http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:peppermintbunny&section=today deviantART RSS for by:peppermintbunny en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 22 Dec 2009 19:23:42 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://peppermintbunny.deviantart.com/journal/28626392/ http://peppermintbunny.deviantart.com/journal/28626392/ Sat, 28 Nov 2009 09:15:16 PST by your departure,
yet i face each day with this numbing pain

i learn to face the world alone
with painted-on smiles
i let you go
but i am not unbreakable

an irony that my heart is whole
but i was sure it fell to pieces
when you spelled good bye
with teary eyes and broken promises

so leave my heart
as i lead on a different path
i say good bye
to those happy smiles and photographs

they once were true
it was those days where i thought
that the different word for love
was you.

]]> ~peppermintbunny http://peppermintbunny.deviantart.com/journal/24628383/ http://peppermintbunny.deviantart.com/journal/24628383/ Thu, 07 May 2009 00:51:05 PDT
Dance..who knows when you won't be able to.

Cry..holding those emotions inside is bad for you.

Kiss..it's one of the most wonderful things in the world.

Laugh..what's the point in hiding happiness?

Frown..why not let them know you're unhappy?

Apologize..you don't want to lose a friend.

Hug..there's no better feeling than being wrapped up close to someone you love.

Live..because life is beautiful.

]]> ~peppermintbunny http://peppermintbunny.deviantart.com/journal/24508006/ http://peppermintbunny.deviantart.com/journal/24508006/ Thu, 30 Apr 2009 03:17:20 PDT and now you're heading for the door
you've packed your things now
and the suitcase is on the floor

i can't believe
my dreams are down the drain again
i can't believe
i feel so shattered and indifferent;

just,
leave, i'm not begging you to stay one more day
not this time
leave, there's not a tear i'm shedding
coz' i was never your mistake

moving forward
don't act so irreplaceable
i'll get over
denial is unpermitable

just,
leave, i'm not begging youo to stay one more day
not this time
leave, there's not a tear i'm shedding
coz' i was never your mistake

but you were mine...

]]> ~peppermintbunny http://peppermintbunny.deviantart.com/journal/24407083/ http://peppermintbunny.deviantart.com/journal/24407083/ Fri, 24 Apr 2009 08:10:41 PDT
Never beg people to stay against their will. Sometimes the gift of goodbye opens up another door. So move on, but don't move away.

Despite our apathy to everything, I still believe that people have good hearts. We just need to care enough to see a difference.

You are aware that you are less than what some people prefer you to be; but most people are unaware that you are so much more than what they see. You are perfect just the way God made you to be.

Being with someone doesn't guarantee happiness. Finding your other half does. It doesn't matter how long you've hoped, or how long you've waited. There's no such thing as a perfect love story, heartaches will always be a part of loving; but remember, Though not perfect, if that love is meant for you, it will stick with you until the end. No matter how tough it gets, no matter how long. Far from perfect, but real.

Life is a one-way street, no matter how many roads you take, none of them leads back. Enjoy every moment of your life, because none of them will happen the same way again.

]]> ~peppermintbunny http://peppermintbunny.deviantart.com/journal/20136739/ http://peppermintbunny.deviantart.com/journal/20136739/ Sun, 24 Aug 2008 19:03:32 PDT
in our defense..we figured that sugar..doesn't go stale..which is a very, again, stupid idea..

well, i guess only two out of five had their stomachs going crazy on them. i guess you-know-who is obviously writing about it the minute she got relieved..

anyway, i need more sleep..so yeah.. gnyt

]]> ~peppermintbunny http://peppermintbunny.deviantart.com/journal/19176342/ http://peppermintbunny.deviantart.com/journal/19176342/ Thu, 03 Jul 2008 01:34:34 PDT i seek companionship but not romance
i find myself weary of letting myself be known
but i live life like an open book

everyday for me can be full of surprises.
i still secretly whisper my wish to the stars.
i dream in black and white, but i live in a colorful world.

i can smile so eagerly
but i cry ever-so honestly
you can break my heart
but see me walking tall

no pretentions

]]> ~peppermintbunny http://peppermintbunny.deviantart.com/journal/18687101/ http://peppermintbunny.deviantart.com/journal/18687101/ Thu, 05 Jun 2008 20:26:50 PDT
The speech again reiterates itself in my mind.. Work harder, read more, don't slack off, **lose weight?** ok a little bit of parapraxis slipped off again.. nevertheless, I'm a little eager to go to school again, after a little longer than the usual break stint last year ( defensive mode: no i did not get pregnant last year ) I kind of wanted to finish ahead so I could work and get going with the to-do's in life..breathe fire, walk on air, FLY..haha im rambling.
I could go all day going round in circles with this. I can gab and gab about almost anything..

Oh, and one more thing I'm pretty sure Kean would be reading this so I went ahead and announced it. Ergo, it is technically a part of my blog now..haha there you go! and Kean, what's that little red thingy behind your neck?! ROFLOL

]]> ~peppermintbunny http://peppermintbunny.deviantart.com/journal/18521885/ http://peppermintbunny.deviantart.com/journal/18521885/ Tue, 27 May 2008 05:07:28 PDT [link]


quote: i'm chuck bass quote:

-- i curse thee from being so hot!

]]> ~peppermintbunny http://peppermintbunny.deviantart.com/journal/18444752/ http://peppermintbunny.deviantart.com/journal/18444752/ Thu, 22 May 2008 09:39:57 PDT because its cold outside cold outside its cold out side
share with me the secrets that you kept in
because its cold inside cold inside its cold inside

and your slowly shaking finger tips
show that your scared like me so
lets pretend were alone
and i no you may be scared
and i no were unprepared
but i don't care

tell me tell me
what makes you think that you are invincible
i can see it in your eyes that your so sure
please don't tell me that I am the only one thats
vulnerable
impossible

i was born to tell you I love you
isn't that a song already
i get a B in originality
and its true i cant go on without you
your smile makes me see clearer
if you could only see in the mirror what I see

and your slowly shaking finger tips
show that your scared like me so
lets pretend were alone
and i no you may be scared
and i no were unprepared
but i don't care

tell me tell me
what makes you think that you are invincible
i can see it in your eyes that your so sure
please don't tell me that i am the only one thats
vulnerable
impossible

slow down girl your not going anywhere
just wait around and see
maybe i am much more you never no what lies ahead
i promise i can be anyone i can be anything
just because you were hurt doesn't mean you shouldn't bleed
i can be anyone anything i promise i can be what you need

tell me tell me
what makes you think that you are invincible
i can see it in your eyes that your so sure
please don't tell me that i am the only one thats
vulnerable
impossible


-secondhand serenade song that touches me every time

]]> ~peppermintbunny http://peppermintbunny.deviantart.com/journal/18410053/ http://peppermintbunny.deviantart.com/journal/18410053/ Tue, 20 May 2008 05:20:28 PDT written on 17th of may 2008

i've been told so many reasons not to fall inlove
that it's not time, not my moment yet
i've been told of many hapless insecurities of why
true love has humbled one to weakness

stolen hugs, secret stares, whisper when no one's there
shower me with wishes
yet i'm still a secret mistress

tell me why, can't i risk doubtful feelings
and shatter my once broken heart
why? can't you promise not to leave me
be forever still here in my heart
why? can't you promise to just love me tonight

i've been told too many times not to give in to lies
though it's sweet and uncontested
i've been given many moments just to question tonight
it's our secret millionth kiss.

stolen hugs, secret stares, whisper when no one's there
shower me with wishes
yet i'm still a secret mistress

tell me why, can't i risk doubtful feelings
and shatter my once broken heart
why? can't you promise not to leave me
be forever still here in my heart
why? can't you promise to just love me tonight

]]> ~peppermintbunny http://peppermintbunny.deviantart.com/journal/18360083/ http://peppermintbunny.deviantart.com/journal/18360083/ Sat, 17 May 2008 00:11:52 PDT
hundreds and millions of times i wish, desperately, to have that feeling cling-wrapped into a treasure chest, thrown into the ocean all sealed and forever silent..then again, those are also the times where a little consequence is fabricated about having to seal those feelings yet it grows and grows, the more it is un-noticed and ignored the more it feeds off the denial and disbelief of its existence..

yes, a lot of gab happens when these feelings consciously erupt. i fight it off and deny it was ever true. i shield off my feelings, make myself tainted, invisibly surreal, yet, somehow..it doesnt work..my transparency..always, always overwhelms me..and that's not good.

things went from bad to worse to worst..but things are ok now..i no longer like masks, not like masks ever worked..but i can smile better now..closure works, but no door from the past should ever be close and bolted shut..some things are fun to remember, learn from and used to humble, once you think you've reached your pinnacle..look back see how you got there..

17th of may..peppermint bunny begins the life of wandering about..in my semi-single shingle of a status..quote quote..i am finally in solace from it all..so, smile for me now.

--
i can get deep, don't drown yourself now..

]]> ~peppermintbunny http://peppermintbunny.deviantart.com/journal/18325822/ http://peppermintbunny.deviantart.com/journal/18325822/ Wed, 14 May 2008 18:24:20 PDT and the moonlit waters
are blown softly by the wind

i come running swiftly
by memories
as i'm falling off edges

i'm at the brink of drowning in you

envisioning sunrises
waking up in your arms
recalling far-fetched daydreams
i dream when i'm awake

as i'm falling off edges

i'm at the brink of drowning in you

]]> ~peppermintbunny http://peppermintbunny.deviantart.com/journal/18310020/ http://peppermintbunny.deviantart.com/journal/18310020/ Tue, 13 May 2008 18:06:34 PDT i live by observation
i humble myself
yet i desire and envy

i am thankful
yet i am bitter
i can be heplful
and lazy to offer

i can be warm with smiles
yet i am coldly wrapped in my bitter angst
i seek you, yet when you're there
i loathe you.

you offered me peace
but then again...
you left me in pieces

]]> ~peppermintbunny