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thx folks!



]]> ~persephone1985 http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/7184938/ http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/7184938/ Wed, 30 Nov 2005 11:32:30 PST but jealousy takes over all
excuses, abuses, this time i know it's not over so i
take all my pride & i shove it back down inside
this time, harassment's gone too far

~~get away from me, stay the f*ck away from me~~

he wanted more, one ~~, a silent score
ruin my life, kill me now & burn my soul

~~get away from me, stay the f*c kaway from me~~[4x]

~~~{What, is it me?
you can't go out at nite, answer me
tell me all about your other life, answer me
what about all those times you looked me in the eyes and said you lied?

you know it's over, over.}~~~[3x]
i'm through

~~get away from me, stay the f*ck away from me~~[4x]
you sold your soul to ~~



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]]> ~persephone1985 http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/7166093/ http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/7166093/ Mon, 28 Nov 2005 10:42:32 PST
some ppl might miss my goth-stuff I did earlier...

well, my current obsession is Teen Titans and I doubt that this will change that fast... so I decided to open a new account for my gothic-stuff - I will add the domain as soon as possible...

Sorry dudes but Teen Titans fits to my freakish mood at the moment... don't take it personally... xD

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]]> ~persephone1985 http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/6934465/ http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/6934465/ Sat, 26 Nov 2005 03:39:25 PST
1. Full Name: Barbara Plakolm
2. Nicknames: Babs, Babsi, Plaki, Raven, Glassmoon, Razor, Seraphim…
3. Birthday: April 7, 1985
4. Place of Birth: schladming (small cirty in Austria with more Cows than ppl XD)
5. Zodiac Sign: Aries
6. Male or Female: Femme of course (but at least one chromosome to less I guess oO)
7. Grade: -
8. School: -
9. Occupation: Mediadesigner, Surviving-Artist, creepy goth-thingsie with creepier taste in Music -.-
10. Residence: Haus im Ennstal
11. Screen Name: Spontaneuos? RavensNightmare1
__Your Appearance___

12. Hair Color: Usally brunett, currently purple
13. Hair Length: like Raven from the teen titans, but I can still do a horsetail…
14. Eye color: Greenish with amber
15. Best Feature: erm… my tattoos ^___^
16. Height: 1,62 m
17. Braces?: nope
18. Glasses?: no thx god
19. Piercing: ok… 3 in my left ear, one right, one nosepiercing, one at my bellybutton… more planned
20. Tattoos: 2. A Cross on my back, a swallow on my left shoulder… 2 or 3 others planned.
21. Righty or Lefty: right handed
___Your 'Firsts'___

22. First best friend: Pat ^__^
23. First Award: Diplomas for drawing since 2nd class
24. First Sport You Joined: skiing and riding
25. First pet: a Dog called Acko
26. First Real Vacation: Croatia I guess… or hungary? oO don’t know exactly but we stayed nearly every year in croatia
27. First Concert: Live with 6 years… T_T
28. First Love: XInsaneX from Devart… good old time… *sigh*

___ Favorites___

29. Movie: Clockwork Orange
30. TV Show: Simpsons, Galileo, Autopsy
31. Colors: Black, Purple, crimson, red, neongreen, silver, petrolgreen
32. Rapper: Rap is evil XD damn Satanists!
33. Bands: Christina Stuermer, Xmal Deutschland, Wohlstandskinder, Bauhaus, The cure, The Sisters of mercy, Ghost Dance, Siouxsie and the Banshees, Evanescence, Skeletal Family, Zombina and the skeletons… Hagalaz Runedance, Anne Clark… damn too much!
34. Song Right Now: Christina Stuermer – Bus durch London
35. Friend: Patrick, Dimnara, Karin, Alex, Liz, Eve, Thommy, Doro, Christiane and some more from the magic-tavern in Salzburg
36. Candy: erm… I could die for Ferrero Rocher *_*
37. Sport to Play: I’m not doing sports because I won’t risk my health
38. Restaurant: …Burger King? O_O
39. Favorite brand to wear: Aderlass… Lip Service
40. Store: Bugz, The Egyptian Store in Salzburg, Avalon, Siouxsie
41. School Subject: I used to love German, English, Italian, French, Religion (yep oO) and Arts, Music
42. Animal: Cats
43. Book: Karin Slaughter - Belladonna
44. Magazine:Fetissi (a crap that it’s written in suomi, has nice fetish-photos)
45. Shoes: Pikes x)

___Currently___

46. Feeling: Tired, hangover from Samhain-Celebration…
47. ???
48. Have a crush: not really…
49. Eating: nothing
50. Drinking: Herbal Tee…
51. Typing: hehe guess what…
52. Online?: as always
53. Listening To: Christina Stuermer
54. Thinking About: a pic of Starfire and Raven I always wanted to draw
55. Wanting To: get a girl ;_;
56. Watching: that fucking monitor XD
57. Wearing: a Cure-jacket, a cure-tshirt, bluejeans, Pikes (and pinstripe-string XD)

__________Future__________

58. Want Kids?: HECK NO!
59. Want to be Married?: erm… homosexual marriage is still forbidden… suckers
61. Where do you want to live: Australia, Salzburg, Ireland or London
62. Car: I’d prefer a motorbike…
__Which is Better With The SAME Sex___

63. Hair color: I love red hair, or black
64. Hair length: long silky hair *_* or curled… dude there’s no matter XD
65. Eye color: greeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen *_* or darkbrown, nearly black…
66. Measurements: *arrr*
67. Cute or Sexy: BOTH of course… a girl with different sides is cool
68. Lips or Eyes: eyes
69. Hugs or Kisses: Kisses
70. Short or Tall: hehe I always need phone-books for kisses… But I like tall girls…
71. Easygoing or serious: I like serious, but also dreamy moments…
72. Romantic or Spontaneous: romantic…
73. Fatty or Skinny: anorexic oO
74. Sensitive or Loud: both I guess… although I prefer sensitiveness…
75. Hook-up or Relationship: does that matter?
76. Sweet or Caring: n’t lik... ]]> ~persephone1985 http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/6378012/ http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/6378012/ Thu, 20 Oct 2005 04:43:58 PDT

it was soooo cool, my best concert ever...
his show ROCKSSSSS!

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]]> ~persephone1985 http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/5022570/ http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/5022570/ Thu, 07 Apr 2005 05:33:36 PDT
any comments?
yup...


http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/4026432/ Thu, 09 Dec 2004 11:32:42 PST
today the CD of demoncountess arrived and I'm soooo happy with it
Songs of Hagalaz Runedance, Inkubus Sukkubus, diva Destruction (WOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOOOOOOOOT), Anne Clark and some more ^^

bought on saturday the new Album of Untoten- Herrschaft der Vampire
and it's totally awesome! Greta Csatlos is a sexbomb

I'm drawing on a comic at the moment, so it will last a bit of time until I'm going to upload something damn what a good joke

hehe cyaz!

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]]> ~persephone1985 http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/3822771/ http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/3822771/ Sat, 13 Nov 2004 04:00:49 PST Alien Sex Fiend - Now I’m feeling zombified(live)
Bauhaus - Stigmata Martyr
Big electric cat - Paris Skyes
The Cure - Why can’t I be you
The Cult - Spirit Walker
Danielle Max - Yummer Yummer Man
Der Fluch - Werwolf
Diva Destruction - The broken ones
Epica - Feint
Faith and the Muse - Hollow Hills
Fields of the Nephilim - Blue Water
Fliehende Stürme - Mein langsamer Tod
Gene loves Jezebel - Desire (come and get it)
Incubus Succubus - Belladonna and Aconite
Incubus Succubus - Heart of Lilith
Isecs - Einheitsschritt
March Violets - Walk into the sun
March Violets - Snake Dance (7" Mix)
Nina Hagen - Du hast den Farbfilm vergessen
The Marionettes - Ave Dementia
Peter Murphy - Cuts you up
Placebo - every me every you
Qntal - An der Morgen Fruo
Recht herzlich - Walpurgisnacht
Red Lorry Yellow Lorry - Walking on your hands
Rosenstolz - Nymphoman
Christian Death (Rozz Williams) - Spiritual Cramp
Sex Gang Children - Sebastiane
Siouxsie and the Banshees - Spellbound
The sisters of mercy - Marian
Säurekeller - Hiroshima
Skeletal Family - The promised Land
Soko Friedhof - Ficken und Töten
Tool - Die eier von Satan
Untoten - Die out by the sea
Untoten - Raben
Virgin Prunes - Baby turns blue
Xmal Deutschland - Geheimnis
XPQ-21 - Bela Lugosi’s Dead
Zeraphine - Sterne sehen

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Member at ]]> ~persephone1985 http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/3290523/ http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/3290523/ Sun, 05 Sep 2004 06:13:24 PDT ]]> ~persephone1985 http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/3090776/ http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/3090776/ Tue, 10 Aug 2004 12:00:02 PDT
Why do I love if I only earn pain for it... ]]> ~persephone1985 http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/2777151/ http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/2777151/ Thu, 01 Jul 2004 03:54:04 PDT
CG's will be just submitted on my homepage...

Why? I'm just tired of some guys, nothin' more... ]]> ~persephone1985 http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/2770946/ http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/2770946/ Wed, 30 Jun 2004 10:52:24 PDT
I don't want to see a pencil anymore...

so... whatever... ]]> ~persephone1985 http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/2755381/ http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/2755381/ Mon, 28 Jun 2004 12:27:41 PDT I wish I had an angel
For one moment of love
I wish I had your angel
Your Virgin Mary undone
I`m in love with my lust
Burning angelwings to dust
I wish I had your angel tonight

Deep into a dying day
I took a step outside an innocent heart
Prepare to hate me fall when I may
This night will hurt you like never before

Old loves they die hard
Old lies they die harder

I wish...

I`m going down so frail `n cruel
Drunken disguise changes all the rules

Old loves...

I Wish...

Greatest thrill
Not to kill
But to have the prize of the night
Hypocrite
Wannabe friend
13th disciple who betrayed me for nothing!

Last dance, first kiss
Your touch my bliss
Beauty always comes with dark thoughts

I wish...

(Lyrics by Nightwish)


"ONCE" KICKS ASS ]]> ~persephone1985 http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/2627267/ http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/2627267/ Thu, 10 Jun 2004 08:12:18 PDT I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away

You've gone away, you don't feel me anymore

The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away

‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away

‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone

You've gone away, you don't feel me anymore

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Oh my god... I love this song so much... *dreams and stares at Dani's Photograph* ]]> ~persephone1985 http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/2586932/ http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/2586932/ Sat, 05 Jun 2004 03:23:50 PDT
[link]

You can clearly see that this is an overpainting but the "drawer" means that it's from her... man

the funniest thing I've ever seen ]]> ~persephone1985 http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/2565926/ http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/2565926/ Wed, 02 Jun 2004 11:57:33 PDT Smothered by those who could not bear to face reality

Every beat of your heart tore the lies all apart
Made foundations quiver
Every wave in the lake caused the porcelain to break
And I shiver....

The leftover tallow just doesn't contain
All the right answers
Under a sea of dust lies a vast wealth of wisdom

As untouched snow turns red
Innocence dies

This black page in history is not colourfast,
Will stain the next
All what remains is just a feint of what was meant to be
This black page in history is not colourfast,
Will stain the next
And nothing seems in life,
In dreams like what was meant to be

(lyrics by EPICA) ]]> ~persephone1985 http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/2555956/ http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/2555956/ Tue, 01 Jun 2004 06:34:18 PDT If I only could, I'd be running up that hill."

It doesn't hurt me.
Do you want to feel how it feels?
Do you want to know that it doesn't hurt me?
Do you want to hear about the deal that I'm making?
You, it's you and me.

And if I only could,
I'd make a deal with God,
And I'd get him to swap our places,
Be running up that road,
Be running up that hill,
Be running up that building.
If I only could, oh...

You don't want to hurt me,
But see how deep the bullet lies.
Unaware I'm tearing you asunder.
Ooh, there is thunder in our hearts.

Is there so much hate for the ones we love?
Tell me, we both matter, don't we?
You, it's you and me.
It's you and me won't be unhappy.

And if I only could,
I'd make a deal with God,
And I'd get him to swap our places,
Be running up that road,
Be running up that hill,
Be running up that building,
Say, if I only could, oh...

You,
It's you and me,
It's you and me won't be unhappy.

"C'mon, baby, c'mon darling,
Let me steal this moment from you now.
C'mon, angel, c'mon, c'mon, darling,
Let's exchange the experience, oh..."

And if I only could,
I'd make a deal with God,
And I'd get him to swap our places,
Be running up that road,
Be running up that hill,
With no problems.

And if I only could,
I'd make a deal with God,
And I'd get him to swap our places,
Be running up that road,
Be running up that hill,
With no problems.

And if I only could,
I'd make a deal with God,
And I'd get him to swap our places,
Be running up that road,
Be running up that hill,
With no problems.

If I only could
Be running up that hill
With no problems...

"If I only could, I'd be running up that hill.
If I only could, I'd be running up that hill." ]]> ~persephone1985 http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/2476651/ http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/2476651/ Fri, 21 May 2004 11:51:35 PDT could you fill the break
we're on the right way, to swing the little axe
it's the right day, to give up the tax

We use the pain, for our fantasy
we need some pain to find the right way
we love the pain and want some more of it
control the pain, chickenhead !

Right way turning, listen we are learning
head full of noise
chickens got no choice
heads are rollin
chickenblood is stolen
the rest of the chicken
wants to picke-nicken

Could you feed your chicken, cause I'm hungering
drinks and chips for free
the muscles like Bruce Lee

We use the pain for our fantasy
we need some pain to find the right way
we love the pain and want some more of it
control the pain, chickenhead

Right way turning listen we are learning ...

Painfull, the table's red
big storm and no regret
dark side, we use the pain
captain, we are lost insane
mother, we cut the dump, mother
mother, we all, we all, we all

Right way turning, listen we are learning ...




Guano Apes are the perfect -music ]]> ~persephone1985 http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/2368615/ http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/2368615/ Wed, 05 May 2004 23:33:42 PDT
... ]]> ~persephone1985 http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/2254951/ http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/2254951/ Mon, 19 Apr 2004 10:28:54 PDT
They're absolutely gorgeous
Got today the cd of them at ebay, also books of Nietzsche and Platon...

there's just one problem... too less money
alwys the same... so much to buy, so less to buy ]]> ~persephone1985 http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/2240880/ http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/2240880/ Sat, 17 Apr 2004 08:27:00 PDT
335889202

Today I'm totally bored, listening to Wolfsheim and Goethes Erben... try to paint a mermaid for my sister but I got no juice to do it

What are you doing against less motivation? ]]> ~persephone1985 http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/2169157/ http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/2169157/ Wed, 07 Apr 2004 02:31:50 PDT

Now I'm 19!!!!!

...and I hate to get one year older...

:faints: ]]> ~persephone1985 http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/1807077/ http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/1807077/ Sat, 07 Feb 2004 06:06:39 PST

got a new haircolour, finally on the top black and at the end in NEON-Blue

today I bought a new pair of contact-lenses... wolf-eyes they look so awesome!!!! Now I look like a freaky werewolf or a vampire *ggg*

and what else? hm... lazy like always... I'm drawing new ministories of PUNK 'N GOTH... got some ideas for new episodes we will see!


visit my split personality: ]]> ~persephone1985 http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/1771071/ http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/1771071/ Sat, 31 Jan 2004 07:40:17 PST Current music - Untoten: Die out by the sea

Yo guys... what could I write?

I'm back from vocational school and I'm satisfied with my marks... even if they COULD be better... but I'm such a lazy thing... alsways the same problem. Try to reach the best effect with the least possible costs

I'm working again... with such fucking golf-projects. I HATE GOLF! but... anyway, I earn my money with this shit... How ironic, I'm against commercial and I work for Commercial... I should trade my job... think so...

and love? Single as always... I think that girls hate me ]]> ~persephone1985 http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/1698978/ http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/1698978/ Sun, 18 Jan 2004 04:11:39 PST I triy to do some new b/w - Photos with women or animals... just see what graz will bring check 'em out at

I also got some of my school notes... not bad at all I think but maths and society will kill me someday
And what else? Single as always... I think I'm not really the ideal-type for women *sigh* what am I doing wrong always? If I give roses to a girl she wants Lilies. And I bring them to her, she is allergic against them ]]> ~persephone1985 http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/1603647/ http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/1603647/ Tue, 30 Dec 2003 13:30:25 PST
[link]

what should I say... very...very... depressed... if you wanna know why click at my journal...

Deviants I love and admire... great photographers, artists and friends:





...visit my split personality
]]> ~persephone1985 http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/1599328/ http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/1599328/ Mon, 29 Dec 2003 13:46:58 PST
I wanted to celebrate Silvester in Graz but the fuckers ain't got a single room in a hotel... even my friends ain't got some place for me...

now... the ONLY thing I can do is closing my room's door and playing Bloody Roar 4 the whole night!!!!!!!!!
RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRG

FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK FUCKFUCK!

but... is just the only way... I hate alcohol on silvester... geeeez...

So here is my Question:
WHAT THE HELL ARE U DOING ON SILVESTER??????

and... What's your favourite computergame?

I like at most:

BLODDY ROAR 4
FINAL FANTASY X
GUNGRAVE

and other stuff but bloody roar at most... FUCK, I need the 3rd part and BR EXTREME o.o and also... PRIMAL FURY

where shall I take the money? ]]> ~persephone1985 http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/1580605/ http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/1580605/ Thu, 25 Dec 2003 04:34:33 PST I am going to cry blood
If you could look into my eyes

You are full of guilty
even if you are an angel
let me die
and kiss me goodnite

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I don't know why... but i'm so depressed at the moment... christmas-time is ain't nothing but depressing. I look outside... there is a lot of snow... it's cold and foggy...

I can't draw anything... I'm just able to write poems or proses. But they are all in german so I don't know if i'd post it here...

Fellin' so lonely all the time. I got a person... I love her really... but she's so far away... and I think she knows that I mean her >.<

Life is fuckin'... give a pillar on my face and steal my breath... ]]> ~persephone1985 http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/1545923/ http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/1545923/ Wed, 17 Dec 2003 00:53:18 PST

http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/1505457/ Mon, 08 Dec 2003 05:18:15 PST glory knights with glowing swords
Glory warriors on horses
black as the night
Come on, let's win the fight!

Carry on the shining light
the grace of God and his holiness
Destroy the people who won't believe
burn them like a thief
Come on let's bring the bloody light!

Killing innocent women and kids
Killing them by hardest hits
Your god is just so pure and wonderful
you're too blind to see the bloodred seas
Come on... to open your blind eyes... ]]> ~persephone1985 http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/1439437/ http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/1439437/ Sun, 23 Nov 2003 03:31:07 PST Throwing rocks at your window
That I never even knocked on the front door

I walk by statues
Never even made one chip
But if I can leave a mark
On the monument of the heart
I just might lay myself down
For a little more than I had the last day
The last day
The last day

Wait a time
To spare these lies we tell ourselves
These days have come and gone
But this time is sweeter than honey

(© by Evanescence)

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I'd like to dedicate this song to those Deviants I love and admire at most...


Thanks for your friendship and trust ]]> ~persephone1985 http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/1435525/ http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/1435525/ Sat, 22 Nov 2003 07:08:54 PST rain clouds come to play again
Has no one told you she's not breathing?
Hello... I'm your mind giving you someone to talk to

Hello

If I smile and don't believe
soon I know I'll wake from this dream
Don't try to fix me I'm not broken
Hello I'm the lie living for you so you can hide

Don't cry

Suddenly I know I'm not sleeping
Hello I'm still there
All that's left of yesterday ]]> ~persephone1985 http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/1274480/ http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/1274480/ Tue, 14 Oct 2003 00:46:38 PDT
there was a report about children pornography... and the result was, that the number of Guys who watch these kinds of pornography and do the same in reality, grew in the last years from 6% to 30% !

What the hell is going on in the head of such perverts? I can't understand it! They're fucking childern from 4 months to 10 years... I can't get it. What does the police against it? NOTHING! Police-man, Politics and Teachers are watching this shit...

This world is getting more and more... sick... just... SICK! ]]> ~persephone1985 http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/1249180/ http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/1249180/ Tue, 07 Oct 2003 22:43:45 PDT
Autumn... Rain... Dead...

Gimme a shot

Hearing too much Wolfsheim and want to stay in bed... or making suicide... it's horrible... ]]> ~persephone1985 http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/1237866/ http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/1237866/ Sun, 05 Oct 2003 02:18:20 PDT
Lacrimosa-Alleine zu zweit
Lacrimosa-Der morgen danach
LAcrimosa-Schakal
Lacrimosa-Not every Pain hurts
Wolfsheim-Kein zurück
Witt feat. heppner-Die Flut
Wolfsheim-Broken whisper
Wolfsheim-Dark love
Wolfsheim-Real
Einstuerzende Neubauten-Sabrina
Einstuerzende Neubauten-Tanz debil
Siouxsie and the banshees-Stargazer
Siouxsie and the banshees-Cities in dust
Siouxsie and the banshees-Carousel
Zeraphine-Be my rain

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Visit my "split personality"

People I love and adore ]]> ~persephone1985 http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/1216524/ http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/1216524/ Mon, 29 Sep 2003 10:59:43 PDT

Chicks on speed- We don't play guitars (headbang)
Smashing Pumpkins- Rat in a cage (cult-factor 1!!!!!)
Within Temptation- Mother Earth (*_*)
The german Hellsing-Opening!!!!!!!! (fuck who'S singing it?)
Wir sind HElden- Aurelie
Blutengel- Vampire Romance Part 2
Evanescence- Going under
In Extremo- Erdbeermund
Siouxsie and the Banshees- Kiss them for me
Illuminate- Jade
Subway to Sally- Wovon die Wölfe träumen
Lacrimosa- Der Ketzer (DEIN FLEISCH IST SATANS DIENER!!)
LAcrimosa- No blind eye can see
Lacrimosa- Copycat (DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!)
Grave Digger- Valhalla
Lullacry- Don't touch the flame
BOA- Duvet
L'ame Immortelle- Lake of tears
London after midnight- Trick or Treat

So: WHAT THE HELL IS YOUR PLAYLIST?????????????? ]]> ~persephone1985 http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/1156649/ http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/1156649/ Sat, 13 Sep 2003 05:58:14 PDT the whip in your hand
burning desire
you know I can't stand
your burning eyes
they save my skin
you got a body
made of sin

hit me
hit me
show me how to suffer

hit me
hit me
you got me under your control

pain is your answer
pain is your game
don't has a tact
there is nothing to blame
you can do everything
you can cut my flesh
I lay at your feet
my mind is crashed

I see my flesh burning
I can smell the blood
my body explose
just one more cut

the room is gettin darker
I can't see your face
I am feeling so weak
and I am still in race
I feel no more pain
but there is the light
I guess you killed me
in this night

Lyrics ©by Terminal Choice

I feel so... naughty today ]]> ~persephone1985 http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/1140562/ http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/1140562/ Mon, 08 Sep 2003 11:56:01 PDT with an angel of a night.
But I'm afraid to tell.
I don't want to hurt her
don't want to hurt myself.

It's an illusion.
I already got the different part in my life.
But just...
These eyes are fascinating me.
Why?

I don't even know her...
Let's try to forget
and try to hide behind a mask.
I laugh!
But it's a lie.
I feel... like shit. ]]> ~persephone1985 http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/1127544/ http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/1127544/ Thu, 04 Sep 2003 11:09:59 PDT watch the world...
passing by.
Watch the clouds...
listen to the Birds...
forget my sorrow.
Want you by my side...
want to forget the world with you.
Want to kiss your Lips...
lick them...
they taste like old red wine.
Want more of you...
but then you disappear.
Watch the clouds again...
they got your smile.
And now I cry...

]]> ~persephone1985 http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/1121194/ http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/1121194/ Tue, 02 Sep 2003 11:17:27 PDT

Yeah just saying I'd paint Photos... HAHA best joke in my life!

I make a raster-drawing, scan it and put the original photo under the layer with the raster... just for corrections and as a help for a color.

Enough of Explanation? I got enough



Sat for the picture of Sarah125 good 5 hours on my ass and then something like that!

I'd like to scream here if I could

]]> ~persephone1985 http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/1108942/ http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/1108942/ Fri, 29 Aug 2003 06:04:14 PDT I wish... the nightmares would stop...
I wish... I'd laugh again sometimes...
I wish... I'd forget what you've done to me...
What every asshole did to me...

I feel pain. Look into the mirror and see the pain in my eyes. I want to scream but I can't. I have to be silent... have to be brave... never saying a mad word... have to be invisible.

WHY?

My only scream for help are the red tears. I know... I can stop... but do I want?... no

I want to cut my arm so deep that it never will stop bleeding. This pain should be taller than the pain in my soul...

I hate myself...
hate... a cruel word... but the truth.

Dear fucking memories... GET OUT OF MY HEAD! GO AWAY! LEAVE ME ALONE!

... ]]> ~persephone1985 http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/889377/ http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/889377/ Sun, 29 Jun 2003 10:50:02 PDT 2 everyone!!!!!

666 PAGEVIEWS!

THX 2 ALL ]]> ~persephone1985 http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/866838/ http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/866838/ Mon, 23 Jun 2003 03:21:24 PDT
And there's a bad surprise... I adore Manuela Ruda. Don't know why, but I'm really impressed of her... the optical look... all of her.

Man I'm such a morbid crappy thing to adore a murderer... but let's face it: WHO NOT?
Who is not impressed of murderers? Of Charles Manson or Jack the ripper...



]]> ~persephone1985 http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/840848/ http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/840848/ Mon, 16 Jun 2003 12:55:28 PDT
Feelin' empty and sad...

I don't want to be alone... want a cute girlfriend...
makin' all toghether... sleepin' in the same bed... *sigh*
What have I done for such a punishment? I hate it... it seems that the girls can't stand me longer than 4 Months... have to look after real lesbians... not just Bi-girls... even if they look more feminine... *arg*

]]> ~persephone1985 http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/805480/ http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/805480/ Sat, 07 Jun 2003 09:52:04 PDT I HATE TO WRITE IN ENGLISH... und deswegen is der Eintrach jetz in Deutsch was denn? hab doch nichts gemacht ^^"

soda... was könnt ich schreibsln? Is ziemlich viel passiert, auch der Urlaub wurde zwecks einer Morddrohung an mich verkürzt inklusive dem Verdacht, dass meine Freundin mich nur verarscht... ich weiß nicht, ob sie mich noch liebt immerhin wollt sie zuerst ja ne Dreiecksbeziehung mit nem Typen. Ich hab ihr die Meinung dazu gesagt und dann kommt die Meldung, dass sie nen Typen ohnehin vorzieht... ich mein WAS SOLL DAS? nur weil ich keinen Schwanz hab? ich krieg das nimma auf die Reihe... und keina da, der mich eventuell trösten könnt... so ungefähr ich mein, freunde hab ich ohnehin nicht in meiner Gegend und aufspielen will ich mich auch net... es gibt andere Leute, die mehr Probs haben als ich...

also denn...

]]> ~persephone1985 http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/805475/ http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/805475/ Sat, 07 Jun 2003 09:51:19 PDT I HATE TO WRITE IN ENGLISH... und deswegen is der Eintrach jetz in Deutsch was denn? hab doch nichts gemacht ^^"

soda... was könnt ich schreibsln? Is ziemlich viel passiert, auch der Urlaub wurde zwecks einer Morddrohung an mich verkürzt inklusive dem Verdacht, dass meine Freundin mich nur verarscht... ich weiß nicht, ob sie mich noch liebt immerhin wollt sie zuerst ja ne Dreiecksbeziehung mit nem Typen. Ich hab ihr die Meinung dazu gesagt und dann kommt die Meldung, dass sie nen Typen ohnehin vorzieht... ich mein WAS SOLL DAS? nur weil ich keinen Schwanz hab? ich krieg das nimma auf die Reihe... und keina da, der mich eventuell trösten könnt... so ungefähr ich mein, freunde hab ich ohnehin nicht in meiner Gegend und aufspielen will ich mich auch net... es gibt andere Leute, die mehr Probs haben als ich...

also denn...

]]> ~persephone1985 http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/689725/ http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/689725/ Sun, 04 May 2003 23:11:41 PDT

My phone-bill for one month: TADAAA, 130€



oh man, with no breakfast... ]]> ~persephone1985 http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/650473/ http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/650473/ Wed, 23 Apr 2003 03:45:41 PDT I mean I also get paid... ~.~

yesterday I phoned longer than an hour with my cutie... man I don't want to see the cell-phone bill... *arg* I'm sure it will be more than 100 €.... OH MY SATAAAAAAAAAN .... -.-"

hmm... how can I go eating chinese with my girlfriend without any money? Self-cooking? ou...ou...ou... ]]> ~persephone1985 http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/646665/ http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/646665/ Mon, 21 Apr 2003 22:41:25 PDT
but on sunday... oh damnit ~.~
I missed the train for 3 times... the last was the one to Zurich o.ô at 10:00 pm... came too late for over 50 minutes... and on monday i was with my family at my aunt's place and had to watch over her kids... a NIGHTMARE ;(

and now working again -.- i want to my darling ;o; ]]> ~persephone1985 http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/631174/ http://persephone1985.deviantart.com/journal/631174/ Thu, 17 Apr 2003 11:28:00 PDT
At the moment I'm listening HIM-Endless Dark. Thinking about a picture to draw... maybe a female Joker kissing a virgin? Geeez I don't know

And what's goin' on tomorrow? I'm going to Graz... after 2 weeks I meet my Girlfriend again I missed her sooo much... wish me luck that this weekend will be... horny *bwahahaha* ]]> ~persephone1985