http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:raspberry-wings&section=today deviantART RSS for by:raspberry-wings en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 16 Dec 2009 09:21:13 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/28913161/ http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/28913161/ Sat, 12 Dec 2009 23:36:46 PST
Speaking of mercy, our D&D campaign came to a sudden and violent end. Our DM for some reason didn't want to do it anymore so he killed us all off. And how'd he do it? By making it MY fault. My cleric Fizz prayed for some divine help in a battle, and I summoned (barely) a god that pretty much caused the Apocalypse. The thing that pissed me off though, was that even though we all knew we were going to die somehow, everyone was all pissed off at me afterward. They kept giving me these looks like, 'Way to go, douche bag.' >_>;;; Seriously guys? You can use your characters in other campaigns, anyway...Jerks.

It's still snowing here, so I expect we'll be frozen over for a while. I think it would be epic if our finals were canceled because of the snow. ...Of course, in reality, this also means that Wolf Creek Pass would be so over polluted with snow that my poor tiny car would never even make it across, let alone the other six hours of the trip. So, I'd rather take finals than get snowed in. If I have to be snowed in here, at Christmas, I'll shoot myself. Seriously.

...I honestly just forgot the whole reason for writing this journal.

I'm being forced to get off, ha ha. I'll probably remember why I wrote this in like, ten minutes, but I'll be in bed, so it sucks for you. (Lol, not really. I just like to think you guys care. x3)

By the way. Christmas gifts are the shiz. I'll be doing some. o3o

OUT

]]> ~raspberry-wings http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/28802770/ http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/28802770/ Mon, 07 Dec 2009 10:00:06 PST
Peh.

Stupid naturalists.

]]> ~raspberry-wings http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/28794067/ http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/28794067/ Sun, 06 Dec 2009 18:56:13 PST could, but that's not as cool as what you guys could come up with.

Here's the deal: I'm sure you all know by now my character Rain. For those of you who don't, he's a sadistic bastard who only knows the emotions frustration, anger, hate and pain. His thing is that he's always trying to commit suicide, but since he's randomly invincible nothing kills him, and he will live to be a ripe old age :3 He's become very creative in his suicide attempts; everything from the simple gun-in-my-mouth to eating raw rice and then drinking water in hopes that he'll explode like a bird at a wedding. My task for you: Take Rain and give him the most CRAZY COOL WEIRD SOOPER SPECIAL AWESOME MEGA EPIC SUICIDE ATTEMPT Oh yeah, and show how he fails, if you would please. I always like to see his upset face x3

Basic requirements: Draw Rain attempting a creative suicide. Draw Rain failing.

Extra things that'll impress me:
-Do it comic style.
-Color it.
-Make it something out of the ordinary and really strange but really cool.
-Animate it?
-Make his facial expressions awesome. I’m a sucker for awesome facial expressions. Srsly.
-Give him a character to take out his anger on after his suicide has failed.
-Make it really cool and impossible to get out of, and then make an epic Houdini escape somehow!!
-Include other characters :3 (Mine or your own)
-Keep him in character.
-Make me LOL. Hardcore.

If you need to ask if he's tried something, just give me a quick note and I'll tell you. Believe me, I have a list somewhere.

Prizes...

I’ll love you forever!! Lol. …Well, those are up in the air. If you have something to suggest, do it. I thought about offering another subscription, but I can really only pick one person this time xD Poor college student is poor. I’ll draw anything you want if you win? Eh~


Anyone who's interested, post here so I know. I don't know the deadline yet. x3

]]> ~raspberry-wings http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/28763833/ http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/28763833/ Sat, 05 Dec 2009 10:33:36 PST
No problems! I played for like, five hours yesterday because I was so excited. I had a blast; for the first time ever I made it all the way to the Vale of Shadows by myself without a team of other people to help or guide me. All my characters except my mage leveled up, and that's because she sucks, lol.

Anyway, when one in the morning rolled around I decided it would be a good time to go to bed. So, I saved, and quit the game. Next (this) morning. I get up to play, and LO AND BEHOLD IT DOESN'T RESPOND ALL OVER AGAIN. I tried installing another patch, uninstalling and reinstalling, deleting temp files,...everything I could think of. Nothing worked.

Good God, I'm depressed.

Basically I can't play it until I get a new laptop, which'll be a looooong while. My boyfriend offered to put it on his computer and let me play it, but...he's always on it, and I don't want to bother him just because I want to play D&D.

*sigh*

]]> ~raspberry-wings http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/28677905/ http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/28677905/ Mon, 30 Nov 2009 18:13:40 PST
1) If you are one of the first 15 people to comment on this journal entry, I will add you to the list!

2) For each of the 15 first people answering this journal I will put his/her avatar and the three deviations I like most from his/her gallery on the list~

3) If you answer, you'll have to do the same in your journal, putting the tagger on the first place, completing this way the list with 15 people. The idea of this is not to get a free feature, it is to spread art around for everyone!

List and such:

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]]> ~raspberry-wings http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/28544367/ http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/28544367/ Tue, 24 Nov 2009 09:14:15 PST
So I'm back in my former roaming grounds of ghetto, before I moved to where I was before college, and so now I'm closer to onii-sama. >w>;; It's weird but nice having him so close by. Unfortunately, this means that I'm half an hour away from Mollymon...so...yeah. I'm close to Bree only half the time, lol.

Anyway. I'll be trying to work on the dating sim tonight now that I've completed playing one, and I feel like I have a better grasp on how to go about it. I'm making that text bar prettier, damn it. I'll be working on "special" pictures. If I remember correctly (I wrote it down somewhere) each character has eight "special" pictures, and Black has one or two, and Rain is in one. ...I think that's it. I only have one of Rose's done so far...ugh Dx Thankfully most of them will be traceovers or dolls, simply because they look better.

As for the title: My "real" family *aka, dad, sisters, cousins I didn't know I had, etc.* have contacted me. Via Faceplant *ahem* I mean, Facebook. FFFFF. I don't know what to think...

I also have the makings of my VERY FIRST CAVITY so I have to be careful, and I have to have my wisdom teeth removed, probably over Christmas (hell if I'm calling it Winter) break. BOO.

On the good side of things, I got enough sleep last night. YAY! Today I'll be a productive member of society, maybe! <3

]]> ~raspberry-wings http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/28424813/ http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/28424813/ Tue, 17 Nov 2009 23:29:06 PST
Anyway, so I finally beat all the normal ones, and now I get to experiment with Miharu (bananananananaaaaaa <3) and Yoriko (cute cat maid chick).

OMFG.

Seriously.

I squealed so hardcore when I met game version Yoriko--she's a little different from anime Yoriko, and I also didn't know Tsuya and Yori then.

SHE'S TSUYA. I swear. I tried to do a screen cap, but my computer is stupid. Anyway, this is the closest thing I could find: [link]

Reasons why I think this is nuts, and why I squeal like a fangirl whenever I think about it:
1. Yoriko gets beat up by little kids. SRSLY. She's called a demon.
2. She has red eyes and long hair; and the hair is tied up the same way Tsuya ties it up when she enters a hot spring or a public bath --LOL YES I'VE THOUGHT ABOUT THIS. I have a small catalog of her outfits... x3;;
3. She's shy as all hell and pretty polite.
4. LOL JUNICHI'S (the protagonist aka YOU) HAIRSTYLE SLIGHTLY RESEMBLES YORI'S LOL
5. On that note, it's just funny--her name is Yoriko. ppppffffft

EVEN FUNNIER -->

6. Suginami, Junichi's only real man friend, has slightly-ish purple hair (lol Karasu?) and insists the moment he meets Yoriko that she call him by his first name, (though he goes farther and asks her to call him a shortened version; a nickname).
7(?): Nikko wanted Tsuya to wear nekomimi x3

I care too much.

Though, I think it would be cute if it went the same direction and Yori was the one who rescued Tsuya from evil kids, and she wears a maid outfit, and Yori and Tsuya had to become roomates. BWAHAHAHAHAAA *snort*.

I'M SO TIRED!!

]]> ~raspberry-wings http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/28361839/ http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/28361839/ Sat, 14 Nov 2009 20:05:57 PST 1. Post this in your journal and name it "My dirty Secrets"! (From Razzu: Screw that. These aren't dirty.)
2. Answer the following questions truthfully!
3. TAG at least three people!
4. Have FUN!

Questions
1. Have you ever cheated on something/ someone (exam, relationship etc.)?
Yeah, once, in Japanese class...I accidentally saw an answer that I didn't have...and I knew it was right,...and I couldn't help it. But I apologized to him later and he just laughed xD;;

2. Have you ever lied to your parents to hide a bad mark?
...mark? What kind of mark? If it's about grades, then no, if it's about hickeys, then yes (...damn they're a pain to hide with short hair).

3. Have you ever spread rumors about someone?
...I...don't think so...but I might have >_o

4. Is your room/ home a mess because you´re too lazy to clean up?
Lol sometimes my dorm rug gets so messy with books I can't even see it any more D:

5. Do you swear?
...Yes...

6. Have you ever rioted or stolen something?
I've never rioted, and I don't recall if I've stolen something. >_>;;

7. Any masochistic or sadistic leanings?
Lol I'm fail! I thought it said "learnings" at first, I was all, "WTF?". And yeah, a little, but not like you'd wanna know.

8. Had you ever sexual actions in a car/ train/ airplane/ outdoors?
...Does camping constitute as outdoors? ._.

9. Had you ever the longing for a same-sex relationship?
Well, duh, friendship is a relationship. (...wait a second! Not all of my friends are males? OH NOES!! D: I've been had (again!!)!

10. Have you ever kissed/ touched someone of the same sex?
Hell yeah

11. Where you ever in a darkroom?
Yes.

12. Have you ever been a streaker?
I've been naked in front of a window, if that counts xD

13. Did you ever use drugs?
Only meds. x3 (Lol, actually, as a baby apparently I did, so...yeah can't get out of that one.)

14. Have you ever been imprisoned?
Only in reality.

15. Have you ever killed someone?
...er...I don't think so...

TAG!



]]> ~raspberry-wings http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/28223220/ http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/28223220/ Sun, 08 Nov 2009 17:14:20 PST
Basically, if you don't see me around on roleplaying sites or such for another couple of weeks, its because I suck, and to ease the tension of college projects being squashed heinously into the last four weeks of the semester, I'd rather play games than roleplay with anyone. Yes, even Cinnabun, who -very easily- comes out on top for my list of people to do this with (particularly because we have a ton of them going on) will probably be neglected.

It's not because I don't love you! Because I do love you! All, very much!

(It's just that, right now, I'd rather play games.)

Seriously, stressing out is taking a toll on my health--I interrupted buying my own dinner today with a dramatic "I'm gonna throw up!" expression to my boyfriend, and as they called my name out to tell me my order was ready I threw my hands up and yelled (as though I were in a romantic movie) "Wait! I'll be right back!" Luckily I never actually got sick though, and it was just another series of *cough cough hack heave* and then "I'm better now, even though I have to pretend like my food is warm cardboard so I don't get sick thinking about eating real food".

So...yeah. I'm sorry! But I'll be back full fledged on the week of Thanksgiving, and then again for winter break! <333333

]]> ~raspberry-wings http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/27823317/ http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/27823317/ Sat, 17 Oct 2009 19:55:53 PDT
Today's D&D campaign was awesome!! Fizz totally kicked ass. Ever since I switched to online dice instead of using my cursed DM's dice, he's doing a lot better :3

SO, they were fighting a group of about six werewolves, including one priest. I had to take my first turn to heal someone, unfortunately, but on my second turn, when I found out they were going to call for reinforcements (and really, who wants to fight six werewolves, let alone who knows how many?), Fizz started praying to the Gods. (He can do that, yo, since he's a cleric and all, and they is super religious and all~)

He rolled a 21--a score usually unheard of with religion checks and the like--and summoned THE BIG ONE. To show you how big this god is: The god Fizz prayed to breathed one time and accidentally created the universe. xDDDD

So, this god came at like, one millionth it's size (still about 30ft tall) in a dragon-like form. He breathed cold on the priest, whose brain froze and exploded, and then the other wolves suffered from a sonic blast from said god, and it was so powerful that their eardrums exploded and their blood shot forcefully into their own spines, ultimately killing them. When the reinforcements showed up, he blew on them and they all turned to bones!! IT WAS SO EPIC 8D

I love Fizz...From this campaign, he also acquired a 10x15 foot tapestry made from the unedible bits of Shriekers (large, purple mushrooms that scream). So basically, he has a large purple tapestry that has a whistley shriek every time the wind blows through it xD Isn't that just awesome? FIZZ FTW!!

]]> ~raspberry-wings http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/27694338/ http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/27694338/ Sat, 10 Oct 2009 19:38:40 PDT
So I finally got back into playing paper-pencil (tabletop) D&D. I have a cleric, because that's what they needed. ("They" is the group of people already playing :3 Me and my boy just joined today.) I hate clerics; really, I'm awful at playing them, but I figured I'd give it a shot. His name is Fizz, and...well...*snort* he has a lazy eye. He has a low charisma score so I was trying to come up with something physically unappealing to give him, and it just hit me.

LOL A LAZY EYED CLERIC. >w>;; That's like a lazy eyed doctor or a lazy eyed surgeon. ^w^

(Or a lazy eyed wizard, which would be scary, too.)

Anyway, all in the course of less than an hour's worth of playing he's ALREADY developed a personality, which is surprisingly fast for D&D.

Apparently he's a necrophiliac pervert in denial and the WORST CLERIC EVER. Seriously, he's a genuine dumbass. Every time I've had to roll for a check that had to do with knowledge of something so that he could answer someone's question, he'd get a three, or a seven, or a four...out of twenty.

x3 I love him already.

]]> ~raspberry-wings http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/27674010/ http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/27674010/ Fri, 09 Oct 2009 18:21:21 PDT
GUESS WHO ENDED UP CLEANING?

Seriously.

Guess.

If I find out who did it and didn't take responsibility, I'll make a death threat, no joke. That's seriously nasty...

...Also my roommate never takes out the trash, even though she's the one who uses it. (I really don't have much trash...) So I'm always the one stuck doing that too. God, how I wish you'd given me a spine to go with my awful temper...

]]> ~raspberry-wings http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/27621107/ http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/27621107/ Tue, 06 Oct 2009 18:13:26 PDT
I figured since I've been here almost half a semester, I should write down what I feel about college...first, to keep track of my feelings and such for things later, and secondly, in case any of you care. >w>;;

Every week day morning I wake up at ten till seven, unless I'm committed to taking a shower that early or I need to do something. In those ten minutes before seven I drag myself unwillingly out of bed, climb down (it's a lofted bed :3 Moar space for a desk underneath it~) some cold bars to a cold floor, and change my clothes. I then pack up my things for my first class and head out the door by seven. I wait (usually) for my boyfriend, and when he's outside we go to breakfast together, usually arriving about ten or fifteen minutes after seven.

I get a TON of vitamin C. I drink anywhere from one to three glasses of orange juice every day...I didn't even really think I liked orange juice till I got here, hee hee. Now, damn it, I'm addicted to the stuff. Most mornings I'll have a bowl of rice krispies (or captain crunch, if they have it), and my orange juice, and occasionally some hot chocolate, though some mornings I make myself a plain and yet odd-tasting waffle (they let you do that, apparently).

On Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays I head back to my dorm, usually to do my homework for the day (lol), and multitask/fail around by getting online. I then go to my Philosophy class, where I learn how to prove that the coffee mug Justin, my teacher, is holding up, cannot be God. Occasionally there is chocolate, as well. I then continue to my Psychology class after a half an hour break (usually spent wandering aimlessly, looking for a bathroom, or heading back to the dorm for a few minutes). In Psychology I learn about phallic dreams and listen to my immaturely giggling classmates, who argue with Dr. Uhes about EVERYTHING.

On Wednesdays from there I go straight to my "Big Questions" honors seminar, where we talk about how to punish people and what drugs to use to create a utopia, and how frustrating old utopian books are. This causes me to miss lunch, or to eat a very late one, which makes for a very unhappy T. On Mondays and Fridays however, I get to head back to my dorm and go to lunch with my boyfriend. Then we head back to his dorm and (try) to do Japanese homework, but usually we forget altogether and just end up taking a nap. College is tough, yo. From there (on all three days) we go to Japanese, which is an AWESOME class, except that my teacher is quiet and kind of hard to hear, and also, some of my classmates are stupid. Like this annoying wannabe punker goth chick (sort of) who I thought was flirting with my boyfriend until he didn't show up one day, and she was just as annoying as she always was. Now I'm just convinced that she's annoying, is all, and not to be worried over. =3=

From there I go back to usually my boy's dorm, where we hang out more, and...do stuff. I don't know. We eat dinner usually around six, unless we fall asleep again and nearly miss dinner...yeah. We've done that. I'll usually work on projects, like this annoying coloring thing I'm doing right now, or the dating sim,...yes...I am making progress...or I just do stuff like that. Or we play DDO...lol...Usually I'll end up eating a slice of pizza a day, either at lunch or dinner, because the stuff they serve isn't always appetizing. They garnish EVERYTHING with parsley. >>;; I mean, yeah, you can do that, it doesn't matter because parsley sits nice with everything, but...still...its kind of overkill. Also their rice kind of sucks.

On Wednesdays I go to the Anime Club meetings at seven, and we watch usually two episodes of two animes. This week's theme is "Pirate", and we'll be watching One Piece (our leader's favorite) and some other one I forget the name of. Anyway, as much as I love it, bad things are coming of it; like, I've started to watch SO many anime because of it...boo...it sucks up my free time.

On Tuesdays and Thursdays I head straight from breakfast to my Reading Texts/Writing Texts class, which is two hours of making up thesis. It kind of sucks, but our teacher is really nice, and, if you can believe it, shorter than I am. Then I go to my work-study job at the *laughlaughlaugh* athletics department where I file things until my fingers nearly bleed, no joke. Three hours of filing twice a week!! D; But then I get to go eat lunch and go to my dorm, where I'll do things like play dating sims. ...I mean...uh...I totally haven't been playing Da Capo! It's not smutty at all! LOL! AFTER ALL I DON'T PLAY THINGS LIKE THAT RIGHT LOL...but I didn't know it was an H game...the girls are so cute, unyaa.

Then I pick up my boyfriend from his class and we go home and play games together and... ]]> ~raspberry-wings http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/27575352/ http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/27575352/ Sun, 04 Oct 2009 10:12:06 PDT
Suggestions?

]]> ~raspberry-wings http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/27499355/ http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/27499355/ Wed, 30 Sep 2009 07:16:48 PDT
Anyway. I've already got a trend going, after all; I did RosexRed for both 1000 and 2000, if I remember; one really badly drawn cute one and one semi-okay drawn smutty one. So...who's it going to be for this one, since I'm so close to 3000 now?

...It'll probably be Tsuri...but maybe not. It could be Emite. ...I'm seeing a trend of MyOC + Someoneelse'sOC. *gaasp* Maybe it could be something crazy! Like crack! Like Keima and Daikon!!

(Lol, no wai; Keima and Suta are too cute to ruin. So I'd have to do Daikon and Lianzhu...pfffffft xD That makes me lol.)

HOMEWORK

]]> ~raspberry-wings http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/27427397/ http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/27427397/ Sat, 26 Sep 2009 11:33:03 PDT
...I also have to reply as Tensuke on Reikon...bleh...but I don't wanna do that either~after all, he'll probably just eat Yuugure...

...I wish he had his old powers back...he'd be so much more awesome...

Also, I want to create my new account on Insanity, but my old one hasn't been deleted yet, and it seems redundant of me to have two accounts with the same purpose. I also need to persuade Black to post in the activity check on Sick...

Speaking of, we'll have another one on Noir next month, I think. I wish Miru would post~

AND DAMN G. E. MOORE AND HIS STUPID HANDS.

I also need to motivate my cousin to move down here.

I want a vacation.......really badly. I think about a nice cozy mountain cabin with a fireplace and goose down pillows and comforters with snow on the ground outside and I just want it.

I want twin bastard swords for DDO...

But what I really want in the roleplaying world...is for Tsuya and Yori to go on their summer trip o3o Red keeps telling me nasty things she wants to do, but I don't think I'll let her do all of them. I think that's where she'll let Karasu and Saiko know she's inside Tsuya. She's curious as to what their reactions will be~

College is wearing on me badly. I slept for a good 12 hours and I'm still exhausted. I think I bombed the essay on my Philosophy test and I missed turning in a small paper. GRAH

]]> ~raspberry-wings http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/27342199/ http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/27342199/ Mon, 21 Sep 2009 16:12:58 PDT
1. There are 30 questions.
2. Next to each number, write only the name of the user who fits.
3. Answer one question with one name.
4. Don't tell the questions to anyone who isn't doing the meme.

Comment if you want it and I'll send it to you, but remember, you must also participate in the meme! So only bother asking if you're going to participate!

---

I'm putting offline and online people, so there! x3 Screw the rules, I have green hair!

1. Bree
2. Bree! 8D
3. Onii-sama...for...special reasons xDDD Or Collin, because honestly, his dorm room bed is REALLY COMFORTABLE. If I could sleep there, I would just die of happiness.
4. ...Bree...again?
5. Onii-sama.
6. Me. ^w^
7. Liana.
8. Cinnabun, and Bloo. <3
9. Guildy. I'm sure she gets crazy after dark.
10. Lol, not me, heh....uh, Onii-sama! He's excellent at that.
11. Jess. But that's also with sci-fi, so...
12. Mollymon. Inside and out :3
13. Barbie. >>;
14. Barbie!
15. Barbie? (no, lol, just kidding.) Collin! <3
16. Brigid, I guess.
17. Aelora, but I'm not sure if that's a good thing or not.
18. I don't know. White? That's his nickname, anyway...
19. OF WHAT?
20. Everyone. Duh,...?
21. LOL ONII-SAMA
22. LOL MOLLYMON. ...For some reason Chan comes to mind xD;;
23. TK! <3
24. Probably everyone. I'm sure it would get that annoying.
25. Since I'm throwing characters in here, Dark Red. Sure. Why not. Lol the truth is I don't want to name onii-sama for another one. And, don't kill me, but I'm pretty sure Cinnabun popped in there for some unknown reason~
26. LOL I CAN DO THAT TO ANYONE DUH (pfffft)
27. Hmmm. Mollymon, I think, might. But I'm sure it's hard to do that, realistically, because passion causes both love AND hate.
28. My little buddy from high school! I can't remember if that Sara has an h or not, thought, gomen~ SHE'D BE SO CUTE
29. Collin, obviously. Really? Come on. Though, if everyone were available and I couldn't choose him, well...I don't know! I know so many cute people x3
30. Uaaaaaaaauuuhhhh, Makaaaaaaaaaah~ *sqiuggles*

]]> ~raspberry-wings http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/27335517/ http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/27335517/ Mon, 21 Sep 2009 09:44:52 PDT
I finally found a job for work-study. I'm working...in the athletics department. If any of you know anything about me, it's that this should make you laugh so hard that you fall out of your chair. Ben, the guy I'll be working for, is really nice--but obviously can't take a hint. He's all, "Well, I can get you a desk job, or,...nah, that's boring, I'll let you help manage some of the sports teams here!! 8D "

I blinked and told him that he really, really didn't want that. Not only would I end up getting nailed in the head with something; a customary magnetism thing that happens almost dead every time, but I would ultimately fail at leading something like that.

Second, I bring you awful news:

I found something worse than Stephanie Meyer's writing. (That qualifies as writing, now?)

Wanna know what it is?

IT'S CALLED A SINUS HEADACHE

AND I HAVE ONE

This is the most painful, annoying, sadistic kind of ouch there is. Even compared to the time I almost broke my nose, I think this is worse...the only reason I'm able to concentrate is because of some meds I got. Unfortunately, they're wearing off, and I have to wait another twenty five minutes to take another dose.

Those meds were wonderful. For the first time in pretty much ten or so hours, I was able to sleep for more than fifteen minutes at a time. D: I was all happy last night because it hurt and I was finally, finally tired enough to fall asleep, and I had gotten into bed at 8:30ish. Certainly I knew that some time had passed, I thought, worse case scenario, it was 11. It was after 1 am when I checked. ANGUISH

Okay but seriously. I'm only up right now because it's useless to try to sleep, and though I'm not hungry, I know I need food. Damn it, I hate missing classes...hopefully I'll be better by time for Japanese.

... I take that back. I haven't finished the homework...


fffff

-T/Razzu

]]> ~raspberry-wings http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/27205017/ http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/27205017/ Mon, 14 Sep 2009 07:53:47 PDT
So. We didn't bring a camera ON ACCIDENT of course, so we couldn't take pictures...but...to be honest, there wasn't anything really awesome anyway, apart from the people who come back every year anyway. I saw Beat from JSRF again this year...<333333 And Ryth was with him too! Two of my favorite characters!! =w=

I went in my green, authentic Japanese kimono (someone called it a yukata and I almost punched her) and my boyfriend went in his hakama, so we were a cute lil' couple just meandering around the con. I bought some "steampunk" jewelry and a little ring. :3

I ended up with red and black awesometastic cat ears that don't give me a headache, a wall scroll of Gunslinger Girl, the fourth and fifth "When They Cry" dvds, and a Kyo Kara Maoh! messenger bag (what I actually needed from the con x3).

I also found out that my hair is falling out. =_=;; Moreso than usual, anyway. Is that supposed to be attributed to stress and pressure? Because otherwise it's probably a sign that I won't live too much longer xD

Now I have a buttload of homework I should be doing right now, because I have class soon, but I'd rather tell you guys about my pain and suffering of driving.

IT WAS SO HORRIBLE I ALMOST CRIED

I literally whined and sniffled the whole way back, but mostly after it got dark. We left at around 4 and got in at around 11:30.

Okay. Seriously. Driving back and fourth from Durango to Denver is HELLISH, especially when your passenger can't drive yet and it's a minimum six hour drive. On the way there, he fell asleep, so I ended up taking a wrong turn and it cost us two hours!! I DROVE FOR EIGHT HOURS!!!!!!! D;

It was about seven for the ride to back, because I kept having to use the bathroom. There was one place where the stall doors were these cute, but incredibly impractical western saloon swinging doors with a horseshoe as the lock. It left a ton of space in between the stall door and the floor, so it felt like you were going to be watched. Luckily no one was in there x3

Okay, so it's hokey, but the really sad part is, it was cleaner than most other gas station bathrooms, AND, the doors actually WORKED. >3>;; lol.

Anyway I'm incredibly sore and cranky so don't bother telling me any bad news. Seriously. I'll just complain my way out of it and turn it around so its about me. It'll probably last a few days...

damn you homework!!! *shakes a fist*

-Razzu/T


P.S. I attended a Japanese Mythology After Dark: Ghost Stories panel at the con, where I saw Bloo's doppelganger. ...Anyway. I got some awesome ideas for A Frayed Tail, so just be patient! x3 *is talking to an imaginary reader and she knows it*

]]> ~raspberry-wings http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/27131289/ http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/27131289/ Thu, 10 Sep 2009 12:02:28 PDT
Addressing next year: I'm going to do my best to do at least one of the following:
-Dress as Rose (school uniform style)
-Dress as Lady Meow, assuming my boyfriend's hair grows long enough
-Dress up in that ADORABLE costume Chan wanted me to go in

So,...yeah. One year I'll go as Sakura. Hell, I look enough like her already. >>;

Other things:

I'm working on my manga project, A Frayed Tail, I REALLY AM. I just don't know whether to show a snippet of the past or the ending first, lol, because I really want to do one or the other. If you have a suggestion/preference to which comes first, let me know. So, basically, either it'll start with a flashback, or the majority of the story will be a flashback. Lol.

FLASHBACK WHOOOOOSH

Also, I really need some air freshener. Seriously. Dorm life = not so good in the smelling department. Seriously. Guys shower every day because they have to. Girls, as I'm discovering, chose to let their personal fragrances linger about, and I nearly puked today. No joke. So yeah. DONATE TO ME *squiggles about*

And all of you back in high school! Be thankful you're in high school! The first week tricks you into thinking that people are grown up and more intelligent and interested in learning, and INTELLIGENT, and did I mention intelligent? Like, uses common sense and aren't morons? it liiiiiieeeees

HOLY SHIT A CROW

Oh yeah. Keep your windows open only if you like waking up to crows and other birds tearing apart your eardrums at three in the morning, like they did to me today. Oh yeah, and expect to gain weight. ...No. I'm serious. Just because I haven't doesn't mean everyone else I know hasn't xD

Ilu all, seriously. I'll post lots of pictures from NDK. x3

Also! Question! What do you struggle most with in day-to-day life? Thanks~ <3

]]> ~raspberry-wings http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/26485677/ http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/26485677/ Sun, 09 Aug 2009 14:20:04 PDT
No, instead...people laugh because they're relieved. It's because someone out there is more miserable than they are, and that makes it okay. The sun shines a little brighter when you know, not only are you not the only one out there, but that there are things going on that make it seem like you've got a dream life.

I've never seen that person cry before...oh, they've been close. But the shaking, and the quiet sobs and sighs, and the place on their jeans that's wet when they lift their head up to look anywhere but at you...it's all just a little too much. A little too real. And then it becomes scary, and when things are scary you get angry, so that you have the potential to deal with it...

...and yet...

I'm useless. Completely and utterly useless at all the wrong times in all the wrong ways. And that's how I have to live.

But somewhere out there, someone's got it worse than me...

]]> ~raspberry-wings http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/26455240/ http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/26455240/ Fri, 07 Aug 2009 22:50:12 PDT
Maybe it would sound more realistic if I said my close friend died.

Fuck.

I can't even bury her until tomorrow morning, so I had to put her in a little box.

Figures.

I just bought her a new bag of food and a treat.

I really don't know how I'm going to sleep tonight...which is sad, because I work tomorrow, and I have to pick up my car and stuff...

...I want to call someone to talk but I wouldn't say anything, I'd probably just cry, because that's how I am. I'd just whine and droll about feeling like something was wrong and opening her cage to feed her to see her lying still, and picking her dead body up with a tissue. I feel horrible because there was a little wood shaving stuck in her eye. I couldn't get all of it out, and it felt wrong.

JUST FIGURED I'D BE A LITTLE BIT UPSET ABOUT IT AND SINCE NO ONE IS REALLY UP I'D GO INTO AWKWARD DETAIL ABOUT MY DEAD FRIEND.

I can never mourn properly for a pet.

]]> ~raspberry-wings http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/26199399/ http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/26199399/ Sun, 26 Jul 2009 21:05:10 PDT
TELL ME I'M NOT A FAN

]]> ~raspberry-wings http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/26173815/ http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/26173815/ Sat, 25 Jul 2009 15:55:29 PDT
I have a TUHN of internet names. I used to do everything related to "mint" because that was my first nickname (lol, yes, people actually called me Mint; she was my first oc, and is that chibi personification of myself...the one with cat ears...) and then I just went ballistic everywhere with different names. I've settled on two that I really like; T.S. and Raspberry Wings. Of course I'll continue to use Mint, but I think I prefer to use it as my OC/Nickname >w< Usernames should be more personal and interesting.

So.

Dilemma.

Should I go back and re-name the accounts that I have to either Raspberry Wings/RazzuWings (for those with lame-o 20 max characters but where TS is too short) and/or T.S.? I mean, don't get me wrong, I LIKE all my internet names, it's just easier when you can be know, you know...I don't know. >>; Eh. Maybe it was a stupid idea. THOUGHTS

]]> ~raspberry-wings http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/25960438/ http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/25960438/ Wed, 15 Jul 2009 09:37:19 PDT

See How Much You Are Really Worth
No Cheating!

Natural Hair Color:
[x] Brown - $100
[ ] Blonde - $50
[ ] Black - $15
[ ] Bald - $5
[ ] Red - $50
[ ] Other-$75

Total: $100

Eye Color:
[ ] Brown - $100
[x] Green - $75
[ ] Blue - $50
[ ] Hazel - $10
[ ] Other - $15

Total so far: $175

Height:
[ ] Over 7' - $200
[ ] 6'8" to 7' - $175
[ ] 6'0" to 6'7" - $150
[ ] 5'5" to 5'11" - $75
[x]4'9" to 5'4" - $45
[ ] Under 4'9 - $45

Total so far: $220

Age:
[ ] 31 to 40 - $100
[ ] 26 to 30 - $75
[ ] 21 to 25 - $50
[ ] 19 to 20 - $25
[x] 0 to 18 - $100

Total so far: $320

Birth Order:
[ ] Twins or more than twins - $300
[x] First Born - $300
[ ] Only Child - $250
[ ] second born - $150
[ ] Middle child - $100
[ ] Last Born - $100
[ ] third born - $100
[ ] fourth born - $100

Total so far: $620

Drink?
[ ] No - $400
[ ] Only Holidays - $250
[x] Sometimes - $215
[ ] YES - $200
[ ] Only weekends - $300
[ ] Every other day - $50
[ ] Once a day - $15
[ ] I live from the bottle - Bankrupt [back to $0]

Total so far: $835 (BUT THAT'S ONLY WITH ADULT SUPERVISION LAWL 8B)


Vision?
[x] Perfect vision -$300
[ ] Need or have glasses/ contacts but dont wear them - $200
[ ] No correction $100
[ ] Glasses $50
[ ] Contacts $25
[ ] Surgical correction - $10

Total so far: $1135

Car Color:
[ ] Pink - $2,000
[ ] Maroon - $800
[ ] Gold - $700
[ ] Gray - $600
[ ] Blue - $900
[x] White - $475
[ ]Black - $450
[ ] Red - $400
[ ] Green- $350
[ ] Silver $300
[ ] Purple- $250
[ ] Metallic - $200
[ ] Yellow - $100
[ ] Primer - $75
[ ] Tan- $20
[ ] Rusted - $15
[ ] No Car - $0

Score: $1610

Shoe Size:
[ ] 13+ - $300
[ ] 12 and a half to 13 - $250
[ ] 11 to 12 - $700
[ ] 7 to 10 - $400
[ ] Under 8 - $500
[x] Under 7- $550

Total so far: $2160

Favorite Colors (two):
[ ] Teal-$800
[x] Green-$750
[ ] Red - $600
[ ] Black - $100
[ ] Yellow -$475
[x] Brown - $50
[ ] Purple - $225
[ ] White - $400
[ ] Aqua - $350
[ ] Orange - $300
[ ] Blue - $300
[ ]Pink - $100
[ ] Other - $ 50

Total: $2960

Did you use a calculator to add it all up?
[ ] yes- $500
[ ] no- $900
[x] on some- $800


Worth: $3760

]]> ~raspberry-wings http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/25909747/ http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/25909747/ Sun, 12 Jul 2009 22:51:52 PDT


1. Bree
2. Collin
3. Nikko
4. Molly
5. Jessica
6. Chanel
7. Cody
8. Kiki
9. Ra
10. Shelby
11. TK (lol, manager-san)

DON'T LOOK AHEAD UNLESS YOU FILLED UP THE TOP!

************************************************************

How did you meet 4?
In Contemporary Novels class in Sophomore year xDDD;; It was that awkward "Oh, you like anime too?" conversation starter as I watched her draw.

What do you think of 10?
She is really sweet but needs to think better of herself. Too little self-confidence is very damaging.

What would you do if you hadn't met number 1?
Committed suicide in 8th grade. I'm not joking.

What would you do if 1 and 2 were going out?
NUUUUUUU! Sorry Breezers we can't share everything...

What do u think of 3?
He's a demon. A DEMON. FOR REAL. Why won't anyone believe me?! Anyways, he's super cryptic and keeps me up to the buttcrack of dawn constantly with his nonstop flappage of the mouth. An old soul. Big brother. <3

Where does 11 live?
...Er...I don't know. I've never asked him. Colorado? Probably Aurora? Eh.

What would you do if 3 confessed they love you?
I'd laugh. And then there'd be a super awkward silence because I'd realize he isn't joking? And then I'd hit him for doing something like that to me and Mollymon. WHY? Lol hopefully that wouldn't turn out like those nightmares. owO;; He's always a villain.

Where does 7 live?
Lol! I don't remember! In a huuuuuuuge house with a tiny rat that barks like a dog and shakes all the time!! 8D

Is number 2 your best friend?
Lyk ttly. xD;;

Whose 9's best friend?
Herself. (Lol, like I know xD I'd say Chanel?)

Did you ever eat around 6?
Yeah at school I practically raped her mouth with food all the time because she wouldn't eat. :3

What do you think about number 4?
Sweetie! <3 Really funny and always knows how to make me feel better. GHOSTS D;

Does 11 mean anything important to you?
He means TONS! D: Manager-san has saved me from many an evil customer. ^ ^;;

What would you do if 3 and 9 were going out?
I'd shoot myself because it's obviously the Apocalypse. Again, I'm not kidding.

Would you marry 1?
HELLS YEAH

Ever slept in the same room as any of these 1, 3, 8, 11 numbers?
Does it make me sound like a slut if I say all but 11? But seriously. Nikko makes me sleepy. Kiki and Bree have both had a tonage of sleepovers with me. x3

Do you trust all 11?
It depends on what you mean by trust. I have to remind you all that Manager-san has probably seen down my shirt about a billion times now xDDD;;; And I'm pretty sure that Nikko would eat my soul if I gave him the chance. He's hungry like that. I TRUST YOU THOUGH CODY 8D

But not Ra. She'd rape me the first chance I gave her. I KNOW IT. *glare*

Have any of the 11 told you they loved you?

Yes! Bunches of them! <333333 (Gasp! Even Nikko sometimes! D8)




DO IT. DO IT NOW!

]]> ~raspberry-wings http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/25907371/ http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/25907371/ Sun, 12 Jul 2009 20:22:40 PDT
(...Waaaaait, doesn't he only eat the living? owO;

No but seriously. I almost walked out of my work today because I had so many rotten customers. I know I talk a lot about this, but, well, it's their fault! I actually saw the transfer of anger today. On my break I was subjected to listening to this old couple eat. The wife was all naggy and bitchy, "This chicken is dry, this chicken tastes bad, this chicken is awful, blah, blah, blah," to which her husband dutifully replied to each that she should go up and talk to them, and then that he'd go and talk to them, and that that was weird; his tasted just fine. He then went to the bathroom, went storming out and took out on my assistant manager that the bathrooms look awful (I've never seen them look really bad, so I was skeptical) and that there wasn't a sign on the men's room. Throughout the rest of the day my assistant manager was pissed.

Anyway, I barely got through the day. A few people told me I did a good job and to keep it up. The thing that really pissed me off was that our assist. manager sent BOTH our packers on lunch and he worked drive thru, and I did counter. In those horrible, hellish thirty minutes we got SLAMMED. I mean, this rush ended up lasting over two hours, the first half an hour where me and he had to pack for ourselves! Some people I think waited well over twenty minutes. It was so tough. And then our packers (one good and one awful) made their ways back. Mine, Chris, the good one; helped me out and I started to catch up. And then drive thru started getting more customers than they could handle period, and assistant manager put the awful packer on drive thru so he could pack. But then they both started packing for her!! And then, when I get a spare second to finally start packing my own damned orders, that bitch has the gall to tell me I'm doing something wrong!! What I almost did was whirl on her and grab her by the hair and yell, "Hey ass face, you fucking stand there with your long nails leaning on the counter on your cell phone while the three of us are busting our asses to get orders out! Fucking get lost!" Unfortunately, as I would have been fired I'm sure, I simply raised my voice and snarled, "I would have if I hadn't been taking orders." I also almost reminded her that she has the power to take orders and pack at the same time, instead of stealing one of my packers and making me take an order and then pack it, take the next one and pack it, so on and so fourth. GAUUUH! I want to get her fired so badly! She's such a jerk! I have seniority up the butt over her, and she thinks she can sit around and eat food and text while I do work. I even told her to pay for something and she smiled and laughed at me. She must have thought I was joking.

So here's where I need help. I want to tell my manager about all this, but I hate sounding like a tattletale. For those of you who were with me when Amy *shudders* worked there, I didn't even complain about her to TK(manager)! But I'm fed up, dammit! Why should I have to put up with this? And she's a liar and calls people out and she's a smartass pain. She also always calls in late and stuff, for "doctors" appointments and stuff.

Today she called in and said she couldn't come in on time because of a doctor's appointment, and that it took an hour to get there. Patrick (assist. manager) was all, "Well...that's weird. It shouldn't take an hour to get to a doctor's appointment." Though he said that to me, on the side, not to her directly. I raised an eyebrow and was like, "Yeah. Uh-huh. Doctors." Anyway so he asked her if she could come in at all and she responded by asking him when he wanted her in. YEAH UH-HUH WHATEVER YOU TOTALLY HAD AN APPOINTMENT! WE ALL BELIEVE YOU!

Pus bucket.

And now I come home to hear that my boyfriend is giving advice to one of his friends. That's all fine and good, but I needed someone to listen to me and be there for me, and friend in need of relationship advice apparently takes over precedence over upset lonely girlfriend, so I'm to sit here for the next thirty-to-forty minutes while he does that. I know I'm being selfish and mean, but dammit...Nothings gone right today. Oh well...I don't blame him anyway. That's not the point. I'm just upset I guess.

Razzu out.

]]> ~raspberry-wings http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/25848560/ http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/25848560/ Thu, 09 Jul 2009 21:21:35 PDT
THEY FUCKING MOVED MY BED.

Without my permission! I told them I didn't want it moved when they asked me if they could. GRAH

]]> ~raspberry-wings http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/25723466/ http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/25723466/ Fri, 03 Jul 2009 20:28:00 PDT
For a long time. So I won't be able to post. So...er...please...uh...don't do anything too hugely important for about a week, plz, like an activity check or something. So basically from tomorrow (because I'll be busy) until next friday morning (when I've recovered from driving for six hours the previous day) I will probably be unreachable by the internet.

DO NOT TEXT ME, DAMMIT, OR I WILL NOM YOUR GUTS OUT!! Srsly. Texting = Major Battery Loss. Out in the woods in a tent = no pluggy things to plug phone into. If teh Razzus gets into trouble and she cannot reach anyone because you all sucked up her battery power by texting her, SHE WILL KEEL JOO WITH HER TUNAFISH OF DHOOM!

And Fred. (The frying pan O: )

So yeah. Love ya allllll~ <3

]]> ~raspberry-wings http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/25693103/ http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/25693103/ Thu, 02 Jul 2009 11:00:13 PDT
So all week I've been cleaning my room like mad, and especially yesterday I was given a large box to put my stuff in because it's "clutter". I admit, I'm a pack rat, but at least I make it look homey! Grrr. Anyway, so I've been cleaning, and yesterday afternoon I PURGED my bookcase and my room, putting all kinds of things into the box, until is was so heavy I couldn't even move it even though it was only half full! Books weigh a lot /:

I worked until I was sore last night and finally collapsed into bed, listening to my boyfriend and best friend play video games and chat idly before I told them I was going to sleep. I did all this because my parental units are being shower bags and trying to sell the house before I even get to college. (I think they should have waited to ship me off first.) So this guy was coming to take pictures of the house so it had to be ULTRA PRISTINE AWESOME HOLY clean today. So I woke up a little early to finish, and finished just as the guy came.

HE DIDN'T EVEN LOOK AT MY ROOM.

FFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

]]> ~raspberry-wings http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/25635234/ http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/25635234/ Mon, 29 Jun 2009 17:45:53 PDT
That was FOREVER AGO. Now for the reactions xD They'll be up soon!

]]> ~raspberry-wings http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/25601993/ http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/25601993/ Sun, 28 Jun 2009 08:30:58 PDT
I lol'd.

The "handshake", where I'm accepting my diploma, sheesh...I couldn't have had a better expression. I look like ¬_⌐, I kid you not. I just stare blankly at the guy as if to say, "It's cold and it's early in the morning. Give me my f*ckin' diploma so I can get out of here, plz." The other ones were okay; there was a normal one (believe it or not) and then the third was a random close up of my face (honestly?) standing in line, and I looked totally and completely braindead; like a zombie, but without the green skin and the drool. xD


Oh yeah, and just on a side note, no, I have no idea why all the intimate art lately. BUT THERE'S MORE TO COME. I have no idea if that's a good or a bad thing...

]]> ~raspberry-wings http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/25494934/ http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/25494934/ Tue, 23 Jun 2009 12:22:26 PDT
As a consolation prize for "Rose in Wonderland", as that was the runner-up, I'm going to do a single page of what all the characters would have looked like. x3 Hope you like!

<3 Razzu

]]> ~raspberry-wings http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/25426765/ http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/25426765/ Sat, 20 Jun 2009 00:49:01 PDT [link]

Click there to see the unpolished version of the Caries Lilii trailer...ugh...the sound is bad...sorry...

THAT'S WHY IT'S UNPOLISHED, LOL 8D

The voiceover and the girl you see is xD The Asian is her boyfriend, and the guy who mercilessly slams into a locker (xD yeah right) is our friend...I don't know if I'm allowed to share his dA account with you all xDDDD

ilu all! <3

...

WHY AM I UP AT 2 IN THE MORNINGGGG?? D;

]]> ~raspberry-wings http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/25361062/ http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/25361062/ Tue, 16 Jun 2009 20:28:05 PDT
1. A Frayed Tail :: A story that centers on my first REAL heroine character, the demon hunter Chione. You've probably seen her around. She's an Egyptian gal who sports cat ears and a tail (a "Pershala" in this series) and her Japanese friend and lover, Shiro, also a Pershala. It also has a few side characters; Tomo the half-wolf and the winged snake Kafele....etc. Kind of violent as far as my tastes go.

2. (No name yet) :: Centers around a cat princess, Mittens, and her rabbit hero, Nighty. A cutsey kind of adventure story.

3. Rose in Candyland :: A play off of Alice in Wonderland. xSickx-related. Rose trips slugs and takes a journey in a land with demented classmates, lolipops and...Steamboat Willie?! owo;; Total comedy.

4. Demon Games :: A story I wrote ages ago, topping out at around 180 pages. ...It was meant to be a manga anyway XDDD That's probably why it turned out so badly written. Mostly a typical pg-13 story, but there are some bits with serious violence and sexual situations.

5. (Needs a new title D; ) :: Another cat princess! XD A kingdom fighting for survival against a dark lord...ehhh...this is a REALLY old idea, from early 2006 XDD But I kind of like the cute look of the characters, and I'd be willing to do it. :3 Very fluffy...not a whole lot of graphic violence. Manipulation and weaponry...yeah that's it XD It's really funny, but a lot of the cast is like that of Tsubasa. I don't think I'd even heard of it back then though...there's a "Fai", a "Sakura", a "Syaoran",...it's really funny...

6. Graveyard Angel :: Another old story. I planned to write it out, but I could never bring myself to do it. Based just a little off of the "Pandora's Box" myth. Can't say much about it; it was my idea of "horror" back in '06, lol; I didn't ever watch horror though so it's not bad...

7. (No title) :: Either White or Rose's past. Just a tribute sort of thing, lol~

8. Rose's House of Horrors :: An old, dead xSickx tale XD I'd draw it.

9. Snow Fall :: See above. I'd love doing this one though, since it's Emite and all, and next to Tsuri, Emite is mah baby.

10. Plum Wishes :: Something I almost missed and didn't uncover!! It's been so long. About a cat who has dreams about being human. She's in love with her human owner, and she makes a deal with a magical bird she catches to help her wish come true.

11. Wings of My Own :: About a person born with wings who has to hide them. They can't find a job and their life is spiraling downward...a fairly new idea; not sure where to take it.

12. 1010001 :: A vampire story that does NOT suck. XD Imagine that.

13. eh what the heck! :: My second roleplay with . XD It would be an ENORMOUS undertaking, but I would TOTALLY draw this shit. It's the most random, most hilarious piece of crap I've ever been a part of, and it will always remain near and dear to my heart. IT HAS YU-GI-OH PEOPLE IN IT LOL 8D But no worries, , I might skip over a large amount of the smutt in the second part, for, er, our audience's sake XD

Well, thirteen ideas ought to keep you guys going. Vote for a couple, unless they all suck, in which case I'd like to hear your suggestions. I'll bother you to vote if you don't. o_o I'm watching you!!!!

Bwahahahaaa

]]> ~raspberry-wings http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/25241011/ http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/25241011/ Thu, 18 Jun 2009 21:36:02 PDT
~Red X Rose Comical: COMPLETED
~Red X Rose Serious: COMPLETED
~Storm/Arashi/嵐: COMPLETED
~At least half of "Phoenix Authentique": 5%
~Self-animated AMV for xSickx: 10%
~"Caries Lilii", Polished Class Cut: 90%
~"Caries Lilii", Writer's Cut: 50%
~"Caries Lilii", blooper reel: 50%
~"Caries Lilii" Commercial: 75%
~Compose a song + lyrics: 2%
~Animated short for Reikon: 5%
~Crapload of new layouts for Noir: 2%
~Super Secret Project of DHOOM: 15%
~Tsuya; Extended Background + Drawing: 5%
~"Hopeless Charms", A Tsuya piece: 5%
~Pokemon Morphile Contest Entries: 50%

...And, that's all I can think of for now. :3 Feel free to burden me with anything else you can think of. Just don't expect it to get doooone!

]]> ~raspberry-wings http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/25150753/ http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/25150753/ Fri, 05 Jun 2009 20:12:53 PDT
So, so, for the 2000th pageview, I told you all I'd make a picture of Rose and Red makin' potatoes together. *gasp* Yes, I know. Smutt city. BUT ANYWAY

Who should be on top?? I can't decide whether to make it comical or serious, because I'm pretty sure that if it were comical Rose would be seme, and if it were serious, Red would be seme (lol, Red as a seme...).

What do I dooooo? Answer quick plzkthx

X3

...I suppose I could always mix it up...but...uuuugh! More choices! Please tell me:

-Funny or serious?

AND

-Who's seme and who's uke?

Thank you, luff to all!



]]> ~raspberry-wings http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/25115504/ http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/25115504/ Wed, 03 Jun 2009 21:02:51 PDT
I WANT ONE.

Can has gift plz? >w< *poke poke* I'VE BEEN EXTRA GOOD 8D

O yeah. And you contest winners? You WILL get your subscription, I'm good on my word; it'll just take a little while longer. *is poor*

]]> ~raspberry-wings http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/25069003/ http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/25069003/ Mon, 01 Jun 2009 12:21:25 PDT
I've always known that I've had a "dark" childhood and whatnot with my stupid-ass parents, but I wasn't sure about what exactly happened. My guardian, grandma, wrote me a letter when I was a baby to recount for the things that had happened. I knew my parents were crappy parents, but, sheesh...

Amusingly, the only thing I found absolutely horrible was that I was surrounded by so many drugs when I lived with my parents that apparently, as a baby, I got high. WHO LETS THEIR KID GET HIGH?! It pissed me off! Even really bad parents don't do that...I think I know where the characters Rain and White came from D: It must be my subconscious hate for drugs and being helpless, along with...my dad's good looks? *shrug* (Lol, I always thought my dad looked prettier than my mom >w<

So...yeah. I don't really know what to think about the large stack of papers compiled into a letter I got today. I kind of cried a little bit, but mostly at the drug thing. I really, seriously, hate drugs. If you're stupid enough to do them, you deserve to lose those brain cells. I guess that's why I'm so disgusted that my parents would ever let me get high off of that. I feel like it completely destroyed my moral standing on it. How, after all, can I be so sorely against it if I've done it myself, helpless or no? >_< fffff. My mother also denied on occasion (while I was a baby, and while she was married) that I was her daughter so that she could pick up random guys o_O;;

I needed to talk about that, even just briefly, because there's no one around to listen right now...

And people wonder why I'm so messed up.


REALLY IRONIC --\/

P.S. I've always joked that my mom is probably selling herself somewhere on Colfax (a well known whore street where I live) to get money to get by and kidnap me. In reading this letter I found out that she once lived on Colfax with some "friends" when she was homeless. ._. Maybe I shouldn't joke about that anymore...

]]> ~raspberry-wings http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/24913745/ http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/24913745/ Sat, 23 May 2009 20:08:22 PDT
Now, don't get me wrong, I love them and all, but there is a time when they are FUCKING ANNOYING. Normally I don't get so upset I swear about them, but so many things have happened today to tee me off I'm just there, so bear with me if you're reading this. (And thanks in advance for listening.) The youngest is ALWAYS on my nerves somehow. She lures you in with her cuteness and then eats your soul in every way possible. She respects some of my friends even, but me? Nah. I'm just a cousin, so I get bothered ALL THE TIME. She knows just how to push my buttons and piss me off, so I'm always angry at her. I loaned her some of my old toys, or rather, have been loaning since they've been staying at my house, but she NEVER puts them back when I ask her to, or she forgets and leaves them lying around. She's ALWAYS bugging me about letting her play with my stuff. I'm an only child, so I'm pretty much all "my stuff is my stuff", and it's hard for me to part with things. So she constantly asks me. Then there's the middle one. He pretty much keeps to himself and plays games, but he always uses my video games without asking. I'm afraid he messed up the N64 that my boyfriend gave me. I swear to God, if he did... He also took a shower today. That's cool, clean is good, whatever. But he left all my shower products IN the bathtub and knocked my vent off-center, there was a towel hanging onto the floor, my rug was all scrunched up, and the floor was SOAKING wet. I stepped into the bathroom to get stuff for my trip and stepped, in socks, right into the water on the floor. So I paraded down and calmly (despite my growing temper) asked him to stop watching his movie and get his ass up there (I didn't say that) to clean up the mess. He said he did, and went back downstairs, and he'd left almost all the water on the floor, and the towel and vent and rug where they were. I was so angry I almost ran down and screamed at him. Instead I did it myself and waited till the end of the movie he'd already seen to spite him by telling him I did it instead. He denied that he didn't finish and I left it at that.

THEN, I tried to finish packing, and I asked my grandpa what time we were leaving, because he had told us to wake up at 4 AM. (Yeah. I know. I shouldn't be up right now.) He said four thirty to four fourty-five ish, and I said I was glad because I was gonna take my shower in the morning instead of at night. He looked at me funny and scowled, and told me in a tone that was almost raising his voice, "Well, we're leaving!" as if to say that I wouldn't be on time. I'M ALWAYS ON FUCKING TIME WHEN I TAKE A SHOWER, BASTARD!! I can't BELIEVE he said that to me! I wanted to kick his face. I'm more likely to be on time with a shower than without, thank you very much.

So now I'm all holed up in my room with my other cousin, who tends to bother me with "I'm bored" and "can I use your laptop" but other than that is pretty much normal and leaves me be. I downloaded some music from Bleach (not the anime, the Japanese rock band) and am listening to the girl on vocals scream and make peculiar but satisfying vocal noises. I wish I could take my dagger to someone right now. I can't believe I have to spend MY week in Disney world with a bunch of brats. Somehow I know it will go wrong in one way or another. I'm losing faith in my already shaky ability to control my rabid temper...

...I need something to stop this...

Still angy, smash moar!! D:<

]]> ~raspberry-wings http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/24794769/ http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/24794769/ Sat, 16 May 2009 21:32:34 PDT
A
Alistor
Alizarian Omikami
Amal
Amber
Anna
Angel (male)
Angel (female)
Angelface
Anne
Asparagus Koriame

B
Belial
Brown

C
Caesura Cleff
Cain
Cake
Calredra
Charlotte Glass
Checkers
Cherry Fields
Chess
Chione
Chiri
Clevian
Clora
Cream Momokane
Cups
Cyrus Flux

D
Damien Lucile
Dark Red
Daisy Shiawase
Devin
Drevind
Drusilla

E
Eclair
Eddie
Ella Glass
Elliot Clef
Erik Larson
Erik Wars
Esther
Eve

F
Feather
Fern Koriame
Fluorite Koriame
Fondue
Fudge

G
Gabriel
Gabriella
Gary S.
Greg Larson

H
Haruka Hānimizu
Hoshiki Kimeikyū

I
Israfil

J
Jack
Jackal
Jam
Jude

K
Kafele
Kagami
Karina
Katie Fletcher
Kawaii-chan
Kenny “Jessie” Fall
Kimiko
Kin
King
Kurt Fall
Kyle Fall
Kystanya

L
Lids
Lilith
Lily Larson
Lime Koriame
Lottie Tausen
Lucy
Lulu
Luna

M
Magenta Omikami
Mako
Malik Flux
Mary
Mary S.
Matsu Shirakane
Maya
Menkaura
Michael
Michael “Angel”
Michelle
Mikan
Mint
Mirâ Oni, “Sugata”
Miyuki
Molly
Moshe

N
Nami Aoiumi
Naz
Nemesis
Nerve Ana
Nighty
Neon Koriame
Nod

O
Okosuke
Ophega

P
Papaya
Persephone
Phoenix Authentique
Pica

Q


R
Rain Koriame
Rainbow Koriame
Raje
Razzu
Riley Green
Rochelle
Rose Momokane
Rose Rhed
Ryan

S
Sam
Sasha Fall
Scarlet Momokane
Seth
Sethos
Shamrock Koriame
Shiro
Siriku Shirarēsu
Sirius “Kurasu Ginrēsu” Maera
Sky
Sola
Sonnette
Suika Amaichi
Sunshine Shiawase
Sue S.

T
T.S.
Taechin
Takeshi
Tama
Tamo
Takara
Takashi
Taylor Glass
Tea Koriame
Tensuke Hanseiku
Theodore “Theo” Drawde
Thistle Koriame
Tie
Toby
Topaz Koriame
Toya
Tsune
Tsuya Fujihime
Tsuya Kyūseishu

U
Uma
Usa

V


W
Wesley Marker
White Koriame
Wolf

X
Xyxephrien “Xephy”

Y
Yaami
Yota

Z
Zachary “Zach” Monett

]]> ~raspberry-wings http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/24697137/ http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/24697137/ Mon, 11 May 2009 03:08:55 PDT
For a film studies class, our teachers let my group do our short film based off of Death Note. No, seriously. OUR TEACHERS LET MY GROUP DO A SHORT FILM BASED OFF OF DEATH NOTE.

It doesn't have any of their original characters in it, and in fact, it's closer to the real legend apparently, because our death note talks, and there is no shinigami. ...Er, anyway. We're almost done now. I just have to finish the edits and add in the creepy death note voice. So...

Should I upload it? X3 We have like, ten minutes of bloopers alone. , , and are some of the people in it. ^_^ Oh yeah, and I am to XD I do the voice of the death note, and I'm also a bully that chases down the alleyway of a Tony's Meat Market, lawl! I make a horrible bully. I jingle a little when I run >//w//<

]]> ~raspberry-wings http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/24666222/ http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/24666222/ Sat, 09 May 2009 09:41:34 PDT
MYTHICAL CREATURE

Centaur:
[x] You are rather wild, and let your instincts run you.
[ ] You get drunk a lot.
[ ] Bravery and boldness is second nature to you.
[ ] You have a deep love for astronomy and the universe.
[x] You like to read your daily horoscope. (it doesn't mean I think it's true X3)
[x] You have a high level of pride in yourself.
[x] In the woods is the best place for you to be.
[x] You are spiritual.
[ ] The horse is your favorite animal.
[x] You are possessive and territorial.
Total: 6


Elf:
[ ] Your ears are slightly pointed at the tips (be honest).
[ ] You are very intelligent.
[ ] Your five senses are extremely keen.
[x] Your weight is quite a bit lighter than the average person at your particular height.
[ ] You always wear elegant clothes and speak as politely as possible.
[x] You are most at peace when you are gazing at something beautiful, like nature.
[x] You look very young for your age.
[x] You rarely get sick.
[x] You are a very hard worker.
[x] Above all other superpowers, you would love to read minds or see the future. (read minds plz. It's always hard to choose between that one and transformation though so I have to consider it a tie...)
Total: 6

Fairy:
[x] You are happy a lot of the time.
[ ] The best superpower to you would be to fly. (Dude that's not fair...)
[x] You are very shy.
[x] You love the forest and plant life in general.
[x] You are always willing to help others, even if you might not be the best to offer aid.
[x] You are young and short.
[ ] Dancing is one of your favorite pastimes.
[ ] If someone ticks you off, you are very clever with getting them back.
[x] Your clothing isn't always presentable, but you are comfortable with what you wear.
[x] Circles are a wonderful symbol of unity to you.
Total: 7

Gnome/Dwarf:
[ ] You are excellent with crafts and handiwork.
[x] In social situations, you tend to be a little awkward.
[x] You are short for your age.
[ ] You are an isolationist. (A whut? X3)
[ ] You love to play practical jokes on people.
[x] You are extremely fascinated with jewelry.
[ ] You look older than your age.
[x] You love the woods and the mountains.
[ ] You are well off, or come from a family that is well off.
[x] You have a short temper.
Total: 5

Harpy/Siren:
[ ] You are best at talking bad about people behind their backs and not to their face.
[ ] When you are annoyed, you will go to a great extent to torment whoever did so to you.
[ ] You often take things that aren't yours.
[x] You are easily angered.
[ ] Death fascinates you.
[x] You are female, or a feminine-looking man.
[x] You associate yourself with the wind element.
[x] You can switch quickly between your light and dark side. (lol, temper temper)
[ ] You love to trick others.
[x] You have a ravenous appetite.
Total: 5


Mermaid:
[ ] You love the beach moreso because of the water than the shore itself.
[ ] Fish are some of the most beautiful creatures to you.
[ ] The ultimate superpower to you would be to breathe underwater. (no but it would help loads D
[x] You enjoy looking at ships, but not riding them, as well as you like ships for traveling, not hunting in the sea.
[ ] You are good at swimming.
[x] You like to collect shells.
[x] You use sea items as jewelry or decoration.
[ ] You enjoy learning about the ocean and the life inside it.
[x] You are extremely against ocean pollution, and someday, perhaps (if you haven't already), you will work to stop that.
[ ] Legs on land are not as important as a fin in the sea.
Total: 4

Vampire:
[ ] You're a night person.
[ ] You have a fascination with blood.
[x] You are extremely pale.
[ ] You wish you had a bat as a pet.
[ ] You are not religious at all.
[x] Tight spaces are not scary or uncomfortable for you.
[x] The sun's glare annoys you all too often.
[ ] You hate food with lots of garlic in it.
[x] To you, a kiss on the neck is more romantic than a kiss on the cheek or lips.
[x] You don't like sharp objects near you.
Total: 5


Werewolf:
[ ] The full moon is the most beautiful scene to you.
[ ] You have a lot of body hair.
[x] The ability to shapeshift is the best superpower to you. (FFFFFFFFFFFFFaries this is the tie part)
[ ] You prefer gold over silver items.
[x] You lack self control.
[ ] You find it easier to have sympathy for animals than for humans.
[ ] You have a deep respect fo... ]]> ~raspberry-wings http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/24535819/ http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/24535819/ Fri, 01 May 2009 18:19:36 PDT
All the rest of you! I have been informed by a participant that I should extend the deadline! Because I'm so nice and I love you all, I am granting said request. I don't know when the deadline is, so here's the deal: You all get your art in, and I will cease to both you constantly about getting it done.

Bothering constantly, you say? Well, as of now, I WILL be bothering you constantly! :3

Get your artwork in please so I don't have to actually set a date! It would be preferable to have it before I GRADUATE. >_<

Luff Razzu~

]]> ~raspberry-wings http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/24517662/ http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/24517662/ Thu, 30 Apr 2009 16:50:32 PDT
Then, the lady took out her clipboard and rattled off thing after thing that Razzumon did wrong, and Razzumon began to become upset, because she suddenly knew she would not get her license. She had broken two laws by what she'd done and almost hit a car/was hit by a car. She missed fourteen points...which means she got an eighty seven.

I needed an eighty to pass.

Razzumon was extremely excited and just about jumped for joy. Then she sat in the DMV office for over an hour in total and just as she thought she was being called up for the last time, the man in the orange shirt said that they could not accept her birth certificate, because it was issued by the city, and not the county, of where she was born. Razzumon had to hold back both tears and the urge to jump over the counter and omnom the man's face off in anger. So, she was given back her permit instead and must now see if she can get a "proper" birth certificate.

WHICH IS SHIT BECAUSE I USED IT TO GET MY PERMIT.

FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF I'M MAD

I want ice cream *sob*

]]> ~raspberry-wings http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/24514487/ http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/24514487/ Thu, 30 Apr 2009 13:52:05 PDT
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Pray for me please so I don't run over any children or blocks of wood!

]]> ~raspberry-wings http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/24417597/ http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/24417597/ Fri, 24 Apr 2009 20:23:51 PDT
I need...

Eye color
Accessories (she has a skull choker and skull holds for her pigtails, but what else? She's NOT goth or dark, she just likes skulls, that's it.)
Shoes (what kind?)
Cute pajamas
A Pet peeve
A strange fetish (hence my last thing on fetishes; I was doing research )
A favorite flower
A favorite time of day and weather
Strange fears and likes/dislikes
a companion of some kind (an animal, puppet, stuffed animal, etc.)

And anything else you'd like to contribute. I'm just low on creativity and want some inspiration and ideas, so anything is much appreciated. I'll upload her picture soon! She's a cutie. <3

]]> ~raspberry-wings http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/24417417/ http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/24417417/ Fri, 24 Apr 2009 20:10:03 PDT
[link]

Now name the weirdest ones you've ever heard of, or, (more fun! :3) ones you have(they don't have to be weird, but it would be cool if they were.)

^--On that note, if they're anything from the list at the site I just provided, please REFRAIN from telling me. I don't wanna know.

The weirdest thing I've ever heard of is an electrocution fetish. I mean, yeah, that's a turn on. "Come on, hon, stick your finger in the socket!!" >:

]]> ~raspberry-wings http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/24412121/ http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/24412121/ Fri, 24 Apr 2009 14:30:18 PDT
So let's see what this has to say~!

What element are you?

.:FIRE:.

[x] You have a short temper.
[x] You often act on your emotions without thinking first.
[x] You are very competitive.
[] You like to play with fire.
[x] You are not a strong swimmer or you can't swim at all.
[] You prefer warm weather over cold weather.
[x] You often lose control over yourself.
[x] You can be quite reckless.
[x] You sometimes hurt people without realizing it.
[x] People have often called you insane.

Total: 8

.:WATER:.

[x] You have a calm, laid-back personality. (For the most part, I like to think so!)
[] You like to go to the beach.
[ ] You rarely get angry.
[ ] When you do get angry, you know how to control it.
[] You think before you act.
[ ] You are good at breaking up fights.
[] You are a good swimmer.
[x] You like the rain.
[] You can stay calm in stressful situations.
[x] You are very generous.

Total: 3

.:EARTH:.

[ ] You are physically strong.
[x] You have a close connection with nature.
[x] You don't mind getting dirty.
[x] You form strong opinions on issues that concern you.
[ ] You could easily survive in the wild.
[x] You care about the environment.
[ ] You can easily focus on your work without getting distracted.
[] You rarely get depressed.
[ ] You aren't afraid of anything.
[] You prefer to have a strict set of rules.

Total: 4

.:AIR:.

[x] You have a free spirit.
[x] You hate rules.
[] You prefer to be out in the open rather than in small, enclosed spaces.
[x] You hate to be restrained.
[] You are very independent and outgoing.
[x] You are quite intelligent.
[x] You tend to be impatient.
[x] You are easily distracted.
[x] You can sometimes be hyperactive and/or annoying.
[x] You wish you could fly.

Total: 8

.: DARKNESS:.

[x] You spend most of your time alone.
[] You prefer nighttime over daytime.
[] You like creepy things.
[] You like to play tricks on people.
[] Black is your favorite color. (BLACK IS NOT A COLOR IT IS A SHADE, or it is (depending) either the absence of color or all colors.)
[] You prefer the villains over the heroes in movies, TV shows, videogames, etc.
[] You don't talk much.
[] You are atheist. (Lol)
[x] You don't mind watching scary movies.
[] You love to break the rules. ~Depends on WHO'S rules I'm breaking..>:33

Total: 2

.:LIGHT:.

[x] You are very polite.
[x] You are spiritual.
[x] When someone is in trouble, you never hesitate to help them.
[] You believe everything you see or hear.
[x] You are afraid of the dark.
[] You hate violence.
[] You hope for world peace.
[x] You are generally a happy person.
[ ] Everyone loves to be around you.
[x] You always follow the rules. (At least I try to.)
Total: 6

Laugh, looks like I'm air AND fire. :3

]]> ~raspberry-wings http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/24412120/ http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/24412120/ Fri, 24 Apr 2009 14:30:18 PDT
So let's see what this has to say~!

What element are you?

.:FIRE:.

[x] You have a short temper.
[x] You often act on your emotions without thinking first.
[x] You are very competitive.
[] You like to play with fire.
[x] You are not a strong swimmer or you can't swim at all.
[] You prefer warm weather over cold weather.
[x] You often lose control over yourself.
[x] You can be quite reckless.
[x] You sometimes hurt people without realizing it.
[x] People have often called you insane.

Total: 8

.:WATER:.

[x] You have a calm, laid-back personality. (For the most part, I like to think so!)
[] You like to go to the beach.
[ ] You rarely get angry.
[ ] When you do get angry, you know how to control it.
[] You think before you act.
[ ] You are good at breaking up fights.
[] You are a good swimmer.
[x] You like the rain.
[] You can stay calm in stressful situations.
[x] You are very generous.

Total: 3

.:EARTH:.

[ ] You are physically strong.
[x] You have a close connection with nature.
[x] You don't mind getting dirty.
[x] You form strong opinions on issues that concern you.
[ ] You could easily survive in the wild.
[x] You care about the environment.
[ ] You can easily focus on your work without getting distracted.
[] You rarely get depressed.
[ ] You aren't afraid of anything.
[] You prefer to have a strict set of rules.

Total: 4

.:AIR:.

[x] You have a free spirit.
[x] You hate rules.
[] You prefer to be out in the open rather than in small, enclosed spaces.
[x] You hate to be restrained.
[] You are very independent and outgoing.
[x] You are quite intelligent.
[x] You tend to be impatient.
[x] You are easily distracted.
[x] You can sometimes be hyperactive and/or annoying.
[x] You wish you could fly.

Total: 8

.: DARKNESS:.

[x] You spend most of your time alone.
[] You prefer nighttime over daytime.
[] You like creepy things.
[] You like to play tricks on people.
[] Black is your favorite color. (BLACK IS NOT A COLOR IT IS A SHADE, or it is (depending) either the absence of color or all colors.)
[] You prefer the villains over the heroes in movies, TV shows, videogames, etc.
[] You don't talk much.
[] You are atheist. (Lol)
[x] You don't mind watching scary movies.
[] You love to break the rules. ~Depends on WHO'S rules I'm breaking..>:33

Total: 2

.:LIGHT:.

[x] You are very polite.
[x] You are spiritual.
[x] When someone is in trouble, you never hesitate to help them.
[] You believe everything you see or hear.
[x] You are afraid of the dark.
[] You hate violence.
[] You hope for world peace.
[x] You are generally a happy person.
[ ] Everyone loves to be around you.
[x] You always follow the rules. (At least I try to.)
Total: 6

Laugh, looks like I'm air AND fire. :3

]]> ~raspberry-wings http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/24324010/ http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/24324010/ Sun, 19 Apr 2009 11:03:01 PDT
What should I do with them? You can tell me anything from general ideas to uber specifics, like what colors or characters to use. If you want, I'll make it trade art for someone in specific, if you have something to offer me.

Some ideas of my own:

-2 as a set of their own; Cartias and Cupidas (love vs lust), and then the other four as the "humors/temperments/qualities/elements" of the body (ex. melancholy, sanguine, choleric and phlegmatic, with their according elements and colors and such in the background)

(^--That's probably my favorite idea of my own)

-A set of six; earth, air, fire, water, dark, light.

-A set of six animal-like characters; feline, canine, marine, avian, and two others.

-A set of six; faith, hope, love, deceit, despair, and hate.

-A set of six; Pestilence, War, Famine, Death, Man and Satan

~most of them are religious, but I like doing them. Thoughts and/or other suggestions?

]]> ~raspberry-wings http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/24184777/ http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/24184777/ Sat, 11 Apr 2009 15:08:36 PDT [link]sq32aqFle4

Click that link and take a look, my Soul Eater loving friends. You should all tryout, I think it would be uber fun XD Even though I don't know too much about the series, I think we should all do it! They're holding auditions until the 30th of June, so you guys have plenty of time. Chan, you should do Maka's dad X3

Speaking of time, any of you in my contest have until April 30th to finish your entries. I decided to extend the deadline a week or two :3

I HAVE TO WORK ON EASTER D:

Makaaaaaaaa *hiss* *twitch*

]]> ~raspberry-wings http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/24172256/ http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/24172256/ Fri, 10 Apr 2009 20:42:21 PDT
Just figured I'd ask.

]]> ~raspberry-wings http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/24060969/ http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/24060969/ Sat, 04 Apr 2009 16:08:37 PDT
I had an eventful day today. Ready?

I woke up, rolled out of bed and went to Village Inn for breakfast with my grandma(/parental unit). We went to the mall to get my graduation announcements which had come in. They look FREAKIN' AWESOME.

So then we went to Borders. Why is it that no matter where I go, even at a con!, I can't find the eighth Ceres Celestial Maiden? It's PISSING ME OFF. It's the only one I need to complete my collection! D:

I bought the book Manga Moods which I've wanted forever, and we left. I had to restrain myself from getting monies to buy a cute stuffed rabbit (-->is a stuffed animal junkie). I went downstairs and saw this AMAZING cute cocktail dress, and decided I must have it. (Not something that happens very often.) Upon finding it was a perfect fit, which is rare because my body sucks, I just about died when the price was 150. Feeling dissapointed, I dragged myself to JCPennies to see if there was a cheaper version. Upon arriving I found a dress I really liked; black with a white middle. Tres cute. So my grandma bought it for me, and it was only $20!! OwO

I'm a turd, so I went back and withdrew $200 and bought my cocktail dress. I love this thing, and am wearing it right now. <3 It's ruffled and has a bow in back and front. <3333 (-->is also a bow junkie.)

I've decided I want to draw clothes.

I spent 24.89 at a Barnes and Noble with my 25 dollar gift card. I was tres happy. Bon shopping, no? ^_^

I need sleep. There's probably more that went on, but I'm too tired to type about it.

Oh yeah. I swear we had "sucker" written on our faces, because everyone tried to upsell us today. It pissed me off. I hate smiling and saying "no" while they still try to talk to you about it. I wanted to punch their faces in. I also got a green hair clip with a butterfly and flowers on it.

<3

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I'm so freakin' OLD, yo!

I'm staying home, and hopefully I'll have a little bit of company later in the day. I'm not really doing anything for my birthday this year, so gifts are uber appreciated. I haven't been extremely materialistic lately but apparently my "love language" is gifts and stuff. Homemade is epic. <3

Anyway, the day after is Poisson D'Avril, so, expect some fishy stuff.

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I am so sick of our people’s lack of respect. I am talking specifically about my country, America, so if you aren’t from around here there’s no reason to get stingy, and I won’t accept such criticism as it is likely you can’t possibly completely understand if you haven’t lived here. In that sense, I try not to assume anything about other countries, as I’ve never been to them. (…Nice job; I just put a little something in there that should have gone at the top. Mmmhmm. I’m awake and focused, ne?)

First Point: Respect for the Individual.
There are so many kinds of people out there. Everyone is a little bit different, and when we’re born into this world, our soul begins to form from the second we take our first breath of the earth. Everyone needs to respect everyone else, and treat others as they wish to be treated, or more, as they should be treated. The word “SHOULD” does not apply to any beliefs of your own, it is simply how they should be. You cannot go up to someone and impress your own thoughts and beliefs upon them; force them on them, because it’s not right! It’s not respectful. I understand that some religions say that you must go out and “save” who you can, however, enough is enough, and after you’ve told them about your way, it’s time to listen to theirs calmly and patiently. Serenity is the best way to approach anyone’s beliefs and morals, and their way of life. Even if people do not treat you like that, it gives you no right to attack them as they have attacked you. Nothing justifies being horrid to another person. NOTHING. We all have the capability to be kind, or at least patient. Quiet. I know I keep reusing words, but they’re important. I guess my case with this one is, don’t bother other people about their thoughts and choices. If they make a bad choice, it’s their problem, not yours, and they have to deal with it, not you. When was the last time a woman who had an abortion affected you in an utmost personal way? You, individually? When did an atheist ever take you down and make you conform? What has a homosexual ever done to harm you in any way that is detrimental? Leave everyone’s choices and preferences alone! They’re none of your business, anyway.

Second Point: Respect for Countries.
Okay, I really hate this about America. I mean, I love my country. I don’t think I’d rather live anywhere else. Really. But seriously? We’re kidding ourselves. We do the “charity” and the “building” and the “spreading of democracy” all around the world. We invade other countries and force our ways upon them because it’s for what we say is their benefit. PLEASE. Don’t insult my intelligence, or theirs! We’re doing exactly what I said not to do in the paragraph above. America needs to get a grip and stop spending so much money overseas. WE HAVE PROBLEMS OF OUR OWN. And what did a civil war ever do wrong? Yes, people’s lives were lost, but all for the cause of the country, ITSELF. We went through a civil war, and it helped us along the way. Why can’t we just leave countries who don’t want us there alone, so they can get on with themselves and fix their own problems? Contrary to popular American asshole belief, we DON’T have to babysit everyone else. It’s not our job, and they need to get up on their own. If you can find the relation I did to this…in the words of my friend, “If her biggest problem is walking to the bus each morning, when she gets out into the real world she’s going to get pushed down and not know how to get up.” My point? Stop enabling other countries. Stop coddling, stop smothering, stop impressing. If they don’t want us there, we should leave. The start of the war in Iraq was okay; we had a reason, a purpose. We charged to make our country safe by getting rid of those who had done us harm. Well, we solved that problem. We should have been out of the war years ago.

Third Point: Respect for Criminals and Those who’ve Done Wrong
Just because they screwed up and because of them life took a dump on you, or just because they have a bad purpose or a bad soul, doesn’t mean that you should torture and dehumanize them. That only makes you as bad as they are. If it bothers you that much, reinstate the death p... ]]> ~raspberry-wings http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/23787807/ http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/23787807/ Thu, 19 Mar 2009 20:38:41 PDT
A
- Available: Noooooo
- Age: 17, soon to be eighteen.
- Annoyance: Using the wrong word in instances such as to, too and two and there, their and they're, things like that.
- Animal: Cat, unyau~

B
- Beer: Yucky :<
- Birthday: 3/31
- Best Friends: Breezers, Tagy, Takeshi, onii-sama and Mollymon. But I love all my friends!
- Body Part on opposite sex: Ab area, though they don't have to have abs :3
- Best feeling in the world: Being close~
- Best weather: Rain in the sun, fuuu
- Been in Love: Omnomnom
- Been on stage?: D:
- Believe in Magic: Yep
- Believe in God: Yes.
- Believe in Santa: Yes~Though not in the way one might think.

C
- Candy: Chalky valentine heart things.
- Color: Greens and browns; earthy colors~
- Chocolate/Vanilla: Yes!
- Chinese/Mexican: +_+ I like burgers
- Cake or pie: Depends :3
- Cheese: Mozzarella omnom

D
- Day or Night: Afternoon
- Dance in the rain?: Yes ma'am/sir

E
- Eggs: In breakfast burritos!
- Eyes: Green
- Everyone's got a(n): cheekbone!
- Ever failed a class?: Yeah...math is painful for me.

F
- Full name: What do you care?
- First thoughts waking up: "............"
- Food: OMNOMNOMNOM

G
- Greatest Fear: Spiders *shudder*
- Goals: To be the best I can be~
- Gum: Minty~lawl
- Get along with your parents?: Parents? You mean the ones who I haven't known since I was a year old? ...
- Good luck charm: The rings on my fingers and the bell on my neck. Friends are good, too. And my wind chimes are <3

H
- Hair Color: Brown
- Height: 5'
- Happy: Happy is good.
- Holiday: Thanksgiving! Food!
- How do you want to die: In his arms~

I
- Ice Cream: Vanilla/Chocolate twist in a cone!
- Instrument: Snare

J
- Jewelry: My bell and rings.
- Job: KFC/A&W, betches!

K
- Kids: No more than two plz!! Best case scenario: twins, one boy, one girl. AND THAT'S IT! I don't think my tiny little self could bear more than two kids D:
- Kickboxing or karate: REJECTED! I choose aikido!
- Keep a journal: Bits and pieces everywhere!

L
- Longest Car Ride: To Oregon. 2 days. >_<
- Love: I has it <3
- Letter: X
- Laughed so hard you cried: Mollymon's hiccups <3

M
- Milk flavor: Chocolate. I don't like milk.
- Movies: The Princess Bride, Starlight, Sunshine and The Last Samurai
- Motion sickness: Yes.
- McD’s or BK: BK. McDonalds say they now make their chicken nuggets with all white meat. So...what were they made of before?! D:

N
- Number of Siblings: 2 little ones, who I've never met.
- Number of Piercings: Two; one in each ear.
- Number: 31, 13, 16, 5, 4

O
- One wish: To Be happy~

P
- Perfect Pizza: Peperoni and black olive, omnom
- Pepsi/Coke: Pepsi.

Q
- Quail: D:

R
- Reason to cry: Being picked on.
- Reality T.V.: NONE
- Radio Station: 93.3!!
- Roll your tongue in a circle?: Nooooo. I can do the hotdog bun thing tho. MY TONGUE IS SHORRRRT. If I were a man with a girlfriend, I would be a disappointing partner, lol.
- Ring size: 2 1/2 D:

S
- Song: "Doubting Thomas" by Nickel Creek. <--Pretty much my soul's song.
- Shoe size: 3-5 depending.
- Salad Dressing: eew
- Sushi: Eww
- Skipped school: Not without permission!
- Slept outside: On a trampoline! (Lol, same chan~) I've also fallen asleep outside on a few other occasions.
- Smoked?: EWW
- Skinny dipped?: >_> Ew
- Shower daily?: Every other day, but it varies sometimes. Is lazy, and I don't do anything that would require a shower every day XD
- Sing well?: Well, _I_ Don't think so.
- In the shower?: Laugh, I sing in the shower all the time.
- Swear?: Yep. But I don't necessarily want to. I say "fuck" too much. I need to smack myself. Even though it's just a word, I shouldn't say it so much.
- Strawberries/Blueberries: Strawberries! Blueberries are icky. Except for the fake ones in Jiffy blueberry muffin mix X3

T
- Time for bed: I try for ten, but usually eleven.
- Thunderstorms: Make me sleepy.

U
- Unpredictable: Chaotic, yes.

V
- Vacation spot: Hmm...Oregon!

W
- Weakness: I'm too brash; I speak when I shouldn't and I run my mouth. VERY short temper.
- Which one of your friends acts the most like you: Molly or Bree XD
- Who makes you laugh the most: Oh, many people.
- Worst feeling: inferiority.
- Wanted to be a model?: I used to want to be, for about a week. Then I realized I wouldn't make it...
- Where do we go when we die?: Heaven.
- Wo... ]]> ~raspberry-wings http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/23770503/ http://raspberry-wings.deviantart.com/journal/23770503/ Wed, 18 Mar 2009 19:51:33 PDT
I'm working on a short animation to do with an ooooooooold superhero I based off myself. (My cousin has one, too; they were supposed to be partners. When we were little, we'd pretend to be them and run around the backyard together XD) Anyway, so I'm in deep concentration and I suddenly look over to my right.

Large, Random Spider: YHALLOTHAR ^_^

Razzu: *o*

I pretty much started rambling off every holy name that came to mind with a "holy" in front of it, followed by "ohgodohgodohgodohgod". I flipped out. I'm one of those people who don't just have arachnophobia, no; I will cry, curse and scream when I see one. I'm PARANOID. I hate spiders! That whole, "It's as scared of you as you are of it" is BULLSHIT when it comes to me. It's as if I see my life flash before my eyes when I see one.

Anyway, so this huge-ass spider comes out of freaking NOWHERE dangling a foot or so from my face. I flipped off the other side of my bed and did a little dance while I watched it dangle closer and closer to my purse and a stuffed animal on the floor. I looked in my closet; no spider shoe there. (I have a designated spider stomping shoe, which I rarely use because I usually can't kill the spider either. I know,...I'm pathetic.)

I remembered where it was and begged the spider to stay where it was as I grabbed it. Yes, I talk to them. I danced back and put the shoe on, and then told the spider to get on the floor and crawl slowly towards me so I could stomp on it. ...Yeah, that didn't work. Apparently, downstairs my grandparents were watching some sort of ghost thing on cable (I don't watch much TV) and they were talking about how you could hear footsteps and moving furniture and shit on the floor above you. That is the exact moment that I lifted my foot up and, still doing my crazy stomp dance and practically screeching, got the spider's thread with my shoe, which sent it onto my floor. I stamped at it once and missed, nearly screamed as it ran in a frenzy towards my foot, and I stomped again loudly, killing it. D:

I cannot express to you how horrifying this experience was for me. It's been a good hour and I'm still paranoid, looking around my room constantly for any sign of other movement, and my heart is still going fast.

And most people think they have spider issues. Mmmhmmm. Whatever. >>; --> Biggest spider weenie on the planet. I'm afraid to walk where it was, because the thread might still be hanging from my ceiling...where the heck did it come from!? DX

I feel sick...

Oh yeah. So my grandpa came up and was all freaked out because of the stomping noises corresponding with the ghost thing. XD The one funny thing about this, funny to me anyway.

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6th--My aunt's birthday. I also get this day off from school :3

7th--Aubs birthday; I think I'm doing something with her.

9th--My female parental unit's birthday.

9-13--CSAP TESTING, WHUUUT! I get to sleep in fuh-evah those days.

14th--PHANTOM OF THE OPERA AND LUNCH IN DOWNTOWN WITH MAH BOYFRIEND *faints*

15th--Metaphysical fair with my boyfriend and Mollehmonz

16th--I hope I remember to wear green to school today...

Sometime in between--Wasabi Con! :3 I bought a collar and a leash, so now will lead me around...Hell yes, we'll be the sexiest couple in con history evaaaaaah >wO

31st--MY BIRTHDAY, BETCHES! You bet your ass I will be expecting gifts! D: I'll be turning eighteen, so if I get nothing I will be a tiny bit sad. >w<

I can't wait for it all!! Except for daylight savings time. That bitch can go screw a cactus...on FIRE.

Much love~! Hope all the contest entrants are doing well!!

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My only problem now is, what the hell to go as? I could go as Mew Ichigo like I did for the first day of NDK, or I could go as Rose like I did for the other two days. Three other ideas:

1. Black shirt with fuzzy trim, black skirt, black cat tail, fuzzy black cat ears. On my neck there'd be my usual black choker but with a pumpkin bell, and on my ears would be two matching pumpkin earrings. I'd wear my long black boots and tie orange ribbon on my tail.

2. Wear my blue kimono. Problem: It's a little big in the chest area (...what isn't?) and I kind of twitch and readjust it all the time, so it can be a little uncomfortable. Plus, what with the screaming fangirls that practically rape you, I'm afraid the obi part would come off and I'd be expooooosed

3. Cat ears, cat tail, cat collar, chain, boots. (...That makes it sound as if I'm not wearing a shirt or pants, huh? NEKKID X3 I would, if you paid me enough. Not that it's anything you'd want to see. But just think! My face (and other parts) would be allllll over Deviant Art and the con sites!!) told me if I bought a heavy duty collar and a chain she'd walk me around the con. <3

Give me your opinions nao, betches! And remember, I'll (hopefully) be attending the con for three days, so tell me like, up to three things, ne? >3>

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