THE MOViE WAS AWSOME!!! If you havn't seen 1408 go see it... I personally loved it... The ending was so sad :'(

For those of you who know what LAN is, I went to a LAN party with one of my good friends and Neighbor yesterday... I was fun, lotsa people were there and everything

Hmm.. I got like 4 new gamed soundtracks, and if you get the chance listen to the song in my listening to section below... It almost made me cry when I first heard it... I was in the credits of MGS3

I've been really tired recently... I got my friend 2 b-day present cuz she's been realllllyyyy nice.... AND NOT CUZ I'M HITTIN ON HER >> <<......

lol... well... I havn't heard from some of you in a while... and my net keeps laggin so I'm not checkin out in Journal updates.... BUT I WILL.... when my net stops laggin....

]]> ~ornami http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/13619260/ http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/13619260/ Thu, 05 Jul 2007 09:59:52 PDT
I moved off of my PS1 games (Even though I'm still playing them) and tried to get DS games working... which failed horribly, Now i'm straight back to GBA and working on LoZ: The Minish Cap

I can't wait DQ CAKE!!!!! YAYAY, going to gamestop and the movies, I get to see my dad tonight, so far it's been perfect D D

I'll give you any updates tommorrow lol

Hopin for some good presents lol ]]> ~ornami http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/13577918/ http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/13577918/ Mon, 02 Jul 2007 12:29:36 PDT
That girl I'm going with to GL is going with me to the movies on thursday, we're gonna see 1408 which looks like an extremely good movie (Maybe Samuel Jackson will say something about snakes on a plane) But It's looking to be a fun day, GameStop and the Movies W00T!!!!

On the other hand, Since most of you are still friends since when my nephew died, today'd be his b-day, he'd be one today... Kinda makin me depressed a little

I'm getting really into my PS1 games, but the one game I vowed not to play was FF7 I know it's a great game, but i've seemingly start despising it through less recent events, but I never know...

Hopefully will be getting a compy upgrade soon, 2 GB of ram and 160 GB of memory that's a big upgrade for me haha ]]> ~ornami http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/13491964/ http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/13491964/ Mon, 25 Jun 2007 23:07:20 PDT
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Just Two for now, Every day I'll add two more until I have meh collection finished (I would do more, but it's 2 in the morning and I'm tired....)

Good Nighty (If you find those poems good, Please leave comments that way I know what to keep when I finish the collection)

]]> ~ornami http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/13465669/ http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/13465669/ Sat, 23 Jun 2007 22:29:58 PDT
starting pretty soon (When ever my lazy as gets to it, kinda deal) I'm gonna go back and start deleating some of my earlier entry's , my favorites will be revised and reposted, but otherwise, the ones I deem suck enough... shall go.....

FF8, Legend of Mana, and Digimon World 3 games that I'm starting to play agian lol, makes me happy... Go watch the opening squence for FF8 if you've never seen it and you'll know what i mean lol

Apparantly I've been referred to a stalker of my deviant art page... Makes me kinda creeped out *shudders* considering that mean that person could be stalkin me in real life O.o

I gots a girl going with me on meh B-day adventure trip (As i will now refer to it as that from now on) makes me happy, cuz it makes me look not gay.... lolz

That girl that I speekz of has gotten me into getting the soundtracks of my games... it's freakin me out... LoZ soundtrack will be mine!!!!!

]]> ~ornami http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/13432637/ http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/13432637/ Thu, 21 Jun 2007 12:13:14 PDT
I told you how I fractured my wrist (Punched a wall) One of my friends almost died laughing cuz he did that himself after a game of dogdeball in gym class.... I found it funny too.... pain has finally subsided, and now I'm only bandaged up (Much sooner then what I thought)

Have phun everybody, meh B-day's in 14 days (I expect a present) lmao, you don't have to though

]]> ~ornami http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/13412264/ http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/13412264/ Tue, 19 Jun 2007 21:08:16 PDT
tired is all I got to say... for some really odd reason no matter what I can't fall asleep until it's 3 in the morning... then i wake up at 1... it keeps happening at the same times over and over, if I try to fall asleep early, I can't, if I set my alarm I ignore it... weird...

Friend of mine gave me a lot of Cd's he own, I feel so lucky : D

]]> ~ornami http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/13363316/ http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/13363316/ Sat, 16 Jun 2007 00:33:37 PDT
I wrote an apology note to that person I got mad at.... she did deserve it.... oh well.... once agian my anger got the best of me... but I feel really good now that I've finally apologized, granted she probably won't read the apology but ohwell...

]]> ~ornami http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/13348462/ http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/13348462/ Thu, 14 Jun 2007 21:17:24 PDT
sigh... now I'm calmed down.... My cousin first game was awsome!! they won!! but the second game they were crushed...I think 18 to... 11 i'm pretty sure.... oh well they'll win next time.... I got to hang with my cousin and one of my newer yet older at the same time friends, lol

Well... now I'm bored... anyone like/got the new Linkin park album!
IT"S SO AWSOME!!! so many poems have been inspired by some of there songs off the new album, like "Valentines Day" (My fav song), and basically the last 4 songs on the album... lol, I really like their music

well talk to you all later

]]> ~ornami http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/13332675/ http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/13332675/ Wed, 13 Jun 2007 17:21:29 PDT
Thanks, for keepin me goin for over a year... you good fans you!!!

]]> ~ornami http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/13301885/ http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/13301885/ Mon, 11 Jun 2007 10:36:52 PDT
I've got so much update.... I've got like ten new poems, I'll bring em' out one a day that way i'm not too confuzed XD

So how is everyone, I'm just so happy things finally seem to be heading my way!

I finally got my bike fixed so now i'm biking everywhere, and tommorrow i'm going to by cousins baseball game! why? cuz this summer I don't wanna be lock up in my house the entire time XD

]]> ~ornami http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/12901058/ http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/12901058/ Wed, 09 May 2007 14:42:49 PDT But it's still not my own which suck, BUT hopefully my house will soon have internet agian

Every twist and turn of my life seems to want me to have hope for what's to come... sadly it's slowly failing... I'm slowly but surely changing the kinda people I hang out with, Which on several levels is my fault, but not entirely.... The main reason it's my fault is I now refuse to hang out with several people, just seeing them makes me angry, and seeing as how I'm no longer in anger mangement (The lady saw no reasonable reason why I should be taking anger mangement because I am very calm and relaxed most of the time) I don't have anyone to talk to except maybe our bathroom mirror, which I did do... twice now.... It calmed me down...

Life with out a computer or internet has left me becoming self dependent on my PS2 so I guess maybe a good thing but I kinda doubt it.... Thankfully I love Metal Gear Solid and just bought the 3rd game, which is awsome

I guess when I get internet back I'll have a couple of new poems for you guys, very depressing ones, cause I had to release anger with out putting a hole in the wall so I wrote some poems, hopefully though you'll like em'

I found out i get the funimation channel so now I've got stuff to watch at night

I recently came down with pnuemonia and thanks to the monia developing I got asthma... or bronchitous or however you spell it, either way I've had a hard time breathing recently....

I'm done and I need to get out of the library its so boring here....

]]> ~ornami http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/12528824/ http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/12528824/ Mon, 09 Apr 2007 17:34:39 PDT
Good Part

The day before easter we got satelite TV and it made me happy

On easter I got to hang out with family and I got to see me aunt wh had a stroke and I havn't seen for about 6 months

My friend has been coming over a lot recently and its fun cuz thanks to recent events I've been talking to him more...

Bad Part

I've been flippin out at my self over a couple of stupid little things that have been happening to me recently specificly 4 friends that won't/can't talk to me...

Anger mangement is really, well, making me mad... I guess lots of therapists ask you to bring in some music you like, which was funny during the first song, B.Y.O.B. by System of the Down, but then i just had other song I like... LIke Paint it Black and such, but she saw through my little game cuz I was smiling, otherwise, she said that my anger comes from guilt and from lonliness, which I kinda believe is bull... But what do I care

Easter was fun until we had an easter egg fight (empty plastic eggs wizzing back in forth in my cousins living room) and I got hit in the head with a football which constituted as an egg cuz it was kinda egg shaped

But I guess Life will level out soon, A friend will hopefully be able to spend the night tommorrow night or Wednesday so I'm kinda happy

Another good note, My room is clean and I'm happy bout that too...

I'll talk to ya'll later, I will hopefully be getting my comp back soon too....

]]> ~ornami http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/12335966/ http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/12335966/ Mon, 26 Mar 2007 12:26:59 PDT
So much stuff just has me to the point where I'm about to burn out yet I keep pushing to be me, Which is something thats very energy consuming, To keep a happy face on when ten thousand things just want to keep you unhappy... It litterly is destroying me, from the inside out....

So much poetry to put up yet since I'm not at my house where all my little poetry notebooks are secretly and safely stashed away, I don't have much poetry... I'll try to finish one I started on in my History of Rock & Roll class, But I doubt I'll finish it...

Peace out people, I wish I get my comp back soon, I miss my muzak...

]]> ~ornami http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/12147821/ http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/12147821/ Sun, 11 Mar 2007 18:34:54 PDT
I was tagged by and

The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 weird habits/things/hates about yourself" and people who get tagged MUST write a journal about their 6 weird habits/things/hates as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their devpage comments and tell them to read yours.

1. I love to be the Evil side of things (video games, Rping, etc.)

2. I sometimes see the future in my dreams, and almost all the times it's bad stuff....

3. I have a serious fucked up social life, yet when I do things online I'm pretty much looked up to....

4. I've got basically only one really good guy friend in real life...

5. I'm an extremely good storyteller, to the point where i can make a story seem likes it really, also, I'm pretty funny to a certain crowd of people (Visit club 69 everyone, lmao)

6. I'm one of the Gayist kids in my school, Yet I'm straight (it's hard to explain, but if you met me you'd understand)

I tag... (haha, got you back : P )

Other theen getting tagged

Life gets a lot better when you don't give a damn, don't you agree

I'm playing KH 2 and right now I'm facing Sephy and I can't beat him, it pisses me off...So I'm hoping will help me, but i kinda doubt it....

I'm in trouble, yet not in trouble.... But i guess it doesn't matter now does it.... Or maybe i'm just trying to worry you guys am I....

Have a nice week, my sis is taking my comp so i doubt i'll be able to get a comp or anything....

]]> ~ornami http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/11987041/ http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/11987041/ Tue, 27 Feb 2007 12:27:24 PST
The reason I mainly flipped out was my mom mentioned something about moving out of state on the phone with my aunt, I just lost it... Not only was i sick, but that got me depressed... I got angry cuz my friend kept pressuring me about something.... Therefore I flipped on my friend, My mom, My sister.... I just feel really horrible....

So how's everyone doing... Before you ask my mom mention we might move to Virgina.... I know sucks, not only that, My sis might be taking my comp for a month or 2 cuz she's got online schooling... so lots of bad things been happening....

]]> ~ornami http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/11962857/ http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/11962857/ Sun, 25 Feb 2007 14:56:41 PST
I was wondering, would anyone be willing to do a poetry Collab? If so, tell me and get Yahoo messenger then add ornami_49 to your friends list.

My dreams have been bothering me a lot latly, I'm waking up early, And i'll be having some new poetry up soon... I'm working out a few kinks in one of my newer ones....

]]> ~ornami http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/11852003/ http://ornami.deviantart.com/journal/11852003/ Sat, 17 Feb 2007 12:37:22 PST So how have you all been, my life has been shitty, i got in a fight this morning with a friend but w/e, I woke up because of another nightmare, we have like nothing to eat cept' wheaties...

But otherwise i'm good, just been really tired recently, Nothing goes unnoticed haha, I'm completely open for requests, cuz i finished up the newest one but i don't think i'm gonna put it up, I really don't like it

Have a phun Presidents Day Weekend

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