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]]> ~purplestain http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/14485150/ http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/14485150/ Tue, 04 Sep 2007 10:08:41 PDT
I'm all alone again and I forgot how to draw. New camera though *ooooh*


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]]> ~purplestain http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/8951769/ http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/8951769/ Fri, 02 Jun 2006 15:55:54 PDT

Mood: Indifferent
Listening to: DOGS DIE IN HOT CARS
Reading: Vegetarian Recipies for Students
Watching: SATC season 6

I have work to upload. I will, one day.

Loving what you guys are doing at the moment. I added so many favs to my gallery tonight it was unreal. Appologies for not commenting everything, but my subscription is almost up -SOB- so aye, i had to get through like 600 messages...eeek.

Going to London soon, bye byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee I hope they don't kidnap me down there. Im just a country bumpkin.

xxxxx

]]> ~purplestain http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/8674487/ http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/8674487/ Thu, 04 May 2006 17:21:15 PDT

Mood: Sleepytastic
Listening to: Ghost World Soundtrack
Reading: Old Maid - Suzanne Somethingorother

Good news!

0- I have started sketching again, like back to the old days, i crave to draw
0- My advanced higher is almost finished, a few pieces to do and just mount
0- I finally purchased a prom dress
0- Things with my and Phil are much better and I am feeling alot happier
0- The summery weather has lifted my depression
0- I have 2 days of school left, forever
0- My friends are all keeping me amused haha
0- I finally started driving. I loathe it but it needs to be done
0- Boris Morris the psychology teacher fucked us over (ok thats bad news)
0- I'm going on holiday with my boyfriend in late August hopefully
0- T in the Park looks a bit shit so I might sell my ticket and go elsewhere
0- I have a friend going to stirling with me for uni
0- I appologise for not being on here, but art currently makes me feel sick.
0- I'm getting better though (:

xxxxx

]]> ~purplestain http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/8160848/ http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/8160848/ Tue, 14 Mar 2006 15:58:08 PST

Mood: Bland
Listening to: Brokeback Mountain Soundtrack

[link]




Art hates me.

My art teacher hates my art.

I hate her.



Lovely wee circle.

xxxxx

]]> ~purplestain http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/7981327/ http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/7981327/ Thu, 23 Feb 2006 13:53:15 PST

Mood: Disappointed.
Listening to: My Latest Novel - Hope Edition

Isn't it amazing how in some point in your life, everyone you know will let you down. I had a key few in my life who I thought would never let me down. Ever. And the past 4 months have just proved how wrong I was. The past week even more so.

On the upside, I got asked for an interview by Napier in Edinburgh.

I also was offered an unconditional place at Glasgow Caledonain (my safety net) which, at the weekend I was thinking on maybe going to, meaning I could stay at home - stay with my friends.

But no. No way. My 'friends' have shown me how loyal they are, where their friendship really lies. Lies. Love that word. Double meanings. Like it.

Stirling here I come. I hope I can meet people who value friendship.

I feel quite alone in my life right now. Maybe I deserve this. Karma eh. Who knows. Think I might go upstairs and draw for a while.

xxxxx

]]> ~purplestain http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/7926369/ http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/7926369/ Fri, 17 Feb 2006 14:32:56 PST
Mood: Shattered.
Listening to: The 'Fun House' theme tune

I have decided to create a separate account for my photography please feel free to re-add any favs haha. I deleted all the stuff off here that I may resubmit. Some old stuff remains but its just crappy things.

Got a T in the Park ticket. They are going for wild wild wild prices on ebay. Weekend ticket i got thank goodness. Oh well, we're off to see the chilis...and the strokes...and franz...the rest don't really care about

...yet!


Ohhhh can't wait to hear the lineup. Im looking forward to getting totally wrecked on saturday night after thie chilis. Yasss.

Edinburgh was fun today. though Alistair chose to insult me the entire time, I think I'm used to it by now...my favourite parts were drawing each other on the bus (with preeetty shoddy results) and just all the photos we took. Found a road called 'Cumin' ahaa...i look forward to getting that developed.

Oh well enough...just needed to tell you about the new account.

xxxxx

]]> ~purplestain http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/7909103/ http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/7909103/ Wed, 15 Feb 2006 17:34:21 PST
rhymes with Spur.

Mood: "Tired n Emotional"
Listening to: Jane by Elf Power
Reading: Ghost World now...

So, hello.

Happy/Fuck Valentines Day.

Yesterday reminded me just how much I hate valentines day. It makes me feel insanely depressed, especially after last year. Nothing particularly bad happened, but it jsut reminded me how unhappy I am with the way things are going between me and phil.

On the upside, a year on from breaking up with Alistair it's really good that we are friends now. Alot of people don't talk after a breakup, and im glad he's still around. Going to Edinburgh with him on Friday. Will be fun. He has some interesting art going on at the mo [link]

I just blew alot of money on Amazon buying a book on anatomy, Ghost World (the graphic novel rather than the film which i already own) err...oh yeah a Biffy Clyro album (i figured i must be the only scottish person who doesnt listen to biffy) and a Mull Historical Society Album.

I also am gagging to get myself T in the Park tickets on friday. however, with there being no glastonbury this year = perhaps impossible.

Plus...people playing:

The Who (err...massiveness and old people will wanna go too now )
The Red Hot CHili Peppers - their only Scottish date. They sold out Murrayfiel stadium in like 45 minutes or something...too many scottish fans...
Arctic Monkeys - shite, but massively popular...LIKE....
The Ordinary Boys - Stupid damn Chantelle's man...popular at the mo too

...i forget the rest...
Oh aye, franz ferdinand..one of the biggest scottish bands right now...jeez...

anyways, im more for the indie bands who will be announced much later...wish id gone last year..

..BRIGHT EYES...

...RILO KILEY

...im a stupid arse huh.

And so many other goodies. ah well.

so yeah £115 for a ticket . ew.

Though I got paid on Tuesday...so thats a months wages blown on 2 tickets if i get them.

So yeah, on friday i am skipping school so i can go hand in my photography portfolio to napier uni.

I got an unconditional offer for stirling to do a journalism and film and media course. Looks good. Dunno if it's really me though. Ah well.

My friend david just got back together with his ex Marrieanne after they broke up when she cheated on him. My opinion of her was pretty low...so i dunno what to make of it all. Then again, who am i to criticise when it comes to relationship problems.

I made phil a Pete Burns valentines card.

"you spin me right round baby right round like a record baby right round round round... i want your LOOOOO OO O OOO O O O OOOOVE" was scribbled inside. Didn't have the guts to send it...i think he's probably burn it/me.

My tragus is hurting alittle, i should go clean it before i go to bed.

Hmm I wish my amazon shite would just come now, i need something to amuse me. I actually have work to do, but its almost 1.30 am. feck.

I love my boyfriend but i just feel so down right now.

I should talk to him rather than write a journal. But this seemed like the good thing to do for just now.



Dogs Die In Hot Cars are a very good band. Should have bought their album. Fool. Damn.

Oh and the Life Pursuit by Belle and Sebastian is gorgeous mmmm *rubs tummy*

Need to get my hair done, its a really long state right now. Havent been to the hairdressers since December 30th 2004.

Dear gawd


okay enough

xxxxx

]]> ~purplestain http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/7793404/ http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/7793404/ Fri, 03 Feb 2006 19:01:36 PST
Gotta new one

Mood: "Tired n Emotional"
Listening to: Alphabet Soup - Bell X1

Aye, that's right...

look in gallery for recent sketches and some photos from my first ever black and white film....


Expect more shite from me soon.

Don't feel compelled to reply to this btw i jsut wanted to talk for a bit.

I'm away to draw

goodnight!

xxx

xxxxx

]]> ~purplestain http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/7705187/ http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/7705187/ Wed, 25 Jan 2006 14:38:01 PST

Mood: "Tired n Emotional"

I entered my first ever dA competition....yes you should go and vote for me ha ha ha...

[link]

isn't celebrity big brother exciting. I know people will now take the moral highround and hae it and tell me im an asshole for watching such shite, but i dont care! Where else can you watch Preston from the Ordinary Boys, Michael Barrymore, Pete Burns, George Galloway and the leg-end Dennis Rodamn (he was just a small idol from my childhood Chicago-Bulls loving days) have a huge argument...

oh the laughter! I havent found tv so funny in AGES ahaa..

Hmmm fuck, exams and assignments. Meant to be going to Crow Bar on Friday for Laura's birthday but ahh so much work to do (which hasnt been started)

Ah well...

vote vote!

xxxxx

]]> ~purplestain http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/7629608/ http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/7629608/ Tue, 17 Jan 2006 12:21:32 PST

Mood: Weeeeee
Listening to: Funny Little Frog
Reading: bookschmook
Watching: well no, peep show 2 soon (ta jon for the copy!)

oooh so today was the Virgin Megastore thing single promotion whatever

So we have...Belle and Sebastian playing a gorgeous wee gig in the shop.

*wanted to die of the wonderfulness*


Ha...yes....then we (me and my friend Ross) got our albums & single signed (go and buy it....do it do it do it...)

Ha, Stevie drinks in the pub near where I live...woo...

Im happy...for the first time...in ages?

Anyways, I'm done with journlas until the weekend at least (Then we have King Creosote, MLN, Camera Obscura *swoons*)



...when/if I go to uni, i will deffo miss glasgow.

xxxxx

]]> ~purplestain http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/7622278/ http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/7622278/ Mon, 16 Jan 2006 16:08:09 PST

Mood: YAAAAY
Listening to: Get me awayyy im dyyyinngggg!
Reading: bookschmook
Watching: well no, peep show 2 soon (ta jon for the copy!)

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Belle and Sebastian were fucking sensational tonight.


I think that is all I have to say...

And Happy Birthday Stevie...



What a wonderful wonderful cheerie band! Everything I could have asked for to blow the cobwebs and winter depression away!

YAAAY

xxxxx

]]> ~purplestain http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/7261941/ http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/7261941/ Fri, 09 Dec 2005 05:07:01 PST

Mood: Irritated
Listening to: Loch - I Am Kloot
Reading: Something ali got me for xmas already...i forget

Deviant urplestain has 671 new messages ( 577D, 3H, 3M, 32C, 54J, 2P )

Aaaaah so many in such a short space of time...

Okie, I'll try work through it as best as I can.

School is still pish, infact it's worse, but I really really like photography, I think I want to pursue this at uni perhaps, and I loathe art *shudder*

My UCAS form is all done and just needs to be checked and sent away...

I got my wallet lost / stolen in Glasgow at the weekend. So that was a mega mega bummer....

Work is alright, though I work at least 2 weeknights and almost all day on weekends. The people there are lovely though, so its grand.

It's by beautiful friend Dawn's 18th Birthday today, my love goes out to her, she's wonderful

Still with Phil, I miss him all the time.

I miss the older generation of my family, I feel that wonderful innocent aspect has been wiped out. I never thought I'd say that, but I do miss the old people.

I'm going to see Bell X1 on Saturday night after work, I really am looking forward to it....it'll be amazing.

Anyways, bear with me as I get to grips with all this eeeeek!

Love as always.

xxxxx

]]> ~purplestain http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/6964913/ http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/6964913/ Sat, 05 Nov 2005 17:57:58 PST

Mood: lonely
Listening to: Death Cab For Cutie - Soul Meets Body
Reading: Cherries In The Snow - Emma Forrest

Ok, so I'm gonna not be around for a wee while maybe. My grandfather died very unexpectedly today (he is the 'model' in my featured deviation). So it's come as a major shock to my family and everything has twisted around and I might have to actually move out my own house in the end up to live alone at his place which is a bit weird, but yeah, major life changes are taking place.

Anyways, we're all pretty cut up over it here.

I also have some mega big deadlines coming up including my UCAS (uni) application and a few articles for the school newsletter. I also work now, and I need to really work more on my Advanced Higher folio. Busy busy.

Good news is though I got a ticket to see Bell X1.

Bad news is I have to somehow sell my Taste of Chaos tour ticket as I will no longer be able to attend.

The gig is on Wednesday 9th November in Glasgow SECC. Good line up if you like emo, screamo, that kinda shit. I'm not looking to make a profit, I jsut can't go due to funerals and that kinda thing.

So if you know ANYONE who may be interested please let me know asap.

Thankyou again and I hopefully will see you all soon.

ps. The Music Show was awesome.

xxxxx

[link] ]]> ~purplestain http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/6829449/ http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/6829449/ Fri, 21 Oct 2005 16:02:39 PDT

Mood: lonely/ill
Listening to: Death Cab For Cutie - Soul Meets Body
Reading: Cherries In The Snow - Emma Forrest

Went to see Tim Burton's Corpse Bride today. It was okay, really nicely made and everything. Was no Nightmare Before Christmas, but at the same time still had that spark, especially when they were in the world of the dead.
It was really nice actually, very victorian and gothic and beautiful. The way Depp speaks in it is really fluent and poetic, wasn't such a fan of Helena Bonham Carter in this, but thats just me.
Still, I couldnt get into it somehow, though wasn't feeling at my best today and we did go see it in the Odeon, the pissy cinema in Glasgow.
I think if I watched it again I could maybe get into it more.
Anyways, considering it was the first day it opened and a school holiday, I expected it to be packed, but not at all. Then again, most people would probably go to UGC cause its much better haha. Ah well....
I can totally see its going to be the new obsession with all the lil gothy skater scene kids in town. There will be 12 year olds with eyeliner and Corpse Bride bags, queueing up to go to unders night at the cathouse.

Other news, theres this new tv show gonna be on BBC Scotland (ch2) about Music in Scotalnd (I cant remember the name right now) starting the 4th November and it looks like it's gonna be so awesome, artists to be on it include: Camera Obscura, Aberfeldy, Belle and Sebastian, Mogwai, My Latest Novel, Sons and Daughters, Dogs Die In Hot Cars and Arab Strap!



FUCK YEAH!

And AND ANNND they're gonna do a special Belle And Sebastian special.

Ohmygawshit'sgonnabethebestthingontellyEVER.

How much do I love Scottish Bands!? TOO MUCH!

I want to go to T in the Park next year but I'll need to find someone willing to fork out £100+ for a ticket. And i'll need to find that for myself too.


More news, Birdseye might be making those lil pea cars that are featured in the Adverts

WOW! as soon as I saw it I was like screaming to my brother, I WANT ONE OF THOSE!!



How bloody brilliant....

Anyways, thats all for now...

xxxxx

[link] ]]> ~purplestain http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/6802282/ http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/6802282/ Tue, 18 Oct 2005 15:17:46 PDT

Mood: Hungry
Listening to: The Unicorns - Jelly Bones

Me = busy busy! I had to make loads fo decorations for the school hall for a halloween disco. They must think I'm the only arty person in the school. Getting paid for it anyways (though not nearly enough!) Also, the school commissioned me to paint a picture (vague copy of my higher final) to give to the Deputy Head who is leaving to become an HMI. Then to top of this week, i won some art competition and my painting is gonna be printed in a calendar which will be put in all the schools in Renfrewshire. So yeah, much art news of late!
We also had a pregnant life model tonight, that was interesting hehe.

I got tagged 0-0


Seven things that scare you:

1. Spiders
2. Scorpoins
3. Pain (ie, car crash, pitchfork through face kinda things)
4. Maggots
5. My friends/boyfriend dying or something, being hurt...y'know *touch wood*
6. The computer blowing up
7. scary people who always touch me/talk to me in glasgow.

Seven things you like the most:

1. Music
2. Phil
3. Drawing
4. Watching movies
5. Singing
6. Hanging out with Douglas
7. Going to gigs

Seven important things in your room:

1. CDs
2. Art stuff
3. Box of special stuff
4. Photos
5. dvds
6. my straighteners 0-0
7. clothes

Seven random facts about you:

1. I have a tiny hole in the top of my ear
2. My friend is going to drive me about tomorrow on a wee road trip
3. My hair smells like strawberry
4. I have had black thread tied around my wrists for about eight or nine months.
5. I am happy but very sad.
6. My feet are cold
7. I live in scotland, where it is colder than my feet.

Seven things you plan to do before you die:

1. Live with Phil
2. Spend alot of time with Dawn
3. Go to Mexico
4. Appologise to numerous people
5. Get married
6. Have a child / adopt a child
7. Live in the west end of glasgow and drive a VW minibus...

Seven things that attract you to the opposite sex:

1. Height
2. Sense of humour
3. Smile
4. Nice eyes
5. Musical taste
6. How affectionate they are
7. Understands me

Seven things you say the most:

1. fuck yeah
2. awww whit!?
3. ehhh naw
4. oh right
5. ah feck
6. bugger
7. sweet jesus

Seven celeb crushes (whether local or foreign):

1. i've
2. a
3. boyfriend
4. who
5. wouldnt
6. appreciate
7. this

Seven favorite drinks:

1. Coffee
2. Iced Tea
3. Tropical Fruit Juice
4. Orange juice
5. Milkshakes
6. Smoothies
7. Frappachino

Seven memorable kiddy shows you used to watch as a kid:

1. The Clangers
2. Sesame Street
3. Dot-A-Man (gaelic tv show)
4. Rainbow
5. The Herbs (the herb garden? something liek that)
6. Wizadora (sings *we adore herrr*)
7. The Riddlers


Seven people you want to tag this to:

1.

2.

3.

4. :icontainteddarkness:

5.
6.

7. ~purplestain http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/6530678/ http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/6530678/ Sat, 17 Sep 2005 17:25:02 PDT

Mood: tired
Listening to: Angels Fuck, Devils Kiss - Jack Off Jill

I need to whore my friends, because they deserve it. And if they have prints, you should fuckign buy them.
Yeah yeah, I would if I had money....





gooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!

xxxxx

[link] ]]> ~purplestain http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/6299298/ http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/6299298/ Mon, 22 Aug 2005 16:45:09 PDT
Mood: better
Listening to: Emery - The Secret
Reading: Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas
Watching: nil.

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm i needed to get negative journal off my front page.

Happinesssssss is good for everyone.

xxxxx

[link] ]]> ~purplestain http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/6250122/ http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/6250122/ Wed, 17 Aug 2005 07:00:20 PDT
Mood: Weird.
Listening to: A Perfect Circle - 3 Libras
Reading: Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas
Watching: nil.

Gawd, suddenly I dont know what to say.
Sorry for not commenting on everything, I was away in Edinburgh for the Fringe and I came back to a billion journals and ah....its so confusing. So I just did the latest ones.

Things are kinda weird in my head, I dunno. Things that you think are stable and safe and always there, have been a bit messed up and taken away, and its all confusing.

I passed my exams with good grades, so thats a relief, I dont have to really work my arse off or do any resits this year. Just need someone to help me decide what to do at uni....please?

Tomorrow night my lot are having some weird camping event. Basically we wanted a party before we go back to school, but no good houses are empty this week, so we're having it in the woods haha. Great. And looks like I'm sharing a tent with Bryan and Andy. Even better.....

It's my 17th soon, and I have no money saved up for driving lessons. I honestly can't be arsed wth driving. Will try get a job first.

Last night I had one of those dreams which leave you kinda messed up for the whole day? I think yesterday influenced it alot, but its shaken me up a lil.

Might upload a few photos. Maybe not. Haven't taken anything all that decent recently.

Piss, need to do AH Art work, go back to school in something like 5 days.....

....ah crap!

ps. good luck to all you down south getting your exam results!

xxxxx

[link] ]]> ~purplestain http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/6250109/ http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/6250109/ Wed, 17 Aug 2005 06:57:07 PDT
]]> ~purplestain http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/6108752/ http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/6108752/ Tue, 02 Aug 2005 04:06:44 PDT Mood: like yuck
Listening to: Dogs Die In Hot Cars - NoOne Teaches Life Anything
Reading: eyes hurt too much to read
Watching: eye hurt too much to watch tv

Muh I'll be back soon...sorry for not being around much lately...


going to lie down again...Feeling feverish just now...

xxxxx

[link] ]]> ~purplestain http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/6023951/ http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/6023951/ Sun, 24 Jul 2005 19:18:00 PDT
Mood: scared
Listening to: Rilo Kiley - Teenage Love Song
Reading: The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown
Watching: Napoleon Dynamite againnn

Oh man..... I miss Phil. I miss Frances. I miss Michael. I miss Anne. I miss Ning. I miss Shannon. I miss Dawn. I miss Dean. I miss Robert. I miss Alistair. I miss James. I miss Emily.

But most of all I miss Phil.


Some new photos. More to come in a few days.

Monday: Jaclyn
Tuesday: David Rae's bbq of scaredom with popular kids
Wednesday: Douglas
Thursday: Claire
Friday: Denise


I have a sore throat.
All I want is for next weekend to be here already.

"whaadt?"

like he once said "I have scraps, go look at them"
i always remember that.

Sorry for random statements.

xxxxx

[link] ]]> ~purplestain http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/5988505/ http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/5988505/ Wed, 20 Jul 2005 16:55:29 PDT
Mood: loveyness - scared
Listening to: The Magic Numbers - Mornings Eleven
Reading: The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown
Watching: Napoleon Dynamite againnn

Ohhhh my goodness so many deviations/comments/journals to go through, will look on saturday hopefully.

Meanwhile, is up visiting me this week! :0 hehe, still getting over the English/Scottish thing, tis pretty funny. Don't know if I've ever been so happy...like.....ever? Its weird, get on bizarrely well. Leaves on Saturday morningsssss so expects sad moany journals of oh 'woe is me'

Today we went to the Francis Bacon exhibition, hehe, it was coooooool, inspired me for my Advanced Higher uhuh.
We also got lost in Edinburgh, its so not like glasgow....

Got lotsa cute photos....will maybe upload one....if Mr.Suicide will let me

Hope you're all good...

oh...and go listen to Son of a Gun by the Vaselines. I've been singing it for 2 whole days.

xxxxx

[link] ]]> ~purplestain http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/5916206/ http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/5916206/ Tue, 12 Jul 2005 17:31:29 PDT
Mood: soopahhappeh
Listening to: Amazing Love - Pedro the Lion
Reading: The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown
Watching: Napoleon Dynamite againnn

Im so happy.

Pippen is coming to visit next week

Douglas is coming over tomorrow and we're going to have so much fun.

Douglas was in Glasgow with me yesterday and we had so much fun.

Charlie and the Chocolate Factory opens here soon. Wonder how good/shit it is.

I've missed reading books.

The sun has been out.

I've stayed up late.

I have a bit of a sun tan.

My hair is red. Not purple.

School is far from my mind.



oh yes. and if you have myspace. add me. im getting bored looking at the same people over and over [link] much love...

xxxxx

[link] ]]> ~purplestain http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/5810099/ http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/5810099/ Fri, 01 Jul 2005 09:15:05 PDT 2. Mum has gone away and left me with Cuntilla/FATher/Dad
3. I have some money
4. I have to do everything around the house
5. I miss alot of people right now

Mood: mixed feelings
Listening to: Lauren Hill - Killing Me Softly

Well, its been a funny two days. Yesterday was really sad, I seemed to be saying goodbye to alot of people, my friends at school, and then ali > [link] whos going to be gone for a couple of months working. We were finally becoming better friends again and I was finally happy to spend time with him and not feel hurt anymore. I'm happy that he's happy with his new girlfriend and I'm happy that he's got a job and everything, I just dont want him to go, I feel theres so much I'm going to miss about him this summer because I find I'm pretty lonely right now, my friends are all on various holidays etc...so yeah, real sad he's gone. He was a good friend to me. Hopefully when he's back in August (I think) we can hang out a bit. Ah man thats like my birthday..hmm...oh well.

Then today was that shitty awards ceremony, what a crock, sooper boring. Got my annual endeavour awrd which will be slotted away in some cupboard with the rest, to only be seen again when my parents die and we take a skip out the front and empty the house. Lovely thought, cant wait to gut this place haha.

Meanwhile, Phyll is away and passed his drivig test so im really really really pleased for him, that cheered me up immensely because I knew how much he wanted to get a pass.

Plus, discovered I got some EMA bonus money, so this week I'm going out to dinner in Glasgow with Frazer for his 18th and going to buy me a new webcam at last haha! anddddd yeah, hopefully save the rest for when Phyll is visiting so I can treat him a lil.

And then, Im actually sad because I'm not at school. I mean, i used to LOVE the holidays. But, 6th years a blast, I just sit and talk to people non stop....but during the hols I wont see hardly anyone from school. The usual friends yes, but I talk to much more people now. I'll actually miss my lessons, I enjoy going to class now, psychology is brilliant, AH art, yep, a bit of a pain but still, and yeah....hmm...I think I've turned into a serious weirdo.

So mixed feelings overall.

Hope everyone is well and having a nice summer. I got sunburnt. In scotland. Ha. Yes. Thats right.

xxxxx

[link] ]]> ~purplestain http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/5754213/ http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/5754213/ Sat, 25 Jun 2005 14:25:25 PDT

PREPARE FOR AN EPIC JOURNAL OF OTT FFAF OBSESSION

Mood: HAPPY
Listening to: Funeral For A Friend - Roses For The Dead

So, school on friday, boring whatever, so I go into Glasgow early, and me n douglas get a little drunk, more tipsy though. David's gf marianne was totally hammered. Who wants to go to a gig like that!??! She was a state.
So we totally skip into the front of the queue for the gig at the barrowlands hehe and stand right at the barrier infront of where Chris would stand. We.LOVE.Chris.
Gratitude came on...uhm..they were alright, the singer really seemed like a bit of an idiot..but aye, they were ok.
Static Lullaby were cool, good musicians but I only knew like 2 of their songs, so couldnt get into it so much....
Then Bullet For My Valentine came on and they rocked so hard. Fuck they were awesome. I had a great view of the stage too, not being very tall it helps to be at the barrier.
And then FFAF.....OH MY GOD. I've been to quite a few gigs, I mean, im not that old...but I have quite alot to compare against, and this one blew the rest out the water. Holy Crap. Me n Doug (the losers that we are) had a wee sign that said YOU HAVE A TIGHT ASS, but it was in Welsh (since Matt and Darren speak Welsh) and Chris read it and looked at us like *wtf!?* but then Darren came over, read it and winked ahaha! That was awesome enough. Chris's guitar was majorly fucking up though, was a shame.
So yeah, fucking brilliant gig, Juneau was SO beautiful, Escape Artists Never Die...I think I almost broke my neck, was like pure heaven on the earsies. The Art Of American Football, holy shit, that was violent. but still, Being at the barrier has some advantages New songs off the album were fantastic too, especially Monster and Roses For The Dead...and the one I cant remember the name of but it goes...

...The light looks good against the bruises on your cheek...

Or somethign along those lines....

So the gig ended, I said goodbye to Marc and Scooby (who I prefer to call dingo) and then made way to the centre of the barrier...ended up me n doug got a few bits of the setlist hahahaha, some emo-bitch grabbed it off us and it tore but we still got some lol.
So we go outside and stand at the tourbus....a few static lullaby and gratitude guys were floating around for a while but nobody was really caring. Static Lullaby had filmed the gig and then were filming outside the venue...so look out for me in some future dvd lol.
Then B4MV came out. The drummer was soo funny, he was wasted too, he signed my ticket and i said thankyooooou in my wee silly scottish voice and he laughed and went ehehe ''thankyoooou' back, and i said it again, as did he, this went on for like 8 or 9 times until someone else pushed in haha. We got our photos taken and I got the band to sign my ticket. Cool guys, hung around for ages ''Wheres mai fookin trailer!?" waiting on their trailer lol.
Then THEN THENNNNN Matt came out :0 i got photo, and my poster signed, and I gave him my little tight ass sign, which he found rather amusing. Then we met Ryan who seemed scared but hardly anyone recognised him so he posed for a photo with me n Doug and signed stuff too....
Then Darren came out, ah we love Darren. He was SOOPER friendly, hugging us, the piccy was rad, he held our hands and signed stuff and i gave him the ass sign and he was like AHH ITS HER!! THAT WAS YOU!! I SAW YOU! I was like hehe, he remembered meee! Hahaha, what a hyped up loser I am....so aye, he was lovely, everyone was writing on his hands and signing his converse n stuff lol.
We didnt get to meet Gareth or Chris http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/5675662/ Fri, 17 Jun 2005 10:36:53 PDT
Mood: tense, yet relaxed
Listening to: Symphony No. 9 - Ludwig van Beethoven
Reading: uh..not yet...

So, about me...me me me me me...

Digging classical music again. Want to die listening to beethoven..or bach perhaps. How morbid. Death..I'm kinda getting used to that..my kinda 'aunt' person died the other day, but I'm not upset. Maybe I'm becoming cold and hard like a...umm...stone. yes. Funeral is tuesday (of the person...not the band). Get to skip pc passport *dances with joy* i mean....probably shouldnt say that but oh well.
AND Funeral For A Friend (band not the person) isssss next Friday <3 mmmm yum. Should be superbula! And I think old davie stevenson is coming with us if he gets a ticket! He better had. Still not got anyone to come along to Rilo Kiley with me *sigh* oh well.

School is picking up slightly. For some mad reason I put my name up to be a candidate in the school house captain elections i can only think of two people who would vote for me, but thats GOOD because i dont want to have to do all the shitty things that comes with the job. Would look good on a UCAS form though still...hope I dont get elected. Was a moment of madness!

Psychology is brilliant, I love it, and my teacher is soooo funny, i was crying with laughter in class today. Ah he's the bees knees. He was talking about electric shock therapy for a bit today, and it reminded me of my great aunt who was given that in the 60s-70s because she was a manic depressant...no..wrong phrase..too tired to think, anyways, she ended up commiting suicide in the 70s so y'know, didnt really work on her did it? I love all the crazy experiments they did on people back then like in the 50s n stuff, when ethics werent really taken into consideration. Then again, the cruel shit people like hitler did, y'know the 'medical' experiments to see how high a temperature a human could withstand. thats just fucked up man. It all is really. Interesting though.

Another interesting thing is Big Brother. I just love waiting for them to crack and go mad. Haha, someone was boiling a pot of water and i was like GEEEeee yus that going in someone's face. It didnt though...i supopse I should say thank god...but mueh.
Some year someones going to take a knife to someone. People shouldnt be under that kinda pressure, watching people bitching about them and suchlike. But hell, it makes great television. Plus im kinda nosey....Would like Kemal to win, just because the way he says 'fabulous' is adorable...and his skinny wee legs and awwwwh he's so cute. I want him to be my other camp as camp can be best friend. His hair is just like a....i have no idea...but i want to touch it.

Tomorrow, going into glasgow to the graduate degree show at the art school. Taking my uber-gay friend fraser, he wants to check out the hawt arty guys. Should be real fun though. Its also the Glasgow Devmeet but I'm guessing that's not happening....alas. I haven't heard anything about it...oh well.

Ahh this is pretty long, I appologise. Nobody nice is on msn....

Advanced Higher Art...hmmm I like it. Until stupid bimbo popular bitch stole my artist idea thing (i had it before her...WEEKS before her grrrrr and she KNEW i was doing him ¬_¬ not fair! she doesnt even LIKE art..or draw out of school...whats the deal with that!?) and i wanted to stab her with my pencil in her big fake eyeball *beethoven reaches a booming climax* ahh...calm...be calm....

BUT GAH! Egon Schiele was MY artist.... ¬_¬ I dont want to be stuck with her doing all the same shit as me....because I'm selfish. I really am. Phyll told me to push her down the stairs. I'm considering it heh heh heh

Hot and sticky weather. Dont like eet.

Going to finish cauldron...

xxxxx ]]> ~purplestain http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/5624608/ http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/5624608/ Sun, 12 Jun 2005 05:55:34 PDT Mood: PLEASE!!
Listening to: Space Boy Dream - Belle And Sebastian

sorry for the extreme number of journals....

But...

Anyone want to come to the Highland's summer festival??

The Bees, Alabama 3, El Presidente, The Black Velvets...

The Proclaimers, BRITISH SEA POWER ABERFELDY!!

and many more...for £50 for the weekend and theres noooo camping fees and it should be a whole bunch of fun......please??


OR...would you perhaps like to come to me to see *drumroll*

RILO KILEY!!

*begs* its only £9....7th july....PLEEEEEEEEEEEEEASE!!!

xxxxx ]]> ~purplestain http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/5620376/ http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/5620376/ Sat, 11 Jun 2005 16:58:36 PDT
Mood: hmmm...
Listening to: Space Boy Dream - Belle And Sebastian

Hmmmmm, over the past few days I've realised I have more faith in other people than I do in myself. Maybe its time to think.

++edit

Im bored

x. I am: often quite annoying
x. I have: two breasts and a cat called smokey
x. I wish: that i didnt live so far away from you
x. I hate: lukewarm tea
x. I fear: eels spaiders and metal doorhandles
x. I need: a man
x. I hear: that a woman cooked her baby.
x. I seek: to find the answer.
x. I wonder: if dreams actually mean anything
x. I regret: nothing
x. I love: you
x. I dance: regularly
x. I sing: non stop.
x. I hope: that your not diseased
x. I cry: when i watch tv
x. I am always: thinking about sex
x. I write: really rambling letters
x. I win: yes, yes i do. Ha. Phyll. I WIN!
x. I lose: Me?! Loser!? NEVER!
x. I confuse: myself
x. I should: be in bed
x. Three things you are often complimented for: Being different. Being myself. Being into 'good music'
x. You get embarrassed when: I'm with douglas. Or alistair.
x. You keep a diary: cause my life is so hectic.
x. You like to cook: babies
x. You have a secret you have not shared with anyone: yes, tahts true.
x. You set your watch a few minutes ahead: yep.
x. You bite your fingernails: urgh no
x. You believe in love: i do.

Who is...?
x. The prettiest person of the opposite sex you know: Um, Phyll. Or..daniel johns from silverchair. yup.
x. The weirdest person you know: fuck...gotta be me. or douglas.
x. The loudest person you know: my dad. i hate it.
x. Your close friends: douglas
x. The person that knows the most about you: nobody
x. Your most overused phrase on IM: ahahahahahahahahaaaa
x. Last image/thought you go to sleep with: im not telling you.
x. Your best feature: humour
x. Inside joke: cood.

Do You...?
x. Have a (any) crush(es): yes..
x. Think you've been in love: yes
x. Want to get married: Maybe one day
x. Have any tattoos/where?: nope.
x. Get along with your parents: Not often…
SCREEN NAME: -m bleh- science vs romance - Mr Trebus is the man - PASTAcine - pippen is thee bestest - issa meercat
SIGN: virgo.
ORIGINAL HAIR COLOR: Dirty blonde...
CURRENT HAIR COLOR: purple
EYE COLOR: horse shit mixed with concrete.

FAVORITES
NUMBER: 21
COLOR: Black I guess...although it's technically not a colour. It's an absence of colour…Not that YOU care.
DAY: its too mushy to say
MONTH: uhhh...
SONG: today, blue orchid - the white stripes ...im sorry.
FOOD: mango

SEASON: Summer. Oh what fun it is to sit in the merry sunshine and make a daisy chain.
DRINK: vodka and coke please.
VEGGIE: ummm...green bean

PREFERENCES
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT?: both.
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE?: milk!!
MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE?: any, im a woman for goddsake!
IN THE LAST 24 HOURS
HAVE YOU CRIED?: er no. for once.
HELPED SOMEONE?: uhhh....oooh phyll said i had! so yus!
BOUGHT SOMETHING?: No actually...
GONE TO THE MOVIES?: nah
GONE OUT FOR DINNER?: nein!
SAID, "I LOVE YOU": Yes
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER?: err started one yep
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL?: ha no
HAD A SERIOUS TALK?: yes with grand funkster kelvin.
MISSED SOMEONE?: i never miss.
HUGGED SOMEONE?: my kitty
KISSED SOMEONE?: my cat doesnt like kisses
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS?: my fuckwit father, yes
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND?: nooooopes

xxxxx ]]> ~purplestain http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/5585673/ http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/5585673/ Wed, 08 Jun 2005 03:15:28 PDT

Mood: OMFG
Listening to: Nirvana - Aneurysm

gave me the bestest present todayyyyyyy, my very own subscribbytion

ohhhhh im going to treasure thiss!!!!

THANKYOU sooooooooooo much

XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX


ps, in my dream, your favourite colour was orange.

xxxxx ]]> ~purplestain http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/5458634/ http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/5458634/ Wed, 25 May 2005 15:14:45 PDT
Mood: bastards.
Listening to: call and return - hellogoodbye

men are evil. minus 2. divide by me = shit.

If you were here, things would be more magical
xxxxx ]]> ~purplestain http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/5439975/ http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/5439975/ Mon, 23 May 2005 15:17:37 PDT
Mood: RAH RAH RAH
Listening to: call and return - hellogoodbye

Been listeing to this one song...all evening....its infecting...no...urm...addicting...addic tive...
so tired now...
need to do another drawing.
went to the art store today. THE ART STORE. thats its name yes. and its freakin closing down :0 i was like WAH WHERE AM I GOING TO GET ALL MY BEADS AND STUFF!?!?!?! *panik* cause millers is no way as good or anything. oh well, it has a sale on, ill probs go into town on wednesday again and spend the remainder of my bank account in there. ahh it makes me asd, thats gunna be the end of an era....
Hmmm so yeah, today me n jaclyn had a girls day out in town, which basically just meant us boy-spotting for her. I dunno, my mind is really stuck on one person, but it was still fun to point them out haha.
Then im walking down queen st and i look up and see a guy with real nice emo hair and an MCR hoodie n and i was like oooooh...
fuck...its douglas! damn...
he's like, you mong! take your phone out your bag, i just texted you lke literally 4 seconds ago, and sure as hell, tehre was his text...asking me for help to find protractor...
hmmm jaclyn's kinda ex whos in love with her was taking the piss out my purple hair. though most people are lol.
Anyways, we had fun times with douglas...somehow we got ontot he conversation of how parents dont appreciate us, they just moan...but they wanted kids so they should put up or somehting..then they decided that someone (wasnt paying much attention at the time, was texting a special person) was going to have babies when they're drunk, just because they want all the fathers day presents and stuff...
then somehow like 3 seconds later i listen in and they're talking about the psychology of how ovens are produced and stuff....crazy kids!
Im going to miss this subscription...I notice im 2 pageviews away from 4000. if someone catches it i'll do a gift art thing. since i have free time now its brilliant....next exam is art, a week on tuesday...and i have exam leave 'till then.
oh well, ive blabbered enough.

If you were here, things would be more magical
xxxxx ]]> ~purplestain http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/5411788/ http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/5411788/ Fri, 20 May 2005 12:36:41 PDT
Mood: loveyness
Listening to: Music When The Lights Go Out - The Libertines
Reading: Need to restart - suggestions?

<>Thirteen random things you like:
01) art
02) males
03) jewellery
04) childrens books
05) heavy rain
06) swimming
07) aquariums and little rock pools
08) douglas. hes random.
09) david mitchell, everyone must love him, forever.
10) scotland
11) ribena
12) kisses and snuggles
13) getting text messages


<>Twelve good movies:
01) Stealing Beauty
02) 28 Days Later
03) LOTR
04) Once Upon A Time In Mexico
05) Fear And Loathing In Las Vegas
06) Girl Interrupted
07) Constantine
08) Lemony Snicket I guess
09) Napoleon Dynamite
10) Ghost World
11) Clockwork Orange
12) Trainspotting

<>Eleven good bands
01) Belle and Sebastian
02) Teenage Fanclub
03) The LIbertines
04) Red Hot Chili Peppers
05) Nirvana
06) Death Cab For Cutie
07) Aberfeldy
08) Damien Rice and his band *looks shifty lol*
09) Rilo Kiley
10) Mars Volta
11) The Vaselines

Ten things about you ... physically:
01) boring eyes
02) boring hair (until i dye it tomorrow)
03) boring smile
04) fucked up nose
05) long feet like flippers (size 8-9)
06) sticky out cheeks
07) nostrils which i can flare...alot
08) fingers which i can contort hah, freaks people out
09) l=b/1-a written on my hand, and 135 (my seat number)
10) bare feet

<>Nine good friends:
01) Douglas
02) David
03) Phyll
04) Dez
05) Jack
06) Dawn
07) Dean
08) Joel
09) Alistair

Eight favorite foods/drinks:
01) lychees
02) mango
03) pineapple
04) melon
05) banana
06) chocolate
07) pastaaaaaa
08) vodka and coke


Seven things you wear daily:
01) my 3 rings
02) 2 bits of black thread (all that remain)
03) some mascara and eyeliner (SOME)
04) underwear
05) melon-seed lipbalm from boots
06) daily...um....i dont even wear socks everyday...errr...
07) some form of clothing?

<>Six things that annoy you:
01) My father
02) The slowness of this computer
03) Not being able to enjoy myself because im skint
04) Girls
05) Distance
06) Wind

Five things you touch everyday:
01) My hair
02) Water
03) My camera
04) This keyboard
05) my music/cd playerish stuff


Four shows you watch:
01) PEEP SHOW
02) Sex and the city
03) Hollyoaks
04) River City, our local Glaswegian soap lol. *loser*

Three places you go regularly:
01) stupid school
02) Glasgow
03) my room

Two of your favorite books:
1) Iron Shos by Molly Giles
2) Last Chance by umm...i forgotten. but its a good book

One person you want to see right now:
01) Phyll.

phew im tired now...well um....haha, maybe you'll have leartn something from that. not that you really want to. im going to miss my subscription next week *sniff*
thanks for all the lovely comments
xxxxx ]]> ~purplestain http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/5400914/ http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/5400914/ Thu, 19 May 2005 10:15:57 PDT
Listening to: Music When The Lights Go Out - The Libertines

free trial subscription....shhhexy! I want a subscription for reeal *sniff*
ok, so I have two drawings to put up that i did last night. Nothing fancy jsut me trying to get back into realism and drawing with a pencil lol....
The dreaded maths exam is tomorrow...
must make use of this subscription thinger!!

XXXX

]]> ~purplestain http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/5336207/ http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/5336207/ Thu, 12 May 2005 06:35:56 PDT
Things are stressyful...and exams start tomorrow gah. i have an uber emo-fag0r pic to put up. Im sorry. Hating emo-fags with joel right now....blow them up. I've started listening to mellower stuff, no more mcr, no more static lullaby not much alexis either now no no no no no...

its all death cab and i am kloot and aberfeldy and belle and sebastian now. oh yes. *hits tambourine* and bright eyes a bit still....of course.

aw im so sad, some of my friends left school forever yesterday, only university people like me are staying on aw ill miss them, especially David in art, he was fun.

Oh well, better do some propper work i guess. Might put up some photographs too, ill seewhat i can find.

XXXXX ]]> ~purplestain http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/5097726/ http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/5097726/ Fri, 15 Apr 2005 18:04:13 PDT

ok so this was in and 's journals i think....so im supposed to put it here and YOU are supposed to answer hah hah hah....its easy, only took me 2 mins cause i give shit answers

[01.] Who are you?
[02.] Are we friends?
[03.] When and how did we meet?
[04.] How have I affected you?
[05.] What do you think of me?
[06.] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[07.] How long do you think we will be friends?
[08.] Do you like me?
[09.] Would you date me?
[10.] Would you kiss me?
[11.] Would you hug me?
[12.] Physically, what stands out?
[13.] Emotionally, what stands out?
[14.] Do you wish I was cooler?
[15.] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[16.] Am I loveable?
[17.] How long have you known me?
[18.] Describe me in one word.
[19.] What was your first impression?
[20.] Do you still think that way about me now?
[21.] What do you think my weakness is?
[22.] Do you think I'll get married?
[23.] What makes me happy?
[24.] What makes me sad?
[25.] What reminds you of me?
[26.] If you could give me anything what would it be?
[27.] How well do you know me?
[28.] When's the last time you saw me?
[29.] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[30.] Are you going to put this in your journal and see what I put about you?

my holiday was good. home is bad.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx ]]> ~purplestain http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/4943710/ http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/4943710/ Tue, 29 Mar 2005 13:40:51 PST
Oh yes WE ARE! ]]> ~purplestain http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/4901051/ http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/4901051/ Thu, 24 Mar 2005 14:28:41 PST woah....its YOU!

-
Virgo's are one of the most misunderstood signs of the zodiac. People think they're fussy, critical bad tempered and picky but that's only because they want everything to be perfect. This is the sign of cleanliness, although lots of Virgo's have the grottiest bedrooms and hang their clothes on the floor. They're extremely inquisitive and have a dreadful time trying to relax. Virgo's make fantastic friends. If a minor crises pops up you can be sure the Virgo will have everything under control in 30 seconds. They are always on the move because they like to learn as much as they can before they take off again. They excel at work so they probably get all the boring jobs (the ones Leo wouldn't be seen dead doing).

Virgo's are highly intelligent, interested in everything and everyone and happy to be busy with many jobs and hobbies. Many have some kind of specialised knowledge and most are good with their hands. Their nit-picking ways can infuriate their colleagues. They find it hard to discuss their innermost feelings and this can make them hard to understand. In many ways, they are happier doing something practical than dealing with relationships. These people can overdo the self-sacrificial bit and make themselves martyrs to other people's impractical lifestyles. They are willing to fit in with whatever is going on and they can adjust to most things, but they mustn't neglect their own needs.

Although excellent communicators and wonderfully witty conversationalists, Virgo's prefer to express their deepest feelings by actions rather than words. Most avoid touching all but very close friends and family members and they find lovey-dovey behaviour embarrassing. These people can be very highly sexed and they may use this as a way of expressing love. Virgo's are criticised a good deal as children and are often made to feel unwelcome in their childhood homes. They in turn become very critical of others and they can use this in order to wound.

Many Virgo's overcome inhibitions by taking up acting, music, cookery or sports. Acting is particularly common to this sign because it allows them to put aside their fears and take on the mantle of someone quite different. They are shy and slow to make friends but when they do accept someone, they are the loyalist, gentlest and kindest of companions. They are great company and have a wonderful sense of humour.


the site is: [link]

it looks a bit tacky, but its realy interesting! hehe and my most compatible is a taurus raaaaah

hmmm thats all for now....tell me if yours is accurate too - my friends are all kinda mazed by it hehehe

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx ]]> ~purplestain http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/4836717/ http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/4836717/ Thu, 17 Mar 2005 12:18:25 PST
Well, my parents have bird flu, or so I'm telling them. both are off work dying...its revolting...I dont want their germs and I had to go food shopping by myself today...responsibility and me ust DONT mix at all.

Today has been good, last night lifted my spirits alot, like, the past week had been SO heavy-going, and this wek is set to be worse, but yeah....

-Magsie! Dont eat shampoo...its not good for you!"


Ewwww I think my brother farted....thats gross >_< yick.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAND i got an email full of wonderfullness which made me uberduber happy ^________^ and kinda sad too *sigh* but still...

Soooo thats my subjects for next year chosen, and if i dont get on the courses...ill have to kill someone. And if i have to resit *smells fart again and yells* ...sorry....and if i have to resit maths i think well...nah, ill just not bother, i cant go through this again....

Okay, gotta go do my art folio stuff....maybe I'll upload someting in a few days.

And Happy St Patricks Day y'all.....funny how we dont celebrate st andrews day in the same way :\

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx ]]> ~purplestain http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/4787791/ http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/4787791/ Fri, 11 Mar 2005 17:10:52 PST
So, its that time of year again where exams are imminent and i have to pick new subjects. Im seriously picking the most stupid things i wont manage. Oh well.

TOM is here. Some lasses might get it. My back is dead sore though :\

Tomorrow I'm going into town with doug to get ash a birthday present. I find it hard to go into glasgow now, it reminds me of stuff thats still a bit raw....maybe i need a day to myself to go to the park and stuff, refamiliarise myself with it. Who knows.

I havent had time for painting really, or being online, this week has been really heavy. Maybe tomorrow night I'll do somehting. Next weekend I have a ceilidh to attend haha, so i guess i should do extra work to make up for it....ick

ill stop rambling, goodnight!

xxxx ]]> ~purplestain http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/4761004/ http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/4761004/ Tue, 08 Mar 2005 14:22:38 PST Im too busy to paint kinda, so much maths to do. got my report card, maths 'pass unlikely' lol. predicted 2 deffo A's, one B and an A/B....and the pass unlikely lol. Im chuffed though the B was for art :\ hm. I should think what im gunna do with my future.
Biology trip tomorrow to paisley town hall woo. someone come kidnap me. PLEASE. I'll buy you lunch........and im not kidding.
I feel lonely.
Oh yeah and I was really sick there for a few days, like intensive snot/cough/vomit treatment, so i kinda didnt do anything but GO TO SCHOOL (!!!) bloody parents.
Keep up the deviations. Even if i do nothing, its always nice to se other people making an effort. Oh and im on sheezyart *whispers* so if you wana say hi, im still purplestain there too. and if you're there, tell me your name and ill come visit
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If so let me know PLEASE!

(heh eet rhymes) ]]> ~purplestain http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/4680211/ http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/4680211/ Sat, 26 Feb 2005 18:54:07 PST poor kid, got knocked down by a guy doing 70 on a 40 mile limit. fucking asshole.
Just got back from a party, I made everyone toast michael and then we had 'fun'. Couldnt get it out my head though. Funny how it takes the harshest things to bring you to reality.

RIP Michael ]]> ~purplestain http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/4652358/ http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/4652358/ Wed, 23 Feb 2005 09:37:28 PST Life is getting crapper

Thats two people have lost something today that means a hell of a lot to them. I wonder who wil be the third. Hopefully not me.....but right now there isnt much that could be taken from me that isnt already gone.

Hummmmmmm and I've lost all creative muse, I have no motivation to paint, let alone go out....people keep saying 'come out, go on, it'll be fun'. well i dont damn well feel like it.

And this girl at school, I swear if she comes up to me one more time and reminds me how crap things are by talking about something i will slap her in the face and tell her some home truths.

Oh and another cow at school decided to tell her friends some mad eup 'secrets' about me, though everyone knows the truth now, and she's got what was coming to her, she's pissed me off alot, thought she was my friend *shrug*

Blink 182 hopefully greenday will be next, let someone else have the limelight for a while....

Sorry for moaning but mueh...... ]]> ~purplestain http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/4605449/ http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/4605449/ Thu, 17 Feb 2005 09:52:27 PST 2) the day after valentines, awesome ^_^ SSuicide got me a present! woooo and it was something I'd wanted for SO long thanks again, and Douglas came over to comfort/cheer me up, and we had fun with SSuicide's present *sigh* awesomeness
3) the day after the day after valentines: sooperdooper, got another wee thing through the post which made me very very smiley.
4) today....not so great. the whole valentines events are hitting hard. I did do a sketch of a painting I plan to do, I'll scan it in shortly. Didnt use a ref pic for it so tis a bit crap. have alot of ideas now. strong emotions give me inspiration 99% of the time.

ok prelim results:
Biology - A
Geography - A
Art - B
English - B
Maths - Fail

Hmmmm ok heres a little quizzular thing, a bit more different:

1. Are you a male or a female?
Feeder - Polythene Girl
Eva Cassidy - Natural Woman

2. What are you like?
The Icarus Line - Lost
Damien Rice - Delicate

3. What do people think of you?
Eels - Beautiful Freak
A Perfect Circle - A stranger

4. How do you feel at the moment?
Ash - I'm Gonna Fall
Funeral For A Friend - This Year's Most Open Heartbreak

5. Describe your lovelife
Bright Eyes - It's Cool We Can Still Be Friends
Bright Eyes - I Won't Ever Be Happy Again

6. Where would you like to be right now?
Phantom Planet - California
My Chemical Romance - Cemetary Drive

7. What would you like to do at the moment?
Nirvana - Drain You
Nirvana - Stay Away

8. How do you live your life?
Silverchair - Learn To Hate
A Perfect Circle - Thinking of You

9. How do you love?
Death Cab For Cutie - All Is Full Of Love
My Chemical Romance - To The End

10. Something you want to say to people ..
Peaches - Fuck The Pain Away
Queen Adreena - I Adore You ]]> ~purplestain http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/4562345/ http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/4562345/ Sat, 12 Feb 2005 13:18:13 PST its so shit!! I didnt ask for one, theyr MAKING me! UGH!

And I have to go to a funeral on valentines day. I've been happier.

I'm going to go upstairs and write letters....and maybe paint that depp picture.

bah.....just needed to rant for a second there. ]]> ~purplestain http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/4544356/ http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/4544356/ Thu, 10 Feb 2005 08:09:53 PST 25% hahahaha, BUT! I got an A for english, an A in biology and the lady told me I passed geo for sure (just havent got the papers back) and im kinda hopeful for art.....so its not all bad...just have to try sweeten my mum up a bit. She'll be so pissed off... 25%!? WHAT THE HELL HAVE YOU BEEN DOING FOR THE PAST YEAR!?

Nothing.

And thats where my mathematical problem lies.

Tis the YF concert this week, was gunna ask tb to come but.....well...i guess i could ask him now... wanna come? i guessed not though so ashlyn so kindly said she'd accompany moi....and theres a big party afterwards....wayhey. but yeah, anybody wants to join me, they're welcome. especially tb.

Though perhaps ill be forced to study maths....meep.

The JD painting hasnt progressed at all, i was too busy teaching myself origami (though the so called swan looked a hell of a lot like a napkin) and writing the ever-so-delayed letter to SSuicide I said I'd write months and months ago.....its scary when I write letters, I missed it, havent really had time of late, but I just sit and let all the crap in my head pour onto the page...hmm..a little like this journal I guess...

Sorry for so many updates....haha.....hmmmm im away to tidy my room. At last. So long, and thankyou for the kind comments of late, im feeling a little....meh...none of my pics have really eben the way I wanted, but Im feelinga bit better now. I think the biology A has perked me up considerably

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Im listening to Head Automatica again...waw its just so good. I've had two shopping days, and i feel so much better now, stress-free-er. I got some stuff for next monday....whether I will need/use it or not who knows boooooo.

i have some things to submit, im just waiting on the batteries in the camera to hurry up and charge....

I got myself a notebook at last to stick all my drawings in, cause I kept loosing them, and ~thistleburden suggested i get a lil more organised....so at least from now on, ill be able to refind anything i need haha.

Heh, i was listening to Puretone on my mp3 player on the bus today...wonder what happened to them, they were so funky.
Dont tell anyone I just said that.

Hmmm well yeah, Im happier today, should go finish that painting.......yeah. And tidy my room. School tomorrow! Exam leave's finito poo... but we have monday and tuesday off so its all good

purplestain
xxxxxxxxx ]]> ~purplestain http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/4521768/ http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/4521768/ Mon, 07 Feb 2005 15:16:06 PST geography was a disaster hahahaha, i totally flunked it....made a huge error by accident....mueh
art, yeah i enjoyed it, writing for two hours after like 3 n a half hours of geo kinda wore me out though....
hmmm i have stuff to submit....tomorrow
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once tomorow is over, ill be back to drawing, i need to paint, i was looking at my acrylics today liek *sigh*

oh and phyll, you told me to remind you to submit things...and have you? noooo you have not *poke* tsk....

ummmmmm im really looking forward to my holiday, cant wait to get osme sun...*sigh* ugh....its so dreich here, need a little brightness sometimes.

spose i should go n start studying, hoobletip!

xxxxxxxxxxx ]]> ~purplestain http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/4493427/ http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/4493427/ Fri, 04 Feb 2005 04:02:47 PST
I can taste blood in my mouth cause i just bit the inside of my lip

I just did my biology prelim....it was goodish

I have the rest of the day off

I need to revise....





myeah...

Though after monday i have a whole two or three (i forget already) days off school and then I go back for a day.....and then we have a short holiday :S heh....oh well, as soon as we're off im going to town, shopping. I have no money....but....mueh.

Ooooh and douglepuss got me my mcr ticket <3 life could be worse.

xxx ]]> ~purplestain http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/4460739/ http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/4460739/ Mon, 31 Jan 2005 09:46:50 PST [link]?

prelims are scary.

i miss mein floofs.

no pictures just now...well...maybe a few scraps....

keep submitting. for the love of god please. especially:



''you guys are the babyjesus'' *laughs*

xxxx ]]> ~purplestain http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/4409586/ http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/4409586/ Tue, 25 Jan 2005 08:32:07 PST
Taking Back Sunday.....awful. We left before they even finished.

Heh mcr rocked the show and tbs left so many people disappointed, they just cant live up to an mcr performance which is pretty intense.

My mum isnt talking to me...or my dad....so i think i might be forced to do some work cause theres no point in me being downstairs....prelims next week so not really got any time for painting or drawing. *sigh* I have one i REALLY want to do, its been in my mind since before christmas so asap it will be done.

<3 im thinking of various people who mean alot to me.....

purplestain
xxxxxxxxx ]]> ~purplestain http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/4359508/ http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/4359508/ Wed, 19 Jan 2005 11:10:44 PST 01. Cried: yes, after the used, it was so amazing
02. Bought something: Yes, a used poster and my lunch today
03. Gotten sick: I got an MMR jab and burnt my tongue?
04. Sang: To the used!!!
05. Eaten: Yes. food.
06. Been kissed: Nope *sad*
07. Felt stupid: Hahahaha yeah of course!
08. Wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't: Yes
09. Met someone new: Yeah a few people, not that id ever meet them again
10. Moved on: yeah ive moved on in music taste...the chilis are behind me....
11. Talked to an ex: yes
12. Missed an ex: no
13. Talked to someone you have a crush on: Yes tb
14. Had a serious talk: I guess
15. Missed someone: Yes, tb and phyll and dean and dawn
16. Hugged someone: yes, douglepuss
17. Fought with your parents: yep, my dad like 10 mins ago
18. Dreamed about someone you cant be with: I dreampt of someone I AM with...

Social Life...
01. Best girl friend: Douglas
02. Best guy friend: Douglas
03. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: Yes <3
04. If no, current dating partner: huh?
05. Hobbies: art music glasgow
06. Pager: no
07. Are you center of attention or the wallflower: bit of both
08. What type of automobile do you drive: i cant drive
09. What type automobile do you wish you drove: erm a big motherfucker of a landrover
10. Would you rather be with friends or on a date: dunno
11. Where is the best hangout: Town
12. Do you have a job: no
13. Do you attend church: no ahaha
14. Do you like being around people: sometimes

Who...
01. Have you known the longest: my family lol!?
02. Do you argue the most with: my dad
03. Do you always get along with: Douglas
04. Is the most trustworthy: Alistair or Douglas
05. Makes you laugh the most: again, Alistair or Douglas or Bif
06. Has been there through all the hard times: Ashlyn and Dez
07. Has the coolest parents: Alistair and Ashlyns mum
08. Has the scariest siblings: Erm.....Probably ashlyn
09. Is the most blunt: Myself! hahaha
10. Is the smartest: Dez

Personal...
01. Who is your role model: I dont think I have one
02.What are some of your pet peeves: people who make yukky noises when they eat, metal doorhandles
03. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: Yes
04. Have you ever cried over the opposite sex: Yes
05. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: YEah, guys who have a personality and can make me laugh haha, not a look though.
06. Have you ever lied to your best friend(s): hmmm white lies but nothing mega
07. Ever wanted to get revenge on a person?: yes
08. Would you rather be dumper or dumped? dunno...neither!
09. Rather have a relationship or a "hookup": Relationship
10. Want someone you don't have right now: No
11. Ever liked your best guy/girl friend: ...hmm....as in..liked? yes in like 1st year before we were friends
12. Do you want to get married: yes
13. Do you want kids: yes
14. Do you believe in psychics: some, yes
15. Do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time: dont know, though i suppose it'd be nice to have known the person for years beforehand
16.What is your favourite part of your physical appearance: my face
17. What is your favourite part of your emotional being: the love i know i can give
18. Are you happy with you: Meh i spose
19. Are you happy with your life: I need a job desperately and to pass my exams
20. If you could change something in your life right now, what would it be: Exams/job/where I live

Currents...

Current Clothes: u-n-i-f-o-r-m
Current Mood: melancholic
Current Music: The Used <3
Current Taste: Burnt
Current Make-up: Black around my eyes
Current Hair: Brown and down
Current Annoyance: Where the injection went in, it hurt
Current Smell: air
Current thing I ought to be doing: studying maths
Current Desktop Picture: brody dalle
Current Favourite Artist: Alistair Quietsch
Current Favorite Group: cause of last night, The Used (or Jimmy Eat World)
Current Book you're reading: The Girl Who Loved Tom Gordon
Current CD in CD Player: The Used
Current DVD in player: A big data disk of music
Current Color Of Toenails: regular me
... ]]> ~purplestain http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/4353189/ http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/4353189/ Tue, 18 Jan 2005 15:49:14 PST
it
was
fucking
AMAZING


I wanted to die from the sheer love in that band...and it was mr.dewd's birtday ^_^ so we all sang to him and yeah...wow. we recorded some of it on douglas's camera so if anyone wants to see it just ask on msn....

Bert dances like the sexiest thing on earth, even douglas was drooling. ]]> ~purplestain http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/4308997/ http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/4308997/ Thu, 13 Jan 2005 09:01:44 PST okay lets get that over and done with....
im a member woo okay whatever.

i have a few paintings coming shortly from my new enthusiasm over acrylic paints haha, i drew a few sketches in school today that i'm gunna pursue...and i have another tb painting whch is a good deal nicer than that ugly electric venus thing.

Me and douglas are obsessing over jimmy eat world.....god i love them. and im gunna see them in march.....shit....im going to see the used on tuesday night! i COMPLETELY forgot! ....piss....ill have to really suck up to my mother to get lifts * " you should be studying maths" *

blah blah...

<3 i hope you guys are good. Im off to paint and write biology essay...oh joy.

purplestain
xxxxxxxxx

i miss the snow ]]> ~purplestain http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/4270761/ http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/4270761/ Sat, 08 Jan 2005 15:35:27 PST Soooo I stayed over at tb's on Tuesday, it was grand, what with him staying at mine so much over the holidays i begin to miss him really quickly, and its just...dead lonely falling asleep alone, i hate it...but anyways, yeah, so i was at his tuesday and hit home on wednesday. Thursday we went back to school, how horrible....not much happened, got a few funny looks now my hairs different, but nothing exciting happened, same with friday. Dez stayed over and brought loads of booze round from new years that was left over, but somehow i have REALLY gone off alcohol, i had like one smirnoff ice and i was like X_X no i cant drink this shit anymore. i think its all the crap thats in it more than the alcohol. i'd probably be okay with a good vodka n coke, none of that other nonesense. So we sat and she talked about her gf Monika and i talked about tb when i could and listened the rest of the time.
Woke up early and showered etc, and went down to the co-op and bought a reduced Polar Bear cake to celebrate tb selling his first print on [link] heh and then got the bus into glasgow to meet him....
So we had a really really nice day, well i dunno, just felt dead close to him again ^_^ and i sat and read 8 chapters of the Da Vinchi Code (just picked it up and decided to start it) and im totally hooked on it - even though i read it in the shop lol, i didnt buy it...must get it soon goodamnit! We than had dinner, and the wee waiter dewd was asking if he wanted any dessert and tb said ''hmmm i dunno, i mean if i have it i might begin to bleed fat from my face and vomit all over the table''...the guys face was like O_O and i couldn't stop laughing, he just looked horrified, i haven't laughed so hard in ages, it hurt......
that guy is incredible....
and i got the bus home at like 9-ish and i almost cried! i mean...why!? its so pathetic....im falling....again. and i was listening to jimmy eat world, so my life at that moment felt like a movie....
hope you guys are all good....
purplestain
xxxxxxxxx ]]> ~purplestain http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/4222671/ http://purplestain.deviantart.com/journal/4222671/ Sun, 02 Jan 2005 17:04:31 PST
shame i cant really remember much of it....i really feel like going into great detail about the night, but I dunno if I should....oh screw it....i shall.

Sooo tb and Douglas were over at mine and we ate and drank apple juice n watched tv...

so at 11pm we left to go to my friend Dez's house for a party...and like 5 mins down the road me n Douglas both feel really ill..and start vomitting...constantly...al the way to the party. We got food poisoning from the apple juice.

We get to the party and i immediately start drinking.....STUPID cow.....so the alcohol gets straight to work as I have no food in my stomach at all....

I then leave the party and go with tb and Douglas and Jaclyn [who will now be called Jack] to go get my friend Ashlyn...so we drank all the way there and i was becoming increasingly bad....then next bit is a lil bit of a blur...until im walking back to the party with Ashlyn....and someone behind accidently throws a glass at me *trying to hit my bag* and it smacks off my face & hand....so that brought be back to reality...with a soreness haha, and of course triggered emo-purplestain who burst into tears....oh god. bad move.

So I get lots of cuddles and kissles = moi feeling better.

I drink some more...

Then back at the party, i burst into tears again....ugh. smoooth.

We then left the party.....dont remember next part, except wandering outside in my socks for a bit.....erm...then tb left with Jack and we met them at the moose tree....it was like 4am by this point maybe? We then all decided to head back to ashlyns....where i ermember nothing but puking some more....and apparently sleeping/passing out/whatever.....

left there like 7.30 and tried to walk back to mine...i fell....aparently...got mega-wedgied by tb...kinda vaguely remember that....got sweets put in my belly button....erm....in fact, i rememebr nothing....

got home at 8.30 am, and died on the futon with my two favourite guys in the world.

I feel dead lucky to know them *is all sentimental*

Thats enough for one entry, and ive missed out heaps lol....

purplestain
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