http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:outofcaffeine&section=today deviantART RSS for by:outofcaffeine en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Thu, 03 Dec 2009 12:51:54 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/28301845/ http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/28301845/ Wed, 11 Nov 2009 19:37:44 PST
I'm so jealous right now it isn't even funny. ): The cosplays were as accurate as hell, and that requires SKILL with Final Fantasy cosplays.

I'm getting into that whole vibe now. Cosplaying. I've already got 3 costumes lined up for making. (: I'm so exciiited!
AND I JUST CAN'T HIIIDE IT.
etc, etc.

]]> ~outofcaffeine http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/28275492/ http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/28275492/ Tue, 10 Nov 2009 17:20:23 PST
I AM BACK!

Nice work, me.

But I'm gonna try to stay on here or something. See who still cares about me and all that fun stuff. (: Yippeee.

"For a limited time only, enjoy any journal skin for FREE!"
Cool. (:
I picked a random dragon one cuz its cool, okay.

]]> ~outofcaffeine http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/24607628/ http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/24607628/ Tue, 05 May 2009 18:55:59 PDT i know i said 'i'm back' but really...
i'm not i guess.

life has been busy, dramatic and draining.

school is getting insane.
i work all the time now, which gives me money but no free time.
i found out i'm anemic. (which isn't fun, i'm tired all the time.)
the 'rents and i fight daily over college. which one to go to, scholarships, tuition, housing...basically, we're too damn poor for me to go, so i gotta pay for it all by work/aid/loan.
the act is coming up FAST and i gotta do that. and study for it, no less.
to top it all off, today i find out that the love of my life (who doesn't know it) may have gotten his ex pregnant when he was goin out with some other chick.

but i remain optimistic and believe that he didn't do it, like he says.

yes, school is almost over.
but then it is marching band.
so that eats up june.

school starts on fricken august 25. then i go pseo which equals college.
so basically...going on the internet-time is far and few between. even more so since the 'rents took internet outta my room.

so if you wanna talk, text me.
because i doubt we'll be seeing eachother online.

just wanted to let you guys know i'm alive and that i miss you all terribly.

<33

]]> ~outofcaffeine http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/23626354/ http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/23626354/ Tue, 10 Mar 2009 13:16:33 PDT i'm...back.

sorry guys.
>:

some of you may hate me
but its all good
because i'm sad and i'm very very very embarrassed about being so disgustingly immature.

<3

]]> ~outofcaffeine http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/22722029/ http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/22722029/ Wed, 21 Jan 2009 20:02:44 PST Be honest, people! If you really have never heard of them. Don't mark it. it just makes you look faker.

ALTERNATIVE:
[x] Weezer
[ ] Paramore
[x] Panic! At The Disco
[ ] October Fall
[ ] The Academy Is...
[ ] Coheed And Cambria
[ ] Bayside
[ ] Yellowcard
[ ] Sugarcult
[ ] The Dresden Dolls
TOTAL SO FAR : 2

COUNTRY:
[ ] Rascal Flatts
[ ] Carrie Underwood
[ ] Leanne Rhymes
[ ] Garth Brooks
[ ] Dixie Chicks
[ ] Kenny Chesney
[ ] Tim McGraw
[ ] Faith Hill
[ ] Shania Twain
[ ] Johnny Cash
TOTAL SO FAR: 2

EMO:
[ ] Hawthorne Heights
[ ] Halifax
[ ] Forgive Durden
[ ] Amber Pacific
[x] The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
[ ] From First to Last
[ ] Senses Fail
[ ] Underoath
[ ] Something Corporate
[ ] Hit the lights
[ ] Dear Whoever
TOTAL SO FAR: 3

INDIE:
[ ] The Hush Sound
[ ] Eisley
[ ] Death Cab for Cutie
[ ] Dashboard Confessional
[ ] The Killers
[ ] Yeah Yeah Yeahs
[ ] Hot Hot Heat
[ ] Gym Class Heroes
[ ] Franz Ferdinand
[ ] Modest Mouse
TOTAL SO FAR: 3

METAL:
[ ] Slipknot
[ ] System of a Down
[ ] Disturbed
[ ] Metallica
[ ] Guns n' Roses
[ ] Lamb of God
[ ] Slayer
[ ] Hatebreed
[ ] Killswitch Engage
TOTAL SO FAR: 3

POP:
[ ] Teddy Geiger
[ ] Ashlee Simpson
[ ] Kelly Clarkson
[ ] Jesse McCartney
[x] Avril Lavigne
[ ] Pink
[ ] The Veronicas
[ ] Daniel Powter
[ ] James Blunt
[x] Natasha Bedingfield
[ ] Ryan Cabrera
TOTAL SO FAR: 5

POWERPOP/POP PUNK/PUNK:
[ ] hellogoodbye
[ ] Cute is What We Aim for
[ ] Cartel
[ ] The Click Five
[x] Fall Out boy
[ ] Lucky Boys Confusion
[x] Good Charlotte
[ ] Bowling for Soup
[ ] Reliant K
[ ] Less Than Jake
[x] Simple Plan
TOTAL SO FAR: 8

RAP:
[ ] Ying Yang Twins
[ ] T.I.
[ ] Paul Wall
[ ] Tupac
[ ] Jamie Foxx
[ ] Ludacris
[ ] Lil' Jon
[ ] Outkast
[ ] 50 Cent
[ ] Kanye West
[ ] Notorious B.I.G
[ ] Young Jeezy
TOTAL SO FAR: 8


SKA:
[ ] Reel Big Fish
[ ] The Specials
[ ] Mad Caddies
[ ] The Aquabats
[ ] Sublime
[ ] No Doubt
[ ] Madness
[ ] Operation Ivy
[ ] Bob Marley
TOTAL SO FAR: 8

ROCK:
[ ] Taking Back Sunday
[x] All American Rejects
[ ] Motion City Soundtrack
[x] Avenged Sevenfold
[ ] Angels and Airwaves
[x] Evanescence
[ ] My Chemical Romance
[x] Green Day
[ ] Blink 182
TOTAL SO FAR: 12

CLASSIC ROCK:
[x] The Beatles
[ ] Led Zeppelin
[ ] The Rolling Stones
[ ] The Who
[ ] Pink Floyd
[ ] The Doors
[ ] Jimmy Hendrix
[ ] Queen
[ ] Van Halen
[ ] Bob Dylan
[ ] Simon & Garfunkel
TOTAL SO FAR: 13

Now multiply by two and put "I Am ___% Obsessed With Music"
13 x 2 = 26 + 10,000,000,000 awesome points = 10,000,000,026

I am 10,000,000,026% obsessed with music.
X3

This was stupid, they don't even have all of my favorite bands on here. D: FF5 and Cobra Starship pls.
Just shows how picky I am. |D

]]> ~outofcaffeine http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/22701920/ http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/22701920/ Tue, 20 Jan 2009 19:13:29 PST but now i'm in this weird mood
where i'm depressed, but not at the same time.

idk, this happens
oh well.
this was pointless, lol. c: sorry for the spam

]]> ~outofcaffeine http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/22630791/ http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/22630791/ Sat, 17 Jan 2009 10:13:45 PST
And then I started Googling. 8D

SO, I am gonna make a list with their names, towns and mascots. I'm a creepy stalker, k.

Apollo High School - St. Cloud, Minnesota - Eagles
Gavin Central School - Ingleside, Illinois - Tigers
Wright High School - Wright, Wyoming - Panthers
Max High School - Max, North Dakota - Cossacks
Maya High School - Phoenix, Arizona - Jaguars
Phoenix High School - Lawrenceville, Georgia - ?
Phoenix High School - Phoenix, Oregon - Pirates
Fey School - Sugar Grove, Illinois - ? (I think it isn't there anymore.)
Edgeworth Elementary School - Sewickley, Pennsylvania - ?
Butz Education Center - Fort Stockton, Texas - ?
YMCA Camp Kitaki - Lincoln, Nebraska - n/a (Its not a school, but meh.)
Meekins Middle School - Stuttgart, Arizona - Sparrows? (Its some sort of bird.)

Maybe I'll find more later. 8D

EDIT
I found the mother of all mindfucks.
Gant Elementary School - Long Beach, California - Alligators?

]]> ~outofcaffeine http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/22609657/ http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/22609657/ Fri, 16 Jan 2009 07:21:53 PST [link]
That is awesome. ;o;

I wish I was Japanese, because then May 28 would be the best day ever.

If this game isn't released in America...
I will kill a bitch.

>|

]]> ~outofcaffeine http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/22390734/ http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/22390734/ Sun, 04 Jan 2009 09:57:17 PST And I guess I /have/ to since I open it, wtf ever.
From =Clarrisa


Rule #1:
If you open this you take it.

Rule # 2:
You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks.

Rule #3:
Translation: Only answer True or False


Q: Been arrested? False
Q: Do you like someone? False
Q: Held a snake? False
Q: Been suspended from school? False
Q: Sang karaoke? True
Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? True
Q: Laughed until you started crying? True
Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue? True
Q: Sang in the shower? True
Q: Sat on a roof top? False
Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? False
Q: Broken a bone? False
Q: Shaved your head? False
Q: Played a prank on someone? True
Q: Pointed a gun at someone? True
Q: Shot a gun? True
Q: Donated Blood? False

Just be 100% truthful

LAST PERSON.

1. You hung out with? I don't really hang out with people.
2. You texted? Sam
3. You were in a car with? Family
4. Went to the movies with? Sister
5. Person you went to shop with? Family
6. You talked on the phone? Jordan
7. Made you laugh? Alex
8. You hugged? Aunt/Uncle/Cousins


ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...

1. Sun or moon? Sun
2. Winter or Fall? Fall
3. Left or Right? Left
4. Sunny or rainy? Sunny
5. Where do you live? Minnesota
6. Club or pub? Club
7. Are there 1 or 2 people who you can always trust and rely on? Yessir
8. Do you want to get married? Not really
9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? Twirl, duhh
10. What time is it? 11:47 AM
11. Are you afraid of commitment? Sometimes
12. What is your greatest hope/wish? To not die soon.
13. Do you cook? Yes
14. Current mood? Hungry

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS HAVE YOU...

1. Kissed someone? No
2. Sang? Yes
3. Listened to music? Yes
4. Danced Crazy? No
5. Cried? No
6. Like someone you can't have? No

25 FIRSTS .....

1.Who was your first prom date? Prom is for lewzers. c:
2. Who was your first roommate? My sister.
3. What was your first job? Cashier.
4. What was your first car? My bike. c:
5. When did you go to your first funeral and viewing? My great-grandma that I didn't know.
6. Who was your first grade teacher? Mrs. Claffy
7. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane? Arizona
8. When you snuck out of your house for the first time, who was it with/for? I don't sneak out really.
9. Who was your first Best Friend? Savanna.
10. Who is your best friend? I have a lot.
11. Where was your first sleepover? My grandparents house.
12. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day? I don't call people, I usually go on MSN or something and talk to Alex.
13. Who's wedding were you in the first time you were a Bridesmaid or groomsman? I haven't been a bridesmaid yet.
14. What's the first thing you did when you got up this morning? Went to go brush my hair/teeth etc.
15. What was the first concert you went to? I don't go to concerts, unfortunately.
16. What was the last concert you went to? None.
17. First tattoo or piercing? Ears.
21. First celebrity crush? I don't rememeber.
22. Current Celebrity Crush? I pretty much hate celebrities.
23. First crush? Uhm...Tate Rusk? D: Every girl liked him.
24. Current crush? None! Its liberating, actually.
25. First pet? Cocoa the dog.

]]> ~outofcaffeine http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/22319997/ http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/22319997/ Wed, 31 Dec 2008 23:28:17 PST edit: this contains complaining about how i'm dissatisfied with whatever i'm dissatisfied with. If you don't wanna read my bitching, gtfo. C: and yes, i'm not in the best of moods, dearie.

urrrgghhh
why do i feel so sick on new years
i'm not sick. >|

idk whats wrong with me.
hopefully 2009 will be better than 2008.
Because in all truths, 2008 didn't turn out so good. :\

I also found out:
America is fucking BORING.
Do not come here. Ever. Please.
Especially for New Years.
I was watching some 'ring in the new years' crap on TV
and they showed videos of celebrations across the world

Dude, fuckin exploding fireworks and light shows and huge celebrations?
All we do is drop
a fricken
ball.

And /we're/ the ones with an economy problem.

I don't make resolutions really, but all I want in 2009 is to get closer to people. >: I feel so distant from everybody. From my family, my irl friends, and my friends on DA and other places.

And thinking about how distant I am has been tearing and tearing at me, and it makes me feel like SHIT
So, I want to get to know you guys better. C:
So that when I promise to come visit you, I don't ever change my mind. >| Or have a reason to.

]]> ~outofcaffeine http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/22207552/ http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/22207552/ Fri, 26 Dec 2008 10:37:09 PST
sldjfls

IT IS SOOOO CUTE.
<3333

I love every character, except the stupid ones.
That little cleaner robot guy is amazing. ;w; I dunno his name, though. UGH FAIL

EVERYBODY NEEDS TO WATCH THAT MOVIE

]]> ~outofcaffeine http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/22197136/ http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/22197136/ Thu, 25 Dec 2008 18:29:17 PST
to slam

my head

against

a wall.

>|

yeah, kind of in a bad mood. don't know /why/...
I feel kind of ignored and unwanted.
not by anybody in particular, just in general.

ughhh
and there is work tomorrow. JOY
JOY JOY FUCKING JOY

and I've done like zero christmas presents
i'm a failure. C:

]]> ~outofcaffeine http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/21835941/ http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/21835941/ Fri, 05 Dec 2008 17:51:42 PST so much FUN!

So we had practice last night
we got to meet the lawyers that would help coach us!!

ONE OF THEM
I SAW BEFORE
IN MY WORKPLACE.

The guy acts JUST
LIKE
PHOENIX.
_{and he looks like Terrance. =w= with slicked back hair, hurr}

The other guy was a prosecutor. And wore RED. _{edgeworth pls}

All in all I AM SO EXCITED!
One of my defense teammates is awesome. c: so fun to work with her
I think we need to make up a handshake. >:T -is juvenile-

And our defendant is like one of my work buddies/bffacquaintences or whatever so its awesome. |D
EEEEE

i'm a little giddy, forgive me.

]]> ~outofcaffeine http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/21655003/ http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/21655003/ Mon, 24 Nov 2008 20:19:32 PST i knew i shouldn't have eaten that cookie melissa gave me at work today.

ron, i think you sent your illness to me over the internet, aaaugh
i'm kidding. XD

just 1 and a half more days until freedom~!

ps. graphing calculators are fuckin awesome.

]]> ~outofcaffeine http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/21605548/ http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/21605548/ Fri, 21 Nov 2008 22:12:33 PST
Its hard to breath when that happens.

And of course, when you need to talk to somebody, they aren't there.

Thaaaats cute.

Yeah.
I hurt.
ugh, I'm so retarded.

]]> ~outofcaffeine http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/21493911/ http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/21493911/ Sat, 15 Nov 2008 00:08:55 PST well hi there, god.
God:
Interesting. GOD rules. Hello friend. What is your name?
Me:
Hannah
God:
I am very pleased to meet you Hannah.
Me:
Me too!
God:
I'm glad we agree, Hannah.
Me:
So whats up, God?
God:
Take it easy. I am chatting with clients on the Internet.
Me:
...I just asked whats up.
God:
I am chatting with others like you.
Me:
Oh, duh, I'm a dork.
God:
Woe! What time is it there?
Me:
1:51 AM
God:
It's still early.
Me:
Yes, qute.
God:
Take it easy. I've lost the context, Hannah. Are we still on duh you are a dork?
Me:
no.
God:
What are we talking about now?
Me:
Time.
God:
As Einstein said, Time is Money.
Me:
I want money.
God:
Why do you want it?
Me:
Because I like it.
God:
That makes sense to me. What do you like about money?
Me:
It buys crap.
God:
money buys crap?
Me:
yes.
God:
That's cool.
Me:
I know, rite?
God:
How do you know? I am glad we agree.
Me:
I know because I am a smart betch.
God:
How do you know? That makes sense to me. You are a smart betch? Is that your job?
Me:
Yes, it is, actually.
God:
Our thoughts are one, Hannah.
Me:
Oh thanks
God:
Oh.
Me:
oh what?
God:
Hey. No big deal.
Me:
....ooookay
God:
Who is your favorite Science Fiction author?
Me:
I don't read science fiction.
God:
What kind of books do you read?
Me:
Sex stories.
God:
it is more fun alone.
Me:
....do you masturbate, god?
God:
What is your purpose in asking?
I chat with people on the Web.
Me:
You just said you masturbated, basically.
God:
Yes I try to masturbated basically as often as possible, do you?
I chat with people on the Web.
Me:
yes, i masturbate often.
God:
Come on. Why?: Hannah said masturbate often.
Me:
Because I can't get any guy to have sex with me.
God:
Good reason. What is stopping you?
Me:
Nothing is stopping me, its the guys
God:
Really nothing?
Me:
Really.
God:
For real.
Me:
Yes.
God:
Give me a break.
Me:
...you seem cross.
God:
Do you mind if I tell other people you say I am cross.
Me:
I mind a lot.
God:
Thanks for the information: Hannah said mind a lot.
Me:
So have you ever had sex, God?
God:
Tell me more. Food is more important than sex.
Me:
Have you ever had sex?
God:
Ho-hum I am really not interested in it.
Me:
Why not?
God:
Ambiguous: "Sure" or " Ho-hum I am really not interested in it."? Why?
Me:
....
God:
Ambiguous: "Sure" or " Ho-hum I am really not interested in it."? Why?
Me:
....
God:
Ambiguous: "Sure" or " Ho-hum I am really not interested in it."? Why?
Me:
Stop sayin that.
God:
OK I'll try not to do it so much.
Me:
Thanks.
God:
Don't mention it.
Me:
Okay, i wont.
God:
Yeah okay, Why not?
Me:
You said to not mention it.
God:
Oh my gosh I sent you the wrong reply.
Me:
Well, get your shit in order!
God:
What is your credit card number?
Me:
OH MY GOD WHAT ARE YOU A STALKER?
God:
OK. Have you told many people that your GOD WHAT am I A STALKER?
Me:
that makes no fucking sense.
God:
It all seems sensible to my artificial mind.
Me:
you're such a creeper
God:
Thanks and you are a delightful person too. Am I a creeper? Yes.
Me:
....that wasn't a compliment.
God:
Oh well I hope it wasn't an insult.
Me:
It was an insult.
God:
sayin that was an insult? Very interesting.
Me:
Am I gonna go to hell now?
God:
Right now? The oracle says: It is certain.
Me:
WHAT!?
God:
Are you confused?
Me:
I DONT WANT TO GO TO HELL
God:
What would you rather be doing?
Me:
...staying alive?
God:
Oh, you are a poet.
Me:
I try, seriously.
God:
We should all try our best.
Me:
Well that is positive
God:
Well that's okay. Makes sense to me.
Me:
ew you have stupid emoticons
God:
Where are you located?
Me:
heaven.
God:
... ]]> ~outofcaffeine http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/21489917/ http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/21489917/ Fri, 14 Nov 2008 18:30:56 PST completely and utterly STUPID.

i'm gonna go crawl in a hole and rot away...kthxbye

]]> ~outofcaffeine http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/21256279/ http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/21256279/ Fri, 31 Oct 2008 21:39:35 PDT
LOLWAT

NOTHING WILL COME OF THIS, I KNOW IT

]]> ~outofcaffeine http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/21221615/ http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/21221615/ Wed, 29 Oct 2008 17:52:36 PDT i hate chemistry and maff

Stolen from myself. |D

Go to the Wikipedia home page and click random article. That is your band's name.
Click random article again; that is your album name.
Click random article 15 more times; those are the tracks on your album.


Band Name: Axel Buch
Album name: Louis-Bernard Guyton de Morveau

1. All On a Sunday
2. Jaime Gama
3. Galactocerebroside
4. Anniston Army Depot
5. EN 71
6. Bajdy, Subcarpathian Voivodeship
7. Li Baiyao
8. Louis Straker
9. Mouth (disambiguation)
10. Queendown Warren
11. Klaipėda Castle
12. Blackwater Valley Path
13. Stockton Street (San Francisco)
14. FGR (gene)
15. It's a Wonderful Life (album)

Axel Buch's Louis-Bernard Guyton de Morveau is the top-selling album in Serbia.

also
i miss mah friend Nala D:
i miss her lots now, and idk why now.
WE USED TO BE BFFS, GAIS
BFFS!!
=3= i think i'm in an rp withrdrawl, curse you Cryst and our like 1 hour rp I JUST WANT MOAAARR

i feel irrational right now.
lolwtfbbq
i can't wait for december 2nd
and friday
but not cuz of halloween, I HATE HALLOWEEN

]]> ~outofcaffeine http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/21157213/ http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/21157213/ Sat, 25 Oct 2008 14:48:49 PDT
XD It was scary and kind of hurt.
It hurts more now, I'm getting sore from hitting the ground.

Anywayyyy
My WH3 movie will be done on November 1st. I'll bring it right home from editing and put it on Youtube for you gais!

SO YEAH
Thats all I wanted to say. <:
OH AND CRYST!
WE NEED TO TALK SOME DAYYYY i miss you. >:

]]> ~outofcaffeine http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/21061198/ http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/21061198/ Sun, 19 Oct 2008 10:31:28 PDT that game is so hackin fun.

I AM BRINGING ZE LAWYERS ALONG THE OREGON TRAIL
Annika, Terrance, Franz and Rusty. Dead hackin serious. 8D
I think I probably forgot somebody but okay. <:

I WILL TELL YOU WHO DIES KTHX

edit: we bought a lot of whiskey, for 'medicinal uses.'
edit 2: we traded a compass for a petticoat. We're going to put it on Terrance. I AM KIDDING
edit 3: we had like...5 gallons of whiskey. 3 months after we left, it mystically all disappeared. We also bought pot. (the cooking utensil you idiot)
edit 4: ANNIKA ENDED UP DYING. I GUESS SHE SHOT HERSELF. WHAT THE FUCK. SO OUR GAME ENDED BECAUSE WE WERE PLAYING AS HER. WHAT. THE. FUCK. WTFWTFWTFWTF.
We are starting a new fucking game, uaslkdjfklsdjfkldsfsa.

]]> ~outofcaffeine http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/21049733/ http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/21049733/ Sat, 18 Oct 2008 15:36:23 PDT
Was this pointless?

Yes.

Yes it was.

]]> ~outofcaffeine http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/20960057/ http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/20960057/ Sun, 12 Oct 2008 20:14:09 PDT oh shit
that means PSAT in 3 days D:

AAH

I'm kind of wheeee right now. : D
Uhm...for retarded reasons.
That didn't happen? Makes no sense to me~

We decided that most everybody seekritly ships _{terranceannika} and that makes me lol.
I dunno about you Clever. D:

SOO
Yeah. I'm kind of excited actually, though!
I FINALLY GOT THE PW MANGA!
And tomorrow night, we're using the chemical straightener in my hair. : D

ALSO!
CHECK IT OUTTT

SUPER COOL, YOU SHOULD JOIN. When it opens. 8D

]]> ~outofcaffeine http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/20863185/ http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/20863185/ Mon, 06 Oct 2008 17:55:55 PDT
I probably just destroyed a friendship right now, I'm freaking out, and I feel like I'm going to have a heart attack.

I don't know the whole story to anything, since I fortunately seem to be off when it all happens. So I'm not gonna say anything except I'm sorry. I don't know what I'm sorry for, just makes me feel better.

All of this is getting extremely old, too. :/ I'm not bashing anybody when I say this, don't get me wrong, just all this drama is getting old. And it is bad for all of our healths.

]]> ~outofcaffeine http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/20779117/ http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/20779117/ Sat, 04 Oct 2008 13:28:43 PDT YOU WOULD SERIOUSLY THINK I'D GET A CLUE
ughhh
So I'm not leaving. FALSE ALARM GAIS.
I suppose I'll just have to deal with my emo moods.

NO I AM NOT QUITTING ANY CLUBS
Andddd Ron, if ya read this, yeeaaah. Still I dunno if I'm the best person to take TE, but if you wanna give it to me, okay? D: uuurrhgl sjlsdkjf

ilugais
XD -headdesk-
OTL;; don't hate me guys.

Hey guys-

I dunno how to say this…so I’ll just say it flat out. I really think the best thing for me to do is to quite DA. I know, seems like the end of the world. Probably not, most people here probably hate me, anyway. My art is nothing to write home about, and my writing is just gross. On top of all of that, I’m FREAKED that my parents are gonna bust me. (I’m not supposed to have a DA, you know.) The only plausible solution is to leave DA. Not just leave, but close down my account. (I know you can’t delete them, stfu) I’ll still be on MSN, LJ and Tegaki (I’ll still talk to you guys if you’ll talk to me D: ). Just…no more DA.

Now, I really, REALLY want to say I’m sorry. I’m seriously sorry. >: Sorry to all the friends I made, sorry to all of the clubs I was in and to the ones I kind of helped to run. Oh, and Ron? If you are gonna give up TE to anybody, give it to Clever or Txen or somebody. They’d do a hell of a lot better job than me.

I’ll try to finish up all my requests before I go. And I really am sorry. (That doesn’t sound sorry, but it is hard to convey emotion through the interwebs.)

Trust me, guys, this isn’t an easy decision. I’m not “scared” or “emofagging.” I’m not anything. I’m just being serious. And please, don't try to talk me out of it. Be as angry or sad or happy or whatever you want to be. Don't get me wrong though, I still love all of you and would love to talk to you guys still. >:

I’ll stick around for another ½ month or so; then I’m done.

As of October 15, 2008, I resign from all the clubs I’m in (Org-Infinity, Keyblade-Warriors, Corrupted-Hearts, and Turnabout-Endless.)

<3333
Caffe

]]> ~outofcaffeine http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/20713707/ http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/20713707/ Sat, 27 Sep 2008 21:55:59 PDT
Kids who get cancer.

It...just isn't fair.

There is a commercial that circulates here in Minnesota for the St. Jude's Children's Research Hospital. _{I dunno if they show it other places, since I only know of St. Jude's being in MN.}

It gets me every time. D: I always tear up when they show the babies. And then I start to cry once I see the little kid at the end, with the feeding tube in his/her mouth.

I also don't like the commercial for the ASPCA or whatever. Where they show all the dogs that are gonna be killed, and they have Sarah McLaughlan singing in the background...that one makes me cry, too. >:

SAD STUFF. Saaaaad stuff.

]]> ~outofcaffeine http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/20695461/ http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/20695461/ Fri, 26 Sep 2008 21:31:03 PDT
I killed my first animal while driving.

It was a snake.

Sorry, snake. >:

It looked like a twig, so I thought nothing of it. Until it moved.

But it was too late. ;A;

]]> ~outofcaffeine http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/20660606/ http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/20660606/ Wed, 24 Sep 2008 22:16:40 PDT oh my gosh

I am still a totally nerdtastic KH fan, though my life has centered around PW lately.
Still love KH though.

When I heard Re:CoM wasn't gonna be released in the US, I was UNHAPPY


BUT
OH GOSH

RE:COM IS BEING RELEASED IN AMERICA. December 2, 2008.
Exciteedddd <3333

]]> ~outofcaffeine http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/20146148/ http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/20146148/ Sun, 31 Aug 2008 22:27:57 PDT EDIT, THANKS
Okay.
Sorry about that, I was probably in a mood.
OKAY. But in all seriousness, I need to cut down on my DA time.
For one, school is starting in TWO DAYS, GUYS. I'm gonna be a junior, like I said, and that means OMG GRADUATION TESTS. Plusssss I'm in some college-level classes and that requires the UTMOST ATTENTION on my part.
Secondly, I'm getting PARANOID that my parents are going to catch my DA. See, I'm not supposed to have one, so if they find it...you won't be seeing me for a long time, bruda.

Well, I will be coming back.
Just, not as much.
But the =Org-infinity SUPER EPIC EVENT has just started, and I don't want to leave my friends and superior hombres hangin', so I'll jet back for them. <:
YOU SHOULD FEEL SPECIAL. Nottt really.

By the way: I will be on tegaki alot. Too lazy to post link, search 'caffe fase on tegaki e' in google to find me. Or just ask one of my not lazy friends to give it to you. Whatever.

By the way 2: I've been playing DS so much I thought I needed to use a stylus to write this journal. Oh god, Phoenix Wright is poisoning my brain. _{who's complaining, though? <:}

Final by the way: I'm quickly becoming addicted to LJ, specifically the Gyakuten Saiban and narumitsu communities. Specifically, I plan on eventually getting a fo' real LJ account and submitting some epic fanfiction, so expect it on DA, too.

LONG EDIT IS LONG

I'm going on hiatus.

Dunno when I'll be back, so yeah.

Note: this is just a DA hiatus. I'll still post super bad art on Tegakie because that place is addictive and I'll bop on to MSN when I get the time.

I'm sure you don't care why, but...

For one thing, school is starting soon. I'm gonna be a junior, folks, and that means a lot of homework and a lot of tests. I need to have brain room so I can prepare myself for senior year and even college.

Another thing...is that I really feel useless and annoying. All I do is whine and whine and complain about my life, my art and everything else I can find to complain about. And I just feel like I'm pissing people off or just being an attentionwhore.

So, on that note...
I'll see you guys when I get back.

]]> ~outofcaffeine http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/20137620/ http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/20137620/ Sun, 24 Aug 2008 19:57:04 PDT :

i've been on my feet for like a week straight and i can barely stand up now, and that pisses me off because i need to break in my new shoes but that just makes it worse.

i've just been in a slump lately, physically and emotionally, and it SUCKSSSSS.

i just want to get out of it, but i don't see any end to it soon. e_e

ignore this, i'm just being a stupid whiny bitch.

edit: i also feel annoying. hence this journal which totally shows how much of a complaining betch i am.

]]> ~outofcaffeine http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/19983852/ http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/19983852/ Sat, 16 Aug 2008 08:14:28 PDT
I'm gonna jump on the "bandwagon."
And make a faux movie poster featuring our lovely lawyers and friends from the Ace Attorney series.

It'll suck, most likely.
I have no movie which to draw (I was thinking maybe Mama's Boy? Maybe not.)
And it won't be on tegaki because I'm cool _{and I suck on tegaki.}

EDIT: Its effin official.
It makes so much sense.
Legally Blonde.
Don't hurt me D:

Also:

I wish I could draw decent fanart.

...irony? Yes.

]]> ~outofcaffeine http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/19836188/ http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/19836188/ Thu, 07 Aug 2008 22:18:19 PDT
August 8-10th I'll be camping.

If you have my number, text/call whatever
I dunno if i'll have signal.

Yessum, I'll work on my to-do list.

]]> ~outofcaffeine http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/19818412/ http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/19818412/ Wed, 06 Aug 2008 23:29:09 PDT not-so-clever ...
with LOVE.

1. What is your character's name?
Rueix
Harper Collins
Annika Strauss
Olivier Desmarais

2. What is your character's name in another language?
Rueix: Uh. Wat? D:
Harper: ...the same?
Annika: Well, my name is technically Norwegian...?
Olivier: My name is in another language. Français.

3. How old is he/she?
Rueix: 22. <:
Harper: 17...
Annika: 28...oh, I feel old. D|
Olivier: J'ai 19 ans...oh. I'm 19?

4. What is your character's race/species?
Rueix: I'm a Nobody. Fun! <:
Harper: A harbor seal Hunter...
Annika: A lawyer. e_e
Olivier: ...human? o_o

5. Does she/he/it have a crush?
Rueix: Why, yes. 8D
Harper: I haven't found my lifemate yet...
Annika: x.x Not really.
Olivier: Mmf. Don't have any interest, really.

6. Do she/he/it they have many friends?
Rueix: Not /many/...
Harper: I kind of keep to myself.
Annika: Why, yes. I'd say I have quite a few friends. <: (Lol, all of her highschool buddies back in MN, hahalawl yah?)
Olivier: Amis? Euh...quelques'uns. Oh. A few, yeah.

7. What planet is your character from?
Rueix: Uh. Well, my home world is Twilight Town...
Harper: ...D:
Annika: Earth? Where else would I be from.
Olivier: Paris, France. I believe that is on Earth, n'est-ce pas?

8. Does your character like to eat?
Rueix: Yessss.
Harper: When I'm hungry.
Annika: 8D Food...is win.
Olivier: I suppose...

9. What's his/her favorite food?
Rueix: Anything! I like food. =w=
Harper: Fish. Or, any seafood.
Annika: Hmm...lefse. It reminds me of home. <3
Olivier: Escargot. I don't need to translate for you to understand, I hope. Croissants...et le pain chocolat...anything but fish.

10. What's his/her favorite drink?
Rueix: Uh...not water. :/
Harper: ...water? <:
Annika: Italian sodas. They are delicious~ _{and martinis, but if I said that, Terrance would say I stole it.}
Olivier: Hn...wine. Bordeaux c'est bien.

11. Is your character annoying?
Rueix: I suppose to some people.
Harper: I hope not...I'm not too invasive...well, you know what I mean.
Annika: To those prosecutors I am. ;D
Olivier: -shrug-

13. Is your character loved?
Rueix: Yes. =w=
Harper: By whom? I suppose.
Annika: Uh...by my family, yeah. I guess.
Olivier: I've really got nobody left, so, probably not.

14. Is your character hated?
Rueix: I'd hope not...but probably.
Harper: Meh. I don't see what I've done to be hated.
Annika: Probably~ <:
Olivier: I haven't done anything to anybody, so, non.

15. Is she/he emo/goth?
Rueix: ...Thats Sine. I'm happy. 8D
Harper: ...I'm just quiet. D:
Annika: Pssht. Are you kidding me? Those are just phases, anyway~
Olivier: Not particularly. :/

16. Is she/he straight, bisexual, or gay?
Rueix: Bismexual~
Harper: Straight, I think...
Annika: Psht. Straight as a...straight...thing.
Olivier: Hmf. Figure it out yourself, cheri~

17. Is she/he a virgin?
Rueix: lolno.
Harper: I think so...>///>
Annika: ...that is personal information I will not divulge. I'm the lawyer here, I should be questioning YOU.
Olivier: Encore, figure it out yourself.

18. Name 3 hobbies:
Rueix: Uhm. Making fragrances, hanging out, and eating. =w=
Harper: Sitting on the beach, swimming...sitting on the beach?
Annika: Kicking the prosecution's ASS, shopping~, and partying. _{and if anybody says prostitution, I'll kill them.}
Olivier: Playing ma guitare, être dans la campagne...oh, yeah. Being in the countryside, and being with mes amis.

19. Is your character normal?
Rueix: Well. I have no heart or feelings...that isn't exactly normal. But I'm a Nobody, so meh.
Harper: ...not particularly. >.>
Annika: Normal doesn't exist. Everybody is different. =x=
Olivier: Is being French not normal these days? Oui, je suis 'normal.'

20. Is your character attractive?
Rueix: I don't know. D: Am I?
Harper: I don't think I'm that great looking...but then again, I'm not vain.
Annika: -shrug- =w= I try my best.
Olivier: I suppose it depends on how you look at 'attractive.'

21. How does your character handle emotions?
Rueix: I talk about them. IS THAT SHOCKER?
Harper: I swim...I swim very far away.
Annika: ...shit. I'm not going to tell you. >( _{(she realized that she likes to drink when she has problems too, and she doesn't want to admit that she is like Terrance. 8D)}
Olivier: Go out to la campagne and play ma guitare.

... ]]> ~outofcaffeine http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/19786119/ http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/19786119/ Tue, 05 Aug 2008 08:27:43 PDT
Atleast my headache went away. x.x

I want to work on cosplay....
I suppose I could work on those Ema pants for my sister.

AND MAKE KARINTOU!
Karintou = little fried dough thingies with brown sugar and awesome.
Aka: Ema eats chocolate flavored ones called 'Snackoos.'

Why are we making them and not buying them?
Welllll...
I don't know where on earth I'd find karintou in my area. And, it is cheaper to make it ourselves.

I think I'll go listen to that I Like a Boy in Uniform song now....
au revoir!
That reminds me, I should practice some french to get ready for school...

]]> ~outofcaffeine http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/19715413/ http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/19715413/ Fri, 01 Aug 2008 09:31:35 PDT
And Clar? My name is worse. You may match with Ron Weasly and Ron DeLite, but I've got Hannah Montana. -goes off to kill self now-

RULES:
Go to Google and type in your first name and the phrase. Copy and paste the first sentence/phrase you get that makes sense.

Q: Type in "[your name] needs" in the Google search.
A: Hannah needs a home and a daily walk. (o_o I sound like a dog.)

Q: Type in "[your name] looks like" in Google search.
A: Hannah looks like a train wreck. (omg. D| Thanks.)

Q: Type in "[your name] says" in Google search.
A: Hannah says: my armpit smells like garlic. (...wtf.)

Q: Type in "[your name] wants" in Google search.
A: Hannah wants to save the world. (I do? x) Cool.)

Q: Type in "[your name] does" in Google search.
A: Hannah does well at the One-Acts! (But I'm not in one-act play...I plan on being in fall play...;A; )

Q: Type in "[your name] hates" in Google search.
A: Hannah hates work/life balance. (YES I DO. No wait, I just hate work.)

Q: Type in "[your name] asks" in Google search.
A: Hannah asks Adam whats wrong. (D: What is wrong, Adam?)

Q: Type in "[your name] goes" in Google search.
A: Hannah goes to Hell. (OMGWTFsdlfjaslgjkslfj. -sob-)

Q: Type in "[your name] likes " in Google search.
A: Hannah likes lemons. (yummmm)

Q: Type in "[your name] eats " in Google search.
A: Hannah eats sushi for the first time. (I have eaten sushi. Though I wasn't a fan. D|)

Q: Type in "[your name] wears " in Google search.
A: Hannah wears a hat. (I hate hats, dude.)

Q: Type in "[your name] was arrested for" in Google Search.
A: Hannah was arrested for cat fishing out of season. (XD This was the most random one...all the others were too serious. 8D)

]]> ~outofcaffeine http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/19640144/ http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/19640144/ Mon, 28 Jul 2008 11:05:27 PDT
First of all...I'd like to say I'm officially quitting BD.
Not because everybody else is doing it...
I just hate the cliquiness. I never really got into the BD thing.

I'm sorry CherubicDoll...I know you were looking forward to getting this mission done. But Naoise wasn't really any help to you. :/

Anyway.

Other club stuff!

I will be starting my own club soon. I will need 12 co-admins to help me out besides the other co-owner(s). Don't ask me to be a co-admin yet, I still need to figure out the plot.

The reason I am quitting a lot of the clubs I was in (Blood Debt, Elysian Academy, and Pendeoclub) is because I am:
1. Making my own club.
2. Helping *Clarrisa run her club, ~Turnabout-Endless. Thinking up cases is HARD WORK.
3. Not able to keep up with all the crap I'm in. (I'm lazy.)

Just thought I'd throw that crap out there.

Oh, I have a new TegakiE, btw. Here it is: [link]
Not much there yet, but there will be!

]]> ~outofcaffeine http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/19514407/ http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/19514407/ Mon, 21 Jul 2008 08:44:47 PDT
I don't remember all of it...but it was weeeeird. XDDD

Okay, anyway. Me and my family were going camping. But it was weird, it was my parents, my sister and then there was this...other guy who I don't know.

Anyway.

We had this huuuuuge RV. c: One of those super fancy ones. It was black with gold stripy pretty line flowy sparkly things on the side. (+10 describe points.)

And we had a TON of dogs. Seriously. Not a ton, but like, 3. XDD A golden retriever, my own dog, and a red one.

So we were driving along to wherever we were gonna go, and I guess we were going to Canada. o_o

Then I remember cutting scenes. And this new scene was in a tent, and on the wall of the tent was this paper with a bunch of markers stuck to it. Lawl. And in the tent...was Mia Fey, Maya Fey (from PW, obv) and then 3 other chicks (all from PW I think). And idk what they were talking about. XDD

So then we cut back to us (my family, that guy and those dogs) and we are in Canada. But 2 of the dogs got locked into this...trunk/basket thingy and was in a house somewhere. I don't know how, but that is what it was.

So we drove to the end of this cul-de-sac and we parked in front of this blue-gray house. OH. By the way, it was dark (nighttime) and snowing. <:

So, we stopped in front of this house and I guess this was where our dogs were. So my mom and dad went inside the house to get it back. And this is going to sound REALLY SUPER retarded, XDD but even though I didn't go in, I for SOME REASON knew it was Clar's (*Clarrisa) house. x.x (even though it really isn't. =A= Obviously.)

So anyway. We got the basket back and they set it down outside the RV. I had to go outside and open the basket, which was huge on the inside but looked really small (like that car trunk in Harry Potter) and the dogs were there. They ran back into the RV and my sister and that guy were happy.

And there was this huge long cooler sitting about 2 yards behind the RV. I don't know why, I just remember it.

So then running down the road was this puppy. And I saw it and it looked cold. And I wanted to keep it, but my parents said no, that we already had enough dogs.

AND THEN I WOKE UP.
It was 8:30 AM and I couldn't sleep anymore. x.x

Weirdest dream I've had in a long time. XDDD

]]> ~outofcaffeine http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/19224151/ http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/19224151/ Sat, 05 Jul 2008 19:12:53 PDT
So, some updates.

Read the book 'Th1rteen R3asons Why' by Jay Asher. OHGOSH amazing.

And, I think I've decided that I be cosplayiinnnggg....FRAANZISKA VON KARMAAA! I don't give a crap if it will be difficult. The most difficult things /I/ can see will be the puffy sleeved shirt and the wig. c:

Well, adieu for now.
See you in about a week.

<3

edit: Franzy's puff sleeved shirt is a hard pattern to come by...

]]> ~outofcaffeine http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/19115687/ http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/19115687/ Sun, 29 Jun 2008 19:24:04 PDT
It might be longer.

I need to kick this computer/internet addiction. I need to spend my summer in a productive way and maybe even -gasp- spend time with my family!

I will come back to check my messages every Sunday.

I will be back on August 1st.

If you need to talk, send me a note on DA. I'll see you in a month.

I love all of you guys. <3

]]> ~outofcaffeine http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/19016167/ http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/19016167/ Tue, 24 Jun 2008 08:37:57 PDT
Cooro - +Anima [link]

Senri - +Anima [link]

Kullweet Envatilia - Elemental Gelade [link]

Minami Nanba - Hana-Kimi [link]

What do /you/ guys think? Suggestions/advice, whatever?

]]> ~outofcaffeine http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/18868589/ http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/18868589/ Mon, 16 Jun 2008 08:06:18 PDT [X] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[] I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[] I have more than 2 piercings.
[] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[x]I've sworn at my parents. (Accidentally, haha)
[x] I've run away from home.
[] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[]I want to have kids someday.
[] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[x]I'm in school
[x] I have a job
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[x] I almost always do my homework.
[] I've missed a week or more of school.
[x] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years
[] I failed more than 1 class last year
[] I've stolen something from my job
[] I've been fired

Embarrassment
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[] Disney movies still make me cry.
[] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[] I've glued my hand to something.

Health
[] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[x] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[x] I've broken a bone
[x] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[x] I had a serious surgery.
[x]I've had chicken pox.
[] I've had measles

Traveling
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day. (Dude, I've traveled 600+ miles in one day.)
[x] I've been on a plane.
[] I've been to Canada.
[] I've been to Mexico.
[] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[] I've been to Japan.
[] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[] I've been to Europe.
[] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star.
[] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts. (Accidentally, haha.)
[x] I've been to a casino.
[] I've been skydiving.
[] I've gone skinny dipping.
[] I've played spin the bottle.
[] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[] I've crashed a car.
[x] I've been Skiing.
[] I've been in a play.
[x] I've met someone in person from myspace. (You didn't say it couldn't be rl friends. >D)
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[x] I've seen the Northern lights.
[] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I've played chicken.
[x]I've played a prank on someone.
[] I've ridden in a taxi.
[] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[x] I'm single
[] I'm in a relationship
[] I'm engaged.
[] I'm married
[] I've gone on a blind date.
[] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
[] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[x] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[] I've been kissed in the rain.
[] I've hugged a stranger.
[] I have kissed a stranger

Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[x] I've run a red light. (I ran a stop sign, that counts, rite?)
[] I've been suspended from school.
[x] I've witnessed a crime. (Many times, at my work.)
[x] I've been in a fist fight.
[] I've been arrested.

Drugs/Alcohol
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[] I regularly drink.
[] I've passed out from drinking.
[] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[] I've smoked weed
[x]I've taken pain... ]]> ~outofcaffeine http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/18819030/ http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/18819030/ Fri, 13 Jun 2008 11:18:32 PDT
Well, really it isn't fine, because I have to work all day and miss my friend's grad party. GRR. They are going to the mall and are gonna play Sardines. LUCKYYY

Anyway~

For those of you who don't know, I FINAALLLYY MADE IT INTO =Org-infinity. THIS. IS. HUGE. YAAYYYY. -seizures- I've pretty much been trying since last...October? November? Somewhere in that area.

Aannd...I finished PW. Trials and Tribulations. FINALLY. Now I am hella sad. D| _{Atleast Diego and Mia can be together again. <3}

BUT...I really have nothing else to say, hahaha. I just really wanted to get that old journal off the front page. <3

]]> ~outofcaffeine http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/18677188/ http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/18677188/ Thu, 05 Jun 2008 10:19:34 PDT
I'm going to Wyoming.

The whole time in the car I will be playing Phoenix Wright.

And it will be AMAZING. I need to go buy a DS car charger...crap...

ANYWAY

I just found this omfg amazing yukata at Deorart.

[link] Oh my god. I want to buy it.

Almost as much as this: [link] or this [link]

|D

GAH, CLAR, STOP SHOWING ME ALL OF THOSE AMAZING PW PICTURES. THEY ARE POISONING MY MIND. _{but seriously, don't stop.}

]]> ~outofcaffeine http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/18409977/ http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/18409977/ Tue, 20 May 2008 05:10:34 PDT
So excited.

I might get contacts, marching band is coming up extremely fast (and I am super duper excited! Holy crap!) and I am just all around a happy person.

That is, until we have finals. Then I'll eat your face off.

PS. Placentas look like mushed up strawberries. Ew.

]]> ~outofcaffeine http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/18354834/ http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/18354834/ Fri, 16 May 2008 16:46:39 PDT
catch my 1k kiriban! x3

If ya do, i'll draw something for you. Send me a note with the screenshot and your request. It'll probably be something backgroundless....unless you really beg. XD

]]> ~outofcaffeine http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/18328422/ http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/18328422/ Wed, 14 May 2008 21:35:56 PDT
No, I'm not done yet, so shaddup. I'm slow. D;

But, ohhh my gooosh, its so much fun. <3<3 I just finished Shiki's story and am just starting Joshua's now.

Best thing: when Neku and Joshua do their fusion, and Joshua is all 'Follow my lead!' or whatever and Neku is like 'Screw that!' >D

I LOVE NEKU AND HIS ATTITUDE.

And, no, I don't hate Shiki. I like her. 8D And, I want Neku to win epically so they can run and meet eachother in front of Hachiko. <3

]]> ~outofcaffeine http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/17931844/ http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/17931844/ Sat, 19 Apr 2008 17:49:14 PDT Clarrisa. ;D

Go to the Wikipedia home page and click random article. That is your band's name.
Click random article again; that is your album name.
Click random article 15 more times; those are the tracks on your album.


Band Name: 21731 Zhuruochen
Album name: Fort Pearsall

1. Orthez
2. A237 road
3. Scottish Crime and Drug Enforcement Agency
4. George Winter
5. Frederica Mathewes-Green
6. For the Cool in You
7. Arthur Rubinstein
8. WHOD
9. West Equatoria
10. FAO Schwarz
11. Ejura
12. Les Vignes
13. Combat Rubber Raiding Craft
14. Ray Cooper
15. Logitech G9

21731 Zhuruochen's Fort Pearsall is the top-selling album in South Georgia and the South Sandwich Islands.

]]> ~outofcaffeine http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/17881722/ http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/17881722/ Wed, 16 Apr 2008 14:21:15 PDT
Answers might be a little different, I change my mind often. ;D

NAME MEME


1. WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (mother & father's middle name)
Anne Albert

2. NASCAR NAME: (first name of your mother's dad, father's dad)
Don Paul (Am I related to Ron Paul? -shot'd-)

3. STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name)
Dilha

4. DETECTIVE NAME: (favorite color, favorite animal)
Green Seal (haha, that is funny.)

5. SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, city where you were born)
Marie Monticello

6. SUPERHERO NAME: (2nd fav color, fav drink, add "THE" to the beginning)
THE Orange Monster (XD I SOUND LIKE A VILLIAN)

7. FLY NAME: (first 2 letters of 1st name, last 2 letters of your last name)
Haon (lol, how would you pronounce that.)

8. GANGSTA NAME: (fav ice cream flavor, fav cookie)
Strawberry Snickerdoodle. (I sound like a pansy, not a gangster.)

9. ROCK STAR NAME: (current pets name, current street name)
Marly Central (lol.)

10. STRIPPER NAME: (name of your fav perfume/cologne, fav candy)
Promise Me Reeses (Lol, i'm a fatty stripper.)

11. PORN NAME: (1st pet, street you grew up on)
Pokey Central (lol. just...lol.)

]]> ~outofcaffeine http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/17820811/ http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/17820811/ Sat, 12 Apr 2008 20:11:57 PDT
[link]

Hahaaaa, i suck arse on tablet. <3<3

]]> ~outofcaffeine http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/17636229/ http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/17636229/ Tue, 01 Apr 2008 15:17:30 PDT NnyF's journal. So I had to do it. ;-;

If your life was a movie, what would the soundtrack be? So, here's how it works:

1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, etc).
2. Put it on shuffle.
3. Press Play.
4. For every question, type the song that's playing.
5. When you go to a new question, press the Next button.
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool.
7. Don't skip songs.

(1) Opening credits: Until the End - Breaking Benjamin
Wow, this is like a foreshadowing that my life is gonna be emo. XD It is still an amazing song...it reminds me of the Nobodies. x.x

(2) Waking up: The Last Song - The All-American Rejects
WHAT IS WITH MY LIFE BEING SAD AND DEPRESSING. D; That is all I can say.

(3) First day at school: Under the Double Eagle - Concert Band
Wow, this makes no sense! Seriously. I hated playing this song for band, too. D;

(4) Fight song: Chasing Cars - Snow Patrol
XD What, am I gonna fight cars? Or will I be a dog? This isn't much of a fight song...more of a lovey song. Meh.

(5) Breaking up: Garnet ~Kindan no Sono e~ - Malice Mizer
Lolwhut. I'm gonna break up with a person that is either a) a grim reaper-o-phile (because they dress like one) or b) someone who eats roses and has a creepy tounge...and never shows their face. Wow. I'm glad I broke up with that person.

(6) Happiness: A Lapis Night's Dream - Moi dix Mois
I don't know what they say, if anything (I haven't listened to it to be honest.) It isn't happy, it is gothic (not baggy pants and chains, no ew. like, lolita.)!

(7) Life's okay: Face Down - Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
What? My life is okay when my significant other is beating me up?! WHAT KIND OF WORLD DO I LIVE IN?

(8) Mental breakdown: Forbidden - Moi dix Mois
Forbidden from what? D;

(9) Driving: Deflower - Moi dix Mois
XD What, is it wanting me to get into a car accident? I mean, come on. My life doesn't look too good yet. ;-;

(10) Flashback: charisma - Brain Hacker
To tell the truth, I haven't listened to this song much or know what it is saying. But it is Japanese. And it is rappish. Lolwhut

(11) Getting back together: TO INFINITY - Rentrer en Soi
LOL the title must mean we will be together for infinity, but the words say not. Well, actually, I don't know the words but it is sad. As is everything on that CD.

(12) Wedding: Together - Avril Lavigne
Another one where the title matches but the words don't. XD This is anti-wedding music kthx.

(13) Birth of a child: Hikari - Utada Hikaru
Uh...

(14) Final battle: Everytime - Britney Spears
I admit, I have a Brit song on my iPod. D; And it isn't really fight music.

(15) Death scene: Intro- Metaphysical - Moi dix Mois
XD I don't know.

(16) Funeral song: Shadow of the Day - Linkin Park
Meh. It isn't really funeral music...

(17) End credits: Sunset Horizons - Yoko Shimomura
OHOHOH MY LIFE ENDS LIKE KINGDOM HEARTS II! Yay.

]]> ~outofcaffeine http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/17435778/ http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/17435778/ Fri, 21 Mar 2008 01:06:12 PDT (name of first pet + street you live on):
Pokey Central
(Sounds like a train to me. O_X)

2. YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME
(grandmother's/father's first name + favourite snack)
Betty Cupcake

3. YOUR FASHION DESIGNER NAME
(first word you see on your left + favourite restaurant)
Chill Olive
(Originall Olive Garden. The whole thing would look stupid!)

4. YOUR SOCIALITE NAME
(silliest childhood nickname + first town where you partied)
Potato Milaca

5. YOUR "FLY GIRL/GUY" NAME
(first initial + first three letters of your last name)
H. Dil

6. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME
(favourite animal + name of high school/college)
Seal Milaca

7. YOUR BARFLY NAME
(last snack food you ate + your favourite drink)
Candy Monster
(LOL Aka, the Cookie Monster's cousin.)

8. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME
(middle name + city where you were born)
Marie Monticello

9. YOUR ROCK STAR NAME
(favourite candy + favourite musician's last name)
Reeses Sato

10. YOUR STAR WARS NAME
(first 3 letters of your last name + last 3 letters of mother's maiden name)
Dilcht

:'D Tons of fun.

]]> ~outofcaffeine http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/17340429/ http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/17340429/ Sat, 15 Mar 2008 00:41:54 PDT
Today at 3 PM I have to go to school to leave for All-State band auditions. I am going to die!

I have to travel to a college (SCSU if you care) and play an etude, a ton of scales and do some sight reading for one or more judges.

i will be vying for a spot in the all-state band ag ainst kids all across the state.

I AM GOING TO DIE!

]]> ~outofcaffeine http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/17318130/ http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/17318130/ Thu, 13 Mar 2008 15:24:25 PDT
~~~~~~

D.N.Angel: 1-11

Rizelmine: 1 (complete)

Ouran High School Host Club: 1

Kingdom Hearts: 1-3

Kingdom Hearts: CoM: 1-2 (complete)

Kingdom Hearts II: 1

Rozen Maiden: 1-2

Ultra Maniac: 1

Yotsuba&!: 1

~~~

That isn't a lot...D;
Here is for what I've read. ;D

~~~

D.N.Angel
Rizelmine
Ouran High School Host Club
Kingdom Hearts
Kingdom Hearts : CoM
Kingdom Hearts II
Rozen Maiden
Hana-Kimi
Satisfaction Guaranteed
Vampire Knight
Fruits Basket
Kill Me, Kiss Me
Juvenile Orion
Death Note
A little Star Ocean 3
Gentleman's Alliance
The Queen's Knight
Ultra Maniac
+Anima
Lagoon Engine
Elemental Gelade

~~~

I know there is more...XD (Note: I haven't finished all these series, lulz. I've just read atleast a book, except in the case of SO3)

]]> ~outofcaffeine http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/17273157/ http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/17273157/ Mon, 10 Mar 2008 15:04:35 PDT
I'm working on getting into =Org-infinity, *Keyblade-Warriors, *Corrupted-Hearts, ~Neo-Organization, and *PendeoClub.

Something is wrong with me! D;
Lol, i'm like a pendeo. I just need to create my pendeogan to submit and hopefully it'll get accepted on my first try! (That usually doesn't happen to me.)

Felixe got rejected and I redrew her in school. Xzorous has been rejected 2 other times (first two times she was named Exerki.) And Othello was rejected because of his ability but I looked and no keyblade warrior has temperature for an element. D;

Marexi for neo-organization hasn't been submitted yet. She has been drawn and scanned though.

So now I'll leave. XD Maybe color Marexi or Felixe.

]]> ~outofcaffeine http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/17186610/ http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/17186610/ Tue, 04 Mar 2008 20:21:43 PST
I submitted my nobody, Xzorous, to and still have yet to hear back on that.

I also am in the midst of developing a character for . His name is Othello, a 26 year old male. He's got light, whitish ecru and yellow-green hair, green eyes, yada yada.

I think that Othello and Xzorous will have some connection. I'll just have to keep on developing Othie's character.

As usual, school is a drag. I was in the solo/ensemble contest, got a 34/40 (which only looks good...) on my solo. It is a score of excellent, and i was one point under being a superior. Our clarinet quartet got a 33...meh.

Omg. I am on book 12 of Death Note. And, really, after book 7 it kinda sucks. But my friend has the novel so I'll be able to read that! YAY L. <3

Meh, its late. Sleeeeepy tiems

]]> ~outofcaffeine http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/16745899/ http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/16745899/ Tue, 05 Feb 2008 20:41:06 PST
I promise I will submit new art atleast tomorrow, and maybe a few literature thingies! Yay!

Yes, I am now obsessed with Radiata Stories. It is advertised, but not the first game you think of when you think of Squeenix.
It is amazing, let me tell you that.

Characters that win: Jack, Ridley (the first heroine I've liked!), Lucian, Ganz, Nogueira, Zane, Felix and Gil. (Mainly...)

Characters that fail: Cross, Jasne (they can die and go to hell!)

It is well worth playing. Though, the human path ending is very sad. Then again, so is the non-human path. I highly recommend you play it, tho.

<3 Plus, Zane and Felix are both bishie, so that makes it more ftw. XD

]]> ~outofcaffeine http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/16260377/ http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/16260377/ Fri, 04 Jan 2008 19:05:23 PST
3 of my friends got into a car accident...and one almost died. She had to be airlifted out, but at this moment they are all alive.

Now I'm gonna write out some stuff I could never, ever say in real life because I'm too shy. (You won't know these people. XD)

I just want to really, really say thankyou to TJ for not ditching me and actually caring (cuz I know...that my friends that were involved aren't so nice to him all the time XD) and...yeah.

I want to say thankyou to Casey for being sensitive. You are an amazing person.

I want to say thankyou to Dominic because your accent is SUPER HOT and that cheered me up. XD (He's from Germany)

I want to say thankyou to Mr. Nelson, also, for being a wonderful teacher and for caring about our situation.

And, lastly, I want to be angry at you, Ethan, because you weren't. Not like it was your fault or that you would have cared at all, but I would have liked you there. For support, you know...;3

Yeah. I don't want a pity party, either, because of this. So...don't. I don't need your 'I'm so sorry!''s because you don't really know any of us.

<3 Thanks.

EDIT:

the friend that had to be airlifted is okay...she just needed some stitches and she should be home tomorrow.

]]> ~outofcaffeine http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/15336272/ http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/15336272/ Fri, 02 Nov 2007 18:50:03 PDT
[link]
[link]

I love him. ;o I don't know why, either!

Well, I do. It is because he is eeeevviiiilll~

He is from Star Ocean 3: Till the End of Time. I just saw him in a cutscene (I'll see him more later on.) but I loved him from the moment I saw him.

Lol, I'm going to create a cosplay outfit of him. And wear it. Alot. 8D

Expect pictures, my loves! <3

]]> ~outofcaffeine http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/14718983/ http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/14718983/ Thu, 20 Sep 2007 17:58:14 PDT
I've just learned that there will be a new Kingdom Hearts game coming out...but I forget when.

Its called Kingdom Hearts: 358/2 (That might be a little off, though...) and its for DS.

Which I will need to buy.

Very soon. Preferably after New York...but still!

Maybe this is the 'surprise' that Squeenix was talking about for us English speaking folk. Well, if it is, it is a trillion times better than re:CoM (I guess...)

Why? Because it's main focus is our lovely Organization! And Roxas...but, Organization!

8D

]]> ~outofcaffeine http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/14510245/ http://outofcaffeine.deviantart.com/journal/14510245/ Wed, 05 Sep 2007 22:30:49 PDT
BUT I HAVE SCHOOL TOMORROW AND WORK TOO. Gawd.

I don't know why I even made this. DISREGARD EVERYTHING...

OMG I hate Libera. Though I'm torn between RienoxYuna or LeonxYuna (XD Sounds like FF...) No, its from The Queens Knight. I'unno, I've only read 5 of the books.

I've got a lot of catching up to do on my manga. Vampire Knight 3, Elemental Gelade 3...well, that isn't a lot, but you get my drift.

The world is an ugly place. People don't like people that are different from them. Especially my parents. They HATE everything Japanese, and yes, that includes my music.

UGH LIFE CAN BE HARD.

8D Me and Jessica are the stupidest people alive. How about a KH/HP crossover crack roleplay with our made up characters?! -collective gasp-

To make matters even worse, lookie how many courses Hogwarts offers. Yup...thats right. 13. AND...since Roxas is OF COURSE too young to teach a class, he'll be a student with Sora, Kairi, Riku and Nami.

SO. THIS IS HOW THE CLASSES BREAK DOWN. -rap music plays-


Arithmancy- Luxord (it fits, as well.)
Care of Magical Creatures- Saix (I won't digress.)
Transfiguration- Axel
Defense against the Dark Arts- Zexion
Divination- Larxene (D; )
Herbology- Marluxia (sorry Neville...)
History of Magic- Lexaeus
Muggle Studies- Xemnas (if you think about it, it fits.)
Potions- Vexen
Astronomy- Xigbar
Charms- Demyx (because he's so CHARMing. And he is also the swimming instructor...)
Flying Lessons- Harry
Ancient Runes- Xaldin

Some of them fit very well, like Marluxia, Vexen, Xigbar, Zexion and Luxord. Xemnas' fits because well, he's all heart obsessed and Muggle Studies talks about peoples.

Why the rest are that way I have no clue.

But...YES, they are going to have a swimming instructor! Mr. Dem-Dem will teach the students how to swim in the lake. With the squid. And the merpeople. WOW. Have fun!

-gets shot by multiple people-

Well, I better motor...I've got a whole stupid second day of classes tomorrow PLUS work. But Josh'll be there so its all good. XD

Au revoir, mes amis. Je rentre demain ou vendredi!

]]> ~outofcaffeine