http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:pinkpositive07&section=today deviantART RSS for by:pinkpositive07 en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Fri, 04 Dec 2009 03:59:41 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/23677743/ http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/23677743/ Fri, 13 Mar 2009 14:25:00 PDT Been a while hasnt it?
I need a favor.
From anyone who's an artist.
I want to make character profiles for my friends. But I cannot draw. So if you could draw one...that'd be awesome.
Here are the names(tell me which one you like and I'll give you a description for the drawing):
Azure
Verditer (V. for short)
Crimson
Krynn
Darnira
Cherish
Azurite
Byanca
Sienna
Labrynth

If there are any more, I'll let you know.

]]> ~pinkpositive07 http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/21599842/ http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/21599842/ Fri, 21 Nov 2008 15:35:56 PST
I AM OBSESSED WITH THE FOLLOWING IN NOVEMBER:
cafepress.com
Hey Monday
The Killers
skinny jeans
obtuse messiness
A Rocket To The Moon
ramen
...and pretty much all the other normal stuff.
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ONLY GIRLS READ THIS! PERIOD DELEMIA!

Last night my period started...I woke up this morning and a puddle of dried blood about the size of my fist was on my bed. Don't girls usually have light flows at night and then heavy flows during the day? Did I miss that day in health class or am I defective? My sister says that my body has a phobia of movement(much to match my many phobias).

Okay, so what's my problem? Besides the obvious.

-CC
PS- I HAD TO IM SPEAK SO I COULD FIT EVERYTHING IN MY TITLE!

]]> ~pinkpositive07 http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/21249759/ http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/21249759/ Fri, 31 Oct 2008 13:43:25 PDT I'm going to be a flapper and I'm going to a party(a' course)
If you don't know what a flapper is, a link to a picture is at the bottom.

So what are you being?????




[link]

]]> ~pinkpositive07 http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/21159508/ http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/21159508/ Sat, 25 Oct 2008 17:46:23 PDT )
i am SOOOOOO sticking to this account!!!! i promise!!! so anyone who wants to read my last zoenala journal it's titled "news! so much! plz read!" or something. u HAVE TO read it...u just gotta...it's BIG!!!

btw hoo you voting for? im for McCain cuz he's not obama. i don't like either of em that much to tell you the truth..but you gotta pick(and if you dont like mccain and your die hard obama voter dont blow torch my house )

-Courtney

]]> ~pinkpositive07 http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/19248338/ http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/19248338/ Mon, 07 Jul 2008 06:20:42 PDT
-Courtney

]]> ~pinkpositive07 http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/19150706/ http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/19150706/ Tue, 01 Jul 2008 16:33:38 PDT
Last night a wrote a song. I titled it Happy Little Love Song(cheesy,right?) Anyway, I put it on Microsoft Word and when I tried to save it, it told me I already had a document titled that. I decided to look at it. Turns out I have a COMPLETELY different song titled the same thing. I have no idea which one should keep it's original title. So, I want you guys to choose. Tell me which one you like better and which one should keep the original name. Oh and if you have any suggestions for the other song title, spill 'em!

Happy Little Love Song #1

Never had this feeling before
When they tell me you’re at the door
My heart fell and I. . .can. . .soar

[Chorus]
It’s like
Your favorite song
A night that won’t last as long
As you want it to

Or kissing the sun and wishing
Friday would come and you
Can do what you want to do

Don’t know what to say
You got me at bay
In this happy little love song
Happy little song (x2)

[Bridge]
Falling from the sky
This could pass me by
Can’t wait for it to simmer. . .
You got me feeling May in the middle of the winter. . .

It’s kinda hard to say
When you pass my way
Just a sweet hello

I want to go up to you
Smile and talk to you
But I can’t show
Just how. . .I. . .feel

[Chorus-fade out]
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Happy Little Love Song #2

When. . .I. . .am next to you
The feeling is spectacular
Why do you have to be with her?

When. . .you. . .say my name
The butterflies are wonderful
The chills they are incredible

But why. . .don’t you hear. . .

My Happy Little Love Song
Happy Little Love Song
I’m playing for everyone. . .but you

Don’t. . .you. . .see me standing
In front of you all the time
In front of you is where I. . .shine

When. . .we. . .had our first kiss
My heart, it skipped a couple beats
We’re walking the ‘We’re-In-Love’ streets

And now. . .you will hear. . .

My Happy Little Love Song
Happy Little Love Song
I’m playing for everyone. . .plus you

These lyrics are oh so strong
I want to play it all. . .night. . .long

(Key Change)
My Happy Little Love Song
Happy Little Love Song
I’m playing for everyone. . .you too
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So yeah. By the way: I'm in my apartment and it's sooo awesome!!!!!!!

-Courtney
Ps- ONLY THREE MORE MONTHS UNTIL LITTLE GRAYSON LEE!

]]> ~pinkpositive07 http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/19024545/ http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/19024545/ Tue, 24 Jun 2008 16:53:25 PDT Okay, in my various(random) searches on DA, I have discovered yet another AWESOME artist. You may have heard of her, but you should really check out . The link to her page is at the very bottom at this journal. She is an AMAZING sketcher person. I don't know the technical term.
But anywho, nothing dramatic yet this summer!
(not for long )
-Courtney
PS- I WILL BE IN MY NEW APARTMENT BY THIS SATURDAY!
PSS- Mom is doing great, if anyone remembered that she is pregnant. Her and the baby are very healthy.
PSSS- I uploaded a new chapter of Just Too Busy on Fanfiction if anyone has wondered what happened to me!

_____________________________
[link]

]]> ~pinkpositive07 http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/18947940/ http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/18947940/ Fri, 20 Jun 2008 11:10:26 PDT
So what's up with everyone out there in Deviantart?
_______________

I could be brown
I could be blue
I could be violet sky
I could be hurtful
I could be purple
I could be anything you like
Gotta be green
Gotta be mean
Gotta be everything more
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you walk out the door!

]]> ~pinkpositive07 http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/18836344/ http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/18836344/ Sat, 14 Jun 2008 10:49:15 PDT _____________________
I already told a couple of people this in TraditionalArtPlz(which, btw is an awesome chatroom--check it out!) but I saved a little boys life at a baseball game!

I didn't want to go, but someone had to drive Cady to her boyfriends baseball game. So anyway, about three innings into the game, a woman screamed. I turned around and this little boy was on the ground.(He looked around 6 or 7. People said he fell off the top of the bleachers)Someone said he wasn't breathing and asked if anyone knew CPR. Anyone on DA that has a babysitting license knows that you have to take a CPR class, so I said that I did!! And yeah! The ambulance came to pick him up after he started breathing again. Turns out he only has a broken arm and a few scrapes. Not to mention, his parents asked me to babysit! They not only have a LOT of money(good tips) but their house is sooo big! (I went there yesterday to meet the boy<--whose name is Dillan) And I'm not just doing this for the money, that little boy is sooo adorable!

So yeah. A very eventful week. NOT TO MENTION SKOOL IS OUT!!! HOLLA!!!

-Courtney

]]> ~pinkpositive07 http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/18807670/ http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/18807670/ Thu, 12 Jun 2008 18:13:00 PDT O: Greatest Person You'll Ever Meet
U: Is easy to fall in love with
R: Very Good Kisser
T: Is beautiful
N: best personality
E: Doesn't Give A CRAP
Y: is really adorable
_____________________________
A: Very Very Easy To Fall In Love With
B: The coolest person to hang out with
C: Can Be Funny + Dumb At The Same Time
D: Never Let People Tell You What To Do
E: Doesn't Give A CRAP
F: Very Strong Hands
G: Has A Pair Of Eyes To Die For
H: Has A Smile To Die For
I: BEAUTIFUL
J: Veryyyy good kisser
K: makes people laugh
L: Crazy
M: Very Very Hot
N:best personality
O: Greatest Person You'll Ever Meet
P: An Animal Lover
Q: preety
R: Very Good Kisser
S: Has Beautiful Eyes
T: Is beautiful
U: Is easy to fall in love with
V: Drama Queen
W:is athletic
X: Great Kisser
Y: is really adorable
Z: Judgemental
_____________________
What does your name say about you!?

-Courtney

]]> ~pinkpositive07 http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/18529760/ http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/18529760/ Tue, 27 May 2008 15:36:03 PDT
Rules: Put down 5 facts that people didn't know about you. Tag five more people.

1.) I'm interested in sociology even though people tell me to be a singer or actress.

2.) I'm one of the very few percentage of people that feel comfortable naked or in skimpy clothes(though I don't wear skimpy clothes that often for the record)

3.) When I got a boyfriend a lot of people didn't believe me.

4.)I scream random things when I'm walking down the street and I don't care if people think I'm strange, because they're right.

5.) I once hung out all day with a homeless family and spent my $150 report card money on anything they wanted. (Hey I was in New York, can you blame me?)

I tag--




Hope everyone's Memorial Day was awesome! I got a sunburn but whatever.
Here's a cool M-Day vid I saw on Youtube-- [link]
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SUPPORTED BAND FOR THE WEEK--BETWEEN THE TREES
Profile: [link]
Myspace: [link]
RANDOM BETWEEN THE TREES SONGS--

The Way She Feels

White Lines and Red Lights

-Courtney

]]> ~pinkpositive07 http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/18379751/ http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/18379751/ Sun, 18 May 2008 09:18:32 PDT
--"Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone.

--Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

--Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes.

--Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

--Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.

--Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.

--A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.
--Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.

--Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.

--Guys get jealous easily.

--Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.

--Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

--Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.

--Guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls presents. So they come up with ideas like saving their lunch money for a week. But it never works because guys are always hungry so they end up asking the parents for money anyway.

--Girls are guys' weaknesses.

--Guys are very open about themselves.

--It's good to test a guy first before you trust him. But don't let him wait too long.

--Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.

--If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

--A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

--Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.

--Guys will brag about anything.

--Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful. If a guy uses that, he likes you a whole hell of a lot.

--Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.

--Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then they're all confused.

--Any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book for flirting, but no guy can write out a book about relationships.

--Try to be as straightforward as possible.

--A guy has to experience rejection, because if he's too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won't be mature and grown up.

--If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.

--No matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs, personality is key.

--Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.

--Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.

--If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.

--When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.

--When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."

--Guys don't really have final decisions.

--If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

--If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.

--When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.

--When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.

--Guys like femininity not feebleness.

--Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.

--A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

--Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.

--Everything in moderation. Put on makeup, wear perfume. Just not too much.<... ]]> ~pinkpositive07 http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/18339306/ http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/18339306/ Thu, 15 May 2008 16:13:52 PDT
In other news, my brother has agreed to get help. I'm gonna do everything I said I would do. Hopefully this will help him.
______________________________________
Supported Singer For the Week--AVRIL LAVIGNE!
Profile [link]
FaceBook [link]
RANDOM AVRIL LAVIGNE SONGS--

He Wasn't

Contagious(sp?)

-Courtney
PS- I NEED MY BABY!!!

]]> ~pinkpositive07 http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/18305061/ http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/18305061/ Tue, 13 May 2008 13:03:04 PDT
What color of shirt are you wearing?
Red=sexy
Green=gorgeous
Blue= loud
white=beautiful
Aqua=freaky
Yellow=innocent
Purple=icky
Black= EMO
Orange=funny
Gray= skanky
Pink= preppy
light pink= sweaty
Multicolored= tree-hugger
Other= Hott
None=sexy, hott

What kind of pants are you wearing?
Shorts=soccer player
Skirt/Skort= stripper
Corduroy= Faggot
skinny pants= skater
Ripped Jeans=emo
Cammo=cage fighter
jean short shorts=hottie
jeans=model
Cargo=clown
basketball shorts= baller
Boxers=hoe
Bootieshorts=stripper
Pj's=weirdo
capris=fine
Nothing=skank
Dickies= gangsta
cheer shorts= cheerleader
Tripp jeans=goth
sweats=athlete

What is your Hair color?
light brown= that likes someone
auburn= with a broken heart
red= with a nice smile
blonde =with big boobs
dirty blonde = with beautiful eyes
brown = with a cute ass
black = that flirts too much
dark brown=with a great body

So anyway, mine came out "I am a sexy model with big boobs and beautiful eyes" and my friends took it like it was a joke and we laughed about it, but my friend's friend (who is a pervert around me) said that it was soo true. This is not the first time he has made a commentt about my chest. I told him to get his mind out of the gutter and to flick off. I thought that worked, but then after third period(the previous had happened before first period, btw) he said that he wasn't kidding. He thought that I had taken it as a compliment! I slapped him and he hasn't talked to me since. That was the right thing to do, right? I mean, you guys don't think I over reacted do you? Please tell me if I did....

CURSE MY BEAUTIFUL BODY! (lol )
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Supported Singer For the Week--AVRIL LAVIGNE!
Profile [link]
FaceBook [link]
RANDOM AVRIL LAVIGNE SONGS--

Girlfriend(Lil Mama Remix)

Nobody's Home

-Courtney
PS- Nobody's Home makes me cry, especially on the bridge and chorus
PSS- I can sing all the Lil Mama parts in Girlfriend. I'm just hott like dat!

]]> ~pinkpositive07 http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/18230152/ http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/18230152/ Thu, 08 May 2008 16:38:45 PDT
But there's more bad news. My brother is doing drugs and drinking. I know this because--
1) I had to pick him up from a party yesterday because he was drunk. AND I had to sneak him in the house at 2 AM without the folks knowing. Then I found 3 empty vodka bottles under the trap door in his closet.
2) I found a bag of "weird" smelling brown stuff in his room when I went in there to borrow *cough cough* his I-Phone since my phone was dead.
I'm trying to get him to go to a treament facility. I told him that I would drive him there and pick him up. And I won't tell mom and if anyone asks, he's busy. He still won't agree, but I'm still trying. I can't let my brother shave off 10+ years of his life like that!
__________________________________
Supported Band For the Week--MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE!
Profile [link]
Buzznet [link]
RANDOM MCR SONGS--

Heaven Help Us

Honey, This Mirror Isn't Big Enough for the Two of Us

-Courtney

]]> ~pinkpositive07 http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/18196757/ http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/18196757/ Tue, 06 May 2008 13:29:50 PDT
______________________________
Supported Band For the Week--MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE!
Profile [link]
Buzznet [link]
RANDOM MCR SONGS--

Teenagers

Welcome to the Black Parade

-Courtney

]]> ~pinkpositive07 http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/18121253/ http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/18121253/ Thu, 01 May 2008 17:07:20 PDT
Forms of violence are:
Rape
Incest
Dowry Deaths & Bride Burnings
Acid Attacks
Honor Killing
Female Infanticide
Female Genital Mutilation(FGM)**
Stalking
Sexual Harassment
Assault/Battery
Rape as a War Crime
Sexual Slavery

If you believe any of this has happened to you-do not try to set it aside--TELL SOMEONE that you know can help you.

Girls across America are being mistreated and violated. Please, try to stop this horrible crime. Visit [link] to learn more about these types of violence and find help centers if you have been violated.

**I posted this journal because I read an article in 17 magazine about a girl who had suffered from FGM. It wrenched my heart and I had to let you guys know about it (because I had had no idea before reading that article)
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Supported Band For the Week-- PARAMORE!
Profile [link]
Myspace [link]
RANDOM PARAMORE SONGS--

Emergency

Decoy

-Courtney

]]> ~pinkpositive07 http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/18085689/ http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/18085689/ Tue, 29 Apr 2008 12:23:38 PDT [link]

Mine said:
8 February 1991
Your date of conception was on or about 18 May 1990 which was a Friday.

You were born on a Friday
under the astrological sign Aquarius.
Your Life path number is 3. **

Your fortune cookie reads:
Your heart is pure, and your mind clear, and your soul devout.

Life Path Compatibility:
You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 3, 6 & 9.
You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 2, 5 & 11.
You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 4, 7, 8 & 22.

The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2448295.5.
The golden number for 1991 is 16.***
The epact number for 1991 is 14.*
The year 1991 was not a leap year.

Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 1/27/1990 and ending 2/14/1991.
You were born in the Chinese year of the Horse.

Your Native American Zodiac sign is Otter; your plant is Fern.

You were born in the Egyptian month of Parmuthy, the fourth month of the season of Poret (Emergence - Fertile soil).

As of 4/29/2008 3:11:50 PM EDT
You are 17 years old.
You are 206 months old.
You are 899 weeks old.
You are 6,290 days old.
You are 150,975 hours old.
You are 9,058,511 minutes old.
You are 543,510,710 seconds old.

Celebrities who share your birthday:
Josh Keaton (1979)
David ' Phoenix' Farrell (1977)
Seth Green (1974)
Gary Coleman (1968)
Claudette Pace (1968) Robert Klein (1942)
Ted Koppel (1940)
Nick Nolte (1940)
John Williams (1932)
James Dean (1931)
Jack Lemmon (1925)
Audrey Meadows (1924)
Freddie Blassie (1921)
Lana Turner (1921)
Lyle Talbot (1902)
Jules Verne (1828)
Willam Tecumseh Sherman (1820)

Your lucky day is Saturday.
Your lucky number is 4 & 8.
Your ruling planet(s) is Saturn & Uranus.
Your lucky dates are 1st, 10th, 19th, 28th.
Your opposition sign is Leo.
Your opposition number(s) is 1.

Today is not one of your lucky days!

There are 285 days till your next birthday
on which your cake will have 18 candles.

Those 18 candles produce 18 BTUs,
or 4,536 calories of heat (that's only 4.5360 food Calories!) .
You can boil 2.06 US ounces of water with that many candles.


Your birthstone is Amethyst

The Mystical properties of Amethyst

Amethyst is used to increase spiritually
Some lists consider these stones to be your birthstone. (Birthstone lists come from Jewelers, Tibet, Ayurvedic Indian medicine, and other sources)

Bloodstone, Onyx, Moonstone

Your birth tree is

Poplar, the Uncertainty
Looks very decorative, no self-confident behaviour, only courageous if necessary, needs goodwill and pleasant surroundings, very choosy, often lonely, great animosity, artistic nature, good organiser, tends to philosophy, reliable in any situation, takes partnership serious.

The moon's phase on the day you were
born was waning crescent.
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**=more about my life path number--[link]
_______________________________________________
Supported Band For the Week-- PARAMORE!
Profile [link]
Myspace [link]
RANDOM PARAMORE YOUTUBE URLS--

[link]osA5oEd-_M&featurelayList&=6EA229B123DC3009&index=2&laynext=3&laynext_fromL

[link]layList&http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/17975764/ Tue, 22 Apr 2008 12:53:21 PDT
Earth Day Network (DC)
[link]

Keep America Beautiful (CA)
[link]

WWF Fund (I gave $$ to this one and I luv their t-shirts!)
[link]

Earth Club Organization (ECO)
[link]

The Earth Organization (They do some cool stuff)
[link]

TreeHugger.com (on this all the time--interesting stuff)
[link]

I must say, I'm a true tree hugger! Hope you find these sites fun!!

-CC

]]> ~pinkpositive07 http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/17931800/ http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/17931800/ Sat, 19 Apr 2008 17:45:19 PDT
I have been so busy. It's been what, about 2 months? I know I didn't last long on my own, but whatever. Okay since February 25 (my last journal update) I have:

1)Gotten a boyfriend(super gorgeous--his name is John)
2)Been going nuts over being ALMOST 18!!
3) Checking out college's like a wild woman
4) Got a job (at Payless)

I'm pretty sure that's it. . . .
-CC

]]> ~pinkpositive07 http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/17059751/ http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/17059751/ Mon, 25 Feb 2008 15:16:34 PST
Monday: Twin Day
Pretty self-explanitory. Pick a friend and dress like them.

--

I was twins with my BFF Katie. We were like the only people who participated today. Everyone else is too cool for Spirit Week.

Tuesday: Jersey Day
Wear a jersey.

--

I'm scared to wear a certain jersey to school because kids will automatically hate you if you wear their rival team. So, I'm gonna play it safe and wear a VT sweat shirt.

Wednesday: Wacky Wednesday
Pretty much a normal day to me. My bff, Nick said that I dress like it's wacky wednesday everyday. So, I'm gonna dress normal (to me), but make it more weird. My attire--
*My FAV pink t-shirt that says "You say freak like it's a bad thing"
*A black and white pin striped tie (made specifically for girls)
*My pink striped converse
*My lucky jeans (Their lucky cuz I wrote all over them and good stuff happens to me in them. My friends play tic-tac-toe on them and they say they always win when they play on my jeans. Weird, but watever.)
*Pink feather boa worn as a belt
*Rock star earrings, ring, and sun glasses

Thursday: Hat Day
Previously Preppy vs. Nerd, but the principle said that it was too 'high school stereotypical'. I'm gonna wear my black and pink pin striped pimp hat! (Which I sometimes wear to school anyway, but teachers make me take it off. Rebellious child )

Friday: Celebrity Day
I couldn't find an 'appropriate' celebrity to dress up like, so I'm gonna go for a stereotype.
*My Nicole Richie sunglasses
*A red t-shirt that (no thanks to me) has SUPERSTAR written on it
*Pink feather boa

Sounds like fun! So yeah.
Bye guys!
-CC

]]> ~pinkpositive07 http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/17044957/ http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/17044957/ Sun, 24 Feb 2008 16:00:50 PST
Much love to her. One of my bff's and Fanfiction sistas!


1. The age you will be on your next birthday
[link] Woo-Hoo!
2. A place you'd like to travel
Japan
[link]
3. Your favorite place
Victoria Secret (What can I say? I'm a girl.)
[link]
4. Your favorite object
my black nail polish (not goth!)
[link]
5. Favorite food
i don't have one
[link]
(btw- i seriously typed in the DA searchbar 'i don't have one' some pretty odd stuff came up)
6. Your favorite animal
Pigs! their so adorable!!
[link]
7. Your favorite color
PINK!!
[link]
8. The town/state/etc in which you live
Fairyland (corny, but whatev)
[link]
9. Name of past pet
Minnie Pearl (my black poodle who got run over by my dad's truck)
(Minnie Pearl is also the name of my dead great grandma)
[link]
10. A dream come true
My best friends ( will claim that i stole her answer but mine is my BEST friends hers is having friends, so ha! loop hole!)
[link]
11. Your nickname/screenname
Cit Kat
[link] (not sure how that pic has to do with it, but it showed up)
12. Middle name
Rose
[link]
13. Favorite Smell
Rain
[link]
14. Bad habit of yours
I bite my nails
[link]
15. Your first job
School??
[link]
16. Favourite Movie (at the moment)
Fun with Dick and Jane
[link]
17. What are you doing right now?
watching t.v.
[link]
18. What’s The Weather Like?
cold and dark (right now anyway)
[link]
19. Favourite Sport
FOOTBALL! (growing up in a house full of boys ya know)
[link] (<--HOT FOOTBALL PLAYER!)
20. Favourite Music/Style/Band
currently, Skillet
[link]

Okay, so yeah. That's it. For those who don't know me that well, now you know more about me.

]]> ~pinkpositive07 http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/16886273/ http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/16886273/ Thu, 14 Feb 2008 17:09:36 PST
My brother came home from the hospital today, fully recovered. The doctors said that it was a once-in-a-blue-moon thing, and it was weird that he was all of a sudden healthy. . .but we are happy he's back (even if he is annoying)

I haven't gotten ANY Deviantart birthday presents, but I'm fine about it. I'm not going to be all spoiled-brat-ish and throw a tantrum cuz I didn't get any precious presents. I'm not like that (yall should know that)

So yeah. . .oh right it's VALENTINES DAY!! (any takers?) <-- lol

I have such a busy weekend, although yours might be busier, this is mine--

Friday--
Dinner with my family (the WHOLE family )
School Dance (the last one )

Saturday--
Starr's birthday party and sleepover
Target (to buy my new PINK digital camera)
Movie's (the spiderwick chronicles) with Ryan

Sunday--
Church (duh!)
Moive screening at church
out to eat

Okay, so I guess it's not THAT busy. . . ..


I FEEL LIKE HUGGING SOMEONE!!! (sorry, random)


Bye Guys!
Hope your Valentines Day is LOVELY
Courtney

]]> ~pinkpositive07 http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/16661425/ http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/16661425/ Thu, 31 Jan 2008 15:45:15 PST
This has not been a good week for me. One, I sprained my wrist playing volleyball. Two, I bombed my math test. Three, I cut my chest with a Christian necklace (go figure, huh?) Four, My bff might be moving to Florida. And Five, my tattoo (the one that hurt the most) is fading away, like you can't see the letters that well, so I have to get that fixed. But on the bright side. . .

ONLY EIGHT MORE DAYS TILL MY BIRTHDAY!!

I'm more of a giver than a reciever, but all gifts will be greatly taken

Another bad thing that happened, a couple days ago, I was babysitting my brother, and he wouldn't shut up! ( knows what this is about, or he should) So, yesterday, at about 4 o' clock in the morning, my mom checked on him because he usually cries at about 4 or 5 in the morning, every morning. (again )
He wasn't breathing, so she took him to the hospital. The doctor called us today and said he still didn't know what it was, and that they're gonna run a few more tests. I think he'll be fine. He hasn't been sick a day in his life, so far. But I gotta admit, I'm still worried about him.

What a nice birthday present. . .

Courtney

]]> ~pinkpositive07 http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/16596512/ http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/16596512/ Sun, 27 Jan 2008 12:11:04 PST




~Friends in Real Life~


_______

ONLY TWELVE MORE DAYS UNTIL MY BRITHDAY!

_______

My friend, Starr, and I have been desperatly attempting to write a song. We actually finished one! ( I know, I feel sooo accomplished ) I'm not sure whether or not to enter it as a deviation, so I guess I'll get yall's opinion. ( Yes, the city girl just wrote 'yall' )

_______

Crazy Dream

{Verse One}
Walls crumble
Windows close
No where to run
And nobody knows

How to get out
There could be a blow
Right on the corner
I don’t have to let go

Of what I want
Or what I believe
I’m stuck in this world
I can’t return to see

{Chorus}

All my mistakes
All my head my head and heart aches
I live and let live
But I still want to give

Anything and everything
To get out of my crazy dream
Oh wait, it’s reality

But later or sooner
I’ll learn to love
And everything will fit
Just like a glove

Because I know
You’ll be there with me

{Verse Two}

The stains on my cheeks
Are already here
And you’ve already left
My dear

The tears come on
For my walls still crumble
They stream down my face
I still run and tumble

On this rocky road
I’m all alone
In my nightmare awake
My destiny already sewn

{Chorus}

All my mistakes
All my head and heart aches
Will rest with me forever
Unless you come and severe

Anything and everything
To get out of my crazy dream
Oh wait, it’s reality

But later or sooner
I’ll learn to love
And everything will fit
Just like a glove

Because I know
You’ll be there with me

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Yeah, yeah
You’ll be there with me

Yeah, yeah, yeah
With me

{Bridge}

You’ll pull me out
And hold me tight
My crazy dream
Will fuss and fight

To pull me back
To it’s evil claws
But it doesn’t see
It’s many flaws

I’ll never return
Count on that
I’ll walk on forward
And never turn back ~pinkpositive07 http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/16417018/ http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/16417018/ Tue, 15 Jan 2008 12:35:20 PST




~Friends in Real Life~


______________________________________

Demanded by

You can ask me THREE questions
No matter how crazy, inappropriate, or random they are.
I will answer 100% truthfully. (or as close to the truth as I can)

Now here's the dare.
You must put this in your journal
See what other people will ask you....

]]> ~pinkpositive07 http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/16392017/ http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/16392017/ Sun, 13 Jan 2008 17:27:07 PST



~Friends in Real Life~


____________________________________________
[link]

My official logo. . . ( thnx )
For those of you who are to lazy to open the link, it's a stamp that says 'nerd'
And by the way, it's true. I'm very nerdy, but I'm sweet and sexy! HA HA! So, I'm not glasses and pen protectors nerdy, so what!? I'm still smart.. . . .
Anyway, so get this, my mom told me to stop growing. She said my butt was getting to big. Any girl who reads this journal will understand (or should) the importance of that.
I have to go back to school, but the weather people said snow, so we should cross our fingers. . .
_____________________________________________
I have two projects due tomorrow. One is a book report and the other is a History thingymabobber. I haven't done the history thing, but the book report is done. So, I hope we have a snow day tomorrow so I can have another day to complete my project. But I'll probably end up doing it at 10 tonight. . .
Speaking of which I better get going. I have to take a shower (too much info, I know, but do you want me to lie?!)

PeAcE oUt
Courtney

]]> ~pinkpositive07 http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/16206168/ http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/16206168/ Tue, 01 Jan 2008 12:14:57 PST



~Friends in real life~


Okay, this is probably like the millionth (well maybe not million) New Year Journal entry that yall have read, but I have to join in the fun.
Last night I had a New Party and we had fun with that. It was all girls, so my guy friends were angry. We called most of them at 12:00 and just about all of them were asleep, so it was fun to wake em up! ( im so evil )
I was upset that nobody said anything about my eight things, except for my girl ( <-- thnx )
Anyway, I guess that's it for now, I do have a couple cool youtube links though . .. (they might be boring to yall. . .)
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My youtube page-- [link]
Low-- [link]
Whine Up-- [link]
Lose Control-- [link]
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Yeah that's it. . .bye guys!
CC

]]> ~pinkpositive07 http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/16165031/ http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/16165031/ Sun, 30 Dec 2007 10:42:51 PST



~Friends in Real Life~


-------

Yay! More friends! Anyway, I keep "borrowing" things from
and this is yet another journal thingy. . .from him. . .

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The rules:
1. Post all the rules!
2. Write eight things about yourself.
3. Post these things into your journal.
4. Tag eight other people.
5. Visit their journals so that they have NO excuse not to do it!


8 things about me..


1. My lucky number is seven
2. My favorite color is pink
3. I am currently single
4. I can dance AND sing at the same time!
5. I'm a blonde, but I hardly ever act it
6. I'm a dog person, yet, I have a cat
7. I'm outgoing and crazy
8. I'm funny and cute! (Ha hA! )

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The eight people I am tagging--


~pinkpositive07 http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/16126322/ http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/16126322/ Thu, 27 Dec 2007 15:53:39 PST


~Friends in real life~


This was "borrowed" from HHHRat. . .

1. What's a commonly used nickname people call you by?:
Cit Cat (pronounced like the candy, ya know 'Kit Kat', only my name is spelled with a 'C' so yeah. . . .)

2. What's your favourite colour?:
PINK!!

3. What's your favourite food?:
ramen

4. Are you a squeamish person?:
um. .. .define squeamish. . ..

5. What's your favourite animal?:
dog

6. Biggest pet peeve?:
when people crack their knuckles, necks, etc.


7. If you could go anywhere in the world, where would it be?:
Europe

8. Do you cry easily?:
no, not really

9. Do you generally have a good, loving family?:
i guess. . .

10. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:
maybe. . .(take a quick guess on that one, lol )


11. Do you have many phobias?:
im a little claustrophobic (<-- sp?)


12. Favourite genre of music?:
rock

13. What's your thoughts on homosexuals?
their just like normal people, i dont even understand why they have a name, their just people. . .

14. Are you a trendsetter, a trend follower, or do you dress originally?
i try to be fashionable and comfortable

15. Have you ever hurt yourself on purpose?:
like mentally or physically? (for future reference, no)

16. Do you like school?:
it has it's pro's and con's

17. Are you known to spend your money quickly?
yes, but if i really concentrate, i can save money

18. What time is it right now?:
6:47 pm

19. Are you on the computer a lot?:
not really, but i am an e-mail freak

21. Pet hermit crabs- a good thing or a bad thing?:
they're adorable! my friend megan has like 10. . .

22. Leftie or Righty?:
Righty

23. Do you have any scars/stretch marks, etc?:
one from anonomys (<-- sp?) sources

24. Do you have dull elbows or pointy elbows:
pointy,i guess. .. how can you tell?

25. Timmies or Starbucks?:
Starbucks!

26. Do you have any sleeping problems?
no

27. Are you a... ]]> ~pinkpositive07 http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/16042142/ http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/16042142/ Sat, 22 Dec 2007 10:24:50 PST


Friends in real life--


Only three more days till Christmas here!!! Anyway, I have been cleaning most of today, and I'm still not done. I'm just taking a break. My family coming to our house for Christmas. It should be cool, but my family is a little weird, so then again it could be somewhat not cool.
I'm going shopping today, too. Ya know, last minute Christmas shopping.
I've been going around the house practically having spasms becuase I really want it to be Christmas. It's soooooo close! I hope you guys have Happy Holidays!!
Courtney

]]> ~pinkpositive07 http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/15961841/ http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/15961841/ Sun, 16 Dec 2007 15:53:58 PST


Friends in real life--


I don't have that many friends! *sniffle* Okay so, I really have nothing to type about.
I survived my friend Ryan's b-day party, thankfully.
I bought a new CD at Target, it was the Aly and Aj holiday CD! I love it so much! I can relate to Not This Year, too, because my great grandma Minnie died on X-mas morning and Aly and Aj's grandma Carmen died on X-mas Eve morn, so yeah!
Anyway, only eight more days till X-mas!!! Yay!
I hope my friend HHHRat feels better, he's been sick lately. No one likes to be sick over the holidays! So, I hope he gets better.
I'm still in that phase where I really believe in Santy Claus, so I'm gonna stay up and wait for him. Last year I played X-mas songs all night long! But I passed out during Santa Baby . . .this year I'll do better!
I wanna hear what you guys r asking for! I bet it's totally awesome stuff, so tell me! (I'm NOT being nosy!)
Love yall! Merry 8 days till Christmas!
-Courtney

]]> ~pinkpositive07 http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/15852346/ http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/15852346/ Sat, 08 Dec 2007 18:05:02 PST Friends--



Friends in real life--


Okay, now down to the real business. BTW, if I left anyone out above then please let me know so I can update!
I might sound childish, but people tell me that's what makes me sexy and attractive, so I DON'T CARE! Anyway, I bought these ADORABLE Winnie the Pooh and Piglet PJ's! They say "huggable" on them! So worth ten bucks! I know, "el cheapo", right? But they are sooo warm and cuddly!! Meh, I'm hopeless.
OKAY! Wish me luck people! Cuz, if you read my Creepy Crap journal, then you know why I have to have luck. Tomorrow I have to go to my friend Ryan's birthday party. (I know!) I'm still going, but I'm afraid for my friggin life! I'm sure I'll live though. Besides I can whip his ass if he bothers me again. He's a weak little boy.
On my last account, lovshika4eva12, I created a deviation titled Dear Daddy. My friends read it and now we're making a song about it, so yeah. Um. . .. still bored. . ..still oddly feeling sexy. . ..
-Courtney

]]> ~pinkpositive07 http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/15752878/ http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/15752878/ Sat, 01 Dec 2007 16:52:40 PST lol there is this guy at my school, he is in all my classes. the first time we met he greeted me with yo, so now everytime i see him i say yo. (ps,he is not black, that is y it's kinda funny cause heis a nerd!)
anyway, i will b at church tomorrow so yeah. . .im still bored. . . .and still oddly feeling sexy.. . . meh im weird. in my last journal i talked about that guy Ryan singing Don't Cha? ok ya no how i typed that i would always say no? kay well today i thought i would tease him. (ps to me this is creepy so you have been warned) kay we were walkin to english and he was singing it, then he said like with out notes and stuff. i said omg yes (teasing of course) and his eyes went white. he stopped walking and said seriously, i said sure. he stopped me at a trailor and kissed me behind it! ew! im still saying sorry to my tongue!
but that isn't the worst thing. the worst is the fact that hes not a bad kisser! i need a hug. . .
exwisee-Courtney

]]> ~pinkpositive07 http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/15721461/ http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/15721461/ Thu, 29 Nov 2007 13:28:45 PST Oh my stupid friend Ryan kept singing "Don't you wish your boyfriend was hot like me" btw he not hot and is kinda nerdy. I kept telling him no or no way but he didn't get the message. . . .
I'm going to be a friends house this weekend so if you comment or something and I don't reply, I AM NOT IGNORING YOU! Okay um. ..still bored. . .so yeah, I have go eat dinner now (PIZZA!!) ANY WAY, I love you all!
Bye Bye!
exwisee-Courtney

]]> ~pinkpositive07 http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/15608921/ http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/15608921/ Wed, 21 Nov 2007 17:11:54 PST
Rules--
Try and name the title and artist/band, submit your anwsers in a comment. At the end of each set of lyrics are a certain number of cookies and chesses. Depending on the # of songs you get right, I'll add up the chesses and cookies and give you your score. It's retarded but I think it's kinda easy. Although I listen to these songs 24/7 so. .. NO CHEATING!! BE HONEST PEEPLE~

(1)

I hold on so nervously
To me and my drink
I wish it was cooling me
But so far, has not been good
It’s been shitty
And I feel awkward, as I should
This club has got to be
The most pretentious thing
Since I thought you and me
Well I am imagining
A dark lit place
Or your place or my place

Well I’m not paralyzed
But, I seem to be struck by you
I want to make you move
Because you’re standing still
If your body matches
What your eyes can do
You’ll probably move right through
Me on my way to you
5 cookies and 3 cheeses

(2)

Head under water
And they tell me to breathe easy for a while
The breathing gets harder, even I know that
You made room for me but it's too soon to see
If I'm happy in your hands

I'm unusually hard to hold on to
Blank stares at blank pages
No easy way to say this
You mean well, but you make this hard on me
I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you asked for it
'cause you need one, you see
6 cookies and 4 cheeses

(3)

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
3 cookies and 1 cheese

(4)

He calls her up
He’s tripping on the phone
Now he doesn’t want her out there and alone
Now he knows she’s moving it
Knows she’s using it ~pinkpositive07 http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/15566977/ http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/15566977/ Sun, 18 Nov 2007 18:18:41 PST I don't know why, but I'm feeling very sexy right now (sorry if that's too much info) I performed at my school on um Friday. (dancing people) and um, oh speaking of dancing I'm taking yet another class. That makes. . um like 7 i think? hold on. Ballet, Hip-Hop (my favorite right now) Modern, Lyrical, Jazz, Latin, Tap. yeah 7. lyrical is whats new right now. my friend Holly told me it's cool cause you dance to the lyrics (duh!)
My brother went off to college a couple days ago. I'm actually happy. One less mouth to listen to. More for me. It's just me my two sisters and my two brothers now. (the two brothers are younger. Their easier to deal with)
I'm asking for a juke for X-mas. their awesome! and im asking for like 21 cd's. Yeah, I know I have a CD problem. Oh and if your in school now, please tell me, would you get in trouble if you wore something off the shoulder? (gurls only please) cause I did and i got two detentions. I checked and it's not in our school guide thing that u cant so I think the principal sincerely hates me. I mean, I think I'm a good kid. . right? okie dokey i guess i'm done. and i feel betr now that i have updated my journal!
-Courtney

]]> ~pinkpositive07 http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/15458786/ http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/15458786/ Sun, 11 Nov 2007 05:21:40 PST
PEOPLE!!! LISTEN!!!(or i guess you would be reading. . . ) GO TO HARDYGRL13'S PROFILE AND CREATE A CHARACTER FOR HER COMIC !!! (her username is not capitalized)
um . . . .idk what to say. . oh for ShikaIno lovers,go the fanfiction and find me, inogirl13, and then you'll be in heaven with my FABULOUS fics!
oh and if any of yall have Yahoo, lemme know please!
OH OMIGOSH!!! I CAN'T BELIEVE I FORGOT THIS!!! I'M GOING TO SING IN FRONT OF THIS BIG HUGE FAMOUS PRODUCER PERSON!! I HOPE HE LIKES ME!!
okay now I'm done
-Courtney

]]> ~pinkpositive07 http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/15392177/ http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/15392177/ Tue, 06 Nov 2007 13:30:07 PST I'm not going to tell anyone what's wrong.
I'm don't want sympathy.
I just want to be left alone.
All alone.
If you leave me notes, I won't reply.
If you create journals, I won't comment.
I'm not trying to be mean, but if you bother me right now, I will hurt you, so again, leave me alone.

]]> ~pinkpositive07 http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/14887462/ http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/14887462/ Tue, 02 Oct 2007 15:51:20 PDT That special time. 5. . . . .4. . . . .3. . .2. .1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WAKE UP GREEN DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ha ha! sraced ya huh? not ralley? oaky. . . aynawy i was lsteniing to my old yuotbue fvas and saw tihs. i toughht it was vrey pnnuy!!!!!! if you cna't raed tihs tehn yuor sutipid. an e-mial tlod me taht if yuor at laset a lttlie bit sarmt tehn you can fugrie tihs tihng out!!
GOOD LUCK (AND IF YOU CAN'T READ DON'T FEEL BAD THAT I CALLED YOU STUPID)

-Courtney)i(

]]> ~pinkpositive07 http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/14804210/ http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/14804210/ Wed, 26 Sep 2007 17:50:08 PDT anyway I'm just jammin now (to Nami Tamaki, if you happen to be wondering) ill be gone saturday at the fair, so don't get on chat all day looking for me (not that you be doin that, I'm sure u have u own life, but if the situation should occur. . ..) I'm feeling very sexy right now, don't know why My stupid History teacher Mr.Thomas, just happened to be married to me least favorite teacher from last year. . .and their like 20 years apart in age. . .not that that matters, but still. I'm watching Law & Order right now . .. and I'm bored I'm eating some cherries and I know i could be telling you all this in the little box below but I don't feel like it. now that i have a novel im gonna shut up so BYE!!!!!

-Courtney)i(

]]> ~pinkpositive07 http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/14771944/ http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/14771944/ Mon, 24 Sep 2007 12:29:26 PDT
this is a GUY TALKING...



IT'S 7TH GRADE...


I stared at the girl next to me...She was my so called "best friend"... I stared at her... Long, silky hair... And I wished she was mine... But she didn't notice me like that... I knew it... After class she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before... And I handed them to her... She said "thanks"... And gave me a kiss on the cheek... I wanted to tell her... I want her to know that I don't want to be "just friends"... I love her but I'm too shy to tell her... And I don't know why...





IT'S JUNIOR YEAR...


My phone rang... On the other end it was her... She was in tears... Mumbling on and on about how her love had broken her heart... She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone... So I did... As I sat next to her on the sofa... I stared at her soft eyes... Wishing she was mine... After 2 hours... A Drew Barrymore movie... And 3 bags of chips... She decided to go to sleep... She looked at me.. Said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek... I wanted to tell her... I want her to know... That I don't want to be "just friends"... I love her but I'm too shy to tell her... And I don't know why...





IT'S SENIOR YEAR...


The day before prom... She walked to my locker... "My date is sick" she said... He's not going to go... Well... I didn't have a date and in 7th grade... We made a promise that if neither of us had dates... We'd go together just as "best friends"... And so we did...





IT'S PROM NIGHT...


After everything was over with... I was standing at her front door step... I stared at her ... She smiled at me... I wanted her to be mine... But she doesn't think of me like that... And I know it... Then she said "I had the best time... Thanks!"... And she gave me a kiss on the cheek... I wanted to tell her... I wanted her to know that I don't want to be "just friends"... I love her but I'm just too shy... And I don't know why...





IT'S GRADUATION DAY...


A day passed... And then a week... And then a month... Before I could blink... It was graduation day... I watched her... Perfect body... Floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma... I wanted her to be mine... But she doesn't think of me that way... And I know it... Before everyone went home... She came to me in her smock and hat... And cried as I hugged her... Then she lifted her head from my shoulders and said "you're my best friend"... "Thanks!"... And gave me a kiss on the cheek... I wanted to tell her.. I wanted to know that I wanted to be more than "just friends"... I love her but I'm too shy... And I don't know why...





IT'S A FEW YEARS LATER...


Now I sit in the pews of the church... A church that she is getting married in now... I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life... Married to another man... I wanted her to be mine... But she didn't see me like that... And I knew it... But before she drove away... She came to me and said "You came!... Thanks!"... And she kissed me on the cheek... I wanted to tell her... I wanted her to know that I didn't want to be "just friends"... I love her but I'm just too shy... And I don't know why...





YEARS PASSED...


I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend"... At the service they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years... This is what it said... "I stare at him... Wishing he was mine... But he doesn't notice me like that... And I know it... I wanted to tell him... I wanted him to know... That I don't want to be "just friends"... I love him but I'm just too shy... And I don't know why... I wish he would tell me he loved me"... I wish I did too... I thought to myself and I cried...


REPOST THIS IN THE NEXT 20 MINUTES AND

SOMEONE WILL TELL YOU THEY

LOVE YOU

AND WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR YOU... BUT IF YOU

BREAK THIS CHAIN YOU WILL HAVE

RELATIONSHIP PROBLEMS FOR THE NEXT 13

YEARS!!

SINCE U OPENED THIS

SOMETHING GOOD

WILL

HAPPEN TO U AT 11:52 PM

IF YOU'RE A GIRL POST THIS AS "Why cant he tell me!!!"
IF YOU'RE A BOY POST THIS AS "I WANNA TELL HER SOOO BAD!"

]]> ~pinkpositive07 http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/14756713/ http://pinkpositive07.deviantart.com/journal/14756713/ Sun, 23 Sep 2007 11:25:04 PDT

-Courtney )i(

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