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Draik.. Hacked.

~paniqueatthehart — Sat, 05 Dec 2009 15:14:50 PST

As soon as I got him, I was hacked.
Spend 600k paining him.. baby.
The person pounded the draik and took every np I had to my name.

merry fucking christmas.

Neopets.. Draik in the pound? :D

~paniqueatthehart — Fri, 04 Dec 2009 16:07:17 PST

SO YEAH,
PANICATTHEHEART WAS FROZEN BUT I HAD A SIDE ACCOUNT LEFT.
IT RANDOMLY HAD NPS ON IT, SO YAEH.

I FOUND A DRAIK IN THE POUND & PAINTED HIM BABY.
[link]
I'M FREAKING LUCKY.
GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.

Also, on a less exciting note.
Neopets / dA FRIENDS, LEND ME YOUR EARS.

Christmas.
_{Have a shadow paint brush laying around that you want to give to kami?}
Ahem, i mean. What do you guys want for christmas! (:
_{cough shadow paint brush please cough}
Also, I made a design for the draik I obtained.
_{could really use a shadow paint brush.}
And, I'll upload my sketches of him later.
He looks ODDLY SIMILAR to my OLD draik, Faeux. :'D
_{shadow paint brush.}

STEP ONE

** Make a post in your journal. The post should contain your list of 10 holiday wishes. The wishes can be anything at all, from simple and fun ("I'd love a Snape/Hermione icon that's just for me") to medium ("I wish for _____ on DVD") to really big ("All I want for Christmas is a new car/computer/house/TV.") The important thing is, make sure these wishes are things you really, truly want.

** If you wish for real possible things, make sure you include some sort of contact info in your post, whether it's your address or just your email address where Santa (or one of his elves) could get in touch with you. In this case, you can always just note someone on dA.

** Also, make sure you post some version of these guidelines in your journal, so that others can join in and participate to spread the holiday joy!

STEP TWO

** Surf around your friend list to see who has posted their list. And now here's the important part:

** If you see a wish you can grant, and it's in your heart to do so, make someone's wish come true. Sometimes someone's trash is another's treasure, and if you have a leather jacket you don't want or a gift certificate you won't use--or even know where you could get someone's dream purebred Basset Hound for free--do it.

** You needn't spend money on these wishes unless you want to. The point isn't to put people out, it's to provide everyone a chance to be someone else's holiday elf--to spread the joy. Gifts can be made anonymously or not--it's your call.

There are no rules with this project, no guarantees, and no strings attached. Just...wish, and it might come true. Give, and you might receive. And you'll have the joy of knowing you made someone's holiday special.

KAMI'S WISH LIST

1. My first wish is something no one can give me.. But I want it more then anything. I want one of my dear friends to be cured of cancer so he can continue on with his life.. he deserves to.

2. I'd very veryyyy much enjoy some fan art! I love when people draw pictures with me in mind, it makes me feel all warm inside! Like, "Aww, they put time into a picture for me? ;n;"

3. Kinda dorky.. But I'm really hoping I get a new Nintendo DS Lite for Christmas.. Never was quite the same after my old DS was stolen a few years back.

4. I REALLY, REALLY WANT A PAIR OF THOSE PLAIN WHITE VANS(Shoes) WITH COOL DISNEY DRAWINGS ALL OVER THEM, THEYRE SO AMAZING AND.. GAH! (I'm a size 9.. LOL. [link] )

5. A background for my fish tank would be just Rad! Something dark but not .. death.. dark. The Tank has black pebbles with a few neon ones mixed in, and my betta is black. The tank is about.. 30inx20in
( PIC OF TANK : [link] )

6. Hmm.. More serious note.. I could really use some help with Scholarship searching.. I have absolutely no money for college and I need about 16 grand a year, not including food and books.. and living.. Lol..

7. A CD with pretty piano music on it! Oh man, that'd be awesome. I can never find good piano music on the internet (maybe i'm dumb..)

8. I'd love one of those lil' detail icons of one of my kitty characters. Preferably my leopard. ;x ( [link] )

9. I've seen some cool messenger-bags floating around dA with hand drawn images on 'em.. they're pretty kick ass! c: (My bag ripped open.. lul. [link] )

10. It'd be SUPER awesome if someone could make me one of those nifty iPhone covers (the cheap kind you draw on) with a cool character on it! My iphone case broke so its unprotected.
( [link] )

Note me for any information!

Thanks so much guys, Merry Christmas!
(I know it's November...

Catch my 9,999 - Win a free drawing.

~paniqueatthehart — Thu, 22 Oct 2009 20:06:15 PDT

It's almost there, I jumped up 1,000 in the past few days so I thought I should prepare.

9,999 !

If you catch this, send me a link to the screenshot, along with waht you'll want me to draw.
(Reference, description, whatever.)

Thanks for all the support guys !

-kambria

The Monstona Project

~paniqueatthehart — Mon, 05 Oct 2009 20:56:44 PDT

I thought this project up. c:

_{Basically, draw yourself as a blob-monster fursona, and there you have it. A monster-sona; monstona.

Only rules :
-Don't copy someone else's creation.
-Must be blob like.
-Give it a monster-like name!

I got the idea to do this purely because I was sad and didn't want to draw my fursona- so I drew the monster inside of me.

This is also kinda cool for the opening of "Where the wild things are." You'll find out what your wild thing is.

Any questions?
Note me!

LIST OF MONSTONAS (Note me a link to yours to be added):
[link]
[link]
[link]
-
-}

Who am I?

~paniqueatthehart — Mon, 28 Sep 2009 23:57:30 PDT

_{I'm stressing out, a bunch.

All my life I've sat behind the screen of a computer,
never giving living a chance.

"Hey- You going to the game tonight?"
Quickly.. Excuse..
"No.. I need to take care of my grandpa."
"Oh.."

"Hey Kami! Wanna hang out this weekend??"
Do I really want to hang with her... I can't stand her. (No one on dA (; )
"I can't, I'm going out of town. Sorry."

And what the hell am I doing?

Grades 7-9 :
Maple Story.

Grades 9-12 :
World of Warcraft, Neopets.

WORLD OF WARCRAFT IS NOT SOME DRUG i'M ADDICTED TO. iT DOESN'T STEAL MY SOUL OR.. TURN ME.. WHATEVER.
It's entertainment when I feel like I have nothing..
Because it's something.
I have something. . .

So, years from now when I look back on "the best years of my life"..

What do I have to look to?
Killing Onyxia 25 man on WoW?
Getting my Zakum Helmet?
Drawing.. A krawk.. that got frozen..

One thing came out of the internet- for me.
Multiple personalities.

IRL -
Funny/Perverted/Emo Kami, Kami who doesn't care about school.
Online -
Sexual/Shy/Strong Kami.. Who's a lot cooler..

I have soul searching to do.

I've gotten all the best gear on every game..
It's time to get some gear in real life.
Take.. CARE of myself.. for once.

If you read this..
Approach with extreme care.
I feel as if the life i've known is.. crumbling.

&To my friends in real life..
I get jealous when you make new friends-
because it's something I don't do.
I don't branch out and meet people,
so I feel i'll be left behind.

I'm sorry, I truly love and appreciate every one of you.

To my friends online;
Sorry I've treated you poorly.
Sorry I'm not always there for you like a friend should be..
Sorry I'm not a friend.
Sorry I push all your buttons until you want to hate me then turn it around like it's your fault..
I'm a bitch.
Please, forgive me.

Each and every one of you helped me at sometime, and I thank you for that.

To my lover;
You out of all people have seen me for who I truly am.
You've seen me laughing like a llama stuck in a vacuum cleaner while watching old people falling. (I'm horrible.)
But, you've seen my green with envy and strike out at you..
Because I'm afraid of losing the only person who's seen every side of me..

I love you, never forget that.. Thank you for loving me.

Love,
I don't know who I am.}

iPhone / Life / Commissions / ACARALUV

~paniqueatthehart — Fri, 25 Sep 2009 19:07:02 PDT

FINALLY; Picture / video messaging for the iPhone.
./rejoice

As for life?
It's lame.
8 More months of school,
9 till my birthday,
10 till august.
You know, the cool stuffs.

I think I'm.. going to try and do commissions?
I don't know if anyone would buy.. Lol.
Let me know if you're interested, I kinda.. really need money. ;c

RUTH !

Love,
Kambria

Frozen.

~paniqueatthehart — Tue, 22 Sep 2009 17:44:59 PDT

fuck neopets.

So, I'm back. (NEOPETS KIDS, VOTE!)

~paniqueatthehart — Sat, 29 Aug 2009 10:04:22 PDT

Neopets in the BeautyContest:
Aisha :
[link]

Draik :
[link]

Krawk :
[link]

_____________________________________

Anyways!
As you can tell, I've been more active lately.
This summer has been... interesting.
But, I finally found inspiration so art should keep coming at the pace it has been.

Thanks to all my watchers,
Enjoy the nice summer weather while it's still here!

~Kambria

Ohai. c:

~paniqueatthehart — Sun, 26 Jul 2009 23:33:58 PDT

Well, hi guys.

I haven't updates, nor checked messages.
I don't really do dA, most my art is here :
[link]anicattheheart

Speaking of, vote for my pets? C:
[link]
[link]
[link]

Thanks~

Other then that, just a lot of World of Warcraft.
Coming up on senior year, yay.

Maybe I'll hold a contest of some sorts.
Post if you're interested. c:

SWINE FLU! -stole'd-

~paniqueatthehart — Thu, 30 Apr 2009 21:09:11 PDT

Just passing on the message from 8D
Remember to protect your icons from the DEADLY SWINE FLU VIRUS.

STOLE FROM *IceandSnow

Ria is safe now. C:

----*Note*----

Swine Flu Affects ÂWolverineÂ Premiere!

Hugh Jackman sends a message to Mexico after premiere is postponed due to Âgovernment restrictions.Â

Do I hear a bird? :D (TwitteR)

~paniqueatthehart — Sun, 26 Apr 2009 18:50:53 PDT

[link]

Errr.
Yeah, I made one because Acaraluv made me.
Go follow my life.

NEW CHARLIE THE UNICORN

~paniqueatthehart — Mon, 06 Apr 2009 17:24:39 PDT

[link]

A new week, a new BC CONTEST! (Neopets)

~paniqueatthehart — Fri, 03 Apr 2009 23:57:33 PDT

Please, vote for Faeux if none of my other pets. C:

[link]

[link]

[link]

[link]

Each link is a different pet.
Draik/Chomby/Korbat/Aisha.

My Draik got 5th last week, i'd like to come home with a trophy. C:

SPREAD THE WORD GUYS; ILL DO FAN ART OR SOMETHING IF YOU TELL MORE PEOPLE. (:

It's that time again. (Neopets)

~paniqueatthehart — Sat, 28 Mar 2009 12:55:38 PDT

[link]

[link]

[link]

[link]

Vote for my draik?

Sorry I'm inactive, most of my art is on my neo account..
PanicAtTheHeart@Neo.

NEOPETS !

~paniqueatthehart — Fri, 27 Feb 2009 19:59:01 PST

[link]

Spare a vote my friends?(:

RAWR

~paniqueatthehart — Sun, 28 Dec 2008 00:57:31 PST

Click These.

ITS SO HOT.

Clubs

Worse. Christmas. Ever.

~paniqueatthehart — Thu, 25 Dec 2008 22:37:39 PST

_{I accidentally deleted my application for that draik.}

So. I hate Christmas. I just dragged myself from my deathbed + drowning tears to let you all know.
Notepad, is the devil.
Make backups when you work for 100+ hours.
Save in 10000000 places.

Happy Christmas.

I got underwear.

_{And lots of other good stuff, but that'll ruin the depressed mood.}

Clubs

Neopets - FANART

~paniqueatthehart — Fri, 19 Dec 2008 07:53:36 PST

If anyone's up for it, the deadline is now ...sometime in janruary. Sooo, If you'd like to draw me some fanart of [link] that lil boy, i'd be MUCHO greatful. :]

thanks guys~

Clubs

...

~paniqueatthehart — Sat, 13 Dec 2008 15:05:12 PST

I made it into the top 4 finalists.

I didn't win.

Clubs

VOTE - NEOPETS

~paniqueatthehart — Fri, 12 Dec 2008 17:00:56 PST

VOTE FOR ME.
KTHNX.

[link]enviyr

GOGOGO

Clubs

YaSo.

~paniqueatthehart — Wed, 10 Dec 2008 23:13:33 PST

LOL JK, THIS IS MY ACCOUNT.

Starting Friday, VOTE FOR ME IN THE NEW BC!@@@@
-neopets-

uhm.
pet name : Denviyr, i dont wanna find a link for you guys. :C
just vote. THAT STARTS 12.12.08 FOR YOU SLOW PEOPLE. ~zexies

AND IM APPLYING FOR THIS RLY CUTE DRAIK, THAT IM PAINTING MARA WITH THIS : [link]

SO LIEK, do fan artzs.
heres his reffs.

[link]
AND
[link]

and like all this
[link]

FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO WATCHED AIRBMAK,
THAT WASNT ME, THAT WAS SOMEONE HACKING MY IPHONE. THOSE PIKTURES WERE LEAKED.
IM SORRY. :C

Ily.

Clubs

I NEED A GOOD ARTIST-

~paniqueatthehart — Tue, 09 Dec 2008 12:23:17 PST

to do me a favor.
I know, i moved accounts, but more eyes read my words this way.

I'm applying for a shadow draik, plan on painting it Maraquan. I NEED FAN ARTZ!
PLEASE, If you have nothing better to do,
Draw this little guy :
[link]

His Design is fairly simple, compared to my other art.
The deadline is FRIDAY,
12-12-08

But I always turn my applications in a day early.
So, I'mma need artz by Thursday,
Sorry to sound bishy..

Thank you for reading,
ily all.

~Airmak

HIS NAMES XYLARE.

Clubs

MOVED. moved. MOVING.

~paniqueatthehart — Mon, 01 Dec 2008 21:39:13 PST

Hai guys.
BYE GUYS.
WATCH MY NEW ACCOUNT;

~Airbmak

^ That. : D

kbye.

Clubs

Hey.

~paniqueatthehart — Sun, 30 Nov 2008 21:21:23 PST

Geez.
Between pretending to care about school, and playing world of warcraft, I have little time for Art..
But.
I've been feeling the magnetic pull to play neopets/gaiaonline again.
I just need inspiration.

I'm not sure why it's so hard for me.. I'm not someone who makes a ton of characters that could inspire me, and force me to draw.
I keep it simple.
Fursona, plain.
Well.. it's decked out, i just mean i don't have a lot of side characters.

Maybe an art trade would get me back?
If youre interested, leave a message after the tone. C:

Thanks for reading guys,
ALSO!ONE MORE MONTH TILL MY SUBBY DIES.
Which means i'm looking for the perfect name for a new account.
Any ideas? Lemme know. :]

beep.

Clubs

Twilight.

~paniqueatthehart — Sat, 22 Nov 2008 10:45:09 PST

I thought the movie was amazingly cute, unlike others. I don't seem to mind they left out few scenes, because I was just thrilled to see Bella and Edwards love.. struggle.
I give the movie an 8/10.
-2 for missing scenes.
The characters aren't drop dead sexy, but...
They're still close enough to capture my heart.

Enjoy the movie, read the books.
WARNING SPOILER.

Lolfourthbooksecks.

Clubs

Hey, you. Over there.

~paniqueatthehart — Wed, 29 Oct 2008 14:52:53 PDT

Hey guys, it's me. c;

Sorry i don't post pictures much anymore.
I'm 100% Wow addicted, WORLd OF WARCRAFT for you non-gamers.Anywho, I thought!!!
I'll make some WoW art for you doods.
But, it's very hard to make it look good, it's an amazing game.
If youre intrestd in playing, leave me eyour email and i'll send you an invite.

I play the HORDE side.
Which means.
If you wanted to play WoW with me, you have to be horde too. bcause ethe entire game is about Horde vs. Alliance.
the alliance is like.. good guys.. horde like bad.
Theyre both bad guys... but the whole like..
dark light.
red blue.
etc,etc.

So, youd have to make a horde character.
On the BOULDERFIST server.
My character is a 70 TROLL hUNTER, which means i get cute pets to help me fight.

My character name is like.
Kamisaur.
So like.
Like.
.. um.. like.
Comment. ;D

HERE'S SOME COOL WoW PIX.

[link]

[link]

[link]

LAWL ^

[link]

[link]

Play WoW or die.

Love,
Kami.

Clubs

ACTUALLY.

~paniqueatthehart — Thu, 02 Oct 2008 21:59:35 PDT

Help me.
I forgot about my name thing.

Bikutori or TheAlbinoSkunk
for a new dA account.
Both premade,
sorry for those who already added.
I just feel the albino skunk a bit more.

BUT, im deciding.
so yeah.

The albino skunk is like.
Less trend following.
and a noticable / rememberable name.
That i've used for a year or so?

Iunno.

Add [link]
as well.

Opinions?

Clubs

Life.

~paniqueatthehart — Thu, 02 Oct 2008 20:17:13 PDT

So, currently level 7O on World of Warcraft.
Whoo.

Also, I've decided I'm moving accounts, on here.
I made my new sona, havent done her online yet.
New account : [link]
I'll use it after this subby runs out.

c:

Clubs

fakes

~paniqueatthehart — Sat, 27 Sep 2008 10:04:11 PDT

i hate chains, but love mel.

No offense, but ... People are getting too fake on me . They only want posts, comments, or to see how many friends they can get. So let's see who will actually repost this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend...Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "Fake Friends'

True friends will read and repost this. Fake friends will just ignore it.

Clubs

BUSY MEE.

~paniqueatthehart — Sun, 14 Sep 2008 00:15:38 PDT

Mmk, so, I'm oober focused on school as of now,
so I'm very unactive.
I managed to get 125%
in mythology in 2 weeks,
whoo-hoo.
Let's keep it up?
So, As much as I want to push out creativity,
and just make something amazing,
i physically can't..

I'm very uninspired,
and getting more and more drained the more I do homework.
Hopefully I'll do something... soon.
I still need to do something for the amazing

Anyways,

I'm hoping to return to an 'artist' status,
HOPEFULLY,
with a new, fresh style.
Maybe even a new sona? o:

Enjoy your year you guys,
" Young men gave up a lot of tomorrows,
for your todays. "

Panique Kami

Clubs

Clean.

~paniqueatthehart — Mon, 08 Sep 2008 17:54:51 PDT

clearclear/

Clubs

I must Be.

~paniqueatthehart — Fri, 15 Aug 2008 17:30:05 PDT

Incase it's hard to tell, purple = bold.

Mine : I have an ONLINE boyfriend, I MUST be UGLY in real life.

I'm SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic.
I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists.
I'm a NEGRO so I MUST carry a gun.
I'm BLONDE, so I MUST be a ditz.
I'm JAMAICAN so I MUST smoke weed.
I'm HAITIAN so I MUST eat cat.
I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be sexy.
I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy.
I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS.
I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape.
I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist.
I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch.
I'm a GAY RIGHTS SUPPORTER, so I WILL go to hell.
I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.
I'm ATHEIST so I MUST hate the world.
I don't have a RELIGION, so I MUST be evil and have no morals.
I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people.
I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible.
I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay.
I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash.
I TAKE ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy.
I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants.
I'm IRISH, so I MUST have a bad drinking problem.
I'm INDIAN, so I MUST own a convenient store.
I'm NATIVE AMERICAN, so I MUST dance around a fire screaming like a savage.
I'm a CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be a whore.
I'm a DANCER, So I must be stupid, stuck up, and a whore.
I wear SKIRTS a lot, so I MUST be a slut.
I'm a PUNK, so I MUST do drugs.
I'm RICH, so I MUST be a conceited snob.
I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be a goth or emo.
I'm a WHITE GIRL, so I MUST be a nagging, steal-your-money kind of girlfriend.
I'm CUBAN, so I MUST spend my spare time rolling cigars.
I'm NOT A VIRGIN, so I MUST be easy.
I FELL IN LOVE WITH A MARRIED MAN, so I MUST be a home-wrecking whore.
I'm a TEENAGE MOM, so I MUST be an irresponsible slut.
I'm POLISH, so I MUST wear my socks with my sandals.
I'm ITALIAN, so I must have a "big one".
I'm PRETTY, so I MUST not be a virgin.
I HAVE STRAIGHT A'S, so I MUST have no social life.
I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention.
I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS so I MUST be looking for attention.
I'm INTO THEATER & ART, so I MUST be a homosexual.
I'm a VEGETARIAN, so I MUST be a crazy political activist.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GUY FRIENDS, so I MUST be fucking them all.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GIRLS WHO ARE FRIENDS, so I MUST be a player.
I have Big BOOBS, so I MUST be a hoe.
I'm COLOMBIAN, so I MUST be a drug dealer.
I WEAR WHAT I WANT, so I MUST be a poser.
I'm RUSSIAN, so I MUST be cool.
I'm GERMAN, so I must be a Nazi.
I hang out with GAYS, so i must be GAY TOO.
I'm BRAZILIAN, so I MUST have a BIG BUTT.
I'm PUERTO RICAN, so I MUST look good and be conceited
I'm SALVADORIAN, so I MUST be in MS 13
I'm POLISH, so I MUST be greedy
I'm HAWAIIAN so I MUST be lazy
I'm PERUVIAN, so I MUST like llamas
I'm a STONER so I MUST be going in the wrong direction
I'm a VIRGIN so I MUST be prude.
I'm STRAIGHT EDGE so I must be violent.
I'm a FEMALE GAMER, so I MUST be ugly.
I'm BLACK so I MUST love fried chicken and kool-aid.
I'm a GIRL who actually EATS LUNCH, so I MUST be fat.
I'm a SKATER so I must do weed and steal stuff
I'm a PUNK so I must only wear black and date only other punks.
I'm ASIAN so I must be a NERD that does HOMEWORK 24/7
I'm MIXED so I must be screwed up.
I'm MUSLIM so I MUST be a terrorist.
I'm in BAND, so I MUST be a dork.
I'm BLACK so I MUST believe JESUS WUZ A BROTHA.
I'm MORMON so I MUST be perfect
I'm WHITE and have black friends so I MUST think I'm black.
I'm HISPANIC, so I MUST be dirty.
I'm NOT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, so I MUST be a loser.
I'm OVERWEIGHT, so I MUST have a problem with self control.
I'm PREPPY, so I MUST shun those who don't wear Abercrombie & Hollister.
I'm on a DANCE team, so I must be stupid, stuck up, and a whore.
I'm YOUNG, so I MUST be naive.
I'm MEXICAN, so I MUST have hopped the border.
I GOT A CAR FOR MY BIRTHDAY, so I MUST be a spoiled brat.
I'm BLACK, so I MUST love watermelon
I'm BI, so I MUST think every person I see is hot.
I'm an ASIAN GUY, so I MUST have a small penis.
I'm a GUY CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be gay.
I'm a PREP, so I MUST be rich.
I don't like the SUN so I MUST be an albino.
I have a lot of FRIENDS, so I MUST love to drink and party.
I wear tight PANTS and I'm a guy, so I MUST be emo.
I couldn't hurt a FLY, So I MUST be a...

1OO Themes.

~paniqueatthehart — Fri, 15 Aug 2008 16:12:42 PDT

I need something to do while he's gone, So here it is! C:

Start Date: August 15th 2008, 4:10PM
End Date: ---

001. Introduction
002. Love
003. Light
004. Dark
005. Rot
006. Break
007. Heaven
008. Away
009. Cut
010. Breathe
011. Memory
012. Insanity
013. Misfortune
014. Smile
015. Silence
016. Spit
017. Blood
018. Under
019. Gray
020. Fortitude
021. War
022. Mother
023. Distasteful
024. Want
025. Lurking
026. Europe
027. Foreign
028. Sorrow
029. Urban
030. Rain
031. Flower
032. Night
033. Wrath
034. Moon
035. Walk
036. Precious
037. See
038. Abandoned
039. Dream
040. 4:29 PM
041. Citric Acid
042. Still
043. Die
044. Two Roads
045. Two Guns
046. Drop
047. Dirt
048. Young
049. Preservatives
050. Breaking the Rules
051. Sport
052. Old
053. Desecrate
054. Tower
055. Need
056. Biohazard
057. Sacrificial
058. Kick in the Head
059. No Way Out
060. Desert
061. Fairy Tale
062. Voodoo
063. Do Not Disturb
064. City
065. Horror
066. Snow
067. Drum
068. Hero
069. Annoyance
070. 67%
071. Obsession
072. Mislead
073. I Can't
074. Confrontation
075. Mirror
076. Broken
077. Testament
078. Drink
079. Fuck
080. Words
081. Pen and Paper
082. Plus
083. Heal
084. Cold
085. Sick
086. Seeing Red
087. Hunger
088. Pain
089. Through the Fire
090. Triangle
091. Drown
092. Rape
093. Iron
094. Soft
095. Advertisement
096. Storm
097. Safety
098. Puzzle
099. Alone
100. Gone

Clubs

RESTART.

~paniqueatthehart — Fri, 15 Aug 2008 14:30:44 PDT

A lot of people have been doing it, I figured I needed to as well.
Half my gallery was random crap that sucked big bootay.
So, I'm going to try and produce good art! C:

I'm not sure now which I left, and which I scraped.
Anything old, most likely gone.

Hospital / 18

~paniqueatthehart — Wed, 13 Aug 2008 21:03:07 PDT

So, My mom had me drive her to the ER today. Her baby making business is like.. out of wack. And it's serious. She said she might get her ovaries burned, ew?

On the other hand..

MY BABY, MARIO, IS TURNING 18.

I have NO idea, WHATSOEVER what to get him. He's a GAMER, 100%.
But he owns everything he could want. Besides a USB Drink cooler, lolol, but I bought it already. So, And suggestions for the big 1-8, I'd love it!

New CSS ; Sigh.

~paniqueatthehart — Wed, 13 Aug 2008 02:09:40 PDT

testing new CSS.

My darling Mario is on vacation with his family from, 30 seconds ago unill the.. 30th? Or something.
So.
I'm all alone, listening to Love/Happy/Romantic music for once in my life. Normally, I'd be hittin up some Chiodos or something, to make me mood worse. Instead I listen to love songs.. It's interesting how much I've grown attached to this wonderfulmazing boy over the past year and.. 3 months.

n_n;; He's staying with me all Christmas break.. There's something to look forward to.

Two holidays, Two hearts.
One amazing vacation.

Sigh, So.
I need company..
Talk to me, If you're one of those people who just reads.
I could use every conversation.. n_n;;

At least he's here in my dreams.

Thanks to Michael Buble for Relaxing, Lovemantic music.

I wanna be the very Best.

~paniqueatthehart — Sun, 10 Aug 2008 23:37:54 PDT

My updated trainer card!
Whoo!
I'm definitely an Umbreon person. Love espeon, but it doesn't match my color scheme. I'll be drawing my team any time now.
If you have a picture / reference of your team, i'd love to draw our teams battling!

I'm not sure if i'll do a custom design.
i might add a few gadgets and whatnots.

Note/Comment.

My final team.

I'm a fire lover, if you didn't know.

My final team, as you can see from the card above, includes :

Charizard M/F
Ninetails M/F
Arcanine M/F
Umbreon M/F
Ampharos M/F
Kingdra M/F

I'll be coming up with individual designs for each of them.

AND LOOK@ MY POKECARD.
MY LIL HOTTIE SPRITE IS WITH MR. DR. GARY OAK.

Status

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Art for me

Happy 8/8/08 (edit)

~paniqueatthehart — Sat, 09 Aug 2008 02:31:05 PDT

I hope you guys made the best of it, seeing as I didn't.
Instead, I'm losing two things I love.

One, I'm quitting Neopets.
Ruvx - Cloud Gnorbu ; Zouek - Royal Boy Kougie ; and xMarleee - cloud Chomby are UFA. Just be fucking worth them if you want them.

Two, I'm quitting art.
All my life i've wanted to do art. Something died inside me, and I don't want anything to do with art anymore. So, peace out dA.

Peace out Neo.

Back to WoW.
It, and Mario, are all I need.

P.S. This isn't me being Emo.
This is my fucking growing up.
I can't be an artist like i've always wanted.
You want to see people going somewhere?
Look no furhter :
*IceandSnow =Annamate ~Chibix =acaraluv *EmptyShadow

They're going to make it.
Fucking support them.

edit
thats such an emo post. MY god.
Anyways.
Yes, I fucked up, i realise this. but instead of running away like a freaking pansy, I should learn from this event.
Not only will I work to be better, I'll study, and put more effort. Lol, that's the way to go, isnt it? How could I stay away from dA. I think i'm getting better and better each and every picture I draw, ( i think anna said that. )
I might not be the next *IceandSnow or =acaraluv, they
re amazing. But why should I want to be them? I'll learn from them. Grow by the inspiration these people's art fills me with.
My name is Kambria -soontobe- Chanes. And I'm going to be an Animation artist, .. or Web site designer.. thing.

Thanks for the support, guys.

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IMPORTANT.

~paniqueatthehart — Sat, 02 Aug 2008 15:29:45 PDT

Kay guys, I really need this favor.
I'm applying for a kick ass pet on Neopets.
And I really need fanart.

It's a Plushie Krawk, from Neopets.
Look on google images.

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RIGHT WHEN I ACTUALLY LIKE THE GAME.

" Account: panicattheheart

THIS ACCOUNT HAS BEEN TEMPORARILY SUSPENDED.

You have been SUSPENDED for the following reason:

Neopets is not the place to discuss anything sexual, including homosexuality, yaoi/yuri, any sexual orientation, or someone\'s preferences. Using it as an insult is absolutely unacceptable.

Your suspension will end in 23 hours and 59 minutes.

At that time you will be able to return to the site with your account and pets safely intact. Please make sure to read the Terms and Conditions and our NeoRules while you wait for your suspension to end. You are being given another chance here. Do not lose your account PERMANENTLY by breaking the rules in the future.
"

I made a board, called ' i kissed a girl and i liked it. '
based off that new song.
ONE PERSON, SOME WITCH AT THAT, HATES that song.
So shes all.

" THat title keeps popping up EVERYTHING, is so DUMB. i Hate it.

I REPORTED A GIRL, AND I LIKED IT.

Look, now im cute like you. "

I sent a note to TNT focusing on the point,
We dont Report people over a song.
You report people, to keep neopets CLEAN, SAFE, and FUN.
But no.

..Lol. :/
Right when im obsessed.

ALSO IM APPLYING FOR A PLUSHIE KRAWK,
Sosososososo, if you guys could do fanart,
I'd love you forever.

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Art for me

The most amazing superhero movie i've ever seen.
ever.
EVER.

Sad, funny.. MINDBOGGLING.
andand.
uhm.
what's it called.
Something you don't see at all happens.

AMAZING.

Also,
Wall-E Was slightly dissapointing.
But still really good.
Represents Americans today.

Flash.

~paniqueatthehart — Sun, 20 Jul 2008 00:24:58 PDT

So, I'm doing it.
I'm joining the ever-popular, mega pageviews way of Art.
I'm learning flash.
My first to attempts, lack originality, thought, effort.
Sure. they took quite a while to make,
but I'd like to be like some of the best.

Etc.

I'm 16, and learning.
Remember this day, gotham.

...The new batman movie was amazing.
And a half.
Also.

AND, I'M TOTALLY JOINING A POKEMON CLUB ON DA.

Amazing.
If you join them, say I reffered you please.

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THE COUNTDOWN BEGINS.

~paniqueatthehart — Fri, 18 Jul 2008 03:58:22 PDT

December 22, 2008.

The countdown to what, you may ask?
MY BABY IS GONNA BE IN MY ARMS, HERE, WITH ME.
For Christmas and NEW YEARS.
I'm stoked.

STOKED'd.

If anyone has news this tops this, please post.

Is anyones posts news they this is better than this, LOL YOU FREAKING DOUCHE, NOTHING IS BETTER THAN THE-LOVE-OF-YOUR-LIFE.

Also.
I can't sleep because i'm excited and nervous and butterflies and ntjrgvnfr.

Status

Currently doing Neopets Trades.

Amazing Artists

Art for me

Stamps

Updates

LOOK AT THIS JOURNAL.
Like really, Hot Damn.
Love & props to =Annamate, the freaking sexy beast that put this together.
Who has a sexy journal?
I do.

-Kami.

Status

Currently doing Neopets Trades.

Amazing Artists

Art for me

Stamps

Updates

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Status

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Commission Info

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Art

Thumbs go here

Stamps

Stamp thumbs go here

Layout by =Annamate

Think you have Skillz?

~paniqueatthehart — Sun, 06 Jul 2008 22:46:57 PDT

[link]

Compared to him, you dont.

__________

Neopets.

I can't figure out this.
" CSS " crap.

Nilla darling made me a layout.
But I'd like to understand css,
And good guides? :/

Okay, Here's My Application for this Pet I want.
Can you guys help me, and say what I should fix? :]

_{INTRO :

Hey There Jasmijn, I'm Kami!
Aka, PanicAtTheHeart.
This petpage, is the story of my desire to adopt this glamor pet.
I'm not interested in a draik for the fame, for the flame, or love.
I want a draik, because they're adorable.
Throughout this petpage application, I think I'll show you I jump off the page.
And That I deserve to raise and care for Oi.

ABOUT ME :

Kay, Again, I'm Kami.
I'm currently age 16, and enjoying it.
I'm hoping to graduate from high school, and attend an Art college.
A long term goal is to get a scholarship to work for Pixar, as in Disney Pixar.
I love drawing, editing, animating. The whole lot.
You can find most of my work at paniqueatthehart.deviantArt.com
Through out my neo-life, I've noticed one thing.
Everyone always wants wants wants. People want a Draik, they want a Krawk.
They want rare pets to make themselves special.
I used to want one because everyone did.
But as I'm growing older, I realize I want a draik, not only because they're adorable, but because it would give me a chance to try something new with my art.
That's my biggest inspiration for wanting a draik, and then I searched around, and found you.
I feel as if I actually have a chance, you're a reasonable person.
Oi is simply darling, And I'd be a wonderful owner.
I've been playing neopets since I was about 13, possibly 12. Back when a good paintbrush was 12k, lol. The good ol' days. I can't make it online everyday, But I try my hardest to not let down my pets.
Going into my junior year of high school, I admit I won't be able to attend to my pets everyday. But days I know I wouldnt be able to, I'd book them in a hotel.

WHY :

Even though I just got done saying why I want Oi, That makes it seem like I want a Draik in general. Desert is one of my favorite brushes for neopets besides the Big money brushes, Baby, darigan, faerie, etc. When I saw Oi, I thought two things automatically. One, Amazing name, that could be good for me plans for him! And Two, DESERT Draik? How Adorable! I'd very much like to adopt Oi because I think he can further my drawing experience. NEVER before have I really tried to attempt a dragon, besides pokemon, lol. But now, I would have a reason to practice. Also, He would be an amazing pet to save up money for, and paint Mara. I'm not sure I'd paint him, But i'm thinking about it. I just know I could be the perfect owner for him, And I would love to call Oi my own. I really, truely, think Oi would be missing out if I wasnt chosen to be his new owner. I'm not trying to sound like i'm honking my own horn, but I want this pet SO bad. Such an amazing find, a gorgeously named / painted pet. One of my favorite species, This pet is just. Wow.

IM THE BEST CHOICE? :

I truely believe I'm the best choice for Oi. I can't promise you he'll get all the new fashions, I'm not too into the clothes thing. But, I can promise you Oi would get a good education, reading him basically a book a day, at least. And taking him to training schools. I'm someone who personally loves roleplaying. Mostly animals, a few humans. A few of my friends have been bugging me to role play new things wit hthem, and i personally think Oi would be the perfect character to roleplay with. Oi, that name, reminded me of an egyptian god, at first glance. The fact that he's a desert pet makes it even better. I thought of a little background while makign this application. I thought it would be fun if Oi was the egyptian god of flight. But, for a slight twist, he somehow lost his memory, and has strange visions... Lol. It's a work in progress, Sorry it seems lame, but i'd quite enjoy it. I would be entering my art of Oi in the BC almost every week, and trying to keep him with a good pet's page. I'm currently studying CSS&Html. I want to make his page so amazing, and I know I can. I'd make Oi the center of attention in numerous pictures, and draw him so beautiful. Er.. Handsome.

PLANS :

Okay, repeating again. I want to enter Oi in the beauty contest, So every Neopian can see how amazing he is in my eyes, and express that feeling through art. And, I'd like to make his patpage amazing, A complete shrine&Story to my dear Oi. I do not want him in the battledome, but I want him as smart as possible. book after Book, this Draik will be one of the smartest. I'll be attempting to do story competitions with Oi as well. Oi! He shall be the winner of numerous Beauty Contests, with me aas his owner. ( I guess tha...}

BIRTHDAY / NEOPETS.

~paniqueatthehart — Sat, 05 Jul 2008 00:12:05 PDT

PLEASE ;
Vote for me in the BC?

[link]

Not the greatest picture, but better than a lot of crap on that site?

And, I've been 16 for 8 minutes.
My boobs haven't popped in yet, wtf? :c

Still waiting. x]

THE FIREWORKS I WATCHED WITH WERE AMAZING.
She took video of it, and is putting it on youtube. :3

Good day.
Very Good day.

But.
It feels like i have PinkEye.
But I don't.
I think I hit my face on something,
Or.. idk.

[: Have a great day dA, &thanks to those people who actually watch me grow&try and get better. you all.

_{~Kambria

<...}

My Birthday.

~paniqueatthehart — Thu, 03 Jul 2008 08:17:24 PDT

Uhh.
I got Charlie the unicorn teeshirt/matching jacket.
A bamboo Fun tablet.
A Nintendo Wii
[ ANYONE KNOW ANY GOOD GAMES? D: I bought paper mario. ]
Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....
Something else from my boyfriend idk yet,
it's being delivered today.

And......
I'm getting a big maplestory slime from

Party@Triple Play.
200$ = 3 people. :[ Poor folks arent good with that.

I feel like im forgetting something...
Mom bought me another Wii remote... for my bday.. for herself? xD

Anyways.

Making my new icon.

My Aunt Shiela. Painted my this HUGE ASS canvas.
That says july 5 1992,
I opened it and was like.
" ...Now I wont forget my birthday? u_u"
Then searched the box for monies.
There were none. >_>

TWO DAYS TILL,
SWEET SIXTEEN.
GONNA SPREAD MY WINGS,
SWEET SIXTEEN,
IT'S MY CHACE TO SHINE,
SWEET SIXTEEN,
DISCOVERING,
SWEET SIXTEEN,
SO MUCH MORE TO LIFE.

Sweet Sixteeeeeeeeen.

So currently in my life.
I've realized Alysa has been like. My best friend forever.
Ily alysa.
And. My birthday is July 5th.
I used to get so excited over my birthday, because i'm selfish and greedy. I get money and presents and everyone kisses my ass.
It's not exciting anymore.
And it's my Sweet 16.
Sour. 16.

Something.
Also.
I hit level 40 on my Troll Hunter in World of Warcraft.
I got my raptor mount.
Makes me feel sexy.
Mario got his skeleton pony, too.
Speaking of Mario.
For my birthday, he got me a Bamboo tablet.
The medium sized, Fun one.
" Fun " Was in the title of the name..
I forget what it's called.
Fun Babmoo?
Blah.
Anyways.

Happy Summer everyone.

TODAY IS KATIE'S BIRTHDAY.

SLAPPYS BIRTHDAY IS SOON.

BUUUUUUUURD.
LOL.

you must watch that.
It destroys everything i love, and im laughing.

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...

Icon D8

~paniqueatthehart — Tue, 17 Jun 2008 20:49:40 PDT

Kay so.
I just spent like 4 hours trying to make an icon.
WHY IS IT SO HARD FOR ME, LOL?

Someone.
Give me an idea for an icon.
Or make me one?

Ily.

Okay so, I attempted two of them today.
Finally, after all day.
I made one im okay with, now that it's tech. tomorrow.
Teehee.

ANYWHO.

I'm gonna try to make an icon that matches my page tomorrow.

That's all for nowww~
CHECK OUT SOME AMAZING ARTISTS.

blahhhh.

Everytime I scroll up and down, the gap in my journal gets bigger. :3

Okay. SO.
I just woke upp, wasn't having too good of a dream.
But at the end of my dream.. -giggle-
There were these neopets. Like RL neopets, all coolio and painted. They were all standing near eachother... like the adoption house, but just standing near a curb. The rules were, first person to touch the neopet, adopts it.
And the pets would RUN their asses off, it was so ... funny?

Teehee, back to WoW.

Awwwwwwwwwwww!
The cutest lil' thing i've seen in a long time.
TEEHEE.

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Yeah so.
7 months till i see mario. [decemberbreak]
one month till my bday. [july5]
20ish days will katies bday. [june25]

10 more days of school.
go.
die.
snowdays.

GRRRRR.

Kami's gonne diet&excersize with
- and Deelee.
I forgot deelee's name.
Sumi-zomanumba..phona?

Stole'd from

1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool...
and a lot of the songs fit with the setting.

Opening Credits:
Love Like Winter - AFI

Waking Up:
We Are Going To Be Friends - The White Stripes

Falling In Love:
I'll Be There For You - Bon Jovi
[ yay love song. ]

Fight Song:
Nineteen Stars - Meg and Dia

Breaking Up:
The Ghost of You - My Chemical Romance
[ These really do work out. o_o ]

Prom:
Goodbye We're Falling Fast - Aiden
[ ehh... ]

Life:
He Wasn't - Avril Lavigne

Mental Breakdown:
Say Anything else - Cartel

Driving:
Pressure - Paramore

Flashback:
Definitely Maybe - FM Static

Getting back together:
Animal I Have Become - Three Days Grace
[ ooh bby (; ]

Wedding:
Hold Me Twice - FM Static
[ yayyyyy ]

Birth of Child:
Rum is for Drinking Not Burnin - Senses Fail

Final Battle:
Look After You - The Fray

Death Scene:
We're Gonna Have Us a Champagn - Chiodos

Funeral Song:
Photobooth - Death Cab for Cutie
[ that works. :C ]

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Also,
I want to do a projecttttt...
I'm doing the Seven deadly sins.

And apperantly, I commit all the sins..

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- Furrys