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Today is the day Ive been working towards for 7yrs.






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On another note, thank you thank you!! I was gifted a 1yr and 3month DevArt subscription... and I adore BiteMark and Mister Secret Man for it.
Seriously, now its truly best day ever. ^.^


<3<3<3<3

]]> *pinkeye http://pinkeye.deviantart.com/journal/28939540/ http://pinkeye.deviantart.com/journal/28939540/ Mon, 14 Dec 2009 10:53:01 PST

My next Zivity set, "Hardlit Fur" [by Corwin Prescott II] is set to go up Dec 29th ...

Im also holding a CONTEST on Zivity ... whoever votes the most times on my Chroma Rhumba set before Dec29th gets THEIR CHOICE of print from that set! Lipstick kisses and loving signatures included.


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You really have to be a certain type of person to steal during the holidays.
I dont even have words for what that type of person is.

Someone from a Rainbow store stole my mum's credit card number, and today they charged away every dime my parents had. Its under investigation at the moment, but she wont be able to get her money back till 90days from now.
So, Christmas is officially canceled.

My poor mum ... she looks forward to this all year. Christmas is the biggest holiday we celebrate, and its always such a nice "together" time. I swear, we all turn into a goddamn postcard, its so cute.

This thing has just left the worst taste in my mouth. I dont understand how one could live with themselves; destroying others. Stealing. Thieving. Lying. and of all times.

The Knights no longer out-number the Monsters, and this world is getting over-run.
Protect yourself, little ones.


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I had a Christmas show of my art and prints... some things moved, others were only looked at.
In a few days, Ill finish putting it all up in my etsy store... but for now, some art prints art prints are listed.

The day after which, I was finally able to see one of my favorite songstresses in concert, Emilie Autumn! By far, one of the best concerts Ive ever seen [despite my inability to dance much... still with the broke foot... did I get to tell you guys that? YUP... broke my foot! Owwie.] and a grand time was had.

After THAT, and only a few days ago, I got a touch of the HELL FLU! I am filled to the brim with goo and I feel like hot hell. Broke foot, Flu, and now Christmas around the corner? God Damn, I said... God Damn.


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A total plus to is all is ... I graduate from the College for Creative Studies in -3- days. Im falling over myself, really. I never ever thought it would actually happen.
I hope Im aware and over this cold enough to enjoy it. <3


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All I want for Christmas is a DevArt membership. =\ Boo! I ran out about a week ago, and its a sad sad thing to be bogged down with so many adds, let me tell you....
But in case someone is feeling absolutely crazy loving and in the Xmas mood... I DO have a wishlist, amazon style: HERE.
Never any expectations, only appreciation.

]]> *pinkeye http://pinkeye.deviantart.com/journal/28562548/ http://pinkeye.deviantart.com/journal/28562548/ Wed, 25 Nov 2009 07:04:17 PST
The way your lip aches when bit, or your cheek stings after being slapped... we have a ghostly reminder of the greatest punk multi love affair for you all. And just in time for Spaz-Mas!

12x8 matt print from A Punk Nightmare In NY --
Snarling, spanking, unedited and scratched upon... the print showcases angry scribbles and love notes.

£25/$40


Still got the itch, tho? Need more Manko and Vivid to lovehate upon?
So, to take the taste of blood away, a softer version: Corona is not Punk, baby.

10" x 8" Matt out-take print from A Punk Nightmare In NY of us being terribly in love and cute - less of Sid and Nancy, and more of Vivid and Manko.


(without the big ugly green sticker of censorship of course - that's for myspace, not for you, little monsters!) (I uploaded the full glory one... )

Limited-run double pack of prints
£35/$60

The prints are strictly limited and going fast! Once these few sets are sold, there will be no more.

PM me with questions and orders.

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My photos are NOT STOCK.
NO DIGITAL MANIPULATION PLEASE, and for fuck's sake, please stop stealing them for your ebay made-in-china lighters and party flyers.
It makes for my insta-hate.



LINKS ----*
ETSY store [original art, prints, and hand painted hair extensions]
Twitter
MySpace [Join the hoard. Protect the Queen Vee.]
VividHair
SuicideGirls [13 sets]
Zivity [3 sets]
ModelMayhem
WISHLIST [Amazon Style]



I have good taste in----
(Photographers):
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and (Artists):
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// http://pinkeye.deviantart.com/journal/28553808/ Tue, 24 Nov 2009 17:45:35 PST As shot by Ka Xiong again, "Chroma Rhumba" is up for your visual pleasure.

make sure to check it out in all of it's 18-photo glory HERE... and as always, you will win my love with votes on this set.



oh, and if anyone wants an invitation to Zivity to see my set ... just hit me back with your email and I will send you one! <3

Mwah~

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My photos are NOT STOCK.
NO DIGITAL MANIPULATION PLEASE, and for fuck's sake, please stop stealing them for your ebay made-in-china lighters and party flyers.
It makes for my insta-hate.



LINKS ----*
ETSY store [original art, prints, and hand painted hair extensions]
Twitter
MySpace [Join the hoard. Protect the Queen Vee.]
VividHair
SuicideGirls [13 sets]
Zivity [3 sets]
ModelMayhem
WISHLIST [Amazon Style]



I have good taste in----
(Photographers):
// // // // //
// // // // //
and (Artists):
// // // // //
// // // // //
and (Beauty):
// // http://pinkeye.deviantart.com/journal/28115738/ Mon, 02 Nov 2009 21:03:40 PST I feel like we never talk anymore.

<3

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My photos are NOT STOCK.
NO DIGITAL MANIPULATION PLEASE, and for fuck's sake, please stop stealing them for your ebay made-in-china lighters and party flyers.
It makes for my insta-hate.



LINKS ----*
ETSY store [original art, prints, and hand painted hair extensions]
Twitter
MySpace [Join the hoard. Protect the Queen Vee.]
VividHair
SuicideGirls [13 sets]
Zivity [3 sets]
ModelMayhem
WISHLIST [Amazon Style]



I have good taste in----
(Photographers):
// // // // //
// // // // //
and (Artists):
// // // // //
// // // // //
and (Beauty):
// // // // //

[everything is subject to change at my whim]

http://pinkeye.deviantart.com/journal/27795113/ Fri, 16 Oct 2009 10:21:11 PDT And if you can, get your friends to vote as well... I need all the help i can get, with all this downvoting!


Thank you all for getting me this far... I am so appreciative of this, and every vote here-after.
Here is hoping that on the 20th, when they announce the winners... that I get some good news.




xoxo

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My photos are NOT STOCK.
NO DIGITAL MANIPULATION PLEASE, and for fuck's sake, please stop stealing them for your ebay made-in-china lighters and party flyers.
It makes for my insta-hate.



LINKS ----*
MySpace [Join the hoard. Protect the Queen Vee.]
VividHair
SuicideGirls [9 sets]
Zivity [2 sets] [!!FREE 30-day trials!!]
Twitter
ModelMayhem
SugarLoot
WISHLIST [Amazon Style]



I have good taste in----
(Photographers):
// // // // //
// // // // //
and (Artists):
// // // // //
// // // // //
and (Beauty):
// // http://pinkeye.deviantart.com/journal/27580755/ Sun, 04 Oct 2009 14:45:42 PDT Thankfully, I was put in late by their staff... a complete misunderstanding.

SO ... the underdog attacks!
Onwards and Upward [with my score]....!!!



Thank you all SO much for helping me get this far... my thanks falls short, but again, thank you thank you thank you!!
Please, just once more... Vote for me, and vote high!

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My photos are NOT STOCK.
NO DIGITAL MANIPULATION PLEASE, and for fuck's sake, please stop stealing them for your ebay made-in-china lighters and party flyers.
It makes for my insta-hate.



LINKS ----*
MySpace [Join the hoard. Protect the Queen Vee.]
VividHair
SuicideGirls [9 sets]
Zivity [2 sets] [!!FREE 30-day trials!!]
Twitter
ModelMayhem
SugarLoot
WISHLIST [Amazon Style]



I have good taste in----
(Photographers):
// // // // //
// // // // //
and (Artists):
// // // // //
// // // // //
and (Beauty):
// http://pinkeye.deviantart.com/journal/26935340/ Mon, 31 Aug 2009 12:10:03 PDT On the Zivity homefront... "Tough Love" is LIVE! NOW! RIGHT NOW!!
The hotness of this mini set of hot leather madness demands your votes.... you can sign up for a FREE 24hrs to see my set [if you are over 18]. -PLEASE- vote on my set ... ! Its crucial.



And because I adore you all--
"Chroma Rhumba" -- submitted and currently in editorial review.
---- Sneak Peek:


You can see another "sneak peek" on my myspace, and even another on my DEAN Guitar spokesmodel page.
--- "what is that" you ask...?

Im in the contest to be the Dean Guitar spokesmodel. the winning prize is fucking wonderful and I would love to get a slice, indeed.
of course tho, its one of "those" contests. Vote vote and so on and so forth.
So would you? Please? Vote vote.
and make your friends vote. ^.^

You dont need to sign up or register or anything .. just click the link and vote high. ^.^




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Highlights from my twitter:

-] Gun permits in Detroit ... up 80%.
-] Sickness has come back, and its pissed. My shriveled limp kidney hurts. Doctor time. Organs entering a Code Yellow.
-] ... I came to the sudden realization today that I am -damn good- at what I do. And I do a lot.
-] Today the clouds made the shape of a middle finger. or maybe.. a dick and balls. Either way, the message was clear: "Fuck You".
-] It is very different when a boy or a girl says: "I attacked them and gave them a facial."
-] oh NO. My cable is gone. They took it! All I have is Springer now. Granted, I wasnt paying for it... but still.
-] I look rode hard and put away wet. But on the plus ... I finally got my calling card/business cards. 750 of those fuckers. *throws in air*


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I got a wonderfully surprising email the other day, informing me that there is a halfage portrait of me on page 135 in Ballistic's EXOTIQUE 4.
If really love to own a copy, but lordie ... thats one expensive book.
It's THIS wonderful image of me.
So go give some congrats!!


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I missed out on the VIP tickets to the Chicago Emilie Autumn show. By mere seconds, it must have been ... cause I was stalking the site.
There are only 20 spaces... so if anyone has one, an extra one, knows someone who knows someone, etc ... do let me know.
i would do horrible horrible things to get one of those tickets.

[still got normal tix tho ... so not all is lost!]


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PS -- yikes.
THIS is why I have been avoiding myspace.
That guy commented on, like, 100 of my photos... from the lewd to the piggish to just weird... and then leaves THAT.
wtf is WRONG with people?!

xoxo

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My photos are NOT STOCK.
NO DIGITAL MANIPULATION PLEASE, and for fuck's sake, please stop stealing them for your ebay made-in-china lighters and party flyers.
It makes for my insta-hate.



LINKS ----*
MySpace [Join the hoard. Protect the Queen Vee.]
VividHair
SuicideGirls [9 sets]
Zivity [2 sets] [!!FREE 30-day... ]]> *pinkeye http://pinkeye.deviantart.com/journal/26383690/ http://pinkeye.deviantart.com/journal/26383690/ Tue, 04 Aug 2009 15:22:59 PDT *dramatic fist shaking at sky, throws self to ground*

I have a dinner get-together tonight with a friend at *the* best sushi in town. Last time we went, I got silly on chocolate mint martinis, and I dont think Ill be able to say no to them tonight.
But... my water's been out. Only finally now turned on. Need. Shower.



But anyways ... babble rambles ...

Im in the contest to be the Dean Guitar spokesmodel. the winning prize is fucking wonderful and I would love to get a slice, indeed.
of course tho, its one of "those" contests. Vote vote and so on and so forth.

So would you? Please? Vote vote.
and make your friends vote. ^.^



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My photos are NOT STOCK.
NO DIGITAL MANIPULATION PLEASE, and for fuck's sake, please stop stealing them for your ebay made-in-china lighters and party flyers.
It makes for my insta-hate.



LINKS ----*
MySpace [Join the hoard. Protect the Queen Vee.]
VividHair
SuicideGirls [9 sets]
Zivity [2 sets] [!!FREE 30-day trials!!]
Twitter
ModelMayhem
SugarLoot
WISHLIST [Amazon Style]



I have good taste in----
(Photographers):
// // // // //
// // // // //
and (Artists):
// // // // //
// // // // http://pinkeye.deviantart.com/journal/25796445/ Tue, 07 Jul 2009 13:00:09 PDT
Firstly ... thank you all for the wonderful comments and favs on my latest work! I appreciate every one, verily.

Secondly ... New York dates are booked! Sept 9th-16th I will be running amok. Words cannot express how excited I am. I havent been to New York in years, and I plan to take it all in with a full swoop. Hunting down people to shoot with, have tea dates with, and find hidden street corners with.

And finally ... are you in the Michigan area? Got nothing to do July 17th-18th?
The Marquis de Sade Ball is almost here!
Im going to be walking in this for Vex Latex, as well as having some of my art up.
Anyone else going? Let me know~!

<3

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My photos are NOT STOCK.
NO DIGITAL MANIPULATION PLEASE, and for fuck's sake, please stop stealing them for your ebay made-in-china lighters and party flyers.
It makes for my insta-hate.



LINKS ----*
MySpace [Join the hoard. Protect the Queen Vee.]
VividHair
SuicideGirls [9 sets]
Zivity [2 sets] [!!FREE 30-day trials!!]
Twitter
ModelMayhem
SugarLoot
WISHLIST [Amazon Style]



I have good taste in----
(Photographers):
// // // // //
// // // // //
and (Artists):
// // // // //
// // // // //
and (Beauty):
// http://pinkeye.deviantart.com/journal/24949775/ Mon, 25 May 2009 19:12:28 PDT Check it out and leave a comment of love.

Clickie!



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My photos are NOT STOCK.
NO DIGITAL MANIPULATION PLEASE, and for fuck's sake, please stop stealing them for your ebay made-in-china lighters and party flyers.
It makes for my insta-hate.



LINKS ----*
MySpace [Join the hoard. Protect the Queen Vee.]
VividHair
SuicideGirls [9 sets]
Zivity [2 sets] [!!FREE 30-day trials!!]
Twitter
ModelMayhem
SugarLoot
WISHLIST [Amazon Style]



I have good taste in----
(Photographers):
// // // // //
// // // // //
and (Artists):
// // // // //
// // // // //
and (Beauty):
// // // // http://pinkeye.deviantart.com/journal/24811869/ Sun, 17 May 2009 19:36:01 PDT
On a different note... my legs currently look like Ive been caned. I have a photoshoot tomorrow, and some thick leggings are going to be needed. Or should I just go au natural and wear them with pride?

And now ... Etsy updates! I just spent tonight dying up some more leopard pieces [some on blond, some on natural auburn] and some burgundy/black raccoons. Ill post those tomorrow.
But for now:




plus some larger versions of this print:

Plus even more ... all in my ETSY SHOP.


More updates soon~ Im trying to be better with my updates outside of SG. ^.^

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My photos are NOT STOCK.
NO DIGITAL MANIPULATION PLEASE, and for fuck's sake, please stop stealing them for your ebay made-in-china lighters and party flyers.
It makes for my insta-hate.



LINKS ----*
MySpace [Join the hoard. Protect the Queen Vee.]
VividHair
SuicideGirls [9 sets]
Zivity [2 sets] [!!FREE 30-day trials!!]
Twitter
ModelMayhem
SugarLoot
WISHLIST [Amazon Style]



I have good taste in----
(Photographers):
// // // // //
// // // // //
and (Artists):
// // // // //
// // // *pinkeye http://pinkeye.deviantart.com/journal/24726150/ http://pinkeye.deviantart.com/journal/24726150/ Tue, 12 May 2009 18:17:00 PDT

I dyed it up blacker than my little heart... with shoots of pink, like my sugar-coated kisses. Then I hopped off to Bleach's salon, and she snipped me up right.


I battled a flu, another flu, an ear infection, and then Bronchitis.... all in about a month. When it rains it pours bacteria! The "D" in "Detroit" is for ... disease.
Im now a tiny mass of antibiotics, vitamins, and tea... and Im finally feeling better. Now I need to tackle Ka... -so- much shooting to be had. I cannot wait.


Added some photos to my Candids folder on my myspace.


Also, went out to Necto for the first time in a year! Oh how I missed dancing and drinking and getting generally silly. accompanied me, and even let me cook her breakfast in the morning. WiiFit HulaHooping kicked our butts tho.
... and then both of us got the earlier-mentioned flu.


Public Displays of Drunkenness [PDD]


[I apparently drunk-choke Adamn instead of a verbal greeting.]


Finally put up some hair goodies in my ETSY SHOP in addition to the art prints, model prints, original art and boot gnomes. Im having a sale on all black dreads, all platnium dreads, and some transitional clip ins. I also have up a pink leopard fringe, some snow leopard clips, and raccoon clips. I keep adding more and more ... so check back often!
and of course, spread the word. ^.^







AND --
I bought some chucks [my first pair
ever]... and alas, they didnt fit. Im trying to sell them off so I can
get a pair that I can walk in [without them feeling like swim flippers].

M5/W7
HERE



I update my Twitter a lot more than my myspace... fyi.

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My photos are NOT STOCK.
NO DIGITAL MANIPULATION PLEASE, and for fuck's sake, please stop stealing them for your ebay made-in-china lighters and party flyers.
It makes for my insta-hate.



LINKS ----*
MySpace [Join the hoard. Protect the Queen Vee.]
VividHair
SuicideGirls [9 sets]
Zivity [2 sets] [!!FREE 30-day trials!!]
Twitter
ModelMayhem
SugarLoot
WISHLIST [Amazon Style]



I have good taste in----
(Photographers):
// // // http://pinkeye.deviantart.com/journal/24452209/ Sun, 26 Apr 2009 19:10:30 PDT CLICK ME, and consume.

xoxo

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My photos are NOT STOCK.
NO DIGITAL MANIPULATION PLEASE, and for fuck's sake, please stop stealing them for your ebay made-in-china lighters and party flyers.
It makes for my insta-hate.



LINKS ----*
MySpace [Join the hoard. Protect the Queen Vee.]
VividHair
SuicideGirls [9 sets]
Zivity [2 sets] [!!FREE 30-day trials!!]
Twitter
ModelMayhem
SugarLoot
WISHLIST [Amazon Style]



I have good taste in----
(Photographers):
// // // // //
// // // // //
and (Artists):
// // // // //
// // // // //
and (Beauty):
// // // // http://pinkeye.deviantart.com/journal/23959623/ Sun, 29 Mar 2009 21:27:49 PDT
Follow me into the internet playground.
[link]





momma got some new ink.



Function: adjective

Etymology: French, from Latin volatilis, from volare to fly

1: readily vaporizable at a relatively low temperature
2: flying or having the power to fly
3 a: lighthearted , lively b: easily aroused ..
suspicions> c: tending to erupt into violence : explosive
volatile temper>
4 a: unable to hold the attention fixed because of an inherent
lightness or fickleness of disposition b: characterized by or subject
to rapid or unexpected change
5: difficult to capture or hold permanently : evanescent , transitory

[I also got the dot on my face tattooed on. So near the eye ... intense. Imagine how much Ill save on eyeliner now.]



I also changed my "Chat Night" to a free for all~ Anyone who is on Zivity can chat it up with me in exactly 14 days. I named the chat "Vivka's Vodka Chat"... as yes, I will be drinking.
So pull up a bottle and have a little mixer with me.
While you are at it ... go vote on my two live sets! ^.~*



And finally, my SuicideGirls set "Refractions" is still in member review...

Please pop over and give it some comment love, so it may see the light of day.



Ive just done something very dramatic and different to my hair. I hope I dont regret it.

xoxo
--V

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My photos are NOT STOCK.
NO DIGITAL MANIPULATION PLEASE, and for fuck's sake, please stop stealing them for your ebay made-in-china lighters and party flyers.
It makes for my insta-hate.



LINKS ----*
MySpace [Join the hoard. Protect the Queen Vee.]
VividHair
SuicideGirls [9 sets]
Zivity [2 sets] [!!FREE 30-day trials!!]
Twitter
ModelMayhem
SugarLoot
WISHLIST [Amazon Style]



I have good taste in----
(Photographers):
// // // // //
// // // // http://pinkeye.deviantart.com/journal/23525633/ Wed, 04 Mar 2009 14:37:45 PST

Refractions, shot by none-other-than Zoetica while I was in Vegas, goes up for member review tonight on SG. ~ Leave it some love.


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Meow came over. We stole a wheelchair. Its my new game chair.
And yes, I wheel myself into the kitchen for a drink.


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Onward and upward, as they say.
And we are, and we are.

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My photos are NOT STOCK.
NO DIGITAL MANIPULATION PLEASE, and for fuck's sake, please stop stealing them for your ebay made-in-china lighters and party flyers.
It makes for my insta-hate.



LINKS ----*
MySpace [Join the hoard. Protect the Queen Vee.]
VividHair
SuicideGirls [9 sets]
Zivity [2 sets] [!!FREE 30-day trials!!]
ModelMayhem
SugarLoot
WISHLIST [Amazon Style]



I have good taste in----
(Photographers):
// // // // //
// // // // //
and (Artists):
// // // // //
// // // // //
and (Beauty):
// // http://pinkeye.deviantart.com/journal/23345416/ Sun, 22 Feb 2009 14:37:58 PST
HOLD ONTO YOUR PANTS AND KILL IT WITH FIRE!

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My Contests :
None.

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My photos are NOT STOCK.
NO DIGITAL MANIPULATION PLEASE, and for fuck's sake, please stop stealing them for your ebay made-in-china lighters and party flyers.
It makes for my insta-hate.



LINKS ----*
MySpace [Join the hoard. Protect the Queen Vee.]
VividHair
SuicideGirls [9 sets]
Zivity [2 sets] [!!FREE 30-day trials!!]
ModelMayhem
SugarLoot
WISHLIST [Amazon Style]



I have good taste in----
(Photographers):
// // // // //
// // // // //
and (Artists):
// // // // //
// // // // //
and (Beauty):
// // // http://pinkeye.deviantart.com/journal/23017488/ Thu, 05 Feb 2009 09:38:07 PST Zivity last night.... Piracy!

Want to check it out ... for FREE?
If you are over 18+, simply MESSAGE ME YOUR EMAIL ADDRESS and I will send you a personal invite.
... dont forget to drop off some of those free votes on my sets, as well. That's what they are there for.

[and I made the costume myself. ^.^]



Last weekend, the boy and I spent some 20hrs moving me across the street.
As for moving and the internet, or there my lack of ... turns out my place needs to be completely rewired...
so I may me MIA for awhile. Checking my softcore sites in class is just ... unnerving.

xoxo

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My Contests :
None.

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My photos are NOT STOCK.
NO DIGITAL MANIPULATION PLEASE, and for fuck's sake, please stop stealing them for your ebay made-in-china lighters and party flyers.
It makes for my insta-hate.



LINKS ----*
MySpace [Join the hoard. Protect the Queen Vee.]
VividHair
SuicideGirls [9 sets]
Zivity [1 set] [!!FREE 30-day trials!!]
ModelMayhem
SugarLoot
WISHLIST [Amazon Style]



I have good taste in----
(Photographers):
// // // // //
// // // // //
and (Artists):
// // // // //
// // // // //
and (Beauty):
// http://pinkeye.deviantart.com/journal/22716376/ Wed, 21 Jan 2009 15:27:06 PST Thank you, everyone, so so much for you wonderful comments, faving, and to those who made this DD happen.

[DD '08]
[DD '05]

Both photos by Eric Eggly. What can I say, he rules...!

<3<3<3<3<3 xoxoxo <3<3<3<3<3

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It's too cold for life, so it's too cold for blogging.

If it's not hitting -20, it's snowing till my car is lost. I have not left my house for 3 days. I try to think of it as money-conservation.... but really, I just dont want to bear the wind chill.
Im going stir crazy.



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but still... Ive been busy.

I got glasses.
The RedEye keeps coming back. I need to see more eye guys.
The eye thing has just left me feeling beat. Seems ok now, and I have to wait for it to flair up again to go see someone.
The one eye always gets it worse, but for some reason the opposite eye hasgimped out. Everything is blurry and double-vision in it, even with theglasses. Ive gone from a -5.25 in each eye to a -7. That's about 8 rxs.
Fanfuckingtastic.
Let's give a round of applause for degenerating eyes.

I hate these glasses. I just hate wearing them.
Lasik soon, mmk?
That with my unfortunate new blunt bangs ... I feel like Im saying "Hi. Im 14 and awkward."

[edit:delete]

Obviously, no "new" photos of said haircut and glasses. These all be older.

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I got the keys to my new apartment TODAY, so the tragic HomeLessNess that was upcoming has been avoided.
This is a big. big. big plus. Homeless in February did not sound like the best Birthday present [22nd].
I hope to paint my new apartment... as Ive always missed my old paintedwalls. Im thinking... purple living room, and teal bedroom. I am -so-obsessed with teal.

But somehow, I have $20 to my name right now... so maybe paint will have to wait.


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I started classes again.


This semester I am taking Advance Illustration and Design, Senior Studio, and Math and the Imagination. I think Im really going tolike Portfolio and "math" [more like math theory]... the other, we'llsee.

I graduate in December. It's so close, after all these years.
All those drop-outs, fuck this Im never going back, and eventual returns... it's so close.


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Im going to be in Vegas from Feb. 11th - Feb. 18th for a SuicideGirls showdown, of sorts. You'll all be able to see what comes of it soon ... as it will be on a DVD format.

Its coming up too too fast... still so much to do.
But still, so exciting. Ill be roomie-ing with my favorite and bestest of buddies, like Meow.

But still... too fast. So much to still do.
Ive never been to Vegas before.

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This economy has been killing me.
I have an interview for a job, thank god... as the one I have now just isnt working.

Ive never been this poor in my life.

Wish me luck and think good thought for me on Friday at 3pm.

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Ive been listening to Lady Gaga and Silent Hill Soundtracks nonstop.
It's an odd mix, really.


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So looks like the SuicideGirl Myspace added up a photo of me on their page today.
Check it out, and if you feel like it ... leave a nice comment.






xoxox

--Vivka

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My Contests :
1 IP vote PER DAY ... no registration needed, just click the link and h... ]]> *pinkeye http://pinkeye.deviantart.com/journal/22422554/ http://pinkeye.deviantart.com/journal/22422554/ Mon, 05 Jan 2009 19:35:56 PST

What are your resolutions? What are your goals?
Tell me your secret hopes.

I myself am writing my list of things "to achieve" for 2009. I make three lists ... 3 months, 6 months, 1 year.
Fill in the blanks.


Some --

*Get eyes looked at.
My redeye keeps coming back, and my vision is failing to the point of almost-blindness. Thankfully, I saw a doctor today, will be seeing another on Thursday, and got glasses to take a break from the contacts.
Im hoping things will get situated.

*Get apartment.
Looming over me for the past bit has been the fact that come Jan. 31st, I will be homeless. Ive been selling off a lot of my clothes and personal belongings, and was getting ready to pack everything for storage.
Amazingly enough, I may have found an apartment. It's [link].street.
I spoke to them today, I should know by the end of the week what my fate will be.

*Continue making hair.
I do enjoy making my hair pieces, wigs, and little creations. I hope to work with some models and create a proper website for the sales soon.

*Secret DVD project.
Oh will you all be surprised. Hello, February... what endeavors you will hold!

*Shoot more.
Glorious , now that I've found you, we need to shoot more. Blast these red eyes and fever... hopefully soon they be gone and we can finish all these projects we have in mind.

*More sets for SG and Zivity.
'cause, you know, I just love to share like that.

*Get a proper modeling site up, and an art site.
One URL, already bought, and a split site of the two. Momma likey.

*Graduate.
Finally. December, 2009. It's in my sight.



...... Im just rambling now. All my little hopes spilling out amongst the internet photos.
Perhaps Ill share my lists later, when I categorize everything and finalize what I can do and when.

Till then ... tell me yours~





[PS -- I just applied for a job I think I would be beyond perfect for. Imagine! Little ol me, dressed up pretty like and selling one of my favorite products in a club setting. I could do wonders, I could I could! I hope they find my blue hair suiting rather than offputtish. I would think it would make their saleswoman stand out.
Cross your fingers for me.]

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Contest 1
Contest 2

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// // http://pinkeye.deviantart.com/journal/22283594/ Tue, 30 Dec 2008 16:02:55 PST

Just posted another teaser from my set on Zivity. Thanks to the amazing amount of support and votes from people... it went from being on the front page to BAM, #7th most popular set of all time [and rising].

I am baffled, I am awed, I am proud, I am thankful.
Staff is just waiting on my paperwork for my next set. I think Im probably the last person on earth to -not- own a simple printer. Oooh, I want to hurry this process up ... maybe Ill just sneak to Kinko's tomorrow and run one off. Im so eager to post more teasers for you all~


I decided Im going to try to post more fantastic work I find on here. A "shout-out" to amazing people who inspire me more than words.

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All of his word, both digital and photo, is just beyond amazing. Oe of my top favs... oh I NEED to get his book.

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I am beyond flattered to know this man, and even more humbled by his gorgeous painting of me. Utterly amazing dark gallery .. even his speedpaints are just jaw-dropping.

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Everyone knows her, everyone loves her... and her work speaks volumes. This girl can make a portrait like no one's business... and again, I am humbled to have been her muse.

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*pinkeye http://pinkeye.deviantart.com/journal/21962993/ http://pinkeye.deviantart.com/journal/21962993/ Sat, 13 Dec 2008 11:43:57 PST Thankyou BiteMark, so spreading Xmas joy. ^.^

Quickie updates otherwise... I finished yet another semester of school. Huzzah for me. 365 days from this point, I will be a graduate.
True story.
Plus, lately, if I may say so ... my artwork has been rocking. I really should post a taste or two soon, I do think. Seems like all Im posting lately is porn, huh? [apologies ... you see me in class then you see me spread. THE HORROR, THE SHAME! THIS IS IT!]
....[we never have to go to that class ever. fucking. again. GLORY!]


I just found out Zivity is leaving beta-stage in January. What does that mean for you?
No more free passes. Last time Ill mention it .. but get 'em wile you can.
Leave you email here for me, and I will send you off a free invite.
And thank you everyone! Due to your support and vigor, my set is now on the first page of "most popular sets of all time". That is DevArt representin'....!



Ive been replaying the Silent Hills... just beat one, and I am reminded of why I violently hate 4. My 2 turned out to be warped, and Im hoping Santa will bring me 3.
And electronic Suduko. That's been another time-eater as of late.
And Pumpkin Spice Milk. So very amazing.


I just woke up and this page is getting rambley. Coffee awaits me.
xoxo


As I am a creature obsessed, I will continue to ravvage this site until I win one. What can I say ... I am damn competitive.

Click Photo. Click Ten.
and lord help us all.

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It makes for my insta-hate.



LINKS ----*
MySpace [Join the hoard. Protect the Queen Vee.]
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// // http://pinkeye.deviantart.com/journal/21880307/ Mon, 08 Dec 2008 11:33:32 PST SuicideGirls :18: and SuicideGirls :16: are back in my gallery now.

To whomever reported them... I promise you, it is me, and I am allowed to post these photos.

Huzzah!
Now go take a gander at them again, in all their glory!


SuicideGirls :18: -- All is Full of Love

SuicideGirls :16: -- the Auditor



Im scrimping and saving and should have my subscription back up soon. Forgive until then. I didnt realize you couldnt do thumbnails in a free account... BOO!



aaaaand.... new SugarLoot Contest. As always, hit the link, hit 10, and you are all set. Im aiming for first -or- second!
There is one girl who keeps sneaking ahead of me... and she has won the last 4 contests in a row. Needless to say, I would like to win one.
1 vote per IP per day, as it were.




I just submitted another set to Zivity [pirates!!], and [as you all know and love] is prepping my third. If you missed the post I made about Zivity and still want a FREE INVITE.... leave your email here and I can still pass them out!
Over 18 ... but of course~!

]]> *pinkeye http://pinkeye.deviantart.com/journal/21765123/ http://pinkeye.deviantart.com/journal/21765123/ Mon, 01 Dec 2008 11:53:46 PST "All is Full of Love".

Something Ive been aching to do for far too long, and with the help and trusted photoshopping hand of Ka Xiong , it was possible.
He worked some 80hrs of a full set of 39 iVivid images.

Assembly not required.
and No, I was not made in China.



I will be selling prints of the entire set very soon, to help with my moving costs.
Granted, Im not really moving anywhere, as nowhere.
Technically speaking, Jan 31st lil Viv finds herself homeless. But I have trusted friends and darlings and will couch hop till I get back on my feet.
This makes me more hardcore, right?


And my subscription here is expired, so hopefully Ill be able to situate that soon.



For the first time in a long time... I have so many photos to show you, I dont even know which to post first. I am flooded with fantastic images, and a pile of stuff in the "must shoot soon" closet.
Ka, get ready... set ... go!

]]> *pinkeye http://pinkeye.deviantart.com/journal/21549449/ http://pinkeye.deviantart.com/journal/21549449/ Tue, 18 Nov 2008 11:44:53 PST There is a brand new social networking site with pinup photos... Zivity. Not as alternative as SuicideGirls, the models and photographers are paid based on a vote system. Both companies are are good terms, so I am allowed to bop back and forth between.
Hopefully the Zivity crowd will enjoy a splash of too-bright pink hair.. because my first set just made it's debut.

"Pretty In Pink".... come join the crowd and take a gander.
Vote hard, and vote often.
I already have my second set ready to submit... I think I may like it there.


If you are over 18, I have a few free trial invites in my inbox. Leave me your email and Ill shoot it over.

xoxo

]]> *pinkeye http://pinkeye.deviantart.com/journal/21171296/ http://pinkeye.deviantart.com/journal/21171296/ Sun, 26 Oct 2008 12:41:16 PDT
With my one eye still weak [and fuck all for not being able to see an doc yet], Ive been going nonstop.
Been painting hair and sewing up extensions, and yes... I am making synthetic dreads again. I already finished one 50ct black dreadfall for a client, and will be posting photos soon over at the VividHair myspace.

I did the Real Big HairBall with Bleach and Salon 501. Our theme was "Circus Insomnia" and it couldn't have gone better honestly ... we walked away with the prize of Most Original!
With my blue and purple locks, Bleach did me up a la Amy WineHouse and I rocked a mermaid suit I spent a few sleepless nights gluing up.



For more ... check out Bleach's Hair Ball folder.
[and PS -- the cutie blond in pigtails? The one on the floor in the first photo. Noneother than my gorgeous little sister.]

After that, I shed my fins for shined up latex and performed at Club Sin for Noir Leather's Halloween HellBound. Bleach dipped her fingers into my tresses yet again, and helped me look like a latex star, bless her.


I posted a few more in my Candids folder on myspace.

AND ... now I will be performing at the Exotica Expo, as sponsored by Skin Two! Strapped in latex again, I will be floating around for the entire event... do come! Dine! Drink! Party! Get your kink on! and of course, say hi.


On top of that, I have a shoot lined up Wednesday [something big for SG, and maybe something extra for you guys]. I also got some stuff in from fabulously talented clothing companies... and Ill be having a solo art show at my school on Valentine's day [oh which I have nothing for].
Its going to be a busy couple of weeks, no doubt.

xoxo
PS -- and dont forget to vote for me! No sign ups needed, just click the photo ... hit a !10! and make me happy. You can vote once a day!




Thank you!

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NO DIGITAL MANIPULATION PLEASE, and for fuck's sake, please stop stealing them for your ebay made-in-china lights and party flyers.
It makes for my insta-hate.



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MySpace [Join the hoard. Protect the Queen Vee.]
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// ... ]]> *pinkeye http://pinkeye.deviantart.com/journal/20667883/ http://pinkeye.deviantart.com/journal/20667883/ Thu, 25 Sep 2008 12:29:51 PDT Allergies turned into a red eye, turned into two red eyes, turned into one hell case of Conjunctivitis. I had to wear an eyepatch for a bit, as any light made me hurt too much. Wild, eh?
But now I have some meds that work out great ... and sometimes still the eyepatch. If I didnt feel so icky, Id take some pirate photos or something.
Har. Har.

My pink hair is gone ... Im now all blues and purples and greens and black. So dark! Its been a long time since i had dark hair.

A few people were nice enough to write me about banners... Ill hit you up soon, as said, Ive been ill. ^.^

Remember that Kiriban contest ... as I write this, it's 31,988... so close. I wonder if anyone is watching... o.O
EDIT TO ADD : Damn, someone was quick. 320,005!
Congrats ! He won a lovely print from my gallery~ Signed and kissed by noneother. Sorry I mis-called it!

I uploaded a new photo, as well as some art. I dont get as many favorites or views as I used to. Can't help put to feel as if I lost my flair.

I have another contest up and running here ... at SugarLoot. I am finally over the anger of getting cheated out of the Wii and thought Id try once again.
You know the drill... no need to sign up for anything, just click the link and click 10. One vote per day.
I am surrounded by blonds in that contest. Id like to win to show the man that pink-haired girls rock harder than ever.

I also added some more pre-made to sell hair on my hair myspace!

Ugh, the computer is too much for my weak eye! Off to rest I go ...
Talk to you cats soon~

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It makes for my insta-hate.



LINKS ----*
MySpace [Join the hoard. Protect the Queen Vee.]
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// // // // http://pinkeye.deviantart.com/journal/20381963/ Sun, 07 Sep 2008 19:52:26 PDT
I buckled down and built a MySpace to showcase what I can do... feel free to add my other profile, and hopefully, put in an order!

VividHair!


AAAND ... I am looking for anyone who is decent at making banners/buttons. I only need a few, but sadly, I am horrid at it. Note me!
<3


Don't forget .. Kiriban at 320,000! The kirban-catcher will receive a print from my gallery. I will supply a list of possibilities and you can have your choice.

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NO DIGITAL MANIPULATION PLEASE, and for fuck's sake, please stop stealing them for your ebay made-in-china lights and party flyers.
It makes for my insta-hate.



LINKS ----*
MySpace [Join the hoard. Protect the Queen Vee.]
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// // http://pinkeye.deviantart.com/journal/20250752/ Sun, 31 Aug 2008 10:27:57 PDT I love Styx. A painful amount.

So therefore... it put me in a grand mood and I felt the need to share.

Someone try to catch 320,000! Dont crop,... send me that whole screen cap, people! ^.~*
If no one catches it on the nose, the closest kirban-catcher will receive a print from my gallery. I will supply a list of possibilities and you can have your choice.

I'll probably be a bit before I get there, but hell, this might be fun, no?

Now... start hunting.


[18+]


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NO digital manipulation. No redrawing the photo and saying it's yours. No changing the color and saying you did the whole damned thing. No live trace vectoring and claiming you are an art god.
Photographers are annoyed with the level of copying and raping of my images, and honestly, so am I.



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// http://pinkeye.deviantart.com/journal/20115047/ Sat, 23 Aug 2008 14:40:00 PDT New shots up for 's custom shoes. Some more work in progress. Maybe something really ... big.
That is, if things are jinxed for me, as they usually are.
Im all dressed up and no where to go.
[except to NIN, thanks to my lovely little sister.]

BRB -- gonna go paint the town pink.
Ill update proper when I get home.
Drunk post? Depends on how drunk I get, and if words still have meaning.


[18+]


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My photos are NOT STOCK.
NO digital manipulation. No redrawing the photo and saying it's yours. No changing the color and saying you did the whole damned thing. No live trace vectoring and claiming you are an art god.
Photographers are annoyed with the level of copying and raping of my images, and honestly, so am I.



LINKS ----*
MySpace [Join the hoard. Protect the Queen Vee.]
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ModelMayhem
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// *pinkeye http://pinkeye.deviantart.com/journal/18689369/ http://pinkeye.deviantart.com/journal/18689369/ Thu, 05 Jun 2008 23:55:17 PDT



[18+ plz k thx BEWBS]

Take a deep breath, you know what's coming.


I spread my arms to my side and feel every muscle stretch. I must be able to reach miles, reach other states with these arms.
I take a deep breath and fill a long worm within me with air. I feel it expand in push against my skin. Deep breath, and grow.
I roll my eyes to the back of my head, and I see into my thoughts. I look into my mind with eyes closed and I see a blank faced crowd staring back. They are blank without emotions, black without expressions, black without facial pieces. Smooth skin, toned forms, staring back without eyes.

But they are waving.
Hello, out there. Goodbye, stranger.

My eyes snap back and I breath again. Shake it off. Shake it off. Just relax.

And I do, starting at my head. I relax and my pores opens one by one in a wave. My hair falls out and tickled my back as it floats down carelessly. I can feel a ripple in my skin as I truly relax... all the way past my arms, past my chest, past the worm in my belly. I feel my fingernails fall off seamlessly, one by one. I feel nipples slide down my sides.
I relax in a powerful wave that hits the group and snaps back, exploding and breaking my ankles.

No pain.

With feet firmly planted, I begin to fall back on the supportless bridges that used to hold me up. No more. I fall and my back is tickled again by air, wind, sound, movement.
I smell salt. I hear birds.

Can you?


I think of reasons to enjoy a summer. I try to absently ignore the way my skin itches. If only I could shove it off.

When I finally hit the ground, I hear a sound like glass breaking. My outer shell cracks and I crash like a wave. Skin now water, water now earth, flowing over it all. Here I am, in my infinity.
I still smell salt, and in the distance, I hear birds.

I dont mean to impose, but I am the ocean.


and these are the drunken ramblings of your resident surrealist.
I wont remember this tomorrow.

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My photos are NOT STOCK.
NO digital manipulation. No redrawing the same image and saying its yours. No changing the color and saying you did the whole damned thing. No live trace vectoring and claiming you are an art god.
Photographers are annoyed with the level of copying and raping of my images, and honestly, so am I.



LINKS ----*
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// *pinkeye http://pinkeye.deviantart.com/journal/18597415/ http://pinkeye.deviantart.com/journal/18597415/ Sat, 31 May 2008 17:27:15 PDT



[18+ plz k thx BEWBS]




I went to a Suicide Girls Detroit night last night. All was well and good, until I realized that I misplaced my keys within the first 5 min. Morbid memento? Of course, they are mysteriously gone.
Poof.

I was going to leave this account. I even created another name to jump too.
But honestly, even tho I hate this username... I adore the friends Ive made, and Im still proud of getting a single DD. Id hate even the possibility of losing contact with people, so, I guess Ill stick around.

I spent some time in Columbus, Ohio for the Hell City Tattoo Con, and then a week after spending time with my girlie Meow.
Ive obviously been spending some time away from the internet. Im dealing with a lot of issues, all of which are personal and I dont feel like sharing with the voidless internet, ... and it demands my attention elsewhere.
I just need a break, I guess.

I broke down and made an adult decision. I signed a lease and now have a brand new car. Kiwi Green Ford Focus, with black interior. That bitch needs some pink stripes, I think.

I have another pile of clothes to sell off soon in the SG Sales group. Doing all I can to make some money in my tight spot. Oi.

Be well kittens. Ill have a more update darling entry soon ... this is just me saying "Hi. Im Alive."

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My photos are NOT STOCK.
NO digital manipulation. No redrawing the same image and saying its yours. No changing the color and saying you did the whole damned thing. No live trace vectoring and claiming you are an art god.
Photographers are annoyed with the level of copying and raping of my images, and honestly, so am I.



LINKS ----*
MySpace [Join the hoard. Protect the Queen Vee.]
SuicideGirls [9 sets]
ModelMayhem
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// <... ]]> *pinkeye http://pinkeye.deviantart.com/journal/17548065/ http://pinkeye.deviantart.com/journal/17548065/ Thu, 27 Mar 2008 19:56:30 PDT



[18+ plz k thx BEWBS]




During some moment when I was away, I hit the 275,000 mark.

Color me three shades of blushing pink and shocked [with a side of flattered].

My darlings, my wonderful little scamper creatures... I adore you[s].
I thank you. I thank you. I thank you.
Thank you.




I meet up with someone who could be an ideal photographer, and close by. We seem of like minds and styles.
Im going to be at Hell City Tattoo Con in Columbus in May ... lots of photos from that.
--- the point Im getting to : lots of updates soon.

Summer is almost here.
I think I will spend the entire time in California.

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My photos are NOT STOCK.
NO digital manipulation. No redrawing the same image and saying its yours. No changing the color and saying you did the whole damned thing. No live trace vectoring and claiming you are an art god.
Photographers are annoyed with the level of copying and raping of my images, and honestly, so am I.



LINKS ----*
MySpace [Join the hoard. Protect the Queen Vee.]
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ModelMayhem
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// // // // http://pinkeye.deviantart.com/journal/17182166/ Tue, 04 Mar 2008 15:29:45 PST



[18+ plz k thx BEWBS]




And away I go.

At midnight tonight I will fly off into the sun and go see my international kin.
First, Italy (5th-14th), then my London playdate with Miss Honey M (14th-19th).

Then I come home and deal with some serious jetlag.

You kids be good while I'm gone.
If the pets die, don't try to replace them. I'll know.

My photos are NOT STOCK.
NO digital manipulation. No redrawing the same image and saying its yours. No changing the color and saying you did the whole damned thing. No live trace vectoring and claiming you are an art god.
Photographers are annoyed with the level of copying and raping of my images, and honestly, so am I.



LINKS ----*
MySpace [Join the hoard. Protect the Queen Vee.]
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ModelMayhem
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// // http://pinkeye.deviantart.com/journal/16999645/ Thu, 21 Feb 2008 19:56:05 PST



[18+ plz k thx BEWBS]




... happy birthday to me.

My photos are NOT STOCK.
NO digital manipulation. No redrawing the same image and saying its yours. No changing the color and saying you did the whole damned thing. No live trace vectoring and claiming you are an art god.
Photographers are annoyed with the level of copying and raping of my images, and honestly, so am I.



LINKS ----*
MySpace [Join the hoard. Protect the Queen Vee.]
SuicideGirls [6 sets]
ModelMayhem
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WISHLIST [Amazon Style]



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// // // *pinkeye http://pinkeye.deviantart.com/journal/15637019/ http://pinkeye.deviantart.com/journal/15637019/ Fri, 23 Nov 2007 14:46:29 PST



[18+ plz k thx BEWBS]




Live in Excess, life is luxury.


7 days 7 days 7 days.
I am counting down days and they aren't flying by fast enough. I've met someone, and he has been sweeping me off my feet. He makes me fall so hard I lose my breath. He steals my words and makes me blush. I am better at Guitar Hero than him, but I think he might be prettier than me. ^.~*
7days and he will be here. Covered in kisses and light-hearted coos, I will swallow him up and never let him go home.
7 days ----*


I did some shoots the other night, and I am now in love with all that is Zentia. I feel like a stick-figure super-villain in them.


School is almost over. Fucking huzzah!!
Now back to painting. Bah.


Hope all of you had a wonderful Turkey Day. Eat lots of left-overs!

My photos are NOT STOCK.
NO digital manipulation. No redrawing the same image and saying its yours. No changing the color and saying you did the whole damned thing. No live trace vectoring and claiming you are an art god.
Photographers are annoyed with the level of copying and raping of my images, and honestly, so am I.



LINKS ----*
MySpace [Join the hoard. Protect the Queen Vee.]
SuicideGirls [6 sets]
ModelMayhem
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// // // http://pinkeye.deviantart.com/journal/15265428/ Sun, 28 Oct 2007 21:50:44 PDT
A bit ago I had my first photoshoot in forever scheduled. I have a fierce desire to get back into modeling, and I was so excited for today I could barely sleep last night. There would be a boy model for me to tranny up and play with, and I was bringing a suitcase of looks, costumes, and makeup with me.
But alas, alas, it's a no go.

My HOOD flew up and HIT me in the windshield. It snapped off. It took my rearview and a lot of paint with it. Tires squealing, car flying, dirt kissing.
My hood hit me.. I always said that was how I was gonna go; driving that heap of mine.
My poor Snarler, I think you are done for. I think I need a new car.

A stranger dressed in grease drove up to help me, and hammered out bits, installed new wooden pieces, and strapped my hood down like a corset. I can now drive 20mph, thus I was able to get home.
This stranger in question had the longest nails Ive ever seen on a guy, caked in dirt and muck. I noticed because he wore a blinged out sparkler ring. His teeth had speckles of brown.
He said that if he didnt help me, his mom would have "beat his butt".


Once I got home, I was sitting in Snarler with the window open, trying to sort shit. A BIRD flew into my window and chilled in the car with me.
Srsly yu Guyz, yu guyz, Srsly.


Then the following few days my head would hurt a lot.
Turns out I am severely concussed from my accident.
I've had to leave classes as I couldn't understand the words teachers were speaking, i was dizzy and sickly, and felt about 2 minutes behind the whole world.
I am feeling better now, some 5 days afterwards.
A grease monkey is looking at my car, and may somehow reattach my hood and spruce up the rest. There is a dollar limit tho, so I may end up just getting another beater.



Guitar Hero 3 rocks.
Katamari is lord.
I have signed up to XboX live : Vivka Rabbit, in case anyone wants to play.

My subsciption ran out, so I might be really slow on the replies...

Take care out there!

]]> *pinkeye http://pinkeye.deviantart.com/journal/12789538/ http://pinkeye.deviantart.com/journal/12789538/ Mon, 30 Apr 2007 11:35:15 PDT



[18+ plz k thx BEWBS]




Keep in mind I am male. I dont know why, but I am usually male in my dreams.
I just wrote this, and didnt check over for spelling or grammar. Please forgive.

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Picture this ...


Shadows fall over a gothic city in ruin, and the sun is setting. I walk with my clunky dirty boots and try not to trip over the flowing cape and buckles of gadgets hanging from my waist. Im dressed like a punk rock Batman.
I walk with my group, my gang, my flock. Boys the same age as I, all decked out in buckles, ripped cloth that faintly resembles garb, and most importantly ... weapons.
Everyone has knives, switchblades, 2x4s equipped with rusty nails, chains wrapped tightly around wrists.... I myself have bags full of shrapnel. Think of it as the anti-ninja's throwing star.
Guns are not allowed. There is no sportsmanship in guns.
This is war. This is to be beautiful, not barbaric.

As we march through the streets and the streams of last sunlight, a cute curvy blond grabs my backpack and pulls me into a surprise kiss.
"Bring me back some suspenders" she asks.
"Now where the hell am I going to get those?"
She gives me a wink that melts my knees and smiles. "Someone is bound to die wearing a pair. Pull 'em off and bring 'em back for me."
She blows me a kiss and skips back into the dirty sidestreets.
I knew it would be the last time I would see her.

Skinny rat-like men scamper into shadows while brutes base in a large group in the middle of a street. They wait, breathing heavy and savoring the addrenaline in their veins.
Im up on a roof, stories above the sweat and stink of the anticipation. The city could almost look peaceful from up here. the key word here is "almost".
In a distance that is still uncomfortably close, a black cloud of bodies march. It's them. They are here. We are ready.
They are dressed like us, look like us, and re equipped like us. Hell, half of them look like they could be our brothers. I dont know why we are fighting, I cant remember. My head hasnt been right since the accident [accident?].

They stand a city block apart from us, and its a classic spagetti western stare down. The wait for the first move, and more importantly, the first blood.
I hate westerns.
I rifle through my belt and dig up what looks to be an oversized metal bullet with spikes protruding. I throw it, and with some divine deadly accurancy, it drills into a mans chest however-far away.
he screams.
We scream. They scream.
this aint for ice cream.

Clash of the titans, clash of the boys. Everything turns into a cinematic blur of arms swinging blades, legs kicking with steel toes, and a rain of red droplets. Im in a fury on top of my castle, throwing off more black bullets and pelting the party with shrapnel.
On each side of the building I catch a glimpse of a black mass.... scaling the sides with the speed of spiders. I go to one side to knock him off and he catches me offguard with his speed. I feel his fist in my belly... and thats nothing in comparision to his feeling my shards of metal and glass in his face.
He falls. He screams. I smile.

I run to the other one, and as his face peeks over the rooftop I hesitate. Its the man I shot... the "first blood". My hesitation was my mistake, and I feel his hot knife drill in between my middle knuckles on my right hand. God, it burns.
I tell him "hey man, sorry about that bullet thing."
He smiles, all black teeth and dirt, and says "all's fair. Its ok."
... wow, thank you for the forgiveness.
I let him crawl down the building at his own speed. We are even now.
He gets about halfway when I light a moltov cocktail and send it to greet him.
... all -is- fair.

My hand is bleeding. I think I got stabbed somewhere in my side.
Im really cold, but I start taking off my belts anyways. they feel so heavy.
My vision is starting to double when I see someone approach me. Camo-clad with auburn hair, she looks like she took a dirty bath. "You ok?"
I hold up my hand, and I can see dark liquid soaking my black no-finger gloves.
"He got me. It hurts."
"... where? I dont see..."
I hold up my hand and spread my fingers. I watch the girl's eyes widen through the hole in my hand.
"oh fuck oh fuck oh fuck.... " she chants as she starts wrapping dirty cloth around my wounds.

Im dizzy, but I have enough sense to check.
.... she is wearing suspenders.
I start to feel around for... ]]> *pinkeye