http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:oxygenthiefisdead&section=today deviantART RSS for by:oxygenthiefisdead en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Thu, 17 Dec 2009 10:58:50 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://oxygenthiefisdead.deviantart.com/journal/9357808/ http://oxygenthiefisdead.deviantart.com/journal/9357808/ Wed, 12 Jul 2006 19:17:08 PDT ]]> ~oxygenthiefisdead http://oxygenthiefisdead.deviantart.com/journal/6239921/ http://oxygenthiefisdead.deviantart.com/journal/6239921/ Tue, 16 Aug 2005 03:07:57 PDT Perhaps what i find most interesting is the lack of motivation one has with such ambition. eg.myself.

[link].bothered.

things will get better.stay the same.get worse, or even perhaps transist.im not depressed. i hope.an urge to cry, all the time, shouldnt mean anything anymore.2005two thousand and five...no, it doesnt.
thanks. ]]> ~oxygenthiefisdead http://oxygenthiefisdead.deviantart.com/journal/5012114/ http://oxygenthiefisdead.deviantart.com/journal/5012114/ Tue, 05 Apr 2005 22:46:59 PDT nobodies rushing, everyone is late
a sea of black suits and demonic thoughts
if we keep living two lives,
we're gonna get caught
the carriage went dull to immitate the show
and s silient bang killed the light
i heard a mute person gasp and a pregnant woman glow

for nothing was ever a miserable sight
as the subliminal pale death after life
and the growing epidemic we all witnessed that night. ]]> ~oxygenthiefisdead http://oxygenthiefisdead.deviantart.com/journal/4985419/ http://oxygenthiefisdead.deviantart.com/journal/4985419/ Sun, 03 Apr 2005 06:46:14 PDT "nothing says sad like a lonely fondu"
apparently 15 years of my life have been wasted-
-i haven't had waffles....never
so i went out to find waffles. yeah. went all the way to the city
and then i found out 'the orgasmic waffles aren't available on saturdays!"

so tuesday it is ]]> ~oxygenthiefisdead http://oxygenthiefisdead.deviantart.com/journal/4915521/ http://oxygenthiefisdead.deviantart.com/journal/4915521/ Sat, 26 Mar 2005 06:49:58 PST this is the result of calling me a slut, and playing me.
you dont know anything. dead!
i know
i'm evil
but whats even more evil
is that i still like you ]]> ~oxygenthiefisdead http://oxygenthiefisdead.deviantart.com/journal/4878238/ http://oxygenthiefisdead.deviantart.com/journal/4878238/ Tue, 22 Mar 2005 02:50:50 PST
i totally screwed up this time.
why can i ever have a guy, that seems to be more than just a pretty face. pretty faces never last. turn ugly when they yell about how ugly i am.
but i'm not ugly when they see me. only when they disect me. ]]> ~oxygenthiefisdead http://oxygenthiefisdead.deviantart.com/journal/4857077/ http://oxygenthiefisdead.deviantart.com/journal/4857077/ Sat, 19 Mar 2005 19:06:52 PST being under 18 is ruining my life. i cant do anything i want to. i cant see live music, my pay is junior minimum, this is horrible.
all i wanted was to see evermore and ben lee but i cant because under 18's are not allowed in.
everyone around me is telling me their problems, so i absorb them. there is something wrong about this!!
the guy i like doesn't even look at me anymore!!! and i feel like someone who is doing something one shouldn't. i want to be thin, but i dont want people to look at me anymore. i am so tired all the time, but i eat well.
my mum thinks i am really happy, this makes her happy. i dont want her to become a parent which walks into her daughters death. there is just too much of that.
i wish i was talented, i want to make music, make people happy around me. but i cant. there is no time. ]]> ~oxygenthiefisdead http://oxygenthiefisdead.deviantart.com/journal/4798849/ http://oxygenthiefisdead.deviantart.com/journal/4798849/ Sun, 13 Mar 2005 02:11:00 PST nobody loves you
glance left
yes, correct, see?
you are
fat!
depressed
eat more, it makes the pain
go away
wait! anorexia
i was good at maths
always solving
i want to subract ]]> ~oxygenthiefisdead http://oxygenthiefisdead.deviantart.com/journal/4748011/ http://oxygenthiefisdead.deviantart.com/journal/4748011/ Mon, 07 Mar 2005 01:27:30 PST its time to go to sleep
but alas!
school calls i
nside the hypnotising
bells!
but swimming through a sea of workings
clutch the pillow
kick the door

turn the sound of therapy
on the player!
swim through an absence of rush! ]]> ~oxygenthiefisdead http://oxygenthiefisdead.deviantart.com/journal/4389898/ http://oxygenthiefisdead.deviantart.com/journal/4389898/ Sat, 22 Jan 2005 23:49:42 PST working all week,
cruel is the force that is life,
and life is the cruelty of objectives:
school
work
friends
tennis

i cant believe sunday is the big day out ]]> ~oxygenthiefisdead