http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:rachelsaur&section=today deviantART RSS for by:rachelsaur en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Fri, 18 Dec 2009 03:50:41 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://rachelsaur.deviantart.com/journal/20056410/ http://rachelsaur.deviantart.com/journal/20056410/ Wed, 20 Aug 2008 09:16:19 PDT getting around to checking my deviations now. 2,061. jesus effing christ. >__>;

submitted more old work that i scanned a while back. i can't clean them up worth shit. damn.

]]> ~rachelsaur http://rachelsaur.deviantart.com/journal/18299760/ http://rachelsaur.deviantart.com/journal/18299760/ Tue, 13 May 2008 04:08:41 PDT existentialism.
existentialism.
existentialism.

that is the fucking word.

existentialism.
existentialism.
existentialism.

]]> ~rachelsaur http://rachelsaur.deviantart.com/journal/18299743/ http://rachelsaur.deviantart.com/journal/18299743/ Tue, 13 May 2008 04:05:45 PDT kso, it's nearly 6 in the morning on the 13th of may, 2008 - one month since my 18th birthday. have i even done anything that's legal to me now? no, not really. haven't bought my own cigarettes, haven't bought porn or gone to a strip joint, haven't ordered anything from the television. i'm so fucking lame. srsly.

i've decided that my photography would be much better if i had a different camera. a real one. a professional one. i'd also really like to get my hands on a polaroid, which my dad has, but i believe the polaroid company has stopped the film production. i remember seeing a petition about keeping it around or something, and i got sad that they'll be gone, but i dunno what happened.

anyway, so, i've learned [something so obvious, but i just finally realized] that i'm always wanting. wanting new, wanting better, wanting more. i don't know which is worse - the wanting, or the fact that i'll never get what i truly desire. but such is life, eh? i mean, even if i had everything that i want at this moment, i'll always want more - i believe it is human nature. the ol' "can't buy happiness/love/etc." bullshit.

but whatever.

i'm rambling. D:

brad says that he hates that i play domo, played maplestory, etc., and deep down i hate it, too. i hate that i use insignificant pixelated games as my escape in life. sometimes at night, i'll lay in my bed, and think about how pointless they are, these games. thus, i get to thinking about how anything computer related is pretty much pointless, how pointless life is altogether. but hey. it's what i do best, really.

i say that a lot, the whole "it's what i do best" shit. AND HOLY FUCK I CANNOT THINK OF THE WORD I WANT TO USE RIGHT NOW. FUUUUUUCK.

MEL HELP ME. D:

]]> ~rachelsaur http://rachelsaur.deviantart.com/journal/17469839/ http://rachelsaur.deviantart.com/journal/17469839/ Sun, 23 Mar 2008 07:01:30 PDT so like, i'm on a photography kick. love pictures, love photoshop, the end.

still going through 1,193 deviations. D:

/journal

]]> ~rachelsaur http://rachelsaur.deviantart.com/journal/16875538/ http://rachelsaur.deviantart.com/journal/16875538/ Thu, 14 Feb 2008 05:30:22 PST if you're visiting my page to thank me for favorite-ing one [or more] of your works, but you're confused as to why i'm adding older pieces, it's because i have 2k+ deviantations to look through. i'm currently in september of '07.

wish me luck. xD

]]> ~rachelsaur http://rachelsaur.deviantart.com/journal/16749567/ http://rachelsaur.deviantart.com/journal/16749567/ Wed, 06 Feb 2008 05:38:51 PST i think i'll make it a habit to, every time i check my deviations, do the 'random deviant' search. it's quite fun. ;o

also, i feel horrible for not commenting back to the people who've left things on my page. i've replied recently, for the first time evar, but i'll make sure i do it every time from here on out. :3

so um. comments plawks. ;__;

]]> ~rachelsaur http://rachelsaur.deviantart.com/journal/16747794/ http://rachelsaur.deviantart.com/journal/16747794/ Wed, 06 Feb 2008 00:37:45 PST i just passed 1000 page views. awesome! x3

]]> ~rachelsaur http://rachelsaur.deviantart.com/journal/16286879/ http://rachelsaur.deviantart.com/journal/16286879/ Sun, 06 Jan 2008 13:21:08 PST i never write in this, and i don't know why i'm choosing to start now, or why i'm not capitalizing anything. anyway.

i went through and deleted some very embarrassing work from my scraps & gallery. i should delete more, but i guess it shows my progress. >.>;

i'm going to go through & clean my favorites. just cause, well, if i have too many [and more to come], what's the point of them being my 'favorite'. o.o

<3 rachel.

]]> ~rachelsaur