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So here's another.

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I finally have an avatar!!
After all these what 3 years? maybe.. dunno have to look again.
It's been a very long time, I feel old

Anyways, I had another journal entry earlier today, and I'm sure it doesn't like being trumped so quickly compared to all the other journal entries

so....

....read on (click the link ) [link]

]]> ~quinmelary http://quinmelary.deviantart.com/journal/16246951/ http://quinmelary.deviantart.com/journal/16246951/ Thu, 03 Jan 2008 21:06:11 PST First time I heard of it was a couple of days ago when I was searching for something else.
Called Artweaver - seems fairly popular so it wouldn't surprise me if it doesn't go unheard of.
I like it! and it's only an 8mb download!

[link]

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I made a Viper from Battlestar Galactica.
It's not very good - the wing engines aren't round, the wings aren't properly formed and the amount of detail could've been better (like the tail - it's just a tail that goes pretty much straight up, there's none of the stretching detail)

Oh and the textures suck - they're taken straight off the reference images, hence the texture from the guns on the side of the model.

But meh... It's my first and I'm proud of it

Image:
[link]

Original post on QuaidLeckey.com
[link]

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So as of now(ish) [link] is online. Please make me feel special by paying my site a visit.. if I don't get any visits then I won't feel special.. and I'll be sad.. ]]> ~quinmelary http://quinmelary.deviantart.com/journal/13530588/ http://quinmelary.deviantart.com/journal/13530588/ Thu, 28 Jun 2007 20:21:27 PDT
Ian before you say it .. yes it is copycat like ... and yes ... I will be using wordpress too mainly because its installable from the Conspire Control Panels but still...

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Ah yeah, 1000 page views. well 132 pageviews ago at least.

]]> ~quinmelary http://quinmelary.deviantart.com/journal/12960227/ http://quinmelary.deviantart.com/journal/12960227/ Mon, 14 May 2007 23:40:11 PDT
anyone in need of hosting, have a look at [link]

oh and i've been working on some stuff, might upload a new deviation soon...
abstract stuff, unfortunately i haven't had the time for solace....

]]> ~quinmelary http://quinmelary.deviantart.com/journal/11824096/ http://quinmelary.deviantart.com/journal/11824096/ Thu, 15 Feb 2007 01:21:06 PST Off for the playing...

]]> ~quinmelary http://quinmelary.deviantart.com/journal/11647568/ http://quinmelary.deviantart.com/journal/11647568/ Thu, 01 Feb 2007 13:04:02 PST
Given my "background" I knew most of the stuff already, but there's some really great tips and stuff in it. I like this book muchly. So much so, It's inspired me to actually do some more work on the Solace chic stuff I started (back 3 or so years now, in 04).

The original idea for the solace chics was conjured by a dude known as Josh Barker, one of the guitarists for one of our band ideas. Great dude used to go to school with him and all... Anyway, we got bored in graphic design, and sketched random stuff, his was a rough sketch of what we now call Solace chic (after the name of the band thing).
I grabbed a copy of it, as I was looking for some inspiration for concept art for a game I was working on (In the famous words of blizzard - re: StarCraft Ghost: "This project has been indefinately post-phoned") and did a rework of one of his original sketches.

After giving up hope on all arty side of things (first time round for hospital, really wasn't in a creative mood) a girl called Brooke, inspired me to do some form of arty stuff... The only thing I could think of, was Solace chic, as my self-inspired work was taking longer than usual. I took two hours to myself, locked myself in a small upstairs room in my old house and attacked a piece of A3 paper with gouche paints, and developed a rough color draft.

The piece never left color draft stages. Until now.
With new found inspiration from Melissa, I'm currently working on a 'Digital Rebirth' of the Solace idea, memories of semi-simpler times.
I'm changing the original Sketch to have her standing, instead of sitting, and including the rooftop scene that I added in my rework sketch and later in the color draft. Hopefully forming what Solace should of symbolized all along (the Band and Art), a place where we can get lost, and forget the worries of the world, and create art!

]]> ~quinmelary http://quinmelary.deviantart.com/journal/11509595/ http://quinmelary.deviantart.com/journal/11509595/ Sat, 20 Jan 2007 19:19:02 PST
So Ian... Your an ass... big hairy horses ass. But at the same time, your teh excellante' dude of all time! Fucker.

Heh, well... things seemed to be going alright (except for the whole faking the happiness thing) until Mr Nielson decided to meddle (*cheesy british accent* aoh, good chap that man). To the point where I had a rather big decision to make. 5 days later, with much situation engineering from said Mr Nielson, I've broken up with the girlish thing, and started going out with another girl thing....

Reading through past comments on journal entries, it becomes apparent that this was probably gonna happen for sometime now. But it doesn't help with the feeling bad for the ex (although she has put me through hell and back, even more apparent with journal entries from mid - late last year).

So, the big decision was, between two people I liked, and chose the lesser of two evils the one that hasn't hurt me, or put me through hell...

Ian.. You owe me! your shout for drinks next time.... ass / dude...

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So, when she came to pick her stuff up from my house, all of a sudden she burst into tears, because if she picked up her stuff and left, she'd never see me again... To which my response was something along the lines of: "That normally happens when you put me through all o' the shit you've subjected me to, break up with me and generally fuck me off this much..."

Somewhere along the line, there was kissing, and apparently we decided to give it another shot.. All fine and dandy except.. well there's complications...

But anyway, (*avoids detailing complications) she stayed last night. The entire time neither of us acted as if anything had happened, which leads me back to the, I'm confused.. What the hell?!

Ooh and I saw Casino Royale last week. It's different, not really a Bond movie but has the same names and stuff... Bring back the 007 gadgets!

Wow only 1 spelling mistake, not bad for no sleep, and giving up trying to sleep at 5 am.. Stupid insomniac bullstuffnoodles... (2 spelling mistakes) ]]> ~quinmelary http://quinmelary.deviantart.com/journal/10954462/ http://quinmelary.deviantart.com/journal/10954462/ Mon, 04 Dec 2006 21:57:24 PST
Apparently the subject is going to be revisted in a week, but I'm sure that's just an excuse for her...
So yeah. This sucks.

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Anyway, yep, back to work, less time to see people, less time to play games, but more money, which is a bonus, and helps when I actually get to see these people mentioned above..

oooh, and Ian, next time we're in town, if i'm drinking, don't let me have absinthes, not that there was a hang over or anything, it's just not wise, on vodka i stay sober longer..

]]> ~quinmelary http://quinmelary.deviantart.com/journal/10185248/ http://quinmelary.deviantart.com/journal/10185248/ Mon, 25 Sep 2006 18:00:32 PDT The wedding was interesting, it started on a hill, where I was given a camera (which I'm sure pissed the hired photographer off) and was told to take pictures. It was good to get back into photography for a little bit, although after a couple of drinks, i'm sure the pictures would've come out a tad wonky.
There were no kids allowed there, and I'm pretty sure I was the youngest there... which was great! especially since on the hill, champaigne was issued.. heh heh.
After that we went to a cool little resteraunt / cafe thing, absoloutely packed but it was fun.. had some beer, met new people, had some coffee, met more people, had some bourboun, met more people that were smoking too...
Then there was the after party's unofficial after party. Bride and Groom weren't there, it was just me, my uncle, his ex, my other uncle, his wife and my mom... yep, my mom watched me get stonkingly drunk... About six elvis blood shooters, a couple of glasses of straight vodka, and a vodka mudshake later, the 'adults' went to bed. More smoking ensued, and i'm pretty sure there was more alcohol downed, then my uncle took off in the car, leaving his girl/ex thing sitting there pondering what she had done, and me thinking, "oooh shit... oh well, where'd that bottle of vodka go..."
Couple of arguments later, some water and then she finally got sick of shit, and left.. at four in the morning.. about the same time I decided to collapse on a couch and get some sleep...

And that was my Saturday... the rest of the weekend was spent running around town, getting ready and buying CD's (Tadpole, excellent New Zealand band!!) and playing playstation..
It was great fun, except for my in-ability to not worry about what was happening back up home...

]]> ~quinmelary http://quinmelary.deviantart.com/journal/10135453/ http://quinmelary.deviantart.com/journal/10135453/ Wed, 20 Sep 2006 18:02:10 PDT Heading down south, back home for a bit.
Anyone needs to contact me, I'll have my cellphone. If you don't know the number ask Drummbo or Kazaral if it's really that important..

The trip should be interesting... ]]> ~quinmelary http://quinmelary.deviantart.com/journal/10093199/ http://quinmelary.deviantart.com/journal/10093199/ Sat, 16 Sep 2006 16:47:36 PDT I get to go away on "holiday" later this week (44%) back down south to where I used to live ages and ages ago (45%). Should be fun.. uncles wedding and all...
Kinda leaves me in a rut though.. (47%) soo much stuff I either need or want to sort out before I head off for nearly a week, and there's just some things I don't wanna leave behind for that long, even if it is just a week. (50%)
Anyway, once my new dev is finished rendering I can upload it, and do something a little more cpu intensive.. like play a game.. or make one.. (52%)
Although.. for some strange reason I just wanna sleep! apart from the current inability to sleep.. I wanna sleep!! (54%) Time for more coffee I feel.. maybe watch some tv.. and lay back on the couch for the next estimated twelve minutes forty seconds for my render to finish... (56%) without anti-aliasing so probably more like 20-30 minutes.. (57%)
Also my current personal message on msn sorta explains my mood, but it's in japanese so could be a little problem reading... (59%)
Anyway... everyone should encourage kazaral to upload as much stuff as possible! or try to embarass or scare him (not easy, I've been trying since I started working with him - since december 04). (63%) at least make him feel welcome in teh deviantart community...
AND SOMEONE PLEASE TRY AND CONVINCE DRUMBO TO UPLOAD SOMETHING! HE TOOK DOWN ALL HIS STUFF... NOT COOL... *dons the baseball of convincing... (67%) besides, Ian, if i'm uploading something... you can tooo...

Right time for more coffee...
(69%) ]]> ~quinmelary http://quinmelary.deviantart.com/journal/9846698/ http://quinmelary.deviantart.com/journal/9846698/ Fri, 25 Aug 2006 04:05:21 PDT Yeah, just dandy.. found out yet even more stuff I didn't wanna know.. and I'm about ready to walk away from well everything... My currently non-existent career, the stupid back surgery thing, and well all the other bloody problems..

I'm thinking some beach or something in some distant and foreign land (Ian doesn't mean I'm going to hide myself in WOW more often, haven't played for a while now) possibly where's it's mostly sunny, and where they have good coffee. Now just to go knock over a bank to get the funding...

Some people have probably noticed my seemingly non-sensical ramblings about how much "I LIKE PIE" and i'm finally going to explain it, after nearly a week and a half..
No matter how many fillings are in the pie, or how much time it took to bake the pie, to the end-user (AKA in the IT industry - the dumbass people that don't know what their doing) it all boils down to one factor: PIE IS SIMPLE! you pay for the pie someelse made, grab a seat, or stool and eat.. There are other things that complicate the whole general atmosphere of the pie, like eating the pie with your friends girlfriend, thing, whatever she is to him.. while there are problems with your own girlfriend.. but in the complete concept of pie, it is simple. That is the sole reason I LIKE PIE. Cheesecake is my favourite food, but cheesecake isn't simple, for example: you have the different types of cheesecake some baked, some chilled into a solid jelly-like substance and all the other silly bloody things you can get out of cheesecake these days. Now the same can be said for pie, but when you think about it, all pies are made the same way, just with different fillings. They're all wrapped in pastry and all have some form of center filled with something...
Life is more like cheesecake. Too many paths to choose from, too many options. Pie doesn't have many options save for what you want in your pie, and there aren't many ramifications if you choose the wrong pie. Don't get me wrong, many options are good in life, and the challenge is one of the fun things about life (and cheesecake) but sometimes, everyone likes things simple.

PIE IS SIMPLE! ]]> ~quinmelary http://quinmelary.deviantart.com/journal/9308390/ http://quinmelary.deviantart.com/journal/9308390/ Sat, 08 Jul 2006 03:03:54 PDT
This year i've decided to go all fricken out on the birthday celebrations... and start a new tradition of... stay the fuck away from me on my birthday...
Fuck!!
The one day I don't wanna be reminded about all the shitty life shit, it all decides to turn to, well, shit really... Damn massive amounts of pain from fucken operation... my girlfriend was forbidden to come see me (on my birthday i might just add here...) but she was able to go to a dance thing that another guy invited her to... my darling little sister decided to remind me of this by bringing her sack of shit boyfriend to the house and my god - dearest step father still favoured her for that day..... And I still have another week or so before I can see Manda, at her house, which incedently may be a little hard considering the walking hurts like a bitch, I have no way of getting to her house and back, let alone the ability to sit (oh no, fucken lay down or stand up - both of which hurt like hell and the tramadol doesn't do shit)

In light of my wonderful, inspiring and uplifting day yesterday, I've started this interesting new tradition.

And in light of my wonderful past month I'm suprised I haven't commtted suicide yet, or gone back to work (same bloody thing)

FUCKEN BIRTHDAYS ... Hate the bastards.... ]]> ~quinmelary http://quinmelary.deviantart.com/journal/9173012/ http://quinmelary.deviantart.com/journal/9173012/ Sat, 24 Jun 2006 21:06:24 PDT
This is a good and a bad thing....
Good thing because i actually get to have my operation (i hope - they've postphoned it so many times i've given up caring) and i get six weeks minimum off work (time to work on getting some new work uploaded, my unreal mod, and that other project i may be working on...)

Bad thing because, yet again i get chopped open, risk the whole reaction to anaesthetics thing, risk of paralisys yada yada....

This in mind, it could be my last journal entry for a while (or if things turn to shit - forever...) and obviously it'll may take some time before i can come back online....

Have fun deviants... i'm off to die.... ]]> ~quinmelary http://quinmelary.deviantart.com/journal/8885516/ http://quinmelary.deviantart.com/journal/8885516/ Fri, 26 May 2006 16:40:24 PDT My job doesn't require a suit, Manda was unsure whether or not she wanted to go to the school ball and I don't think we're getting married anytime soon. So I brought a suit, a suit that's kinda useless to me, but a suit nonetheless.

Couple of days later, I still have the suit. Manda hinted at the marriage, and going to the ball (just a matter getting me in while bypassing Poland that fecking asshat and getting permission from her school, yay) and I'm looking for a better job..

Five days have passed and i haven't even worn the bloudy suit. Joy happy fucken joy.
Highly considering taking Manda out for dinner just to wear the damn thing...........

Any suggestions??? ]]> ~quinmelary http://quinmelary.deviantart.com/journal/8731462/ http://quinmelary.deviantart.com/journal/8731462/ Wed, 10 May 2006 15:01:17 PDT and HURRAH!!! the new site's up at bladelifestyle.com, yay!!!

Ooh and I got to see Manda briefly on my day off, once things settle down it should be sweet (or in Ian's words weet or /sweet you bastard) and I'll be able to see her a lil more, yay!!

Anyway, apparently me and Manda are both eskimos (don't ask, it involves furry jackets, and I know Ian your gonna be a smart ass and ask anyway so I'm just gonna ignore your posts...) so I'm currently an eskimo at work in the rain.... YAY! no customers! no bloody customers because they're all too scared to bring down their computers in the rain... ]]> ~quinmelary http://quinmelary.deviantart.com/journal/8429679/ http://quinmelary.deviantart.com/journal/8429679/ Mon, 10 Apr 2006 16:17:24 PDT
I had previously installed the Longhorn Alpha build 4083 and found it shockingly unstable, hideously interfaced and had no support for anything, what so-ever (no drivers, no application support) and on top of all that it took nearly five hours to install, being the first 64bit build, you'd think it would be a little bit better than that piece of shit.

This time round though, the installer only took the course of a shower, desperate housewives and grays anatomy, an improvement on the 5 hour installer previously.

Once into the the actual operating system, the first thing that greeted me was an excellent gui, none of the windowsblinds fakes come even close. Its so freakin cool, and stable, i haven't managed to crash it yet, and the only real major gripes is that it has no support for sound blaster lives, and creative are being right fucken twats about it (no drivers planned for release). What a shame, back to the onboard I go.

Otherwise, this is an excellent looking system, and well worth a look into. ]]> ~quinmelary http://quinmelary.deviantart.com/journal/8183173/ http://quinmelary.deviantart.com/journal/8183173/ Thu, 16 Mar 2006 21:39:10 PST
I NEED IDEAS!! has anyone got any ideas? (not that anyone will actually reply to this anyway, so i'm gonna start ranting about st patricks day....)

HAPPY SAINT PADDIES DAY!! hurrah for the st paddies...

anyway, i need some ideas i've been lost lately.... meh, gotta scoot, i'm going to dinner with the olds, my sister and my girlfriend... yay!! ]]> ~quinmelary http://quinmelary.deviantart.com/journal/8055959/ http://quinmelary.deviantart.com/journal/8055959/ Fri, 03 Mar 2006 12:26:52 PST
My little sister has just moved up from down south, where she lived with the evil step mother. Been getting her settled in, by taking whatever means possible... For the love of god, I went back to school to get her settled in... Mental screaming! (school was fun though however as it brings me to my next major thingy ma bob - and i got to give the deputy principal hell, i got stood down twice in two weeks, once for calling him a fucken knob three times and the other for giving him the finger on the last day)

However, if I didn't go back to school, I wouldn't have met Manda, whom I absoloutely love and adore. She's awesome, and I love her!! Her birthdays coming up soon, ANZAC day - and we're going to the Fort Minoh concert on Tuesday! Hurrah!! I love her, lots..

And then my last thingy, I'm working full time now!! as a software developer... shiny shininess, hurrah for the shiny ness. My job is fun, I get to sit on my ass all day and program, it's cool.

Yay, there's coffee being made for me! Time for some Saturday morning Coffee and Cigarettes... The staple morning ritual for beofore work. It's a short day today and if I can get home in time i can see my Babeh, when she gets back from her trip to Hamilton.. ]]> ~quinmelary http://quinmelary.deviantart.com/journal/7943592/ http://quinmelary.deviantart.com/journal/7943592/ Sun, 19 Feb 2006 13:23:58 PST STILL need to upload a new Dev tho. It may help... ]]> ~quinmelary http://quinmelary.deviantart.com/journal/7906464/ http://quinmelary.deviantart.com/journal/7906464/ Wed, 15 Feb 2006 12:47:00 PST Audience, Cast your vote now...
That's right folks, we have a winner, the answer is: A! RANT!!

Ranting begins...
Bloody fucken, people!! i hate the world, evryone in it, blah blah blah. If I have to spend another day in this shithole (school) I will go absoloutely mad and kill something, someone or myself, quite possibly all at once in a freak 'accidental' science lab explosion.
"But aren't you absoloutely mad anyway?"
My answer, no, I'm not already absoloutely mad, I'm just fucken mad.

And to make things just that little much better, there's a bet going around school on how long I'm going to last it out, most bets are under a month. I put myself down for under a week. Just gotta find something else to do instead of school, now that my sister has actually settled in (the only reason i came back in the first place).

On the upside, I haven't lost any of my 'Polite-ness' and within the first week back, I already have an after-school detention. Woot, bloody, Woot. Fuckers. ]]> ~quinmelary http://quinmelary.deviantart.com/journal/7756936/ http://quinmelary.deviantart.com/journal/7756936/ Mon, 30 Jan 2006 23:24:57 PST
Holidays all over, and yay! i'm back into the habit of hospital appointments and work, hurrah!

Gotsta bandy thing happening. Got any good ideas for a song anyone? Ian, you don't count, heh heh. Jokes. \--/\--/

Single again. Didn't last very long now did it? Bah, girls are too much effort sometimes... no offence intended anyone. Gotta go get seriously wasted.

Big news!! but alas can't publish anything until the lawyers sort things... perhaps next journal entry.... ]]> ~quinmelary http://quinmelary.deviantart.com/journal/7520847/ http://quinmelary.deviantart.com/journal/7520847/ Thu, 05 Jan 2006 19:28:44 PST Any Idea's anyone??

Still haven't uploaded anything, need to. Might Gimpify something, haven't played with it in a while, too much photoshoppiness. Hmm, gimpify and played with it sound dodgy dodgy.

Still on holiday!!! YAY!!! back home on monday, damn it, been having a bit of fun. Well, the most fun I could have during these times.. but that's a story for another tyme, preferably never...

Although, I have been told not to touch a computer at all during my holiday, I have somehow fallen into the deadly trap of web development. Woot bloody woot.
Working on holiday sucks hairy dog turd, why the hell did i agree to do yet another website for someone? why haven't i learnt to say no!!

I need coffee. ]]> ~quinmelary http://quinmelary.deviantart.com/journal/7332082/ http://quinmelary.deviantart.com/journal/7332082/ Fri, 16 Dec 2005 21:26:24 PST Again, so much for some newer deviations, i was going to, but now... ijustcantbefucked! I'll try some more contemporary painting stuffage over the next few weeks.
Never much for words, cant be fecked thinking of anything else to say so:
BLEH!! ]]> ~quinmelary http://quinmelary.deviantart.com/journal/7277700/ http://quinmelary.deviantart.com/journal/7277700/ Sat, 10 Dec 2005 21:21:28 PST I have a huge cup of coffee sitting here, made by the lovely christine (office manager for one of mommy's work branches) and I have been drinking, a little... not too much honestly.
I'll hopefully have some stuff uploaded soonish maybe. Well before my little christmas excursion anyway as i won't be able to access a form of email address. Bleh. No TV, no cell-phone coverage and no internet connection. Woot, bloody woot. Fuck I hate christmas. ]]> ~quinmelary http://quinmelary.deviantart.com/journal/7089937/ http://quinmelary.deviantart.com/journal/7089937/ Sat, 19 Nov 2005 16:12:00 PST Working on another Blade site, should have that uploaded soon and a few Deviations as well. This time it's a more realistic render of a couple of landscapes, (currently photoshopping them) and some cartoon / comic book themed photoshop's. I've had a few kewl idea's looking around the place and should have some dev's uploaded soon.
Also working on a small media player application as well (when I say small, I mean small! -currently only 14kB big) i'll have that up and running soon as well. Entering negotiations about a game idea I have and my current game projects are coming along nicely... ]]> ~quinmelary http://quinmelary.deviantart.com/journal/6906396/ http://quinmelary.deviantart.com/journal/6906396/ Sun, 30 Oct 2005 12:13:43 PST ~quinmelary http://quinmelary.deviantart.com/journal/6749051/ http://quinmelary.deviantart.com/journal/6749051/ Wed, 12 Oct 2005 14:16:08 PDT Anyway. I uploaded another deviation. It sucked. It was rainbow and seriously not me. Well it was, but it didn't seem right as I was doing it, it made me feel dirty. ]]> ~quinmelary http://quinmelary.deviantart.com/journal/6540392/ http://quinmelary.deviantart.com/journal/6540392/ Sun, 18 Sep 2005 19:36:06 PDT Why? may ask... well: Fucken Fuck Fucking Dog Fuckers and Hateful Fucken Turds with no Fucken HAIR.

If you couldn't tell, I'm Fucked off. And not just fucked off, i am severly fucked off with (most of) the world, and deeply disturbed at the same time.
First of all it's fucken pissing down with rain outside, some fucked up mental rain that's actually cold (odd for this part of the world... and even odder that I can feel it)
Secondly, i'm stuck here in this fucken hell hole. A 3 hour computer sciences exam. What the fuck?? um does anyone know what I do for a living??!!!! (if you didn't well that's okay, let's just say it involves computers and i actually know a little about the fucken things!!)
Thirdly, I pushed enter too fucken early and added an empty fucken journal entry.
Fourth, i realised I've said fuck 15 times (wait now 16...) so I'm going to say something other than fuck (17). BASTARDS!!!!!!!!!

Now on a slightly more postive note, I just launched a new website yesterday, ah, check it out, [link]
And I found a few good pics on DA this week, and *cough* broke *cough* a network, or more so, created my own admin account when everyone are meant to have "LIMITED" access.
Anyways, if your still reading this, you must be completely mad, or bored, (possibly homicidal after reading) so thanks for being as insane as I am!!! ]]> ~quinmelary http://quinmelary.deviantart.com/journal/6540329/ http://quinmelary.deviantart.com/journal/6540329/ Sun, 18 Sep 2005 19:21:33 PDT ~quinmelary http://quinmelary.deviantart.com/journal/6169349/ http://quinmelary.deviantart.com/journal/6169349/ Mon, 08 Aug 2005 14:01:58 PDT
I wait for the time the sky can be blue again, when the sky resembles that angels are winning the fight... ]]> ~quinmelary http://quinmelary.deviantart.com/journal/6119046/ http://quinmelary.deviantart.com/journal/6119046/ Wed, 03 Aug 2005 03:06:58 PDT
You know the type. Get up in the morning, drag yourself out of bed and throw whatever you can find at the big box in the corner called an alarm clock. Your at least twenty-minutes late for whatever mindless chore you have to do, eg. work or school, and when you do finally get there, it ends out no noticed how late you really are. You end up in deep meaningful conversations that don't mean jack to you. You know typical.

I logged on to my computer today, not knowing what was about to happen. I saw that people had looked at my recent work. People that liked it. It was then that I realised, nothing doesn't have to be, in your face, right there in front of you. Life can be cryptic and distorted in many ways, this is something I like about life.
Getting to the point. A few people have commented on some of my recent work. It may not seem like it, but this is one of those cryptic and distorted things. Because while people sit there and type in their comments, and watch what other artist's do, how many of them stop and think: 'I wonder if the guy on the other side of this will apprieciate what I have to say?'
And now I can honestly sit here and say: I do. I am actually human, in most ways, and when I know people are actually looking at my work and not just hovering over it in the browse view, I have a reason to keep doing this.

Thank you, all those that have looked at my works... You have turned an average day into something to look forward to in the future. ]]> ~quinmelary