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                <title>HELLO !</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 03 May 2007 18:35:58 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hola !<br />
<br />
Well, its been a while. A good long while. Before we know it, I am officially getting married on May 25th to the same man Ive been dating for the past 5 years. Its crazy, a mixture of excitement and nervousness over here. Im glad that for the past years people saw us a couple of kids who were just trying to hook up and have fun and now we end up agreeing to being committed to each other like nobodys business.<br />
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I didnt put up things up @ dA because I didnt have time to produce art. I did purchase a Polaroid camera and shoot around, but I wouldnt consider that art because I didnt put up much effort (except that I did think about the composition and all) and the roid camera I got was a crappy one (OneStep CloseUp. Id DIE to get a SX-70). All of them were put up on my Flickr page so do head over here <a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/phrantyx/">[link]</a> if you want to take a look.<br />
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So I am alive and well, and no, unlike some crybabies who keep coming back, I never intended to leave dA. I just HAD to for now. I promise Ill be BAHCK ! (in Senator Schwarzeneggers voice)<br />
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(I will post pitchas of my wedding).<br />
<br />
Toodles.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~phrantyx</author>
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                <title>TIED UP</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 13 Dec 2006 20:11:21 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ After all these time I've been gone, guess it's good to update you guys that actually I have been...<br />
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ENGAGED !<br />
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Yes, you heard it right.<br />
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You can hear the wedding bells by distant and they will be heard louder when May 2007 is approaching.<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/date.gif" width="36" height="22" alt=":date:" title="Date" /><br />
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                <title>Hassle me !</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 07 Oct 2006 09:54:45 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I decided that my life is just becoming too boring, too routine and too stressful so the other day as I was just about to fall asleep, it hit me that I would visually document the life story of a sheep called Lambert.<br />
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So, don't forget to hassle me on this Lambert project thing. Send me emails, messages, call me at 3 am in the morning, knock on my door, yell in my ear, I don't care. I want the project to go on, and if I don't get any of you guys' assistance, my life would go on just as boring as NOW.<br />
<br />
What are you waiting for ? Come on now and remind me !<br />
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<sub>P/s: I miss dA so much.</sub> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>The Japs have done it again !</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 01 Aug 2006 02:25:18 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U1RPNejyn8Q">[link]</a><br />
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Like, NO WAI !<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>MOTIVATIONAL course. Sigh.</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 05 Jun 2006 19:33:00 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://photobucket.com"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v713/syibb/ori_ani.gif" alt="Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting"></img></a><br /><br />I am one of those people who find it absolutely pointless to go to any type of motivational courses. That's because I motivate myself on my own reasons and beliefs and I don't need any guy in suits telling me what to do, how to study, or how many rounds I have to run around the tracks so that I would be the best one in the flock. I've always hated motivational courses ever since school days, and if it wasn't compulsory, you'd find me doing my own thang instead of sitting in the hall listening to some gibberish until your butt gets numb. (No offence to those who love these courses)<br />
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Unfortunately, I have to go through it again. If I know TM (a Malaysian telecommunications company) is so lame in recruiting ex-scholars, I would be taking their study loan instead of scholarship. At least I get to work at my own pace and not be bounded by anything and GET TO DO WHAT I LOVE, instead of going through a 2-week motivational course and waiting for an unknown, unconfirmed (sp?) position. <br />
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And I already have a job I love and I have to resign. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br />
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I am motivated enough, dammit.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~phrantyx</author>
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                <title>SUBSCRIBED !</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 30 May 2006 23:25:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://photobucket.com"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v713/syibb/ori_ani.gif" alt="Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting"></img></a><br /><br /><a href="http://mooboy.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/o/mooboy.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="mooboy" /></a> got me a one-year subscription ! I can't thank him enough.<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~phrantyx</author>
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                <title>VACANCY</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 21 May 2006 18:59:32 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ WANTED : Side dish boyfriend.<br />
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* Candidate must possess at least an element of maturity, independence (a little cling would help), a car in good condition and preferably a studio apartment.<br />
* Required skill(s): Generosity of compliments, caring, honest.<br />
* Preferred skill(s): Good with hands.<br />
* Required language(s): English<br />
* Preferred language(s): French, German, any language understandable during gagging<br />
* 1 Part-Time position available. ]]></description>
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                <title>TAGGED : 6 weird things about me</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 16 Apr 2006 18:46:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I got tagged by lovely <a href="http://beachblonde.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/e/beachblonde.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="beachblonde" /></a> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br />
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Rules: The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 weird habits/things about yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a journal about their 6 weird habits/things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their devpage comments and tell them to read yours.<br />
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My weird habits :<br />
1. Sometimes I don't understand my own handwriting.<br />
2. I think baby octopus on sushi tastes like foetus (Don't ask how I know).<br />
3. Everytime I see a dead cat by the roadside, I'd cry. Just cats. Not any other animals or human beings for that matter. <br />
4. I am super grumpy in the mornings.<br />
5. When I'm tired, I sometimes talk in my sleep. My ex-roomate used to have a full conversation with me consisting of Aztec relics, ritual killings, curtains, cancerous blisters and erasers. All wrapped into one conversation. It was funny if she would have recorded it.<br />
6. I think people with shady eyes are gorgeous. E.g. Benicio del Toro & Josh Hartnett.<br />
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And NOW I tag :<br />
<a href="http://zhaana.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/z/h/zhaana.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="zhaana" /></a> <a href="http://hologlyphic.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/h/o/hologlyphic.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="hologlyphic" /></a> <a href="http://ekster.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/e/k/ekster.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="ekster" /></a> <a href="http://tehehe.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/e/tehehe.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="tehehe" /></a> <a href="http://kscness.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/s/kscness.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="kscness" /></a><br />
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Go crazy ! (That seems to be my favorite phrase now)<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>The rise of Killer Elevators</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 14 Apr 2006 03:19:17 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I swear they are on the loose. Everytime I walk in it's like they have a conspiracy to trap me between the doors. <br />
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Madness, I tell you, MADNESS !!!<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Ho boy.</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 04 Apr 2006 03:42:18 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Seriously, last night I couldn't sleep thinking about this.<br />
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Yesterday I went home finding my comforter in my room went missing. In an attempt to just ask, I called my flatmate who was at work, then she went, "oh yes your comforter is in my room. My sister is using it."<br />
<br />
I was a bit pissed off. She could have asked for it first. So I went, "Can you please next time ask for my permission first ?" She said casually, "Yeah sure. Sorry." And hung up.<br />
<br />
There are facts which got me flipped. Which are :<br />
1. She did not ask for my permission to take my comforter first.<br />
2. She just thinks it's cool for her to venture into my room. I will be needing a lock soon.<br />
3. She did not sound too sincere apologizing.<br />
<br />
When she came home, I asked her to sit down. I wanted to talk. I said I felt disrespected she had somewhat violated my privacy by just getting in my room and taking my stuff without my permission. She apologized nonchalantly and just shrugged off.<br />
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And today, *I* felt bad.<br />
<br />
Why should I ? Because I let it out ? Because I felt it's not much over a stupid comforter ?<br />
<br />
I don't care much about the comforter. It's the principle. You should respect other people's turf and things. You just don't take other people's things and let your family or whoever or even yourself use it. YOU SHOULD HAVE ASKED FIRST. I would have said yes. Now I felt like I wanted to grab it back your ass.<br />
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Why don't I feel good ? Or is it the fact that I always go a long way to respect other people and I never get the same things in return ? ARGH.<br />
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Can you tell me why don't I feel good still over this ? <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Thank YOU.</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 10 Mar 2006 00:50:16 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ A guy I talked to on MSN often, all of a sudden stopped talking to me after he accidentally found my photo on the Net.<br />
<br />
When I asked why, his answer, "Because you are a Muslim. Muslims are not nice people."<br />
<br />
And all this while he's been praising me for my politeness, my wit, and my taste in independent films.<br />
<br />
I've gotten this, I don't know, so many times before.<br />
<br />
And after this revelation, I don't know how many would undevwatched me. I'm really hoping none others were any of the sort of the same guy I described above, because I really respect you guys for WHO you are.<br />
<br />
But seriously, thank YOU, for the Muslim extremists who make me lost my 'friends', and to the people who judge other people on other aspects not supposed to be judged (religion, race, looks, status etc.)<br />
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Thank you very much. ]]></description>
                <author>~phrantyx</author>
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                <title>Help With Life ?</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 07 Mar 2006 17:34:33 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Stupid sand carrying truck.<br />
<br />
A small bit of pebble flew on top of my windshield, leaving a small crack, which I noticed it began to spread this morning. My dad said that it can't be repaired, but according to the Internet, yes there are some fillers for those little crack, which I can't seem to find it anywhere in the local stores.<br />
<br />
And the mechanic says there's nothing to be worried about. But of course I'm worried, I live in the apartments where the parking spots are right under the sun. And you know how the hot weather in Malaysia can be.<br />
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My poor car. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br />
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Any advice ? ]]></description>
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                <title>Biological clock ?</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 08 Feb 2006 00:42:37 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I've got no point in writing this, yet I want to.<br />
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The other day, a friend who was born with a defect in her left foot, decided to undergo a surgery to 'repair' it. Instead of being cruel (in a good way) like I always was with words, instead of saying, "What the fuck do you need the surgery for ? You don't friggin' need it !" I told her, "You don't need that surgery, we love you the way you are."<br />
<br />
She looked at me, horrified, then laughed the intestines out of her. <br />
<br />
"Sweetie, you're just turning 24, not 42. You don't have to be all motherly to me. I don't buy all those crap. Now go make me some tea." Then she proceeded to fiddle with a little piece of dry skin overhanging her newly-cut foot.<br />
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Me ? Acting all motherly ?<br />
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Ho boy. ]]></description>
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                <title>Twenty fucking four !</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 23 Jan 2006 18:54:02 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Haih, today's my birthday. But it's just like any other day, going to work, facing the traffic jams, fighting sleepiness at the office, stress and workload, etc.<br />
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So what does being 24 means to me ?<br />
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To be honest, I have no idea. I just want to start a career and work my ass off for a better tomorrow. I want to stay more calm and collected, at the same time maintaining the confidence I have in myself.<br />
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So, Happy 24th Birthday to me.<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>HAPPY NEW YEAR !</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 28 Dec 2005 19:57:39 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/party.gif" width="50" height="20" alt=":party:" title="Party" /><br />
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Happy New Year everybody ! May we have a good year ahead. Oh what the heck ! May we have a good FUTURE ahead.<br />
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Stay sober. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/g/giggle.gif" width="17" height="15" alt=":giggle:" title="Giggle" /><br />
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Peace and hot wet love,<br />
Yours truly.<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>This is written over a death of a cat</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 15 Dec 2005 06:28:52 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I hate deaths.<br />
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Does Molayn know that I am thinking of her now ? Does she know I misses her peeking at the door ? Does she know I miss her small paws trotting on my feet ? Does she know that no one else drags my mom's colorful rug out of the house now ? I miss seeing her small body dragging that piece of textile out of the door, for the sake of her and her sister's own warmth. So sneaky, you little orange cat.<br />
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I fucking hate seeing how she squirmed fighting for her life the moment the car hit her.<br />
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I miss her terribly <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Molecule gives passionate lovers just one year</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 30 Nov 2005 03:40:05 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ROME (Reuters) - Your heartbeat accelerates, you have butterflies in the stomach, you feel euphoric and a bit silly. It's all part of falling passionately in love -- and scientists now tell us the feeling won't last more than a year.<br />
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The powerful emotions that bowl over new lovers are triggered by a molecule known as nerve growth factor (NGF), according to Pavia University researchers.<br />
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The Italian scientists found far higher levels of NGF in the blood of 58 people who had recently fallen madly in love than in that of a group of singles and people in long-term relationships.<br />
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But after a year with the same lover, the quantity of the 'love molecule' in their blood had fallen to the same level as that of the other groups.<br />
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The Italian researchers, publishing their study in the journal Psychoneuroendocrinology, said it was not clear how falling in love triggers higher levels of NGF, but the molecule clearly has an important role in the "social chemistry" between people at the start of a relationship.<br />
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<i>Meh, that explains why he no longer bothers to fart loudly around me, and how he does not care even if I have a pimple the size of a Macadamian nut on my nose, and even offers to pinch it for me. That explains why I don't care even if my hair's all messed up and my face is makeupless and I'm throwing all over him after my appendicitis surgery, and he still wipes the rest of the vomit from my face with his bare hands.<br />
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I love you, Shamril Azry. There will no two people like us in this world.</i><br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>My Oscar moment :giggle:</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 15 Nov 2005 23:00:54 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Since I notice that the amount of my watchers increased tremendously in the past few days, I would like to thank each and every one of my old and new watchers alike for taking time to browse through, comment, fave and send me notes whatsoever. It is very greatly appreciated ! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/t/thanks.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":thanks:" title="Thanks for everything!" /><br />
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I apologize very much for cluttering up your inbox with my deviations, I'm still unemployed for now so I thought I need to practice on my artistic and computer skills in hopes for them not to rust. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/e/embarrassed.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":blush:" title="Blush" /><br />
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And again, thank you. You guys are absolutely wonderful. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I QUIT !</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 22 Oct 2005 21:56:20 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I quit job. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bleh.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":bleh:" title="Bleh" /><br />
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It was a whole different story there. My advice : Listen to both sides before you judge. Don't practice politics in your company. Trust your employees, not putting other senior employees to spy on junior ones. What's the use of hiring new employees if you're not going to trust them ? Then, your decision is not *that* wise, isn't it ?<br />
<br />
And for the latter who keeps reporting and kissing asses, if you're going to step on other people's heads to get to the top, it won't be long before you fall back on the ground again, I promise. You actually made me feel better by getting yourself down to a lower level from mine. I can tell you that I am 100x better than you are.<br />
<br />
It was such a good experience anyway. No kidding. ]]></description>
                <author>~phrantyx</author>
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                <title>Appendicitis</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 26 Sep 2005 10:45:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Off from work for 2 weeks due to my first surgery ever. Appendicitis.<br />
<br />
Wish me well. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /><br />
<br />
For years I was in this silence, hurtful quarrel with this girl. We competed in almost everything : to look good, to be better in class, everything I'm good at, she had to be, and everything she's good at, I had to be it as well. To conclude it all, we simply hate the presence of each other's sight. I would not spare the rest as it would fill the whole thread <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/g/giggle.gif" width="17" height="15" alt=":giggle:" title="Giggle" /><br />
<br />
Recently, I was working when I had a serious stomachache so in the middle of office hours I drove to the clinic and found out I was diagnosed with appendicitis. Being stubborn, I didn't want to follow the doctor's advice to be admitted to the nearest hospital but instead I drove back 60 km to my hometown to be admitted to the hospital there, where my loved ones reside. All of a sudden, things I could never think would be possible, such as surgery (yes I never have thought that), happened to me in just a split second.<br />
<br />
Not many friends know this, since I used to go to university 300 km away from my hometown, and most of my closest friends are there, and I decided to keep things quiet. Now that I'm healing, I'm beginning to contact each and every friend I could remember, to clear things up, fights or not, because suddenly I realize : everything can be taken away from me in an instance, and I wanted to let them know that I care for them whether they realize or not.<br />
<br />
So I called this 'enemy' of mine to apologize about the whole stupid competition we had, and first, she seemed rather defensive about the whole thing, and slowly, she melted. We talked for hours. For once, I never felt this victorious, so joyful. I am winning when I choose to let go of my ego.<br />
<br />
Such a Reader's Digest story, no ? <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/g/giggle.gif" width="17" height="15" alt=":giggle:" title="Giggle" /><br />
<br />
So do you have any stories where do you feel you are winning when it's not really obvious that you are, but it felt SO damn good ? Like you stopped dead in your tracks of marathon when you're nearing the finish line to help someone who fell in the crowds ?<br />
<br />
Let's share. We need this feel good thread once in a while, I think.<br />
<br />
Can I have your views and stories here ? : <a href="http://forum.deviantart.com/devart/general/500783/">[link]</a> ]]></description>
                <author>~phrantyx</author>
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                <title>playtime</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 15 May 2005 13:14:31 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Stolen from ~<a href="http://chocobunnikins.deviantart.com/">ChocoBunnikins</a>'s journal  entry. Thank you, hun ! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><br />
<br />
Ask me 4 questions.<br />
<br />
Any 4, no matter how personal, private  or random.<br />
I have to answer them honestly. I have  to answer them all.<br />
In turn, you post this message in your  own journal and you have to answer the  questions that are asked to you.<br />
<br />
Maybe you'd start to know something  about me <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /><br /><br />Thank you DA for the one-week trial  subscription ! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~phrantyx</author>
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                <title>Death</title>
                <link>http://phrantyx.deviantart.com/journal/5346193/</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 13 May 2005 09:18:00 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Death bothers me.<br />
<br />
Death often wakes me up from my sleep  and forces me to stay up for days just  to see the departure of the deceased.<br />
<br />
I am not being selfish, but death  frightens me, and at the same time, I  am awaiting it.<br />
<br />
This sounds like an angsty journal  entry, but hell, there are too many  deaths around now that I can't handle.  It's like one big celebration of going  to the underworld, only gloomier. ]]></description>
                <author>~phrantyx</author>
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                <title>Turn me on</title>
                <link>http://phrantyx.deviantart.com/journal/4968386/</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 01 Apr 2005 08:28:49 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <strong>Mood : content</strong> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/date.gif" width="36" height="22" alt=":date:" title="Date" /><br />
<br />
Now I've never had the feelin' that I  get from you,<br />
It's hard to believe but I know it's  true,<br />
You leave me breathless, you're  precious, you're beautiful in every  way,<br />
At first I second guessed it but our  love won't fade,<br />
Every day I grow closer, with every  word you say,<br />
Me and you have got something that no  one's taking away,<br />
There were times that I thought I was  in love before,<br />
I've been let down, I'm less now, I got  an angel and it's all for you,<br />
It's all for you, I ain't worried cause  you know exactly what to do,<br />
And when everything's wrong you make it  all ok,<br />
I come home stressed and you take it  away,<br />
It's the little things you do, that  mean so much,<br />
I need your love, your kiss, your  touch,<br />
And it never gets old, I still feel the  rush,<br />
You got everything I want and I can  never get enough ]]></description>
                <author>~phrantyx</author>
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                <title>I LOVE YOU !!!</title>
                <link>http://phrantyx.deviantart.com/journal/4758517/</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 08 Mar 2005 08:39:29 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ This is a public ode to the love of my  life, SHAMRIL AZRY AZMI.<br />
<br />
I love you sweetness <3. You're all that  matters to me now. ]]></description>
                <author>~phrantyx</author>
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                <title>help !!!</title>
                <link>http://phrantyx.deviantart.com/journal/4578669/</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 14 Feb 2005 10:55:33 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Helping a friend ~<a href="http://just-a-creep.deviantart.com/">just-a-CreEp</a> to  design a cartoon-like headphones  covered in blood for his friend's band  CD sleeve.<br />
<br />
The format is Freehand 9.<br />
<br />
Drop me or ~<a href="http://just-a-creep.deviantart.com/">just-a-CreEp</a> note if you  are willing to help.<br />
<br />
Thanks in advance. ]]></description>
                <author>~phrantyx</author>
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                <title>my camera :(</title>
                <link>http://phrantyx.deviantart.com/journal/4487431/</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 03 Feb 2005 10:36:11 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I think my digital camera is waiting  for the its time to, erm.. depart. The  battery compartment somehow couldn't be  closed tightly anymore so I had to  remove the batteries once it's used so  they won't accidentally come out of the  compartment.<br />
<br />
And then one day, I was about to snap  something, turned the camera on and it  said on screen "Lens Error." <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br />
I had to shake it a few times for it to  work again.<br />
<br />
It's only Nikon E2100 but nonetheless  it's my first digital camera that I  bought with my own scholarship money  (RM800 - about $210 US dollars), it's  got only 2.0 megapixels, but again,  nonetheless, it's the one I've been  using to capture my favorite moments  with friends and family and loved ones.<br />
<br />
I hope it'll stay just for a while  until I get a job somewhere in May and  could afford for a new one. Probably  still a Nikon. Had gotten used to the  cool features now.<br />
<br />
Peace, and hot wet love.<br />
<br />
(P/s: Special thanks to Melanie aka *<a href="http://beachblonde.deviantart.com/"> Beachblonde</a> for always being supportive  in my work <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> And yeah, all of you guys  too <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/t/thanks.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":thanks:" title="Thanks for everything!" />) ]]></description>
                <author>~phrantyx</author>
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                <title>birthday on the move</title>
                <link>http://phrantyx.deviantart.com/journal/4399347/</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 24 Jan 2005 02:41:33 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Today, I turned 23. <br />
<br />
My birthday is unlike any other - I  traveled 5 hours from home back to my  university so that I would have extra  time for final year project. <br />
<br />
Birthday my ass. ]]></description>
                <author>~phrantyx</author>
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                <title>all because you kissed me goodnight !</title>
                <link>http://phrantyx.deviantart.com/journal/3214318/</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 26 Aug 2004 00:09:27 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I climbed up the door and opened the  stairs, <br />
Said my pajamas and put on my prayers, <br />
Then I turned off the bed and crawled  into the light, <br />
All because you kissed me goodnight! <br />
<br />
Next morning I woke up and scrambled my  shoes, <br />
Picked up my eggs and toasted the news,  <br />
I couldn't tell my left from right, <br />
All because you kissed me goodnight! <br />
<br />
That evening at last I felt normal  again, <br />
So I picked up my mother and called the  phone, <br />
I spoke to the puppy and threw Dad a  bone, <br />
Even at midnight the sun was still  bright, <br />
All because you kissed me goodnight! <br />
<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/date.gif" width="36" height="22" alt=":date:" title="Date" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/g/glomp.gif" width="47" height="20" alt=":glomp:" title="Glomp!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/cuddle.gif" width="24" height="17" alt=":cuddle:" title="Cuddling up with someone close..." /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smooch.gif" width="35" height="16" alt=":smooch:" title="Smooooch!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~phrantyx</author>
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                <title>Where is my Misha ?</title>
                <link>http://phrantyx.deviantart.com/journal/2914268/</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 20 Jul 2004 19:35:09 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ My cat, Misha <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/view/6623007">[link]</a> hasn't come home  for the past week. I was too busy at  work until weekends I noticed, she  didn't join her nephew and sisters for  foodand for the next day, she couldn't  be found either. When I asked my mom,  she said she hadn't seen Misha for  nearly a week.<br />
<br />
Cameron <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/6604978/">[link]</a> has also gone for nearly  2 months. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br />
<br />
I just hope they come back. Funny how  *just* cats have a very strong effects  on my feeling. But I love them as I  raised them as ickle kittens to who  they are now, big toms and tabbies.<br />
<br />
And I miss Azry. Very much it hurts.  Haven't seen him for only 4 days but  since he's not doing very well, I'm  really worried about him. 22 with the  heart of a baby, needing me to take  care of him. ]]></description>
                <author>~phrantyx</author>
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                <title>just because you have the power does not mean you</title>
                <link>http://phrantyx.deviantart.com/journal/2433462/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 05 Jun 2004 09:27:29 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ These probably are the worst 3 months I  have to face in my life. This place  where I work, does not encourage the  employees to go home on time BUT must  come on time, that is at 9 am. The pay  sucks, and I'm only waiting for my  3-month contract, which will end in 10  weeks, to end. The boss is verbally  abusive, just yesterday he said he was  not impressed by my 3.0 CGPA because my  work at this company sucks, and that I  was slow. He refused to pay my claim  when he ordered me to go do a shooting,  alone, by myself, with MY car. A few  days ago, he said I should get a slap  on my face because, again, I was slow.  F+++.<br />
<br />
So now I'mma start writing in this  journal about his verbal abuses, so in  case if anthing happens, we'll bring  this to court. I'm serious. I don't  need to be treated like a dog.<br />
<br />
Cat Crazy series:<br />
<br />
<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/6514163/">this land is mine </a><br />
<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/6604864/">this land is mine II </a><br />
<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/6604978/">this land is mine III</a><br />
<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/6605075/">my angel</a><br />
<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/6622952/">wut ?</a><br />
<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/6623007/">don't mess with me</a><br />
<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/6629735/">eyes of a predator</a><br />
<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/view/6647820/">'cute' is my middle name</a><br />
<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/7004536/">rock-a-bye baby</a><br />
<br />
Since now I've started working, I  haven't got much time for photography.  So instead, I'll submit my vector art  series, some of them are done for work.  <br />
<br />
Vector series :<br />
<br />
<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/7295509/">die Katze</a><br />
<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/7335681/">das Madchen</a><br />
<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/7501289/">WE</a><br />
<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/7522489/">funky friday</a><br />
<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/7602448/">Pink Lady 1</a><br />
<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/7602448/">Pink Lady 2</a><br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
More to come !~<br />
<br />
<strong>on watch :</strong><br />
<a href="http://gnato.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/g/n/gnato.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="gnato" title="gnato" /></a> <a href="http://inayla.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/i/n/inayla.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="inayla" title="inayla" /></a> <a href="http://jmulder.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/j/m/jmulder.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="jmulder" title="jmulder" /></a> <a href="http://matterless.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/a/matterless.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="matterless" title="matterless" /></a> <a href="http://oswaldyves.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/o/s/oswaldyves.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="oswaldyves" title="oswaldyves" /></a> <a href="http://saisuke.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/a/saisuke.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="saisuke" title="saisuke" /></a> <a href="http://salemonz.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/a/salemonz.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="salemonz" title="salemonz" /></a> <br />
<a href="http://seafairy.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/e/seafairy.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="seafairy" title="seafairy" /></a> <a href="http://tehehe.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/e/tehehe.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="tehehe" title="tehehe" /></a> <a href="http://tuborg.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/u/tuborg.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="tuborg" title="tuborg" /></a> <a href="http://jegal85.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/j/e/jegal85.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="jegal85" title="jegal85" /></a> <a href="http://subterfugemalaises.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/u/subterfugemalaises.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="subterfugemalaises" title="subterfugemalaises" /></a> <a href="http://lexidh.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/l/e/lexidh.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="lexidh" title="lexidh" /></a> <a href="http://frohika.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/f/r/frohika.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="frohika" title="frohika" /></a> <br />
<a href="http://asteriatic.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/s/asteriatic.gi... ]]></description>
                <author>~phrantyx</author>
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                <title>cat crazy !!!</title>
                <link>http://phrantyx.deviantart.com/journal/2239547/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 08 May 2004 10:32:28 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Check out :<br />
<br />
<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/6514163/">this land is mine </a><br />
<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/6604864/">this land is mine II </a><br />
<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/6604978/">this land is mine III</a><br />
<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/6605075/">my angel</a><br />
<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/6622952/">wut ?</a><br />
<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/6623007/">don't mess with me</a><br />
<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/6629735/">eyes of a predator</a><br />
<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/view/6647820/">'cute' is my middle name</a><br />
<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/7004536/">rock-a-bye baby</a><br />
<br />
I hate working life !!<br />
<br />
<br />
<strong>on watch :</strong><br />
<a href="http://gnato.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/g/n/gnato.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="gnato" title="gnato" /></a> <a href="http://inayla.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/i/n/inayla.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="inayla" title="inayla" /></a> <a href="http://jmulder.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/j/m/jmulder.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="jmulder" title="jmulder" /></a> <a href="http://matterless.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/a/matterless.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="matterless" title="matterless" /></a> <a href="http://oswaldyves.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/o/s/oswaldyves.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="oswaldyves" title="oswaldyves" /></a> <a href="http://saisuke.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/a/saisuke.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="saisuke" title="saisuke" /></a> <a href="http://salemonz.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/a/salemonz.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="salemonz" title="salemonz" /></a> <br />
<a href="http://seafairy.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/e/seafairy.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="seafairy" title="seafairy" /></a> <a href="http://tehehe.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/e/tehehe.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="tehehe" title="tehehe" /></a> <a href="http://tuborg.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/u/tuborg.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="tuborg" title="tuborg" /></a> <a href="http://jegal85.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/j/e/jegal85.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="jegal85" title="jegal85" /></a> <a href="http://subterfugemalaises.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/u/subterfugemalaises.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="subterfugemalaises" title="subterfugemalaises" /></a> <a href="http://lexidh.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/l/e/lexidh.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="lexidh" title="lexidh" /></a> <a href="http://frohika.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/f/r/frohika.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="frohika" title="frohika" /></a> <br />
<a href="http://asteriatic.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/s/asteriatic.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="asteriatic" title="asteriatic" /></a> <a href="http://vwake.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/v/w/vwake.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="vwake" title="vwake" /></a> <a href="http://piolvan.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/p/i/piolvan.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="piolvan" title="piolvan" /></a> <a href="http://bittertaste.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/i/bittertaste.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="bittertaste" title="bittertaste" /></a><br />
<br />
<strong>clubs I'm in</strong><br />
<a href="http://msiadeviants.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/s/msiadeviants.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="msiadeviants" title="msiadeviants" /></a> <a href="http://cat-lovers-anon.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/a/cat-lovers-anon.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="cat-lovers-anon" title="cat-lovers-anon" /></a> ]]></description>
                <author>~phrantyx</author>
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                <title>battery in your leg</title>
                <link>http://phrantyx.deviantart.com/journal/2176990/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 11 Apr 2004 12:21:03 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ This is a ballad for the good times<br />
So put a battery in your leg<br />
Put a rock beat over anything<br />
Get it stuck there in your head<br />
You can be with me<br />
<br />
I got nothing to rely on<br />
I've broken every bone<br />
Everybody's stop believing<br />
But you know you're not alone<br />
You can be with me<br />
<br />
This is a ballad for the good times<br />
And all the dignity we had<br />
Don't get het up on the evil things<br />
You ain't coming back<br />
You can be with me<br />
If you want to be<br />
You can be with me<br />
<br />
<strong>on watch :</strong><br />
<a href="http://gnato.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/g/n/gnato.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="gnato" title="gnato" /></a> <a href="http://inayla.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/i/n/inayla.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="inayla" title="inayla" /></a> <a href="http://jmulder.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/j/m/jmulder.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="jmulder" title="jmulder" /></a> <a href="http://matterless.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/a/matterless.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="matterless" title="matterless" /></a> <a href="http://oswaldyves.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/o/s/oswaldyves.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="oswaldyves" title="oswaldyves" /></a> <a href="http://saisuke.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/a/saisuke.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="saisuke" title="saisuke" /></a> <a href="http://salemonz.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/a/salemonz.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="salemonz" title="salemonz" /></a> <br />
<a href="http://seafairy.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/e/seafairy.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="seafairy" title="seafairy" /></a> <a href="http://tehehe.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/e/tehehe.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="tehehe" title="tehehe" /></a> <a href="http://tuborg.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/u/tuborg.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="tuborg" title="tuborg" /></a> <a href="http://jegal85.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/j/e/jegal85.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="jegal85" title="jegal85" /></a> <a href="http://subterfugemalaises.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/u/subterfugemalaises.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="subterfugemalaises" title="subterfugemalaises" /></a> <a href="http://lexidh.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/l/e/lexidh.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="lexidh" title="lexidh" /></a> <a href="http://frohika.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/f/r/frohika.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="frohika" title="frohika" /></a> ]]></description>
                <author>~phrantyx</author>
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                <title>going home</title>
                <link>http://phrantyx.deviantart.com/journal/2123282/</link>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 31 Mar 2004 14:33:16 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I will be going home for a couple of  days before 8th April, that is, the day  of my final examination of the  semester. Another thing, I just can't  keep being away from my Azry because we  seem to argue more often when we're far  apart, so I will try to stay close to  him as possible, it hurts when you're  in an argument. I will try to capture  more photography, geez.. it's been long  since I've submitted any of my  photography work. So, see you guys in  like, a week ?<br />
<br />
<br />
<strong>My friends on my watch :</strong><br />
<a href="http://gnato.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/g/n/gnato.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="gnato" title="gnato" /></a> <a href="http://inayla.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/i/n/inayla.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="inayla" title="inayla" /></a> <a href="http://jmulder.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/j/m/jmulder.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="jmulder" title="jmulder" /></a> <a href="http://matterless.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/a/matterless.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="matterless" title="matterless" /></a> <a href="http://oswaldyves.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/o/s/oswaldyves.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="oswaldyves" title="oswaldyves" /></a> <a href="http://saisuke.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/a/saisuke.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="saisuke" title="saisuke" /></a> <a href="http://salemonz.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/a/salemonz.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="salemonz" title="salemonz" /></a> <br />
<a href="http://seafairy.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/e/seafairy.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="seafairy" title="seafairy" /></a> <a href="http://tehehe.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/e/tehehe.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="tehehe" title="tehehe" /></a> <a href="http://tuborg.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/u/tuborg.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="tuborg" title="tuborg" /></a> <a href="http://jegal85.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/j/e/jegal85.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="jegal85" title="jegal85" /></a> <a href="http://subterfugemalaises.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/u/subterfugemalaises.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="subterfugemalaises" title="subterfugemalaises" /></a> <a href="http://lexidh.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/l/e/lexidh.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="lexidh" title="lexidh" /></a> <a href="http://frohika.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/f/r/frohika.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="frohika" title="frohika" /></a> ]]></description>
                <author>~phrantyx</author>
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                <title>ignorance is bliss</title>
                <link>http://phrantyx.deviantart.com/journal/2113128/</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 30 Mar 2004 02:04:20 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Some new guy who keeps using 'wtf' and  the *holy* 'f' word in ALL his  conversations replied to a question I  asked him "do you have to use the words  all the time ?"<br />
<br />
<a href="http://forum.deviantart.com/devart/general/185196/3029557">[link]</a><br />
<br />
Doesn't matter. He's only 16 and  probably his package is still learning  to bulge, at command. <br />
<br />
<br />
<strong>My friends on my watch :</strong><br />
<a href="http://gnato.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/g/n/gnato.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="gnato" title="gnato" /></a> <a href="http://inayla.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/i/n/inayla.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="inayla" title="inayla" /></a> <a href="http://jmulder.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/j/m/jmulder.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="jmulder" title="jmulder" /></a> <a href="http://matterless.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/a/matterless.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="matterless" title="matterless" /></a> <a href="http://oswaldyves.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/o/s/oswaldyves.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="oswaldyves" title="oswaldyves" /></a> <a href="http://saisuke.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/a/saisuke.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="saisuke" title="saisuke" /></a> <a href="http://salemonz.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/a/salemonz.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="salemonz" title="salemonz" /></a> <br />
<a href="http://seafairy.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/e/seafairy.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="seafairy" title="seafairy" /></a> <a href="http://tehehe.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/e/tehehe.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="tehehe" title="tehehe" /></a> <a href="http://tuborg.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/u/tuborg.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="tuborg" title="tuborg" /></a> <a href="http://jegal85.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/j/e/jegal85.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="jegal85" title="jegal85" /></a> <a href="http://subterfugemalaises.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/u/subterfugemalaises.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="subterfugemalaises" title="subterfugemalaises" /></a> ]]></description>
                <author>~phrantyx</author>
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                <title>here in my room</title>
                <link>http://phrantyx.deviantart.com/journal/2108471/</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 29 Mar 2004 12:20:43 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ This party is old and uninviting<br />
Participants all in black and white<br />
You enter in fullblown technicolor<br />
Nothing is the same after tonight<br />
<br />
If the world had fallen apart<br />
In a fiction worthy wind<br />
I wouldn't change a thing<br />
Now that you're here<br />
<br />
<strong>Your love is a verve here in my room</strong><br />
You enter and close the door behind you<br />
Now show me the world as seen from the  stars<br />
If only the lights would dim out<br />
I'm weary about eyes upon my scars<br />
<br />
Pink tractor beam into your incision<br />
I came here expecting next to nothing<br />
So thank you for being that kind of man<br />
<br />
<br />
<strong>My friends on my watch :</strong><br />
<a href="http://gnato.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/g/n/gnato.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="gnato" title="gnato" /></a> <a href="http://inayla.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/i/n/inayla.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="inayla" title="inayla" /></a> <a href="http://jmulder.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/j/m/jmulder.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="jmulder" title="jmulder" /></a> <a href="http://matterless.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/a/matterless.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="matterless" title="matterless" /></a> <a href="http://oswaldyves.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/o/s/oswaldyves.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="oswaldyves" title="oswaldyves" /></a> <a href="http://saisuke.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/a/saisuke.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="saisuke" title="saisuke" /></a> <a href="http://salemonz.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/a/salemonz.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="salemonz" title="salemonz" /></a> <br />
<a href="http://seafairy.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/e/seafairy.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="seafairy" title="seafairy" /></a> <a href="http://tehehe.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/e/tehehe.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="tehehe" title="tehehe" /></a> <a href="http://tuborg.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/u/tuborg.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="tuborg" title="tuborg" /></a> ]]></description>
                <author>~phrantyx</author>
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                <title>san dimas high school football rules</title>
                <link>http://phrantyx.deviantart.com/journal/2100287/</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 29 Mar 2004 11:37:55 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Last night I had a dream that we went  to Disneyland,<br />
Went on all the rides, didn't have to  wait in line.<br />
I drove you to your house where we  stared up at the stars<br />
I listened to your heartbeat as I held  you in my arms.<br />
<br />
We hung out at the rainbow where we  drank til' half past two.<br />
Nothing could go wrong anytime that I'm  with you.<br />
Like crashing a hotel room or leading  up to that first kiss<br />
Or searching for a high school that you  know doesn't exist...<br />
<br />
These are the things that make me free<br />
I feel like I'm stuck in "stand by me"<br />
This night was too good to be true.<br />
<br />
Today I woke up alone wishing you were  here with me,<br />
I wanted us to be something that we'd  probably never be.<br />
Today you called me up and said you'd  see me at our show,<br />
But now I'm stuck debating if I even  wanna go.<br />
<br />
Don't you understand that what I say is  true?<br />
I just want you to know I have a major  crush on you.<br />
I'd drive you to Las Vegas and do the  things you wanna do<br />
I'd even have Wayne Newton dedicate a  song to you.<br />
<br />
<br />
<strong>My friends on my watch :</strong><br />
<a href="http://gnato.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/g/n/gnato.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="gnato" title="gnato" /></a> <a href="http://inayla.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/i/n/inayla.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="inayla" title="inayla" /></a> <a href="http://jmulder.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/j/m/jmulder.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="jmulder" title="jmulder" /></a> <a href="http://matterless.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/a/matterless.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="matterless" title="matterless" /></a> <a href="http://oswaldyves.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/o/s/oswaldyves.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="oswaldyves" title="oswaldyves" /></a> <a href="http://saisuke.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/a/saisuke.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="saisuke" title="saisuke" /></a> <a href="http://salemonz.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/a/salemonz.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="salemonz" title="salemonz" /></a> <br />
<a href="http://seafairy.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/e/seafairy.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="seafairy" title="seafairy" /></a> <a href="http://tehehe.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/e/tehehe.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="tehehe" title="tehehe" /></a> ]]></description>
                <author>~phrantyx</author>
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                <title>be different</title>
                <link>http://phrantyx.deviantart.com/journal/2068120/</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 23 Mar 2004 09:17:26 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Here's to the crazy ones<br />
the misfits, rebels, troublemakers<br />
the round pegs in square holes<br />
the ones who see things differently<br />
They are not fond of rules<br />
and they have no respect for status quo<br />
You can quote them, disagree with them,  glorify or vilify them<br />
But the only thing you can't do is  ignore them<br />
Because they change things<br />
they push the human race forward<br />
And some may see them as the crazy ones<br />
we see Genius<br />
Because the people who are crazy enough<br />
To think they can change the world<br />
Are the ones who do. ]]></description>
                <author>~phrantyx</author>
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                <title>top 10 reasons to go to work naked</title>
                <link>http://phrantyx.deviantart.com/journal/2042162/</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 19 Mar 2004 09:30:51 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 10. No one ever steals your chair.<br />
<br />
9. Gives "bad hair day" a whole new  meaning.<br />
<br />
8. Diverts attention from the fact that  you also came to work intoxicated.<br />
<br />
7. People stop stealing your pens after  they've seen where you keep them.<br />
<br />
6. You want to see if it's like the  dream.<br />
<br />
5. To stop those creepy programmer guys  from looking down your blouse.<br />
<br />
4. So you can say "I'd love to chip in  but I left my wallet in my pants."<br />
<br />
3. Inventive way to finally meet that  'special' person in Human Resources.<br />
<br />
2. Can take advantage of your computer  monitor's radiation to work on your  tan.<br />
<br />
1. Your boss will never say, "I wanna  see your ass in here by 8:00!" ever  again. ]]></description>
                <author>~phrantyx</author>
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                <title>presentation day</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 16 Mar 2004 21:38:41 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Today the presentation went,  erm...well, it sucked.<br />
<br />
One of the Flash files is missing even  tho I've imported them all into the  cast members of Director, and  amazingly, the other Flash files seem  to work just bloody fine. And those  friggin' lecturers told my interface is  better for an artwork rather than an  interface.<br />
<br />
So where are those comments when I  consulted you guys ?<br />
<br />
Screw life, people. I'm off to sleep. ]]></description>
                <author>~phrantyx</author>
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                <title>hair or no hair, that is the question</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 14 Mar 2004 09:16:30 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ My boyfriend announced he is going bald  for the national service.<br />
<br />
Which leaves me kinda devastated  because I really love his thick,  straight, perfect dark brown hair.<br />
<br />
And we're going to the Creative  Multimedia Awards Night 2004 with him  being bald ? Oh lordy~ ]]></description>
                <author>~phrantyx</author>
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                <title>good girls vs bad girls</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 13 Mar 2004 23:32:52 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ GOOD GIRLS VS. BAD GIRLS <br />
<br />
Good girls blush during love scenes in  a movie. <br />
Bad girls know they could do it better.  <br />
<br />
Good girls loosen a few buttons when  it's hot. <br />
Bad girls make it hot by loosening a  few buttons. <br />
<br />
Good girls only own one credit card and  rarely use it. <br />
Bad girls only own one bra and rarely  use it. <br />
<br />
Good girls pack their toothbrush. <br />
Bad girls pack their diaphragms. <br />
<br />
Good girls prefer the missionary  position. <br />
Bad girls do too, but only for  starters. <br />
<br />
Good girls say, "No." <br />
Bad girls say, "When?" <br />
<br />
Good girls think they're not fully  dressed without a strand of pearls. <br />
Bad girls think they're fully dressed  with just a strand of pearls. <br />
<br />
Good girls wax their floors. <br />
Bad girls wax their bikini lines. <br />
<br />
Good girls wear high heels to work. <br />
Bad girls wear high heels to bed. ]]></description>
                <author>~phrantyx</author>
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                <title>I miss you</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 11 Mar 2004 20:03:43 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hello there, the angel from my  nightmare<br />
the shadow in the background of the  morgue<br />
the unsuspecting victim of darkness in  the valley<br />
we can live like Jack and Sally if we  want<br />
where you can always find me<br />
we'll have Halloween on Christmas<br />
and in the night we'll wish this never  ends<br />
we'll wish this never ends<br />
<br />
Where are you and I'm so sorry<br />
I cannot sleep, I cannot dream tonight<br />
I need somebody and always<br />
this sick strange darkness<br />
comes creeping on so haunting every  time<br />
and as I stared I counted<br />
webs from all the spiders<br />
catching things and eating their  insides<br />
like indecision to call you<br />
and hear your voice of treason<br />
will you come home and stop this pain  tonight<br />
stop this pain tonight ]]></description>
                <author>~phrantyx</author>
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