http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:pockypusher&section=today deviantART RSS for by:pockypusher en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 21 Dec 2009 15:11:41 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://pockypusher.deviantart.com/journal/5437148/ http://pockypusher.deviantart.com/journal/5437148/ Mon, 23 May 2005 09:31:57 PDT Listening to: nothing
Reading: don quixote
Watching: natha

i like having good days where everything falls into place.

it feels nice and it makes me happy.

]]> ~pockypusher http://pockypusher.deviantart.com/journal/5381365/ http://pockypusher.deviantart.com/journal/5381365/ Tue, 17 May 2005 09:35:55 PDT Mood: happy
Listening to: my name is jonas - weezer
Reading: don quixote
Watching: amos perros [ or whatever ]

a few things have been on my mind:

1) love. i wont mention much about it, its for myself to think about, and i think i've thought about it enough.

2) moving. i cant wait. i want to go somewhere where i know no one and not start new, but rather just meet new people and expierence new things. but really, i cant wait to live by the mountains. it wasnt until i went to germany that i started to love mountains and being in them. while in munich we hiked up the alps and i remember walking with my friend and we both stopped in pure beauty of what was around us. nature. never before that moment have i ever loved it so much. so when i'm in boulder i'll be right by the rocky's and i think i wouldn't want it any other way.

3) sick. being sick. i dont like it one bit, at all.

4) school. i'm out. i'm done. at least, i cant wait to be done.

these day's seem to go by a little too fast for my liking.

]]> ~pockypusher http://pockypusher.deviantart.com/journal/3991861/ http://pockypusher.deviantart.com/journal/3991861/ Sun, 05 Dec 2004 01:04:57 PST wonderful.
whats more to say?
nothing.

alright so heres how it goes:
i dont know anymore whether i'm a good person or not.
i need a reality check.
i'm bad at relationships.
all kinds.
i'm just akward and make akward situations but will say i ignore them.
who am i becomming?
i want out of here for now.
i want to start a new life.
i want to find out who i am becuase i thought i knew.... and now i'm faltering and i think i'm changing my mind.

and who knew one song could be so powerful?
words are powerful.
thats one thing i learned tonight.

i care about a certain someone and maybe he's not listing.
i felt bad
he was mad.

in the place that i make no mistake, in the place where i have what it takes. ]]> ~pockypusher http://pockypusher.deviantart.com/journal/3971708/ http://pockypusher.deviantart.com/journal/3971708/ Thu, 02 Dec 2004 11:43:20 PST
what if i go to college of dupage and columbia and find out it wasn't what i wanted? that i'm not that good at art and dont compare?
but
what if i go to northern and find out that it wasnt what i wanted?

ah, i dont know.

i'm glad i dont work today, or else i would probably hurt someone. i just want a little time to myself with no one to talk to me. i want to watch full house and the cosby show and eat ice cream in the dark

its jsut that my brother has made so many acomplishments and it always seems that no matter what my parents are trying to get me to not go to columbia.
when we make a deal a month later its changed by them.

people can try to talk to you about these things but just end up saying all the wrong things.

i'm through

/end rant. ]]> ~pockypusher http://pockypusher.deviantart.com/journal/3576825/ http://pockypusher.deviantart.com/journal/3576825/ Tue, 12 Oct 2004 20:39:54 PDT
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]]> ~pockypusher http://pockypusher.deviantart.com/journal/3572617/ http://pockypusher.deviantart.com/journal/3572617/ Tue, 12 Oct 2004 11:32:30 PDT the stuffy,
runny nose?

god it sucks.

in other news:

i had mini taco's for lunch. they were just okay ]]> ~pockypusher http://pockypusher.deviantart.com/journal/3561935/ http://pockypusher.deviantart.com/journal/3561935/ Mon, 11 Oct 2004 01:33:47 PDT
shall i say, fun awesome times. all trieu and i did was eat, sleep, and watch buffalo 66 then went to adam's house the next morning and then i left to go see el quapo and q and not u. lots of driving, but lots of fun.

i have thing with driving around and listing to music. i just might go out again and drive around becuase i am booreed. and not tired. my dad is watching a movie with some of my brothers old friends and its kind of weird to see them again.

but thats the way things go.

p.s. my hands are cold.

now playing -
le tigre - phanta ]]> ~pockypusher http://pockypusher.deviantart.com/journal/3541694/ http://pockypusher.deviantart.com/journal/3541694/ Fri, 08 Oct 2004 11:18:25 PDT
in other news ....

i am tired. but you know what rules? i can go home and take a nap, wake up, and stay out as late as i want to becuase i do not have work AT ALL this weekend. i'm so happy.. i've actually been tempted to quit my job but i know i wont until the summer before i go off to school. i need the money to help pay parts for college.

eh.

i'm out. ]]> ~pockypusher http://pockypusher.deviantart.com/journal/3526201/ http://pockypusher.deviantart.com/journal/3526201/ Wed, 06 Oct 2004 11:49:56 PDT
here it is:

i've been doing some new artwork.
i like it.
its my new style, and i think i enjoy it.
i do enjoy it
i also enjoy my new brushes, which i am going to complete when i get home from school.

: some kids are st000pid:

and this weekend will rule.

and ALAN!
KIRK!
call me sometime if you want to hang out be becuase i have not talked to you guys in a while. ]]> ~pockypusher http://pockypusher.deviantart.com/journal/2626540/ http://pockypusher.deviantart.com/journal/2626540/ Thu, 10 Jun 2004 05:38:47 PDT
and so i'm wondering what the hell is going on with my uncle. i feel bad for him and this isnt like him.

in lighter news, i'm in my 'studio' final, which really means all we do is sit here. i'm going to do my geology final review packet soon but yeah, boring.

you know, i'm cursed with having crushes on guys. i wont say who, but nuff said ]]> ~pockypusher http://pockypusher.deviantart.com/journal/2603168/ http://pockypusher.deviantart.com/journal/2603168/ Mon, 07 Jun 2004 08:40:05 PDT ~pockypusher http://pockypusher.deviantart.com/journal/2593720/ http://pockypusher.deviantart.com/journal/2593720/ Sun, 06 Jun 2004 00:59:32 PDT
i work too much. i dont mind, really i dont. i like working, and they became more like my second family. what i do hate is the fact i do not see most of my friends anymore. i see danny every single day, and that kid is more like my best friend than anyone else. i have noticed that i'm becomming more friends with regulars at denny's.

the story of my life.

but tonight is a sleepless night, even though i could get some sleep. i slept a lot today, and thats what kills it. but i went down to the city with danny, ashley and alan. ashley and alan are regulars at denny's, although ashley works there now, but it was cool.

remember all those.... 'deep' or 'intelligant' converstations i used to have with poeple? since i started talking to them, and steven they've provokoed [ i really can not spell ] a lot more thoughts.

but thats the story.

and its pretty lame. ]]> ~pockypusher http://pockypusher.deviantart.com/journal/1909898/ http://pockypusher.deviantart.com/journal/1909898/ Thu, 26 Feb 2004 12:59:11 PST ~pockypusher