http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:purewhiteshadow&section=today deviantART RSS for by:purewhiteshadow en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Thu, 17 Dec 2009 05:07:40 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/27973230/ http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/27973230/ Mon, 26 Oct 2009 07:12:51 PDT I quit Joann Fabrics, because I decided I didn't need to deal with harassment to make money.
I have no clue what I'm doing in Anthropology because my teacher can't understand us, and we can't understand him. I think he's been tallking about goats for the last feeww classes. I'm prolly getting zeroes.
I'm haviing some difficulty with Japanese, but thats ok.
I had a history take home exam. It was due last thursday. I haven't done it yet. I prolly gunna do it later, and say that it wouldn't email it, and act very mad about it. Like "Blargh! Email blrah.".
Sooo. I'm going to be dying my hair blue one day. When I get the money. I want Simon blue hair. And then I want to cosplay as Simon. Tho I want to have a shirt.
Grahh. I have bio laab today.
I have not yet finished Yuna, and I need to finish her by thursday.

Blah!
My mood isn't right.

]]> ~purewhiteshadow http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/27940890/ http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/27940890/ Sat, 24 Oct 2009 12:26:15 PDT
The entirity of my head.

I'm gunna havta bleach it all first, but then It's getting dyed blue!!!

I lol at fakers/posers. They make me giggle.

]]> ~purewhiteshadow http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/27280454/ http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/27280454/ Fri, 18 Sep 2009 13:14:06 PDT Upper respiratory and stomach.
ad to call out of both jobs, now joanns hates me. She told me I had to consider how many days I take off after this.
LIKE I'M BEING SICK ON PURPOSE?!
Seriously. I barely am able to breathe because I chose it to be so...

]]> ~purewhiteshadow http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/27159559/ http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/27159559/ Fri, 11 Sep 2009 21:24:41 PDT
It's more that crushing feeling in your chest that you get when you see terrible things play out in front of you, and the crushing feeling of anxiety during other days of your life.

In summary, my journal on the first week of school and Memorable days of september.

9/6/09
Celebration of Dexion Day, because I dropped my fown in the toilet and it erased my alerts, so I missed Zemyx Day. A sunday, so I felt guilty about the whole meaning behind the holiday... I still have a conscience.
I took my organization jacket out of the garage so I could get my man measurements for RIKU. I lost twenty pounds since we first made the jacket, so shockingly, what originally bound my chest to make me look flat did almost nothing. Hmm...
I decided to go to six flags on monday, because it was the last day of freedom before school and my second job started, so that was something I wanted to enjoy fully.
It was that night I decided to cut my hair also, so after work, I took a shower and got my mother to cut my hair.
I like it.

9/7/09
My friend Kaitlin and I went to six flags. We rode so many roller coasters. Kingda Ka was open. We rode it. I hurt my back. Really funny that I was breaking rules by riding the rides. Not supposed to ride if you have back problems. Now I know why. My back's been hurting me all week.
They had the Justice League. I took pictures with them. My favorite rides happen to be the Carusel, the Ferris Wheel, and The Buccaneer. Kinda sad.
I now know that I get sick after riding coasters. Way after. Like hours after, I'm finally hit by nausea, and migranes, and motion sickness in general. And it lasts for two days.

9/8/09
First day of school. Japanese class.
I didn't know what the heck I was doing anymore.
sensei: "Ogenki desuka?"
"AGaraga hada sablargh!...."
Cue my "friends" laughter. Uncontrollable laughter.
whispered between gasps and bouts of laughter
'okagesamadegenkidesu.'
"O...Okage...samerr..."
More laughter...
'degenkidesu'
"DEGENKIDESU!"
Uncontrollable.
Sensei: "... Now you say, 'Sensei wa?'"
"sssen..sei wa?..."
Meanwhile, friends are dying from asphixiation... Damn them.
After class, we decided to go to Sakura Sushi. I got Yaki Udon, cause I like anything Yaki and udon.
Then we blasted Japanese music in the college parking lot. Scared some gangstas.

9/9/09
DEMYX DAY. I wore blue and my organization hoodie. i also brought Demyx to school with me. I had to get up early for school.
Biology. I was the only person who wasn't an idiot. I was the only person who was answering any questions. Complete and utter fail on their part.
We got out early, and so I waited outside the Student Life Center for a few hours until my next class started. It was there I found a fake rock. Blatantly fake. Then I went to my email and found out that my favorite fanfiction had just updated. Much rejoicing.
I found my next class and waited outside it for an hour and a half.
When it started, I was slightly annoyed at the teacher for being late. Whatever; then he started talking, and I could barely understand it. Though I think anthropology with be my favorite class.
Then, we had a surprise meeting of the Genshiken: our college anime club of which I am a secretary of. We had only just that day found out about the club fair that was going on. The next day. Great. So we had to comme up with Ideas for the clubs table. I spent the rest of the night fixing Mustang and making a Gurren Laggan Flag.

9/10/09
Woke up at nine. Thought I was going to puke. Took a shower, packed my stuff, arrived at the school, and helped set up the table. I stood around with my Mustang Jacket on, and garnered attention just by that. Then more of our group showed up. I was nervous about getting dressed up fully into Mustang, as I was already getting wierd looks from people. I was going to wait for one of our Lolitas, but I ending up going and changing before too long. I was freaking out. Not visibly, but I was having multiple anxiety attacks. I like breathing, ya know?
I got my Lolis, and our booth was certainly the most festive, and one of the most visited. I think we pissed off the Asia society. There's rivalry.
I walked to class with our loli. Very happy. I felt much better not being the only one in obscure clothes. Next week is more cosplay!
I walked into my history class in cosplay and had a series of anxiety attacks.. I was going to wear the entire thing the entire day, but history made me really self conscious....
I changed during the break, and history was kinda fun, beyond the people looking at me like I was crazy.
We gathered for japanese again. This time, it wasn'... ]]> ~purewhiteshadow http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/26554589/ http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/26554589/ Wed, 12 Aug 2009 18:25:57 PDT I went to six flags.
I'm getting really pissed really easy.
I'm getting real depressed real easy for no reason. (maybe)
I can't wait for school to start so I don't have time to be depressed.
I am also going to look for a fown number that works so I can call the library. I guess I'm just fail like that. Lose the app, then call incorrect numbers........ no amount of periods can express my failure.
I need to go to the garment district of NY for Astha cosplay.
My sister said I look like Michael Jackson.
My manager still hates me, the bitch.
I have a family bbq on sunday and I need to clean the house.
Tomorrow is Akuroku day, and I'm probably gunna be forced into the wig.
I have sunburn.
I went to the store with my mother today and bought beer to kill the slugs in our garden.
I hate it when people from higher social standings place their troubles on the same levels as mine, cause it's not the same, and they will survive, unlike me.
I love people who know that they are of a higher social standing and don't act like they aren't. That doesn't mean acting like an ass, it just means being self aware.
I love paranormal things.
I want a cake.
I harvested vegetables from our garden today and it hurt my fingers.
I had a dream I was a human-fairy offspring and I was fighting the fairy queen.
I wish my house wasn't falling apart at the seems, and I wish my mother would realize that it is impossible for our house to be picture perfect, because we are one family, and we aren't being paid to constantly maintain our house. It can be clean, but the people whose houses are perfect and have similar stories to our also have multiple volunteers to do the work.
I wish I was a cyborg so I didn't have to type out my stories, I'd just think them and they'd go into a word document.
I wish I was the type of person who could be blissfully unaware of things and depend on other people to be my happiness.
I wish I was a better artist.

]]> ~purewhiteshadow http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/25864687/ http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/25864687/ Fri, 10 Jul 2009 16:46:50 PDT
...Edward Elric.... I really want to be him.... Oh well, I'll just make my future sons cosplay him and al and I'll be Trisha.

...Akito/Agito... (t)He(y're)'s so cute!!!! I wanna be psychotic in a neon orange straight jacket!

...Card captor Sakura... J/K I'd be Lee, but since they're like five year olds, so can't do it anyway....

...Hunny!!! I fit Casanoda better. (love casanoda, btw)

...Momiji... I can't be a cute lil german kid....

But what the hell, I'll do them one day anyway!!!!!! Screw the status quo!!!! The lines of height, weight, age, race, and gender have no sway over me!!!!! Cosplay cannot be defined by these things!!!!!

This is the prompt to write out your own cosplays you never thought you could do. Or more things I "can't" do, your pick.

And tecnically, I can attend Giant conventions. Females have to be over 5' 10", and I'm 5' 11".

]]> ~purewhiteshadow http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/25723796/ http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/25723796/ Fri, 03 Jul 2009 20:48:40 PDT
AnimeNEXT was awesome. I randomly found a like minded edward to my roy cosplay and gayness insued. There is proof of it on interwebs.
links no work... facebook it.
All my hardwork payed off when people fan-died at alphonse and we won a judges award.
I broke cosplays and cursed in the middle of bathroom, then realized I had wheelchair, therefore could use wheelchair accessable stall....
Met awesome people, bought FMA, nearly died cause con hates stomach which hates food.
Pictures on Facebook.

And update about cosplay.... I am cosplaying RIKU.
I don't know why Kingdom Hearts rules my life....
For the time being, when I speak of RIKU, he will be in caps, cause that will remind me to work on him.
Today, I can home from work with a bag full of RIKU.


LOL

]]> ~purewhiteshadow http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/25244717/ http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/25244717/ Wed, 10 Jun 2009 21:43:59 PDT
I finally have all of my mustang pieces!!!

I have most of Alphonse finished!!! (ductape and Jackie for the win)

I need to make key pieces of Al (helmet, torso, forearms, the ties that hold him together)

I have yet to finish Yuna's Skirt and belt.

Need to dye my hair purple.

Have to record my voice and sarahs and edit the hell out of the track.

I need my mommy to make my kobato dress for me...

I need to make sure I have everything I need and pack before friday.

Goodness, I'm almost there.

]]> ~purewhiteshadow http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/25111318/ http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/25111318/ Wed, 03 Jun 2009 16:46:41 PDT
Cortney and Britt wrote the script, revisions and add ons to be made by those I wish to address as the Awebeco Bento 2009 Masq Engineers, 'cause I can.

Those people are:
anybody around to do it.

Those registered are:

..Cortney-Edward Elric

..Britt-Rose

..Kim-Winry

..Holli-Wrath

..Jackie-Lust

..Dave-Alphonse Elric

..Sarah-Hawkeye

..Me-Mustang

I need everybody to be ready for the Masq, meaning costumes, going to registration together, and getting to the practice slot on time. I am currently working on Al, but would greatly appreiciate help if possible.

The prerecording: Can you make it? The is no set date, but it must be done before he convention. If you cannot, don't worry; we can do multiple voices, but it will sound odd. The people definitely needed for recording are Cortney and Dave. Cortney has to be Al and Dave has to be Mustang. I am voicing Ed. Everybody else, unless you can't make it, or would prefer somebody elses voice for your character or you would be a better voice for another, will be their own voices. A possible idea for recording is after a school day. I'm sure we can record separately, as we may have to do with dave, but its somewhat easier to get ideas together if everybody is there.

My family and one other congoer will be staying at the double tree. If necessary, changes can be made in our room on Saturday, I just ask that you keep it neat and as not chaotic as possible.

I also emailed this out, but I am missing two email addresses, but ya'll are on here!

]]> ~purewhiteshadow http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/24657698/ http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/24657698/ Fri, 08 May 2009 19:27:21 PDT
One that doesn't involve people.

I will gladly:

Be a zombie

Be a Ghost

Be a Vampire

Work at night

Work in the Mornings

Work in Somalia(yay! fuck pirates)

Get lost in a Library

Clean up abandoned buildings(fuck mesothelioma)

Clean bathrooms

Sort stuff

Edit writings

Become the Gull Whisperer

ETC!!!!

I need a new job.

]]> ~purewhiteshadow http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/24470388/ http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/24470388/ Mon, 27 Apr 2009 19:39:18 PDT I have pitched the Fan mail Idea to the others, and so far, it's getting great reviews. Now we gotta figure out what to do exactly.

Pertaining to Wigs.
Winry needs straight long blond wig, in ponytail.
Julia needs long blond wig with curls at the end.
I have long blond wig.
Jackie has? long blond wig?
Let us come together and see what can be done.

Cosplays need to be worked on. Very stressful.
I have two research papers due soon, also very stressful, and I need to get another job with similar pay and hours and less people.

Also, I have short blond wig given to me by a coworker who went through chemo. If anybody needs it for Anext...

Also. I have a sty and my eye keeps swelling shut. I walked downstairs this morning and my mom was like "What happened to you?" and I was like "I got into a fight...when I was sleeping. I won."...
J/k, but I seriously couldn't open the damn thing. My face keeps on getting all f%^$'ed up.

On another note I bleached the ends of my hair and dyed them blue.

]]> ~purewhiteshadow http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/24397926/ http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/24397926/ Thu, 23 Apr 2009 16:56:56 PDT
]]> ~purewhiteshadow http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/24313695/ http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/24313695/ Sat, 18 Apr 2009 19:11:49 PDT
Roy Mustang:
Need to put on buttons, make button holes, finish handsewing jacket, put in claspys.
Need to get wig and second row of ribbons, need to change ribbons.

Gunner Yuna:
Need to cut out and serge shirt pieces, make hood, lengthen ponytail, dye fabric for skirt, make skirt.
Need to borrow booty shorts from sister, make boot covers, finish earring piece, trim hair.

Wander:
Need to start the damn thing

Kobato:
Need to make white outfit, make mister doggy.
Need to get pink wig!!

Soi Fon:
Need to cheat to do this one.

Aerith:
Need to make it

Aerith the original:
Need to get fabric

Jo:
Ha ha ha ha...LOL

I need to do so much.

]]> ~purewhiteshadow http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/24093910/ http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/24093910/ Mon, 06 Apr 2009 13:15:46 PDT Ever since I started college and started functioning as an adult, All I hear from men is "oh, I like a challenge."

Do you really think it's a game?

Do I look like I have ulterior motives?

I am clear and concise in my ideals and desires.

There is no Challenge, besides getting over your prick.

]]> ~purewhiteshadow http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/23752860/ http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/23752860/ Tue, 17 Mar 2009 18:58:25 PDT I went to adventure aquarium with my family this week for spring break. It was awesome.
I touched a Mustelus canis (smooth dogfish) and a sting ray. There were jelly fish to touch but they had blue lights in the tanks and my eyes couldn't distinguish them from the water.
We saw sharks. And hippos.

That was yesterday.

Today we went shopping for stuff needed for our costumes, adn the army navy store helped a bunch.
We got boots, I got the ribbon thingys, it was cool, and i need to go back.

We went to other stores for other things, and i got mustang's white shirt at costco.
Then we went to Lane Bryant and my sister got stuff.

Then I found a bra that was pretty and i bought it.... Somebody's turned me into a girl...
No, I won't put up a picture.

We are going to the zoo tomorrow!

]]> ~purewhiteshadow http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/23359107/ http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/23359107/ Mon, 23 Feb 2009 09:00:01 PST
Yay!!! Yesterday, 2/22, was my birthday! Woot!
Apparently, some friends have birthdays around this time too! Happy Birthday to the month of January and February babies!!!

I turned my fown on at 2 something yesterday, and all the txts came at 2:22. I thought that was shnazzy.

I gotz me a Tokio Hotel sweater from Hot Topic, a DeathNote T-shirt with L on it from Hot Topic, a pair of plaid shorts from Hot Topic, and two Nightmare Before Christmas T-shirts from Hot Topic!!!

I single handedly kept Hot Topic in Business this week. LOL.

On other notes, Work is draining my soul. I don't now how I managed to piss off my manager, but she hates me. Apparently, I can't clean the store right. Yay for only working one day this week! Thank god for weddings. I need to find a new job, but alas, if I quit without a new one, I'm screwed. Away goes college, away goes future, away goes me cause I'll get kicked out of the house..... Not fun is my plight for the opportunity to be lazy as hell. Good Job = Good Pay = Less amount of time I have to work if I live frugally. Which shouldn't be hard if I make sure I give myself a budget for pleasure buys. No cleaning out Borders or Barnes and Noble. And staying away from Joann Fabrics.

My lungs hurt. My brother and sister were smoking in the car with me in it last night and my throat burns.

OH, I went to see the specialist today, and I am now on Nexium to see how that helps me. I need to get another blood test done, though this one isn't a fasting one, and My doc is going to check for a gluten allergy. Yeah, It isn't all just anxiety!

]]> ~purewhiteshadow http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/23153574/ http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/23153574/ Thu, 12 Feb 2009 10:12:05 PST Yay for illness and barf!!!
Me, my mom, my sister and my brother are all sick and upchucking everything we've eaten/drank.
Fun no?

]]> ~purewhiteshadow http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/22841819/ http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/22841819/ Tue, 27 Jan 2009 11:39:05 PST
If ya'll want to be featured, comment, and I'll choose six deviations I like. Have patience with me.

]]> ~purewhiteshadow http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/22714012/ http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/22714012/ Wed, 21 Jan 2009 13:35:09 PST My first day was today, and my first class happened to be a Graphic Novel workshop. I get graded on making comix. Wooo!
So far it's pretty awesome, cause we're pretty much gunna be talking about comic books and manga.

I'm actually waiting for my second class now, which happens to be figure drawing. I'm already freaking out. As it is an art class, it of course happens to be in the Center for Visual Arts(aka, CVA). You may be like, "whats the problem with that?"

CVA is where the art majors are. Where the art part of the teen arts festival was viewed, where the people who scare the shit out of me are. Art majors and art people are scary to me. They are either stoic and you feel like they are looking down on you, or they are stuck up traditionalists and realists who are looking down on you. That or really really nice and you're waiting for them to spring.

]]> ~purewhiteshadow http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/22530576/ http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/22530576/ Sun, 11 Jan 2009 17:43:15 PST
Gots the pants and jacket pretty much sewd. Now I need to finish hand sewing the jacket cuffs and collar, shorten it, fix the pants, add trim make the skirtthingy, get a wig, get boots that add some height to me, and I'll be good.

Right now I look like roy had a little sister who decided to play dress up..

LOLz

]]> ~purewhiteshadow http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/22465619/ http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/22465619/ Thu, 08 Jan 2009 07:09:56 PST But there be awesome news!

I, me, as in the lazy ass procrastinator who failed health freshman year of high school, have straight A's and a 4.00 average.
After I write this I'm gunna fail on something, I know it.... But college is so god damned easy. At least the first semester.

]]> ~purewhiteshadow http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/22415526/ http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/22415526/ Mon, 05 Jan 2009 13:58:40 PST
Just thought I'd be an ass.

Yay! We gots more fabric for Mustang and Hawkeye!!!! Yay!!!

I need to get a wig for mustang now.

Oh yeah, did I mention on here I was being Mustang from FMA? IDK, oh well.

I want to start on Wander too. That way I can make pretty pictures in the spring/summer months. Yay!

]]> ~purewhiteshadow http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/21921780/ http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/21921780/ Wed, 10 Dec 2008 19:55:06 PST My wrist hurts like heck, and I'm still wierd stomach wize.
Oh I also only get two days off of work a week and I have to go to school those days, and my mother totally went ahead and said "sure, caitlin can come in tomorrow for four hours to work" (on her day off, and you are to damn pussy to give her that extra hour to make it straight up fulltime/overtime, cause you guys suck/RFAIL)

I HATE WORK. IT'S MY GODDAMNED DAY OFF. SURE, I HAVE THE MORNING OFF THE NEXT DAY, BUT I'M SLEEPING OFF THE EXHAUSTION. THEN, WHEN I WAKE UP, I GET TO GO DIRECTLY TO WORK, AND FOR FOUR DAYS STRAIGHT I GET TO GO WORK FOR THE ENTIRE DAY AND I HAVE NO FRECKING LIFE AND IT'S ENTIRELY INSANE THAT PEOPLE SAY MY LIFE IS IN NO WAY STRESSFUL. WELL EXCUSE ME FOR PAYING MY WAY THROUGH COLLEGE WHILE MOMMY AND DADDY PAY FOR YOU. EXCUSE ME FOR HAVING NO EXPLAINATION FOR MY AILMENTS. EXCUSE ME FOR WORKING WHILE YOU PLAY. EXCUSE FRECKING ME.

I have anger. It is mad at people.

]]> ~purewhiteshadow http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/21582166/ http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/21582166/ Thu, 20 Nov 2008 13:41:29 PST Passing out hurts like hell.
Going for my ultrasound tomorrow, then going to work.

I hope they find out whats going on after all this.

Meragh!!!!!

]]> ~purewhiteshadow http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/21304680/ http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/21304680/ Mon, 03 Nov 2008 17:09:13 PST I don't know why, but this convention has made me hate cosplaying axel so much. Sorry, but he gets retired...

You know, it might have had something to do with nearly being raped by teenage girls and spending most of the time looking like i'd been drowned because i pissed off demyx or something. Apparently i make a great man tho.

I guess i have no patience, cause I spent most of the con without my Roxas... I'm sorry, and i mean this in no way vile or mean spirited, but it took you guys way to freakin' long to get ready... What was the issue? I had to apply makeup, bind my chest, get dressed, and style my hair(whichwasepicfail), and i still beat you guys time wise.

Cosplaying as Riku from D.N.Angel was a great reprieve from my man-ness, thank god paradise_oro had another costume. I managed to cosplay a girl for once.

My absolute favorite thing about this convention would have to be the prints i bought and the fact that Mario performed. I'm now a Mario Fangirl... It's sad.

So the next time for the conventions that come up, I will never again do a closet cosplay, and i will never again cosplay as Axel. All my costumes will be handmade by yours truly and i will have wigs. I will cosplay who i really want to cosplay, and cosplay them to the best of my ability, no half-assing it ever again. Quality sewing and quality material, or it's a no go for me.

Also, a huge fail for me, i am sick. I've hit the lowest i've ever weighed within the past seven years. I've reached 143ibs this morning, as by the doctors scale. I'm having trouble dealing with food, getting nauseated when i eat. I've significantly lost appetite, for i am able to go the entire day without feeling the need to eat. My doctor says i may have an intestinal bug. My family thinks i'm anorexic and/or bulimic. Seriously, my mother told my doctor that i'm on the scale three times a day. I'M NEVER HOME. I an't be on the scale three times a day cause i'm never around. Sure i check my weight twice a week or so, but that doesn't mean i'm anorexic or watching my weight. If i was watching what i ate, i'd be eating more. I don't have the time or money to worry about what goes into my stomach, and when i do have the time, i don't, cause i have to do other stuff. And i forget. My hypothalamus is supposed to control my hunger and remind me, perhaps there is something wrong with it, eh?

Now i have to eat smaller portions more often, and make sure i actually eat.

]]> ~purewhiteshadow http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/21244040/ http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/21244040/ Fri, 31 Oct 2008 06:59:48 PDT
YAY!!!!!!

I'm slightly worried about the convention, cause I so am doing a closet cosplay, and i'm hoping no one cares and recognizes me as Axel. If not i'm just another creepy goth guy.

I'll be taking pictures of everybody, and i'll be a compleet creeper that i'll get kicked out i know it.

UpDATes
Halloween town Axel: ES FINITE...
Kendappa: i found a pattern... thats about it.
Goofy: ROFL. want to do this one so badly. My hair is perfect for it now.
Demyx Bowie: I have the gloves.
Wander: I bought the wig, and I bought all the fabric. Yay for spending over $100 in JoAnn fabrics! I also bought a pattern for the shorts. Cause i'm fail like that.

P.S.::::::HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

]]> ~purewhiteshadow http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/21106899/ http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/21106899/ Wed, 22 Oct 2008 08:14:33 PDT
1.LONG TIME NO SEE in my pants (rofl)
2.Rock your body in my pants (O//O)
3.Believe in my pants (Believe it!)
4.Passion in my pants (really now....)
5.Everlasting in my pants (???men in tights anyone???)
6.Nothing I won't give in my pants (I'm so sorry Vic.....)
7.Sexy Back in my pants (oh goodness)
8.Namine in my pants (...Roxas is going to be pissed.....)
9.through the glass in my pants (sounds painful)
10.Shining Star in my pants (this is ridiculous)
11.Sugar-Pie, Honey-Bunch in my pants (....)
12. First Snow in my pants (that sounds wrong...)
13.Prayer in my pants (???)
14.Graceful Assassin in my pants (Marly!?)
15. Kairi in my pants (!!!! not good.....)

UpDATes
Halloween town Axel: I gots the strappy pants of doom, and i'm borrowing my sisters fishnet shirt thingy. I also have ribbon. Ribbon to alter the stappy pants of doom. I have the epic hairr dye and gel. and the makeup.
Kendappa: i found a pattern... thats about it.
Goofy: ROFL. want to do this one so badly. My hair is perfect for it now.
Demyx Bowie: I have the gloves.
Wander: I bought the wig, and I bought all the fabric. Yay for spending over $100 in JoAnn fabrics! I also bought a pattern for the shorts. Cause i'm fail like that.


I TAG TAINTEDARMADILLO AND AZRIRAPHILE!!!

]]> ~purewhiteshadow http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/20855231/ http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/20855231/ Mon, 06 Oct 2008 09:36:22 PDT
UpDATes
Halloween town Axel: I gots the strappy pants of doom, and i'm borrowing my sisters fishnet shirt thingy. I also have ribbon. Ribbon to alter the stappy pants of doom.
Kendappa: i found a pattern... thats about it.
Goofy: ROFL. want to do this one so badly. My hair is perfect for it now.
Demyx Bowie: I have the gloves.
Wander: I bought the wig, and I bought all the fabric. Yay for spending over $100 in JoAnn fabrics! I also bought a pattern for the shorts. Cause i'm fail like that.

]]> ~purewhiteshadow http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/20755356/ http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/20755356/ Tue, 30 Sep 2008 07:50:01 PDT
Update for Oblivion Keyblade: I'm currently covering the entire thing in clay, and its one heavy S.O.B. Holding it in two hands is gunna be a good idea.

UpDATes
Halloween town Axel: I gots the strappy pants of doom, and i'm borrowing my sisters fishnet shirt thingy.
Kendappa: i found a pattern... thats about it.
Goofy: ROFL. want to do this one so badly. My hair is perfect for it now.
Demyx Bowie: I have the gloves.
Wander: I bought the wig, and on friday i'm going to the store and buy all the fabric i need. Yay LINEN!!!

Geragh, i am taking the days i need off, and they'd better give em to me. I still need to get my dad to buy my ticket.

]]> ~purewhiteshadow http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/20704022/ http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/20704022/ Sat, 27 Sep 2008 11:32:37 PDT
Cosplays i am working on/ want to work on and their progress.
Halloween town Axel: I gots the strappy pants of doom. thats it.
Kendappa: i found a pattern... thats about it.
Goofy: ROFL. want to do this one so badly. My hair is perfect for it now.
Demyx Bowie: I have the gloves.
Wander: I bought the wig.


There you are. I really want to cosplay Goofy, cause i could pull it off so well.

]]> ~purewhiteshadow http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/20694096/ http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/20694096/ Fri, 26 Sep 2008 20:01:40 PDT I hate my job because they are taking advantage of me and everybody at my job agrees. I am working five days a week and going to school three days and i am trying to pass college with a 4.0 but will mostlikely not and epicly FAIL because i have no time for homework or living.
I seriously wanted to go to sleep and not wake up the other day/ this afternoon. I think i'm the only one i know who prays some maniac will come into the store and shoot me. I was seriously dareing people to bitch at me so i could vent at them, but apparently when i'm thinking evil maniacal thoughts about bashing peoples heads into the counters, my entire being changes and they don't think they i'm a simple naive girl who is so well behaved and polite and that they can push me around anymore. Go figure.

I'm tired as hell.

]]> ~purewhiteshadow http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/20494383/ http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/20494383/ Sun, 14 Sep 2008 17:54:38 PDT Axel halloween town outfit:
MoonGoddessofCutlery : [link]

and Roxas halloween town design:
Paradise-Oro: [link]

I myself am designing a halloween town Axel outfit, using some of MoonGoddessofCutlery's ideas. I'm thinking i may very well have to go out and buy most of my outfit, then alter it to the design. pitchblacksun should do the same to Paradse-Oro's design.
I'm going to try to get the weekend of MangaNext off, so i can go and be awesome.

]]> ~purewhiteshadow http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/20429473/ http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/20429473/ Wed, 10 Sep 2008 19:40:41 PDT
Zexion is so english, which is an awesome class. Marluxia is Floral Design, which is KICK A$$!!!!

Today in Floral design i made one of those flowery wrist thingys. Because i'm epic. I am so putting it up on dA.

I can't wait for next week!!!

]]> ~purewhiteshadow http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/20353127/ http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/20353127/ Sat, 06 Sep 2008 07:40:27 PDT Same stuff as last time.

My fingernail is now actually starting to fall off. It sucks.

I really want more school. I need a new job.
I'm going to try to apply to a library. Or Disney.(yeah right)

Can't wait till i quit! Which will prolly be never because in order to quit i need a job and in order to get a job i need to apply and in order to apply i need freetime and i don't have free time cause they are working me to the bone. They've already started to work away at me! My fingernail is going, and soon my finger is gunna go too!!!

Anywho. I'm tired, i woke up at five thirty am today when i hit my hand and my nail started to come off somemore (i heard it, eww.), and after talking to my mother my stomach started to cringing, my vision started to go black, i lost feeling in my legs, and i nearly fainted. Odd, but i was most likely having a panic attack. in an hour and a half i have to go to work for eight hours, and die of exhaustion. I want to say, "bitch, i ain't working eight hours on a saturday" but i can't. Hopefully i won't have work tomorrow, but know these people, who are exactly like my last employers but worse, i prolly have work tomorrow and monday and wednesdayand the'll prolly try to make me work on tuesday and thursday again.

]]> ~purewhiteshadow http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/20337338/ http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/20337338/ Fri, 05 Sep 2008 09:05:57 PDT I work today 4-9 and tomorrow, 12-8.
I hate work.
If i ever needed to become a millionaire, now would be the time.
Give me your moneys.
Hell, i'll do commissions.

I need to get a job that pays me to sit and do nothing.


In other news, we got fish, and they want me to clean out the pond with them. I have work in four hours. I am not going to get scuzy and then have to take a uber quick shower and go to work. I am already run ragged as it is.

]]> ~purewhiteshadow http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/20313455/ http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/20313455/ Wed, 03 Sep 2008 18:30:08 PDT
Shoes are what i hate most about my job, and the fact that i have to stand.

I'm practicing my contact juggling, and i'm getting pretty good. I'm not dropping it THAT often, and im starting to get things with my left hand.

Hopefully, i will become a millionaire with in the next few months, and i'll never have to work again.

I plan on working on my abs. I want a six pack for next year.

Why?

Cause it'd be funny to see me as a fit person.

]]> ~purewhiteshadow http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/20295132/ http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/20295132/ Tue, 02 Sep 2008 17:25:40 PDT But it's also terrible.
I am so tired. I hate working. People should pay me to do nothing. Or to sit behind a counter and sell things to people.

I have work tomorrow too.

I should find a study on sleep and get a job that way. Give my body to science, ya know...

I need to do something to keep myself from going insane, so I'm going to play Mario 64 and sleep.

]]> ~purewhiteshadow http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/20285501/ http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/20285501/ Tue, 02 Sep 2008 07:38:26 PDT I am now working for Joann Fabrics.
I start today.
I am scared $#!tless.
Going in for training, coming out with an anxiety issue.
Why do i try?

anywho....
I went to a Ren faire yesterday. It was fun. They had a guy jugglinng a chainsaw, a bowling ball, and and apple. Very odd, yet very awesome.

They also had contact jugglers. They taught me how to do stuff like in Labyrinth. It was cool. I spent 25 dollars on one of those balls, and now i am practicing very hard. Call me.... Demyx Bowie.
Anyway, i'm going into work fairly soon, and i really don't want to. Perhaps i shall feel better about it once i'm in there....

]]> ~purewhiteshadow http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/19913753/ http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/19913753/ Tue, 12 Aug 2008 10:25:47 PDT
My Godmother was awesome and gave me 1200 dollars for classes at brookdale.

I got two of my teeth drilled today, and they drilled my bottom tooth without novacaine.

Tomorrow is Akuroku day, and i'm gunna raid Kairi's house.

I'm eating noodles and pudding.

My kitty gets to go to the vet at 5:20 for an emergency visit. She's not breathing so well again.

I want fruit punch.

]]> ~purewhiteshadow http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/19824762/ http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/19824762/ Thu, 07 Aug 2008 10:09:23 PDT The car ride was fun. I got to sit in the back with my doggy. (Cause nobody else wanted to)
My doggy had issues and was loseing his fur.
We went into the vet, and the vet put my doggy on the table. My doggy was like "Whoa!"
Then the vet started to look at my doggy.

My doggy tried to eat his face...

We tried to muzzle him, and it didn't work. He started to fall off the table.

Three muzzles later we found out that my doggy had fleas, couldn't see so good out of one eye, and was deaf.

And that he was insane. or as the vet called him "Psycho Dog".

I walked him around outside afterwards, left a present for the guys down the street(Whoops), and when it was time to go, we tried to put him in the car.

My doggy tried to eat my face.

We tried the other door, and he wouldn't go in.

After fifteen minutes the vet came out and helped us with his magical guru expertness, and we got him in the car and went to the gas station.
I was once again locked in the back with my doggy. (Cause nobody else wanted to.)

Another thing i learned about my doggy: He really likes my mom.

He followed her around the car when she was outside it at the gas station.

My mom is really afraid of my dog. He tried to eat her once and my dad punched him in the face.

My doggy really likes my dad.

We got home and got him out of the car. My mom opened the gates for me so i could put my doggy back in his pen. He went straight for his water. My doggy has food agression, so water agression probably goes hand in hand. I didn't try to unleash him then.

I pulled him away from his water and further in his pen. I tried to unleash him.

My doggy tried to eat my arm.

O.o adrenaline has taken its toll on me, so i'm locking myself in the basement and watching Labyrinth. Hopefully David Bowie can cheer me up...

]]> ~purewhiteshadow http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/19806306/ http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/19806306/ Wed, 06 Aug 2008 10:12:14 PDT
Guess who's been watching old movies this summer?
You should to!!!

It's time for Purewhiteshadow's Movie Suggestion List!

First up
1: The Neverending Story: It's awesome, that's why. You might get a tad bored with the special effects from the eighties, that and the story is abit watered down, But it is still an epic, man. Don't fight it.

2: The Princess Bride: As you wish. It's funny, it's a love story, it's a classic.

3: Labyrinth: Dance Magic Dance! This to is also a classic.

4: Super Mario Brothers: Wha? Live Action?? Yes, I will never think of John Leguizamo as anyone but Luigi, and Dennis Hopper as anyone but Koopa. Love it.

5: The Three Ninjas: The orginal, not any of the others. This was one of my favorite movies was i was younger. And none of you have ever heard of it...

6: Sister Act: Okay, that was from left field. Yes, one of the movies i can watch over and over again.Mary Wickes is my absolute favorite Actress of all time.

Get out the VCR and the VHS's and watch some old movies.

]]> ~purewhiteshadow http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/19778727/ http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/19778727/ Mon, 04 Aug 2008 20:13:49 PDT
Ok, its not really broken (i hope), but the coloration of my dear pinky nail is quite a beautiful sight to behold. Ah, i shall post a picture..

Yes, then you too can share in my pain!

[link]

]]> ~purewhiteshadow http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/19726866/ http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/19726866/ Fri, 01 Aug 2008 21:59:40 PDT You people watching me.
All of you.
Even the people who i have know clue who you are.
I have a task for you...

As many of you know, if you even bother to look at my stuff, I am a cosplayer.

Yeah...

I recently cosplayed as Axel from Kingdom Hearts II, with my lovely Roxas, pitchblacksun.

Eh.

She really likes cosplaying as him, and really wants me to do a halloweentown Axel and Roxas cosplay...

I just agreed to it, seeing as how I'm pretty much going to be working at Joann Fabrics....

This is where you all come in.

I am going to be hosting a contest in which you must draw me an original design for a halloweentown Axel. The winner will get something from me. I don't know what yet. Maybe whatever the winner wants.

The rules are simple.
Draw Axel.
Draw him in something halloweentownish.
Don't forget to color.
Don't make it scantly clad; i'm not a man whore. It's physically immpossible.
Send me the link.

Remember: it should be no labor to be nice to your neighbor.....wha?

]]> ~purewhiteshadow http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/18989249/ http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/18989249/ Sun, 22 Jun 2008 19:18:50 PDT
Saturday I was Axel. I did a Skit. I was stalked by fangirls. And Fanboys. I nearly died in that costume. I made a group of people scream.

You can watch it here: [link]


Sunday i was Helen from Claymore. We got lots of pictures taken.

I got me a:
Demyx
Sora
Keyblade
Japanese clogs.


The DevArt system is being wierd, and i can't change my mood...

]]> ~purewhiteshadow http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/18691743/ http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/18691743/ Fri, 06 Jun 2008 05:52:20 PDT
I don't know what to do with my hair.

I don't know what to to do with my nails.

I don't have a strapless bra.(TMI)

I'm really hungry.

I want SpagettiOs.

I want to eat.

Why'd this suddenly switch to food?

My sandals have heels.

My dress has a train.

It's probably a little short for me.

Here comes the most creep-tastic chick ever.

]]> ~purewhiteshadow http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/18674207/ http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/18674207/ Thu, 05 Jun 2008 06:13:05 PDT
Funny how both of my wigs were the one with the issues.

We have made the org jackets... btw, EPICNESS.

We shaped everything and now i am a sexy man... and a creeper.....

Roxas' jacket needs to be hemmed, 'cause it was made to fit me, and it completely dwarfs her in length.

I'm way to tall (Reminder: stand up straight for Akuroku glory; need to be taller than Roxy.)

Prom is TOMORROW.

I have to wear a dress............................

]]> ~purewhiteshadow http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/18555320/ http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/18555320/ Thu, 29 May 2008 06:06:41 PDT We need to figure out the cosplay schedule.
We are doing Claymore, for all three days, Yes?
But on saturday the Masq group needs to be changed and ready on time for the entire Masq thing.
On that note, We also need to a) Check in (Fri 3-8///Sat9am-10am) at the cosplay desk (thats when we hand in our CD, friday is probably best) b) Make an appointment for Rehearsal (Sat 11-1) c)figure out the rest of the scheduling for the other cosplays.

For the time that we have to do the Masq stuff, the others could switch wigs and props and be the main characters in claymore while we are away. That way the cosplay could go on.

With that i'd suppose that we should make the armor attach to a belt by safety pins so we could switch. I will figure out the rest of the armor designs.

We are supposed to start work on the swords tomorrow, so lets see how well that works.
Today we are working on the costumes for Kingdom Heartsness, and tomorrow we work upon the skit. I may not be able to make the Keyblades, no matter how much i want to.

]]> ~purewhiteshadow http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/18522270/ http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/18522270/ Tue, 27 May 2008 05:58:57 PDT
Deflation!

Different wig!

Replacment!

So i got the cheaper wig in a different red. Looks slightly more nartural in color, and slightly more spiked than the last one.

Hairspray!!!

Hopefully i'll get the other wigs in soon, and i'll be able to style my Roxas's hair. Speaking of which, I'm going over his house today, so his family will have to listen to my constant "Got it memorised?" all day long. But Roxas made me sea salt ice cream, so in fact, i am going to be full of yummyness.

But alas!!!

Our plumbing is once again broken!!! the forth time in a one year span. So i'll probably be showering at my sister's/brother's house, but heaven knows i'm gunna have to clean their bathrooms, since they won't do it. Whatever.

My house is hot as hell. But on a good note, i alphabetized all of my(and my sister's) graphic novels, except for our Marvel and DC comix. I'll start that later on today.

]]> ~purewhiteshadow http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/18458445/ http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/18458445/ Fri, 23 May 2008 05:57:28 PDT
Elation!

Hairspay!

To the extreme!

]]> ~purewhiteshadow http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/18317616/ http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/18317616/ Wed, 14 May 2008 08:55:53 PDT We are doing it.
I'm gunna be Axel
pitchblacksun will be Roxas
and Paradise-Oro will be Kairi.

We went to the fabric store yesterday to look for patterns to modify and there, on the cover of one of the books, was the Kairi dress. It was a pattern that just fit the cosplay perfectly. We bought it. Awesomeness.

]]> ~purewhiteshadow http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/18163714/ http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/18163714/ Sun, 04 May 2008 11:42:04 PDT Me and my sister were the biggest geeks in the entire theater, because we sat there and were disscussing aspects of the movie and the comix. Then, at the end, when the special homeland secuirty group of doom with the long a$$ name decided that the would shorten the name to SHIELD, my sister and i were freaking out, and i was like, "Where's the guy? Where's the black guy with the eyepatch?" and we sat through the credits trying to figure out his name. My sister was like "It starts with an F." and i was feeling jipped that they didn't have him in the movie. Then there was the after the credits movie piece, and I flipped, because the one guy we were trying to figure out, was right freakin' there!!!

Yeah!

]]> ~purewhiteshadow http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/18148730/ http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/18148730/ Sat, 03 May 2008 12:33:16 PDT The play is over, and I have it on DVD. I prolly won't be able to show you, for copyright reasons, and on that note, the DVD is non-existant. But, for the footage that i do not have, i maybe able to find a way to email you a file, if anyone is interested. The only thing is my dad was filming and happened to zoom in on me, and of course, I am not an important person. So there's a few times were you see a random ass person, and not the leads. To my Wyoming love, i will send it to you as soon as i figure out how....

Pictures are up on facebook, and there are many pics of awesomeness. But be warned, none of mine are tagged and i always look like crap.

The Play
[link]
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Randomness back stage
[link]
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Practice
[link]
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The makings of the play
[link]
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The lunch thingy
[link]

Senoir gifts, major emotion stuff.
[link]


Well thats that.

This weekend i am at my sisters house in the mountains catsitting. Her cat hates us. It attacks my other sister when she walks past the table. We managed to find an expanse of woods where we could fool around, take pictures and videos; but then we got lost. We asked the mailman to help us, but he didn't know either. We called my sister and she told us where we were, and we got home. I decided to use this time where i am nowhere near people to fool around with fashion, and so far, i'm doing ok. I look like a freak. Maybe we can get good pictures and video of my fashion mishaps.


Later on today we are going to see Ironman, cause Tony Stark is the $hit. I need to reread those comix.

]]> ~purewhiteshadow http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/18018021/ http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/18018021/ Fri, 25 Apr 2008 06:08:23 PDT
My seven costume changes went pretty well. I was usually the first to actually be changed and ready. Every time i got changed i had to take my make up off and put it back on. I somehow once again managed to get facepaint in my eye along with makeup remover. Yay.

I am going to try to attack people with cameras tonight. It will be very scary. I will make them pose. I WILL.

Maybe.

The Audience gave us a standing ovation before we even went to bow, and apparently thats amazing, says one of the leads. To tell you the truth, i really didn't care.

Be our Guest was probably by far the very favorite of the crowd, while at the end, the Lovely young lady playing the wardrobe cracked everybody up with her desent from the stairs. She played her part quite well. The part that was rather the most adorable was when the freshman playing Chip ran out on stage at the end and was like "Mama, Mama!" and was just so cute. The applause for him was so amazing.

I am really really tired now. Maybe video of the play will end up on youtube or facebook. Heaven knows. But i won't do anything Illegal, like put it up without asking the kids in it.

]]> ~purewhiteshadow http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/17971214/ http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/17971214/ Tue, 22 Apr 2008 06:10:59 PDT I totally did not wake up on time this morning, and i suddenly became ill last night. unpleasant.

Costumes are looking awesome though. Makeup leaves something to be desired. Really, everybody just looks creepy. And dead.

Speaking of deadness, i was on FF.net and i found a KHII fanfic with ZOMBIES! in it. I love zombies. Its rather odd....

My wolfy costume is so funny. I has teeth for it. I just toss myself at the Beast(who is the cutest thing ever) and make him throw me.
Its good.

]]> ~purewhiteshadow http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/17907105/ http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/17907105/ Fri, 18 Apr 2008 05:56:24 PDT Practice today from three till eight.
Costumes? Not finished.
Nearly? maybe...
Fake fur on D'Arque's jacket? Of course.
By who? Me at 12am in the frickin' morning.
Lumiere? Hem it.
Cogsworth? hem it.
Press? today they said.
R we ready? Hell no.
Who wants to kill people? Me.

]]> ~purewhiteshadow http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/17860017/ http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/17860017/ Tue, 15 Apr 2008 06:07:03 PDT
I was in school yesterday, which was a teachers inservice, so everybody else was at home, and the rest of the cast (save those few who decided that they were better than the rest and didn't have to come, *cough, cough* one of the trees... the daughter of a teacher... who hasn't been at most of the practices why is she still in the play?!?!?!.......) and i had to go through the entire thing and practice from 9 to 8. My mother was in the back with the other volenteers makeing more costumes, i went back and did my part when i could, which was pretty much never. Then the dance lady realized i was playing a townsman and that i was here on time and that she should put me in a part and so she decided to just add me in.

Then we decided to run be our guest of which i was only blocked for the beginning. So then all the napkins had to go out into the hall and learn the parts and then she blocked us for the ending and yelled at us and we have to dance a kick line on the stairs. We are suppose to make everyone look good(which is surprizing, because i am such a klutz) and we are doing high kicks. its crazy.

And then i get knocked out by a small person and dragged off the stage, then i come back on and am chased by the same being who knocked me out. Whooo! multiple roles!!!

Pratice today and i've brought food.

P.S. one of the ladies who is working on the costumes has a ton of wigs. Her daughter went through chemo (not sure on her status at this point) and this lady is going to bring in the wigs for the play. Maybe she'll give me a few, eh?

]]> ~purewhiteshadow http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/17700862/ http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/17700862/ Sat, 05 Apr 2008 14:49:38 PDT
The props came in this morning. THE PROPS. As in, the stuff from the broadway musical. How the hell did we manage to get them? I'm pretty sure that they have to be back up stuffs. The rose is cool though.

I worked on belles gown today, and it is very pretty. We had to fit it to her though, cause she is so tiny.

The set is absolutly amazing, and i was painting that as well(though not so much), so i think i will post that too.

I am probably going to take a camera to the rest of the practices and just make that foto journal now.

I might just put it all up on face book, or make a cd of it.

I will get people to videotape the epicness of the play from good camera angles. I WILL.

]]> ~purewhiteshadow http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/17490636/ http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/17490636/ Mon, 24 Mar 2008 10:58:51 PDT
That means i WILL be kidnapping my friends and deciding on the cosplays for animenext.

First cosplay already decided: Claymore. Why? 'cause no one does it.... And its awesome.

Now, all i need is to figure out the other cosplays and see how many of my friends are coming and want to do what. So, to my friends who want are coming and want to do a cosplay, list them now, 'cause people are refusing to get back to me on things and if this continues, you're on your own.

]]> ~purewhiteshadow http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/17367246/ http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/17367246/ Sun, 16 Mar 2008 17:13:35 PDT
My family was saddened.

I put her in a pastic bag with the four eggs of hers and put that bag in a paper bag that had 'thanks written on it.

She is now sitting on the stove, waiting for some idiot to come along and open the bag.

My cats are being evil.

]]> ~purewhiteshadow http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/17296899/ http://purewhiteshadow.deviantart.com/journal/17296899/ Wed, 12 Mar 2008 06:11:25 PDT Some time relatively soon i hope, i will begin to steal people one by one and do a photoshoot of our sailor moon cosplay. I suppose i should start with sailor moon...

Lets see, my evil scheme for the photoshoot.......

Find a good place for it... maybe deepcut gardens.....
Remake the props....those stupid brooches..maybe make Sats and Plu's staffs
Fix up the costumes........ iron, touch up, wash those gloves.
Fix the wigs............ those stupid balls, plutos black wig thats supposed to be green.....
Kidnap friends.... get the sailor scouts to actually pose and take a thousand pictures dressed up like complete and total fools.

Hopefully i can actually steal my friends away some time.

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