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]]> ~piromonkey http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/13607799/ http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/13607799/ Wed, 04 Jul 2007 13:34:49 PDT ~piromonkey http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/12732416/ http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/12732416/ Wed, 25 Apr 2007 15:53:47 PDT Where are you when I need you around?
Your life is not your own
And all I ask you
Is for another chance
Another way around you
To live by circumstance, once again
Who am I to need you now?
To ask you why, to tell you no
To deserve your love and sympathy
You were never meant to belong to me
And you may go, but I know you won't leave
Too many years built into memories
Your life is not your own
Who am I to need you now?
To ask you why, to tell you no
To deserve your love and sympathy
You were never meant to belong to me
Who am I to you?
Along the way
I lost my faith
And as you were, you'll be again
To mold like clay, to break like dirt
To tear me up in your sympathy
You were never meant to belong to me
You were never meant to belong to me
You were never meant to belong to me
Who am I?

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today started off pretty shitty my sister called me and told me that we are going to have to put one of our dogs down

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REPOST THE EMPTY QUESTIONS AS A BULLETIN. (Male/female, answer accordingly.)

1. Your Full Name:
2. Age:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favorite Movie:
5. Favorite Song:
6. Favorite Band/Artist:
7. Dirty or Clean:
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:
9. Worst Habit:
10. Do we know each other outside of DA?
11. What's your philosophy on life?
12. Negative or Optimistic?
13. What was your dream growing up?
14. Worst thing to ever happen to you?
15. Would you give me money or a slap in the face?
16. Tell me one weird fact about you:
17. Would you have my back or kick me when I'm down?
18. Do you trust me?
19. Have you ever kept anything from me?
20. What do you think of me as a person?
21. Do you think I'm sane or insane?
22. Would you cry for me if I died?
23. Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
24. If you could change anything about me, would you?
25. How do you fall asleep?
26. Would you come over to yell at me or just call?
27. Would you go on a blind date if I set you up?
28. If I only had one day to live, would you be honest or lie?
29. A million bucks... what would you do with it?
30. What is your worst fear?
31. Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
32. How many times did you curse at me while filling out this thing?
33. Can you sing or dance?
34. In one word, how would you describe me?
35. Will you repost this so I can fill it out?

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]]> ~piromonkey http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/10849276/ http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/10849276/ Sat, 25 Nov 2006 19:51:51 PST Do you recall that light
Or do you ever think of me
And in your world somewhere
Do memories rip and tear
The ones that always keep you hanging on
To all that might have been
[Chorus1:]
And I love you now
And I hate you now
And I miss you most of all
All those times we laughed
The scars that you left
Still I miss you most of all
And by the water's side
The tall grass where we lied
The nights we cried ourselves to sleep
Most Septembers now
I break down somehow
Remembering all we said
And all those dreams we never got to see
[Chorus2:]
And I love you now
And I hate you now
And I miss you most of all
And did you ever find
The scar in your mind
Or do you miss me most of all
Are you somewhere
Without a care
Or are you as alone as I
Did you ever make it home
yeahea! Uhh huh!
And I miss you most of all
And I miss you now
And I miss you now, yeahea!

]]> ~piromonkey http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/10782736/ http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/10782736/ Sun, 19 Nov 2006 21:03:46 PST I don't know anything at all and I'm somebody else
It could take years to find you, it could years to find myself
And I don't need to hear your answer I just need you to see
That I think it's time to break down these walls that we throw
Am I still breathing have I lost that feeling
Am I made of glass 'cause you see right through me
I don't know who I am you're the only one who sees that
I can't ask these questions they cannot be answered today
Na ah, Na ah, Na ah, Na ah, Na ah, Na ah, Na ah, Na ah
And even if everything goes wrong and we start to fall apart
I will understand where you are, I will understand this by myself
And I don't need to hear your answer I just need you to feel
Like there are no boundaries at all
Am I still breathing have I lost that feeling
Am I made of glass 'cause you see right through me
I don't know who I am you're the only one who sees that
I can't ask these questions they cannot be answered today
I don't mind today
today
I don't matter today
And how far have we come, too far to throw away the past
Will you be there waiting for me
I have to ask what we are, if I ask today it just won't last
So I'll be here waiting for you
Will we ever feel this good again
Will we ever feel this real
again
again
Will you ever be mine again
Will we ever feel this real again
Not today
today
I don't mind today
today
I don't matter today

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"arcen is pretty evil"-robot chicken

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]]> ~piromonkey http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/10331253/ http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/10331253/ Sun, 08 Oct 2006 23:22:29 PDT
1.im addicted to rock star

2. i do miss high school...well parts of it

3. i would take a bullet for anyone i conseder(sp)a friend

4. i really suck at spelling most of you know that allready

5. im a cancer

6. i love music






and now to pass this on to six other people:

1. Slowlydying

2. Zeeblee

3. TheSilverBlood

4. InfiniteShadow

5. chimparzan

6. shinjifurry

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should _______. Someday I will ______. You + me = ________.

If I saw you now I'd __________. I want to ________ you. I

would build a _______ just

for you. If I could sing you any song it would be _________.

We could __________ under the stars.

Love,
_______________

]]> ~piromonkey http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/10277317/ http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/10277317/ Tue, 03 Oct 2006 23:49:13 PDT I've lived for years without a life
don't have a soul on my side
still ridiculed despite how hard that I have tried
don't take me under your wing
I don't need a hand, don't need anything
I've got a roof over my head
as if I'd rather be alone with me instead
close yet far
drop me a line and tell me how the hell you are
and I'll tip my hat to those who can't believe it's me
no I never never never ever wanted this to be
I can hear the sounds of the city
sunrise and set are the same to me
a hesitating pulse is good company
and my reflection offers no apology
but who said that I wasn't right?
and I've lived for years without a life
don't have a soul on my side
still ridiculed despite how hard that I have tried
close yet far
drop me a line and tell me how the hell you are
and I'll tip my hat to those who can't believe it's me
and I never never never ever wanted this to be
close yet far
drop me a line and tell me how the hell you are
and I'll think of the days when there was something to believe
and I never never never ever wanted this to be

]]> ~piromonkey http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/10253262/ http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/10253262/ Sun, 01 Oct 2006 20:59:47 PDT [x] I do my own laundry
[x] I can cook for myself
[] I always do my homework/work
[x] I actually enjoy intellectual conversations
[ ] I think politics are exciting
[] My parents and grand-parents have better things to say than my peers
total: 4

[x] I show up for school/work every day unless I'm sick
[] I always carry a pen in my pocket/purse
[x] I've never gotten a detention
[ ] I've watched talk shows to point out the credibility of it all
[] I know what credibility means without looking it up
[x]I drink coffee at least once a week
total: 3


[x] I know how to run the dish washer and/or do the dishes
[] I can count to 10 in spanish
[x] When I say I'm going to do something I do it
[x ] I can mow the lawn
[x] I can wash a car
[x] I can make adults laugh... without being stupid
[x] I remember to water my plants
[x] I study when I have to
[x] I pay attention at school/work
[x] I remember to feed my pets(if there my own)
total: 9

[] I can spell experience without looking it up
[x] I clean up my own mess
[] The first thing I do when I wake up is get coffee
[x] I can go to the store without getting something I don't need
[x] I understand jokes the first time they are said-most of the time
[] I listen to my elders
[x] I can type fast
total: 4

[x] I have realized that the weather forecast changes every hour
[x] I can look at someone hot without thinking of sex
[x] I have realized that no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job
[x] I can read a book and actually finish it
[] People have said that I act older than I am
total: 4

Now add up how many x's you have and put "I act __ years old" in the title.

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]]> ~piromonkey http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/10117077/ http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/10117077/ Mon, 18 Sep 2006 22:16:02 PDT My self-affliction fades
Stones to throw at my creator
Masochists to which I cater
You don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'til it bleeds
Wish I was too dead to care
If indeed I cared at all
Never had a voice to protest
So you fed me shit to digest
I wish I had a reason;
my flaws are open season
For this, I gave up trying
One good turn deserves my dying
You don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'til it bleeds
Wish I'd died instead of lived
A zombie hides my face
Shell forgotten
with its memories
Diaries left
with cryptic entries
And you don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'til it bleeds
You don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on:
I'll never live down my deceit ]]> ~piromonkey http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/10071784/ http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/10071784/ Thu, 14 Sep 2006 15:29:36 PDT but hell what can you do right i need to find something to do over the weekend is there rpg this week anyone please tell me i want to do jasons rpg so bad me like my char ohh yeah i found one of my neckleces i know i cant spell >.< i kinda want to watch underworld i havent seen that in a long time X_x im really likeing the face thingys rit now...i want so many cds dose any one esle think the smoke is giting annoning? I LIKE CHEESE bye bye now ]]> ~piromonkey http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/10061805/ http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/10061805/ Wed, 13 Sep 2006 15:47:39 PDT My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
Drunk and I'm feeling down
and I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
and I can't help you fix yourself
Your making me insane
All I can say is
I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That your drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last stand
I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You should've never came around
Why don't you just go home?
'Cause your drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
You fix yourself
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life ]]> ~piromonkey http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/10051025/ http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/10051025/ Tue, 12 Sep 2006 14:47:04 PDT ~piromonkey http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/9971820/ http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/9971820/ Tue, 05 Sep 2006 00:24:57 PDT 3parts silliness
5parts instinct

Method:
Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of emotion ]]> ~piromonkey http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/9946145/ http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/9946145/ Sat, 02 Sep 2006 23:40:09 PDT penguinpenguinpenguinpenguinpenguinpenguin ]]> ~piromonkey http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/9879290/ http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/9879290/ Sun, 27 Aug 2006 23:43:46 PDT How did I miss something?
When did you decide
In your heart
That we aren't
Worth the fight?
Though it's been awhile I'm finding
It hard to see your side
And I don't
Think you know
What that's like...
I know it's time I live my life without you
But even though I should let go and try... no...
I wonder where you are
Wonder what you need
Wonder why you mean so much to me
And after all this time
I still can't understand why
They say you're never coming back for me...
I'm facing down the memories
And I don't understand
What you thought
Where you've gone
Why you can't
Try again and show me every
Emotion that you have
All the rest
Whatever's left
That's all I ask...
I know it's time I live my life without you
But even though I should let go and try... no...
I wonder where you are
Wonder what you need
Wonder why you mean so much to me
And after all this time
I still can't understand why
They say you're never coming back for me...
But I would give up everything that I am
For you, for just one chance at what we had
And if we're through I wish that you'd understand
Then you'd know why I can't let go...
I wonder where you are
Wonder what you need
Wonder why you mean so much to me
And after all this time
I still can't understand why
They say you're never coming back for me
I wonder where you are
Wonder what you need
Wonder why you mean so much to me, baby
And after all this time
I still can't understand why
They say you're never coming back for me
Not back for me
Back for me
Won't you come back for me?
No, not back for me
You know I love you
Won't you come back for me? ]]> ~piromonkey http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/9863722/ http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/9863722/ Sat, 26 Aug 2006 15:27:18 PDT world so cold

When passion's lost and all the trust is gone,
Way too far, for way too long
Children crying, cast out and neglected,
Only in a world so cold, only in a world
This cold
Hold the hand of your best friend, look into their eyes
Then watch them drift away
Some might say, we've done the wrong things,
For way too long, for way too long
Fever inside the storm,
So I'm turning away.
Away from the name
(Calling your names)
Away from the stones
(Throw sticks and stones)
'Cause I'm through mending the wounds of us
Keep your thorns
'Cause I'm running away,
Away from the games
(Fucking head games)
Away from the space
(Hate this head space)
The circumstances of a world so cold
burning whispers, Remind me of the days,
I was left alone, in a world this cold
Guilty of the same things, provoked by
The cause,
I've left alone, in a world so cold
Fever inside the storm,
So I'm turning away.
Away from the name
(Calling your names)
Away from the stones
(Throw sticks and stones)
'Cause I'm through mending the wounds of us
Keep your thorns
'Cause I'm running away,
Away from the games
(Fucking head games)
Away from the space
(Hate this head space)
The circumstances of a world so cold
I'm flying, I'm flying away,
Away from the names
(Calling your names)
Away from the games
(Fucking head games)
The circumstances of a world so cold
Why does everyone feel like my enemy,
Don't want any part of depression or
Darkness, I've had enough
sick and tired, bring the sun, or I'm gone,
Or I'm gone
I'm backing out, I'm no pawn,
No mother-fucking slave to this,
Never lied
Never left
Never lived
Never loved
Never lost
Never hurt
Never worry about being me, or anyone else
Not a care, no concern, don't give a shit about
Anything
Backing out, giving up, no mother-fucking
Slave to this,
Never lied
Never left
Never lived
Never loved
Never lost
Never hurt
Never worry about being me, or anyone else
Not a care, no concern, don't give a shit about
Anything,
I need to find a darkened corner,
A lightless corner,
Where it's safer and calmer,
I'm turning away.
Away from the name
(Calling your names)
Away from the stones
(Throw sticks and stones)
'Cause I'm through mending the wounds of us
Keep your thorns
'Cause I'm running away,
Away from the games
(Fucking head games)
Away from the space
(Hate this head space)
The circumstances of a world so cold
I'm flying, I'm flying away,
Away from the names
(Calling your names)
Away from the games
(Fucking head games)
The circumstances of a world so cold ]]> ~piromonkey http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/9857283/ http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/9857283/ Sat, 26 Aug 2006 01:13:57 PDT That is me
The dead are rolling over
In this hole
Thickening
Dirt's shoveled over shoulders
I feel it's me
So overwhelmed
Oh there's precious little rising
My life overturned
What dare the despair?
All these scars keep ripping open
Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?
Tear me from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy now?
In this hole
That is me
A life that's growing feeble
In this hole
So limiting
The sun has set, all darkens
Buried underneath
And slip off the wheel
Eternal pathways to contention
Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?
Tear me from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy now?
I am
Happy
I am
Happy
Are you feeling happy?
In this hole
That is me
Left with a heart exhausted
What's my release?
What sets me free?
Do you pull me up
Just to push me down again?
Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?
Tear me from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy now?
Peel me from the skin (Peel me from the skin)
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?
Tear me from the bone (Tear me from the bone)
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy now?
Does it make you happy?
Are you feeling happy?
Are you fucking happy
Now that I'm lost, left with nothing?
Does it make you happy?
Are you feeling happy?
Are you fucking happy
Now that I'm lost, left with nothing? ]]> ~piromonkey http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/9560550/ http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/9560550/ Mon, 31 Jul 2006 23:53:08 PDT ~piromonkey http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/9506436/ http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/9506436/ Wed, 26 Jul 2006 22:55:58 PDT lots and lots of hacky sack YAY for the most part good music as well i shall miss you all later doodle noddles ^_^ ]]> ~piromonkey http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/9453720/ http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/9453720/ Sat, 22 Jul 2006 00:00:45 PDT ~piromonkey http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/9355523/ http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/9355523/ Wed, 12 Jul 2006 14:49:16 PDT ~piromonkey http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/9106255/ http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/9106255/ Sun, 18 Jun 2006 14:19:56 PDT ~piromonkey http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/9023181/ http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/9023181/ Fri, 09 Jun 2006 22:33:07 PDT ~piromonkey http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/8780622/ http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/8780622/ Mon, 15 May 2006 16:37:10 PDT [link]
listen to all for you...i know its not lyrics but it so much better...pluse im lazzy and tryed to find the lyrics but gave up ]]> ~piromonkey http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/8780018/ http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/8780018/ Mon, 15 May 2006 15:38:48 PDT ~piromonkey http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/8663326/ http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/8663326/ Wed, 03 May 2006 14:53:30 PDT It'll be the last,
Not a dollar or a crowd could ever keep me here,

I don't have a past
I just have a chance,
Not a family or honest plea remains to say,

Rain rain go away,
Come again another day,
All the world is waiting for the sun.

Is it you I want,
Or just the notion
Of a heart to wrap around so I can find my way around

Safe to say from here,
Your getting closer now,
We are never sad cause we are not allowed to be

Rain rain go away,
Come again another day,
All the world is waiting for the sun.

Rain rain go away,
Come again another day,
All the world is waiting for the sun.

To lie here under you,
Is all that I could ever do,
To lie here under you is all,
To lie here under you is all that i could ever do,
To lie here under you is all,

Rain rain go away,
Come again another day,
All the world is waiting for the sun.

Rain rain go away,
Come again another day,
All the world is waiting for the sun,
All the world is waiting for the sun,
All the world is waiting for the sun. ]]> ~piromonkey http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/8417169/ http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/8417169/ Sun, 09 Apr 2006 11:34:51 PDT Before the MySpace frenzy. Before the Internet & text messaging.
Before Sidekicks & iPods. Before MIKE JONESSS
Before PlayStation2 or X-BOX.
Before the 5 hours of homework you put off every night.
WHEN LIGHT UP SNEAKERS WERE KOOL
When you rented VHS tapes, not DVDs.
When gas was $0.95 a gallon & Caller ID was a new thing.
When we recorded stuff on VCRs & paid $3.50 for a movie.
When we called the radio station to request songs to hear off our
walkmans. When 2Pac and Biggie where alive.
When the Chicago Bulls were the best team ever.
Way back......
Tag.
Get Over Here!!!! means something to you.
Hide-n-Go Seek in the dark.
Red Light, Green Light.
Heads Up 7 Up. Playing Kickball & Dodgeball even Wallball.
Hopskotch. Slip-n-Slides. Tree Houses. Hula Hoops.
Reading R.L. Stine's Goose Bumps.
The annoying Nano Pets & Furbies. Running through the sprinklers.
Crying when Mufasa died in the Lion King.
Happy Meals where you chose a Barbie or a Hot Wheels car.
Getting the privilege to sit in the front seat of the car.
Drinking Sqeeze It "Squeeze The Fun Out Of It"
Wait....
Watching Saturday Morning Cartoons in your PJ's still wrapped up in your Garfield comforter.
Hey Arnold,Doug,Rugrats,The original Power Rangers
Or what about: The Secret Life of Alex Mac. Ren & Stimpy. Double Dare.
Rocko's Modern Life.
AAAHH!! REAL MONSTERS. Wild & Crazy Kids. Clarissa Explains it All.
salute your shorts(CAMP ANAWANA) Are You Afraid of the Dark?
The original cast members of all that. Kenan & Kel. magic school bus.
UREKA'S CASTLE flash forward. pete and pete. legends of the hidden temple.
dinosaurs. pinky and the brain. hangin with mr.copper. wishbone.
bill-nye the science guy. kablamm.
Who could forget Snick? & Nick @ Nite
with Bewitched, I Dream of Jeannie, The Facts of Life & I Love Lucy.
Where everyone wanted to be in love after watching
The Wonder Years. or nick jr. with face little bear under the unbrella tree
the adventures of winnie the pooh NINJA TURTLES MIGHTY MORPHIN POWER RANGERS
...
Kool-Aid was the drink of choice.
Wearing your new shoes on the first day of school.
Class field trips. POGS
When Christmas was the most exciting time of year.
When $5 seemed like a million, & another dollar a miracle.
When Toys R Us was the best place to be.
Go back to the time when....
Decisions were made by going 'eeny-meeny-miney-moe'.
Mistakes were corrected by simply exclaiming 'do over!'
'Race issue' ment arguing about who ran the fastest.
Money issues were handled by whoever was banker in 'Monopoly'.
It wasn't odd to have two or three 'best' friends.
Being old referred to anyone over 20.
A chance to skate as a couple at the local roller rink was like winning the lottery.
Scrapes & bruises were kissed & made better.
It was a big deal to finally be tall enought to ride the 'big people' rides at the fair.
When playing Nintendo was the hardest thing ever.
When everyone wanted to be a Power Ranger
When Ninja Turtles ruled the world.
When Lisa Frank was the raddest thing ever.
When a candy bar at the grocery store was the highlight of your day.
When coupons collected all year could get you a prize in your class auction.
When the only thing you cried over was your mom being late to pick you up.
When stress was addition and subtraction.
When friendships were as complicated as who's house to sleep over and who's to TP
When shaving cream was just meant for play.
When a first kiss only lead to cooties.
When valentines day meant cards for all.
When birthdays were a class event.
When a friend moving away was the saddest day of your life. (Yeah, that's still no good)
maybe even when your friends didnt break off into different crowds, you were all one group.
When Sky Dancers were fun to play with.
When you had streamers on your bike.
who would have thought youd miss the 90's so much
when Michael Jackson was cool
when watching saved by the bell, full house, and family matters every friday on TGIF was your favorite thing to do on your friday night ]]> ~piromonkey http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/8367331/ http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/8367331/ Tue, 04 Apr 2006 19:08:18 PDT To everlasting memories
Show soul
Kiss the stars with me
And dread the wait for
Stupid calls returning to us to life
We say to those who are in love
It can't be true 'cause we're too young
I know that's true because so long I was
So in love with you
So I thought

A year goes by
And I can't talk about it

On my knees
Dim lighted room
Thoughts free flow try to consume myself in this
I'm not faithless
Just paranoid of getting lost or that I might lose
Ignorance is bliss cherish it
Pretty neighborhoods you learn to much to hold
Believe it not
And fight the tears
With pretty smiles and lies about the times

A year goes by
And I can't talk about it
The times weren't right
And I couldn't talk about it

Choris Romance says goodnight
Close your eyes and I'll close mine
Remember you, remember me
Hurt the first, the last between
Choris Romance says goodnight
Close your eyes and I'll close mine
Remember you, remember me
Hurt the first, the last, between

And I'm praying that we will see
Something there in between
Then and there that exceeds all we can dream
So we can talk about it

Choris Romance says goodnight
Close your eyes and I'll close mine
Remember you, remember me
Hurt the first, the last between
Choris Romance says goodnight
Close your eyes and I'll close mine
Remember you, remember me
Hurt the first, the last healing

And I'm praying that we will see
Something there in between
Then and there that exceeds all we can dream

And all these twisted thoughts I see
Jesus there in between
And all these twisted thoughts I see
Jesus there in between ]]> ~piromonkey http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/8221040/ http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/8221040/ Mon, 20 Mar 2006 19:34:02 PST The road I'm taking
If you meet me on the way
Hesitating
That is just because I know which way I will choose

The corridors of discontent
That I've been traveling
All alone in search for truth
The world's so frightning
Nothing's going right today
'Cos nothing ever does

Oooh, I don't wanna know your secrets
Oooh, they lie heavy on my head
Oooh, let's break the night with colour
Time for me to move ahead

Monday morning coming down
like understanding
Mama thinks you are the ground
Looking so frightning
Nothing's going right today
'Cos nothing ever does

Oooh, I don't wanna know your secrets
Oooh, they lie heavy on my head
Oooh, let's break the night with colour
Time for me to move ahead

Time for me to break my cover
Time for me to move ahead

Been givin' up
You will come again

Oooh, I don't wanna know your secrets
Oooh, they lie heavy on my head
Oooh, let's break the night with colour
Time for me to move ahead

Time for us to move ahead ]]> ~piromonkey http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/8104807/ http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/8104807/ Thu, 09 Mar 2006 15:01:03 PST Worn out places
Worn out faces
Bright and early for the daily races
Going no where
Going no where
Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression
No expression
Hide my head I wanna drown my sorrow
No tomorrow
No tomorrow
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles it's a very very
Mad world
Mad world
Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy birthday
Happy birthday
And I feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen
Sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me
No one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me
Look right through me
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I ]]> ~piromonkey http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/8097283/ http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/8097283/ Tue, 07 Mar 2006 19:33:46 PST B - Belly size: some what silm...kinda
C - Chore you hate: cleaning in genara
D - Dream: Two many to list
E - Essential make-up item: eye-make up
F - Favorite memories: hanging out with my older brother when he lived with me
G - Gold or silver: silver
H - Hometown: missoula, Montana
I - Insomnia: some times
J - Job title: hobo
K - Kids: I want some at some point
L - Living arrangements: my own house...would be nice
M - Musical taste: most anything, but countre and rap
N - Number of pets you've had: 2cats 3dogs i think
O - Overnight hospital stays: ir dont remimber
P - Person you consider your closest friend: correy m
Q - Quiet Life or loud: a lill of both
R - Religious affiliation: christan
S - Siblings: 2bros 2sis
T - Time you wake up: on weekdays 6:45ish am, on weekends when i wake up
U - Unnatural hair colors you've worn: blond, dark blondish
V - Vegetable you refuse to eat: depindes if im at home or not
W - Worst habit:...friends should know that one...i dont know anymore
X - X-rays you've had: ir dont know alot some what
Y - Yummy foods you make: when i want to stirfri and what ever i want to make that i think is yummy
Z - Zodiac sign: cancer

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. jeff
2. jeffery
3. jeffey

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU'VE HAD:
1. piromonkey
2. slavemonkey
3. look above

THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 33 MINUTES:
1. Watched TV
2. hurt my little brain
3. been on DA

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:*
1. my scar
2.
3.


THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. some times i dont express how i feel
2. my lacking of self motivation
3.


THREE PARTS OF YOUR ORIGINS:
1. polish...i think
2. German
3. Irish


THREE THINGS YOU'RE AFRAID OF:
1. Being alone
2.
3. ....not going to list them

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. my sweter
2. jeans
3. skull cross saber belt buckle

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. wist bands
2. belt and buckel
3. ...cloths

THREE IMPORTANT OBJECTS:
1. belt and buckels
2. comp
3. friends(not so much as objects but yeah)

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS:
1. atreyu
2. slipknot
3. to may more to list

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
1. give me some time to think of that one i will
2.
3.

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. the crimson
2. wait and bleed
3. broken

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. Driving
2. a job
3.


THREE THINGS YOU REGRET:
1.
2.
3.

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. Love
2. Trust
3. A future

THREE IMPORTANT THINGS YOU'VE GIVEN TO THE WORLD:
1. i dont think i have given any thing to the world
2.in this
3. point in time

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in order):
1. the tv is on
2. im drinking dp
3. i hate life

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
1. personality
2. eyes
3. body

THREE EMOTIONAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
1. The mystery of how they work
2.
3. havent thought to much about that

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. watch a horry movie with out closing my eyes
2. go to sleep right away
3. go one day with out music

THREE THINGS YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:
1. constintly hanging out with my bro
2. being a little kid
3.

THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
1. Home made gifts
2. Artwork
3. Something to wear

THREE REASONS WHY YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE:
1. my past
2. my music
3. curch

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES:
1. rping
2. drawing(not to grate at it)
3. listing to music

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. talk to some one...any but my family curintly(that will change)
2. git through high school
3. SLEEP

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. massage
2. art of some soart
3.

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR HOLIDAY:
1. ireland
2. vegas
3. Japan

THREE CARTOON CHARACTERS:
1. black and white spy
2. girr
3. the pink panther

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. be in a band
2.
3. theres to many

THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ OR DIE PAINFULLY ~piromonkey http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/8066874/ http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/8066874/ Sat, 04 Mar 2006 16:16:52 PST Cause it's a bitter sweet symphony that's life...Try to make ends meet , you're a slave to the money then you die.I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down...You know the one that takes you to the places where all the veins meet, yeah.

No change, I can change, I can change, I can change,
but I'm here in my mould , I am here in my mould.
But I'm a million different people from one day to the next...
I can't change my mould , no,no,no,no,no,no,no

Well I've never prayed,But tonight I'm on my knees, yeah.I need to hear some sounds that recognise the pain in me, yeah.I let the melody shine, let it cleanse my mind , I feel free now.But the airwaves are clean and there's nobody singing to me now.

No change, I can change, I can change, I can change,but I'm here in my mould , I am here in my mould.And I'm a million different people from one day to the nextI can't change my mould, no,no,no,no,no,no,no

Have you ever been down?I can change, I can change...

Cause it's a bittersweet symphony this life.Trying to make ends meet, try to find somebody then you die.
You know I can change, I can change, I can change,but I'm here in my mould, I am here in my mould.
And I'm a million different people from one day to the next.I can't change my mould, no,no,no,no,no,no,no

We've got ya sex and violence melody and silence(Have you ever been down)(I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down) ]]> ~piromonkey http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/8055383/ http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/8055383/ Fri, 03 Mar 2006 11:09:21 PST ~piromonkey http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/8009750/ http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/8009750/ Sun, 26 Feb 2006 14:50:28 PST ~piromonkey http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/7823249/ http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/7823249/ Mon, 06 Feb 2006 20:49:48 PST ~piromonkey http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/7774415/ http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/7774415/ Wed, 01 Feb 2006 18:44:05 PST
The only hope in this endless night
Is to follow you through the shadows of the deepest blue, away from the light
I hear your voice is calling me: "Don't be afraid"
But there's something deep inside of me
Forcing me to turn away
Take my hand, don't turn away, I need you to stay
I know a place where the light and the dark can become as one
This loneliness is killing me
Is there a place we both can live?
You're the dancer in the dark
You're the child of the light
You're the sinner of all time
You're the saint with wings so white
You're the distant shape in the night
You're all the innocence left alive
You're like tainted sun
You're the star shining bright

corey i love you for tureing me on to this band...and all the outher ones as well ]]> ~piromonkey http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/7512122/ http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/7512122/ Wed, 04 Jan 2006 20:24:43 PST thank you for the avi ]]> ~piromonkey http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/7493213/ http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/7493213/ Mon, 02 Jan 2006 21:07:39 PST
Leave a comment here and... *
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
4. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
5. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
6. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
7. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST. It is written. ]]> ~piromonkey http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/7460612/ http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/7460612/ Fri, 30 Dec 2005 20:43:21 PST

Look how you've grown, it's etched in skin and bone
Caked in make-up and bleached out in the roses
That's hollow and tasteless where the spirits make love
And pretty corpses hold their brides
Do you know I'd never hurt you?
(I loved you so much we are not broken, we are deathless.)
So taste "it" and we will never be alone
I'll take the first bite, yeah, I am Ghost
Say goodnight to you, my darling, my darling.
Few words can kill me, they inspire in your hands
The sun outside these glass-shaped walls
Will burn the flesh off paper dolls
My lips and tongue, they bleed...
We won't fall, we'll be together, just the two of us
That's hollow and breathless
It kills me slowly, lost and lonely
Do you know that I'd never hurt you
(I loved you so much, we are not broken, we are deathless)
So taste "it" and we will never be alone
I'll take the first bite, yeah, I am Ghost
Say goodnight to you, my darling, my darling.
I am so sorry, so take this rose
And break this bottle of aged pills
Taste the blue ones, and we will sleep through December.
Awake to the birth of an Angel, she has your eyes
And I will hide from them, don't worry
Soon she will grow, I can't believe this is all my fault
Yeah, soon she will grow.
Unbury me and put me back together again.
Taste it
Taste it
Sad rose for life because I am already dead
So taste "it" and we will never be alone
I'll take the first bite, yeah, I am Ghost
Say goodnight to you, my darling, my darling.

tis be an awsome song ]]> ~piromonkey http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/6846737/ http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/6846737/ Sun, 23 Oct 2005 15:14:47 PDT Could you whisper in my ear
The things you wanna feel
I'd give you anythin'
To feel it comin'
Do you wake up on your own
And wonder where you are?
You live with all your faults
I wanna wake up where you are
I won't say anything at all
So why don't you slide
Yeah, I'm gonna let it slide
Don't you love the life you killed?
The priest is on the phone
Your father hit the wall
Your ma disowned you
Don't supposed I'll ever know
What it means to be a man
It's somethin' I can't change
I'll live around it
I wanna wake up where you are
I won't say anything at all
So why don't you slide
Ooh, slide
And I'll do anythin' you ever dreamed to be complete
Little pieces of the nothin' that fall
Oh, May
Put your arms around me
What you feel is what you are
And what you are is beautiful
Oh, May
Do you wanna get married Or run away?
And I'll do anythin' you ever dreamed to be complete
Little pieces of the nothin' that fall
Oh, May
Put your arms around me
What you feel is what you are
And what you are is beautiful
Oh, May
Do you wanna get married
Or run away?
I wanna wake up where you are
I won't say anything
And I'll do anythin' you ever dreamed to be complete
(Yeah, slide)
Little pieces of the nothin' that fall
(yeah slide)
And I'll do anythin' you ever dreamed to be complete
(Yeah slide)
Little pieces of the nothin' that fall
(Oh, oh slide)
Yeah, slide between the sheets of all them beds you never knew
(Yeah slide)
Why don't you slide into my room
Just slide into my room
Oh, we'll run away, run away, run away ]]> ~piromonkey http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/6593106/ http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/6593106/ Sat, 24 Sep 2005 19:39:06 PDT and i get lost in the nothingness inside of me
(i was confused)
and i live it all out to find, but im not the only person wit these things in mind
(inside of me)
but all that they can see the words revealed
is the only real thing that i got left to feel
(nothing to lose)
just stuck hollow and alone
and the fault is my own and the fault is my own

i wanna heal i wanna feel what i thought was never real
i wanna let go of the pain ive felt so long.
erase all the pain til its gone
i wanna heal i wanna feel like im close to something real.
i wanna find something ive wanted all along
somewhere i belong

and i got nothing to say. i cant believe i didnt fall right down on my face
(i was confused)
look at everywhere only to find.
it is not the way i had imagined it all in my mind.
(so what am i)
what do i have but negativity
cuz i cant trust no one by the way everyone is looking at me
(nothing to lose)
nothing to gain im hollow and alone
and the fault is my own
and the fault is my own

I will never know myself until i do this on my own
cuz i will never feel anything else until my wounds are healed
i will never be anything til i break away from me
i will break away. ill find myself today ]]> ~piromonkey http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/6380294/ http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/6380294/ Wed, 31 Aug 2005 16:33:11 PDT broken by sonata arctica
I was raised from a broken seed, I grew up to be an unwanted weed.
Ever faster the time exceeds me, little harder again to remember...you.

Held a torch for you, when lightning stroke me, once again, hope I died for the last time.
Only one I have a thing greater than you, little light on the sky every night.

Morning dew on the field, where I met you.
I was frozen a year, couldn't get through.
Got a sign, not a scar, on my shoulder, I am not quite the man you take me for...

Fell in love with the weakness within me.
Tried to force me the Ring and own me.
Guess you found what you'd think would oblige me, little version of me to consume you...
I'd give my everything to you, follow you thru the garden of oblivion.
If only I could tell you everything, the little things you'll never dare to ask me...

Do you really know me? I might be a God.
Show me that you care and have a cry.
How do you see me?... as the one?
Can you see my blood when I'm bleeding.
How can you love this exile, and how could I desire you.
When my pain is my pain and yours is too...

On this dark winter's night. Darkness becomes this child.
Bless this night with a tear. For I have none I fear...

Seven lifes of a man, passed before me.
Seven graves, one for every love I've had.
Only once I have broken my so called heart.
Only one made me see why they cry.

Will I learn how to be one of you someday?
Will I still feel the eyes that behold me.
Will I hear what you think, when you see me?
Will it tear me apart if you feel for me...

I 'd give my everything to you, follow you thru the garden of oblivion.
If only I could tell you everything, the little things you'll never dare to ask me...

Do you really know me? I might be a God.
Show me that you care and have a cry.
How do you see me?... as the one?
Can you see my blood when I'm bleeding.
How can you love this exile, and how could I desire you.
When my pain is my pain and yours is too...

On this dark winter's night. Darkness becomes this child.
Bless this night with a tear. For I have none I fear...

Little broken , always been, a part of you belongs to me.
You were never mine to love, but this all has made it easy for me...

Burning feathers, not an angel, Heaven's closed , Hell's sold out.
So I walk on earth, behind the curtains, hidden from everyone,
until I find a new life to ruin again

On this dead winter's night. Darkness becomes this child.
Bless this night with a tear. For I have none I fear...

On this dead winter's night. Darkness becomes this child.
Bless this night with a tear. For I have none I fear... ]]> ~piromonkey http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/6372401/ http://piromonkey.deviantart.com/journal/6372401/ Tue, 30 Aug 2005 19:11:09 PDT She seemed dressed in all of me, stretched across my shame.
All the torment and the pain
Leaked through and covered me
I'd do anything to have her to myself
Just to have her for myself
Now I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do when she makes me sad.

She is everything to me
The unrequited dream
A song that no one sings
The unattainable, Shes a myth that I have to believe in
All I need to make it real is one more reason
I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do when she makes me sad.

But I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me

A catch in my throat choke
Torn into pieces
I won't, nO!
I don't wanna be this...

But I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me

She isn't real
I can't make her real
She isn't real
I can't make her real
-slipknot ]]> ~piromonkey