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Things to do :
1. Watch 2012
2. Draw many things
3. Finish reading mangas
4. Play Harvest Moon until I get Vaughn to be my hubby
5. Wanna eat taiyaki ice-cream
6. Make a new plot for my manga
7. Fulfill my promise to my class at school
8. Finish our team's magazine
9. Study for Noryoku Shiken 3, final exams at school, finish homeworks
10. Continue our project for the science club
11. Rant.

On..On..On..Online online ONLINE FM~~~ 99.8 The On-Line Radio~

Clubs :


]]> ~paicikus2504 http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/28334191/ http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/28334191/ Fri, 13 Nov 2009 14:30:41 PST
The most intense and heart-rending BL game for me. I'm so addicted to it right now. The great graphics, BGM, etc. BUT the BEST part of all is its STORY. I've never seen such bloody, gruesome and angst BL game ever.


I and my team (including ) finished our radio program. For more information, open my deviation A-ON. If you want to hear our radio (it's in Indonesian) please comment here.

]]> ~paicikus2504 http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/28173555/ http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/28173555/ Fri, 06 Nov 2009 05:59:42 PST Firstly, I got a really bad infection on my throat and it hasn't healed for more than 1 month.
Second, my school gives me a damn lot of works and tests.
Third, I'm kinda addicted to playing LimitRO for these past few weeks, I really love my Warlock and Biochemist ~~~~
Fourth, I still have a weird feeling after eating two of my group's experiments, a tofu made from green peas and an ice cream made from soya milk (they tasted weirrdddddd)
Fifth, I haven't studied for the coming Japanese Proficiency Test...
Sixth, my scores have been going up and down and they aren't stable... I really need to concentrate on my studies more, I guess...
Seventh, I don't know how to say this but... I can't understand my own feelings. I don't even feel anything anymore.... Am I really laughing from the bottom of my heart? Or maybe am I really that lonely and scared? Scared of losing what I treasure the most... Am I feeling envy to others? I just don't understand... and maybe I will never understand it.
Lastly, I think that I've been falling down more than I realized... Whenever I saw the picture hanging at my school, the picture which contains the sentence ," No matter how far you've gone, you can always turn back." (maybe a little different than that but it contains the same meaning) I believe that I can never turn back... Hating myself, my life, everything around me... and the things I can't ever part with... Ryo, Ruelle, End Earth's Main Family and my addiction to BoyxBoy Relationship. I don't care what people think about me, maybe they think that I'm weird or whatever, but I treasure those things the most and those things are the things that have kept me alive until this very second. If they're gone... I don't think I can continue living anymore. I'm willing to sacrifice anything for them, I'm willing to loose my cage that I've put to them so that they can be happy, I'm willing to look them at their backs when they are having fun with others. I'm willing to put aside my addiction so that they don't feel strange when they're with me... And of course, I'm willing to forget my questions and my suspicions on them... I often thought and asked myself," I've been sacrificing all of myself for them, but why can't they realize it?..." .... WHY?. I can't force myself to gather my courage to submit my works here, because one of my treasured thing is right here and maybe reading this journal... I just want him to know that... I love and care about him, Wind-chan and Wg-niichan more than they ever knew. And I guess I'll keep my most important secret from them.

]]> ~paicikus2504 http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/27043565/ http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/27043565/ Sun, 06 Sep 2009 08:08:59 PDT
I wanted to delete my old forum, and it will be opened on 11th or 12th September 2009 [link]

The forum is in Indonesian by the way...so...sorry for people who can't speak Indonesian.

Ayo! Silahkan bergabung di forum RyonoKazoku! Forum ini berisi fantasi, misteri dan mistis (danshonen-aidanyaoijikaandamau) Harap baca dulu peraturannya~ (saya tahu kalau peraturannya agak banyak, tapi ini semua demi ketertiban dan kelancaran forum).
Mari kita menebarkan kreativitas dan imajinasi kita~!

Bagi yang ingin bergabung, saya mau minta tolong untuk menyebarluaskan forum ini. Thx XD

RnK members at dA :


]]> ~paicikus2504 http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/26969586/ http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/26969586/ Wed, 02 Sep 2009 01:32:46 PDT
Indonesian :
Gila bo... Gw lagi ngetik-ngetik di SG tiba-tiba kursi gw goyang-goyang trus mulai gerak-gerak kiri kanan... Gw kira ada setan ato kekuatan supernatural ternyata gempa toh. Gw tentu saja refleks ngomong "Woi, ada gempa!!" ke orang-orang di rumah yang pada di lantai bawah. Mereka bingung, gak nyadar. "GEMPA! ADA GEMPA!!!" gw meluruskan omongan gw. Mereka baru sadar trus liat ke depan rumah sedangkan gw asyik2xnya di depan kamar, mejeng, liat2x keluar dari jendela, ngeliatin orang kalang kabut di depan, ngeliat ada ambulans lewat rumah gw. Trus gw langsung liat TV, wew keren langsung ada beritanya lho XD Gw langsung mengganti status FB gw, YM gw XD (padahal masih gempa)

]]> ~paicikus2504 http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/26371852/ http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/26371852/ Tue, 04 Aug 2009 01:47:07 PDT .
But what shocked me the most is the information I got from JASSO.
Sorry, but I have to tell you in Indonesian :
Buset dah, aku bener2x gak nyangka klo di Jepang 1 bulan itu muuahhaaallll bgt. Emang sih dibanding negara lain, biaya kuliah di Jepang lebih murah, tapi klo kehidupannya sih....TAKAI abizzz... Trus aku dikasih tau klo mau dapet beasiswa di Jepang harus ikut EJU. EJU itu isinya tes Matematika, Kimia, Biologi, Fisika, Sejarah ama Bahasa Jepang. Katanya sih... Bhs Jepangnya setara dengan Noryoku Shiken level 1!!!! Padahal aku gak yakin bakalan lulus yang level 3... TT_TT Jurusan di Jepang itu buannyaaakkk bgt yang menyebabkan aku bingung harus ambil jurusan apa... Aku harus siap stress dan sibuk bgt klo mau ke Jepang. (mudah2xan sih gak jadi salah satu victimnya SHINKANSEN SUICIDE yang lagi nge-tren di Jepang) Klo mau tau lagi soal Education Fairnya, kasih comment aja XD



Request and art trade slots are now open!!! (temporary)
Please comment on this journal if you want to request or art trade.
The request or art trade will be finished in min. 4 days (because I haven't got many chances to open my laptop and color it. The sketch and inking are usually finished in some hours.)-> you could request a sketch XD

Request :
1. - Her OCs Progress : Finished!!!
2. - Her and my OC, Charlotte XD (in cool mode ) Progress : Finished!!!
3.
4.
Art trade :
1. - Hetalia->Hongkong x China Progress : 15%
2.
3.
4.
5.

Don't forget the Kiriban at 4444!

]]> ~paicikus2504 http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/26204464/ http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/26204464/ Thu, 30 Jul 2009 15:39:22 PDT Plz visit her XD

I have some plans I want to finish during this new class (for the whole one year)
And I think I better write them down before I forget all of them...

My plans :
1. Draw lots of pictures (especially a type of drawing that can blind people?)
2. Continue my comics (because my friends want me to)
3. Make lots of money
4. Be more positive
5. Improve my skills (in everything...I guess?)
6. Do Noryoku Shiken 3 kyuu.... (I hope I pass...)
7. Study Japanese real hard so I can grab one of those scholarship
8. Study hard and be more dilligent
9. Love yaoi more
10. Finish the plannings for my own BL game.

Request and art trade slots are now open!!! (temporary)
Please comment on this journal if you want to request or art trade.
The request or art trade will be finished in min. 4 days (because I haven't got many chances to open my laptop and color it. The sketch and inking are usually finished in some hours.)-> you could request a sketch XD

Request :
1. - Her OCs Progress : 80%
2. - Her and my OC, Charlotte XD (in cool mode ) Progress : 10%
3.
4.
Art trade :
1.
2.
3.
4.
5.

Don't forget the Kiriban at 4444!

]]> ~paicikus2504 http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/26121197/ http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/26121197/ Thu, 23 Jul 2009 02:09:07 PDT
If you're Indonesian, you could see 's journal. Thank you.
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My computer is back! Although I haven't installed the scanner and printer....
I'll be active soon... Sorry for my lateness.

My real life friends :

The clubs I join :

Need confirmation :
http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/25407072/ Fri, 19 Jun 2009 01:54:02 PDT
[Indonesian mode on]
Tadi pagi, anak2x Sanur masuk sekolah buat terima rapor... Gugup banget... Takut gak naik kelas ato gak bisa masuk jurusan yang diinginkan... Apalagi setelah Bu Maria T ngomong, "Bagi yang blom berhasil, jangan terlalu kecewa dan berjuang lagi." Apa2xan tuh! Bikin orang tambah gugup aja... Dan yang bikin takut, aku nomor absen 1, jadi dipanggil duluan... Sebenernya sih aku udah ada perasaan klo bakalan naik kelas, tapi perasaan itu agak menghilang ketika nyampe di meja, berhadapan dengan rapor yang sama sekali tidak ingin kulihat... Ternyata.... Aku masuk IPA! (sebetulnya bisa masuk ketiga-tiganya, tapi aku lebih prefer IPA karena aku CINTA teknologi, hitung-hitungan, dan seni. (alasan utama) Math is Lega deh sekarang... Kesel juga sih begitu ngedenger klo temen2x aku banyak yang mau masuk IPS ato Bahasa... Tapi klo itu memang mau mereka dan mereka pikir itu yang terbaik bagi mereka, aku terima saja ^^ DAN juga... Aku berhasil mendapatkan ranking 3 di kelasku


I am now watching : Hot Shot (Jerry Yan is so cute XD) and Boys Before Flowers (SS501 = -> d*mn gorgeous boys...) LOL Asian boys are

Problems: My computer got some viruses and I need to repair my computer, so I won't be submitting or replying or reading your comments/journals. Sorry TT_TT....


My real life friends :

The clubs I join :
http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/25210036/ Tue, 09 Jun 2009 03:50:16 PDT
My situation :
1. Tired... (very much)
2. Must make a web comic
3. NEED money
4. Must make money
5. Must search for part-time jobs
6. Money?
7. Stressed because of money
8. Money deprived



Quiz 1
HETALIA QUIZ
North Italy (Vargas Feliciano)

[x] You were bullied a lot in your childhood
[ ] You adore pasta, pizza, cheese, and fruit.
[x] You're very happy-go-lucky
[ ] You constantly have a dozy look on your face as if you're always away with the fairies
[ ] You have a long curly strand of hair that always tends to stick up
[x] You're a good artist
[x] You can be clumsy
[x] You have a friend you always depend upon if you mess up something
[x] If your life was in danger, you would do the typical Italian thing and say: "PLEASE DON'T KILL ME! I HAVE RELATIVES IN YOUR COUNTRY!"
[ ] You would surrender in a war situation.

6/10


Germany (Ludwig)

[x] You're very stoic and serious
[x] Sausages are your favourite foods.
[x] You like to walk dogs/your dog (Yes, but not mine)
[ ] Your boss/principal/tutor/home-room teacher is a nut-case.
[x] You love rules and think they should always be followed to a T.
[x] You think the world would be better if everyone played by the rules.
[x] You work very hard, too hard...
[x] Your alone time is your 'happy time'. (OF COURSE)
[x] You can appear tough but be very considerate towards people
[x] You've had issues with money once or twice (MANY TIMES)

9/10


Japan (Kiku Honda)

[x] You're very mature
[x] You think everything over before saying it.
[x] You believe in ghosts but aren't phased by the experience when you see one
[x] You isolated yourself during childhood.(YES, I do... a lot..)
[x] You became very successful in a short amount of time
[x] You are somewhat inexperienced when it comes to the outside world
[x] You can seem cold/aloof to other people
[x] You're good at practical tasks
[x] You need time to adjust to new people

10/10


The Allies

The United States of America (Alfred F. Jones)

[x] You love hamburgers
[ ] You think you're awesome.
[x] You love to invent things
[x] You love going to the cinema/watching films/making films
[x] You can seem to be very brash to other people
[x] You have a tendency to stick your nose into other peoples' business
[ ] You're terrified of ghosts
[x] You know aliens exist
[ ] You tend to wear a bomber jacket all the time
[x] You wear glasses

7/10

The United Kingdom of England, Wales, Scotland, and Northern Ireland (Arthur Kirkland)

[x] You like tea
[x] You were quite tough and troublesome as a kid
[ ] You're very sarcastic and cynical
[ ] Your cooking is awful
[x] You love spiritual magical stuff, such as fairies, ghosts...
[ ] ...But you refuse to believe in aliens.
[x] You have tried doing black magic before
[ ] You get drunk quite easily.
[ ] When you are drunk, you tend to be very unhappy,
[ ] You're good at embroidery.

4/10


France (Francis Bonnefoy)

[ ] You're very affectionate.
[ ] You think you have a great fashion sense
[ ] You like wine
[ ] You're the master of whispering romantic things into people’s ears
[x] You love red roses
[ ] When it comes to l'amour, you don't mind men or women (IT MUST BE MEN!)
[ ] You're very proud of yourself
[x] You love culture and the arts
[ ] You're very flamboyant
[ ] You say you're a gourmet

2/10

Russia (Ivan Braginski)
[x] You had a very sad childhood.
[ ] You're very tall( for my age...yes)
[x] You have a tendency to switch between personalities.
[ ] You wear a scarf all the time.
[x] You love sunflowers
[ ] You love vodka
[x] You can seem intimidating to other people
[ ] You're very strong
[ ] You have a big nose
[x] You have a strange laugh that can scare people

5/10

China (Wang Yao)

[x] You're very mature
[x] You're very superstitious
[ ] You're very religious
[x] You love pandas
[x] You love cooking so much that you nag if food has a certain pattern of tastes
[x] You love Hello Kitty (Yes, I love Hello Kitty, I even collect things with Hello Kitty on them, but not the pink ones)
[x] You try to be a role-model for your brothers/sisters/whatever, but are never taken seriously.
[x] You work hard
[x] You're good at drawing
[x] You like sweets

9/1... ]]> ~paicikus2504 http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/25101492/ http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/25101492/ Wed, 03 Jun 2009 05:42:44 PDT
Disney
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[x] 101 Dalmatians (1961)
[x] Alice in Wonderland (1951)
[x] Bambi (1942)
[x] Cinderella (1950)
[x] Dumbo (1941)
[x] Fantasia (1940)
[x] Lady and the Tramp (1955)
[x] Mary Poppins (1964)
[x] Peter Pan (1953)
[x] Pinocchio (1940)
[x] Sleeping Beauty (1959)
[x] Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs (1937)
[ ] Song of the South (1946)

Score: 12/13

Disney's Dark Age
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[x] The Aristocats (1970)
[ ] The Black Cauldron (1985)
[x] The Fox and the Hound (1981)
[x] The Great Mouse Detective (1986)
[x] The Jungle Book (1967)
[x] The Many Adventures of Winnie the Pooh (1977) (I think so?)
[ ] Oliver and Company (1986)
[ ] Pete's Dragon (1977)
[ ] Rescuers, The (1977)
[x] Robin Hood (1973)
[ ] The Sword In The Stone (1963)

Score: 6/11

The Disney Renaissance
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[x] Aladdin (1992)
[x] Beauty and the Beast (1991)
[x] A Goofy Movie (1995)
[x] Hercules (1997)
[x] Hunchback of Notre Dame, The (1996)
[x] The Lion King (1994)
[x] The Little Mermaid (1989)
[x] Mulan (1998)
[x] Pocahontas (1995)
[ ] The Rescuers Down Under (1990)
[x] Tarzan (1999)

Score: 10/11

Disney's Modern Age
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[x] Atlantis: The Lost Empire (2001)
[x] Bolt (2008)
[x] Brother Bear (2003)
[x] Chicken Little (2005)
[x] Dinosaur (2000)
[x] Emperor's New Groove, The (2000) (I watch it all the time )
[x] Fantasia 2000 (2000)
[ ] Home on the Range (2004)
[x] Lilo & Stitch (2002)
[x] Meet the Robinsons (2007)
[x] Treasure Planet (2002)

Score: 10/11

Pixar
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[x] A Bug's Life (1998)
[x] Cars (2006)
[x] Finding Nemo (2003)
[x] The Incredibles (2004)
[x] Monsters Inc. (2001)
[x] Ratatouille (2007)
[x] Toy Story
[x] Toy Story 2 (1999)
[x] Wall-E

Score: 9/9

Don Bluth
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[ ] All Dogs Go to Heaven (1989)
[x] An American Tail (1986)
[x] Anastasia (1997)
[x] The Land Before Time (1988)
[ ] The Pebble and the Penguin (1995) (
[x] Rock-a-Doodle (1991)
[ ] The Secret of NIMH (1982)
[x] Thumbelina (1994)
[ ] Titan AE (2000)
[ ] A Troll in Central Park (1994)

Score: 5/10

Claymation
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[ ] The Adventures of Mark Twain (1986)
[x] Chicken Run (2000)
[x] Corpse Bride (2005)
[ ] James and the Giant Peach (1996)
[x] Nightmare Before Christmas, The (1993)
[x] Wallace & Gromit: The Curse of the Were-Rabbit (2005)
[ ] Coraline (2009)

Score: 4/7

CGI Glut :
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[x] Antz (1998)
[x] Happy Feet (2006)
[x] Kung Fu Panda (2008)
[x] Madagascar (2005)
[ ] Monster House (2006)
[x] Over the Hedge (2006)
[x] Polar Express, The (2004)
[x] Shrek (2001)
[x] Shrek 2 (2004)
[ ] Shrek The Third

Score: 8/10

Imports
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[x]Arabian Knight (aka The Thief and the Cobbler) (1995)
[x] Fantastic Planet
[ ] The Last Unicorn (1982)
[ ] Light Years
[ ] Triplets of Belleville, The (2003)
[ ] Persepolis (2007)
[ ] Waltz With Bashir (2008)
[ ] Watership Down (1978)
[ ] When the Wind Blows (1988)
[ ] Yellow Submarine (1968)

Score: 2/10
Studio Ghibli/Miyazaki
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[x] Grave of the Fireflies (1988)
[x] Howl's Moving Castle (2004)(OH GOD WAAAAAAAAANT)
[x] Kiki's Delivery Service (1989)
[x] Laputa: Castle in the Sky (1986)(WAAAAAAAAAAAANTWAAAAAAANT!)
[x] Lupin III: The Castle of Cagliostro (1979)
[x] My Neighbors The Yamadas
[x] My Neighbor Totoro (1993)
[x] Nausicaä of the Valley of the Wind (1984) (AMAZING MOVIE)
[x] Only Yesterday (1991)
[x] Pom Poko (Tanuki War)
[x] Porco Rosso (1992)
[x] Princess Mononoke (1999)
[x] Spirited Away (2002) (NO-FACE!<3)
[x] Whisper of the Heart (1995)
[x] The Cat Returns (2002)
[x] Earthsea
[x] Gake no Ue no Ponyo (2008)

Score: 17/17 Studio Ghibli is LOVE!

Satoshi Kon
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[ ] Millennium Actress (2001)
[ ] Paprika (2006)
[ ] Perfect Blue (1999)
[x] Tokyo Godfathers (2003)
[ ] Memories - "Magnetic Rose" (1995)

Score: 1/5

Shinkai Makoto
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[ ] She and Her Cat (1999)
[ ] Voices of a Distant Star (2001)
[... ]]> ~paicikus2504 http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/25039870/ http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/25039870/ Sat, 30 May 2009 20:13:46 PDT Kiriban at 4444


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My situation :
1. tired and kinda nervous.... (I'll start the school project tomorrow. All of the tenth grade will start working XD even though it's not real work)
2. in need of improving my drawings...
3. must continue my mangas and one-shots
4. want to make a doujinshi
5. HAVE TO play Eternal Poison and Shin Megami Tensei : Devil Summoner 2
6. forced to go to Artha Gading
7. MUST study Japanese for the next Noryoku Shiken
8. waiting for the kiriban
9. making Ryazely's present
10. REALLY WANT to RELAXXXXX.......

SUDDENLY!! When I was buying the Terminator Salvation tickets, my lil bro (Resshin) called me and asked me if I want to join him SWIMMING in Pantai Mutiara. OF COURSE I want to come!! I thought that there will be others but it turned out to be just the TWO of us!!! I love spending my time with my lil bro XD He's so cute~


My real life friends :

The clubs I join :

Need confirmation :
~paicikus2504 http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/25009574/ http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/25009574/ Fri, 29 May 2009 05:09:42 PDT and Rin-san XD The film was cool, I love suspense movies ^^

Now to concentrate on improving my drawings! ^^


My real life friends :

The clubs I join :

Need confirmation :


]]> ~paicikus2504 http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/24981939/ http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/24981939/ Wed, 27 May 2009 15:23:25 PDT I kept doodling during final exams (I felt like digging my own grave LOL) But still, my ambition to improve is higher than my need of studying -___- Sorry for the weird doodles and practices, it's just to make sure I don't forget how to draw... unlike last year... my hands totally forgot how to draw because of my 3 1/2 months hiatus.

Sorry if I your works and don't comment it...
*I wanna doodle again~*


My real life friends :

The clubs I join :

Need confirmation :


]]> ~paicikus2504 http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/24933486/ http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/24933486/ Sun, 24 May 2009 22:44:39 PDT
So, I think I'll explain about End Earth...
As you guys know, I have many mangas that I haven't finished yet. All of them are related to End Earth, example : Death Trap, Prelude to Eternia, Curse of Eternia, Distance.

THIS IS MY LONG TERM PROJECT. -> you could even say "eternal project".

End Earth is my original-created world. In End Earth, there's one kingdom, Eternia which is ruled by Kaoru Ryosuke (Ryo). Basically, Ryo isn't me, he is someone in me, my other personality. He was cursed by God... (curse of Eternia which makes him eternal but he's bind by SO MANY rules. At first, Ryo was alone at End Earth, he was thrown there by the humans in Xion (=this world) because they thought that Ryo was a monster. Ryo had a vengeance with humans, he hated humans... But one day, humans came to Ryo's jail in End Earth. They wanted Ryo to vanish forever. (btw, Ryo didn't have the curse at that time) But Ryo's mentality was very unstable and it caused Ryo's personalities divide into 4. (Ryo, Ruelle, King and ???) Ryo's senses died and he became ??? and killed all of the humans who came... except for a single baby. Ryo came back to his senses when the baby cried. He looked around... the beautiful-grass field was tainted with corpses and blood. Ryo blamed himself again and again... He felt that he has fallen to the darkness. That's when he heard God's voice and made a pact with God. Ryo's sins will be atoned but he must obey the Rules. That's also when the curse was put into Ryo's body.
Ryo decided to take care of the baby and named him Rei. When Rei was 9, Ryo took him to Xion. That's the start of Ryo's journey to take care of End Earth and Xion. That's also the start of the Kingdom of Eternia.



The Kingdom of Eternia consists of :
1. Main Family : Ryo (me), Wind, Resshin and Wolfgang (me and my elementary friends)
2. Branch #1 : Shiro, Xhade, Andre, Ryazely, CJ, Kouta, Queency, Charlotte (my junior high school friends)
3. Branch #2 : Himawari, Freya, Constan, Rin (my senior high school friends, may be added because I'm still in the first year)
4. Branch #3 : My OCs... (too many to count)
5. Villagers : Souls from Xion who has good hearts and chose to stay at End Earth.


Those who choose to be a member of the family must know that... This is (again) an eternal project. Once you've chosen to be a part of the family, you'll be one FOREVER. Even if you (in reality) betray us/break apart our friendship/go somewhere far till we can't see each other again/maybe go to heaven? LOL YOUR name will still be here, your character will stay in our family 4eva


If you want to know the family members, you can find them in Facebook ^^
Some of the family have their own account at dA, please visit them XD

My real life friends :

The clubs I join :
~paicikus2504 http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/24885497/ http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/24885497/ Fri, 22 May 2009 15:23:00 PDT Nationality and Physics... TT_TT (help me, I wanna cry...) The Physics test... is... is... so hard!!! muzukashii sugiru yo!! -__-
Now studying for the second day!!!

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Btw, I realized that some people don't really know (you could say understand) me. If I draw someone, and you can't tell what gender is he/she....just think he/she as a boy. (it's usually right). My best friends can already differentiate them. LOL (sugoi! XD) AND I usually write a comment about his/her gender. Plz read it before commenting, because it really hurts my feelings... -___-
And for the next misunderstanding...
"Why do you draw boys like girls?" or "Why do you draw ONLY bishonens?" The answer is simple : I love them like that and I don't really like girls except for my family members. Hmmm maybe it's for stress relieving as well... AND plz realize that I draw not only beautiful or cute boys... I draw boys in 3 styles, you know...
Next...
(changed because I think that it was a bit personal)
"Why do you like drawing boys together?"
Answer : What?! Haven't you notice??? I love yaoi~ I approve boy x boy relationship NOT boy x girl relationship (that's why I dumped the guys who confessed to me )
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Sorry if I'm really weird... Because that's who I am and I don't regret being like this.

If you want to ask anything else, plz comment XD I'll answer as long as I can.

My real life friends :

The clubs I join :

Need confirmation :
http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/24851829/ Wed, 20 May 2009 06:37:05 PDT And so~~ I'll be on a hiatus for 1 week ^^

I really hope that I can do all of the exams well

My real life friends :

The clubs I join :

Need confirmation :


]]> ~paicikus2504 http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/24799540/ http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/24799540/ Sun, 17 May 2009 06:40:29 PDT I compared them to my pics now... they were 60% much horrible than my pics now, even my pics last year.... And what surprised me is that I only draw girls when I was a child... Look at me now, I can only draw boys now (a little with girls) Ha..ha...ha....

Yesterday : 1. my grandmother's birthday. I didn't buy her anything. (sorry grandma, I'm broke TT_TT) I ate at Teo Chew Palace at Pluit Village (it was really crowded. The food were good but the prices weren't -> outrageous prices)
2. started to make the present for ~airaXheaven
Today : 1. went to Hema with the whole family to celebrate my grandma's birthday. Holland foods were great!! PASTA with BOLOGNESE sauce~~~ yummy... (I didn't get to go to Papaya, a Japanese supermarket in Jakarta.)
2. finished making the present and even drew something.

My real life friends :


The clubs I join :


]]> ~paicikus2504 http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/24740139/ http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/24740139/ Wed, 13 May 2009 15:41:55 PDT Ha..ha...
BUT! It's almost time for our school's final test... I need to study too... (sigh~) There's so many subjects...
Still, I'll practice super hard (to the EXTREME! XD) lol I hope for your guidance especially for my friends at school... (help me please mode on)

I almost forgot... For ... Sorry! I won't be doing your birthday present now because... the paper is really big.... and I need to color it and it will take much time...

]]> ~paicikus2504 http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/24679787/ http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/24679787/ Sun, 10 May 2009 04:07:57 PDT 1. (like TAG) you must infect 10 people.you must say 'curse' and 'cuh' to infect them and you will be saved from the curse.
2. in different messages, copy this rules to tell that they are cursed.
3. you must write a new journal that tells everyone you are not cursed anymore and in your journal you must tell anybody 2 fool things that you ever do in your life...

Curse....Cuh?.... (what is this?!)
I won't say that I am not cursed anymore...
I definitely won't say that because I already made a promise....

Fool things I've done :
1. Fell down from a steep hill together with my cousin... we were hurt and we can't go back up unless we climb up with our hands.... (because of my foolishness..)
2. Release the chains I've put up.... from my family.... it's the most foolish thing I've ever done in my life.... (I shouldn't have done that... I..I.... -> "No, my trauma!!!")

I'll tag anyone who wants to get infected by curse.... (it's not like my real curse)

]]> ~paicikus2504 http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/24666854/ http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/24666854/ Sat, 09 May 2009 10:26:27 PDT 1. You must choose only ONE of your OCs. Do it again if you wanna use another OC.
2. Your OC must answer every question as truthfully as possible.
3. Title the journal as "OCs Quiz (your OCs name)".
4. When you're done, tag as many people as you want.
5. Have fun!!!

Let's start...

1. Hi! What's your real name and nickname?
Real name : Gyou
Nickname : Lil Bro of Ningyou Bros

2. Interesting... what's your current age?
???....kinda...forget....

3. Uh huh.. What's your favourite food?
I rarely eat...

4. And your favourite drink?
Does alcohol count?

5. Confession time! Who's your crush/lover?
First crush = My Bro, Nin
Now = Freya

6. Aww! Have you two kissed yet?
hmmm.... yes..../////

7. Classic question! What's your favourite colour?
Black, purple, blue

8. Who's your favourite author?
I don't read... ask Nin

9. Now what's your biggest fear?
Humans.

10. *stifles a giggle* I'm not laughing *bursts out laughing* Sorry. Any siblings?
I only have Nin now.

11. Almost, it's only twenty questions. Who's your hero?
Bolt-taichou

12. Ok, who is your worst enemy?
Humans

13. What would you do if your hero and your worst enemy got together?
....already see too much of it...

14. Interesting... what would you do if you met your creator?
But I already met him....

15. Okay, I'll contact them right now. Done! Now, what do you want to be when you grow up?
I can't grow up anymore...

16. What's your worst nightmare?
The death of my brother

17. What's your lifelong dream?
Erase my memories about humans

18. What would you do if your lifelong dream came true?
.... nothing actually...

19. Ok, where's your favourite place to relax?
the palace

20. Last question! What do you spend most of your time doing?
Making dolls.

21. We're done! Now tag whoever you want.Thank you before.
Douitashimashite -__-

]]> ~paicikus2504 http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/24353448/ http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/24353448/ Tue, 21 Apr 2009 00:21:20 PDT
Sorry if I don't comment or don't even read your journals clearly... TT_TT I didn't really mean to do that.

Next works :
1. go to Pluit Village to watch Knowing and Race to Witch Mountain
2. get ready for my birthday
3. finish my works
4. continue Death Trap
5. practice drawing
6. study Japanese
I guess that's it for now...

]]> ~paicikus2504 http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/23894384/ http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/23894384/ Thu, 26 Mar 2009 04:27:34 PDT

Rules :
1. Post these rules.
2. Each person tagged must put 8 random facts about themselves.
3. Tagged ones should write a journal about these facts.
4. At the end of the post tag 8 more deviants
5. Go to their page telling them they're tagged.
6. No tagging back

1. I love boys.
2. I love drawing them.
3. I love it when there are 2 boys making out.
4. I really love my family.
5. I hate annoying things, especially humans.
6. I love Japan.
7. I am scared of living and scared of dying.
8. I TOTALLY CAN'T draw girls and backgrounds.

]]> ~paicikus2504 http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/23671349/ http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/23671349/ Fri, 13 Mar 2009 05:44:59 PDT Some people told me that they hate boyxboy relationship, but why do they want to read my comics? Almost all of them contain BL...>_< (duh.)

And about yaoi and BL.... I don't even realize that I've known it since I was like 9?.... Okay, I admit that when I was 9, I watching Digimon... And I do think that Taichi and Yamato are so cute together XDXDXDXD.... Then, there's Hunter x Hunter (KilluaxGon and KurapicaxLeorio), YuYuHakusho (HieixKurama), DN Angel (DarkxDaisuke), Kingdom Hearts (RikuxSora), KH2 (AxelxRoxas), Kateikyoushi Hitman Reborn (DinoxHibari, YamamotoxGokudera, TsunaxMukuro),etc,etc,etc... Shit, why didn't I realize it sooner??...... My art could have changed before, if I loved BL sooner. Though I do need to practice.
Another useless journal from me... (just some ranting)...

]]> ~paicikus2504 http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/23400676/ http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/23400676/ Wed, 25 Feb 2009 22:26:58 PST The list:
1. = Freya (her and my OC), Gyou (my OC)
2. = Himawari (her and my OC)
3. Rin = Rin (her and my OC)
4. = Constan (her and my OC)
5. = Charlotte (her and my OC)
.....and they all want it bust-up/half body, some of them even want theirs colored... -____-
I really wish that they'll pay for them.... I really need some money right now...
What the?! I just realized that all of them wanted their (and my) OCs to be drawn... -> their OCs are the images of their selves...
I decided to open commissions. I draw only my or your OC, maybe fan art (if I'm in the mood of it). It's only a decision though. I accept yaoi not yuri.

]]> ~paicikus2504 http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/23189461/ http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/23189461/ Sat, 14 Feb 2009 07:10:52 PST


Sad part: ........... I gave 15 chocolates... for my special people... so many... I think I'm going broke... Need money... (stupid rant) But, I really need some money right now. Financial crisis at my home has made me really stressed. I'm thinking of selling my drawings or make commissions. But, looking at my agenda... This month's going to be a busy month... -__- (sigh~)

Happy part: Today, a Japanese teacher (actually a Japanese, English, English literature teacher) from Australia visited our Japanese class. She talked about many things (with Japanese) and also taught us some Japanese's children songs... ito maki maki ito maki maki hiite hiite don don don dekita dekita koibito-san no o-kutsu... I'm really happy because I AM a Japanese maniac.

My friends (from my school) :


]]> ~paicikus2504 http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/23034506/ http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/23034506/ Fri, 06 Feb 2009 05:31:46 PST "Hey. I think i saw your picture on this website/blog here CLICK HERE"
or
"Hey. check out this funny blog!! LOL CLICK HERE"

IT'S A SPAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DON'T EVER ever Ever CLICK it!!!! If you did click it, don't try to log in, cause... you haven't been logged out of dA... IT'S a FAKE dA page... and it steals your username and password. AND it also spreads like virus. If you see a link like that, mark it as a spam or hide it. EVEN though it's from your best friend, your family member, or even your most favorite artist. Please notify your friends to change their REAL dA password if they have that comment on their page.
AND please don't be so curios to try it....

On this Sunday, I will be going to Emporium Pluit with Wind-chan and Re-kun to watch Underworld!!!! XDXDXDXD Damn, I'm so happy ^^ I won't be submitting something later cause I have to many homework and tests *0* and I haven't finished coloring them all... and I still need to study for the programming competition and continue my comic....

]]> ~paicikus2504 http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/22687305/ http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/22687305/ Tue, 20 Jan 2009 05:45:23 PST made a hand-made calendar... ^^ and a really cute one too XD XD XD Then, she said to me that I should made one too... So, I made one... with my shonen-ai and yaoi charas on it XD I also made some bookmarks with bishies ^^ I really want to sell them when I've finished. But, I don't have an idea how to sell them.... (sigh~)
I'll submit the samples
In Jakarta, there's flood everywhere..... Financial crisis.....................
Ah, it's a really hard life....................


My best friends :


]]> ~paicikus2504 http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/22464476/ http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/22464476/ Thu, 08 Jan 2009 04:48:27 PST ce291055

Hajimemashou!!!

RULES
? Lets pray together
......hai???.....
? You must drink 2 barrels of mineral water first!
Sorry, I only drink 2 glasses
? Stretch out the whole of your body
Ouch!! My hand!! (too much stretching)
? You must wear pajamas
........Already ^^
? Knock three times on the keyboard"knock..knock..knock"
My keyboard goes "cleck cleck cleck"
? Check out the the mouse if it doesn't work properly
Laptops don't use mouse.... but the mouse in my house works properly (real mouse)
? Lets have some little dance
Yeah!!! Let's dance "PINKY"!!
? Okay,from now Fill the questions
? You must fill out EVERY question! No skipping!
? Tag "three" people afterward and give unofficial tag to 5"unlucky"people.

ARE YOU?

1. Perfect?
Nope, but Ryo is XD

2. Tall?
Not really, but I do feel like it when I go to an elementary school.

3. In your pajamas?
Yep! Polar bear pajamas

4. Left haND?
No

LAST:
1. Friend you saw :
A friend who keeps bugging me to continue my comic.

2. Talked to on the phone :
Wrong number.

3. Person to text you?
Ryo?

4. Was today better than yesterday?
Nah, no day is good 4 me.

FAVORITES:
1. Number:
10

2. Color(s):
black, white, red

3. Fruit:
berries and cherry

4. Place:
my dream

EIGHT EMOTIONS:
1. Are you missing someone right now?
Yes, every time ^^

2. Are you happy?
Not really.

3. Are you sad?
Don't know...

4. Are you bored?
.............

6. Are you nervous?
....................

8. Are you tired?
Yes!

ABOUT YOU:
1. Real name?
Agnes Michelle

2. Nick names?
Micchi, Chelle, Michelle, Mic, Ryo, Nii-chan, Ryo-chan

3. Eye color?
Black with little bit of brown

4. Zodiac sign?
Taurus.

5. Male or female?
Unknown... (I don't even know myself )

6.Slut?
.............

7. Smart?
Maybe........... but I know that I'm lazy...

8. Hair color?
Black....always is and always be

9. Long or short?
Long

10. Sweats or Jeans?
Jeans

11. Phone or Camera?
Phone

12. Drink or Smoke?
Nope, it's bad for your health right?

14. Righty or lefty?
Righty

FIRSTS:
1. First best friend?
Wind, Resshin

2. first crush?
Kaoru Ryosuke

3. First pet?
Turtles and iguana

4. First big vacation?
Hongkong

CURRENTLY:
1. Eating?
Nothing

2. Drinking?
Mineral water

3. I'm about to:
Have nosebleed cause of yaoi manga

4. Listening to?
Nothing...........

5. Plans for today?
Continue my comic

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?
1. Shorter or taller?
Taller

2. Romantic or spontaneous?
Ryo = spontaneous
Ruelle = sadistic?
King = romantic

3. Sensitive or loud?
Ryo = 50% 50%
Ruelle = Loud
King = nothing

4. Hook-up or relationship?
DEEP RELATIONSHIP!!!

Self QUESTION by ~Lunatia((ignore it if you want)) :
-Uke Or Seme Type?
Ryo = uke type that prefers seme
Ruelle = seme type that prefers uke
King = prefers both
Me = all of them
-Shota or Bishie?
Bishie!!!! totally...

Okay, Stop The dammit Crack Question, back to Tagged

HAVE YOU EVER:
1. Drank bubbles?
Yep

2. Lost glasses/contacts?
Yes

3. Ran away from home?
Wanna to

4. Broken someone's heart?
Always

5. Been arrested?
By my friend, yes.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
1. Miracles?
Nope

2. Yourself?
No

3. Heaven?
Yes

4. Santa Claus?
No

4. Love?
Of course

5. Do you like someone?
Yes, of course!!!! I love Ryo 4eva!!!!

6. Do you believe in God?
Yes!!! If not, I wouldn't be making... ]]> ~paicikus2504 http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/22347298/ http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/22347298/ Fri, 02 Jan 2009 04:55:05 PST )
My targets for this year :
learn more Japanese
finish my mangas
improve my drawings
get lotsa money...
make more original and amazing stories
finish the games that I played
be more friendly

My holiday this time wasn't great at all. Actually it's worse than last year's. I get to stay at home all the time, lonely without my ann**ing parents. They just came home at 5.30 PM, making fun of me, going to their own rooms, and GOAL...
I wanted to stay at my grandparents house. It's much more comfortable there. But they said they have reasons why I can't go there. Psychological problems (stress, etc.), financial problems, and more financial problems and stresses. I've had enough of them ranting!!! And my father, he doesn't care about me or his wife or his job or anything. He just plays chess or monopoly all the time.... Really all the time. full stop. I really hate that...

And there's this financial crisis all over the world. It makes things more complicated. My parents are about to be fired. What about me? What am I supposed to do???? Damn crisis!!!

And also in Indonesia, there's a new rule that the government made......... All students MUST arrive at school at 6.30 AM. Isn't that cruel?!! What about the students whose house is far from school??!!

There's just too many things that's happening in this world. I really HOPE that nothing worse is gonna happen in this new year. Where's the joy and happiness here? What great news in New Year.......really.........great... -__-

]]> ~paicikus2504 http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/22181545/ http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/22181545/ Thu, 25 Dec 2008 04:48:04 PST So, let's say our wishes out loud!
As for me :
1. I wish that ~sakura2ice would be happy in Singapore.
2. I wish all of my best friends would reach their dreams.
3. I wish that I won't forget my "family" and stay with them 4ever!
4. I wish that the next year would even be better and more wonderful XD
5. I wish that I could be more of a yaoi/shonen-ai fan XD

]]> ~paicikus2504 http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/22076808/ http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/22076808/ Fri, 19 Dec 2008 23:05:50 PST My best friends and Reliad+ members:


The clubs I join:



One of my best friends, is going to Singapore tomorrow. She will be studying there for a rather long time to reach her dreams in German. I and Ryo's family members will remember you!!!! Don't 4get 2 contact us!

]]> ~paicikus2504 http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/21858605/ http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/21858605/ Sun, 07 Dec 2008 03:53:58 PST My best friends and Reliad+ members:


The clubs I join:


After a rather long journey, I have come back alive!!! >0< I have finished all my semester tests and Noryoku Shiken! Don't know what will my scores become, but at least I am glad that it's over. From now on, there will be no lessons at school, only school activities. So, I'll try to draw as much as I can. (but games and mangas are top priorities.) I am sorry if I without commenting. I really do your pics.

]]> ~paicikus2504 http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/21480684/ http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/21480684/ Fri, 14 Nov 2008 06:39:50 PST My best friends and Reliad+ members:


The clubs I join:


I'll be having so many tests that I can't even remember what I'm studying right now. I feel like flying.... in my dreams (which mean I constantly fell asleep everytime I see my book) (lol) So.......... I definitely can't be online for these 2 or 3 weeks, especially from 26 November to 3 December when I will be taking my semester test)

]]> ~paicikus2504 http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/21301904/ http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/21301904/ Mon, 03 Nov 2008 14:39:31 PST My best friends and Reliad+ members:



I am working on a lot of projects
1. Magazine illustration
2. Fashion design
3. A request from Febi and Conchita
4. A pic for 's Relic contest
5. My web design project with the theme KHR

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My team haven't finished the cloth for the fashion design contest and the cloth will be collected tomorrow!!!!!


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Myself =
I used to love shoujo manga. But lately, I thought that some of shoujo mangas are rather boring so.... I am now loving shonen mangas more.
I am now Soul Eater Death the Kid is so cool >o<
I used to love straights, but now I love BL more. I don't really hate yuri but I prefer yaoi more (even if I was born as a boy )
I used to want to be a boy. It was my biggest dream ever. Now, I still want it.
I love too many animes and mangas.
I am a really big fan of Japan.
I adore those who have beautiful drawings.
Continuing....


My manga Prelude of Eternia
Genre : fantasy, comedy, shonen-ai, maybe a bit of yaoi.
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http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/21212946/ Wed, 29 Oct 2008 15:39:06 PDT My best friends and Reliad+ members:



A little update to show that I'm not dead yet (well, almost )

I am working on a lot of projects
1. Magazine illustration
2. Fashion design
3. My own manga
4. A request from Febi and Conchita
5. A pic for 's Relic contest
6. My web design project with the theme KHR

And for the magazine illustration, I am hoping for some ideas from all of you.
The details : I am making an illustration for my schools' magazine, Serviam. The theme is TWO SIDES. What should I draw? Any ideas? Btw, it's an all girls school.

Today :
a heart stopping accident... I made a presentation about Weda and suddenly, my religion teacher asked me if she could borrow my flash disk. Febi and Ella put up shocked expressions when my teacher was taking the flash disk. OMG!!! In that flash disk lies some mysterious things!!!! Games, manga scans, and especially BL!!!! My heart nearly stopped!! It actually made quite a ruckus between my kinds. But, (maybe) fortunately, my teacher forgot and only took 3 minutes to open and copy the data.

a scary photo... Lately, ghosts have been a hot topic between my kinds. And Febi, told me that she had a photo with a ghost in it which she took last year. I was curious and wanted to see it. So, she brought it to our school. And damn I was There's really a ghost of a little kid besides the person in the photo.

And about my life.... I'll tell a bit now, cause I don't really want to study right now.
I used to love shoujo manga. But lately, I thought that some of shoujo mangas are rather boring so.... I am now loving shonen mangas more.
I am now Soul Eater Death the Kid is so cool >o<
I used to love straights, but now I love BL more. I don't really hate yuri but I prefer yaoi more (even if I was born as a boy )
I used to want to be a boy. It was my biggest dream ever. Now, I still want it.
Continuing....

My manga Prelude of Eternia
Genre : fantasy, comedy, shonen-ai, maybe a bit of yaoi.
http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/21042214/ Sat, 18 Oct 2008 05:33:47 PDT But because of that, I got a new inspiration for my latest comic "Death Trap" (=_= it's not a good title actually, but my mind's already blank....) And they actually interested in this comic!!! But, on one condition.... I must make "Prelude to Eternia" too.... TT_TT (sob...)

And, I am also shocked cause when I saw my old works..... some sentences just came out into my mind..... "Great, and I thought at that time my works are rather good. IT'S HORRIBLE YOU KNOW!!!!"
Yes!!! My mind's right!! It's so terrible that I can go to the hospital!
And I've just realised that.....
Some parts of my life has been turned 180 degrees. I'll talk about it next time. So, sorry for my useless journals...



My manga Prelude of Eternia
Genre : fantasy, comedy, shonen-ai, maybe a bit of yaoi.
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Continuing...

The clubs I join:


My best friends and Reliad+ members:


My seniors:


Great artists:
Many of the people who I watch are AMAZING PEOPLE!!!

]]> ~paicikus2504 http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/20876639/ http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/20876639/ Tue, 07 Oct 2008 15:48:19 PDT
I'll be gone on normal days and come back on weekends. Cause my school's giving out works and tests every day from tomorrow. So, my parents won't allow me to open the internet.
But still, I'll try to draw, but I'll submit them later, if I have enough time to

]]> ~paicikus2504 http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/20837225/ http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/20837225/ Sun, 05 Oct 2008 07:09:07 PDT
It has been a VERY tiring journey
Went there for 6 days....................... but it really feels like 2 weeks............
I haven't got any time to draw. And I have promised Ella, Amanda, and Febi some drawings.... TT_TT ;0;
I hardly can open my eyes.... -___________-

(Indonesian.....)
Capek ................ Aku baru pulang jam 3 pagi hari Minggu!!! Di tol macet banget........ Badanku pegal-pegal dan kepalaku pusing. TT_TT
Pergi ke 9 gua Maria di Jawa Tengah............. tanpa sempat bermain maupun menggambar...

My manga Prelude of Eternia
Genre : fantasy, comedy, shonen-ai, maybe a bit of yaoi.
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Continuing...

The clubs I join:


My best friends and Reliad+ members:


My seniors:


Great artists:
Many of the people who I watch are AMAZING PEOPLE!!!

]]> ~paicikus2504 http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/20681671/ http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/20681671/ Fri, 26 Sep 2008 06:38:48 PDT I thought that I could draw as much as I want and play as long as I need. But, unfortunately.... I have to go to Ganjuran, Bandung, etc... (West Java to Central Java) with my family...
I can't draw there... TT_TT Can't play too
Still, I like travelling... So I hope that this holiday will be rather fun
I'll go there to from Tuesday or Wednesday till Saturday or Sunday


OC Tag:
1) what's your character's name?
Kaoru Ryosuke

2) how old is he/she?
more than 300 years old

3) is your OC a boy or girl?
Boy XD XD XD

4) what's his/her race?
half angel half demon

APPEARANCE

1) if this character were to suddenly become part of the real world, and ended up in a heavily-populated area, how many stares would he/she get?
I don't know... Maybe if he flies around in the sky with angel wing and demon wing...

2) is your character considered normal in his/her own world?
He is a RARE king...

3) what would be his/her most recognizable feature(s)?
Kitty's looks
Angel and demon wings
Black and white earrings and blood red eyes.

4) would you consider your OC as attractive?
My

PERSONALITY

1) temper?
In normal form = cheerful
In Ruelle form = rude and mean
In King form = expressionless

2) does your character ever get depressed?
Depends...

3) Leader or Follower?
Abnormal leader

4) what is the main aspect(s) of his/her personality?
Many personalities which make people confused ^^

HISTORY

1) did your OC have a family of any sort? if so, are they still alive?
He doesn't have REAL family. Just a "family" with more than 50 people in it.

2) is your character out on his/her own? if so, why?
NOPE. He lives with ++100 people.. He is the king...

3) has he/she encountered any traumatizing events?
Many.... One of them is realizing that there are many gay couples in his "family"

4) what was probably the best time in his/her life so far?
Don't know... As far as I know, he is too easy-going

ROMANCE

1) single?
Nope.

2) has your OC developed any romantic relationships?
Yes!!! With his lover, his brothers and sisters, his friends, etc.. ^_______^

3) virgin?
*secret~

4) does your character like flirting?
Yes, unfortunately in normal form...

SYMBOLISM

1) what animal would you associate your OC with?
All of the animals on earth

2) musical Instrument?
piano

3) Element?
all elements

4) planet?
End Earth

SHOWING THE LOVE

1) do you draw your character?
Of course!!!

2) do you write about him/her?
Yes, he is in my manga

3) do you use him/her in any rpgs?
Nope.

4) what other ways have you appreciated your OC?
Dreaming about him

RANDOMIZE!

1) is your character wanted for anything?
yes. He always leaves his kingdom

2) what are three weaknesses in him/her?
- his "family"
- himself
- blood

3) strengths?
-_______-..........

4) does your OC drink or smoke (etc)?
NO!!!

5) what's one quirk about your him/her?
I don't know...

6) does your character have any phobias?
... ]]> ~paicikus2504 http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/20533471/ http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/20533471/ Wed, 17 Sep 2008 07:38:31 PDT TT_TT


Things I have to do (outside those works) :
1. play games. It's a must!!!
2. draw... fanarts, maybe? (KHR, KH, Suzumiya Haruhi, or something)
3. continue Prelude to Eternia
4. listen to music
5. study for Nihon go noryoku shiken 4 kyu!
6. read yaoi manga -> it's a daily need.

Feeling so tired...... -_______-
My manga Prelude of Eternia
Genre : fantasy, comedy, shonen-ai, maybe a bit of yaoi.
Page1
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Page3
Page4
Page5
Page6
Page7
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The clubs I join:


My best friends and Reliad+ members:


My seniors:


]]> ~paicikus2504 http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/20482465/ http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/20482465/ Sun, 14 Sep 2008 03:20:19 PDT
And for me, ART is my life. I just can't seem to resist making art, I've been addicted to art I started drawing when I was in the 5th grade elementary school. (I've started before but it's not manga). And now, I can't live a week without drawing!

The clubs I join:


My best friends and Reliad+ members:


My seniors:


]]> ~paicikus2504 http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/20418766/ http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/20418766/ Wed, 10 Sep 2008 07:17:05 PDT
First, bad marks on exams (especially vector... only 5 people include me doesn't have a retest... their marks go 're..mi..fa..sol..la...' mine is 73... feeling relieved...)

Second, my friend's and teacher's (Ibu Maria T) dads died some days ago...

Third, bad view of the future.... (bad marks means hard to pass...)

Fourth, bad view of teachers... (like "That teacher is sooooooooo stingy" or something like that)

Fifth, they can't seem to adapt fast in the new school... (Santa Ursula Senior High School)

Etc....

For me and my best friends....

I just can't understand why the SENIORS in the Japanese (ekstrakurikuler) class have to cheat in the exam ??!!!! They just give a bad image to the tenth year It's weird that all the tenth years finished early and got rather good marks, when they finished late because of busy cheating. Like hello.... There's something under their test papers! And they go chit chatting to their friends on the back of the class. Usually they sit at the front!!! They haven't even remembered Hiragana and Katakana on their second year of studying, while me and my best friends can remember them only in one month!!! Study more, no cheating!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I feel super relieved..... -> cause I love Japanese....


So back to what my classmates did... They started to fend off their frustration on the psychology teacher (guru BP). And for 2 hours, they just talked about scary things like ghosts and stuffs.... They kept on talking until I felt weird. I just felt worse that I want to get out from there... My classmates sure had totally scary stories... They shouted and scared but they just keep telling those stories... (Help! I said in my mind.. Just make them quieter or teachers will be mad at us) Fortunately no teachers came to our class... -__-' But still, until now I feel chill on my spine because of all of that scary stories especially stories about that school. (Is it just my thought, or what.... Why can't I see my school as a super well mannered only girls school in my class....

]]> ~paicikus2504 http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/20351575/ http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/20351575/ Sat, 06 Sep 2008 04:53:53 PDT and her friends (Reliad+) are making a comic magazine!!! (Volume 1 had already been published) I am the editor of that comic magazine. There are 4 mangakas including ~ce291055 and ~sakura2ice. It's about magics and mystics...

Today, I had a Japanese test at school. I feel confident about it!

And one more thing... I'll be submitting sketch/lineart but NO COLORING. Don't have enough time to color... But I'll try to color some

My manga genre : fantasy, comedy, shonen-ai



Clubs :


]]> ~paicikus2504 http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/19872780/ http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/19872780/ Sun, 10 Aug 2008 03:14:36 PDT 3< Btw, I'm working on my comics (I make them at school cause I don't have enough time at home) So I don't know when will I put my works again, I want to say sorry to everyone that I've not been able to take care of my DA.

]]> ~paicikus2504 http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/18221939/ http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/18221939/ Thu, 08 May 2008 04:54:07 PDT Now I am on my holidays... (2 days only)
I'll submit my drawings these days hopefully. And it's a pic of Chrome that I made during my exams.
I really want to enjoy my only-two-days holidays, so I want to spend a lot more time having fun. Actually, I have a bit art-block.................right now..... Wanna go to Senayan to buy some computer parts.

]]> ~paicikus2504 http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/18034134/ http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/18034134/ Sat, 26 Apr 2008 06:57:25 PDT
(baru sekarang nih, buka internet....)
And I won't be opening my computer again till my graduation...

But I'll make my works in the mean time...

]]> ~paicikus2504 http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/17907571/ http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/17907571/ Fri, 18 Apr 2008 06:51:27 PDT
Why does it have to be that???!!!!

Indonesian mode :
Mengapa harus pada hari ultahku, aku belajar Pra Ujian IPS dan Seni Budaya???!!! Itu banyak banget bahannya TT_TT............... Yang paling susah lagi..............Waktu Try Out kemaren aja aku dapat 60 (IPS)!!!! Mesti siap-siap buat UAN dan UAS pula....

No fun these days.... studying, studying, studying....
Makes me bored.......

And I still need to do :
1. contest
Theme : Spring
2. My comics (which won't be finished in the speed of light) = a. Curse of Eternia (+ story)
b. Faithful Hope
c. Distance (+ story)
d. (in process = collab with )

MG: There's so many of the works!!!! TT_TT
Won't be opening dA in the mean time after today...
So!!! In conclusion.... sorry, I maybe won't even touch my computer until my graduation ceremony... Lot of things to do, so little time...

See.......my entries for 's cover contest!!!
Deadline = 1 May 2008

]]> ~paicikus2504 http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/17867468/ http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/17867468/ Tue, 15 Apr 2008 16:00:48 PDT It's not that great.............. Actually, it's kind of....bad?


Wow, I didn't expect time to pass so fast.... It's only about a week + 2 days to my birthday. But still I'm really depressed.... It's going to be my birthday and the fourth day of my final test at school. (=Ulum)

On the 28th April.... I really don't want to go to Dufan.... Why?
Because before we go to Dufan we have to wear traditional Indonesian costume for only 2 hours!!!! (untuk memperingati hari Kartini) I don't like that

See my entries for 's cover contest!
link1
link2

On my birthday, the first 3 person to give the most deepest and interesting comment will get a sketch of their OC created by me or my assistant if she wants to... ( human please... )But I don't know when it will be finished cause I had a lot of tests right now until then.... >0<

Stolen from ~kagurafuuko =

1. Post these rules in your journal so others know how it works.
2. Post 8 random facts about yourself in your dA journal.
3. At the end of your post, tag 8 more people to learn some random things about.
4. Go to their page and leave a comment telling them they're tagged.

1. I'm a really lazy person...
2. I love Japan!!! (eventhough I'm Indonesian)
3. I hate people who talks a lot and disturbs me when I'm drawing or making my manga.
4. I have a virtual family...
5. I have about 50 OCs...
6. I used to be hurt by my mother... If I do something wrong or get a 7 on my test.
7. I don't like sports with no balls... ( I love soccer, basket, tennis, badminton, etc.)
8. I love my "family" & Kaoru Ryosuke

I tagged.... everyone...?

]]> ~paicikus2504 http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/17805692/ http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/17805692/ Sat, 12 Apr 2008 02:03:00 PDT
I'm so bored these days..
My computer has gotten some damn viruses and it's on its way to heaven. (meaning = broken)
So, now I am using the computer at my school which spreads viruses and trojans. I can't upload with the school's computer. And I also had many,many,many works to do.

14 till 25 April (which is my birthday) = tests... from Biology till Geography (more than 8 subjects)
28 April = finally some rest... ( I am going to go to DUFAN with the whole of 9th grader)
BUT!!!
May = final test from government and school (this is gonna be put in my certificate.)
June = It's the graduation ceremony!!! ^-^

In conclusion....
I have been drawing till now (maybe about 5). I'll upload them after I finish all of my studies and after my computer completely come back to its sense.
Sorry, but please be patient.....

I really want to submit one more for 's cover contest! But I don't know why.. The computer is uploading really long....... and it says ERROR! First, my photoshop is not responding (I haven't save my work) then THIS...

I don't know what's gonna be my try-out test tomorrow... TT_TT

P.S = My mom's gonna kill me if she sees me opening the internet... >.< Can't do anything else besides studying... BUT!!!!!!!!!! Just now.........She found out that I've been using computer!!!!!!!!! NOOOOOOOO!!! She was really mad at me!!!! (help me GOD!)

One more thing! My assistant, Andrea is going to have Japanese lessons at Ikuzo starting 6 May!!! ( She draws but I haven't upload them too) -_- I wanna have Japanese lessons too.... TT_TT

Join 's cover contest if you have YOUR OWN OCs!!!!!

]]> ~paicikus2504 http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/17326091/ http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/17326091/ Fri, 14 Mar 2008 05:01:34 PDT

My schedule :
24,25,26,27,28,29 March = Ujian praktek
31 March,1,2,3 April = Try outs
14,15,16,17,18,19 April = Try outs + ujian praktek
May = UAN
May = UAS
(My birthday on 25th April = no fun)


How am I supposed to have fun when there're this many tests!
So, sorry everyone....

And one more bad news....
Kuro, my super lovely female hamster died............. I don't know how/when/whatever causes her death TT_TT I was having tryout when she died... TT_TT

]]> ~paicikus2504 http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/16963718/ http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/16963718/ Wed, 20 Feb 2008 05:12:41 PST
Let's just get to the point....

Which do you think I am the best at?
a. Sketches with pencil or drawing pen
b. Traditional art colored with color pencil/crayon/something else
c. Digital art (just colored it with Photoshop 3. I draw with mechanic pencil)

Please I want to know.....
Don't just say do whatever you like or that kind of things. It makes me more confused!!!

And one more thing.... Both I and my assistant, won't be able to open DA for a rather long time... (on 25,26,27,28 February & 3,4,5,6 March we will be having tryouts) We will be back on 7 or 8 March) We maybe opening DA but not for long.... just checking page or something.... So, bye!! We really need to study...


We are the Duo-weird combi!!
Clubs :


]]> ~paicikus2504 http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/16940263/ http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/16940263/ Mon, 18 Feb 2008 05:28:38 PST Assistant is finally gonna submit her works today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But because she doesn't have any scanner... She gave me the papers & I scanned it at home ^0^ I edited it & colored it too

I LOVE HER WORKS!!!! Visit her!!!

Her real name is Andrea Elouise but I usually call her Aan or Andre (only me & my "family members" can call her that!!!!! So don't call her that!!....) She is feeling rather today.... I don't know why... because of AC in my class??? Or maybe because of the steak & potatoes that we made at today's cooking class (It's so damn SALTY!!!! Can't even taste the steak...)

One more thing....... DON'T EVEN TRY TO STEAL OR COPY OR TRACE OUR WORKS!!!! You'll be punished later when you die...-> in heaven or hell.....

Sorry if I use bad words or something that makes people sad or ..... I just wanna express my feelings & opinions.... Human rights!!!


We are the Duo-Weird Combi!!
Clubs :
-> and we are working for the contest.... Hopefully we finish two deviations....

We are still practicing for the Animonster Sound Aishiteru karaoke contest which will be held on 23th February!!!
Hopefully both of us can finish the deviations we are working on. Cause we are too busy with school so little time to draw... TT_TT

]]> ~paicikus2504 http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/16923110/ http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/16923110/ Sun, 17 Feb 2008 02:17:50 PST !!!!!!!!

I gave her this : [link....]

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Good news!!!!!
Starting tomorrow will start submitting her works! Yay! I can't wait!!!!http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/16893515/ Fri, 15 Feb 2008 04:39:17 PST _<


+
=
The Duo-Weird Combi!!!!

Love her! She draws really well! Here is a sample of her works [link]


We are making a deviation for 's contest...
Hope we finish it fast & continue our works... ^0^
One other thing... We are both traditional artists... so we (especially her) can't use computer well.

]]> ~paicikus2504 http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/16877082/ http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/16877082/ Thu, 14 Feb 2008 07:51:00 PST I already submit my valentine art and I'm busy finishing my school project about global. I must make a 4 panel comic for that....

]]> ~paicikus2504 http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/16843344/ http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/16843344/ Tue, 12 Feb 2008 05:16:11 PST This is my way of thinking :
- I don't totally care about the Fair Exposure on the frontpage... but the popular section (now) can be moved to another section (make another SECTION!!!) Don't use the popular section for those things. It's okay to see more (unknown or not) deviations, but I don't think that it really suitable... Care about the deviants who have made beautiful, amazing, and with their own hands works & feelings!!!!
- It's kind of weird to see works (normal ones) in the popular section. IT"S POPULAR.. and you all know what popular means... (ARTIST RIGHTS!!!!!)
- It's also wrong to just say bad things about it too. It can hurt the deviants in the popular section (now)'s feelings... And it's not good to say bad things about people.
- People said that you can use the search art or looking into other people's fav. True, but for me it's taking way too much time!

I'm still in the sad mood.......


Good Indonesian friends! :
-> mother in DA! A senpai in reality... It's almost her birthday! We have almost the same interests!!!!




etc...

]]> ~paicikus2504 http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/16841769/ http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/16841769/ Tue, 12 Feb 2008 00:23:58 PST I don't know... he is already old and had an illness... Before him, Hi died because of diabetes... My rabbits died because of an illness too...
Yesterday, I found out that two of my family members...( Kouta & CJ ) are going to leave the rest of the family in June... No! I don't want to lost anyone precious to me!.... I felt so sorry for what I've done till now.

Sorry too if my journals or critics somewhat annoy you...
And sorry too if I neglect DA for sometime... (this is just my way of thinking)-> I need to care for my family more & hurry to finish my comic...it's the only thing that can be our momentum... And one more bad news... Yesterday, my arm was burned when I was in cooking class, I can't write or draw really well. My arm really hurts...

I finished the gift for 's birthday! -> the only good thing yesterday...

]]> ~paicikus2504 http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/16795632/ http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/16795632/ Sat, 09 Feb 2008 07:30:57 PST From last October till last month, I was obsessed with Japan drama & Japanese people... I don't care about anything else... But now, I like anime,games, and manga more than anything else, just like before! (^0^) I also love my Cute Hamsters!
I am watching some animes so that I can get some inspirations for my comic...
And for some of my friends who is waiting for my comic, sorry I can't finish it early...

I really want to thank you!
I am new in DA. But there were some people who were kind to me! Now 8 people watch me (Thank you watchers!) and I have 363 pageviews. (Thank you all!)
For the person who reaches my 400 kiriban, I'll make them something. Just send me a screen shot and a description about what do you want me to draw, I'll try to make it! (^-^)
I'll also try to draw for the people who were kind to me...

]]> ~paicikus2504 http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/16684016/ http://paicikus2504.deviantart.com/journal/16684016/ Thu, 07 Feb 2008 01:09:11 PST And they just keep asking me many things, and I need to speak more politely than normal...-_- But I'm happy because (keterima di SMA Sanur!!!) I can go to Santa Ursula High School!

Here's a list of my likings & dislikes :
Like :
1. Manga
A lot of mangas as example : Black Cat, Soul Rescue, Chrono Crusade, Full Moon Sagashite, Rave, Tactics,etc.
2. Mangakas
A lot of hard working mangakas ex: Yagami Chitose, Yabuki Kentaro, Mizuto Aqua, Aya Kanno, Ikeyamada Go, Anzai Nobuyuki, Watase Yuu, etc.
3. Anime
A lot of animes ex: Magical Lyrical Nanoha, Black Cat, Trinity Blood, Code Geass, Tsubasa Chronicle, RomeoXJuliet, Heroic Age, Gundam, Bleach, Naruto, Lucky Star, Suzumiya Haruhi, Ouran Koukou, etc.
4. Bands
KATTUN(especially Akanishi >-<, NEWS, Hey!Say!JUMP, almost all of Johnny's, WAT, etc.
5. Japanese stuffs...kimonos, takoyaki, sushi, sashimi, teriyaki, okonomiyaki, Japanese electronics, Japanese books, legends, mithology, places, buildings, sakura tree, Mount Fuji, etc...
6. Games
A lot of games... Persona3, Final Fantasy, Devil May Cry, Harvest Moon, Dynasty Warriors, Samurai Warriors, Kingdom Hearts, etc.
7. Music... Japanese.. anime soundtracks, J-Pop, J-Rock,etc.
8. Pets
I LOVE ANIMALS!!!!! Especially those with lovely hair & rodents(hamster ROCKS)!!!! but... insects&slimy thingy which is walking(?) on the floor just outside of my....-_- DOOR!!!!
9. Cute things (but not too girly), boys things, soccer, basketball, my imagination, my creativity, AND BISHONENS!!!

I Don't Know!!!! I have too many things that I like!!!!! Just ask me or something... I can't write it all!!!!

Dislikes : pollution, rubbish, floods, annoying things, too noisy places-> Am I talking about my own city?, illness, no electricity, people who have I don't want to live expressions, too realistic things, too bright things, insects, gossips, and my annoying,stubborn,egoist,noisy classmates, etc.

People that I watch : ( I love them all!!!) There's too many of them so I'll put them by turns >-<

~paicikus2504