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                <title>Sigh... I guess I stay</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 06 Sep 2008 15:07:05 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ As simple as I keep this account (no frilly HTML or fluff), I had almost a rash moment to delete my account. <br /><br />I may be dormant for long periods and then explode for hours...  but I pay heed to nothing but my own creations for the most part.  <br /><br />After spending years here, on and off...  I have met, retained or lost good virtual friends.  <br /><br />The psychology of this place sometimes really messes with my head, but that may be only a self actualized feeling.  <br /><br />Despite the new fee's and lack of "print" account features, even after paying for the "pro" features years back... I am staying... <br /><br />Although... dormant I may lie.<br /><br />School is back in session so I must pay heed to it... otherwise I will loose my ability to gain Financial Aid back and better my future.<br /><br />Much love to all<br /><br />Dan<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~quixoticsage</author>
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                <title>This Mess</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 14 Apr 2008 15:27:24 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Where do I stand firm if I stand not here?<br /><br />How can peace be brought when we are tied in a knot?<br /><br />Oh tell me what lives when we have forgot<br /><br />That we are all one<br /><br />Now here in this mess that we have solely wrought.<br /><br />Dan Chevalier<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Inspired thoughts that have always been there...</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 27 Feb 2008 17:21:38 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Without darkness there would be no light and without light there would be no way to define darkness.<br />Dan Chevalier<br /><br /><br />I think this is original?  Tell me otherwise.  I thought these words mine... the thoughts probably have been pondered...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Something in the wind</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 28 Jan 2008 16:38:05 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I wanted to say something profound... and sometimes it comes out of my brain other times it does not.<br /><br />I want to be able to gracefully design my journal but time            <br />does not <br />allow me to.                                                          Or is it perseverance.<br /><br />But alas...  I have only normal things going on.<br /><br />Graphic Design Associates Degree in the process.<br />Relationship crap.<br />Time.<br />Computer problems.<br />Always something that has to be done.<br />Going to work to early in the morning when the night time is when I create the best and am tired or stay up and feel like crap the next day.<br />Control or lack there of.<br />  So<br />Everything else seems to fall into place whether it is one side of the wall or the other.  Eventually.<br /><br />Maybe I will share some Design Fundamentals projects... maybe I will not.  Depends on time and energy.<br /><br />So.  Nothing profound to say.<br /><br />Much care to all.<br />Dan<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>4967 views, do pleasure me</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 07 Aug 2007 18:40:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well...  I am about to hit 5000 hits and I have not done much with this site.<br />
<br />
I feel a whirlwind about to emerge. <br />
<br />
If there are those even still wondering... "where is he and what is he doing...?"<br />
<br />
Voice your concerns for in a week I will be back full force.<br />
<br />
My business here is taking a push to roll the stone across low ground.  I grunt and bear many difficult situations. I yell within myself of frustrations and wonder when it ("it" can be defined in many ways) is going to happen - all while I tread uphill or choose to push bolder rock (the ambitious goals that load me) to the next groove I have dug in the ground to hold it.  I have no help but my own.  I get help, but only know there are more grooves when I get such said help.  ((SCREAM)).<br />
<br />
So there you have it, abstract and unknown to you.<br />
<br />
I go off to start the race to my goals.  They never end... but to find a happy moment would be a pleasure to hear from those who still read me.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Landed</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 02 Jun 2007 01:26:10 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I have landed into my new home with Hi Speed internet.  I am happy for the high speed internet for sure.  The house is nice.<br />
<br />
I am currently in a space of thoughts that do not compute.  <br />
<br />
Gathering info... and moving forward.<br />
<br />
This situation that I am in is not stable... but I am being abstract on purpose.<br />
<br />
Hope to visit more often but I am hearing that DA is not as good as it used to be... virtual sociological issues that are common these days.  Online infancy and adolescence.  Pre teen mentality.  There a muture ones but so far between the oft lost individuals who have no idea of the implications of their words, we get lost in temporary distractions.<br />
<br />
I digress...<br />
<br />
And here I am... early in the morn like I used to be.<br />
<br />
Dan<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>One more day</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 30 Apr 2007 17:26:33 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ One more day further and the sun doth drip upon the lake in front of me.  Oh, I wish I had money for film... money for a decent digital...  but then again... I should be painting, yes?<br />
<br />
Four more weeks and I will move to Madison WI and aquire High Speed Internet.  For those of you who dont know... I have been mostly mute because of dial up and loading anything on Dev Art.  Again, I will YELL FORTH that DIAL UP SUCKS!  Stating the obvious.<br />
<br />
-----------<br />
<br />
Here is a misc thought from my head:<br />
<br />
There is nothing real but what we make real.<br />
<br />
------------<br />
<br />
Perhaps that has been said and I do not remember by who.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Eh</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 22 Jan 2007 16:59:54 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Not soo much but frozen...<br />
Antique views <br />
Blinds reflecting light and slightly open...<br />
Eyes... lids half open...<br />
<br />
There is a calm amongst all of this noise.<br />
An awakening.<br />
<br />
I enjoy thinking again.<br />
<br />
School has commenced.  Econ.  Accelerated class.<br />
<br />
Stress that I enjoy.<br />
<br />
Creativity... will be on the way... but mostly my space on this site will stay still... since music and my current album will be the focus.<br />
<br />
Hope all bodes well for those whom I have not spoke to here.<br />
<br />
Dan<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Antiquated Freeze</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 04 Nov 2006 11:32:53 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am near frozen...<br />
<br />
Lack of Internet at home...<br />
<br />
Brain needs outlet...<br />
<br />
Connections...<br />
<br />
LOST.<br />
<br />
But hope to reconnect to this artful universe someday... on a frequent basis...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Dead Scanner</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 19 Apr 2006 10:57:13 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Great.  Just great.  I cannot scan pictures.<br />
<br />
My scanner has mechanical errors that cannot be fixed through the normal process.  I have no money to fix it since it is out of warranty.  My, things are sure not built to last anymore.  <br />
<br />
sigh.<br />
<br />
Anyhow.<br />
<br />
)meditate( ]]></description>
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                <title>Like Tree to Soil</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 04 Apr 2006 23:18:52 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ In the aftermath,<br />
An Owl bled its song to mine ear,<br />
From lake, heard I its delicate moan.<br />
Then lofted I my worries on the deck,<br />
Pondering how you could bring gravity to my exsistance on this Earth.<br />
But it is none of you that I really know.<br />
And from city bond fright, my limbs hold tight<br />
Like tree to soil<br />
As I hope for greater glory<br />
the sky<br />
you ]]></description>
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                <title>crop</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 03 Apr 2006 12:00:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ crop and reload.  repeat... ]]></description>
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                <title>A poem I thinks my Heart Betrays</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 21 Mar 2006 02:36:25 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ A poem I thinks my Heart Betrays<br />
<br />
And here<br />
In the wind<br />
Does my Heart wave its glory<br />
To the darkness it spies<br />
A glimmering light through the cloud<br />
That tells so much<br />
This mans story ]]></description>
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                <title>Too Heavey to one side</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 04 Dec 2005 19:37:09 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Like I have said before... dial up sucks.  Otherwise I would be looking at everyones pictures that submit pictures.  I feel lost no being able to do so.  Partly lost in a way.  Oh well.<br />
<br />
I apologize for my lack of attention.  The Universe must be giving me something here.  Something to learn...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Here and there</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 02 Nov 2005 17:25:07 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Dial up internet has crippled me... but I have discoved the computers at the UW lab...<br />
Who knows... maybe more to come?<br />
<br />
Days are getting cold again.  Lit up a fire in the fireplace and it was warm and cozy.  <br />
<br />
Life is always a roller coaster for me.  I want it to stop for a second to smell the roses... before it all passes me by.<br />
<br />
Honesty and Trust.  Trust I find hard, Honesty always illudes me.  This, only part of the roller coaster.<br />
<br />
Should I believe everything that I am told?<br />
<br />
Hope all is well<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~quixoticsage</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 10 Aug 2005 18:25:20 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ My thoughts are so overflowing that they splatter everywhere I go.  On the walls, windows and in faces.   Minds.<br />
<br />
I cant stop worrying.  But yet when I do it is such beauty.<br />
<br />
My fear transcends me... as if into reality but what is real anyhow?  Death?  Life?  All in one there is none.<br />
Nothing.  No Thing.<br />
<br />
God was lonely and so are we alone with this ultimate being.  All one.  Alone.  Yes.<br />
<br />
Cheers.<br />
Me<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~quixoticsage</author>
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                <title>New and Old</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 30 Jul 2005 00:05:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Where Have I been?<br />
I am in a process of life.  A transition with wich I have not found much time to devote to my workings and passions.<br />
It bothers me but it is my own fault.<br />
I cannot wait till I explode with creativity.<br />
Do you know of what I speak?<br />
<br />
I have so many things to do that time seems a hidden treasure.  What time I have I may end up staying up late but then know that the next day I will be tired so I am somewhat weak in mind and body and the day not full.  Yet my soul doth shine.<br />
<br />
I have so many things I want to do...<br />
<br />
I think and hope come late August into September...<br />
<br />
Things start...<br />
<br />
Much love to all.<br /><br /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~quixoticsage</author>
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                <title>A Board Artist</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 22 Apr 2005 21:24:04 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ A bored artist<br />
Is nothing but trouble<br />
<br />
The chemicals in their mind<br />
burn for exhilaration<br />
<br />
finding doors to open<br />
where drama will appear.<br />
<br />
This dark wall <br />
of misconception<br />
tends to break<br />
like orgasmic strings<br />
of tempus take<br />
<br />
A coming forth <br />
may soon appear<br />
on these pages<br />
oh so dear<br />
---<br />
<br />
Has anyone read Fernando Pessoa?   I  find this author intriguing to say the  least.  This Man has heteronyms: not  one pseudonym but many.  He writes in a  style that may almost fit in a journal.   It may be more his organizational  skills in real life that reflects a  journal style.  Many characters this  man portrays as if it where he...<br /><br /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>A departure?</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 01 Apr 2005 05:48:31 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I may be leaving DA.  I have been  visiting less frequently becuase I have  been focusing on other things.  It may  be a partial leaving.  I think I need  to focus on my own website.  Maybe stop  by every now and again.  <br />
<br />
What has been the catalyst, is mostly  the black and white print quality.   Which in turn makes me wonder of the  color print quality as well.  Color  seems ok... but can it be better?   Perhaps it is just me... the black and  white photographs ended up having a  purple/violet hue to them.  <br />
<br />
I may be back.<br />
<br />
I may not.<br />
<br />
We shall see.<br />
<br />
4/1/05<br />
I am pleased to say that DA handled the  situation with my prints excellently.   It appears that the print error was an  isolated incident.  They sent me all  new prints.  Wonderful service.  I will  continue to use DA.<br />
<br />
As far as words and communications from  me... I may be very slow...  so I  apologize if I do not respond right  away.<br />
<br />
Much care to all.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Beauty</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 18 Mar 2005 22:19:58 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>.</b><br /><br />not all things are beautiful<br />
things are beautiful always<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I need your help</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 11 Mar 2005 22:38:44 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>.</b><br /><br />Before I step any further in the  completion of my series "Of Noise and  Film Grain", I need your help in  deciding if I should replace the  following photos.  The completion being  to display the pictures on walls.<br />
<br />
The idea behind the whole series is to  convey a feeling of depth within the  film grain or noise.  I cant explain  yet exactly as to why the grain sparks  interest in me.  A feeling just warms  up inside me thinking of the picture  and how its going to turn out before  the picture is captured and then the  reward of seeing it.  Its almost as if  it is the lure of the antitheses to the  super sharp digital (and even some  film) pictures.  A softening yet  roughness in its own way that captures  my inner eye to certain beauty.  A true  black and white picture.  But, we can  define that statement in many ways...<br />
<br />
What I am asking of you:  Please look  at the compostitions when and if you  have time.  Tell me if these  compositions just dont fit in  accordance to the rest.  No holds  bared.  I wont be offended in any way  and want to know your opinions.  Set  aside your kindness if need be.    Criticize!<br />
<br />
<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/13209164/"><span class="shadow"><img src="http://tn7.deviantart.com/100/fs6.deviantart.com/i/2005/070/3/8/A_Walk_Into_the_Noise_by_quixoticsage.jpg" width="100" height="67" alt="" /></span></a></span></span><br />
The first in the series... Im not so  sure about the grain... compostion...  eh...<br />
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<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/13236610/"><span class="shadow"><img src="http://tn3.deviantart.com/100/fs6.deviantart.com/i/2005/070/6/c/Flight_by_quixoticsage.jpg" width="100" height="67" alt="" /></span></a></span></span><br />
Second... to cliche... or even...  amateur?<br />
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<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/13310301/"><span class="shadow"><img src="http://tn7.deviantart.com/100/fs5.deviantart.com/i/2004/354/9/3/Sky_Craze_by_quixoticsage.jpg" width="100" height="67" alt="" /></span></a></span></span><br />
Third... blah?<br />
<br />
The other pictures in the series (#4-9  as seen on my DA gallery) seem good to  me, but if you would think differently,  please let me know.  I am open)<br />
<br />
Thanks for any help.  I am going to  attempt to display these locally ...  its kinda big for me... because I have  never done nor tried that before.  Any  help is appreciated while I delve into  this new territory.  Im kinda  nervous/anxious and cautious.<br />
<br />
Much Peace in your endeavors.<br />
<br />
Daniel Chevalier<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Words come and Go</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 22 Feb 2005 19:55:09 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>.</b><br /><br />The winter still chills my bones <br />
and tedious skies break my mind.<br />
I am now drawn untill Springtime<br />
For my waking hours<br />
do becking me sleep.<br />
-----<br />
<br />
I have finished my series "Of Noise and  Film Grain".  My words fall empty and  discouraged.  For one passion of mine,<br />
the depths of Black and White  photography,  fall prey to a minute  space on a website...<br />
<br />
SO I say, they will be walled.. either  to my abode or hopefully a shop of some  sort to display amongst the populace.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Cold</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 13 Jan 2005 19:49:47 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>.</b><br /><br />7 degrees F here in Wisconsin...<br />
<br />
I just had the orgasmic pleasure of  putting warm socks on from the dryer  after coming in from the outside  chill...  <br />
<br />
Its only going to get worse...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~quixoticsage</author>
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                <title>Negative into Positive</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 15 Dec 2004 19:59:02 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>.</b><br /><br />Update- 12/15/04 -<br />
I have so little time.  The holidays  are driving me nuts.<br />
<br />
I will be submiting 4 of 20 from my  series "Of Noise and Film Grain"  hopefully tonight, for I will be gone  starting tomorrow and back late on  Sunday evening.  I cant promise any  response from me right away so I  apologize in advance.  Not that I will  have that many comments anyhow (the  people that do; thank you so much for  taking the time and sharing your  comments- I will get back to you in  time).<br />
<br />
Much love and care.  Hope all is  well...<br />
<br />
--Only got to one submission... to  tired---<br />
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<br />
It is amazing... but I have been  inspired by a slight flaming here on DA  on a recent submission of mine.  All  after I had deleted my submissions out  of frustration, and started fresh, do I  get a snide remark that changed my  outlook on things.  I will not say who  or what...  but that I am thankfull to  have stumbled upon this inspiration.  <br />
<br />
It will all be film grain.  Grain grain  grain.  And the spaces inbetween.   We  over appreciate such digitized images  (pictures taken by digital cameras,  specificaly) and may be somewhat  spoiled by the ever so candy like  cleanliness of modern picture  technologies that we loose site to what  is "real" and analog/chemical.  By no  means am I saying that digital is awful  or does not have a place.  It is very  much a beautiful and useful thing.  Nor  am I a film snob.  I dont know half as  much as some of you do, but I do learn  as the days go by, and everytime I open  a book or pick someones mind.<br />
<br />
My goal is to have at least 20 11x14  prints made and hung locally.   Something I have been meaning to do for  a long time and its about time.  I have  not decided if I will marry both film  and digital process (scanning).  We  shall see.  Im not sure if any  developer around here has an enlarger  or not... but that would be the  prefered way.<br />
<br />
For now, enjoy the noise...<br /><br />.<br />
was falling...<br />
now wings...<br />
. ]]></description>
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                <title>gone</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 30 Nov 2004 22:06:15 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>.</b><br /><br />cleansed<br /><br />.<br />
yet still falling... ]]></description>
                <author>~quixoticsage</author>
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                <title>O E D</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 21 Nov 2004 19:55:10 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>.</b><br /><br />I purchased a used Compact Edition of  the Oxford English Dictionary today...  22nd printing in 1982... so its old but  I am happy to have it. I now need a  magnifying glass me thinks. the type is  minuscule...<br />
<br />
Pardon me but I have much reading to  do.  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /><br />
<br />
Hoping that everyone here is well...<br />
<br />
Much love<br /><br />. ]]></description>
                <author>~quixoticsage</author>
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                <title>silly mistake</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 18 Nov 2004 18:02:31 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>.</b><br /><br />... i just picked up a role of IR from  the developer...............<br />
that was unexposed...  I thought it was  but...<br />
oh horror!<br />
well... the undeveloped roll is still  in the fridge at least.  $14 down the  drain.  Funny thing is, since its Infra  Red its ultra sensative to the  light.... I didnt want to open up the  canister...  well... I guess I am only  half dumb.<br />
<br />
Ever do that before?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~quixoticsage</author>
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                <title>past, present and future</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 16 Nov 2004 22:24:54 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>.</b><br /><br />If you live only through the past, life  will weigh you down<br />
If you live only for the present,  meanings will be lost<br />
If you live only for the future you  will never get there<br />
<br />
If you live life through all three<br />
combining where there is need<br />
lifes flowers will bloom for thee<br /><br />(lying in bed this came to me....) ]]></description>
                <author>~quixoticsage</author>
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                <title>nothing much</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 15 Nov 2004 19:35:50 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>a feeble attempt</b><br /><br />A virtual penny for your thoughts...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~quixoticsage</author>
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                <title>Lightning mortal</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 05 Nov 2004 23:17:25 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>strike upon my body, this soul mortal</b><br /><br />Sometimes I feel as if when lightning  strikes I must create.<br />
<br />
...expect many strange things from me...<br /><br />go here for more<br />
<a href="http://quixoticstock.deviantart.com/">[link]</a> ]]></description>
                <author>~quixoticsage</author>
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                <title>A leaf floated to my head like a rock</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 28 Oct 2004 19:54:08 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>leaves of life</b><br /><br />Usualy this time of year puts me in  meditative mode...  but...now  it has  only brought me tired spirits and  disjunct dreams.  Its like my energy is  being sought...  and used...  Its not  bad...  just odd...  <br />
<br />
---<br />
<br />
"The Silence" series I just submited  was, to me... marginal in quality.  I  just didnt have the exposures down  right for the Infrared film...  maybe  its just that I need to adjust to the  new filter?  The shots are heavily  underexposed (which I usuly like  somewhat underexposed... but these  where extreme)... Im not even sure I  should keep them posted... try and try  again I suppose...  <br />
<br />
---<br />
two more rolls of IR <br />
one of SFX<br />
more color<br />
all in the fridge... waiting to be born<br />
<br />
Night shots being scanned - more "sit  with me" series.<br />
---<br />
<br />
soon-<br />
a cape<br />
<br />
bubbles<br />
<br />
-peace-<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~quixoticsage</author>
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                <title>IR, here, Color There</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 25 Oct 2004 21:44:12 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>IR update</b><br /><br />IR- scanned to hard drive.. .  needs  cropping... not as good as I wanted  them to be... oh well... live and  learn.<br />
<br />
...the trees....<br />
<br />
Next I would like to try IR with my  cape...  this ID below, is horrid...  I  should have had a different expression,  but oh well... thats me with  indifference  (testing IR on a human).<br />
<br />
suggestions welcome...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~quixoticsage</author>
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                <title>IR update</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 17 Oct 2004 18:05:00 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>IR</b><br /><br />I shot a roll of infra red Today.  Will  probably not have it in my hands for a  week or so... should prove  interesting... I actually wasted an  exposure on myself as well...<br />
<br />
trees... and mood lighting from the  clouds. faint back... into the  light....<br />
<br />
I have finally purchased the correct  filter (Cokin a007 89B) for IR, so it  should be better than the pictures that  I have taken with the regular Red R2  filter.  Albeit those turned out ok...  but I had to underexpose them more than  usual.<br />
<br />
Other interesting things should come  soon as well.  Cant say what yet... but  it is here...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~quixoticsage</author>
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                <title>Illusions of Loneliness</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 11 Oct 2004 22:15:24 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>It has Fallen</b><br /><br />From a silent October midnight<br />
a porchview of lamp lit windows<br />
trailing smoke<br />
(I kiss the crisp air)<br />
and alas the illusion of loneliness  arrives as my friend<br />
<br />
The leaves they rain from the trees <br />
and utter stories like falling  footsteps<br />
and once again I hear the silent song<br />
Trail beyond their color'd death<br />
<br />
I am here again, in melencholy<br />
and feel the burn of ignorance  uninformed<br />
it keeps me warm for the chill does not  penetrate<br />
<br />
I go on and lay weary down to sleep<br />
and dream not of many things but <br />
singularities<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~quixoticsage</author>
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                <title>Pumpkin Hunter: I need a head!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 06 Oct 2004 19:42:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>It has Fallen</b><br /><br />...my head to the ground... I must find  a Pumpkin now...   but with no one to  help?  ...  The search thus begins and  must I find one on my own?<br />
<br />
<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/11211538/"><span class="shadow"><img src="http://tn2.deviantart.com/100/fs5.deviantart.com/i/2004/280/a/0/Help_me_find_my_Head_by_quixoticsage.jpg" width="71" height="100" alt="" /></span></a></span></span><br />
<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/11211538/">[link]</a><br /><br />Please...<br />
<br />
Help me find my head...  a head... any  head...<br />
or a Pumpkin... ]]></description>
                <author>~quixoticsage</author>
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                <title>Posting Prints:SOLVED! My questions not to the win</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 06 Oct 2004 18:40:52 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>Quality Control............</b><br />
<br />
last report...<br />
PROBLM SOLVED<br /><br />10/06/04<br />
<b>I have received the answers</b><br />
<br />
Basic prints is in Beta Testing.  Hence  the problems.... so... the solution:   get a print account.<br />
<br />
I plan on getting a print account very  soon.  <br />
<br />
---------------------------------------- ----------<br />
10/05/04<br />
I have submited my first prints... and  both where rejected.  I uploaded both  pictures at the resolution of 7200 x  4800 which has, as far as I understand  it, a ratio of 1.5:1.  I included a  1/4" border for bleed....  no luck...  tried twice.  I cant think of what I am  doing wrong... the only thing I can  think of is that ... <br />
<br />
(Basic) Devprints is just not working  right.<br />
<br />
So... im just looking for some answers  and maybe some of you that have the  "10%" deal though regular membership  may be able to assist me.<br />
<br />
Maybe after all, my pictures and  everything that I have learned really  are not that good.  Im not really  looking for reassurance but just plain  honesty.  I dont care how harsh because  I want to know... should I really  persue photography more?<br /><br />The pictures in question<br />
<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/11089109/"><span class="shadow"><img src="http://tn1.deviantart.com/100/fs5.deviantart.com/i/2004/276/5/a/Throwing_Light_Casting_Shadows_by_quixoticsage.jpg" width="68" height="100" alt="" /></span></a></span></span><br />
    <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/view/11089109/">[link]</a><br />
         and<br />
<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/11094088/"><span class="shadow"><img src="http://tn1.deviantart.com/100/fs5.deviantart.com/i/2004/276/7/3/1lip__tulip__3lip__4lip_by_quixoticsage.jpg" width="100" height="69" alt="" /></span></a></span></span><br />
    <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/view/11094088/">[link]</a> ]]></description>
                <author>~quixoticsage</author>
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                <title>We all are linked</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 27 Jul 2004 21:01:15 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ "There are hundreds and thousands of  stems linking us to everything in the  Cosmos, supporting us and making it  possible for us to be.<br />
<br />
Do you see the link between you and me?<br />
If you are not there, <br />
I am not here."<br />
<br />
by<br />
Thich Nhat Hanh ]]></description>
                <author>~quixoticsage</author>
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                <title>submissions</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 20 Jun 2004 12:20:05 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Pics that I have deleted... will appear  again over time.  Those of you who have  been watching since I joined DA may  recognize some... sorry for the repeats. ]]></description>
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                <title>Whilst making lyrics for a song</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 29 May 2004 11:53:28 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I came upon a verse tonight<br />
whilst working like a bard<br />
a verse you just might know<br />
that trails on through my head<br />
<br />
"I wanna know, what your thinking...  there are somethings you cant hide..."<br />
<br />
It trails and trails <br />
and blocks my thoughts <br />
from further an  advance<br />
<br />
Please, do tell me which song this  verse doth come ]]></description>
                <author>~quixoticsage</author>
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                <title>If you will miss me, please read</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 19 May 2004 20:27:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ There comes a time when sacrifices have  to be made.  This sacrifice I am  saddened to have come upon in my daily  figures.  I have to cut back on my  expenses and will have to cancel my  internet service for awhile.  I do not  know how long for.  Till I straighten  things up I would hope (and if the gas  prices here go down that would be of  GREAT help).  I have no land line phone  so I am unable to use 56k internet  hookup.  I do have internet at work but  that would do me no good for uploading  pics and what not... but I may peek in  every once in awhile as time provides.   <br />
<br />
I will also be trying to sell my Pentax  ZX-L SLR with lens, remote and maybe a  few filters to go with it.  If you or  anyone you may know are interested  please let me know.  <br />
<br />
I will be vacating the area after the  weekend I would think...maybe sooner...<br />
I will miss you all.<br />
<br />
May the wind bring the silence and love  to you, <br />
<br />
Daniel<br />
<br />
you may email me if you like   danchevalier@lycos.com ]]></description>
                <author>~quixoticsage</author>
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                <title>moment</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 17 May 2004 17:50:54 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Let the chaos fly by<br />
I shall stand like a tree<br />
<br />
In the midst of a storm<br />
over the ages be ]]></description>
                <author>~quixoticsage</author>
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                <title>The Goddess of Encouragement</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 11 May 2004 22:56:32 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ A Goddess of Encouragement hath spoken  to me<br />
and a wind of inspiration has carried  me thus far.<br />
<br />
two new deviations<br />
<br />
and now I lay me down... ]]></description>
                <author>~quixoticsage</author>
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                <title>Wanting to tell a story</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 07 May 2004 23:01:59 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Perhaps I will.... someday. ]]></description>
                <author>~quixoticsage</author>
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                <title>Void</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 27 Feb 2004 18:29:16 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ _beggin transmission_<br />
<br />
<b>current song mode</b> Talvin Singh  Presents: Soundz of the Asian  Undrerground : "A.R. Rahman:Numbai Theme  Tune"<br />
<b>mood</b> dark, lost and spiritual<br />
<br />
Modern Technology.  My love my nemesis.<br />
obsession of obsessions<br />
lie not within the confounds of  physical reality<br />
but the abiltiy to suspend HALF of ones  disbelief<br />
Knowing that there is a reality on one  end of the 1's and 0's.<br />
<br />
_signal lost_end transmission_ ]]></description>
                <author>~quixoticsage</author>
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                <title>Gone</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 25 Feb 2004 21:04:45 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Time to clean.  Deleting some  submissions.<br />
<br />
out, damned spot, out! ]]></description>
                <author>~quixoticsage</author>
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                <title>A Heart that will Stop Beating Someday</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 23 Feb 2004 15:23:24 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ If I had a million dollars... I would  send you all a plane ticket to get  together an a voted place...   Bahamas... the Baha Island....  Wisconsin (where I live currently) or  any other ideas you might have..(share  it if you got it)   I would want to  share it with you all. Each Deviant  that I watch and those that watch me.   What a blast that would be.  wow.  Here  is to dreaming my friends.  Keeps me  going.  Here is an thank you in a  teasing kind of way cuz it aint done. A  song.... It hits the BIG CHEESE(y) on  the scale cuz I just did it in 2 hours  and took little time to perfect it.   Will be workng with <a href="http://usualmind.deviantart.com/">[link]</a> Dave on it  tomorrow.<br />
<br />
go Here <a href="http://www.danchevalier.com/">[link]</a> and click on To "TO the  NIGHT!"<br />
<br />
Right now.... it sounds really bad I  think because my good mics would not  work.... so I had to use a cheap Radio  shack mic... so I exagerated its lo fi  sound allot.... <br />
<br />
I can seee<br />
you there<br />
Miles away<br />
<br />
In My head<br />
<br />
Virtually<br />
<br />
<br />
TO the Sea!  To the Night a Dream!<br />
I <br />
...<br />
<br />
Speak to me<br />
speak to me<br />
speeak to me<br />
speeeeak to me<br />
<br />
Speak<br />
Speak<br />
<br />
Virtually<br />
<br />
ahhh<br />
<br />
Your there<br />
Im there<br />
<br />
So sweet<br />
Dont ya think<br />
<br />
I feel <br />
Virtually<br />
<br />
Your there <br />
<br />
Virtually....................<br />
<br />
 to the<br />
<br />
To the night<br />
To the night<br />
To the Night<br />
TO the Night!<br />
<br />
go Here <a href="http://www.danchevalier.com/">[link]</a> and clikc on TO the  NIGHT!<br />
<br />
I love you all.  such a hippie... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br />
<br />
My inspiration from:<br />
<a href="http://usualmind.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/u/s/usualmind.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="usualmind" title="usualmind" /></a>  My friend and the one to introduced  me too Deviant Art<br />
<a href="http://ashoka.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/s/ashoka.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="ashoka" title="ashoka" /></a><br />
<a href="http://pwca.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/p/w/pwca.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="pwca" title="pwca" /></a>  <br />
<a href="http://thiswastedtime.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/h/thiswastedtime.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="thiswastedtime" title="thiswastedtime" /></a><br />
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                <author>~quixoticsage</author>
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                <title>A moments pause</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 18 Feb 2004 22:11:52 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I need to pause... I may not respond to  all your wonderful submissions for  awhile.  I have much need to think and  ponder the future (and get away for a  road trip).  Thank you all for your  -ever so kind- words!<br />
<br />
Much love to all! ]]></description>
                <author>~quixoticsage</author>
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                <title>A Disquieted Mind and Loving It</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 15 Feb 2004 18:22:54 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>READING</b>: Shakespeare, Alls Well That  Ends Well.  II.iii.1-6<br />
<b>listening to</b>: Celtic music on the radio  (chieftans at the moment... I wannnt!)<br />
<br />
Ever read just a paragraph of something  and have to put the book down?<br />
<br />
Lafeu:  "They say miracles are past, and  we have our philosophical persons to  make modern and familiar things  supernatural and causeless.  Hence is  it that we make trifles of terrors,  ensconcing ourselves into seemimg  knowledge when we should sumit  ourselves to an unknown fear."<br />
<br />
Strange how Shakespeare (1564-1616) can  translate so far into the future which  is now our present. ]]></description>
                <author>~quixoticsage</author>
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                <title>uuugh...</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 10 Feb 2004 22:21:54 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I have a cold. ]]></description>
                <author>~quixoticsage</author>
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                <title>Last Month</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 09 Feb 2004 22:43:59 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Listening to: classical music on the  low dial (88.7).  <br />
<br />
This goes to show how far behind I am  (or...lazy...or lacking the time... or  surfing DA too much).  I am going to  submit some pics that are from last  month (thats not bad, considering I  have piles of film that has not even  been scanned yet from years ago).  The  digital cam that I borrow from work  sometimes takes over and I neglect  scanning in my slides...<br />
<br />
I like the ease and instant  gratification of the Canon D60 or any  dig. cam. for that matter but unless  one is going to spend $6500-$15000 us  dollars on a medium format 11-22  megapixel cam, I still like film--the  best for its smooth quality and  roundlike resolution.  6 megapixel just  dosnt cut it to the edge...  but I will  sacrifice for convenience.<br />
<br />
SO dont mind me while I pontificate and  submit some 0's and 1's in an artly  fashion. ]]></description>
                <author>~quixoticsage</author>
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                <title>Nevermind</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 06 Feb 2004 18:01:10 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I lied in my last Journal.  I cant stay  away from this place we call Deviant  Art.  Grrr...  must... rip...  face....   awwway... from... monitor....   rrrrrrrrrrghPOP! ]]></description>
                <author>~quixoticsage</author>
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                <title>way</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 05 Feb 2004 22:28:44 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Deviant Art is way to overwhelming  sometimes.  I need to take a break.   Not that it really matters.  on the  flip side... ]]></description>
                <author>~quixoticsage</author>
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                <title>To dark, to light?</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 02 Feb 2004 19:55:13 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Just wondering if my images are coming  up on other peoples monitors as too  light or too dark.  Having monitor  calibration problems here.  Thanks for  any input! ]]></description>
                <author>~quixoticsage</author>
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                <title>Another day</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 19 Jan 2004 21:39:28 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Another day...<br />
<br />
Like sitting in the middle of the road.<br />
<br />
Cross legged.<br />
<br />
I can see the double yellow lines  through my legs.<br />
<br />
I can hear the cars rushing by.<br />
<br />
There you go, and you, and you, and  you...<br />
<br />
Another day... ]]></description>
                <author>~quixoticsage</author>
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                <title>Another morning</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 18 Jan 2004 02:12:46 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Another morning<br />
and again I shall predict that <br />
the sun doth rise before I may close my  eyes.<br />
<br />
My look had fallen upon her beauty<br />
and she was a breath away from me.<br />
No touch but hands and a gentle shake.<br />
<br />
I had danced the night away<br />
we inched closer by the way<br />
but left I was on the floor "alone".<br />
<br />
Again I take this heavey heart<br />
again, to my bed alone.<br />
<br />
I do not ache for the primal move<br />
but more a throbe for the warmth of  touch.<br />
<br />
Oh my dear, yes another lament.<br />
How...  oh how and why... ]]></description>
                <author>~quixoticsage</author>
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                <title>Duh</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 16 Jan 2004 22:14:30 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[  ]]></description>
                <author>~quixoticsage</author>
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                <title>Do</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 15 Jan 2004 17:12:17 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Do what you want.  Do what you feel.<br />
One cannot find Zen<br />
by looking for it.<br />
<br />
Zen Does not exist in the mind<br />
but in an absence of the mind.<br />
<br />
<br />
It is dark sometimes<br />
Light other times<br />
Heavy<br />
lite<br />
Loud<br />
Quite<br />
silence is only one answer<br />
but is there really any answers?<br />
<br />
<br />
-<br />
Just random thoughts and reflections.   I know I may have heard this somewhere  before?  Perhaps from the subconscious  energy flow.  Yo.<br />
-<br />
<br />
<br />
Inspired by ashoka <a href="http://ashoka.deviantart.com/">[link]</a> <br />
and other miscellaneous spiritual  sources (be it dark or light) ]]></description>
                <author>~quixoticsage</author>
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                <title>what?</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 13 Jan 2004 18:53:32 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ...  Sometimes it all is just too much  ...  <br />
<br />
work<br />
health<br />
lack of energy<br />
questions<br />
people<br />
work<br />
up<br />
down<br />
work<br />
work<br />
problem solving<br />
psychology<br />
mental<br />
lies<br />
truth<br />
deceit<br />
alone  ---all one---<br />
What?<br />
<br />
yeah... ]]></description>
                <author>~quixoticsage</author>
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                <title>Good Fever</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 10 Jan 2004 09:52:42 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" />  For all of you! ]]></description>
                <author>~quixoticsage</author>
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                <title>Truth</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 05 Jan 2004 22:11:26 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Only in darkness...<br />
Only in Silence... ]]></description>
                <author>~quixoticsage</author>
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