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My new account is ~Sir-Seil

All old stuff is staying here, new stuff is going there :3

Loves ya, muh fans :3

]]> ~peker http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/24958810/ http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/24958810/ Tue, 26 May 2009 10:50:24 PDT
Yaaaaay~ ¬¬

*sighs* I should be happy, but honestly, something feels amiss.

make me happy with presents and it shall be much appreciated c:

Emo tiem is over, that is all

]]> ~peker http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/24907135/ http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/24907135/ Sat, 23 May 2009 12:26:19 PDT
The reason I'm putting these lyrics here, is because the song means so much to me, and it's a beautiful song.

We'll do it all
Everything
On our own
We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
I said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see
I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

]]> ~peker http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/24870807/ http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/24870807/ Thu, 21 May 2009 09:42:43 PDT

1. First thing you wash in the shower?
My hair. I obsess about it FAR too much

2. What color is your favorite hoodie?
Black with green skull and crossbones. It's oh-so emo

3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Nothx

4. Do you plan outfits?
Not realy. Most of my clothes are red an black, what planning is required for that?

5. How are you feeling?
Emotionally confused, yest somehow relieved. Oh, and fucking sexy.

6. Whats the closest thing to you that's red?
My lighter. Next to it is a tiny spiderman figure x3

7. Tell me about the last dream you remember having?
It involved sex and college. Oh, and a guy that works at my local Tesco Express. Wierd stuff.

8. Did you meet anybody new today?
Not realy. I hermit in front of a PC

9. What are you craving right now?
Food and Ass. At different times, obviously

10. Do you floss?
Nyupe

11. What comes to mind when I say cabbage?
Not my favourite vegetable >>

12. Are you emotional?
Overly so. It's annoying at times

13. Have you ever counted to 1,000?
Once, in primary school 8B

14. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?
Bite it? Are you mad?! D<

15. Do you like your hair?
Needs more desu. And i'd prefer it if it was black and red

16. Do you like yourself?
I have my moments

17. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush?
Maybe. It depends on if he was paying

18. What are you listening to right now?
Machine Head. Dunno which song

19. Are your parents strict?
Kinda. The average overly-caring type

20. Would you go sky diving?
I'd rather swallow a whole elephant :3

21. Do you like cottage cheese?
Nope

22. Have you ever met a celebrity?
No

23. Do you rent movies often?
Never

24. Is there anything sparkly in the room you're in?
Only my homosexuality... And my rubber l3

25. How many countries have you visited?
Other than England? none l3

26. Have you made a prank phone call?
Recieve them a lot, never made

27. Ever been on a train?
Nope

28. Brown or white eggs?
Does it matter?

29. Do you have a cell-phone?
Yes

30. Do you use chap stick?
yes

31. Do you own a gun?
Nope

32. Can you use chop sticks?
Badly

33.Who are you going to be with tonight?
Alone .w.

34. Are you too forgiving?
mmhm

35. Ever been in love?
too many times

36. What is your best friend(s) doing tomorrow?
I unno. I never ask him

37. Ever have cream puffs?
Nope

38. Last time you cried?
Yesterday

39. What was the last question you asked?
Why the fuck do i need to do an art portfolio?

40. Favorite time of the year?
Autumn.

41. Do you have any tattoos?
I want a few

42. Are you sarcastic?
Most of the time

43. Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect?
Yep, and it was ALMOST non-sensical. I got most of it though

44. Ever walked into a wall?
Once. When i was drunk.

45. Favorite color?
Red

46. Have you ever slapped someone?
Many many times

47. Is your hair curly?
No, i'm not jewish

48. What was the last CD you bought?
Iron Maiden - A Brave New World, about a year ago

49. Do looks matter?
kinda.

50. Could you ever forgive a cheater?
I'd be a hypocrite if i didnt

51. Is your phone bill sky high?
Can be, i don't use it for more than texting though

52. Do you like your life right now?
Not particuarly

53. Do you sleep with the TV on?
I hardly watch tv

54. Can you handle the truth?I prefer it

55. Do you have good vision?
Apparently o.o

56. Do you hate or dislike more than 3 people?
Not realy

57. How often do you talk on the phone?
Rarely. Mostly when i get called

58. The last person you held hands with?
Callum...

59. What are you wearing?
Blue jeans and a plain grey tee

60. What is your favorite animal?
Wolf

61. Where was your default picture taken?
Iran? o.o

62. Can you hula hoop?
Nupe

63. Do you have a job?
Nope

64. What was the most recent thing you bought?
Nail Varnish Remover

65. Have yo... ]]> ~peker http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/24737302/ http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/24737302/ Wed, 13 May 2009 12:59:15 PDT
Recently i have come to terms with the fact i suck slapnuts at colouring. Rather than doing what every one with talent does, practice, i send outa call to arms for fellow artists that are rather handy with a tablet or mouse, and can use art programmes to digitally paint my line work. And as such, collaborations are formed 83

In short: Colourists can scribble on my doodles. Just give credit.And send me a link somehow. Note it, post a comment on my page, whatever.

I guess that includes you ~TEACAKESCONE, cuz you're better with PS3 than i am. Paws down -w-

Toodles~

]]> ~peker http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/24720933/ http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/24720933/ Tue, 12 May 2009 13:29:38 PDT 23

2. Who did you spend at least two hours with today?
My BBF, ~vixen-soul C:

3. How tall are you?
5"9'

4. What do you look forward to most in the next six weeks?
Seeing ~Nitwon. Because I miss him .w.

5. What's the last movie you saw?
*shrugs* Pan's Labrynth?

6. Who was the last person you called?
My dad, 11 days ago.

7. Who was the last person to call you?
~Nitwon

8. What was the last text message you received?
"I'm home again... by which i mean in my house l3 You coming online again? <3"

9. Who was the last person to leave you a voicemail?
In the whole 2 years i've had my phone... No-one

10. Do you prefer to call or text?
Call. I don't talk much, but meh... I like hearing people's voices

11. What were you doing at 12am last night?
Talking to ~Nitwon on the phone :3

12. Are your parents married/separated/divorced?
Together, but not married. I'm a bastard child

13. When is the last time you saw your mom?
Today

14. What color are your eyes?
Brown

15. Do you own slippers?
Nope

16. What are you wearing right now?
Skin, muscle, hair... Oh, and clothes

17. What is your favorite christmas song?
They're a bastardization of the term "Song". Why'd I like them?

18. Where is your favorite place to be?
Alone. In the woods. Maybe with someone I love

19. Where is your least favorite place to be?
My mind :3

20. Africa-NewZealand-Japan?
Maybe Africa, Maybe Japan. Most likely Japan

21. Where do you think you'll be in 10 years?
I dunno...

22. Do you tan or burn?
Tan. Rediculously easily

23. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?
As silly as it sounds, the voice in my head.

24. What was the last thing that really made you laugh?
I... Can't remember <__<;

25. How many TVs do you have in your house?
5. two in my bedroom, one in my sisters, one in my parents and one in the living room. Epic, no? :3

26. When did you last get in a argument?
Pfft, all the time... I can't remember when the last time was though.

27. Do you have a laptop or desktop computer?
Desktop. A crappy one.

28. Do you sleep with or without clothes on?
Topless in the summer. Maybe naked if i wasn't alone ;D

29. What color are your walls?
Salmon pink. I shit you not.

30. How many pillows do you sleep with?
I have like 4, but i use one

31. What is your favorite season?
Autumn

32. What do you like about fall? (I THINK YOU MEAN AUTUMN! D<
Bright colours attract my attention

33. What do you like about winter?
Snow. When it happens

34. What do you like about the summer?
Heh... Almost everything. Except ballsweat :I

35. What do you like about spring?
Rain. Haha, i love getting wet x3

36. How many states have you lived in?
None. Because i'm too cool to be American

37. What states have you lived in?
England isn't a state D<

38. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet?
Bare Feet

39. Are you a social person?
Does potentially Sociopathic count?

40. What was the last thing you ate?
... *mind blank*

41. Have you tried escargo? <--SNAILS
No, but the concept of eating a garden pest intrigues me

42. What is your favorite ice cream?
Ben and Jerries Half Baked

43. What is your favorite dessert?
*shrugs* anything sugary.

44. Have you drank a Shirley Temple
Nope

45. What kind of jelly do you like on your PB & J sandwich?
Mixed Fruit

46. Do you like Chinese food?
I've not tried much, but i love what i have

47. Do you like coffee?
I prefer tea. Lapsong Souchong or Assam. to be exact

48. How many glasses of water, a day, do you drink on average?
I don't drnk water, unless i'm ill.

49. What do you drink in the morning?
Whatever i get my paws on *shrugs*

50. How often do you shower?
Since i got kicked out of college, it kinda slips my mind ^_^;
Every couple of nights... Grim, huh? lD

51. Do you sleep on a certain side of the bed?
mmhm. The side facing the wall. It makes me feel safe~

52. Do... ]]> ~peker http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/24652892/ http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/24652892/ Fri, 08 May 2009 14:27:53 PDT
Name: Seil Reindhart
Gender : Male
Species : Fox/Wolf Hybrid (refers to himself as a wolf though)
D.O.B. : 5th Jun '91
Height : 5'9"
Weight : 160lbs
Sexuality : Gay

Relatives
Mother (Deceased): Elizabeth Reindhart [Fox]
Father : Unknown [Wolf]
Mate : Nitwon Reindhart (Nitwon uses Seil's Last Name. His Maiden name is unknown)
Siblings : Edicius Reindhart [Half brother, Fox/Cat Hybrid]
Edicia Reindhart [Half sister, Fox/Cat Hybrid] (Edicius and Edicia are twins)
Drahcir Reindhart [Half Brother, Dragon/Fox Hybrid]

Appearance
Eye Colour : Red
Mane Colour : Black
Fur Markings : Mostly white, but with black "Fingerless Fox Gloves", ear tips and a dragon marking on his back.
Clothing : Usually red, black and baggy. Always wears a wristband that his mate gave him, which is pink and black checkquered. His left ear is pierced with a silver hoop.

History
Seil never knew his father. All he knew aboput him was that he was a white wolf from Russia, and he only found out this when he was 16, 2 months before his mother died of Glaucoma, cancer of the eyes. He and his twin half siblings, without a mother and a home, moved into thier half brother, Drahcir's, flat. Currently, Seil is out of education and employment, as he dropped out of college due to sheer laziness. He is looking to get back into a bigger, better acclaimed college doing an art course in the near future

]]> ~peker http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/24236600/ http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/24236600/ Tue, 14 Apr 2009 10:43:58 PDT
Do you have...

[x] Mother
[x] Father
[ ] Step-Father
[ ] Step-Mother
[ ] Step Sister
[ ] Step Brother
[x] Brother
[ ] Brother In Law
[x] Sister
[ ] Sister In Law
[ ] Half sister
[ ] Half brother
[ ] Nephew
[ ] Niece
[x] Boyfriend/Girlfriend
[x] Mobile phone
[ ] Own bathroom
[ ] Own room
[ ] Have/had a swimming pool
[ ] Have/had a hot tub
[ ] Guest room
[x] Living Room
[ ] Own computer
[x] Own TV
Total: 8

[ ] Full size/Queen bed
[ ] More than 8 pairs of shoes
[ ] MP3 Player/iPod (My phone does that's job x3)
[ ] PS2/3
[x] Nintendo DS or PSP
[ ] Gameboy/Advance
[x] Gamecube
[x] xbox/xbox 360
[ ] Wii
[ ] Your Own Laptop
Total so far: 11

[ ] Basketball net/hoop
[ ] Air hockey table
[ ] Pool table
[ ] Ping pong table
[ ] Foosball table
Total so far: 11

[ ] Night stand
[x] Stereo in bedroom
[ ] DVD player in bedroom/portable
Total so far: 12

[ ] Go shopping at least once a week
[ ] Expensive cologne/perfume
[x] AIM/MSN
[x] camera on phone
Total so far: 14

[ ] Go Cart/car/quad
[x] Guitar/drums/bass guitar
[ ] Piano/Keyboard
[ ] Any other instrument
[ ] Been on a cruise
[ ] Traveled out of the country
[ ] Traveled out of the continent
[ ] Had a personal trainer
[ ] Expensive jewelery
[ ] Met a Celeb
Total so far: 15

[ ] Straightener/curling iron
[ ] Have been to a batting cage
[ ] Have $100 on you right now in your pocket/wallet
[x] Credit card or ATM card or debit card or bank card
[x] Have a TV in your room
[ ] Mirror in your room
Total so far: 17

[x] Window in your room
[ ] Been to Paris
[ ] Been to Rome
[ ] Been to the Bahamas
[ ] Been to Mexico
[x] Been to Jamaica
Total so far: 17

[x] Parents have a car
[ ] Have owned or own a Jet ski/boat
[ ] Had/have Camped
[ ] Been to 3+ states
[ ] 80+ buddies on facebook/myspace
Total so far: 17

[x] Home cooked meal almost everyday (I cook for myself x3)
[ ] Been in a limo
[ ] Been in a helicopter
[ ] Own a camera
[ ] Have been to Disneyland/World more than 2 times
Total so far: 18

Post as:
1-25 = Ghetto! (and tag 5 people)
26-40 = Average Teen! (and tag 10 people)
41-50 = Spoiled Teen! (and tag 15 people)
51+ = Upper Class Snob! (and tag 20 people)

Yep... I live in a counsil estate, it's like Britain's equivilant to a Ghetto xD

]]> ~peker http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/23507138/ http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/23507138/ Tue, 03 Mar 2009 13:08:02 PST

1) Do you have the guts to answer these questions and post them as "The Controversial Survey?"
Obvioulsy not 8D

2) Would you do meth if it was legalized?
Unless it was in a can and labelled Powerthirst, no. Hell, I'm straight edge because i know drugs just mess things up

3) Abortion: for or against it?
Personally, i have no biased opinion. A genuinely unwanted child or due to a medical disorder or something like that, sure. It's O.K. in my opinion. Just erasing a drunken night because some slag forgot to tell the dick she was banging to put on a cock-sock? Abortion is wrong. Live with your mistakes, don't run from them

4) Would our country fall with a woman President?
England didn't fall under Margret Thatcher, why would America fall under a female president?

5) Do you support the death penalty?
FUCK YES. Rapists, murderers, pedophiles, sick fucks like that should all be strung up :3
The only problem i see with the death penalty is that once it's been done, it can't be undone. Innocents will die due to human error.

6) Do you wish marijuana would be legalized?
I'm happy with it being a class B :3

7) Are you for or against premarital sex?
For. I'm not exactly a christian, or in fact deeply religious. Love is love, so what should it matter if you stood in front of an alter and kissed, how does that make sex any less tabooed?

8) Do you believe in God?
I have various ideas, but mainly no. Unless it can be proven one exists

9) Do you think same sex marriage should be legalized?
Yes. Like i said before, love is love. Making love illegal? What next, breathing tax?

10) A 12 year old girl has a baby, Then what?
Then there's something wrong with how she was brought up. Nobody can be blamed, but seriously... a 12 year old having a baby, never mind sex? Can someone smell pedophile?

11) Should the alcohol age be lowered to 18?
It already is in England. But in America, sure, why not? I don't think it'd change much

12) Should the war in Iraq be called off?
I'm against modern warfare. It's become more about killing the opposition instead of honour. But yeah, the war should be stopped. It'll be hard, but lives will be saved

13) Assisted suicide is illegal, do you agree?
Suicide is a cowards way out, in my opinion. I tried once and i'd be missing out on what i have now. It's not worth it. But anyway, back to the point. It should, but it could be used as an alibi for murder, and possibly be used to get away with murder

14) Do you believe in spanking your children?
It worked on me

15) Would you burn an American flag for a million dollars?
I'm not American, so i'd have no feelings for a burning flag. Hell, i'd burn the Union Jack for a million. It's just a symbol with which i have no feelings for.

16) A mother is declared innocent after murdering her 5 children?
Something is seriously wrong with the judicial system. In that situation, they should be declared guilty or criminally insane. Either way, that shouldn't happen

17 )Are you afraid others will judge you after reading some of your answers?
All my life i've lived by the words "Sticks and stones may break my bones but words will never harm me". Judge away, see if i care

]]> ~peker http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/23414099/ http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/23414099/ Thu, 26 Feb 2009 10:50:32 PST Calico-neko Sorry, my need to say i fail just vanished x3

ANYWAY, jokes aside, i am still drawing and raping paper with my pencil, it's just i've not had the time to scan anything as of late. And, sorry, i don't do scan sesh's. Sitting in front of a PC for half an hour scanning and uploading isn't my cup of tea :3

So to all you people that watch me for my art, sorry. To all you other people that don't watch me for my art WHY ARE YOU HERE?!?

... _{Iloveyougaiz...} o3o

]]> ~peker http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/23156616/ http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/23156616/ Thu, 12 Feb 2009 13:40:57 PST I start stuff, then don't finish. When i do something decent, it's a doodle on lined paper. Seriously...

Meh, in other news, i might be getting a skateboard sorted out, so i can start slamming myself against concrete floors this summer. Maybe whith me going to skate spots in Manchester, i'll see some street art, pick up some inspiration. Or maybe i'm talking crap cuz the only kind of graffiti you see nowadays is "I did [name]'s mum" or "[name] has AIDS and HIV" HIV causes AIDS... Retards...

So yeah. We need more decent graffiti in manchester.

]]> ~peker http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/23065702/ http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/23065702/ Sat, 07 Feb 2009 16:46:28 PST I told you so... l3

]]> ~peker http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/23063352/ http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/23063352/ Sat, 07 Feb 2009 14:38:42 PST
took from a a random person my sister knows.

♥To every guy that said, "Sex CAN wait"

♥To every guy that said, "You're beautiful"

♥To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her

♥To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down.

♥To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls

♥To every guy that said he would die for her.

♥To every guy that really would.

♥To every guy that did what she wanted to die for

♥To every guy that cried in front of her...

♥To every guy that she cried in front of...

♥To every guy that holds hands with her.

♥To every guy that kisses her with meaning..

♥To every guy that hugs her when she's sad.

♥To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all.

♥To every guy who would give their jacket up for her.

♥To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe.

♥To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to
see her for ten minutes

♥To every guy that would give his seat up...

♥To every guy that just wants to cuddle.

♥To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what.

♥To every guy who told his secrets to her.

♥To every guy that showed how much he cared through every word and every breath.

♥To every guy that thought maybe this could be the one.

♥To every guy that believed in her dreams.

♥To every guy that would have done anything so she could achieve them

♥To every guy that never laughed at her when she told him her dreams.

♥To every guy that walked her to her car and opened the door

♥To every guy that gave his heart.

♥To every guy who prays that she is happy even if you are not with her.


Not many girls appreciate nice guys anymore...
And because of this, there are not many left out there...

I guarantee 90% of the men on your page will not repost this cuz they care more about their image (fuck my image, i'm a pussy-whipped bitch, get over it x3)

If you are a nice guy repost this with: "nice guys STILL finish last"

If you are a girl that thinks every guy should treat a girl this way
repost this with: "To Every Guy"

]]> ~peker http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/22758361/ http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/22758361/ Fri, 23 Jan 2009 11:47:52 PST [link]

I'm not gunna put anything that's on here on there unless it's new, so watch that space x3

]]> ~peker http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/22650404/ http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/22650404/ Sun, 18 Jan 2009 10:36:02 PST A nickname i had in primary/early high school x3
I joined dA cuz i could. I can't remember the reason why though o.o

2. What fandom where you obsessed with when you joined and what are you into now?
None, particuarly. I just had an obsession with werewolves. Now, i'm a furry. Coincidence, methinks

3. How many watchers do you have now?
*shrugs*

4. Name 3 of your favorite artists on DA.


5. Do you comment, fav, or both?
both

6. Do you participate in clubs' contests here on DA?
not usually

7. What is your most popular deviation?
[link]

8. What are your favorite non-anime TV shows?
... I barely watch TV l3

9. What are the things you wish you could draw better?
Everything

10. Summer or winter?
Winter

11. Rain or Sun?
Rain

12. What's your favorite type of music?
Many

13. PC or Mac?
PC

14. Anime or Manga?
Anime

15. Coke or Pepsi?
Dr. Pepper

16. Read or TV?
Niether

17. How many hours a day do you spend on DA?
Fuch knows

18. Name a hidden talent
My ability to attract men l3;;

19. Flash or traditional cartoons?
Tradish

20. What is your favorite fast food restaurant?
Ew, fast food...

21. What is top 3 favorite books?
Books..? o.o;


22. Wii or Playstation?
Xbox 360

23. Name 3 of your favorite bands
At the moment, Demon Hunter, Mindless Self Indulgence, Renard

24. Are you a fast, slow, or medium typer?
fastish

25. What's your favorite anime type ?
Any, it's all the same =/

26. What is your favorite emoticon?


27. Cake or Pie ?
THE CAKE IS A LIE!

28. Have you ever stayed up for 24 hours?
... i dun think so

29. Do you go on YouTube alot?
Yush

30. Are you a member on any other sites besides DA?
Many

31. Do you cosplay?
Not at the moment

32. Fruits or sweets?
Both 8D

33. Favorite Art Style.
Tradish

34. Buttered, plain, or salted popcorn?
Toffee :3

35. Have you skipped school?
I almost got kicked out for it x3

36. Have you been on a plane?
Nyupe

37. Have you swim in an ocean?
Yush

38. Have you been iceskating?
Twice, and i fell once l3

39. Favorite vacation spot
Wales l3;;

40. Ever been on tv?
Not that i know of

41. Favorite Anime Crush ?
Lol i have a life, thanx xD

42. What do you do to relax?
Music and drawing. Maybe writing if i'm feeling emo

43. What is the last film you saw in the theaters?
... National Treasure 2

44. Favorite Pizza.
Hawaiian with a barbecue base <3

45. If you could go anywhere in the world, where would you go?
Newport, Wales <3

46. Favorite time of the day?
Want specifics? Summer, dusk. Fucking love it <3

47. What did you want to be when you were little?
... I don't think i had aspirations o.o;

48. What do you want to be now?
Anything that can hold my attention, so at the moment, something in art.

49. What's your favorite Element ?
Earth.

50. What character would you hate to be stuck in a room with?
At all, ever..? uhm... Spongebob. It'd drive me nuts eventualy x3

51. When is your birthday?
June 5th, same day as Pete Wentz <3 8D

52. Favorite type of ice cream?
Rum and Raisin

53. Last book you read?
Spartan by Valerio Massimo Manfredi

54. Which store would you max out a credit card at?
Gamestation<... ]]> ~peker http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/22635412/ http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/22635412/ Sat, 17 Jan 2009 14:42:19 PST
Ya know "where do i see myself in 5 years?", "if i drop out of college now and go back later, will it just end up the same with me dropping out yet again?", "why the hell do i do some of the things that i do, knowing they're wrong?" Kinda random stuff, realy...

I hope it leads to some inspiration, cuz i've been seriously lacking on that recently. Plus at least i'd get something more than a headache out of today's magical thought adventure.

]]> ~peker http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/22576518/ http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/22576518/ Wed, 14 Jan 2009 11:31:51 PST wrong cuz that's untrue. And i'm not gunna say that mine is indefinately correct, cuz that's more than likely also not true. But here goes.

"The Furry Fandom is a social group who's members display themselves as Anthropomorphic animals"

Makes me sound smart, huh? 8D

But anywho, there's a good few reasons it's like that. I tried to keep it biased and factual. Every other description has included Therianthropy [the belief that a person has an animal spirit], Plushies, yiff, ect... Yeah, ok some furries do that. But not all. Let's look at the one thing they do all have in common: The Fursona.

An anthropomorphic animal. Let's just look at anthropomorphic a second. Last i knew, it meant "An inanimate object or animal which is given one or many human attributes", attributes include speach, thought and form. So "Anthropomorphic animals" includes your Taurs, your Bipeds and your Ferals.

And why social group? Because we are. But why have i not generalised the furry personality as "fun-loving, laid back, generally happy"? Because, whether we like it or not, we are human, and humans are diverse. That includes attitudes, kids.

I'm not the kind of person who'd just go "LOLSCREWU, I AM RIGHT!" So if you can come up with any way to improve my description which is logical and backed up with evidence, i'll add it.

The best way to strengthen a community is to let it know what it's all about, right?

]]> ~peker http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/22547336/ http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/22547336/ Mon, 12 Jan 2009 16:29:49 PST

That is all

]]> ~peker http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/22505373/ http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/22505373/ Sat, 10 Jan 2009 12:07:26 PST

If i can get the sucker scanned in today, i'll ruin your optical senses with it. If not, I guess you shall be spared at least one more day.

Tally ho! 8D

]]> ~peker http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/22488055/ http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/22488055/ Fri, 09 Jan 2009 13:36:18 PST

Now that's out of the way, Let's get down to serious buisness. This is the internet, this has to be serious buisness.

Roit. My art lacks purpose, as i draw for my own amusement. Not so bad you may think, and you hardcore artists may look down on me for hating such a blessing, but i'm willing to gift art yo' ass.

But with serious buisness comes serious problems. i have the attention span of a squirrel with ADD and an amphetamine addiction. So that means i could get bored and put your art on hold... FOREVERS! D:<

So, if you're willing to take the risk of not-anger-but-dissapointment-in-me for some (lets face it) rushed pencil drawing with your name and character on it, drop me a note or a comment

]]> ~peker http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/22411478/ http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/22411478/ Mon, 05 Jan 2009 10:19:32 PST
So sorry about emoing up your internet guys. Next time i'll just post bulletins on myspace and write emotional poetry :3

]]> ~peker http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/22389291/ http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/22389291/ Sun, 04 Jan 2009 08:19:13 PST
Haha. oddly enough, this is the first new year i've wanted to kill myself. oh, the joviality of it! 8D

So i guess this is me bitching at the world for it not being what i want it to be. well, fuck it. I cant actualy be arsed with this shit. Here's to another new year. A time without that someone i mentioned before

]]> ~peker http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/22224321/ http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/22224321/ Sat, 27 Dec 2008 10:45:34 PST WolverFox :3


1 | What is the name of your fursona?
Nero 8D

2 | Where did the name of your Fursona come from?
Devil May Cry 4 came out recently, the name of the main character is *drumroll* Nero 8D

3 | What species is your fursona and why did you choose that?
Wo...lf. Yes. Wolf...

4 | What color is your fursona and why? Hair/fur/eyes/etc.
Hair Is black, cuz mine is :3
Fur is white and black, cuz i chose it to be :3
Eyes are blue, cuz blue eyes are shmexy <3

5 | What is your fursona's personality and how does this compare to your RL personality?
Me, but a wolf x3

6 | What is one item your fursona owns that is significant to you in RL?
All my clothes. I wish he'd ask before taking them though... .w.

7 | What is one thing you think you would say to your fursona if you could meet?
"GET BACK IN MY IMAGINATION, YOU!!!"

8 | What is one thing your fursona would say to you if you could meet?
"But it's dark and scary in there D:"

9 | How has your fursona changed over the years?
He used to be shitter. and an orange cat x3 then a timber wolf, now what it is todays :3

10 | How long have you had this fursona?
THIS fursona..? about... 10 month?

11 | Would you like to be more like your fursona?
Fluffy :3

]]> ~peker http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/21930209/ http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/21930209/ Thu, 11 Dec 2008 12:18:39 PST
[x]You have yelled at an inanimate object for 'hurting' you.
[ ] You have ran into a glass/screen door.
[x] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle. (Jumped out of a moving shopping trolley)
[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, then people gave you weird looks.
[x] You have ran into a tree/bush
[ ] You have been called a blonde
[ ] You know that it IS possible to lick your elbow.
[x] You just tried to lick your elbow.
[x] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm.
[ ] You sang them to make sure
[x] You have tripped on your own feet and fallen.
[x] You have choked on your own spit.
so far: 6 (This isn't promising... o3o;

[ ] You have seen the Matrix/Star Wars and still don't get it
[x] You type with three fingers or less
[x] You have accidentally caught something on fire.
[ ] You have caught yourself drooling.

so far: 8


[ ] You have fallen asleep in class
[x] Sometimes you just stop thinking.
[x] Sometimes when you are telling a story you forget what you...
[ ] People often shake their heads and walk away from you.
[ ] You are often told to use your "inside voice"

so far: 10

[x] You use your fingers to do simple math.
[ ] You have eaten a bug by accident
[x] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important.
[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn't realize it.
[x] You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand/pocket the whole time.
so far: 14 o3o;;;;;;;;;


[ ] You re-post bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen to you if you don't.(no. thats just retarded)
[x] You break/lose a lot of things.
[x] You tilt you're head when you're confused
[x] You have fallen out of your chair before.
[x] When you're lying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture on the ceiling.
[ ] The word "um" is used many times a day.
[ ] You don't know what "um" means.
[x] You say "what" and "huh" a lot.
[ ]You used a calculator to multiply your score for this test.
total: 20

Multiply this by three and it is your percent!
7 X 3 = 60% 'blonde'

And all my teachers say I "have the potential to do anything I set my mind to"... Wow... If only they knew how blonde i was x3

]]> ~peker http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/21862994/ http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/21862994/ Sun, 07 Dec 2008 10:40:30 PST
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you which song or movie you remind me of.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wondered about you.
8. I'll tell you my favorite thing about you.
9. I'll tell you my least favorite thing about you.
10. If you play, you MUST post this on yours

]]> ~peker http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/21843916/ http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/21843916/ Sat, 06 Dec 2008 07:55:50 PST Oleto-teh-Doggeh. cuz i could.
ANOREXIA :
[] you have dry skin.
[] you eat 1 meal.
[] you're very weak.
[x] you hate yourself.
[] you starve yourself.
[x] you have low self esteem.
[] you use laxatives.
[x] you need to be more skinny.
[] people always say you're skinny, but you think you're fat.
[] people think you are too skinny.
Total: 3 out of 10.

ADHD (ATTENTION DEFICIT/HYPERACTIVITY DISORDER) :
[x] your mind is all over the place.
[x] you are hyper most of the time.
[x] you barely pay attention to anything.
[x] you can't cooperate well.
[] you talk all the time.
[x] you need attention 24/7.
Total: 5 out of 6.

BIPOLAR DISORDER :
[x] you can act wild at times then the next day you are depressed.
[x] you are very irritable.
[x] you are anti-social.
[x] you have very high self esteem sometimes.
[] you are abusing alcohol, drugs, or sex.
[x] you have thought of/attempted suicide.
Total: 5 out of 6.

BULIMIA NERVOSA :
[] you throw up all of your food.
[] you throw it up even when you don't feel sick.
[x] you have no control over how you eat.
[] you use laxatives.
[] you have overly exercised to where you almost fainted/passed out.
[x] you always say you are fat, when you aren't.
[] people think you're way too skinny.
Total: 2 out of 7.

CONDUCT DISORDER :
[] you are a bully.
[x] you threaten other people. (Only playfully)
[] you often find yourself in fights.
[x] you have used a weapon that could cause injury to others.
[] you are cruel to humans and/or animals.
[] you have raped/molested someone.
[x] you destroy property on purpose.
[x] you always lie.
[] you stay out all night.
[] you have ran away from home.
Total: 3 out of 10.

DEPRESSION :
[] you are aways sad.
[x] you find no hope in your future.
[] you find no longer excitement over the activities you use to love.
[x] you always find yourself in bed/around the house all day.
[x] you have low self esteem.
[] everything bad that happens is always your fault.
[] you always seem to be weak or have physical features hurt.
[x] you are failing school.
[x] you have thought of/attempted suicide.
[x] you have ran away from home.
[] hope is no longer there for you.
Total: 6 out of 11.

OCD (OBSESSIVE COMPULSIVE DISORDER) :
[] you have daily rituals.
[x] you have disturbing thoughts or thoughts you hate.
[] you have to do a certain thing until it feels right.
[] you have to keep things in a certain order.
[x] you have harmed yourself.
[] you are afraid you will get a std, aids, or any kind of germs.
[x] you have to check some stuff over again.
Total: 3 out of 7.

PTSD (POST-TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER) :
[] you repeatedly have flashbacks of horrible moments/memories in your life
[] you repeatedly have dreams of horrible moments/memories in your life.
[] you sometimes think the event will happen again.
[x] you can be/are anti-social.
[] you have lost interest in the things you used to love.
[] you have not had a lot of sleep lately.
[] you worry about dying at a early age or dying at all.
[x] you can have angry outbursts.
[x] You act younger than your age.
Total: 3 out of 9.

SCHIZOPHRENIA :
[] you often have hallucinations.
[x] you have strange, unusual dreams or thoughts.
[] you can be confused about reality and fantasy.
[x] you think people are always staring or talking about you.
[x] you have extreme anxiety or fearfulness.
[x] you have difficulty with relationships with family, friends, and opposite sex.
[x] you do not take care of your hygiene like you should.
[x] you are very shy.
[x] you often talk to yourself.
Total: 7 out of 9

Shitzophrenia, Bipolar Disorder and ADHD... Why am i not all too suprised? x3

]]> ~peker http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/21452912/ http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/21452912/ Wed, 12 Nov 2008 11:48:56 PST After that blow to my self esteem, i'll continue to just... appear on dA from time to time :3
As, it seems, to be customary... xD

Anywais, tata for now, all you people who care :3

]]> ~peker http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/21111978/ http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/21111978/ Wed, 22 Oct 2008 14:45:22 PDT
There's 17 picture cards. king, queen, jack and ace of all 4 suits, and the joker.

Prefferably, i want the queens to be female or effeminate guys and the joker to be... well... suitable for the part x3

this is a project to give myself purpose, cuz i get bored easily. the problem with that is i might give up on it, but i'll try not to. also, i might get a friend of mine to colour them. just to give him something to do :3

The cards are as follows:

: Hearts :

*King -
*Queen -
*Jack -
*Ace -

: Diamonds :

*King -
*Queen -
*Jack -
*Ace -

: Spades :

*King -
*Queen -
*Jack -
*Ace -

: Clubs :

*King -
*Queen -
*Jack -
*Ace -

:Joker:
*Red -
*Black -


Just leave a comment saying what card you want to be. i'll try and be first-come-first-serve about it x3

]]> ~peker http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/21061420/ http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/21061420/ Sun, 19 Oct 2008 10:44:44 PDT
[x] I Talk A LOT when I get really nervous.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[/] I’m afraid of the dark.
[ ] I can’t sleep in a room if the door is open
[ ] I can’t sleep in a room if the door is closed
[/] I am homosexual.
[x] I believe in true love.
[ ] I’ve ran away from home
[x] I listen to political music
[ ] I collect comic books
[/] I shut others out when I’m sad.
[ ] I’ve stayed out all night.
[ ] I open up to others easily.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[ ] I watch the news
[x] I love Disney movies.
[x] I am a sucker for green eyes.
[ ] I am a sucker for brown eyes.
[x] I am a sucker for blue eyes.
[ ] I don't kill bugs
[ ] I have “x”s in my screen name.
[x] I’ve slipped and fell in public.
[x] I’ve slipped out a “lol” in a real conversation
[x] I love Spam
[x] I bake well.
[x] I have worn pajamas to class.
[ ] I want a better job
[x] Talked on a phone for 6+ hours.
[ ] I love Dr. Phil.
[x] I like multiple people
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I am self-conscious.
[x] I love to laugh.
[x] I have tried alcohol.
[ ] I drink alcohol on a regular basis.
[x] I have tried a cigarette.
[ ] I have smoked a pack in one day.
[x] I loved Lord of the Flies.
[x] I have cough drops when I’m not sick. (Buttercup is tasty... >.>
[ ] I can’t swallow pills.
[x] I have a lot of scars.
[ ] I can’t sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I like chocolate.
[x] I bite my nails.
[ ] I am not comfortable with being me.
[x] I play computer games when I’m bored.
[x] Gotten lost in the city.
[x] Thought of suicide before.
[ ] Seen a shooting star.
[x] Gone out in public in my pajamas
[x] Hugged a stranger.
[x] Been in a fist fight. (on the recieving end :3)
[x] Laughed and had some type of beverage come out of my nose.
[x] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[ ] Made out in an elevator.
[x] Kicked a guy where it hurts on purpose.
[ ] Been skydiving.
[ ] Been bungee jumping.
[ ] Gotten stitches.
[x] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[x] Bitten someone.
[ ] Been to Niagara Falls.
[x] Gotten the chicken pox.
[ ] Crashed into a car.
[ ] Been to Germany.
[x] Ridden in a taxi.
[x] Shoplifted.
[ ] Been fired.
[x] Had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back.
[ ] Stole something from your job.
[ ] Gone on a blind date.
[ ] Had a crush on a teacher/coach.
[ ] Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[x] Been to Europe. (I like in the U.K. x3)
[ ] Slept with a co-worker, and/or employee.
[ ] Been married
[ ] Gotten divorced
[x] Saw someone/something dying.
[x] have a list of people you want to kill.
[ ] Ridden in a car over 400 miles in one day
[/] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[ ] Thrown up in a bar.
[x] Eaten sushi.
[x] Cried in public.
[ ] Walked purposely into traffic with your eyes closed.
[x] Liked someone even though you knew you shouldn’t have.
[x] Thought of someone a lot lately.
[x] Hate the world.
[ ] I think I’m really attractive.
[x] I prefer winter over summer.
[x] I am a geek.
[ ] I am a shopaholic.
[x] I am reasonably intelligent.
[x] I am attracted to girls.
[x] I am attracted to boys.
[ ] I like British accents. (There's so many though o.o)
[ ] I smoke regularly.
[ ] I smoke socially.
[x] I drink socially.
[ ] I drink regularly.
[x] I get drunk easily.
[ ] I do “drug(s)”.
[ ] I will never date a bad kisser.
[ ] I’ve lied to avoid kissing them again.
[ ] I brush my hair at least 50 times a night.
[/] I am religious.
[ ] I am not religious but have morals.
[x] I lie frequently.
[x] I am impulsive.
[ ] I am hardworking.
[ ] I loved Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind
[ ] She’s All That is one of my favorite movies.
[ ] I am good at History.
[ ] I speak more than two languages.
[x] I enjoy taking pictures.
[ ] I like spending money on myself.
[x] I like spending money on others.
[ ] I have a regular income.
[ ] I earn money on a job-by-job basis.
[ ] I pay my own bills.
[x] I rely on my parents for money.
[x] I can cook.
[ ] I enjoy cleaning.
[ ] Tidiness is a must in my life.
[ ] I like clutter.
[ ] My idea of good music is Britney Spears.
[ ] I am fashion-conscious.
[ ] I have good taste.
[ ] People tell me I have good taste.
[ ] I am good at sports.
[ ] I am good at certain... ]]> ~peker http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/20595473/ http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/20595473/ Sun, 21 Sep 2008 03:47:29 PDT
hmm... i need to kick my dad so he fixes my GODDAMN INTERWEBZ! I've been without for 3 months! thats 3 months longer than any person should have to cope without internet! D:

]]> ~peker http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/20587073/ http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/20587073/ Sat, 20 Sep 2008 14:51:25 PDT
]]> ~peker http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/19014831/ http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/19014831/ Tue, 24 Jun 2008 06:40:14 PDT But yeah. i still have college computers up untill the 4th of july :3

I'm doing sociology work at the mo, which explains the title x3
I'mma studying reliugions, and i'm doin a study of shamanism, the Native American religion type thing :3

NOTE: I'll leave reading journals and replying to comments when my LAZY BUM OF A DAD gets the internet working again :3

]]> ~peker http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/18839746/ http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/18839746/ Sat, 14 Jun 2008 14:35:52 PDT
Just note me a description or show me a picture/reference sheet and i'll try and draw it. Furries, people, whatever. i'll give it a shot, but if i can't do it, i'll tell you, and maybe try at a later date if i can be arsed x3

So yeah. i'm willing to draw stuff for peoples. for free 83

Mainly for practice, cuz my theory is, if there's actualy a purpose, I might actualy be bothered to finish it what i start xD

I'll probably do the whole thing in ballpoint, mebbeh with a bit of colour. Cuz it's just what i'm most comfortable with :3

Just note me a description of any characters involved, and i'll start on it ASAP. Seeing as i have no scanner YET! (But ~Nitwon bought me one for my birthday, so soon, I hope 8D) so any pictures i do will have to be low qualitl phone-camera pictures untill i get said scanner :3

NOTE:
*There'll be no paper copies, which is why it's free. They're MIEN! I shall file them, look at them in 3 years time and mock my own pathetic-ness ^-^
*I fail at backgrounds, but i can try simple line backgrounds if wanted :3
*I fail at muscle definitions. and nekkedness. So no yiff/porn. Sexual humour, i don't mind. Or drawing sexual obscinities. But i can't, so there. :3

]]> ~peker http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/18712060/ http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/18712060/ Sat, 07 Jun 2008 10:20:25 PDT :[

...I think... Anywais, the point is, i'm bored and hyper. and also Final Fantasy Crystal Chronicles: Ring of Fates has gone missing D:
Always when i get the urge to play it... Meh, i'll live
Thanks for taking the time to read this irrelivent drivel :3

Yes, i do have an obsession with making a pop-y noise whith my lips :3

]]> ~peker http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/18558959/ http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/18558959/ Thu, 29 May 2008 11:54:27 PDT Some questions are better left without a reason
And I would rather reveal myself than my situation
Now and then I consider, my hesitation
The more the light shines through me
I pretend to close my eyes
The more the dark consumes me
I pretend I'm burning, burning bright

I wonder if the things I did were just to be different
To spare myself of the constant shame of my existence
And I would surely redeem myself in my desperation
Here and now I'll express, my situation

The more the light shines through me
I pretend to close my eyes
The more the dark consumes me
I pretend I'm burning bright
The more the light shines through me
I pretend to close my eyes
The more the dark consumes me
I pretend I'm burning, burning bright

There's nothing ever wrong but nothing's ever right
Such a cruel contradiction
I know I cross the lines its not easy to define
I'm born to indecision
There's always something new some path I'm supposed to choose
With no particular rhyme or reason

The more the light shines through me
I pretend to close my eyes
The more the dark consumes me
I pretend I'm burning bright
The more the light shines through me
I pretend to close my eyes
The more the dark consumes me
I pretend I'm burning, burning bright

Sometimes I feel like there isno need for conversion...

]]> ~peker http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/18426929/ http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/18426929/ Wed, 21 May 2008 07:43:42 PDT
MEANING! I can piss him off by existing :3

The story is, i'm bisexual. My dad's an asshole. And a homophobe. I liek guys, so in his eyes, i'm gay. He treats me like a piece of crap and claims i'm not his son. But in teh end, i win. You wanna know whyyy? 'Cuz I disregard his opinion on everything ^ ^

Meaning his low blows and slurs at my sexuality (All done behind my back. Chicken, ftw?!) Don't get to me, but my sexuaity gets to him. I get a pwnsome boyfriend (Love you hun ^ ^) and the ability to exact revenge on him with little to no effort. That's what i call a win/win ^ ^

]]> ~peker http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/18413110/ http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/18413110/ Tue, 20 May 2008 10:32:47 PDT 's fault... At my request xD) Foghat and ZZ Top... As well as said bands... Plus others x3

... I dunno what the point of this was... I guess just to prove i'm /not/ a dirty metal-head and i /do/ have a soul... How that proves i have a soul, i'm not sure... OK! I'M RANTING! >8[

That is all :3
PEACE OUT!

]]> ~peker http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/18364230/ http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/18364230/ Sat, 17 May 2008 09:06:49 PDT
]]> ~peker http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/18316569/ http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/18316569/ Wed, 14 May 2008 07:05:52 PDT 1. Post these rules in a journal.
2. Answer all of the questions by marking them if they apply to you.
[ ] = Does not apply... [X] = Does apply
3. Answer ALL questions truthfully.
4. Tag 7 people.
5. Go to the people you tagged and leave them a note with the rules and questions.



[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily. (in winter x3)
[x] I wish my hair was a different color. (a brighter shade of red...)
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[ ] I am self-conscious about my appearance. (sometimes)
[ ]I have/I've had braces.
[ ] I wear glasses.
[ ] I'd get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free, and scar-free.
[ ] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercing.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[x] I have freckles.
[x] I hate my dad
[ ] I hate my mom
[x] I have a brother
[x] I have a sister
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[ ] I want to have kids someday
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.
[x] I'm in school. (does college count..? o.o)
[ ] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job.
[ ] I've been fired.
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry. (Inside)
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[ ] I've glued my hand to something.
[x] I've had my pants rip in public.
[x] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[ ] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed
[ ] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.
[ ] I was born in a different country.
[ ] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[ ] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[x] I've been to Europe. (I live in Europe...)
[ ] I've been to Africa.
[ ] I've gotten lost in my city.
[ ] I've seen a shooting star.
[ ] I've wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[ ] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[x] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[x] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.
[ ] I'm single.
[x] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[x] I've been the dumpy more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[x] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[x] I'm bi
[ ] I'm gay
[ ] I've had sex
[x] I've had phone sex
[x] I've cybered
[x] I've had sex in public. (Public phone sex x3)
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain. (OMG, WANT!)
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[ ] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheat... ]]> ~peker http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/18316222/ http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/18316222/ Wed, 14 May 2008 06:27:12 PDT
I can promise one thing and one thing only. If he crosses the line again, and i'm still seething, i wont hold back.

By the way, this is a forewarning if i snap at anyone. I don't mean it

]]> ~peker http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/18257827/ http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/18257827/ Sat, 10 May 2008 13:16:15 PDT Well, i guess i should say something epic... To mark the occasion...
We-- Wait... What the hell? Why the hell can i smell fish? In my bedroom? My bedroom is fish free... :/

Back to the point. It's epic time. I guess i should thank all the peoples who have viewed my page... Maybe later >8D
Uhh... *is no good with words* ...

Sod it. Thanks y'all, and keep a'viewin ma page, or i'll eat your soul 8D
And for all those who care, the fish smell is gone. i killed it with fire :3

]]> ~peker http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/18208074/ http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/18208074/ Wed, 07 May 2008 07:40:54 PDT Hehe. Despite the fact i'm more of a cold person, i love it when it's warm ^ ^ I can be more arsed to do things :3
For example, clean my room, make my bed... Wake up in the morning... x3
Anywais, Just thought i'd say, i love 80's rock :3
Wierd, i know. It's a revelation to me too xD
Sugar and heat does this to me ^ ^

Peace out y'all ;3

P.S: There is no free stuff... Sorry... ._.

]]> ~peker http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/18143382/ http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/18143382/ Sat, 03 May 2008 04:36:51 PDT Call me Captain Obvious... x3
But i feel good, all things considering. I have one of many things sorted out in my life. I'm actualy planning for the future for once. Despite the fact i only got 5 hours sleep last night, I almost lost a very very close friend (Who remains unnamed out of courtesy) last night, my room's a total s***-tip and... Well... I hate the fact im not with someone i love, Nothing can bring me down.

all those who need to be 'd :3

Peace out ^ ^

]]> ~peker http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/18119595/ http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/18119595/ Thu, 01 May 2008 15:21:45 PDT Black house will rock, blind boys don't lie
Immortal fear, that voice so clear
Through broken walls, that scream I hear

Cry, little sister - Thou shall not fall
Come to your brother - Thou shall not die
Unchain me, sister - Thou shall not fear
Love is with your brother - Thou shall not kill

Blue masquerade, strangers look on
When will they learn this loneliness?
Temptation heat beats like a drum
Deep in your veins, I will not lie

Little sister - Thou shall not fall
Come to your brother - Thou shall not die
Unchain me, sister - Thou shall not fear
Love is with your brother - Thou shall not kill

My Shangri-Las
I can't forget
Why you were mine
I need you now

Cry, little sister - Thou shall not fall
Come to your brother - Thou shall not die
Unchain me, sister - Thou shall not fear
Love is with your brother - Thou shall not kill

_______________________________________

Just thought, because it's such an awesome song (before my time, i know) It deserves credit. It's the main theme for the film Lost Boys, and when i first heared it when i was like... What, 13? I was obsessing over it. But why, i hear you ask, have i posted it here and now? After 3 years of ignorance, i watched Lost Boys again, yesterday. so why, today, have i posted it? I actualy found outwhat the bloody song was called today, thats why x3

]]> ~peker http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/17863602/ http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/17863602/ Tue, 15 Apr 2008 12:07:44 PDT
]]> ~peker http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/17396771/ http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/17396771/ Tue, 18 Mar 2008 14:50:37 PDT
I'm going to ACTUALY write some poetry, cuz my drawings are pointless. no scanner. go figure...

Eh, if anybody wants anything written, gimme a theme of some klind, and ill give it a shot ;D

But, be forewarned, it may be a bit... dark. I tend to sliiiiide into it... ._.

]]> ~peker http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/17373498/ http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/17373498/ Mon, 17 Mar 2008 04:18:44 PDT
Love you, my caring fanbase!!! XD

]]> ~peker http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/17287313/ http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/17287313/ Tue, 11 Mar 2008 14:10:57 PDT Ive not been on a lot recently due to family issues, and shits hit the fan. i need to dish out some apologies...

Wolverfox, Im sorry i snapped at you. Pack instincts are such a bastard at times. I shouldve listened to reason, and i hope you acept my apology. I still see you as a real close friend, and when i can, ill talk to you about stuff.

Geek-3000, Im sorry i made you feel bad. Indirectly or not, it was my fault. Guilt is the worst feeling, and im sorry i put you through it.

Dave-the-otter, Im sorry i made you worry. It was the day after something bad happened, and i was scared id lose you forever... Fear makes people do stupid things, and im sorry my fear made you worry. Ill never leave you

Off the top of my head, theyre all the apologies i think i owe...

Peace y'all

]]> ~peker http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/17195591/ http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/17195591/ Wed, 05 Mar 2008 13:36:39 PST [] Black - $100
[] Blonde - $50
[] Red - $75
[X] Brown - $15
[] Bald - $5
[] Other - $2

Total | $15

Eye Color
[X] Brown - $150
[] Green - $75
[] Blue - $50
[] Hazel - $100
[] Other - $15

Total so far | $165

Height
[] Over 7' - $200
[] 6'8" to 7' - $175
[] 6'0" to 6'7" - $150
[x] 5'5" to 5'11" - $75
[] 4'9" to 5'4" - $50
[] Under 4'9 - $45

Total so far | $240

Age
[] 41 to 50 - $150
[] 31 to 40 - $100
[] 26 to 30 - $75
[] 21 to 25 - $50
[] 19 to 20 - $25
[x] 0 to 18 - $100

Total so far | $340

Birth Order
[] Twins (or more) - $300
[] First Born - $300
[] Only Child - $250
[] Second Born - $150
[] Middle Child - $100
[] Last Born - $200
[] Third Born - $100
[X] Fourth Born - $100
[] Fifth Born - $375

Total so far | $440

Drink?
[] No - $400
[X] Only holidays - $250
[] Sometimes - $215
[] YES - $200
[] Only weekends - $300
[] Every other day - $50
[] Once a day - $15
[] I live from the bottle

Total so far | $690

Vision
[X] perfect vision - $300
[] Have glasses/contacts but don't wear them - $200
[] No correction - $100
[] Glasses - $50
[] contacts - $25
[] Surgical correction - $135

Total so far | $990

Family's Car Color(s)
[] White - $2,000
[] Maroon - $800
[] Gold - $700
[] Gray - $600
[] Blue - $900
[] Pink - $475
[] Black - $450
[X] Red - $400
[] Green- $350
[] Silver $300
[] Purple- $250
[] Metallic - $200
[] Yellow - $100
[] Primer - $75
[] Tan- $20
[] Rusted - $15
[] No Car - $0

Total so far | $1390

Shoe Size
[] Over 13 - $300
[] 12 1/2 to 13 - $250
[X] 11 to 12 - $700
[] 7 to 10 - $600
[] Under 7 - $550

Total so far | $2090

Favorite Colors (3)
[X] Green - $750
[X] Black - $600
[] Red - $800
[] Yellow - $475
[] Brown - $50
[] Purple - $225
[] White - $400
[] Aqua - $350
[] Orange - $300
[X] Blue - $300
[] Pink - $100
[] Other - $ 50

Total so far | $3690

Did you use a calculator to add it all up?
[] Yes - $0
[] On Some - $750
[X] No - $1000

Total so far | $4690

How many people are you going to tag?
[] Over 61 - $250,000
[] 51 - 60 - $100,000
[] 41 - 50 - $50,000
[] 31 - 40 - $10,000
[] 21 - 30 - $5,000
[] 11 - 20 - $1,000
[X] 1 - 10 - $500

Total so far | $ 5190

In GBP (estimated) thats: £10380...
I WIN!!! 8D Go me ^ ^

Ohs, And I tag no-one, 'cept ppl who want to do it
^ ^

]]> ~peker http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/17074440/ http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/17074440/ Tue, 26 Feb 2008 14:00:52 PST
]]> ~peker http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/17068577/ http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/17068577/ Tue, 26 Feb 2008 05:21:31 PST
My parents are out atm *woot!* meaning i can actually go on the iternet! Till they come back and scream at me for finding the "well hidden" Modem plug. ¬¬

I win? I think not... ¬¬

]]> ~peker http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/17024172/ http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/17024172/ Sat, 23 Feb 2008 11:16:47 PST
Moving on, I hate weekends.

]]> ~peker http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/16973125/ http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/16973125/ Wed, 20 Feb 2008 07:09:35 PST
I dont want pity. I dont want sympathy. I just want to be with the one i love, and for everything to be ok. But even then, i suppose I'm asking for too much.

Dashing-Husky, I hope everything's ok man. I'll note ya later. ok?

Dave-the-otter, I love you, and its killing me that i cant be there with you. I'd give anything for you, and you know it. I'll wait for you 'till the day i die if i have to.

"we don't need anything or anyone"

[link]

]]> ~peker http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/16958895/ http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/16958895/ Tue, 19 Feb 2008 09:09:10 PST

1. I feel like eating a cheeseburger ¬¬
2. If i like you, chances are I'll take a few hits for ya.
3. If i don't like you, chances are you already know about it
4. I wear a collar, so deal with it ^ ^
5. I can be a real asshole with specificness at times x3
6. My favored phrase is "im bored, can we do something else now?"
7. These hands were made for art, so taking sciences at college was a HUGE mistake.
8. I scream "meat sack" and other random things In public
9. Children scare me.
10. Dam near nothing you can say can hurt me, and/or make me change my mind. Im too stubborn and hard-headed |D

I tag... Hmm... Ill tag later >3

]]> ~peker http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/16941195/ http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/16941195/ Mon, 18 Feb 2008 07:20:26 PST

Anywho, Back to what i INTENDED to say.

Normal day, college was slooooow and such, ect, ect, ect. BUT! When i was walking home, listening to... some song on the radio, (XFM, 97.7 FM, if ya live in/around manchester ) And i noticed... OHMIGAWD, the sky is CLEAR! NOWAI! Made me smile ^ ^ No clouds... no THATS a sky i like to see.

]]> ~peker http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/16909189/ http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/16909189/ Sat, 16 Feb 2008 05:20:19 PST ), excetera, excetera, excetera. But in the legendary words of some girl i know "It's fine, it's fine." Maybe if i say it enough it might come true..?



]]> ~peker http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/16880461/ http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/16880461/ Thu, 14 Feb 2008 12:05:55 PST
]]> ~peker http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/16846254/ http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/16846254/ Tue, 12 Feb 2008 10:25:50 PST I'm so high. I can hear heaven.
Oh but heaven, no heaven don’t hear me.

And they say that a hero could save us.
I’m not gonna stand here and wait.
I'll hold on to the wings of the eagles.
Watch as we all fly away.

Someone told me that love would all save us.
But how can that be, look what love gave us.
A world full of killing, n' blood-spilling
that world never came.

And they say that a hero could save us.
I’m not gonna stand here and wait.
I'll hold on to the wings of the eagles.
Watch as we all fly away. hi-igh-igh!

Now that the world isn't ending,
it's love that I’m sending to you.
It isn’t the love of a hero,
and that’s why I fear it won’t do.

And they say that a hero could save us.
I’m not gonna stand here and wait.
I'll hold on to the wings of the eagles.
Watch as we all fly away.

And they're watching us
(Watching Us)
They're watching us
(Watching Us)
as we all fly away.

And they're watching us
(Watching us)
They're watching us
(Watching us)
As we all fly away,
(Yeah)
Yeah.

And they're watching us
(Watching us)
They're watching us
(Watching us)
As we all fly away

(Yeah, yeah. Whoa-oh.)

]]> ~peker http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/16739486/ http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/16739486/ Tue, 05 Feb 2008 13:51:17 PST
Back to the point, and away from MAJOR brown-nosing, *shifty eyes* I have a mate, and im happy with him. Despite having... slight problems beforehand. But thats in the past, and i just hope he's too lazy to hold a grudge... |D

]]> ~peker http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/16689142/ http://peker.deviantart.com/journal/16689142/ Sat, 02 Feb 2008 11:08:33 PST
For the past two weeks, i have been happy, however. Untill around two or three days ago. I messed up for the last time. This is not a suicide note, Im stronger than that. All i can do is improve on what ive learned, instead of just ignoring it and saying "It'll never happen again"

I need to open my eyes, and face the facts. Ive hurt too many people. Ive broken too many hearts. I should have stopped at one, but in my blatant ignorance, I continued. but Im on the path to redemption. I am a taken man, My heart belongs to , and not a damned thing can change that, other than him. Ive realised the error of my ways. And in the words of Chad Kroeger,

"Show me what it's like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I'll show you what I can be
And say it for me
Say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth savin' me"

Peace out y'all.

]]> ~peker