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Devious Journal Entry

~pandoramail — Fri, 11 Dec 2009 07:33:45 PST

Damn, no good.
Today while rendering the sixteenth page of Soft Fetish my app crashed and just won't get up, showing an error at the start. Dunno what's going on, I'm trying to make it run again and if I fail I consider moving from my WinXP system to Win7x64 Ultimate one. It's a little worse in performance, while opening my way to more RAM and the 64 bit technology... I know that I'll move to that system someday, but truly wanted to wait for the first service pack to come out. Anybody has experience using 3ds Max (the 2009 version) on Win7? Anyway, let's get back to work...

---[ Progress / Regress ]---

"Condom Test #2 - Water Test Page 3" - 90%
(Need to adjust the render settings.)

"Soft Fetish Page 16" - 60%
(Adjusted, need re-rendering.)

Request- Rhonda Wellington Lloyd for - 50%
(Outlines almost done, time for coloring.)

Stressed

~pandoramail — Thu, 26 Nov 2009 17:18:07 PST

INFORMATION OVERVIEW

Damn, I'm stressed. Tomorrow I'll finally know if they let me go back to my studies (I was thrown out some time ago) and... I have a bad feeling about this. I'm so much after the deadline, I'm gonna pay a real fortune just to go back in the place I hate most... Am I really doing the right thing? Dunno, probably not...

---[ Progress / Regress ]---

"Alliance of Ladies - Mistress F"
[******....] - 75%
(This will make four of them, no?)

"Condom Test #2 - Water Test Page 3"
[******....] - 70%
(No time to get it done. Meh.)

"Soft Fetish Page 16"
[***.......] - 30%
(The rendertime is killer... Had to redo some parts.)

Request- Rhonda Wellington Lloyd
[] - 50%
(It's coming out pretty well... I think.)

Refreshed (update)

~pandoramail — Wed, 18 Nov 2009 13:15:29 PST

INFORMATION OVERVIEW

As I mentioned (in one of my deviations) I was on a trip home and now back, refreshed a bit. Now,enough talk, let's get back to work.

Update: This was a really hard day... I can't remember when I was so unlucky in the last couple of weeks. :-/

"Condom Test #2 - Water Test Page 3"
[******....] - 70%
(Still working on one effect, but getting better results... )

"Soft Fetish Page 16"
[***.......] - 30%
(This one's even bigger than page #12! But the rendertime is killer...)

Request- Rhonda Wellington Lloyd
[] - 10%
(It's been a while since I did traditional drawings... )

Rainy Day Number 3462

~pandoramail — Wed, 21 Oct 2009 03:10:18 PDT

Yay, I've finished my first request! Pretty proud of myself, the Glassbox Trouble came out almost like I expected. However, this was one of my most detailed work, and pretty much experimental, in order to learn something new. Building the environment (apart from the corner of the street visible on the pic I've created a whole more or less detailed district to simulate the reflection and atmosphere - even the background is in 3D!), rendering in HDR (still have to learn a lot) and using many instanced objects... This was a lot of work.

"Condom Test #2 - Water Test Page 3"
[******....] - 60%

"Soft Fetish Page 10"
[..........] - 70%

Request slot - FREE
[??????????] - 0%

Harder, Better, Faster... Cooler? Requests.

~pandoramail — Sat, 10 Oct 2009 10:30:49 PDT

Yup, cooler. I modified my PC case again and ended up with 8 (sic!) cooler fans, three in the front (pumping air inside), three in the back (sucking it outside), one on the CPU and one on the side of the case, pumping air from the side. Oh, and one on my graphic card, I forgot. That makes 9... I can feel a slight breeze on my feet...

I've been quite creative last few days, pretty proud of myself (even if the "Condom Test #2" wasn't the top quality). I've been asked by ~thomaswinwood to put together a pic, I loved his idea. Hope that you also find it interesting. About request - I'm willing to do almost anything, just for fun and practice, so if you have an idea just go on and send me a note! But I'm warning everybody - I'm taking only one request at a time (I'm afraid that if I take too many I'll end up staring everyone and finishing none). I'll get you updated in my journal about free requests slots.

And now, back to work!

"Condom Test #2 - Water Test Page 3"
[******....] - 60%

"Soft Fetish Page 10"
[..........] - 0%

Request by ~thomaswinwood
[] - 90%

Progress

~pandoramail — Sat, 26 Sep 2009 06:44:57 PDT

Good news, everyone!
I was able to repair my PC and am back to work. Gotta do some clean up first, there's dust and dirt everywhere. However, I'm trying do get some pics done in my spare time. From next week I expect from myself to be more creative, summer isn't my best time to work. By the way, I've got a question for all BE and other artists who live with their families - HOW THE HELL do you manage to do your work when all those people run around and poke on your monitor? I've got a serious difficulties because of that, moving to my flat will solve at least those problems...

"Condom Test #2 - Water Test"
[*******...] - 70%

"Soft Fetish Page 9"
[**........] - 20%

Request Slot
[..........] - 0%
Requested by !

Good Times Bad Times...

~pandoramail — Mon, 31 Aug 2009 03:22:44 PDT

A lot happened. A whole lot more not happened but that's not the case.

Having my better MB broken, I started to OC my other machine, and ended up with something quite capable of rendering images. The Soft Fetish series must wait until I recover my better machine, but as for now I'm trying to do some solo pictures...

I'm sick, seriously. The fever just won't go down and I'm literally surrounded by handkerchiefs. I'll try to upload something until this evening.

Bad New, Everyone...

~pandoramail — Thu, 30 Jul 2009 02:59:22 PDT

...my workstation is busted! While removing my graphics card from the slot, I accidentally removed a tiny part of the mainboard! Damn, I was furious. It's just not fair, that mainboard was damn expensive and brand new... Now I'm out of my workstation and have to "work" on this PC, which is incomparable weaker and slower. Until I can afford a new mainboard (which can be very long)...

General_Failure

~pandoramail — Mon, 27 Jul 2009 08:11:29 PDT

First... Kaspersky full scan, then defragmentation, then Adaware scan, then scandisk. Nothing better, so Nero, reboot and from CD. What's going on? A GSF (General System F.... Failure), that's what. Nothing works, everything is busted. It's time to start from the scratch...

I'll try to put up a new system (new? is WinXp new?) and render something as fast as I can. It's funny, as I tried to render a new Soft Fetish pic, after two hours (~50%), there was a power failure and everything disappeared... Tought luck. :/

Mental (ray) Break

~pandoramail — Tue, 21 Jul 2009 03:33:31 PDT

I'm away from my main PC rig, so I can't do any real 3d work for now. I'm just modeling new objects for my works. Next set of SoFe pics - friday! Until then, I'll prepare a couple of pleasant suprises. Right now I'm learning Max 2010 and Mental Ray (from the lack of Vray for Max 2010), and I must admit - it's kind of odd thing...

As for the Soft Fetish series and other Michelle-oriented themes I'm getting a lot of help, ideas and support from , so a great ammount of thanks goes right there!

Cold evening

~pandoramail — Fri, 10 Jul 2009 17:17:52 PDT

Huff... Exhausted.
Spend most of the day working in the Soft Chamber with Michelle, had a beer and now it's time to sleep.
Today's mostly disappointments of various nature. And yeah, my heartbreake go bad, as usual.
.. Goodnight.

We Wish You a Metal Christmas

~pandoramail — Wed, 17 Dec 2008 02:47:36 PST

All righty!

Some stuff happened for the last couple of weeks but I think it's almost the time for some new stuff to happen as well. I mean, for how long will I only update my frickin' journal and that's all? Enough with that! :> I've got some plans for couple of next pictures into my gallery, but thay won't appear until after christmas, as I'm going to be held captive in the hospital for a weak. :/ Hopefuly I'll be let off soon enough.

FFXII is tough... I mean, it's not hard at all but hel LONG. I spent only two weaks doing those hunts, and I'm still one short (damn Behemot King...). Later on, obtaining Tournesol... Getting all espers... Killing Hell Wyrm, Yazmat... Tons of hours. But tell me - why s the storyline so... lame and short? :-/ Or is it only me?

From the scratch

~pandoramail — Thu, 16 Oct 2008 05:57:26 PDT

Time have passed. A lots of things have changed, some for the better and some for the worse. To be honest with you all, I must to admit that I have abandoned this place for a long time, with no intention to get back. I'm sorry for that but I just won't give much explanation why. The only thing that I can really tell that I tried to change myself a little, and deviantART seemed to be one of those things that I needed to change. Well... it seems that I'm even more stupid that I thought. After all I'm back. I was really missing this place and you people. All that I want to say is... sorry.

It's... good to be back.

GD 11/12/07 - XX HELP!

~pandoramail — Mon, 12 Nov 2007 05:59:52 PST

.:Game Developer's Journal:.

dAmn! I'm totally unhappy with te animation of the main character. I want it redone until it's finally good enough. We DO need a sprite animator... anybody who can draw mugen-like characters... That would really speed up the project. So I'm makeing a desperate request - STUDIO BLACK-2 WILL GLADLY WELCOME A PERSON WITH DRAWING SKILLS - SPRITE WORK (HUMAN CHARACTERS) SPECIAL! THIS JOB IS A PAID ONE!! Anybody interested please send me a note for further details.

Second thing... now I almost know how a game producer feels... Or music designer is mad on our graphic, and the programer never ends writing text messages to his girlfriend... And there's me on top of that -yelling that animation is bad, music is lame and... and DAMN I'M HUNGRY! _-_U That's it... We're going to te city.

XX:BBB Guide #1
The game features Story Mode, Mission Mode and Bonus Mode. In the Story Mode you don't have only one way ro achieve your goals. Try various methods of doing things.

GD Journal - 11/07/07.

~pandoramail — Wed, 07 Nov 2007 10:35:44 PST

.: Game Developer's Journal :.

Today's the big day. We're gathering the animations together (although there's still not enough of it) and all the system engine seems to be already running. I hope we will get to constructing levels really soon.

There's more - the game won't be playable under WinXP + Pentium 500 + 128Mb RAM. The test on that machine amazed me how the game cen be slow and edgy. :/ We're gotta work on XX's performance.

As for the game itself - it got much darker and evil than before... There's almost nothing left of that cheerful and disco mood from the previous version (well, the main character IS cheerful and bright at the begning.. ). Crossing the levels yo don't even know when or where your "sickness" will get you... I like it.

Out fo now - back to the production!
(Yaay! Got a new avatar! Pixel-style expand! )

GD Journal - 11/05/07.

~pandoramail — Mon, 05 Nov 2007 02:49:40 PST

.: Game Developer's Journal :.

Gwaah... It's an ugly morning. I missed my speech classes just to tweak XX a little. And I'm really impressed - I caused it to start crashing! I even managed to summon the Blue Screen of Death! I didn't know XX is THAT powerful and evil.

The team now works on most of the menu & save game system. What would be better - methinks - active save system or a save point system...? Funny. I remember that I used to hate those damn save points in all the games.

Being a student and developing a game at the same time is quite hard, but exciting. I tink I'll update this journal more frequently. And now - let's get back to the HUD.

Mwahahahaha!!

~pandoramail — Sat, 03 Nov 2007 11:25:44 PDT

Mwahahaha!!
Bwahahaha!!
I'm back!
And I'm EVIL.
You see what I mean.
The XX is BACK and will rock you out of your socks.

Muaaargh!!

~pandoramail — Mon, 03 Sep 2007 15:02:05 PDT

AAARGHH!!
forget me!
I'm in the middle of studying to my "second-chance" exams!... Got no time for nothing but submittind weird pics... Don't even try to understand. And now, get back to phonetics.. I hate this.

Summer

~pandoramail — Sun, 05 Aug 2007 03:10:28 PDT

And so another summertime has come!
I've got lazy and all... Don't know why.
Plenty of work is about to be uploaded on dA,
some comissions (I've been doing them for ages,
please forgive me!), sketches (a lot) and regular
art. Also one special thig will appear*.

It's good to be back...!

* - TOP SECRET FOR NOW...

Life of Mine Part I

~pandoramail — Fri, 20 Apr 2007 12:26:52 PDT

Hell O.

Lastly we'll made up a little movie about our life, so it's on YouTube. That's the link - [link] . If you have a little while, please watch it and leave a comment. Oh, yeah and one more thing - it's NOT a CARLSBERG COMERCIAL or something like that. Have fun.

Spring at last! ^_^

~pandoramail — Mon, 16 Apr 2007 10:11:18 PDT

Horray!
Warm at last, no ducking snow or something like that at last!
Our ASG team is makeing preparations for the season. I can't wait to test my new gun - Ruger Mk1c (customised). 650FPS can kill.

OK, next two pages of Bad Materia should appear soon, and my 20k gift too... :>

Devious Journal Entry

~pandoramail — Mon, 19 Mar 2007 07:26:16 PDT

Ba.... I'm unplugged.
Means no net.
And I don't have TV.
But got PS2.
And THUG.
Damn!

Gotta draw...

Black

~pandoramail — Mon, 12 Mar 2007 14:54:28 PDT

Great.
Yeah, don't even look at me.
Becouse I painted my hair black I've got a terrible skin infection and now I look like a 130 kilo japanease monk. O_o Ya know - small eyes, big head...
ow most of the time I hide myself in the darkness of my attic...
Crying my eyes out... nah, I just have PS2 there with FFX and PLENTY of TIME to spend! What? I'd better draw something at last? Yeah, but... I left my tools about 350 kilometers away. sorry...
Ah, where I have been? Oh, yeah...
Calm Lands again...

XXBBB COMEBACK!

~pandoramail — Tue, 13 Feb 2007 03:13:15 PST

Xpand Xtasy: Bubble Bust Booster
[[--------------------------------------]]
<<>>
[[--------------------------------------]]
by studio |Black|

......
("Gameplay" section updated)
("FAQ" section updated)
..........................................

o----------------------------------------o
1. Technical Spec. / Minimal Requirements
2. Game Modes
3. Gameplay
4. FAQ
5. Credits
o----------------------------------------o

o----------------------------------------o
1. Technical Specyfication / Minimal Requirements

1.1 Technical Specyfication

We heard a few questions about is the game a FLASH filetype game
or will it be something like a controlable animation.
And the answer is - NO, it won't be an animation or a flash game.
It will be a 100% EXE application which you must to instal firstly.
And a GAME is not an ANIMATION!

1.2 Minimal Requirements

As it goes for PC's minimal requirements the game is not too much
consuming - all it will surly need to work smoothly is some RAM...

+ OS - Win98/ME/XP (won't work under DOS and propably Linux/Unix neither...)
+ CPU - 500Mhz
+ RAM - 256MB
+ graphic card in 800x600 res.
+ working sound card ^_^
+ keybord
o----------------------------------------o

o----------------------------------------o
2. Game Modes

This far we are working on following game modes in XXBBB:

- Story Mode
- Arcade Mode
- Arena Mode
- 2 Player Mode: Cooperation
- 2 Player Mode: Versus
- Time Attack Mode
- Lab Mode
o----------------------------------------o

o----------------------------------------o
3. Gameplay

3.1 Moving Around

As for a 2D game you will need to move, run and jump around in the game
enviroment. The game is dynamic and fast (if you have a Pc which can handle
it of course! ).

3.2 Fighting?

Yes, of course! Just imagine what "popularity" the main character have got
among some horny boys at her school or the people waiting at the bus stop, who
just waits to touch her or... ;D Check yourself how it is to be a sexy and busty
girl with some serious boob-growing problems..

3.3 Gainig Experience

For completing some tasks, and proceding through the game you will gain experience,
improve your moves, strenght and speed which will allow you to complete the fantastic
story of our bitch... I mean hero! Apart of learning new moves, you can also learn to control your growth - with next levels you can refuse growing or decide in which way you want to grow (air / heavy / special).

3.4 ABES

What the hell is A.B.E.S.?? It simply goes for Active Body Expansion System - system
developed for XX game series. How does it works? Well, there are some specyfic
actions that will cause the main hero to... grow in some places, if she wants it or
not. It works all the time and can happen to you in the most uncomfortalbe situation...
So BEWARE of growing!
o----------------------------------------o

o----------------------------------------o
4. FAQ (v1.3)

Q: How much do I must wait to play the game?
A: Truly? We don't have an idea! Maybe a month, maybe a little longer... but it WILL
make apperance someday...

Q: Why the FAQ section is the last? Shouldn't it be on the top of this file?
A: Yes, it should. But we have forgotten about it...

Q: Who is the main character of XXBB...

ALIVE - NOT DEAD

~pandoramail — Thu, 14 Dec 2006 07:39:46 PST

Hello everybody.
Studying is hard.
Studying English is harder.
And getting food or just staying alive is even harder!

It was a long break, don't you think? Making pic on my "PC" was impoassible as it got only 64 RAM!! After this Christmas I should menage to get aditional 256, so THEN my PC wouldn't get still when I use i.e. Paint...

I've got some ideas and a few requests, so then I'll get myslef back to work.

And now, let's hunt a badger for the dinner...

Study, study, study... #2

~pandoramail — Thu, 26 Oct 2006 03:05:18 PDT

Hey! It's been a while, wasn't it?
Good news - in seven days time I should be able to combine few things and make something similar to an PC. That should be enough for me to make some so called "art" of mine. I've got a lot of perverted ideas for ya! And the fact that I still plan to boy myself a tablet... Well, we'll see how it works out.
C'ya!

Devious Journal Entry

~pandoramail — Thu, 26 Oct 2006 02:59:28 PDT

Study, study, study...!

~pandoramail — Thu, 05 Oct 2006 02:07:39 PDT

Well - here I am - on the end of the world... Little time to write/do anything, but in a week time I could menage to do some stuff...

YOU BASTARDS!!! ;D

~pandoramail — Sun, 17 Sep 2006 06:11:45 PDT

What's that the hell?!? 10k views??

How could you??

You bastards!!

I haven't finished my 10k Gift for 'ya yet!

you are bad, bad people.

Love you all.

Down... down... down...

~pandoramail — Tue, 12 Sep 2006 13:29:25 PDT

"Why I feel so down?
Again...?
Like shit.
Oh yeah.
I forgot.
I am one.
Shittly little life.
Without the woman I love.
From the start.
For so long.
."

XXBBB casting :P

~pandoramail — Thu, 07 Sep 2006 02:41:25 PDT

OK, I'm canceling that thing with the backgrounds - it looks that I'll make it myslef.

Instead of that you have one and only opportunity to make your own chars that'll appear in the game! Just open my my deviation called XXBBB Char Creator, dowload .FLA file and change whatever you want to create your own char! To make it usable in the game, please use layers and don't draw for ex. a hand in layer called "hair"... If one is ready and you like it, please send it on my mail (but give me a not, ok?) or post it as a deviation in .FLA file (note also nicly seen ). So...?

HELP ME PLEASE!... ^_^U

~pandoramail — Mon, 04 Sep 2006 15:52:34 PDT

-----------------------------------
VIEW MY LESTEST DEVIATION
TO KNOW WHAT'S THAT HELP
WITH XXBBB GAME ABOUT !
-----------------------------------

Hello there.
Things got more crazy than before. But it's so ducking late at night, what the hell am I doing here? Huh, while I've been watching Bleach #84 pretty nice hentai manga downloaded... I knew Orihime-chan is one of the hottes of all anime babes...
It looks like I'm going somewhere to my studies... And it looks like I'll be unplugged... No PC... :/ No deviations... That's why I'm in such rush with that ducking game - I want to finish it in this month. If anyone could help - I'll appreciate it greatly.

Now, going to sleep.
Pusiuuuuuuuuuuuuu...

Studies...?

~pandoramail — Sat, 19 Aug 2006 15:37:42 PDT

Yaaay...!
At last I can call myself a student! But... wait a minute... where the hell is that place? What?!? It's some little town near Ukraine...?! And it's not even bigger than mine? Maan... this thing sucks. To the end of my little poor life I'm sentenced to stuck in some crap-towns like this... with no perspective to make things better...
a tablet.
XX:BBB on it's way. Beta ver on days.

I want to buy myself a tablet. What do you think about it? I don't really have knowledge about this stuff and appreciate if you could help even a little...

That's all for now, goodnight!

XX:BBB 4th Encounter

~pandoramail — Thu, 10 Aug 2006 15:38:00 PDT

OMG. What's happening? Subscribed?! Poor little me?!
How come it beeing true as I never ever dreamed for this... Ah yes, it's a promo subscribed time period I was given! :aw: Niiice and BIG THANKS TO DA!! time for some XXBBB news...

Mood: Suprised
Listening to: Joe Satriani - Flying in a blue dream
Reading: How to become subscribed when you don't ask for it
Watching: Pirates of the Carribean 2: The Dead Man's Chest

Well, the hardest part is behind me, I mean the concept and the first really working level. Got the music, ideas and the animation of main char and objects. That makes only some time to preapre other levels, add some customize features. I ment to finish it before this weekend but yuo know - stuff happens - and I've got to go somewhere for a week, so let's make a deal - the beta version will go out on monday 21st and then add 1 or 2 days of testing, one day to fix te problems and then you'll have it (is it around exactly two weeks from now?)
Please be patient as this is almost one-man project and I want it to become realy good for all my DA friends up there! Stay tooned!

That's all for now, bye!

Ps. And the book is of course my own imagination...

Subscribed!

~pandoramail — Thu, 10 Aug 2006 00:49:24 PDT

OMG. What's happening? Subscribed?! Poor little me?!
How come it beeing true as I never ever dreamed for this... Ah yes, it's a promo subscribed time period I was given! :aw: Niiice and BIG THANKS TO DA!!

The sad thing is that the day after tomorrow I'll agian have to leave my place and hit the road. Ain't this tiring? OK, so now after the subscribed stuff happeing (watch out! You can be next! ) it's time for the next part. What's with XX:BBB game stuff? Well, this subject is almost done but I won't get through it since next week s ogive me some more time please.... I'll try to make it worth waiting. Meanwhile I drawed a pic (not BE this time!) with Tifa changed into an object.. Well, I'm new in this subject, so it'll turn out little weird... Nevermind. I'l upload it sometime today.

That's all for now, bye! :aww

(and I'm subscribed, and I'm subscribed...! Yaaay!! )

XX:BBB 3rd Encounter

~pandoramail — Fri, 04 Aug 2006 15:09:17 PDT

OK, here's how it is.
Got some problems with the game, cause it appears to have some poblems while playing the music. I'll lok for an solution for this crap. I've added some new game mode. Three previous were bit too more fast and action dominated the gameplay, while (if it goes for me) player have a right to watch bit more carefully what's going on on the screen. Still need to complete her animation (talking about the Pink Girl). And then I'll would appreciate if someone would like to beta-test it...

That's all for now.

XX:BBB 3rd Encounter

~pandoramail — Fri, 04 Aug 2006 15:08:05 PDT

XX:BBB 2nd Encounter

~pandoramail — Tue, 01 Aug 2006 00:27:28 PDT

[XX:BBB - WTF?]
In all that deppresive mood I decided to thank you a bit and started a mini-game project (it's also a part of that game project stuff I mentioned before, I just took out one character [it will be female ) and changed a little the animation.) It will be an BE game, perverted as always. The game (which is called for short XX:BBB ) should be ready in two days time. At least if I don't get depressive until then... -_-U Any suggestions? Ideas? Give me a call, send me a note or a comment. Or a package if you wish...

[XX:BBB - PROGRESS]
About 40% done. I've gotta finish some char animation (in fact I need about 5 versions of this animation, every with changed bust size It's a lot of nuts... emmm... "work"! ) I've got the music (techno or disco climate, it suits the game) and some other stuff. Don't expect ultra-realistic 3D or CG graphic, please..! I'm doing this almost by myslef and it's a miracle that I've got this far.. I hope you like it. Any suggestions?

[JAP-ANG TRANSLATION]
The second thing is that I'll have a song (in japanease) that I would like to get translated.... So if any good-hearted man would be found to help me I'll gladly make him a request or anything he/she would like me to do.

[DEATH]

I'm an IDIOT.

~pandoramail — Sun, 30 Jul 2006 15:02:16 PDT

I'm back.
Six days of holidays.
Four hours of melting in the car.
My legs are wasted.

I'm an idiot.
Three options where to study.
None of them accepted.
My studies are wasted.

I'm dead.
20 years gone for nothing.
One of the worst moments in my life.
I'm wasted.

Holiday!

~pandoramail — Sat, 22 Jul 2006 20:59:45 PDT

I'm going for some summer brake holiday. A mountain trip, eh? Will be back in a week. Bye!

S.Crap

~pandoramail — Wed, 19 Jul 2006 05:26:14 PDT

Uploaded a S. Crap.

Man, tonight I've been worinkg at my work (all the night!) so I'm exhausted...

Psiuu... -_-U

M* F** TEST...

~pandoramail — Fri, 14 Jul 2006 11:02:33 PDT

I hate chain-tests, but this one seems a bit interesting... Just don't go mad reading all this...

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Raven
2. Chomik
3. Vera

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. pandoramail
2. chomik1987
3. rave_n

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. my hair
2. technic skills
3. eeem...? quite nice apperance?

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. having perverted ideas which I feel like drawing
2. sometimes beeing too depresive
3. beeing lazy

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. syrigne!!
2. skinheads
3. bad exam results -_-U

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. computer
2. boken
3. beeing depresive

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. shorts
2. glasses (yup, right...)
3. earing

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS (or artists (at the moment)):
1. KoRn
2. The Pillows!
3. Nightwish?

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. "Ride On shooting Star" by The Pillows!
2. "It's Like That" by Run DMC
3. "YMCA" by Village People (it took me over 3 years to know the title of this song!! -_-U)

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. hmph... hmph... well... ya know!
2. makeing some explosives
3. cherry-flavored beer

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given):
1. Humor
2. ....hm.... hm.... ya know!
3. Loyalyty

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE
1. I'm not a badger!
2. I haven't had sex with my classmate.
3. I have couple of Chernobyl cause mutations.

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX (or same) THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. eer... you mean... shapes?... or something?
2. Smile!
3. clothing

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. Sing.. -_-x
2. Stop thinking bad about myself.
3. Wake up a sleeping beauty (let her sleep! )

THREE THINGS YOU CAN DO THAT:
1. I can... ... crap... .. do... various... stuff... -_-U OK, dance.
2. Fight with bo / katana.
3. Draw some tits.

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Traning my own style with those bo / katana stuff...
2. Dating!
3. Playing some shadow games (we're havng some kind of small army up here )

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Uummmm...!!! Ugghh...! I just an't tell you, right? I'm a damn pervert, ain't I?!
2. Make this f****** character animation!...
3. Hug with B. (booo...! she doesn't love me...! )

Blur

~pandoramail — Thu, 13 Jul 2006 16:36:09 PDT

Yaaaaay..!
So I uploaded some... stuff...
There's a few fixes in my style... Don't know if it's for good... Time shows.
It's really late... and I should be working.. at least pretend to do so... But.. who cares... Goodnight everyone!

Maneater

~pandoramail — Mon, 10 Jul 2006 15:28:27 PDT

Hi there.
I know I'm a little inactive last days, but I'm doing some part-time job, which consumes most of my time... And I'm a member of a game-makeing team, so there's a little time left dor DA... OK, I'll try to upload some new stuff today.. I mean tonight... Bring you some new (old?) favs..

Gomenna Sai!

~pandoramail — Sat, 01 Jul 2006 14:41:08 PDT

Yup... It's me..
Sorry for the absence...
I was... ...traveling.... or stuff...
Yup... goodnight.
Mabe I'll come up with something... tomorrow...

Back to Work

~pandoramail — Thu, 08 Jun 2006 05:12:15 PDT

Konichiwa...!

OK, enough of beeing lazy and sleeping all the time, I'm getting back to work!

+ almost finished "Total Loser 2", some problems with Tifa's hair [70%]

+ "Bad Materia 2" - still half of 4th page

+ I had a weird dream tonight... OK, I'll tell you, as it was... Jasmine from Disney's Alladin - inflating and expanding! OK, I'm a pervert even when I'm sleeping. I feel like doing this pic...

It's a muffin!

~pandoramail — Sun, 04 Jun 2006 16:41:23 PDT

ABSOLUTLY MUFFIN!

It's Dejiko Magic!

~pandoramail — Sat, 03 Jun 2006 15:14:14 PDT

Pusiuuuuuuu...

Still sick. One of the request done! Still working on the Bad Materia Comix. And did someone want to see Tifa after drinking this Bust Maxxl? I'll think about it tonight.

PS. Nyo!

PS.2 (NOT Play Station 2!! ) I wondered what would be nice on the 1k page views occasion... Hope you'll like it.

Defiance

~pandoramail — Wed, 31 May 2006 18:33:15 PDT

Arrrghh!!
One of the games which gave me the most nerves - LoK: Defiance!
I fought the final boss 8 times, just to finally crash my head on the keybord (really hard). I'm small tempered.

("Why you, damn $#^@$#^ $@%$@& $@%&$@%& $%@^ of a $#%& game?!!? I'll teach you what word means!! %$^ @$%&@ Enough?!?!?")

(OK, I'm better. Godnight. )

The Show Must Go On!

~pandoramail — Wed, 31 May 2006 13:31:38 PDT

Yeah.
Thanks for the care 'ya all!
I'm a little better today -> as you see in my gallery.
Yup...

Yup...

Nothing to do. Hungry. I'm going to the kitchen.

.......:falling:.......

~pandoramail — Tue, 30 May 2006 15:18:21 PDT

Ugh...

Sick...

I'm working on a little request right now (it's a short comix about... ) but I've got a cold so it's not going as fast as it could...

Man...

This sucks....

The Number of the Beast

~pandoramail — Fri, 26 May 2006 13:28:12 PDT

... I mean the 666 entries border was reached. Thanks very much! I ment to do a special pic for that reason, but it happpened so fat, ya' know...

I'm on a little vacation, so that's why any new images aren't coming up, but I think after I get back to my place it'll change. I've got a few new ideas, and what about seeing Tifa after she drank all that stuff on that pic? I'm mad. Really.

[The flavor for today - "ITADAKI__MAAASUUUU!!! (while rushing down the hill with an incredible speed on my bike)]

High Score

~pandoramail — Wed, 24 May 2006 10:20:40 PDT

Yokatta!*

Despite of many various problems (first my PC broke down, later my car and I got on the exam place with 3 minutes of late!) I've pass my final exam, and the score was.. 20 points on 20 max. 20/20! Well, I'm suprised myself. And now - workning on some new project... C'ya!

(*jap. - great)

Crazy World

~pandoramail — Mon, 22 May 2006 09:01:11 PDT

Ghhaaaaa!!!

How the hell am I supposed to rip 4 DVDs, cut the choosen scenes and make them into one nice presentation movie in 24h?! ...

...OK...

...I'm dead ... ...

Die another day

~pandoramail — Sat, 20 May 2006 15:24:18 PDT

So here we are - another day passed, another day closer to mine -ugh- exam... Instead of preparing myself I'm... drawing? Nah, I forgot I can't draw! Well, there's two new things today (one I shouldn't submit but who cares...) and I also changed mine "18+" preview 'cause the previous one was kinda... Well, you know what it was like.

"We are the losers | of Eurovision!" - that's what I would like to sing. And I'm pretty happy of it. You know, it's a shame that our country sends that green-headed punk the second time... I prayed for him not to win and it seems that it was heard... :>

100 and so...

~pandoramail — Fri, 19 May 2006 16:29:54 PDT

Boy...
I'm so busy with prepariations to my exams that I didn't even noiced that 100 entrys... Origato gozaimashita!... Emm... I mean thank ya' all!

So what's up? (Nothing, Jay...) Since I discovered DA and decided to become a deviant I'm bit excited and find it quite fun. Itz a good place to be, I tell ya'!

1:24am on my watch... Geez... I won't die naturally, I know that for sure...
I remember a nightmare called "Final Fantasy X"...
Three days and three nigdth of non-stop playing... Hell or heaven?

C ya' around!

PS. And for all those who don't know - I'm just learning to draw, and that Flash thingy helps me a lot - you can redraw and corect a single line thousands of times...

deviantART: by:pandoramail

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Stressed

Refreshed (update)

Rainy Day Number 3462

Harder, Better, Faster... Cooler? Requests.

Progress

Good Times Bad Times...

Bad New, Everyone...

General_Failure

Mental (ray) Break

Cold evening

We Wish You a Metal Christmas

From the scratch

GD 11/12/07 - XX HELP!

GD Journal - 11/07/07.

GD Journal - 11/05/07.

Mwahahahaha!!

Muaaargh!!

Summer

Life of Mine Part I

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Devious Journal Entry

Black

XXBBB COMEBACK!

ALIVE - NOT DEAD

Study, study, study... #2

Devious Journal Entry

Study, study, study...!

YOU BASTARDS!!! ;D

Down... down... down...

XXBBB casting :P

HELP ME PLEASE!... ^_^U

Studies...?

XX:BBB 4th Encounter

Subscribed!

XX:BBB 3rd Encounter

XX:BBB 3rd Encounter

XX:BBB 2nd Encounter

I'm an IDIOT.

Holiday!

S.Crap

M***** F****** TEST...

Blur

Maneater

Gomenna Sai!

Back to Work

It's a muffin!

It's Dejiko Magic!

Defiance

The Show Must Go On!

.......:falling:.......

The Number of the Beast

High Score

Crazy World

Die another day

100 and so...

M* F** TEST...