http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:pixelheroine&section=today deviantART RSS for by:pixelheroine en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 07 Dec 2009 16:40:14 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/28806177/ http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/28806177/ Mon, 07 Dec 2009 13:36:30 PST I have a small list that's lacking a lot of people and ideas, so feel free to add yourself/an idea.

Risky - SUPER SPECIAL SECRET SOMETHING
Consejo - Kuusuu Buranko/One Piece art?
Sunny - ... no fucking clue. D; God Sunny ilu so much.

uh I forgot a lot of people
BRB SCIENCE.

]]> ~pixelheroine http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/28675805/ http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/28675805/ Mon, 30 Nov 2009 16:43:02 PST So West was annoyed with me for not knowing the geography of the Americas very well... (Not that I see why I should /care/. I'm no where near those countries) I couldn't help but notice USA's blatant geographic cock... Do those Americans living in Florida realize they occupy his vital regions 24/7? Kesese. Course not, they aren't that awesome."

]]> ~pixelheroine http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/28617577/ http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/28617577/ Fri, 27 Nov 2009 19:29:49 PST You MUST do this. No, nothing is going to eat you or come in your room at night. It's just fun.

TURNS YOU ON = ON
TURNS YOU OFF = OFF
YOU DON'T CARE = DC
YOU DON'T KNOW= DK


IF YOU'RE A GIRL
Is shorter then you: DK
Taller then you: ON
Wears a grill: OFF
Dresses Gangsta: OFF
Dresses Skater: OFF
Dresses Athletic: OFF
Dresses Gothic: OFF
Has green eyes: ON
Has brown eyes: ON
Has hazel eyes: ON
Has blue eyes: ON
Smokes cigarettes: OFF
Smokes weed: OFF OFF OFF
Drinks alcohol: DK
Plays sports: DK
Can skate: DC
Writes lyrics: DK
Smiles a lot: DK
Has bad manners in front of you: DK
Has blonde hair: ON
Has brown hair: ON
Has black hair: ON
Has red hair: DC
Has spikey hair: OFF
Has no hair: OFF
Has long hair: ON ON ON
Has curly hair: DC
Has wavey-ish hair: DC
Good dancer: ... ON?
Wears jewelry: DK
Piercings: DK
Tattoos: DK
Muscles: DK (eh)
Six pack: DK
Laid back: DC
Plays guitar: DC (that's less of a turn on/off thing, though.)
Raps: DC
Can draw: DK
Has a tongue ring: DK (never kissed a dude)
Nipples pierce: DK
Hugs you: ON
Hugs from behind: ON
Creative: ON
Calls you just to hear your voice: DC
Goes to church: DC (although really religious shit is an off)
Cusses a lot: ... ON (derpderp)
Is funny: ON
Kisses you out of no where: DK
__________________

IF YOU'RE A GUY
Has a nice butt: ON (f-for guys too, sheesh)
Plays musical instrument: DC
Is taller than you: ON (haha pix has lesbian tendencies whut)
Is shorter than you: DK
Has green eyes: DC
Has blue eyes: DC
Has brown eyes: DC
Has hazel eyes: ON
Has long hair: DC
Has med. hair: DC
Has short hair: ON
Drinks alcohol: DK
Smokes cigs: OFF
Has blonde hair: DK
Has brown hair: DK
Has black hair: DK
Has red hair: DK
Calls you just to say hi: DK
Creative: ON
Compliments you: DK
Shaves her legs: ON (oh god oh god plz)
Wears jewelry: DC
Has bigger feet then you: DC? (there's a big size difference between me and my friends)
Belly piercings: DK
Doesn't party: DC
Does party: DC
Likes to party: DC
Laughs a lot: ON
Happy: ON
Funny: ON
Skinny: ON (w-well)
Anorexic: OFF OFF OFF OFF OFF SO OFF
Rides a street bike: ... DC
Tattoos: DK
Honest: ON
Open: DK
Shy and quiet: ON
Huge tits: O-OFF ;o; (has always liked small but tall. SMALL BUT TALL!)
Licks lips: ON (for dudes too?)
Lightly bites bottom lip: ON (consider the other gender!)
Talks dirty: O-ON. ;A;
Leaves you random comments: (where?)
Competes with you: ON

you are so tagged

]]> ~pixelheroine http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/28379416/ http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/28379416/ Sun, 15 Nov 2009 16:22:27 PST
Also, now reading something other than Day by Day Armaggedon.
Damn good book. Go read it.

]]> ~pixelheroine http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/28221392/ http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/28221392/ Sun, 08 Nov 2009 15:38:01 PST [link]

]]> ~pixelheroine http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/28205205/ http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/28205205/ Sat, 07 Nov 2009 19:26:12 PST 2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button

Opening Credits: Kaito - Dancing Samurai Acapella
Waking Up: Kagamine Rin & Len - will xxxx back
First Day at School: U.N. Owen Was Her?
Falling In Love: Usa - Toeto
Fight Song: Hatsune Miku - Love Love Nightmare
Prom: Kagamine Rin & Len - deigudagu
Life: Kagamine Len - fire flower
Mental Breakdown: Kagamine Len - Cloud Ruins
Driving: Kuuprinsessa - Flute(BGM018/Yume Nikki)
Flashback: Hatsune Miku - Sound
Getting Back Together: Kora - Cantarella
Wedding: MKDELTA - Ibotenic Side (BGM 020 Remix)
Birth of a Child: Meiko & Megurine Luka - siGrE
Final Battle: Hanatan & Donishima - Juvenile
Death Scene: 24EFFECTS - 9 A.M.
Funeral Song: Hatsune Miku - Dream Life
End Credits: Shamuon - Gekokujou

IF I WAS TO PICK:

Opening Credits:
jahvey - flute(monoe mix); This is just a very welcoming song and reeks of adventure. Might as well introduce the audience to what they're about to experience.

Waking Up:
24EFFECTS - white pool; My mornings are much like everyone else's, but walking to school early in the morning gives your day a very natural feel and being alone in the house feels almost surreal. Also, gotta love the alarm.

First Day at School:
Hishimochi/Miichan - When Swindlers Start Laughing Out; How I feel about people in general is portrayed nicely through this song. Also, my school is hell and this song has those cool, harsh, uncaring city vibes to it.

TaNaBaTa - Unknown Girl; This song sorta shows off my social awkwardness. "It seems like acting nice is the only thing holding me back."

Falling In Love:
Scissor Sisters - I Can't Decide; I highly doubt I'll ever get laid. This is why. I just tend to get incredibly mean with people I love. Don't take it personally.

Fight Song:
Hatsune Miku - Love Love Nightmare; Self-explanatory.

Megurine Luka - Fluticasone; Self-explanatory again.

Prom:
Usa & Tourai - Cendrillon; I tend to have a very overactive imagination.

Life:
TaNaBaTa - Cirno Cirno Cirno; "What does it mean to become an adult? I don’t understand! Please tell me, so I don’t have to pretend to be stronger than this."

Mental Breakdown:
Kagamine Rin - chaosmaid; Holy shit. Pix is not insane, simply too sane. This song was probably playing in my head a few days ago.

Driving:
IOSYS - Crimson Belvedere - Eastern Dream; Driving doesn't seem to be a very fun thing in my opinion. It's almost like showering, except for in your car there's no reflective walls for your voice to bounce off of and your car you get that real sense of being alone, regardless of who's in the car with you. Also, driving at night.

Flashback:
misterCQNZR - madotsuki's porch; I think I went over this one.

Getting Back Together:
Kora - Cantarella; Japanese version of date-rape. You love a girl, she's oblivious, you date-rape drug her, she wakes up and is ok! I guess it would be more of the idea of the madness going through the boy's head.

Wedding:
Meiko, Kaito, Hatsune Miku, Kagamine Rin & Len, Kamui Gakupo and Megurine Luka - Dreaming Little Bird

Birth of a Child:
MKDELTA - Ibotenic Side (BGM 020 Remix); I have the feeling my time in the hospital will not be very fun.

Valshe - Monochrome Ward; Still never liked hospitals.

Final Battle:
24EFFECTS - No, MURI; This song feels very Trilbyesque, and I'm getting the epic showdown vibes that are "less we fight and kill each other", but more "we say badass things and then fight and kill each other". More suspense.

Gumi - Bokura no 16bit Wars; I'd like to consider the final battle like a war. And this song is very war-y.

Death Scene:
Lon - GHOST; "You close off your ears; you're alone, aren't you? I close my eyes, in the middle of a long silence. Your lies pile up, and your body remembers them. With evening, the sun sets, and you are dyed red. Your voice dies repeatedly, and that brings you pain."

Funeral Song:
24EFFECTS - 9 A.M.; A quiet song that bursts into sudden emotion.

jahvey - Shield-Folk World Arrangement; A peaceful and curious song that holds a bit of loneliness. Gives you that real nice feeling of isolation while still making you wonder.

End Credits:
Hatsune Miku - Saihate; Because who doesn't want an e... ]]> ~pixelheroine http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/28149180/ http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/28149180/ Wed, 04 Nov 2009 18:34:16 PST [link] pXLB6FgoxqU&feature=related
oh, oh deary me~
my little brother is in his bedroom smoking weed~
(prolly len)

[link]
also fuck yeah

]]> ~pixelheroine http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/28040845/ http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/28040845/ Fri, 30 Oct 2009 05:42:32 PDT
Also, I thought "pez arriesgada se lanzó al abismo."

]]> ~pixelheroine http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/27983599/ http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/27983599/ Mon, 26 Oct 2009 18:18:07 PDT [link]

Why the hell did it happen? Nobody tells me that. Who said justice? Who said sacrifice? "Order" has betrayed me.

It was a minute hole first. Only the coziness was good. They had a carouse with propaganda and the hole has exaggerated slowly.

Relative and absolute saturation vapor pressures
For too convenient adults' convenience,
The future ignored the past, one after another.

65535 tetras and I'm having ideals of the zero dimension. Edens are still disappearing one after another.

Our 16bit wars -- Don't be undermined by the idea's wave. In the remaining space I am unable even to rest my elbows absent-mindedly.

Our 16bit wars -- Altruism and egoism are crossing. I, who can love only X and Y, should believe in Z/(what?) for survival?

They eluded the dot encircling net and machine-gunned the Resistance.
Silent pressure; violence of numbers. Freedom has already gone.

"Shoot into the steel," came the alarm from the big man. The death cry of square waves sounded over his shoulder. Has the day of ringing Arkadia's bell come?

Our 16bit wars -- Don't be undermined by the idea's wave .In the remained space, I am unable to sleep deeply again today.

Our 16bit wars -- Altruism and egoism are crossing with the product of rit./lit down bit rate. I'll never betray "order".

Our 16bit wars -- Even if I antagonize all the world, inexpressible things have been seized, I could not admit it (the reality) above all.
___________

Useless journal is useless.
Also, for all you Heroes fans, RIP Jeremy. ;_____;

Also, lots of war stuff in my life nowadays. Wtf is this bullshit.

]]> ~pixelheroine http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/27963747/ http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/27963747/ Sun, 25 Oct 2009 16:21:33 PDT ☆ If you get more than 20, you're paranoid.
☆ If you get 11-20, you are normal.
☆ If you get 10 or less, you're fearless.
☆ People who don't have any are full of crap.
☆ Tag 10 of your friends and find out whether or not they suffer paranoia.

I fear ...
[ ] black people
[ ] the dark
[x] staying single forever
[x] being a parent
[x] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish (Only ones of gargantuan proportions though.)
[x] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants
Total so far: 4

[x] being touched
[ ] fire if its in my house
[x] deep deep water (Not so much this so much as giant fish.)
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean (Again, giant fish.)
[x] failure
[ ] success
[x] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats
[x] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
Total so far: 9

[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[x] crossing hanging bridges
[x] death
[ ] heaven
[x] being robbed/mugged
[x] falling
[ ] clowns
[x] dolls
[x] large crowds of people
[x] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilities
[x] doctors
[ ] tornadoes
Total so far: 17

[x] hurricanes
[x] incurable diseases
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[x] scary movies
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[x] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[x] being alone
[x] becoming blind
[x] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up, old
Total so far: 24

[x] creepy noises in the night
[x] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] needles
[ ] blood
[ ] hair
[ ] deer
Grand Total: 26

;A;

]]> ~pixelheroine http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/27947926/ http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/27947926/ Sat, 24 Oct 2009 19:37:34 PDT pixelheroine> Ok, we're not.
<pixelheroine> We're talking about gay countries. :/
<pixelheroine> How fab does that sound?
I could name like 3 of those :V
<pixelheroine> Um, I could name... all of them.
Mostly the ones that are in a dictatorship
<pixelheroine> Ohoho. Dicktatorship.
<pixelheroine> ... THIS CONVERSATION IS OVER.

THIS IS WHY I HAVE NO FRIENDS

]]> ~pixelheroine http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/27940667/ http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/27940667/ Sat, 24 Oct 2009 12:13:49 PDT
[link]
Not gonna even mention how violated I feel.

The only problem I have with the song is that the chick (not the girl in the video, but the girl that actually sings) sounds like a teenage boy.

Edit: I did find the crotch light funny, though.

Edit Edit: HOLY SHIT I'M NOT SURE OF THE GENDER OF THE BACKGROUND SINGER.

Forget everything I said. The background vocalist is Jack White, lead singer of the White Stripes.

HAHA WTF

]]> ~pixelheroine http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/27894119/ http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/27894119/ Wed, 21 Oct 2009 17:53:20 PDT

Your name?
huh, I came up with this a week ago: Pix Preferably.

If possible, your age?
boke-loli. yuukai me, fool.
take me away in the night, ye old pervert-men!

When did you start drawing?
Oh man I don't even know.

Which hand do you use for drawing?
My write.

Which is easier to draw - male or female?
I guess I'm ok with both, but I draw more girls because the anatomy is more familiar.

Which is easier to draw - long hair or short hair?
I don't have a preference, but I draw a lot of people with short hair.

Is it easier to draw the head facing towards the right or the left?
The left, to be perfectly honest.

What do you have problems in drawing?
MEN ANATOMY. CANNOT DRAW MUSCLES.
OR OLD, FOR THAT MATTER.
HOW ABOUT JUST MEN? THAT WORKS.

What do you like to draw?
Shota. Bullshit fanart wtf.
And hands. I LOVE DRAWING HANDS.

Are you a traditional artist or a digital artist?
Traditional.

Where do you start drawing from?
The head. Or the hands.

What is your drawing habit that you are aware of?
I like to draw shota and loli and things that are probably not appropriate for school.

Any tips for coloring/shading?
Shade it easy!!!
No, seriously. Shade real lightly and then go in for the money.

How long does it take to finish a piece of art?
If I'm bullshitting, not long.
But I've been working on a drawing for two days and I uh.

What music do you listen to while you draw?
Depends on what I'm drawing.

How long does it take you to come up with an idea?
Not long. "HEY, LET'S DRAW SOMETHING RETARDED."

Your favorite drawing utensils?
A pen, preferably a Sharpie one. Occasionally pencils.

Your favorite color/the color that you use a lot?
Probably orange. I love orange.

Your favorite style(s)?
A-Anime?
I love ~chira-chira's style, a-and I love ~ryoheihuke's, and *Rickz0r's and ~Blue-Fox's and I uh
fuck I forgot ~riskyfish

What kind of artist are you aiming for?
One that is not a faget.

Thank you. Now please fill in the next columns by writing the names of the artists that match the criteria. Artists tagged must fill in this baton.

Cool: *SunnyChan89
Cute: =Piketh
Stylish: *Rickz0r
Unique: ~MikeNnemonic
Moe: ~Torappu
Tasty: ~riskyfish
Smart: ~paipuburaketto
Sexy: ~pixelheroine

]]> ~pixelheroine http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/27861093/ http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/27861093/ Mon, 19 Oct 2009 19:09:51 PDT [x] You come off as sort of aloof to other people.
[x] In public, you intentionally refrain from showing much weakness.
[x] You have a secret obsession with something cute.
[ ] You pretend that you hate your crush even though you really love him/her.
[x] You blush when people point out your sensitivities.
[ ] You blush when people tell sexual jokes.
Total: 4

Yandere (Gentle Outside-Harsh Inside)
[x] You’re very sweet and kind in public.
[x] When romance becomes a topic of discussion, people say your personality changes drastically.
[x] You know some sort of martial art, swordplay, or otherwise.
[x] You have a crush who you’d literally kill for.
[x] You have a pet-peeve that makes you snap.
[ ] Schizophrenic?
Total: 5

Meganekko (Girl-with-Glasses Character)
[ ] You have glasses.
[x] You can sometimes be clumsy, ditzy, or absent-minded.
[ ] You are always very polite in your speech.
[x] You are fairly intelligent in some field.
[x] You take discipline seriously.
[x] You have some sort of fetish for something. (If you really want to know...)
Total: 4

Tsukkomi (Angry Guy)
[ ] You have a friend who often makes dumb or embarrassing remarks.
[ ] You smack/beat up this friend in some way.
[ ] You do your best to maintain a calm facade, only to be thwarted by this friend.
[ ] If you & your friend were a yin-yang, you’d be the “yin”
[x] You swear a lot.
[ ] You try to bring out the more serious side of your ridiculous friend.
Total: 1

Boke (Dumb Guy)
[x] You often make silly or embarrassing comments.
[x] You like annoying the heck out of your best friend.
[x] You often get beaten up by your friend in some way, but you take it in good stride.
[x] If you & your friend were a yin-yang, you’d be the “yang”.
[x] You are normally very laidback and carefree.
[x] You try to bring out the happier side of your angry friend.
Total: 6

Nadeshiko (Perfect Wife)
[ ] You are always, almost overly, polite.
[ ] You love traditional Japanese culture.
[ ] You often wear either a kimono, yukata, or apron.
[ ] You’re an excellent cook. (OH FUCK)
[ ] You are hardly ever angry.
[ ] You have really long hair.
Total: 0

Sexy Character
[ ] Your bust/package is...formidable. (loli)
[x] You like making sexual innuendos.
[ ] You encourage trips to the beach, pool, or onsen.
[x] There are some sexual things that you are ignorant to or need explained to you. (oh hell)
[ ] You’re an expert cosplayer.
[ ] You like the taste of alcohol.
Total: 2

Loli/Shota Character
[x] You like sweets or chocolate.
[x] You adore cute things and/or the word “kawaii”.
[ ] You use Japanese suffixes like “-chan,” “-tan,” “-sempai,” etc...
[x] You add unnecessary suffixes to the ends of your sentences, like “nyo,” “nyu,” “un,” etc...etc~~~ (NIYONIYONIYONIYO, although I generally go "ah" or "hm?")
[x] You are considered gullible or naive. (GULLIBLE XD)
[x] You have a tall/powerful friend who protects you. (I used to..)
Total: 5

BOKELOLI OMG ;A;

]]> ~pixelheroine http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/27822414/ http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/27822414/ Sat, 17 Oct 2009 19:04:51 PDT [link]
bumbaloe a stupidfats

[link]
Um, one night stand?

[link]
I made it angry.
purizupurizupurizupurizu

[link]
Mothers being used by Nazis. What.

[link]
What.

]]> ~pixelheroine http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/27803833/ http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/27803833/ Fri, 16 Oct 2009 19:07:51 PDT
Hello, this is Italy. I had a nightmare recently. In the dream, you completely forgot about me. Now, I'm worried that if you become friends with Russia, you'll really forget about me. Friends forever, ok?

Oh yeah, and your sausages taste like shit.

From, Italy Veneciano."

Complete with streaking Italians, cool flowers, angry Russian war-cries, distraught Baltics, and waving your ass in people's faces.




WHY DO I STILL WATCH THIS SHIT WTFWTF.

]]> ~pixelheroine http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/27769683/ http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/27769683/ Wed, 14 Oct 2009 19:19:05 PDT [link]

gay

]]> ~pixelheroine http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/27701494/ http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/27701494/ Sun, 11 Oct 2009 07:51:32 PDT 1. Put Your iTunes, windows media player etc on Shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song's name


1. Are you Male or Female?
Hatsune Miku - Sunset Hill (Yuuhi Zaka)

2. Describe yourself!
Osamu Sato - Say Cheeze

3. What do people feel when they are around you?
Lon - Dance Site of Darkness (Yami no Dance Site)
(SHIT JUST GOT REAL. LET'S DANCE.)

4. Describe your current relationship.
Han - Iroha Uta
(So I'm a near-obsessive shota that knows more than anyone else could even imagine. I see.)

5. Where would you like to be now?
Kuuprinsessa - ゆめにっき (istun tuolilla se on kiva tuoli mix)

6. How do you feel about love?
ZUN - The Centennial Festival for Magical Girls

7. What's your life like?
Osamu Sato - Professional Problem (Pantune Music Mix)

8. What would you ask for if you had one wish?
Usa and Tourai - Cendrillon

9. Say something wise.
Osamu Sato - Long Tall Eyelash

10. If someone says "is this okay?" you say,
Megurine Luka and Kasane Teto - mistake

11. How would you describe yourself?
Megurine Luka and Kasane Teto - Fatal World

12. What do you like in a guy/girl?
Nico Chorus - Hitobashira Alice

13. How do you feel today?
UTAU Chorus - siGrE

14. What is your life purpose?
Hatsune Miku - Extend More of my Videos (Motto no Biro Boku no Douga)

15. What is your motto?
Madina Lake - Let's Get Out of Here

16. What do your friends think of you?
01 - white pool

17. What do you think of your parents?
Osamu Sato & Out Ass Maos - Stray Dogs and Back Alleys (Pack Mentality)

18. What do you think about very often?
Hatsune Miku - Packaged

19. What is 2+2?
00 - preview

20. What do you think of your best friend?
Osamu Sato & Out Ass Maos - LSD

21. What do you think of a person you like?
Megurine Luka - RIP=RELEASE

22. What is your life story?
Usa and Tourai - Juvenile

23. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Yume Nikki x Beastie Boys - Open Letter to NYC remix

24. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Hitori - Revolution (Gekokujou)

25. What will you dance to at your wedding?
misterCQNZR - madotsuki's porch

26. What will they play at your funeral?
Hatsune Miku - from Y to Y

27. What is your biggest fear?
ZUN - Septette for the Dead Princess

28. What is your biggest secret?
Hatsune Miku - Nehanshika

29. What do you think of your friends?
Osamu Sato & Out Ass Maos - Post Hypnotic Neon Vacation

30. What will you post this as?
Kagamine Len - fireflower

]]> ~pixelheroine http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/27694364/ http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/27694364/ Sat, 10 Oct 2009 19:39:51 PDT Maybe 10,000 and I'll get off my lazy ass. For once.

Ok not really.


Ok fine. 10,000.

]]> ~pixelheroine http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/27564912/ http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/27564912/ Sat, 03 Oct 2009 19:05:49 PDT [link] to [link] for shits and giggles.

...ohgoodlord.

Before you ask, yes I do hate the Saw movies, and yes I seriously hate this scene in particular. I just thought of it in the shower and it made me giggle.

]]> ~pixelheroine http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/27526312/ http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/27526312/ Thu, 01 Oct 2009 17:24:07 PDT I'm not angry. If anything, a little hurt. I'm trying to send the message that I don't want to be bothered. Because my self-esteem isn't through the fucking roof and dealing with you who not only still has a part of my heart, but is also with a potential pedophile isn't making me feel too damn hot. Not only that, but I'm dealing with a confused heterosexual girl who might have eyes for me, and a person who reminds me of someone I undoubtedly loved, who wants to up and fucking kill himself sometimes. So sure. Keep talking, ok? Maybe if I drown myself in catering to you I'll grow the balls needed to confront my own problems."

I am a strange little child. I don't even understand myself anymore.

When chorus class rolls around I'm starving, and when I get hungry my nerves get so shot that I fail at controlling my emotions. I laugh loudly because I can't laugh quietly and everything is funny when you're smashed. I talk quickly because I can't help the fact that I'm excited, even if it's stupid.

Mr. Beckwith, needless to say, does not like me when I cannot control myself.
I don't even like myself when I have no control. It shows off the personality I fight so hard to keep in around people I find immature or selfish, just to keep a poker face and keep from saying anything I regret.

It basically destroys the persona I make at school.

Lewahi was someone who I constantly doted over and crushed on and talked to, the voice of reason in my pathetic twelve year-old madness of a life. I loved Lewahi. He was the greatest. He was always there for me and I always tried to be there for him.

I didn't understand why I became so attached to mi amigo nuevo Consejo, I just accepted it as a fact of life.

Until now, where I realize that he reminds me of Lewahi, which explains everything all too well. I feel like a monster and want to cry because all I can think when I think of Consejo now is how terrible, how awful of a person I am, how I always end up between a cliff and a wall of knives.

I love Mei-Mei. I always have. She's always loved me. But recently, there's been sexual tension that not even science can explain. This makes me uncomfortable and I want to cry.

Uhh. Now that things have been moaned about...
Yeah.

EDIT!: /goes to finish homework, read Cthulhu, and then become an hero. Or shower. Whichever comes first.

]]> ~pixelheroine http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/27456049/ http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/27456049/ Sun, 27 Sep 2009 19:11:00 PDT
I rarely ever share sincere feelings, but it'd be harder for me to look into their eyes as they tell me. I have a weird thing about eye contact.

2. Think of the last time you were REALLY angry. WHY were you angry? Do you still feel the same way?:

A while ago. Silly details. It's all just sore spots now. I don't like to do a lot of thinking about it, so I've tried to block it out of my memory.

3. You are on a flight from Honolulu to Chicago nonstop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You have enough time to make ONE phone call. Who do you call? What do you tell them?:

My mom. I tell her I'm sorry. And to tell everyone else that I'm sorry. Why? I don't know.

4. You are at the doctor’s office and he has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? What do you do with your remaining days? Would you be afraid?:

I'd lie. Not exactly lie, but I'd tell everyone I was going away for a very long time so they should probably forget about me. I'd tell them that I'd always love them and they meant the world to me.

I'd love to meet Risky and Sunny before I die. Maybe even Riku, and most definitely Mr. Consejo. We haven't really known each other very long, but for some strange reason I've grown really attached to him, especially with the promise I made him. I bet I'd spend the last of my days fulfilling that promise. I would love to draw and bake a cake with Sunny and Risky. And Riku has always been there for me, so there's no reason in the world for me not to meet her.

5. You can have one of the following two things. Which do you choose? Why? Love and Trust:

Trust.

6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late even once more, you are fired. Do you take the time to save the dog’s life?:

Since I do no walking and ride my bike everywhere, I'd save the dog. I'd save the dog even if I didn't have my bike. Fuck working, man.

7. You are unfaithful to your spouse/significant other. Do you tell him/her? Why or Why not?:

I probably would break it off with the other guy/gal, because personally, the only unfaithfulness I can see myself doing is having wandering eyes and not telling him/her how I feel, or even just a slight crush. Shit happens.

No one needs to know if nothing happened, right?

8. Your friend confesses that he/she has feelings for you more then just friendship. He/she is falling in love with you. What do you do/say?:

Good God this is happening to me now, and I've been really passive. I've told her no but she still keeps making moves on me. Today I was very upfront with her and yelled at her and I wanted to cry for a long time.

But, as selfish as it sounds, my mom then told me she'd bought Oreos and I'd felt a ton better.

9. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?:

I'd be too much like myself. It would never work out.

10. Does love = sex?:

No. Not that I would know, to be honest, but I don't think it's really a love thing.

11. When was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt regardless of how difficult it was for you to say? Who was it? What did you have to tell the person?:

See 8.

12. What would be (or what was) harder for you to tell a friend, you love them or that you do not love them back?:

I'd have to say telling them that I don't love them back.

13. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up? Why would it be hard to lose?:

Art. I thrive on it.

14. Excluding romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them? Who were they to you?:

My mom a few seconds ago.

15. Imagine: it is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. WHO do you wish was there with you?:

A lot of people. Just probably not Mei-Mei.
Maybe even both Risky and Mr. Consejo. We could be having a party and watchin' scary movies.

... oh wait, I'm alone.

16. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying? Why or Why not?:

Hell yes. They're dying.

17. You are holding onto your grandmother’s hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other. Who do you let fall to their death? What was your reason for making the decision?:

My grandmother. She's already lived he... ]]> ~pixelheroine http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/27423114/ http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/27423114/ Sat, 26 Sep 2009 06:55:12 PDT [link]
It's like child pron except legal.
I'm the dumb one on the left.

]]> ~pixelheroine http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/27338755/ http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/27338755/ Mon, 21 Sep 2009 13:22:03 PDT [link]
Someone call animal control pls.

EDIT:
Self anal rape? And lol boner at 1:28?

]]> ~pixelheroine http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/27325246/ http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/27325246/ Sun, 20 Sep 2009 17:27:57 PDT [link]

]]> ~pixelheroine http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/27266399/ http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/27266399/ Thu, 17 Sep 2009 16:26:03 PDT
We want our fucking apples back.

-Death Note"

]]> ~pixelheroine http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/27214508/ http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/27214508/ Mon, 14 Sep 2009 17:44:10 PDT pixelheroine>I wasn't here, but I have obligations outside of the interwebs.
<pixelheroine>Like...
<pixelheroine>Uboachen...

;A;
Uboachen and Spanish and food.
And my Trilby doodles.

Also, I had the coolest daydream.

Risky has this loft/house/pad. =Piketh, ~paipuburaketto, ~Torappu and I all move in to to loft/house/pad.

Chaos, hikkikomorism, and much raving was to be had. In the end, I had to get a job because I was the only one who would leave the house besides Risky going to school and we had COMPUTER BILLS TO PAY.

At one point, I try my hand in cooking. Risky helps out, but I manage to fuck it up enough to the point where I don't know what it is anymore. Trap asks me if she has to eat it and I say, "Yes, faggot, because I poured my heart into it," in a heartbroken tone. Pipe then makes a comment about how I must not have a lot of heart and slithers away in his box. Trap leaves like a boss. Pi has a chestburster parasite and goes to the bathroom to deal with/give birth to it. Risky is disappoint and I cry loli tears.

We all had a huge pot of instant ramen and tea in the end and Risky made some Riskycake and we chilled on the interwebs all night until we slowly passed out. If I remember correctly, Pi started spooning Risky in her sleep (or attempting to), and I managed to wiggle my way in between them, Trap fell facefirst into her keyboard, and Pipe didn't sleep.

Because Pipe doesn't sleep.
He confirms this the next morning before pulling a Zalgo on us.

wtf do you love me n/n

]]> ~pixelheroine http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/27175816/ http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/27175816/ Sat, 12 Sep 2009 18:06:50 PDT I'll tell you a tale I know nothing about;
The Admission is free, so pay at the door,
Now pull up a chair and sit on the floor.

One fine day in the middle of the night,
Two dead boys got up to fight;
Back to back they faced each other,
Drew their swords and shot each other.

A blind man came to watch fair play,
A mute man came to shout "Horray!"
A deaf policeman heard the noise and
Came to stop those two dead boys.

He lived on the corner in the middle of the block,
In a two-story house on a vacant lot;
A man with no legs came walking by,
and kicked the lawman in his thigh.

He crashed through a wall without making a sound,
into a dry creek bed and suddenly drowned;
The long black hearse came to cart him away,
But he ran for his life and is still gone today.

I watched from the corner of the big round table,
The only eyewitness to facts of my fable;
But if you doubt my lies are true,
Just ask the blind man, he saw it too.

best ever y/y

]]> ~pixelheroine http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/27156992/ http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/27156992/ Fri, 11 Sep 2009 18:56:49 PDT [link]

HEY IT'S VINCE WITH SLAP-CHOP
YOU'RE GONNA BE IN A GREAT MOOD ALL DAY
SLAPPIN' YOUR TROUBLES AWAY WITH THE SLAP
SLAP-SLAPPIN' YOUR TROUBLES AWAY WITH THE SLAP-CHOP

this

]]> ~pixelheroine http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/27134900/ http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/27134900/ Thu, 10 Sep 2009 15:19:50 PDT
Or not, because I've really had nothing to say at all.

Wanted to go see 9 real bad, but couldn't because my friend's mom is a douche.

Been breaking down a few times since school started, crying about how lonely I am and how badly I just want someone to hold me and be there for me. (Read: Became a selfish bastard.)

Been to school, and fell desperately in love with my new language arts teacher, because I actually get to write and read and do stuff.

Also fell in love with my history teacher, because he shares my last name and I inadvertently named after my dog. And because he likes to tease me and he's dumb in general.

Aaah... yeah. Thinking about possible discussions, all of which are pretty cool.

1. Do people choose to be homosexual/heterosexual/bisexual/asexual? If not, are they born that way, or is it something that just happens?
2. Are people generally good or bad?

Thinking about reading Twilight because Mei-Mei was so proud of Risky for reading it so she's going to torture herself in honor. Thinking about editing the book and sending it to Smeyer.

How do you like me now?
Not at all?
... oh.
I see.

]]> ~pixelheroine http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/27040519/ http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/27040519/ Sat, 05 Sep 2009 18:05:41 PDT
What song and why?

[link]
FUCKING THIS. Because Matt is a sexy mofo on his own, and the song itself is like a mix of Knights of Cydonia and Supermassive Black Hole, which makes it a very pretty music baby.

And because it's all "LOL ANARCHY" and I'm all "lol you and your Parliament you".

Gogogogo.
You too, blondie.

]]> ~pixelheroine http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/27021753/ http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/27021753/ Wed, 23 Sep 2009 05:18:23 PDT 開かない, 閉こえない
提れない, 戻れない
溺れない, 見えない
生きていく, 笑っていく
瞬たいた, 失った
傷ついた, 咲ついた
投げていた, 生きぬいた

私の庭駆け抜けて
命の火手にかけて
子描の声近づりて
迷い子を連れて出て

赤くただ紅く
陵の傷数えて
痛むでもまで
覚めない夢があるから

聞こえる鳥の離い声
いつか私もそこに行かたった
遠い空伸ばす指先が
れたその時はどうか夢につづきを

あとはあけて夢のつづきを
(恋を聞けて夢のつづきを

"reach, work
open, no more than closed
no proposal, no return
keep from drowning, invisible
survive, we laugh
wink, lost
hurt, blossom
throw, live life

run through my garden
the fire of life between hands
sketch out the voice of children
bring out the lost child

red to a deeper red in
counting the tomb wounds
until it hurts
wake up from a dream

pass the voices of the separated birds
I want to go there someday
I stretch my empty fingers to the sky
it is a dream that at that time continued

after that the distant dream continued
(the dream continued to hear the love)"

OH GOOD LORD THANK YOU BLOP
I LOVE YOU LIKE A FAT KID LOVES TWINKIES

Finally finished. Oh good God this killed me wtfwtf.
Now I have to translate them, which won't be too hard because I translated what I had a few times, and get the romaji, which might be a tad harder, because my romaji translator sucks.

I'll work on that when I get home from school. D;

[link]

]]> ~pixelheroine http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/27003992/ http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/27003992/ Thu, 03 Sep 2009 19:44:14 PDT
開かない 開こえない

戻れない

生きていく

生きぬいた

私の

命の火
手にかけて

子描の声
近づりて

迷い子を
連れて出て

赤く
ただ紅く

めない夢があるから

聞こえる
鳥のい声

いつか私もそこにたかった

遠い
ばす指先が

れたその時はどうか夢につづきを

あとはあけて 夢のつづきを

恋を聞けて夢のつづきを

]]> ~pixelheroine http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/26985831/ http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/26985831/ Wed, 02 Sep 2009 20:22:34 PDT 動く うごく この 手 手 手 手 手
見える みえる その 目 目 目 目 目
動く うごく この 手 手 手 手 手

何か が り ない 心 の 中 に

]]> ~pixelheroine http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/26966596/ http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/26966596/ Tue, 01 Sep 2009 20:30:17 PDT
1- Name: pix
2- Nickname: pixie, pix, faggot, pixel, kohdo
3- Age: loli
4- Birthday: march 14
5- Birthplace: The US, bro.
6- Current Location: Virginia
7- Eye Color: grey
8- Hair Color: blondish-brown
9- Height: SHORT
10- Weight: ninety something
11- Lefty or Righty: right
12- Zodiac Sign:
For Month/Day: pisces
For Year: rat

{---Favorites---}

13- Color: All of it.
14- Number: 2
15- Music Genre: All of it minus country, bluegrass, and rap.
16- Movie: Distric 9, Cloverfield
17- Kind of Movie: psychological horror, comedy, action
18- Food: Oh good God.
19- Ice Cream: ALL OF IT.
20- Cereal: Fruity Pebbles
21- Candy: ALL OF IT.

{---Do You---}

22- Have any siblings: Sister.
23- Have any pets: Three dogs and two cats.
24- Have any special talents or skills: I am not only the strongest, but incredibly good at arguing and extremely poetic with my writing.
25- Have any fears: Practically everything. I'm not joking.
26- Have a bedtime: On school nights it's gonna be 9:30, I believe.
27- Sing in the shower: Oh yeah. KANJITE!
28- Have any piercings: Yeah.
29- Have any tattoos: No.
30- Swear: Fuck yeah.

{---Love & All That Crap---}

31- Been in love: I don't know yet.
32- Ever cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend: No.
33- Are you single: Yeah.
34- Are you in a relationship: ~riskyfish is my moe waifu does this apply
35- Do you have a crush on someone: I don't believe I do.
37- Ever been dumped: Uh.
38- Ever dumped someone: Uh.

{---This or That---}

39- Black or White: White.
40- Lights On or Lights Off: Lights off.
41- Cookies or Muffins: Cookies.
42- Hugs or Kisses: Hugs.

{---Have You Ever---}

43- Smiled for no reason: Yeah.
44- Laughed so hard you cried: I also pissed myself.
45- Talked to someone you don't know: lolol
46- Partied 'til the sun came up: Yeah. Stayed up til five and then bombed.
47- Been in a wreck: Oh God, yes.

{---Random & Silly Junk---}

48- How many languages: I know one, am almost fluent in another, and considering Japanese and Russian. Maybe even some German.
49- Ever regret anything: I REGRET NOTHING
Well, I regret things, but I am who I am, mon. Can't take that back. Don't stop til you get it on.
50- Are you happy: Too tired right now.

]]> ~pixelheroine http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/26934903/ http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/26934903/ Mon, 31 Aug 2009 11:45:53 PDT
I'm suffering from lol-small-art-block so if there's any inspiration you can share share it. Also, make requests because my new scanner is fab. And give me shit to write about.

... How does one write about a group of blondies that look dangerously like the Nordics staring you down? Fucking Nordics they all look the same. WHYYY HETALIA WHAT IS IT WITH YOU AND BLONDIES AUGH.

Umm... yes. Found a really cute Teto/Tedo (yes I call him Tedo shut up) cosplay. Oh silly UTAUloids and their baguettes. /wristflick

Quiero practicar mi espanol pero no tengo amigos para practicar con. ;A; Mi amigos son pendejos.

Eh.

]]> ~pixelheroine http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/26880343/ http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/26880343/ Fri, 28 Aug 2009 17:11:09 PDT
]]> ~pixelheroine http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/26837035/ http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/26837035/ Wed, 26 Aug 2009 13:22:49 PDT 1. I understand how you felt when you told me what you thought of me. Perhaps I feel the same way, but it can't happen this way.
2. You have to bend over...? H-How frustrating!
3. What do you mean I'm not allowed to hit on people I don't know?
4. Quit setting things on fire in the stand, Drew!
5. You've made a greater impact on me than I have on myself.
6. I can't think of a witty pick-up line so I'll just stare at your chest for a bit.
7. USO DA!
8. It's ok. I don't want to forgive me sometimes too.
9. Hey brosefina.
10. Give me your nudes. And your women. And your nudes.

Nine Things About Yourself
1. I REGRET NOTHING.
2. I like Hex more than Binary. It looks neater.
3. Avid yaoi fan, even though I'm trying to stop.
4. Someone's making me read the Haunting of Alaizabel Cray
5. I had to look up how to spell Alaizabel Cray.
6. I haven't actually read the book yet.
7. I don't really plan to.
8. I suffer from MASS HYSTERIA.
9. I have cool dreams.

Eight Ways to Win Your Heart
1. Long, dark hair.
2. Light eyes.
3. Pale skin.
4. A bad pick-up line. ("You remind me of Pokemon: I just want to Pikachu!")
5. A nice voice.
6. Talk smart. I don't know why, but big words are attractive as hell.
7. Glasses.
8. Nice people.

Seven Things that Cross Your Mind A Lot
1. The Haunting of Alaizabel Cray.
2. This place.
3. Indie games.
4. My dreams.
5. Trilby.
6. Risky.
7. Mei-Mei.

Six Things You do Before You Fall Asleep
1. Whine about having to get off.
2. Say goodbye.
3. Curl up in my bed.
4. Snuggle my Kumajiro bear.
5. Think about tomorrow.
6. Dream.

Five Things that Frustrate You
1. Stupid people.
2. School.
3. The world.
4. Watashi wa ningyo...
5. Kanpeki na ningyo...

Four Things You Love to do On Rainy Days
1. Draw.
2. Write.
3. Be otaku.
4. Read.

Three Biggest Turn-ons
1. Talking smart. Big words, science terms... <3
2. Suits.
3. The spanish language. OTL

Two Things you want to do before you Die
1. Write a book based on dreams I've had.
2. I'm never going to die.

One Confession
1. I have nightmares that I'll only talk to about with... three people.

]]> ~pixelheroine http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/26833961/ http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/26833961/ Wed, 26 Aug 2009 10:18:46 PDT

Rule #1: If you open this you take it.
Rule #2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks. (Fuck this shit.)
Rule #3: Be completely honest.

Answer: True or False
Q: Kissed someone on your friends list? Nope.
Q: Been arrested? No.
Q: Do you like someone? I dunno.
Q: Held a snake? Ugh, yes.
Q: Been suspended from school? Nein.
Q: Sang karaoke? Lol yes.
Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't do? I believe so.
Q: Laughed until you started crying? Aha, yeah. I even peed myself.
Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue? No. ;A;
Q: Kissed in the rain? Nope.
Q: Sang in the shower? Yes.
Q: Sat on a roof top? Yes, right before jumping into a pool.
Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? No.
Q: Broken a bone? I was three... and that door...
Q: Shaved your head? Lolno.
Q: Played a prank on someone? I don't remember.
Q: Shot a gun? Nope.
Q: Donated Blood? Yes.

Last Person
1. You hung out with? Mei-Mei.
2. You texted? Probably Zach. Getting my phone back soon, though.
3. You were in a car with? Mom and Kerry.
4. Went to the movies with? Dad and Kerry.
5. Person you went to shop with? Mom.
6. You talked on the phone? Dad.
7. Made you laugh? ~riskyfish
8. You hugged? No one hugs me anymore. o_____o"

Answer Truthfully
1. Sun or moon? Moon? Sun? I dunno.
2. Winter or Fall? Can't decide.
3. Left or Right? Right.
4. Sunny or rainy? Sunny. (lolwhut)
5. Where do you live? Virginia.
6. Club or pub? Pubs are nice.
7. Are there 1 or 2 people who you can always trust and rely on? Yeah. I could list them off.
8. Do you want to get married? Not sure if I will, but it sounds exciting.
9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? Twirl it.
11. Are you afraid of commitment? In relationships, sorta.
12. What is your greatest hope/wish? For myself to be a better artist/writer.
13. Do you cook? Sometimes.
14. Current mood? Thinking.
15. Color of underwear? Purple.

In the Last 48 Hours, Have You
1. Sang? Yes.
2. Listened to music? Yeah.
3. Danced Crazy? Lol yes, in the 'stand.
4. Cried? Yes. Like a bitch, too.
5. Liked someone you can't have? Eh. Maybe. I might have.

25 Firsts
1. Who was your first prom date? Nope.
2. Who was your first roommate? Pedobear, probably.
3. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk the first time? Nope. I had a shot of Guinness once but that shit was gross.
4. What was your first job? Concession stand.
5. What was your first car? A bike. ;u; I love that thing.
6. When did you go to your first funeral and viewing? I don't remember.
7. Who was your first grade teacher? ... Ms. Gilbert?
9. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane? Massachusetts.
10. When did you sneak out of your house for the first time? Never snuck out. Left, but never snuck.
11. Who was your first best friend? Brittany.
12. Who was your first Best Friend in high school? Never been.
13. Where was your first sleepover? Oh god.
14. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day? I rode my bike to Mei-Mei's house.
15. Who's wedding were you in the first time you were a bridesmaid or groomsman? Neither.
16. What is the first thing you did when you got up this morning? Wanted to finish my dream.
17. What was the first concert you went to? It was Shanya Twain when I was little, but my first memorable one was Muse.
18. What was the last concert you went to? Warped Tour 09.
19. First tattoo or piercing? My ears.
20. First celebrity crush? What...?
21. Current celebrity crush? Eh?
22. First crush? Joshua I believe. He's a cutie now.
23. Current crush? AUGH. NOT GOING THERE.
24. First time you tied your shoe laces? I don't even.

Seven names you go by
1. Pix
2. Pixel
3. Pixie
4. Kohdo
5. hey faggot
6. Shaw
7. kiddo

Three things you are wearing right now:
1. Bra.
2. Shirt.
3. Undies. And nothing else, really. D;

Three things you want very badly at the moment:
1. I haven't stopped to consider my wants.
2. Mei-Mei to come over.
3. To scan my sexy!Leto doodle and write something to accommodate it. (For Risky's eyes only, probably.)

Three people who will probably fill this out:
1. what is this
2. i dont even
3. 4chan

Two things you did last night:
1. Drew. (NOT THE GUY DREW. REALLY NOW.) ~pixelheroine http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/26781148/ http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/26781148/ Sun, 23 Aug 2009 18:13:26 PDT me: The only comments I have are nice ones, or ones I don't regret. Hell, I regret nothing. Chances are, if I said something that offended someone they deserved it. I try to be fair, and I even have the balls to admit that, personally, I thought what you said was fair. For what happened to you, [they] deserved it. Do you agree?
friend: Yes.
me: Even if they were your friends, they turned on you. An eye for an eye, is it?
friend: Like [person] did to you...?
me: ... Exactly. I got, in a sense, publicly humiliated by [them]. So I humiliated [them] publicly. In my journal. [They] got offended, but I didn't apologize. Because I got offended too.

Ok guys. I'm looking for a discussion based on the convo above.

Now, this is coming from me honestly, I am a decently fair person. Or so I would like to believe. I believe in karma; what goes around, comes around, even in real life. But is it wrong to think that people deserve the bad end of karma for doing bad things?

Now, there were some issues in the past that I would rather not discuss, but as karma goes, I got a 'punishment' from it, that in the end turned out to be in my favor, so I was [somewhat] pleased. However, my friend who was also a victim of such issue said some things out of rage and feels that certain people lashing out at her about it isn't very fair, considering that saying something that might be offensive to several people is not the same as said several people ditching a close friend.

Which I understand. But when people get fussy to me over things I've said, there's a good chance that they deserved whatever I said. When people yell at me for being rude to others, it's not out of malice, it's because they were rude to me.

The basics here are simple. Is it ok for person A to do about the same amount of damage to person B that person B did to them? If not, is it fair? Are the two any different?

EDIT!: Before it even starts up...
This journal is Vegas. This entire conversation is Vegas. Your thoughts on this will not change my opinion on the kind of person you are, so feel free to speak your mind. On the same note, I have to ask you that you don't change your opinions on me because of what is said.

On the other hand, if you guys start being bitches to me I'll break your fingers.

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Um, guys? Are you as excited as I am?

]]> ~pixelheroine http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/26770851/ http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/26770851/ Sun, 23 Aug 2009 09:04:24 PDT I don't know why I started this anyway.
I might have to stop and pee soon, but yes, I am ready.

2. Which state/country do you live in?
United States. I want desperately to live in Canada.

3. What is your favorite thing you got for Christmas?
Probably my DS.

4. What was the last thing you did in 2007?
What? I don't even remember, man.

5. How tall are you?
Short.

6. Are you new on dA? How long have you been a member?
About a year.

7. Are you male or female?
I'm a girlie.

8. Which program do you use to chat?
AIM, occasionally Yahoo!, but mostly dAmn.

9. What was the first thing you did this morning?
Pet my dogs.

10. Do you own a website or forum?
I wish.

11. Is the computer you're using your own computer?
Yes.

12. What is your favorite type of food?
Pasta and cereal. <3

13. How many brothers and sisters do you have?
One sister.

14. Do you have an account on myspace?
I've found that Myspace is a place for self-absorbed pricks.
Sometimes.

15. What is your favorite video game or anime character?
Video Game: Reimu, Trilby, Masada, Stomp Farmer, err...
Anime: Alfred F. Jones, all those fucking Nordics and Baltics because I can't remember a name to save my life, Ryuugu Rena, err...

16. What is your favorite color?
Probably orange.

17. Everyone loves candy, right?
Not everyone, but I sure do.

18. Have you ever gotten a gift art from a friend or someone?
Yeah.

19. Do you have the Wii?
Yes.

20. (IF YES TO QUESTION 19.) What Wii games do you have?
Brawl, Wii Fit, Animal Crossing, Super Mario Galaxy, err... I can't remember off the top of my head.

21. If you could have one wish, what would it be?
I wish things would look up from where they are now.

22. How long do you sleep?
FOREVER. I'm serious. People have to wake me up or I'll sleep to like, three in the afternoon.

23. What is your favorite part of day?
Morning.

24. What kind of creature/person is your character?
My OCs are usually human, but I have a robot, a unknown dude, and what could be considered a fairy.

25. What is the first letter of your name?
"M".

26. Do you cuss/swear/curse?
A lot. Especially when I'm bored.

27. Are you happy, excited, angry, or sad at the moment?
I'm sorta meh, and I have to pee really bad. There are a lot of things I should be doing right now that I'm not.

28. What is your favorite video game?
Rhythm Heaven.

29. Do you think Nintendo is an amazing company?
Yeah, I guess. The whole Mother 3 thing pisses me off, though.

30. What is your favorite video game company?
I dunno. I just like them Indie Games for the computer. But if I really had to pick, it'd either be Nintendo or Team Shanghai Alice.

31. Do you like doing quizzes?
Most of the time. They help me find out things about myself that I don't usually think about.
Also, now my ear itches. Can we please hurry up?

32. Do you have a lot of good friends?
Yeah, I've got a good amount of friends for how insecure and MASS HYSTERIA I am.

33. What color eyes do you have?
Greyish. Sometimes they're green and sometimes they're blue.

34. What is your favorite Pokémon?
I don't know, really.

35. Have you ever seen a house on fire?
No.

36. What is your favorite book?
I couldn't answer that. I read too much.

37. Have you ever read a 100 paged book?
Oh God I was reading It, man. Lots of pages.

38. Are you a Christian?
I'm not religious.

39. Who do you like better: Mario or Sonic the hedgehog?
Ooh, toughie.

40. Do you like to do smilies?
Not the smilies that websites have, but I generally like smilies.

41. Do you like to be funny?
Sometimes when I'm serious, no.

42. What time is it right now in your time zone?
12:01 PM

43. Do you like to draw with a pencil or computer mouse?
Pen, fool.

44. What kind of desktop do you use?
Windows.

45. Have you ever beaten a video game?
Yeah.

46. Do you have an action replay for some system/game?
Nope.

47. What is your favorite holiday?
The ones with food.

48. What is your favorite letter?
I don't even know.

49. What is your favorite number?
2. 222222222. 2________2"

50. Who will you tag this to?
DO IT FAGGOT.

]]> ~pixelheroine http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/26712074/ http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/26712074/ Thu, 20 Aug 2009 11:40:14 PDT [link]
2:40 for shitbrix I swear.
I always use KOLKOLKOL as a joke but guys
THAT SHIT IS NOT FUNNY

Also, Alfred needs to quit laughing.

]]> ~pixelheroine http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/26679163/ http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/26679163/ Tue, 18 Aug 2009 19:26:22 PDT In Lunacy, the Savage Dream
In Limbo, the Silent Dream
In Logic, the Symbolic Dream
In Leisure, the Sonorous Dream

ARE YOU FEELING IT Y/Y

]]> ~pixelheroine http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/26661177/ http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/26661177/ Mon, 17 Aug 2009 22:53:48 PDT
Kynthelig means "guide." It is a male Celtic name.
Lodema also means "guide." It is a female English name.

[I like the idea of his name meaning guide, because he really is the guide with his light, leading the way. Guiding lost children.]

Gaile means "stranger." It is a male Irish name.

[I like the idea of his name meaning stranger, because that's what he really is. A stranger. People's paranoia make them flee because they expect bad things from him, when he's just lonely.]

Zuine means "white." It is a female Baltic name.

[He is very white. Rather monochrome, to say the least.]

Name pick is gogogo gogo go gogo go gogo!

If you guys don't pick one I'll go with Lodema.

]]> ~pixelheroine http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/26646367/ http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/26646367/ Mon, 17 Aug 2009 09:32:10 PDT
I had to do some work to fund my rocket to space, so I was working with something... underground, if I remember correctly. SOmething with plants or something.

Suddenly, I see my rocket go off without me, and I start to scream and cry because I can't get fixed anymore. I can't be ok anymore.

So I eventually go back to work and I realize what was causing malfunctions in whatever I was doing. I looked down behind the machinery and noticed this... pool of yellowish, greenish... stuff. The only thing I could really compare it to was like... a paste or something along the lines of. I heard screaming and laughing under the machinery and decide to investigate and I slip under the machinery and see three or four men standing in the goo, staring up at me with crazy looks, like if I was going to go down there, they would kill me.

I then noticed something else. Their ankles were submerged in the yellow stuff and there was steam rolling up their legs.

It was acid. They were standing in acid.

At one point I slipped and went all the way down. When my feet touched the acid, I felt it burning through my boots and I cried out. I then found a safety ladder and climbed my way up, only to realize the men are following me.

Out from the machinery, I see the men chasing after me with bloody stumps that would've been their legs. I can see their bones through their flesh and it's obvious that this acid was doing things... not only hurting them, but they'd be exposed to it so long that there was something wrong with them.

They then collapsed and melted, and I became more hysterical than I was.

I then noticed where the ocean was, there were... arms and such floating around and items and all this different stuff. I am standing on the side of this "canyon" that is fenced off and is filled halfway with this disgusting black water. I see walkways where all these people are standing and what appears to be a monorail cart just floating there. One by one the people are shot at and are forced to go inside the monorail cart. The bottom of the cart is like mesh, so when they lower the cart, the acid from the machinery leaks through along with the water and kills all the people.

I could only watch and listen to them scream.

]]> ~pixelheroine http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/26610424/ http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/26610424/ Sat, 15 Aug 2009 14:00:57 PDT
I was searching around on the Boobtoob and found a video of England singing something awfully familiar. I nostalgia'd so hard. I checked the comments.

Turns out, England's seiyuu also plays Sasuke.

... goddammit.

On the upside, America's seiyuu plays FUCK YEAH KAMINA.

]]> ~pixelheroine http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/26585882/ http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/26585882/ Fri, 14 Aug 2009 09:04:00 PDT godsavant. Everyone. It's so hard but it's genius, I don't even get frustrated when I play! I just die and giggle and start over. Even with the graphics being like they are. (Not that I personally think they're bad, seeing how I play games like Chzo Mythos, Yume Nikki, Neftelia. It just adds to the charm.)

That music is just... <3

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Click the link to download.

I'm going to start doodling some of this.

]]> ~pixelheroine http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/26566208/ http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/26566208/ Thu, 13 Aug 2009 10:11:51 PDT
I died:

I kissed you:

I fell:

I lived next door to you:

I showed up at your house unexpectedly:

I stole something:

I was murdered:

I cried:

I asked you to marry me:

I was hospitalized:

::WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY::

Personality:

Eyes:

Hair:

Family:

Smile:

::WOULD YOU::

Trust me enough to sleep in the same bed as me?

Keep a secret if I told you one?

Hold my hand?

Study with me?

Cook for me?

Love me?

Date me?

Have sex with me?

::HAVE YOU EVER::

Lied to make me feel better?

Wanted to kiss me?

Wanted to kill me?

Broke my heart?

Thought I was unbearably annoying?

Hated me?

Wanted to tell me something but didn't?

Wondered about my sanity?

Wanted to do something to me?

::More::

When and how did we meet?

Describe me in three words.

What was your first impression of me?

What do you think of me now?

What reminds you of me?

Could you see us together forever?

When's the last time you saw me?

Would you ever question my loyalty to you?

Stick by my side until the very end?

Are you gonna repost this to see what I say about you?

]]> ~pixelheroine http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/26544296/ http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/26544296/ Wed, 12 Aug 2009 09:08:42 PDT > fix my fucking iTunes urghh
> scan a few doodles teehee
> write--
>> unnamed THIIIIING for Risky that will be edited for you all
>> LSD fanfic
>> Neftelia fanfic collab with Risky.

give me more things to write?

ii - oh shit

So I'm surfing dA for... urr... things I surf for? Uh wut. And I come across an ad that, like every other ad ever, I skip. But then I realize the two little girls in the ad looked almost scarily like Rika and Satoko. So I press backspace and, lo and behold! It is Rika and Satoko. My first reaction is "wut" because well, I've never seen an ad for Higurashi before. Then I look slightly to my left and see

"WHEN THEY CRY - THE NIGHTMARE BEGINS XX/XX/XXXX"

And then I go, "oh good god what is this i don't even." Higurashi is coming out out in America. I... I don't even know what to say, guys. I'm afraid if I buy the boxset, not only will I be nerdy but I'll also be disappointed by sucky dialog translations and or sucky voice actors... etc. Because I watched Higurashi with subs and I'm so used to doing all that reading but now uuuurghhghgh. So I hopped up on Wiki and it said this.

"The manga was licensed for release in English in North America by Yen Press under the title Higurashi When They Cry and the first volume was released in November 2008. "

...WHAT.

So I guess the final question is this.
Do want y/n?

iii - oh... oh shit

So guys, I have three more days to decide whether or not I want to be a lesbian with my best friend. I'll expand on this upon request because I've already taken up enough space.

]]> ~pixelheroine http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/26491222/ http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/26491222/ Sun, 09 Aug 2009 19:30:41 PDT
Umm... my old computer's been fixed now, so it'll take some getting used to before I'm finally through with all this bullshit with lag and whathaveyou urgh I'm so done.

So here I am.

And there's no Japanese characters.

FUCK MY LIFE

]]> ~pixelheroine http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/26453314/ http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/26453314/ Fri, 07 Aug 2009 20:47:26 PDT
<sub>dream i - the unnamed man and his light

Let's put a quick picture of him in your mind. He looks almost like Cabadath, scarily so, with the ashy skin and the unbelievable height. He doesn't have any eyes that I could remember, I just remember there being a lot of thin, dark lines where his eyes would be. He had a mouth and lips, and instead of a nose there was a small, dark dash where his nostrils would be. He had darkish hair that was sort of long. He wore a hooded cloak that stopped at his knees that was only buttoned halfway, so it billowed out around him, and a pair of pants that were gray and striped. I distinctly remember him having incredibly long hands/fingers and feet, and remember him wearing these black, classy looking shoes. He carried this weird shepherd's hook that carried a lantern on the end of it.

And we hid from the light. When he found you, he'd use the light to show you your sins and wrong-doings. We didn't want to be wrong.

So we hid from the light.

There were different lights, different colors, that had different powers/were stronger/something. The strength, from weakest to strongest, went something like this.

violet (a small candle) > blue (a larger candle with a candlestick) > green (don't remember) > red (augh) > orange (a torch IIRC) > yellow (a handheld lantern) > white (his light)

I remember hiding in a bed with someone, curled up with her and we both cried under the covers as he shone his lantern through the windows of the house we hid in. Pure white and very futuristic; reminded me of Masada's spaceship with less round.

dream ii - snake eater

Snake Eater was a teenage lesbian that had a strange power: she could force herself to throw up two gigantic snakes that would attack out of her mouth. Somehow they still stayed in her throat and somehow she managed not to choke. After they were done killing someone, she swallowed them back down. A bit of vomit still ran down her chin.

AND THEN, TO MAKE THINGS GROSS, she goes and makes out with her girlfriend (who looks a look like Meltdown Rin) WHO IS TOTALLY OBLIVIOUS OF THE BARF. sdfgdsfghfnddtgd

I love Snake Eater. A lot.

dream iii - the journey

This journey started with a way trippy party at my school, where I had broken my ankle ice skating. I was too slow, so I missed all the buses and walked home (ow) and then realized I was missing my key. So I waited for awhile outside on the front steps and some old dudes holler at me (wtf) when suddenly I hear this high-pitched whistle. This boy is riding a bike with a full-faced helmet on and he's gesturing for me to follow.

I follow.

I ask him if I should get my bike and he shakes his head and points to my swollen ankle (which at this point looks like a kankle asfdsdfs). So I get to ride pegs yay.

We soon meet a girl who is all stitched up with felt and other fabrics and a boy with six arms that are not human arms, but bug arms that are jutting out of his sides. I realize that bike boy is the only one who is normal, and I have some junk messed up with me too. I don't know what it is.

So, there's this big save the world journay and there's lots of bonding to be had when suddenly there's this big... awful scene. Basically... a huge bonding orgy shit wtf. Bug-kid has little stitches and is getting the fuck down and holding her with all six arms and she looks like she's about to burst at the seams (pun unintended) with sad and unhappy energy. And then bike-boy has the other girl (Who is not me. I do not know who she is at this point. She was me to start with, but now I only see through her eyes. She doesn't even look like me anymore.) in his lap and he's getting down pretty good, but he sounds sad and after awhile he notices that little stitches girl is crying and the other girl starts to cry and he starts to cry... we're all crying.

And then I woke up.</sub>

tl;dr MASS HYSTERIA SOMEONE CHECK ME INTO A MENTAL WARD

the first one to make sense of all of this gets a cookie

]]> ~pixelheroine http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/26426949/ http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/26426949/ Fri, 07 Aug 2009 19:49:53 PDT
comment to be featured.

~rainbowmonkey9
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No Teira, you do not look like a man. I love this for some reason that I cannot place, haha. I haven't seen a lot of Madotsuki cosplays and I personally think this one is awesome.
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Ohhhh man whut I still have to write Masada's side huuuurgh brb doing that. I actually think I screamed at the laptop when I read this. TEIRA WRITING HET WTF GUYS.
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God, you reek of loli, you. I found this adorable.

*SunnyChan89
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huurgh pix rape why would you do this to me. Except, this is pretty freaking awesome.
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... X3
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The anatomy needs a bit of work, but I really like the way this looks.

~JammyTheHedgehog
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Sucker for this sooong.
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=blooopie
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God, the coloring is just... hnnnngh. I can't explain in words how cool this is, so please try to understand my interpretive dance. /getdown
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;_______; facefacefacefacefaceface
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I am just a passenger aboard this train~~

~riskyfish
Risky's entire gallery goes here. No joke.
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WHYY SO AWESOME WITH PEN HURGH.
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I can't even begin to describe how cute this is. My toes curled on instinct upon seeing the thumbnail.
3. risky sends me things you guys'll never see hurrr <3

=Piketh
1. [link]
:D... :D... 9
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I'm not a bad fangirl.
3. [link]
I swear it!

]]> ~pixelheroine http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/26346359/ http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/26346359/ Sun, 02 Aug 2009 20:44:10 PDT
Leave some thought fuel for me to muse over in the morning, or some ideas for drawings or stories or something to get me off my lazy butt. Or start some conversations... I could seriously care less. I'm pretty... stressed right now, with lots of things, so I need something to like, get my mind off it.

That's not weed, because weed isn't all that cash. :/


First one to bring up something kol kol kol related or PASTAAAA gets like... a hug or something. I haven't decided.

Yeah, I'm still pretty faggot. Hell, I'm worse than Pipe!
[That's not hard, seeing how Pipe is not faggot.]

WHY AM I STILL TYPING WTH

]]> ~pixelheroine http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/26343689/ http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/26343689/ Sun, 02 Aug 2009 18:20:24 PDT
WRATH
1. With whom did you last get angry?:
I... I don't feel comfortable going there yet, but I have something a bit minor.
~KaziRede, surprisingly (well, not exactly to me) because I don't think she's been being a very good friend to a lot of the people in Earthbound by leaving us the way she did, and definitely not to me. I was not the only one to notice how she left when I came in.
And if it's not her it's gotta be me. It's only natural, it's only me!

2. What is your weapon of choice?:
Probably a battle axe/hammer or a crowbar.

3. Would you hit a member of the opposite sex?:
Mhm.

4. How about of the same sex?:
Most likely. There are lots of people I would hit.

5. Who was the last person who got really angry at you?:
Not going there again.

6. What is your pet peeve?:
Disloyalty is probably the biggest, but I have a few minor ones like chatspeak and being called short/a loli.

7. Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily?:
Usually I'm better about things and I'm willing to accept other people's mistakes as well as my own.


SLOTH
1. What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you haven't done in a long time?:
Uhh... eat lunch.

2. What is the latest you've ever woken up?:
4:00. Somewhere around there.

3. Name a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't:
... I don't even know.
Probably Sam.

4. What is the last lame excuse you made?:
"I don't exactly feel like it, you know?"

5. Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through (one of the long ones)?:
Does Animal Planet count?

6. When was the last time you got a good workout in?:
The meet on Thursday.

7. How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock today?:
None. I told mom to LEAVE ME ALONE SDFGDS.


GLUTTONY
1. What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice?:
Milkshakes? 8D

2. Meat eaters: white meat or dark meat?:
Dark please!

3. What is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one sitting/outing/event?:
A single shot of Guinness. Threw up afterwards.

4. Have you ever used a professional diet company?:
Don't exactly need to.

5. Do you have an issue with your weight?:
I'm too skinny.

6. Do you prefer sweets, salty foods, or spicy foods?:
ALL OF IT. BLARGH LEAVE ME ALONE.

7. Have you ever looked at a small housepet or child and thought, LUNCH?:
I admit, I do sometimes jokingly. But I usually think "crumb snatcher".


LUST
1. How many people have you seen naked (not counting movies/family/yourself/internet pictures)?
A lot, surprisingly.

2. How many people have seen YOU naked (not counting physicians/family)?:
lol, I dunno.

3. Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of a member of your gender of choice during a normal conversation?:
LMFAO, yes. Usually when girls have huge knockers I just sit there and stare with a weirded out look on my face. If it's a dude without his shirt, it's likely that I'm looking at Drew's nipples, teehee.

4. Have you done it?:
Uh... I'd seriously hope not!

5. What is your favorite body part on a person of your gender of choice?:
Mm... shoulders and eyes come on both girls and guys, right?
lol rhyme

6. Have you ever been propositioned by a prostitute?:
No.

7. Have you ever had to get tested for an STD or pregnancy?:
Who the fuck came up with these questions?


GREED
1. How many credit cards do you own?:
Zero.

2. What's your guilty pleasure store?:
Probably any pet store or video game store.
Or pawn shops and antique stores.

3. If you had $1 million, what would you do with it?:
Buy myself a new computer and things that I liked (action figures), then I'd probably help out a few families including my own.

4. Would you rather be rich, or famous?:
Famous under an alias or a double-agent.

5. Would you accept a boring job if it meant you would make megabucks?:
Now why would I ever do that with my attention span?

6. Have you ever stolen anything?:
Pens and such from friends. Nothing big.

7. How many MP3s are on your hard drive?:
I dunno.


PRIDE
1. What one thing have you done that you're most proud of?:
... what? DD:

2. What one thing have you done that your parents are most proud of?:
... what?? DD:

3. What thing would you like to accomplish in your life?:
I dunno... lots of things.

4. Do you... ]]> ~pixelheroine http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/26314740/ http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/26314740/ Sat, 01 Aug 2009 09:26:10 PDT

1. What is the color of your kitchen plates?
Hmm... I have a lot of colors. D8
Purple, pink, green, blue, flowery multicolor, white...

2. Your favorite pair of shoes?
My vans. I wear them everywhere.

3. If you could have an anime character as your sidekick, who would it be?
Umm... oh dear lord what...
I'd probably go with Kanda Eiji because he's so cute.
And we both like cake, so HAH! >8D

4. If you were like an anime character, who would you say you were most like?
Probably... Sh/Mion, because I want to be normal so badly...
BUT I'M SO FUCKED UP INSIIIDE.

5. You just won the lottery! And you...?
Blow it all on action figures and videogames and mangoes hell yes.
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And the rest I'd use to bribe Risky into more writing. Dohoho.
And then I'd fix my computer... oh lord.

6. Oh great... you're in the mall and it's getting robbed. What do you do?
Call the police.

7. Now we're over the lottery thing and you're poor again... You're getting your hair styled and OMG... the stylist turns it a gross green! What do you do/say?
I'd ask them to put it up in a ponytail MION TIME.

8. Your favorite season? (Summer/Fall/Spring/Winter)
Whatever doesn't have bugs.

9. You have favorite colors I'm sure. What are they?
All of it.

10. This one's always interesting... gold or silver?
Silver.

11. Have a dream car? If so, care to share?
A Scion xB or maybe a Volkwagon Bus.

12. If you could choose between being a knight, titan, sorcerer, healer, mage, or rogue... what would you be? Why?
I'd be a giant robot. BECAUSE GIANT ROBOTS OWN ALL.
I'd actually be a rogue.

13. Offense or defense?
Offense.

14. Do you have a favorite quote or two?
"YOU'RE GONNA LOVE MY NUTS."

15. If you could be a video game character, what weapon of choice would you wield?
Probably a battle axe or an awesome close range weapon.

16. Your dream occupation?
NEET.

17. Ninja?
Sometimes.

18. Element of choice?
Water or Thunder.

19. Have a favorite snack?
Cereal.

20. What about a favorite food?
Sushi and cereal.

21. Favorite soft drink?
No. Don't drink soda.

22. Flavor of milk you prefer?
The kind I can put in cereal.

23. Uke or seme?
U-Uke... ; ;

24. Chocolate or vanilla?
Vanilla.

25. How many stories is your house?
Dos.

26. Do you think blondes really do have more fun?
I dunno.

27. Sexiest man alive?
Meso-Meso! Umm... I dunno.

28. Sexiest woman alive?
Risky. >:'D
Or Mei-Mei. :/

29. Pets?
Five.

30. Would you rather quit or be fired?
Quit.

31. The first CD you ever bought?
ARGH.

31. Did you notice the number didn't change?
HOLY SHIT.

33. Do you have any money? If you do... can I have some?
No money.

34. Spots or stripes?
Spots.

35. Was it true that you didn't brush your teeth. D:<
I haven't brushed them yet but I just woke up lolol.

36. Who are you going to tag with this quiz? Do you enjoy being evil?
ALL OF YOU.

]]> ~pixelheroine http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/26297669/ http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/26297669/ Fri, 31 Jul 2009 12:42:30 PDT pixelheroine: Kangaroos, right?
pixelheroine: They come from their mother's pouches.
pixelheroine: Are their pouches vaginas? .____.
LittleMissRiku: IDK
LittleMissRiku: No wait
LittleMissRiku: no
LittleMissRiku: They come out somewhere else
LittleMissRiku: I saw a kangaroo in labor when I was small. o_o;;
pixelheroine: ... the kangaroo's vagina, then?
LittleMissRiku: yeah.
pixelheroine: wut
LittleMissRiku: Kangaroo's have vags.
pixelheroine: Really?
pixelheroine: Huh.
pixelheroine: I guess you learn something new everyday. o_____o"

Now with less :P.
Also why am I so dumb.

]]> ~pixelheroine http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/26240376/ http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/26240376/ Tue, 28 Jul 2009 18:54:40 PDT [link]
"Holy fap, guise! Where can I get his number?"

i - Salad Fingers
Oh dear sweet lord I watched all [eight, was it?] episodes of Salad Fingers and I must say, every piece of dialog in that entire little series can be taken in a godawful way that just screams rape time.

"Oh... little sister... you've gone flat! I shan't play with you again until you've had a bath!"

Help guise?

ii - THIIIIIING
Sorry Riskette, still working on it. Basically I'm combining two of the coolest things ever and it's coming to your theaters soon. So far I've got the entire thing planned out and I've written half of part one. There are seven parts, I believe. Maybe eight if someone begs for a happy ending. Which they won't.

iii - Chzo to the Mythos
Risky told me to write fanfiction. Fanfiction I shall write. Brace yourself, it's definitely going to be slash.

iv - Meme
You can ask me up to THREE questions. No matter how crazy, inappropriate, or random they are. I will answer 100% truthfully (or as close to the truth as I can).

Now here's the dare. You must put this in your journal. See what other people will ask you.

[Really you can ask more than three, but the others I might lie about, so put the hard ones as the first three.]

]]> ~pixelheroine http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/26178590/ http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/26178590/ Sat, 25 Jul 2009 20:42:45 PDT urban-hippie

EVERYTHING THAT IS WRONG WITH PIX
I. CREEPY SHIT
Here's a collection of things I've started to like; mostly from /x/ because I'm pretty screwed at life and everything about it. So here's some of my favorites with a tiny bit of commentary unless I don't feel like doing so.

-> Poughkeepsie Tape #1826 Seg. 13j
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Holy mother of God I thought this thing was a cat with the way it walks. It's sorta lulzy and kinky once you get past the whole murder and monster thing I suppose. I highly doubt whatever that is is human, but there's really nothing else it could be, right?

Still, holy shit.

-> Psychological Mindfucks
These are rather fun. Try to enjoy.

"For motion to be occurring, an object must change the position which it occupies. An example is an arrow in flight. In any one instant of time, for the arrow to be moving it must either move to where it is, or it must move to where it is not. It cannot move to where it is not, because this is a single instant, and it cannot move to where it is because it is already there. In other words, in any instant of time there is no motion occurring, because an instant is a snapshot. Therefore, if it cannot move in a single instant it cannot move in any instant, making any motion impossible."

"According to physics, the past isn't gone. The past hasn't ended. It can't. Your dead dog is still there, years into the past. All the wars, all the elections, all the revolutions are still happening - or can be frozen, twisted 360' degrees for a better view. Time is not a straight line, it is a wide domed cathedral and we, and all events, are etchings on it's surface."

"Over time, the cells that make up your body die off and are replaced by new ones. By the time you are a certain age, all your old cells are gone. Are you still the 'old you'? Are you 'you' anymore? Who are 'you'? If 'you' isn't who you are physically, and by extension the content of your brain and mind which are also ultimately physical, then who are 'you'?"

"You have a mom and a dad. Your mom has a mom and a dad. So does your dad. Their moms and dads each have moms and dads. And so on. The more generations you go up, the more moms and dads there are. Which means our population is decreasing as generations pass."

"Achilles is in a footrace with the tortoise. Achilles allows the tortoise a head start of 100 feet. If we suppose that each racer starts running at some constant speed (one very fast and one very slow), then after some finite time, Achilles will have run 100 feet, bringing him to the tortoise's starting point. During this time, the tortoise has run a much shorter distance, say, 10 feet. It will then take Achilles some further time to run that distance, by which time the tortoise will have advanced farther; and then more time still to reach this third point, while the tortoise moves ahead. Thus, whenever Achilles reaches somewhere the tortoise has been, he still has farther to go. Therefore, because there are an infinite number of points Achilles must reach where the tortoise has already been, he can never overtake the tortoise."

"This one is a bit far-out, but according to some theories of making teleportation devices (and what I think could be probable), they might work like say in star trek. Your cells are copied, erased, then reassembled on the other end. Nothing happens, but technically, you just died. Your mind itself was destroyed and replicated, so you essentially are the same person. And no one will be able to tell the difference because the other you acts and talks the same as you really did. (der exact replica)"

"Most people (even many who work on the brain) assume that what you see is pretty much what your eye sees and reports to your brain. In fact, your brain adds very substantially to the report it gets from your eye, so that a lot of what you see is actually "made up" by the brain."

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-> [link] I Have No Mouth, and I Must Scream
This was utte... ]]> ~pixelheroine http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/26136887/ http://pixelheroine.deviantart.com/journal/26136887/ Thu, 23 Jul 2009 19:02:11 PDT 1. pix
2. pixie
3. pixel
[Never capitalized, I've noticed, unless it's at the beginning of a sentence.]

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU'VE HAD:
1. pixelheroine
2. noice_waffles
3. kohdo

THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 33 MINUTES:
1. napped
2. dreamed
3. drooled
[...I slept.]

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. I know when I've had enough.
2. I have a no bullshit policy.
3. I can clean obsessively, so I earn my mom's love.

THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. FRAAAAAAAGE
2. social retardation
3. dork

THREE PARTS OF YOUR ORIGINS:
1. otowa indian
2. irish
3. british

THREE THINGS YOU'RE AFRAID OF:
1. being rejected
2. losing the only people I've attached to
3. fighting*
[When I can cover my ears and still hear my name it scares me.]
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. swimsuit
2. swimsuit
3. swimsuit

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. a sketchpad and my markers
2. food
3. risky and mei-mei and riku and friendsss

THREE IMPORTANT OBJECTS:
1. my markers
2. my creativity
3. food

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS:
1. Silversun Pickups
2. Chiodos
3. Dinosaur Jr.

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
1. internets
2. animals
3. breathing**
[** srsly breathing in fresh air makes me very happy.]

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. "Panic Switch" Silversun Pickups
2. "Blister in the Sun" Violent Femmes
3. "Feel the Pain" Dinosaur Jr.

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS
1. t-t-trilby fanfiction
2. lsd fanfiction
3. genkaku nikki fanfiction

THREE THINGS YOU REGRET:
1. a lot of my past
2. putting my mom through so much
3. my violent and unforgiving tendencies

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. love love love
2. loyalty
3. music?***
[I like it when people sing to me.]

THREE IMPORTANT THINGS YOU'VE GIVEN TO THE WORLD:
1. my level of fail
2. my arts
3. my love

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE:
1. I absolutely am starting to love webcomics.
2. I am starving right now, lol.
3. the cake

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
1. eyes
2. necks and shoulders
3. glasses :Q
[What about the same sex come on everyone.]

THREE EMOTIONAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
1. accepting
2. forgiving
3. loving

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. be perfect enough
2. kill an animal****
3. imagine myself married, oddly enough
[goddammit bugs are not animals they are bugs]

THREE THINGS YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:
1. my innocence
2. no periods
3. how easily I could make friends

THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
1. the annihilation of Twilight
2. the new Silent Hill game
3. ...love?

THREE REASONS WHY YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE:
1. I've had a few rocky relationships.
2. men scare me
3. I tried to be the best I could and couldn't, so I moved on.

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES:
1. doodling
2. chatting with risky
3. eating
(Thank god for metabolism!)

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. eat
2. sleep
3. risky durhur

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. art
2. psychology
3. engineering

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR HOLIDAY:
1. Scotland
2. Florida
3. to sleep

FIRST THREE CARTOON CHARACTERS YOU THINK OF:
1. Squidward
2. Phineas
3. Pikachu

THREE BOY’S NAMES:
1. Leo
2. Chad
3. Jessi

THREE GIRL'S NAMES:
1. Sara
2. Chelsea
3. Sharon

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. live forever
2. kiss someone jesus
3. tell everyone how it is

THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ OR DIE PAINFULLY:
1. Saturn
2. risky
3. idk if you want to you can

]]> ~pixelheroine