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Ohman I've forgotten all these codes and stuff, must re-learn.

]]> ~ravenvalentine http://ravenvalentine.deviantart.com/journal/16591788/ http://ravenvalentine.deviantart.com/journal/16591788/ Sun, 27 Jan 2008 05:39:44 PST
- Silverius Orethlain - is a womanizer, despite being a priest. Not the womanizing as in the 'get into bed' kind, more like 'woo I'm wooing youuu' kind.

- Uchiha Yukino - is an Uchiha. Period. She became an Akatsuki member in Sannin, lol. Embodies the typical Uchiha emo/angst/obsessions and whatnot.

- Raz al-Belzebub - is Beelzebub, King of Arunfeltz, member of the triumvirate consisting of Kiel Hyre, Jr. and Galen Keyron. Evil father, lived for a thousand years due to Necromancy. Well, he isn't exactly human in the first place...

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2- What kind of childhood did your OCs have?
Silverius - Pampered, but too sheltered for my own taste.
Yukino - Very much pampered and well-cared for.
Raz - ... Who are you to ask?

3- What do your OCs do for a living?
Silverius - I'm an exorcist priest. :3
Yukino - ... *coughAkatsukicough*
Raz - I'm King. Don't you read your history books?

4- Who or what do your OCs love/hate?
Silverius - I hate being rich. I love women, especially Shara~
Yukino - I hate my clan, but love my family. And now, you die.
Raz - That's not for you to know.

5- How do your OCs relax?
Silverius - I like walking around, especially in Geffen. Oh, oh! I like reading too. :3 And teaching young novices~
Yukino - *raises eyebrow*
Raz - Relax? We don't have time for such frivolous things.

6- Do your OCs have goals? What do they dream about accomplishing/doing?
Silverius - I want to live and die happy.
Yukino - Immortality is but a few inches from my fingers...
Raz - Taking over the whole would could ease my boredom a bit.

7- Have your OCs ever committed any serious crimes?
Silverius - I am a priest, sir!
Yukino - *rolls eyes*
Raz - Hmm?

8- Your OCs are listening to music. What songs are they listening to?
Silverius - The Pronteran Chorale is always the best. :3
Yukino - Music is distracting.
Raz - Classical.

9- What animals would best represent your OCs?
Silverius - oh oh! I want to be an eagle!
Yukino - Cat. Obviously.
Raz - .... is that an insult, lowlife?

10- Your OCs find a million dollars on the street one day. What do they do with the money?
Silverius - *donates to orphanage*
Yukino - Oh good, I have more funds for my project.
Raz - My clothes are worth more than a million. Why would I need a million dollars anyway? They aren't worth anything in Arunfeltz.

11- Your OCs are stuck babysitting a whiny baby/kid. What will they do about it?
Silverius - I was never good with little kids.
Yukino - Now, sit still or I will turn you into my next guinea pig.
Raz - You call that whiny? You should see Rishid when he was young.

12- If your OCs were suddenly turned into the opposite sex, how would they react?
Silverius - Oh, I'm sure I'll be very very pretty~
Yukino - Changing bodies would be fun.
Raz - There wouldn't be any difference.

13- What would your OCs do for a Klondike bar?
Silverius - Huh?
Yukino - I know not of this gibberish you spout.
Raz - .... (What's a Klondike Bar? How, in my one thousand years of existence, did I not know about it?)

I tag everyone, just as Kaka-luff did. 8D

]]> ~ravenvalentine http://ravenvalentine.deviantart.com/journal/12672132/ http://ravenvalentine.deviantart.com/journal/12672132/ Fri, 20 Apr 2007 19:52:31 PDT
I don't find enough inspiration to write these days. Schoolwork and all. And roleplaying. Roleplaying is fun. :3

Anyway, plugging:

Sannin
Boards are currently offline.

Ultimania Omega
Ultimania Omega is a site that integrates elements from different Final Fantasy and Kingdom Hearts games. Like, say, a combination of Sephiroth-Ultimecia-Kuja against you, with Shuyin and Zexion lurking in the background?

Gakuen Alice
Four years have passed since Mikan Sakura graduated from Alice Academy, and Narumi is now the Headmaster. See what is in store for the Alices, in this whacky yet dangerous school.

Midgard Under Siege
Not all is good in Rune-Midgard, as the experimental subjects in the Somatology Laboratory in Lighthalzen break out and usurp influential positions in Midgard. Something... big is going to happen soon. Would you be up to protecting Rune-Midgard against them?

Will update as necessary. :3

]]> ~ravenvalentine http://ravenvalentine.deviantart.com/journal/9356626/ http://ravenvalentine.deviantart.com/journal/9356626/ Wed, 12 Jul 2006 16:51:56 PDT

How emo are you?

[x]You hate the world.
[x]You hate society.
[x]You think vampires are cool.
[ ]You write poetry.
[ ]You have colored your hair black for Halloween
[ ]You wear black/blue eyeliner at times.
[x]You write poetry that's not for school.
[ ]You are freakishly obsessed with darkness.
[ ]You think love is a waste of time.
[ ]You've given up on the world.

Total = 4

[ ]You've shopped at Hot Topic
[ ]You've spent over $100 at Hot Topic.
[ ]You wear more bracelets than a Russian
[ ]You own a dog collar, that's not for your dog
[ ]You're extremely pale.
[ ]You are a member of a poetry site.
[ ]Your screen name has been an oxymoron.
[x]You are an atheist or agnostic.
[ ]You don't believe in god.
[ ]Your screen name has/had X's in it.

Total = 1

[x]You have been referred to as scary.
[ ]You have been referred to as demented.
[x]You have been referred to as weird.
[ ]You have been known to hate teachers.
[ ]You have been known to cause trouble.
[ ]Your hair has been dyed a color that was not natural.
[ ]You have at least one photoshopped picture on myspace.
[x]You think pictures look better in greyscale or sepia tone.
[x]You are scared of yourself sometimes.

Total = 4

[x] Suicide has crossed your mind
[x]you have screamed before
[x]You use big words that no one has ever heard before on occasion.
[x]you've seen The Exorcist.
[ ]You liked The Exorcist.
[ ]You've seen Saw.
[ ]You liked Saw.
[ ]You've done voodoo.
[x]You hate sports.
[ ]You dress up as the most morbid thing posssible on Halloween.

Total = 4

[ ]Halloween is one of your favorite holidays.
[ ]You have an obsession with fire.
[ ]You have only a couple of actual friends.
[ ]You're not afraid of spiders.
[x]You have had a conversation about how you want to die.
[ ]You've painted your nails black
[ ]One or more of your myspace pics had writing on them.
[ ]You have had the word "...." in your display name.
[x]You love art.
[ ]You like art with negative meanings

Total = 2

Now add up your total and multiply by two...

Emo percentile: 30%. OMG. ]]> ~ravenvalentine http://ravenvalentine.deviantart.com/journal/8042366/ http://ravenvalentine.deviantart.com/journal/8042366/ Wed, 01 Mar 2006 22:38:31 PST
I'm gonna continue what I had started in Revenge but not right now.

Well, that's all I gotta say. I'm gonna start editing the 1st Chapter of Afterlife. ]]> ~ravenvalentine http://ravenvalentine.deviantart.com/journal/6815630/ http://ravenvalentine.deviantart.com/journal/6815630/ Thu, 20 Oct 2005 03:56:30 PDT 1. internet
2. Ragnarok Online
3. ROSE Online
4. Gunbound
5. YM
6. texting
7. anime?
8. morbid stuff
9. my children , ,
10. my husband,

3 things that make you happy:
1. Beating the crap out of monsters
2. doing quests
3. beating the hell out of someone

3 things that anger you
1. posers
2. unjustifiable judgement
3. no load!!

10 things that you hate:
1. Magestic Goats
2. being absentminded
3. having short term memory
4. someone who disturbs my RO time
5. Kill Stealers
6. people who ruins their life and blames someone else for it
7. chickboys
8. person who thinks of himself too highly
9. blood ><
10. someone who doesn't appreciate your efforts

3 facts about your name:
1. I hate my name.
2. My name is Geraldine Dazo Francisco.
3. I'm named after a famous singer.

5 facts about yourself:
1. I'm an addict online gamer.
2. I'm not easily angered most of the time
3. I hate girls who use makeup while in school
4. I work in our computer shop
5. I'm starting to hate school

2 things you expect (at least for now):
1. goin to classmate's house
2. ROSE back online[they're on maintenance right now...]

4 random thoughts:
1. "Upon Thy Wings I shall Fly."
2. I love my Freiyja
3. Damn MAPEH teacher for giving such a stupid test and didn't even give us the scope
4. I hate my FIlipino teacher

Song you're listening to (give singer):
1. Stay - Cueshe

time?:
1. 6:55 pm

10 People you'll tag this to
uhmmm..... iunnoo.... ]]> ~ravenvalentine http://ravenvalentine.deviantart.com/journal/5897857/ http://ravenvalentine.deviantart.com/journal/5897857/ Sun, 10 Jul 2005 19:36:56 PDT
I'm not only revising my dA things, but also my real life.

I recently let go of another friend. Or a more appropriate term for him is a suitor or a stalker. I think the latter fits best. Let's simply call him RJ. He is much older than me, and he was a bit like more or less. They are around the same age. For the whole of June he and Chuckie kept me preoccupied, but I grew closer to Chuckie, because I sort of see my self in him. RJ became persuasive, very very persuasive. I'd rather not talk about what had happened in detail, but in short, I had severed all ties with him, online or not. But then, we only talk online, I would never know.

I've only seen them once. The internet connects all of us. I have no social life - and it's not healthy. I find it hard to blend in to the people here, and forcing myself to do so will result in a larger problem. Besides, I tend to hurt people without knowing it.

I look so pathetic. Anyway, I'll be back, be commenting once again, making deviations, and meeting new people... ]]> ~ravenvalentine http://ravenvalentine.deviantart.com/journal/5729807/ http://ravenvalentine.deviantart.com/journal/5729807/ Thu, 23 Jun 2005 03:34:17 PDT
I used to think that, whoever Raven Valentine is, that is who I am. After all, I created her according to my likings. The though gave me peace for a while, but now, who am I really?

Am I Raven Valentine? Or am I someone else?

I find it hard to write, even. I can't think properly. I haven't even been online, today I checked my dA to find 255 messages, since I haven't been on for a month.

Where can I find sanity? Is it through purity and innocence? ]]> ~ravenvalentine http://ravenvalentine.deviantart.com/journal/5360626/ http://ravenvalentine.deviantart.com/journal/5360626/ Sun, 15 May 2005 00:04:31 PDT
Nuclear Family
^{uhh.... my married life, etc... my own family is waaaay too big already....}
My Husband


My Children

My Firstborn "Pineapple"


My Secondborn "Banana"


Youngest "Yogurt"




My Wife

[uhh.... yes, she's my WIFE....]

My Wife's Sister


My Husband's Sisters


That's all for now!

P.S. Will include my own family next time....'Tis all too confusing.... ]]> ~ravenvalentine http://ravenvalentine.deviantart.com/journal/5216641/ http://ravenvalentine.deviantart.com/journal/5216641/ Thu, 28 Apr 2005 20:42:00 PDT challenged me to sing it impromptu, I'd listen to it every now and then! * at * YOU!!!!

Oh well, I haven't updated much so here goes...

Got a slightly long list of what to do:

Revenge: [untitled] - got a framework done, just need to complete it.
My very late birthday present for - yup, it's yaoi. The first fanfic in my gallery, probably.
Collab with *censored* - I'm not telling who this deviant is, but I'm helping him/her out to make a comic...
Website - It's not mine, actually. It's our cafe's shop, and I'm the one who's doing everything [except for the animated GIFs] from the layout to the contents. My cousin [who calls himself the "mastermind"] isn't helping much. I've just finished two web pages in two weeks [probably becausewe were busy animating... and I was lecturing regarding his artworks ]
Website - now this is MY own. Or probably I'll just update my outdated blog. Or something like that.

Oh. It's not even long. Maybe I'm just plain lazy...

My Beloved and I:


My Friends:
http://ravenvalentine.deviantart.com/journal/5144462/ Thu, 21 Apr 2005 01:33:02 PDT and thought up a new club! It's called ~tehchibiclub, a club for chibi artists and lovers alike! It's pretty new, just send a note to the club to join!

Oh well...that's all!

My Beloved and I:


Friends:
http://ravenvalentine.deviantart.com/journal/5133724/ Tue, 19 Apr 2005 20:18:55 PDT very awkward situations.

Should I keep it that way, or completely re-do those?

[link] ---> The first six chapters.

Oh yeah, the part that I want to re-do is from the prologue to chapter two.

Should I? ]]> ~ravenvalentine http://ravenvalentine.deviantart.com/journal/5125969/ http://ravenvalentine.deviantart.com/journal/5125969/ Tue, 19 Apr 2005 01:05:12 PDT made me a new avatar! And his matches with mine!!! XD

Right now, I should really be doing something worthwhile, like writing, but I just can't. I know, I know, I'm lazy, and I'm not too proud that I am. Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnd...... what else? I don't know what to say!!!

OH YEAH!!! How could I forget? For the past few days I've been spending my days in dAmn and it's absolutely fun there, getting to know other deviants from different cultures. Try how fast your mind and fingers are in #Trivia!

That's all!

My Beloved and I:


Friends:
http://ravenvalentine.deviantart.com/journal/5028860/ Thu, 07 Apr 2005 19:40:52 PDT Revenge: Waking Up when I used a different character to tell the story from. It surely is a great relief, to write as how I would like, truly.

And now I see that the whole first part of Revenge is completely senseless. Man, I'm such a warfreak to think about things like that....

Anyways, it's good that I shifted...somehow.

See how senseless this journal is?

Clubs:



]]> ~ravenvalentine http://ravenvalentine.deviantart.com/journal/4967965/ http://ravenvalentine.deviantart.com/journal/4967965/ Fri, 01 Apr 2005 07:22:51 PST , , and this night...and well, we had fun


Survey taken from:

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Ghe
2. Ghe-Ann
3. Geline

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. Raven
2. Rays
3. Morrigan

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My ability to write.
2. I'm evil.
3. I wear glasses.

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. I'm easily fooled.
2. I have a soft spot for...
3. I'm addicted to PC games.

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU: (in my case there are tons more)
1. Losing as a bf. [am i sounding too romantic or what?]
2. My own tendency to be wild.
3. Losing my internet connection.[Heck, it's DSL!]

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Chatting.
2. Talking to on the phone.
3. PC gaming.

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. Glasses
2. Wristwatch
3. Bracelet

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS (or artists (at the moment)):
1. Evanescence
2. Linkin Park
3. Avril Lavigne

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. My Last Breath - Evanescence
2. My December - Linkin Park
3. Nobody's Home - Avril Lavigne

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. Drawing?
2. New Styles of writing?
3. err....making a serious journal.

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given):
1. Understanding
2. Patience
3. Care

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE
1. I'm angsty.
2. I like black.
3. I have a lot of pink dresses.

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. Eyes.
2. the wide smile
3. err...i dont know anymore

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. kill
2. wear pink
3. Stop writing about angsty stuff

THREE THINGS YOU CAN DO:
1. design html
2. surf the net
3. manage an internet cafe

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. writing
2. Playing pc games
3. Surfing the net

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Have a copy of evanescence's new album
2. Become a Knight in Ragnarok[tis a game...]
3. Become less lazy in doing school stuff...

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. Writer
2. Lawyer
3. Programmer

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. England
2. Japan
3. Transylvania

THREE KID'S NAMES:
1. Christian-my brother
2. Kira-my child
3. Mark-my cousin

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Finish my novel
2. play all online games
3. play the violin


Weird, isn't it? :sweat: ]]> ~ravenvalentine http://ravenvalentine.deviantart.com/journal/4914724/ http://ravenvalentine.deviantart.com/journal/4914724/ Sat, 26 Mar 2005 02:58:44 PST
Here are those who already have their own characters:


I may have forgotten something, most likely. I'm sorry if I did...

~~~

What else....


Uhh....

I don't know....

Erm....

Oh well, I need to get that damn chapter done...

~~~

Clubs:


The :
]]> ~ravenvalentine http://ravenvalentine.deviantart.com/journal/4886933/ http://ravenvalentine.deviantart.com/journal/4886933/ Wed, 23 Mar 2005 01:07:52 PST
So what has happened in that space of time?

Me and my best friend are now friends again! I mean, he was my first friend in this school, and last november, an evil witch[and I do mean an E V I L W I T C H] err, meddled in some personal problems and warped him[or so he says so, there are times that I don't believe him because he's too....something. Well, never mind about that...

What else? Uhmm...My birthday was yesterday?

Just turned 14. And now, turning on a new leaf[I wish..]

Got lots of work to do!!!!

Still got to finish that damn chapter of Revenge, Vern is really giving me a hard time...

Also, I'm doing something for . Probably I'll put it in Tagalog[our native language], or something like that...and as much as possible I'll put in a preview pic...but I don't know where to get that pic...but I swear, I will.

My boyfriend gave me a stuffed cheetah!! Nice, a younger sibling for the stuffed tiger he gave me last Christmas...probably I'm gonna call it Lenneth or something... since the tiger's name is Kira What's more, his mother even gave me a present, and his 2 cousins cooked some pancakes and some fetuccini[?] for us...and every member of my boyfriend's family and extended family were greeting me a happy birthday...

Oh yeah, my best friend and I are born on the same day, though he's a year older^_^;; So all day he was treating me out, 2 hours playing Gunbound Philippines and I chatted for a while. , , are just some of those who greeted me, and I'll never forget the cookie!!!

I also decided to enter 's contest!! I promise, I'll really submit something....

Oh well, that's all for now Actually only now did I feel the need and joy to write a new journal~

Clubs:
~ravenvalentine http://ravenvalentine.deviantart.com/journal/4679626/ http://ravenvalentine.deviantart.com/journal/4679626/ Sat, 26 Feb 2005 17:35:55 PST
I think I've been submitting spoilers, but I can't help it anyway. I've been feeling a sense of loneliness, but I'm not even sure where the source of it is. Probably I just feel that, someone is leaving me behind again.

Oh well, I don't really care anymore. I'll just be here. But I'm not waiting for them to understand. Thinking of it makes it more real. Anyway, if they don't want me aroung, fine. If I don't do them a favor, why should I be sorry? I was always better alone.

At least now, I could stop whining about them. They don't mean anymore to me, 'friends' are so...superficial. Just for show. They just use you, to become famous, to get some decent grades, whatever.

People. But not everyone's like that, I know. I probably missed them...

Here I go again. Sorry.

I just got back from a day at Tagaytay, a popular tourist spot here in the Philippines. It provides a view of the smallest volcano here in the Philippines, the Taal Volcano, and also of the vast lake and mountains which surround it. I love it a lot, also it was fairly windy. I wish I could be there forever.

Probably sometime I would write about it, but this certainly isn't the time. I'm laden with all sorts of projects and I need to finish one today...

For :
Wala lng, bored tlga ako. Anyways....nasan na ung painting mo?! Kelan mo ipopost d2? Oh well... ]]> ~ravenvalentine http://ravenvalentine.deviantart.com/journal/4485131/ http://ravenvalentine.deviantart.com/journal/4485131/ Thu, 03 Feb 2005 01:34:00 PST
Which is just what they are doing to me.

Don't my old friends understand me anymore? Or, is this a product of sheer hatred of me? Or, is this just an illusion? A big lie?

Why did she even force me into a reconciliation with someone who I shouldn't be sorry to? Why is she, my bestfriend Joy, barging into something that she didn't even bother to look for the details? Why is she intervening in someone else's problem? I may sound defensive[or maybe am, I just don't notice] but, she knows me, she knows how I deal with someone I'm not in good terms with, and now, she just tells me to reconcile?

And what of my other friend? Why are they keeping quiet, though their school is just a few blocks away fomr my house? Why is it that, in those long months that I haven't even seen them, I never even heard a single "How are you?" from them. I never felt that they were there, since I changed schools.

But, if they are true friends of mine, why is it that they act as if I'm not anyone significant to them? Why is it, why?

I'm not jumping to conclusions, and I don't want to, I don't want to accept the possibility that, love was her reason. Joy's reason for doing this. I just don't want to lose the both of them, Cyril and Joy, I don't want to be alone anymore, I don't want to lose another person who has been a part of my life... And I don't want it to end up where I'm stuck in a situation where I'm to choose between friendship and love....its because Cyril isn't just my boyfriend, he's also the closest friend I have as of now, I've become too attached to him.

On the pther hand, if they had been truly my friends, she would've understood. But she didn't. She never knew of the fears I had since I had been alone, away from the warmth and peace of friendship-the times when they had always left me alone, when they always had other friends....when she would always tell me how much I can't relate to what they're talking about, she and her new friends. Maybe I overlooked her faults to me too much, always convinced that she would never leave me. And of the fact that, since we were friends, she wouldn't lie to me.

But, the agonizing part is that, she took the closest friend I had in my former school away from me.

Why, of all people, why did she have to take Ingrid away from me? In our fights it wasn't Joy who came to reconcile with me, but Ingrid. It was Ingrid. And now, I just wish that I could have Ingrid with me right now, Ingrid was the one who would listen to me, who would help me. Joy didn't.

Is it my fault if my family can't afford that expensive school anymore? Was it my personal choice to be separated from them?

I loved that school, because of my friends, but that school hid the many harshnesses of the outside. It kept us strictly in the thought that everything's fine, when it's not. It always taught the idea of perfection.

But now, I don't believe in perfection anymore.

What's perfection anyway? Imagining everything as happy, with not a worry in the world? No. For me, perfection is accepting the facts of the world. Accepting its cruelty, its kindness. Its hatred and love.

And being with a lot of people who hope to bring you down taught me that.

Amazing how hatred, sadness and fear could teach me that. I lost nearly all sense of emotion, just so that I can endure them. You never knew how much I needed you then.

I wish that everything is just a dream. I wish that, whis isn't what's truly happening. I wish that this is something that would pass by easily.

I don't want to believe that I'm losing everyone of you. ]]> ~ravenvalentine http://ravenvalentine.deviantart.com/journal/4442209/ http://ravenvalentine.deviantart.com/journal/4442209/ Sun, 30 Jan 2005 00:58:37 PST
~~~

Got a story to tell.
Especially for my close friends here in dA.
You see, I got this ex-bestfriend a.k.a. Bianca who's really bent on ruining my rep at school and floods my Friendster™ [its a sort of website where you can make friends with others on the site] and yesterday, another friend of mine, who we shall call Jeri, got pissed off at her for being such a nosey brat and the best part is that, Jeri got Bianca to cry!!!! And thats a miracle!!! Jeri ... I love it when I see them suffer

~~~

Got another story to tell.
Just wondering why sometimes you fear your enemies.
Sometimes I feel that I'm afraid of them, because I can't look at them straight in the eye, and I'm afraid to be alone when I know they're roaming around the school.... but, somehow, why is it that Bianca, as a friend of mine said, is scared of me??? But why???

~~~

Man, I wish I could write again, so I could continue some works I've left behind...plus I need to get a story done for ~KULEET-Inc's contest...plus I'm not used to being numb again....

~~~

Clubs I've Joined:


~~~

Special Someone:


Closest Friends:
]]> ~ravenvalentine http://ravenvalentine.deviantart.com/journal/4348442/ http://ravenvalentine.deviantart.com/journal/4348442/ Tue, 18 Jan 2005 02:51:28 PST
Well, yesh, it is exam week for me, and so are some of my fellow Filipino deviants...too many things to do in soooo little time...

At least, I got to upload my devvies this year...especially the 5th[?]chapter [man I'm so freaking stupid, I don't even know how may chapters I've written...doesn't matter much to me anyways]

I feel the need to edit them since there are some glitches to it that might destroy my oh-so-...errr, I don't know what word to use...ending to my little novel...

But, most of all, I dedicate my whole novel to ~colocoy... he's been supporting me a lot on this, and giving me those oh-so-bloody ideas...I wuv you so much!!!! /kis

Here's the links to them, in order...
Revenge: Prologue

Revenge: My Anger

Revenge: My Last Friends

Revenge: An Invitation

Revenge: Bloodlust

I can probably consider this one of my best so far;it's been consuming a lot of my time and effort to make... ]]> ~ravenvalentine http://ravenvalentine.deviantart.com/journal/4315771/ http://ravenvalentine.deviantart.com/journal/4315771/ Fri, 14 Jan 2005 03:12:39 PST
Despite everything else, despite every wrong deed that i did to you, you still loves me, that's why we lasted for eight months. In that period of time you taught me many things, things that I needed to know, things that would somehow help me when I fully mature into an adult. You changed my life, you helped me out of those dark situations that I had before, you saved me from death itself.

Now that we can't even see each other, I wish that I could could see your smiles that could make my day a lot brighter than it really meant to be.

Man, I'm sounding really corny right now....forgive the desire of this little girl who did wrong and tried to make up for it...

Gustong gusto na kitang makasama, kahit alam kong matatagalan...monthsary pa namna natin nung linggo, nung sabado nangyari na to...sorry for beiing immature and ignorant to the fact that most minds are....well...

Sana mabasa mo to, at malaman mo kung gaano kita kamahal.... ]]> ~ravenvalentine http://ravenvalentine.deviantart.com/journal/4206015/ http://ravenvalentine.deviantart.com/journal/4206015/ Sat, 01 Jan 2005 01:42:38 PST MY NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTIONS!!!!!

From this day onward, I:
will be more active in dA.
will strive to make my works a lot more, er....
will try to be a little less err, morbid..?
yeah right ]]> ~ravenvalentine http://ravenvalentine.deviantart.com/journal/4097490/ http://ravenvalentine.deviantart.com/journal/4097490/ Sat, 18 Dec 2004 18:29:52 PST Revenge and I am gonna finish it, but right now, this isn't an ordinary writer's block... I think it's because of the numbness that I've mentioned before, and it's getting worse.

MAN, WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME!? I'VE GOT TOO MUCH THINGS ON ME NOW, I NEED TO LET OUT THE STRESS, BUT WHY NOW THAT I NEED TO GET A FIRMER GRIP?!

Well, enough of that, I've got to go and reflect..

Don't Stay by
Linkin Park

Sometimes I need to remember just to breathe
Sometimes I need you to stay away from me
Sometimes I’m in disbelief I didn’t know
Somehow I need you to go

Don’t stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
Just give me myself back and
Don’t stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
Just give me myself back and
Don’t stay

Sometimes I feel like I trusted you too well
Sometimes I just feel like screaming at myself
Sometimes I’m in disbelief I didn’t know
Somehow I need to be alone

Don’t stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
Just give me myself back and
Don’t stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
Just give me myself back and
Don’t stay


I don’t need you anymore, I don’t want to be ignored
I don’t need one more day of you wasting me away
I don’t need you anymore, I don’t want to be ignored
I don’t need one more day of you wasting me away

With no apologies

Don’t stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
Just give me myself back and
Don’t stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
Just give me myself back and
Don’t stay

Don't stay

Don't stay ]]> ~ravenvalentine http://ravenvalentine.deviantart.com/journal/4014153/ http://ravenvalentine.deviantart.com/journal/4014153/ Tue, 07 Dec 2004 19:33:17 PST
I can't write something new...

Got the writer's block, you know....

Well, anyway, nothing's new now...

It's just that I've become so numb for the last few days...probably its just because...I don't know, I'm not feeling too much emotions...man, it's a big change, for the past few weeks I've been facing a lot of conflicts...but, due to the absence of it all, it's just...it's a nice change, but I'm not used to solitude and peace...

Numb by Linkin Park

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be ]]> ~ravenvalentine http://ravenvalentine.deviantart.com/journal/3967864/ http://ravenvalentine.deviantart.com/journal/3967864/ Wed, 01 Dec 2004 20:28:28 PST In The Darkness anymore because I was totally changed...

Changed in the sense that my views now are different from before. But, don't worry, I've got a new series on the way...

Revenge is a tentative replacement to In The Darkness if it goes on fine. In The Darkness was kinda forced, and I feel that the characters are unreal to me.

But, don't worry, I swear I'll finish Revenge.

I'm thinking if it'll be a collab with another devartist...but I'm not telling who!

Going Under by Evanescence

Now I will tell you what I've done for you
50 thousand tears I've cried
Screaming deceiving and bleeding for you
And you still won't hear me
(I’m going under)
Don't want your hand this time I'll save myself
Maybe I'll wake up for once
Not tormented daily defeated by you
Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom
I'm dying again

I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through
I'm going under

Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies
So I don't know what's real and what's not
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
So I can't trust myself anymore
I'm dying again

I'm going under
Drowing in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through

So go on and scream
Scream at me I'm so far away
I won't be broken again
I've got to breathe I can't keep going under

Hehe, see y'all next time! ]]> ~ravenvalentine http://ravenvalentine.deviantart.com/journal/3905523/ http://ravenvalentine.deviantart.com/journal/3905523/ Tue, 23 Nov 2004 23:44:16 PST This Week, Last Week, And The Week Before


What horrible things that happened in the past and present:

1)Our cellular phone was snatched.

2)Man, I hate my ex-bestfrieds!!!!
[ "Look here she comes now,
bow down and stare at wonder
oh how we love you
no flaws when you're pretending
But now I know she

Never was and never wil be
You don't know how you've betrayed me
Somehow you've got everybody fooled
{Excerpt from Everybody's Fool by Evanescence}

3)They're making my school life like hell. Literally. They're spreading rumors about me, and they're starting to bug everybody who's with me, especially the new group of girls I'm with.

That's some of it, I can't remember anything else[I tend to forget things I do or see or hear or whatever when I'm angry]

Expect some very, very brutal works done in anger...probably I'll be able to submit some poetry... ]]> ~ravenvalentine http://ravenvalentine.deviantart.com/journal/3690881/ http://ravenvalentine.deviantart.com/journal/3690881/ Wed, 27 Oct 2004 22:57:26 PDT I felt myself slipping from my last grip..
I felt his fingers frantically grasping at my arm, but he didn't come in time.

Hmm... its been a while since I last passed at least something for In The Darkness...and sometimes I feel sorry for myself since I can't continue writing it...since I'm somehow restricted from my beloved PentiumII laptop... ]]> ~ravenvalentine http://ravenvalentine.deviantart.com/journal/3624007/ http://ravenvalentine.deviantart.com/journal/3624007/ Tue, 19 Oct 2004 01:59:53 PDT But, you know, its cuter that me?!?!?!?!
how annoying.....
well, avatar courtesy of......
[drumroll please....]
tatatadaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My boyfriend!!!! ]]> ~ravenvalentine http://ravenvalentine.deviantart.com/journal/3607570/ http://ravenvalentine.deviantart.com/journal/3607570/ Sat, 16 Oct 2004 23:44:09 PDT but i have no choice, no choice at all... but anyways, ill still submit my work...hehehhe...even if ill work on it while doing the exam..
]]> ~ravenvalentine http://ravenvalentine.deviantart.com/journal/3532490/ http://ravenvalentine.deviantart.com/journal/3532490/ Thu, 07 Oct 2004 06:50:27 PDT [Prologue]

[Chapter One]

[Chapter Two]

[Chapter Three]

[Chapter Four]

[Chapter Five]

[Chapter Six] ]]> ~ravenvalentine