http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:ozoravanthe&section=today deviantART RSS for by:ozoravanthe en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 28 Dec 2009 06:03:12 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/12622920/ http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/12622920/ Mon, 16 Apr 2007 17:58:57 PDT it's been a long time since i actually *do* something here..
didnt submit anything for the longest time ever..
well.. once i was thinking why do i need to put stuff up, if people..
well most people, the normal people, the majority.. only look at certain style... the style that most people like,..
i dont know wut exactly this style is..
but there's a tendency that these majority of people love the standart form of art..
wut i mean.. most people admire realistic paintings, or beautiful photograph of landscape..
bla bla bla..
yes they are pretty.. so wut?
do they have meanings that might affect the world that we're leaving in?
if not.. then they are kitsch..
especially with the super hi tech things such as photoshop blablabla..
anyone can make beautiful art..
yes true.. i dont have anything against it either..
i just wish that they would have meanings, symbolism, concept, etc etc...
cuz artists.. are the ones that are responsible to critique the society..
if the artists are the same as the society.. then this system that has been constructed long enough to enslave people, would get worse and worse..
human would no longer be human.. they would turn into a mechanical beings.. do wut they're told.. and don't know exactly why they are here for..

so i think.. after a long long journey off from DA..
i've been on my spiritual or wutever journey to find what matters for me my own being..
and now.. here i am.. back.. maybe..
thinkin to put some new works..
maybe you think they suck.. maybe you think they're beautiful..
whatever.. doesn't matter...
what matter is this hope that im holdin on to..
that through what i've done so far.. you would get the idea..
the message that i'm trying to say...

]]> ~ozoravanthe http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/9039108/ http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/9039108/ Sun, 11 Jun 2006 17:12:05 PDT pokonya ga mo inget2 kuliah..
ga mau begadang2..
ga mau STRESS!!!!!
pokonya cuman mau..
bakksss lagssss... teparrrr
haha hihi sampe mulut pegel
joget joget
makan yang buanyakkkk karna ga perlu masak!!! wiiiiiii...
ngulik ngulik..
trus ya pacaran lah yaaaaaaaaa!!! ]]> ~ozoravanthe http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/8103394/ http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/8103394/ Wed, 08 Mar 2006 13:30:35 PST daku belon siap deh buat magang uhuhuhu.. pengen sih padahal..
tapi gimana mo magang kalo ngliat kertas putih sering depressed?
ah ga enak banget deh rasanya..
knapa gituh yah susah buat pd sama hasil gambar sendiri -_-' bodoh deh ihhhh..
ya kalo dibandingin sama dulu2 sih emank skarang mendingan gituh, tapi tetep aja belon ngrasa bangga..
ya pelan2 kale yahhhh..
jadi jadi.. jadi summer kali ini daku kayanya bakal mengucilkan diri di solo sajah deh..
mo ke jkt juga napain lama2 kalo cuman maen2 doank.. buang2 waktu..
mendingan ke solo kan gituh latihan gambar..
kalo niat, sehari 8 jam an gituh kan pasti bakal ngebantu banget..
trus ya pengen ngebatik.. kuliah di amrik, jangan sampe donk lupa sama budaya negara sendiri.. ciehhh..
masalahnya kalo gue ke solo mungkin cuman bentar ktemu ericnya.. uhuhu
direlakan deh yaaaaaaa.. karir no 1.. uhuhuhu
tae ah nulis2 jurnal gini.. kampung deh.. uhhuhuhu mepet.. ]]> ~ozoravanthe http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/7994548/ http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/7994548/ Fri, 24 Feb 2006 22:00:31 PST check it out
[link] ]]> ~ozoravanthe http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/7856499/ http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/7856499/ Fri, 10 Feb 2006 14:00:18 PST ~ozoravanthe http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/7403638/ http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/7403638/ Sat, 24 Dec 2005 13:38:29 PST i luv jkt luv luv luv luv it
hari2nya dipenuhi tawa ngakak hahaha senangnya
ga ada stress2 mikirin tugas..
yang ada cuman seneng2 aja terus ihihihi trus makan enak..
apalagi ktemu bestbudies.. sampe temen tk pun ada haha
trus lagi testing holga nih pake slide..
uhm baru bakal dicetak besok..
pasti banyak yang ga jadi hahahaha.. gpp lah asal fun..
trus senen mulai latihan gambar nih!!!! go go go ayu.. pasti i can do it..
smuanya bisa asal niat.. niat niat niat.. niat bisa gambar.. ihihi doain yah..
gambar ditemenin ayank kan pasti guenya giat ihihi
btw nilai sudah keluar hahaha
GPA 3.2 not bad lah yah dibanding semester kmaren 1.9 hahahahahaha
udah ah, matahari udah mo terbit.. waktunya bobo ]]> ~ozoravanthe http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/7322954/ http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/7322954/ Thu, 15 Dec 2005 21:03:24 PST ]]> ~ozoravanthe http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/7231130/ http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/7231130/ Mon, 05 Dec 2005 16:42:48 PST pendek!!!!!!
trus trus.. trus bagian blakangnya bisa diacak2.. ihhh seneng deh..
jadi ga usah sisiran deh pagi2 hahahaha
ga perlu buang2 waktu kalo keramas..
ahh senengnya rambut pendek..
gila trakhir ngrasa rambut pendek gini pas kls 6sd huhuhuhu..
tapi, ada yang bilank kaya anak emo -_-'
trus bbrp bilank kaya anak indies -_-'
ya whatever lah.. me just me.. dunt care dunt care
untung deh nih rambut pendek, jadi seneng terus walau udah di perbatan hidup sama mati hahahaha
eh iyaaaaa..
pengumuman pengumuman.. ayu udah dapet tiket ke jkt
barusan bayar hahaha.. jadi me going home for sure!!!! ihihi
tgl 21 harusnya sampe, tgl 21 hari apa sih.. rebo..
aih rebo,.. bisa langsung ladies nite donk hahahaha
cik acik acik...
-pasti ada yang sirik deh nih- hahahaha ]]> ~ozoravanthe http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/7189789/ http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/7189789/ Wed, 30 Nov 2005 21:12:26 PST lagi seneng eui hari ini
*kenapa ya?*
dapet cowo baru juga kagak tapi senang gembira ria gini hahah
salah satunya sih karena design *juice box* gue dapet B+ uhuhu..
seneng lah, lumayan sih B+
nanggung sbenernya.. pengennya A hahaha tapi ya jadi manusia ga boleh maruk..
dapet sgitu ya udah harus bersyukur
udah gituh presentasi buat english class juga OK gurunya seneng
trus trus trus poster gue yang half way done dipuji guru aihhhh.. sedapppp
seneng karena kayanya semuanya under control
kayanya final weeks gonna be.. ya not so bad lah yah.. ihihhihihi
semester ini tuh semester pertama gituh gue di review..
jadi pas minggu trakhir final, cuman ada dua kelas..
ya satu kelas buat exam history kan..
trus satunya lagi tuh 10 menit review.. jadi gue milih pieces yang gue suka, trus gue tunjukin di depan 3 ato 4 faculty.. bisa jadi headmaster nya fakultas gue..
dag dig dug.. dikritikkkkk!!!! aduhhhh pasti seru banget.. hahaha exciting deh..
serem sih enggak.. kayanya pieces gue lumayan oke lah buat gue banggin hahaha
pd mampus hari ini hahahahah..
ya moga moga smua lancar..
skali pengen bisa dibanggain papa uhm..
kasian aja udah bayar mahal2 masa gue kuliah ga bener.. ya ga sih..
kan ga smua orang punya kesempatan kaya gue uhuhuhu..
well ya anyways.. hahaha
buat orang2 yang sempat caci maki gue ya jadinya gue bisa persembahakan nilai2 gue juga hahaha
apalagi buat cewe2 yang dulu ngatain gue junkie HAHAHAHAHHAHA
*ngakak mampus* ternyata malah mereka yang drop out kan ihihihi
orang sabar disayank tuhan.. aminnnn hahaha
udah ah jadi curhat.. *colongan* bwakakkakaka
ciaooo

ps. work hard!!!!!! party HARDER!!!!!! ]]> ~ozoravanthe http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/7182656/ http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/7182656/ Wed, 30 Nov 2005 04:43:50 PST wish me luck u guys!!!
i did my essay today hahaha so damn proud of myself
got 4 projects done today too hahah yay
anyways.. still got tonz of work to do..
i'll be checkin my DA but i'm so sorry if i hardly comment ur stuff or reply ur messages..
please understand ihihihi
later...
xoxo ]]> ~ozoravanthe http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/7102494/ http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/7102494/ Mon, 21 Nov 2005 16:08:58 PST skarang paranoid karena tiap kali ada orang2 baru, si otak langsung bikin cerita baru ihihihi..
kocak sih lama2 kalo diperhatiin tingkah laku otak ini..
kayanya musti gue kasih nama nih..
gue and dia.. totally opposite..
dia mikir ini gue pasti mikir itu..
ga pernah klop..
padahal dia otak gue sendiri..
apa gue udah gila yah hahahaha..
lagian gila itu apa? ciptaan masyarakat juga.. sama aja.. mending mereka tau apa definisi normal..

tapi kenapa otak ga bisa diem yah?
uhm.. wajar ga sih kaya gini,..
ga jelas deh..
akhir2 ini susah yah ngebedain nyata dan halusinasi..
smuanya menyatu jadi satu..

kalo si otak ngomong.. deuh serem amat donk ini itu ini itu
kalo gue, hahaha jalanin aja kali yaaa kali aja seruuuu ]]> ~ozoravanthe http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/7067169/ http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/7067169/ Wed, 16 Nov 2005 19:38:19 PST wish me luck people!!!!
i've been workin like a freakin workaholic this past few months..
so i better get the gradez that i deserve hahahaha
*maksa*
exams and finals projects are getting closer and closer.. shiet..

damn.. where have i been?!
time went by just like that hu..

i counted..
14 workin-days left..
including weekends n thanksgiving.. 1 month!!!
one month!!!

in a month and 6 hours.. i'll be on a plane...
travelin' back to tha lovely jakarta!!!

wooohooo..
can't wait no longer!!!!!
jakartaaa.. i'm comming hahahaha
dear ladies n gentlemen, be ready!!!!

ya ya ayam malaya menunggu
nasi uduk kebon kacang nyammmm
aduhh kangennya nongkrong di pinggiran jalan mentengku cintah
makan sate dan minum teh botol..
stelah itu ngroko samsu filter..
duduk disbelah ayankku yang ganteng pula..
bah.. PAS abesssss

haishuiashiuahsuia *ngayal* ]]> ~ozoravanthe http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/7014916/ http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/7014916/ Fri, 11 Nov 2005 02:52:53 PST
no no no

so now, then.. ]]> ~ozoravanthe http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/6995153/ http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/6995153/ Tue, 08 Nov 2005 21:48:06 PST ok.. here we go..

1. I'm doing this crap cuz I'm freaking out due to sum projects
2. I'm addicted to internet
3. I have a personal psychologist
4. My mom was a movie star.. damn right -_-'
5. I didn't plan to go to an art college.. but I'm here doing it now..
6. I got a radiohead tatz on my wrist
7. I sleep too much
8. I'm very moody
9. I don't have a sleeping-pattern
10. I got paranoid often
11. I wish i can draw better
12. I love to be hugged
13. I used to meditate.. I wish I got time to do it.. huhu
14. I'm obssesed with the idea of *brainwash*
15. Music keeps me alive
16. I have uhm 6 or 7 or I dont even know step sibblings
17. I'm in love ihihih
18. I don't know what else to write
19. I smoke dji sam soe
20. I know how to roll a joint

I'm sending this crap to ~butosipit and ~Jasril and ~arcrut and ~Lennonstar
hahaha they gonna hate me now ]]> ~ozoravanthe http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/6986688/ http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/6986688/ Tue, 08 Nov 2005 01:22:37 PST Broken branches trip me as I speak
Just cos you feel it doesn't mean it's there
Just cos you feel it doesn't mean it's there
There's always a siren singing you to shipwreck
Stay away from these rocks we'd be a walking disaster
Just cos you feel it doesn't mean it's there
Just coz you feel it doesn't mean it's there
Why so green
And lonely
Heaven sent you
To me
We are accidents waiting
Waiting to happen
We are accidents waiting
Waiting to happen

-RH- ]]> ~ozoravanthe http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/6957686/ http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/6957686/ Fri, 04 Nov 2005 21:30:08 PST and sing with me

banyak yang bertanya
aku ini mau jadi apa
koq ga kuliah
juga ga kerja
tapi kujawab ini aku adanya
tapi jangan kira
aku ga berbuat apa2
aku berkarya
dengan yang aku bisa
dan yang penting
aku bahagia

hahahah thats right thats right
do whatever as long as i'm happy eih?
fuck the world and the rest ]]> ~ozoravanthe http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/6900701/ http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/6900701/ Sat, 29 Oct 2005 19:23:45 PDT we are in a roller coaster
hold on now
we'll get there
-til the end-

All this talk of getting old
It's getting me down my love
Like a cat in a bag, waiting to drown
This time I'm comin' down

And I hope you're thinking of me
As you lay down on your side
Now the drugs don't work
They just make you worse
But I know I'll see your face again

Now the drugs don't work
They just make you worse
But I know I'll see your face again

But I know I'm on a losing streak
'Cause I passed down my old street
And if you wanna show, then just let me know
And I'll sing in your ear again

Now the drugs don't work
They just make you worse
But I know I'll see your face again

'Cause baby, ooh, if heaven calls, I'm coming, too
Just like you said, you leave my life I'm better off dead

All this talk of getting old
It's getting me down my love
Like a cat in a bag, waiting to drown
This time I'm comin' down

Now the drugs don't work
They just make you worse
But I know I'll see your face again

'Cause baby, ooh, if heaven calls, I'm coming, too
Just like you said, you leave my life, I'm better off dead

But if you wanna show, just let me know
And I'll sing in your ear again

Now the drugs don't work
They just make you worse
But I know I'll see your face again

Yeah, I know I'll see your face again
Yeah, I know I'll see your face again
Yeah, I know I'll see your face again
Yeah, I know I'll see your face again

I'm never going down, I'm never coming down
No more, no more, no more, no more, no more
I'm never coming down, I'm never going down
No more, no more, no more, no more, no more

-the verve- ]]> ~ozoravanthe http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/6871246/ http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/6871246/ Wed, 26 Oct 2005 07:55:16 PDT fuck fuck fuck
kesellllllllll banget!!!!!!!
ah udah lah di relain aja.. mo gimana lagi...
anyways...
where did my sleeping pattern go?!
uhuhuhu its freakin 8 am here and i'm widely awake..
shiet..
no need for doping nmore hunny.. hahaha
yes yes insomnia? yes i think i do i think i am
i'm enjoying it
really?
well not really but i'm trying to..
it's fuckin driving me insane hahaha i love it..
love the insanity i got in my brain..
it seems like everything is jumping around at the same time..
waaaa?!
ya i told u
it's called insanity ]]> ~ozoravanthe http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/6859796/ http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/6859796/ Mon, 24 Oct 2005 22:13:43 PDT keujanan ke kampus..
balik2 tidur.. eh pas bangun sakit.. lupa makan.. badan langsung gampang sakit deh..
oh well flu..
moga moga ga parah deh nih..
telp eric.. uh kedengerannya koq ga kangen sih
padahal pengen dimanja..
ya mo gimana lagi yah,.. dia sibuk.. gue juga sibuk..
giliran gue ada waktu, dia nya ga ada.. begitu juga sebaliknya..
jadi mikir mendingan balik ke jkt ato nggak december ini..
kangen banget.. sumpah deh kangen *hiks*
pegang janjinya yah karna gue juga ga lupa janji gue..
uh.. long distance worth it or not i dont even care anymore..
but you've found me..
i'm glad ]]> ~ozoravanthe http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/6841971/ http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/6841971/ Sun, 23 Oct 2005 02:07:13 PDT have you ever felt that you've lost your true friends?
have you ever felt that a part of your soul has died?

it sux to feel lonely you know..
it sux to know that you can trust nobody..

last year there were at least 2 gurls who tried to fuck me over..
i didn't do shit to them..
i said to myself that i should just remain calm in silence..
but hey it wasn't easy?!
one of the gurls was my cousin's gf at that time..
she talked bunch of crap bout me.. and did i say anything bout her to my cousin?
hell no i didn't! i didn't and don't wanna end up acting like a bitch; exactly like her..
one year has passed
for a year i didn't talk to anyone bout this messed up shit
for a year i didn't go out with indo people here cuz i want no gosip no more..
for a year i freaking kept it to myself
karma is real
i met my cousin today.. i dont know how the fuck we started this whole conversation..
i ended up telling him wutever i kept for a year..
and guess wut.. he broke up with her cuz she got reputation!
eat that shit biatch..
it didn't even take me to tell my cousin; he found out bout HER!
now i know bad people get what they deserve..
it feels like I gained everything that I thought I've lost..
at least I know I can't be a baby and cry cuz sum bitch talked shit..
life is hard.. and it's freaking hella mean u kno..
be strong.. stand for yourself..
get in touch with your soul cuz then you won't feel lonely..
thank you for every soul in the universe for giving me what i've lost ]]> ~ozoravanthe http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/6833243/ http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/6833243/ Sat, 22 Oct 2005 02:02:25 PDT pengen bisa ini pengen bisa itu
tapi ternyata ada aja hal hal yang ga bisa gue sanggupin
apa karna belon usaha keras?
rasanya udah.. tapi emank waktu , lagi2 waktu yang nentuin..
kadang suka sakit ati..
kepengen sesuatu yang ga bisa diraih..
dibayar? mana bisa..
katanya sih bawaan lahir,..
ko ga adil ya..

tapi gue relain koq..
gue juga ga berenti disini aja..
berlari sih tidak.. merangkak juga enggak..
mendingan melangkah pelan2..

berharap bisa jadi yang terbaik..
nyakitin.. ]]> ~ozoravanthe http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/6797498/ http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/6797498/ Tue, 18 Oct 2005 02:30:17 PDT lack of sleep
coffee
coffee
coffee
is my soulmate ]]> ~ozoravanthe http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/6734668/ http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/6734668/ Mon, 10 Oct 2005 21:32:01 PDT ~ozoravanthe http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/6700191/ http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/6700191/ Thu, 06 Oct 2005 23:58:49 PDT I might
am addicted
am project-holicz
...
what the fuck is going on
...
OTIS
...
damn right
for sure
...
why
why art
why design
...

I dont know
I dont give a fuck
I'm loving it
...
even more ]]> ~ozoravanthe http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/6620975/ http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/6620975/ Tue, 27 Sep 2005 21:46:26 PDT I'm back in LA! fortunately?! ihihi
been so busy!!
i got 7 classes that i gotta take care..
it's weird that it's not like last year AT ALL..
i got so much more freedom, but then since last year was so practical it's pretty damn hard for me to let myself loose..
ya know wut i'm saying?!
although i still luv photos.. i think my eyes are opened up to new things..
i guess it's just the beginning..
welcome the dream world of creation? ]]> ~ozoravanthe http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/6016125/ http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/6016125/ Sat, 23 Jul 2005 20:25:34 PDT so who wants to go to bali ihihihihi ]]> ~ozoravanthe http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/5934619/ http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/5934619/ Thu, 14 Jul 2005 15:57:42 PDT bokap tuh ga mo bilank2 pas mo kesini..
trus kmaren gue rencananya mo ngagetin di erpot.. eh malah telat datengnya.. haha ga jadi kaget deh..
but dude.. my dad said "ur kitchen is pretty clean"
hahaha so i guess thats a pretty good sign hahaha..
i've shown him tha buddha.. hahaha
mirip gitu loh kk
ya uwes deh.. sekian berita hari ini..
lagi seneng nih ada papa... ihihihi kangen..
dah lama gitu loh ga ktemu uhuhu.. trakhir ktemu aja pas di jkt guenya jarang pulank -_-'
sekarang sudah tobat,.. jadi berbaik hatilah ama papa.. ihihi luv him ]]> ~ozoravanthe http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/5841807/ http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/5841807/ Mon, 04 Jul 2005 21:24:53 PDT
The impact of the Live 8 concerts could be a factor in making progress, Brown said.

"I think the power of public opinion -- and you saw a million in Philadelphia as well as hundreds of thousands out in Britain -- the power of public opinion is changing the mood and attitude of leaders of the world," he said.

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there's still hope to make our world a better place for EVERYONE ]]> ~ozoravanthe http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/5823697/ http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/5823697/ Sat, 02 Jul 2005 19:36:56 PDT masa dari kmaren2 ini udah berapa lama coba nglukis buddha aja kagak jadi2..
aduhhh swatches2 mixing2 color.. tetep aja ribet mo nglukis.. nyari warna yang bener aja ribet..
belon bentuknya yang takutnya jadi malah kaya bola..
wish me luck on my buddha donk uhhuhuhu
kalo bisa check my scrap yah.. trus liat deh buddha nya lagi duduk anteng ]]> ~ozoravanthe http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/5805988/ http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/5805988/ Thu, 30 Jun 2005 20:59:35 PDT i tripped from my own feet..
but hey i aint gonna live in my past..
progress is wuts important
as long i keep myself straight
slowly by slowly i know i can be responsible for my own freaking life..
dont go too fast honey.. cuz u know u will get a speed ticket hahahaha
im not saying that racing is not good.. its fun.. of course it is..
but there is a time when mind needs to be empty and feel your presence right now ]]> ~ozoravanthe http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/5198082/ http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/5198082/ Tue, 26 Apr 2005 19:22:01 PDT whisperz through my ears and finally through my brain
"DESTINY; destiny protect me from the world"
"DESTINY; destiny hold my hand protect me from the world"
for me, destiny is them
for me, destiny is to believe in radiohead
believe in yorke
believe in greenwood
cuz they're always *here* when i'm up there having my paranoid android
and they's wont stop telling me to let it down
let down
i know where i was with ]]> ~ozoravanthe http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/4806949/ http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/4806949/ Mon, 14 Mar 2005 00:35:47 PST got a feeling that i couldn't make it..
was "I" born to be an artist?
am I not supposed to be an artist?
I had no confident towards my future..
I was too scared to see the fact that it's tough

but I guess it's the risk for dedicating my life to art
no regret
i love it too much that i would sacrifice my everything ]]> ~ozoravanthe http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/4099575/ http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/4099575/ Sun, 19 Dec 2004 00:50:21 PST check me out yahhh..
sorry got no time to reply ya'll msgs
bt nih musti ke warnet.. laptop nya broken hiks..
ciao ]]> ~ozoravanthe http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/3943594/ http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/3943594/ Sun, 28 Nov 2004 22:21:40 PST ~ozoravanthe http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/3844352/ http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/3844352/ Mon, 15 Nov 2004 18:54:59 PST argh i need more than 24 hours per day.. please ]]> ~ozoravanthe http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/3806980/ http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/3806980/ Thu, 11 Nov 2004 04:24:08 PST part of my soul..
part of everything in this world..
its more than beautifull.. ]]> ~ozoravanthe http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/3623841/ http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/3623841/ Tue, 19 Oct 2004 00:56:40 PDT ~ozoravanthe http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/3020995/ http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/3020995/ Sun, 01 Aug 2004 18:55:33 PDT karna males nulis jurnal yaaaa baru skarang deh dibahas lagi...
now all i gotta do is to wait for the letter from THEM!!!!
probably this week or next week i will find out whether i got accepted or not
uhmmm one thing in mind.. which one is better thou..
OTIS or Art Institute? ain't sure bout that.. we'll see deh..
btw now i'm in jakarta nih haha dari bulan lalu juga hahaha..
lagi pengen banget pesen tiket buat nonton republik togog.. teater koma!! taun lalu ga kesampean nonton so ya taun ini musti donk ah.. must be real good deh
tgl 14 nanti juga i'm gonna fly to bali sama anak2 hahahaha pasti gila gila an mampus de
bakal ada raves getu deeeee.. and 17 an nya abis rave? oh god.. ]]> ~ozoravanthe http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/2654739/ http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/2654739/ Sun, 13 Jun 2004 23:05:17 PDT gmana nih musti bikin portfolio!!!!!!!!
tai tai tai..
panik deh ah..
adeuhhhhhhhhhhhh.. milih poto2 deh ni ah..
hasil2 di kelas juga gue pake aja kali ye..
wish me luck yah.. hiks.. ]]> ~ozoravanthe http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/2502202/ http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/2502202/ Mon, 24 May 2004 22:58:00 PDT what am i gonna do after HS? i DONT KNOW!!!!!!
was planning to go back to jakarta, but parents said no..
wanted to move to NY, and again parents said no..
stuck here in LA; the city that i dont like..
havent applied anywhere..
but whatever, i'm now positive that I HAVE TO GO TO AN ART SCHOOL!!
i need GOD to help me.. especially cuz i don't have a portfolio YET
HELP!!!!!!!! ]]> ~ozoravanthe http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/2186401/ http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/2186401/ Fri, 09 Apr 2004 13:45:38 PDT ya udah ah kayanya musti beli underwear nih!!!!!! *lost* ]]> ~ozoravanthe http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/2127313/ http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/2127313/ Thu, 01 Apr 2004 03:03:48 PST ya bakal ga ol dulu kali ya, ato nyari warnet disana.. uhuhu kerajinan ya wes lah... mo pamit dulu ihihihi.. doain di NY bisa dapet poto2 bagus yax
New Yorkkkkkkk i'm comming.. ihihihi ]]> ~ozoravanthe http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/2077247/ http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/2077247/ Wed, 24 Mar 2004 16:39:32 PST pas mo dateng drop abis.. skarang dah mo balik ya gue SENENG banget lah dengernya.. ihihihi trus apa yah.. well hari ini sih biasa biasa aja.. ktemu edeb.. haha edeb gue baek.. trus ktemu cogan.. ya cakep gitu deh, tapi ya gue ga bakal macem2 lah ma tu cowo, karna apa? ya soalnya dia kan ber*bisnis* ma gue wakakkaa.. ah bentar lagi spring break.. new york new york im comming nih.. gila ini gue nulis ga menentu gini arahnya.. wakakak kalo lagi hepi suka ga jelas gini deh.. ah biarin yang penting HEPI ya kan?! udah ah ciao.. edit edit apa ya?! ]]> ~ozoravanthe http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/2057973/ http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/2057973/ Sun, 21 Mar 2004 19:00:53 PST ]]> ~ozoravanthe http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/2047869/ http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/2047869/ Sat, 20 Mar 2004 08:10:57 PST look at me now.. just woke up, and went directly online to this freakin website hahaha dude i love deviantart hahaha.. cant wait to put everything on it thou... nways... gotta bounce.. ihihihi ]]> ~ozoravanthe http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/2044663/ http://ozoravanthe.deviantart.com/journal/2044663/ Fri, 19 Mar 2004 17:21:30 PST abisnya rada membingungkan gini eui deviantART.. apa gue aja yang bloon? ihiuhiuhihihiu trus udah gituh gue keselnya network leptop sama desktop entah knapa ngadat!!! gara2 ni desktop baru di format.. udah gituh banyak poto2 gue yang di desktop keapus!!!!!!! omg banget ga sih.. ya untungnya sih masih kesimpen smua di laptop.. tapi ya gimana donk nih masa ga bisa di transfer skarang juga? ah paling bt dah kaya begini.. uhuhuhu.. ya sudah lah sekian dulu.. masih mo coba coba network eek ini nih uhuhuhu -_-' ]]> ~ozoravanthe