http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:pameluke&section=today deviantART RSS for by:pameluke en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Thu, 03 Dec 2009 11:16:55 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://pameluke.deviantart.com/journal/16863786/ http://pameluke.deviantart.com/journal/16863786/ Wed, 13 Feb 2008 12:54:51 PST y2jenn paid me a subscription. Tomorrow I'll throw myself a fancy CSS, until now I'll do some collecting and exploring and sortinga ll these new features...
Yay!!

]]> ~pameluke http://pameluke.deviantart.com/journal/16724525/ http://pameluke.deviantart.com/journal/16724525/ Mon, 04 Feb 2008 14:23:37 PST Ik probeer heden ten dage iets nieuws, Yuwie genaamd. Het is een myspace, facebook variant met 1 groot verschil, zijnde dat het de winsten van zijn reclame-inkomsten deelt. (Achterliggende idee dat als het zo meer leden kan aantrekken dan facebook, hyve of myspace, dat het dan toch nog meer verdient dan de andere).

Nu ben ik een grote myspace hater, omdat het lelijk is, slecht gecodeerd en volgespamt, maar een grote facebookaanhanger. Facebook is mooi, handig en volledig zelf controleerbaar, alles wat een online community ding moet zijn in mijn ogen.
Voor de mensen onder jullie die al aanwezig zijn op facebook, zoek me!!

Maar ik ben dus bereid Yuwie ook het voordeel van de twijfel te geven.
Natuurlijk heb ik daarvoor een paar medetesters nodig, als er hier mensen zijn die het ook eens willen uittesten er is een goede nederlandstalige informatiesite hier:
[link]

Nu is het hele systeem ook nogal referral afhankelijk zodus, als je er zin in hebt, of me gewoon een pleziertje wilt doen...

[link]



Persoonlijk denk ik dat het wel kan werken, alleen weet ik niet of het leuke van internetcommunities wel bewaard blijft...

]]> ~pameluke http://pameluke.deviantart.com/journal/12997140/ http://pameluke.deviantart.com/journal/12997140/ Fri, 18 May 2007 05:07:04 PDT
I've had a hell of a week, but at the other hand it was great!! Had a big paper to finish, went to some parties that got out of control, almost died of stress, but started partying as soon as I handled it in. Life can be good

The nights were short (wheither due to typing or drinking), the days were headached, but in the end it was very, very, very nice!!


But now it is back to reality and time to start studying... Yuck.

Ciao!!

]]> ~pameluke http://pameluke.deviantart.com/journal/12906728/ http://pameluke.deviantart.com/journal/12906728/ Thu, 10 May 2007 01:51:17 PDT [link]

What should I think of that?
And what does it say?

]]> ~pameluke http://pameluke.deviantart.com/journal/12906629/ http://pameluke.deviantart.com/journal/12906629/ Thu, 10 May 2007 01:30:55 PDT One day he doesn't want a relation, next day he's with someone else, one week later he's single again.

I can only take so much emotion shifts in a short time.

]]> ~pameluke http://pameluke.deviantart.com/journal/12575509/ http://pameluke.deviantart.com/journal/12575509/ Fri, 13 Apr 2007 03:03:48 PDT The workload and stress are getting higher and higher.
And I'm still in denial.


Parents went to italy, I went on "blok-retraite" at the grandparents (my grandmother has been in the hospital, so I went there to help around the house too, as she is still weak.)

As for Viking issues, everything went lovely at my birthdayparty, he stayed over ^^.
Week after that he wanted to talk about it because he felt bad about it.... Why do I always fall for guys with principles? Yuck.
Anyhow, he doesn't want a relationship right now, and I'm head over heels, so that's not going to work.


Back to the books.

Sigh

]]> ~pameluke http://pameluke.deviantart.com/journal/12170366/ http://pameluke.deviantart.com/journal/12170366/ Tue, 13 Mar 2007 14:59:01 PDT The workload of this semester is simply outrageously too big.
They are crazy, whoever the evil masterbrains for massdestruction of archaeology students are. Did I mention I absolutely hate Geology?? Like really, really, really hate it.
And then the always friendly professors who smile at you while giving you over 25 fragments of Iron Age ceramics to draw in 4 hours were the last drop I could take.

I am now officially stressed out completely over my head going crazy and slowly dying.

Not to mention my head is filled with love, hairy monsters, and Viking myths, no wait, that's all the same, and I really can't use the distraction right now. Stupid old flames that break up and become available at the worst timing ever.


And it's never gonna happen.


One word.


Blergh!!!

]]> ~pameluke http://pameluke.deviantart.com/journal/9986557/ http://pameluke.deviantart.com/journal/9986557/ Wed, 06 Sep 2006 10:08:52 PDT So if I have drowned you with favs on X-men pics that's the reason, I got hit again...
And I have a new wallpaper to accompany all my lovely favs...

Anyhow, back to studying, 2 more to go... ]]> ~pameluke http://pameluke.deviantart.com/journal/9767509/ http://pameluke.deviantart.com/journal/9767509/ Fri, 18 Aug 2006 03:30:30 PDT (I had a sever nerve blockade in my left arm, the nerve itself got injured badly, for a while it seemed like I would loose the use of my left hand completely. Luckily I had a very good neurologist, and at present it is almost certain I will completely regain it's use)

Studying for my exams I have to redo due to my injury. Only 4, but they are brainfucking hard.
Then I have to find time for my postphoned internship. at the same time I will have to go to the new classes, so I will be engaged for a while. I don't expect to be very active on here until october.

Hasta la Pasta!!!! ]]> ~pameluke http://pameluke.deviantart.com/journal/8511906/ http://pameluke.deviantart.com/journal/8511906/ Tue, 18 Apr 2006 15:08:42 PDT

Vanaf morgen gaan er in de Vooruit, alle Gentenaars welbekend, een internationaal kortfilm festival door. Het belooft weer zeer interessant te worden en zowel de films als de tentoonstelling zijn helemaal gratis!! Daar komt nog bij dat er tegelijkertijd een korte residentie is van het Nieuwe-Media gezelschap Avatar uit Canada. Ook hun installatieparcours valt gratis mee te pikken en voert je naar onbekende plekjes in de Vooruit.

Ikzelve werk op het Avatar parcours, en je kan mij daar de komende week vinden vanaf 20h-24h, vrijdag al van 16h.

Zeker allemaal eens binnenwippen en als je me daar ergens te pakken krijgt wil ik je zeker overstelpen met informatie Bovendien is het altijd leuk om ook effectief met iemand te babbelen die geinteresseerd is...

Ik ben de enige grote blonde van de mensen die bij de installaties van Avatar staan, dus zo moeilijk zal ik niet te vinden zijn.

Hopelijk tot gauw.

ps: meer info: vooruit.be ]]> ~pameluke http://pameluke.deviantart.com/journal/7570721/ http://pameluke.deviantart.com/journal/7570721/ Wed, 11 Jan 2006 04:43:02 PST
I've entered in a national designcontest called site of the year for youthmovements.
It can be found at jeugdwerksitevanhetjaar.be.
The info is strictly in Dutch though.

However, that doesn't mean you guys can't vote for me, doesn't it?

What to do?
Just go to the site I designed: [link]
Press the big button that says "stem voor jeugdwerksite van het jaar" (stem = vote)
Fill in your name and emailadres,
a validation mail will be send, press the link and done!!

You can vote every day, with every mailadres you've got...
But I'll be incredible grateful with one vote already.

Thanks a lot!! ]]> ~pameluke http://pameluke.deviantart.com/journal/7523097/ http://pameluke.deviantart.com/journal/7523097/ Fri, 06 Jan 2006 02:44:47 PST
I messed up. Send an sms to a friend which stated he is social incompetent, but send it to him.
I was already angry, because he stood me up twice without warning me (there comes the social incompetent thing from)
now he's mad because he thinks he isn't.

Not that I meant it, but dang, he's just playing with it. So anyhow I think it is defenitifly (sp?) ending now...

From wild nights of fun without complications to no fun at all with too much complications.

This is so typical me. ]]> ~pameluke http://pameluke.deviantart.com/journal/7495998/ http://pameluke.deviantart.com/journal/7495998/ Tue, 03 Jan 2006 06:08:26 PST My resolution for this year was to not fall all passionate and head pver heels for guys that obviously aren't into me, to think before I act, and to forget the bean I talked about before.

Broke them all in 3 hours as I went sleeping with him.

And today [link] happened to me. Then you get a casual no strings attached deals, he backs of 1 hour before the date.
Coward.

So my renewed Resolution for this year: Stop making promises you know you can't keep, and it's time to get yourself together girl.

2006 started great, but now everything is back to the normal, lonely way. ]]> ~pameluke http://pameluke.deviantart.com/journal/7344366/ http://pameluke.deviantart.com/journal/7344366/ Sun, 18 Dec 2005 10:25:05 PST We danced.
on my altime favourite romantic song.
we talked.
Till 7 in the morning.

I stayed over for the night.
Or should I say morning?
We didn't sleep.

We decided it was a one-time thing.

Dang. ]]> ~pameluke http://pameluke.deviantart.com/journal/7186109/ http://pameluke.deviantart.com/journal/7186109/ Wed, 30 Nov 2005 14:01:13 PST
Well, I've got a bean.

A strong one.

Hope it doesn't make me smelly

That's all folks!! ]]> ~pameluke http://pameluke.deviantart.com/journal/5864404/ http://pameluke.deviantart.com/journal/5864404/ Thu, 07 Jul 2005 07:17:41 PDT Mood: Down duh
Listening to: The Piano Has Been Drinking

I didn't pass my exams....

And still alone..

background info: [link]

]]> ~pameluke http://pameluke.deviantart.com/journal/5818317/ http://pameluke.deviantart.com/journal/5818317/ Sat, 02 Jul 2005 06:38:13 PDT Mood: Down duh
Listening to: The Piano Has Been Drinking

Down.

How one word can describe a feeling, mood and thoughts all in one.
I feel down, deprived and just plainly bad.
But most of all, without hope.
I have no goals, no longings, and absolutely no love.
I am alone and lonely.

But I feel worst about the no hope part. I have been an optimist all my life, at least most of the time, but I see myself becoming more cynic everyday, every hour.

My friends, well they are all so happy lately, they don't seem to understand, or even listen properly.
My family, well they are the best family in the world, but still, they stay family, as always, mildy irritating, kind, sweet but ignorant most of the time.

And here I am, caught by unhappy thoughts, and going through them in circles.


Maybe it's called despair.

Please no comments, especially no pityfull or "understanding" comments, those make me feel worse.

kz ]]> ~pameluke http://pameluke.deviantart.com/journal/5809430/ http://pameluke.deviantart.com/journal/5809430/ Fri, 01 Jul 2005 07:47:54 PDT
Mood: Clueless but Excited
Listening to: Echo Beach

Well, I got an administrative job at the Art Library of the SMAK, which is a very famous museum in Ghent, of Modern Art.

so I get to sniff in books, catalogues and magazines, about art, so I am very, very thrilled.

Surplus it are all very nice people around here, so me a very happy girl!!

Greats to ya all!!

See header!! ]]> ~pameluke http://pameluke.deviantart.com/journal/5595683/ http://pameluke.deviantart.com/journal/5595683/ Thu, 09 Jun 2005 06:19:19 PDT Check him out: ~Reinjan

I've drawn him too sometimes, so you can find out how he looks in my scraps Oh and yes, that is his real name.

Exams are going bad, my temper is too

Kiss

I'm Belgian!! ]]> ~pameluke http://pameluke.deviantart.com/journal/5458640/ http://pameluke.deviantart.com/journal/5458640/ Wed, 25 May 2005 15:15:44 PDT
Not equally happy with all of them, but some are fairly good.
And I even got some favourites!! Who would ever have thought that lol.

Also uploaded a new avatar, kinda silly and yes it is me

Well, that's all! ]]> ~pameluke http://pameluke.deviantart.com/journal/5426074/ http://pameluke.deviantart.com/journal/5426074/ Sun, 22 May 2005 02:16:34 PDT love that song.

Though mostly I want Cigarettes, Wodka and Wild Wild Men

Nothing much new,
it just was time for me to erase that pathetic former journal entry.

Exams. Hate 'em. Must Pass! Need a Cig. ]]> ~pameluke http://pameluke.deviantart.com/journal/5098307/ http://pameluke.deviantart.com/journal/5098307/ Fri, 15 Apr 2005 19:20:00 PDT I wonder what's wrong with me.

This is the situation: me and the girls are dancing in a club.
After 4 weeks of frequenting it, finally a boy steps in which is actually my type, meaning he has some style and some personality comparing to the absolute horny bastards normally dancing there.

So we dance next to him and his friends, getting to know each other, as far as that goes in clubs. Turns out he has a girlfriend, I can live with that.

He dances with all my friends, except for me, and I have to leave, as my emotional nerves can't handle that.

Why does nobody understand and/or appreciate me?
What do I do?

I am just a regular girl, with absolutly no goals, or clue.
I am not stupid or ignorant, I just don't get it.

I never felt so alone, even though I was surrounded by friends. Not because this guy wasn't in to me, but because nobody ever is.

Why do you have to be a slut without clothes to find somebody. I am not talented enough to attract interesting people, and I am a weardo to everybody else.


Life is already hard enough to beat, without the fact that nobody likes you.

I really can't handle to be like me.


the Wodka isn't helping anymore, so what do I do.

And it's not like anyone is gonna read this, why do I even bother?


I am nothing. ]]> ~pameluke http://pameluke.deviantart.com/journal/4741112/ http://pameluke.deviantart.com/journal/4741112/ Sun, 06 Mar 2005 08:13:40 PST I live in Belgium, which must be the stangest country to live in. My first language is Dutch. I also speak English, French, German and Russian. I also know 3 death languages, which are Latin, Old Greek and Church Slavic.

You can adress me in any of these languages, and I'll try to understand, it's not that I speak them all fluently .

I took some nice pictures today, will put the best on tomorrow.

I like having a crush or being in love. It's a shame there is absolutely no one in my life. Where have all the interesting people gone, maybe i need to get out more, but at the other hand, am I interested in guys who dance at terrible music in filthy dancings? I didn't think so. So where do the interesting people go? I know where, but my friends won't go there as it is not there style, and they don't need love anymore, as they already got it!! !!. i love them though.

One of my favourite quotes about being in love with someone is:
Being in love makes you see yourself through the eyes of that person, and therefor you fall in love with yourself again.

My memory is terrible but I think that was the point. And I think it's true, I need to see myself through other eyes, to convince myself again I am not this fat, laisy, computeraddictes, but worse of all average girl. I need to believe I'm funny again.

Why? I don't know. Because that is me. I need love. ]]> ~pameluke http://pameluke.deviantart.com/journal/4711063/ http://pameluke.deviantart.com/journal/4711063/ Wed, 02 Mar 2005 12:57:21 PST
I hope, offcourse people will like my work, though I hope even more tehre will be some reaction.

I think this will be as far as my first journal item will go, I need to explore, more, more, more.

Bye!! ]]> ~pameluke