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You'll see.

]]> ~preciouszipster http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/16606407/ http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/16606407/ Mon, 28 Jan 2008 02:08:12 PST I've been thinking.. I want to take photography seriously.. and I still have a goal set in my life to get one of those Rebel XTi cameras... And then learning how to use it to take great pictures and actually going out there to do good photography and not camwhoring shots or just random pictures of people I know.

Also.. I want to do the clothing thing seriously. I got interested in that all of sudden. I'd like to get better at it, though. I've only just begun... I can only do so much and I have no one to teach me.

Then.. there's the sculpting. I really want to do that and have my stuff sold. I believe I might be able to do it, but I'm still not sure. I still don't have anyone who's interested in my stuff other than my friends, and I don't want to sell my stuff just to my friends, because I'd feel like I was taking their money.

The only thing I'm really good at.. that I don't do often enough - is photo manipulation. I know I'm good at that and I've had years of practice. I always get compliments and "I wish I could do that" comments on my stuff. I could even get a job in that area if people weren't hung up on me having a college in my background. I think I should go try for that anyway.
I wanna be the girl in the song that has a job "retouching photos for a magazine" (Seriously, I wasn't joking when I said I now LOVE fountains of wayne more than any other band.. but I had a dream about green day the other night and it kind of made me feel retarded)
Note: Rich, if you read this, please no silly comments. Just come talk to me instead, you goon.

So.. Should I move to another account and get rid of this one? I've been thinking about changing the name to my livejournal for awhile now. I've had this username on many websites for years.. but now my life has changed drastically. I've come to terms with what I can and can't do.
If things go as planned in the near future.. I might be able to get a job I like and have interest in. I might be able to do a lot more online than I have been. I may go to school for something. Or not. Never know.
The problem is, I've got too many things under my belt. I want to do this and that.. and every now and then I think about the dreams I used to have.. and what happened to them - but I stop myself from thinking about it too much for fear I'll do myself in. (Not literally, as far as you're concerned)
I still want to be "known" for something.. but that's besides the point.

My life is so different than it used to be.. but I still act as the same old girl. It's really awkward how that all happened or how I managed to do any of it.
Shit. I used to party all the time. Now I don't, I just say I do. But I don't mean it.

Shit.. I used to hang out in the shoutbox. Now there's a joke n' a half.

I wonder if I should start from scratch here.. maybe start paying for my DA stuff? Eventually.. maybe do prints. I've always wanted a DD but right now, I don't deserve one. I kind of hope that one day, I will. Not right now, though, I'm not ready yet.. so don't get any big ideas!

What I'm trying to say... should I move away from what all of this used to be, and only do what I'm seriously thinking about? Start doing photos and using proper light.. start making figurines and selling them in an online shop... Maybe learn to do some serious clothing mods?

Don't ask about the writing.. I still do it, from time to time. Even though it may not seem like it.. and it wouldn't, because I've always been secretive about it. Ever since Richard Jeni died.. The writer in me kind of gave up hope.

]]> ~preciouszipster http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/16345553/ http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/16345553/ Thu, 10 Jan 2008 15:15:50 PST It might still be awhile.. I still feel like shit.
I'm doing stupid survey cause what else is there to do?

1. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 4 months?
Yeah, it's been a year by now.

2. What color are your eyes?
BLACK.

3. Who was the first person that you texted this morning?
I don't text anyone.

4. Do you have a best friend(s)?
Of course I do, my Richie and Danielle and Rothie.

5. What is one thing you question a lot?
Um. I guess if I'm ever giong to be famous or not.

6. Do you lead people on?
No.

7. Are you married?
Not yet!

8. Have you ever told someone you loved them?
Yes, I have.

9. Is there anyone that doesn't like you because of something you didn't do?
My mom beause I'm not married yet, lol.

10. Do you miss someone?
Not at the moment?

11. Did any of your friends go out with any of your exes?
wtf? no. Not that I'm aware of.

12. Are looks important?
NOPE.

13. What are you wearing right now?
Some brown baby top thing I got for christmas. And undies. Cause this is how I dress when I'm sick.

14. Are you mad at someone right now?
Nah.

15. Are you taking anyone for granted?
I wouldn't know, I guess?

16. Where do you keep your money?
This is a bad question.

17. When was your last kiss in the rain?
I don't think there ever was one.. but we kiss in the shower lots.

18. Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?
Sleep with Richie.

19. How did you wake up this morning?
I just woke up.. and it's like five in the afternoon. Fail.

20. Which is more romantic: sunrise or sunset?
Sunset.

21. What was the highlight of your day?
Not having whatever stomach thing that was ailing me this morning. Jesus.

22. Would you die for anyone?
Ummm. Yeah?

23. What's the last bone you broke?
I've never broken one! I win.

24. How many different letters are in your last name?
7

25. Do you love anyone besides family & friends?
LOL WTF?

26. What book did you read last?
Happy Endings by Jimmy Norton.

27. How was your day?
It sucked. My stomach is killing me and my stupid runny/clogged up nose came back and this is so annoying.

28. Who was your last missed call?
Someone was calling this morning. I don't know who because I didn't pick it up. I think Rich did, though.. but they must have hung up on him.

29. Are you scared of spiders?
A little bit. Depends on how big and fat they are. The fat ones scare me.

30. What do you think of Fergie?
She's ugly.

31. Do you believe in love?
Yes.

32. How old do you want to be when you have kids?
....I don't want to have them, I don't think.

33. When was the last time you were so drunk you threw up?
I never throw up when I'm drunk.

34. Do you curse a lot?
Hah yeah.

35. What do you know about the future?
Nothing. I'm not a psychic.

36. Do you hate your last boyfriend/girlfriend?
No. I saw him recently, there was nothing wrong with him. We just don't have anything in common.

37. Do you only drink bottled water?
No.

38. Are you happier single or with a boyfriend/girlfriend?
I like having a boyfriend a lot more.

39. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
Not everyone.

40. Would you believe your ex if she/he said they love you?
I do now. Wtf?

41. Most hated food?
Beans. ew.

42. What are you doing tomorrow?
Fuck I don't know. Trying not to be sick??

43. Do you wish someone would call you?
Fuck no!! I hate talking to people on the phone.

44. Who?
--

45. What's something you wish you could understand better?
Math.

46. Do you want someone you can't have?
??

47. If someone doesn't like you, it's usually because...?
I don't talk, lol.

48. Would you say you are date smart?
I didn't date.. And I don't now of course I'm... ]]> ~preciouszipster http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/15309791/ http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/15309791/ Wed, 31 Oct 2007 23:14:02 PDT
Seriously. I'm trying to decent work now.. I was thinking about cleaning out my gallery even.. and what do I get? My shit getting moved around. Thanks.

]]> ~preciouszipster http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/14523298/ http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/14523298/ Thu, 06 Sep 2007 21:06:47 PDT
~onecoolart

]]> ~preciouszipster http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/13608452/ http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/13608452/ Wed, 04 Jul 2007 14:29:56 PDT
The latest one -
I've come to realize that I need someone to write with. Badly. Desperately. Dire, fucking, need.

I already have Richie, recruited, per-say. He's not actually helped me any yet, but he will, because this time, I won't forget to speak up about it. I've got something under the belt I don't wear, and it needs to get finished.

I need someone else, though. Someone to do.. extra work. Someone that knows how to do things the right way, when it comes to writing. Like.. scripts and dialogues.

The real problem is, that if I do find someone who can do this, I will need to be able to contact them.
So.. whoever you are, you have to be easy to contact.

Honestly, those are my only requirements.
You must know about writing styles, mainly scripts.
I must be able to contact you.

There you go, easy as a fucking refrigerated pie.

]]> ~preciouszipster http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/13221686/ http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/13221686/ Mon, 04 Jun 2007 22:17:50 PDT Specially compared to LiveJournal and several other services that are just as crappy but let you do tones of things when you give them money.

Looking around DA, I've been seeing some sweet CSS in journals, and I'd really like to have it. I'd probably update more too - cause I'm an ass like that.

Seriously. Why do certain websites, like Deviant Art at some times, make my computer crash? Livejournal, does it the most, which really bugs me, because I already pay them!

I'm gonna have to back up all my shit Again.

I've been busy, working, doing armature photography, some modeling, drawing (yay), and most important, my sculpting!! Yes, I will get them up soon. I put one up awhile ago, but I need to redo it. I have a whole group that look pretty damn good. Maybe, this is what I'm really good at. If only it didn't take so long.. but I might fix that problem, soon.

Writing. Well. I need to get back to that. I really, really do. I don't know what the hell, though. This fucking job shit, it's killing me. I can only do so much at a time. I am doing things, that's what's important.

That's right. Kicked the gaming. Right in the fucking head. Pwn.

]]> ~preciouszipster http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/12720625/ http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/12720625/ Tue, 24 Apr 2007 16:53:30 PDT

But yes, I have a few more things to work on & then they will get posted, I assure you.

I do have some excuses though. I just started a job & it's got a crazy ass schedule. I don't know when I'm working and when I'm not a lot of the time - So I'm having to do things on my days off.. like go to the dentist and doctor. Fun there.

You might see more of me in the future, since I'm getting my front tooth replaced & I'll have a much better smile that I'm sure I'll want to show off. Watch me still get rejected from rating communities. You fucking assholes.

Like I said, I'm doing stuff on my days off, so tomorrow I will try to write more of my book.. yeah. Still working on the book deal. I really don't know what's going on with all of that.. specially with Rich around. That's the whole, what to do with my life thing. I'm not going into here.

I'll try my hardest to quit playing Sims and get on my ass to work. I'll be getting a DS soon though. Watch out. DAMN THIS GAMING HABIT

]]> ~preciouszipster http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/12045781/ http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/12045781/ Sat, 03 Mar 2007 20:40:47 PST

Did I mention that I'm living with my boyfriend now? That I met on DeviantArt over a year ago? Hells yeah.





It rocks. So there.

]]> ~preciouszipster http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/11527577/ http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/11527577/ Mon, 22 Jan 2007 08:39:36 PST [link]
Resubmissioned!!

long words

]]> ~preciouszipster http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/11353277/ http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/11353277/ Sun, 07 Jan 2007 17:41:05 PST

Cool stuff is going on.

I'm putting up works & still re-writing my book. No you can't fucking read it, get out.

I'm writing some short stories for my friend though, so you'll get to see those, if you're interested.

]]> ~preciouszipster http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/11184971/ http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/11184971/ Mon, 25 Dec 2006 07:20:15 PST

I need good open canvas tutorials for coloring & what not. Where are they? When I search, only five come up.. there has to be more than that!!

Tell me where!!

]]> ~preciouszipster http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/10821646/ http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/10821646/ Thu, 23 Nov 2006 10:16:39 PST
I got sick of seeing random shit I'm not interested in. Plus, I hardly talk to people here anymore.

But there are enough of you that are worthwhile, that make me want to stay. So all of you, jump for fucking joy, or else!!

]]> ~preciouszipster http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/10766510/ http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/10766510/ Sat, 18 Nov 2006 12:30:59 PST
I'm going to use the cut-up technique, cause it fucking fascinates me.



]]> ~preciouszipster http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/10612538/ http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/10612538/ Sat, 04 Nov 2006 10:11:41 PST
If you really feel you should help me, give me a dollar.

"I'm fat & I hate my life" *dollar* "THANK YOU!! I'm fulfilled dollar man."

chew on the fat bitch. All my emotions are in a grave. I'm no gravedigger, you shouldn't be either.

This has been a random service announcement.

]]> ~preciouszipster http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/10510770/ http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/10510770/ Wed, 25 Oct 2006 19:47:50 PDT MrBigs was nice enough to interview me on my book.
the interview:
[23:34] MrB1gz: Lemme see.
[23:34] MrB1gz: First off.
[23:34] MrB1gz: How old are you?
[23:34] PreciousZipp: 19.
[23:34] PreciousZipp:
[23:34] MrB1gz: How long have you been writing?
[23:34] PreciousZipp: since i was a kid
[23:35] MrB1gz: Do you have any dreams, aspirations?
[23:35] PreciousZipp: yes, to finish this damn book.
[23:35] PreciousZipp: to be a writer...
[23:35] MrB1gz: Have you ever tried to cup your hands over your butt and fart, then try to smell it?
[23:35] PreciousZipp: no, but i will now.
[23:35] PreciousZipp: i can usually just smell my farts anyway.
[23:35] PreciousZipp: they're strong.
[23:36] MrB1gz: Do you have any partial or full nude photographs we can use for the published interview?
[23:36] PreciousZipp: yes.
[23:36] PreciousZipp: you can find them on the internet.
[23:36] MrB1gz: I'll have to have the manager contact you for that information.
[23:36] MrB1gz: Have you ever had sex with a midget?
[23:36] PreciousZipp: no, but i want to in the future, that could be a goal of mine.
[23:37] MrB1gz: Have you ever been at the least...partially arroused while being licked by an animal?
[23:37] PreciousZipp: not that i know of
[23:37] MrB1gz: What is your book about?
[23:37] PreciousZipp: some disturbing things i think about in my spare time
[23:37] PreciousZipp: it's a coming of age story about a girl walking down a hallway
[23:38] MrB1gz: Interesting.
[23:38] MrB1gz: Have you ever had sex with a gearshift?
[23:38] PreciousZipp: i can't drive cars with gearshifts.
[23:38] PreciousZipp: the law won't let me.
[23:38] MrB1gz: Explain.
[23:38] MrB1gz: I see.
[23:38] PreciousZipp: i was trying to...
[23:38] PreciousZipp: & they caught me
[23:39] MrB1gz: Have you ever been convicted of anything?
[23:39] PreciousZipp: not yet.
[23:39] MrB1gz: When did you first discover you wanted to be a writer?
[23:40] PreciousZipp: at a very young age, i think i was in fifth grade.
[23:40] MrB1gz: Do you have any raviolis left?
[23:40] PreciousZipp: just one, do you want it?
[23:40] MrB1gz: That would be nice.
[23:40] PreciousZipp: you'll have to reach inside me to get it.
[23:40] MrB1gz: Witty.
[23:40] PreciousZipp: yes.
[23:40] MrB1gz: One last question.
[23:40] PreciousZipp: kay
[23:40] MrB1gz: Could you pee in this cup?
[23:40] PreciousZipp: sure thing.
[23:40] MrB1gz: Right here.

Something dug up on my sayings:
[17:16] preciouszipp: they're just angry vaginas.
[17:17] preciouszipp: pfft, you're not an angry vagina
[17:17] Mr Fucking Bigs: Hahaha.
[17:17] Mr Fucking Bigs: Angry vagina.
[17:17] Mr Fucking Bigs: That's a great insult.
[17:17] preciouszipp: baby popper
[17:17] Mr Fucking Bigs: Stop being a fucking angry vagina.
[17:17] preciouszipp: lol
[17:17] preciouszipp: that's what i often tell my friends
[17:17] preciouszipp: i'm like, "shut your vagina already. i'm tired of you ragging"
[17:18] preciouszipp: i'm such a mean friend.
[17:18] Mr Fucking Bigs: Ahm gonna go call a few people angry fucking vaginas.

What can I say? I have no female etiquette.

]]> ~preciouszipster http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/10252460/ http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/10252460/ Sun, 01 Oct 2006 19:32:07 PDT
I'm busy writing a 114 page... book, I guess? I can't say what it's about, but I'm not gonna stop writing it until I'm done. So if you're wondering or looking for me - I've buried my head in note paper, scribbling my thoughts.

I'm 24 pages in & moving on. It's juicy.

a more used journal of mine: [link] - you can leave rude anonymous comments

]]> ~preciouszipster http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/10026401/ http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/10026401/ Sun, 10 Sep 2006 09:30:12 PDT I'm disappointed in them, because this used to be the place to go to talk to really cool people that had a sense of humor. All those people went away I guess.

Don't worry, I still love some of you. Mostly the ones I send notes to & stuff. You know who you are, & if you don't, you can ask & I will tell you. I do know who you are.

Also, from now on, if I post a photo, comments will be disabled. All the comments are the same, whatev. I don't care. No more. I'm not aspiring to be a photographer. I just get cool pictures every now & then. I'm a firm believer that if you take time to create something, then it's a work of art. So whether you think it's crappy or not good quality - shove it up your ass.

I'm mostly submitting drawings anyway & I will accept hard critique on those, cause, I really want to get better. I know I'm good though, so don't say I suck.

The End & I'm sure I still love you. Or part of me loves you. Something. !Danielle ]]> ~preciouszipster http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/9800566/ http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/9800566/ Mon, 21 Aug 2006 05:06:42 PDT People just have to ruin it for me at DA. Geez.

I do like helpful critique. For some reason, I always manage to get it on the photography instead my drawings/digital art. That's fine, I can handle it. What I can't handle is stupid shit like two words that do nothing at all. Two words aren't going to critique or help me in any kind of way, unless you put "more lighting" on a photograph. I'm not really worried about the "photography" that I do though. Yeah, yeah, it's suckie, I get it. Oh friggen well. I do what I can, alright?! I'm not making anyone pay for it, So I figure I'm okay.

But no, people want to raise hell cause I'm not taking my subject seriously. WHAT?! WHO CARES? I'm not a serious person until you piss me off, & even then I'll make jokes.

So when I'm accepting comments, I'm looking for stuff like this:
"Interesting gallery! You've got a lot of neat concepts. And are good with both sequences and poses. I would like to see you experiment more with lighting in your work. The Doctor image especially would have done well with more mood lighting. Still, your work is good and I hope you continue on with it." - that is a pure example of good critique. They told me what I was good with & what I was bad with & helped me with what I needed to do.

"hmm, what?" ... "this is ugly" ... "i don't like it" ... "ohhh so cute ^^" - Those are BAD critiques. They don't tell me a thing, & if you leave that shit for me to find, I'm probably gonna ask for more information unless it's the last one. I gave up on those people, but it's starting to look like I have to give up on everyone.

While there maybe a lot of good eggs on DA, there's a shit load out there just ready to spoil it for everyone with that rank smell they carry around. Don't worry, they really smell, I'm sure, I was just keeping way with my metaphor.

& if certain people come to this entry bitching at me, saying it's about them & that I need to quit talking about this. Guess what, I'm deleting it. I don't need you ruining my journal. I just want people to understand the critique I'm looking for. ]]> ~preciouszipster http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/9775050/ http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/9775050/ Fri, 18 Aug 2006 18:41:29 PDT chamberofechos


NAME SIX WEIRD HABITS ABOUT YOURSELF

1. When I brush my teeth, I rinse my mouth out three times.
2. Sometimes when I get happy, I rub my nose. I don't know how to explain that..
3. I say "rar" to myself when I'm bored.
4. I have a fan in my room that I'm always turning to point at me, unless someone comes over to my house & then I point it at them & they give me funny looks.
5. I play tetris & listen to the radio.
6. I rip my toenails out.


I'm a strange one. ]]> ~preciouszipster http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/9720626/ http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/9720626/ Mon, 18 Sep 2006 19:08:29 PDT

~FoxNede 's idea. The original stuff is here: [link]

& here shall be my list:
1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Rot
6. Break
7. Heaven
8. Away
9. Cut
10. Breathe
11. Memory - [link]
12. Insanity - [link]
13. Misfortune - [link]
14. Smile - [link]
15. Silence
16. Spit
17. Blood
18. Under
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. War
22. Mother
23. Distasteful
24. Want
25. Lurking
26. Europe
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Urban
30. Rain
31. Flower
32. Night
33. Wrath
34. Moon
35. Walk
36. Precious
37. See
38. Abandoned
39. Dream
40. 4:29 PM
41. Citric Acid
42. Still
43. Die
44. Two Roads
45. Two Guns
46. Drop
47. Dirt
48. Young
49. Preservatives
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Old
53. Desecrate
54. Tower
55. Need
56. Biohazard
57. Sacrificial
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Desert
61. Fairy Tale
62. Voodoo
63. Do Not Disturb
64. City
65. Horrific
66. Snow
67. Drum
68. Hero
69. Annoyance - [link]
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mislead
73. I. Can't.
74. Confrontation
75. Mirror
76. Broken
77. Testament
78. Drink
79. FUCK
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. +
83. Heal
84. Cold
85. Sick
86. Seeing Red
87. Hunger
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drown
92. Rape
93. Iron
94. Soft
95. Advertisement
96. Storm
97. Safety
98. Puzzle
99. Alone
100. Gone

the tablet pwns.

]]> ~preciouszipster http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/9492673/ http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/9492673/ Tue, 25 Jul 2006 17:33:39 PDT [link]
That was.. if you will, the promo shot... for the idea. The idea, was to document, the every not-so-exciting part of a junkie's day in the life.

Doing nothing, not staring at a wall, but nothing worthwhile. Although, staring into space is implied, more than once.

[link] The actual beginning. Imagine, not being slightly awake & operating a camera at the same time. It's lucky I even got the shot.

[link] Planned, but not acting. One of the harder things to do. There was no spit bucket for this, all real, folks.

[link] As in films, there are parts, that certain people will see & relate to that one sequence - as is this. Many parts of this were meant for people, not as a dedication, but for them to see as something they recognize.

[link] In madness, there is humor. Because you're only tortured & scared by something, if you let it do that to you. So, take it any way you will.

[link] Even Junkies have hobbies. Everyone has a hobby, but not everyone lets it get the best of them.

[link] You get what you want out of it, but what I get out of it... is something screaming in the back of my head, from a song I love. (Don't try to understand that, in fact, just skip to the next one)

[link] This is the one I won't let go. It's something I discovered a long time before this was a thought. Being in that position, is exhilarating & terrifying at the same time & to think it was all out of boredom, because I lack someone.

[link] For anyone that has laid awake in the middle of the day. It's almost like you wish you could sleep, but you can't. It's either the light keeping you up, or whatever is in your mind that won't let you do it.

[link] This is the give up part. The part where you say "Why bother?" - like the song says "When masturbation's lost its fun, You're fucking breaking" & Yes, that is what I intended behind that.

[link] A fan favorite. No... more like, you look in the mirror, & you see what you want to see. But however you see yourself, others do NOT see you that way.

[link] Just think, if you could change the world by moving something a certain way, would you? What if your entire world revolved around nothing? All that you could change, would be the object in your hand. You would inevitably, change that.

[link] Some things.. just find their way in. Directors almost always have some kind of trademark they throw into their films... or they just throw themselves in. Or in my case... I just take everything I have & use that instead.

[link] Song induced, but if it wasn't for a friend, I wouldn't have the equipment. Thank you ~handgunsIVhearts
This is another one of those, you can find humorous, or screwed up. Take your pick, you have a choice, if you feel you just have to make it.

[link] The only way you get out of it, is by not watching it. "You didn't watch it." "It was on, but I covered my eyes" ... So you keep watching it, it's always on. Your only defence, is to close your eyes. Your body, is the only weapon you have, sometimes.

[link] There's a sub-theme going on here. Seeing violence & how it affects you. You accept it, you don't want to, but you do. Then you use it, if not on someone else.. on yourself.

[link] Everyone sleeps, everyone knows what it's like... well, you would hope.

[link] & when I awoke, I got a surprise. I created something... that took a toll on me. I can't create anything, without becoming it. It's almost like being a God, except, failing at it.

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a key note... the black & white pict... ]]> ~preciouszipster http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/9396160/ http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/9396160/ Mon, 17 Jul 2006 13:32:40 PDT [link]

Please. for the love of god - people tell me what I'm doing wrong, or right, or what the hell I'm doing.

What am I supposed to be doing?!

I picture how it's supposed to look in my head & I can see it looking right. Light hits it & causes shadows to fall in certain places... but then I actually do it & it looks like that mess up there.

Why's it so hard to learn this?

[edit] - It'd be really helpful actually, if people who were doing what I'm trying to do, could help me. ]]> ~preciouszipster http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/9347577/ http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/9347577/ Tue, 11 Jul 2006 19:59:59 PDT

I'm the worst at it. Really, I need to be shot. ]]> ~preciouszipster http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/9171986/ http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/9171986/ Sat, 24 Jun 2006 18:55:45 PDT [ ] during the summer the only shoes i wear are flip flops
[ ] my favorite toys as a child were barbies
[ ] my favorite colour is pink or purple
[X] I did Gymnastics
[X] I love skirts
[ ] hollister is one of my favorite places to shop
[ ] tight jeans are the only jeans i'll wear
[X]I love chocolate
[X]I've never had a real job

TOTAL: 4

[X] my hair is almost always straightened
[ ] I have at least 8 myspace pictures
[ ] I usually go shopping once a week
[ ] I love to hang out at the mall with friends
[ ] I have a real diamond ring or diamond necklace or earings
[ ] I've gone to a tanning salon
[ ] I've gone to the beach to tan - not to swim
[ ] I have at least 10 pairs of shoes
[ ] I watch either the OC or Laguna Beach
[ ] I change my icon weekly
[ ] I wear a shower cap

TOTAL: 1

[ ] I don’t shop at Hot Topic
[ ] my cell phone might as well become a part of me
[ ] I wear mascara everyday
[ ] I've been or am on a diet
[ ] bathing suits are adorable
[ ] I dont know the difference between a sheep and a goat.
[ ] big sunglasses are hott
[ ] I have gotten my nails done before
[ ] MTV is one of my favorite channels

TOTAL: 0

[ ] all I want to do at sleepovers is talk about boys
[ ] I love to have gurls do my hair
[ ] I give and recieve hugs from all my friends
[ ] I hate bugs
[ ] carnivals are so fun!
[ ] Summer is THE best season
[ ] my swimsuit has 2 pieces
[X] Im waiting for my knight in shining armor
[X] musicians are so hot
[X] you write me a poem and tell me im beautiful and im all yours

TOTAL: 3

[ ] I am self-conscious
[X] I cry often
[ ] my car smells like vanilla or cherry
[X] my dishes get washed more than once a week (isn't that just being clean though??)
[ ] I dont do sports
[X] I HATE to run (I have a fuckin heart murmor. :angry: )
[ ] I squeal when i am surprised or angry ( angry? )
[ ] I eat dried fruit as a snack (wet fruit.. )
[ ] I love romance novels
[ ] Drew Barrymore is so cute (grr..)

TOTAL: 3

[X] I dance a lot.
[ ] usually spend an hour or over to get ready to leave my house
[ ] I only have like 5 billion hair products
[X] I love to get dressed up.
[ ] every part of my outfit needs to match
[ ] I talk on the phone at least once a day to my friends
[X] I would love to have a photo shoot
[ ] I apply lip stuff 50 times a day
[X] I wish I were a model

TOTAL: 4

[X] I wish I could meet Paris Hilton ( to rape her.. )
[ ] I have been something that was semi
[ ] I own Uggs
[ ] Hip Hop is the best music (...)
[X] I pop my collar (because it's always 1985 in my world)
[X] I like to be the center of attention
[ ] guys with Mohawks are crazy
[ ] horses are beautiful
[ ] I'd rather not pay attention in school
[X] Cats are adorable

TOTAL: 4

[X] I write my own music
[ ] I would love to visit Hawaii
[ ] Valentine's day is so cute!
[ ] white is better than black
[ ] I wouldn't be caught dead in all black
[X] my closet is STOCK FULL of clothes
[ ] hate the grunge look
[ ] I love to read magazines (wants to kill all magazine writers..)

TOTAL: 2

[ ] I love to gossip
[X] I had Lisa Frank folders/posters/notebooks as a kid
[ ] I love Celine Dion
[ ] my bubble baths are 1-2hrs long
[ ] My wedding only needs a groom because it's already planned (scary..)
[ ]My friends and I are in a strict group. We mostly only hang out with each other.
[X] I like little kids
[ ] Diet drinks are the best
[ ] I'm all about being vegetarian (go die.)
[ ] I refuse to eat at McDonalds (i only eat the mcflurries.)

TOTAL: 2

[ ]I check my myspace everyday.
[ ] I love life! (i so just thought of chicken lady..)
[ ] I have a lot of jewlery!
[ ] my screen name(s) have x's in them
[ ] either one of my myspace names has/had <3's or in them
[ ] I would never want to be the opposite sex
[ ] It's not what he/she said it's the way he/she said it (wut?)
[ ]I have more than 3 pillows on m... ]]> ~preciouszipster http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/9144800/ http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/9144800/ Thu, 22 Jun 2006 06:40:17 PDT


Look at this people?! [link]

[edit] thanks to everyone who bumps my page too ]]> ~preciouszipster http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/9125241/ http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/9125241/ Tue, 20 Jun 2006 10:38:52 PDT
GRR. ]]> ~preciouszipster http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/9049027/ http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/9049027/ Mon, 12 Jun 2006 16:45:42 PDT ~preciouszipster http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/8493747/ http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/8493747/ Sun, 16 Apr 2006 20:50:15 PDT
I've been working on other things & it's just easy to do this photo stuff, since it's laying around.

There are 2 big projects in planning though, one is almost done actually... & the other one should come together pretty fast, I'm hoping.

enjoy whatev is here. ]]> ~preciouszipster http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/8461822/ http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/8461822/ Thu, 13 Apr 2006 18:00:16 PDT
around.

!Danielle & I need to do a project already.. but I need a place to put it.. I'm sure she has one.. but that's confusing.

Oh no, am I waiting for a bomb to explode? ]]> ~preciouszipster http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/8119581/ http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/8119581/ Fri, 10 Mar 2006 11:46:31 PST




- this one mostly cause her & some other people helped me out when it came to being sick.


This is pretty silly cause it's online, but still. These are good people.

I am an idiot & I thought I put in someone, but I guess I forgot..
I'd like to thank for suggesting the milk. & for telling me to lay on my stomach. ]]> ~preciouszipster http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/7998004/ http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/7998004/ Sat, 25 Feb 2006 10:13:47 PST ~preciouszipster http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/7883917/ http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/7883917/ Mon, 13 Feb 2006 14:06:50 PST ~preciouszipster http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/7810873/ http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/7810873/ Sun, 05 Feb 2006 15:54:26 PST [O.o]
/)__)
-"--"- O RLY?

it. ]]> ~preciouszipster http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/7614916/ http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/7614916/ Sun, 15 Jan 2006 21:09:10 PST

- The DA pet, get it while it's hot. ]]> ~preciouszipster http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/7566672/ http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/7566672/ Tue, 10 Jan 2006 17:06:20 PST
I had all these pictures on my camera & then when it was time to take the pictures off the card, they got corrupted somehow & now they're all gone. Well, some are still there, but a shit load of them are missing - as in, all the good ones I really wanted are gone.

I want to throw myself into a wall or just punch a wall or something.

That card is fucked up; I just know it. If it is in fact corrupted for sure, I want to go down to that damn Best Buy, find the guy who sold it to my dad & beat the living shit out of him.

Whatev.

That all just made my whole day shitty, considering that I decided to do the photos today instead of doing other things that I could be doing now if I had known that something was going to fuck everything up.

I'm just pissed now.

Soo... you may or may not see any new photos that I have to offer; sucks too because I was hoping they'd be twice as better quality than the others I've submitted before.

But, I could be angry for no reason & I might not have to worry about any of this. I will anyway. GRRR. ]]> ~preciouszipster http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/7435458/ http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/7435458/ Tue, 27 Dec 2005 22:07:01 PST ~preciouszipster http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/7412240/ http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/7412240/ Sun, 25 Dec 2005 10:05:07 PST

...I can't stop sneezing.

[link]

Good times. ]]> ~preciouszipster http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/7405048/ http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/7405048/ Sat, 24 Dec 2005 16:01:26 PST
[link] 1
[link] 2

Read, please? ]]> ~preciouszipster http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/7356540/ http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/7356540/ Mon, 19 Dec 2005 16:51:08 PST my stuff tend to be My Chemical Romance fans. Is that a coincidence or is there something to it? Does something in my pieces just happen to speak to the kind of people that listen to that kind of music?

I only ask because I want to know what's attracting people. That way I can keep it up or drop a few things if I or other people don't like them. ]]> ~preciouszipster http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/7327236/ http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/7327236/ Fri, 16 Dec 2005 11:25:28 PST Know I don't hate you.
Don't want to fight you.
Know I'll always love you.
But right know i just don't like you.
Cause you took this to far. - Relient K

Whatev.

Today was my last day of school. We had a christmas party & I got gifts & cards. ]]> ~preciouszipster http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/7212151/ http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/7212151/ Sat, 03 Dec 2005 13:05:16 PST
CONSPIRACY!!

perhaps the cold is just making me crazy? ]]> ~preciouszipster http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/7134717/ http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/7134717/ Thu, 24 Nov 2005 17:30:35 PST
I don't know why I keep posting that everywhere.. I highly doubt I mean it. Strange ass holiday too, all you do is eat a planned meal. Who the fuck thought this up?

Don't tell me it was the Native Americans cause I know damn well they were busy trying to plant corn until whitey showed up...

]]> ~preciouszipster http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/7087351/ http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/7087351/ Sat, 19 Nov 2005 08:44:57 PST [link]

Check it.



...I want eggnog soooo bad right now. More than I want blood in my body. Wha?

...close enough. ]]> ~preciouszipster http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/7043098/ http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/7043098/ Mon, 14 Nov 2005 08:00:26 PST
...



I just feel like it. ya know?

Oh yeah - Gilbert Gottfried spoke about being fired from SNL. HOSHT, man. & they showed the Charles Rocket F-Bomb clip. That made my night.

quite a few look good for their age too.

lindsay. ]]> ~preciouszipster http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/7033810/ http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/7033810/ Sun, 13 Nov 2005 08:24:42 PST 2 for my family &
3 for my heartache &
4 for my headaches! &
5 for my lonely &
6 for my sorrow &
7 for no tomorrow &
8 I forget what 8 was for! &
9 for a lost god &
10 for everything!!

You can all just kiss off into the air
Behind my back I can see them stare
They'll hurt me bad but I won't mind
They'll hurt me bad, they do it all the time

]]> ~preciouszipster http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/6848758/ http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/6848758/ Sun, 23 Oct 2005 19:02:29 PDT
lawl. ]]> ~preciouszipster http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/6455099/ http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/6455099/ Thu, 08 Sep 2005 22:59:20 PDT ~preciouszipster http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/5804390/ http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/5804390/ Thu, 30 Jun 2005 17:55:04 PDT
I will be more dedicated to this now, though. Promise. Oh yes. I'm back. ]]> ~preciouszipster http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/1953510/ http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/1953510/ Thu, 04 Mar 2004 20:04:47 PST ~preciouszipster http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/1835765/ http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/1835765/ Thu, 12 Feb 2004 21:16:37 PST ~preciouszipster http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/1788311/ http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/1788311/ Tue, 03 Feb 2004 14:22:22 PST ~preciouszipster http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/1783586/ http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/1783586/ Mon, 02 Feb 2004 15:27:01 PST
"Daily activities shouldn't really keep me going, its just the chest pains I want to stop." ]]> ~preciouszipster http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/1777088/ http://preciouszipster.deviantart.com/journal/1777088/ Sun, 01 Feb 2004 11:11:50 PST ~preciouszipster