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]]> ~parataxic http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/23817524/ http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/23817524/ Sat, 21 Mar 2009 16:31:08 PDT and i've been pretty swamped the last few weeks so blah i get to rest for a bit since my exams are on friday then i'm going to the beach with my friends YAY.

so close to seeing my horses again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! &@^#&*%$&@*%$&*#*

]]> ~parataxic http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/22796371/ http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/22796371/ Sun, 25 Jan 2009 05:58:33 PST
then again i might just be overthinking it. right? i always overthink anyway.

the new year has been okay so far. how about yours?

pee ess. i shall get my ass moving and looking at all the devs that seem to be popping up in my notification page thingy. yay.

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still feeling ugh, but at least i'm home with no needles stuck to me.

]]> ~parataxic http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/21599115/ http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/21599115/ Fri, 21 Nov 2008 14:49:06 PST WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?

1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc.)
2. Put it on shuffle.
3. Press play.
4. For every question, type the song that's playing.
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button.
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool.

Opening Credits:


Waking Up:
Wellington's Wednesdays - The Weakerthans

lol

First Day At School:
Soul Meets Body - Death Cab for Cutie

um

Falling In Love:
Wag Ka Nang Umiyak - Sugarfree

hmm maybe

During a sex scene, you scream:
Fragile - Maria Mena

LOL

Fight Song:
Maybe - Secondhand Serenade

HOW GAY

Breaking Up:
Dreaming With a Broken Heart - John Mayer

how appropriate!

After getting drunk you say:
I Woke Up in a Car - Something Corporate

awesome!

Prom:
Fake Tales of San Francisco - Arctic Monkeys

lol

At your speech after you become prom queen/king you say:
Dizzy - Tommy Roe

it could fit! lol

Life's OK:
Swing Life Away - Rise Against

i quite like it lol

Mental Breakdown:
Someone Else's Arms - Mae

:/

Driving:
Behind the Sea - Panic at the Disco

not really...

Flashback:
Lover I Don't Have to Love - Bright Eyes

HAHA would've been good for the next one.

Getting Back Together:
In Love and Lonely - HIM


Wedding:
A Walk Through Hell - Say Anything

HAHAHAHA

Birth of Child:
Be Still My Heart - The Postal Service

aww

Paying the Dues:
Baby It's Fact - Hellogoodbye

!?

Your deepest secret:
Let U Go - Ashley Parker Angel

um...


Night Before War:
Isipin - Miguel Escueta

lol MAYBE

Final Battle:
Tiger Lily - Matchbook Romance

:/

Moment of Triumph:
Who Do You Tell? - Tamia

lol

Death Scene:
Between the Minds - Jack Savoretti

umm

Funeral Song:
Sexyback - JT

ROFL awesome funeral eh.

End Credits:
Into the Ocean - Blue October

:/ "Wish I was more masculine"

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]]> ~parataxic http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/19689543/ http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/19689543/ Wed, 30 Jul 2008 21:45:02 PDT
during the discussions, the two teachers talked about play/playing, and how play constituted of anything that made you BE YOURSELF.

lately i've been feeling really depressed and tired because all i've been doing was school stuff. but since today is a holiday, yesterday i was able to fix my room (i moved into it a couple of weeks ago), put up my posters, fix my bookshelf..

i realized that even if it was 'work', i was still playing. because now i feel GREAT and relaxed. it's awesome.

it's now time to study again, but i'm watching dark knight for the second time later. YIPEE.

i hope everyone has time to play! take care

]]> ~parataxic http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/18887278/ http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/18887278/ Tue, 17 Jun 2008 07:05:40 PDT
and my best friends..



]]> ~parataxic http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/18639237/ http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/18639237/ Tue, 03 Jun 2008 05:05:49 PDT yes i'll be just fine.

woke up the other day feeling bleh. a bunch of things i brought unto myself.

i honestly do not know what i'm going to do with my life. i'm interested in too many different things that are almost always opposites so it's like.. whut? the only reason why im taking the cw and history tracks is because i like them, but even then it's kind of futile.

i've been thinking about jobs lately, i don't know what i'm going to go into. my dad keeps telling me to work for a bank. honestly, i don't think i can stand sitting behind a desk. i'm not the corporate business worker type. i can't make heads or tails of economics. when i was a kid, i wanted to be a scientist. paleontologist, archaeologist, whatever. i find biology and chemistry immensely interesting (DIE physics DIE) and i seriously miss math. WTF am i doing in an arts course? haha.

i think i'll be a tour guide. or work in a museum. that'd be so awesome! i want to work at preserving stuff. but um.. where do i start!? what do i study? and the museums here suck. but tour guiding, although painfully excruciating i'm sure, would be fun. because you really get to know the place, it's history and culture and stuff.

also i've always been interested in the culture here, since i barely know anything about it. i've always wanted to go live with an indigenous tribe or something HAHA. but it'd be so cool. and then make a documentary or something. on the note of film and scientist things, i've always wanted to be a national geographic something. haha! go ahead laugh at me.

]]> ~parataxic http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/18534198/ http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/18534198/ Tue, 27 May 2008 20:11:52 PDT
I broke like a bad joke somebody's
uncle told at a wedding reception in 1972, where a little boy
under a table with cake in his hair stared at the grown-up feet
as they danced and swayed.

]]> ~parataxic http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/18498579/ http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/18498579/ Sun, 25 May 2008 17:23:53 PDT
Rules:
1. Post these rules in a journal.
2. Answer all of the questions by marking them if they apply to you.
[ ] = Does not apply... [X] = Does apply
3. Answer ALL questions truthfully.
4. Tag 4people.
5. Go to the people you tagged and leave them a note with the rules and questions.



[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[/] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ]I have/I've had braces.
[ ] I wear glasses.
[ ] I'd get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercing.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.
[ ] I hate my dad
[ ] I hate my mom
[ ] I have a brother
[x] I have a sister
[ ]I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[/] I want to have kids someday
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.
[x] I'm in school.
[ ] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[x] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job.
[ ] I've been fired.
[ ] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[ ] I've glued my hand to something.
[x] I've had my pants rip in public.
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[x] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed
[x] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[ ] I've had chicken pox.
[ ] I was born in a different country.
[ ] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[x]I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[/] I've been to Japan. (AIRPORT lol)
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[x] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.
[x] I've gotten lost in my own city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[ ] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x]I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[x] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[x] I've gone skinny dipping.
[ ] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ]I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ]I've been Skiing.
[x]I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[ ]I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[x]I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x]I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x]I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.
[ ] I'm single
[x] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[x] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumpy more than the dumper.
[x]I miss someone right now.
[ ] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feeling for someone who didn't have them back
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[x] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I'm bi
[ ] I'm gay
[ ] I've had sex
[ ] I've had phone sex
[ ] I've cybered
[ ] I've had sex in public.
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x]I am a cuddler.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[ ] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x]I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't
[ ] I've snuck out of my house.
[x]I havelied to my parents about where I am.
[x]I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x]I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[ ] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[ ] I've witnessed a crime.
[... ]]> ~parataxic http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/18312791/ http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/18312791/ Tue, 13 May 2008 21:17:12 PDT
]]> ~parataxic http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/17886088/ http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/17886088/ Wed, 16 Apr 2008 18:45:07 PDT
anyway. i'm going to be leaving for a LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG time. summer vaca FTW don't update too much. lol. jk. but i can imagine how many thousands of devs. i watch too many people.

]]> ~parataxic http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/17843352/ http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/17843352/ Mon, 14 Apr 2008 05:32:16 PDT
i love her drawing style. beautiful!

Cheval
[link]
this drawing was done in 11 mins! amazing! i love the expression and the how it seems to be so controlled

Lying pony
[link]
cutest photo of a pony in the sand grumpy ponies =

Holland where are you
[link]
beautiful horse, lovely glow too!

Anitha
[link]
nice headshot

Bucking pony
[link]
heehee. cute. seems to be enjoying itself.

Andalusian bottom
[link]
what can i say? i love all her drawings. i love her style. i love this horse.

Akhal-teke horse
[link]
one of my favorite breeds i love the shading of this one!

Quick ballet drawing
[link]
beautiful coloring and shading! a must see!

Quick gymnastic drawing
[link]
another one worth seeing, beautifully done! makes me wanna jump and do gymnastic things too! love the muscle definition

Passion for her
[link]
horse-human love the expression of the horse!!




one SUPERB photographer. love her work! love her! i practically fave-d her most of her work! which is why i had the hardest time picking what to feature

Love ...
[link]
a beautiful picture, so full of emotion in one act.

Seret
[link]
an awesome drawing full of detail!

Mitiness...
[link]
silhouettes of horses = beautiful, makes them so magical and mystical and full of spirit!

Splendor
[link]
lovely framing. and space! how i love space. i think it deserves more faves.

Run, run...
[link]
this REALLY deserves more faves! beautiful horse captured in great lighting. what movement!

..Kalpso
[link]
beautiful horse, i love the emotion shown! great movement captured.

Baby
[link]
awww i love the lighting.

Lenox
[link]
what power!!!

Pralinka
[link]
cute sheep i want!

Tavola ..
[link]
again, great movement!

Rum ... . .. .
[link]
this has got to be one of my absolute faves. beautiful horse,... ]]> ~parataxic http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/17840660/ http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/17840660/ Sun, 13 Apr 2008 22:28:46 PDT
hoo. what a hard time i had choosing devs! sigh. i do love her work, especially because she makes you think and go deeper. read her comments!!!

Walk with me
[link]
i like this because it's such a perfect footprint, and the sand is an awesome color. it seems so untouched and defined, all boundaries intact.

I Pray To Thee
[link]
cute doggie i love the expression. the eyes are sooo clear too

Companion
[link]
a man and his dogs. i love the composition and the seriousness and depth of the photo.

Will You Let Me
[link]
i love the colors and the fading out. will you let something stand out? will you let yourself?

The Battlefield
[link]
sunset with the right amount of clouds and a wonderful composition, despite being taken from a plane!

Time
[link]
it's really quiet and relaxed, and it does give off a feeling of time, an age that is so old, too old, yet not giving up

A Group Of Friends
[link]
i LOVE the colors and the arrangement of the flowers, plus the contrast! WONDERFUL!

Danger
[link]
lightning! i like how everything is blurry, gives off that effect of urgency. danger danger!

The Long Haul
[link]
i love her comment, it really goes well with the photo. one way, your way.

Strength
[link]
beautiful photo, i love the arch and the waves.




she writes such lovely poems her comments are a must-read too!

Cinema
[link]
so true! i love the words she uses and how it really fits into a picture.

Went Missing
[link]
again, beautiful words! one of my favorite poems. poignant, good images.

Sweet Dreams
[link]
beautiful play of words! you really slip into it

The Walked Into The Sunset
[link]
wonderful composition, i love the lighting.

How about a little smile?
[link]
super cute photo shows the happiness and joy horses bring!!

Killer Looks
[link]
scary!!

The Blind Daisy
[link]
REALLY cute poem, it's casual but goes in deep.

Envy
[link]
all curled up and green

Weather or Not
[link]
i love the comment and the photo, they go really well together. love the effect!!

Burn my sky
[link]
colors and cloud shapes are LOVELY.







Features 1&2: sovietsecret & shanahben
http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/17840023/ Sun, 13 Apr 2008 21:24:01 PDT
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falling coconuts
[link]
LOL this is such a laugh. aside from that though, i like the contrast! very much so. SKY SKY SKY

RIP
[link]
another laugh! haha. i like the framing and the space on the left.

love
[link]
the position of the woman on the whale is really poetic, good catch! and you can see her face too and all the emotion. it's lovely.

fence
[link]
i like how you get the view of the flower from under, and how the sun illuminates it. and also how you're looking up--i feel like thumbelina or something. haha.

three stooges
[link]
too cute! omg! how much are those doggies in the window??? SQUEE

washed ashore
[link]
BEACH! i also like the color of the whole photo. makes it look sunburned to me. haha. awesome.

alienation
[link]
another beach pic YAY. i like it. the whole feel of the photo is awesome. it's like you're getting swallowed up by the ocean but it's OKAY that you are.

o hay
[link]
cute dog and again, i am quite clearly partial to space! haha. i love love love this photo.

happy girl
[link]
dog again i can't help it. and space again! yikes me and my spaces. ahahaha. but i love the emotion of the dog and the detail of the hair!

nap time
[link]
so precious love the detail on the nose and mouth, and the fur. awesome



ok her drawing skills are WAY COOL.

Friesian Magic
[link]
shading is awesome! i like everything about it, the movement, the colors, etc.. sigh

Pride
[link]
the emotion on the horse's face is fantastic! plus the snow. omg. awesome.

Breakin' Free
[link]
the shading is awesome, the horse looks alive! and the use of other colors make it look so real.

Unbridled Forever
[link]
again, the movement. and the snow!

Unbreakable
[link]
i like the black on green. plus the action! shading is awesome, the whites are.. wow.

Across the Desert
[link]
the look on the horse's face makes everything so dramatic

Froth
[link]
ocean background! i like how everything blends together but are still set apart.

The Lonely One
[link]
i like the use of the moon and unicorn looking at his reflection. awesome.

Sleepy Morning
[link]
spotty dog! awesome background, neat shading.

Feels Like Flying ~parataxic http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/17752768/ http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/17752768/ Tue, 08 Apr 2008 18:06:55 PDT

My Skin
[link]
full view recommended!! i love the wings.

Hero
[link]
i like how it was all put together

Love Letter
[link]
simple yet satisfying!

Whispers in the Dark
[link]
i like the emotion portrayed in the girl's face.

Isabells' ghost in the fog
[link]
i like the hair, but overall the drawing is cooooool

Golden Goodnight
[link]
gotta love sunsets! the title made me think too, i never really saw the sunset as a goodnight.

Deep in the forest
[link]
forest!

Near the cool waters
[link]
i like the composition, good framing.

My Baby
[link]
lions and butterflies. too cute!

Matthias has wings
[link]
i like how she did the coloring of the wings.



man, i love rana's work. i had a hard time choosing. lol

where are you going
[link]
where? i love the whole composition of the photo, the colors, the lighting.

blue skies
[link]
i love the contrast of colors! and i agree with rana, i love photos with a loooot of sky

c.d.
[link]
rainbowwwww!! and yes, simple. very simple but creates a wonderful thought to what you see in life. well it did for me. haha

eeeeeee rolls about
[link]
gotta love em camels! i like how the fur looks like. lol. one of my absolute faves!!

i forget
[link]
again, with the contrast. but this time with the human face. lovely!

something similar
[link]
gotta love the beach i like the cool colors. it lightly blends together.

one picture one dinar
[link]
horsey!! haha. but seriously, this photo is good. i like the framing and the emotion of the horse.

forgotten treasures
[link]
i like the whole composition, the shadows, the reds. beautiful!

Cinammon cupcake
[link]
cupcake!!!!!!!!!!!!! need i say more?

little pleasures
[link]
daisies on inked hands. beautiful! one of my absolute faves too!

blue reflects the colours
[link]
full view recommended. love the eye, and not seeing the whole face. makes me wonder what emotion? hmmm






Features 1&2: sovietsecret & shanahben
[link]
~parataxic http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/17742313/ http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/17742313/ Tue, 08 Apr 2008 04:06:30 PDT

Sunday Night
[link]
exactly what it says in her description.. ..typical sunday evening.. quiet and beautiful. i love it

The Rainbow Connection
[link]
colors, all the lovely colors!

Wish You Were Here
[link]
by far my favorite i love the concept.

Balanced Polychrome
[link]
i like how the red sets off everything else

A Thousand of Me
[link]
yay for mirrors!!

Musical Momentum
[link]
the glare gives the momentum alright.. feels like your being hit with something so wonderful you get caught off guard

Us
[link]
gotta love regina spektor! i love the use of dominos. it is dominos right? hahaha.

Coffee Beans
[link]
i like the background, makes everything look busy and in order

The Soviet's Secret
[link]
who, who??

Alley Kat
[link]
looks so cold




Rooftops and Invitations
[link]
i know this is an ID but i still like it. it's cute and intimate and fun.

Fake Lomo - Men's Room
[link]
LOL. makes me laugh. i don't know why. salvation!

Al Gore
[link]
wonderful concept. come on guys!

Bag of Blood
[link]
please, tear it now

Heating Cold Turkey
[link]
beautiful poetry! i don't want to have a relapse, but sometimes you just can't help it...

Venus
[link]
i love the shading!

Nefertiti
[link]
i love the shading, makes it more real. very cool.

Purga
[link]
reminds me of childhood memories...

Battery
[link]
opposites attract

Imperfect Silent Water
[link]
sshhhh





Features 3&4: 0green0dragon0girl0 & ranapoo
[link]

Feature 5&6: xthumbtakx & ZsofiaGyuker
[link]

Feature 7&8: starrysurrealism & feefifofum
[link]

Feature 9&10: firenzi & ivecus
[link]

]]> ~parataxic http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/17677494/ http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/17677494/ Mon, 07 Apr 2008 17:07:56 PDT i love my friends
i love my boyfriend
i love my horses
i love my family

i am happy

so in honor of that.. i shall do a feature!!!!!!! comment away!

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EDIT: see this is how you can tell if anyone actually reads your journal... HAHA. they don't race to comment and be featured if you don't put the "FEATURE" in the title. but it's ok. i still love you guys. just teasing!! but yeah come on, comment to be featured. ten deviations per person! doing it style! i'll post them in separate posts, and won't start looking till it's all filled up! so comment away!

EDIT EDIT: ok i'm going away soon and won't have time to wait for comments, so! i'm going to randomly pick people. haha. and btw i don't have a paid account so pictures don't come out, so sorry about that

]]> ~parataxic http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/17470082/ http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/17470082/ Sun, 23 Mar 2008 07:23:11 PDT
ok i've got to study for my exams now but i would like to say one thing.


i really really really missed you it was hell not being able to keep in touch.

]]> ~parataxic http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/17265112/ http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/17265112/ Mon, 10 Mar 2008 01:18:14 PDT
screw you.

]]> ~parataxic http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/17052172/ http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/17052172/ Mon, 25 Feb 2008 04:24:35 PST
hahahahaha. but i neeeeeeeed to. i'm just a lazy ass. poo.

rant. hahaha.

i went to pinatubo again yesterday. beautiful as usual

]]> ~parataxic http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/16939221/ http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/16939221/ Mon, 18 Feb 2008 02:34:14 PST I'm so sick of making lists of things I'll never finish.

But I'm too tired to go to sleep tonight,
And I'm too weak to follow dreams tonight.

I wonder if I'll ever lose my mind.
I tried hard for a while but then I kind of gave up.

"I'm really not as stubborn as I seem,"
said the knuckle to the concrete.
- Motion City Soundtrack

same old shit that's going around.

i do have a boyfriend now though. the only good thing about going to school now is seeing him.

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i hope it doesn't destroy me.

]]> ~parataxic http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/16427020/ http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/16427020/ Wed, 16 Jan 2008 04:46:55 PST
i really did.

]]> ~parataxic http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/16380024/ http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/16380024/ Sat, 12 Jan 2008 22:49:17 PST
even if you're the greatest artist out there, if you submit more than 8 devs a day, i ain't gonna view them. not that you'd really care, but whatever.

]]> ~parataxic http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/16273078/ http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/16273078/ Sat, 05 Jan 2008 16:02:12 PST
I don't want to fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
'Cause I'm in love with you

Always and forever fallingly yours,
Pippa

]]> ~parataxic http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/15953336/ http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/15953336/ Sun, 16 Dec 2007 02:34:59 PST
or HAPPY HANUKKAH!

or HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!


hope you enjoy

]]> ~parataxic http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/15724899/ http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/15724899/ Thu, 29 Nov 2007 17:32:11 PST
it'll take me a while.

]]> ~parataxic http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/15354482/ http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/15354482/ Sun, 04 Nov 2007 01:09:20 PDT
]]> ~parataxic http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/15222206/ http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/15222206/ Thu, 25 Oct 2007 21:14:17 PDT sometimes i do
sometimes i want to
sometimes i really really really do
sometimes i think i can
but i can't.

not yet.





even if i want to.

]]> ~parataxic http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/14894933/ http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/14894933/ Wed, 03 Oct 2007 06:05:22 PDT

life is full.

]]> ~parataxic http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/14751232/ http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/14751232/ Sun, 23 Sep 2007 00:32:10 PDT
Guard: WHAT'S THE NAME?
Jus: JOHN SMITH
Guard: NO, WHAT'S THE NAME OF THE HORSE!
Jus: BOO!
Guard: what? BULL??
Jus: BOO! B-O-O!
Guard: OK!

lol. so he was moved to stable number 38, beside an aggressive mare who seriously WANTS HIM. omg. she is so distracted by him. and he likes her too. well actually, he loves ANY horse that's at least 3 hands taller than him. which is like almost all the horses in Polo Club. Anyway. there's this big chestnut in the stable behind Boo's. The wall that separates them is HIIIIGH. next thing i know i see this nose. (i should come with pictures next time, coz srsly it's HILARIOUS)

Chestnut: *sticks nose over wall* HARK! Who's over yonder? Dost thou want to sniff and touch noses?
Boo: *munch munch munch* You are too inferior to be sniffing noses with me. I am HUGE I am BIGGER than you. I need a platform gadamit.

Anyway, he's doing fine. Had to leave him right away tho. Well he wasn't really minding me either, well DUH. but it was funny... his eyes were SO WIDE. i luff my pony.

Going to get gelded sometime this week or next week.

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Of course I couldn't swim because of girly stuff, but then again it was quite terrifying to do so given the state of the waves. And I didn't have time to. But it was really awesome to get away from the city and be able to see the moon and the stars!! I missed that... then again there were how many typhoons which caused cloudy skies but still.

will probably scrap/delete a lot of my gallery soon. lol yaaaay. too many stuff up i reckon.

]]> ~parataxic http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/14101178/ http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/14101178/ Fri, 10 Aug 2007 06:31:02 PDT
]]> ~parataxic http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/14080026/ http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/14080026/ Wed, 08 Aug 2007 19:12:00 PDT
classes were suspended today because of the rain and the flood. i want to take a walk in the rain... want to come with? yeah? let's go.

]]> ~parataxic http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/14038225/ http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/14038225/ Mon, 06 Aug 2007 04:11:59 PDT !

Three names you're know for:
1. Sam
2. Fred
3. Horse lover

Three nicknames you have used in Internet:
1. parataxic
2. insanehorselover
3. redstarrising

Three things you like about yourself:
1. Animal lover
2. Bookworm
3. Kiddie

Three things you don't like about yourself:
1. Lazyyyyyyyyyyyyy
2. I quit all the time
3. I get carried away with anything

Three things that scare you:
1. Failing (generic/cliche, i know, but it's true!)
2. Swimming lessons
3. global warming

Three things you can't live without every day:
1. animals
2. music
3. reading

Three things you have on yourself right now:
1. friendship bracelet
2. "Drift away" boxers
3. scapular

Three groups or singers that are your favorite right now:
1. Boys Like Girls
2. Feist
3. The New Pornographers

Three of you most favorite songs right now:
1. Float On - Modest Mouse
2. Heels Over Head - Boys Like Girls
3. Torete - Moonstar88

Three new things you'll like to try in the next 12 months:
1. vet apprenticeship
2. waffles
3. stalk santa claus

Three things you want in a relationship (others than love):
1. humor
2. understanding
3. honesty

Two lies and a truth (any order you want):
1. I like you.
2. I hate you.
3. Everything's fine.

Three things that attract you from the opposite sex:
1. looks
2. humor
3. gentlemanliness. lol.

Three things you can't do:
1. cook
2. draw
3. public speaking

Three of your favorite hobbies:
1. horseback riding
2. reading
3. taking pictures

Three things you are wishing to do right now:
1. ride my horse!
2. read all the books that i've bought and haven't read yet.
3. talk to you.

Three careers you'll consider doing:
1. Equine Vet
2. Writer
3. Teambuilding

three places you'll like to go on vacations:
1. Ireland
2. New Zealand
3. Batanes

Three names you'll give your kids:
1. Aspen
2. Wolf
3. Dew

Three things you wanna do before dying:
1. go on that equine tour around Ireland
2. have a farm full of horses + rescue and hospital
3. live

]]> ~parataxic http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/13558902/ http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/13558902/ Sat, 04 Aug 2007 17:40:29 PDT WE ALL KNOW THE DRILL!!

But if you don't...

First 10 to comment on this post will be featured by me. I shall pick 3 of my fave devs of yours (and if I have a hard time, I'm going to pick the devs that I like but aren't fave-d as much!). Yay.

1. SharysAogail

Open Horizon
[link]
I like this because it's a beautiful shot of a rider on a hill. Makes me wonder what the rider is thinking. Colors and composition are peaceful as well.

Xmas 4- Misty
[link]
Haha, a drawing of my mare, Misty!! How could I not put it? I absolutely adore it I do love how she did the eye as well!!

Group Hug
[link]
Sweet picture of horses hugging Really cute! Makes me feel loved too.

2. ShelbyTSheep

Charge
[link]
I like this drawing a lot, shows power, although not super proportional. I still like it though

Pick Up Your Feet
[link]
Reminds me of that picture I took of Gen It's absolutely wonderful

Standing Still
[link]
I LOVE the shading.

3. starrysurrealism

Will You Let Me
[link]
I like this because I absolutely adore sunflowers, and I also like the meaning behind the picture. With you're sure to get something deeper! I absolutely love her photos so you should check her out.

And In The Wind
[link]
Flowers swaying in the wind. Beautiful colors, very relaxing and peaceful!

Can I Sing You A Song?
[link]
I love birds like this (in my country, we call them maya-maya). Nice blending of colors.

4. AFFGM

Dreams
[link]
i love this shot, it's so intimate in a way...

Stand By Me - 2
[link]
foal!!! i love the composition and the colors!

The Run Around -2
[link]
foal again! so full of joy and life! and she's flying too!!

5. SeaWavesFoam

Sun Life
http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/13468458/ Sun, 24 Jun 2007 06:39:38 PDT
]]> ~parataxic http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/13312167/ http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/13312167/ Tue, 12 Jun 2007 05:09:12 PDT
oh gosh. i had the most eventful summer. and tomorrow i start school. i don't waaaaaaaaaant. lol.

viewed 200 devs, 490 devs to go. eeeeeeeep. i can do this.

how is everyone?

]]> ~parataxic http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/13236194/ http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/13236194/ Wed, 06 Jun 2007 07:39:32 PDT
]]> ~parataxic http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/13047608/ http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/13047608/ Tue, 22 May 2007 07:00:02 PDT

i'm lazy to type so here's the short of it.

fed pony in a bucket which he got stuck in (haha) because he is part pig. lotsa snuffling and sniffling and kissing done to each other before that. very cutesy my boo is.

almost got into an accident today. almost ran over dog with horse. we were galloping full speed up this hill with the wind roaring in our ears and feeling so exhilarated and all of a sudden this dog pops outta nowhere to start chasing us... it's a good thing my horse isn't afraid of things like that, if not i woulda been brain damaged.

]]> ~parataxic http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/12906735/ http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/12906735/ Thu, 10 May 2007 01:53:29 PDT
that is all.

]]> ~parataxic http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/12849515/ http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/12849515/ Sat, 05 May 2007 08:08:19 PDT
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOO!!!!!!!

]]> ~parataxic http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/12811175/ http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/12811175/ Wed, 02 May 2007 03:18:06 PDT
i hate you as much as i hate this weather. have a nice day.

]]> ~parataxic http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/12711726/ http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/12711726/ Mon, 23 Apr 2007 23:15:13 PDT
other than that i'm fine and dandy. horses give much love.

how are you all?

]]> ~parataxic http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/12608436/ http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/12608436/ Mon, 16 Apr 2007 05:00:55 PDT first 10 to comment will be featured. you know the drill.

1.

Buck the Buck
[link]
everything is perfect! shading, color.

Silence
[link]
i love the mane/forelock and the eye. very well done!

Equine Soul Mate
[link]
i love the coloring/shading. i especially love how you can really see the 'wrinkles' on the horse's lips.

Looking Through
[link]
emotion is captured very well, and i like how you can see the texture of the wood.


2.

The Meaning of Power - Colored
[link]
i like the expression ^-^ and the shading is lovely.

Arabian Spirit - Color
[link]
emotion is well captured

Opie
[link]
so cute and playful! reminds me of my Boo.

Let Me Sing For You
[link]
I love the head.


3.

Yosemite II
[link]
absolutely gorgeous.

Burn
[link]
beautiful colors, very well done!

High Four
[link]
So cute! and the dog is so happy. makes me happy

Happy New Year 2
[link]
when i look at this, i feel like im in another world. so awesome and mysterious.


4.
5.
6.
7.
8.
9.
10.

p.s. may take me a while!

]]> ~parataxic http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/12562526/ http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/12562526/ Thu, 12 Apr 2007 04:09:07 PDT
proof: [link]

friday the 13th tomorrow. OOOOH.

P.S. Sorry for uploading so much devs again. Don't worry, there won't be any new ones till May.

]]> ~parataxic http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/12536011/ http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/12536011/ Tue, 10 Apr 2007 07:29:06 PDT
I'm leaving on friday/saturday to see my horsies. I'll be there till the end of April, so see you guys whenever. I think my sis got internet in the house up there, so we'll see.

Other than that.. no news. Have a good week.

]]> ~parataxic http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/12507087/ http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/12507087/ Sun, 08 Apr 2007 08:23:45 PDT



So so so so so tired.

]]> ~parataxic http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/12463478/ http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/12463478/ Wed, 04 Apr 2007 22:13:22 PDT

Hey you know what I think? We're just... two people who are.. looking. And I hope that that isn't what you're looking for. because it ain't what I'm gonna give you.

Give me some space for a bit? kk.

P.S. Sorry for all the piling up of devs.

]]> ~parataxic http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/12339639/ http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/12339639/ Mon, 26 Mar 2007 17:02:47 PDT


SUMMER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WAHOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Although I'm having an extremely hard time doing my papers... Because I keep thinking of what I'm going to do this summer. Hahahaha.



]]> ~parataxic http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/12306135/ http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/12306135/ Sat, 24 Mar 2007 06:43:24 PDT
Watched a horse show today. It made me feel bad because:

1. I haven't seen a horse in a month and a half.
2. I haven't ridden a horse in a month and a half.
3. It made me miss my ponies even more.
4. It made me want to take up english riding again (well the jumping part).
5. I saw my old (biatch) riding teacher.
6. All my old riding classmates moved up how many classes.
7. I want to learn jumping with MY OWN horses.
8. But I have to be filthy rich to be able to stable them in Manila.
9. And I have to be filthy filthy rich to pay for lessons (although my dad's close friend is a riding teacher... I'm just a LITTLE scared of him).
10. I don't know if I have the guts to face my old riding teacher and classmates.
11. I sat in a not-so-nice place so my pictures sucked and I didn't even take more than 7.
12. I suck and I was too chicken to go to the horses and pet them because I didn't want to have to talk to my old classmates and riding teacher.

End of story.

]]> ~parataxic http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/12280647/ http://parataxic.deviantart.com/journal/12280647/ Thu, 22 Mar 2007 06:55:33 PDT
But in the corner of my room is a box of his things. Part of his mane and tail, his tooth, etc. It's harder to forget when he was so concrete. The evidence is right there in front of me. His death just seems so surreal.

But if it was a dream, I would've missed out.

Bleck. I hate days wherein you have so much time to think about things...

]]> ~parataxic