deviantART: by:ourasouy http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:ourasouy&section=today deviantART RSS for by:ourasouy en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 15 Dec 2009 07:32:44 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png Like, yeah... What? http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/19880675/ http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/19880675/ Sun, 10 Aug 2008 14:43:47 PDT
So yeah, my computer died a horrible horrible death. I'm apparently typing this with my mind (or the spare computer downstairs, whichever floats your boat). So I an't been around much.

I COULD post something. Really. I could try, but unfortunatly I haven't drawn in months. My procrastination and lack of confidence has caused me to slide into a state of almost slug like condition. But without the slime.

On the plus side i'm getting a hell of a lot more excersise...

BAH.

But yeah, how you folks doing? I feel some catching up to do.

]]> ~ourasouy Woah. I'm late again! http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/18127146/ http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/18127146/ Fri, 02 May 2008 03:00:17 PDT
Okay, now i've stopped typing like a retard, I'm gunna say that my wrist is pretty much healed (despite a scar that makes it look like my hand was stitched on), then almost immediately afterwards managed to crack a rib, and have been so swamped by work my socail life has been severly cut.

I'd like to update more often and i'll be able to inna bit but I've got exams and so thats a big no no.

So yeah. I suck :D

I'll put... something up. I've got loads of stuff I could put up but none quite finished enough.

Enough about me, how are you? Tell me something enlightening to make my day. Or, not. I dunno, you pick.

]]> ~ourasouy Warning, Operation Successful http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/16801028/ http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/16801028/ Sat, 09 Feb 2008 13:20:41 PST
My hand is increadibly swollen however, and the painkillers i've been given make me very sleepy and so thus all i'm really allowed to do is sleep in bed all day or watch some films.

Tough life, huh?

The procedure went well and there was only about an hour in the night where I was in a lot (damn anesthetic) of pain. But it turned out I was more healed than the doctor thought I was and so hopefully, all of this mess will be over in 6 weeks, and I'll finally be okay!

Thank you guys for all your support too, I really appreciate it :)

But yes. I'll update again after I can use my hand a bit more other than to wave at people (Gotta drain the swelling ;p) and when I have some good stuff to show you guys!

For now however, Toodles!

]]> ~ourasouy Free Morphine http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/16592419/ http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/16592419/ Sun, 27 Jan 2008 06:55:57 PST
I'm gunna need a week's worth of recovery (Yay me!), two of those spent snoozing in a hospital bed. Then I'll be casted up for who knows HOW long and then, FIXED!

Means also I might update once in a while. College work has become an insane amount, so I literally have no time after college has finished to do my own thing and only a scraping amount in the weekend where I sleep. DELICOUS SLEEP!

TCHA. I have free time today which I'm going to spend finding lots of coloured biros and then starting on something for a freind. I might update just like.., a block of crap I've done or something. But I have posting issues ;p If it's not good enough, it doesn't go up. Unfortunatly I've not been happy with anything for months.

Oh, and I'm not a subscriber anymore, as you can guess. *Sad faaaace*

See you around!

]]> ~ourasouy Lady Luck Is A Bitch http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/15458291/ http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/15458291/ Sun, 11 Nov 2007 04:09:30 PST Owch

Commision Status

:iconarii-suzuki: - 80% Complete (Just finishing background)
:iconthatiam: - 50% Complete
:iconyoggemothi: - 20% Complete (I'm sorry about this, I can't seem to get it right. I'll send you what I've got tomorrow)

I apologise for the slow, slow speed on my commisions. In the time between this journal and my last, I've manged to re-re break my wrist. Badly. In fact, it never healed right in the first place. So I've been in and out of hospitals all through this time, much to the annoyance of college.

I'm having an MRI scan on tuesday, and then onto surgery. Bone graft from my radius, and then a screw and pin. Means I'll set off metal detectors everywhere, if it works. My doctor said there was a 40% chance it'll fail... Hmm. Dunno what'll happen if it does, but hey, we'll find out IF I get there ;p

So yeah, that's why I'm buggering up. I'll be posting random bits and bobs that I've done as stress relief, but I promise the commisions will come soon.

Sorry, once more!

Now, off I go to go play halo REALLY BADLY!

*Zoom!*

Prices...and...Shit

Sketch (Pencil or digital)- £3
Lineart (Pencil or digital)- £5
Pencil coloured (As in, coloured pencils, or just shaded)- £8
Digital colouring (Just the character or focus of the peice) - £8
Digital colouring (With a background or something else)- £12
Realistic Portraits (Black and white)- £10
Realistic Portraits (Coloured)- £13
Pixel Avatar (Non Animated)- £2
Pixel Avatar (Animated)- £4
]]> ~ourasouy Plots and Schemes! http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/15025600/ http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/15025600/ Fri, 12 Oct 2007 07:15:13 PDT GRAVITY HAAMMMER!

Okay, here's the dealio.

I'm running pretty damn low on cash at the moment, and with the HEAVING pile of work I've got, there's barely any time for a job. I'll get one, prolly, but now? Nu-uh.

SO! For collage needs (Food, drink, materials, RED BULL) and my own personal issues that I just can't afford, but really need to sort out, I'm whoreing myself out for commisions. They'll be pretty damn cheap, and I operate through paypal. If you could help me out, that would be seriously appriciated.

My goal to reach is about £40. Quite a bit of drawing on my half, but hell, It'll make me better.

Prices...and...Shit

Sketch (Pencil or digital)- £3
Lineart (Pencil or digital)- £5
Pencil coloured (As in, coloured pencils, or just shaded)- £8
Digital colouring (Just the character or focus of the peice) - £8
Digital colouring (With a background or something else)- £12
Realistic Portraits (Black and white)- £10
Realistic Portraits (Coloured)- £13
Pixel Avatar (Non Animated)- £2
Pixel Avatar (Animated)- £4

If any of you lot could help out, even if you're just a randomer passing through, that would be GREATLY appriciated. You shall get hugs forever and ever. Plus, I'll become a little more healthy ;p

If you're interested, leave a comment on this journal, or note me.

Thanks again!

]]> ~ourasouy Yeah. Yeah, I am sad. http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/14826426/ http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/14826426/ Fri, 28 Sep 2007 12:04:11 PDT FLYING BRUUUUTES!

Halo was released a couple of days ago. Yes, I went to the midnight release. Yes, I did get the legendary edition. Lemme tell you, its ma-hoosive!

Played it on and off when I didn't have college work and other THINGS to be doing, and finished campain mode pretty quickly. Of course, not much can beat 8 way halo with the sounds of PURE SCREAMING DEATH coming from your living room, but that's sunday! My my, that'll be awesome fun.

Don't reaaally care if you thought it was dissapointing or anything. I've had a whole lot of fun with playing it, be it a bit short, but there's a heap of extras, such as the forge and the video playback. And I haven't even got to the second disk yet. Plus, I like halo. So, NER! It's one of the... um... few isn't the word... but, one of the games that I feel I CAN be obbsessive about.

So take that crime, you shit!

Um... you prolly wanna know about my art and junk... or, not, it's not that important. I'm doing it. Just, in ikle pieces. As you can see, OTHER things have taken over *points accusingly at her xbox*.

I GOT TAGGED TWICE DAMMIT. GRRRAGH! Oh well...
1. Post these rules.
2. Each person tagged must post 8 random (hopefully interesting) facts about themselves.
3. Tags should write a journal of these facts.
4. At the end of the post 8 more Deviants are tagged and named.
5. Go to their page and leave a comment telling them that they're tagged.

1. I don't function as well in a tidy room. I have no idea where things are. They're all hidden away... tidy like.
2. I AM NOT SANE! Ha!
4. I really can't spell the most simplist of words. Once I thought 'Sleep' had a 'Z' in it. Then again, my moments of supidity with spelling are random.
5. I have more scars on my body than you can shake a stick at. I really don't understand that saying.
6. Stupid wierd things. I'll do it and then when I leave I'll think of better things to put. BLARG!
7. I'd make a good pet apparently, namely a dog. Just cause I giggle uncontrollably when my chin is tickled... Dammit, my one weakness!
8. I've been gaming since I was about 5. HARDCORE.

That's that! I tag... YOU! HA! Bet you didn't see that one coming, eh?

Alrighty, see y'all later! I'm off to go WALK MY DOG IN THE RAIN. Cause It's England!

STAMP WHORE I AM!



]]> ~ourasouy A Comeback / Tagged! http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/14560386/ http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/14560386/ Sun, 09 Sep 2007 11:50:14 PDT SEX

I have a subcription!

And I've worked SO long on this journal it's not even funny :D

At least it looks half decent! Yay me! I'll prolly hate it after a bit, but I'm glad my first one looks okay.

Yeah, a portrait of myself up in that there picture. I'll submit it so you can see all it's glory! Yeah, a submission. WOW! Nah, I'm making an effort to finish things and post them here now. It's sort of why I bought the subscription in the first place- don't want to waste it!

Kudos to :iconnonphotoblue: for the brushes!

Well, I got tagged by the amazing :iconthatiam:, so I'll do it for her!

1. Post these rules.
2. Each person tagged must post 8 random (hopefully interesting) facts about themselves.
3. Tags should write a journal of these facts.
4. At the end of the post 8 more Deviants are tagged and named.
5. Go to their page and leave a comment telling them that they're tagged.

1. I can't sit down without crossing my legs in some way.
2. I used to suffer from numerous health problems... but, for once, I am actually healthy!
3. My immaturity ranges from way above my age to FAR below it. Like, sillily below. But it's great!
4. I can give anyone a blue mohawk, as it seems!
5. I find it hard to sleep on a bed at ground level - I always have a feeling i'm going to fall off it because it doesn't have walls or wooden bars to prevent me doing so. Weird!
6. My wall, at least, at the moment is covered in a chalk drawing of a peice that I doubt I'll ever finish. But it's there, waiting to be painted, along with the scribbles of any thought that pops into my head.
7. You're reading weird facts about me. That's pretty weird in itself.
8. I am a master of disguse and In fact, a superhero. I can also be sarcastic, but I prefer irony ;p

That's 8 things! Wowzers!

I tag... Anyone who reads this with a Z in their name.

That means you. You know who you are.

I R FINISHED



]]> ~ourasouy Birthday THINGS! http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/14228897/ http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/14228897/ Sat, 18 Aug 2007 16:54:59 PDT
I'm going off to see Transformers (*Swish!*) and then cruising back to mine to HANG. Off ledges. Not really, but game and consumer vast amounts of foods. Should be fun!

All hail the OLD Soph.


;p

]]> ~ourasouy Holy Crap, I'm UPDATING?! http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/13883874/ http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/13883874/ Thu, 26 Jul 2007 06:24:21 PDT
Ya, my exams finished about.. a month ago so till now I've been in sheer IDLENESS.

Cool eh?

Life's m'kay at the moment. Going to Cornwall (again) for a week, so, even less updating!

I... might post artwork. I dunno, I don't deem any of it good enough to post on here, and the stuff I'm meant to be working on, I'm not sure I'm allowed to post ;)

So, I might just stick up a lot of things I HAVE been working on but'll never get finished- unless my laziness actually buggers off. Which, for the moment, I doubt.

Had fun giving someone a mohawk yesterday. A shiny blue one! It looked the SECHS. He shall be known as Fuzzy. You know who you are. And you shall be FUZZED!

Gotten into comics again. Might go read one now- As for the devs, I'm slowly, slowly going to crawl my way through all your awesome stuff, as well as reply to journals and comments. It'll take some time, but I should do it.

Now, for food! *Zoom!*

]]> ~ourasouy Daymn Fo'! http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/13239227/ http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/13239227/ Wed, 06 Jun 2007 12:49:05 PDT
I really do need a break.

ALSO.

Anyone out there got a 360? Last time I checked... It was designed to stand upright without fucking up, right?
If you do, NEVER EVER let it tilt, or even let it stand. As it seems, there's a major fault- never let it fall, even slightly. It tilted a tiny amount onto it's right side, and this chewing noise came from the disk tray. I laughed about it, then guitar hero froze. Taking the disk out, there was a huge, and I mean huge scratch along the side. The laser or something must of leant along with the 'Box and scored it as it span.

It won't play on of my top games now dammit, and I have to get a new disk cause that an't covered by the warantee. Anyone else found that out the hard way?

Just ta let you all know. Y'know.

So you're not as dumb as me.

]]> ~ourasouy Sam Told Me To Do It http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/12978143/ http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/12978143/ Wed, 16 May 2007 13:54:53 PDT
No dissage of the dancing!

And STOP DYING! AND COUGHING!


... Happy?

]]> ~ourasouy Tireded http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/12853928/ http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/12853928/ Sat, 05 May 2007 15:49:55 PDT
Dude.

Saw Spidey 3. Was okay. 6/10 maybe. If only the dude would stop dancing and being goddamn emo. 'OH BOO-HOO I'M GUNNA WEAR MASCARA AND FLOP MY FRINGE FORWARD, I'M TOTALLY BADDASS WITH VENOM.'

Tcha. I'm not on much these days, and I won't till my exams are delt with. Or till I stop playing guitar hero.... Mmmm... I swear, that game is like trying to find the holy grail. Out of every site I visted, and every store after trecking about 8 miles to find this damned game, I went to Currys. Well damn. They had one left.

I ran home with the box clutched to my chest like it was my own child. Someone might of stolen it on sight, since as I walked past triumphantly, I got several stares and then envious stares from the typical nerds.

Maybe it was the fact I'm female. Bleh, who cares.

This was meant to be short. Blast!

See ya.

]]> ~ourasouy Well, that was weird... http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/12691928/ http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/12691928/ Sun, 22 Apr 2007 13:03:16 PDT
Over the last couple of days, I met a guy named Jam. Well, sorta named Jam. Complicated.

I went out for a walk on thursday, and on my way, I passed under a bridge. I'd been walking a few miles by that time, about 10 or so, and so when I saw a boy around my age sitting there, dreads covering up his face, dishevelled and dirty, I decided to sit next to him.

The conversation started off weird, but, after a while, I learned his story, and, I took him to the local town area to go buy him lunch. Fish and chips, very english.

Basically, he left home two years ago and has been travelling around the country, and so, I told him I'd see him the next day, and that I'd help him out. Come friday, met him again, and he came back to my place where he got a good shower, new clothes, food, and a phone with credit on to contact people, and us, if he needed us.

I went out for a walk to go get some lunchion today (bread and junk) and found him walking back up the allyway to my house on the way back, covered, and I mean, covered in cuts and bruises. After a short drag with him stumbling and me carrying him on my shoulder back to a , luckily, empty house, I pulled out my spare bed in my tiny room and let him collapse on there while I brought out my impressive supply of medical gear. He woke up a few hours later after vomiting a hella lot.

Turns out, he got in a fight with chavs the night before, and since there was considerably more of them than he, he got completely owned. Why? Because he was homeless, his image didn't fit in and they felt like having a fight.

I think thats fucking retarded.

He is possibly one of the coolest, nicest guys I've met, and he doesn't deserve any of this, at, all. He would of been the one arrested yesterday because he'd be in the wrong, since, he's homeless. He looks about 17, yet, is only a few months older than, seen far more of this country and people, and its just screwed when shit like this happened.

No. Not a happy bunny I am.

He left again today, since he wouldn't stay here and rest up. So, I have no idea where he is, but hell, I'm gunna find him tomorrow and make sure he's alright.

Rant

]]> ~ourasouy Tcha! http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/12346225/ http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/12346225/ Tue, 27 Mar 2007 06:29:33 PDT
Seems like I'm doing less and less digital art each day. Sure, I'm drawing, but it's only for my art coursework. Most of the stuff in there isn't even worth looking at ;)

Also come a confilct of styles- seems apparent that I can't draw successful lineart as such any more, and can only work in blocks of colour and make those shpaes into a person or a being! But I do like what I'm producing now- It has more emotion, more life to it rather than the same old drawing you see everywhere around here slightly altered. I've also got a taste for stencil making and spraycans- only on shirts as such, and my the back of the shed in my garden ;)

So, the question is:

Wanna see it?

Easter holidays in 3 more days! Yaay! Still doesn't mean I won't be working like a monk posessed. Which, sadly, I have never seen. But, I plan to go through my old journals, check what art I promised from such a long time ago (I am so awful for deadlines) sit down, and do it. Theresa, I shall finish your request first, since it is so overdue, and because I have actually done the lineart for it, and all it needs now is a splash of colour!

If I don't get it done this easter, then yep, I apologize, but I have final exams. Damn GCSE's.

Oh, I got another question, for, those who actually read the entrails of my brain:

What does the heart symbol (a.k.a this: :heart:) mean to you?

Peace out dudes!

:hug:

]]> ~ourasouy Insomnia http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/12171450/ http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/12171450/ Tue, 13 Mar 2007 16:47:42 PDT
Normal?

It honestly, doesn't phase me anymore. It's the three day boundry which scares the crap outta me. Apprently, it's the point of where you start hallucinating and walking into things and not noticing. Trust me, its weird.

But this is seriously not healthy, I know that. But yet, it doesn't do anything to my thinking status. I actually get grumpier if I get the normal amount of sleep, or more.

Anyhoose. This is bad news for the artistic self.

In a brighter topic, I'm drawing lots! But only what comes out of my brain, not what I'd call any good in a sleep deprived state. But it's being drawn faster, with a better quality, and more how I want it. So, maybe these late night drawings are helping. Maybe? My wit lacks in this state! I've completely forgotten the point of this journal.

Oh yeah.

Since my doctor has no help at all, lets say, I'm not in a good place at the moment. In about 2 weeks, yeah! I will be, I'll be really good. But now?

Nah. In a bad state.

So if my art takes random turns, or I don't do any, then I'm sorry. Lineart doesn't come to me anymore, only colours and shapes, so, old style is fading, which I really don't like. Damn.

You lot, if you have any, any, any tips of reliving stress or worry, please tell me. I've positively tried everything, and my exams and final deadlines for work are coming soon, and I need help.

Oh, yeah, I did a step by step for my last work, so if any of you lot care about how I do things, say, and I'll give you a link if you're interested.

Peace out.

]]> ~ourasouy Duck and Roll! (T-shirts prints help needed!) http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/11893409/ http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/11893409/ Wed, 21 Feb 2007 14:48:19 PST
I have things planned for art, cause, I've managed to get myself into a real life gallery. Huzzah! But the case of when I'll actually do it is another thing, since the teachers have no exploded at us for final deadlines on coursework, and exams for me start in March. For you americans, these are my GCSE's and are like, the final exams of secondary school (before college of 6th form, and then after that university... hopefully... )

I don't think i'm gunna do as well as I hoped, but, meh. I'll live. As long as I get that A grade for art, I'll be happy. (Funnily enough, that's all I'm taking for two years after this one.)

After some police meetings, far too many hospital appointments and a whole lotta shite, this year hasn't gone the best. Daymn foo', I was hoping to go chill and eat maryland cookies on... the most generic place I can think of, the beach!

Girls and bitchiness - Should be BANNED. FOREVER.

I need to update whatever I can muster with my wit, relaxation styles, drawing, general goodness and my cooking skills. It's run away as my brain slowly melted like the Homework Hairdryer on some Brain Ice Cream. That stuff is harder to make than it seems.

Insomnia is a gay!

Just outta curiosity, when has that grumpy bitch who's on her period permantly called Karma ever laid one on you? She made me trip down the stairs. I'm amazed I'm alive after everything this year.

OMG. CAT IN THE HOUSE! Cool!

I'm gunna go pet it, see you cats later!

Presuming, you are cats. If you are, tell me why the hell one of your kind got in the house?

EDIT:

Didn't wanna write another journal entry, so here's what I gotta ask. Any of you lot know how to make cheap, good looking prints onto t-shirts or any kind of fabric? I'm in need of some really cool looking shirts by Sunday, and any help or sites I could look at would be really appreciated!

]]> ~ourasouy You Fuckin'...What? http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/11590884/ http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/11590884/ Sat, 27 Jan 2007 17:54:27 PST Never stay up this late.

Nor be this stoopidly drunk.

Nor have some stupid experiance a few days ago haunt you forever and ever.

Nor suck at my spelling so much.

Nor feel like drinking something will solve things.

But my gods, it's helping me.

Awesome. The room is spinning, and I've lost all balence.

...I think I need to sleep, but there no hope in hell that I will. That's why I'm called an insomniac folks!

I'm totally gunna regret this tomorrow morning, but, FEH. This can always be deleted.

Hmmm...Drunkness should allow me to yell something random like...toast, or something. But nay! MY new avatar is blinking at me and sticking its tounge out.

Damned pickle.

I apologise in advance!

If you realise how stupid this is, then you may move on. If you care, leave a comment and lets see whatcha make of this.

If you think i'm a moron, well done! You've joined my thinking pace!

...Yeah, fucking pickle sucks.

Remember folks, alcahol does not solve your problems. It makes you write dumb-ass journals like this.

PROOOOOF KIDDIES!

]]> ~ourasouy Freeee! http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/11300039/ http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/11300039/ Wed, 03 Jan 2007 11:30:15 PST 11 weeks of healing, I finally have my cast off, and no more problems from my accident! Hell, I've had about 6 different conditions since then...losing control of my temperature, broken scaffoid, insomnia, blood loss to an extreme amount, just to name a few, as well as a serious lack of self confidence, mainly about art and deadlines, as well as my own well being.

Never. Go near tall ledges again.

My free wrist feels really...strange now. Like, really weird. It's super sensitive to temperature, and everything feels so cold! Plus, it's a pain in the arse to actually use. My arm still thinks it's in a cast, and I had a serious amount of trouble holding up a block of cheese to grate, so it's still a while yet before i'm fully healed.

But, should be able to start drawing pretty darn soon. Man i've missed it ^____^

I went and bought myself a good headset in celebration, as well as being a complete nerd and spending way too long looking for fuses to fix all our broken stuff after a huge lightning storm. Go fuses!

I owe people so much stuff after such a long time...gimme a week, i'll start drawing, it won't be up to usual standard which will really annoy me, but i'll get it done.

Oh, and late happy new year all! Hope you had as much fun as I did...which was pretty average considering the day it was. No, nothing to do with new year ;p

Well done if you read my brain splurge, you get a cookie!

]]> ~ourasouy Blah. I'm lame at these titles http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/10834486/ http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/10834486/ Fri, 24 Nov 2006 12:44:59 PST
Anywhos, I'm kinda back. Been neglecting surfing the web, and trying to get through all this hospital shizzle and stuff too.

Oh. My once long hair has now gone.

Didn't want it to get cut, but for medical and other reasons, I've now got effectivly, short, spiky, and generally messed up hair. Still not sure whether I like it or not...but it's strangly addictive to play with!

Wrist will be out of it's cast on the 6th too, which will be awesome. Had about three casts already cause the bones keep messing up and general blood everywhere kinda thing, it'll be really nice when i'm actually healthy for once ;)

Drawing notes- Not till 6th. Really sorry guys, too much work, got mock exams next week and I have lost most will to draw. Plus, I can't colour to save my life, so although I have the linearts, I don't post stuff until it's nice and culurful ^____^

Deleted all the dev's I havn't checked too, sorry guys, there was about 300 of them, and I'm FAR too tired and in need of some glowsticks :aww:

Peace out.

]]> ~ourasouy BOOM! There goes my brains! http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/10518299/ http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/10518299/ Thu, 26 Oct 2006 15:04:37 PDT

Well then! I offically have the title to call myself, An Idiot!

Heh, well, yesterday I accidentally fell off a 12ft (now been measured and checked) wall, straight onto stone. Don't rember it happening, but I know I landed on my head and my wrist, which probably wasn't a smart move...

And oh, if you don't like blood, then don't click on the link...but that's how gored up I got, and its pretty cool ;)
[link]

About 7 stitches in my head and 4 hours out of the hospital later, I got called back because of one of my xrays. Turns out, there was a mark in one if my wrist bones... so, after another few hundred xrays and an unhealthy dose of radiation, turns out I broke my wrist too! Huzzah!

So, I don't think i'll be able to get much work done...man, one thing after another for you guys...hell, I haven't even managed to get some of my own ideas done! And typing one handed is a pain in the butt ;p Especially since my left eye has almost completely shut up due to swelling...heh...going back to school will be interesting...

Peace out!

:bulletgreen: :pointr: Requests/Art trades: :pointl:

ON HOLD! Sorry guys!

:pointr: ~specialnezz - Lineart done. Colouring (eee, sorry it's taking so long...so much work..)

:pointr: *relativecosmicmusing - Colouring!
- Giftart in process

:pointr: Sketches are getting done...
]]> ~ourasouy The Dreaded Hospital http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/10211654/ http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/10211654/ Thu, 28 Sep 2006 06:09:32 PDT

Oh crap, oh crap, oh crap…

Feck.

Turns out, I’ve got a hospital visit this Sunday.

FUCK.

Really, big, fuck.

Now, I know a few of you know I have this stupid irrational fear of them…but especially now.
See, every night from about the time I came back from Cornwall, I’ve been having these nightmares. Every night, without fail. And always the same dream too, which, is too long to explain fully, but I’ll give you a summery.
Basically, stuck in a hospital, white, clean, and featureless. There’s these weird creatures there, like…I dunno, ghosts, that you can’t touch, but they can defiantly touch you. Mutated, corrupt beings, huge claw like hands, white overalls, floats…well, you’ll see, I’ll do a drawing sometime. Anyways, these Basterds are everywhere. First, there’s one, down the end of a corridor, so you peg it down to the end to another door. Open it, about 20 more.
Run back to where you started, and there’s a new door. You open that one, or else you’re screwed, but, inside, more of them. You’re surrounded. And these things are about 9ft tall or so, floating along with this freaky smile. A HUGE, and I mean huge one comes through, and grabs you by the arm. You’re then dragged into what looks like an operating theatre.
Luckily, my mind isn’t stupid enough to scare me with one of those things operating on me.
You’re then thrown onto a table, and strapped down. Or you go completely limp, but at that point, you can’t move. And then, once you lose all mobility, you then start to lose control of your sight, and your breathing. Which, feels totally real, which although sometimes I know it’s a dream, at that point it just feels far to real to be an actual dream.
Usually, it ends there, but occasionally it carries on, and only once, once out of about 30 or so times I’ve dreamt this dream that I actually managed to get out of there.

This, kind of sucks with the fact we’re running tight and I’m not getting anything to eat at home, Sunday is nooot going to be fun…

I already know I shouldn’t be feeling like this, because I know hospitals are there to save lives, and they do, every day, with amazing people coming in and out of those doors. Hell, I have to go see them far too much, and occasionally they’ve helped me. There are doctors and nurses that can do amazing things, and save hundreds of people every day, and put up with far worse situations that what people, say, working in an office do. They see people die, and more than just once. Which is an incredible job to do.

But.

Almost every time I go, the doctor I get stuck with is usually a pompous, old, and moronic person with not a care for any of his patients, especially a teenager like myself, who over the years has a certain…dislike for people like that. They just don’t care. They’ve gone past their time, don’t check anything, and screw people over just because they’ve reached the point where they’ve got enough money to buy a flashy car with and retire on.

*sigh* There’s good and bad people in the world, that I know. But why on earth do I get stuck with the bad ones?
Who knows, Sunday may be alright.

But hell, if I’m not shitting myself about it.

:bulletgreen: :pointr: Requests/Art trades: :pointl:

:pointr: ~specialnezz - Lineart done. Colouring (eee, sorry it's taking so long...so much work..)

:pointr: *relativecosmicmusing - Colouring!
- Giftart in process

:pointr: Sketches are getting done...
]]> ~ourasouy Doooodles! http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/9953153/ http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/9953153/ Sun, 03 Sep 2006 15:54:31 PDT

Mood: Sleeping Should Be In Bed...
Listening to: Press Corpse - Anti Flag
Reading: Whatever the hell is spewing from my fingers

Okay, I commented on ~SABscope's journal, and thus, the cycle must continue cause I reaaaaaallleeeeeee wanted one of his sketches ;)

Rules folks:

First 5 people to comment on my journal get a sketchy kinda thingie from me. BUT! If you comment, you gotta post this into your journal and do 5 sketches for some other 5 lucky people. Cool eh?

Screw it! FREE SKETCHES! You don't have to bother with the chain journal! FREE SKETCHES PEOPLE!

2 spots left people!
:pointr: ~SABscope -Assasin? Although, I'm doing that anyways ;)
:pointr: =1339 - The rocker dude!
:pointr: ~Jaegar19Ultima - Please tell me what you would like! :D

And this is also a great excuse to get rid of that huge-ass journal before..

And my gods, I should be fast asleep...

:bulletgreen: :pointr: Requests/Art trades: :pointl:

:pointr: ~specialnezz - Lineart done. Colouring.

:pointr: *relativecosmicmusing - Sketch done, lineart in progress
- Giftart in process

:pointr: *Phoenix-Pinion - Sei Drawing - Lineart done!
]]> ~ourasouy Tagged http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/9884338/ http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/9884338/ Mon, 28 Aug 2006 12:26:31 PDT

Mood: On Fire WHEE!
Listening to: Joker and The Theif-Wolfmother
Reading: Whatever I'm typing!

Feck. I got TAGGED! Okay, this thing is LONG..

In one try, type your name with your :
Fingers: Soph
Chin: soophg
With one finger, eyes closed: dp[hj
Elbow: sopyh
Palm: sop0hb
Back of your hand: 3c 32pop 6yt bg (hahah, I failed badly there..)
Nose: soph (redemntion!)

Describe
Your Heritage: English folks! Though I think I'm scottish somwhere faaar back..hell, I've got a clan name in my full name
The Shoes you wore today: My green conversey kinda shosies
Your Eyes: Dark brown, depends..
Your Weakness: Too many dammit! WAY too many. They're my top 5 list (for those who know it ;))
Your fears: Fears? Got one a coupla weeks back...BUT I KICKED IT IN THE ARSE! YEAH!
One thing you'd like to achieve: That I can help more people? Or get better at poi maybe...

Statistics
Name: Soph. NER
Alias: Sant33soph, Ourasouy, Munckkin, Munchy, Spatk, Cap'n
Place of Birth: Heatherwood. Aaaaascot *posh* me thinks
Time of Birth: Maybe 6ish?
Gender: Female
Birth Stone: I have a birthstone?
Zodiac: Ram, goat, sheep, whatever its called ;)
Horoscope: Leo!
Pet Cat(s): I miss my cats.. *sniff*
Pet Dog(s): Ben (big, brown labrador. Like a bear)
Others: Oh gods...*deep breath* Twizzles, Kosmo, Angel, Cloud, Coco, Honey, Zorro (the evil one), all cokatiels, then theres Gex, Chocolate and Skat, the lazy geckos
Acreage of Yard: The hell?
Rooms in Your House: ..I dunno, about...13? Guessing!
Bathrooms in Your House: 2!
Your City: Bracknell, the land of the chavs
Your State: NONE! MUAHAH!

What is/are
Your first thought waking up: MEH!...What the hell is going on...
The first feature you notice about the opposite Sex: FLUFFY!
You're best physical feature: My..munckiness? I have no clue!
Your Bedtime: 12ish...1 ;)
Your most missed memory: When I jumped of this bridge onto this helicopter and kick this guy outt there and then flew to- oh wait, the was a dream...damn

You Prefer
Pepsi or Coca Cola: It matters?
McDonalds or Burger King: Burger King fools. If i had to pick
Single or Group Dates: Murgle? Why no halo?
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate!
Coffee or Cappuccino: EWCOFFEEEE! I mean, neither
Adidas or Nike: CHAV BRANDS! *hiss*

Do You
Smoke: Nooooo way
Swear: Fuck no!
Take a shower everyday: Yesu'ms. Don't always wash my hair though (proven fact. If I got on holiday, I get dreads)
Have Crush(es): PAH! I have MORE!
Who are they: The fluffy one ;)
Think you've been in love: Oui!
Want to go to college: I'm going anyways I think...
Like HighSchool: Meh...for freinds
Want to get married: Sheesh, personal questions or what..
Type with your fingers on the right keys: Nope!
Get Motion Sickness: Heheh, no way ^___^
Think you're attractive: Not really..
Think you're a health freak: Heh, nope, otherwise I would be screwed ;)
Get along with your parent(s): Yeah, I guess so
Like Thunderstorms: YEAH!
Play an intrument: Yeah! The computer keyboard!

In the past month have you
Drank Alchohol: Cider?
Smoked: Hell no
Done Drugs: Nopies
Had Sex: Nope
Made out: Yeah, if thats what you americans call it..
Gone on a date: kinda ;)
Gone to the mall: No malls here!
Been on stage: YEAH! I danced today..badly
Been dumped: Nope!
Gone skating: Nope
Made Cookies: ..I MUST DO THAT AFTER THIS!
Dyed your Hair: Gunna ;)
Stolen Anything: A spork?

Have you Ever
Been on a Plane: Yep!
Missed School because it was raining: Hahaha, laaaaame ~ourasouy Moi, I Have Returned! http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/9873443/ http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/9873443/ Sun, 27 Aug 2006 13:19:51 PDT

Okay, I'm back! Missed me? ;)

Cornwall was a blast, some really beautiful things there, and it was great to chill out for a week. Even got makeshift dreads made by my bro at one point after swimming a long way in the sea, that was awesome!
Got to vist the Eden Project too...seriously, it's the most amazing place there. Like, Kick-Ass. With capitals on the kick-ass. Might dev a few photos from there, but..meh, I like drawings better! :aww:

And just using the new shiny features this suscriptions got! Once again, thank you! Gunna make the most of it at least :D

Now, I'll get my art trades done, I promise, it's a question of time. I've got an art course for 5 days now, and I'll be doing work solidly for the next week. But I am definatly open to requests, and art trades if anyone wants to, dispite the work load suddenly looming apon me..

Birthday was awesome, played some N64 and I got my shiney, new, awesome, drool worthy tablet..and man is it good :D Managed to whip up my journal header with it..any good? ;)

Since I had a mountain of devs to look through, I saw each and every one of them, but I simply couldn't comment on all of them...So sorry dudes! But i'm back on track, so, hey!

Alright, peace out folks!

:bulletgreen: :pointr: Requests/Art trades: :pointl:

:pointr: ~specialnezz - Lineart done. Colouring.

:pointr: *relativecosmicmusing - Please send photos, then I can get to work! ;)
- Giftart in process
]]> ~ourasouy Let's go! http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/9751144/ http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/9751144/ Wed, 16 Aug 2006 17:06:27 PDT
And the best part being stuck there for a week is that I spend four hours in a car on the way down...on my birthday. Whoop-te-frekin'-do. It's the 19th Augest folks! So from saturday, I'm gone. And the after that, I won't be on much cause I've got an art course for about 5 days after too. Might get some interesting stuff from that!

And oh, a huge, ma-hoo-sive thank you to:


Shes gone and bought me a suscription which should appear in a few days...She's a wonderful person, and a great poetry writer and photographer. Check her out! She rules! :D

And as for art trades/requests...I'll get them done while i'm holiday and get them up real soon, promise!

And my vision is currently blurring from..I dunno what, but I'm guess typing here. See ya around folks!

2,000 PAGEVIEW KARIBIAN FOLKS! CATCH THE SCREENIE! ]]> ~ourasouy Art Blockith http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/9594346/ http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/9594346/ Fri, 04 Aug 2006 04:39:39 PDT ) is killing me...Ahh well, I'll get over it I guess! And no, it is NOT a hangover, I promise ^____^

Also have managed to stumble into an art block somehow, I can't seem to get anything to look right, and there's been a serious gap since my last submission...oops ^^; I'll try and get some stuff up, I know I need to get a few art trades done too, so I haven't forgotten guys!

Rock on dudes, just a warning about my laziness..and ooh, if anyone catches my 1,900, show me! :D

Peace out! ]]> ~ourasouy Rawr http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/9386902/ http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/9386902/ Sat, 15 Jul 2006 16:21:15 PDT Blarg.

Just realised how increadibly old my last journal was and thought I should give an update of some I guess.
Well, summer holidays are here, thank ANYBODY and finally a chance to relax and get some stuff offa my back. I know everyone feels the same too ;)

But first, who has the heart to yell at a 6 year old girl and saying that when shes gunna grow up, shes gunna sell crack off the streets?

Some crazy heartless woman who is trying her best to get me and others arrested for stupid reasons that's who.

I have no IDEA who she is, but shes a plump, middle aged, sour woman who always seems to be lurking around my park whenever I'm there. There's also a school in the col-de-sac opposite me, a primary school, and there's always lil' kids running about the place and generall having fun and being kids really :)

But as I was sitting on a fence just enjoying my free time out and watching these kids, a 6 year old girl bumped into this woman and instantly said sorry to her. Now, this girl is skinny, very small and increadibly sweet and was appolgising over and over again to this woman. The old woman scowled for a second, then started screaming at this poor girl. Nothing could have provoked her to what she said to her, and she got to the point where she was ranting about her future and how she was going to fail and she was going to become a drug addict and sell the stuff to make a living.

Now, correct me if i'm wrong. But this is a 6 YEAR OLD GIRL. She probably hasn't got past colouring with brightly coloured crayons and playing with skipping ropes. And yet this lady, who she just bumped into when she was trying to find her mum after school was yelling this at her? What the hell is wrong with her? And they blame teenagers for harressment and intimidation?

Anyways, I stepped in at that point, told the lady to go F**k off, and helped this girl find her mum. She is called Grace, and at that point was crying uncontrollably, so I spent the next 20 minutes guessing who her parents were and carrying her around on my back singing badly and doing really bad intimidations of this lady to cheer her up, and eventually I got her laughing and found her parents. I told them what happened and walked home with them, and I now meet up with Grace every day after school.

Next day, I got yelled at by the same woman for helping her. Got told exactly the same story, that I was gunna grow up and fail and sell drugs and kill myself by being stupid somehow in some sort of shape or form. This was also because:

1. I was wearing a hooded top. THIS EQUALS BAD OF COURSE!!
2. I was using fire poi the other night. THIS MEANS DANGER!! OH NOES!
3. My summer starts before a lot of other schools and she thought I was skiving. PLEASE SOMEONE HELP ME SHES LEGALLY OFF SCHOOL AND COULD BE DOING SOMETHING BAD!!

Funny thing was, I got sent a Council Warning (capitals there folks) for swinging fire poi, cus she was being hormonal (she wishes I bet) and reported me. For what reasons, I don't know, the letter they sent me made no sense in my brain.

But they blame teenagers? They should keep an eye on grumpy old woman with yappy terriers that they can't take care of because they go sit on them while screaming at people. And of course, it would be my fault, and not some kind old sweet lady looking after her dog and just trying to take a walk in the park *COUGH* just because I said something back.

Well, rawr.

And woah, long journal. If you read it, you're my new best freind ;)

*RANT OVER* ]]> ~ourasouy Passing On http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/8863293/ http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/8863293/ Wed, 24 May 2006 11:52:16 PDT

But if you want to know the whole story, the painting itself should be up soon too, and there I'll do my best to explain.

Although, halve term is only in a few days, and finally a chance to relax :D Or what seems relaxing at any rate. But then, only 4 and a halve more weeks then I'm FINALLY into summer holidays!

And please, PLEASE tell me if you catch my 1,500, this one is big!

:bulletgreen:ART STUFFS!

:bulletblue: Fox Anthro Trade- Lineart DONE!

:bulletblue: Superhero Thing- DONE! Might re-colour it though..

:bulletblue: Pir-9 crew :D

:bulletblue: Libre Comic ]]> ~ourasouy Poem? http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/8756162/ http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/8756162/ Sat, 13 May 2006 06:07:40 PDT
It was kinda hard to post it up on here, as at the time it was just kinda a vent outlet and I wanted to try something different from drawing or writing a story I guess..

Hehe, look at me paniking ^^;

Plus, amazingly, I've started a comic...I have no idea whether to colour it or not, but I probably won't even bother inking it ^___^ It's based of some real life stuff thats just happened...and keep an eye for the characters for those who know me ;)

I'd still love more requests from you guys, so if you want anything please tell me! I'm also open to trades and stuff too :D

:bulletgreen:ART STUFFS!

:bulletblue: Poem- DONE! (hope ya like)

:bulletblue: Stax request- DONE!

:bulletblue: Pir-9 crew :D

:bulletblue: Libre Comic ]]> ~ourasouy Work Work Work... http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/8593310/ http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/8593310/ Wed, 26 Apr 2006 15:25:09 PDT
Luckily, the ones we've had so far haven't been all that bad, but I know tommrow I've got two tests which I'm probably gunna fail...But after those, I'm done! Then I can return to the old routine once more for a little while before really worrying. Plus I've buggered up my shoulder, which an't too good..

But somehow I'm managing to get some work done on the art side of things! I've got a lot to do, but somehow I'll manage to squeeze it all in. Trying to keep a list here just to remind me of what I've gotta do for people...If I've missed anything, please tell me!

:bulletgreen:STUFFS TO DO!

:bulletblue: Melon hunter- DONE!
Re-done Poem- Started, reworking ideas

:bulletblue: Super hero...thing!-Drawn some sketches, but might take a while..

:bulletblue: Please tell me what you want!

:bulletblue: Pir-9 crew :D ]]> ~ourasouy Backness! http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/8480466/ http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/8480466/ Sun, 16 Apr 2006 04:58:45 PDT
Just come back from my grandparents, and it was good to see the house one more time, and took a loong walk in that forest...thing is, I had the camera with me, found the perfect shot, and just as I was about to click it started wailing for more batteries...that camera was SO close to being chucked down a cliff...

But hey, I REALLY need more ideas for drawings. I got a load, but I don't seem to have the motivation to get them done myself, and I know if i've got drawings for other people to get done, then i'll be able to get back into drawing again!

:bulletgreen: STUFFS ALREADY SET

:bulletblue: - Melon hunter (lineart, done! :D)

:bulletblue: - Super hero..thing! (Not quite started yet, ideas made)

GIMME WORK!

If you catch my 1,300, PLEASE tell me! ^___^ ]]> ~ourasouy Off I Go Once More! http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/8460597/ http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/8460597/ Thu, 13 Apr 2006 15:45:41 PDT ) somewhere...its the last time I'm gunna be at the house too which I'm really going to miss to be honest. I've gone there all my life and theres a lot of memories there, and plus the most amazing forest ever! Well..nearly :D

But yeah, I'm gunna try to get through all the devs when I get back, and then hopefully I might post something a little fresher...urgh...such a lack of updates on my art side. Sorry guys! But I WILL get something up when I get back! Promise! ^^;

Or actually, I'd love a request or something to get me going again...

Thats pretty much it for now, I'll be back on saturday I think! ]]> ~ourasouy Tagged once again.. http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/8363076/ http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/8363076/ Tue, 04 Apr 2006 11:44:32 PDT

THE BASICS...

NAME: Sophie Reid
GENDER: Female
BIRTH DATE: 19 August 1991 (so know ya know!)
EYE COLOR: Deep brown, though for one afternoon in science a freind swore they'd turned blue around the edges for some reason..
HAIR COLOR: Again, deep brown! Though goes a ton lighter in summer

JOB: Too young for all that shizzle yet...school count?

SCHOOL: LVS...w00t...*sarcastic wave*

RELATIONSHIP: ^____^

FAVE CLOTHING STORE: Whatevers got something I like in!

FAVE RESTAURANT: Something thats got sushi in it...

OBSESSIONS: Gaming, drawing, life, rocking, meh freinds, and a bunch of other stuffs..

DEEP THOUGHTS: What, right now?

DO YOU LIVE IN THE MOMENT?: Me thinks so!

HAVE ANY SECRETS?: Well, DUH, but this is the internet man!

DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?: I like my g's and y's..other than that, really scruffy!

WHAT'S YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?: That I'll die tommorow and never find out what coulda happened...nah I just made that up, but still!

CAN YOU SING?: Everytone can SING...just whether a case of if its good or not ;)

WHAT ARE YOUR #1 PRIORITIES IN LIFE? Thursday

ARE YOU A DAREDEVIL?: *manic grin*

WHAT'S YOUR GREATEST WEAKNESS?: Halo...damn you!

DO YOU THINK YOU'RE EMOTIONALLY STRONG?: I can hold my own :)

IS THERE ANYTHING YOU REGRET DOING/NOT DOING?: Not yet as such!

WHAT'S THE MOST IMPORTANT LESSON YOU'VE LEARNED? You only appreciate something until its gone...so make sure you show you really do appreciate it while its here and with you!

ARE YOU CONFIDENT?: Yep!

ARE YOU PERCEIVED WRONGLY? Occasionally yeah, but to be honest, I don't really give much stress to what people think of me

DO YOU ...

SMOKE?: fuck nope

DO DRUGS?: Is bloo one?

READ THE NEWSPAPER?: NEVAH

PRAY?: Nope

GO TO CHURCH?: Nope

TALK TO PEOPLE EVEN THOUGH YOU HATE THEM?: Sometimes ya have to, but I don't really hate anyone..too much time and effort

HURT YOURSELF?: By accident, yeah, but EVERYONE has done that!

BEEN OUT OF THE COUNTRY?: Yep!

BEEN IN LOVE?: ^____^

HAD A MEDICAL EMERGENCY?: I rekon I shoulda done..

HAD SURGERY?: Nope luckily and strangly

RAN AWAY FROM HOME?: Not yet ;)

PULLED AN ALL-NIGHTER?: Yep!

SLEPT ALL DAY?: YAY!

KISSED THE SAME SEX? Errr...no...what weird questions...

BEEN BETRAYED?: Yep, but I think everyone has at one point

MADE OUT WITH A STRANGER? Nope...though I've laughed at people who have!


DO YOU BELIEVE IN

LIFE ON OTHER PLANETS?: Universe is too big not to me thinks!

A THING CALLED LOVE?: Yep!

MIRACLES?: Depends what you define by miracles..

GOD?: Which one?

SANTA?: Again..which one? ;)

GHOSTS?: Noo idea

LUCK?: Yeah, why not? Heh..

LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT?: Yeah, seen it in many cases

YIN AND YANG?: Yeah I guess so

IS IT POSSIBLE TO REMAIN FAITHFUL FOREVER?: Fuck yes, laziness won't cop it

DO YOU CONSIDER LOVE A MISTAKE?: pffft

TURN-OFF?: NUNNIE AND RETARD

TURN-ON?: Dude, do you need to know?

DO YOU WISH IT WAS MORE ACCEPTABLE FOR A GIRL TO ASK A GUY OUT?: Its not?

WHAT'S THE BEST ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX?: testosterone

WHAT'S THE WORST ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX?: testosterone (what she said ;) )

WHO'S THE LAST PERSON THAT BROKE YOUR HEART?: Not too sure on that one..

WHAT DID YOU DO YESTERDAY?: Slept in till about 12, gamed for about 4 hours, went downstairs for some food, slithered onto the sofa, watched Ghost in a Shell about 3 times...Went back upstairs and drew with charchol until about 11, had a looong shower and then onto this here pc!

WHAT MEMORY DO YOU MISS THE MOST?: Hang on..... ]]> ~ourasouy Dammit...tagged! http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/8275487/ http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/8275487/ Sun, 26 Mar 2006 14:10:59 PST

Rules : The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 weird habits/things about yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a journal about their 6 weird habits/things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their devpage comments and tell them to read yours....

1. I can eat a whole jar of pickels and not get sick, yet ONE slice of spanish ham did...

2.I have an un-natural habit of cutting myself by accident too often, which I REALLY need to stop

3.7 full glasses of wine didn't get me drunk

4. Too many times have I cut myself because craft knives are hidden in my bed...

5. Fire! FIRE FIRE FIRE FIRE! :D

6. I scream and hide when makeup is shown to me...


The 6 Deviants I choose to tag are:











]]> ~ourasouy French Trip http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/8194415/ http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/8194415/ Sat, 18 Mar 2006 04:03:54 PST
I'm heading off to france till friday for a french trip with the school at something like 5 tommrow morning...urgh...I'm gunna be so dead...how the hell am I gunna even speak french? ANYWAYS, I know theres gunna be a massive pile of devs to get through when I get back, so guys, if I don't get through them all, sorreh!

And yeah, I hope you guys have fun in Madrid! Luckier than us lot anyways...

See ya in about a week guys!

Oh, and if anyone catches any mile stones or something, tell me! :) ]]> ~ourasouy 1000! http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/8082022/ http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/8082022/ Mon, 06 Mar 2006 09:01:11 PST
Thankess ya'll! ]]> ~ourasouy 900 http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/7882140/ http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/7882140/ Mon, 13 Feb 2006 10:25:52 PST
Grab my 900!!

And i might do something special for ya! ]]> ~ourasouy Just a Thought.. http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/7863791/ http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/7863791/ Sat, 11 Feb 2006 10:21:56 PST
After re-reading the quis thing a few people have done, I wanna re-answer a question..

If you really DID become a multi millionaire, what would you do with the moeny?

To be honest, my answer is...I have no idea, and to have that amount of money to one person is just...stupid...completely de-values it...not that i'm a great fan of money myself.

What would your answer be? ]]> ~ourasouy Quiz Thing..Thanks Simon.. http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/7818235/ http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/7818235/ Mon, 06 Feb 2006 11:41:10 PST Might as have a go!

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find 4th line.
was no way of knowing when the Trackers and

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.
...now what?

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Halo! ^__^

4. Without looking, guess what time it is?
7?

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
18:59 ^__^

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
some muuuusic!

7. When did you last step outside?
While waiting for mum to go finish shopping about halve an hour ago..

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
umm...my homework?

9. What are you wearing?
Black cargo trousers, t-shirt and coat, oh, and my head phones

10. Did you dream last night?
Sure did! though, i dont need to tell you what it was about do I? ;)

11. When did you last laugh?
about 5 minutes ago at my sister?

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
A big ass painting, a mirror or sorts...a LOTTA doodles...bluetack...a clock I guess..oh, and theres a lotta sellatape up there too..please don't ask why

13. Seen anything weird lately?
yeah...the fact im bothering to do this quiz..

14. What do you think of this quiz?
Better than some ^__^

15. What is the last film you saw?
Film you say? I havn't been to the cinema in ages..i'd guess Burst Angel...does that count?

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
POI! oh, and a plane ^__^

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know.
i'm currently eating cheese...

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
Make things fair - what he said

19. Do you like to dance?
Depends...but yeah, if its fun ;)

20. George Bush:
Shame the preztel didn't get him...and HOW he became president for this long i have no idea...fun to take the piss outta though!

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
A child you say? hmm...I have no idea...but...umm...i kinda like the name Skye...or Paige, i dunno ^__^

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Same as 21, but, umm...Leon? but i know im never gunna call them this if it ever comes...i'll find out if i get there i suppose

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
yeah, i wanna see the world some more ^___^

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
'yo, your room's over there,' quick and easy ;)

25. 4 people who must also do this in THEIR journal:
Errum..I tag...
]]> ~ourasouy Remember http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/7701275/ http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/7701275/ Wed, 25 Jan 2006 04:35:29 PST
A surprising amount.

Also, I went to a funeral today to remeber a sweet child named Yasmin. I remember helping her out last summer while I was working with my old school with my mum. She died of flu like symptoms, though not much has been told about her death for good reasons. I didn't know her very well, but it was sad seeing someone so young fall to illness. She was 7.

Just to remember you often take these things for granted. ]]> ~ourasouy Lack Of http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/7628250/ http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/7628250/ Tue, 17 Jan 2006 09:18:56 PST
Basically just an update, the previous journal is a little bit old..I should try and update more often.

The holidays were amazing, a great break from the stuctured life of school. Got to just relax and enjoy myself really, saw freinds and family and just had a good time. Can't wait for halve term now..school again has started in case you didn't guess, and a whole host of problems has come along with it. Never mind eh?

On the art side of things, I got my tablet back up and running on this pc, on which i'm meant to be doing sodding homework on..but hey! I can't use Photoshop anymore until my pc upstairs has been fixed, so im using an old version of Paint Shop Pro to colour any lineart that I want chucked my way. Oh, and the painter disk I got sent was faulty, so I was a tiny bit pissed off with that..though when i contacted the guy who sold it to me, he was really nice about it and another disk is being sent to me, free of charge. So hopefully i'll have some different posts!

And thats about all my brain can manage for today. Now, onto the rest of the looming pile of prep over my head...see ya :) ]]> ~ourasouy Insperation! http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/7343420/ http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/7343420/ Sun, 18 Dec 2005 08:29:12 PST
ITS FINALLY WORKING! But...and theres always a but.

It seemes whenever I look at the picture on this pc, the image looks fine. Like i'd already cleaned it up and made it look shiney again. Then when it comes to posting, it looks the same to me...BUT ITS HORRIBLE IN REALITY! And I can't see it!

Tried using a lotta different programs to test it out, but it's no bananas. I either have to fix the pc upstairs and resort to my old trick of traveling back and forth with a memory stick, or...and un-known plan. No idea why this happens, but, hey!

It's a shame too...theres been LOADS I need to put up, some from months back for fun, some from my story i've been writing, one for a certain somones late brithday present *cough*( It's all coloured too...maybe i'll give it to you on tuesday...)

In other news, SCHOOLS FINISHED! WOOOOOOO!!! And suddenly I have so much insperation by treaking through your guys galleries. This might include me actually painting on a spare canvas tucked away *audiable gasp* that is...if I can be bothered :D

A lot of ideas running through my head. A few new chracter developing as well as old re-appearing! I was considering a winter doodle (christmas way too cliche) but it depends what you guys think.

I also found the reason for the strange journal entry last time. It was bloo (yes spelt that way!) and has been locked in the deepest regions of the freezer. It's not coming out again unless I find some lead to what the hell it is. I could go into detail, but that would take way too long.

If you read all of this long journal, you get a cookie! :cookie:

Have fun for now! ]]> ~ourasouy Happy! http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/7280214/ http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/7280214/ Sun, 11 Dec 2005 06:45:42 PST
YAY!

What's coming out my pencil is even smiling! Wooo!!!

And I have no idea whats causing it!

*grins*

More work to come up! Just gotta fix it up on Photoshop

CAKE! :cake: SUSHI! :sushi:

Feel the randomness! :laughing:

:hug: and :glomp: for all! ]]> ~ourasouy FOOD! http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/7228454/ http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/7228454/ Mon, 05 Dec 2005 11:36:38 PST
I also think the lack of food has affected me somehow. When I had the full three meals that day, I had ideas of what to draw and write pouring out my ears. Though, when all I got one day was a crappy school lunch and a few apples, there was nothing. Not a single spark of insperation.

So now I have to go shop and buy my own food each week, taking a lotta time out of my already busy prep filled life. It really, really sucks. Though, as always, thing could be much worse.

I also promise to get all the work up as soon as my scanner starts working again, because I know I owe a few people things, and either I haven't got round to it, or I simply haven't had time. Go my organizational skills!

All for now I guess, just a big thanks to everyone who reads this, and and even bigger one to those who have helped. Thanks! ]]> ~ourasouy ARGH! http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/7147158/ http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/7147158/ Sat, 26 Nov 2005 07:35:01 PST
Or is everyone getting slightly suicidal?

And this stupid constant anger that I need to let go has gotten me in a heap load of shit lately...

My new opinion : Screw being pissed off, enjoy it while you can and look at the best side of things.

Even though I will probably go back on my word, heh heh ]]> ~ourasouy La LA La http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/6959933/ http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/6959933/ Sat, 05 Nov 2005 06:42:06 PST
Typical England...I go to the fireworks in the rain...

And i WAS going to post something for halloween, excpet for the fact that we had to go back to school that day, do i got nothing done. Maybe next year.

I have no idea what i'm putting here.

I'm freezing my arse off sitting here, so, thats it!

Enjoy my total lack of imagination on what to put here. ]]> ~ourasouy New PC! http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/6657065/ http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/6657065/ Sun, 02 Oct 2005 06:12:20 PDT :w00t: :w00t: :w00t: :w00t:

Yay! I got a pc in my room now, i made space...i have no idea how i managed it, but i found a place to put it...and though it doesnt have interent, it has everything else i need...and i got paint shop pro 9 coming...all is good!

Excpet the fact im being piled up with prep, so im kinda lagging in my artwork..and i got a cold....stupid god damn cold!

Thats it i think...yell if ya need me :D ]]> ~ourasouy Eeeeeeeeeeevil... http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/6534192/ http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/6534192/ Sun, 18 Sep 2005 04:15:58 PDT
School has started again, and I am another year older...but because of this, i have a lot more work to do...damn mrs.wren!!

But this also means my art might step up a bit, as now i am properly taking art rather than having to if you understand.

Just though i should update! If you need me anything (i dunno...) just yell! ]]> ~ourasouy damn it... http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/6142227/ http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/6142227/ Fri, 05 Aug 2005 13:40:17 PDT :sadangel: :sniff:

Don't you just hate it when you get a block...i have done NOTHING, because it just goes wrong...pah.

I have managed to do ONE piece, and although i can't do a lot else, i like it a lot for once.

Also i heard about jark being fired, and though i haven't been here that long, i still think its wrong, and this place should be a community. I am going to see what happens first.

anyways just for people who don't know me, i do requests, art trades, and if you asked me for a commision, then i will be mega pleased :love:

And thats it I think...except from i think the 15th to the 30th of august, i won't be here, i'll be on my holiday, so my birthday (19th) won't be celebrated in sunny old England...so happy birthday to me till then!

I'm done now, if you read it, thanks! be sure to comment, i always want to get better. ]]> ~ourasouy update http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/5973895/ http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/5973895/ Tue, 19 Jul 2005 01:51:29 PDT :juggle: :juggle: :juggle: :juggle: :juggle: :juggle: :juggle:

he he, well i have got a new program called Open Canvas, and have no idea how to use it, so if any feels kind enough, can you gives me a few tips?

also, i am doing the sam as didget and drawing all the chracters from the story, but they will come up slowly to keep watch if you want to see them!

i won't be here for two weeks in augest on account of my holiday, so there will be a lot of bluck stuuf going up aftwerwards (thats if i can draw on a plane!)

well i think thats all, so if you are finished reading (or can't be bothered) then go see my gallery, it would be really appereicated!!!

:couch: :stereo: :couch: ]]> ~ourasouy back! http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/5818879/ http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/5818879/ Sat, 02 Jul 2005 08:22:20 PDT
:boogie: :dance: :boogie: ]]> ~ourasouy well... http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/5557498/ http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/5557498/ Sun, 05 Jun 2005 04:58:29 PDT when i get my scanner back up and running :crash: or steal my dads pc, some fresh work will be up, and some of them are of my friends!! :nod: ]]> ~ourasouy Im new!! http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/5540366/ http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/journal/5540366/ Fri, 03 Jun 2005 08:09:50 PDT

any comments will be appreciated!!!:nod: ]]> ~ourasouy