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i am so numb inside... i am not happy and i am not sad. i have absoloutly no feelings right now, i am guilty and ashamed but i cant feel any of it.
why is life so difficult, and so random, so unexpected, and surprising. So many journals filled with pages of things i want so desperatly to say, yet when the time comes i go numb, and die inside, because i realize what i have lost, and i miss it so dearly that i can hardly stand to breath it hurts so bad. The only thing that truly makes it better is to not be alone, to be with him, but even then im filled with lonelyness, its only when we touch that i truely feel that i am with him again, and it is those seldom moments that i live for.

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