http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:poroxide&section=today deviantART RSS for by:poroxide en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 02 Dec 2009 19:21:01 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/11229888/ http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/11229888/ Fri, 29 Dec 2006 03:06:03 PST
last 5 weeks have constantly been psent in the pub, i dunno wat i doing awake after clubbing till 4am last night..my body is saying i am a baaaaaad man...

well with 2007 approaching wats your plans for the new year?

Mine are going to be try to sort out a deposit for a mortgage on a flat and start the majority of work to my car.

Oh and start using DA again at last.

Nothing much i know but oh well.

So wats your plans for 2007 that you know of?

]]> ~poroxide http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/8127358/ http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/8127358/ Sat, 11 Mar 2006 03:26:15 PST

Mood: heartbroken
Listening to: Seal - "Don't Cry"
Watching: Lord Of War

Hey everyone, I know I aint spoken lately, bad times, lost my girlfriend again and my nan's just died too and the other has jsut got diabetes. Got the funeral on Monday and everynight I pray that I would be coming back afterwards and seeing Jazmin...hopefully God hears me and is working on something...


Got some new works up, fuelled by my emotions at this time, so check em out if you have time. Or if you aint browsed the whole gallery, take a look, tell me what you think.

Evolution has its second church service sunday night at the Saffron Walden Baptist Church. First one went really well where I was baptised, so this one has a lot to live up to, but we have two new guitarists and a new female lead singer to go with Darren the male lead singer so its jaw droppingly good. Got a load of new songs for you to all join in too and we are gonna change all the hall round for a different approach and try a new seating plan. Refreshments are served at half 6 and then the service will begin around 7pm. All are welcome, so if you live close I hope to see you there...

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]]> ~poroxide http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/7412965/ http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/7412965/ Sun, 01 Jan 2006 15:57:10 PST

Mood: tipsy

merry christmas all of ya!

what did you all get?

I just got some aftershave, a gold and diamond crucifix necklace and a talking yoda joke present, its hilarious

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]]> ~poroxide http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/6746016/ http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/6746016/ Wed, 12 Oct 2005 07:00:47 PDT

Mood: bored
Listening to: Lee Ryan - "turn your car around"
Watching: kingdom of heaven

well, temp work over, bank empty, wallet collecting dust and sitting at home all day everyday I decided it was time to look around my DA gallery and get rid of what I didn't like and then submit all the stuff I have never got round to working on and showcasing.

Only a week and a half till Evolution and its getting scary. It could be huge, it could be rubbish, you never know how popular something is going to be until it happens. I pray everynight that it will be huge and that this is the start of something glorious.

All I can do is wait till the day...

I look around at how I have loads of comments on my old work and none on the recent from a certain point, have people got bored of waiting around for me? Or have I lost my creativity from when I was younger...? It depresses me to think of all the watchers I have now then before htat none want to comment on me anymore, my pageviews grow, granted not as much as before but still considerable each week...but my received comments stay the same.

THis is something I need to address and work on. I have like 4 photoshoot sets I want to do and still have never got a model and done them. So many girls on here that live close to me and that I know....and I wonder why I still have never done them. Lets hope this is a change but more of a new start nad that I become more active and creative on here again.

I miss the old days of chatting and submitting on here day in day out...


God Bless


~Timmsy

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]]> ~poroxide http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/6579244/ http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/6579244/ Fri, 23 Sep 2005 06:29:07 PDT

Mood: feeling good
Listening to: jupiter ace - "1000 years (just leave me now)"
Watching: sin city

well as you can see by my mood I am in a good mood, but in someways I wonder why...

my mate got put into intensive care not last sunday, but the sunday before as he had a huge fit, started foaming at the mouth, smashed his head on a shelf and that was it lights out. THen he went into a coma for 6 days and has only jsut been able to speak... then the next day I crash a mercedes at my new job only 5 weeks after starting whilst on the phone and get sacked...

But on the plus side, I am now renovating and painting a family freinds factory for the next 3 weeks and getting paid weekly about 250 quid which is good. I also have another girlfreind after I dumped my girl from cambridge. She is absolutely gorgeous! Seriously like, wow...

Evolution is doing great, I have funded a concert on the 22nd of October with my band that I own and the first sunday band which will be off the hook, its free so anybody in or close to walden please get there. I'll put the flyer up in my gallery as I made it and I think it looks wicked. Had 1000 professional colour flyers printed, 20 laminated A4 posters and 10 expensive polo shirts embroidered with the sweet looking logo in the top left on their way too for our band.

So yeh, finish at 1pm on fridays so I'm now at home downloading some more music and getting ready to have a shower to get rid of all this wood dust from my hair, eyeballs, nostrils and every inch of my body.

Hope all is well with my many watchers, keep visiting my page as its getting so close to 7,000 now.


Laterz,


~Timmsy

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]]> ~poroxide http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/6339079/ http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/6339079/ Sat, 27 Aug 2005 01:25:13 PDT

Mood: hungover
Listening to: Sean Paul - "We'll Be Burning"
Watching: Hostage

Well well well, the week is finally over and the party is no longer on. Smoked copius amonts of ganja and drunk 8 times are body weight in alcohol and it was good. Now I'm bisting my bollocks trying to get everything tidy again....

While we were also partying, in the day we stole my parents car and went to homebase where I boutght loads of plants and a kool rock style water fountain. Took it home and started drinking while we installed it all nad dug up the garden, looks really good. I put food coloring in the water aswell so its blue, looks really good.

We also pressure washed her patio and the car, so they are gonig to be well happy anyway.

What a great week, we took 4000 photos of the whole week, it was ridiculous, I will probably play with a couple and see what I can put up here, you will find them so funny.

Hope everyone is having a good summer, holiday or at home make sure you enjoy it before your back in the world of education.

I better go finish making this bomb site look inhabitable, see you around guys....


~Timmsy

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]]> ~poroxide http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/5928764/ http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/5928764/ Thu, 14 Jul 2005 00:50:36 PDT

Mood: chilled
Listening to: "The Avenue" - Roll Deep Crew
Watching: You Got Served

wow 16/160

thats what is being shown as my computer downloads all the pics off my camera, these is gonna take a while

So yeh hopefully today you should get some more photos to cast your eyes over in my gallery. No poems as of yet, but they come to me at random times so don't loose hope yet lol

Hope your all having a good week and enjoying the gorgeous sun.


~Timmsy

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]]> ~poroxide http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/5518385/ http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/5518385/ Wed, 01 Jun 2005 05:50:22 PDT

Mood: poo
Listening to: "Never Let You Down" - Kanye West
Watching: Star Wars Episode III

Well there are actually some photos up at last, not very good ones, but they were what i had, i need to get out there and take some more that convey emotions again, but I dunno, all to do with my mood.

Ozzy wants me to take pics of Hem...she's up for it, so maybe that'll come true sometime.

But yah, I'm back

Just been to firm foundations in the weekend, and it was brilliant! Everyone wanted to meet each other nad be freinds, i swear...i went in a party of 5, but all week i was going around in a party of so many more. People just want to be freinds and its great, the worshipping and praying and having a laugh and partying! Made me cry my eyes out for the first time in over 10 years when I got back home, i dunno why i jsut laid on my bed, shoved my head in the pillow nad cried...I didnt want to go on. I sent a text to a friend saying:

"y cant the world b good? Y cant evry1 want 2 meet and b friends like us christians? Y is life so saddening I cry wen I have 2 go bak to it..."

Seriously right now, I hate this world....hate what it stands for, hate how it is run, hate how people in it are treated. I want to die and join my saviour and i think about it every minute of everyday. But I got myself a accountability band to remind me that i should stay and be a representative of god. It says GODSTRONG" and its from ephesians 6 10-11. It's about being strong with the lord by your side and wearing his armour etc.

so to all my christian friends, be godstrong and show his power to all as you live your life for him

god bless

~Timmsy


(P.S. I havent had a cigarette sinch 1:30pm on monday and i don't need one either, its great, god is sorting out my life for me!)

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]]> ~poroxide http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/5369290/ http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/5369290/ Sun, 15 May 2005 23:30:24 PDT

Mood: whoop!
Listening to: "I see Girls" - Studio B
Watching: House Of Flying Daggers

cheers for your time nad effort people...I'll get my arse in gear one day and actually post my new photos...one day...

I'm 19 today, and it still feels like any other day...be nice if people remembered or even cared for once apart from my immediate family...

hope your lives are all well,

god bless,


~Timmsy xXx

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Talented: ]]> ~poroxide http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/5059652/ http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/5059652/ Mon, 11 Apr 2005 11:06:54 PDT

Mood: whoop!
Listening to: "Switch" (Lil Jon's Remix) - Will Smith
Watching: Saw

Well I was never really gone, but I am finally gonna get my finger from inbetween my ass cheeks and download the pics of my nikon and post a couple up here at last.

Submitted the first of two poems I wrote while I was away, jsut about to submit the second which is different for me as it has no rhyming scheme at all..SHOCK!

Hope all is well with my fellow deviantaddicts and my closer ring of freinds from around town.


~Timmsy

My Stock: So Talented: ]]> ~poroxide http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/4716829/ http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/4716829/ Thu, 03 Mar 2005 05:23:24 PST

Mood: Feeling Down
Listening to: "Can U Help Me" - Usher
Watching: Saw

Hey,

sorry about the inactivity from me for a long while now, jsut had so much on my mind and shoulders lately.

I'm back in Birmingham again till tomorrow and then I'll be back home again for a month this time and I can't wait. I hate coming up here, its ridiculous, I learn nothing up here, its jsut going over the stuff I already know from what people have showed me at work, its like learning what I have spent so long doing for the last year, its ridiculous.

Work hasen't been too good lately either though, I keep making cock ups, I'd miss a bit on a panel or rub through the primer I flatting and the other painters are now so pissed off with me they wont help and let me get on with it on my own. Its not that I don't wanna do it, its jsut because well I'm only nearly 19 and I'm already working more hours a week then most adults do for their whole life, my dad work a good 10 hours less then me a week.

I was supposed to be going to Spring Harvest this year as part of the security team, but I've jsut had to pull out as I have been told that the weeks its on I am up here again, so thats got me down. I want to go to soul survivor so much, but I bet I dont get to go as no one will go with me. I used to go with the Dan and who he brought, but now Dan's gone to Finland who do I ask? I dont have any christian freinds really, they are all atheist and only belive in pubs and clubs, I mean I love them to, but God comes in there aswell...right at the top.

My Nikon I've managed to play with, I have a lovely picture of my great freind Hem that I need to upload and I was taking loads of random shots of the snow over my backgarden to all the sea of houses. But nothing thats is about me, proper shots that I can really relate to, I'm emotional photographer and graffix artist, but I have had nothing to do. I want to get hold of some people to use.

I love the chorus of this song I'm listening to, it has my favourite lyrics:

Will you help me
Tell me what you want from me
Can you help me
Tell me why you wanna leave
Baby help me
Without you my whole world is fallin' apart
And I'm going crazy
Lifeis a prison when you're in love alone
(Ooh girl I love you)
I need you to come back home
(You know I need you)
I don't want to be alone

Anyway, I hope all my watchers are living their life how they want to and things are working out for them.

God bless


~Timmsy

My Stock: So Talented: ]]> ~poroxide http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/4331587/ http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/4331587/ Sun, 16 Jan 2005 01:40:44 PST

Mood: hungover
Listening to: "Do U Think About Me" - Artful Dodger
Watching: Team America: World Police

I don't know why I did it, but I went in Dixons and got Hem to show me the cameras for a laugh to get her away from the till.

and we got the new Nikon D70 Digital SLR Camera out for me to look at and i was like chatting with her and her other staff about wats better Nikon or Cannon and then the manager joined in and he was like me; he sed Nikon whilst Hem and Richard sed the Cannon. Then he was just like "you wanna buy that today" and I was like "no no no no no"

then he started chatting sone things I liked and telling me how i can walk away with it and pay it off like wenever i liked so I just went yeh go on then and bought it with an extra 1GB memory card.

Total Price: £1015.89

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]]> ~poroxide http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/4243662/ http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/4243662/ Wed, 05 Jan 2005 05:31:17 PST

Mood: tired/bored

I just saw that I have 66 watchers and I'm nearly at 5,000 pageviews so thank you to all my freinds on deviantart and i hope you all and well, i care for you all.

well I am here at Sandwell in Birmingham on my second week of training into spraying cars for BMW. Boring as ever but i have been working hard at home and done lots of practical evidence that shud put me well ahead of the class, all my past college and GCSE high grades i have managed to allow me to skip loads of tests as i am of a higher learning level then people expected for this course which is brillint so i am realy happy about that.

Last night we went to the house where we are staying with for this week and introduced ourselves and met the family, they have a huge Alsation dog called Ben who has developed a liking for me so we sometimes go on the driveway wen I'm bored and we wrestle and shit as everyone else was watching each other play GTA: San Adreas on the PS2 and it was so tedious. At about 10 we all decided to have a few beers and watch Pulp Fiction which i have always wanted to see and it was brilliant, I am going to go out and buy it wen i get home as I loved it!

Quite tired today after having to fill out all this portfolio stuff on health and hazards in the bodyshop, did you know that 6 people a year die repairing cars? Dayum! We are supposed to be the most hazardous occupation and thats why we have to wear so much protective stuff when we work and do all these special precautionary things.

I hope you are all well and I can't wait to get back home so I can get on my msn & aim & yahoo so you can all talk to me

God bless....


~Dave

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]]> ~poroxide http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/4217398/ http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/4217398/ Sun, 02 Jan 2005 01:25:14 PST

Mood: tired/bored
Listening to: Akon - "Trouble" (album)

Well hey there my first journal entry of 2005....woop-de-fucking-do. My out look is "another year, another life taken over by work."

Well off to Birmingham again on Tuesday, I don't really think I wanna be there, this is really jsut pissing me off now...everything is pissing me off AND I WANT A CIGARETTE!

I can't believe I promised myself I would quit smoking...what a stupid thing to promise...grrr.

FUCKS SAKE I'M IN A STUPID BAD MOOD FOR A REASON I KNOW NOTHING ABOUT! QUITTING SMOCKING BITES!

I have a shit life, I don't like it....I want a new one....anyone want to swap?

My Stock ]]> ~poroxide http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/4039673/ http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/4039673/ Sat, 11 Dec 2004 02:15:07 PST

Mood: Upset
Listening to: Usher remixes

I downloaded some remixes of ushers songs, new and old, over the week and I'm surprised, his lyrics are actually pretty good, they sound great yeh thatswhy he gets in the charts naturally...but I mean there is actually some genious in the lyrics and emotion.

Its like Eminem, even if you dont like his music listen to the lyrics, he a genious with the stuff he raps about.

Anyway, to the subject....meeting old freinds. Last night was late night shopping so of course pretty much EVERYONE was out, at first I was walking about with my mate jamie, then as we walking I lost him and was hollared at by Mark, Hayley and Matt. As we were chatting and laughing at the amount of people in the town and how crowded it was Culligan, Boycie and Reggie stopped by and sed hi, some girls started hollaring over at me and Culligan but we jsut laughed and nodded, they were probably too young or soemthing I dunno. Then then Nigel and Harriet stopped mark and they were reminiscing as we all stood to the side and then my mate Tom and his bird and their mates stopped and we then we were talking for fucking ages about his car, my stuff at BMW showing his pictures on my phone of the engine bay I sprayed up that week and stuff. He tried selling me he konig 17s too, 750 quid...not bad, but wudnt look any good i dont think on my car. So yeh, wen they had finally left we had Donna and Tilly running over and chatting to us all.

I loved it, seeing all my old mates again on the same night. Makes me realise how much work has taken over my social life.


Damn i need my hair cut, 10am....still could....

]]> ~poroxide http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/3986628/ http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/3986628/ Sat, 04 Dec 2004 10:57:55 PST

Mood: Upset
Listening to: The Calling "Two" (Album)

Man i feel so shit, its like my days of fucking about town and doing stupid shit is over. My job takes over 90% of my time, and the rest is catching up on much needed sleep and chilling out on my own. Time ot time I go out with mates, have a couple of joints and we chat...but no longer do we go to the pub etc as our money is spent so easily on phone bills, paying off my car, this GODDAMN £2500 computer, rent.

Good old calling, I always have them on when i feel down, the lyrics are so real...emotional.


"do you ever think things are meant to be? I know we all have our reasons why, and now the power of one human being, has gne and changed so many lives...

one by one, we are stand beneath the sun, with arms high open wide, two by two, he's getting you, to watch him as he leaves this life he knew" (one by one)

really...do you think things are meant to be, I don't..thats probably why i dump so many girlfreinds....because I think they arent meant to be, there is something better outthere waiting for me. but i can never reach it....its out there...somewhere. Always trying to have the best of everything...I mean...I want another new computer, I want the Dell XPS, as its the best, the same price as my current pc for jsut the box. I'm so materialistic with everyhting in my life.

Another one:

"To be free, is all I want to be, when everything seems so far out of reach, but I know, no matter where we go, I'll never stop believing in me" (believing)

this song always gets to me, it must be my song for my life, I am never free. life always has ways of keeping me busy, mostly work, it always comes down to that...I find less and les stime to be who i used ot be anymore. I have lost contact with so many people jsut because I am hardly ever around and I hate it. The verse that I think explains me the best is:

"woke up bent and broken, just to see that fate has spoken, and i call out, call out for change, for every monent that remains, for every sinking stone to find its place, long before they're washed away."

Thats how I felt ever since I hit 18....7 months ago....I feel broken, life is gone and fate has put where I am now, aone and tired and working for a living jsut to get money to keep going, to keep my life on its course...flat, family, occupation. I want everytihng to find its place in my life before i get washed away into into the adult world.

Anynoe else ever feel like this? Most of the people I know are a bit young to know wat its like to be working to start the big picture of family life, and in some ways so am I to be thinking like this...but its nearly upon me, I mean i am having to begin my pension at work already.

Anyway, 1 week into my course as a BMW sprayer and it hasent got off very well, maybe next week it will get better hey. I want this chance so much...the moeny I will be on when qualified is phenominal and if I come out of this with merits, I have been told I can NAME my price

I need this, so bad...

Thank you for all the comments, favourites and freinds list additions this week it means so much to be recognised by others on here. Kepp up your outstanding work in your galleries, I will always be checking them out.



~Poroxide

]]> ~poroxide http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/3968821/ http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/3968821/ Wed, 01 Dec 2004 23:31:29 PST

Mood: worried
Listening to: "Do u think about me?" - Artful Dodger

well today at 11 I have a meeting with my boss, supervisor nad directors abou tsomething I did wring whilst at work training that is very serious that I have been put on disciplinary and I could be leaving today after the meeting without my job...

the job that I wanted and dreamt about for ages, the job that cud make me loads of money in the future, the job that i love to do so much....bollocks...this aint fair...

Well, we will see when I get back tonight.....wish me luck



~Dave

]]> ~poroxide http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/3906533/ http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/3906533/ Wed, 24 Nov 2004 05:59:07 PST

Mood: tired
Listening to: "Things Will Always Go My Way" - The Calling

Hey Guys,

I've escpaped from the training rooms to use their internet so I can update my freinds on what I'm doing...if I have any that is

This is the third day and I am still so shattered, it is so tiring listening to new work strategies, paint color systems and BMW product and services updates. We have been studying new ideas and approches for the new BMW brand values for the last 4 hours and I am sick and tired of it. I have been at college for a year unlike most of the other members of the team and it means I have to work at thewir pace which is alot slower then mine and therefore there is alot of waiting around between work tasks.

Last night we found a nice pub called the "one and two halfs" and went for a good session of drinking and pool, we all got a bit drunk by the end of the night but it was a nice break to all the crap we have ben having to go over, being able to ignore BMW for one night is always a satisfying break for any employee that was there.

I can't wait to get back home to good old Essex and get back to doing the proper hands on work, I am a manual guy, i like getting my hands dirty and working on the actual cars but for the last two weeks of conferences and meetings i have done no such thing and I am missing it. I left my college life for jsut this reason and I didn't expect to have to do it again. I am liking the whole shirt and tie thing though as its not normal that I get to dress up smart instead of wearing my overalls. The tie gets annoying sometimes though lol.

So yeah, that is my feelnigs at this moment, maybe if i get bored to night I'll try writing a poem to get my mind of things...we'll see, its been a good couple of months since i wrote my last one so I may have to get back into it again.

I hope all my watchers and people I watch are ok and enjoying themselves in their life, watever they may be doing at this time.

I'll be back soon,

~Timmsy

]]> ~poroxide http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/3837797/ http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/3837797/ Fri, 19 Nov 2004 08:21:31 PST

Mood: waiting
Listening to: "Breathe" - Fabolus

well, unfortunately guys, I'm off for two weeks for work training. I should be here for the weekend though in between, but otherwise I am now off for a little while, learning more stuff about BMW's and taking them apart countless times. Should be fun still I hope, I'm getting paid by my work to do this so its all good

I'll see you end of november people and keep on submitting all your brilliant work my freinds...you are all so talented, thats why I added you all

Dave x


******UPDATE)******

Well I am back for this weekend so I will visit you all when i can, it snowed and I missed it, its not fair! Got so much to catch up on, you lot have been very busy haven't you

]]> ~poroxide http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/3809428/ http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/3809428/ Thu, 11 Nov 2004 12:08:31 PST

Mood: waiting
Listening to: "Breathe" - Fabolus

hey guys,

bought a new song mp3 hardrive and the bugger packed up on me suddenly, i think its something in my computer, damn annoying as I don't no how to stop it from mucking up on me and until then it has nothing on it anymore as i have a brand new one after my mate swapped it for a newer one...but...i dunno, still being a pain in the ass.

I cleared out my freinds list today and got rid of a lot of people...sorry...wish I hadn't know, but i added a few new ones, alot of people who draw surprisingly as I want t oget back into it as I used to love it when i was at school, but since year 10 and giving it up at GCSE its been 4 years since i last picked up any art material...I had a go last night and although i hated how I drew the nose I thought it came out alright after such a long time.


Getting edgy about my first time at my trainign college where i have to stay at a hotel and go to a college to learn how to repair and spray cars for BMW...should be good, but I don't no how hands on it will be and its in a rough area aswell.

Hmm....depressed recently, i think i may have this thing someone sed to me...manic depression, i just get it for no reason and go around like a dead guy...then I think about stuff that could be a reason for it and it makes me ever more depressed thinknig of it all again...oh well....when I'm sad and depressed is when I write the best poems so I may have to work on some more of them which will be kool.

I want to get my assassin series going but i never get round to it as I can never be bothered to get my expensive suit out and my gun, I need someone with a bit of camera flair aswell to take them....hmmm.....of course I wud be telling them what shots to take...but it wud be nice to not have to keep using my brother all the time to take the pictures for me.


Anyway, I'm late to meet my mate, so I'll love ya and leave you guys for now, enjoy the little read on my life at the moment



~Timmsy

]]> ~poroxide http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/3776614/ http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/3776614/ Sun, 07 Nov 2004 13:11:18 PST

Mood: stretching
Listening to: "Shut Up Remix" - Ja Rule, Trick Daddy and Eminem

hmm time for a clear out me thinks, so much old crap in here from when i first started which is about as good as a dog turd. I need to chuck some out before anyone else sees them i think

So what did everyone else get up to over fireworks weekend then...anything fun?

]]> ~poroxide http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/3765390/ http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/3765390/ Sat, 06 Nov 2004 03:04:47 PST

Mood: stretching
Listening to: "Shut Up Remix" - Ja Rule, Trick Daddy and Eminem

well jsut woken up after my friday night out. Bought a load of fireworks nad took them up to newport with the guys and whilst newport where having a firewprksd display I was shooting this HUGE rockets I had bought that sounded like canons at them display and my rockets were putting theirs to shame lol

Then we came back to town, pissed about, couple of joints, overtook some posh git and his posh (but extremely fit)daughter in his expensive BMW 7 series and he chased us all the weay to Maccy D's, fight started, the posh guy tried ot pull my mate out his car so I fucking went mental this guy wa salot bigger then me but I dont care...my mate was shitting himself in the car and it werent fair so I shoved the guy back away from the cars then sent him onto his ass on his bonnet (I noticed he'd done a huge dent in it because of me pushing him on it but shhhh) and jsut before i was about to him luckily my mate holded me back and told me there was old bill about to walk over.

THey walked over, tried to do my mate fvor overtaking him...even though it was a straight.....this posh cunt was doing 40mph in a 60mph zone so we were allowed to overtake him so we didnt get in trouble for that. The posh twat also followed us and boxed us in at the fuel pump so thats him in trouble again, and then he tried to get me done for threatening behaviour for pushing him, but then i ciunteracted with "you call me pushing that did you no hard threatening, but do you think we shud tell these officers how you stobbed your car, menacingly marched over to my freinds car, swung the car door open and then proceeded in trying to pull him out befored I pushed you away to stop you." He was speechless, then you heard him like mutter that I was going to hit him, I jsut sed "yeha, but unfortunately these police officers turned up, and everyone...including the police officers laughed and he drove off...

posh twats these days, they shud give us the money as they clearly dont no wat they're doing with it.

Today I should be gonig out with J to the pub as usual then we are all gonig out to the fireworks and gonig back to Jamies with his dad etc and having a huge party in his flat (soon to be mine). Gonna be banging!

Have fun in watever you do this fireworks weekend

:missinyoudarling: ....my obsession.... ]]> ~poroxide http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/3713789/ http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/3713789/ Tue, 02 Nov 2004 15:14:32 PST

Mood: Upset
Listening to: "Sunshine" - Lil' Flip

thats it then...its over....milj and Dan are off to finland. Feels well weird...I should be used to freinds leaving by now...Dan W, Freya, Ryan, Jess, India....this is just now another two to add to the list.

Well at least their party went well....funny night...AND LAUREN DELETED THE PICS OF ME IN A GIRLS TOP! it was well funny. Oh well...

Bye guys...

]]> ~poroxide http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/3698043/ http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/3698043/ Thu, 28 Oct 2004 22:16:33 PDT
Thanks everyone ]]> ~poroxide http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/3608440/ http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/3608440/ Sun, 17 Oct 2004 05:22:31 PDT
Roll on 3,000 I know I can do it, come see me people ]]> ~poroxide http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/3469936/ http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/3469936/ Tue, 28 Sep 2004 23:39:12 PDT
My mate works at Sony so I can get anything I want cheaper then its original price and I am thinking of gettting the new cybershot cameras, but I dunno wat to get as there is a new 7.2 Megapixel camera now and thats the highest you can get sofar. Hmmm, I have been told to save my money and stick with the new Cybershot 5megapixel Black DX.

Hmmm......well ok, time to go to work...laterz ]]> ~poroxide http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/3177470/ http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/3177470/ Sat, 21 Aug 2004 02:24:35 PDT
But, only downer is i wish i was at soul survivor all year round, wish i never had to come back...I'm so depressed.... ]]> ~poroxide http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/3121094/ http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/3121094/ Sat, 14 Aug 2004 01:31:41 PDT ~poroxide http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/3050205/ http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/3050205/ Thu, 05 Aug 2004 14:40:27 PDT
What I dont get is that he jsut caused thousands and thousands of pounds worth of damage, and by drunk I mean he was like paraletic and I am am being told I may get sued for breaking his nose and fracturing his leg when I rugby tackled him in the road.

I mean, how is that for fucking justice? ]]> ~poroxide http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/2724355/ http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/2724355/ Wed, 23 Jun 2004 03:05:14 PDT ]]> ~poroxide http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/2715545/ http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/2715545/ Mon, 21 Jun 2004 22:51:52 PDT
THats to a spectacular header from Scholes, two superb strikes from Rooney and a gorgeous shot from Lampard we got to the finals of the tournament and I think we ended up top of the table so we are taking on Protugal if Iam correct.

Silvia...its me and you...and I know who's going to win ]]> ~poroxide http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/2704395/ http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/2704395/ Sun, 20 Jun 2004 23:06:17 PDT
well done Silvia...Portugal played brilliantly tonight...brilliant game. ]]> ~poroxide http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/2671190/ http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/2671190/ Wed, 16 Jun 2004 01:02:31 PDT
Summer here I am! ]]> ~poroxide http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/2647612/ http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/2647612/ Sun, 13 Jun 2004 00:25:13 PDT
ENGLAND! ]]> ~poroxide http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/2620187/ http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/2620187/ Wed, 09 Jun 2004 10:44:03 PDT
but I have more frequent access to The Calling ]]> ~poroxide http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/2617096/ http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/2617096/ Tue, 08 Jun 2004 22:53:21 PDT ~poroxide http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/2600945/ http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/2600945/ Sun, 06 Jun 2004 23:17:55 PDT
I am also unhapy that I havent been submitting that much for ages now and Laren has over took me on the pageveiws like a trooper! Dammit

And Annie wont let me take her hand in marriage either ]]> ~poroxide http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/2517846/ http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/2517846/ Wed, 26 May 2004 23:46:30 PDT
Annie was there, she so kool! She nicked Emma's hat and I went after her for it and she made it dissapear..no...right seriously...she had it in her hand then it was gone behind her...went to get it and I swear...she was lifting her clothes up...it werent there. Hey I would have loved to strip search for it...but shhhh.

Emma was pretty weird I think that night. I aint really spoke to her loads you know...knew her from Katie (nicknamed Dave) and last night the moment she turned up in Sheps car she jumped and hugged me...then she only really let go of me to show me the year book it was weird. But I only really think of her as a good freind...just like Katie...great to have around you.

Like Annie and her freinds have the same emporing force in their prescence. I mean...Emma is jsut daft and funny and you just can't stop joking around with her. Katie...well...she is jsut so wild she belongs in a cage and I love her for that. Becca (who i met last night...was in Annies "slap. hit. tackle" photo) is just great too...I mean we were chatting and she is like..."ok thats not funny Annie should sooooo be here." I didnt no wat to say but hide a laugh from her. So then we ended up searcing the whole common for any traces of the curly haired temptress that is Annie...only to find that at like 11 she appears from Tesco and Beccas gone lol. oh well.

Laura came up and did the funniest and most awkward introduction I have ever been a part of in the whole world and I...really didn't no what to say...sorry darlin. You took me by surprise ok...

OZZY OZZY OZZY! I took a pic of me and shep for you on the phone.....well no...you took it on my phone for me I think in the end ]]> ~poroxide http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/2437915/ http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/2437915/ Sat, 15 May 2004 23:40:46 PDT
So yes...happy birthday to me...hugs all round? ]]> ~poroxide http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/2417779/ http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/2417779/ Wed, 12 May 2004 23:55:43 PDT )

Hi poroxide,
You have 1,399 pageviews total and your 27 deviations were viewed 830 times, with 447 fullviews, for a grand total of 1,277 views.

Overall, people left 209 comments and added your deviations to their favourites 15 times, while you commented 724 times, averaging 31.47 comments per day, which means that you gave 35 comments for every 10 that you received.

Your most commented deviation was abs with 40 comments, receiving an average of 2.85 per day in the first 2 weeks, while your most favourited one was Bridge End 2, with 3 favourites, averaging 0.07 per day in the first 2 weeks. Your most viewed photo was abs with 146 views.

1 Favourites were given for every 10 Comments.

Every 0.8 days you upload a new deviation, and it's usually on a Monday, with 30%/8 of your deviations.

Your favorite time of the day to upload is at 09am with 8 deviations and your busiest month was March 2004 with 27/100% of your deviations.

The majority of your deviations are uploaded to the Photography gallery (10), while your favorite category in it was Portraits with 10 deviations

Comments per deviation: 7.74
Favourites per deviation: 0.55
Views per deviation: 47.29
Comments per day: 9.08
Favourites per day: 0.65
Views per day: 55.52
Pageviews per day: 60.82 ]]> ~poroxide http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/2389376/ http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/2389376/ Sun, 09 May 2004 00:34:15 PDT
Anyway, 7 days till my 18th birthday...can't wait...straight to the pub so my mates can get me hammered.

Friday Night: Got soaked so went to the pub...

Saturday Night: It werent rainin so I took a load of booze out with me and got pissed on the common with my mate Martin instead. Had a few joints with Mike too....

So yeah it was so fun this weekend sofar...yea right....


(Mario Winans feat. P Diddy - "I don't wanna know") ]]> ~poroxide http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/2355273/ http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/2355273/ Mon, 03 May 2004 23:23:21 PDT
Both airbags went off, burning my arm as my hand was still on the steering wheel but that was it, I think all thats damaged is my inside as....well...I feel like shit, I mean....everyone sed its not your fault, your dad took you down there when thats a shit dangerous little one way thing....but I dont care, fact of the matter is I crashed my brand new car....

I went out for a long walk on my own for a few hours afterwards while it was recovered smoked like a whole 20 deck of fags shaking like a wreck...

oh well, the cars been taken to my work so I'll see it again when I get to work in an hour. ]]> ~poroxide http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/2341274/ http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/2341274/ Sun, 02 May 2004 00:50:22 PDT
I mean last weekend you had all the newport and stansted girls coming in so there was so much more totty, and there was Katie and Emma and Shep, but they were busy last night. Jamie at Louises trying to think of other ways they can have fun whilst she is on the period. Will's in Norwich visiting some old mates, Martin not been out for the last week. Damn, its getting harder and harder to get a good night out nowadays.

Anyway...today is craigs Birthday and he is 15 wahey! He is the model in my photos at Bridge End, and well I've stuck up for him with my mates since he was born as he is like almost related to us all as we all where close mates with his older brothers and cousins. So he is having a huge party in a marquee in his back garden so that is going to be outstanding! I've got a 24 crate for myself to take down with me at 2...and I aint going uintil I've downed em all

Friday Night: Erm, what I do friday night....went to the Temarare till about 10, then decided to try the dodgems drunk. Sat up Tescos till midnight playing on the internet on my phone watching jackass and that whilst my mate tried to get people to wave at his overly sized monkey.

Saturday: Err went to go see Martin, bought him 20 fags and gave em to him at his door then went across the common, bought Craig the Twista Album for his Birthday and then went to the Cross Keys Pub for 5 hours playing pool and having a few pints. Made a tower of red bull cans that went from the floor to the ceiling for a laff and then made Craig drink all 18 cans of it, he was so hyper, like he had taken a g of speed or sommit lol. Went to J's to listen to my Kanye West Ablum and I hated it, so I took it back and got D12's new album instead and thats wicked. Borrowed some bass tests for my sound system and they are mental! Met Lou after work with J and then walked with em till I got to mine...had dinner...started watching Alien Ressurrection. But then Mike phoned so I went out till 11 smoking weed with him at his g/f house.

Sunday: Got up about 5 minutes ago and got to go to church in like an like 45 minutes as I am donig projection, but I don't wanna, oh well...better then sittin gactually in the service as my phone went off in a prayer one week and then last week I feel asleep..whoops Craigs Birthday bash at 2, gonna go get pissed nad then see if I go down common drunk after that and see Cat as she is gonig nback to Wales soon and I dunno wanna ket her go without saying bye this time.

Monday: Loads of my mates are going to mine on monday to watch S.W.A.T. on my very expensive cinema surround get up and digital tv so we will be having a laugh there all day. Dunno what we are doing thenight yet....we'll see.




Purchases this weekend: D12 World Album, S.W.A.T. DVD, Bad Boys 2 DVD, Alien Quadrilogy DVD Set. Nike zip-up top ]]> ~poroxide http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/2234643/ http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/2234643/ Fri, 16 Apr 2004 10:19:53 PDT
How it works is they win the car then they have to answer 5 questions, each question they get wrong they have to do something to the car...get em all wrong your car is fucked and worth fuck all, get em all right and you have a brand new perfect Mini.

Well we get them brought over to my bodyshop on the friday afternoon after its filmed and we see what happens to it like 8 hours earlier its great. I have seen all three sofar including this weeks.

I think its well kool...a bit of fame....

****DO NOT READ IF YOU DON'T WANNA KNOW WHAT HAPPENS TO THE CAR TONIGHT****

It has "I DRINK PISS" sprayed in black paint across the right hand side, headlights and rear lights smashed in with a sledgehammer and the finale was a paint bomb that was blew up in the car and the whole interior is ruined with purple paint. ]]> ~poroxide http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/2228215/ http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/2228215/ Thu, 15 Apr 2004 10:10:26 PDT
ok...amaybe not...but hey it makes me feel good so there

Thank you for your support and interest in my works of ar....I mean...stuff ]]> ~poroxide http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/2221575/ http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/2221575/ Wed, 14 Apr 2004 11:34:20 PDT No hiding from me bitches! ]]> ~poroxide http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/2074929/ http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/2074929/ Wed, 24 Mar 2004 10:20:03 PST ]]> ~poroxide http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/2066313/ http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/2066313/ Mon, 22 Mar 2004 23:24:24 PST

THe first film is in spanish but has subtitles which is annoying but I don't care as it is brilliant! ]]> ~poroxide http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/2048853/ http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/2048853/ Sat, 20 Mar 2004 11:35:27 PST ~poroxide http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/2046788/ http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/2046788/ Sat, 20 Mar 2004 00:49:45 PST
I think i will take my camera into town this time...something to do aint it I suppose nad there are some great places in walden that you can take pictures of...I may do a series down bridge end gardens...I'll think about it....

I also have a week of work so that means I have a good 9 days of holiday till I go back to work (weekend + week + weekend) so I am gonna make the most of it....get my theory done hopefully and do aload for Da, some more for my book and to start my new book, I have crossed it over with the two already making my character Lucean Slane appear in Dangerous's novel momentarily...

anyway...must stop drivelling on with crap.... ]]> ~poroxide http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/2009100/ http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/2009100/ Sun, 14 Mar 2004 07:29:00 PST
I bought my mum the Lemar album "dedicated."

I am listening to it now and i surprised how well good ti is. Might have to sneakily copy it before I give it to her ]]> ~poroxide http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/2008651/ http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/2008651/ Sun, 14 Mar 2004 04:57:53 PST
where are people priorities these days? I bunked off, didn't do homework, missed like all my lessons, got suspended for a total of 4 and a half weeks and had hundreds of detentions but I still walked out with 11 GCSE's...only oneof them under a C grade..

silly people....

I'm gonna go sit in the corner now on my own... ]]> ~poroxide http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/1996363/ http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/1996363/ Thu, 11 Mar 2004 22:41:13 PST
Has anyone heard of this film? The world seemed to neglect it when it was released in the cinemas it seems but that is one of my favourite films of all times now!

It is a film with Bruce Willis, Monnica Belucci and some other actors like the guard from "Fade To Black" who was the officer who watched Vin Diesel, etc. What happens is theye are told to go oin and rescue and american doctor...but she wont leave without her patients..so they lie and say they will rescue them to, the helicopters come...they leave all these people behind after like a 12 mile walk. These true human conscience takes overwen they see this church hospital destroyed through ethnic cleansing and the film becomes brilliant nad emotional as they go out of their way to fight for these people...8...vs a whole army and in the end you are watchiong as they all lay in a field being shot at by all these men as they try to recover from multiple wounds....and all they need is an air strike and they ould all be dead a they are out in a clearance....it is so moving I cant explain it enough...

It is so moving, and you get into the film so much by the end that you are jumping around like a looney yelling at the tv for the air strike to hurry the fuck up and take everyone out....it may be an army film...but the action is tasteful and the storyline is better then many films out there.... ]]> ~poroxide http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/1992581/ http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/1992581/ Thu, 11 Mar 2004 11:46:07 PST
I'm gonna go out and get it... ]]> ~poroxide http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/1966268/ http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/1966268/ Sun, 07 Mar 2004 05:50:44 PST "must be love" by FYA?

Love it... ]]> ~poroxide http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/1956490/ http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/1956490/ Fri, 05 Mar 2004 11:30:03 PST
Have fun tonight everyone who reads this... ]]> ~poroxide http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/1954397/ http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/1954397/ Thu, 04 Mar 2004 23:48:16 PST
this place is great... ]]> ~poroxide http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/1948504/ http://poroxide.deviantart.com/journal/1948504/ Wed, 03 Mar 2004 23:04:48 PST )

Anyway, time to get ready for work, seeyah later. ]]> ~poroxide