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here's to hoping things settle a bit

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]]> ~peterd092 http://peterd092.deviantart.com/journal/19398426/ http://peterd092.deviantart.com/journal/19398426/ Mon, 14 Jul 2008 20:32:10 PDT after the movie i was in complete awe and then i saw the moon. this thing is so bright and tonight especially although not a full moon it still is something to be marveled at.
i ran up stairs thinking we still had a telescope but forget we had donated it to a school. so i grabbed the next best thing which is some binoculars my dad has had and never really uses.
i then found myself sitting on the kitchen floor back up againest a cabinet trying to focus and stop my arms and hands from shaking. i don't know what it was but i was so excited to see the moon. i had seen it countless times but tonight it must have been because of the movie or because i was in such a good mood having seen "you" today.
the way the light was so bright and the craters scattered everywhere made me stare endlessly into this shiny little circle. i moved to another vantage point laying flat on the ground arms propped up. what an even better view. there i was, laying belly down on the floor staring into the moon.
im not much of an astronomer or a person who really likes astronomy all that much but the beauty that the stars and planets along with their moons have is just astounding. i was grinning from ear to ear looking at the moon. i wasn't shaking and only my heartbeat kept the view shaking at times.
i didn't see a man in the moon, however i did see several skulls and one in particular that looked like it was on fire. i found a cloaked figure with out stretched arms and a wolf howling at ironiclly the moon.
and then my thoughts drifted to something that would give the moons importance a run for it's money. there "you" were in my minds eye smiling and holding me. i had wished that i could say, " hey tiffany you have to see this. here take the binoculars and look that way." or rather i'd wish to have you on my lap and point at the moon and stars as we sat, laughed, and quietly took in the night sky.
magnificent things can be seen on this little blue planet, the moon the sun, northern lights, wonders of the world. but they can also be found and become part of you instantly..i've seen something magnificent and i have also found one thing truely dear and magnificent to me.

peter..d

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waking to the sound of a mothers voice
i dare to disobey and close my eyes
again the sound of "wake up or else"
after it is quiet and the yelling is gone i finally rise
the water is warm and i am glad to be clean
my nose is bleeding yet there is not enough blood to drink
i cant stop sneezing
and my throat is tearing
i am crying, yet for nothing or no one
time for work
the dust is in the air
and the vaccum is hungry,
come we shall clean.
the work is done and the food is prepared
an aunt walks through the door
people gather and metal clangs with teeth and plate
evil stares, and delightful smiles
yes dinner truely is fun.
she calls,
bringing a smile and fuzzy feelings to my body.
computer keys are pressed,
cards are being dealt
time to play and talk.
our time is up and people must leave,
what to do now but plan for tonight.
8:30 time for a treat..
strawberries plentiful
laughing all around
yes im glad i came, it isnt as bad after all.
crash and boom, rain descending
a bid you farewell
a kiss in the rain marking our sad departure.
the house is chilly
the father wanted to come along, terribly sorry
i feel better now
no more stuffy
no more itchy
could it be the cleansing rain?
or the short and wonderful meeting of two + 1?
wait..
*ah chu
no the odd illness is still there but i feel better now regardless.
now i sit
typing for you
hoping your blanket is found
and hoping your anger subsides.
tonight is thunder and anime
tomorrow music, you, and yurning.

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and my euphoric high is kind of wearing off, must be a sign that the day is ending. i feel good o so good. thank you

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the cause? hell if i know, i know it could just be laziness, which probably is what it comes down to or maybe it is this college life of not doing anything but sitting in the room. maybe well.. i dont know brainstorm with me for a moment. note though that by the next day which is monday by the way i shall be good as new for the most part. oh i think im bored.. another possiblity.

till monday then.. toodles

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"..baby there is always moonlight in our world."

]]> ~peterd092 http://peterd092.deviantart.com/journal/17578296/ http://peterd092.deviantart.com/journal/17578296/ Sat, 29 Mar 2008 18:25:16 PDT so spring break in all it's glory probably hasn't meant his much to me since well..*thinks ponders and possibly scratches head* well not in a long time. many things happened, some things didn't happen that i would have loved to happen, and not happen. but hey if i continue i'll be just describing life in a way.
not the point, i got to drive my car and find that the battery needs to be changed, who cares right? just a battery psh battery(i went fast and it was purring like a cat the entire time so i smile)
i got to spend the two most amazing nights, hopefully not my last, with a girl..she has red hair..she's evil*wink..and pretty much someone that just makes me feel all warm and tingly(as cheesy as that may sound to some, fuk off then hosers)
hmmm what else, oh yeah did i mention tiffany?..*read previous sentences* yeah i did ok just checking
finally got the mask to work out in PS me very pleased with myself, check out my gallery and see if you can tell i used it right. ^_^
and now the bad, well there is always good and bad so no complaining.
yelling
homework didn't get quite finished, but that damn teacher agh all of a sudden i don't know what im doing and i cant stop thinking that i knew this would happen
it has to end
wish i could teleport, that would be "handy" to say the least

that is pretty much it, over all i've got that silly smile on my face again and i'm thanking whatever higher up thing that the sensation of tickling is gone..or is it? i'm going to bed now, gotta catch up on some sleep, i could have gotten more but something else was more important. ^_^

]]> ~peterd092 http://peterd092.deviantart.com/journal/17473443/ http://peterd092.deviantart.com/journal/17473443/ Sun, 23 Mar 2008 11:13:04 PDT but the trend in this household seems to be yelling for no apparent reason. i dont even know why im typing righ now, this just seems like a good place to start to relieve some sort of tension. wish other family members would do the same. it breaks me more and more to see this happen right in front of my face and not be able to do a thing to stop it. and on top of it, this crap just happens and we go back to living like normal people. i seem whole but i feel like a puzzle that some kid put together and now is deciding to put it away. wait no, im not the puzzle, i am the piece of the puzzle that went off into the world and has to come back to this huge house that truely is the puzzle and watch it fall apart piece by piece. until there is nothing left but.. well pieces. babies have it easy, they cant be shaken because theyll die but i wouldnt shake a baby, no id much rather shake grown adults that scream things that dont have any sense behind them. maybe its just old age and i to will fall prey to that sort of senseless rambling over nothing. i just wish that..well wait wishing wont get me anywhere, i want the two adults in my life to grow up and maybe start thinking, and if they are thinking maybe go about executing those thoughts in a better way, because really yelling over who is going to make the ham and then having me try and do it is not helping anyone. push and push ka-san and pretty soon you wont have to worry about pushing which is not what you want i assume but then also there will be no one for you at all. maybe thats what you want, solitude, maybe you just want to die? im sorry but i just want you to realize what you are doing.

p.s..comment if you want, actually it would be interesting to see what others have to say, but if you do comment make sure it makes sense, cause when i read it ill have to re-read what i wrote and then read yours again and this is all sort of rant if you will so its serious but not at all
p.s.s..shes still yelling and talking to herself *sigh

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]]> ~peterd092 http://peterd092.deviantart.com/journal/17094581/ http://peterd092.deviantart.com/journal/17094581/ Wed, 27 Feb 2008 19:07:06 PST thought i'd never be closer to death ^o^

p.s..the subject is japanese nihongo and instead of recieving anything, i want to give you and only you something

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1. let my account sit for years or until this site dies in the event which i still will have not gotten anything.

2. draw lots of cute anime and bleach naruto shit and people will hopefully take the time to browse through my gallery.

as you can hopefully tell i am a bit agitated at the fact im typing this and the fact that i need people to look at my images. its a double edged sword no doubt. plus i love anime but seriously if thats what it takes shame on the people of the world.

]]> ~peterd092 http://peterd092.deviantart.com/journal/16878108/ http://peterd092.deviantart.com/journal/16878108/ Thu, 14 Feb 2008 09:08:58 PST i was laying on my side facing the wall to the right
i closed my eyes
and i felt my mouth begin to move on its own
it wasnt words
i just smiled a really big smile
why was i doing this?
i searched through my thoughts
feeling my eyes press on my eyelids
there.
only an image of you appeared
you were sitting and had your eyes closed
you looked so happy with a big dumb smile on your face
then you laughed like characters in anime do
hand behind the head and a huge carefree laugh
i never smiled like i did that night
it felt good,
i hope i could do the same to you
but for now i wish only to thank you for sending me into realm of sweet sedation.

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I walk each hall each day.
The animal prowls the open savanna.

Second only to others bigger than me.
Second only to the King of the planes.

My coarse black hair
The ruff coarse main of the beast.

Constantly hungry and looking for the next meal.
Feasting on anything alive or dead.

A peculiar laugh that is never the same.
High pitched and makes all know his presence.

You can call me Peter,
And my animal side the hyena.

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Within each person
Lays something dormant
Flowing through our very being
Each is unique
Each is all its own
The questions is do you understand
Does your knowledge extend,
Far enough to know
What form it will take
Years it took, but now I know.
A true scavenger of the African savannah.
The hyena.
Strong and powerful
Jaws that crush through flesh and bone.
Distinct laughs echoing during the hunt.
Coarse fur, a mane of pitch black hair.
Taking from others
And getting done what is necessary to survive
We are not so different,
Intertwined,
My savannah however different
Is where I will spend my life
Discovering what lays dormant inside.

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In the darkness,
There can be no light,
Only echoes,
Voices
Of the entire world
Speaking their mind
Telling to all what they truly want.
The problem,
How many voices in the dark
Does it take for others to listen?
No matter how many it takes,
We are the ones they listen to.
And that is why when we stop
Speaking and using our voice,
The darkness truly becomes
Nothing but darkness.

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A spark is born.
A spark between a man and woman,
The same spark that ignites a flame,
The very same spark felt when the music starts to play.
Like how a snake charmer controls a snake,
These eternal souls are coupled in a never ending wave of pleasure and emotion.
As does the fire jump and roll randomly,
Man and woman convulse and bend to the notes of the music.
Now ablaze sounds resonating in their ears,
Movements become a blur and a point is reached,
Where the flame is at is peak ready to burn its most vibrant forms of color.
Woman and man about to reach their climax,
About to reach the end of their song.
Slowing, smoldering, dissipating, cooling,
The song is over.
But rising from the ashes like a phoenix,
A spark is born,
And the music begins to play once again.

]]> ~peterd092 http://peterd092.deviantart.com/journal/16865891/ http://peterd092.deviantart.com/journal/16865891/ Wed, 13 Feb 2008 15:07:35 PST In a time when myths and legends held true, there was a boy. He was not but a man weak of body, however strong of mind. His name was Gabriel. Jet-black hair, black piercing eyes and of average build, Gabriel came from a land now lost and only the fallen would know. He came to this temple on a mighty stead the horses name was Agra. But the most important part about this story is what he was carrying in his lap. Slung across the saddle and held tight to him was a girl. Her hair caught the light and it flickered a brown light across the ground. However, she did not stir as the horse trotted across the cobble stoned temple floor. I knew she was dead, for the only things that come here are souls carrying a soulless body. I have seen many come and go, some arrive but I never see them return. They leave behind a soulless corpse they failed to bring back from the dead.
Agra’s hooves came to a halt just in front of a massive staircase. It spiraled up to the ceiling. Gabriel looked up and sighed, but quickly shook off his anxiety and hitched Agra to one of the stone columns that lined the vast hall. Tenderly and slowly he brought the girl down into his arms. Gabriel began his assent with extreme determination. If only he knew what lay in store for him.
At the top he stood and in front of him was a stone table except it was no ordinary table. It was a pearl white that reflected all light off of it. Soft and dark splashes of gray gave this altar an eerie yet calming feeling. Past the altar were three windows, each framing mountains and hills for as far as the eye could see. Gabriel took a step and the room echoed he kept walking until he was in front of the altar. As if holding life itself he set down that which he carried for miles upon miles. Gabriel grabbed the corner of the cloth and gently pulled it off. Tears in his eyes he took a step back and knelt down.
“I have come too far to falter now, for her sake and mine give me the strength to do what is necessary to bring her back.”
Gabriel stood up and let his eyes wander. Instead of seeing something his ears heard humming. What was that? The low hum was coming from above. He looked up; there in the ceiling was a huge gaping hole. Impossible, there was no hole there before. The humming became louder and louder until it just disappeared. What’s going on? Then light, brighter than the sun itself seemed to pour from this hole.
“You have traveled far and have arrived here at my temple.”
The voice was old and seemed to be weathered with centuries, yet there was something unknown and ominous about it that sent shivers up Gabriel’s spine.
“ I came here to see if the legend is true.”
Silence, nothing but the beat of his heart and the low hum from the hole could be heard.
“Answer me! Whatever you ask of me I will do it.”
“ Very well then, listen closely for what I tell you now may mean the difference between your life and your demise.”
“ I am ready.”
“Go now, from this temple and travel north, follow the trail through the hills. Do not stop to rest no matter how fatigued you become. From there, ride hard and fast to the base of the mountains. There you will come to a pass that will take you through the mountains. Once the mountains are behind you, all shall seem calm. Come to a clearing and there you will see it.”
“ See what? What will I see?”
“ It scrapes the very heavens themselves, older than time itself, it roams eternally, waiting. Kill the colossus, save the one closest to your heart.”
“Thank you.”
Young Gabriel turned to leave but stopped, he went back to the altar. There lay the one that meant more to him than the entire cosmos. He bent down and kissed her on the forehead. So cold, he mumbled Ivana,
“ I will not fail you, all I am my very being is devoted entirely to bringing you back to me.”
Agra was still waiting patiently when he returned. Gabriel untied Agra and the horse neighed playfully as if to lift the boy’s spirits. Gabriel went to the sack where his weapons lay. Unsheathing the sword, the light danced across its blade. His hand shook from the nervousness. He strung his bow to see if the tension was just right. Grabbing an arrow he cocked an arrow and took aim. I am ready. He sheathed his sword, put the arrow back into the quiver and slung the bow across his back. He mounted Agra and turned north, ride Agra ride, show me the meaning of haste.
When Gabriel came from the temple the sun blinded him for a moment, but his pupils quickly adjusted. Ride Agra, Gabriel dug his heels into his horse and they were off. The wind was calm and it flowed through his hair. The boy was focused, nothing but what he had to do consumed his mind. The voice told him not to rest but he might have to. Agra was a fierce steed but even he could not ride at this pace... ]]> ~peterd092 http://peterd092.deviantart.com/journal/16620506/ http://peterd092.deviantart.com/journal/16620506/ Mon, 28 Jan 2008 21:34:47 PST
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title: needs one

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imagine a tunnel,
a long tunnel covered in a blanket of darkness.
there is no light,
there is no sound.
there is someone,
someone there off in the distance of the abyss.
cry out for them
run to them.
a gentle touch lands on your shoulder
and a breath of fresh air
fills your lungs.
eyes sting
ears buzz
the tunnel starts to brighten
birds sing
at your side your hand touches
leaves and more leaves
clouded vision
only a shadow in front of you
your chest pounds
you gasp
fear, there is no fear
..happiness
the clouds pass from your sight
the sun beams down
birds fluttering with beautiful song
you are sitting
relaxing in a pile of leaves
the air is warm, smells of nature
the shadow is no more
contours and lines begin to form
he kneels before you
muscles give to a smile
he reaches forth
laying your body into the leaves fallen from heaven itself
bated breath
whispering something into your ears
your mind does not understand
your heart beats only faster
it knows
there at your lips
a kiss
the wind gusts
flurry of leaves all around
all that remains
is two
joined by black and blue
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p.s. hmmmmm i like how good you are at videogames

]]> ~peterd092 http://peterd092.deviantart.com/journal/16484273/ http://peterd092.deviantart.com/journal/16484273/ Sun, 20 Jan 2008 03:28:38 PST
so this has to pretty big, hmmmm pondering thinking pondering well in order for you to know all about me we would need more websites. here something important to me and to my family. you know that i am a buddhist right? well around the age of thirteen boys are expected to become little monks. and so when i was thirteen i became a monk for a week. shaved my hair off, eyebrows, wore a robe with nothing under it. studyed a little bit on the past of monks. also i learned some chants and i could only eat one meal a day at lunch and only drink liquids. it was pretty intense and well worth the time. it is supposed to help my parents pass on and make it easier for them to go to heaven. so yeah i was a little monk.

yeah there is one more journal..

]]> ~peterd092 http://peterd092.deviantart.com/journal/16467209/ http://peterd092.deviantart.com/journal/16467209/ Fri, 18 Jan 2008 22:25:22 PST you feel it go down your spine
you feel it dont you?
im watching you..
licking my lips in anticipation
turn to me
can you see me?
white of my jaws
red in the veins of my eyes
feed my thirst for pain
i love you
your taste
addicting
can i have more and more
satiate my desire
it's so delicious
come
let me bite
come
let me swallow you whole

]]> ~peterd092 http://peterd092.deviantart.com/journal/16467130/ http://peterd092.deviantart.com/journal/16467130/ Fri, 18 Jan 2008 22:17:08 PST christ,
lord,
give more
i want more,
will i survive?
engorging,
the craving is too much.
help..
i need more
it's swallowing me
who am i
you are the wants of all
why
because we are human,
end..

]]> ~peterd092 http://peterd092.deviantart.com/journal/16467083/ http://peterd092.deviantart.com/journal/16467083/ Fri, 18 Jan 2008 22:12:20 PST to some unavoidable,
open your eyes,
there before it all
witness to the world,
i see you.
time,
it stops.
I share with you only a moment
eyes not wanting to wander.
motionless.
you take me away,
breaking the chains of reality that bind me
hurling me into the unknown
you..
the one to open my eyes for the first time.

]]> ~peterd092 http://peterd092.deviantart.com/journal/16466951/ http://peterd092.deviantart.com/journal/16466951/ Fri, 18 Jan 2008 22:01:00 PST oppression at every turn
blood curdles from the heat
eyes cry out in pain
mosquitos nibble a my flesh
leeches draining my fabric
body aches
pain in every step
throat sealing up into nothing
my prison

]]> ~peterd092 http://peterd092.deviantart.com/journal/16466893/ http://peterd092.deviantart.com/journal/16466893/ Fri, 18 Jan 2008 21:54:31 PST torment,
chaos,
the soul of a child thrown into darkness
what have you done?
how could you let this happen?
you are a beast
cruelty
i loathe you
begone from my sight
a childs soul
pieces remain
only pieces

]]> ~peterd092 http://peterd092.deviantart.com/journal/16466840/ http://peterd092.deviantart.com/journal/16466840/ Fri, 18 Jan 2008 21:50:14 PST can i not handle you?
do you think me not worthy?
is the ends of the earth not enough?
i would go there for you.
maybe it isn't meant to be,
touch me
feel what warmth i have
leave
hate
but my heart stays one

]]> ~peterd092 http://peterd092.deviantart.com/journal/16466774/ http://peterd092.deviantart.com/journal/16466774/ Fri, 18 Jan 2008 21:44:21 PST pulling at my soul,
glimpses of my life and yours
deteriorating,
turning to ash at my touch.
he fades
showing all the moon
then collapsing from whence he came
back into the oblivion of my self.

]]> ~peterd092 http://peterd092.deviantart.com/journal/16453552/ http://peterd092.deviantart.com/journal/16453552/ Thu, 17 Jan 2008 23:27:59 PST You hear the bathroom door open and close, your heart flutters ever so quietly in your chest, and slowly the handle begins to move. I step into the room wearing only black basketball shorts and no shirt the towel wrapped around my shoulders. The lights are out and only the moon gives witness to the shadow of a woman sitting cross legged on the bed. “Who’s there?” I quickly say. Standing up slowly your face obscured, “Who are you?” “What are you doing in my room?” Nothing, just silence from you the figure in the night. I stand to face you dropping the towel over the chair to my left. “Seriously, this isn’t funny,” worry in my voice. Still no reply, but your body stirs and your right hand rises into the air waiting to be grasped ever so firmly yet tenderly. Thinking to myself, “Can it be her?”
Slowly I step towards this shadowy figure dressed in black, locked in black, blackness; I let it flow over me and envelope my being taking your hand. It’s small and soft, I grip it tighter with anticipation and I pull you close. Your face is still shrouded in darkness, “I don’t care it has to be her.” I lean my head forward; you reach up stretching yearning for what is to come.
..Electricity
..Sparks in the darkness
I whisper to you unlocking the door that is the darkness surrounding you...hi Tiffany...
We turn parallel to the window; your face and body now revealed yet still immersed by the moonlight, whispering again, “I missed you.” With that my hands begin to move as if having a mind of their own, holding your face I bring you in close, again a jolt is sent through the room. Still connected tongues beginning to dance my hands slide down your back, my left staying at your side, my right continues down to your butt. I grasp it firmly and you giggle into my mouth making me smile. I move on back up, so smooth so soft this feeling that I can’t get enough of. I break the kiss and grab and bring you closer than before. Standing with you almost one with me, your head at my chest the pounding of my racing heart escapes my chest to your ears. Your neck glistens in the light...delicious... I start behind your ear and move to suckle your ear lobe, coming back around to your sweet lips, like the finest candies of the world. Again I break from you making you gasp for want of more. Vigorously I go for your neck, I want it all, nibbling and before I begin to sink my teeth ever so slightly into your neck, I pick you up with ease. Your legs wrap around my waist, back to the sweetness of your lips and neck, off the ground it’s like floating in space with you with only the stars and planets as our witness. Not being able to stand for long I collapse on the bed behind me. You fall on top of me, recovering from the suddenness and laughing we rise to meet once again. As if I haven’t met you in years our eyes connect and stay locked never wanting to lose sight of each other. Only the murmur of...Tiffany... is heard and I dive into your chest, lips and tongue first. My tongue darts all across your chest, I can’t keep but seem to be trying to find something raving mad sending your head back with pleasure. My right hand now massages your back; my left slowly reaching for your left breast. Moving down now, my lips meet with the V of your breasts. Through the fabric of your bra and dress your nipples erect. I roll it between my two fingers; you moan slightly, the pain coalesci... ]]> ~peterd092 http://peterd092.deviantart.com/journal/16131665/ http://peterd092.deviantart.com/journal/16131665/ Thu, 27 Dec 2007 23:29:01 PST
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p.s. if you have watched me and went through my gallery how could you not fuckin comment on something? is my shit that zzzzzzzz seriously comment or something, sorry i had to sell myself like a cheap prostitute in thailand during world war II for just a bit.

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p.s. it is kind of scary how many new deviations are posted each time you hit the browse button.

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p.s.
not being able to breath is a bad thing right?..yeah i thought so

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respect death and life and how fragile that balance between them really is,

respect your time here on this planet,

respect

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sad to say it is quite troublesome to read notes at the bottom of a screen that my artwork has been rearranged. Of course this is my fault because I had to choose the category, but what is more troublesome is the fact that I have to go ahead and then re-locate them from the scaps. I don't even give a crap anymore, hardly anyone looks through an entire gallery i bet and if they did the scraps category wouldn't be too much of a problem. well it could be a problem when it comes to searching through categories, i know i haven't looked through the scraps section at all. again this is probably a hopeless rant that some will be like poor baby, or it will fall upon ears of the deaf.

i think there should be something to take away though and this is that even though your profile is your own, and that your internet experience is your own, that there will always be someone watching and monitoring ever so vigilantly. each character that is sent is not yours but theirs.

as far as fixing the problem of the catergories, god damn would you just make it easier to know what the hell each one means, i read like two descriptions and only because i had the time but i shouln't have my photos moved to "scraps". if the deviant team has the time to notice and see when things are out of place then they should put it in the right place. pointalism-where the hell is the category in drawing for that? and the fact that the stuff that was posted months ago has now been moved? right.. o well

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and if you feel so inclined to watch my videos and i hope that you are please go to

[link]

yep, that is me whining about what can't be changed, hope you enjoyed it ^_^

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i can't even upload this new deviant ID damn, i swear sometimes it loves me and sometimes it doesn't..

..and note that for some reason i find myself taking more pictures than drawing, this is getting very scary people..

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well either way check out my youtube channel and comment on my videos, you need to register but i plan on making them better and actually getting a series or some sort of "show" going so that should be good..

as far as the sketches, i need to redraw a lot of my old sketches, (sonic drawings) and then i have a few things that i want to try my hand at..NOTE: do not take a break from drawing because it is very hard to get back into it..

as far as everything else, that can be put on hold right..? sure it can except school..haha oh yeah shout out to tiffany for remembering me..

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it does save as a .zip file but that shouldn't be a problem..

[link]

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..as for what is going to happen here, i was hoping that i would get more comments and critques on my older drawings or at least the sketches that i posted first, so that i could move forward with my drawing ability..alas people seem to be looking but nothing seems to be worth their time..i have faith..

]]> ~peterd092 http://peterd092.deviantart.com/journal/14999890/ http://peterd092.deviantart.com/journal/14999890/ Wed, 10 Oct 2007 12:38:08 PDT ..does every action seem to have a delayed reaction..?
..must i suffer through time alone..?
..can't i just tear through this shroud of misery..?
..is it that when i stand the pressure is too much..?
..is it when i see the light that it is blown away..?
How,when..
will this torture end..

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..but before i go i want to ask all who view this profile to at least try and comment or give me feedback, i know there is a lot to go through but there has to be something you either dislike or like..help me help you, as corny as that sounds..adios

]]> ~peterd092 http://peterd092.deviantart.com/journal/14974377/ http://peterd092.deviantart.com/journal/14974377/ Mon, 08 Oct 2007 16:55:50 PDT looking foward to possibly some death-note on adult swim, so exciting to see how the english dubs will sound like..i already watched the anime in japanese and to date it has to be the best anime i have ever layed eyes on..as for the rest of the night nothing special, probably some more uploading..

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peter..d

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