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]]> ~pentados http://pentados.deviantart.com/journal/17082934/ http://pentados.deviantart.com/journal/17082934/ Wed, 27 Feb 2008 02:05:04 PST I cannot settle on a single one.
They are lost to me under the cover of clothing
They have departed for another city.

When everything seems to be set
to show me off as a man of intelligence,
the fool I keep concealed on my person
takes over my talk and occupies my mouth.

On other occasions, I am dozing in the midst
of people of some distinction,
and when I summon my courageous self,
a coward completely unknown to me
swaddles my poor skeleton
in a thousand tiny reservations.

When a stately home bursts into flames,
instead of the fireman I summon,
an arsonist bursts on the scene,
and he is I. There is nothing I can do.
What must I do to distinguish myself?
How can I put myself together?

All the books I read
lionize dazzling hero figures,
brimming with self-assurance.
I die with envy of them;
and, in films where bullets fly on the wind,
I am left in envy of the cowboys,
left admiring even the horses.

But when I call upon my DASHING BEING,
out comes the same OLD LAZY SELF,
and so I never know just WHO I AM,
nor how many I am, nor WHO WE WILL BE BEING.
I would like to be able to touch a bell
and call up my real self, the truly me,
because if I really need my proper self,
I must not allow myself to disappear.

While I am writing, I am far away;
and when I come back, I have already left.
I should like to see if the same thing happens
to other people as it does to me,
to see if as many people are as I am,
and if they seem the same way to themselves.
When this problem has been thoroughly explored,
I am going to school myself so well in things
that, when I try to explain my problems,
I shall speak, not of self, but of geography.

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]]> ~pentados http://pentados.deviantart.com/journal/15223482/ http://pentados.deviantart.com/journal/15223482/ Fri, 26 Oct 2007 00:10:50 PDT [] Brown - $100
[] Blond - $50
[x] Black - $15
[] Bald - $5
[] Red-$300

Total: $100

Eye Color:
[] Brown - $1
[] Green - $75
[] Blue $50
[] Hazel $100
[x] Other - $15

Total so far: $175

Height:
[] Over 7' - $200
[] 6'8" to 7' - $175
[x] 6'0" to 6'7" - $150
[] 5'5" to 5'11" - $75
[] 4'9" to 5'4" - $45
[] Under 4'9 - $45

Total so far: $75

Age:
[ ] 31 to 40 - $100
[ ] 26 to 30 - $75
[x ] 21 to 25 - $50
[ ] 19 to 20 - $25
[] 0 to 18 - $100

Total so far: $125

Birth Order:
[] Twins or more than twins - $300
[] First Born - $300
[] Only Child - $250
[] second born - $150
[] Middle child - $100
[x] Last Born - $100
[] third born - $100
[] fourth born - $100
[] fifth born-$100

Total so far: $425

Drink? ---> wine to be particular, some alcohols with my family(family gatherings)
[x] No - $400
[] Only Holidays - $250
[ ] Sometimes - $215
[ ] YES - $200
[ ] only weekends - $300
[ ] Every other day - $50
[ ] Once a day - $15
[ ] I live from the bottle - $Bankrupt$

Total so far? $675

Vision?
[] perfect vision - $300
[] need or have glasses/contacts but don't wear them - $200
[] No correction $100
[x] Glasses $50
[] Contacts $25
[] Surgical correction - $25

Total so far: $875

Car Color?
[ ] Pink - $2,000
[ ] Maroon - $1000
[ ] Gray - $950
[ ] Blue - $900
[ ] White - $475
[ ] Black - $450
[ ] Red - $400
[ ] Green- $350
[ ] Silver $300
[ ] Purple- $250
[ ] Metallic - $200
[ ] Yellow - $100
[ ] Primer - $75
[ ] Tan- $20
[ ] Rusted - $15
[x] No Car - $0

Total score: $1775

Shoe Size:
[ ] 13+ - $300
[x] 12 and a half to 13 - $250
[ ] 11 to 12 - $700
[] 7 to 10 - $500
[] Under 7- $550

Total so far: $2275

Favorite Colors (two):
[] Green-$750
[x] Red - $600
[] Black - $100
[] Yellow -$475
[] Brown - $50
[] Purple - $225
[] White - $400
[] Aqua - $350
[x] Orange - $300
[] Blue - $300
[] Pink - $100
[] Other - $ 50

Total: $2625

Did you use a calculator to add it all up?
[] yes-add $500
[] no-add $1000
[x] on some $750

Final Total: $2680

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]]> ~pentados http://pentados.deviantart.com/journal/15221414/ http://pentados.deviantart.com/journal/15221414/ Thu, 25 Oct 2007 19:56:35 PDT He's the one insisting everything.
I am sorry to the one who's hurt
I am sorry to the one who bleeds
I am sorry
Just listen to me.
In a few words, I'll make it all clear.
I'll answer all the doubts.
I'll confirm your thoughts...or deny the lies.
I'm sorry for my shallow words.
Never had I have a good vocabulary,
blame not my teachers in grade schools: I'm all like this because
I refuse to learn just as I refuse to unlearn my whims.

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Up Dharma Down

‘di mo lang alam
Naiiisip kita
Baka sakali lang maisip mo ako
‘di mo lang alam
Hanggang sa aking inaasam makita kang muli
Nagtapos ang lahat sa di inaasahang pahanon
At ngayon ako ay iyong iniwan
Luhaan, sugatan, ‘di mapakinabangan
Sana nagtanong ka lang
Kung ‘di mo lang alam
Sana’y nagtanong ka lang
Kung ‘di mo lang alam
Ako’y iyong nasaktan
Baka sakali lang maisip mo naman
Hindi mo lang alam
Kay tagal na panahon
Ako’y nandirito pa rin hanggang ngayon para sa’yo
Lumipas mga araw na ubod ng saya
‘di pa rin nagbabago ang aking pagsinta
Kung ako’y nagkasala patawad na sana
Puso kong pagal ngayon lang nagmahal
‘di mo lang alam
Ako’y iyong nasaktan
Baka sakali lang maisip mo naman
Puro s’ya na lang
Sana’y ako naman
‘di mo lang alam
Ika’y minamasdan
Sana’y iyong mamalayang hindi mo lang pala alam
‘di mo lang alam
Kahit tayo’y magkaibigan lang
Napapaligaya lang sa tuwing nagkukulitan
Baka sakali lang maisip mo naman
Ako’y nandito lang
Hindi mo lang alam
Matalino ka naman
Kung ikaw at ako
Ay tunay na bigo sa laro na ito
Ay dapat bang sumuko
Sana hindi ka lang pala aking nakilala
Kung alam ko lang ako’y masasaktan ng ganito
Sana’y nakinig na lang ako sa nanay ko
‘di mo lang alam
Ako’y iyong nasaktan
Baka sakali lang maisip mo naman
Puro s’ya na lang
Sana’y ako naman
Isang kindat man lang
‘di mo lang alam
O, ika’y minamasdan
Sana iyo’y mamalayang di mo lang pala alam
Oooooooo
Malas mo
Ikaw ang natipuhan ko
Di mo lang alam
Ako’y iyong nasaktan

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Pablo Neruda



I want you to know
one thing.

You know how this is:
if I look
at the crystal moon, at the red branch
of the slow autumn at my window,
if I touch
near the fire
the impalpable ash
or the wrinkled body of the log,
everything carries me to you,
as if everything that exists,
aromas, light, metals,
were little boats
that sail
toward those isles of yours that wait for me.

Well, now,
if little by little you stop loving me
I shall stop loving you little by little.

If suddenly
you forget me
do not look for me,
for I shall already have forgotten you.

If you think it long and mad,
the wind of banners
that passes through my life,
and you decide
to leave me at the shore
of the heart where I have roots,
remember
that on that day,
at that hour,
I shall lift my arms
and my roots will set off
to seek another land.

But
if each day,
each hour,
you feel that you are destined for me
with implacable sweetness,
if each day a flower
climbs up to your lips to seek me,
ah my love, ah my own,
in me all that fire is repeated,
in me nothing is extinguished or forgotten,
my love feeds on your love, beloved,
and as long as you live it will be in your arms
without leaving mine.

*sigh*

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I sometimes do things without a clue, with no clear directions. All I know is I enjoy the things I do. For whatever art I am doing right now, I may have set goals to achieve, I may have directions set, I may have a clue about its outcome, but still I must answer the same question I've been asking every artist in this site: For whom is your art?

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