http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:psychomelodramajean&section=today deviantART RSS for by:psychomelodramajean en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 22 Dec 2009 17:02:44 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/26125325/ http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/26125325/ Thu, 23 Jul 2009 08:48:08 PDT New photos perhaps to follow.

]]> ~psychomelodramajean http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/23529438/ http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/23529438/ Wed, 04 Mar 2009 18:12:52 PST
c'est la vie

]]> ~psychomelodramajean http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/13943789/ http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/13943789/ Mon, 30 Jul 2007 15:44:56 PDT

Abes of Maine is a store, just in case.




I will be taking more pictures soon.

]]> ~psychomelodramajean http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/13652626/ http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/13652626/ Sat, 07 Jul 2007 23:09:08 PDT
I add a lot of things to favorites. mostly photography.
I love to browse, I love to look.

Looking through these pages of things that have caught my eye or inspired in the past has shown me how much I've grown and changed in these last two years, artistically and as a person.

Things that I have added to favorites in the past would never catch my eye now.
I see things differently, and I like to think it's an improvement.

I can see so much change and growth in my gallery.

There is so much beauty. I like to find beauty in everything.



I hope that perhaps in another two years I can look back at the favorites I add these days and see change.

Change is good.

]]> ~psychomelodramajean http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/13585259/ http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/13585259/ Mon, 02 Jul 2007 22:30:48 PDT
my camera is broken. I have no money.
I'm going to college to study photography.
Jacksonville University in Jacksonvile FL.

also, I am 18 now, yesterday was ma birffday.






I DONT HAVE A CAMERA I THINK I'LL DIE. ]]> ~psychomelodramajean http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/12228667/ http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/12228667/ Sun, 18 Mar 2007 06:32:32 PDT how uncharacteristically girly.


I think I've come to the conclusion that White Lilies are my favorite flower.


Also, my photography is going to be in an art show tonight.

I'll talk about that more later.

]]> ~psychomelodramajean http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/11435543/ http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/11435543/ Sun, 14 Jan 2007 13:58:39 PST One of them accidentally.... and it would be the more expensive one of which I have only one roll of film purchased.... which only contains 10 pictures... rather than the one with, oh 4 rolls of 24 pictures.
whatever.

I can't wait to get my holga pictures developed. that is, when I actually take some pictures.

I'm going to do that.



anyway, I will take more pictures this year, I swear.

]]> ~psychomelodramajean http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/10941246/ http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/10941246/ Sun, 03 Dec 2006 20:00:28 PST
i'm not an attention whore.
it's not to get people to my site.



I just.. like... pictures.


also, I am getting a holga.
and I have a polaroid camera.. and the film is ridiculously expensive.

also, umm...

I'm getting my own laptop?
and I'm freaking out about college cause I don't know where to go?
and I think I might want to major in photography?
and I'm not so sure that's a wise decision?
because it's difficult to get a reasonable career in photography?
and there is a lot of competition?
and I don't want to end up in a job I hate?



Anyway, I spent today watching Scrubs, Friends and The L Word on youtube.

check out my vids if you so want to indulge yourself [link]


also, I have a lot of pictures to submit here.

]]> ~psychomelodramajean http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/10761729/ http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/10761729/ Fri, 17 Nov 2006 23:56:49 PST

I'm inspired.








(is it just me or has the selection of moods for journals become very limited?)

]]> ~psychomelodramajean http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/10434261/ http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/10434261/ Wed, 18 Oct 2006 12:59:36 PDT ViolentReactionInc for being my 100th watcher!





Check out my video blogs at [link]

and my iron maiden video, including clips from the concert!
[link]

]]> ~psychomelodramajean http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/10329340/ http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/10329340/ Sun, 08 Oct 2006 19:30:27 PDT
It's pretty important to me: [link]

]]> ~psychomelodramajean http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/10235192/ http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/10235192/ Sat, 30 Sep 2006 09:54:12 PDT
this is amazing. I've been in love with their music for two years, ever since discovering them on purevolume.
They've grown significantly in popularity since them, and wow.
Last night I got to see them play and I got to meet Nick Thomas, frontman.

See it:
[link]

For some pics from the concert, check out my other account: ~music-graffiti

]]> ~psychomelodramajean http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/10092392/ http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/10092392/ Sat, 16 Sep 2006 15:08:31 PDT check it out [link]


my youtube page.. uh, check it out [link]



and, I need to renew my subscrition.
I have 5403 deviations to look at.


oh and I'm about 5 watchers away from 100 watchers.


no new pics. .... why?


-rebecca ]]> ~psychomelodramajean http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/9945049/ http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/9945049/ Sat, 02 Sep 2006 21:08:07 PDT
I think, that you should watch this video.
it's short.
and vaguely entertaining.


WATCH IT.
it's youtube, it's easy

[link]
go go go go go!


oh and.. umm.. I need inspiration, please.
for pictures. ]]> ~psychomelodramajean http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/9651929/ http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/9651929/ Tue, 08 Aug 2006 16:49:30 PDT

Heh.
Well, I didn't get to see launch day because I had no internet.
I'm currently in New Jersey, since the 29th until who knows when.
I don't have the heart to change my location from the Dominican Republic to the US.

Right now I still don't have my own internet, I'm stealing my neighbors wireless. Heh.
What they don't know won't hurt them.

I need to update my subscription. I want to see deviantart in all of it's glory.

I've taken so many pictures, but not too many artistic... kind of work.
We'll see.
I have tons of crap to do, and I'm insanely busy so I won't be around much until September.



go have supper.. or cowbell. or snakes on a plane. whatever.

-rebecca ]]> ~psychomelodramajean http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/9344196/ http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/9344196/ Tue, 11 Jul 2006 13:57:28 PDT Happy!

The one I particularly like is EXPRESSIVE.
It's perfect.
This is the category I've been waiting for.

I feel like MOST of the pictures I upload are in the wrong category, but there is no where else to put them.
Expressive ("Photographs that use the human form or face to communicate an idea, emotion or concept. This differs from emotive photography in that it does not necessarily intend to portray the emotions of the photographer or model, but rather to communicate an idea or concept in general.") is exactly what I feel like my pictures should be in.

alright.
There is also children and infants. whatever, I don't take pictures of them.

and self-portraits. that's handy, although I don't think it's entirely necessary.




Alrighty!
-re becca










My concert photography:
Myspazeee [link]
Xangazzz [link]
umm Hi5zzz? [link] ]]> ~psychomelodramajean http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/9296348/ http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/9296348/ Thu, 06 Jul 2006 20:22:42 PDT that's ridiculous.
So I cleared it all.
Starting from scratch.
I'm actually going to comment on things people I watch submit.
It's shocking, I know.

I figrued, I would never get along to browsing 2500 deviations.
I did the same with the 1000 something backlog of journals.
Ladies and gentlemen that I watch, I am actually reading the journals you post now.

Of course, I'm going away in a bit more than three weeks, where it will get backlogged again.

Too bad.


The Omen was pretty good. Yes. It's a remake.
I haven't seen the original, but that's not my fault!
I can only find the sequels for rent here. It's silly.
I have the same problem with The Crow.
The original is nowhere to be found.
But the sequel.. with Tara Reid (high class acting, to be sure), is fully stocked

Anyway, when I get to New Jersey I am going to rent a pile of all the movies I've been meaning to watch and just stay up all night enjoying.
Any suggestions?
I love the bizarre.










My concert photography:
Myspazeee [link]
Xangazzz [link]
umm Hi5zzz? [link] ]]> ~psychomelodramajean http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/9249451/ http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/9249451/ Sun, 02 Jul 2006 09:07:35 PDT Is that a grey hair?
A wrinkle?!!?


Ok, I'm not that old.

Chhh guys.


I've been seeing a lot of amazing photography here on dA these days.
Maybe it's because I've had more time to browse, but still, kudos to all those awesome photographers on deviantart... you guys are all inspirations.

It's less than a month until I leave the Dominican Republic, probably for good.
Oh come on, don't cry.
Stop it!
So sensitive, golly.

I'm going to do some travelling around the US this summer.
I hope that gives me a chance to see new things and take pictures of them.



Requests:

Give me money. I want a new and improved camera.

Take me somewhere, it's my birthday!



Ok thanks for listening to the rambles of my now 17-year-old mind.



LOVESSS,
Rebecca/Veronica/Franny/Nancy










My concert photography:
Myspazeee [link]
Xangazzz [link]
umm Hi5zzz? [link] ]]> ~psychomelodramajean http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/9117898/ http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/9117898/ Mon, 19 Jun 2006 16:53:27 PDT I found my battery charger, my wallet, and my other shoe.
All that is still missing is my cat...


Wow, I hit 10,000 pageviews today.










My concert photography: ]]> ~psychomelodramajean http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/9068994/ http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/9068994/ Wed, 14 Jun 2006 17:02:31 PDT Not that there is anything wrong with pretty things.
Beauty helps the world turn in a way.

But I want to say something.
Anyone can take a photo, but not everyone can say something with it.

My photography class is going famously.
I'm definetely seeing an improvement in my photography since I began.
I have some photos I'm in love with to upload.

It bothers me that my photos are too bright or vibrant.

It also bothers me that I can't get my aperture past f/8.


But I took a roll of pictures! Film!
I haven't done that in years.
I need to develop them. Tomorrow.
Maybe I'll make a scanner appear and upload them. Isn's that exciting?! *jumps up and down*
That is, if they are any good.

Apparently I'm graduating high school a semester early. Well, I can. If I want to.
Do I want to?
And, from there, I will either intern with a photographer or take photography class at a community college and work for a semester.



So that is the scoop.

-rebecca










My concert photography: ]]> ~psychomelodramajean http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/8891792/ http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/8891792/ Sat, 27 May 2006 10:26:30 PDT

I am such an amateur, but here we go. I'll learn this stuff, cross my heart.



There is something wrong with my house.
I am missing a shoe (one of my black converse)
I am missing my wallet.
I am missing my battery charger.
I am missing my kitty cat

I am missing my brain.

I'm cleaning my room.... getting a little ready to leave. Soon I'll have to start packing things away. That's nerve-wracking.

Anyway, I learned plenty today. I mostly learned that I don't know anything about technical photography. I've been leaning way too much on the quality of my camera, and the fact that is it digital.
I'm going to start concentrating on quality, not just of composition, but using the correct apeture, shutter speed and things like that.
Strangely my camera's range is f/2.7 to f/8.0.


I have to make prints or a mosaic too.
Anyway, we'll see.
I'll just keep drinking my coke and cleaning my room.








]]> ~psychomelodramajean http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/8874550/ http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/8874550/ Thu, 25 May 2006 14:10:12 PDT Nightfall, my little baby!






Someone tell him he has to come home!

Fortunately the vets office is really close to my house, so he might wander home.
If he doesn't, who will sleep in my bed with me?!




Other not so important stuff:
Taking a photography class saturdays 8-1.

have some new models.

school is almost over.

two months and a couple days until I leave... maybe for good.



oh yeah, Lost season finale was insane.


ok. everyone pray for my kitty cat! I keep hearing meowing, thinking it's him.








http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/8662780/ Wed, 03 May 2006 14:00:53 PDT

She is soo busy. Her back hurts with school work.
And she's taking SATs Saturday. She really hasn't studied enough, and knows it.

She wants to take a lot of pictures. And she wants to know how to get a Holgaroid. If you know, can you please tell her?

Not only that, but the screen on her laptop died! At least she can hook it up to her monitor!



Rebecca also has a flickr. She just didn't think you should know yet.
You can find that at.. some webpage. Hold on let me look it up.
Ok here we go: [link]

She puts some pictures there that aren't anywhere else.


Oh and she has another deviantart account! This is one 'specially for concert photos. I think you are going to check it out now!



Anyway, there is a Mithril concert this Saturday which Rebecca is sooo going to, and she's going to take a lot of great pictures.




Alright, it's been an honor to write this journal for Rebecca today.. who is sooo pretty and awesome and cool. Go add her on myspace or something.
Her myspace is [link]
(what, is she obsessed with this psychomelodramajean thing? it's her xanga too! and her photobucket! and everything else. whatever. freak)



lovingly yours,
Gypsy Veronica.


lovelovelove








]]> ~psychomelodramajean http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/8629072/ http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/8629072/ Sun, 30 Apr 2006 09:16:13 PDT
I'm going to try..... black and white... photography.

I want a polaroid camera. I know that's really trendy now, but I really want one...
And I think I'm going to buy some disposable cameras and see what happens.


Yesterday I went to a friend of mine's house, Oz. He has an awesome house and backyard. He has a basement for goodness sake. So I want to do a photoshoot there.


V for Vendetta is an amazing movie.



It's really funny. While I'm in the outside world I'm confident about photography. I get to dA and that pretty much disappears. Too much talent and skill here, I'll tell ya.



That is all, carry on.

-rebecca








]]> ~psychomelodramajean http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/8533461/ http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/8533461/ Thu, 20 Apr 2006 16:12:17 PDT
So I thought I'd dedicate this journal to this:


If you haven't seen it yet, go take a look.








]]> ~psychomelodramajean http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/8521113/ http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/8521113/ Wed, 19 Apr 2006 13:15:34 PDT

I can go through my 1725 deviations now!








]]> ~psychomelodramajean http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/8521107/ http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/8521107/ Wed, 19 Apr 2006 13:14:55 PDT

I can go through my 1725 deviations now!








]]> ~psychomelodramajean http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/8479456/ http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/8479456/ Sat, 15 Apr 2006 13:46:37 PDT
So, that's between 5 and 15 days? ]]> ~psychomelodramajean http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/8284949/ http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/8284949/ Mon, 27 Mar 2006 13:26:12 PST
I submitted an entry to the Show Yourself contest.
Taking self-portraits with any degree of creativity is no joke! It's tough.
It kind of gets me down when I browse the top favorited entries of the contest and some of them are just the simple 3 minute set-up shot of your face self-portrait. No degree of thought, just a pretty face.
And they get more attention than the shot that I spent hours working on... either setting up or taking different angles, ideas, etc.
Am I being a whiny baby?
Yes. Yes I am.

Either way, I am very satisfied with the shot I submitted:


It's been a while since I've done serious self-portrait work.
It has upsides and downsides.

Hmm about a week until my subscription runs out. La di da.




Want free stuff? Of course you do!
I'm sending free stuff! For reals!
Read more here: [link]
I want to send you free stuff. I want to.








]]> ~psychomelodramajean http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/8195845/ http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/8195845/ Sat, 18 Mar 2006 08:37:12 PST

I'm going to be moving in about four and a half months, out of the Dominican Republic, perhaps for good, perhaps not.
I am a perpetual PACK RAT.
My drawers, my closet, my shelves, under my bed, etc. are all filled with knickknacks, and little things I found too significant to throw away, but not significant enought to display somewhere. Everything has some little story behind it.

I don't want to throw this stuff away, but I have to get rid of it.
My proposition is this: send me a note, with your address, and I'll write you a letter, including one of my random little objects, with the story behind it.
I'm serious about this!

I want more than one note! Heck, tell your friends. What do you have to lose?



Anyway, that's the important part of my journal.
Other little, less important, things.
I've made a separate dA account for my concert photos... since I seem to be taking a lot of those.
They don't get a lot of attention when I submit them on this page, so I thought I wouldn't have them cluttering up here, and I could upload more there.
The account is ~music-graffiti if you are interested.

Also tonight I'm going to see Sociedad Tabu! That doesn't mean anything to you, but they are my absolute favorite local band. Their music is just, love.
So I'm looking forward to that. I think I might meet the band, but you never know things are gonna go at these things.



SEND ME NOTES! I know you all want a letter from me. I'll perfume it and everything!



love, psychomelodramarebeccajean








]]> ~psychomelodramajean http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/8137295/ http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/8137295/ Sun, 12 Mar 2006 08:13:13 PST skepticality and Annette, who will soon have a dA account.
These are some of my best friends.

I simply love the Botanical Gardens.
They are so beautiful.








: ]]> ~psychomelodramajean http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/8015592/ http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/8015592/ Tue, 28 Feb 2006 09:40:50 PST
I fell away a little from dA. Nothing big, just a little, not posting. I'm going to push my way back in now.
I've been posting self-portraits, cause I'm a silly whore.
I need a photo shoot.
I need a location for a photoshoot.

I'm happy. I'm moving forward as a photographer. I'm photographer for [link]
That's the big metal movement here in the DR. If there is a huge concert, they will be behind it.
At the last concert I got upstage to take photos for some bands, due to a guy I know. It was great.
So now two of those bands want me to take photos for them at all their concerts.
I'm really happy about it. Even if concert photography isn't my thing, I enjoy it and it's exiting.



I watched Walk the Line last night with the three girls in the back from this shoot
It was fun and I like Johnny Cash even more now.





Everyone look at this:

Love it. Love love love.




I still haven't picked up the film camera yet, but I hope to soon. Perhaps at the next shoot I'll try some shots with it, we'll see.




I want you to give these two a little lovin': ~Cheizi and ~Dark-Irish








: ]]> ~psychomelodramajean http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/7928969/ http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/7928969/ Fri, 17 Feb 2006 19:55:08 PST

Today I am extra in a movie.





I need to post more art. I think.








: ]]> ~psychomelodramajean http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/7900484/ http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/7900484/ Tue, 14 Feb 2006 20:03:44 PST

oops no..

man..

it's 12:01 AM, Feb. 15.




























Ironic.








: ]]> ~psychomelodramajean http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/7885762/ http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/7885762/ Mon, 13 Feb 2006 16:55:06 PST My dad's old camera...











: ]]> ~psychomelodramajean http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/7869332/ http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/7869332/ Sat, 11 Feb 2006 23:01:20 PST Sociedad Tabu is amazing.

this is beautiful:

I gave my cats baths today. Surprisingly, they don't hate me any more than usual. Now they just smell nice.








: ]]> ~psychomelodramajean http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/7773385/ http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/7773385/ Wed, 01 Feb 2006 17:01:27 PST
I've been keeping myself busy.
Mainly by being the new community manager at *I--, which is a self-portrait group. You should check it out, fool.


I'm taking cinematography class.

Death By Stereo concert Friday. Photoshoot Saturday


I bought nice make-up.








: ]]> ~psychomelodramajean http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/7729951/ http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/7729951/ Sat, 28 Jan 2006 08:39:53 PST
It's really pathetic.


In other news, most of the things I put in the footer of my journal has been transfered to my shoutbox.
I find that to be easier on the eyes.

Interesting things going on in my life in the area of photography.
My entire grade (seven people) is organizing the yearbook for my school, including taking photos.
Yesterday we organized a school wide water balloon fight. Never. Ever. Again.
2000 water balloons filled. Pretty crazy

Regardless, I got to take a lot of photos of the event.
I'm really learning how to use this new camera, finally.
Shutter speeds and aperture had me stooped. I think I'm getting it now.

I found this emoticon I like:





]]> ~psychomelodramajean http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/7673230/ http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/7673230/ Sun, 22 Jan 2006 06:34:31 PST





Melodramatic whores.

]]> ~psychomelodramajean http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/7623278/ http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/7623278/ Mon, 16 Jan 2006 18:01:13 PST
Here is another one.

Please enjoy this thorough entry.

here it is:



B00BS!!1!




ps please vote on my poll... it's dumb

~~~

PETA is full of double standards. Warning, harsh language.

People I heart:

People I admire:

People I like: and many more!


Groups


http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/7576165/ Wed, 11 Jan 2006 17:01:58 PST It seems everyone is fond of talking about movies in their journal, so I thought I'd bandwagon and tell you about some movies I've seen recently.
Please keep in mind that recent for me means released two months ago in the theater for you.

Mmmkay..
Narnia: I've been a fan of the Narnia Chronicles since I was a kid. They were read aloud to me when I was young, and I watched the BBC movies constantly. I think it was about 5th grade when I read them for myself. Anyway, about when lord of the rings came out, I said "they should make narnia." They meaning anyone.. who makes movies. I didn't set my hopes too high watching this, for fear that they'd screw it up. But, in fact, I was not disappointed. There was only one change I wasn't satisfied with, but I'm not going into that.

Harry Potter: Ahhh.. my favorite book in the series so far. I've been pretty happy with the movies so far, but they can't quite do the books justice. Not that any movie ever does the book justice. I enjoyed this movie a lot. I was angry when they changed stuff, but mostly they kept to the point. I don't think they could have done this better, considering the length and detail of the book. And, there was eye-candy.

Memoirs of a Geisha: An amazing book. I wasn't sure what to expect from the movie. And.. this is amazing... there is nothing I didn't like about it. I was happy with this book transitioned to movie. I am never completely satisfied when a book I love is made into a movie. But this time I was. I recommend anyone read the book, and then watch this movie.

11:14: Not a new movie, but I just thought I'd mention it, since I saw it recently. I was impressed. I recommend it, though some parts may not be for the faint of heart. One of those movies that might make your head spin a little.

Memento: More wonderful older stuff. Recommended.

Crash: Love! Very strong movie. Very well done.




So that's my recent movie list.. I've watched others, but I just can't think of them now.


------------


Another section.
I. got. fangs.
I ordered them several weeks ago and they finally got here!



Ignore the not-so-good picture, and my ugliness from not wearing make-up etc. Oh, photoshop likes me.
Anywhoo. I'm going to do some vampire themed photos soon. Tomorrow, as soon as I can get some corn syrup to make fake blood.
I'm going to use them for the Doppleganger contest as a suzi9mm entry, and on a contest on ~VampireChroniclesFan


Me and ~Cheizi have a shoot scheduled soon. Yey! My first one with my new cam, Canon Powershot S2 IS.
I can't wait.

I also finally got my 512 mb card. Expect much higher quality from me soon.


-----


To end my huge entry, I want to give some random love shout-outs, to people I admire, and people who have supported me by commenting and faving my works a lot.

Supporters:





And then the people who are just awesome:
--> inspiration!
---> more inspiration!



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My friend ~Cheizi is finally getting back from New York today.

Ya'll know the beautiful model, Brittany, known for
and along with others, cause she's purty and stuff, got a dA account. ~complacencie

So I had a pretty good new years and all that.
I can't wait to be all photoshooting with my new cam.

I'm looking for models to spice up my gallery.
Seriously. If you live in the Dominican Republic, perhaps we can work something out.


I want a new avatar.



edit: check out *buriedtreasure

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I haven't named him yet, but he's already met the flamingos and played with marbles, hermit crabs and my brother.

Stay tuned for updates.


If you are itching for hot guys right here on deviantart, I would advise stopping by the page of these three deviants:
and
Drool yours eyes out.

And some things:











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People I admire: http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/7366325/ Tue, 20 Dec 2005 17:48:59 PST Some of my favorite pictures I've ever taken.

Lots of the lovely girl Brittany, who is my model here from two previous shoots:


I already submitted one picture.. check it out man.

Also another model to add. ~Cheizi's cousin..
You should check out ~Cheizi, she's going to have a lot of photos from the shoot aswell, and very lovely photos.

We're insane, and we love it.
Picnicking on people's front lawns... almost crashing golf carts (that was me) and sneaking into backyards.

Dang we had good times.
Even though I now have 200 something deviations to look at in my inbox and like.. 60 journals.
Ouch.






marry me.


-rEBECCA

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http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/7282013/ Sun, 11 Dec 2005 11:10:25 PST -What is would be like if our blood tasted like nacho cheese, and the rest of us tasted like nacho chips.
(you don't want to know)

School is almost out for Christmas Break.
you have no idea how happy those words are to me.

I have an incredible amount of work to do today, but let's not think about that.
I'm working on a short story that has a setting, characters, an ending... but no plot whatsoever.


I love Queen of the Damned.

I'm in love with all of these:





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People I like: ~psychomelodramajean http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/7241013/ http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/7241013/ Tue, 06 Dec 2005 18:11:43 PST Whenever anyone's deviation is removed, people's argument against this removal is because the deviation was "awesome."

Ok. They don't seem to understand, the deviation was not removed because it wasn't "awesome," it was removed because it broke the policy of the website.
Regardless of how amazing the piece may be, it goes against the site rules.
I hate how people whine and complain when they broke a well explained, logical rule, and they were penalised because of it.

Then, they procede to point out a series of other deviations that break the same rule.
Well. If you think it's unfair that this deviation should be deleted, why don't you report it?
That's what the little "Report Deviation as Policy Violation" button under deviations is for.

That's my little rant. It's been bothering me for some time.

I'm *this* close to 4000 pageviews. I don't deserve it, hah.



I'm stillllll comtemplating deleting old deviations..... I don't know.

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And someone who I think it really underrate:

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People I like: http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/7218558/ Sun, 04 Dec 2005 08:42:42 PST
I just when through my list of people I watch. And set it to receive every. single. journal. entry.

I think I had set about 50% to not receive journal entries from.
But I checked all the journal boxes.
I think I just signed up for suicide.

I have a hard time keeping up with journal entries as it is, haha.
How many people do I watch, now? 200 something, I'm not sure.


Anyway, I watched Gia the other night.
Wow. Very sad story.
Afterwards I looked up the story of her life, and realized they changed a lot for the movie. But it was amazing regardless.
Oh yeah, and last night I went to see 40 Year Old Virgin. Pretty funny.


I have a myspace. If anyone wants to add me... [link]

I don't use myspace much anymore. But

Oh yeah, my xanga is [link]

Check that out if you so desire.

I feel chatty today, so hit me up on aim: tophattapdance

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http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/7161189/ Sun, 27 Nov 2005 18:31:01 PST
I made it through all of that without passing out, so that's good.

I'm not sunburned, I'm a good sun-block wearing girl.

I'm thinking about something, but for now it's a secret. Maybe forever.



Anywhoo. I have pictures to submit... a few.

I've sent joining notes to many groups and still haven't gotten responses.

So some thumbs for you:





And I'm just random plugging this person, cause they are ubertalented:

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People I like: http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/7125157/ Wed, 23 Nov 2005 16:43:01 PST
What are your thoughts?


I'm going away Thursday through Sunday. I dread the sight of my Message Center when I get back.





I promise I'll come back from the beach with some delicious pictures. Really. I have a pretty friend with pretty hair and she's going to be there. She will not escape my camera.



I feel bad not putting up thumbs. I'll just put one. Promise.



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http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/7094959/ Tue, 22 Nov 2005 16:10:02 PST Last night I went to a concert.. a little spontaneous.
I moshed for the first time in my life, and I think I'm addicted.

BRUISE.

I've discovered that I'm a bit of a hypochodriac. I think that's how you spell it.

I'm very much looking forward to getting my new camera in a little more than a month.

edit:
Whenever I see a banned deviant I wonder why they got banned. Like *ssecret.
I'm morbidly curious.
You should check out *ssecret's stuff. Awesome photos.


Sooo. I have some features. Have at you!








I don't remember what they are, so all this is a surprise for me too.

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People I like: http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/7019771/ Fri, 11 Nov 2005 15:39:55 PST
People are just constantly selling out on me.
A lot of stress because of school work.
My school is getting so ridiculously petty.





Here are the features.





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People I like: http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/6999716/ Wed, 09 Nov 2005 12:37:00 PST nitro-glycerine's journal...
Even though they used it as a tag, I'm just gonna do it cause it seems cool.

Rules: you have to write as many random things to/about friends and people in your life as possible no matter how crazy they are.


-I will always love you, somewhere in me, something.
-You are condescending
-You are more important to me than you'll ever know
-Sometimes you bore me
-You are the most self-absorbed person I know
-I'm reminded of a beach day
-You're so insane, and I like your hair
-Sometimes I want to wring your neck, but there are moments I understand you
-You get me even if I don't know it
-We all need someone like you around
-I admire you more than you'll ever know
-I have a huge crush on you
-You killed something in me
-Secretely, I wish you'd notice me more
-You're real, I like that
-I want only the best for you
-I've forgotten you existed and I wish I was sorrier
-Strangely enough, sometimes I admire you, but you aren't that pretty
-My memories of you make me embarrassed
-I'm intimidated by you
-You're my hero
-Amusing should be your middle name
-We never got along, did we?
-Once I wanted to be like you



Who are you?



note: I decided that my features are annoying, so I'm only going to do them once a week.

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Clubs I'm joined... not all of them, but what I can think of now. http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/6945872/ Thu, 03 Nov 2005 15:07:17 PST
Saturday me and ~Cheizi will be shooting at the Botanical Gardens.
Maybe I'll get something good enough to upload.
I've taken some other pictures there, and like them.
Time for shameless self-promotion:


It's an awesome place, really beautiful.

Erm. I've noticed I add loads of favorites. I can't help it... if I see it and like it, I'll fave it.
So.

Anyway, I like featuring stuff in my journal and I will continue to do so.

And I have a lip fetish... so pictures of lips might just happen to turn up. A lot.









http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/6893194/ Fri, 28 Oct 2005 21:02:51 PDT
I'm not sure why I'm writing a journal entry.

I'm still pretty dead on the inspiration count.
I know I took some pics, but I'm not even that happy with them...

Edit: I'm never satisfied with my avatar . It seems they always end up crappy quality... but I don't know how to have them look good and still be small enough for dA.
If anyone wants to make me one
/edit

Whatevs.

More features. Why, cause I darn well feel like it. Screw you.

Huge fan of these four delicious deviations by *littlemewhatever... So my pick of the dayweekwhatever


Everything else. A lot of undiscovered/underrated shtuff.

Not photography:





Photography:


http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/6858613/ Wed, 26 Oct 2005 19:25:48 PDT I haven't been able to take any pictures... I think my memory card on my camera is blank.
I don't have much inspiration, but let's hope it comes back sometime soon...

Anyways, I love dA as much as ever. Love love love.
I love Moulin Rouge.
I think I'm just going to list things I love.

I love musicals.
I love my mom.
I love The Spill Canvas.
I love my pillow.
I love warm baths followed by cold showers.
I love beautiful female vocals. I'll kill to discover new bands of whatever.
I love Ewan McGregor's voice. Yowzah.


I hate. Exploding.
I exploded like 8 times today.
Like, 4 of them in school.
I HATE exploding in school.
Very messy.

I do not enjoy the presence of perverted 8th graders.
I hate my school.


I hate hypocrites, I hate liars. I hate fakes and phonies.
I hate being lied to.
I hate being used.


I freakin hate crying.
I never want to cry again.


I'm really sorry about this gay journal. I'm really sorry I just used the word gay like that.
Don't read this journal (too late)

If you want an amazing, albeit graphic story, read by ~Cheizi. Seriously an amazing short story.

And I'm going to feature stuff in my journal today. Not in the footer. Just everything I like right now.. be it the most popular thing ever... be it new or old. Whether I've featured it before..
I don't give a mother freakin nothing right now.







http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/6819369/ Mon, 24 Oct 2005 09:45:50 PDT

On to the more important news... for a semi-Christmas present I'm getting the Canon Powershot S2 IS.
_de_a_smtpd/104-0303659-4169552?v=glance&shoto&vi=tech-data"Check that baby out

Yeah, the link is messed up.

It's not just a Christmas present either.. I'm selling my old camera to my parents, and contributing all the money I can. But still!

I mean, it's not set in stone... but it's pretty likely.

Oh man oh man. That is my dream camera right now. I drool when I look at the picture.
So what my bank account will be depleted... and that's all I'm getting for Christmas?! it's competely worth it.
I can put lenses on it! I can get a macro lens!



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~psychomelodramajean http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/6783230/ http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/6783230/ Sun, 16 Oct 2005 12:48:20 PDT Mind you, this isn't even my most cluttered purse.
(listed in order that they were removed)
Have at you!:

-vial of fake blood
-oriental style coin purse with 26 dominican 1 peso or 5 peso coins, 1 penny, 1 dime, 7 guitar picks and keys to my guitar case.
-disgusting cherry lipgloss
-two different eyeliners
-two tubes of lipstick
-Revlon LipGlide Color Gloss (Patent Leather Pink)
-Beaded beetle keychain with keys to my house
-paper clip
-chapstick (cherry)
-sheel oil lemon lip gloss
-two flyers for a music store
-flyer for a concert that was a month ago
-sheet of korean stickers
-receit for aformentioned fake blood
-receit for rockstar energy drink
-movie ticket stub for Boogy Man (horrible, horrible movie)
-card from some crappy record company or recording studio, I don't know
-receit from Taco Bell
-receit that have no freakin clue what it's for
-mini-deoderant
-small mirror
-pink hair scrunchy (or however you want to spell it)
-little decorative glass thing
-paper that says Jamison Parker Sleepwalker "Best Mistake." Don't remember what that is
-movie ticket stub for charlie and the chocolate factory
-one of those things that you buy earring on
-watermelon lipgloss
-lighter (I don't smoke, either)
-three black Halls wrappers
-One Trident gum wrapper
-Three loose dominican pesos
-10 Mexican peso cents
-one black Halls
-one those arm bracelets from a resort
-bus ticket from mexico
-three snapple caps
-one V8 Splash caps
-really awesome chapstick, almost empty
-someone's email address
-directions to a friends house.



Saddest thing, all this stuff went straight back in my purse when I finished writing it down.

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People I heart: http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/6719713/ Tue, 11 Oct 2005 20:11:09 PDT
Here we go:

-ridden in a helicopter
-played egyption ratscrew
-stayed up all night
-seen a moose in the wild
-ridden a horse
-eaten buffalo
-swam in the ocean
-touched real snow
-given myself a haircut
-eaten ostrich
-dyed my hair an unnatural color
-seen a bear in the wild
-dyed my hair by myself
-pretended I was British
-seen a coyote in the wild
-eaten alligator
-accidentaly picked up a cockroach
-taken a walk barefoot
-gone to the store in my PJs
-watched lightening over the ocean on the beach at night
-watched someone make a homemade bomb
-followed some stranger around
-pretended to cough in front of someone who was smoking to get them to stop
-played with matches
-watched someone act like a monkey on bars (I don't remember exactly what this one means)
-taken someone else's pills
-carried a sock in my purse
-worn black lipstick
-had a strange object stuck ----- (can't read my handwriting)
-sat on the floor in a circle in a mall




I shall edit later with more when I think of them.
note: this has nothing to do with the whole tagging thing going on, where you tell 20 things about yourself. I just randomly posted this....

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People I heart: http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/6695883/ Thu, 06 Oct 2005 14:22:20 PDT

Indeed. I haven't almost anything since I've started up with photography, but drawing was always my artform before that .

So.. yesterday, after going into a frenzy for no good reason other than because I was listening to Damien Rice and I remembered stuff, I took pictures of all my favorite drawings.

I. Am going. To post. Them.


Brave. Why? I suck
Please be kind.



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People I admire: http://psychomelodramajean.deviantart.com/journal/6635750/ Thu, 29 Sep 2005 16:21:09 PDT has done it again!

drawn from

It's amazing! Look at his drawing! It's wonderful!
And I'm not just saying this cause it's of me, though that makes a little biased....


Seriously, guys. Look. Add it to favorites. Comment.

Lick it.

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