http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:persecution-complex&section=today deviantART RSS for by:persecution-complex en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 22 Dec 2009 16:11:58 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://persecution-complex.deviantart.com/journal/24017484/ http://persecution-complex.deviantart.com/journal/24017484/ Thu, 02 Apr 2009 03:58:21 PDT Ne zaman icime bir agirlik cuvallansa aklima geliyorsun.
Fakat cok ugrasiyorim Sylvia, hem de cok, sonunu degistirmek icin bu hikayenin.
Degisir mi sence?

"I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead; I lift my lids and all is born again. (I think I made you up inside my head.)"

Sirca fanustan bir ayna verdigin icin, tesekkurler.

]]> ~persecution-complex http://persecution-complex.deviantart.com/journal/4461821/ http://persecution-complex.deviantart.com/journal/4461821/ Mon, 31 Jan 2005 12:21:17 PST

her skin is white cloth,
and she's all sewn apart
and she has many colored pins
sticking out of her heart.

she has many different zombies
who are deeply in her trance.
she even has a zombie
who was originally from france.

but she knows she has a curse on her,
a curse she cannot win.
for if someone gets
too close to her,

the pins stick farther in.

it's been raining all day long. noone can see the clouds in my eyesbut you,, tim! you can express all those hidden solitude and melancholy. thank you and it's a privilage to know you. cheers... ]]> ~persecution-complex http://persecution-complex.deviantart.com/journal/4260337/ http://persecution-complex.deviantart.com/journal/4260337/ Fri, 07 Jan 2005 08:06:30 PST words are symbols of lies nowadays, but they used to create a continent for our gleam in the eye. in those days we haven't left all these happy tunes behind yet.
the meanings we attribute to things... they are no more our truth.

truth: reality of short terms. you used to feel in that way, and now you feel something else.

if there is no continuity in meanings, what's the point of feeling ]]> ~persecution-complex http://persecution-complex.deviantart.com/journal/3757855/ http://persecution-complex.deviantart.com/journal/3757855/ Fri, 05 Nov 2004 04:55:45 PST
ankara degismiyor. cocuklar hala futursuzca eldeki sulara saldirip zorla aliyor. dost hala kalabalik. hala her girisimde kredi kartimin yanimda oldugunu hatirlamamak için kendimi zorluyor ve beceremiyorum.
kizilirmak'a hala guzel filmler geliyor.
ankara ayni. ankara aynilastirmaya calisiyor.
ama...
kalamiyor iste insan oldugu yerde. kirmizi isik bile durdurmaya yetmiyor. ]]> ~persecution-complex http://persecution-complex.deviantart.com/journal/3730135/ http://persecution-complex.deviantart.com/journal/3730135/ Tue, 02 Nov 2004 00:59:06 PST
bazen "hic"i ister insan, gecmise bakip kendisini anlatabilmek icin daha cok vakti olmasini dilemektense.

bazen "her sey"i ister, elinde hicbir sey olmadigini sanarak.

ve her zaman kirilgan bir dala tutunmus bir kus oldugunu sanarak yasar: her adim daha cok sallar, her yeni kus daha cok egerken dali kanatlarini acip ucabileceginin sanisi...

ne aymazlik! ]]> ~persecution-complex http://persecution-complex.deviantart.com/journal/3631622/ http://persecution-complex.deviantart.com/journal/3631622/ Wed, 20 Oct 2004 01:44:41 PDT ~persecution-complex http://persecution-complex.deviantart.com/journal/3593365/ http://persecution-complex.deviantart.com/journal/3593365/ Fri, 15 Oct 2004 01:24:06 PDT bilinç: bilmemenin, bilmezligin davranis alani.
ruh: sessiz kirmizi. duraksama.
zaman: sonsuz. ve sonu en çok bilen kivrimli dalgalar. yumusak.
ruh: puslu. alaca. ani, sarki zinciri...

bilinç+ruh+zaman= beyaz ]]> ~persecution-complex