http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:pastelwings4&section=today deviantART RSS for by:pastelwings4 en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 30 Nov 2009 10:26:27 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/28626655/ http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/28626655/ Sat, 28 Nov 2009 09:30:13 PST Hai boys and girls (:
-Now, some of ya have been watching me for quite some time now, and those of you who have, probably know my Fursona has gone through quite a bit of REVAMP over the yearss..
Phase 1 before I was on dev, happened to be a blue and white husky with emo-bangs the whole deal :l
Gradually, as you might notice in my gallery tho, I start moving her towards green tones. The first evidence of this is in my oldd OLD jesus-old pic 'No off switch for bliss' XD
Of course, then, she was pimped out with a SHITLOAD of accessories that were just..completely unnecessary haha.
SOOO~ I've decided it's about time to post an official...or well..official-looking reference sheet for her which I will be posting by the end of today :U
Anywho, my plan is to keep this Fursona the way she is for as long as possible, and only make minor changes as I change, so she'll continue to reflect myself.
So question, if you have a Fursona, has it ever changed as drastically and unreasonably as mine? XD (probably not ;l )
WOOHOO!

uhh.....peace out
-Fossa

]]> ~pastelwings4 http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/28416469/ http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/28416469/ Tue, 17 Nov 2009 15:21:10 PST _{omnom.
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noo, this is Patrick >:I}

]]> ~pastelwings4 http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/28275162/ http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/28275162/ Tue, 10 Nov 2009 17:06:31 PST yeah. You are. >:l
And I'm not sure if it's un or une. I'M PROBABLY WRONGGG haha D8
-So anyway, schools been school-ish, It's not even anywhere close to being the end of the year and I'm already bored.
Question; who else here as been forced to draw some form of fruit or vegetable in an art course at school? anyone? anyone? Yeah, it sucks dick :I
Oh yeah, 15 years ago, today, I was born. Dig ittt~ haha xD
oh noes, that means 15 years ago today..the pastel-plague was released upon the earth. EPIDEMIC TIMEEE
Bwaha, I just realized, my b-day is 11/10/09..
HOORAY FOR NUMBER SEQUENCES!
omnomnomnomnom.
-I'm feeling so much better lately, it's completely orgasmic! (no..not really. Actually, idk. Maybe :l) Still coughing tho, BUT WHATEVSSS.
Hope everyone else is doin' okay :3
I know there was some rough spots with everyone being sick n' all Dx
I'm s'tired.
AND OH MY GOD THERE IS A TICK ON THE DESK! -flail flail kill-
alright.....
relaxin' time
checky later lovelies (:
PEACEE~

]]> ~pastelwings4 http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/28024636/ http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/28024636/ Thu, 29 Oct 2009 07:00:16 PDT e_______________e
ehhhhhhhh....?

my immune system is a mofo.

]]> ~pastelwings4 http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/27963763/ http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/27963763/ Sun, 25 Oct 2009 16:22:42 PDT
HAI GUYSSSSS.
-So, Imma terrorist xD
My friend Puddles an' I are planning an attack for world domination on some country, that involves taking a whale, putting it in a giant casing, launching the cased whale from space so it creates a giant crater, and when that's done the case will open up and the whale will goo, well..'WAUGGGG' probably, and our mission will be complete.
Hence, Space Whales.
THIS IS INTELLIGENT STUFF.

I think I need to shave my dad's 'stache into a hitlerstache while he sleeeeeeepssssssss...
nah.
In case you guys haven't noticed, I have an interest with dictatorships. Not just Hitler, but, yeahhh :I
It's impressive, I must say.
-So guess what? I'M NOT DYINGGGG! yeyyyyyyyy! xD
But guess what else! Whatever I have isn't going away because I have a heart conditionnn! XD
They said I'm healthy, I'm just underweight and having a hard time getting over my colds n' such which is sorta weakening me supposedly.
Which brings me to this..I'M SICK AGAIN XDD lolll
Same throat thing as last time, avec a stomach issueee but whatevs.
After your heart skips a beat a few times the concern goes awayyyy
-IN OTHER NEWS.
School this weeeeek.
With a buncha sickies.
H1 N1!!!!!! D:
yummmmmmmmmyyyyyyyyyy~
woaaaaaaaaaa awkward momenttttt...
When a parent sticks several post its on your back..you'll know what I mean xDD
Anyone have any awkward moments lately? :I
I've had a plethora of them.
FROM NON-ALCOHOLIC CIDER RELATED THINGSSS, tooooo an incident with tripping and almost killing myself on a cement floor xD
ANYWAYZ
what am I talkin' to you strange-kids forrrr??
I gots arts 'ta dooo!
haha just kiddinggg
I love you strange-kids.
But I do have art 'ta do.
PAYCE OUTT
-Fossa

]]> ~pastelwings4 http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/27710248/ http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/27710248/ Sun, 11 Oct 2009 15:52:52 PDT -SO! it's October! YEYYYYY XD
All the leaves are turning and it's so purdyyyy (: Only...the leaf-peepers are out, so traffic is a bitch xD The local businesses love the extra patronage tho x)
We had our first killing frost last night I believe. It was so cold, and I was soooo happy

WITH OCTOBER COMES HOT CIDER AND HALLOWEEN-BUT MOSTLY CIDER XD
So for halloween I'm pretty sure I'm gathering a posse around to go pillage the nearby town :I we're not in it for the candy so much anymoar. I'm fairly positive I'm going as the mad hatter xD
My friend has the perfect hat for it soooooooo~ yeah.
So far I know that ~Emeraldust is going as a mobster, and someone else is going as a bat XD
WE ARE SO MATURE!
TREMBLE IN THE WAKE OF OUR MATURITY!
So who's gonna dress up? xD and if so, as what? :U lolz
I'M SO CURIOUSSSSSS SILLY MOFO'S
lol uhhhhhh D:
-So for any of your even remotely interested in whats goin' on wit my r-tarded body, I'm going to get results on my blood-work Tuesday. SO WE SHALL SEEEE XD
-IN OTHER NEWS. I'm gonna start my corset tonight. I need to make big enough room to do it tho. :I -is claustrophobic when sewing?-
...hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm-KITCHEN COUNTER! -shoves off all miscellaneous food items to make room-
DUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUDE alright lol.
I gotta start this nonsense (:
Peace outtt!
-Fossa

]]> ~pastelwings4 http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/27617743/ http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/27617743/ Tue, 06 Oct 2009 15:29:18 PDT HOLY SHITTTTT!!!
-I'm gonna go look for books and get fabric for mah corset tommorrow.
so WICKEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD~

lol erm...


WHAT THE POOP MY PULSE IS BEING AN IRRATABLE MOFO.
silly heart, no moar pickle deficiency for youuuuu~

hey kids....
DON'T FORGET TO BLOW YER WISSUL!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhh...
strangekid... >.>

]]> ~pastelwings4 http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/27504178/ http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/27504178/ Wed, 30 Sep 2009 13:37:17 PDT oh lawddd xD
--So yesterday I went to the doctors to get a physical done, and to see if we can figure out what the shit is going on with my body. Anyway, it was going fine, my blood pressure is a little low, but other than that, basic stuff such as eyes, hearing, etc. is fine. It was when he started listening to my breathing that he got that 'what the feck' face on. After that he did the whole touchy feely where's your organs deal. Right side: fine, no missing organs n' whatnot. Left side:....-what the feck face again- So I was like...ooooookayyy :I
--He came to the conclusion that I suffer from insomnia and that my vocal cords have been closing up and keeping me from breathing. No big deal. BUT......it was what he said after that whichh is sorta a problem. The system of your body..I forget what it's called, but it controls your breathing, the contractions in your stomach, your lungs, basically the stuff that's involuntary...is confused. Whatever it is, it's having trouble controlling the palpation's of my heart, and my breathing.
Breathing is one of those things, that's a branch between voulentary and involuntary, so you can control it when you want, but you don't have to think about it. The heart however...nnnnnnnnnnot so much xD derp derp.
--He says this isn't so common, and it's often overlooked, but the good news is that it should 'clear up' as he put it. He suspects it's from my lack of sleep and some problems with blood circulation. But just to be sure he wants to see me again in 2 weeks.
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--TODAYyyy I went to get my blood work done, because yesterday they were like 'bleh bleh blehhh come back later bleh'
So I go to the hospital, they stab me with a needle, blah blah blah S'all good.
So what we're looking for in the blood test is mainly anything irregular, (durrr) but things like PH change, soidium, etc. He said I may have overly low levels of sodiumm (which is queer because I'm a salt luvr)
He...He said to eat a pickle everyday o____o
That's fine tho I love pickles I could eat 'dem pickles all day long if I had to XD
-flails arm around- BANDAGEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE haha
the medical tape is pinching me dammit xDD
I hate thattt. I smell like a hospital.....-lick-....I TASTE LIKE A HOSPITAL
FFF
gawrsh..
The nurse at the hospital tried to convince me to become a nurse xD
me:"...I'm fascinated by the human body...but I see no sexy nurse outfit in it for me so no."
her:"....your one of my most interesting patients."
XDD
lol whatttttttttttt
Anywho, I'm done here.
PEACE OUT CHIQUITA'S N' CHIQUITO'S
-Fossa

]]> ~pastelwings4 http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/27449330/ http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/27449330/ Mon, 28 Sep 2009 11:38:35 PDT
Edit: Okay, so today..I nearly passed out. One minute I could breath, the next, not so much. I started to feel dizzy so I sat down, of course..my breathing got heavier but I still felt like I was suffocating. So once that subsided, my parents were like -sigh- "I guess we better call the doctorrr or somethinggg" so I'm gonna be going in for blood-work tommorrow.
I decided to get some rest, so I while just laying down, I started to get that feeling like you can hear your pulse in your head n' such. Then my legs and arms started throbbing and shaking soooooo I'm like...okayyy what the feck.
So now I'm just feeling really nauseous...I GOT PEOPLES TO WISH HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YO! D:
Yeah, so this morning was kinda effed up xD
Good news is I got my ear-cuff to go back in.
GDit I literally had to stab my earring back through my ear XD
yummm blood :l
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IN OTHER NEWSSS
not much.
Last night I had a birthday to go to for my grandfathers brothers wife thingamajig.
Of course, my dad's side of the family is the fancy French sorta stuffed-shirt sorta deal. (where as ma's is good with beer and pizza) :l
Well we had to go to this fancy restaurant, which means one thing....
I. Had. To wear. A dress.
Which is fine, accept that I'm not entirely fond of them, and it was actually FREEZING OUT last night...
So food..Some sorta fancy steak in expresso sauce. INTERESTINGG.
I wanted a glass of wine but there's a 'drinkinggg agee' here, so bleeehblublublublahh.
The whole time, I had someone like;
"Daaahhrling, have you triedd the vinegrette and red-onion dishhh? It's simply devineee." "Dahhrling, did you seee what she was wearing, oh, my heavens, simply scandalous."
me:"...shit..SHIT CAN'T DO THIS!"
I mean dr.octamothaf'inggonapus
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At least they had some coffee so I could ATTEMPT to stay awake xDD
I drank it black :I just to try.
I liked it actually .__.
yeah um.....sooo? xD
oofaaaa, off to make a salad.
buh-byesss.
-Fossa

]]> ~pastelwings4 http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/27338400/ http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/27338400/ Mon, 21 Sep 2009 13:03:39 PDT .
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]]> ~pastelwings4 http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/27282512/ http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/27282512/ Fri, 18 Sep 2009 15:05:17 PDT School sucks.
So much homework.
Thank god for study halls.
This is gonna sound odd but I miss some of my mofo teachers from last year. :l
The thing about going back to school is, that me and my friends get sooo excited to see how people have changed...and they never do. Same bitches, same bastards. Only older and bitchier and bastardier that before.
Also, sick. They're also sick.
It seems almost everyone is getting sick. Including myself. Only, I don't have a chest or head cold or anything. It's allll in my stomach. Which doesn't help me any. Symptoms includeee~ Lack of balance, Dizziness, Quicker shallower breaths, queasiness, and hot and cold flashes XDDD
If yer a doctor and know what this meansss-I don't wanna know lol
My schools trying to prevent the spread of H1N1 by sending any kid with his/her head on their desk to the nurse ._____.
Which..in some ways is failing. Not so much with the spread of swine flu, but with a simple head cold apparently. Everyone in my Biology class today was sneezing and completely enshrouded in tissues.
And thennn..there was me.
Just kinda sitting there. Like...
My school also said they were gonna try and go green. When on the first day, they waste a couple hundred sheets of paper to re-print the schedules..because there was a typo.
Bwahhhhhhhhh I hate this site for giving me an incorrect guitar tab on Welcome home by coheed and cambriaaaa
I'M GONNA SHOOT SOMTHIN' >:I
nah....
-has a post-it on her face-
-cough-
I'm tired. And sickish. And sickish of being tired.
I haven't been able to really sleep...for about 5 days.
Tea helps tho. Tea aaaaalwayss helpsssss
sorta.
Inless the tea lies like it did this one time.
Calming. tch. YEAH RIGHT XD
soreness. Thank you dance. I can't feel my limbs lul
CHECKY LATER DUDES AN' DUDETTES
I'm gonna go drag my feet around on the carpet and zap my dad with static-electricity.
PAYCE!
-Fossa

]]> ~pastelwings4 http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/27036806/ http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/27036806/ Sat, 05 Sep 2009 14:15:43 PDT -First sample of 10th grade :l it's interesting xDD My teachers aren't lacking any of the crazy they've always had lol
hahaha yeah, anyway, I'm doing some English homework right now. We're reading A Separate Peace by John Knowels. It's epic? I guess...haha.
I have to distinguish 3 literary devices for each chapter, which is okay, that's fine, but the book...idk it just doesn't do much for me xD
The school books never really do tho :l Accept for Anthem. That book was actually pretty interesting xD
AUGHHH I only need to find 4 moar examples from the textttt
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE lol
ouchhhh my back is killing me. I was at a party yesterday and we were doing flips on the trampoline for like, an hour xD
so my body hates me today lul.
especially my arms, from attempting to do back-walkovers xDD
I really like the Reise,Reise CD from Rammstein :I it's delicious.
I thank Puddles the magic raindrop xD YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE! YOU!
Mmmmmmmm tea (: it's a little cold now, but that's okay xD it's still super fantabulous.

itchhhhhhhhhhh of an itchy itch that itchesssss, mosquitoes are brutal. They love my blood D:
My very stupid blood xD My body has problems producing blood as quickly as it's destroyed, so, yeah..that's a problem :l Also don't have enough iron in my bodyy so's I gotta eat FISHIES AN' TAKE MAH PILLZ OR ME PASS OUT ON YER PORCH AND SLEEP THERE LIKE A HOBO (:
Yay anemia yayy xD
it's actually pretty common :I I suppose it depends on the severity of it tho.

hmm, I'm tired. How about anyone else?
I wanted to pull an all-nighter last night, but I was like "nahhh, I've gotta come home and do homeworkkk, I wanna be in a good mood for people too." So the plan failed xD and I went sleepies.
I'm still tired tho :S
So I have monday off, WOO! xD gonna track down my plant for Biology then lull an' hang out here hopefully, I just wanna rest. That's mah goal in life right now XD
to rest....
anyway, I gotta go clean up the mess I made in the kitchen.
Peace outt
-Fossa

]]> ~pastelwings4 http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/26936870/ http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/26936870/ Mon, 31 Aug 2009 13:25:17 PDT - so a while ago I started prep for dance again xD
which means about 3-4 sets of 30 curl ups throughout the day, and 10 push-ups in the morning...which made me remember my limited upper body strength as I fell over on 3 XD loll If mah dadder yells at me tho I find I can put out 10 rather efficiently, which is interesting cause....he's kinda wuss xD those who know him can agree :l but I loves him lol Cx
I AM AMPED, for year 12 of dance FOOLS >:3
lawl, my parents are so impressed I actually got dressed for once XD
Anyway, I'm gonna be takin' mah advanced tap this year FINALLYY :'D WOO! AND doing the younger group to help out with mah instructor x) also, that class can be fun, AS LONG AS THEY'RE NOT DOING SOME HAPPY GO LUCKY BROADWAY LIL' KID MUSICAL CRRRRRRRRRRRAP XD
that stuff just....does not work xDD
I have no idea when my classes are gonna be..either on Wednesdays or Thursdays. -shrug-
I start school in two dayss :<
ewwwwwww lol, neh, it's okay, I have some good classes this year so it's 'aight (:
I'm terrified for math this year tho D: I have one of the toughest teachers, AND I SUCKKK at math XD mnehhhhheheheee~ -nervous-
oh wellz whatcha gonna do xD
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! but I have my fav science teacher for home rooommmmm! which means it's gonna be a rave XD 'ho shit lol.
I'm excited for drawing, western civ. English, anddd Biology C:
wootwoot for dissecting weasels xD or somthin' :I

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OMNOMNOMNOMNOMNOMNOMNOMNOMNOMNOMNOMNOMNO MNOMNOMNOMNOMNOMNOM
I ammmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
so boreddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd XD
party ended around 10 -falls over-
I'M SO DONE lol
sooooooooooooooo doneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
my friends are being boring >:l jk xDD
I'm forcing myself to learn a song in french :l
it's kinda entertaining XD
I'm gonna try and make Crepes at some pointtt
'cause they're nommy C: loll CAN I HAS A HUG? XD -is shot-
anyways, idk what this was even about :l
again..I'll be sure to update about the first day o' school xDD
peace out fer now hommies~
-Fossa

]]> ~pastelwings4 http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/26813902/ http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/26813902/ Tue, 25 Aug 2009 10:05:33 PDT Salut (:
So Today is gonna be crazy :l really. Right now I've put some water on to boil to make some Ramens xD BECAUSE ~Emeraldust won't EFFING SHUT UP about being hungry XD of course I kinda am to. I mean, I only had a cup of choco-milk this mornin' sooooo..
I never really get hungry in the morning tho, y'know? It's like one of those personal bodily-schedule type deals. I only get hungry around 10, and late at night xD
Emerald: IIIII ammmmmmmmmmm hungryallthetime...
Me:...Yes, this is why half of my fridges contents are gone, INCLUDING..the door to the fridge.
YEAH, so today, A few friends and I are getting together for basically an epic reunion-WATER IS BOILING-
...
OKAY, ramens are in tha waturrr :3
As I was saying, it's gonna be an epic reunion before we go back to school. All I know is we're going swimming and probably walking all over the freakin' planet XD
No joke.
When we gather up a posse, and walk, we wallk, legit.
And we walk, legit, distance xD
nuff said.
And then we gorge on unhealthy substances and nearly kill each other by running and jumping onto enormous bean-bag chairs but ISH S'OKAY
oh wait..my sources tell me there's a pool table in there now xDD
so..
running and jumping onto pool-tables!! XD maybe not..idk.
We'll prolly watch a movie..I hope we watch horror, that shit is just too much fun x)
GAAAHHHHdaaaaaaahhaahaaaaawat
Otay, have you ever noticed how when you're eating ramens, the broth gets everywhere, yet somehow manages to avoid your shirt??? Also, sometimes you have a ridiculous amount of broth left over. (myself personally just slurp it all up XD ) Well, try making some slightly under-cooked rice, and putting the ramen broth with the rice, and letting it sit,reheating it laterr to eat etc etc.
IT'S GOOD KAY? xD
CHECHUU~
So I'm gonna be getting my hair cut soonnn, and I originally was gonna get my hair cut short and spiked so it'd grow out over teh summer, but since the summer ish kinda goneee, I'm gonna let my hair grow out for the winterzz n' such. I think I'm gonna grow it to about just below the bust line, while keeping certain sections shorter and spikey-err and my bang short like it is now xD So my under-most layer will be the long one.
I already took an inch off my hair tho loll
I'M GETTIN' READY FOR PARTY...
peace outtt~
Love y'all :3
(harharr Nicho harrr) >3>
-Fossa

]]> ~pastelwings4 http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/26775700/ http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/26775700/ Sun, 23 Aug 2009 13:19:21 PDT Well I just raped the fridge looking for food, to no success..
lol DAMMIT XD
I found an endless supply of duck-sauce tho :l
I need edibles, my cookie senses are tingling~ :I HOLY CRAP, thunder. It's been storming around here, like, legit. We had a Tornado friday :3 lul woooo FRIDAY WAS FECKING AWKWARD AS HELL Not only did we have odd weather goings onss, but I found out I'm allergic to kiwis xD not teh kiwiiiisss :<
I like the song Bitches by MSI folks :3 it's addictiveeeeee~ As is all their music xDDD RAWRRRRR Imma Giraffee
ahahahahuuuu~
So I saw the movie 'Knowing' :'D
IT WAS.....REALLY ACTION-Y XD and pretty good :3 I liked the beginning, but the ending kinda threw it off a bit for me. I think I liked the beginning most tho, because it was just a lot darker than the rest of the movie..for the most part. There were some scenes in between that brought it back up to mildly creepy tho xD
zomg it's colddddddddd :<
I need my pettiiiicoattttttt lul no. Idk why my dad has to keep the temperature in this house so coldddd. -coff coff- yeti -coff-
Well the thunder has stopped for once, that's unusual xD
omnomnomm~
AHHHHHHH-gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
I love it when my dad uses one of my drawings to write down a phone-number in pennnnnn XD -sarcasm-
goddddddddddddddddddd loll My sketchbook-demons are gonna have to rape him for that >:l
It's so humid out, you walk ouside, and you feel like you're swimming xD
AND HOLY..
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I just got killed by cuteness XD
I'm gonna be sickkkkkkkkkk
Cats always try to attack me :l it's fantastic.
uh-oh, the dog is biting the vacuum cleaner again....this can only end in tears :<
My dad's doing the laundry and keeps on dropping clothes from the upstairs on me XD whyyyyyyyyyyyyyy?? lul
yeah, me and my dad have been on our own with my mom off getting a car to this friend of her's daughter who's in college xD
WE CAN'T FEED OURSELVESSS LOL
actually, this mayhem stops tomorrow night at 10 pm when her flight arrives. HOWEVERR, I may not be going with my dad to go get her, because we'd have to leave around 9, and he might be going with his friend to pick their wifey's up XD
SO I'LL PROLLY STAY HOME AND ENJOY COMP AN' RAMEN :l
yeahhhh betchessss.
I want it to be colder outt :< I love the fall an' winter, this summer just offends my face. I CAN'T DEAL WITH IT XD GODDDD! Any time o' tha year where a trench-coat can be worn..YESPLZ :3
BOOM! -is shot-
okay well I'm dead, so I'm gonna go xD
idk what this was about :l
PEACEEEEEEE~ :'D
-Fossa

]]> ~pastelwings4 http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/26679266/ http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/26679266/ Tue, 18 Aug 2009 19:32:15 PDT I gotted bored with the journal I had up XD
HOLY MOTHAEFAH, I went shopping for school supplies today :l yep, it's that time o' year kiddies, la-dee-fricking-da.>__________> At least I have Drawing this year first period :3 that's okly dokly wit me. And....Food Science...
which means I'll prolly set that section of the school on fireee..-has limited culinary skills- I MAKE A MEANNN GRILLED CHEESE THO! Somehow even tho I took multiple electives, with the intention of not getting a study-hall...I got a study-hall..what the feck? xD
Oh well, anything beats Advanced Web Design :<
OH HELLL, YEAH, that class was the biggest waste of 80 minutes, 3-2 times a week, or my life, EVER >:l
NEVER...AGAIN. HTML code...it's boring, get it???? no offense to those of you who find HTML code entertaining o__o (howwww?? and whyyy???)
Anyway, I'm deeply offended by school (other than Western Civ, Drawing, Science/Biology,and Englee-ush)
I'm sucky at math xD
who else here is an r-tard at math??? Raise yer hand. lol
I have, the worst teacher for that subject. SHE'S..
IMPOSSIBLEEE
I'm gonna die :3
Dig a hole, call it a grave, and throw my cold math-raped carcass in it for me please? kaythanks.
Blahhhhhhh I feel sick.
I've been getting sick at every single thing I eat that's not from my fridge for some reason XD lol.
Well, one time, that was cause of bad beef, n' food poisoning and all that excruciatingly convenient shit :l
I think the other times, are partially because I'm Anemic, and I haven't been takingggg my ironnnnn XD LOL
I gotta go do that :l....
OKAY, and partially because..I dunno, the outside-world hates my stomach and wants me to starve?? XD
~Emeraldust keeps laughing :l
I'm about to backsmack her until she's seizure-ing on the floor..
YEAH, that's friendship XD
btw
RAPEEE
WAPEZZZ
okay that's all outta my system :l
I'M FEELING ABUSED BY MY BODY XD owwwwwwww
I'm almost done with this journal I promise...
wow, I still have part of a coconut in my fridge...I LOVE THAT SHIT XD it's not that great but something about it keeps me coming back for moarrr, y'know what I mean?
Me needs a few moar weeks to go by so I can wear my ear-cuff DAMMIT! lol
gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah
I gotta end this so I can go be sick lulll-ahaaaaaa
PEACE OUTTT

]]> ~pastelwings4 http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/26130884/ http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/26130884/ Thu, 23 Jul 2009 13:43:51 PDT lol, errrr, the keyboards over here in France are one of the single most awkward things in the world xDDD
you go from being completely comfortable on the keyboard...to being so damn screwed up C:
so, I tried to leave a journal entry before I left, of course, it was storming out, so just as I was finishing that up, we lose power XD WOOT
holy shiteee..my cousins have got to have the slowest internet connection I've ever experienced aha aahhahaha no. It took me about 45minutes to get on my journal paqge..sooo idk if this'll even get posted by the time I go to bed >:l
HOORAY!
wtf is this symbol....§ LOL I like it <:
errrkay, so, France so far..yeah, I feel right at home here :3
I'm pretty much convinced that I would like to live here, despite the keyboards, I'm starting to pick up on this one >:'D
they have some pretty sick awesome shit here, the grocery store was amazin' by itself, let alone the country side is gawwwgeousssss xD
-cough- anywho, downside, yesterday I learned something...when in excruciating pain, your body shakes like your in a seizure and forces you to curl up in a fetal position while your french cousins try to put ice-packs on you ahahahaaaa
YEAH
so I was out in the field with my aunts horse, I get picked up by my dad, next thing I know, my neck feels like it's being gauged out with a hot poker and strewn about the ground like some sort of horrible blood-spaggetti nonsense.
I think I pinched a nerve in my neck, becauseee the pain went from my neck up the back of my head and over one side of my jawww XD so funnn, it kept going numb, then pain, then numb, then ,moar painnnnn WEHEE!
-neck cracks- 8D YAY!
mmmmmmmmm crunchyyyy
so tommorrow we're off to Paris to visit the Leuve and Eiffel tower, gotta get up around 5am and leave at about 7 to get to Paris from Normandy.
btw..................................
I MISS YOU GUYSSSSS :<
A LOTTT
I've been tryin' to drop off messages to some peeps but the internets is absolutely IMPOSSIBLE
so HUGS FOR YOU ALLL :3 -huggggsss-

And Nicho-bear, seeing as the page to send you a note from is apparantly forbiddennnn (thank you frenchie dial-up)...
-HUGS AN' KISSES AN' NUZZLES AN' CUDDLES-
I loveeee youuuuu sweethearttt C: and I can't wait to see yaa <3<3<3
omnomnomnomnom x3
lol eheee hurrr....-blush-
.
.
ANYWHOZZZ, I found this new gum I like XD
it's mentos cranberry gum Aqua kiss er' somthin'
an' it comes in like, this radically smexy black case thingamajigger xP
lqksdjfks
so I gotta get off an' see if this will update er' nottt (peeps r sayin' PARTIR xD)
gotta get some form of sleepies for once >___<
I'LL SEE YA GUYSSS! C:
buh-byeeeeee -waves-
-Fossa

]]> ~pastelwings4 http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/25772420/ http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/25772420/ Mon, 06 Jul 2009 11:13:30 PDT I is.
-So a couple days ago I got on the motorcycle (kawasaki :'D) again for the first time this year. If felt good to feel that insecure on a vehicle again. xD Anywayz, we were going down this road when my dad decides to pull a U-turn to try this other path that goes around the lake, when he saw it; a loooooooong stretch of flat road with no one on it. I was like no, don't you even THINK about it Of course my dad used to drag-race, so he sometimes has these.. episodes where he has a need-for-speed. I'm pretty sure he had the equivilent of a biker-orgasm at that point. :l
Now normally he gives me a signal when he's about to increase in speed like a tap on the leg 'er something, because when we're just cruising, I usually hang on lightly..or...y'know....not at all -cough-
But no, he just takes off down the road with me like HO SHI-
He gets up to 95mph until we get trapped behind a mini-van type deal. After he gets tired of sitting behind the van, he decides to pass, yet, as he passes, THERE IS A CAR COMING ON THE OTHER SIDE...me: ARE YOU A FUCKNUT?
answer is -yes, yes he is.
-Well he finally got us to the other path he originally wanted to go down. This path goes around a campsite near a lake, and OH MY...GODDDDDDDDDDD I thought that some of these turns were so abrupt, my dad was going to spin out off the road and into a tree XD But I think I know why he took me down there. Last year he took a trip down this trail called Tail of the Dragon at Deals Gap, and I think he wants me to try it one year. Now, I would be happy to, while keeping in mind that people DIE all the time on that route :l so hmmmmmmmm xD
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THEY'RE TRYING TO TEACH ME PEOPLE SKEE-ULLZZ!
I'm going to be helping, wait for ittt...115 KIDS DO CRAFTS
yayyyy gimme a pair of scissors and I'm going to make some crafts outta those freakin' monsters XD
but I'll get like. 500 hours of community service so's I can graduate :l lul
whatevs
I AM SO TIRED
asldkfjskdlfskf -sleeps-
so I'm going to stalk around on the comps Cx
buh-byeeee
-Fossa

]]> ~pastelwings4 http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/25628589/ http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/25628589/ Mon, 29 Jun 2009 12:16:17 PDT
otay so I'm tired :l
but I went hiking yesterday so that's a contributor to the yawning etc. xD
BUT LOOK it's a Barred owl, I named him Norbert, he's mah bird-o'-prey-bebeh lul
I saw him yesterday and he's so cute XD
I whistled at him..or her, I don't really know but I'm saying Norbert is a he-anyway, he looked at me and was all like -blink blink- wtf, it's day, shut up I'm sleeping xD
anywayz, these birds are in good care after being abandoned at birth or involved in an accident. There was a hawk to that flew into a car and has a broken wing T_T
While the hawk is bad-ass, I must say that Norbert is mah favie
I love owls tho :l ever since I read the Guardians of Ga'Hoole books a lonngggg timee agoooo.
lol yeahh..I couldn't get a good enough shot from far awayy so I hopped teh barrier thingamajig. I mean not a big deal, it's a little wooden fence, but there were people there lookin' at me like >.> "THE SIGN SAYZ THAT'S BADD!" xD
ooooooooo I feel badddd nowww -sarcasm-
so ja, Norbert, he's cool, dig it :l
---
"I'm gonna stalk around with you otay?"
-Ja so I've been stalking people around XD a lil' slice of teen liberty, I can hitch rides with people, SO FUN lol IN-CAR RAVES!
Punk senses are tinglinggg~
I'm gonna be gettin' mah ears peirced again this week (it's a long...painful story) so yeah xD then I'll get mah second hole a while after that, and my third, then all I wanna do is get my hair cut and re-spiked, cause ASLDKFJSK it grew out and now it's all wavy and long >.> and it's disturbing me and is HOT in the summer temps yo. xD I leik being able to shake my hair dry like a doggggg XD no jk :l
meh, my neck hurts, I slept funny last night, I went to bed late cause I was watchin' a show on WWII and then I basically fell with half my body on the bed and the other half hanging over the side like I was knocked out. So when I woke up I had neck-pain for excluding my pillow entirely and slept the wrong way on the bed :'D FAILURE
Chocolate lobsters floating in an sea of green jelly.
-Thank you Nicho for your impossible amounts of random participation in aiding me with a topic 'fer writin'.
SO CHOCOLATE LOBSTERS, they are good, I have had them, in lollypop form, in Maine. There's this shop that sells fudge and crustacean shaped treats on a stick. I miss them, I do :l they're so nice there, and everything they sell has something to do with lobsters and blueberries I swear! everywhere you look, it's just lobster-berry mania y'know what I would buy? Koala shaped chocolate pops XD I MEAN IT'S A FUGGIN' KOALA!! yeah, you want it ;D
lol zomg jelly, they SELL JELLY TOOO! and other various delicious jams and preserves I mean Jalapeno and apple jam, sounds awkward, but IT'S AWKWARD IN SUCH A DELICIOUS WAY 8D
ahhhhh yes. It's like..rows and rows of jars of jam, and they have these crackers and good shit like that, and you go and sample them XD and it's like HOLY STRAWBERRY-RHUBARB BATMAN..I'm stealin' this.
alrighty well my rant about absolutely nothing is done
Peace out sweets
-Fossa
"You can catch me on the speedtrain,
Beeper in a three-way,
Shinin' with the gleam chain,
And your honey givin' me brain,
You can catch me watchin' AI,
Mello its game time,
Pinkie with the same shine,
Pitbull and a Canine"

look it's Norbert 8D

]]> ~pastelwings4 http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/25417713/ http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/25417713/ Fri, 19 Jun 2009 14:28:57 PDT ---

<sub>[Relationship Status]Takenn why yessir' C:
[Parents still together]errr ja.
[Siblings]I r does not has.
[Pets] MAH PUPPY 8D

FAVORITES
[Color]...EH? I like-a tha lime-green, et purple, black and white :< I can't has favoriteee
[Number]3
[Animal]..I love Jackals, Hyena's and Bats xD
[Book]...AAHHHH I DUNNO hmmm...it's old but I still really love the Inkheart/Inskspell series C: I'm sorry but that stuff was THA SHITTT
[Flowers]......you don't know me very well, do you? lol

DO YOU
[Have Tattoos?]mmmmnuu, but I think they're nice on some people :J
[Cheat On Tests?] no, lol
[Like Roller Coasters?] ALL YOUR ROLLY-COASTERS ARE NAOW BELONGS TO ME >D
[Wish You Could Live Somewhere Else?] yeahh kinda :I
[Clean?] squeaky-tothe-clean yo C:<
[Own A Cell Phone?] jaaa, text mee you freakky darling xD

CURRENT
[Hair]is a reddish blonde xD
[Playing] how 'bout a rousing game of truth o' dare? >:l
[RolePlaying]mmmmmmmmnaw
[Believe There Is Life On Other Planets]..I dunno,
[Hate Yourself?]...goodness, I hope not lol
[Collect Anything?] if anything, pillows 8D
[Like Your Handwriting?] I guess, idk, it’s kinda microscopic and my teachers have a hard time reading it and give me lectures about how they need a magnifying glass xD

LOVE
[First Crush]was most likely, a fictional character XD
[You Believe In Love At First Sight?]wure, hahaha, why not C:
[You Believe In The One ?] indeed I do xD

ARE YOU
[Sarcastic]only sometimes x3
[Shy]..uh, wow, NO XD
[Talkative] only a lot C:
WOULD YOU RATHER…
[Pierce Your Nose Or Belly Button?]oooooh, that's kinda a toughy..mmm I wanna say nose, cause I'd rather get a tiny stud in my nose than my belly-button I think xD
[Be Serious Or Funny]Funnay Pleaseee

ABOUT YOU...
[What Time Is It?] Time for you to become a shoop-da-woop victim and be placed in the ICU >:l
[Name]..is top secret information :'D
WHAT DO YOU WANT…
[Where Do You Want To Live]hmm, I dun really care, as long as I'm with mah bear-y Cx
[How Many Kids Do You Want]..-cough- lol idk, neh? mmur? ;alskdf?
[What Kind Of Job Do You Want]mah dream job is one in story-boarding/animation C:
[Gotten Sick]
[Sang] yew bet yer stip-striped-socks I have XD
[Felt Stupid] HECK YEAH xD
[Missed Someone] yyyeshhhh Cx
[Gotten Drunk] nnnno.
[Gotten High] no.
[Danced Crazy] everydayy bebehhh~ >3
[Gotten You Hair Cut] erm, yesh? Haha I need to again soon tho, mah hair ish gettin’ long xD
[Watched cartoons]..well gee what do you think? lol
[Lied To Someone]everyone has XD DERP

IN THE LAST FEW DAYS WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON THAT…
[Slept In Your Bed].......nnnhhhg?~ -headtilt- :3
[Saw A Movie With You]~Emeraldust Aly, Jenn. C:

HAVE YOU EVER…
[Been To California] nawww
[Been To Europe]will by the end of the summah lul
[Wished You Were The Opposite Sex]..to see what it's like for a day maybe..or when I have my EFFING PERIOD but nonotreally no.
HONESTLY…
1. [Honestly, what color is your underwear?]..-checks- BLACK XD WOO
2. [Honestly, whats on your mind right now?] *how do I make this friggin' sketch work oh mai god this is absurd OH OHHH WAIT I GOT-oh shit..lost it*
3. [Honestly, what are you doing right now?] typing, drawing, sneezing..again lul
4. [Honestly, do you think you are attractive?] -shrug- eh, I dunno, I guess
5. [Honestly, have you done something bad today?]lol I dunnooo, yewww tell me ;D
6. [Honestly, do you watch Disney Channel?] NO that channel makes me wanna kick children xD
7. [Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?] mmnah.
8. [Honestly, what makes you happy most of the time?] -deep breath- ahhh, mah lover, mes amigos,guns-big ones, mango's, papayas, baked thingies, the word "flamingo" etc. etc. ETC.
9. [Honestly, do you bite your nails?] haha not as much as I used to xD it’s a bit of a nervous habit that I’m breakingggg.
10. [Honestly, what is your mood right now?] I’m relieved school is ovah, but missin’ mah someone’s special x)
11. [Honestly, who do you want to see at this very moment?] Nicho-oreo-bear sweetie-pants snoogim’woogim’s honey-bunch..aka, bebeh~ XD lol oh,sssssorry
12.[Honestly, do you have a deep dark secret?] Nothin’ that I haven’t told one o’ mah friends C:
13.[Honestly, do you hate someone right now?] hmm, no not really -shrug-
14.[Honestly, are you satisfied with life?] yeah, yeah I think I am C:
15.[Honestly, do you like someone?] try, love :3 and yus, yus I dooooo
16.[Honestly, does anyone like you?] mmmmmaha xD -cough-

EVERY... ]]></sub> ~pastelwings4 http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/25240970/ http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/25240970/ Wed, 10 Jun 2009 17:46:37 PDT -Is writing an essay...yet againnnn-
RARRR the teachers obviously don't understand the fact that we have exams next week xD

one moar homework assignment and I'm going to go into a vegetative state I swear lol. So anyway, had my dress rehersal for dance todayy wooooo -enthusiasm?- 11yrs...IT DOESN'T END ZOMGG 8D
murrrrr, Friday is the recital, then saturday. THEN I'M DONE FOR THE YEAR
I mean I like dance n' all, BUT I GET MY THURSDAYS BACK XD -happy tears-

~lalallaa Wailing your sorrow
is only my way to comfort you
Reminders of innocent youth
Waiting for morrow you're lonely
I name your solitude
I speaketh the truth
Now tell me all about your pain
Down to the detail
Chase the heathen call
We belong...you and I
Unison in all you deny~ ahahaha I love March of Mephisto C: Thank you cousin xD
lull, OMG I just realized...NO MOAR WEB DESIGN CLASS!!!111!!
YESH, so happy, that class was the biggest waste of my life xD I'm serious, we just sat there, made a web site, and when you're done, it's like....BOREDD SO BOREDDD -falls on keyboard-
and next year I take BIOLOGYY finallyyy I love all that fun dissecting stuff xD
ewww so busyyyy D: it's been keeping me from sitting down and taking a good amount of time on some art, and from talking to mah AWESOME SAUCE freinds and bf on DA >C I mean seriously naow.
rararararar
NEED FREE TIME TO BE LAZYYYYYYY XD
OH, shiz, essay,lskdfjlk
yeahhh, writing a collaborative essay about poetry, Hiroshima, the Holocaust, and 9 11 >.<
IT'S SO DEPRESSING lol
but I'm not gonna lie, I greatly enjoy learning about WWII
OH BOY three paragraphs almost DONE XD
just two moar to goooo~ WOOOOO
-sleeps-
AH,eesh, erm, I've been pulling all nighters for the past week and it's really starting to eat at my mind xD.....ANDDD I hit a writers block lol >.>
nehhhhhhhhhh
OH y'know what I think is a cool name? Jafielle XD lol idk whyyyy, shushhh
omnomnom vegan burgers nom
I CAN'T THINK, and no, of course dev isn't distracting me, what are you crazy? xD
ahaaaaaaaaaaaa Nicho
I JUST WANNA HUG YEW AN' SQUEEZE YEW AND HOLD YA CLOSE TO ME XD
hahaha mooooooop~
NO bed is overrated!
something tells me I'm going to be up until 11:00 doing this paper...OH WELLZ
oh guess what...........I THINK YOU'RE THE KING OF THE BEAVERS
hahaha wtf, my dad just put a glass of milk on my mouse-pad and I almost knocked it over, FFFFFFFFFFFF I will cry over spilled milk, when..I lack...sleep
-sighh- and the summer cometh, with it's lack of homeworkie-ness and obligation to do anything-ness..and HEAT omg I hate the heat, gimme winter an' fall pleaseee xD
oh lookit me, I'm ranting
RANTRANTRANTRANTRANTRANT
alrighty, I gotta finish this shit load of homework xD
peacee out home dawg! >D
-Fossa
youuurrr my bestt friendd, and I would neeevahhh put sand down your shorrtsss at the bee-eee-eeachh, okayyy, only oneee timeeee, becauseee I think ittss funnnyy as he-ellll, but yourrr my Bee Eff eff Ell~ thatss best friendd ferrr lifeeeeeeee, yeahh~

]]> ~pastelwings4 http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/24963350/ http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/24963350/ Tue, 26 May 2009 15:17:02 PDT holy crab cakes and buttons batman!
it's a quiz
be aware
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Level 1:
( ) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
( ) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
( ) Drank Alcohol

SO FAR: 0

Level 2
(x) Are/Been In Love ( C: <3<3)
( ) Been Dumped
( ) Shoplifted
( ) Been Fired
( ) Been In A Fist Fight

SO FAR: 1

Level 4
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person (XD LOL at some point most likely)
(x) Skipped School
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(x) Seen Someone/Something Die

SO FAR: 4

Level 5
(x) Had/Have A Crush On One Of Your Facebook Friends
( ) Been To Paris (this summah I'm comin' to you French betchess >D)
( ) Been To Spain
(x) Been On A Plane
( ) Thrown Up From Drinking

SO FAR: 6

Level 6
(x) Eaten Sushi (omnomnomnomnom)
(x) Been Snowboarding
( ) Met Someone BECAUSE Of Facebook
( ) Been in a Mosh Pit (I WISH XD)

SO FAR: 8

Level 7
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers
( ) Love/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
(x) Made A Snow Angel (In a t-shirt and shorts! in like..6 inches of snow xD)

SO FAR: 11

Level 8
(x) Had A Tea Party (indeed)
(x) Flown A Kite
(x) Built A Sand Castle
(x) Gone Off-roading
(x) Played Dress Up (haha not only thattt, buttt "OH LOOK COSPLAYERS! SHOOT EM!" -me and my friends run away- )

SO FAR: 16

Level 9
(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
(x) Gone Sledding
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game
(x) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work/School

SO FAR: 21

Level 10
(x) Watched The Sun Set
(x) Felt An Earthquake
(x) Killed A Snake (LOL omggg)

SO FAR: 24

Level 11
(x) Been Tickled
( ) Been Robbed/Vandalized
( ) Been cheated on
(x) Been Misunderstood

SO FAR: 26

Level 12
(x) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
(x) Had Detention
( ) Been In A Car/Motorcycle Accident

SO FAR: 28

Level 13
(x) Had/Have Braces
(x) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) Danced in the moonlight

SO FAR: 31

Level 14
(x) Hated The Way You Look
(x) Witnessed A Crime
( ) Pole Danced
(x) Questioned Your Heart
(x) Been obsessed with post-it-notes (they're entertaining :'D)

SO FAR: 36

Level 15
(x) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
(x) Been Lost
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(x) Swam In The Ocean
(x) Felt Like You Were Dying

SO FAR: 40

Level 16
(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep
(x) Played Cops And Robbers
(x) Recently Colored With Crayons/Coloured Pencils/Markers
(x) Sang Karaoke
(x) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins

SO FAR: 45

Level 17
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(x) Made Prank Phone Calls ("'ello, this is Paco")
(x) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
( ) Kissed In The Rain

SO FAR: 48

Level 18
(x) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
(x) Watched The Sun Set/sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(x) Blown Bubbles
(x) Made A Bonfire On The Beach or Anywhere

SO FAR: 41

Level 19
(x) Crashed A Party
(x) Have Travelled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(x) Gone Roller-skating/Blading
(x) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey

SO FAR: 45


Level 20
(x) Jumped Off A Bridge
(x) Screamed "Penis" or "Vagina"
( ) Swam With Dolphins.

SO FAR: 47

Level 21
(x) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube
( ) Kissed A Fish
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
(x) Sat On A Roof Top

SO FAR: 50

Level 22
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
(x) Done/ATTEMPTED A One-Handed Cartwheel
(x) Talked On The Phone For More Than 4 Hours
(x) Recently stayed Up for a while talking to someone you care about

SO FAR: 54

Level 24
(x) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(x) Climbed A Tree
(x) Had/Been In A Tree House
( ) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone (scary movies please me greatly C: )

SO FAR: 57

Level 25
(x) Believed In Ghosts
( ) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking
( ) Visited Jail

SO FAR: 58

Level 26
(x) Played Chicken
(x) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
( ) Broken A Bone
(x) Been Easily Amused

SO FAR: 61

Level 27
( ) Caug... ]]> ~pastelwings4 http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/24903969/ http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/24903969/ Sat, 23 May 2009 08:51:08 PDT woo! 5foot 4"
ohhhh what naoww xDD
hahha I dunno, hush Cx
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Wedder-inggg
-So yesterday I was at 's mom's wedding, an I'm exhausted xD
basically yesterday, I got up, got my hair cut, styled, rushed around to get into that betch of a dress that made me feel like a pansy lol, and making it to her house for the photographer >.<
The wedding was fun tho C:
got to eat a bunch of really fancy food xD
of course they just had to put chives on the butter, becausee, butter deserves to me fancy too 8D
-Funny thing that happened there wass, that there was a tea-cup for each person, and I'm like 'hmm, I would like some tea to sup it' so I walked up to the drink people and asked for tea. Of course, upon looking around the drink booth, it was mainly alcohol, so I decided that was probably not the best thing to ask, yet, they had tea. They made us an entire friggin' pot o' tea xD I drank a lot of it, I got hyper, I think I may have been drunk..hmm
all I remember after that is we danced a lot and I said something about my dad being queer-ish- so HA
anyway!
so yeah, fun times CX
-is glad to be out of strapless dress that brings insanity down upon it's wearer-
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Role Models
-is a kick-ass movie, go see it XD
haha it drags in the begininggg but then it's just a really fun movie C:

mmmmmmm puttin' pizza in da ovennz je suis tres faim oui.
I want some sushi >:l WHO ISH WIT ME ON THAT!? >D
lolz I miss mah Nicho hahaha I've been so busyyyy, luckily I've been able to work thoroughly on that portrait pic :I
lalalala
so happy to have a long week-end, Mondayy noo school...family is comin' over for a picnic tho xDDD
YEAH~ gonna make some grillin' fooood C8
bwahhaha someone feels a tad devious today
my back is killing meeeee
because the dress was so tight around my effing bust that it was correcting my posture XD that and I couldn't dance ' properly' (aka harharrr) because it would decide to..shift? lol
the entire time all the brides-maids were like..well...
we were like this ---->
for those of you whom have noticed I have utilized multiple plz account icons in this journal:
1. you're on a hallucinogen
2. shaddup they're enteraining
3. yes, you are wasting your time right now >D
-ermcough-
so....how's it goin? xD
anyway, emerald is messing around with my tablet..hmm-hmmm
I r done here lol
peaceee~
-Fossa

]]> ~pastelwings4 http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/24479653/ http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/24479653/ Tue, 28 Apr 2009 12:30:14 PDT 1.)When showering, do you start the water and then get in or get in and start the water?
-start 'da water first, cuz otherwise I get in and it all cold >.< I leiks mah showah's really warm.

2.) Do you read the labels on the shampoo bottle?
-haha If I'm bored sometimes xD

3.) Do you moan in the shower like the people on the herbal essence commercial?
-lol yeah, no. I lurv herbal essence tho 8D ish smells so good lul Cx

4.) Have you ever showered with someone of the opposite sex?
-mmm no. -raises eyebrow-


5.) Have you ever been forced to shower with one of your siblings?
-I honestly do not remember, if I did it was prolly with one of mah cousins a lonnggg longggggggggggggg time ago.


6.) Have you ever brushed your teeth in the shower?
-..I multi-task but not that much lol >D

7.) Have you ever dropped your soap on your foot?
-hahaha noo, but I have dropped this huge bottle of body wash on my foot from my aunt lol yeah well done.

8.) How old do you look?
-I’m pretty sure I look my age, I’m 14 soo idk, yeah, I’d say I look my age xD

9.) How old do you act?
-LOL I can think of a few people who'd be glad to answer that XDD -ahem- I act mature when I need to, but most of the time I'm energetic and crazy so I'd say I act younger than I am sometimes Cx

10.) What is the last song you sang?
-mmmmm Stupid MF by MSI C8


11.) Have you recently become a member of anything?
-not..n-not that I know of lol


12.) What are your plans for the weekend?
-the weekend just endedd ;n; but next weekend I'm plannin' on hanging out,talking, drawing, and working on an essay xD

13.) Have you ever ridden a mechanical bull?
-LOL yes actually


14) Do you ever intentionally vomit after eating?
- NO plz


16.) If you were working on a pirate ship, what would you most likely be?
-AHAHaaaaa~ hmmm, swooshy sword can I has? x3 aye. lol


17.) Have you ever called anyone a slut?
-yesh, and when they say that's a strong word, then I tell them I've used it properly xD


18) Have you ever been called a slut?
-nope ^__^


19). Have you ever smuggled something into America?
-OF COURSE XD -all your ferrets and star-fruits are belong to me- >D

20.) Does playing guitar make someone attractive?
-..not necessarily no. :U


21.) Do you live in a city with a good sports team?
-...I don't live in a city, and our sport teams are the phail XD lolol


23). How many people do you think would come to your funeral?
- um, hopefully my friends and family? lol idk, anyone who wants to see mah deadness xD


24). How many of them would come just to make sure you're dead?
- whoever feels like checkin' on mah corpse can do so lol -shrug-


25). Do you have more enemies or more friends?
-Moar friends, I kinda like to befriend anyone I can C: it makes me happy lul


26.) Have you ever sent an anonymous letter?
-considered sending one, and some of you will know the story xD “I’m sorry” lol


27.) Can you fix your own car?
-..I dun has a car, and I dun fix them s’okay

28.) Have you ever turned someone down for a date?
-yeahhh you know who you are


29.) Are you smarter than your friends?
-..I’m one of the smart-ish ones I suppose, but some o’ them are uber smart 8D

30.) Have you ever stolen anything from your friends?
- If I did I don’t remember xD most likely food.


31.) Have you ever been to jail?
- not yet? lul

33) Do you like the smell of beer?(lol wtf?)
-I dunno, my dad has a Corona once in a while and they look good??

34.) Have you ever died or killed someone in a dream?
- toooooo many timeessss xD

35.) Have you ever given to charity?
-mmmja

36.) Would you kill a dog for $1000?
- NEJ O______e

37.) Do you sometimes get depressed?
-haha, no not really, I just get down, then when talks to mah friends I feelz better C:

38.) Do you get along with your parents?
-most of the time xD we get pissed at each-other sometimes, but s’all good

39.) Do you have plans for your future?
-I know what I’d like to happen C: and especially who I wanna spends mah future with, other than that I wanna animate, YEAHHH and basically let whatever happens happen.
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stfu I was bored..again XD
I need to finish this spam-page..SOOOO BADLYYYY
you'd think putting a spam page together wouldn't take time, I THOUGHT SO TOO, I thought wrong lol
AND CAN SOMEONE TELL ME WHY HOMO-MACHINERY BY ANGELSPIT IS AN ADDICTIVE SONG >D ~pastelwings4 http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/24427113/ http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/24427113/ Sat, 25 Apr 2009 12:01:10 PDT Classic Disney
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[x]101 Dalmatians (1961)
[x] Alice in Wonderland (1951)
[x] Bambi (1942)
[x] Cinderella (1950)
[x] Dumbo (1941)
[x] Fantasia (1940)
[x] Lady and the Tramp (1955)
[x] Mary Poppins (1964)
[x] Peter Pan (1953)
[x] Pinocchio (1940)
[x] Sleeping Beauty (1959)
[x] Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs (1937)
[ ] Song of the South (1946)

Score: 12/13

Disney's Dark Age
-----------------
[x] The Aristocats (1970)
[X] The Black Cauldron (1985): haha wowww
[x] The Fox and the Hound (1981): Such a good concept C:
[x] The Great Mouse Detective (1986): BASIL! XD
[x] The Jungle Book (1967)
[x] The Many Adventures of Winnie the Pooh (1977): dear god whyyy
[x] Oliver and Company (1986)
[x] Pete's Dragon (1977)[x] Rescuers, The (1977)
[x] Robin Hood (1973): yeyyyyy
[x] The Sword In The Stone (1963): psh yes

Score: 11/11

The Disney Renaissance
----------------------
[x] Aladdin (1992)
[x] Beauty and the Beast (1991)
[x] A Goofy Movie (1995): ahahahahahhhahahhaha
[x] Hercules (1997)
[x] Hunchback of Notre Dame, The (1996)
[x] The Lion King (1994):JA
[x] The Little Mermaid (1989)
[x] Mulan (1998)
[x] Pocahontas (1995)
[x] The Rescuers Down Under (1990)
[x] Tarzan (1999)

Score: 11/11

Disney's Modern Age
-------------------
[x] Atlantis: The Lost Empire (2001) I loved this xD
[ ] Bolt (2008)
[X] Brother Bear (2003)
[X] Chicken Little (2005)
[X] Dinosaur (2000)
[X] Emperor's New Groove, The (2000) Haha, yesss
[X ] Fantasia 2000 (2000)
[ ] Home on the Range (2004)
[x] Lilo & Stitch (2002)
[x] Meet the Robinsons (2007):Liked it, was a little sketchyy, but liked it xD
[X] Treasure Planet (2002):<3 yessss

9/11

Pixar
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[x] A Bug's Life (1998)
[x] Cars (2006):My friends little brother wanted to watch it..I lost focus.
[x] Finding Nemo (2003)
[x] The Incredibles (2004)
[x] Monsters Inc. (2001)
[x] Ratatouille (2007): aww that movie was goo-ooood
[x]Toy Story
[x] Toy Story 2 (1999)
[x] Wall-E: 8D <3


9/9


Don Bluth (is win)
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[x] All Dogs Go to Heaven (1989): charlieeeee charlieee, you can nevah come back charlieee
[x] An American Tail (1986)
[x]Anastasia (1997)
[x] The Land Before Time (1988)
[x] The Pebble and the Penguin (1995):haha oh me gods
[x] Rock-a-Doodle (1991): obsessed with this movie when I was littleeee
[x] The Secret of NIMH (1982): <3<3
[x] Thumbelina (1994)
[ ] Titan AE (2000)
[x] A Troll in Central Park (1994): AHAHA yesss

Score: 9/10

Claymation
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[ ] The Adventures of Mark Twain (1986)
[x] Chicken Run (2000): “we’ll sneak in all quiet like”- “like a fish! 8D”
[x] Corpse Bride (2005)so great ^_^
[x] James and the Giant Peach (1996) awww that movie was funn C:
[x] Nightmare Before Christmas, The (1993):<3<3<3<3
[x] Wallace & Gromit: The Curse of the Were-Rabbit (2005)HAHA yep
[ ] Coraline (2009) :not yet C:

5/7

CGI Glut :
--------
[x] Antz (1998)...interesting xD
[x] Happy Feet (2006)
[x]Kung Fu Panda (2008) ..no comment
[x] Madagascar (2005) I regret that lol
[x] Monster House (2006) sketchy but good xD
[ ] Over the Hedge (2006)
[x] Polar Express, The (2004)
[x] Shrek (2001)......
[x] Shrek 2 (2004): saw it, but DO NOT WANT
[x] Shrek The Third: NEVER AGAIN

9/10

Imports
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[ ] Arabian Knight (aka The Thief and the Cobbler) (1995)
[ ] Fantastic Planet
[ ] The Last Unicorn (1982)
[ ] Light Years
[ ] Triplets of Belleville, The (2003)
[ ] Persepolis (2007)
[ ] Waltz With Bashir (2008)
[ ] Watership Down (1978)
[ ] When the Wind Blows (1988)
[ ] Yellow Submarine (1968)
...

0/10


Studio Ghibli/Miyazaki
----------------------
[ ] Grave of the Fireflies (1988)
[x] Howl's Moving Castle (2004) lurved it, lurv it.
[x] Kiki's Delivery Service (1989)YES PLZ, such an adorable story <: lol
[x] Laputa: Castle in the Sky (1986)Love this movie. MUSKA
[ ] Lupin III: The Castle of Cagliostro (1979)
[ ] My Neighbors The Yamadas - I think my brother just got this, but I haven't gotten around to watching it :0
[ ] My Neighbor Totoro (1993)half of it, nuuuu I need to know how it endss xD
[x] Nausicaä of the Valley of the Wind (1984) beautiful movie 8D I watched it twice in the same day I think XD
[ ] Only Yesterday (1991)
[ ] Pom Poko (Tanuki War)
[ ] Porco Rosso (1992)
[ ] Princess Mononoke (1999)only... ]]> ~pastelwings4 http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/24284734/ http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/24284734/ Fri, 17 Apr 2009 03:26:39 PDT murrrrr..
I got up at like..5:30 this morning..whyyy??? xDD
and as usual I'm on Dev bein' all addicted n' refusing to go to rehab C:
haha gotta keep my music downnnn <.<
>.>
..so we shoved her in the trunk..
-She's in the lake naow mhm.
haha anyway, so I know I'm going somewhere today because my parents haven't been out of the house in ages. Only problem, is that I don't know where exactly we're going, or when...-__- all I know is that I'm being kidnapped.
There's a great possibility we're going to a beach..hmmm..at least I can get some photos down er' something entertaining like that. Only sad cuz it's still tooooooooo colddddddddd to go swimmminggggg
I think that I want to go to da zoo soooooooooon XD haha idk, probably not.
bababadapaaaa~
early morning random journal post FTW hellz yeah.
omnomnom
x3

almost done with the dog slurpie portrait -rejoice-
haha yessssh...
mmmmmmmmmmI feel kinda sick l'D lol yep, anywaysss..
It looks like I'm done here basically, 'sept for thisss
I wuv yew guyssss C: haha yes I doooo~
and yew too Nicho ;3 lol yew know I do
peaceee~
-Fossa

]]> ~pastelwings4 http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/24207021/ http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/24207021/ Sun, 12 Apr 2009 18:09:50 PDT D&D noobs ahoy!
- Mmkay, so this "delightful" Easter, I got together wit mah family, the whole shebang yadda yadda, but this time my cousin ~silverwinglie brought her Dungeons and Dragons...uh, gear? with her lol, so I made a half elf char named Feyleigh with a Scithe XDD haha yeeeeeeesh.
And then after sorting through her ridiculous pile of dice, I began my not so epic trek. So I'm a fighter, and I'm kinda stupid so I'm like "treasure treasure treasure narrrr treasure" so I go the stone tower in search for some. Then, I quickly learn that gravity and realtiy reverses itself once in this castle so I ended up on the ceiling like dahhhgg wutt the fff. Anyway, so then I see a figure, and she goes "do you have food?"......so I attack her with my scithe. She's like WHAT THE HELL and..I dunno how this is spelled...Morona, idk, her and I go off looking around, we get attacked by undead a couple of times, I fall off a catlwalk, etc etc. So then I come to a chamber...
Silver:" alright so there are these pillars with helmets, swords other items etc etc. Marona doesn't seem phased at all, what do you want to do?"
me:"I LEAVE 8D."
Silver:"...are you sure?"
me:..yesh.
Silver:...-facepalm-
-later on-
Silver:" that room that you left had your treasure"
me:"...damn lolol"
yeah so now everyone comes up to me like "I leave" and goes off laughing XD
its' greattt haha.
other than that I basically searched some dead people and found an old ladle, then I was pretty content Cx
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Box Jelleyfish RUN FER YER LIVESS
-So yesterday I watched Seven Pounds...and..it.it was really good C: it was just one of those movies that was just..unique, and honestly very touching.
Anywho if you've seen this movie you'll understand the whole box jellyfish thing lol
-cough- I found snow-cone flavoring in my cupboard....hmm
YEAH go see it, naow.
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Oral Fixation...
-vol.2...
LOL mmmaaah hips dunn lieee
shaddup it's an album you sickoo xD jk
y'know wuts a fun word??? Larp. lul
larplarplarplarp
ew..larping
haha sorry about that C:
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DUN MESS AROUNDDD xD
-it's true.
haha I'm kinda multi-tasking at the mo'. on the phone with =Emeraldust and writing this journal 8D
I'm so excited for this school year to be overrrrrrrrrrrr rrrrrrrr
so I can cause havoc and mayhem avec mes amis, and enjoy the hehe "forbidden fruits" of teenage rampaging screaming freedom
And so I can go to amusement parks and flip myself upside-down on metal death-traps until I get either decapitated, or shot by someone for stealing their frozen soft drink treat.
ahem, yeah so summer good school bad..for the most part...school's okay, I just get bored of the routine after a while :I
lallalallalallallalala
I'm tired..-yawn-
mmmmmyes
spamspamspam
sleep time XD
peacceee
-Fossa

]]> ~pastelwings4 http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/23946033/ http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/23946033/ Sun, 29 Mar 2009 06:40:59 PDT yeahhhhhhhh so I'm baaack xDD and butter than ever lol shuddup.
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sweet tea with your corruption would yew like?
- so it was 3:00 and I was getting ready to meet up with maybe about 15 other girls to head to this night out/dance comp. thing. and I was happily drinking my sweet tea, which, of course was really sweet so after drinking the entire fricking thing I was extremely pumped up and energized XD I was in a car with this girl Chel, and we had a bag..OF JELLYBEANS. so we were all like: holay feck, we has jellay beans, ohhh wut naow
anyway, basically that fostered the biggest in car sing-along-to-Korn fest since the tragic incident of =Emeraldust's "Yodageddon"
then we decided to hang out of the moon roof on the car...ahem, yeah..
---
I r not smokin' xD
-we got to the hotel about 3 hours later, and had to find our rooms. Jen, M.Kay, and I, had room 247, so we had the hardest time finding the room, because it was in the smokers section o_O
and so after sitting around in our smokey room fer a while, we were like..uh-no, this sucks, and went to get a different room and mingle with some people.
After we had some free time, we were told that dindin was bein' served so we went to go eat, and normally for this convention we get the ballroom to eat in, but there wuz a wedding going on so we got the auctioneers hall xD
fer some odd reason there was a larger turn-out than last year, last yer there were 200 girls, this time...over 400, almost 500
soooo the employees had a spaz and said "omg, we don't have enough forkin' forks, wtf, whatidooo" so we had to steal utensils from people..or improvise lol
ew
after that we were going to get our PJ's or costumes, er whatevs on and go to the auctioneers hall again fer the main events and such.
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by 12:00 am..we pwn the noobs
-It was maybe 8:00 or 9, and we were in the hall with the band members dancin' all ovah that hotel, then we had a game where this guy was giving away a free ipod shuffle, a digital camera etc etc.
after that we kinda sat around talking and stretching out for our dance to get called -after I dealed with the tech peeps to play our song, the track, the time to cut, everythang- so after about 10 groups had gone it was about 12:00 am. unfortunatly they decided to tell us our group wouldn't be going on until the morning now, so we had to get up at 6:00 am. but, we did stay up until 1:30, skipped down the hall, and tried to order room service. I wanted a lemon, and not just potatoes..BREAKFAST POTATOES, okay! haha no not really.
we got complaints from people about us being loud l'D
our response:...OMG G YOU CANT SEE ME ME I BLEND IN JUST LIKA PINE TREE! TREE?"
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milk an' cereall, cereall an' milkk
I needed to put that thar cuz this journal was just utterly uncolorful XD
we got up and went down to eat foods, which consisted to cereals. so we dined on RICE KRISPIES HELLZ YEAH
and eated jelly XD -not so fun actually- lol not as fun as it would have seemed
since the wedding was over in the ballroom and the weddeded peeps were off doing married people things somewhere else we got the ballroom back 8D
which reminds me of this, some of the best quotes while we were there:
person: "beds r fer sleeping and doing married people things"
me:"............HA"
person:" when yew share a blanket which a guy, yer all like, 'aww this is cutee' and he's going 'holy feck holy feck holy feck holy feck'"
lol yeah that was fun XD
THEN we had to prepare fer our dance group to go up, but we were exhausted, so we bought a shite load of vitamin water xxx and chugged it, it was relatively unhelpful YEY
so we danced, it was good, they hollered at us a lot xD -we felt loved-lol
then we ate taco's and assorted beverages of unknown origin
and then we left C: haha
so we were in the car and just went to sleep with the stuff we bought. liek I got this huge pack of sour candy and just ate the entire thing cuz I thought I could stay awake. we needed coffee tho xD
but when I was asleep my body had an ubertwitch and I kicked Chel XD
lol
yeahhhhh..
it was okay tho causeeee she didn't seem to notice.
---
we go to sleep naow
-we're all really really REALLY tired, which doesn't make much sense cuz we didn't really stay up that late but STILL xD
that's about iiiit
I missed you guys :< lol
PAYCE
-Fossa

]]> ~pastelwings4 http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/23870862/ http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/23870862/ Tue, 24 Mar 2009 17:23:09 PDT "Hey you hey you, devils little sister, Listening to your twisted transistor, hold it between your legs, turn it up, turn it up, the wind is coming through, cant get, enough, a lone-ly life where no one understands you, but don't give up, because the music do music do."
such a pretty song 8D
yeah, this explains the title..i dunno, I've been addicted to Korn lately. >.>
x3
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why being flexible is relatively useful
-So today I was meeting up with mah buds to practice our routine for the dance comp, which, I discovered is actually this weekend, so we will have..y'know, 3 practices on it XD anyway I forgot to stretch and pulled my back 8D and basically fell over and laid there while Aly and Jen gave me these convineint little hotsauce packet thingies..which helps cuz I love hotsauce l'D
anywho, I then sprained both my ankles doing a jump lolol
so that was fun
I really need to remember to shake out before class >.>
then realizing that I hadn't told mah class to stretch out, I flailed and yelled at them to stretch, where I then laid down on top of a table listening to MSI and attempting to correct my spine.
word to the not-so-wise (jkkk) your body, it has limitations. plain and
simple XD
We're excited tho 'cause our routine goes on attt...12:00 pm. 8DDD
then we get to ransack the hotel and throw granola around C:
shaddup we're little vandals ;D
Oui, C'est Sparta -shifty-
- I finally watched 300, was entertaining, enjoyed the blood-bath, however almost everything is in slow-mo so it takes them half an hour to tallyho and gallop on into Sparta xD s'okay tho.
I was over ~Puddles-III watching it, and after the first time we viewed it, we were mildly bored and decided to watch it in french...yey lol.
After that we went to sleep.
Upon awakening we made food-stuffs, listened to some metal, and played Resident evil >D ...actually, I kinda woke her sister up with some "Nightwish" hahaahhahah I can't help it, even on weekends I get up at like.. 6:00 at the latest.
.
.
no...NO!.....we're all outta maple syrup D:
ahem. anyway
My school, burn it should
-I really like my school, but I hate how it's been interfering with my art submissions here D<
I have two pics that are close to being done, but I've been mauled with essays about Relevance and Revolution, and art homework, I've been working on a carving block, and a sculpture layout for a HeXus I'm going to be carving.
hopefully I can get some pics of the sculpture when it's painted and put on a base..mmmpossibly.
Although I'm doing well in algebra this year..shocking..I suck at numbers XD
My science teacher is failing tho, he was a strong teacher at the beginning of the year, and I was actually enjoying the class, but we got some new kids transferred to the class so now we get no work done and the poor guy can't even get a word in about polymers...that I had to reasearch today :V
YAAAY polyacrylonitrile lul
-rant rant rant-
..hmm, I want it to be tommorrow, that way I can hopefully get a bg on this pic, and submit it. Besides, tomorrow I plan on resting, I've been up late on homework for the past week.
woooo I'm fun in the morning when I lack sleep XD
no, I'm not moody, I'm wobbly.
-I lack balance
-I have a morning time speech impairment.
-I loose my grip on reality and hear things.
-I become Inexorably perverted.
:l
..I really should go to bed soon..hahahahhhaha OR NOT
-turns up music-
>D
I need spring break so I can flood my gallery wit new stuffs that's sittin' in my binder .__.
And so I can be the hormonally afflicted freedom intoxicated teenager that is suffocating in...recitations and fancy literature.
hehe...he.
methinks I r done x)
Peace out~
-Fossa

]]> ~pastelwings4 http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/23631862/ http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/23631862/ Tue, 10 Mar 2009 18:02:45 PDT EMERALDUST WAS HERE (:
right now im at pastel's house.
she just got up to grab her ipod sooo.
i stole the computer!
hah!
..
yeah......
i guess i should let her sit back down now
but i really dont wanna
ehhh she's glaring at meee.
it's kinda creppy.
OH
obese people are now change purses.
...ill let her explain okay BYEEE.
pastel:.......um, the obese exhale and change falls out?
o_O
anyway.
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We corrupt
It's like a hobby for us really...
Lemme introduce myselffff
Lemme introduce my bad selffff
Hundred beats per minute baby
dun mean shite to meee to mee
this ain't no blast - this ain't no blast -
this ain't no blast from the past
future - oh oh - this ain't no blast from the past
future - no future - your future
.
.
. -cough-
Futures by Msi 8D
Hella good song >.> and I'm your problem now..
I loved their music then, and am still an addict today stfu. xD
Yeah so I was made aware that certain people would not want me babysitting their kids lol I can understand whyyy.

mom: why don't you babysit?
me: I'd end up corrupting them..
mom: nooo you do crafts and color a-
me: you put them in the oven preheated to 350 degrees and bake them until they're golden brown.
mom: -gasp- D:
me:..or leave the gas on... >D
-ahem-
Screw boundaries xD
- I have learned that boundaries basically suck lol not saying I'm throwing....whatever morals I have left, out the 16 story tall building window, just losening my bounds xDD
for example, what previous self respect and self controlled moral center I had, has now receded into the far reaches of my brains.
This has resulted in standing up in the middle of class to do the R.A.P.E dance, the jakeasaurus, etc.etc.
Another result of this mental F, has been flailing, shouting, running, tripping, falling, getting back up, swallowing food forgetting to actually chew it, accidentally wearing pants inside-out, and the act of violating an others personal space.
... UM okay, so Emerald just put on a song called Happy by Neversaynever...and....What the hell :l
ANYWAY
-blasts Stupify by Disturbed-
l'D
neheheheheheehe
do want lol
my poor watchers who are reading this :C
I r bored
- I seriously am, I need it to be Thursday so I can start teaching mah friends the dance for the talent comp. thing, and go to class, and then it can be Friday..then again, no, because that brings me closer to the two reports I have due and a recitation from Willy Shakes' Julius Ceasar. Then again, I have some awesome people to talk to that brighten up my day XD and a spam-dump and a morbid pic I just started that's helping to liberate my brain from this very low-key week
:3
Anywho I'm all done ranting about nothings lol
ta ta fer nowww
-Fossa

]]> ~pastelwings4 http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/23453527/ http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/23453527/ Sat, 28 Feb 2009 15:20:35 PST lol no not really C:
J'ai déchiré l'autre pantalon ohohoho
oui, JE suis bizarre, ferme la bouche xD
-dances-
I finally got Treasure Planet lol I loved that movie when I was little 8D
anywayz -throws junior mints at you- EAT DRINK AND BE MERRY
"NUUUU NOT TEH JUNIAH MINTZ!"
MOVE MOVE
SHAKE SHAKE
AND DROP
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Je n'adore pas les crevettes
-cough-
I discovered my dad put toast in the fridge....hmm
imma eat it hurhur :'D
dad:"THE TOAST! IT VANISHEDED"
me: -awkward shark-
'HO BOY
I'm working on choreographing a dance for my friends when we go to this group party talent contester-y-thingy out of state this summer xD AND I DON'T KNOW HOW I'M GOING TO DO THIS 8D
lol, should be fun though, as long as we get the same band to play in the hotel we're staying at this year, their songs were pretty low-lame-ish sorta, but they SOUNDED AHMAZIN' Cx and you could actually raise yer fist in the air and headbang to them :'D
plus the inside of the hotel looks like the halls from the movie Titanic xDDD
so that's fun, 'specially since the entire building is kinda on this awkward slant.
us:"OH MAH GAWDS THE HOTEL! ITS SINKIN! I WONT LET GO JACKkkkk"
me" ROSE YEW TART YOU LET GO! have fun keeping the big door to yerself :C"
lol
hotel employees:..............
theres also this really sketchy indoor pool BUT it's surrounded by BANANA PLANTS so that's always good xD
last year their were stains on our hotel beds and beer bottles everywhere tho o_o so we hope that doesn't happen this year.
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Do not fret my children...
- Sanity is just overrated. ;'D
dad:" y-you don't have children. >.>"
me:"............NOOOOO REALLY" xDDD
bwahahahaha people keep calling, and I don't know who they are, so when I answer I go "Herro, who ish dis talking todai?" and hang up or give it to my dad, who then hangs up.
We has odd goings on at my house today

oh look, long cat ish not long
long cat ish short and choppeded in half.
Peace, around the world, for generations
-Fossa

]]> ~pastelwings4 http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/23323466/ http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/23323466/ Sat, 21 Feb 2009 11:52:56 PST
A
- Available: I'm around mah houseee xD lol call meeeeee. s'far as relationships goes I'm taken kthnx.
- Age: 14
- Annoyance: when people say Chuck Norris, Wendle Baker etc...or read over my shoulder xDDD
- Allergic: TO NOTHINGGGGG HAHAHAHA >:'D
- Animal: AT PARTIES
- Actor: Robin Williams xD

B
- Beer:is cannot has, nor does I want
- Birthday/Birthplace: nov 10, aaand I dunnno lol :'D
- Best Friends:Emeraldust, Nicholasss, Jacki, Amber, Alex, Julia, Jasmine, Michelle,Jennifer, Alyssa. And of course all mah dev peeps <3<3
- Body Part on opposite sex: Lolllllllll are you sure you want me to answer thatttt...
- Best feeling in the world: WELL..-awkward turtle- I'll say love xDD
- Blind or Deaf:meh! blind would put a damper on my drawing ability, and being deaf, thar is no music so a big to that
- Best weather:when it's the fall, and it's still y'know like a little warm but it's cool and all windy l'D
- Been in Love: been, am,YES :3
- Been bitched out?:YEAH and they didn't live to tell the tale xDD
- Been on stage?: every year....it...it's fun, I guess lol
- Believe in yourself?: I SMELL LIKE CUPCAKES :'D
- Believe in life on other planets: sure, why not! xD
- Believe in miracles:yus
- Believe in Magic: notrly that much,
- Believe in God:yessm'
- Believe in Satan: Ja?
- Believe in Santa: OHOHOHO no.
- Believe in Ghosts/spirits: yep
- Believe in Evolution: I believe that animals evolve and adapt, but that they were created by a more powerful source than the big bang theory.

C
- Car: not yetttt, buuut, I wanna get my motorcycle license toooo xD
- Candy: ZOMG WHERE???!!
- Colour: BRIGHT FLORESCENT GREEN AND PURPLE
- Cried in school: ja, but that was a loong time agoooo
- Chocolate/Vanilla:CHOCOLATEEE
- Chinese/Mexican: taht's a toughy..I really like Chinese food, but Mexican food is nummyyyy.
- Cake or pie: Pie pwns all cake
- Countries to visit: France,U.K., and Germany


D
- Day or Night: Night, not only is it pretty at night and it's all cool, but..there's too much fun to be had at night lololol
Ike: TRUE DAT
- Dream vehicle:...a Ducatii or maybe a Kawasaki motorcycleeee >.>
- Danced:bWAHA danced for 11 years, and gettin' into assisting in choreography C:
- Dance in the rain?:YUS C:
- Dance in the middle of the street?: Uh-Yep
- Do the splits?:I used toooo, but now I'm not as flexible.

E
- Eggs: I has them? o_O -holds hips-
- Eyes: They're blueeeee
- Everyone has:...popcorn down their shirt....(inside joke) XDDDD
- Ever failed a class?:nooope

F
- First crush:I know it was a fictional characterr anywaysss...
- Full name: ISH A SECRET -shifty eyes-
- First thoughts waking up: ..Oh shit that was a crazy dream xD
- Food: is important to survival? xD
no, I like almost any type of food really.

G
- Greatest Fear: Drowninnnn
- Gum: JUICY FRUITTT
- Get along with your parents?:usually
- Good luck charms: noooope

H
- Hair Colour: Reddish blonde
- Height: like..5'4 or somthin' i dunno xD
- Happy: YUS -dances-
- Holidays: HALLOWEEN! GIMME YER CANDIES
- Health freak?: not really, but I love salads with a firey passion.NOMNOMNOM
- Hate: Mondays xD

I
(In guys/girls)
- Eye colour: dun caree
- Hair Colour: I like zem dark, but it doesn't matter to me much.
- Height: taller than me, but not to the point where I'd need a ladder to make out lololol xDDDD
- Clothing Style: dun care, as long as they're not preppy >.>
- Characteristics: Wild,outgoing,kind,
- Ice Cream: is tasty....LOL WAIT why is ice-cream in the in boys/girls category! xDDD Not sure I want ice-cream in a boy lol, or...SHUTTING UP
- Instrument: asldjf;las

J
- Jewelry: I has a necklace made of domino's xDD other than that I only really want three ear piercings.
- Job: Not yettttt x)

K
- Kids: I corrupt them
- Kickboxing or karate: KARATEEEEE
- Keep a journal?: Used to, but got bored xD

L
- Longest Car Ride: I think it was either to New Hampshire, or Maine.
- Love:... ]]> ~pastelwings4 http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/23307725/ http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/23307725/ Fri, 20 Feb 2009 14:32:14 PST lol I just love that song so hush on yew xD
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Mah london london bridge wanna go down
also good song that's been stuck in mah poor poor head alll the la dee friggen day C:
So today was the final day of spirit week, thus we had to wear as much of our school color as possible, now if there's an excuse to dress up like a retard, I'm gonna take it, so I wake up like...what do I own in the school colorsss..what..WHAT then I realized my pajamas possessed the most school color possible..so I wore those xD
I was comfy cozy all daaaaayyyy
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So, upon walking into the school thar wuz a table with some of the seniors flailing yelling going "STICKERS STICKERS GET THE STICKERS" so I'm like....I wanna sticker so I walk over, and they slap me with a sticker that says "eggs" so naturally I'm like.....THE HELL? then it occurs to me that everyone else is wearing stickers with random lil' labels. turns out we had to find our match, mine being "bacon" So I marched on proud of my breakfast-y title, until it was discoverd that "bacon" was lookin' fer me
all in all we breakfast items were united at last and got points fer our grade
yaaay
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So, yesterday was identity theft day, so we had to steal the identity of someone, anyone..I was planning on bein' captain crunch fer fun xD but I couldn't pull that together in time, so I went as myself, and when asked who I was I said " A hippie...the hippie...your hippie?"
that usually ended with someone laughing or nodding contently which pleased me xD
mes autre amis went as a gypsy, Sarah Palin, etc etc etc.
yah, that was fun lol
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On Wednesday it was crazy day, so we got to dress like we were color blind...or hobos....or color blind hobos. So I dressed in this huge shirt that had buttons on it, with black short thingys with one stocking that was black and pink stripes, and the other was black and grey argyle all accompanied by my Hi-tops
HOORAH
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So today on the bus ride home everyone was high off the hormones and sweet freedoms of teenage life xD
thar was innapropriate use of the word molest,(not sure there's an appropriate way used anyway lol)Loud music, lack of balance, loss of personal space, and then a crash, which resulted in everyone laying in a seat half asleep all like Cx it's friiiidaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyy
which for me is typically being half asleep listening to MSI sprawled out over an entire seat.
it was a gooooo-ooooood daaaay~ l'D
'specially cuz I had a delayed opening today from snow x3
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OH, so in Web Design I'm learning how to type HTML code which is BORING AS HELLLLLLL.
and...really..easy actually, like it looks complex at first, but really once you know the meanings of everything it's pretty self explanatory.

I GREATLY DISLIKE THAT CLASS
nuff said
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peace out!
-Fossa
J'TAIME!

]]> ~pastelwings4 http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/23175080/ http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/23175080/ Fri, 13 Feb 2009 13:42:33 PST yaaaaaay! I has a lil' VK so I'll be a part of your balanced diet this weekend. lol noooooo.

shake it shake shake shaaake iiit shake it lol I love this hackin' song by Outkast xDD
-Otay, well I'm part of the art club at meh school; dur dur dur, and we had painted those shirts a while ago, so today to kick of spirit week (yay school??? :/) the art club wore our arts around ze school and we eated foods, blasted music in the art room, and danced to an assortment of happy and or pervy music. LOL I love our schools art teacher, she doesn't care wut we flippin' do as long as we don't violate other people and cause injury to those around us xDD

Lauren, Emerald, and I: -dancin' to cha cha sliiide-
art teacher: -turns around- HAHAHAH the F?
me: :'D yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaya!

bwahahahaha it was greeeeeat, I got to spend that whole time out of my study hall 8D (of course I have nothing to study for, whatchu talkin' 'bout Willis?)
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V-day shout out JA LOVELIES

bwahahaha
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xD oh hush
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YUM ACRYLIC 8D
-duuuuuuuuuude, we were mixin' paint fer our still-life stuff and the paint 'sploded :'D YAY!

LOL I think this emote is adorable xDDDDD



OMNOMNOMNOMNOMNOMnomnomnom.....
otay peaaaaaaace ouuuut
-Fossa





: -helter skelter- xD
DANCE KNIGHT OF THE ROUND TABLE! DANCE I SAY!!
sorry, couldn't resist

]]> ~pastelwings4 http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/23015570/ http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/23015570/ Thu, 05 Feb 2009 06:35:38 PST
YUS house to mahself xD it's MSI, ramens, Invader Zim, Compy, Drawings, and Movies.
-does GIR dance- rave rave rave rave!
-gasp- only....9 moar days until valentines day! -must make picture- AUHG my dad kidnapped our actuall compy to update it, so I can't get to drawing Dx
ah well, I'll get to it eventually x)
~booorn to be beheaded be beheaded"~
I have a desire to cause trouble xD hmmmm

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okay, yesterday I was bored and hungry, so I decided to drag my parents with me to the store. I had one goal, exotic fruit xD
Anyways, I had an encounter with an apple pear, some hawaiian papayas, and a whole lot of pamellos.
me:" mom can we get a pamello?"
mom:" why do you want a pamello..."
me:" i dunno it's just fun to say...pamello...pam, ello, PAMello."
mom: >.> ......
I ended up gettin' an old favorite starfruit :'D
why am i tellin' you this? because I will be having some photos up involving one of mah fav fruits cuz they happen to be attractive xD
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I got in the newest model of my camera yesterday, and while testing it out, I discovered that the macro on the new model was worse than mine which is two models below. o_O
the only real difference is the color, and that the camera makes pretty noises when you press buttons and has a slideshow capability, but other than that is's pretty pathetic, so imma stick with may old faithful camera ^^
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I've been trying to listen to as many MSI songs as possible xD
and I've just listened to My World for the first time....AWESOME
do do do do do do do...DAMN~
I've also started to love the band As I lay Dying again ;D
I need to get me some limewire so I can download some of this nonsense xD
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awwwwww my dog fell asleep with his plushie clown x3
I need yer opinion on what I should do fer my next picture after i finish "Animals"
-Kaleidascope a robot and human girl blowing soap bubbles
-Burn -insert description here- xD it might be the V-day pic, idk
-Somthin' zimmy
-Hello inspired by the song Hello by Hawk Nelson xD
-Fruit photography -the title may be enamored of glamour, i dunno tho >.>
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hmmmmm, I feel like restyling my room...right now it's color scheme is purple and lime green, but I might wanna do some slight changes over the summer with black, red, and silver :'D right now, the style is like japan and bamboo, but I would like a more modern simplistic feel, but what is good about the color scheme I would like to have would still look nice against the light green walls. anyway, I've saved up money, and the dark color of the wood in my room would make it easier to fit the theme....this summer I'm gonna go out, make some custom art, cell the art in the room currently, and get busy wit the design woot!
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lawl, okay that's enough xD
peace out!
-Fossa

]]> ~pastelwings4 http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/22985678/ http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/22985678/ Tue, 03 Feb 2009 14:47:09 PST InvaderRaf
haha Imma quiz ninja

<sub>xDDDD posted this cuz I was dared, looked fun, and I dun want bad luck -superstitious side-

-S • C • O • R • P • I • O: Freak In Bed

Can be mean sometimes, and will Probably knock your ass out, if crossed the wrong way EXTREMELY Sexy Intelligent, Energetic, Predict future, Most erotic, Always get what they want, Creative, Very Down to Earth, Sexy, Attractive, Easy going, Loves being in long relationships, Talkative, The sexiest ever; Romantic, Caring && 4 years of bad luck if you do not repost this
o_O maaaaaybeeeeeee hehehehehhehehehe x3 I agree with everythang 'sept for predicting ze future, bein' sexay lawlz, that's all I gotta say about that.
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The full list:

-L • I • B • R • A • : Their Love is one of a kind

Nice to everyone they meet, Their Love is one of a kind, Silly, Fun, Sweet, Have their own unique sexiness, Most caring person you will ever meet Spontanious, Neat, Addicted and loyal to their friends, Not the kind of person you wanna fuck with You might end up crying; The most irresistible, Strong, Powerful, EXTREMELY PASSIONATE Rare to find, A great kisser, Incredibly intelligent, Most Libras are deep-thinkers, Outgoing, Lovable, Corky, Crazy, A fun-lover, Funny, Talkative, Erotic, Smart, LOVES sports, Gets what he/she wants, Loves to be in a relationship BUT, is completely happy and free if single && 9 years of bad luck if you do not repost
Nicho?? xDD x3


-L • E • O: Wild in Bed

Great talker, Sexy and passionate, Laid back, Knows how to have fun, Is really good at a lot, Great kisser, Unpredictable, Outgoing, Down to earth, Loyal, Addictive, Attractive, Loud, Loves being in long relationships, Talkative, Great fighter and will knock your ass out if you mess around, Rare to find, Great when found && 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost

-S • C • O • R • P • I • O: Freak In Bed

Can be mean sometimes, and will Probably knock your ass out, if crossed the wrong way EXTREMELY Sexy Intelligent, Energetic, Predict future, Most erotic, Always get what they want, Creative, Very Down to Earth, Sexy, Attractive, Easy going, Loves being in long relationships, Talkative, The sexiest ever; Romantic, Caring && 4 years of bad luck if you do not repost this

-V • I • R • G • O: The Freak

Dominant in relationships, Sexy, Someone loves them right now, Freak in bed, Always wants the last word, Caring, Smart, Intellectual, Attractive, Loyal, Easy to talk to, Hard to forget, Love at first sight, Everything you ever wanted, Easy to please, The one and only, Ultimate sexiness; Great kisser && 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost

-A • R • I • E • S: The Sexiest

Outgoing, Lovable, Spontaneous, Not one to fuck with, Erotic, Funny, Take you on trips to the moon in bed, Excellent kisser EXTREMELY sexy, Loves being in long relationships, Addictive, Loud, && 16 years of bad luck if you do not repost


- A • Q • U • A • R • I • U • S - : the strongest

Trustworthy, Sexy, , One of a kind, Loves being in long-term relationships, Extremely energetic and funny, Unpredictable, Will exceed your expectations, Loves music, Not a Fighter, But will Knock the fuck out of u, The BEST and BIGGEST FREAK in bed, Strong, Considered to be a Spartan The most intelligent, falls in love too easily, Doesn't show it but is easy to hurt, Perfect && 2 years of bad luck if you do not repost

-G • E • M • I • N • I: Sexy

Nice, Love is one of a kind, Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you the fuck out, Trustworthy, Always happy, Loud, Talkative, Outgoing, VERY FORGIVING, Excellent in Bed, Loves to make out, Has a beautiful smile, Generous, Strong, ULTRA SEXY, THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE && 9 years of bad luck if you do not repost

-C • A • N • C • E • R: Most Amazing kisser

Very high sex appeal, Great in bed, Love is one of a kind, Very romantic, Most caring person you will ever meet, Entirely creative, Extremely random and proud of it, , Spontaneous, Great telling stories, Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out if it comes down to it, Someone you should hold on to && 12 years of bad luck if you do not repost

-P • I • S • C • E • S: The Piece of good ass

Caring and kind, Smart, Center of attention, Too Sexy, Has the last word, The nicest ass ever, The best to find, hardest to keep, Fun to be around, , Extremely weird but in a good way, Super good in bed, Good Sense of Humor, Thoughtful, A partner for life, Always gets what he or she wants, Loves to joke, Very popular, Silly, fun and sweet && 5 years of bad luck if you do not repost

-C • A • P • R • I • C • O • R... ]]></sub> ~pastelwings4 http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/22950070/ http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/22950070/ Sun, 01 Feb 2009 18:22:12 PST cuz I'll set yew on fiii-iiire~
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go read 's journal entry xDDDD
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oh look, behind you!
IT'S SPAM!


no really, it is.
......don't bother looking it's invisible. -is impressed at her own alibi-
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my dad fixed my camera that previously this week attempted to commit suicide. hooray! this means i don't have to buy a new one....fer naow o_O.
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. omnomnomnomnom
HOT CHOCOLATE yaaaaaaay! le chocolate est chaud.
wooooooooooooooooooootdunnoifthatmadesense :'D
AHHHHH emerald is te fail at paintin' her nails so she's gotten it in every conceivable area of her FINGER.
emerald: would you like some nail polish?"
me: no-AUGH -she hath smeared it on my hand-
WUT DA FOOK
I HATE THE WORLD
lol noooooooo~ I love yew peeps. just one more than others

sorry about da' spam xDDD
I'm boreeeedddddddddedededed
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OH BTW ME AND EMERALD ARREEE MAKIN' AN INVADER ZIM ROLEPLAAAAYYYY.
yah, we've named it Hobo 13. so join and stuff, when we're done lol we have to finish a layout-or even start one- and get all the content toghetha' HEEEEY, is thar anyone willin' to be another admin' to help the site and ze such? yah you, right there xD
otay.
-Fossa zomg it's a heart. no wai.

]]> ~pastelwings4 http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/22904269/ http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/22904269/ Fri, 30 Jan 2009 13:04:25 PST long story short, my mom has been working for a juvenile delinquency program to benefit boys growing up in certain situations etc. This program had been around for 100 years, so no one thought it would close, of course today we found out it's closing, not only will this lay off A TON of people, but all the boys at the school will end up either in a detention center, or back into abusive homes, and drug infested neighborhoods, some of them have even talked about suicide. >.>
anyway, I've decided if worst comes to worst selling my art wouldn't be a bad alternative xD I've already had offers on some of my paintings but I never took the offer cuz one of them took a year o_O
anywhos, just felt like gettin' that out thar xDDD
although I don't mean to rain on anyones parade of paradliness.
IM DRAWIN' A BATTLE SCENE YAYZ! 'lawl equine, haven't drawn ecquine in 3 years >.>
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmhmmmmmmmmm~
ta ta fer naow peeps
-Fossa

]]> ~pastelwings4 http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/22889207/ http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/22889207/ Thu, 29 Jan 2009 16:27:42 PST it's meeeeee, and emerald, and we're home alone cuz mah parents are at a business meeting xD -whispers- don't tell them about the wild party mmokay? ;D
now....LETS GO!
badadadaddadaaaaaaaaadadaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~~
-dancy dancy dance-
actually I had dance today xDDD was fun, I'm in oh y'know, 5 dances this year, no worries tho it's only gonna be in the summer when the building is oh abouuuuut 115 degrees.
BUT GWAH I'M EXCITED TO DO MY SOLO but it's next year >.< but it's to lucy in the sky with diamonds so Cx
-is dancin' to some really out thar MSI songs-
youuuuu aaaaaaaaaaaaaaare, so good so far!~
yay music is my ear food.
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So this semester at school I'm in gym class which means its' on the treadmil and the wii for moi xD I've got a cute face thin waist thick legs in shape, but my arms are unhealthily weak so gonna work on that hahaha, AND KICK SOME SERIOUS ARSE AT WII BOXING >:'D
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lol today on the bus I was like, hey my parents arent' home tonight, anyone wanna come over or somthin' and some kid was like. yes 8D me: -eyebrow lift- >.>
and in class we chose new seats so me, julia and michelle made a lil' island to the side of the class, most of the boys made one lil' continent, and the other girls made an island as well xD then theres this one boy just sitting by himself cuz he's planning world domination or something like that xDDD
anywho we named our island Switzerland because chocolate is pwn.
la la dee daaaaa~ WE ENJOY OUR SMALLISH PARTIES THANK YOU! xD you may have more than one other person there, but WE HAVE...mr. banana. yesh, emerald ate a banana and left the peel on my foot fer a while so I said that we're a club, and a secret society that banana peel and I. So then I drew a face on it and stuffed it in the freezer in an octopus-esque shape along with a post-it saying "this is mr. banana, do not touch, (we're a club)" yeah I'm just cool like that lol.
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I HATH DUBBED EMERALDS CRUSH DOWNY!
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"it's a lot of explanation but don't worry about it kids"
I did I shouted at him today xD lol she's gonna message him asking if he heard me lol HE BETTAH HAVE HEARD ME FOOL! of course that was before emerald walked straight into a door emerald:" I DIDN'T MEAN TO!" -fistdesk- lol she was distracted by her affection xD AND OMG HIS ICON LOOKS LIKE MR. BANANA >.> copyright infringement! I thought we were a SECRET society. ;-;

then again she's also ran into a wall,
and tripped on a rug in his presence haha, oh noes.
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"ev'ry body here get it outa control~ get yer backs off the wall get yer backs off the wall, now put yer backs on the wall, put yer backs on the wall~ MUSIC MAKE YOU LOSE CONTROL!"..-cough yesh-
-le gasp- I FOUND A PURPLE BANDANA 8D
y'see this bandana hangin' that means I'm like a bandit, like like, a bandit bandit~
BTW KITTY COW SAYS MOO! lol my friends and I, uh web series, we are strange, I might be making a graphic for it <:
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YOU PEOPLE! YES YOU! JOIN OUR DANCING FENZY! I SWEAR NO MATTER WHERE YOU ARE OR WHO JUST SO HAPPENS TO BE AROUND YOU IF YOU ARE READING THIS DO A LIL' DANCE! WE DANCE IN PUBLIC ALLA TIME AND IT'S FUN!

" Doctor, Doctor, I've got an emergency
It seems I'm head over heels, a case of L-O-V-E
It's like I'm glowing inside
Yeah, a light I can't hide
And if this feeling is bad then I don't wanna be right
What I've got in my soul gives me the highest delight
Oh yeah it's better than drugs
In fact it's sent from above, huh huh

Hold up, wait a minute, put a little love in it

Hey, Can't kick the habit
Yeah, I got to have it
Yeah, I 'm what they call a
Love addict, Love addict
Hey, can't live without it
Yeah, G'on shout about it
Hey, I'm a symptomatic
Love addict, Love addict
hahahhahahahahahahahahha you know you like it
-announcer voice- and next on this playlist is you spin me round by dope xD
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THANK YOU ELVIS PRESLEY FOR THE BIRTH ON INDECENT PELVIC DANCING lolWUT?! yer just jealous of my hips xDDD
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I think that's enough mind raep for today
sorry bout that guys haha.
peee-eace~ :'D
-Fossa

]]> ~pastelwings4 http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/22809446/ http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/22809446/ Sun, 25 Jan 2009 17:56:08 PST YOU BET IT IS
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moo.
-I am once again addicted to the beatles.
I blame Across the Universe
AWKWARD STARFISH -facepalm-
me: IKE CAMI THE END OF THE WORLD IS NEAR! WHAT DO YOU DO!
Ike:" .........I need to find some women...>.>" -drags off Cami with her flailing-
Cami:" no NO YOU SICKO GWAH!" -kicks him in groin-
me: -winces-
cami: -grabs Ike by the ear and throws him out the door-
me:"....hehe. I need fruit."
dani:"GRAPES MAKE YOU HIGH!"
me:" yesssssss....."
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Requests
ARE NOT open, but will be eventually I swear xD nuff said.

YOU NEED A UNIFOOORM, SO YEW WONT BE IGNORED! YOU ARE AFFECTED! SO YOUR ACCEPTED!
-hehehe, really good msi song.
-drools at MSI CD- ooooh shineeey, haha...ehhh.
ahem.

YO THEN SHE KILLED MAH BRAIN BRAIN BRAIN BRAIN, AHHOOOO, AHOOOOO~
-......................................... another MSI song. :'D
anyway, I had my puppy on the sled today, was fun xD
other than that, I sent a message to my cousins.
if your lookin' at my page right now guys....HI lolol
dev peeps, meet cousins, assorted family members, meet dev peoples.
all set.
hmm, I feel really good right now, I feeeeeeel...admiration? no...lusty..nooot quite, ummmmm, it's somthin' that no mood thingy can describe I believe, oh well, the love one'll have to do. l'D

hahahhaha you don't want to know what I'm listening to now.

or do you? :iconohohohplz:

clue: it must be yer face, or it's you boooody~"
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hehehehe.
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oh yay exams tommmmorrowwwww.
it's bring the pain time by msi of course.
then maybe on to another band, oooooooor noooooooot.

-sigh- emeraldust fails at studying- xD

me:" okay, so the ending to an ir verb iiis...?"
her:" ........................................... (strange confused faces)
me -.-' " it's "U"
lol french is fuuuu-uun -swings sarcasm flag-
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spam spam spam spam spam
SPAM lol all done wit dat
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. spam.
idk, I'm bored and I already studied.
fu
I'm not drawing, I have about another 50 sketches laying around. (this is because the drawing I'm working on spawns about 4 new drawings a day)

What I'm doing
wearing- mah blue and black plaid pj botttomms...........of doom of course. nightmare before christmas sweater etc etc.
weather- it is cold, and dark...I leik it. C: xDD
random things around me- tablet, drawing folder.....dani sacked out on my floor O_e
well then...
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-nervous laugh- The bass, the rock, the mic, the treble, I like mah coffee black , just like mah metal, I cant wait fer you toooooooooshutting up now xD
- I should just name all of these titles after MSI songs now >.>
boop a doop a doop, I watched every episode of Invader Zim the other day cuz it was cold oustide and such. :3

YOU KNOW WHAT! I'M HAPPY cuz theres a cookie called the mallowmar that they only sell in the winter otherwise the chocolate will melt, and I neeeeed them, because I love them, I love them good.

dani: -looooming over my shoulder-
me: -SLAP SLAP SLAP SLAP SLAP "GET OUTTA HERE!" SLAP SLAP "YOU SMELL LIKE TOMATO SOUP GET AWAY!"
...ewwwww
k well I gotta go make food fer school lunch stuff.
talk to you later fellas
-Fossa

]]> ~pastelwings4 http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/22780024/ http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/22780024/ Sat, 24 Jan 2009 11:06:36 PST tagged by

here are the rules:
1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person must post 8 things about their self on their journal.
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 8 people and post their icons on the same journal.
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5. No tag-backs.

_______


1. I lives in a valley...thingy... xD

2. I enjoy muffins

3. I want a pistol....tehehehehe. :'D

4. lol, I'm french and german...oui.

5. I have danced for 11 years. hurhur >.>

6. pretending I'm entirely sane is useless. I desire world conquest and domination -shrug- It's true it's true.

7. I am the epicenter of chaos in whatever environment I happen to be in.

8. My friends, and of course mah lover, are my hiiiiiighest priority. (yer way up there) xD

I no tag you filthy earth beasts, be gone.
-Fossa tehe, jk jk.

]]> ~pastelwings4 http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/22760925/ http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/22760925/ Fri, 23 Jan 2009 13:52:38 PST just thought I'd say 'ello to ya guys and give a big hugggg to :icondevemo-kittisy: cuz I may not be on for a while, considering theres a worm their warning about that's infecting Windows systems...hehehe...I stole my dads laptop cuz I couldn't stay away.
hope yall are doin' okay.
Talk to you later sweeties.
almost...
"ohoh daaaaa-aarlin', plleee-ase believe meeeee~ ahem. otay, bye xD
-Fossa

]]> ~pastelwings4 http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/22655042/ http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/22655042/ Sun, 18 Jan 2009 14:31:47 PST
[ ] gotten kissed (well not in RL anywayz -wink wink-
[x] gotten a phone taken away in class (french class xD)
[ ] gotten suspended
[x] gotten caught chewing gum
[ ] gotten caught cheating on a test
Total so far:2

[x] arrived late to class more than 5 times
[x] didn't do homework over 5 times
[ ] turned at least 3 projects in late
[x] missed school just because you felt like it
[/ ] laughed so loud you got kicked out of class (aaaaalmooost)
Total so far: 5 ½ xDDD

[x] got your mom, dad, etc to get you out of school
[ ] text people during class
[x] passed notes
[x] laughed at the teacher
[x] been in a fight at school, fist or verbal (probably xD just don’t remember these kinds of things)
[x] took pictures during school hours
[ ] called someone during school hours
[x] listened to iPod, CD, etc during school hours (hahaha..we had “spare” time in science, the teacher didn’t really care though -shrug-)
[ ] skipped a class period
Total So Far: 11

[ ] threw something at the teacher
[ ] went outside the classroom without permission
[x ] broke the dress code
[ ] failed a class (even if I tried I don’t think I could successfully fail O_o)
[x] ate food during class
Total So Far: 13

[x] gotten a call from school
[ ] couldn't go on a field trip cause you behaved badly
[x] didn't take your stuff to school
[ ] given a teacher the finger when they weren't looking
[x] curse during class/school
[ ] faked your parents signature
[x] slept in class (it all depends if you consider study hall class ;D)
[ ] cursed at your teacher
[x] copied homework
[ ] got in trouble with the principal-the vice principal

total so far: 18

1. What does your deviantart name mean and why?
-lolol weeelll, actually and I shared this account so she named it idk. xD

2. What fandom where you obsessed with when you joined and what are you into now?
- I don’t think I was really obsessed with anything when I first joined, but now I love Invader Zim, etc.

3. How many watchers do you have now?
-ehehe idk. >.> <.<....

4. Name 3 of your favorite artists on DA.
- I like a lot of artists heeerreeee D: yew ppl rock xD

5. Do you comment, fav, or both?
-mmmmm usualllyjustfavmmokay.

6. Do you participate in clubs' contests here on DA?
-nuh uh.

7. What is your most popular deviation?
- it’s a jojo fanart peice.... -.-

8. What are you favorite non-anime TV shows?
- Invader Ziiim(there is debate whether it’s an anime or not, oh well xD) House. Mmhmm.

9. What are the things you wish you could draw better?
- people, and paws definatley, oh, and backgrounds tehe.

10. Summer or winter?
-winter is the win.

11. Rain or Sun?
- rain is purdy.

12. What's your favorite type of music?
-rock and metal. (Mindless self indulgence, Disturbed, S.O.A.D, papa roach, drowning pool etc. etc. lolz youu lookin’ fer’ a fight??)

13. PC or Mac?
-wants a Mac but has ze PC-

14. Anime or Manga?
-neither :/ not all that enjoying of either. (sept soul eater, it’s okay by me :’D)
15. Coke or Pepsi?
-I no like soda -.-‘ -twaks yer head- you coulda had a V8.

16. Read or TV?
- televisioooonnnn -drools- cartoooooonsss. And house xD

17. How many hours a day do you spend on DA?
- as long as I can mhm.

18. Name a hidden talent.
-weeeeeeell, not many people know I can fire a gun, and dance, BUT, I do sing.....a little, well, people tell me I ‘ve got a pretty voice, but, yeah..

19. Flash or traditional cartoons?
-flash has te pretty colors, but...b-...SAVE THE TRADITIONAL Disney would be ashamed today in my opinion.

20. What is your favorite fast food restaurant?
-me no like this fast food, give me sushi.

21. What are your top 3 favorite books?
- uuuummm,I don’t really have a top three, but Einstein by walter Isaacson is great fer all yew... ]]> ~pastelwings4 http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/22577827/ http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/22577827/ Wed, 14 Jan 2009 12:53:51 PST personal space from the scrawny and the pathetic
<sub>-for some odd reason, certain people of the male variety have been rubbing my head (messing mah hair plz lolz) and picking feathers off of me from my jacket. >.>' of course they decide to do this when I have a boyfriend. sucks to be them tho, cuz so far they've only gotten pencils chucked at them, books hit at them in uncomfortable places, scrapped, yelled at, dissed, and glared at.
this is guy: hey heeey~
this is me: this is your warning, leave now, while you have limbs.
this is guy: are you suggesting something?
this is me: AUGH I'M TAKEN PHYCOTICO
lawlz all done with that.

Can you draw me a...
-alright, I've had some weird requests in the past..but..the hell?
I have been asked for pics of things like Tucans, and Kittens, all the way to kittens..that have been hit by trucks. (some of the more, violent people of the school.) I have even been asked to draw poorly, which was painful, but it happened.
yet, I think a man coming out of a cracked eggshell wearing a top-hat and monicle just about tops it. mhm.
anyway, why I agreed to the request is explained...below.

Yes men is a big YES
- so me and emeraldust went to see Yes men the other day, which is now one of my FAVORITE MOVIES.
1. the dark knight.
2. yes men.
3. across the universe. (yeah betch xD)
anyway, emerald and I have decided that just to see what happens, we're going to say yes to everything that is REASONABLE lol.
that is how I got into this commission.
although when I was asked for one of my superdeliciousyummyterrific fruit tic tacs the other day, I found that to be unreasonable and said no xD
so see yes men, see it and I will give you the antidote >.>


lol antidote? antidote to what? I dunno what your talking about xD

recent french fry induced news lolwut?
-okaaay so today they had some french fries for lunch at school, apparently the broke a bracket off of my friends braces O_O

WHAT AM I DOIN' NAOW ? hmmm hmm?
wearing: red shirt, and cargo pants.
hair: up in ponytaaailll <.<
weather: it's cold grey and windy out thar.
random items around you: tablet, watch, pile of drawings xD, aaand a bird thingy that you touch and it moves for like..an hour.

GIANT POSTCARD
-so in art club (yesh we art nerds are speshul xD) we were making designs for T-shirts, and I got bored, so I though of an idea that I should send a random letter to someone that said I'm sorry for no reason. well, I had a HUGE piece of cardboard for spreading my shirt that I didn't need anymore, so I wrote I'm sorry on it, then moo, lol, that was naughty, and then my friends joined it writing don't try suicide and other nonsense.
anywayz, I didn't want to carry this behemoth around, so I gave it to a friend telling her to give it to someone random by the end of the day. She gave it to some kid, he gave it to one of my friends who gave it to another one of my peoples, and then I got it back. twas fun I suppose, 'sept it didn't fit in my locker so I had to destroy it C:

oh mai darlin' xD
-mmmmhmmm, today I went to go get mah bride's maids dress fitted fer emeraldust's mom's wedding 8D
lawl it's coralish pink but I'll wear it fer mah friend xD
weeeeeeeeewt! exciiiteeeedd~
boop a doop.
yeah okies x)

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that's all fer naow, I think..wait nope.
well I'm not paralyzed but I seem to be struck by youuu, I wanna make you move because your standin' stiiiill~
okies, now I'm done xD
-Fossa
please sign the waver if I cant get the antidote to you in time mmokay.</sub>

]]> ~pastelwings4 http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/22414744/ http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/22414744/ Mon, 05 Jan 2009 16:14:50 PST stolded it from
HAVE YOU BROKEN OR DISLOCATED:
[ ] Your arm
[ ] Your leg
[ ] You shoulder
[ ] Your hip
[ ] Your knee
[ ] A finger(s)
[ ] Toes
[ ] Back
[ ] Had a hard time because of them
[ ] Had someone leave because of them.

Total: 0 (I've never broken anything, but have been in the hospital plenty of times)

HAVE YOU EVER:
[x] Had your heart broken
[x] Had someone close to you die
[ ] Had to hurt someone you loved
[ ] Wanted to hurt someone you loved
[ ] Hurt someone else for someone you loved
[x] Broken down
[ ] Been betrayed
[ ] Betrayed someone
[x] Been afraid to ask for help
[x] Asked for help, but was turned away

[ ] Lied to hurt someone
[x] Lied to protect someone
[x] Lied to a friend
[ ] Lied to a lover
[ ] Lied to an enemy
[x] Felt unbelievably guilty
[x] Had that guilt trouble you for a long time
[x] Accidentally caused someone injury
[x] Caused someone you love injury
[ ] Caused someone you love's death.
Total:11

HOW MANY SCARS DO YOU HAVE? (Check off each one that applies)
[x] 1 or 2
[x] 5 or so
[ ] 10 or so
[ ] 15 or so
[ ] at least 25
[ ] at least 40
[ ] 40-60
[ ] 60-80
[ ] 80-100
[ ] More then 100
Total:13 (a long scar up my arm from hospital, and one down my ankle from a motorcycle xD and multiple on my knuckles.)

HAVE YOU:
[x] Hit something out of anger
[x] Hit someone out of anger
[x] Hit something to cause yourself pain
[x] Hit something to cause yourself pain to distract from other pain
[ ] Cut yourself once, to try
[ ] Cut yourself more then once
[ ] Pierced anything to distract you
[ ] Pierced several things to distract you
[x] Closed yourself off with a series or book to distract yourself
[ ] Closed yourself off for days on end to distract yourself.
Total: 18

HAS ANYONE:
[x] Laughed at you (lol uh, yeah, in both the funny way, and the hurtful way xD)
[ ] Abandoned you
[ ] Turned their back on you
[x] Ignored you
[ ] Stabbed you in the back
[ ] Been two faced with you
[x] Intentionally hurt you
[ ] Left you for someone else
[ ] Used you
[ ] Used you then ditched you
Total: 21

HAVE YOU:
[ ] Used someone
[ ] Used someone then ditched them
[ ] Abandoned someone
[ ] Turned your back on someone
[ ] Turned your back on someone who was depending on you
[ ] Left someone for another person
[x] Pushed someone away
[x] Pushed them away out of fear
[x] Pushed them away out of anger
[ ] Pushed them away 'for their own good'.

Total: 24

HAVE YOU:
[ ] Tried to change yourself for someone else
[ ] Unsuccessfully
[x] Had someone push you away
[ ] Because they thought it would be better for you
[x] Fallen for someone who didn't return the feelings.
[x] Been jealous of someone
[ ] Pined over someone
[ ] For more then a year
[ ] For more then 5 years
[ ] Fallen for someone who 'couldn't' return the feelings.
Total: 27

ARE YOU:
[x] Ever depressed
[x] For more then a week
[ ] More then a month
[ ] Miserable, consistantly
[ ] Afraid of commitment
[ ] Worried about the future (good things come to those who wait always helps..)
[x] Apathetic (sometimes)
[ ] Nostalgic
[ ] Broken (In your opinion)
[ ] Unfixable (In your opinion)
Total: 30

DO YOU:
[x] Think about your past
[x] Longingly
[x] Wish you could change something you've done
[x] Wish you could change something big you've done
[x] Obsess
[x] Obsess about people
[x] Obsess to escape (occasionally)
[x] Get lost in your imagination
[ ] Fantasize about your life being different
[ ] Truly wish it WAS different (I don't think I would change anything if I could.)

Total: 38%
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xD I was bored.
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GIRLS MEMES:

Do you sleep in your bra?
I forget ocassionally lolroflplz. x'D

Do you enjoy drama?
-uhg, no. And yet I'm surrounded by it.

Are you a girly girl?
-hahahahahahahahhahahahahahaha uh hell no.


Last person you hugged?
- one of my parents I think.

Small or big purses?
-small, I dun need to carry a lot, just candy phone, and a shit load of pencils for some reason. 8D

Do you think you’re conceited?
-Nah, I'm happy with my accomplishments, but I'm not excruciatingly proud.


Do y... ]]> ~pastelwings4 http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/22369814/ http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/22369814/ Sat, 03 Jan 2009 08:45:01 PST mmmokay, so I'm at a friends right now, but yesterday my dad brought our fugged up compy to a highly recommended fixing place, so supposedly I have the computer back which is fantaboulous because I not only have about...50 sketches (not exagerating) in my book and one that I really really really really wanna submit so :'D yaaaaaaaay! and on top of that, now I can actually download the newest AIM because mine is a failboat, and talk to peoplleee without worrying about my dad's laptop battery dying.
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I shall be submitting some stuffs in a tad after my dad makes sure that our system isn't still corrupted. What's sad is that after we had the new hard-drive put in, the people who installed it screwed up and caused our compy to have seizures so my dad was like >.>' okaaaaaaaaay going somewheres else now, so unfortunately that could have been a reason as to why our multiple virus programs were not working properly, because they were also corrupted, letting the virus into our computer. so a sarcastic thumbs up to you installation team.
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shika shika shika -is dancing- okay, that's pretty much it xD.
ta ta for now lovelies.
-Fossa
(Btw...Soul Eater..awesome anime..watch it..nuff said)

]]> ~pastelwings4 http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/22286443/ http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/22286443/ Tue, 30 Dec 2008 19:31:18 PST okaaay, so we're taking the compy to get fixied hopefully for the last time. but that will take longer than usual so I won't be submitting anything for a while.
-stands triumphantly on a conveniently placed hill wearing a cape-
yesh >:'D
BLARG I MISS ALL YEW PEOPLES AND SUCH >:
I 'SPECIAlLY MISS TALKIN' TA PEEPS ON AIM BUT MY DAD'S LAPTOP IS A BUISINESS COMPY SO NOOOOO~ D:/xD
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glompmonster: omnomnomnomnom <3
glompmonstervictim: ...I like you. C:
xD ANYWAY!
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ZOMG SOMEONE GET WOMANIZER OUT OF MY HEAD!!1!!11!1
-falls from epic cape-ed-ness-
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mmk that's about it Cx
-Fossa
--- I IS NOW A MARSHMALLOW THEIF-Y C:
Fossa: -snatches marshmallow from emerald-
Emerald: "EXCUSE ME!?"
Fossa :-with puffy face from marshmallows- Hmm?
Emerald: " LOLWHAT!?"
Fossa : "I DIDN'T DO NOTHIN'" :'D
Emerald: "DO YOU, DO YOU KNOW WHAT YOU JUST DID?! -whispers- you ripped a hole in my soul..>.>
Fossa :"COOOOOOOOLL" :'3

]]> ~pastelwings4 http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/22267217/ http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/22267217/ Mon, 29 Dec 2008 19:07:56 PST okaaaay...so my computer is next to useless seeing as every time I go on the internet we contract a Trojan:/Win:g!somthin' or other that keeps adapting and reloading and reloading and reloading... soooo I'm going to be either using my dads laptop..AGAIN or on a friends, or not even on one at ALL, which is pretty damn annoying just because if this persists my parents are telling me it's quits for the compy. D:
anyway, just thought I'd let you know cuz i might not be on for a while. ;_;
-Fossa

]]> ~pastelwings4 http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/22145030/ http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/22145030/ Tue, 23 Dec 2008 15:31:31 PST It's cuz I dance in public:
Beyond the fact that I dance in public on a regular basis just because I'm odd, I find that I also have a great love for dancing in Carvel Icecream shops with my friend . We are hot because despite the fact that there were numerous strangers, younger children, and teenage boys, we decided that this boring place needed a dose of life medicine, which in this case was dancing, so we did. The employees seemed to be enjoying themselves, and a group of people made it apparent that we were noticed. xD
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It's because we Kill Cherries without mercy:
When making cookies for Christmas festivities and such, emeraldust had occupied herself with eating cookie dough, I was busy destroying cherries for the topping. Anyway, with the red dye for the cherries this tuned out to look like a chainsaw massacre which we found superbly entertaining and took photos of.
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It's because we can open things with our feets:
Upon a search for snacks and other forms of food that are bad for us, we often times become tired of the usual ways in opening drawers, to this effect, we discovered that opening things with our feet is a much more challenging affair. stfu lol.
It's because I cannot identify toiletpaper:
OH JEEZCRACKERWHAT! when thar is no more toiletpaper and you have sympathy for the next user, it is often common courtesy to replace the roll. unfortunately sometimes the roll is hidden is places that are in plain sight. Like when I mistook Toilet paper for Bounty. idk, I'm a moron. shush, you heard nothing. This may lead to spaz attacks in some people.
It's because table salt is for losers:
Emeraldust is a salt addict whom refuses to go to rehab, instead she only falls deeper into this obsession of sodium chloride induced happiness. And so when she had..eggs..for lunch today in school and discovered that she had not salt with her, the art teacher offered her salt that they were currently using for the watercolor class. wanna know why? cuz watercolor salt pwns noobs. (no offense to people who use table salt)
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and that is my conclusion to this is why we're hawt. mmmokay
-Fossa [link] LOL my mohawk and I...I look so dead there xD

]]> ~pastelwings4 http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/22070636/ http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/22070636/ Fri, 19 Dec 2008 16:19:51 PST haha silly me, we has no needs for clothes xD
ignore my pointless titles please, mmokaythanks.

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It's SNoWiNG! C8
-we has a fooot of snow, and it's really cold, and I had snow down my shiiirt and it was freezing~ yeah~
k that's nuff caroling fer naow hurhur..
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WHERE ISH DA PARTAY AT!?
okay, I have the uncontrolable urge to par-tay, Everything is so low key for me during these holidays >.> -dances- anyone wanna join me feel free, ya just gotta get up and dance for like 5 sec. mmokay?
dad: "you want some supper?"
me: "No thanks dad, too busy corrupting people."
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when yew just feel sexy lol wut?
-this is what Mindless self indulgence (AKA best PUNK ROCK BAND EVAH!) does to yer brain.
if you haven't listened to it already, yew should.
songs by msi
-Animal(make a wiiiiish, make it huuuuurt)
-Get it up(ehehehe)
- Shut me up (>:'D)
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Sorry guys I gotted bored D:
-Fossa

]]> ~pastelwings4 http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/21860898/ http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/21860898/ Sun, 07 Dec 2008 08:19:22 PST Yaaay! I dunno what I just said! :'D
-mmmokay, so our compy holds 34GB, and we have, oh wow..5GB of free space so guess what, we got a 500GB memory chip xD.
My dad: "That's watcha get when yer daughters a digital artist." <.<
-My dad's going to have a friend of ours use a ghosting program to copy all of my files onto the new memory chip which may take a day or two, so I'll be confined to my dad's laptop for a while. -sigh-
btw, the contest is on hold, seeing as I want to catch up with some of my work before I set it up.
It's starting to look a lot like Christmaaaaaaas (or watev. holiday yew celebrate ;D)
-so last night we had our first snow storm, which is great because I love snow for photography
And, it's cold, I like the cold xD
woot snow!
T-shirts can I has?
-okay, so my parents have been pestering me about starting to sell some of my work so I can afford to spen a year in France studying art for a year after college. Then again, I can't blame them lol.
So I think I may be coming up with some T-shirt/long sleeve shrit designs to put up for sale :'D
Theres a buisiness where I live that will put images on T-shirts for people, and I think If I can make enough profit from the shirts, that should help cover the cost of having the images transfered proffesionaly. Also, I've been saving up all of my money now, but I didn't know what I wanted to do with it. I guess I found something.
yeah, that's pretty much it....-is happy-
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Have a great Holiday!
-Fossa

]]> ~pastelwings4 http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/21676410/ http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/21676410/ Wed, 26 Nov 2008 07:49:52 PST Mwahahahha..
-so, I was thinking maybe I'd hold a contest, but I wanna see if people think it's a good idea/wanna enter.
Task: to draw any of my irken Oc's separate or apart it don't matter. (Splintr, Zika, Kez, Sega, Lii,etc.)
Prizes:
1st place: 2 full color drawings on the topic of their choice, and a full set of colored stickers on again, any topic of their choice.(4 to a set)
2nd: 1 full color drawing on the topic of their choice, and a half set of colored stickers. (2 in a half set)
3rd: A full color half sticker sticker set of anything they want. ^^

btw, I'd be posting the stickers on dev, so if ya' want to get them on sticky sticker paper, you've gotta do it on yer own D:
lalalaa~ just a n idea for some fun.
anyway, tell me watcha think, and if you say go for it! I'll post a journal more in depth about the contest ^^
so, just wanted to put that out there.
-Fossa

]]> ~pastelwings4 http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/21485056/ http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/21485056/ Fri, 14 Nov 2008 13:19:12 PST I felt like replacing that rather depressing journal with something a tad more interesting and up to date! 8D
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Upcoming pics and such
- I have about..5 pics of Ike that I would like to have completed soon.
- Introduction to new breed called "The HeXus"
- pleeeenty of IZ work to last me a year xD (yus including that "Counting bodies" pic)
-Newer and better ID :'D
- random wolf doodles..
HeXus
-unlike my previous failed wolf comic Oc's, I will be utilizing a new breed I've come up with called "HeXus"
What you should know
-The HeXus are demons, which would make them immortal, but the bodies of the humans they inhabit aren't. As long as they are linked to the human host, they cannot use their abilites as demons.
Who and What?: The HeXus are are fox demons that take the bodies of mainly women to live on the earth.(male heXus are rare for unknown reasons) There are two types of HeXus,( that are yet to be named) One of which is the least common. This Breed has learned to live amongst mortals easily and peacefully (as well as possible ;D) They struggle to keep their identities hidden however due to their fox like ears and tail.
-The second breed is the one you don't want to run into in a dark alley. Unlike their sane brothers and sisters, these heXus have surrenderd their bodies and mind to their inner demons, ridding them of all control of their actions. They lose the human appearance and prefer to live underground only surfacing for food.
Background info
-The heXus were repelled from a dimension of Hell to create chaos in the mortal world.
They were captured and tested upon by the government. These tests created adverse effects in various heXus. The HeXus that were captured were tagged on one ear and locked away from the world until they rose against their captors and escaped.
-All of them that weren't captured have begun to thrive among people, and even carry on normal lives.
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So from now until some time tommorrow I'll be at a birthday partay pour ma ami.
Peace out! <3
-Fossa

]]> ~pastelwings4 http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/21420079/ http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/21420079/ Mon, 10 Nov 2008 11:59:33 PST -alriiiight, so today was my birthday, guess how I got to spend it...having the surgery done on my mouth. -.-
So, to start off a fantabulous day I got up and left for my phycotic oral surgeon's office at 9:00, which is creepy as hell.
So, they put me to sleep, they cut me up a bit, I woke up, couldn't talk or breath, nice.
I was in the car for about 5 min when I started to feel sick and was coughing up blood, next, I was throwing up, but because I couldn't eat anything before the surgery, it was some queer looking black stuff, and a shit load of blood that came up, lovely......
Now I'm home resting..or at least trying to. I have to take this pill 4 times a day to fight off infection, and because my gag reflex is suckish, it won't go down. That's why I've only taken an asprin pill maybe twice in my life...I can't swallow them.
yeah, having a hole in your jaw, not so much fun.
anyway I'm not here to throw a pity party, I'm here to let you know I'm not going to be on the compy for a while so I can rest.
I'll talk to you all later..
Peace out!
-Fossa
-is dead xD-

]]> ~pastelwings4 http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/21270746/ http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/21270746/ Sat, 01 Nov 2008 18:44:37 PDT Emeraldust on her idioticy- she's over my house at the moment so there is some seriously deranged conversations going on right now. xD
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Halloween affairs
-So as I said my mob of friends and I walked about the town terrorizing the common sane folk.
We had just welcomed a new memeber to our group and i must say, I've never seen insanity set in so quickly.xD What was once a seemingly intelligent calm cool and collected individual was now....crazy...lol we corrupt people. Of course while the rest of us were hobos, vampires, and homicidal killers..she was a fairy. I threatened to rip off her wings. Joker no like fairies xDD die fairies die!
-Fright count-
A couple small children and a teenager.
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What goes on here
- not much? we have a new plant...it's a bush... ummm....yeah....
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Hackin' B-day

-woot! Nov. 7th I'll be having..14 fellow teens over my house to eat food and walk about my road in the dark xD lol my neighbors are going to shoot me for that. lol
so...that should be my fill of chaos for the day.
-is head-banging to violence fetish by disturbed- lol no...not really xD
~bring the violence~ lalalaaaaaaa
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I love you people for reading my journals
-Fossa
peace out!

]]> ~pastelwings4 http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/21248944/ http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/21248944/ Fri, 31 Oct 2008 12:58:15 PDT
Upon said operation we discovered that the heat sync or something basically exploded from overheating. Y'see, we have a dog, our dog sheds, fur gets in compy,compy splodes. the end! xD so we just ordered a new part and an extra G of memory so that should be here in....a week!? so I'm going to have to use my dad's laptop for now..-.-'
anywayzzz, HAPPY HALLOWEEN PEOPLES!
yeeeeeeeeeeeeah,
what do I love most about this holiday?
running around at night antagonizing random people for candy and screaming like morons.
also, my hair is green, bright F****ing GREEN!
lD
I'm going to miss you people! D:
and not being able to work on my giftie arts for ~Emo-Kittisy...damn..
oh well...I am off to join a mob and rampage about like the phsycotic teenager I am.
Peace out home dawg! xDDD
-Fossa

]]> ~pastelwings4 http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/20967398/ http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/20967398/ Mon, 13 Oct 2008 10:23:33 PDT Lol Handicapped of the mouth?
-I'll make this short,
today I was supposed to get a hole drilled in my upper jaw to retrieve a tooth that wont come down. but seeing as there was a lot of bone in the way, the insurance company had a seizure and basically said "nooooo we can't pay for it, well maybe, wait..ah, no...no wait a minute, uh yeah.."
so we left. xD
I'll go get that done later I suppose.
gah, I am so sick of surgery....
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Delicious Hybrid fruit.
-=Emeraldust and I were shopping when we spotted...an..."Apple Pear."
Description: it looked like an apple, with the skin of a pear.
Verdict on taste: yummy...
Anyway so while in the store there was a creepy little girl that just kept..staring at us..she was alone, and she had a little basket of food with her, and she kept looming wherever we were, especially near the lettuce. o_e
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poor little balloon boy
*beware the random crap you're about to read*
-So there was a halloween ballon in the store that was a boy dressed up as a dionsaur...but, it looked like he was eaten just standing there like...mom, I be eated.
Me and Emerald had a discussion about whether or not it was a aligator of a dinosaur. Only when I noticed the purple spikes on it's back did I realize it was a dinosaur.xD
*you were warned*
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That's all for naow...mmmmmk.
Peace out!
-Fossa

]]> ~pastelwings4 http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/20949171/ http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/20949171/ Sun, 12 Oct 2008 07:44:47 PDT ATTENTION WATCHERS THERE APPEARS TO BE SOME DRAMA ON DEV AT THE MOMENT!
okay so I did a meme that I was tagged to do by a friend, it is targeted at the last person who comments on your journal. so, was the last person on my journal "Mad Scientist FTW! :3
first off I would like to say that all of my watchers have my highest respects, and I love them all dearly. I'm deeply sorry to Luna if I have offended her I will be removing the journal seeing as it has caused such trouble, this was not meant to harm anyone's feelings. and PLEASE PLEASE DONT LEAVE DA! you are a talented young artist who has a ton of potential! And I don't want you to leave over I'll say it again.. A MEME I'm Shaking I'm so upset right now! to think I would ever say anything to purposely make someone upset, or to hurt someone's feelings!
I regret ever doing that meme....
All of my watchers such as Luna are my friends and I would never wan't to harm them!
I DON'T HATE YOU LUNA AND I NEVER HAVE!
I'm also sorry to all of her friends that have seen the jounal and are upset.
I hope this apology/ explanation was enough.
Sincerely,
-La Fozai.

]]> ~pastelwings4 http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/20671871/ http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/20671871/ Thu, 25 Sep 2008 16:01:46 PDT I has no explanation for the title. >;D
REQUESTS ARE : CLOSED
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Whatcha doin' now?
-I just go home from dance class with =Emeraldust and my legs are numb, one thing to say.. 3 classes this year.
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In other news...
- My progress on the Ike pic has been going...slow...
Lineart:
color:
background:
-I'll also be working on that "No sympathy pic" and a Lii pic that is...well...you'll see. xD
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School and bloddy hell like that...
-So in English we're reading... another Shakspere " A midsummer nights dream." and guess what, I'm a mustardseed fairy when I read! hoorah! lol, This Shakspere dude had some major obsessions with love triangles, or in this case it would be a love octagon...hmmm drama much?
-Integrated Physical Science! woot woot!
ha, I've loved science since I was young, most of my first chars were scientists and beleive it or not, before I knew about invader Zim..aliens. xD
So anyway, this year we're learning about atomic theory, and me and my teacher always go off on these rants about black matter and the string theory.with everyone else well like this....say wa?
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Not much else to say really..ummm love ya guys!
-Fossa

]]> ~pastelwings4 http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/20378949/ http://pastelwings4.deviantart.com/journal/20378949/ Sun, 07 Sep 2008 16:39:28 PDT you may recall in the journal entry titled "kaboom requests!" that I would be introducing a new human OC.
Name- Ike
Age-19
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His past
Ike grew up alone, no one knew his parents, thus no one knows where he came from..
that's about all xD
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Occupation
Ike works as a surgeon, although in his spare time, he lets all hell break loose, all those years alone were not kind, of course like many of my char's he's insane, with a few obsessions that include french toast and boxes..umm I'll explain.. whenever he receives his new science equipment through the mail, sure he's happy to have a new set of test tubes and beakers, but what he really loves, is to entertain himself with the box it all arrived in...which may explain his personality a little...what does he really do, well he used to have some fun being a murderer, but he’s all done with that... maybe
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personality
Ike is not in any way shape or form, a down to earth individual, he’s a maniac, a little overzealous, and sometimes childish, while at the same time he can be dark, and angsty.
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So the pic should be done sometime around the end of the week, maybe, depends on school...
Talk to you later!
-Fossa

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