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                <title>"Morning Swim" single by Turbo Goth</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 17 May 2009 13:19:34 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Turbo Goth on Myspace ----> <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://myspace.com/turbogothband">[link]</a><br />TurboGoth.com ---> <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://turbogoth.com">[link]</a><br /><br />Turbo Goth released a Limited Edition single of Morning Swim<br />with a bonus remix track, the Drowned Version by Jonathan Ong<br />you can purchase it at our gigs from any of the Lilystars Records Team, or you may text <br />Denise Atas at 09178574807<br /><br />or you can get it on Amazon.com or iTunes.com <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br />also you can request for it on any of your favorite local stations like <br />Jam 88.3 or NU 107.5<br /><br />thanks!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>TATTOO DESIGN CONTEST!!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 17 Feb 2009 00:12:43 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ TATTOO DESIGN CONTEST!<br />Calling all loves, join my tattoo design contest!<br /><br />In search of my turtle I have repeatedly failed to create my own design therefore, I need your help!<br /><br />Basically, all you have to do is design me a turtle for my next tattoo!<br /><br />TURTLE TATTOO Designs must be:<br />- In black and white/grayscale.<br />- Lovely.<br />- Your original artwork.<br /><br />Requirements:<br />1.	You must be at least 18 years old to join.<br />2.	You must be residing within Metro Manila.<br /><br /><br />Prize:<br />Grand Winner:<br />A FREE TATTOO CONSULTATION, DESIGN (maximum of 6"x6" by 72dpi) AND SESSION from me <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br />(If under peculiar circumstances that one may not be able to have a tattoo done, but still want to join, your prize can be an illustration artwork done on 9x12 paper instead <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br />How to Join:<br /><br />Email your turtle at:<br />turtletattoodesigns@yahoo.com<br />Along with your complete name, age and contact information (mobile number)<br />File sizes must at least be 6Âx6Â by 72 dpi<br /><br /><br />The Grand Winner will be notified by me through email and the posting of the winning Turtle at:<br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://purpleturtlealien.mulitply.com">[link]</a><br /><br /><br />DEADLINE:<br />ALL entries must be emailed before MARCH 05, 2009<br /><br />Hurry! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>b o X e d 2008</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 04 Nov 2008 20:39:17 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ b o X e d 2008 is about the erotic stories behind the corners of your wallÂ<br />about the sensual subconscious and the real or the unrealÂ<br />revolving, evolving and dying, decomposing and living once again.<br /><br />We talk about the taboo of our inner world as we create a whole<br />universe of sensitivity.<br /><br />A universe of stories told and untold.<br /><br />opens NOVEMBER 15, 2008 (Saturday) at 6PM.<br /><br />The CUBICLE ART GALLERY<br />40-A C. Raymundo corner Stella Maris Street<br />Brgy. Maybunga, Pasig City 1603, Philippines.<br /><br />Participants:<br />Katrina Adrias, Arkisens, Darrel Ballesteros, Allan Balisi, Elvert de la Cruz BaÃ±ares, Zeus Bascon, Serjohn Bato, Giselle Bautista, Art Bermido, Robert Besana, Bru, Con Cabrera, Miro Calderon, Buen Calubayan, Ronald Caringal, Jeff Carnay, Clint Catalan, Francis Comendador, Jigger Cruz, Don Djerassi Dalmacio, Melvin Dantes, DeformIndustry, Crisanto De Leon, Ian Del Espiritu Santo, Alon De Guzman, Fabo, Dexter Fernandez, Ging Flores, Mayang Frigillana, Dina Gadia, Angela Garrido, Sarah Gaugler, Eva Gubat, Neil Arvin Javier, Vinita Karim, Lindslee, Lesley Lim, Michelle Pauline Lim, Mark Magistrado, Angelo Magno, Joseph Manata, Lotsu Manes, Hana Marasigan, Meneer Marcelo, ER Masilang, Feanne Mauricio, Jovenz Mayor, Kat Medina, Treb Monteras, Jamel Obnamia, Edrie Ocampo, Okto, AJ Omandac, Nico Orillano, J. Pacena II, Francis Pacheco, Vincent Padilla, Tad Pagaduan, Lynyrd Paras, Mervin Pimentel, Cheyenne Quintana, Julius Ramirez, Oliver Ramos, Sam Ramos, Kirby Roxas, Mark Salvatus, Jopay San Juan, Aman Santos, King Santos, Julius Sebastian, Reine Shih, Apol Sta. Maria, Mimi Tecson, Jomike Tejido, Hubert Tibi, Fernando Torres, Tatong Recheta Torres, Ige Trinidad, Wesley Valenzuela, Ulysses Veloso, Maan Villanueva, Lauren Villarama, WeAreAnalog, Ray Zapanta, Costantino Zicarelli.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>2008 NU ROCKAWARDS NOMINATIONS</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 26 Sep 2008 22:03:33 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Please vote for ME. hehe <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br />BEST ALBUM PACKAGING<br />Pocket guide to the otherworld (the camerawalls) - by SARAH GAUGLER<br /><br />and<br /><br />BEST ALBUM PACKAGING<br />Buhay (Rivermaya) - by SARAH GAUGLER<br /><br /><br />VOTE at <a href="http://www.nu107fm.com">[link]</a><br /><br /><br /><br />also vote for<br /><br />ARTIST OF THE YEAR Â The Camerawalls<br />ALBUM OF THE YEAR Â Pocket Guide To The Otherworld<br />SONG OF THE YEAR Â Markers of Beautiful Memories<br />BEST NEW ARTIST Â The Camerawalls<br />VOCALIST OF THE YEAR Â Clementine<br />BASSIS OF THE YEAR Â Law Santiago<br />DRUMMER OF THE YEAR Â Ian Sarabia<br />GUITARIST OF THE YEAR Â Clementine<br />BEST ALBUM PACKAGING Â Sarah Gaugler<br />BEST MUSIC VIDEO Â Clinically Dead For 16 Hours directed by B. Canapi<br />PRODUCER OF THE YEAR Â Clementine/Jonathan Ong<br /><br />See you all at the Rock Awards!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>CREDIT CARD SEARCH!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 28 Aug 2008 03:04:19 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ who has a credit card that i could borrow<br />so that i could buy things online<br />and then ill pay you back<br />or however it works<br /><br />need one badly<br />FOR ARTS SAKE<br />thanks!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>tattoo services</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 12 Jun 2008 08:13:18 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i have learned the art of tattooing so if anyone needs a tattoo, just send me a note or text me.<br /><br />sessions are done at my flat in katipunan <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>i think you should</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 05 May 2008 05:17:00 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ just do it for love<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>NANAMAN</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 30 Apr 2008 03:39:54 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ dko nanaman alam kung ano ang nangyayari sakin. <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />haynako<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>FOR GOODNESS SAKE</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 13 Mar 2008 13:01:21 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ need i say<br />that i am not gay ??<br />oh, and by the way,<br />neither is Rei.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />wrong powerpuff, dudes<br /><br />sheesh<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Rouge Magazine Feb Issue</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 09 Feb 2008 08:34:03 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Get a copy of Rogue Magazine, Feb Issue<br />I'm in it. hehehehehe<br /><br /><br />~ok ok back to thesis~<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>x..x</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 30 Dec 2007 09:44:24 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ How many special people change?<br />
How many lives are living strange?<br />
Where were you while we were getting high? <br />
Slowly walking down the hall <br />
Faster than a cannonball <br />
Where were you while we were getting high? <br />
Someday you will find me <br />
Caught beneath the landslide <br />
In a champagne supernova in the sky<br />
Wake up the dawn and ask her why <br />
A dreamer dreams she never dies <br />
Wipe that tear away now from your eye <br />
'Cause people believe that they're <br />
Gonna get away for the summer <br />
But you and I, we live and die <br />
The world's still spinning round <br />
We don't know why <br />
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How many special people change? <br />
How many lives are living strange? <br />
Where were you while we were getting high? <br />
Slowly walking down the hall <br />
Faster than a cannonball <br />
Where were you while we were getting high? <br />
Someday you will find me <br />
Caught beneath the landslide <br />
In a champagne supernova in the sky <br />
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Where were you while we were getting high? <br />
We were getting high<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I FOUND MY CELLPHONE</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 10 Dec 2007 18:53:53 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ "so sarah of you"<br />
"what an unbelievable stroke of luck"<br />
-tina<br />
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ok ok ok got the gadam phone back.<br />
the globe number is alive again.<br />
ignore the previous entry.<br />
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hahahahahahahahaha<br />
so F*cking awesome.<br />
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LESSON:<br />
don't be attached to the stupid material objects of the world..<br />
you will live to rise the next morning to get your phone back!<br />
but seriously, i was freed!<br />
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hehehe<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I LOST MY CELLPHONE</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 10 Dec 2007 07:24:16 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ because i am so f*cking brilliant! and no i am not pissed at my own stupidity and absentmindedness! oh no i surely am not! i refuse to allow myself the to be pissed at the greatest opportunity to be free and to not be a slave of a mechanical device!! <br />
waaaa.. err.. ok just PM me if you need anything!<br />
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~silently sobs~<br />
huhuhu<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>2007 NU Rock Awards ummm</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 02 Dec 2007 06:35:08 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i won <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br />
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it's pretty cool. although i dont really feel like i won. like some girl named sarah gaugler just won. and congrats to her.<br />
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                <title>2007 NU Rock Awards</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 22 Nov 2007 06:47:50 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ nominated for<br />
BEST ALBUM PACKAGING:<br />
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Sarah Gaugler and Clementine for Moonlane Gardens of Orange&Lemons...<br />
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and three others<br />
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yey!<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>resist and multiply..</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 08 Nov 2007 09:27:27 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://purpleturtlealien.multiply.com/">[link]</a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>hmm</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 21 Oct 2007 09:49:08 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ im acting odd.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>The Box</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 11 Sep 2007 07:32:10 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ This morning at around 8am, i received a box. ItÂs a pretty neat-o box. It has four sides. And it is heavy. It traveled on a plane to get to me. When I got it, I had to sign this paper to prove that I received it. I stared at it. I poked it. I tried to push it, but it was too heavy. Then I stared at it for like two minutes again and went back upstairs. I sat on my bed and started to think about my cool new box.<br />
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"When should I open it?" I thought.<br />
"When would be the right time?"<br />
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Then I went back to sleep.<br />
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When I woke up, I took a shower, got ready to pick up rei and pay for my car's insurance, said gbye to my box, and was off. At night when I got back, I was happy to remember that I have a new box. Hihee.<br />
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ItÂs still not open. Until now.<br />
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I wonder what's inside.<br />
Yeah, yeah, I'm silly so shoot me.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>it sucks.</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 14 Aug 2007 10:09:23 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ books and groceries are expensive. <br />
so is gas.<br />
mhhmm.<br />
it sucks.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>MY MOM IS DEAD.</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 03 Aug 2007 13:03:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Before I forget.<br />
I donÂt really like to write journals about real stuff. But lately, IÂve been going through some of my old written junk, and I realized that I need to write stuff down so that a couple of years from now, IÂll remember what has been happening to me.<br />
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By the way this is going to be long, so if youÂre lazy, donÂt read this.<br />
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Anyhoo.. I was having diner yesterday (since it is now 2am the next day, which is today) and I was remembering the day my mother died. Yes, she has died (let me just answer, Âyes she has diedÂ, since I know that other people who donÂt know me are unaware that I am an orphan and I TRULY HAVE had a TRULY crappy life. And yes I did say orphan meaning my dad is dead too.) There. I remembered the day she died. ItÂs weird that for the past I dunno years I have been telling people how she died without getting too emotional about it until last night. Hmm. Ten years ago this month, my mom was very sick with cancer.<br />
The day she died which was September 22, 1997 (only five days before her 40th birthday) I remember coming home from school with a perfect score of ten on my quiz in history. (I was super happy because I didnÂt like history back then and I didnÂt even study for the quiz, and I still got a perfect grade.) I couldnÂt wait to tell my mom about it. She was very sick and bed ridden and she was in my room to get better because my room was a happy place, not like the hospital, which was boring. (My room was full of colors and drawings and paintings and stuff taped to the walls.) Anyhoo. I got home and was super happy to see her. I told her about my quiz and stuff. After a couple of minutes, my aunts asked me to get out of the room for a while. I was kinda mad about it cuz I kinda wanted to stay with my mom a bit longer, but they kinda forced me to go out. Knowing that I would be able to see my mom later I followed what my aunts said with a struggle (yes they did actually push me out kasi antigas ng ulo ko diba shempre I was only ten.) I said, Âsee ya later mommyÂ on my way skidding out. Hehe. So then I carried on throughout the day doing my ten-year-old-chores which was, of course, watching cartoons, fighting with my younger brother over the TV, playing, etc. While I was doing these ever so valuable errands, I noticed my grandma and aunts using the phone, calling a lot of people over, and a lot of people coming over. Yes, it was suspicious, but I just thought, Âwow. A lot of people really do love my mommy.Â I thought they were coming over to help pray that sheÂd get better soon (her birthday was only five days away. Oh, oh, and my mom believed that if she had lived until her birthday, she wouldnÂt die of cancer. We counted down everyday.) I was even allowed to play at my neighborÂs house (which was also strange but then again I thought it was for Â prayer-concentrationÂ ) I had fun playing at my neighborÂs house. I think my relativeÂs were even planning on letting me sleep over then. Weird. At around I donÂt know what time in the evening, my godmother and my priest friend, Father Bob, came over to my neighborÂs house to pick me and my little brother up. They called us to the living room because they had to tell us something very important. Father Bob sat next to me on the sofa ; he gave me a hug and started to speakÂ<br />
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ÂSarah tonight is a special nightÂ.Â<br />
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(It was as if everything started to go slow-mo. I had a gazillion things running through my head during these short but long seconds)<br />
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ÂSarahÂ tonightÂ a miracle happenedÂÂ<br />
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(Miracle? My mommy got better? Omg.. The seconds took forever)<br />
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ÂTonight, your mommyÂÂÂÂ.<br />
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ÂÂÂÂDied.Â<br />
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My heart stopped. I heard everyone burst in to tearsÂI looked around the room at my brother, at my friends and their mom, at my godmother, I did not know how to contain myself. I did not contain myself. I did not know anything else but the horrible pain in my chest and that we were now alone (my brother and I, cuz my dad died a few months earlier that year) and my fears have come and, I did not know what would become of me. I did not know anything. And I cried and I cried. I went across the street to my house, to my room, to where my lifeless mommy was. <br />
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I did Âsee her laterÂ.<br />
Nothing anyone said made me feel better.<br />
Nothing anyone could have ever said would have make anything all right. <br />
I cried myself to sleep.<br />
And woke up to reality and cried some moreÂ<br />
<br />
This happened in New Jersey. 2 days later, I was on a plane for the Philippines leaving everything and everyone I ever knew and loved behind.<br />
<br />
You do know that when I got here everything wasnÂt peachy.<br />
More. <br />
Crap.<br />
Happened.<br />
(But thatÂs for another diner for me to remember.)<br />
<br />
The only reason why IÂm exposing a piece... ]]></description>
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                <title>GUYS THIS IS SO COOL</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 29 Jul 2007 07:25:18 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ you HAVE TO try it!<br />
<a href="http://www.secret-loves.com/index.php?test=955535">[LINK]</a><br />
<br />
heeheehee<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~purpleturtlealien</author>
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                <title>sorry</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 10 Jul 2007 09:15:53 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ im sorry im blonde and busy... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~purpleturtlealien</author>
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                <title>oh nothing</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 16 May 2007 12:53:17 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ its just nice to have nice friends. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br />
<br />
<br />
yeh im crazy. its fun!<br />
<br />
<br />
and independent. unless u wana tag along n be crazy too.<br />
<br />
<br />
can you follow me down the path i choose?<br />
(singing~lululu~)<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~purpleturtlealien</author>
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                <title>kick me when im down</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 07 May 2007 08:35:29 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i've got all these shitty problems right now.. <br />
so much shit..<br />
errr... i dont want to go back to the self destructive person i was before.. err.. <br />
stop hurting me more!<br />
<br />
and...<br />
and...<br />
<br />
most importantly...<br />
<br />
when did friendship start to become a competition?<br />
why is everyone starting to be mean?<br />
why is everyone getting jealous of everyone and insecure of everyone?<br />
why can't you just be happy for all the blessings you have.<br />
<br />
being mean to everyone is not going to make them love you anymore than they already do.<br />
matter of fact, they'll hate you. nomatter how much they loved you.<br />
so stop being mean! not for me. for yourself!<br />
<br />
err.. and. im leaving you. for the both of us.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~purpleturtlealien</author>
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                <title>TEASER!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 15 Apr 2007 09:09:26 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ hmm.. im feeling pretty fine now. the oxygen has done me well.<br />
<br />
<br />
anyway..<br />
<br />
<br />
website teaser.<br />
artwork by me <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> ----------> <a href="http://orangeandlemons.ph/">[MOONLANEGARDENS]</a><br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
hopefull.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~purpleturtlealien</author>
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                <title>SICK LY</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 12 Apr 2007 08:40:54 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ive been sick for days! Have sipon and my limbs hurt. Weird. I havent even been out of the house for a while.<br />
<br />
This morning I felt terrible. Woke up with the worst headache, a stuffy nose, and everything was sore. After moments of pondering on how I got this way and how Im to cure myself (aside from drinking 100liters of water and taking vitaminC), I remembered when I used to keep my turtles in my room and one of them got sick. I let him play in the garden in the sunlight with the fresh air. He got better, eventually. Then it hit me. Maybe i'm sick BECAUSE I haven't been out. So I got out of bed and spent some time in the garden. It was nice. Then I went back to the room and opened the windows and took a shower. Then got back to work. The rest of my day was unusually "happier" oooor not so unpleasant, at least. Hahahah. And I think its because of the oxygen. Yey. More oxygen for me, please.<br />
<br />
Im still sick. And my head still hurts. And Im scared Ill be worse again when I wake up. I hope not though.<br />
<br />
Here is the <br />
<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/53050916/">[GARDEN]</a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~purpleturtlealien</author>
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                <title>funny XD</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 09 Apr 2007 21:43:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ here-----><a href="http://youtube.com/watch?v=W91sqAs-_-g">[hehehe]</a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~purpleturtlealien</author>
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                <title>inspire me</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 25 Mar 2007 10:18:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i neeeed it.<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
oh yeah and i wana see pan'slabyrinth<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~purpleturtlealien</author>
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                <title>journal entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 21 Mar 2007 07:12:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ "there are some people you won't ever forget.<br />
they're officially apart of your life. and even of you don't talk for three years, even if you don't see each other for three years, there will always be those moments you stop and remember the fun, happy moments you had, the silly things you did.. you want to call them up, but you lost their number. nevermind. and whenever you pass by their house, you can't help but stop and look around..<br />
one day, you're cramming for your finals, already an hour late. you take a shower, get dressed, you don't even brush your hair, you get into your car and drive off at the fastest possible speed, at that moment when you're not wondering, not remembering, not looking, at the moment you least expect it, after three years of nothing, you see them at the side of the road... beep, roll down your window and offer a ride......"<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~purpleturtlealien</author>
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                <title>true.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 04 Mar 2007 09:27:43 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ "everything in life is temporary.<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
so if things are going good,<br />
enjoy it cuz it won't last forever..<br />
<br />
and if things are going bad,<br />
dont worry, cuz it won't last forever either."<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
----<br />
some good advice for you again.<br />
so don't kill yourself.<br />
----<br />
yeah quotes.<br />
good moUrning.. me...<br />
i can't feel my foot.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~purpleturtlealien</author>
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                <title>and a bit... d i s t u r b e d .</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 25 Feb 2007 11:29:39 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ "If people think of you negatively or say something bad about you, live in a way that no one would believe them"<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
something like that.<br />
so there. some good advice for you.<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
goodmourning to everyone ~yawns~<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~purpleturtlealien</author>
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                <title>friends</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 06 Feb 2007 06:35:00 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ it's splendid to meet old friends again. especially the ones you thought forgot you already, and the ones who fill your head with good memories.<br />
<br />
an old friend from highschooool found me.<br />
gash its been many many many years since<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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