http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:person2no&section=today deviantART RSS for by:person2no en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 30 Dec 2009 05:36:36 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/29077222/ http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/29077222/ Mon, 21 Dec 2009 07:00:34 PST Will be gone the 27th-4th~
Is in love~ [first week anniversary tomorrow ]
Happy New Christmahanakwanzaka Solstice

Stolen from ~StrawberryR
IN 2009, I
( ) stayed single for the whole year
( ) made out in/on a car
( ) kissed in the snow
(x) celebrated Halloween
( ) kissed in the rain
(x) had your heart broken
(x) broke someone else’s heart
(x) had a stalker
( ) went over the minutes on your cell phone
(x) had a good relationship with someone
(x) someone questioned your sexual orientation
( ) gotten pregnant
( ) had an abortion
(x) have a relationship with someone you’ll never forget
(x) done something you’ve regretted
(x) lost faith in love [got it back though~]
( ) kissed under a mistletoe
(x) painted a picture
(x) wrote a poem
(x) ran a mile
( ) shopped at Hollister or Abercrombie and Fitch
(x) posted a blog [I count this as mine]
(x) listened to music you couldn’t stand
(x) went to a sleepover
(x) went camping
( ) threw a surprise party
(x) laughed till you cried
(x) laughed till you peed in your pants
( ) visited a foreign country
( ) cut in a line of waiting people
(x) told someone you were busy when you weren’t
(x) partied to celebrate the new year
( ) cooked a disastrous meal
( ) lost something/someone important to you
(x) broke a promise
(x) lied
(x) went behind your parents back
(x) cried over a broken heart
(x) disappointed someone close
(x) hid a secret
(x) pretended to be happy
(x) slept under the stars
( ) kept your new years resolution
( ) forgot your new years resolution
(x) met someone who changed your life
( ) met one of your idols
(x) changed your outlook on life
(x) sat home all day doing nothing
( ) pretended to be sick
( ) left the country
( ) almost died
( ) given up something important to you
( ) lost something expensive
(x) learned something new about yourself
(x) tried something you normally wouldn’t try and liked it
(x) made a change in your life
(x) found out who your true friends were
(x) met great people
(x) stayed up til sunrise
(x) cried over the silliest thing
( ) was never home on weekends
( ) got into a car accident
(x) had friends who were drifting away from you
( ) had someone close to you die
( ) had a high cell phone bill
( ) spent most of your money on food
( ) had a fist fight
( ) went to the beach with your best friend
( ) saw a celebrity
(x) gotten sick
( ) liked more than 5 people at the same time
(x) became closer with a lot of people

That's all, folks!
~Sonrisa

]]> ~person2no http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/29013385/ http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/29013385/ Fri, 18 Dec 2009 07:01:15 PST ]

Soo... guess who's no longer single He's a really sweet, caring, humble, amazing, intelligent, literate.... well, anyways, he's a great guy... maybe he'll join dA someday

Um.... BANANA TERRICOTTA PIE!! lol, Vincinity of Obscenity by System of a Down. listen to it!!one!1!

Let's see... devs are piling up again, I have some holiday gifts to somehow upload... sorry I've been a bad watcher Things have been busy, ya know... and I'm going to be gone from the 27th through the 3rd... sorry

Stolen from ~KingAtticus [I think >.>]
[ ] smoked
[x] consumed alcohol
[ ] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
[ ] kissed someone of the same sex
[ ] had sex
[x] had someone in your room other than family
[x] watched porn
[ ] bought porn
[ ] tried drugs

TOTAL: 4

[x] taken painkillers
[x] taken someone else's prescription medicine
[x] lied to your parents
[x] lied to a friend
[ ] snuck out of the house
[ ] done something illegal [i'm pretty sure i haven't, anyways]
[x] felt hurt
[x] hurt someone
[x] wished someone to die
[x] seen someone die [kinda... not all of it.]

TOTAL: 12

[ ] missed curfew
[ ] stayed out all night
[x] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[ ] been to a therapist
[ ] received a ticket
[ ] been to rehab
[x] dyed your hair
[x] been in an accident
[ ] been to a club
[x] been to a bar

TOTAL: 16

[ ] been to a wild party
[ ] been to a Mardi Gras parade
[ ] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night
[ ] had a spring break in Florida
[x] sniffed anything
[x] wore black nail polish
[x] wore arm bands
[ ] wore t-shirts with band names
[x] listened to rap

TOTAL: 20

[x] dressed gothic
[x] dressed girly
[x] dressed punk
[ ] dressed grunge
[ ] stole something
[ ] been too drunk to remember anything
[ ] blacked out
[ ] fainted
[x] had a crush on a neighbor

TOTAL: 24

[x] had a crush on a friend
[x] been to a concert
[x] been called a slut
[ ] dry-humped someone; been dry humped
[x] called someone a slut
[ ] installed speakers in a car
[x] broken a mirror
[ ] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
[ ] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush

TOTAL: 28

[ ] considered Ludacris your favorite rapper?
[x] seen an R-rated movie
[x] cruised the mall
[x] skipped school
[x] had surgery
[x] had an injury
[ ] gone to court
[ ] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping
[ ] caught something on fire
[x] lied about your age
TOTAL: 34

[ ] owned/rented an apartment/house
[ ] broke the law in the police's presence
[ ] made out with someone who had a GF/BF
[ ] got in trouble with the police
[x] talked to a stranger
[ ] hugged a stranger
[ ] kissed a stranger
[ ] rode in the car with a stranger
[x] been harassed
[x] been verbally harassed

TOTAL: 37

[ ] met face-to-face with someone you met online
[x] stayed online for 5+ hours straight
[ ] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight
[x] watched TV for 5 hours straight
[x] been to a fair
[x] been called a bad influence
[ ] drank and drove
[x] prank-called someone
[x] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex
[x] cheated on a test

TOTAL: 44

If you have 00-10 ... write [I'm a goody-goody]
If you have 11-20 ... write [I'm still a goody-goody]
If you have 21-30 ... write [I'm average]
If you have 31-40 ... write [I'm a bad kid]
If you have 41-50 ... write [I'm a very bad influence] <--
If you have 51-60 ... write [I'm a horrible person]
If you have 61-70 ... write [I should be in jail]
If you have 71-80 ... write [I should be dead]
If you have 81-90 ... write [I got a ticket to Hell]


Sooo... that's it f... ]]> ~person2no http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/28840347/ http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/28840347/ Wed, 09 Dec 2009 07:46:33 PST I am happy :3

One of my friends found his love

I totally, absolutely do not have a crush. No matter what ~SayingxSorryxx and my other friends say

Buuuuuut... we got some news about the winter ball! Get this... we get on a bus, and they're taking us to a mystery location 45 minutes away!! I can't wait!! BECAUSE IT'S A MASQUERADE!!!!!!! [sorry... but the caps really are necessary] I have my dress... and I think i know what mask I want to buy ^^ All that's left is to get my ticket and a date. Ok, so I prolly won't get a date. But still... can't a girl dream?

But first, I need to get my fingerless gloves and a sweater. It's freezing in here!

Ok, sorry. I don't dare touch the thermostat without mom's permission
Let's see... I get the results from my blood work tomorrow. And I'm really really scared. I have almost non-stop nightmares where I get told that I only have 6 months to live >.>; And lets just say... about this time last year, I had a bunch of nightmares that came true -_-
The yearbook party is the 15th... I can't wait! We did a secret santa thing, and I got ~Bubbachrissy! Sooo... I can't wait to get him his gift And *Kittymoon00013 got me... lol, I can't wait until she sees what I got her >:3

OMG!! There is a Chanaka [yes, i spell fail] radio station on Sirius radio!! 24 hours of Chanaka music!! IS THAT NOT EPIC?!

I'll do a posting flood when we get back to school for Sweet Submission... and I also did a couple cute doodles that I want to post. Cause they don't fail.

New project- you'll have to wait and seeee...
Other projects to work with- the requests that I owe people now

FINAL WORD BEFORE I FINALLY SHUT UP: If I seem bitchy lately, I'm really sorry. I've hurt a lot of people lately, and I really really don't mean it. I promise.

Now, maybe some chicken noodle soup for breakfast... and maybe even make a snow man!

~Sonrisa-chan

]]> ~person2no http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/28808876/ http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/28808876/ Mon, 07 Dec 2009 15:44:39 PST Friend 1- Making a christmas card for his online friends. Either digital art or photography. Looking for a simple-er background ^^
Friend 2- Making a CD cover. Would prefer photography. Snowy-scene and the like

REWARD: If you put either F1 or F2 and at least 1 usable link [please please please go by the above guidlines] I'll write you a request story/poem or do a photo manip

This is why you love me ^^

~Sonrisa-chan

]]> ~person2no http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/28742594/ http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/28742594/ Fri, 04 Dec 2009 08:29:43 PST important in it!


Oh, right, important stuff
Well... after lurking er, going through, Polyvore yesterday, I came across this: [link]
Some of them really touched me.
Soooo... I remembered something somebody had told me... and made this: [link]
And, well... I want to take your noted secrets, either Photoshop [once I'm back in school], Gimp [if I'm still home], or Polyvore [I'd like to get away from it though...] it, and post it to dA. If you did a journal with people's secrets, and would allow me to use some...please send me a note with the link. Thanks guys!

Not so important-
-I'm in love. With Panic At The Disco.
- And Johnny Depp. CURSE MY BROKEN DVD PLAYER!!! ;_; It still has my Sweeney Todd in it *insert emotional, uncontrollable sobbing*
- Oh, and found a new quirk about myself. Apperantly talking about myself makes me physically sick. Something tells me that can't be good...

[did I mention I'm home sick again?]
Anyways, off to make more snowflakes And these kind too!- [link]

Your resident journal whore,
~Sonrisa-chan

]]> ~person2no http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/28723543/ http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/28723543/ Thu, 03 Dec 2009 06:59:57 PST

Soo... woke up this morning, and I hurt. Like... a lot. Soooo... I got to stay home. Well, mom panicked, and made me get up to go get my blood work done [ew ew ew i don't like getting poked by needles] They took 4 vials D: 4!! Stupid doctor said it'd only be 2...
*cough cough* Anyways... we'll hopefully get the results back in a week.

Also, I finally got over myself and made up my friend. ^^

AAAAND (sorry, not much to do when you're home sick. again.) I can't wait until Jan. 9th. The winter dance this year is a masquerade, I guess, so I have my mask.. and my sexy shirt (dammit, it's sexy and I love it!!) and I suppose I could go out and buy a pretty new skirt the day after christmas... hmm... *goes off on a Victorian day dream*

Er... sorry. Been re-reading the Gothic Charm School website~

With love,
Sonrisa

PS- Oh yeah. Anybody know any good books to read? I have the feeling I might be bedridden for a while.

]]> ~person2no http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/28714522/ http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/28714522/ Wed, 02 Dec 2009 17:04:16 PST I need to get a blood test. yay. They're looking for:
-mono
-thyroid problems
-my blood sugar
-my blood cell counts [red, white, hemoglobin...]


Soooo... yeah.
I'm in intense pain. All the time. Soo... expect decreased/delayed comments/faves from me. Will continue my uploads when I'm up to it though.

~Sonrisa-chan.

]]> ~person2no http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/28659985/ http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/28659985/ Mon, 30 Nov 2009 07:10:22 PST
Let's recap?

The things that made me happy:
Got Pretty. Odd.
Got 2 christmas trees set up, and one decorated.
My cool family members came.
Got a sexy new shirt.
I thought I was over him.
My friend got a date.
I got an idea for a new story called "Operation: Coach Handbag"
I finished writing Sweet Submission.
I get to [pretend to] be Baron d'Holbach

Then how it all got killed [on various days, of course]
I realized why I did what I did.
I now have several permanent reminders of the pain.
I let everybody down.
Love songs still make me cry.
Found out a friend had a crush on me... and I kinda knew it, but I didn't want to get my hopes up and now he has a girlfriend and yeah.
I have to answer questions and give a speech D:


Soooo, yeah.
I hope you're happy. Because there's nothing more I can do for you. I gave you my heart, my soul, and my trust, and goddammit, I want it back.
~Sonrisa-chan.

Stolen from *Kittymoon00013
100 Things You Might Not Know About Me...
answer these questions then tag 10 people to do the same.

1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
My dad's girlfriend's dog had long nails.

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
Stuff. Pictures, name tags, etc.

3. DO YOU SNORE, GRIND YOUR TEETH, OR TALK IN YOUR SLEEP?
I'm assuming I snore, and I've been told I occasionally talk.

4. WHAT TYPE OF MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
Just about anything.

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
Sometime.

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
-skips due to a lack of non-depressing answers-

7. WHAT DO YOU MISS?
-skips twice-

8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION(S)?
*points to book of awards*

9. HOW TALL ARE YOU?
Like... 5' 8"?

10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
Occasionally. I just claim it to avoid talking to people.

11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
Oh yes.

12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
He knows who he is.

13. WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?
Immortality. Getting pregnant. Addiction. Take your pick.
~person2no http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/28563692/ http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/28563692/ Wed, 25 Nov 2009 08:33:12 PST Um... yeah.
Can't think of anything to write....

About that storrrrrry:
I've typed up part 8, will start writing part 9 soon. Hehe... special little thing about part 8... it's gonna be mature content, but I wrote it so that it wouldn't affect the plot at all ^^ Think of it as... a special little extra if you're old enough to read it >:3

I'm excited to get to see some family soon... not looking foreward to othter family members...


QUICK WEEKLY KINDNESS CHALLENGE SINCE I'M A BITCH LIKE THAT:
Tell me... 5 things that you're thankful for, and I'll give you a bonus point. ^^

Allllllsoooooooooooooooooooooooo,
if you know what's going on in my head, Imma ask you now to not mention it~ Kthxmyheadacheisbadenoughasitiswithouthi mbeinginmyheadtoo.

woahrunonwordsaresopretty. >.>



ALSO-
I feel a period of bad watching ahead. I'z sorry. [Seriously...killer headache. makes me wanna go all Zeus and have my head chopped open with an ax.]

But, since I love you guys so much, story teaser~
Part 1:
"Let me go!" Sonrisa banged on her locked door again. "Let me go, let me go, LET ME GO!!" She kicked it in frustration, then fell in exhaustion. It's been too long she's been locked in there. He's mad at her again. She angered Him. So, yet again, she's locked into the small, windowless room. There's a single flickering light bulb, its harsh light somehow making the room seem colder. The faded wallpaper is peeling off the walls. The heavily stained carpet exhales a small cloud of dust as she slowly crawls to the pile of rags that serves as her bed. He never lets her clean this room. No matter what else He makes her do, she's never allowed to vacuum, dust, or wash the rags.
She hates Him with a passion, but what is she to do? It's His collar that's around her neck, and His force that put her in here. She tried to escape again. She's tried almost every week for a year now. Every time, she gets caught, and is locked up for 6 days again. She dreams of being happy while she's serving a Master tea, of a Master, who though is firm, loves her. But, for now, she is forced into slavery to this harsh man. He whips her mercilessly, cut off her contact with her family, and never shows affection.
She fell onto the rags, her stomach protesting it's hunger. It's approximately day three of her solitary confinement, and she's had but 2 meals the entire time. Then again, meals was a pretty generous term for a few stale crackers, old cheese, and whatever else Master thought would be acceptable for a slave like her to eat. Sonrisa shielded her eyes from the uncovered bulb. She shivers in the cold, and wraps her pale arms tighter around herself. The corset Master permits her to wear has not warmth to it at all, and serves only as a reminder of her misery. As she closed her eyes, she couldn't help but to plot her next escape...


:gasp: Isn't it weird?! And yeah... it's written in a weird tense, but don't worry, I wrote part 2 normally.

~Sonrisa-chan

]]> ~person2no http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/28523797/ http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/28523797/ Mon, 23 Nov 2009 07:41:00 PST
Grrr.... so, I'm in school for the first time in a while. I hate it. My head is killing me, I feel sick, and all I want to do is crawl into myself and pass out. Seriously.

I've started a new story. Starts off with a look at myself. Then goes into a fanfic. Long live the Willy Wonka fan girls. It's 7 sections long already.

Soooooo... yeah. I hate my life, and you're the reason why.
[Flipping somebody off isn't code for I really wanna talk]

Single life is fail. I miss that feeling that somebody out there cares, that you can trust them with your life, that everything will be ok one day.

I just got invited to apply to try to go to some HOBE leadership conference...which would be 4th-6th of June. Apperantly it's really crazy. My birthday is the 5th. So... I don't know if I wanna try or not. We have to write an essay to even be considered, and beat out 8 other people. :/ So. I might not try. I don't do leadership! I'm a sub for crying out loud! XD

Yeah. Life still fails.
~Sonrisa-chan.

]]> ~person2no http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/28463222/ http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/28463222/ Fri, 20 Nov 2009 05:47:49 PST
anyyyyywaaaayyyyys. elaboration on whats wrong:
My mom has 2 spinal disks pushing into the fluid. And nobody will help her. Because "there's nothing wrong" Fucking bull shit. People can't walk because "there's nothing wrong" You don't cry and throw up every morning from pain that isn't there!
And there's a cyst on her ovary. 'Cause, you know, that could be bad. Like something the person who did your MRI should tell you. BUT HE DIDN'T. BASTARD.
Mark is telling everybody that I'm a whore. Long story short: K went to planned parenthood, got a ton of condoms [ew ew ew], gave some to D [for her and her boyfriend ew ew ew] who gave me one so I could...well, I don't even know why I wanted it. Not like I'm getting laid. Aaaanyways. I gave it to Timmy, who didn't want it. So he told me to give it to Mark as a joke. Well... as I was about to go to my homeroom, I threw it at him. And I guess he proceeded to tell everybody that I'm a whore. Yay. Thanks Mark. That totally makes me think you're cool.
I've had an almost nonstop headache and neasea since... Tuesday. I mean, I've had these headaches for a while, and the stomach issues, just not this bad. Today is the second day of school I'm missing this week... and fuck, was supposed to turn in a very important thing for yearbook! fuck fuck fuck fuck fuuuuuuck.
Not that anybody will know I'm missing. My math teacher didn't. "Hey, *name*, how do you solve this problem?" "Umm.... you..." luckily, some of my friends saved me, but later... I was talking about the work I had to make up... "Yeah, I'm out sick for a day and-" "You weren't here yesterday?" "...I hate my life." At which point I proceeded to headdesk to the class's amusement.
Speaking of headdesking... in Chem, I had my head down because it hurt so much, and my friend came up and slammed my head against the table. Repeatedly.
And the period before that, I got punched in the arm repeatedly because I'm so fail.
I'm trying very hard to stay sober... I haven't gotten high in a week, which is a freaking miracle for me.
Tuesday night, I came home, and the first thing my mom told me was that my grandmother had been in the hospital. She fell. Luckily, nothing is broken, but she's very bruised. And she's home.
Tomorrow I have to go do yearbook photography, so I'm hoping that I don't puke all over. Cause, that'd be just my luck.
I'm also trying very very hard not to cut. Goddammit I have issues.
And this week has helped me realize why I suck at relationships. Because I'm afraid to be that dependant on somebody. Because I'm afraid that they'll grow attatched to me. Because I hate breaking their trust and promises. Because I'm afraid that they'll hurt me. So what do I do? I leave. And I end up hurting them more than anything they could do to me.

Now, if you'll excuse me, I feel sick again.
~Sonrisa-chan


NOTICE: WEEKLY KINDNESS CHALLENGE IS HEREBY PAUSED UNTIL I FIGURE OUT WHAT THE FUCKING HELL IS GOING ON

]]> ~person2no http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/28446575/ http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/28446575/ Thu, 19 Nov 2009 08:03:19 PST
And I'm trying very very hard not to throw up on everybody. Life fucking sucks. Shoot me.

Now.


[I know you're reading this. I still stand by my descision. You deserve better, and need to get over me]

]]> ~person2no http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/28389744/ http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/28389744/ Mon, 16 Nov 2009 07:20:55 PST See that word just wares me out/
Makes me feel like just another boy/
To laugh and joke about" ♪♫ ~Trouble by Nevershoutnever

So. Finally got my lazy butt in gear. Down to 15 deviations! \o/

Weekly kindness challenge:
None for this week. Trying to figure out my heart. sorry

Are you cheating on someone right now?
…maybe.

Will you be in a relationship next month?
Idk… what do I look like, a fortune teller?!

Anyone you're giving up on?
I’m tryng.

Who will you be sleeping with tonight?
You

What do you think of girls/boys that play games with people's hearts?
Gr.

Who was the first person you talked to today?
My heart? If not, Persona-sama.

When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in the face?
Everytime I look in a mirror.

Do you like Subway?
Sure…?

Who’s the last person you had a deep/serious conversation with?
-_-

Have you ever had an Oreo with peanut butter?
…*wants to now*

Are you trying to avoid liking somebody at the moment?
YES, STOP MAKING ME LOVE YOU!!! D:

Have you held hands with anyone this week?
Timmy :3

Do you ignore people when you're mad/upset with them?
lol, duh.

The last person you kissed, where are they?
…no have me first kiss yet, jerk

Do you think you've changed over the past year?
…ya.

Do you care if people talk badly about you?
meh.

Is there anybody you wish you could be spending time with right now?
*nods sadly*

Do you trust all your friends?
…

Huge plans this weekend?
Gotta take pics of the drama production

Can you sleep without blankets covering you?
sure, when it’s warm

Do you have a reason to smile right now?
Basshunter.

when was the last time you cried?
this morning

Who can you completely be yourself around?
Olive.

Does seeing couples in love make you mad?
Naw. :3

Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
Yes.

Are any of your texts in your inbox locked and why?
Yeah, cause I never want to lose them XD

Where will you be in an hour?
Um… chem class, I think?

Do you care if people hate you for no reason?
No.

Would you go in public looking like you do right now?
XD duh. I look like a slutty schoolgirl, but ya.

Do you believe exes can be friends?
Yeah…it takes time though.

Do you hold grudges?
sometimes

Are you in a good mood?
not really

Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?
several

Are you mad at someone?
yes…no…I DON’T KNOW!

Do you miss your past?
sometimes

Besides this, what are you doing right now?
a lot.

What is something you are looking forward to?
the day he moves on.

Have you ever sent a text to the wrong person?
lol ya

Are you stubborn?
can be

Last thing you drank?
coffee

Current temperature outside?
…*looks out the window* looks like I’d rather be out there than here.

Think back 2 months ago, were you happier now or then?
…I can’t remember!

Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
sure?

Has anyone told you they missed you lately?
D:

If you took a drug test right now, would you pass?
maybeeeeee….

Do you know anyone that smokes weed?
*looks around the computer lab* I’m surronded by pot heads and druggies.

Have you ever crawled through a window?
…maybe?

Natural hair color?
brown.

Have you ever been caught doing something you weren't supposed to?
lol ya

Are you taken or single?
SINGLE. I THINK. I HOPE.

Where was the last place you fell asleep other than your bed?
the car?

Are you keeping a big secret right now?
maybe.

How was your day yesterday?
horrible.

Do you think relationships are ever really worth it?
yeah

do you believe people deserve second chances?
sometimes

Do you want to start over with anyone?
maybe?

Has anyone called you perfect before?
yeah, I hate it D:

W... ]]> ~person2no http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/28231860/ http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/28231860/ Mon, 09 Nov 2009 07:14:46 PST I know that I love you/
oh baby why don't you see"
~All I Ever Wanted by Basshunter

Since Kittymoon00013 hates my short journals Imma add some tags at the bottom. I apologize.
But first, since I'm an egotistical maniac, things about me~
I apologize for my lack of contributions and whatnot... things have been hectic. I'm sorry.
Also, I've decided to proclaim... I'm a submissive person Just in case you couldn't tell *bows respectfully and serves tea*
630 Devs to go through, I'm sorry.
Ps- Expect photos later.

Weekly kindness challenge...
Since Aro-kun is being a loser and picking lame ones [jk ]... this week's is... Oh, I know!
[stolen from crazyshiro]:
THIS IS A HUG CERTIFICATE!
Send one to all your friends who you think deserve a hug (which, hopefully includes the person who sent it to you)!!

You might send it to your enemies as well!
It'll really make them stop and think!!!

If you don't receive this back, nobody likes you, and they wish you'd stop bugging them!


If you receive this back 1 time, open up! Find more friends, enemies, or enemies pretending to be friends

If you receive this back 2 times, you're off to a good start! (Unless you sent it to yourself! That's cheating!)

If you receive this back 3 times, you're a good friend.

If you receive this back 4 times, you're truly loved as a friend!!

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YOU'VE BEEN HUGGED!

Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)
Ok, I want you to send this to at least 5 people. Be they random deviants, close friends, or enemies! Just comment and tell me that you did.
Points-
[er...been too lazy to tally points lately >>;]


Stolen from: KingAtticus
.:FIRE:.

[x] You have a short temper.
[x] You often act on your emotions without thinking first.
[ ] You are very competitive.
[ ] You like to play with fire.
[ ] You are not a strong swimmer or you can't swim at all.
[ ] You prefer warm weather over cold weather.
[x] You often lose control over yourself.
[ ] You can be quite reckless.
[x] You sometimes hurt people without realizing it.
[x] People have often called you insane.
Total: 5

.:WATER:.

[ ] You have a calm, laid-back personality.
[x] You like to go to the beach.
[ ] You rarely get angry.
[ ] When you do get angry, you know how to control it.
[x] You think before you act.
[ ] You are good at breaking up fights.
[x] You are a good swimmer.
[x] You like the rain.
[ ] You can stay calm in stressful situations.
[ ] You are very generous.
Total: 4

.:EARTH:.

[ ] You are physically strong.
[x] You have a... ]]> ~person2no http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/28156440/ http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/28156440/ Thu, 05 Nov 2009 07:43:03 PST
At any rate, double study halls. Everyday. Biznitch

So.... IDK, that makes me happy.

Also, this freaking headache won't go away ;_; I even stopped huffing and all that to try to make it stop, but it's still there... and the one night *shudders*

So, the stuff you care about: I'M ATTEMPTING TO GO THROUGH MY DEVIATIONS. GIVE ME SOME MORE TIME, PLEASE. DON'T FORCLOSE ON ME!!!

ALSO, ACCESS TO PHOTOSHOP AGAIN <333

That's it, I suppose. Maybe. At least I have complete thoughts again. It's a nice feeling.
Or maybe that's the Sweeney songs talking. Who knows? Certainly not me~

Why do I space things so weird? ...How on Earth do you people put up with it? ;_;

[PS, borrowed a book of philosophy from my English teacher. Pwn.]

~Sonrisa-chan.

]]> ~person2no http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/28091708/ http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/28091708/ Sun, 01 Nov 2009 16:32:35 PST
Wrist snapping... "Oh shit this hurts!!! *is laughing insanely* It burns! Give me another one!!"

Wow. Lacking complete thoughts. Weird.

Love, your worst nightmare.

WKC- Make...a card for somebody? 2 pts.
Also, I'm popular online. PWN.

Sorry for my lack of being online,things are hectic atm. yay XD

OLIVIA, BABE, HIT ME UP, WE NEED TO HANG AGAIN, I LOVE YA <33
BRANDON, I DUN LOVE YOU, BUT SINCE YOU BLOCKED ME, I CAN'T TELL YOU THAT WE'RE GOING TO HAVE A VEGGIE PLATTER >.>

]]> ~person2no http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/28007148/ http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/28007148/ Wed, 28 Oct 2009 06:13:54 PDT MRI. 2 abnormalities. Fuck. My. Life.
PS... sorry about the retarded kitten story. English class.

]]> ~person2no http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/27944218/ http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/27944218/ Sat, 24 Oct 2009 15:40:48 PDT
the fact that dad gets visitation is /not/ helping at all D:

*goes off to a corner to die*

Kindness challenge- make your own.

]]> ~person2no http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/27856329/ http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/27856329/ Mon, 19 Oct 2009 15:21:55 PDT THE REAL REASON I WROTE THIS:

WEEKLY KINDNESS CHALLENGE: MAKE A SMALL GIFT FOR A FRIEND 2 pts

and also, story teaser:
A girl steps out of the mist, her pale skin glowing in the light of the full moon. Her long black hair gently stirs in the cool breeze as she pulls her coat tighter around her frail body. She walks along the stone pathway, the fallen October leaves running ahead of her. Her eyes trail the names on the gravestones, looking for the right one. A sharp intake of breath when she reads "Loire". A tear drop when she sees his name, her beautiful Jeffry. She kneels before the grave, resting a black rose on the ground. After searching her pockets, she pulls out a silver razor that catches the light of the moon and bounces it back towards her haunted hazel eyes. With an experienced hand, she pierces her thin skin and lets the blood drip onto the rose. But this is a time like no other. She doesn't stop. The red flows like a thousand rivers of pain and suffering. Her already pale lips turn paler. She doesn't cry out. There is no sound as her body hits the compacted earth. To the very last second, she clings to her memory of him.
They found her clutching onto the rose, a picture of the boy in her pocket. Lindsey Parker was buried beside her boyfriend of 5 years, Jeffry Loire three days later. They say that if you walk in the cemetary at midnight on October 21st you can see a dark haired boy with his arms around a beautiful girl, leaning against the gravestones, facing the lake.


Peace.
~Sonrisa-chan.

PS: Just found out that mom gets her MRI on Thursday.... I really hope they can fix whatever's wrong... I can't lose her ;_;

]]> ~person2no http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/27801314/ http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/27801314/ Fri, 16 Oct 2009 16:37:19 PDT
The suprise I got? My mom. Back. Not looking well. MRI. Worry. Father. Visitation. F**k. [translation: Mom's back is very bad. It's looking bad. She has to get an MRI ASAP. I'm really worried. Father gets visitation on the 25th. F**k.]


1. Mira a tu derecha. ¿qué ves? [Translation: Look to your right. What do you see?]
Veo a mi álbum de fotos, mi radio, mi tiki bar, mi televisión, y mis libros. [I see my photo albums, my radio, my tiki bar, my television, and my books.]

2. Mira a tu izquierda. Entonces, ¿qué ves esta vez? [Look to your left. So what do you see this time?]
Veo un espejo, un maniquí, ventanas, ropa, muñecas ... [I see a mirror, a mannequin, windows, clothes, dolls...]

3. ¿En qué estado de ánimo se encuentra ahora? Cuéntame acerca de sus sentimientos. [What mood is he now? Tell me about your feelings.]
Jeje, estoy cansado, preocupado, pero contento de que es viernes. La vida sigue, incluso cuando usted quiera hacer una pausa. [I am tired, worried, but glad that it's friday. Life goes on, even when you want it to pause.]

4. ¿Qué hará después de hacer esta prueba de tontos? [What will you do after taking this test of fools?]
Probablemente me habla con la gente en el equipo hasta la medianoche, el sueño. [I'll probably talk to people on the computer until midnight, then sleep.]


5. Describa usted en 3 palabras. Solo 3 palabras [Describe yourself in 3 words. Just 3 words]
Hmm.... loca, de miedo, indescriptible. [Crazy, scary, indescribable]

6. Acerca de lo que fue su último sueño te acuerdas? [What is the last dream you remember?]
No quiero hablar de eso ... [I don't want to talk about it...]

7. ¿Qué piensa usted acerca de esta prueba? [What do you think about this test?]
Me pregunto si voy a tener que hacer algo como esto en la clase de español en enero. Y también cuántas personas hablan español. [I'm wondering if I'll have to do something like this in spanish class in Janurary. And also how many people speak spanish.]

8. Últimas completo CD que has escuchado? [Lastest CD track you've heard?]
Yo generalmente uso mi iPod ahora ... y creo que fue "Pain" de Three Days Grace [I generally use my iPod now... and I think it was "Pain" by Three Days Grace]

9. La última película completa que he visto [The last full movie I've seen]
No puedo recordar >>; [I can't remember]

10. Última persona, que te hace sonreír [Last person to make you smile]
¿Cuándo fue la última vez que me sonrió? Podría haber sido Gore ... Yo lo arrastraron por el pasillo para provocar su enojo. [When was the last time I smiled? It might have been Gore... I dragged him down the hallway to make him angry.]

12. Describa sus sentimientos como un color. ¿De qué color así será? [Describe your feelings as a color. And What color is it?]
Gris. Porque no tengo idea. [Gray. Because I have no idea.]

13. ¿Te acuerdas de última beso? ¿Quién te beso? [Do you remember your last kiss? Who was it?]
No he tenido mi primer beso todavía. :[ [I haven't had my first kiss yet.]

14. ¿Amas a alguien? [Do you love someone?]
SÍ!! Estoy enamorada de un chico maravilloso. [YES!! I'm in love with a wonderful boy.]

15. ¿Echas de menos las personas que están tan lejos de ti? [Do you miss people far away?]
Sí. Pero yo me pongo a ver pronto. [Yes. But I get to see them soon.]

16. ¿Cuál es tu mayor sueño? [What is your biggest dream?]
Para lograr algo. [To accomplish something.]

17. Así que este es el final. ¿Qué quiere decir ahora? [So this is the end. What do you say now?]
Para el registro, he utilizado un traductor de español, porque mi español es muy defectuoso. [For the record, I used a spanish translator, because my spanish is very flawed.]


Why did you join this site?
lol, because my friends would go on it in Earth science lab, so I was like "I will too!"

What does your username have to do with you? Is it a combination of your favorite things, or a character of yours?
...do I have to? I was being sarcastic, since my friends didn't like my other sn XD

What is your current icon of?
some of my "teams": Willy Wonka from Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, Sweeney Todd from... Sweeney Todd, and the French Tauntors from Monty Python and the Holy Grail

How many watchers do you have and how many people are you currently watching
~person2no http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/27690255/ http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/27690255/ Sat, 10 Oct 2009 15:30:48 PDT I hope you burn in hell,
Sonrisa-chan.
PS. I hate you.
PPS. Fuck you.

Stuffies that you actually care about [maybe]
Lots of work ahead.
I get to work a dance and a dinner. [23rd and 29th]
I got good grades on my 5 week report.
I still need to upload a few things.
...IDFK.


Weekly kindness challenge-
Make your own.
Current points-
....don't feel like looking them up.

Forecast-
Crappy, with a 75% chance of apathy.

For the record- this is a rewrite. The original sucked.

I still have over 300 deviations to look through. *sigh* Give me time.

]]> ~person2no http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/27558001/ http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/27558001/ Sat, 03 Oct 2009 12:12:47 PDT Love,
Lost Inhibitions

PS- Stomach cramps suck. Please send love[and chocolate]?
PPS- Hell is hot


Weekly challenge-
Try a Random Act of Kindness, 2 pts :]
Points:
shooot-me {6}
Heemaysweet {2}
chriscx1 {1}
Mr-Cryuga {12} <-- [you don't get featured.... you get a request ]
Kittymoon00013 {16}<--
Anshky {6}
BleedingInShadows {2}
Icewolf22 {2}
BubbaChrissy {3}
SameOldSongs {5}
Matt-starr {1}
crazyshiro {2}
egog-industries {2}

Oh yes... new rule :3 If get to the next benchmark, you have a choice of a feature or request

Tags:
Ahiok- Rules:
1. Post these rules on your Journal.
2. Each tagged person must write 10 things about themselves.
3. At the end, u have to choose and put up ten people that u want to tag, and put them up in your journal.
4. Go to their page and say "I tagged u!"
5. Have fun!


Facts about me:
1. I'm a psychotic manicotti monster :3
2. I'm in love with a wonderful person <3
3. I blush everytime I say that ^///^;
4. On monday, I plan to spray Gore's jacket with perfume... any votes? I'm thinking... lemon lime :3
5. I'm the kind of kid who can sleep through my classes yet still pass 'cause the teachers like me
6. I'm /very/ flinchy ^_^
7. I love emoticons
8. I hate Miley Cyrus, no matter who she claims to be >.< *throws a rock at her radio*
9. I exist to make people happy :] ...Except when I'm pissed
10. My stomach hurts :[

King Atticus- Here are the rules:
1.Once you've been tagged, post these rules on your journal.
2.Post 8 things about yourself along w/ the rules.
3.Post the icon of the person who tagged you along w/ your 8 things.
4.Tag 8 others, but NO TAG BACKS.

- I'm starting to run out of things to say...
- I love almost all kinds of music :3
- I run on sleep depravation
- I'm wondering what people think of me... XD
- I write song lyrics on almost every paper I turn into my teachers XD
- I'm still waiting to find out if I made head photographer for yearbook... she hasn't said anything yet. Though I did make treasurer Which reminds me... I have to get to work on putting all of those Spirit week photos onto disks... X_X
- I read some of those chain letter poems and cry... I did on wednesday ^///^
- I slow dance by myself <3

I tag- anybody who wants to :3

Yours forever and always,
Sonrisa-chan :]

]]> ~person2no http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/27447133/ http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/27447133/ Sun, 27 Sep 2009 11:29:45 PDT

Thank you so much for the 10K page views!!! I NEVER thought that I'd get that many!! <333

Tonight marks the beginning of Yom Kippur :3

....I can't think of anything to say. Hm...
anyways, just wanted to thank y'all for the pageviews, and let you know about the new kindness challenge-
Go here: freerice.com and earn at least 1,000 grains of rice [you don't have to do it all at once you have a week to do so... and there's more than just English vocab!] just comment/note me when you do so! hmmm... 2 points. :3
And in case you're wondering, current points-
shooot-me {6}
Heemaysweet {8}
chriscx1 {1}
Mr-Cryuga {13}
Kittymoon00013 {14}
Anshky {6}
BleedingInShadows {2}
Icewolf22 {2}
BubbaChrissy {3}
SameOldSongs {5}
Matt-starr {1}

peace, love, happiness!
~Sonrisa-chan :3

PS- Aro-kun, I am SO gonna win this bet

]]> ~person2no http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/27354045/ http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/27354045/ Tue, 22 Sep 2009 09:47:24 PDT I've had time to think lately [you know how bad that is...] and I realized... you're there more for me then I can ever be for you.
So, with this bottle of nyquil to keep me company, I just wanted to let you know that I'm cutting the ties. It's not you, it's em you memememememsjlskjfs well, I'd say me, but I just tried to type it 3 times and failed. So, let's just say it's Geofe's fault.


I lied. It hasn't even been 5 minutes and I'm already missing you. Why couldn't we work out? Please, take me back! I promise I'll stop running around behind your back! *sob* Please....

I don't deserve you. You should be with her. We both know that she can love you more than I can.

But I don't want you to leave.

....and I don't want to stay.

NON-DOPED UP TRANSLATION:
I'm on nyquil. I'm sick. And school is hell. I'm sorry that I can't keep up with your devs [I have over 100 atm D:] I'm not leaving dA, I'll just be a little less active. And and and and... Sept 13th was our 3 month anniversary <3 ^_^ [oh, the poet-y-ness... like I said, nyquil end of story[because you know you're my cup of hot cocoa on a cold winter's night :3]]

Weekly kindness challenge:
.....think one up yourself...again...sorry D:

[might have to do requests, I can't remember [and the rules are confusing D:]]

OHOHOHOHOH MUCH IMPORTANT STUFF [TO ME ANYWAYS] TODAY IS THE DAY TO SUBMIT STUFF TO TRY TO BE HEAD PHOTOGRAPHER FOR THE YEARBOOK!!! [but...i'm here...and it's there...like, 10 miles -> that way] SO HERE'S HOPING I GET IN!! AND ALSO BECOME TREASURER AGAIN!!!

]]> ~person2no http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/27213053/ http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/27213053/ Mon, 14 Sep 2009 16:37:29 PDT Um, when I think school, that's all I can think of.
Will be super busy due to homework and yearbook and such. yay....
Weekly kindness challenge:
*make your own [again, i'm sorry ;_; ]*
tell me what you did, I'll determine your points
Peace love happiness
PS- ran the mile today...while sick [oh, yeah, I'm sick by the way... and likely to also catch the flu since the entire school as it...] got 11 min 30 sec or something like that... idc.

]]> ~person2no http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/27053352/ http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/27053352/ Sun, 06 Sep 2009 11:53:50 PDT Elaboration-
First day: Had 1.5 hours of homework D: Met up with some of my friends though, that was funnnn. Got confused in my classes a lot. 1 cup of coffee in the morning just isn't enough any more. Our principle threatened to shoot us twice during our class meeting... yay? I mean, they took me out of drawing just for some stupid talk that we get every year? Pft....
Second day: Got accused of deep throating a pickle during lunch, which is now all over the school. :[ Found out that people aren't always who you think they are. Saw Frank though.... hiiiiii Frankie if you're reading this :3
I now have 2 essays to do, and I have to find the photographs that I took so I can upload them sometime....
To do list:
Call up Olive and the guys
Remember to forget to call dad back.
Do the homework
Pretend to give a fuck about the drama
Tell you guys how much I love you
Try on dresses for homecoming since I'm now obligated to go.
Consider slipping into a life of crime
Ask people for pot, see how many give me some. Then "lose" the data. :]

If we've met through BvS- Um... I promise I'm usually not THIS spazzy Give me a little while to calm.

If we've met through UR MOM-

If you're happy and you know it, sing along: ♪♫ Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking~ ♫♪

If you don't know the secrets of the universe- Calm down, we'll still luffs you

Weekly kindness challenge: [inspired by an essay that I have to write D:] Answer this question about YOURSELF: "What difference can I make?" See, kindness is also about yourself, not just other people
1 point. Go.
By the way- THANKS FOR ALL THE PAGEVIEWS!! OVER 9000!!!! [this is also thanks for the thanks that I forgot to give ] I'd be nowhere where I iz today if it wasn't for youuuuuu~!

Right. So, I'm still here for you... if I ever go on an emo rant, just tell me to shut it and I'll be your shoulder to cry on. Because. I love you.
[Peace, love, happiness, hugs]
I love my Green Day channel on Pa... ]]> ~person2no http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/26936837/ http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/26936837/ Mon, 31 Aug 2009 13:24:07 PDT Ask anyone/
And when you find everything you looked for/
I hope your life leads you back to my door/
Oh, but if it don't, stay beautiful" ~Stay Beautiful by Taylor Swift

Oh. My. Freaking. Musical. Heart. Hell, or the politically correct term, "school" starts on Thursday for me :[ So, of course, less dA time NEW PANIC AT THE DISCO SONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [tee hee, hot singing guys make my day ] New Perspective- [link]
And, a new happy song!!! Trouble, by Nevershoutnever [if you like Owl City, you'll love this ^_^ ] [link]
rofl, what happened after I sent this to Nick-
me (3:56:41 PM): is that a ukelele i hear?
me (3:57:10 PM): yes, yes it is
Nick (3:57:37 PM): and is.... is that a glockenspeil!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?
me (3:57:43 PM): possibly?
Nick (3:58:19 PM): why yes it is
Nick (3:58:35 PM): i love that song
me (3:58:47 PM): isn't it amazing?
me (3:58:58 PM): Sara and I sang it all yesterday
Nick (3:58:59 PM): its pretty good
Nick (4:00:40 PM): you know what
me (4:00:51 PM): hm?
me (4:00:53 PM): oh wait
me (4:00:54 PM): I know!!
Nick (4:01:04 PM): no
me (4:01:05 PM): Panic!'s new song is EPICALLY AMAZING!@!!!
Nick (4:01:12 PM): i did not get rapped
me (4:01:21 PM): lol
Nick (4:01:59 PM): anyways
Nick (4:02:03 PM): as i was saying
me (4:02:13 PM): Panic at the disco is sexy :]
Nick (4:02:28 PM): no
me (4:02:32 PM): yes!!
Nick (4:03:28 PM): nvm
me (4:04:12 PM): lol
Nick (4:07:30 PM): we could have had a nice conversation but you f**kedit up
me (4:07:51 PM): I do that a lot ☺
Nick (4:08:44 PM): ya well you had sexy-time with george w busch
me (4:09:38 PM): what. the. f**k?!
Nick (4:09:43 PM): what does asi mean in spanish
me (4:09:50 PM): asi asi = so so
me (4:10:07 PM): as in como estas? asi asi
Nick (4:10:08 PM): so eyes?
me (4:10:15 PM): noooooo
me (4:10:19 PM): ojos = eyes
Nick (4:10:21 PM): ojos asi?
me (4:10:32 PM): wtf?!
Nick (4:11:34 PM): idk its a song by shakira
me (4:11:57 PM): idk what she's trying to say XD
Nick (4:12:48 PM): well you had sexual relations with an ex-president
Nick (4:12:52 PM): weirdo
me (4:13:09 PM): i'm not monica lewinski!
Nick (4:13:51 PM): um monica leinski had sex with clinton while he was still president
me (4:14:50 PM): whatev.... either way, I don't do idiots
me (4:14:57 PM): I do have SOME standards, unlike YOU

haha, I Nick like the brother I never wanted and always beat up ^3^ *rereads that whole convo* I still have no idea what to think of that....[and the sad part is, he's still talking XP]

Cough cough, moving on....
Weekly kindness challenge: [based off of the journal's title song]
Tell somebody why you think they're beautiful. Remember, beauty is not always physical For example, maybe you think somebody is beautiful because they can come up with witty remarks...
To get the point, just tell me that you did it, and I'll believe you.

[ok, Nick just told me that Bush comment wasn't even meant for me XDD]

Um, so anyways, please be patient with me as the school year starts, I'm going to be splitting my time between homework, hospitality, yearbook, and my bf in addition to dA

[P.S. a MAJOR hug to Chrysalis Village for letting me join!!!!! [a BvS thing... I'm 1 mission away from Special Jonin, which reminds me... I'll go play!]

Peace, Love, Happiness... ]]> ~person2no http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/26818663/ http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/26818663/ Tue, 25 Aug 2009 14:34:34 PDT Schedules came out on the 21st.... My quarter 1: [since mine changes every 10 weeks XP]
Periods 1-2 English 10
Periods 3-4 Drawing
Period 5 Chemistry
[I'm assuming lunch goes here....]
Period 6 alternates between Chem Lab and Gym
Period 7 Algebra 2/Trig
Period 8 AP Euro

NOOOOOOOOOO!!!! I only got 1 teacher I wanted, and that was because he's the only one that teaches Drawing [rofl, I still <3 him though... yay Mr. Roberts!]
So, I also got the newsletter... it always makes me laugh at their stupidity. On the front page, somewhere among the boring stuff, it is written [no joke] "School is not a party; it is a place of serious business" WTF!! Since WHEN??! We'll just have to prove them wrong
Also in the newsletter is the events of the year.... some of the highlights:
[lol, mainly this is so I know what's going on throughout the year XD feel free to skip]
Sept 14-19 Spirit Week
18 Pep Rally/ Bonfire
19 Homecoming Dance
Nov 29 Olive's b-day
Jan 9 Winter Dance [for the record, they haven't had this in 2 years!]
May 5-12 AP Testing Period
18 Art Show
22 Prom
June 4 Charity Palooza [rofl, they spelled it "Palazzo" on the sheet]
5 My b-day
10 Moving up day
15-23 Regents
**************
lol, Sorry bout that... otherwise I'd forget it all
Cough cough, moving on.
Some of you may not know all about the weekly kindness challenge...
RULES:
Do it, get 1 point unless otherwise specified [aka, due to the difficulty of some, I may award more points]
Everytime you accumulate 5 points, you get a 2 day feature of 3 works
You have up to 4 weeks later to do challenges, and althought it'd probably be easier to comment on that journal, you can either note me, or comment on the newest journal [just please, tell me what challenge it was that you did...]
You don't have to follow my suggestions to a t, just try to stick with the original intention of the challenge. Take Mr-Cryuga for example... he's apt to blow things out of proportion
You can jump in at any time... if for example, if you don't like this week's challenge, you can start next week. You can also do whatever challenges you want, you don't have to do EVERY single one!
Once this challenge ends on Thursday, I'm going to wait until Monday to post the new one [idk why I restarted it on a thursday XD]
This week's challenge: Live one day as if it were your last day, and write a paragraph about it. You might, for example, talk about the beauty you saw somewhere, something nice you did for somebody, etc. You can either note me or comment on this journal with your paragraph. No sentence limits, I'm looking for quality and material [worth 2 points]
Participants [yes, I still have all of y'all points!!] {current accumulated points are in {}s}
shooot-me {6}
Heemaysweet {5}
chriscx1 {1}
Mr-Cryuga {12}
Kittymoon00013 {10}
Anshky {5}
BleedingInShadows {2}
Icewolf22 {2}
BubbaChrissy {3}
SameOldSongs {5}
Matt-starr {1}

So there ya have it folks! And remember, I'm always here if you ever need anything!
http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/26713205/ http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/26713205/ Thu, 20 Aug 2009 12:41:35 PDT 'Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone/
But drenched in vanilla twilight/
I'll sit on the front porch all night/
Waist-deep in thought because when I think of you/
I don't feel so alone" ~Vanilla Twilight by Owl City please, listen: [link] I bought Ocean Eyes [the cd] and I'm in love with it... not in a creepy way though

Well, after a moderatly disturbing 4 hours with my father *shudders* I'm still alive :] ...for now. [don't ask.] had a sweet luau for his b-day and let's just say... 5 hours wasn't enough XD

So... updates!
My contest entry for :devChlorophormboy:'s contest: Done, need to go over it 50 more times, and post.
Little Slave Girls: Pt 2- Umm... lol, I've only gathered ideas... though Slave 2 suggested that I post links *absent-mindedly pats his/her head* so... hopefully, i'll have that done and posted by the start of school.
~xDeadwithoutMusic's request poem: Done, will post....sometime.
Pictures!! : lol, I've taken several really good pictures with the new camera, but since my internet is a jerk, I have to wait until I can do it during school And I have several older photos too..... oh well...

School starts on the 4th and I only have part of my summer work done XPPPPPPPP summer work sucks!!!!!! I'm still waiting on my schedule too.... that's all I want. My schedule. After that, I don't give a shit. :/ Oh...did I type that out loud? *innocent face*

By the way... y'all know how I had dyed my hair pink a while back? Well, I kept dying it pink until today... it's now orange!!! with some pink still left in... lol, it looks awesome and my aunt and uncle had gotten me a gift certificate for a regular mani and a french pedi... silver glitter borders on my toes, and a blackish-purple on my nails with neon green lines i find happiness in the strangest things.... ^_^

oh well.....
and since i love you all... the weekly kindness challenge is back! this week's is a little different, but is worth 2 points :]
The challenge: Live one day as if it were your last day, and write a paragraph about it. You might, for example, talk about the beauty you saw somewhere, something nice you did for somebody, etc. You can either note me or comment on this journal with your paragraph. No sentence limits, I'm looking for quality and material :]

[Peace, love, happiness, singing like nobody's listening, and dancing like nobody's watching]
~Sonrisa-chan

]]> ~person2no http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/26619550/ http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/26619550/ Sat, 15 Aug 2009 23:22:17 PDT
Well, my deviously deviant friends, it's a sad day indeed. I have lost.... to Mr-Cryuga! No, not the war [yes, it's still going on and yes, I still have hope] but a common game. With his brilliant mind, Mr-Cryuga answered questions about me, getting 3 right. Then, in a kind and generous move he relented to my request of a "double or nothing" rematch, and defeated me again. So, as the victor he recieves a journal entry about how awesome he is. Let's begin, shall we?
About him- Mr-Cryuga, or as he recently revealed in a journal, George William Martin II, is smart, funny, homocidal, cool, well, I can't describe him this way...
A- Awesome
B- Brilliant
C- Charismatic
D- Daring
E- Epic
F- Friendly
G- Great at everything he does
H- Hardworking
I- Intelligent
J- Just plain amazing
K- Kind
L- Loveable
M- Motivational
N- Not easy to hate
O- Outstanding
P- Pimpin'
Q- Quite Indescribable...
R- Rolling in style
S- So fine
T- Too cool for words
U- Undeniably epic
V- Victorious
W- Writer [a very amazing one at that!]
X- Xtraordinary
Y- Young and hip
Z- Ze shit!
[Author's note: I'm sorry about all the lies in that section. Please, forget everything you've read]
About his art- Mr-C has many amazing pieces of art in his gallery. Then again, you expect amazing stuff from such a great guy! [I just got $20 from Satan for that lie! He told me I couldn't say it with a straight face... haha, sucker] Some examples of what I'm talking about... [in chronological order from oldest to newest]
[link] - A summary of his Cryuga story, this explains a little about each brother and about their differences.
[link] -A more detailed account of how the brothers came to be.
[link] -The deviation that started the war, which Cryuga claimed victory in for an amount of time.
[link] -These poor pirates never had a chance... May Captain Jack Sparrow rest in piece.
[link] -Wow... another dead pirate one... anyways, yay! A gift! See, he's generous! Ok, I COULDN'T do that one with a straight face!
[link] -Of COURSE I had to include the stubborn contest!! We learned how to speak Japanese, we came up with nicknames [teehee, Ringy ] and we talked about anything and everything!
[link] -A great example of movie making skills! Definantly worth the download! And noooo... I'm not saying that just because my work is in there...
[link] -Sort of a part of his Cryuga story... just read it!
Some more lies- Well, in conclusion... I was supposed to be doing my summer work and ended up doing this instead. I'm almost wishing I had done the work. Hehe, I'm kidding. Mr-Cryuga is one rocking friend, and his work deserves to be checked out!!
So click here: ~Mr-Cryuga or here: and watch/fave/comment!!

PS: If you want to make him REALLY mad... call him "Ringy" haha, ya know you rock dude!


Personal note: To everybody who thought that I was innocent: I'm sorry if you're dissappointed, but I'm not going to pretend to be somebody I'm not.
also, no word on my uncle. http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/26578232/ Thu, 13 Aug 2009 20:53:27 PDT FML!!!!!!!!!!
My uncle is in the hospital... they're keeping him there.... ugh. Everytime I think everything's going to be ok, I get hit in the gut again.
Ok... so maybe a hug AND a bottle of booze couldn't hurt

Stolen from
A

- Available: Nope

- Age: Old enough to know right from wrong, but young enough not to care.

- Annoyance: Annoying things

- Allergic: School?

- Animal: Cats... all kinds

- Actor: JOHNNY DEPP!!!!!!

B

- Best Friends: Many

- Body Part on opposite sex: Eyes <3

- Best feeling in the world: being loved

- Blind or Deaf: supposed to wear glasses... I'm deaf to the world when I plug my iPod in

- Best weather: about 60 degrees, with sun

- Been in Love: What is love, baby don't hurt me, don't hurt me, no more

- Been bitched out?: lol, oh yeah

- Been on stage?: yes, and hated it.

- Believe in yourself?: occasionally

- Believe in life on other planets: bacteria counts, right?

- Believe in miracles: I like to pretend that I do....

- Believe in Magic: again....

- Believe in God: Please don't kill me!!

- Believe in Satan: nope

- Believe in Santa: I wish...

- Believe in Ghosts/spirits: Yes [AND I'M NOT CRAZY, CRYUGA!!!]

- Believe in Evolution: mhm

C
- Car: none

- Candy: chocolate

- Colour: depends.

- Cried in school: oh yeah

- Chocolate/Vanilla: o_0

- Chinese/Mexican: like the people or the food....?

- Cake or pie: the cake is a lie! both though I have a huge sweet tooth... which is my downfall sometimes

- Countries to visit: I don't have enough patience to list them all

D
- Day or Night: night

- Dream vehicle: convortable punchbuggy

- Danced: mhm

- Dance in the rain?: the other night actually....

- Dance in the middle of the street?: I'll do that tomorrow, maybe...

- Do the splits?: on accident...twice... I slipped on the wet floor at school 2 different times >:-[

E

- Eggs: ewwww... no

- Eyes: change from blue to green. though I love green eyes...

- Everyone has: secrets.

- Ever failed a class?: almost... but not quite.

F
- First crush: haha... Sargent Kid, 3rd grade XD

- Full name: A****** F***** H*****

- First thoughts waking up: NUUUUUUU!

- Food: is good?

G
- Greatest Fear: a tie between snakes and addiction.

- Giver or taker: I wish I gave more than I took....

- Goals: help people

- Gum: anything but cinamon. or the stuff that disolves in my mouth. WHICH SUCKS!!! must be I have weird enzymes... *shrugs*

- Get along with your parents?: mom? yes. dad? no

- Good luck charms: a necklace that I was wearing when the first guy told me that he loved me

H
- Hair Colour: brown and pink

- Height: like 5 foot 8.....

- Happy: sometimes

- Holidays: love 'em! except valentine's day.... unless I'm not single that day :[

- How do you want to die: painlessly

- Health freak?: pft... obviously you don't know me.

- Hate: many things.

I

(In guys/girls)
- Eye colour: Idc, but I <3 green eyes

- Hair Colour: again, looks don't matter, but long hair.... or if it's short and black....

- Height: superficial loser XD shorter than me is a little weird, but w/e.
- Clothing Style: umm... whatever looks good?

- Characteristics: caring?

- Ice Cream: creame de menthe <33

- Instrument: used to play French Horn, can play... ]]> ~person2no http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/26545730/ http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/26545730/ Wed, 12 Aug 2009 10:33:20 PDT ]

Well, I debated forever on what to put in this journal. I don't really want to talk about my job at the fair... I want to push it away. This is the first year that I'm glad that the fair is over. The only good that really came from the fair was that I got $92.95 And when did carnies get mean?! ...well, meaner than usual. So, me, Sara, Brandon, and another boy-girl pair [I can't remember if they were dating too... ] were walking down the midway, and this carnie asked us if we were ready to win a prize. I said "Naw, and I probably never will be." so then he says "What, no boyfriend?" WTF?! *sigh* I miss him....
I realized the other night that my life is changing and that my friends and I are growing up. _{Because a year ago, we wouldn't have dreamed of drinking wine coolers or sneaking out to parties} But I'm throwing my morals away... I kinda feel crappy about it too. I have a feeling that in a year I'll be whoring myself out to pay for my next fix of heroin or opium or PCP. I'm addicted to the rush of killing my soul [which I seriously doubt I have, btw] but then I get all depressed about it, then do something destructive again to deal.... fuck this endless cycle! some random poetry that I have nothing better to do with:
I thought about carving your name
into my arm the other day
so that when I let you down
I can pretend to feel guilt

It doesn't help that I keep having nightmare-ish day dreams! Everytime I let my mind wander, somebody kills themself or I get raped or my dad shoots up the school.... I just want it to stop. I want to be able to back away and breathe, but I'm pressed against the wall.... I'm sorry for saying this in a journal, but I can't bring myself to talk to the people I need to... I feel all guilty after.

Also, wine coolers = not worth it. All it did was make me really sick and sleepy for a while, then it made me dizzy. Didn't really taste good. :/ But then I wanted another one! I blame my genes for that one....
Oh, and I never found those bongs at the fair I did see a ton of my peers smoking though, and it made me kinda sad... these are the same kids that get drunk every friday night, and don't try in school, who I doubt even realize there's more to life then 5 minutes from now... I do not envy those nicotine addicts a bit.

Also, click and voice your views on my buddy's journal!! [link]

Wow... bless your heart for reading this
Peace, love, happiness

]]> ~person2no http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/26441656/ http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/26441656/ Fri, 07 Aug 2009 10:01:27 PDT ~Let You Down, by Three Days Grace [Nooooooo... I'm not depressed, I just love Three Days Grace!!!!!!!!!!]

OMG, SO MUCH AS HAPPENED!!!
So, bout that trip that I took....
Every night we would go to the lake across the road and jump off their boat and swim and whatev.... on tuesday night there were even fireworks!! it was so romantic... Kels and her boyfriend were cuddling...
6 Flags rocked!! I went on the 3 roller coasters that didn't have loops {I'm terrified of them!} and went sky gliding!!!!!!!
White water rafting w as pretty cool.... the waves were 4'4" max... which is high for thi time of year. The Hudson is a lot calmer than the Black, so I sat in the front row baby!!
Soooooo.... then I got back and enjoyed Wednesday off... I had to work yesterday, pulled 3 extra hours and had to listen to bluegrass music for 5 hours!!! I can't stand more than an hour of it!! I was right behind the stage in case you're wondering. Today shift is 4:30-9:30 straight, NO BREAKS >.< but it's rock bands!!! <- is super excited

Oh, and I discovered a pretty good high... 2 coffees, 2 red bull shots, a bag of cotton candy, and some other stuff all in an hour!! That was at 9 ish last night, and I'm STILL feeling it!!
So tonight is midnight madness and as we speak I'm making plans to meet up with my homies! I'm planning on drinking 3 red bull shots, then head to the starship {it's like the gravatron, except it's completly enclose, and when it gets going fast enough your board thingy slides up} and climb to the top like always, flip upside down, and headbang!!!!!! I CAN'T WAIT!!! Oh, and since I'm AFRAID of roller coaster loops, everybody wants me to go on the fireball, which is a roller coaster... but it's JUST A LOOP!! {P.S. George... I'm soooo gonna talk about that tonight }

Oh, and in an hour or so I gets a helicopter ride, and I'm gonna take pics of my house, and my family's houses!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!


Well, just thought I'd let you in on my life...
btw, I'm still going through deviations... give me time!
Oh, and I'll let you know how my plan for an ultimate, drug-free high went! It'll prolly go good... my body has a low tolerence for anything I put in it!
See ya at 1 am!!!!!
Peace, love, happiness, bouncing off the walls!!

Ugh... still freaking sick fyi... my aunt suspects it's my blood sugar but I'm not going to prick my finger to find out! screw my blood sugar, it can go f**k itself!! {along with several people I've met at the fair... summary: got hit on by a guy I hate, met a guy who I'm pretty sure is a pedo, {accedently} flirted with a guy who turned out to be a musician, and after found out that he played freaking bluegrass!!! grr....(then found out he was 30 something!!!! (I'm half his age, but don't really look it -_-) on the plus side... he brought me coffee } wow... incoherent paragraph

]]> ~person2no http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/26322142/ http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/26322142/ Sat, 01 Aug 2009 16:55:08 PDT
Sooooooo.... Imma be gone until Wednesday, then after that it's fair week until Sunday or so.... Fair Week for my family means leaving the house at noon and not coming back til 1 am or so... lol, my mom works at the beer tent and this year I'm FINALLY get paid to work... those have been getting free labor out of me for years...
Anyways, what's going on while I'm gone:
Sunday: Leaving here and arriving at my cousins' house.
Monday: 6 Flags!!!!!! WEEEEE!!!!!
Tuesday: White water rafting down the Hudson River!!!!!!!!! <- is super super excited...
Wednesday: Come home.

I tried some champagne today... that stuff is NASTY!

And now some scary news {well, for me it's scary... only local kids will truely realize the terror of this situation...} I got a letter in the mail today from the school. Hold on, it gets WORSE! It was telling me that I have to get a full physical from Doc Schuessler. Eyes, ears, throat, skin, abnormalities, etc. BUT WAIT, THERE'S MORE! For males, that means "turn your head and cough". For chicks, WE GET FELT UP BY A 50 YEAR OLD GUY!!! :scream: He felt me up like 8th grade or something, and I have to get it done again!! NUUUUUUUUU!!!!! <- is so tramatized {it doesn't help that I've had a lot of nightmares where I either get raped and become prego or that I somehow get prego.....idfk why I have these freaking things....}

Well... now that I'm freaking out about that... XD
Stolen from TwilightPoetess:
1.Your ex is on the side of the road, on fire.What do you do?
Umm... which one? If it's the druggie: inhale the fumes If it's the manwhore: videotape it!! If it's the few that I still talk to: Extinguishe the fire.

2.Your best friend is pregnant.What is your reaction?
HOW COULD YOU DO THAT?!?!?! GAH!!! YOU PROMISED ME YOU WOULDN'T!!!!

3.When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in the face?
Umm.... umm... lol, it happens a lot, so idk.

4.What is the last thing you spent money on?
NIKON 8800 BABY!!!!! $250

5.Do you think you gained weight or lost weight this past month?
lol, idk... I try to stay off the scale

6.Crunchy or Puffy cheetos?
Sure!

7.The first person on your friends list just called you a bitch.What do you have to say?
~awjay?! Whyyyyyy?!

8.Congratulations!You just had a son, whats his name?
omg, I had a kid?!!?!? I shall name him... well, idk. Depends on the father... but I'm almost obligated to name him Chris or John...

9.Congratulations! You just had a daughter, whats her name?
I suck at naming kids!! How about Isabella?

10.What are you craving right now?
For this freaking nausea to stop!! This is like the 2nd week or something!!

11.What was the last thing you cried about?
I cried at the wedding... it was so happy :]

12.When you buy something and the change is 2 cents, do you keep it or tell the cashier to keep it?
I keep it then roll it so I can buy more stuff!!

13.What colour is yyou tissue box?
Green :]

14.Do you have a ceiling fan in your room, and if so, is there dust on that fan?
Yes I do... the blades are clear and the light is blue *looks up at it* Looks pretty dust free to me!

15.What is the last voicemail you recieved about?
lol, my buddy George on Gmail... I can't quite make it out... but I heard something about "Mario"?

16.Have you ever blocked someone in Myspace before?
No Myspace for me!

17.Scariest thing you've experienced in the last year?
Umm....

18.Do you wear a nametag at work?
lol, I work at home so no.... I could if I wanted to XD

19.What kind or car do you drive?
Not old enough foo!

20.What do you order when you go to Taco Bell?
TACOS!!!! {Rest in peace S... ]]> ~person2no http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/26196250/ http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/26196250/ Sun, 26 Jul 2009 18:11:01 PDT I'm sick.
I'm tired.
I'm in pain.
And I'm cranky. Please don't kill me if I snap. Also...there's a storm... I'm afraid of lightening.
Stolen from
Ten things I wish I could say to people:

1. I only see you as a sperm donor, not a father.
2. If you make her cry, I'm going to kick your @$$ from here to Hell, and laugh while I'm doing it.
3. I'll always love you as a sister, no matter what we go through.
4. Don't you ever think for a moment that I don't love you.
5. Oh you... please, never do anything so stupid that not even I would do it.
6. You scare the crap out of me....
7. OMG OMG OMG, IT'S YOU!!!!!! *glomp*
8. You're a man-whore. I hope you get STDs and die without knowing love.
9. You're evil... you turned me... into this. A submissive waitress. Come here you old hag, I need a hug.
10. You played his heart like a violin. I'm going to play your face like a drum.

Nine things about myself:

1. Ok, ignore the crappy typing... I can't use my left index finger. It's a long story you don't need to know about.
2. People say I'm smart.... I think they lie.
3. I love white-water rafting. I gets to go down the Hudson river next week!!!
4. I decided that if my family is going to cremate me, I want to be put in a Converse shoebox. If I'm being buried, put me where I can return to the Earth and grow purty flowers. Or a tree.
5. I have stage fright. Bad.
6. There are times when I feel like I'm slipping into insanity.
7. According to my school, I have a personality disorder because I drew a glove on my hand with ink during class. Not my fault the class was boring. >.<
8. I guess I don't myself as much as I thought I did....
9. Nothing like being young and in lust.

Eight ways to win my heart:

1. Let me into your life.
2. Accept me for who I am.
3. Hug me and tell me you love me.
4. Don't be afraid to do something crazy.
5. Admit that you're not perfect.
6. Don't pressure me to do anything I don't want to.
7. Be yourself.
8. Be completly honest... I'd prefer an "I don't like when you do that" to you simmering silently...

Seven things that cross my mind a lot:

1. Ugh... do I have to do this work?
2. Is this enough money to get the Nikon?
3. Ha! I love this song!!
4. Gah! So bored!!!
5. I'd kill for chocolate right now...
6. WHY DID I SAY THAT?!?!?!?! *dies of shock*
7. Heh... dork.

Six things I do before I fall asleep:

1. Put my iPod in the speakers.
2. Talk to everybody one last time.
3. Move my stuff off my bed.
4. Hope I don't have to get up early.
5. Think about going downstairs where it's cooler, but decide not to when I feel the ghost at the bottom of my stairs.
6. "Fix" my mistakes in my head....

Five places I want to visit:

1. Ireland
2. Japan
3. London
4. An insane asylum
5. Hell. Then I want out... for a few years at least.

Four things I'm wearing right now:

1. Necklace
2. Hairband
3. ice on meh finger
4. skirt

Three bands that I listen to often:

1. Panic! At The Disco
2. lately 3 Days Grace
3. Green Day

Two things I want to do before I die:

1. Meet a couple of my dA friends
2. Go to a strip club. Yeah, I went there

One confession:

1. Oh man... where to go on this? I have many secrets.... which one shall I reveal? Hmm.... fine, I'll go with the one on my mind now. I've sexually RPd over the net with 2 guys I've never met. Happy? {If either
one says who they are, he's going to rue the day he was born}

So, now you all know a bit more about me. I'll be gone for a few days next week! Umm... that's about it!
Oh, no weekly kindness challenge anymore.... maybe i'll bring it back in a week or two... but i still have your stats saved....
~person2no http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/26074095/ http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/26074095/ Mon, 20 Jul 2009 19:58:39 PDT To my precious friends: I'm sorry if I made you upset or worried.
To my favorite haters: F you all!
Some personal shout-outs:
Heemaysweet: You are an amazing person, and an amazing seamstress. Don't ever change!
TheFrenchCrab: I knew I could always count on you. Thanks for being there buddy, even if I did destoy your base...
KidaYuki: We haven't known each other long, but you're a pretty awesome person!
Mr-Cryuga: What can I say? My favorite 50 year old pedo.
Nuclearo: Umm... let's not go there.
Anshky: Thank you for being patient with me....
Bluetreehugger: I'm always here if you need somebody to talk to!
xXPoeticLonerXx : Keep up the good work! Don't ever doubt yourself!
Wow.... I could keep going on and on I'll just sum it up then:
You guys are all amazing, and really great for putting up with me. I know I'm messed up, and yet you still read my crazy crap that I put up.
What's happened in the past week: Umm... I kinda had a mental breakdown and the last thing I really remember is finding some razor blades in the kitchen.... but then I remember yesterday and today Olivia and I hung out at her house... lol, we spent forever outside on a blanket sharing music, playing with the neighbor's Great Dane, finding shapes in the clouds, then today we watched Sleepy Hollow, which I can't thank her enough for... lol, poor dear, she had to put up with my Depp obsession... sorry for going on about her, but I haven't seen her in a while, and it's always interesting to chill with her. "I CAN RIDE A BIKE WITH TWELVE HANDLEBARS!" {she knows what that means....}
Things to upload:
Oh god... I have a ton of stuff that I've drawn lately that I want to upload, and then I still have Anshky's request.... I'll slowly upload it though... I promise no flooding of the inboxes...
P.S. I've deleted several journals today, I had like 20 just from not checking my messages in 2 days...
And I also got tagged by Heemaysweet, another tell 8 things about yourself:
1. I honestly hate hurting people, unless they deserve it.
2. If I had to pick my top 2 faves, I'd say: Cowboy Bebop and Escaflowne for anime, and Chobits and Absolute Boyfriend for manga.
3. I sometimes slow dance with myself... I am at the moment actually.
4. I cannot stand dishonesty, disloyalty, embarrasment to be with your significant other, or any of that kind of thing. It sickens me...
5. I cannot live without music....
6. I try to be as honest as possible, but I will lie to protect people's feelings, or if I don't think people need to know that.
7. I've decided that if you absolutly need to know my name, you may call me Bob, Bob-chan, Sonrisa, or Sonrisa-chan. Unless you already know my real name, in which case, go crazy with it.
8. I'm extremely nervous about the upcoming school year... especially the yearbook. IDK, it's just, if our head photographer can't get it together, then we're screwed. Of course, the head photographer position only goes to seniors, so I have no idea who's getting it next year. I can only hope that I make Assistant Photographer again...
Hmm... if you want to know anything else about me, just ask. I'll probably answer. :]
ZOMG, weekly kindness challenge! Umm... I'm too f***ed up at this point to think of a good one, so wait til next week. I promise.
Random thought: FreeCell is a mix of solitaire and hell....
:happiness: Peace, love, happiness, hugs!

]]> ~person2no http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/25952968/ http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/25952968/ Tue, 14 Jul 2009 22:06:39 PDT Its like the
bullet in my brain
that I
never could shoot
because the pleas
to stop never would mute
leaving me with more
pain than I had in the first place.

Notice: I am leaving dA {I bet you're getting sick of hearing this from me >.<} This time is for real though. I have committed an act of treason {I dunno.... sounds cool though, don't it?} and am currently unable to live with myself.
If you like me as a friend: Don't worry, I'm going to take the time to hide the knives, ropes, pills, razor blades, etc, then try to forget about where I hid them by drowning my pain with a bottle. {Also, don't worry, I don't have the guts to kill myself, no matter how much I want to....}
If you despise my guts: So sorry, I probably won't die. Keep hoping though, it'll have to happen eventually. You know what? If you manage to find out my address, come over here and kill me. That's right. Go ahead. Do the whole world a favor.
If you really don't care: Meh, at least the crappy stuff won't pollute your inbox anymore.
If you're one of those crazy people who enjoy talking to me {I pity you, btw} I'll come back when:
I get forgiveness from he who I let down, disobeyed, you get the idea
Umm... that's about it really.... if he doesn't forgive me {Which I fully understand why he wouldn't} I won't come back, because this site would just slowly kill me {I'd prefer a swift death}
Uploady statuses: If and when I come back, I is has some crap to upload.
TAGS:
Sweeneyluva:
I want to know 28 things about you. I don't care if we've never talked, never really clicked, or if we already know everything about each other. I just wanna know. (plz post in comments )

1. Your Name:
2. Age:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favourite Film:
5. Favourite Song or Album:
6. Favourite Band/Artist:
7. Dirty or Clean:
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:
9. Do we know each other outside of dA?:
10. What's your philosophy on life?:
11. Is the bottle half-full or half-empty?:
12. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?:
13. What is your favourite memory of us?:
14. What is your favourite guilty pleasure?:
15. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
16. You can have three wishes (for yourself, so forget all the 'world peace etc' malarkey) - what are they?:
17. Can we get together and make a cake?:
18. Which country is your spiritual home?:
19. What is your big weakness?:
20. Do you think I'm a good person?:
21. What was your best/favourite subject at school?:
22. Describe your accent:
23. If you could change anything about me, would you?:
24. What do you wear to sleep?:
25. Trousers or skirts?:
26. Cigarettes or alcohol?:
27. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?:
28. Will you repost this so I can fill it out for you?:

EliasxEvans:
To every guy....
♥ To every guy that said, "Sex can wait"...
♥ To every guy that said, "You're beautiful"...
♥ To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her...
♥ To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down...
♥ To every guy who has given her flowers just because that's how he rolls...
♥ To every guy that said he would die for her...
♥ To every guy that really would...
♥ To every guy that did what she wanted to die for...
♥ To every guy that cried in front of her...
♥ To every guy that she cried in front of...
♥ To every guy that holds hands with her.
♥ To every guy that kisses her with meaning..
♥ To every guy that hugs her when she's sad...
♥ To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all...
♥ To every guy who would give their jacket up for her...
♥ To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe...
♥ To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes...
♥ To every guy that would give his seat up...
♥ To every guy that just wants to cuddle...
♥ To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what...
♥ To every guy who told his secrets to her...
♥ To every guy that showed how much he cared through every word and every breath...
♥ To every guy that thought maybe this could be the one...
♥ To every guy that believed in her dreams...
♥ To every guy that would have done anything so she could achieve them...
♥ To every guy that never laughe... ]]> ~person2no http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/25887522/ http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/25887522/ Sat, 11 Jul 2009 20:34:41 PDT like the whole time I was there I was missing my friend Aro-kun, who's in Michigan... and as soon as I get back I find out he's leaving for 10 days... ... I just had to say goodbye and I pretty much started crying...
um....that's essentially it....
also, cramps suck @$$
but on the plus side, Fuse did a Green Day marathon...

well, since I feel bad since you guys weren't there, I'll give you the highlights of the week:
Heather, Kelsie, and I made friends with an apple that we named Geofe and an orange we named Nancy. UNTIL JOHN KILLED THEM!! {I know you're reading this... }
The boys would burst into random singing... awesome songs there were...
The Amazing Race challenge thingy was awesome...
There were 3 llamas on campus!!!
we got to go out to Boonville for ice cream
we became really close....
umm..... 2 campers and my conselueur went home with strep throat... but the replacement conselur was awesome too...
Jesse {before she went home}{I think it was her...} and I would randomly sing "Boom Boom I Want You In My Room" by Aqua...
I was pretty much the only person who didn't sneak my cell in....
um..... it rained from Tuesday onward...
Sara, the conselur for the other cabin of girls {there were 2 cabins of 6 girls and 1 cabin of 6 boys} had been my conselur a few years ago... she and her twin Ali were CITs at the same program at the same time...
John taught me some yoga and meditation
Amanda taught Jeff and Mikey and some girls cheerleading... it was awesome....
we learned how fire works
we must have walked 10 miles just going from our cabin to the dining hall throughout the week... and that's not counting the other places we went....
I had PB&J at almost every meal
that covers the basics.... we're hoping that they'll bring back the program where you stay for 2 straight weeks, even the weekend... they have it at a sister camp, but we all love Aldersgate and don't want to go to Casawasco...

]]> ~person2no http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/25829116/ http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/25829116/ Wed, 08 Jul 2009 23:36:33 PDT [link] A cute series of signs for Willy's factory.
[link] A cute chibi of her OC Lavinia.
[link] A very beautiful picture of Willy.

]]> ~person2no http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/25787981/ http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/25787981/ Tue, 07 Jul 2009 02:48:32 PDT [link] A wonderful story with a twist at the end.
[link] A reminder that pain doesn't always going to go away.
[link] He received a DD for this, so of course, I had to feature it!


Bubbachrissy here, and I was assigned to update this journal. Apparently I'm supposed to have come up with a random act of kindness for you all to complete. I wanted to see if you could feed a homeless guy but apparently some of you don't have access to the homeless. So the random act of kindness this week is: Do something nice for someone that you have neglected to do anything with in a long time. I'm looking for you to do something kind and simple for someone you don't get to do things with very much. If you don't like this person or vice versa you might not want to bother them, but if you have a friend or family member you haven't heard from, give them a call or a text or an IM. and don't forget to be sincere, and tell them you love them if you want. I hope you all have fun and build some friendships.

]]> ~person2no http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/25742916/ http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/25742916/ Sat, 04 Jul 2009 21:18:33 PDT [link] My favorite of her pictures that she took on her recent vacation.
[link] A very interesting traditional medium picture.
[link] My favorite scene from her Warrior Eagle story

***** Requests *****
Anshky- .00001% {rofl, I printed off those pages you sent, and have an idea already}
SoulxStealingxVixen- -100% yeah... I'll think of it... eventually.
Matt-Starr- 0% Umm.... yeah....

***** Art To Be Updated *****
2 or 3 or 4 really good pictures that I'm quite proud of... will upload gradually after camp.

****** Reminders *****
Leaving today at 2 or 3 pm.... see ya Friday!

***** Random thoughts *****
I just realized why they called it Windows XP look at the XP part! it's a tounge-sticky out face!! THEY HATE US!!!
Umm... I had a really good one.... but I forgot it... TT_TT

]]> ~person2no http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/25710546/ http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/25710546/ Fri, 03 Jul 2009 07:23:02 PDT [link] My favorite picture of her super dollfie Kun.
[link] Blue!!!!!!
[link] It's a flower!!

****** Tag....again *****
This time I got tagged by Natasha!
- Post these rules
- Each person tagged must post 10 things about them in their journal
- In the end, any person tagged has to choose 8 people and post their icons in the same journal
- Go to their pages and send a message saying that they have been tagged
- No tag-return
1.) I'm totally paranoid when it comes to other people. I walk by a person and then immediatly think that they're thinking the worst about me.
2.) I suck at spelling.
3.) I hate hypocrites. That being said, I am a hypocrite.
4.) I also hate people who cheat on their significant other.
5.) I honestly have no life....
6.) I sometimes slow dance by myself.
7.) I love being a psychiatrist for my friends.
8.) I'm afraid of lightening storms.... unless I'm with somebody. {Turns out talking to somebody online works too ^_^ }
9.) I love to annoy my friends.
10.) I didn't get any sleep last night. At all.
I tag- anybody who wants to do it.
***** Reviews *****
ROCKY HORROR PICTURE SHOW FTW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
***** Reminders *****
Leaving Sunday.... Bubbachrissy is taking over after that.

]]> ~person2no http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/25678924/ http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/25678924/ Wed, 01 Jul 2009 17:23:38 PDT [link] A cute picture of a cat, I feel it shows her photography skills.
[link] Rachel is involved in the fight for depression awarness and suicide depression, and in this photo, uses her own pain to help.
[link] A beautiful picture of a mountain, again shows her skills.
***** I iz got tagged. Again. Twice. *****
SharedBrain-Studios tag:
Rules:

No Tag Backs
Type As I type this
Tag 5 other people

I tag: Nobody. Do it if you want.

XxPoeticLonerxX tag:
* Choose a singer/band/group.
* Answer using ONLY titles of songs by that singer/band/group.
* Tag 6 more people (let them know they've been tagged)

I choose: Green Day

1. Are you male or female?
Extraordinary Girl

2. Describe yourself:
Horseshoes and Handgrenades

3. What do people feel when they're around you?
Christian's Inferno

4. How would you describe your previous relationship?
The Static Age

5. Describe your current relationship:
We Are The Waiting

6. Where would you want to be now?
Holiday

7. How do you feel about love?
Boulevard of Broken Dreams

8. What's your life like?
Murder City

9. What would you ask for if you had only one wish?
Give Me Novacaine

10. Say something wise.
Know Your Enemy

11. How do you feel about yourself:
When I come Around

12. Describe where you currently live:
East Jesus Nowhere

13. If you could go anywhere, where would you go:
Whatsername

14. Your favorite form of transportation:
21 Guns

15. Your best friend is:
St. Jimmy

16. Your favorite color is:
Peacemaker

17. What's the weather like:
American Euology

18. Favorite time of day:
See The Light

19. If your life was a TV show, what would it be called:
American Idiot

20. What is life to you:
Last Night On Earth

21. What is the best advice you have to give:
Viva La Gloria!

22. If you could change your name, what would it be:
Jesus of Suburbia

23. Your favorite food is:
Restless Heart Syndrome

24. Thought of the day:
She's A Rebel

25. How I would like to die:
Letter Bomb

26. My soul's present condition:
Before The Lobotomy

27. My motto:
Last of the American Girls

I tag: Anybody who wants to do it.
***** Reviews *****
21st Century Breakdown: AMAZING!!! BUY IT!
Gentlemen's Allican Cross: Pretty good so far, I need the rest of the series XD


{Sorry for doing this to you Rach...}

***** Reminders *****
I will be gone after Sunday, after that, Bubbachrissy will be posting the features.
Weekly Kindness Challenge: None for this week. You all have enough points anyways I'm not planning one for next week, Bubbachrissy may make one up though. If you do it, it's valid.

]]> ~person2no http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/25571224/ http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/25571224/ Sun, 28 Jun 2009 13:59:53 PDT Thank you for the 5,000 page views!!!!
OMG, BILLY MAYS IS DEAD!!!!! NUUUUUUU!!!! You all know what this means, right? That's right kids, it's conspiracy theory time, with your nemesis, person2no! Today's theory: Hollywood is aimed at the younger crowd, correcct? {No need to answer, that was rhetroic} Well, isn't it weird that both MJ and Billy were 50? Hollywood is killing all celebraties over the age of 49 to continue polluting the minds of the 20 something crowd. And this has been Conspiracy Theory Time. Next up, Martha Stewart has a delicious recipie for hair pie with coolwhip.
Also, as you all know, I have a ton of features to do. Would anybody mind sharing their feature? Like one person's feature would be there, and then another's underneath it? Thank you if you are willing to do this!
Weekly Kindness Challenge: None for this week. Sorry. You all have a ton of points anyways. But you can complete challenges for up to 4 weeks later, so yeah....
*clear throat* Ok, first order of business: Rest in Peace, Mr. Jackson. You will be missed, but your legend will live on.
Second: You too Farrah. You may have lost to cancer, but your story has touched many.
Third: Umm..... has anybody else died? No? Good. _{something happy, something happy.....} Yeah, I can't think of anything, I have a pounding headache from the heat. I can only spend so much time in the pool, you know. XD
Artwork/Requests:
Art:
2 pictures to upload as of now.
Requsts:
Mr-Cryuga 99% done, just need to send it to you for accuracy
Anshky 0% done {I need to discuss it with you later... just to clear up some questions}
Matt-Starr 0% done
- Requests are CLOSED.... {subject to certain exceptions} -
Hmm... has anybody had that feeling that everybody, even your friends, are superficial and fake? Some people are just kinda annoying... like these 2 people that I know that won't shut up. One talks about how they're single, the other talks about missing where they had come from before they moved.
*reading through email* Ok, who else has heard of that incident with PETA flipping because Obama swatted a fly? THIS IS INSANE PEOPLE!! PETA- Stop it, ok? You're only hurting the cause to help animals. Your sensationalism grabs attention, yes, but it's laughable! You don't see Greenpeace sending Carrot-top through the streets dressed as a whale, do you? {in reference to Andy Dick dressing like a disturbing Ronald McDonald} But do they get the job done? Yes. And I'm assuming they don't send emails asking for donations. TT_TT I'm sorry, but that just screams desperate. People have done more on less funds.
Ok, now that I ranted a bit.... I'm just going to leave now.... before PETA finds me and kills me X_X
WKC:
Hug somebody. {yes, it really is that simple. }
You can complete challenges up to four weeks later, yada yada.... you know the drill.
shooot-me {5} <-
Heemaysweet {5} <-
chriscx1 {1}
Mr-Cryuga {8}
Kittymoon00013 {10}<-
Anshky {5} <-
BleedingInShadows {1}
Icewolf22 {2}
BubbaChrissy {3}
SameOldSongs {5} <-
Matt-starr {1}

All the people with arrows get features... soon. I'll start them before I head off to camp, and maybe one of my friends will be kind enough to finish them.

Peace, love, happiness, and murderous barbers. HOT murderous barbers {haha, I said that just to annoy you }

]]> ~person2no http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/25515500/ http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/25515500/ Wed, 24 Jun 2009 11:24:36 PDT Yo.
Love- <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 3 years... {just a shout out right there.....}
Goths- I've spent quite a bit of time as of late on the Gothic Charm School site {www.gothic-charm-school.com} so please excuse my intersting wording. I'm trying to learn more of the Gothic subculture, and I'm finding it more and more appealing. First off, no, this is not an over-night change. Now, I know some of you may be thinking that I'll turn into a devil-worshipping, female Marilyn Manson. Well, that is not the case. If you belive these...lies about Goth-ness, then you have a lot to learn from The Lady Of The Manners. On a slightly related note, I'm straight-edge. So ha! {Sorry, a lot of people think I'm constantly high. I'VE NEVER DONE DRUGS!! I'm just that insane.}
Age- It's Mr-Cryuga's b-day tomorrow! Party at his house!! {I'll be there at midnight....lol, jk. {I wish though...}}
Nikon DSLRs- For those of you who don't know, DSLR stands for Digital Single Lens Reflex {YES, I know what it means TT_TT I had a huge photography lesson earlier this year between the differences of a point and shoot and an SLR. Lesson learned: Don't ask the head photographer for tips for your first shoot} Since I'm getting paid $20 a week this summer, and some of them are downright cheap on eBay, I'm considering investing in a Nikon D series. Which brings me to my next point...
100 Themes Challenge- I really wanna do the Challenge, and I'm using the first Variation I found on the club's journal. And since you all know that I love variation {I'm such a Gememi} I'll do a mix of photography, photo-manips, drawing, and writing.
Not in the title- Last night was the last banquet, so I should be homefree until September. Unless she has me work Graduation. Which is Saturday. Old Hag {as I call her...lol, love ya old woman!} better call me and tell me if I'm working....
-My muse is a bitch, and I take advantage of her while I can. Expect some stuff up sometime.
Ummm... I guess that's it.
No! No it's not! Kindness Challenge!
Give somebody a hug. {Yes, I know, it sux cox. But that's what I get when I try to survive on sleep deprivation. Not a pretty picture, mind you.}
shooot-me {5} <-
Heemaysweet {5} <-
chriscx1 {1}
Mr-Cryuga {8}
Kittymoon00013 {9}
Anshky {4}
BleedingInShadows {1}
Icewolf22 {2}
BubbaChrissy {3}
And I just found an old convorsation telling SameOldSongs that I owe him a feature, so...
SameOldSongs{5} <-
maybe this week?
Oh, also, the first 10 people to comment get a request pic/story. Please, keep it slightly simple? My brain is mostly dead...
Um...I guess that's it....again. TT_TT
{Peace, Love, Happiness, Big smilies}

]]> ~person2no http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/25452458/ http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/25452458/ Sun, 21 Jun 2009 12:01:48 PDT 1) Please post the rules in your journal.
2) Say your 5 favourite bands, 3 favourite songs by them, and what genre they are.
3) No tag-backs and the same person can't be tagged twice.
4) You have to tag at least 5 people. Random ones will do if you're desperate. But you can tag more.
5) Post the icons of your tagged people in your journal, and send them a message telling them they're tagged.

Panic! At The Disco
Build God, Then We’ll Talk
There’s A Good Reason These Tables Are Numbered, Honey, You Just Haven’t Thought Of It Yet
I Write Sins, Not Tragedies
Rock?

Nickelback
Animals
Far Away
Savin’ Me
Rock

Everclear
Volvo Driving Soccer Mom
Brown Eyed Girl
Wonderful
Rock

Aqua
Best Friend
Cartoon Heroes
Happy Boys and Girls
Pop

Evanescence
Bring Me To Life
Going Under
Everybody’s Fool
Emo? Rock, at any rate
I tag... nobody. Do it if you want...idc.

As some of you may have realized, today is father's day {or depending on where you are, yesterday was father's day. w/e} And as some of you may have realized, I hate my father. So I'm REALLY REALLY REALLY sorry if I accidentally snap at you! This is an advanced apology!

On a better note, last night was my party. Long story short, it was major fun. Sadly, I can only remember bits and pieces. But they are really hilarious. So...ha.

June 25th is Mr-Cryuga's b-day...

I have to work either the 23rd or 28th... I can't remember... XD.
Camp is July 5th to the 9th or 10th or something like that. 1 week without internet...I think I'll die

OOOO, I got CSI: Hard Evidence for the Wii {my mom bought it at a garage sale} and it is super fun!!
Uh...I found out that I'll get paid $20 a week for chores this summer woo!
Alright, I hafta go...gotta get ready for Father's Day dinner {without my father, thank god}
Oh wait, weekly kindness challenge!!
Give somebody a hug. {sux, I know, but I'm exhausted still, and not very creative atm}
I have the database, but too lazy to pull it up.
I know 2 people get features this week. Will do...sometime. {I know, I'm being stupid atm, get over it -_-}
{peace, love, happiness, sleep}

PS... when is dA going to fix the emotions thingies?!

]]> ~person2no http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/25369160/ http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/25369160/ Wed, 17 Jun 2009 09:00:28 PDT What would you do if...
I committed suicide:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I lived next door to you:
I stole something:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got into a fight and you weren't there:


WOULD YOU...
Be my friend?:
Keep a secret if I told you one?:
Hold my hand?:
Take a bullet for me?:
Keep in touch?:
Try and solve my problems?:
Love me?:
Date me?:

HAVE YOU EVER...
*Lied to make me feel better?:
*Wanted to kiss me?:
*Wanted to kill me?:
*Broke my heart?:
*Kept something important from me?:
*Thought I was unbearably annoying?:

AND MORE...
1. Who are you?:
2. Are we friends?:
3. When and how did we meet?:
6. Describe me in one word.:
7. What was your first impression?:
8. Do you still think that way about me now?:
9. What reminds you of me?:
10. If you could give me anything what would it be?:
11. How well do you know me?:
12. When the last time you saw me?:
13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?:
14. Are you gonna paste this to your journal to see what I say about you?:


I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. Forever!

Finished one regents, one left tomorrow. Partay on Saturday! {ha, it rhymed!}

Sorry, I just really loved this quiz. I will do one more next week before I do the features.

{peace love happiness hugs}
~person2no

]]> ~person2no http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/25324520/ http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/25324520/ Mon, 15 Jun 2009 08:42:25 PDT
Today is my last day, tomorrow morning is geometry regents so I'm major cramming tonight. And prolly staying up til 4 am talking to my homies. _Yo.
I'm going in for review classes Wed. morning. Another regents is Thur. afternoon.
On Saturday is my b-day party {finally} so don't expect me on {it's from 7pm to midngight, then Soulxstealingxvixen is coming home with me {Charlie shut up!!!!!!!}}

Mr-Cryuga's b-day is on the 25th...I got ur gift!!

Sorry if I neglect you guys, I swear to god I don't mean to.
I can't wait for the fights today... Gouvy gone wild version 2!! XD lol, jk. I dissaprove of fighting, and most of you know it.
You don't dissaprove of fighting.
So?
(commentary by my buddy)
About features-
Shooot-me and Heemaysweet won features, will do...next week? maybe?
This weeks challenge:
Again, make your own {my brain is dead....attempting to cram....gonna fail anyway(s), but w/e.}
Your brain died a long time ago.
Shut up bitch.
You're a douche.
Your mom.

~person2no {Peace, love, happiness, fainting}

]]> ~person2no http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/25266097/ http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/25266097/ Fri, 12 Jun 2009 08:09:55 PDT Broke up with Gore.
Found somebody new { to you!}
Got involved inadvertanly in a dA war. I may or may not leave dA. If this keeps up I will.
Got a 98 on a practice regents, but it got dropped to a 97 with the curve XD yay goverment?
I keep failing geometry regents, and those ones are the morning after school ends!! the one I'm guaranteed to pass is on thursday afternoon! god!
After that...no school!
Also, going to camp for about a week in early july. I'll warn you again ahead of time.
Something special is going to happen today...I'll tell more later!
Also today: Moving up day, aka a mock graduation and something to get freshman boys to wear pink XD.
For the challenge see my last journal!
Thinking up next weeks!
I'll get back to all of my projects as soon as this mofo school lets out!

~person2no

UPDATE:
Ok, since it's pretty much unaminous that you guys don't want me to go, I'll stay. ^_^ I haven't gotten any stuff from the war in a bit, so it's all good.
About that special thing: I didn't get to go see the actual presentation, the passes for the high schoolers didn't get sent out...>_< Well, anyways, it involves the story of the thousand paper cranes. {[link] This girl folded a thousand for my friend who survived cancer, and they were presented to him today. It was moving...apearantly....
P.S. Mr. Haynes says HI!!!!!
P.P.S. Mr-Cryuga, this is the message.

]]> ~person2no http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/25168384/ http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/25168384/ Sat, 06 Jun 2009 20:23:04 PDT
School draws closer to a close....god, I can't wait!!!
Thank you to everybody who made me a birthday gift!! here's all of them: [link]
My english project went well, Olive recorded it on our teacher's camera, might upload to youtube to share with y'all!!
Ooo, funny stories:
Friday- Well, Gore and I were walking to his after lunch class as always, and I hugged him and without thinking said "Love ya!" like I do with all of my friends. His response: "....*walk away*"
Friday- After school, there was a charity palooza. A couple of our friends called Gore and had him come, yada yada. One of the activities was a joust. Everybody was saying that I would beat Gore. And he won. lol, loser.
Saturday- At the car wash, there was no set price. It was a donation. So this old guy gives us $5, and gets out of his car so we could wash it. He looks at me {I was standing next to him with the hose, ready to go} and says "What did you do to your hair?" "I dyed it." Then he loudly mutters "That's terrible." I wanted to spray him.....damn old people. XD!!
This week's kindness challenge:
Here's a twist for ya...create a challenge, and then do it! That's right, you get to make your own challenge!! Just tell me what your challenge was, and that you did it!
Also, you can complete challenges up to 4 weeks later!
For every 5 that you comeplete, you get a 2 day feature!
Current standings:
shooot-me {5} <- gets a feature
Heemaysweet {3}
chriscx1 {1}
Mr-Cryuga {5}
Kittymoon00013 {7}
Anshky {4}
BleedingInShadows {1}
Icewolf22 {2}
BubbaChrissy {1}

So, I guess that's it. I love you!!
{peace love happiness hugs}

]]> ~person2no http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/25109811/ http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/25109811/ Wed, 03 Jun 2009 15:27:33 PDT 4th: meeting about honors classes, huge english project, work from 3-8.
5th: my b-day, meeting about honors, tennis game.
6th: volunteer work from 1 to 2:30 pm
8-12th: prolly lotsa homework...
15th: last day of school.
16th: state testing for Geometry from 8 to 12pm
17th: review for Living Enviro Regents from 8 to 9.
18th: Living Enviro from 12 to 3 pm.
23th: final work day.

OMFG, WUT THE FLIPPING MOFU HELL?!?!?!? {sorry...}

Well, just got back from dinner with dad {since he won't be here for my b-day }
My dad took me out to dinner at a local resteraunt. My english teacher was there too. Well, turns out he had these spongebob plates and little kid party hats for me there for my b-day. I wouldn't wear a hat, so he made my teacher wear one. AND SHE'S GRADING ME ON A HUGE PROJECT TOMORROW!!!!!!!! I could just cry. And all the cheapskate got me was a $25 gift card to Borders. I mean, for god sakes, I'm the only child he has that talks to him at all, he hasn't seen me in a couple months, he KNOWS I don't have anything to read at his house....god....I could just kill somebody right now.

Well, anyways, the original point of this: I might be busy, so if I don't get on, that's why. I'll do the best I can though.

Weekly kindness challenge:
(Inspired by DMTH) Donate money, whether it be a penny, or more, to a cause that you think is deserving, or maybe to a hobo.
Since I know this may be a little difficult with the economic strain, this is now worth 2 challenge points. {If you've already completed it before, tell me and I'll add a point.} I'm just saying guys, it doesn't have to be much. Maybe a nickel in an SPCA jar or a tip jar.
Also, happy b-day Heemaysweet!!
Well, anywho....
{peace love happiness}

]]> ~person2no http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/25054242/ http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/25054242/ Sun, 31 May 2009 15:39:15 PDT
A lot has happened since I last updated....

1) Just got back from Drag Me To Hell. It doesn't look scary, but OMFG, IT IS!!!
2) I found out that I have to cross dress for a class....again. XD Man, that's crazy.
3) Ummm...I might take my father to court, still deciding, but w/e.
4) My b-day is on the 5th, Heemaysweets is on the 8th, Cryuga's is on the 25th....I got a lot of gifts to make! XD
5) I might be working a lot soon, so idk how much time I'll spend on here. And it sucks...I work, and pretend to be happy for up to like 5 hours straight....but I don't get paid!! Man, what a rip off! lol, jk. I actually love working....well, this job anyways. And I get paid in love, respect, and a make-up artist.

Weekly kindness challenge:
(Inspired by DMTH) Donate money, whether it be a penny, or more, to a cause that you think is deserving, or maybe to a hobo.

|Watch Me|My Gallery|My Scraps|My Stats| http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/25010578/ http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/25010578/ Fri, 29 May 2009 07:04:43 PDT
[link] One of the many excellent shots of the late Reeses, RIP.
[link] This is a dream cityscape, amazingly drawn...in gel pen!!!
[link] A very pretty yellow flower, I feel it shows off her mad skillz!

Usually I say something nice, but...
Dear Natasha:

I don't really know how to tell you this, but I dislike you. I think I realized it when you put cuffs on me with George Bush and his wife and I saw you sit on my best friend. I'm sure you're senile enough to understand that Santa doesn't exist. I'm returning the cut tonails and the couch cusions to you, but I'll keep your photo as a memory. You should also know that I never liked our friendship .

Go burn,
person2no
ps, Mr-Cryuga is hiding the drugs in his room. Find them and kill him....

lol, sorry, Cryuga tagged me. It's all false, just so you know.....

Now for the truth:
Thank you for always being there for me...you're a great friend!

]]> ~person2no http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/24974676/ http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/24974676/ Wed, 27 May 2009 07:04:00 PDT [link] This is the start of his {abandoned....wtf man??} story. It's a good read....so far...TT_TT

[link] His first war strike against me, the following updates are often humorous.

[link] A video he put together featuring other deviants, awesome bro!!

Now, to lie and say some nice things...
Mr-Cryuga, or Aro, is an amazing deviant. His works are funny, his heart is kind, and he can always make you smile. So, please, check him out at some point, he's sure to please!!

Also, look at the cheesiness of the icon...

]]> ~person2no http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/24964303/ http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/24964303/ Tue, 26 May 2009 16:07:44 PDT
So, just because I'm bored, and I keep getting tagged anyways...
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense. NO CHEATING!

1. How are you feeling today?
All I Want For Christmas by My Chemical Romance
IS IT CHRISTMAS YET??????

2. Will you get far in life?
All That Jazz from Chicago Soundtrack
Umm....Imma whore myself out?

3. How do your friends see you?
Alone by Buckcherry
Crap....apperantly I have none...XD

4. Will you get married?
American Idiot by Greenday
Yay rebels!!

5. What is your best friend's theme song?
Eminem vs. Bob The Builder by Weird Al
XD this is for a lot of my buds

6. What is the story of your life?
It Ends Tonight by All American Rejects
Uplifting....

7. What was high school like?
Figured You Out by Nickleback
Lovely....describes my school well though....

8. How can you get ahead in life?
Beautiful Girls by Van Halen
My iPod hates me....XD

9. What is the best thing about your friends?
Karate by Tenacious D
rofl....a couple of my friends actually do karate....and a lot of all of my buds beat me up.....XD

10. What is in store for this weekend?
Hash Pipe by Weezer
Yay!!!!

11. To describe your grandparents?
Emotionless by Good Charlotte
WRONG SIR!!

12. How is your life going?
Barbie Girl by Aqua
no.....
13. What song will they play at your funeral?
Potential Breakup Song by Aly and AJ
wut...is my guy a necro or something?????

14. How does the world see you?
I'm Blue by Effiel 65
works

15. Will you have a happy life?
Batman Theme by The Ventures
so Imma wear leather and have a young male sidekick?

16. What do your friends really think of you?
He Lives In You from The Lion King II
idk....

17. Do people secretly lust after you?
Bounce by System of a Down
WOOOT!!!

18. How can I make myself happy?
Love Like This by Natasha Benningfield
quick....find a single guy!!

19. What should you do with your life?
Popular from Wicked
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!

20. Will you ever have children?
Best Friend by Aqua
ok....

21. What song would you strip to?
Oops! I did it again by Brittany Spears
Yummeh...

22. If a man in a van offered you candy, what would you do?
Can't Watch This by Weird Al
Oh god!!!

23. What does your mom think of you?
These Hands by Jewel
First off....this song makes me wanna cry....

24. What is your deep dark secret?
Lose Yourself by Eminem
Well, I am lost....

25. What is your mortal enemy's theme song?
Under The Bridge by Red Hot Chilli Peppers
wow....um...wow....

26. What's your personality like?
Welcome to the Jungle by Guns 'N' Roses
I'm a wild hooker?

27. Which song will be played at your wedding?
Untouched by The Veronicas
wow....well, first times the best, right?

28. If you were to become the Dictator of a small Eastern-European nation,
would you be a benevolent Dictator?
...To Be Loved by Papa Roach
so, I'll be loved?

29. What are your aspirations?
Check Yes Juliet by We The Kings
ummm.....to run away?

30. What goes through your head when you wake up?
Strangers Like Me by Everlife
sweet.

And for added fun....
put "In my pants" at the end of each one. Some of them are really funny XD


The challenge is still going, just go to [link] for the instructions/challenge/etc.

Also....today we had to relive the pain from last year when a senior wasa killed in a car crash....please, don't do drugs, drink, w/e and then drive. 1 person was killed, 1 peson was seriously injured, and 1 has the guilt. Part of his deal {the slain's mother spoke on his behalf and got the judge to not send him to jail} was to speak at schools....and our principal let him speak at ours today. SO PLEASE, PEOPLE, THIKNK BEFORE YOU ACT!!!
~In memory of Gary~

]]> ~person2no http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/24930211/ http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/24930211/ Sun, 24 May 2009 19:03:18 PDT Mark (3:49:00 PM): you should grow your hair out in my opinion
Mark (3:49:00 PM): and lose some weight
Mark (3:49:03 PM): hows the weight thing going?
Mark (3:49:09 PM): you did stop your shit you were doing before right?
Me (3:51:33 PM): wait
me (3:51:36 PM): wut?
me (3:51:54 PM): sorry, was working on project
Mark (3:52:03 PM): lose some weight *p2n*
Mark (3:52:04 PM): its unhealthy
Me (3:52:11 PM): stfu
Mark (3:52:29 PM): ok.
Mark (3:52:39 PM): go kill yourself, you already are slowly killing yourself with your weight
Mark (3:52:50 PM): the truth huuurts
Me (3:53:16 PM): excuse me, I'll go slit my wrists and jugular vein
Mark (3:53:42 PM): why so you do it faster?
Auto Response from me (3:53:42 PM): Going to kill myself, just for you Mark.
Mark (4:06:30 PM): wait
Mark (4:06:32 PM): come back babe
me (4:09:58 PM): why?
Mark (4:10:26 PM): i was trying to help
Mark (4:10:32 PM): you needed some hard truth motivation
Mark (4:10:33 PM): lmao
me (4:11:12 PM): you don't flash a needle in front of a heroin addic
me (4:11:15 PM): *addict
me (4:11:27 PM): so why would you tell a suicidal person to go kill themselves?
Mark (4:11:36 PM): i didnt flash food in front of your face? excuse me?
Mark (4:11:43 PM): i didnt do that.
Mark (4:11:51 PM): i told you to save yourself babe.
me (4:12:00 PM): Mark (3:52:39 PM): go kill yourself, you already are slowly killing yourself with your weight
me (4:12:07 PM): you know what? screw it
me (4:12:11 PM): you're right
Mark (4:12:13 PM): i thought you were one of those poetic people babe.
me (4:12:14 PM): I'm just a loser
me (4:12:21 PM): a fat loser
me (4:12:28 PM): I'll go kill myself
Mark (4:12:28 PM): fucking stop it
Mark (4:12:31 PM): your pissing me off
me (4:12:32 PM): all to make your life better
Mark (4:12:33 PM): so fucking bad
Mark (4:12:36 PM): i never said you were a loser
me (4:12:42 PM): goodbye Mark
Mark (4:12:45 PM): fuck you *p2n*, your a lot cooler then most people
me (4:12:46 PM): I hope I see you in Hell
***went invisible***
Mark (4:12:56 PM): what the hell are you doing.
Mark (4:12:59 PM): wow
Mark (4:13:00 PM): nice
Mark (4:13:06 PM): talk to me.

I'm sorry for the swearing, I swear a lot when I get angry. Also, IDK why he was calling me babe, he keeps asking me out as a joke. Effing loser.

So today I was sorta ok. I kept bouncing back and forth. There were a couple of trigger moments, but I didn't snap, so I was proud of myself.

Lifestyles
Are there any straight edge out there? I'm researching about it, but I want to hear some first-person accounts.
Also, any vegeterians?
sXe vegs?

Media
Has anybody here ever seen The Uninvited? IT ROCKS!!! ^_^
I hate Wal*mart for not selling Greenday's new album. That's just BS.

This week's challenge:
Make a deviation to show support for war veterans. It doesn't matter the medium, it can be digital drawings, poetry, traditional art, whatever.
shooot-me {3}
Heemaysweet {3}
chriscx1 {1}
Mr-Cryuga {5}
Kittymoon00013 {4}
Anshky {2}
BleedingInShadows {1}
Icewolf22 {2}


Also, thank you to everybody who offered their support when I almost lost it, it's very much appreciated. For every horrible person in this world, one of you guys makes me smile with your kindness. All of you, don't change just because some loser tells you to.
http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/24859458/ http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/24859458/ Wed, 20 May 2009 15:58:41 PDT
I need to get something out in the open. I fear that this may be one of my final journals. We got our yearbooks back...and well, remember the person in my school who committed suicide? She was in there 3 times. It got me thinking about stuff...and yeah....

So just some stuff:
Weekly Kindness Challenge:
Tell one of your teachers/bosses/parents/authority figures/family members how grateful you are for all they've done for you.
-See previous journals for perks, etc-
Past participants-
shooot-me {3}
Heemaysweet {3}
chriscx1 {1}
Mr-Cryuga {5}
Kittymoon00013 {4}
Anshky {2}
BleedingInShadows {1}
Icewolf22 {1}

Mr-Cryuga now gets a 2 day feature. Will do eventually.

On past topics-
Work: not so bad. my feet still hurt.
Running the mile: Had to do it in under 15 min. Made it over the finish line at 14:57.
James: In the yearbook, there was a pic of me and him from way way back.



]]> ~person2no http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/24836011/ http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/24836011/ Tue, 19 May 2009 08:36:48 PDT
Short. Sweet. To da point. Yo.

Working tonight from 3 to 8, under certain circumstances, that some of you know about. Take a guess. TT_TT Imma kill the guy who gets between me and my chocolate.
Speaking of guys, James and I are getting closer and closer all the time. Yay!! ^_^
Title- "How to Save A Life" by The Fray

Weekly kindness challenge:
Tell one of your teachers/bosses/parents/authority figures/family members how grateful you are for all they've done for you.
-See previous journals for perks, etc-
Again, not on computer that has database, will be later, I'll add you then.
http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/24757931/ http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/24757931/ Thu, 14 May 2009 17:14:55 PDT
This week has, in essence, sucked a whole bunch of things you probably shouldn't read....

I've bounced from super happy to having to physically pull my arm to stop from cutting myself. But enough about me, I'm sick of hearing my own thoughts. What's up with you guys? It seems love is in the air....I know at least 2 of you guys have crushes!! And I guess my crush and I are dating now...I GUESS. Appearantly one of my friends got sick of hearing me say I didn't know if he and I were together, asked him, and he said "I guess so". He used to say "I don't know" so this is an improvement. ^_^ I slipped that drawing of the key and heart into his bag after lunch today, so I'll tell you if anything comes from that.
And speaking of art, I got second place in the school art show! Wooo!!
On the downside, progress reports are getting mailed home, and at least 2 teachers messed up my grades >_<. Gah!!!
And I'm sorry for ranting/blathering on!!
Title- Your Guardian Angel by Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

This is the request/art trade status report:
Star-Fantacy's photo manip - 0% done. I ha... ]]> ~person2no http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/24688057/ http://person2no.deviantart.com/journal/24688057/ Sun, 10 May 2009 14:16:11 PDT
This journal is mostly going to be about my prom experience, with this week's kindness challenge thrown in. ^_^

Prom!!! Prom rocked!!! lol! It started off with me getting there at like 7:58, and walking into the door. Since it was a long line, it was more like snailing into the door Well, anywho, once I got into the door, and to the table where they took our tickets, my date handed me a corsage. My heart melted a bit right there . Then we waited like 20 minutes for our other friends to all get there, and headed into the gym. It wasn't half bad looking! I think everybody was mainly following . So, when they played the first slow song, my date stopped halfway through because they had played it at his grandmother's funeral. I respected that. But SoulxStealingxVixen got in his face, and was like "So that's your excuse!?" It was funny as heck. Well, after that one, we danced together for just about every slow song. He had never slow danced before, so I had to show him where to put his hands, how to move, all of that. Our school does the slow rotate in a circle thing...not hard, right? Ummm...appearantly it is! But I still love him. Then towards the end, a whole bunch of girls would just randomly come up and rape me. It was funny. Then they tried crunking with him....for a guy, he doesn't like getting raped The final song was "I don't wanna miss a thing" by Aerosmith, which is my favorite slow song! Surpsingly, they didn't play "Lips of an angel" by Hinder. Or the "Cha Cha Cha Slide". But they did play "Cotton Eyed Joe" Turns out my dress was a tad too poofy....but then my date and I di... ]]> ~person2no